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Im sick of being used by them all just for sex. Im deleting all the guys outta my phone. I dont want any guy to call me unless they aint going to use me for sex. I dont want to just be friends with benifits with guys i want more then that. FUCK ALL MEN GRRR...

I was having a great day til around 10pm tonight at work when my legs an knees started to kill. God damn y cant i have normal legs an knees? GRRR... I just sooo bad wanna chop them off or do something really stupid. But ya right I dont have the guts to do that. I wish someone would do it for me since i dont have the guts to do it. Yes update time once again too... Im single once again. Dont know how long though this time. The man I was with and I are taking things day by day. We both relized we rushed eachother to quick into the relationship we had. Im happy that we are starting over an slowly. My new place is finally getting straighten up. Next week wensday my car is going BACK to the shop for the 3rd time. Yea I notice something was leaking an found out it was transmission fluid. Something about the block on the tranny... Ehh I dont care as long as it get fixed and I dont break down. Misty german shepard had 6 puppies on may 3rd at 630 in the morning (was her first one.) Im going to go see her an the puppies on saturday morning. IM SOOO excited. Well time to go, leaving work in 15 mins... THANK GOD....

Finally my man called me this morning. He has been working non stop since last monday 12 hour shifts. He isnt to happy cause he wanted to spend the whole weekend with me but couldnt even do that. FUCKEN JOBS I SAY! But we all have to live some way some how. But anyways..... ya thats about it for now... I love my baby

Ok ya i writing about a certain someone that needs to get over the fact im with someone an i wasnt going to sit there an wait for another 3 years just to be in a relationship with someone. I dont wanna lose people as friends but i guess if its going to end up that way then i guess i will have to lose people as frinds an never talk to them again. Im sorry but u know who u are an all we do is fight an is getting old way to old. If you wanna talk u know how to reach me. Other wise if not Take care. Goodbye

Ok some people dont like the fact that Im offically taken by a guy that I really do care about an he does the same for me. You know who u are, u dont need to go ahead an act like a real punk an call anyone u want names when they didnt do nothing to u. Please grow the fuck up. Im actually happy for once in my life with someone that lives very close to me, cares about who i am an what i do with my life, dont go calling me names outta no where for the hell of it, dont cut down my family and friends. Im 20 years old an AM READY to settle down with the man of my dreams an I hope this is the one. I have been ready since I dont how long now hmmm lets say 16. Please for u's who are pissed off at me now grow up an work shit out with ur others. PLEASE THATS ALL IM ASKING.!.!.!.!.

Things are going awsome its been almost 2 months since i have been working at the new place. Have a man now FINALLY... Met his friends last night an family today. Things are going pretty good for me. Im moving this coming wensday to a for good home til I get married hmm dont know when thats going to be but ya lol... Well time to go an take a shower an call my man. Love yaz

Things are going pretty good. I have been working for over a month now, got a car that i know will run, lossing weight, taning wow... alot of things hey. I am now looking for a second job to keep all my bills up an running good lol... Well Im at work using there computer i better get going here hehe... Take care.. Luv yaz

Today started off good when I went to bed at 7am an woke up at 4:05pm. Went to work an was doing great til around 9pm when I got a phone call from my older sister saying that my grandma called the cops on my brother. GRR.. I WANNA KILL THAT STUPID BITCH. Ok ya he has problems but according to her its ok for her to hit him but he cant hit back WTFE. So then I called the hospital er where he was at they wouldnt let me talk to my brother come on he is like my child HELLO ya he is my twin brother but has issues an health problems. The cops wouldnt let me talk to him so i told them off an started to cry badly when i got off the phone. Then about 2 hours later the cop called me an told me he was going to Fondy GRR.. I hate my fucken grandma cause shit may happen to him now, I finally got to talk to my brother YES THANK GOD, but we both started crying on the phone. Y couldnt my dad be here to help me. I fight just like him in always. Well time to go home from work yay... I get to go home an drink or something, G2G take care love yaz

Hey everyone its time for me to say goodbye to my old friends for a while. I need to get my life back on track here with my sister and my job. I am also interested in a guy alot that I'm hoping things will work out sooner or later with this guy. Some of my friends know him but I'm not mentioning no name to anyone.. Only 2 people knows who I'm talking about.. PLZ DONT SAY NO NAMES TO NO ONE. Oh ya I finally have a cell phone. Thanks to my older sister she got me a phone today through US Cellular. I have to say thanks to her alot. Only 3 of my friends an my family have my new number an thats all thats getting it. Sorry to you know who, I wont give u my cell number cause I was told today from people that u an ur wife where fighting again cause of me. I dont wanna ruin ur life if thats the way its all going to be. NO IM NOT PISSED IF THATS WHAT U ARE THINKING!! I want u to be happy with her. Im trying to get my self into a relationship with out anyone fucking it up for me. I wanna start a life with a wounderful guy that treats me good everytime I talk to him or see him. NO ITS NOT JEFF, BUBBA, JON OR TINNY either. Its someone else. But any ways... I'm moving on monday no one knows excally where but its only Temp. cause ya Im not going to sit there an deal with my mother of course. GRRR... but I have to pay a couple of bills first an save up money so by the end of the summer ill be hopefully getting a place of my own with my sister. But anyways.... HMMM things are going great with work. I really have not gotten any sleep in the last 4 days, I'd say 6 hours of sleep in the last 4 days hmm sad I know. Well I gotta keep my self busy here so I dont pass out. I gotta get my grandma at 630 am.. Oh u wanna know how i have interent?? well i was messing with my sisters computer and got it through someone else for now. We dont have a house phone or cable but its alllll good cause I can get what I need to get done around here before I move. Well Time to go... Love you all alot. P.S. To a certain someone, I want you to take care of ur self an keep ur women. She is good to you, you talk the world about her everytime we used to talk to eachother, u better marry her soon damn it. lol... I dont want you back, you dont want me back an she needs to relize we are only friends we are not IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER. Please keep in touch by e-mails I can check my e-mails at work but not messenger yet... I gotta figure that out with my phone lol... I will think of you expeacally the good times we had together. Its something I dont wanna do but if I want to be with this guy I wanna take along break here. Please understand. Im sure u will here from people we both talk to all the time how im doing. Dont be afraid to ask them how im doing or if they heard from me. Cause I know they will tell u. YES erica im talking about u women lol... Ok this is enough GRR.. having bad thoughts going through my head about the bad dreams i have been having lately an shit that is scaring me at work... I'll tell ya all later.... Love you guys (My close friends here in wisconsin that knows me an I know them)

Let me come in where you are weeping, friend, And let me take your hand. I, who have known sorrow suck as yours, Can understand. Let me come in - I would be very still Beside you in your grief; I would not bid you cease your weeping, friend, Tears bring relief. Let me come in - I would only breathe a prayer, And hold your hand, For I have know a sorrow suck as yours, And understand. (I found this in my dads funeral stuff when I was packing my stuff.)