Don't know everything that I am looking for but do know what I don't want!
Lies.. false hope.. fakeness.. ugliness(having nothing to do with what is on the outside).. heartache.. My life offline is so darned complicated I don't need more to stress over, I am here to laugh and smile(don't always have those in RL)meet new ppl! If your plan is to make me not laugh and smile, just skip on by me! No one should ever give false hope to another person to just get what they want for right now, that is true ugliness in a person. I know I truly don't want to be anyone's "someone" until someone "better" comes along. That hurts a lot and I am done hurting. I don't believe I will ever find the perfect person for me, maybe he doesn't exist!
I am dark haired, blue eyed, short and yep not skinny.. but I am full of love, caring, passion and have so much to share! In friendship and in love. Although, at this time, I am not sure I believe love is real anymore.
I have two beautiful, wonderful, amazing daughters who I am so proud of!! I raised alone, messed up a thousand times, but tried so hard to do my best to love them beyond words, and with everything in me.. that I NEVER failed doing. I was so young when I had my daughters, they now are grown up and that empty nest feeling has set in and I feel lost without them needing me like they did. Truth is they were my whole world for 21 years now(and honestly grew up with me) They have their own lives to live now, I want them to experience EVERYTHING.. GO GIRLS!!! I am a granny.. omg I LOVEEEEE it. A grandson who is 2 and I have the great pleasure of spending many days with him while I do daycare for my daughter so she can work... even on his most crabbiest day.. he is the best part of mine! I love him and being a grandma far more than I ever possibly thought I could. Animals.. after my daughters and grandson are my passion.. if I could rescue everyone and fill my home with them I would!!! Ppl who mistreat animals shock and disgust me... just the same as ppl who harm children.. what is wrong with those type of ppl! Wishing death on someone is not right, but wishing great harm on ones that cause great harm isn't beneath me!!
I love making ppl smile, I am SUPER shy in person when I don't know someone(in groups I am down right scared)Online it is a bit easier to overcome my shyness but still hard. When I do get to know a person I am a clown always trying to say or do something to shock them into laughter.. isn't laughing freaking AWESOME.. someone smiling cause you got them to.. what else is there?
Yes being shy means.. I blush and get awkward and quiet.. even to the point of panic attacks, refusing to go places and hating crowds and confrontations! I will run before I fight. But being shy doesn't mean I ever let anyone harm the ppl and things I love. I am one short, sassy mother bear when you try to harm ppl and things I love! And I am a friend who defends my friends always!
Don't ask for boob pics or other parts of my body... You can see my face, some cleavage in my photos, I have some sassy, fun pics up.. but naked in photos or cam forget it. Please there is porn out there go look at it!!
There is more.. read my interests.. lol or maybe you are thinking holy crap shut up woman!!