Fatal Passion's blog: "A trail of broken hearts and faded memories"

This is not a tear. This is my love for you, My sorrow for us, And my hatred for me. It's tragic that Whatever we would've had Has slipped away, Out of reach. I try to recall The moment I realized I was in love, and the moment I realized I wasn't. This world I was in Lay within my head But reality has slapped Me in the face. This is not a tear. It is my sorrow for me, My love for us, And my hatred for you.

I never stopped to realize How lonely I would be I never thought the day would come When you'd grow tired of me Your voice was never sweeter Than the day you said goodbye You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry If I knew then what I know now You'd still be kissing me Instead there's someone else's lips Where mine used to be I say hello and wish you well Each time I pass you by But you'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry You never looked so wonderful As the day you walked away I used to say, "I love you" But that I could not say I can't forget you darlin' No matter how much I try You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry

I look into your eyes, your heart, your soul - Were you really loving me or lying? My love goes deeper than I ever imagined it could or even would. Love is a part of life, I know. So is the pain and the sorrow, along with the smiles, and the joys. My life will be forever changed because I loved you. It seemed as though my world was falling apart, along with my heart. No longer will I let your memory hurt me. I will move on with my life, no longer letting you be a part of me.

My heart feels like its in a vise. How much for you I sacrificed. And as I walk this path I cry, For once again to me you lied. I trusted in the love you gave. My heart, my soul, they were your slave. Your love for me, it was a lie And so I sit, and now I cry. A hole has entered into my soul, My love betrayed by you so bold. You laugh, you smile, you say you love. You captured my heart on the wings of a dove. Then you so cruelly walk away, You laugh, you smile, you slyly betray The love that was freely given by me, As tears from my eyes fall for all to see. You tell another of love so true. You promise her that you will love her too. But your heart is cold, and is made of stone. And for this one day you will walk all alone. You laugh, you smile, you promise your love As you cruelly clip the wings of the dove. My heart breaks into pieces as it hits the ground. But life is a circle that comes back around. You laugh, you smile, but then you will cry As you discover true love that was but a lie. And as the wings get clipped on you Remember the love that was true to you. Remember the one who believed all your lies As you sit all alone, as you sit and you cry. Remember the heart that was once your slave. Remember the love that you gladly betrayed. Remember the tears that fell from my eyes. Remember my heart betrayed by your lies. As you sit all alone with nothing to gain, Remember me as you dwell in your pain. Eventually, my heart will heal. And to me once again life/love will appeal. My Angel White hiding in the dark night Will once again bring me back the light. And as you sit with your Devil Red As the sorrow and pain fill your heart and your head, As your heart bleeds slowly onto the ground, Think of love once found, no longer around. Think of the soul, heart, love freely given As yours lies on the ground, torn, bleeding and riven By love, trust broken, your heart now betrayed. The same way you did me, now your love gone astray. Yes, life is a circle that comes back around. You reap what you sow, in the years I have found. So when heartache, betrayal comes full circle to you Remember my love which was once so true.