F K's blog: "dreams"

You are apart of my life every day. I look to you to light my way. When i am down and need a friend. I know your there till the end. You shed you blood so that i could be saved. Then three days later arrised from your grave. Knowing this i feel not alone. I await you arms to welcome me home. I can"t imagine the pain you endored. But it"s some thing my mind wont ignore. You were there when good or bad. Your the best friend i have ever had. You gave your life and most ask why. So we can join you home in the sky. this poem was published 2 years ago in best poets of 2005-2006 i wrote this poem for my mother who is a sunday school teacher .. she scorned me of my wicked ways but i tried to make her understand its not what i do in life that will get me to hell but what i belive instead

YOU"RE A FRIEND ABOVE THE REST. A FRIEND WHOM I CALL THE BEST. TELLING A STORY OF HOW WE MET. IN A MBL CHAT ROOM ON THE NET. ROOM 158 WAS PUT TO SHAME. BY LADY KAOS AND THE GAME. A CHAT ROOM FULL IDIOTS WE LOVED TO DISS. AFTER A FEW PM"S YOU ENDED UP ON MY LIST. YOU LEARNED I WASNT LIKE SASSY OR HER CREW. I CAME REAL OR NOT AT ALL JUST LIKE YOU. IN CONFERENCES WE TEASED A FEW DICKS. THEN CAME JAKE WHO WAS A MAJOR PRICK. THE FUCKER HURT YOU WITH HIS EVIL WAYS. I PLANNED A WAR SO THAT HE WOULD PAY. BUT I MET SOMEONE AND FELL IN LOVE TOO. WHEN MY HEART WAS BROKEN I TURNED TO YOU. I WAS A ANGEL WITH BROKEN WINGS. IN OFFLINES SONGS TO ME YOU WOULD SING. KNOWING EACH OTHER ITS NEARLY 2 YEARS. WE SHARED OUR HOPES, DREAMS AND FEARS. HOW DO I GIVE THIS POEM A END? BY TELLING YOU, YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND...... WRITTEN BY LADY OF KAOS 4 Miss Razorblad3_kizz

To the room we go. All to put on a show. You said wassup. I said what ever. Then pulled out my whip made of leather. I took off your clothes finaly. Then made you get on your hands and knees. I felt your body up and down. Then desided it was time to bound. I took your arms and legs and restrained them to the bed. And even tied a gag around your head. You couldnt make a sound but threw your eyes i saw your soul. As you could only lie there like a lump of coal. With that look in your eyes said to me. Take me to my extacy. I started to lick your neck and chest. Then stopped to fondel my own breast. I looked @ you and gave my tounge a flick. Then worked my way down to your dick. As i pumped it in and out. I could hear your inner voices scream and shout. The mood was getting good and set. The thought of me dominating you made me wet. You gave me that look like you were ready to blow. I slapped your chest and told you i will tell you when to go. I flipped you onto your backside. Told you this would be of hell of a ride. I reached into my box of toys. To find one that would bring you joy. I pulled out a bottle with liquid clear as glass. Then put a few dropps right on your ass. I leaned foward and whispered some thing in your ear. Then eased my finger right in your rear. I pushed and fondled for your prostate glan. Then started to stroke your cock with my other hand. I whispered as soon as i find it you will know. Because at that moment you will blow. I brushed my finger against the gland. You blew your load right in my hand. I took my hand in a rubbing motion. Rubbed it all over me like it was lotion. Then looked into your eyes snapped back to reality. Back tot he other side of me. I looked at bound to the bed. Thoughts started to run threw my head. I kissed you and passed you the key. Said sorry time for me to leave ..... writen by lady kaos

((( angels)) A angel thats lost her sight. A angel thats lost her flight. A angel thats lost her wings. A angel that longs to sing. In the sky where she belongs. Blessing the world with her heavenly songs. The world around her is already dead. The halo starts to vanish from her head. She sacrifices imortality only for them. Then feels what it"s like to be born with sin. She sheds tears of sorrow for the human race. Then kneels before god to take her in there place. She knows of his blessings from above. Cause in her lifetime she was shown true love.

(((CLOSURE))) A LOVERS HEART. RIPPED ALL APART. A LOVERS DREAM. RIPPED AT THE SEAM. HER HEART SHE LOCKS DOWN. AND RETURNS HER FROWN. INSIDE GIVES THE NEED TO CRY. BUT SHE WONT ALLOW HIM THAT HIGH. A FOOL FOR THINKING HE WAS THE ONE. JUST LIKE THE REST IT WAS ONLY FUN. FOR HIM SHE WOULD HAVE GIVEN HER LIFE. HE STABED HER HEART JUST LIKE A KNIFE. NOTHING MATTER BUT THE MOMENTS WITH HIM. DREAMING SHE CAN RELIVE IT OVER AGAIN. HOW COULD IT HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT A LIE. WHEN THERE WAS FIRE OF PASSION IN THERE EYES. HE TOOK HER LOVE AND PLAYED IT LIKE A GAME. ALL FOR WHAT TO CLAIM IT LIKE FAME. ANOTHER LESSON SHE LEARNED THE HARD WAY. SHE LIFTS HER HEAD TO GO ON ANOTHER DAY. KNOWING IT WAS ALL WORTH THE WHILE. SO SHE ENDS THIS WITH NOTHING BUT A SMILE.. WRITTEN BY LADY OF KAOS

My life is a story that is untold. But soon the anwsers will unfold. Inside the pages of my book. If you care to take a look. A tale of emptiness, sadness,suspence and love. Truely a tale of a angel blessed from above. She walked into other peoples lives. Blessing them with her light. Fornification was her greatest sin. How she temepted the minds of men. Now she awaits judgement day. A debt she will have to repay. That thought often scares her so. Just enough to dullen her glow. She gets on her knees to pray. That god fogives her everyday. Will he allow her to come home? Or lock the gate and leave her alone. Her life was nothing but one big game. A race for glory to claim the flame. Till the day she met one just like she. To her surprise it was a he. The battle of the sex"es has begain. Her mind races to make her plan. Was he sent as a dream come true? Or for her to save him too. Save him from the things in his head. Wicked thoughts cleared with her in his bed. Music seemed to set there souls free. The sounds of there bodies in extacy. The sounds of thudering drums would roar. Soon as one of them walked out of the door. No matter if it was day or night. Drove them insane without the other in sight. Is he the one to make her a wife? Or the one to make her end her life. WRITTEN BY LADY OF KAOS

Threw all lifes tribulations. I cannot find my destination. Or even the justification. For all there perpetrations. Why such domination. From this generation. A world in its own classification. A world led to damnation. Such a sweet sensation. To get the clarification. We are of the same nation. Lives with out seperation. Giving our partisipation. In god justation. Can we claim salvation. written by lok

SUFFICATED HEART My heart you surely did displace. See the signs showing on my face. It seems i"ve truely had my share. Heartache and pain please BEWARE. Bitterness brought by seperation. Attacks the heart with strangulation. Squeezing out the very love within. Losing all hope of loving again. For you love is bitter sweet. Leaving my heart left incomplete. My hope within might over come. The damage your love has done. My heart will live(LOVE) another day. But not as long as you are away.

Dreams are far dreams are near. Dream that seem to be unclear. Dreams of tourment and dreams of pain Dreams of a dead soul with nothing to gain. Dreams of life and a love so true. Dreams that could only be about you. Clouds seem to cover her mind. Makeing the world seem unkind. Let the silver linning come across. Reach her dream world before she is lost. written by lok