26000's blog: "feeling the need to yap"

It had started off that I had seen on a commercial for World Vision that you can buy someone in a poor country something they need as a gift for someone in your family. I had full intentions on buying 2 hens and a rooster for my Mom to give to someone far away but then realized that wasnt going to be possible cause I dont believe in owning a credit card. I had always wanted to sponsor a child but never did for different reason, money not being 1 of them. Tonight I did it! I browsed the pics of all the little girls and picked one! My dream is to adopt a 2yr old girl from a poor country and give her the great life like my kids have. I figure if my kids want for nothing, why should another kid go without. As soon as I seen her eyes looking so sad, my heart sank and it brought a tear to my eye. As you all know or atleast should is that I have 2 boys so thats why I choose a girl. I think more people should really get into this because it is something that so many people could help out with and its so easy to do. Heres the preview page of the little girl I choose. I would have put the confirmation page but thats too personal to be posting here lol

I will be deleting some of my pics but only the ones with my stupid ex in them. I would have put this in a bulletin but they go ignored! Bet you thought this was another of my rant and rave blogs? lol Iam actually in a good mood but fast to strike when people piss me off with telling me how I should or shouldnt do things. Iam ME and no one or nothing will change that! Iam still bitter of knucklehead but thats alright cause I got awhole bunch of evilness to toss his way anyways! Besides that, I learnt a very precious lesson and so Iam going back to no dating, no sex...no nothin! People put too much on wanting to feel that love from someone that they will go through hell and back but still come up empty handed and thats just fucked up, NO ONE SHOULD DO THAT!! So what if you feel lonely every now and then, find a new hobby that dont involve chasing something that just isnt there. This whole casual sex thing and 1 night stands is just retarded too, all you'll ever get from that is a shower at the end of it! I think its time for Angie to start showing her true colours cause its been far too long that I've been trying to keep people happy with doing what they thought was best, not what I wanted.

Just thought I'd drop my thoughts here on how Im feeling about being back on LC. So far the welcome has been warm however things still havent changed too much with those stupid ass contests..I HATE THEM!!! I will be posting some real private pics that will be as gaurded as they can be cause it wont be just me in them, if you's wanna see then you had better have been a real friend or you'll miss out! For those who have stopped by my page, thank you but please take note that Im nearing the next level and could use as much help as I can get and I do return the favours!