I am a woman who cares a great deal about people and if i say i'm your friend i mean it. I am honest and would like that in return. I hate players i do not believe in playing on peoples emotions i can't think of anything more cruel than to let someone believe you care for them when you don't.I believe in helping others in there times of need and to give what i can to help them. I came from a poor faimly but rich in that we loved each other and my parents went without alot to make sure we had what we needed, by no means where we a perfect faimly but always there for each other. I was a nerd in school and know only to well about bullys and what they can do to you. I had no teenage years as at the age of 16 i was kidnapped, raped and tortured and spent a month in the hospital and was then sent to live with relatives where i live now i met a man here who was 20 years my senior and had 3 sons moved in with him and stayed for 32 years and had two beautiful children of my own a son and a daughter. But again in this relationship there was physical and mental abuse so i begain to believe that unless you where being hurt by someone they did'nt care about you, and when someone showed me kindness or compassion it terrified me. I just want my friends on here to know a little bit of where i come from and some of my beliefs.....
I belive that when i give myself to someone it is with my heart and soul.
I don't belive in cheating when i say i am yours it is for life
I believe in being a true friend and will be with you through good and bad times
I am not perfect and i do not pretend to be
i want what everyone wants to love and be loved
I could have let these things in my life turn me into a bitter and hateful woman but decided to forgive and be the best person i could be.
I have found that there are wonderful people out there and there all on cherry tap, you are an amazing group of people from all over the world and your friendships mean the world to me i will forever and always be your Angel.
thanks for being here
hope it will last well into the new year and that my friendships continue to grow YOU ARE THE BEST XXXXXXXOOOOOOO
p.s HOPE I DID'NT SCARE ANYONE OFF JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW WHERE I'M COMING FROM AND WHO I AM
WHEN YOU TALK TO ME I WILL BE OPEN, HONEST, AND COMPASSIONATE AND WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET.
A SINGLE 49 YEAR OLD WOMAN WHO LOVES LIFE AND WHO SHE HAS BECOME ,I HOPE YOU WILL LIKE HER TO
Someone who is very special to me told me about this site and i thank him he's the best.
