im shallow i hate everything and my favorite colors clear

My days are in a daze/And a razor’s in my hand/I compare it to my life /And it looks like hell is grand/You pushed me to the edge/I can no longer stand/You made me in your image/Or am I an off brand?/I begged for forgiveness/I believed so insanely/Still no reply?/I just wanna be pain free/I no longer pray/I aint feeling too faithy/I feel nothing at all/You either love me or hate me/I’m tired I’m lonely/I live with no reason/I wake up everyday/Pissed off that I’m breathin’/I cry myself to sleep/Or I pass out from drinkin’/I live day to day/Like everyday is a weekend/So my days are in a daze/And a razors in my hand/My name is Anthony/But this is who I am/The faithless

don't judge me you're not in my place. this is just my beliefs, and how i feel, i believe there's a God. it's just he and i aren't seeing eye to eye and i lost my way. if you didnt know i was in a wreck October 6,2007. i'm paralyzed from the chest down, i had my left ear ripped off, and am barely getting my life put back together. i'm going to college to obtain a career i am able to do. i love to joke im really a laid back guy. i enjoy writing poetry, its a way to vent my feelings. anything else you wanna know just ask me.

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