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wow. hehehe. went Fishing off the pier with Harold Tommy Angel and DD tonight. it was a lot of fun. even though it was chilly and really windy out. That and i don't touch anything slimy and gross. Though i DID catch a fish! little stripper that was thrown back. too little to do anything with. i'm proud of myself. yay me!!!! today was the last day of my first week of work. i'm EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!!!!!!! whew!!!! and i have HOW many more decades of this to look forward to? i'm NOT seeing the joy. at least it's a job that i can plan decades with and will pay. that's the BIG benefit. also, it uses a mentor program and i'm not thrown in to learn this trade by myself. that's a good thing too. In a couple of weeks i get to see SUPERNOVA in concert! i'm totally stoked on that one!!! In march i get to see Cradle of Filth, one of my all time favorite bands at my favorite arena, the Norva. Totally stoked!!!!!!!!! Taking my mom to see Peter, Paul and Mary in march also. totally different than the first two concerts but it'll be fun b/c 1. it's some of the music that i was raised on 2. mummy totally loves it and 3. it'll be mummy, my sister and myself together to do something. bonding as adults always works. i know this post is totally random and discombobulated. shit, i typed part of it with my eyes closed because i am falling asleep here at the keyboard. so i'll say untill next time, good moshpitting to all!!!

well, took my kittens yesterday to the vet to be spayed. only samantha got spayed. carrie got neutered. yep . . . .turns out my carrie kitty isn't a carrie kitty AT ALL! vet calls us and tells Harold that we need to change the name. so we did, to Carson. WHOOPS! we've had the cat for months. I checked, my mummy checked, THE VET checked and we ALLLL said "it's a girl". BOY! were WE ever wrong. turns out that he's so fuzzy and they were SOOO little that everyone missed 'em. now that's kinda sad. my cat's balls were SO little that we missed 'em. Toni kitty is/was much fuzzier and we didn't miss his! poor carson kitty. other than that today will be my 3rd day at work. it's going slowly. there are three of us training. two interns and me. *blinks* wow . . .i'm the only full time in this brew haha. maybe others will be in for the series 63 and life insurance. because it'll be REALLY REALLY weird if i'm by myself. but we never know so i'm simply rolling with things as they are right now. well, speaking of. . .breakfast time and all that good shit to get out of the house by 8:30. Untill next time, good moshpitting to all!

well, saturday was cool. got to spend a good portion of the day with Harold's twins. Took them to get their portoraits done, they turned out AMAZING! speaking of, anyone know how to make .bmp files copied into .jpeg or such so i can post 'em here? any help would be much appreciated! back to what i was saying. . . .the kids were adorable. and thankfully well behaved. i know it made harold so happy to spend the day with them. and that's a big part of it too. okay, i really don't have much to say, so i'll stop now untill i have more to say. untill next time, good moshpitting to all!

sometimes being a grownup sucks balls. Yea, i know. bitching and moaning REALLY does me good. but i'm just cranky at the moment so ya'll have to deal with it. Went and got some christmas shopping done today. that's a good thing. wondering when and how i'm gonna finish, that's a bad thing. worked up a budget to work from month by month. while it makes me feel better to have written my alotments it's depressing to have no money currently to leave for myself for "pleasure" items (like going to the movies or buiyng a new CD or something). having to forgo all that really burns my buttons. I know that it'll get better once there's more money coming in to the house, but right now it is disheartening and things just don't seem to be getting any easier any time soon. so that's my rant on that. ergh. okay, i'm not doing myself ANY good by harping on it at the moment. so i'm gonna try and stop. but i just "had" to rant for a moment. untill next time, good moshpitting to all.

wow, i am SO lucky! My mum and sister got tickets for Mummy, Sister, DD, Harold and I to all go see "The Nutcracker"! My favorite. Yea i know the ballet isn't Harold's thing AT ALL, but he's gonna go without complaint. because he loves me. and that means THE WORLD to me because he IS my world. I know that I am SOOO BLESSED by the Goddess to have such oportunities and special moments in my life. I'm so excited! it makes the kickoff to the holiday season that much better for me. It's gonna be a good holiday season this year. I'm letting Harold decorate the outside of my house, gads the thought can be scary. but it makes him happy so what the hell. who am i to complain or care too much. i don't. . . .long as he doesn't misspell anything in christmas lights we're golden. ("whadda ya mean 'merry' doesn't have an 'a' in it?" -Jeff Foxworthy) I'm blessed, and loved and that makes my world so much better. Thank you Sissy, thank you DD, Thank you Harold! I LOVE YA'LL!!

well, today's the day of my big interview. so what am i doing? sitting here naked (well wrapped in a towel) talking to ya'll screw balls. well, such is life and wish me luck. i really need this job so i'm hoping that all will go well today. my stomach is a knot of nerves and i forgot to turn off the alarm before i let the dog out. yeah, THAT went well. i haven't managed that in a while. >.< needless to say i feel REALLY REALLY stupid. but wouldn't everyone? i'd sure as fucking hell HOPE so! okay. . . i know i should get off of this thing and finish getting ready, so i am. wish me luck! untill next time, good moshpitting to all!

okay, i'm here wasting time before i get started on the day. house cleaning and stuff. trying NOT to be nervious about my interview tomorrow. though i'm keeping my fingers crossed that it'll pan out. *does hopeful fingers crossed dance* okay, so not much to say. love to all my dearest darlings and you know who you are. untill next time, good moshpitting to all!