missing the lost side of me.
whole again i long to be.
pain and hurt is the conclusion.
my life is a parelle illusion.
will i ever be on the path.
to escape destiny"s wraith.
i look into my own eyes.
to find someone elses crys.
how can i heal anyone else.
when i alone cannot ask for help.
refuseing to belive my soul is dead.
termoil racing inside of my head.
remebering the sweet kiss of the blade.
then i remeber the promises i made.
if this fealing ever aproaches me again.
my sword is a sheet of paper and a pen.
the world my never know how i feel.
cause only to me my illusion is real.
the world is completely fucking insane.
for thinking i can hold its pain.
my life will never be concreate.
until inside i feel complete.
written by LADY OF KAOS
