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I Kiss You're Tears
Come to me Comfort me Take my hand In your arms In your eyes I will be Forever yours Bring me down To your bed To your dreams Take my life Take everything Through those meadows Of heaven Where we ran forevermore I wish, oh, how I wish again With you. Oh, to be with you So lay me down Close to you Hold me now my lover I kiss your tears My sweet one And kiss again, my love

Blueprint Of A Woman
A cool quiet evening, let the music play and I'm thinking of a vision, and now I'm on my way, On my way to a fantasy, to complete a living dream.A blueprint of a woman, my passion turned extreme. When I look into your eyes, so clear, so deep, so true,Whether brown, hazel or blue. The emotion, the _expression that I want to feel and see As you look right back into my eyes and steals my heart from me. Your face is simply beautiful; it is a pleasure for all to see.It is a portrait hidden in my dreams when she is away from me.Her smile can brighten up a room or simply make my day.Her heart makes you believe in love, and for her love you'll always pray. When she talks to me, I'm captivated by every word she speaks.When she smiles at me and when she say HELLO, I feel my knees get weak.When she walks, she glides; her motion is nothing short of poetry.It says, I'm sensual, a woman, a lady, classy, pure, honest, loyal, complete. If I could build, dream, create, or draw a woman on

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol Current mood: bored Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sau

Repent
You can't expect to see him and survive You'll swallow his tongue of thorns His mouth, dripping with flies In his glorious kingdom of fire But I believe he wept I will make them all lie down Down where hope lies dying With lust, you're kicking mankind to death We live and die without hope You tramp us down in a river of death As I stand here now, my heart is black I don't want to die a lonely man This is a weary hour

C.o.s.
See the light and feel my warm desire run through my veins like the evening sun It will live but no eyes will see it I'll bless your name before I die No person in everything can shine yet shine you did, for the world to see All a man hath will he give for life? For life that's lost bleeds all over me I'd fallen before but it never hurt like this Don't leave me here to crawl through the mire I'm without fault before the throne of god Take from me the crown of sympathy What do you think you'll see? What do you think there will be? Sit down! Did you see the sun? What will we become? Great ones? The mouths that dare not speak his name behold them, raised, complete and fine The battle for our lives is oh, so brief Take my hand and please walk with me When I was young the sun did burn my face I let its love and warmth wash over me The melting voice of many, in the hush of night Whispering tongues can poison my honest truth Come dress me with your body, an

Ukhkhkh
I hate what ive become in the summer rain all alone and i cant help but think i killed you and i wonder if i really did do it my guilt has grown to be so powerful i need another victim I need you you can only fit my needs then i say to myself its not worth the trouble of hurting my best friend i miss the way you smile the way you laugh the way you look at me when i look at you If i could have one wish i would long to see you and hold you and tell how much i missed you since you been gone There is no better wish then this i am about to make i would wish for me to be someone else and my old soul to be yours as long as your happy i will take peace in what i have taken from you i gave back so please forgive me and i will be at peace as i look down upon you as you look upon me and see me in my corpse i shed one tear and she feels it and looks to the skye to see me smiling at her she looks back down to see someone else she drops the blood red roses and starts to turn away when she sees me ri

Where Is All The Love
what is wrong with me i just can not find happeness i have looked and looked for this and i'm unable to be happy. i have tryed to make new friends because most of the ones on my list just want points. i have some who visit my page and leave me sweet comments. so ladif you can tell me what is wrong with my page and me i would be thank full. so please take time to comment to help me achive what you all have on here thanks

For You
What is it you hope for, even though you are dying? And even though life is closing your tiny eyes Why did I leave them all? I should be with them to die in the same place The pain I think, should go on forever. For always But no. Not mine. Not now. My life now begins Call me what you will, but I'll die for no man, at all My limbs and the life that spreads from them Cross my path and you'll suffer like no man before, at all What I hunger for, is the trial of God For just two winters only did we live for My God. What have you become? Dear, dear lord We could have changed the world, had you been here with me. Right now Held you in my arms. In my arms, my love Jesus wept so man could live forever on earth. In peace But my tears. They fall for you. Only you

I Searched The Garden For One Perfect Rose
I searched the garden for one prefect rose. There were so many I didn't know which flower to choose. Standing inside the rose garden it was hard to see.But when I looked outside my perfect rose was standing right next to me. Said I know I'am not perfect,but I'll love you with all my heart. When nobody else seems to care you can always count on me. I will never forget how close our love came to not be. But now that you're in my arms I'll never let you go. I don't need a perfect rose because you're perfect to me. I've got your love locked in my heart so tightly and I need you with all my soul.

Things To Tell A Lady
Tell her how u admire her. always tell her u love her at all times. when shes upset hold her tight. pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. play with her hair. pick her up tickle her and wrestle with her. just talk to her. tell her jokes. bring her flowers just because. hold her hand and run. just hold her hand. throw pebbles at her window at night. just let her fall asleep in ur arms. sing to her no matter how awful u sound. get her mad at u, then kiss her. give her piggy back rides. push her on swings. tell her she looks beautiful. when she's sad. stay on the phone with her, even if she's not saying anything. look into her eyes and smile. kiss her on her forehead. slow dance with her even if there's no music. kiss her in the rain. and when you fall inlove with her..

Did You
I looked up at the stars lastnight, which were at a distance but shone so bright. Wondering if you were looking up at it to, thinkin of me while i was thinking of you. So did you gaze upon it to, did you think of me while i thought of you. Did you hear me calling out your name, saying it over n over again. Did you feel the beating of my heart, even though we're at a distance so far apart. Did you feel me reaching out to you, wanting to hold you that much is true. Did you feel me shivering from the cold, all alone no one to hold. Did you catch the sweet kiss i blew your way, did you hold it tightly and not let it get away. Did you feel the dreams which i hold of you, did you believe the words which i spoke are true.

Letter To Military Spouse
While I have never had the pleasure of meeting you or your husband, I felt the need to write you and express a very deep feeling that I have in my heart. I, as a person, am not brave. I do not tackle things head on, as I hate confrontation. I will travel 100 miles out of my way just to avoid a conflict. I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never h

Seventh Level Of Hell
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ExtremeLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High

A Few Years Old
Life Wonder fills the day at hand the joy of living fills the land Hope springs eternal and justice is done food in abundance, enough for everyone The elderly not forgotten and Sickness is cared for peace on this planet no one dies in needless war Free to live and work for the betterment of all none to be made useless and left out for a fall No need to escape the day and avoid life's trial If this was our world would we know enough to smile If every day was a joy to behold without suffering and pain would we take the time to enjoy it or just go insane ? Maybe the sadness and heart aches we have had just help us to know when the world is not that bad Maybe we need to see all this to know that life is for living and it isn't a show Just maybe we can find enough gratitude inside the rhyme to help us make this world better for all one day at a time By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Fresh Start
here i am yet again trying out one of these god forsaken type of websites where you do blogs add pictures and everything. yet again i will be down to the fact stoping the blogs and prolly deletng this cherry thing. most of the time because the fact i am a male people will just over look what ever im typing or writing about. it sickens me but what the hell every place atleast gets one fucking try? merry fucking Christmas to cherry and all the lovely cherrys out there as well. may your dreams be dark and wet.

Soldier Story
Today he was getting his oil changed and was chatting with some of the men about Iraq. This is a bit unusal for Bobby since he doesn't talk about the war much. He found himself being interupted by the lady working at the counter. She made it a point to say she did not think we had any business fighting in Iraq. Usually my brother just ignores such comments but today he chose to shine!! He said, Ma'am, I appreciate you may have your own opinions and beliefs. As a soldier I am trained to protect the rights of all of our citizens, but with all due respect ma'am, I am sure you would not choose to see us fighting these monsters down the street in front of the bank. Maybe someday you will. I am sure you would not like to see our civilians in the line of fire. I feel it is better to take the war where it starts and preserve our safety and our families. She stuttered a bit and said, "well why aren't those people thrilled to see you when you were there"? Again, my brother took a

Just Looking Back On The Day
Well now that all the cooking is done and the presents were opened today. I can honestly say over all we had a pretty good day. My boys had there friend over with his sister and she was riding his bike and ran over the Fast and Furious remote control car that I got my son for Christmas but accidents happen right? Then we had another episode were 3 boys had tried to take my sons bike from him. And lets not forget the episode where we walked to the convinent store and my 4yr old was riding his bike down hill and did not use his breaks and almost got ran over. Scared me and Guy. But we had a pretty good day. We had ham and turkey. Green Bean caserole, macaroni and cheese with broccoli, candied yams, stuffing, gravy, deviled eggs, Jello, double layer pumpkin pie, cherry pie, lemon merigue pie, fried apples, christmas cookies, peanut butter cookies and oatmeal raisin cookies. WOW Looking back on it now that is a big dinner. The boys enjoyed riding there bikes and had fun doing tr

Drama Queens
Whats up peeps? What's up with women acting one way at one minute and flipping things the next? Is there not a median in there some where? Give a brotha a warning before you get pissed off. PMS isn't an excuse and stop taking it out on guys becuase women PMS. Eve ate that damn Apple and SHE persuaded Adam. It wasnt the other way around. Ya'll know ya'll feel me on that. Not saying that the fellas dont cause drama cause we do. But we do give you a warning first. Most of us. So please just give us a warning.

Big People Words!
A group of kindergartners were trying very hard to become accustomed to the first grade. The biggest hurdle they faced was that the teacher insisted on NO baby talk! "You need to use 'Big People words," she was always reminding them. She asked Chris what he had done over the weekend. "I went to visit my Nana." "No, you went to visit your GRANDMOTHER. Use Big People words!" She then asked Mitchell what he had done. "I took a ride on a choo choo." She said "No, you took a ride on a TRAIN. You must remember to use "Big People words." She then asked little Zach what he had done. I read a book," he replied. "That's WONDERFUL!" the teacher said. "What book did you read?" [I love this] Zach thought real hard about it, then puffed out his chest with great pride, and said, "Winnie the SHIT"

Lady In Black
On a magical misty morning I was standing in the Autumn rain Suddenly the birds fell silent Would I ever hear them sing again... Hear them sing again... Without a word of warning I saw a shadow in the Autumn rain Just like in my nightly dreams The Lady In Black had come again... The Lady had come again... Begging me to follow her into the misty rain Begging me to follow her into the no more pain Her eyes were hypnotizing Burning deep inside my brain The Lady In Black was here now She was here to take me far away... Take me far away... "Follow me to the other side" Through the tunnel of light we travel, fading away Through the tunnel of light we travel We're fading away Through the light that's shinning bright We're fading away Through the light that's shinning bright We're fading away

The Moment
Current mood: crappy I can see that someone went and left you hanging from a string And if I pulled hard I could make you do most anything You can run from the past but mistakes are meant to last Between the lines these are mine The moment that you go is the moment that you know That the best thing in your life is happening So look me in the eye And say youll never say goodbye I know the best thing in my life is happening now You can tell your father I know that he wont let you be Doesnt wanna believe that you see him in me But the way that you lay so serene inside the gloom I dont care I dont care The moment that we go is the moment that well know That the best thing in our life is happening So before we say good bye and leave them all behind Know the best thing in our life is happening now And I wont let you ever fade Like a sunburn wasted in L A And if we fall down breaking all along the way Ill lift you up and thats a promise that Ill never break

Cute
Drop your mask, let the tears fall. I could love you, but forever do you stall. I'd keep you safe, in my arms. You could be, free from all harm. All you have to do is trust, and I'll catch you. Look me in the eye, and tell me you love me too. Drop your mask, let the tears fall. I could love you, but forever do you stall. this was written to me =)

Ghost Of Change
Walking...on a cold and white December night I hear...the voices from the other side Calling my name, must be that olden friend I think she has come to see me once again Do you...still remember the old oak tree I...do, the feeling's coming back to me Calling my name, must be that olden friend I think she has come to see me once again You are the ghost of change, and now we meet again You are the ghost of change, but I will always be the same Ghost of change...do you remember my name Ghost of change...do you remember my name I took her hand, and then we walked into the night I took her hand, and then we watched the moon go by Memories...of long forgotten times I took a chance to relive my life and then I saw her She smiled You are the ghost of change, and now we meet again You are the ghost of change, but I will always be the same The same Walking...on a cold and white December night I...hear, the voices from the other side Calling my name, must b

Audiovent-the Energy
Every now and then I think about you And it makes me, it breaks me Out of you and into me, I'll make it So take a look at what you do to my head When you're leaving, I'm breathing Out of me and into you, I feel sick I feel sick Now that you're leaving It complicates our lives But I am the reason That I will stay alive We are the energy We are the same as you Take everything you need We are the answer to The broken, breaking through Take everything from me Every now and then I dream about you I've lost the feeling, it's dead skin I will never be dependent again And every now and then I think about you It's bringing me closer to closure Every now and then I know it's over It's over Now that you're leaving It complicates our lives But I am the reason That I will stay alive We are the energy We are the same as you Take everything you need We are the answer to The broken, breaking through Take everything from me We are the energy We are the sam

9
In Hell Are we all in Hell? Are we in Heaven? Heaven... heavenly Hell We are 9 Good and Evil, Dark and Light We are 9,9 we are I am 9... You are 9... We are 9 God is Satan deep below, Satan is God high above In the end it's all the same Who are we to play their game We are 9 9 we are all 9 we are 9 we are all 9 In Hell Are we in Hell? Time has disappeared into an unknown evil In Heaven? Heaven... heavenly Hell I am 9... You are 9... We are 9 I am 9... You are 9... We are

A Song
. I wish that I could've stayed but you argued. More than this I wish you could've seen my face In the backseat staring out the window. I'll do anything for you, Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact 'Cause I will be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips, I love you. The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I will annoy you With every waking breath Until you decide to wake up. I earned through hope and faith The curves around your face That I'm the one you'll hold forever. If morning never comes for either one of us, Then this I pray to you wherever. I'll do anything for you. This story is for you. ('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.) I'll do anything for you, Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact 'Cause I won't be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips, I loved you. The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I will a

Dead Again
Why do I keep on doing this? It's not for me anymore I'm doing this more for you than I And on that lonely road to nowhere I lost myself to something else I don't know where I'm going or where I've been It's so hard to remember all the things I am, am I? It feels like the end is near, catching up with me Catch me if you can, cause I'm going down into the ground How much longer can I keep going on? I can feel my lost ones coming down Sooner than later I'll see you all again I feel my purpose here slipping away I see the sun, but it's raining I hope I'm on my way to better things And if I'm not, it doesn't really matter Cause I am doing this more for you than I am me I can no longer pretend, that my life is worth living I...I would rather die, be dead again Hold on Now here it comes, death for one, for a lonely son Up then down. I'm spinning around My soul is so confused again Am I floating towards the sun? Hold on, am I dead on? Through a tunnel of black,

Help Me Win A Platinum Cherry
Please come comment me. Once I hit 2,500 votes, the sweet Uber Mr Rush will give me a Platinum Cherry. Comment as much as you wish, and often!!! Just click on the pic below to bomb away.

Since Forever
On this cold and windy Sunday I'm sitting here alone...It's Autumn I'm looking at a yellow picture You have been gone forever Oh it's so very hard, growing old on your own, alone I'm trying to remember...the days... When we were young Since forever, I still remember your ways Since forever, I still remember I have been reading your letter, over and over again I can't believe you're gonna be here today I can't believe...this is Sunday How nice of you to come, it's been so way too long Let me get you another glass of wine To keep our tongues in time Since forever, I still remember your ways Since forever, I still remember So many things have never been told And now the both of us are way too old Since forever, I still remember your ways Since forever, I still remember Like the light of the sun You used to brightened my day But darkness has taken your place And I can no longer keep it away Since forever, I still remember your ways Since forever,

Afterlife
Why am I here, in a quiet mortuary A lady and man, flowers in their hands Nobody sees me, I don't understand Nobody hears me... Seems like I don't exist Seems like no one can hear me as I... Scream I do not feel the way I used to be Could it really be that the one I see is me You gotta tell why people come but never stay Could it really be that the one I see is me Does it really matter... Do you really care Why am I here, in a quiet mortuary Listen to the bell, calling my name Nobody sees, calling my name Nobody hears me...As I... Scream Why do I feel like I've been left behind Could it really be I'm in the afterlife You gotta tell me why I feel like I've been left behind Could it really be I'm in the afterlife Does it really matter... Do you really care Why do I feel like I've been left behind Could it really be I'm in the afterlife You gotta tell why people come but never stay Could it really be I'm in the afterlife Does it really matter... Do you real

Nobody Hears
NOBODY HEARS i talk through my eyes, the words pourin' out nobody hears you ask me what's wrong, but what can i say nobody hears i try to tell you, i try to show you how else can i tell you, how else can i show you i'm screaming inside, why can't you hear nobody hears you're looking right through me, like i'm not here nobody hears when the last tear falls down nothing gets washed away another plea put to rest as nobody hears, nobody hears so what did i do to you that makes you run from me now i7m sitting here screaming inside myself don't understand why nobody hears you figured it, shaped it to your perfection nobody hears subtracted my feelings from the equation nobody hears is it all in my mind then it would be easy to find so what did i do to you that makes you run from me now i'm sitting here screaming inside myself don't understand why nobody hears so if it's all, if it's all in my mind then wouldn't it, wouldn't it wouldn't it be so easy to find so what do i have to do to mak

Ok So
i've recently had an increase in ego seems alot of ppl think i'm hot lol wow where did that come from lol oh well still waiting for that one girl to do something and wisk me away lol might be waitng along time lol....

Christmas.....
Christmas has gone great this year. We still didn't get to see my brothers kids and that hurts us all but all in all it was good. Zippo and I haven't fought like we usually do. (Well we are twins...Happens.) The kids cooked dinner this time which was really out of place for us, something we don't do. Have had a few drinks and now in my comfort zone! ~Cheers, Merry Christmas everyone.~

Bi Curious
i have had quite a few people ask me about me sexual orientation,which is ok,but the number one question is would you three way with another woman. I have never ruled that out....but i am wondering how many woman are curious about being with another woman,or who have been with one atleast once. what is the draw? is is oral sex better with a woman than a man/ these are questions i have and would appreciate any comments that might clear this up.

I Dont Need Love
Like a flash of light in an endless night Life is trapped between two black entities 'Cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun No way to prepare, impending despair Did one say so cruel: "Tis better to love than lose" Ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned Remember desire only fuels the fire - liar Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret I pity the living, envy for the dead Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb I'd rather not care than to be aware - be scared I don't need love Are a thousand tears worth a single smile? When you give an inch, will they take a mile? Longing for the past but dreading the future If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser World renowned failure at both death and life Given nothingness, purgatory blight To run and hide, a cowardly procedure Options exhausted, except for anesthesia - anesthesia I don't feel anything.

Ok Time To Vent
Work sucked ass tonight. Not only did i work with a slick talking (I didnt fall for his shit but anyway) LAZYASS, but it was super busy and we were closing 3 hours earlier cuz of it bein christmas . That lazy little shithead didnt do a goddamn thing all fucking night. "Oh, my back hurts, I have a back condition," he says. My response to that is what the fuck are you doing , working at a gas station if you cant even do the most basic tasks? Of course, he didnt respond. Now I'm physically tired, but im so fucking mad at his lazy ass that im not even close to bein sleepy...... so anyway im here now, a bit cranky, and wound up. I'm not expecting a pity party either , I just needed to vent so I can get all this shit off my chest. Ok Im dont bitchin now and feel slightly better. Merry christmas everyone, have a reat night!

Angry Inch
My sex-change operation got botched My guardian angel fell asleep on the watch Now all I got is a Barbie Doll-crotch I got an angry inch Six inches forward and five inches back I got a I got an angry inch I'm from the land where you still hear the cries I had to get out to sever all ties I changed my name and assumed a disguise I got an angry inch Six inches forward and five inches back I got a I got an angry inch Six inches forward and five inches back The train is coming and I'm tied to the track I try to get up but I can't get no slack I got an angry inch, angry inch, angry inch My mother made my tits out of clay My boyfriend told me that he'd take me away They dragged me to the doctor one day I've got an angry inch Six inches forward and five inches back I got a I got an angry inch A long story short: When I woke up from the operation I was bleeding down there Bleeding from the gash between my legs My first day as a woman And already it's

Dangerous
Beautiful yet dangerous Thermogenic luminous Like a moth drawn to a flame I'm the same All cremated equally As a spark still I knew I'll be lured be consumed She a pyre incarnate incinerate An inferno turned to flesh You are the first will be my last Will be my final words Say the words I long to hear Pinch bite kiss suck lick and sear In a pyromantic way I'm her slave Living for her to ignite You are the first will be my last Will be my final words Serena

Merry Christmas Everyone!!
I've been away and just got back in time today but not soon enough to send a personal message to eacgh and every one of you. Wonderfully blogs enable us to leave messages for everyone to see so To ALL of my Cherry Friends, Family, Fans Each one of you is special to me and I Hope YOU Had a GREAT day of JOY!!! Love to ALL of YOU and may your every desire come to fruition!! Always, Your Savage Frankie

World Comeing Down
She thinks I'm iron man that I don't feel pain I don't understand why joy must be feigned I'm so fortunate yet filled with self hate That the mirror shows me an ingrate I could easily start pointing fingers Since the blame is mine it always lingers That the truth it lies in my reflection Though this can't go on there's no question Yeah I know That my world is coming down Yeah I know I know I'm the one who brought it down Brought it down Bring it on down How quickly pass the days long is the night Lying in bed awake bathed in starlight Better to live as king of beasts Than as a lamb scared and weak I will deny my role as a human Holding myself hostage with no demands It's better to burn quickly and bright Than slowly and dull without a fight Well I know That my world is coming down Now I know I know I'm the one that brought it down Brought it down Yeah, Bring it on down

I Love Surprises
When it came to Christmas I buy my own so I got something to open with the kids.But this yr, Austin my 15yr, old son gave me a sliver bracelet with diamond 0 and sliver X's its so pretty. I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas

Merry Fucking X-mas
Hey all.. I just got here and created a profile and all of that good stuff. I'm bored, sitting here alone on xmas, which is all my doing. I'm just feeling rather "blah" right now about life the universe and everything. Part of me wants to contribute it to the breakup I had a while ago, but somehow I think it's more than that. Can't quite put my finger on it yet. I know that I did the right thing. However, like eating right and exersize, sometimes doing the right thing is the last thing you actually want to do. So now I'm trying to debate if I want to have another black butte porter, open up one of the 3 bottles of arrogant bastard I got for X-mas, or rip open the bottle of double bastard I bought myself earlier. Dammit, why do I have to go back to work tomorrow?

Everything Dies
Well I loved my aunt But she died And my uncle Lou Then he died I'm searching for something which can't be found But I'm hoping I still dream of her Though she died Everything dies Everything dies My ma's so sick she might die Though my girl was quite fit she died Still looking for someone who was around Barely coping Now I hate myself Wish I'd die Everything dies Everything Oh god I miss you I really miss you Everything dies Everything

Movie Reviews
Oh my God! I just watched this movie & it is absolutely incredible. I've been a Josh Hartnett fan for awhile, but this sold me all over again - he's redeemed himself from some of his shitty flicks...like Black Hawk Down....Lucky Number Slevin is absolutely astounding. Not to mention...all the wallpaper throughout the flick rocks my socks. Oh...and, I went to see The Good Shepherd & don't think I could be more diappointed in a Matt Damon film ever. It was a miserable waste of three hours on Christmas Eve....

57 Cents
A little girl stood near a small church from which she had been turned away because it was "too crowded." "I can't go to Sunday School," she sobbed to the pastor as he walked by. Seeing her shabby, unkempt appearance, the pastor guessed the reason and, taking her by the hand, took her inside and found a place for her in the Sunday school class. The child was so happy that they found room for her, and she went to bed that night thinking of the children who have no place to worship Jesus. Some two years later, this child lay dead in one of the poor tenement buildings. Her parents called for the kindhearted pastor who had befriended their daughter to handle the final arrangements. As her poor little body was being moved, a worn and crumpled red purse was found which seemed to have been rummaged from some trash dump. Inside was found 57 cents and a note, scribbled in childish handwriting, which read: "This is to help build the little church bigger so more children can go to

Moment Of Clarity
I've just realized that instead of going out and having fabulous friends and a life...I sit at home and live through tv shows that portray the life i want. I wonder if their is a disorder that has these symptoms?... I can't even be who I want to be because that person only exists on tv...what am i doing with my life??????????????

A 3 Fer ! Lol
Letting go of a tortured past and all the hurt Moving on leaving behind things and dirt Material things that I thought defined All that spoke of who I am refined The person that every one did see These things were not the real me Holding on for far too long pain grew And tainted all we ever knew Till nothing remained of feelings dear No desire to draw past love near No passion, no hatred, no trust All passed away and turned to dust Blowing away in the summer Breese Some how it set my mind at ease Free to move on and begin anew Now free to bid all that was adduce To see that a future can be so bright To know in myself I feel so right Knowing that gods will is for us to be free That have only this moment and let it be All that we could ever find the joy within Let’s not waste the now, time to begin By R. Thomas Dinsmore the process Life is the process we all are in Hard is the road to side step sin To know what is right and follow the heart For a

Can You Help Me?
Finished with my woman, she couldn't help me with my mind People think I'm insane, cause I am frowning all the time All the time All day long I think these things, but nothing seems to satis- fy I think I'll loose my mind if I don't find something to pass it by Can you help me feel love Cause im not made of steele Oh no, no I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind Make a joke and I will sigh, and she will laugh and I will cry Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal So unreal And so as you hear these words telling you now my state I tell you to enjoy life, I wish I could but it's too late Can you help me feel love Cause I'm not made of steele

Looking Back
Looking Back I sit here and wonder about life. I ponder the events that have led me here. A smile comes across my face as I reflect. I have loved deeply. I have been blessed with a child. I have had and still have many friends. Then my mind takes me to another place. A place I don't want to go, but have to. My smile fades and sorrow takes its place. I have lost some of the people I loved the most. Their lives filled me with joy. I miss them, death is permanent. I have loved and lost love. I have faced loneliness and not always won. I have doubted my self-worth. Now I have come to these conclusions. The value of life is priceless. Our paths we must choose wisely. To love and then to lose it, hurts, but is survivable. Time is not on our side, so use it wisely. Another year is here to learn and grow. So, take life one day at a time and live each day to the fullest.

Kind Of True
What does your birth month reveal about you? SeptemberSuave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisureand traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

I Must Sin
"Damn me Father, for I must sin..." Four centuries of this damned immortality Yet, I did not ask to be made. Why? I will never again feel your sun upon my face Or the comfort of a grave I am not alive and I am not dead This is Hell on earth How can I possibly explain this eternal youth? When I can do nothing, but sit by As my loves grow old and wither And with each of them, take a fragment of my heart And prolong this endless winder It is October's perpetual agony It is the shadow realm Father, please forgive him For he knows not what to do With every victim I pray for my own death And as much as I love the night I curse the moon's eerie glow Tis bloodlust that drags me to forever The toxic rays of dawn that condemn me to limbo I am forced to dwell in grey Autumnal twilight I am suspended in dusk Father, please forgive me For I know not what to do Father, please forgive me For I know not what to do

Amazed
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To Late
So you've come to say you're very sorry. "It won't happen again - forgive me?" Time will not heal these wounds. And I'm bleeding because of you. Was everything we had just a joke? I've run out of patience, tears and hope. Love does not conquer all. And I'm screaming because of you. Too late for apologies. In the shadow of the light from a black sun. Frigid statue standing icy blue and numb. Where are the frost giants I've begged for protection? I'm freezing. Cold winter winds that chill my heart with sleet & snow. Not from the north come to this glacial abode. But from your dimension cryogenic limbo. I'm freezing. I'm frozen. It's too late.

Christmas
today was long, and I am tired! the kids woke us up early, but I could have sworn I had just closed my eyes. stood with tradition and never left my pajamas, went everywhere in them. no make up, no doing of the hair (well, I brushed it) other than that, I was beyond as lazy as I could get. I did get a new digital cam for the holiday, so I spent all morning taking pics of family memories and all that. Hubby had to work tonight, and now that the kids have kissed me goodnight, I think I shall make a nice cider and brandy and relax on the old computer until my eyes are so tired I can't see straight!

Dear Diary - I Moved To Texas!
Dear Diary: May 30th: Just moved to (your town, Texas) ...Now this is a city that knows how to live!! Beautiful sunny days and warm balmy evenings. What a place! Watched the sunset from the Reservoir lying on a blanket. It was beautiful. I've finally found my home. I love it here. June 14th: Really heating up. Got to 100 today. Not a problem. Live in an air-conditioned home, drive an air-conditioned car. What a pleasure to see the sun on the water every day like this. I'm turning into a sun worshipper. June 30th: Had the backyard landscaped with western plants today. Lots of cactus and rocks. W hat a breeze to maintain. No more mowing lawn for me. Another scorcher today, but I love it here. July 10th: The temperature hasn't been below 100 all week. How do people get used to this kind of heat? At least it's kind of windy though. But getting used to the heat and humidity is taking longer that I expected. July 15th: Fell asleep

Struggles
Trust and you'll be trusted Says the liar to the fool Lust and so what if you're busted? In love and war there ain't no rules Do you believe in forever? I don't even believe in tomorrow The only things that last forever Are memories and sorrow Out of sight out of mind The motto of betrayal The prophets preach to forgive and forget I'm sorry, but I am unable You went out Saturday night Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight His tongue down your throat His hand up your skirt Yeah I'm a man But it still hurts Slut Whore Cunt I know you're fucking someone else You had cock on your mind And cum on your breath Inserted that diaphragm before you left Practicing freelance gynecology Where there's a womb there's a way With you it's for free Slut Whore Cunt I know you're fucking someone else Done it before Time after time Refused to learn your lesson Gave 'til it hurt Thought it was right Only fools make mistakes twice So I si

The Flutter Of Wings....
I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the "quickie mart" building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everythi ng came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back (1 in a car seat), and the gas pump read

Self Expression
Well I've got no more reason to live And I've got no more love to give Tonight's the night I'll paint the town red I'll put another whole through my head Unjustifiable existence Unjustifiable Unjustifiable existence Unjustifiable existence Now I feel the weight of a world on my back I've seen the future The future looks black It's what I must do I have no reservations Ain't talk 'bout self preservation Unjustifiable existence Unjustifiable Unjustifiable existence Unjustifiable existence Gravity Crushing me Gravity Crushing me Crushing me Crushing me [b. Acceleration (due to gravity) - 980cm^-2 sec] Yeah I feel something pulling me down Forcing me between myself and the ground Of all the nightmares that ever came true I think that gravity (gravity-gravity) is you Unjustifiable existence Unjustifiable Unjustifiable existence Unjustifiable existence Gravity Crushing me Gravity Crushing me Crushing me Crushing me [c. Antimatter: Ele

A Lil Past Lil Rock
I had to leave my life in Dallas That town will always be you In every crowd, on every corner In every face I'd see you So with nothin' more than a tank of gas I drove away without lookin' back And I guess that's how I got where I am And goin' anywhere as fast as I can And I'm a little past Little Rock Further down the line Too soon to know what's up ahead Too late to change my mind I gotta keep my heart out of this and both hands on the wheel I'm learnin' more with every mile just how leavin' feels It's a lonely stretch of blacktop out into the blue Don't know where I'll go or what I'll do I'm a little past Little Rock But a long way from over you These headlights on the highway Disappear into the dark And if I could have my way I'd go back to where you are Oh, but I can't turn this thing around And nothing short of breaking down Is gonna get me off this road I'm on Oh, and I'm still a far cry from gone And I'm a little past Little Rock Further down th

Fallen
Yeah I think she's falling out of love Yeah I think she's falling out of love Yeah I know she's fallen out of love Yeah I know she's fallen out of love All of the flowers All of the flowers I gave her She burned them Burned them A swollen sun melting at the horizon Between the sheets I wait for her to come A living flame, impossible to resist Burning me deep with every bite, kiss and lick I'm haunted I'm haunted I'm haunted (by her) Invades my sleep with tumescent intentions Hades I'm sure must be missing a demon I hate the morning I hate the morning From the panes a green mist swirls Is it a shadow of reflection This apparition in moon beams bathed A voice like wind through trees beckons Cool rain on hot summer stone The odor fills my presence Of freshly dug grave and deatha nd night These things are her essence Nocturnal mistress, spirit lover your mouth of wine and woodsmoke taste My goddess of the violet twilight You are lust incarnate

Normal
Normal Most people wake up and do their normal life. But who is to say what normal is? Is it doing what youve always done, or is it doing what needs to be done? I am anything but normal i live my life in turmoil The everyday "joes" of society bore me, I wish they could just see. That what they do is pointless The life they live is futile They need to live in my shoes for just a while And see what its like to be what they call me, A freak, loser, When actually im doin what they like to call "normal!"

Hi, It Is Me George Bush Doing My Annual Christmas Dance With Osama Bin Laden
Hi, it is me George Bush doing my annual Christmas Dance with Osama Bin Laden http://a.pcb3.lostcherry.com/94/65/335649/699735743.gif If you had too much egg nog you might be seeing this too.

Hello All
WELL CHRISTMAS HAS MOSTLY COME AND GONE AND NEW YEARS IS UPON US,SO WITH THAT SAID I AM WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY NEW YEAR FILLED WITH LOVE,JOY AND LAUGHTER. MAY YOUR NEW YEAR INTO 2007 BE EXCITING,FUN AND HAVE A LOT OF MEMORIES TO FULFILL.

Say Something Anyway...
Some say hearts Grow silent In a world where no one cares Love keep slipping away Some say time Is the healer But in a house where no one speaks love keep slipping away Tell me Why do we fight when we know it's all wrong Why do we play that same old song Is it just because We're lonely Love me, love me But don't be sorry Help me, chase the shadows away Love me, love me When you've got nothing to say Say something anyway Some say tears Run dry but In my heart I've cried forever Only you can take it away Tell me Why do we fight when we know it's all wrong Why can't we see what's going on Is it just because We're lonely Love me, love me But don't be sorry Help me, chase the shadows away Love me, love me When you've got nothing to say Say something anyway Anything to break the ice Anything at all Anything to break the ice Anything at all Love me, love me But don't be sorry (Oh), love me, love me

Why Me??
Why does every guy that I meet have to break my heart? I mean I met this wonderful guy and been with him for like 2 years and I gave him everything. Now he keeps on sayin that he don't wanna hurt me and that he has been doin things that I don't know about and drugs ins't one of them. He then went to say that when he is ready to settle down he wants the girl to be just like me, WHAT THE FUCK! if he wants the girl to be just like me then why is he doin this shit to me? I love him with all of my heart and I always will but he has hurt me so bad. I won't be with him anymore but I am gonna remain his friend, because I love him and care alot about him

Resolutions .. Have You Decided To Make Any ?
Well Here we are again .. The end of another year . .We've made it out alive ! So have any of you decided to make any New years resolutions ? I have .. and What the hell its my blog so Ill share lol 1. First and Foremost Make it to see 2008 ! 2. Make time to see the special people in my life .. Mostly My Parents 6 hours away .. I hate it they are two of my best friends in the entire world Im very lucky .. 3. Show my Friends and Family How much they mean to me . weather it by a phone call .. a letter . a shared moment 4..Get my ass back to work . Im finally feeling health wise like im ready to get back out there .. All tests are proving My Predictions correct .. No damn Tumors are gonna keep me down !!! 5..Got out of and stay out of any damn depressing things .. Thoughts .. Places .. Situations .. 6.. Donate either my time or money to the ASPCA .. 7.. Dust off my 35 mm and start taking actual FILM pics again .. I love the digital but there's something about a

The Dash
The Dash Thank you Fireman 7 I READ OF A MAN WHO STOOD TO SPEAK AT THE FUNERAL OF A FRIEND HE REFERRED TO THE DATES ON HIS FRIENDS TOMBSTONE FROM THE BEGINNING….TO THE END HE NOTED THAT FIRST CAME THE DATE OF BIRTH AND SPOKE THE FOLLOWING DATE WITH TEARS, BUT SAID WHAT MATTERED MOST OF ALL WAS THE “DASH” BETWEEN THOSE YEARS. FOR THE DASH REPRESENTS ALL THE TIME THAT HIS FRIEND SPENT ALIVE ON EARTH…. AND NOW ONLY THOSE WHO LOVED HIS FRIEND KNOW WHAT THAT LITTLE “LINE” IS WORTH. FOR IT MATTERS NOT HOW MUCH WE OWN; THE CARS, THE HOUSE, THE CASH, WHAT MATTERS IS HOW WE LIVE AND LOVE AND HOW WE SPEND OUR “DASH”. SO THINK ABOUT THIS LONG AND HARD…. ARE THERE THINGS YOU’D LIKE TO CHANGE? FOR YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH TIME IS LEFT, THAT CAN STILL BE REARRANGED. IF WE COULD JUST SLOW DOWN ENOUGH TO CONSIDER WHAT’S TRUE AND REAL, AND ALWAYS TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE WAY OTHER PEOPLE FEEL. AND BE LESS QUICK TO ANGER, AND SHOW APPRECIATION MORE AND LOVE THE PEOP

Sugar Coated Candy
are you all the same? the game that you play. the lies you spit as truth to our souls. we take it anyways. even as our minds say no. our hearts continue to trust your ways and words. for love is life. it's who we are. made to become. it can kill or resurrect. heal or wound. a game of russian roulette we are most happy to play. out of the ten times it kills us we are hoping for that one time it saves us. give us meaning to our lives. it's funny tho...we always go after the same lies. thinking they will become truth at some point because they love us. will if they're spittin' lies they're love is nothin' more then dirt beneath your feet. who knows, maybe the one who has truth of love is the one we choose to overlook for the more eye pleasing liar. lies dressed in money or beauty is worth nothing more then a bag of sugar coated candy..sure it tastes good at first but in the end it rotts away your teeth. the truth is.... we are all the liars at some point... the diff

Dream Man
is it wrong for you to consume my every thought? my daydreams consist of you..and your hugs..your kisses..your eye's my nights are about our adventures...our life... your love is pure..honest...giving...unrelenting...consistent...unconditional ...perfect... maybe one day you'll actully be here with me maybe one day this will all be real but for right now your just a dream i have and when i wake i'm sad for no man compares to you...and will never compare to you maybe i'll sleep some more...just a few more years...then we can be together forever...in my dreams...in my heart...as i hold you with my soul

Incarceration Nation
America Has Become Incarceration NationBy Marc Mauer, TomPaine.comPosted on December 22, 2006, Printed on December 25, 2006http://www.alternet.org/story/45647/Two remarkable developments in Washington in the past week highlight the extent to which the United States has become the land of mass incarceration.First, the Supreme Court denied the appeal of Weldon Angelos for a first-time drug offense. Angelos was a 24-year-old Utah music producer with no prior convictions when he was convicted of three sales of marijuana in 2004. During these sales he possessed a gun, though there were no allegations that he ever used or threatened to use it. Under federal mandatory sentencing laws, the judge was required to sentence Angelos to five years on the first offense and 25 years each for the two subsequent offenses, for a total of 55 years in prison. In imposing sentence, Judge Paul Cassell, a leading conservative jurist, decried the sentencing policy as "unjust, cruel, and even irrational."The An

Merry Christmas Everyone
My Christmas greetings I convey For it's that time of the year As I reach out around the world With a heart warming cheer Wishing you joy and happiness Upon a brightly shining star I bestow a thank you message To my friends near and far As you all mean so much to me It matters not how far apart As love flies on wings of a dove In my special heart to heart Reminiscing back over the year Blessings I count one by one To each friend across the miles Merry Christmas to everyone "Please send me a picture of you, so that I can show Santa what I want for Christmas."

My Tragic End (my Latest Poem)...
It's become a close friend, This feeling of misery. As in life, so will be the end, Would hit just like a tragedy. It's a pain I live with, This emptiness inside. Nothing can save me, The darkness will not subside. On my knees in the night, A prayer I do send. Pray others won't suffer, From my tragic end.

Trip Of Life
Sleeping Silently cozy, Dreaming peacefully safe, Nightmare in the Sky, the silent,peaceful place turned baffled,crazed The sweet little creatures you fallow turn fanged kills after you... When you open your eyes the dream is still alive When you're on the The Trip of Life

Lol
One day a teacher had a taste test with her students.She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yells....... "Spit it out! ..It's a piece of ass!"

A Few Years Ago
I wrote this a few years ago, when i was still going in and out of rehab. My father had already past and I remember my mom always blaming herself and I had no other way to tell her that its not her fault. That she was a good mother and didnt do anything wrong. But enjoy... Hope yall like ITS CALLED... MOM Mom I love you more than you think, although I know my life continues to sink. But please understand I am fighting a hard fight, and what you don't know is the tears I cry at night. I am not proud of what I have become, and definitely not proud of the things I have done. I never meant to worry you so much, and I know for fact it has been a bunch. Although I treat you as if I don't care, my guilt inside is so much to bare. I feel so much pain for what I have done, but I could never explain this person I have become. I drive you crazy and cause you stress, and I should start giving you all my best. You tried so hard to teach me wrong from right, and I want to t

Two That Special Person!
God please watch over that girl in my life With everytime I see her brings me to life With every smile she give Makes my life worth something With every touch Means so much I think about her When I'm not with her When I talk to her I want to be with her No matter what happens between us I will always Love her She has brought out something in side of me That I can't seem to place my finger on With every moment I spend with her It feels like an entire life time to me I know I can't be just quite what she wants But I am willing to try, if given the time I miss her when were not together I never want to leave her Everytime I see her leave I don't want her to go

Man
Went to a nice Christmas dinner with the wifes fam. Her dads friend was there with a crack whore and the bitch walked out with my digital camera. I didn't know it was missing till my kids were opening their presents. I called "Don" and he said he didn't know anything about it. Why are people like that still allowed to function in this society? I had 3 days worth of Christmas photos stored on that camera. ""FUCK"", I hate people like that. I went to BestBuy today and bought me another camera. Cant k

Leaving For Vacation !
I'm leaving tomorrow afternoon for 18 days...going to Florida for a week, then Hawaii. I'll be back home on January 13th. Taking my camera and video camera, so there should be lots of pics when I get back !

Which Rank Of Alien Are You?
You scored as Ellen Ripley. Hey! You are not an Alien! You are none other then the Queen Killer herself, Lt. Ellen Ripley!! Ellen Ripley100%The Runner70%The Queen70%The Drone45%The Warrior40%Which Rank of Alien Are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Merry Merry
Hope everyone had a great christmas, i did not only did i sleep with my xwife on christmas eve, the kids got all the presents they wanted, as it turns out so did I lol. Yea after being divorced for a yr, the x called me over to help her put together some presents for the wee ones and proceeds to put the moves on me and ask if we could just be "fuck buddies", whats a guy to do except say lets go.

Poetry
you come outside to view the faint sunset the light bewildered by trees shimes through quietly your skin aglow from the faint rays hazel eyes glinting with delight another moment I feel at home beneath the interior you are my humble abode... your company soothing calming and reasuring Inside, the wind chimes ring you saunter and my heart sings bit by bit I begin to recognize the enchanted glow in you subtle orbs hiddin in all the abstract paintings Its you, what artists see you are poetry....

Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a ch

Two Defining Forces
This is a MUST read !!! Be sure to remember the last paragraph! Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.

Used
Im gettin sick and tirred of being used by everyone that I met. Some of my friends use me as albi's when they're goin somewhere else, and now its getting to the point where they dont even tell me and then they're goin to get mad at me when i tell their rents or siblings the truth. im sorrie. im not here to be used. specially if u havent been here chillen wit me in more then what seems to be a month. or when you just flat out use me for a computer or some shit like that. then. guys. ha. Well. every boyfriend Ive had so far but I think maybe 2 have used me for something. And Im sick of it. All I want to do is find a guy that likes me for me. That doesnt want my friends, that wont try to hit on my friends. Just a guy to be there for me and care for me. Is that to much to ask for? Then my dad. Gah. that is a long ass story that would take forever to write in here. Ill just say he is the worst of the users I know. He just leaches off of my mum constantly n then he thinks its

Unknown
I told you once yes, I'll tell you again you mean the world to me youre more than a friend. no matter what happens I'll always be there through thick and thin I'll always care I try to put in words the way you make me feels inslde I'm sorry I cant help the way my feelings somewhat hide my feelings haven't changed at all from the start I love you more than anything with all my heart I'll make you a promise If you promise me too that we will be together forever and our love with stay forever my love to you is everlasting never will it end hopefully by now you've relized you are more than just a friend.

Making & Saving Money Free Site
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Grief
When you've cried all your tears Are you out of the pain Or deep in your soul Does a remnant remain Do the tears of the moment Wash the slate clean Or way down inside Is the pain there unseen Yes, the remnant remains forever a part Of the unconscious mind or the soul or the heart Uninvited it returns again and again When remembering the cause of that terrible pain Who knows but you that it is there Not many are that wise Because we often will put forth Such a perfect disguise Tears for the moment may offer relief From the hurt and pain of a past grief And time alone may lessen the pain But always a remnant will remai

Amazingly Accurate
AMAZINGLY ACCURATE Whatever you do, don't cheat! CHINESE HOROSCOPE : THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING !!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1

My Life
In life I have come to realize that it is full of ups and downs and when the downs hit they hit hard.But when the ups happen they are usually pretty good. That is because I thought of all the downs and the ups are awesome. I have met someone in my life and she has made all my downs Go away. She has become MY UP!! If I am having a bad day she brings me up with just a Hello.. Now how many times in your life does that happen.. I know in mine it doesnt. I thank God for bringing me an angel.. Dont know what I have done to deserve such a woman but I am not questioning it. My life is no longer full of downs and trust me there has been many. So the next time you think that you are down. think of someone in your life that brings you up ,,

Merry Christmas Everyone!
Here is hoping everyone had a Merry Christmas this year. Mine was a lot of fun. I spent the night partying with my son, & my best friend since second grade. My new Christmas experience was trying caviar for the first time last night. I was told that if I can handle giving a blow job that I could handle eating fish eggs! LOL Beleave it or not it actually made sence to me. Played several rounds of pool & kicked some major ass at it too! My favorite part of the night was right when I was about to go home & my son's tooth came loose & I got to pull it out for him. Little bugger made out good from the tooth fairy. 12 bucks for a five year old is beyond rich. I told him he was gonna loose it by Christmas & I was right. Christmas day turned out real good too! Spent a lot of quality time with my kids redecorating their rooms with new toys & new bedding. Went to my parents house & ate too much food. Started a wrapping paper fight between my Brothers & Sisters. Last but

~spirit Walking~
~Marge Tindal~ ©2000 She walked across the land, though her leaving made us cry. Her spirit crossed the great divide to that longhouse in the sky. No more will she walk across my night or my day ... except on the wind that touches my face or the laughter from a child of grace. Perhaps in the song a meadow lark sings and surely in the pleasure of my dreams. She will forever be with me. ~Spirit Walking~ has entered the land of green pastures of peace. Cora Madeline Anger ... ~Spirit Walking~ Welcome home. *Dedicated to the memory of the Mum of My ~Warrior~, Don Anger. She is home among the spirits with God December 6, 1999

Merry Xmas Daddy
I MISS YOU DEARLY DADDY... AND IT SEEMS LIKE JUST YESTERDAY THAT YOU WERE TELLING ME I SHOULDNT BE SPENDING MONEY ON YOU AND MERRY CHRISTMAS...... THINGS ARENT THE SAME AND WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BUT KNOWING THAT WE WILL MEET AGAIN IN THE NEXT LIFE TIME IS A BIT OF A COMFORT...... I SO MISS YOUR SHELL AND SITTING AND TALKING WITH YOU..... THE KNOWLEDGE AND STORIES YOU LEFT ME IS AN AMAZING THING.... I COULDNT BRING MYSELF TO VISIT YOUR LAST RESTING PLACE... BUT KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND HEART..... THERE IS SOMETHING NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE AWAY.... THE PART OF YOU THAT FLOWS THROUGH MY VEINS..... (ORIGINAL SKETCH OF DADDY TAT I HAVE)

I Am Wolf...
~Marge Tindal~ © 1999 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I call your name out in the night. The moon is howling too. I scream at things that cause you fright... And I come to protect you. I am the spirit of the Cherokee... Sent to light your way. I am wolf. I protect you on this day. Into the evening shadows I make my way with stealth.. I am Wolf... I am yourself.

You Are Balanced - Believer
You Are Balanced - Believer - Powerful You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a true believer in luck, fate, and karma. You believe that life is a game of chance - not a game of skill. You either consider yourself very unlucky or very lucky. No matter what, you don't feel like you can change the hand you were dealt. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think! The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

Pennies From Heaven
You always hear the usual stories of pennies on the sidewalk being good luck, gifts from angels, etc. This is the first time I've ever heard this twist on the story. Gives you something to think about. Several years ago, a friend of mine and her husband were invited to spend the weekend at the husband's employer's home. My friend, Arlene, was nervous about the weekend. The boss was very wealthy, with a fine home on the waterway, and cars costing more than her house. The first day and evening went well, and Arlene was delighted to have this rare glimpse into how the very wealthy live. The husband's employer was quite generous as a host, and took them to the finest restaurants. Arlene knew she would never have the opportunity to indulge in this kind of extravagance again, so was enjoying herself immensely. As the three of them were about to enter an exclusive restaurant that evening, the boss was walking slightly ahead of Arlene and her husband. He stopped suddenly, l

If You Had Me Alone
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE, L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX BECAUSE IT IS OUR SECRET. THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN OR BLOGS. YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE. IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS YOU ARE A BIG BABY. WHEN REPOSTING MAKE SURE THE TOPIC STATES "IF YOU HAD ME ALONE". HAVE FUN!

From An Explanation Of America: A Love Of Death
by Robert Pinsky Imagine a child from Virginia or New Hampshire Alone on the prairie eighty years ago Or more, one afternoon—the shaggy pelt Of grasses, for the first time in that child’s life, Flowing for miles. Imagine the moving shadow Of a cloud far off across that shadeless ocean, The obliterating strangeness like a tide That pulls or empties the bubble of the child’s Imaginary heart. No hills, no trees. The child’s heart lightens, tending like a bubble Towards the currents of the grass and sky, The pure potential of the clear blank spaces. Or, imagine the child in a draw that holds a garden Cupped from the limitless motion of the prairie, Head resting against a pumpkin, in evening sun. Ground-cherry bushes grow along the furrows, The fruit red under its papery, moth-shaped sheath. Grasshoppers tumble among the vines, as large As dragons in the crumbs of pale dry earth. The ground is warm to the child’s cheek, and the wind Is a

Adam And Eve
by Marjorie Pickthall When the first dark had fallen around them And the leaves were weary of praise, In the clear silence Beauty found them And shewed them all her ways. In the high noon of the heavenly garden Where the angels sunned with the birds, Beauty, before their hearts could harden, Had taught them heavenly words. When they fled in the burning weather And nothing dawned but a dream, Beauty fasted their hands together And cooled them at her stream. And when day wearied and night grew stronger, And they slept as the beautiful must, Then she bided a little longer, And blossomed from their dust.

Alone In Darkness
Alone In Darkness The night falls with a silent sigh Cold and alone am I The light for which I pray Flares once then dies Smothered by the all encompassing dark All hope must surely perish My soul thrives no more How could you fail to believe Lost souls surround me Crying we have lost our way

Gotta Love It
man this year was a great one. i got everything I wanted for xmas and so did my family. We went a little over board on xmas gifts for haydan but it was all worth it. The cowboys lost which was and still is very upsetting but its only a game right. they need to win the next one in order to get into the playoffs. my one xmas wish would be for them to win the next game. GO COWBOYS...

For Christmas Day
Hark, how all the welkin rings, “Glory to the King of kings; Peace on earth, and mercy mild, God and sinners reconcil’d!” Joyful, all ye nations, rise, Join the triumph of the skies; Universal nature say, “Christ the Lord is born to-day!” Christ, by highest Heaven ador’d, Christ, the everlasting Lord: Late in time behold him come, Offspring of a virgin’s womb! Veil’d in flesh, the Godhead see, Hail th’ incarnate Deity! Pleas’d as man with men to appear, Jesus, our Immanuel here! Hail, the heavenly Prince of Peace, Hail, the Sun of Righteousness! Light and life to all he brings, Risen with healing in his wings. Mild he lays his glory by, Born that man no more may die; Born to raise the sons of earth; Born to give them second birth. Come, desire of nations, come, Fix in us thy humble home; Rise, the woman’s conquering seed, Bruise in us the serpent’s head. Now display thy saving power, Ruin’d nature now

Vertical Horizon-you Say
Here in the light It burns you up inside Here in the shell of a sun We echo on Too much listening Not enough living Chorus And you say What did I say What did you say We just Go away Go away Go away It helps you out Knowing I'm left out Locked in a box with a light That won't shine Turn it on and wait for Someone to come Chorus I'm here now Waiting Holding on to reasons Wasted I faced it Watching you deny me Here in the light It burns you out sometimes Here in the shell of a sun We echo on Left alone forever All alone together Chorus ------------------ Vertical Horizon - You SayMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

From I Sing The Body Electric
Walt Whitman I sing the body electric, The armies of those I love engirth me and I engirth them, They will not let me off till I go with them, respond to them, And discorrupt them, and charge them full with the charge of the soul. Was it doubted that those who corrupt their own bodies conceal themselves? And if those who defile the living are as bad as they who defile the dead? And if the body does not do fully as much as the soul? And if the body were not the soul, what is the soul? 2 The love of the body of man or woman balks account, the body itself balks account, That of the male is perfect, and that of the female is perfect. The expression of the face balks account, But the expression of a well-made man appears not only in his face, It is in his limbs and joints also, it is curiously in the joints of his hips and wrists, It is in his walk, the carriage of his neck, the flex of his waist and knees, dress does not hide him, The strong s

We Morn A Legend Da Godfather
We Lost A Legend The Hardest Working Man In Show Biz And That Indeed He Was I Wish I Had A Chance To His Thing Live If Ya A James Brown Fan Or Seen Him Live Or Just Anything Show Ya Luv Leaving Comments Or Feelings.

Losing Family
My cousin committed suicide yesterday, he was only 37 years old. He never had a happy life and I can only hope that he has found a better place. It hasn't been much of a holiday for me or my mom but I tried to keep things up for my kids. Today has been a very sad day for me.

Caller Id
On a Saturday night several weeks ago, this pastor was working late, and decided to call his wife before he left for home. It was about 10:00 PM, but his wife didn't answer the phone. The pastor let the phone ring many times. He thought it was odd that she didn't answer, but decided to wrap up a few things and try again in a few minutes. When he tried again she answered right away. He asked her why she hadn't answered before, and she said that it hadn't rung at their house. They brushed it off as a fluke and went on their merry ways. The following Monday, the pastor received a call at the church office, which was the phone that he'd used that Saturday night. The man that he spoke with wanted to know why he'd called on Saturday night. The pastor couldn't figure out what the man was talking about. Then the man said, "It rang and rang, but I didn't answer." The pastor remembered the mishap and apologized for disturbing him, explaining that he'd intended to call his wife.

Christmas And Life
well christmas day has slowly come to an end... the kids had fun and got lots of things... britt got dvd's, a new pompason chair, blankets, robes, pjs.. just to name a few things.. carter got transformers, fly wheels, a light sabor with darth vador, air blade a remote controled car that goes over just about anything, candy , etc... logan got weebles woobles, new games for his vtech, balls, cars, etc... all in all they had a good year. Jay and i were able to donate back to the community this year by getting a few angels off the salvation army tree and purchasing some things for the less fortunate. They have helped us in the past and it was a great feeling to give back. We will definatly do it again next year. We are also in the process of getting a morgage loan. We have found a house we like in the area with property for a good price. Hopefully keeping fingers crossed we can get the loan and get the house and be in it by feb or march. In other news along the lines of being a

And To All A Good Night.....
Christmas is over for the most part. This Christmas didnt feel like Christmas to me. Everything was different and it was like no one cared. No one that I spent it with anyway. I came home early from my parents hosue because I was tired and decided that I had enough of Christmas. It makes me really sad. Christmas is always so special to me. This year it's just another day. Another reason for the kids to wreck the house. I have never felt alone on Christmas, this year I did. even though I had my kids with me, I felt alone. I'd hate to turn into one of those cynical Christmas haters. I am just not into it this year. Who knows if I ever will again.

Men Online...
I am a flirt. I will be the first to admit it. Just because I am flirt does not mean that I want to fuck you. If I wanted to, I would tell you. Also, just because I flirt it doesn't mean I want you to show me pictures of your cock or meet up to fuck you in the backseat of your car. Don't say I am asking for this attention because I am flirting. We are adults let's act mature about these things. There is nothing wrong with a little harmless flirting, but some guys just don't realize when they have crossed the line.

White Flag [dido]
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, I'll tell you that. But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it where's the sense in that? I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder Or return to where we were Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again And I caused but nothing but trouble I understand if you can't talk to me again And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then I'm sure that that makes sense Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be And when we meet Which I'm sure we will All that was then Will be there still I'll let it pass And hold my tongue And you will think That I've moved on.... Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my

Sunday, December 24, 2006
Saturday night Saturday night drove up to Hardtailz with Ed, the crowd was lite but in a great mood, lots of joking around and other stuff...lol Did some dancing and drinking met some new people and just had a blast... Here is a link to some of the Images I took I couldn't post some of them..:) Pictures from Hardtailz http://new.photos.yahoo.com/ed_r_martinez2006/album/576460762380718745 The girl in the white sweater, I just could not keep my eyes off her! who the hell is she...:) any way looking forward to New Years.. Have a great day everyone Eddie

Friday, December 22, 2006
Friday night Had early Christmas tonight at my apartment. I cooked a pot roast with potatoes, carrots, mushrooms, and pearl onions. it came out so good. Drank some white zif I know not the wine for beef but I am all about taste! For desert we had Tiramisu and apple pie with vanilla ice cream. Then we tore into our presents.. Here are the photos http://new.photos.yahoo.com/ed_r_martinez2006/album/576460762380448254 Forgot to mention this, we went to the movies to see Apocalypto it is a BAD ASS movie wish I had know with my facial features I could have been cast in that movie..it ws violent, bloody, and funny plus having a blood line that goes bact to that time peiod makes very cool. I would have loved to be and extra...I give it a A- just becasue I wanted more violence...lol http://apocalypto.movies.go.com/ I recommend it - if you liked Braveheart you will love this one!!! Have a great weekend! Eddie

Just Read It. Kinda Crazy..
I JUST TALKED TO MY DAD TODAY. LET ME BACK UP A BIT. I HAVEN'T SEEN MY DAD FOR 30 PLUS YEARS. REALLY SINCE MY 5TH BIRTHDAY. JUMP AHEAD 18 YEARS. I WAS DOING SOME CHECKING AS TO WHERE MY LAST NAME ORIGINATED AND IT SEEMD THAT IT CAME FROM ENGLAND. ONE SIDE BEING THE THEIFS AND THE OTHER ROYALTY. I'M THINKING I HAVE A LONG LINE OF THIEVES IN THE FAMILY. WELL AFTER MEETING BACK UP WITH HIMA FEW MONTHS AGO IT HAS BEEN BUGGING ME. SO TODAY I ASK HIM AND HE TELLS ME THAT WE COME FORM THE ROYAL SIDE. EVEN BETTER IT DEAL WITH TWO DIFFERENT ROYALTIES. THE FIRST BEING JAMES VI KING OF THE SCOTS AND THE SECOND BEING JAMES I KING OF ENGLAND (THE FIRST STUART TO SIT THE THRONE). SO WITH ME BEING ME AND VERY INQUIZITIVE I DID A BIT OF RESEARCH AND IT SEEMS THAT I MY BE ON THE PATH TO FINALLY FINDING OUT WHERE THE HELL I COME FROM. SO BARE WITH ME FOR AWHILE AND WHO KNOWS, YOU FOLKS MAY HAVE A ROYAL FRIEND ON HERE. BUT I DOUBT IT WILL LEAD TO MUCH. BUT HELL IT'S GREAT TO KNOW ONES FAMILY HISTORY

Sunday, December 17, 2006
Sunday, December 17, 2006 The Weekend Pictures from the weekend I didnt take them, they are on the Angry Jon site http://www.angryjon.com/cactus_32.html Cactus Jacks Friday night http://www.angryjon.com/im_14.html Iguana Macks Saturday night It is Sunday, another weekend comes to a close! Friday night went to dinner with Tanya, At NozzelHeads we drank a few Smithwicks ( Irish Beer ) and wanted to play pool, so we went to Cactus Jacks, Did some dancing played pool had fun with colored markers. Things got a little physical as you can tell at Cactus Jacks..lol I had a great time. Saturday night I went to Iguana Macks, met some friends from work and friends from the band Angry Jon. There were some nice looking woman. I made some new friends as well. I was feeling really good last night and had a great time with everyone. I bought some drinks for a girl I didn't even know, but she was just to cute, just to see her smile was worth it... I dance some on the

Don't Go To Shows With Ruby!!!
IT IS A HAZARD. If you get the girl drunk, which I tend to do, she will tell everybody and their mother what hotel we're staying in. I mean it was funny when she was telling the bouncer for Chris, but when she started telling people that mattered; that made me sober. So...................... if you ever see her at a show, DO NOT BUY HER A DRINK. She'll get herself and myself into trouble. That is all.

How To Tell The Sex Of A Bird?
HOW TO TELL THE SEX OF A BIRD ? This Is AMAZING!!! Until now I never fully understood how to tell, The difference Between Male and Female Birds. I always thought it had to be determined surgically. Until Now! Which of The Two Birds Is a Female??? Below are Two Birds.. Study them closely... See If You Can Spot Which of The Two Is The Female. It can be done. Even by one with limited bird watching skills.

Installing Love
INSTALLING LOVE Tech Support: Yes, Ma'am.... how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me though the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart, ma'am? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running, ma'am? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to c

Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus - Class Assignment
Here's a prime example of "Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus" offered by an English professor from the University of Colorado for an actual class assignment: The professor told his class one day: "Today we will experiment with a new form called the tandem story. The process is simple. Each person will pair off with the person sitting to his or her immediate right. As homework tonight, one of you will write the first paragraph of a short story. You will e-mail your partner that paragraph and send another copy to me. The partner will read the first paragraph and then add anot her paragraph to the story and send it back, also sending another copy to me. The first person will then add a third paragraph, and so on back-and-forth. Remember to re-read what has been written each time in order to keep the story coherent. There is to be absolutely NO talking outside of the e-mails and anything you wish to say must be written in the e-mail. The story is over when bot

Rectum Deoderant
A blonde walks into a pharmacy and asks the assistant for some rectum deodorant. The pharmacist, a little bemused, explains to the woman they don't sell rectum deodorant, and never have. Unfazed, the blonde assures the pharmacist that she has been buying the stuff from this store on a regular basis and would like some more. "I'm sorry", says the pharmacist, "we don't have any." "But I always buy it here," says the blonde. "Do you have the container that it came in?" asks the pharmacist. "YES", said the blonde, "I'll go home and get it." She returns with the container and hands it to the pharmacist who looks at it and says to her, "This is just a normal stick of underarm deodorant." Annoyed, the blonde snatches the container back and reads out loud from the container... PUSH UP BOTTOM

A Random Writing
Hope Fear Love Hate, O Why Is This My Fate? What Makes Us Live LIfe, And Take Up A Beautiful Wife? Is It Just A Human Habit, To Act A Fool And Fuck Like A Rabbit? I Do Not Know And Can Not Say, But We All Must Act Out The Scenes Of This Play. I See All The World Fly By, As I Wait For My Day To Die. I Try To Get Beyond Myself, But All I Do Is Deteriorate My Health. The Struggle Within Will Never End, What It Is All Worth Really Does Depend. On Who What Where When How And Why, But Then Again, It Wont Matter After I Die.

White Envelope
SIMPLE WHITE ENVELOPE > > It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our Christmas > tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It has peeked through > the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or so. > > It all began because my husband, Mike, hated Christmas -- oh, not the true > meaning of Christmas, but the commercial aspects of it -- the overspending, > the frantic running around at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry > and the dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation because > you couldn't think of anything else. > > Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the usual shirts, > sweaters, ties, and so forth. I reached for something special just for > Mike. The inspiration came in an unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 > that year, was wrestling at the junior le vel at the school he attended. > Shortly before Christmas, there was a non-league match against a team > spons

Just Getting Home
Well we made it there and back and for sure a draining day. I have pics and will post as i can i have had a total of 2 hours sleep in 2 days so not sure how long i can prop myself up..lol From what i got from doctors his count is at 300 but they still wanna keep him a few days more not make sure all is still going well

Hail To The Musicians
HAIL TO THOSE WHO MAKE MUSIC HAIL TO THE SINGER HAIL TO THOSE WHO PLAY HAIL TO THE ONES WHO WRITE THE SONGS FOR WITH OUT THESE WOUNDERFUL PEOPLE WE ARE A POOR FOLK INDEED SO I RAISE MY HORN TO YOU MAY YOU FOREVER BRING US MUSIC! Caty

The Meaning Of Friendship
if i am feeling cross and you cross my mind i know i can grin and bear it when a happy day comes youre always the one that i want to be with to share it you're a frend for all seasons one of a kind and i want you to know it is truth that my life has been richer becouse i have found the meaning of friend ship in you

Love Love Love
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Love is gentle Love is hurtful Love is sweet Love is obscene Love is playful Love is strange Love is one of a kind Love is painful Love is to be cherish Love is overrated Love is for friends Love is confusing Love is more than you can handle Love is Love is as beatiful as the sun if you have a special someone. Love is as beatiful in heaven as you could never imagine. Love is as beatiful as when as eagle sores. Love is special when you can find a way to express what you feel. Love is wonderful thing that makes you wannt sing. Love can be hard to understand. And you alomst think love is nothing. Love is only what a person wants it to be. Love is hard for many people. But, too many think that love is something that is hard to find. So, when you do find love, hold on to it. love is the most wouderfull thing you can have you do need to cherish it and feed it to keep it goin

A Dispatcher's Prayer
DEAR LORD, HELP ME KEEP SAFE THOSE WHO DEPEND ON ME. GIVE ME HEALTHY EARS, FOR THEY ARE MY LINK WITH THOSE WHO NEED ME. KEEP MY MIND SHARP AND ALERT, MY FINGERS QUICK AND NIMBLE. GRANT THAT I NEVER FORGET HOW TO DO TEN THIINGS AT ONCE AND DO THEM ALL EQUALLY WELL. BLESS ME WITH PATIENCE LORD. PATIENCE TO DEAL WITH THE PUBLIC, WITH THE OFFICERS, WITH THE BOSS AND WITH EVERYONE ELSE WHO MAKES ME WANT TO GRIT MY TEETH AND YELL. GIVE ME NERVES OF STEEL, THAT I MAY LISTEN TO A MOTHER SCREAMING FOR HER CHILD TO LIVE, THE MAN WITH A GUN, OR AN OFFICER YELLING FOR BACK UP AND NOT GIVE WAY TO PANIC. GRANT ME EMPATHY, THAT I MAY HELP THE BATTERED WIFE, THE RAPE VICTIM, THE ABUSED CHILD AND NOT CAUSE THEM MORE PAIN THAN THEY ALREADY HAVE. GOD, GIVE ME THE ABILITY TO LEARN WHAT I NEED, TO REMEMBER IT QUICKLY AND GIVE ME THE WISDOM TO USE THE KNOWLEDGE PROPERLY. BLESS MY FAMILY LORD, FOR THEY WILL HAVE TO MAKE THE SACRIFICES TO SHIFT WORK, OVERTIME, CANCELLED PLANS AND TIMES WH

When Mother Earth Shudders...
We've had 3-pointer earthquakes four days in a row here in the NorCalifoolya(Come on all my Yay Area folkerzz, who felt them?). Anyone remember the 'Quake of 89? There had been minor shocks a couple of days prior, if my memory serves me honorably. Anyone get what Im reachin at? I don't think my childhood home can take another 7-pointer!! Head for the hills!...or New Jersey or whatever...!

James Brown Dies
Legendary Singer James Brown Dies at 73 By HARRY R. WEBER, Associated Press Writer 2 hours ago ATLANTA - James Brown, the undeniable "Godfather of Soul," told friends from his hospital bed that he was looking forward to performing on New Year's Eve, even though he was ill with pneumonia. His heart gave out a few hours later, on Christmas morning. The pompadoured dynamo whose classic singles include "Papa's Got A Brand New Bag" and "I Got You (I Feel Good)" died Monday of heart failure, said his agent, Frank Copsidas of Intrigue Music. "People already know his history, but I would like for them to know he was a man who preached love from the stage," said friend Charles Bobbit, who was with Brown at the hospital. "His thing was 'I never saw a person that I didn't love.' He was a true humanitarian who loved his country." The entertainer with the rough-edged voice and flashy footwork also had diabetes and prostate cancer that was in remission, Bobbit said. Brown initially see

To My Child
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.

Everybody's Business Aint No Body's Business!!!
I gotta chick talkin head sendin me messages tryin get me down and all that, tryna wreck what im tryna build! spreadin rumors aint kewl you, but she dont phase me!!! She aint doin a damn thing but makin a fool of her self so i aint gone trip! Cause she gone realize that she aint no competition for me and she gone bounce!!! Dah'Brita Brown!!!

The Pursuit Of Happiness - An Essay Of Thoughts
"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain and unalienable rights, among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." The Declaration of Independence July 4, 1776 The pursuit of happiness. What is happiness exactly for the everyday American? Is that driving an oversized, environmentally damaging SUV to Starbucks in the morning to enjoy your latte before work, or is it the moment when you put the 2 karat solitaire on your girl's finger and she says yes? Is it going on a vacation to Disney, buying your child his first football jersey, or later in life sending him/her to a college. Is it buying a four bedroom house for wife, kid and 2.5 children with the intentions of turning that extra room into an exercise room so you can stop paying gym fees? All right...so if it isn't any of those subtly snide suggestions, what is stress then? Is it taking job or a second job in retail or food serv

Going To Bed
ty all who rated and showed me love today have a great eving go to work boxing day to im noooooooooooooot work new years lol no way Get Greetings Graphics General codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts

Nothing
I am nothing I am no one I gave to you you took from me Now I am nothing And you are somethng special Alone in dark is where we stand when your love is unused and unwanted so this year coming open your heart and remember sometime what right isn't right for you but do the right thing anyways

The Will - Last 2 Requests!
An elderly woman decided to prepare her will and told her preacher she had two final requests. First, she wanted to be cremated, and second, she wanted her ashes scattered over Wal-Mart. "Wal-Mart?" the preacher exclaimed. "Why Wal-Mart?" "Then I'll be sure my daughters visit me twice a week!!"

Senior's Aerobics Class!
I feel like my body has gotten totally out of shape, so I got my doctor's permission to join a fitness club and start exercising. I decided to take an aerobics class for seniors. I bent, twisted, gyrated, jumped up and down, and perspired for an hour. But, by the time I got my leotards on, the class was over.

Hang On To That Driver's License!!
I've sure gotten old! I've had two bypass surgeries, a hip replacement, new knees. Fought prostate cancer and diabetes. I'm half blind, can't hear anything quieter than a jet engine, take 40 different medications that make me dizzy, winded, and subject to blackouts. Have bouts with dementia. Have poor circulation; hardly feel my hands and feet anymore. Can't remember if I'm 85 or 92. Have lost all my friends. But, thank God -- I still have my driver's license. ((COMMENTARY -- BTW...It never stated that they could still drive!! hee hee....))

Christmas Hmmm
I went to eat with my grandmother and aunt and uncle and cousins. I knew it wouldnt be good, cause we wasnt able to get mom in good enough shape yet to bring her over...so it was all to see her, and that failed. But Me and my sis went...and ate food...I love my sis sometimes but she has a way of really doing the opposite of helping when she thinks she is. She mentioned to my family about me being sick the other day and throwin blood up....So they assumed i was making that up to get attention, i really wished she kept her mouth shut, i personaly dont like them in any of my business...but then she decided to tell them about moms lungs not having an infection but an absess, and the pills for the infection is to keep her stable not get rid of it, even though she knows better. So we really got ....well my aunt tried to tell us we were wrong...that the way it was is how they had told her..., but its not that way, cause i was the one that passed on the info first, so everyone would stop screa

Going Home
Just before the funeral services, the undertaker came up to the very elderly widow and asked, "How old was your husband?" "98," she replied. "Two years older than me." "So you're 96," the undertaker commented. She responded, "Hardly worth going home, is it?

Welcome To My Heart
I'll give you the key. I'll open the door willingly. I'll let you see what's within. Step inside. Travel through the chambers, each locked, Each holding a piece of me, A piece of you. Try to find your way through, I know it's a bit cluttered, sorry for the mess. Discover what's behind every door, Find what's in every drawer. Make yourself at home...Sounds funny to say, because in a way, you already live here... Don't be afraid of the dark room down the hall, That's where I keep my secrets, Where my guilt intensifies. And that room with all the books? Each page is filled with my regrets. You can read each and every one of them, be my guest. You might wonder, Why I have shelves upon shelves of what seems to be water. But it's not. Those are my tears, Collected over the years. If you happen to come across a treasure chest, Lift the lid carefully, and you will see what is precious to me, My friends, family... and most importantly you. Once you've seen all there is to see, Please don't leav

The True Meaning Of Love
The true meaning of love~ It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but whats more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel! Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person.. we will know how to be greatful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out that you still care for that person. A sad thing in life is when someone means alot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. Whe the door of happiness closes another one opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we dont see the one that has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit with on the porch and swing with never saying a word and walking away feeling like you just had the best conversation you

Love
Love Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love." And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: When love beckons to you follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pl

I Will All Ways Be There
when life becomes difficlt sometimes you find that it help if you know you're on somebody mind and i just want to say that whatever you do please remember that someone is thanking of you so don't ever feel lonely or full of despair if you need me i promas ill always be there

See No Evil
Just watched See No Evil Staring Kane. For WWE's first movie id say they did a hell of a job. kane played his role well and i was on the edge of myseat the whole time. id give it 2 big ass thumbs up thats just what i think later. lol

Angel Of My Nightmares
She is the angel of my nightmares She is the Bringer of tears She is the Dagger on my wrist And the fear That is near She is the one I love She is the one that broke my heart Shes the one who drove us apart Shes the one who Was My girl and then brot down my whole world Why did i love this girl you ask Well thats easy she was there for me in the past now her man is her everthing and all i am is a farway dreem we Had plans for a life together and had plans to be forever we had plans of a sea of never ending love Never agine will she love me But For ever more have a peace of Me So good night angel of my nightmares i will love you even if your not there By Grace Aka Me

Hope Your Day Was Great
I hope you had a great day!! I enjoyed it with family and friends and had the best time. As long as I see my kids smile I am the happiest person in the world!! Hubbnd I have decided we are moving to NC beache, I know we just moved to VA where we lived for 7 yrs, but its so cold and just do not enjoy being here, so Feb we are headedto the beach to live it has always been our dream to live at the beach and well this time we get to do it. When we left VA and moved to NC our intentions were to move to the beach however his daughter stepped in the way and wanted him to be closer to her, so we did 5 mins up the street, she stops going to school moved is with this sorry ass guy and never seen here again. So we moved back to VA and now moving back to NC but this time the beach where we had intended to go the whole time!!! I am so excited kisses Alyse

Southern Charm
Two nicely dressed ladies happen to start up a conversation during an endless wait in the LAX airport. The first lady was an arrogant California woman married to a wealthy man. The second was a well mannered elderly woman from the South. When the conversation centered on whether they had any children the California woman started by saying, "When my first child was born, my husband built a beautiful mansion for me." The lady from the South commented, "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman continued, "When my second child was born, my husband bought me a beautiful Mercedes-Benz." Again, the lady from the South commented, "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman continued boasting, "Then, when my third child was born, my husband bought me this exquisite diamond bracelet." Yet again, the Southern lady commented, "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman then asked her companion, "What did your husband buy for you when you had your first chil

Today... I Wish You A Day Of Ordinary Miracles
Today... I wish you a day of ordinary miracles A fresh pot of coffee you didn't have to make yourself. An unexpected phone call from an old friend. Green stoplights on your way to work, Church, or shopping. I wish you a day of little things to rejoice in... The fastest line at the grocery store. A good sing along song on the radio. Your keys right where you look. I wish you a day of happiness and perfection-little bite-size pieces of perfection that give you the funny feeling that the Lord is smiling on you, holding you so gently because you are someone special and rare. I wish You a day of Peace, Happiness and Joy. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Send this phrase to the people you'll never forget. It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them. If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're in too much of a hurry and t

Legendary Singer James Brown Dies At 73
Legendary singer James Brown dies at 73 ATLANTA - James Brown, the undeniable "Godfather of Soul," told friends from his hospital bed that he was looking forward to performing on New Year's Eve, even though he was ill with pneumonia. His heart gave out a few hours later, on Christmas morning. he pompadoured dynamo whose classic singles include "Papa's Got A Brand New Bag" and "I Got You (I Feel Good)" died Monday of heart failure, said his agent, Frank Copsidas of Intrigue Music. He was 73. "People already know his history, but I would like for them to know he was a man who preached love from the stage," said friend Charles Bobbit, who was with Brown at the hospital. "His thing was 'I never saw a person that I didn't love.' He was a true humanitarian who loved his country." The entertainer with the rough-edged voice and flashy footwork also had diabetes and prostate cancer that was in remission, Bobbit said. Brown initially seemed fine at the hospital, Copsidas said. Th

I'm Dreaming Of A Wet Christmas.
Ya know in my 38 years on this planet I have only seen a white Christmas twice. If I'm going to be stuck at home without my family or friends the least God could do is make it pretty outside; but,oh no, let's make it dank and dreary instead. I get depressed enough around the holidays without having to deal with rain on top of it. This sucks.It's the end of December and it's too warm to snow? What's up with that.A few years ago our country didn't sign a global warming treaty because George W. Bush doesn't believe in Global Warming. FUCK that moron.

A Thank You To A Very Special Guy.....
DEAR PAPI, I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU MADE MY CHRISTMAS AND I WILL ALWAYS CHERISH YOUR FRIENDSSHIP...YOU ARE THE SWEETEST MAN I EVER MET ONLINE I DO BELIEVE....GOD BLESS AND REMEMBER I AM HERE FOR YOU ALSO MY FRIEND....NOW ALL YOU OTHER FELLAS TAKE A LESSON FROM HIM BE MORE OBSERVANT OF A WOMANS NEEDS AND WANTS...LISTEN, LISTEN, LISTEN IT IS THE KEY TO A WOMANS HEART I DO BELIEVE. ALL MY LOVE....YOUR FRIEND, xoxoxoTAMMYxoxoxo

Which Reindeer Are You
You Are Dancer Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance. Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer. Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly. Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Thanksgiving Dinner
RECEIVED AS AN EMAIL.....ENJOY!! Last year at Christmas time, my mom went to my sister's house for the traditional holiday feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store and asked if my sister wouldn't mind going out to get it. When my sister left the house, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed the mixed stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen, and inserted it into the turkey... then re-stuffed the turkey. She then placed the bird(s) back into the oven. When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, "Barbara, you've cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this horrifying news, my sister started to cry hysterically. It took the entire family almost two hours to co

Thanks For Your Time!
A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him. ! Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days. "Jack, did you hear me?" "Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago," Jack said. "Well, he di dn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent over 'his side of the fence' as he put

26 Dec 06 - Tuesday
26 Dec 06 - Tuesday 1939 [Harvey] Phil Spector 1954 Ozzie Smith - St Louis Cardinals 1963 Lars Ulrich - Metallica 1865 James H Mason (Massachusetts) patents 1st US coffee percolator 1967 The BBC broadcasts "The Magical Mystery Tour" 1973 "The Exorcist", starring Linda Blair & rated X, premieres Military justice is to justice what military music is to music. Groucho Marx

Texas Chili Contest
If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tast

Now I'm Gone
Drunk and broken, cold inside This isn't the way it was supposed to be Blown by this wind, I could never bend There are too many things I could never see Words spoken in the dark bring me to my knees again Can't get up this time Lost to the things the world's given me Falling to what's inside I'm lost and I am broken My hearts been ripped from me This is a game I cannot play I can't be who you want me to be Far too chaotic in my mind To seek the silence I've been trying to find Dreams I've lost long ago Return to haunt me in the night Was anything ever real Or have I been asleep forever Is this life an epic nightmare Don't want to know too numb to feel No longer have the strength to care Words spoken in the dark bring me to my knees again Can't get up this time Lost to the things the world's given me Falling to what's inside I'm lost and I am broken My hearts been ripped from me This is a game I cannot play I can't be who you want me to be How can this be o

Womanhood!
Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Love waxes and wanes. Hearts break. Careers end. Jobs come and go. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Men don't call when they say they will. BUT.......... Girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it for yourself, your girlfriends will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you. Or come in and carry you out. Daughters (step), Daughter-in-laws, sisters (step), sisters-in-law, mother(step), mother-in-law, aunts, nieces, cousins, extended family, and friends bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without them, and neither would I. When we began this ad

Sex, Sex, Sex...........now That I Got Your Attention Be Prepared To Laugh
POEM # 1 Roses are red, Pickles are green I love your legs and whats between POEM # 2 Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And i'll fuck you clean POEM # 3 I like your style I like your class but most of all i like your ass POEM # 4 Im a cool girl, in a cool town it takes a real mother fucker to put me down POEM # 5 Kissing is a habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says i love you You belive its true But when your tummy starts to swell, He says 'to hell with you' 10 minutes of pleasure 9 monthes in pain 3 days in hospital A baby without a name The baby is a bastard The mother is a whore This never wouldnt have happened If the rubber wouldnt have torn POEM # 6 Guys are like roses, Watch out for the pricks. POEM # 7 Smoke a smoke Not a butt Fuck a virgin Not a slut. POEM # 8 Sex is bad Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in. POEM #9 Holy mother , full of grace Bless

Smoking Condoms?!?!
SMOKING CONDOMS Two old ladies were outside their nursing home, having a smoke, when it started to rain. One of the ladies pulled out a condom, cut off the end, put it over her cigarette, and continued smoking. Lady 1: "What's that?" Lady 2: "A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet." Lady 1: "Where did you get it?" Lady 2: "You can get them at any drugstore." The next day, Lady 1 hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The guy looks at her kind of strangely (she is, after all, over 80 years of age), but politely asks what brand she prefers. Lady 1: "It doesn't matter as long as it fits a Camel." The pharmacist fainted. >

Welfare Office - Demanding A Job
A guy walks into the local welfare office, marches straight up to the counter and says, "Hi... You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter says, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful nymphomaniac daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, but he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort her on her overseas holiday trips.You will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The starting salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, says, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker says, "Yeah, well... you started it."

Game Of Roulette Anyone?
The ambassador of a small African nation chanced to visit Russia, and was entertained by his opposite number, the Russian ambassador. For three days, the African ambassador was wined, dined, and generally treated to the best hospitality that Russia had to offer. On the final day of his visit, the Russian ambassador said, "As your stay is coming to an end, it is time for you to play our traditional game, Russian roulette. One of the six chambers of this gun is loaded. You spin the cylinder, point the gun at your head, and pull the trigger." This phased the African slightly, but he was a proud man of a warrior people, and to show fear would be unthinkable. Both men took their guns, spun the cylinders, and then pulled the triggers. Both chambers were empty, and both ambassadors breathed a sigh of relief. The African ambassador was very impressed with the courageous game, and thought hard about the subject before the Russian Ambassador was due to visit his country the next year.

Who Says You Cant Ring A Doorbell With A Dick?
There once was a lady who was tired of living with men who were either physically abusive,who ran away from her, or who were horrible in bed. So she put an ad in the paper, that was asking for a man who: 1)would treat her nicely 2)wouldn't run away from her 3)would be good in bed. Three weeks passed, and there was no reply from any man. So she just figured that there wasn't a man alive who could live up to these expectations, so she just gave up. But then, one day she heard the doorbell ring. She answered it, and there on the front porch was a man in a wheel chair who didn't have any arms or legs. The man said "I'm here about the ad you put in the paper. As you can see, I have no arms so I can't beat you, and I have no legs so I can't run away from you." The woman replied, "Yes, but are you good in bed?" And the man said with a smirk on his face, "How do you think I rang the doorbell?"

Superman Is A Little Slow
One sunny afternoon Superman was out flying around. Crime was slow that day, so he decided to go over to Spiderman's house. Supe: "Hey Spidey, let's go get a burger and a beer!". Spidey: "No can do, Supe. I've got a problem with my Web-shooter. Can't fight crime tomorrow without it". So Superman heads over to the Bat Cave to see what's up. Supe: "Hey, Batman! Let's go get a burger and a beer!". Batman: "Not today, my friend. My BatMobile is down and it must be fixed today. Can't fight crime tomorrow without it". Disgruntled, Superman takes to the air, cruising around the skies when he flies over a penthouse apartment. And what to his SuperVision does he see, but none other than WonderWoman, lying on the deck, spread-eagle, stark-naked! Supe gets a brilliant idea: "They've always said I'm faster than a speeding bullet and I've always wondered what she'd be like with all her Wonder Powers". So he zzoooooommms down and does her in a flash and is gone before anyone can notice. All of a sud

Jack And The Chicken
Jack is one horny guy and is not sure what to do about it. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a five dollar bill. He walks down the steet to the local brothal and knocks on the door. The madam opens the door and asks Jack what she can do for him. "I'm really horny but I only have $5. What can you do for me?", Jack asks the madam. She looks over this fellow and tells him, "Don't worry we can take care of you. No problem". She leads Jack into this room where in the opposite corner is a chicken. Jack thinks about this a second and figures it can't be that bad. He gives the madam the $5 and she closes the door behind her. Jack undresses and has the time of his live. When he's done he can't remember when he has had such a pleasurable experience. One week later, and horny again, Jack has saved up $10. Being a satisfied customer he goes back to the same madam and asks what she can do for him for $10. "Well for $10 we have special show", the madam replies. She leads him into a differ

Women Golfers....lol
A couple of women were playing golf one sunny Saturday morning. The first of the two some teed off and watched in horror as her ball headed directly toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. Indeed, the ball hit one of the men, and he immediately clasped his hands together at his crotch, fell to the ground and proceeded to roll around in evident agony. The woman rushed down to the man and immediately began to apologize. She said, "Please allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I could relieve your pain if you'd allow." "Ummph, oooh, nnooo, I'll be all right...I'll be fine in a few minutes," he replied breathlessly as he remained in the fetal position still clasping his hands together at his crotch. But she persisted, and he finally allowed her to help him. She gently took his hands away and laid them to the side, she loosened his pants, and she put her hands inside. She began to massage him. She then asked him, "How does that feel?" To which he replied,

Christmas Day
Well here it is Christmas Day and I thought I was gonna handle everything pretty well. The first part of the day went pretty well, then everything emotionally went down hill. I have been crying like a fool all day because I miss my kids so bad. You know you say to yourself you can handle the seperation because its only temperally gonna be a short time. But then it comes around and you fall to pieces. I don't know if anyone really understands how hard this is on me. All I ever had in my life to be happy about were my kids. They were always there no matter what. And not having them always there is killing me. I am though grateful that me and Adam have had this time alone time to really truelly bond with one another. But I still miss my kids and doing the holidays without them has been very hard.And I know that every other holiday they won't be here they will be with their dad and maybe not having them this year will help me in the future, but damn this still hurts so bad. It all just hit

Trapt
In a room With no way out No window or door That I have found. Stuck in here No candle, no light Left alone With only my fright. I see nothing Hear only breath Feel emotions Hear only death. Dreaming maybe? Waking, asleep Walking, running Alone I weep. Finally waking From my nightmares Was it real? Was it? Yeah I know I write some dark shit, but I'm really not feeling that way. A little down, maybe...

A New Poem - Just Wrote It For New Year's Day
CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR WAS WONDERFUL AND I AM SURE EVERYONE HAD A BLAST IT’S TOO BAD IT ONLY COMES ONCE A YEAR THIS HOLIDAY I WISH COULD LAST BUT IT IS OVER NOW AND WE MUST LOOK AHEAD TOWARDS THIS WEEK AND THE COMING YEAR WILL WE EXPERIENCE LOTS OF LOVE AND JOY WILL OUR JOURNEYS BE VIOD OF FEAR AS WE LOOK TOWARDS THE COMING NEW YEAR AND RESOLUSIONS WE WANT TO MAKE SOME OF THEM ARE TO IMPROVE OURSELVES MOST OF THEM WE WILL PROBABLY BREAK BUT WITH THIS NEW YEAR AHEAD OF YOU ENJOY EVERYDAY AND MAKE THEM LAST AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS GOOD OR BAD JUST KNOW OUR FRIENDSHIP IS STEAD FAST ~~ Dan ~~

Thoughts
dreams of sharing a life I see the sad look of longing that calls to me One who ponders the course of destiny A love that captures and hold thoughts so true And dreams of sharing a life for two One on the mind and in the soul One who completes and makes her whole Eyes that stare though space and time Eyes that search for her love sublime Caring look that tells the tale so clear If her eyes could talk he would hear The look carries her love hopes and fears A love like that can out last the years It can shine as a beacon to light the way To a place where the world does melt away Where they can share their passion deep Her eyes say she is his sweet dream to keep By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Sweetness
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Oh my sweet love without you My life is not worth a dime I need your sweet love All your sweet love More then you know my love For we are one my love Together forever So stay strong my love Stay strong for me my love Time after time my love I told you of my love My endless love my love Just for you and only you my love So think of us my love Oh my love my sweet love We are like candy to a child Like two love birds in a honey tree My love my sweet love Oh my love my darling I hunger for your touch For ever for ever more my sweet love

A Young Man Goes To The Pharmacy
A young man goes into a drug store to buy condoms. The pharmacist says the condoms come in packs of 3, 9 or 12 and asks which the young man wants. "Well", he said, "I've been seeing this girl for a while and she's really hot. I want the condoms because I think tonight's THE night. We're having dinner with her parents, and then we're going out. Once she's had me, she'll want me all the time, so you'd better give me the 12 pack". The young man makes his purchase and leaves. Later that evening, he sits down to dinner with his girlfriend and her parents. He asks if he might give the blessing, and they agree. He begins the prayer, but continues praying for several minutes. The girl leans over and says, "You never told me that you were such a religious person". He leans over to her and says, "You never told me that your father is a pharmacist".

Lesson Of The Day ...never Lie To Your Mother
John invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the meal, his mother couldn't help but noticing how beautiful John's room-mate was. She had long been suspicious of a relationship between John and his room-mate, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between John and his room-mate than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, John volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Julie and I are just room-mates." About a week later, Julie came to John saying, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" John said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll write her a letter just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: "Dear Mother, I'm not saying that you 'did' take the gravy ladle from my house, I'm not saying that you 'did not' take the gravy ladle but the fact remains th

Are You Real Or Simple????
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you after

A Little Boy Visits A Whore House
A little boy about 10 years old was walking down the sidewalk, dragging a flattened frog on a string behind him. He came up to the doorstep of a whore house and knocked on the door. When the Madam answered it, she saw the little boy and asked what he wanted. He said, "I want to have sex with one of the women inside. I have the money to buy it, and I'm not leaving until I get it." The Madam figured, why not, so she told him to come in. Once in, she told him to pick any of the girls he liked. He asked, "Do any of the girls have any diseases?" Of course, the Madam said, "No!" He said, "I heard all the men talking about having to get shots after making love with Amber. THAT'S the girl I want." Since the little boy was so adamant and had the money to pay for it, the Madam told him to go to the first room on the right. He headed down the hall dragging the squashed frog behind him. Ten minutes later he came back, still dragging the frog, paid the Madam, and headed out the door! . The Madam

Many Uses Of Vaseline!!
Steve is shopping for a new motorcycle. He finally finds one for a great price. The motorcycle is missing a seal, though, so whenever it rains Steve has to smear Vaseline over the spot where the seal should be. Steve’s girlfriend is having him over for dinner to meet her parents one evening. He drives his new motorcycle to his girlfriend’s house. She is waiting outside for him when he arrives. "No matter what happens at dinner tonight, don't say a word. Our family had a fight a while ago about doing the dinner dishes. We haven't done any since... and the first person to speak at dinner has to do them." Steve sits down for dinner and soon notices that his girlfriend wasn’t exaggerating. It is just how she described it. Dishes are piled up to the ceiling in the kitchen and nobody is saying a word. Steve decides to have a little fun. He grabs his girlfriend, throws her onto the table and has sex with her in front of her parents. His girlfriend is a little flustered, her father is

This Is Some Funny Stuff
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just lay there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times y

Good Luck!! (funny)
When Astronaut Neil Armstrong first walked on the moon, he not only gave his famous one small step for man, one giant leap for mankind statement but followed it by several remarks, usual between him, the other astronauts and Mission Control. Just before he re-entered the lander, however, he made the enigmatic remark, "Good luck Mr. Gorsky". Many people at NASA thought it was a casual remark concerning some rival Soviet Cosmonaut. However, upon checking, there was no Gorsky in either the Russian or American space programs. Over the years many people questioned Armstrong as to what the Good luck Mr. Gorsky statement meant, but Armstrong always just smiled. Four years ago, while answering questions following a speech, a reporter brought up the 26 year old question to Armstrong. This time he finally responded. Mr. Gorsky had finally died and so Neil Armstrong felt he could answer the question. When he was a kid, he was playing baseball with a friend in the backyard. His friend

Pleace Read It
Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) say : "Paradise lies under the feet of the mother." "Thy Lord hath decreed that ye worship none but Him, and that ye be kind to parents. Whether one or more attain old age in thy life, say not to them a word of contempt, nor repel them, but address them in terms of honor. And out of kindness, lower to them the wing of humility, and say, "my Lord! bestow on them Thy Mercy, even as they cherished me in childhood." (Quran 17: 23,24) "We have enjoined on man kindness to his parents; in pain did his mother bear him, and in pain did she give him birth." (Quran 46:15) Pleace don't Forget your Parents on Christmas MERRY CHRISTMAS

Well I Have To Shut It Down...
My entire wall space is covered cards. So I'm going to stop doing blasts and live with what i have. Now i have the task of going threw and finding all the addresses off everything and sending back a thank you Post Card. I would like to thank all of those that have sent me things in the past. I would also like to thank everyone that has talked to me and kept me company. I will be here to June and I'm not leaving the site. I'm just putting an end to the post card deal beause of lack of wall space. for those that don't want to loose my address for some reason... Guy Cooper ITT/SWA Unit 60516 Camp Bucca APO, AE 09375-0516 for those of you in the US, its regular postage... The mailing adddres goes to NY, where the Army takes delivry. So US postal only cares about postage to NY.

Be Careful Of Those Southern Grandmas!! :)
Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster, too. He's lazy, bigoted, and he has a drinking problem. He can't build a normal rel

Sorry I Havent Been On
TO ALL MY FRIENDS I FEEL LIKE I HAVE IGNORED YOU BUT.... christmas is busy for all of us but to add to that i am house sitting for a week the day after xmas. so i wont be on till next yr. sorry to all that have commented and sent me gifts and messages. i havent been on ...ya know shopping work kids AHHHHHH. the house i am sitting will not have a computer. merry xmas to all and a safe new yr JENN

No Tomorrow
NO TOMORROW there is no tomorrow without you today you tried to walk out i begged you to stay you took all your things and fled in the night i watched as you ran deep into the night i ran after you with anger, insane you shouted at me "what was there to gain?" i leapt on your back and so you did wrangle by clutching your throat and you i did strangle as i stood over you the words i did say "there is no tomorrow, without you today"

Hmmm...
b>The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

The Devil
THE DEVIL the devil came to visit me we sat all ngiht, we drank some tea though first i did not know it was he a lost soul or a traveler be i stoked the fire, the flames grew high we talked and talked just he and i he spoke of death he spoke of life i told him stories of my love "he died last winter of the flu" "oh yes, i now remember you. he lay upon the bed quite ill, you overdosed him with a pill" "not me", i said "it was not me!" "he died so very naturally" "you cannot lie and i can tell, for i'm the devil, see you in hell...

Poetry
When I saw you I fell inside the earth.. Your purity of heart and your humanity of soul.. Every little single detail… The presence you give off in a room…. If I could I would .... I would live only for you.. For nothing in this world has any meaning to me if it doesn't mean loving you. . Just thinking about you gives my soul an elevated sense of urgency, a type of panic that soothes my soul alive . My dreams wouldn't be called dreams if they lost the idea of your existence. Why do I still dream?.... You are the epitome of perfection which condemns me helpless.. There was a time when I thought dreams were enough for the broken... My memories will never be enough to fill such a void.. . The stars in the sky all lost all their names and have fallen cold frozen.. I live everyday in a prison that has yet to exist and have a name. . With a single look you stole my freedom to breathe freely without the fear of

Xmas
It was Christmas morning Mistress had told me last night she had a surprise today.i laid awake in my cage thinking all night of what it could be. As a slave i don't normally get the liberties of holidays. It wasn't until about noon when Mistress came to unlock the cage so i could do my daily chores of cleaning the house. Which wouldn't of taken so much time but every time Mistress caught me snooping she added more stringent bondage and one additional chore each time. I started the day with nothing more then a light collar on and my basic duties of dusting and sweeping the floors along with the dishes from breakfast after cleaning just about everything in the house and wearing the heaviest steel restraints she could find attached with a short chain both hand and feet. i gave up snooping in the bathtub trying to scrub it out with a leather hood locked over my head so i couldn't even see what i was doing. Needless to say my chores took till nearly seven, Christmas was nearly

Merry Chriastmas
merry christmas to all you cherries!!!!!!!! well i am glad cristmas is here i really needed some kind of joy been a rough week lost every thing monday last week in a fire so the rest of the week was just as bad, but with christmas here hopefully this week will be better

To Be Young Again....
I was doing the xmas shopping again as i do every year, but this year something was different in the way i approached xmas, i usually am the sad individual who will put the tree up 3 months prior becuase i just cannot wait for xmas to come so that i can get prezzies , but now i am no longer 10 and instead of getting i am actually expected to buy, i dont get nice cool presents anymore but rather what the call the practical presents , stuff for my apartment, beauty products, clothing etc, i sometimes think back to when i was 10 and the really cool idea of what my mom and dad had got me, mind you before xmas morning, i had found the wrapped presents and skillfully opened the paper and peeked inside, ruining my own suprise, but never the less i always managed to look suprised on xmas morning. Now that i am a "ADULT" the very people i despised and rebelled against i have not got that xmas spirit , i only put my tree up 2 days ago and did the xmas shopping on the 23rd , can you belive tha

Sexy Clothes Here
hi everyone heres a link to a site with sexy clothes. http://store.yahoo.com/cgi-bin/clink?pierresilber+LrgbxD+index.html+ please look around and pick out something sexy for yourself or a gf :) .

Hope You All Had A Great Xmas
HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT TIME - GOT EVERYTHIGN U WISHED FOR AND MORE!!!!! NOW JUST SIT BACK AND WAIT FOR THE NEW YEAR TO BEGIN- TIME TO REALISE THE OLD AND LOOK FORWARD TO A FRESH NEW YEAR!!! TAKE CARE ONE AND ALL LOVE YA LOUISE XOXOXOXOOX i [[HEART]] you jon always

Austin Area Barbies
RECEIEVED THIS IN MY EMAIL BACK IN AUGUST. THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THIS IN CASE YOU ARE CONSIDERING DATING A GAL/GUY FROM THE AUSTIN AREA!!! LOL... ENJOY!! Mattel recently announced the release of the following Limited-Edition Barbie dolls for the Austin market: West Lake Hills Barbie This princess Barbie is only sold at The Arboretum. She comes with an assortment of Kate Spade handbags, a Lexus SUV, a long-haired foreign dog named Honey, and a cookie-cutter house. Available with or without tummy tuck and face lift. Workaholic Ken sold only in conjunction with "augmented" version. Round Rock Barbie This modern-day homemaker Barbie is available with Ford Windstar minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full time occupation or secondary education. Traffic-jamming cell phone sold separately. Jonestown Barbie This recently paroled Barbie comes with a 9mm handgun, a Ray Lewis knife, a Chevy with dark tinted windows, and a meth lab kit

Merry Christmas Everybody
Just want to wish all of you a very safe and a happy holiday today. Hope y'all are out celebrating with your families and having a great time. Have fun everyone. Thinking of all of the special friends I have made here since June when I started (too many people to name individually but you know who you are). Thankful for the special gift of your friendship. Merry Christmas to all of my CherryTAP Friends, Fans, and especially my Family Members. You all are very precious to me. So this special holiday greeting goes out to all of you with all of my LOVE ♥. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! Much Love ♥ ♥ ♥, Hugs & Kisses too XOXOXO from Susan a.k.a. MZ. PONYGIRLSUE Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Farewell My Son
FAREWELL MY SON how long can a broken hearat beat? nights of tears days of dark endless pain. my son is gone i am left a world of questions fears for future generations in my arms. what if ? could i have? did i ? empty arms, my love aches for you what if ? will never know could i have? i know not did i ? ABSOLUTELY !!! i loved yo with a mothers love so strong it goes beyond heaven so deep it lights your way back to me a day will come for us to talk, to share smiles and laughters in the stars on the water....in the air...freedom for you, from all you held burried, freedom for me to hold my son again....... i miss you my son.... i love you my son.... farewell my son....... rest in piece my son....

Invisible Lover
INVISIBLE LOVER i am an invisible lover rushing through your dark night brushing your lips moist and dewy rustling through your sheets, yes thats right i am an invisible lover take my wings we can run away whisking you up tossing you high trusting and pushing you to play i am an invisible lover caressing through your clothes undressing you as i weave through them uncovering secret places as i blow i am an invisible lover sliding sensually up your pants living all too briefly between ..hot.. while you squirm,wiggle and dance i am an invisible lover i am here everyt single day i've known your whole body and i want you to know i'm the wind.and i wont go away!

Her
Her eyes are moonbeams bouncing off the crests of waves in a sea of unfathomable beauty. Her lips are rose petals, moistened with morning dew, and losing virginity to the glorious rays of the sun. Her skin, like a peach plucked from the Tree of Divinity, so sublime, so perfect and needless of any adornment. Her smile is the kiss from an Angel, sent straight from Heaven, whose only purpose is to woo my heart. And my heart, wooed in such a way is fain to be forever hers, like a bird''s song is to the morning's glory. a bird's flight is to a morning's breeze.

Restless
I wondered as I searched for sleep What could this relationship be? Am I the one she wants and needs? Could she be the one for me? Restlessly I tossed and turned As thoughts race thru my head Feeling like I belonged with her Yet alone on one side of her bed I turned to reach out for her Yet all I saw was her back Her sexy silhouette lay beside me So I just took comfort in that The evening grew long and weary Sleep was uneasy to obtain I wanted to make love to this beauty And passionately whisper her name The feelings that I felt Has I lay with her next to me Gave me a soothing inner peace The next thing I knew I was sleep. © BlkLuvPotion 2006

Reassurance
Please touch me since I can't touch you. Pick me up I'm feeling blue. Lay me down with gentle hands. Touch the fever in my glands. Our eyes meet, they touch, caress I feel my heart skip a beat But for thoughts of inadequacy Exposed will my soul feel my love? Kiss me with your loving lips, Nestle in my neck, Explore my body's mounds and dips But keep yourself in check. Let me snuggle in your arms. Let me sleep there, tight. Quell my blues and mounting qualms. Tread lightly over my fright. Make me feel I'm wanted. Am I good to kiss? Do I seem intelligent? Can you feel my bliss? When I'm in a room with you, When I know you're near, You make my soul thrill Through and through - I hold your presence dear. Make me feel I'm wonderful. Help me find some peace. Help me lose the quaking feelings. Make the aching cease. Help me find my right to life

Darkness And I Like Me
DREARY NIGHT The dreary night with it's rain, drenched a body wracked with pain. the city watch had found her there, lying in the courtyard square. a dagger pierced her side quite deep, "he came from nowhere",she did weep. "a man in black with eyes like coal, he took my baby and my soul"' "quiet girl." the watchmen said, "conserve your strength or ye be dead". "there is no time for i must tell, he took my child and soul to hell". the blood did gush, in puddles red, the poor young firl would soon be dead, "i must confess before i die, the one who conjured him was i ! i had no choice, my baby ill, i gave my sould,my heart, my will. he stepped from shadows like a thief, and asked if i had no belief. my husband's dead,my family gone do as you wish, i an your pawn. he took my baby, and with his knofe, he stabbed me deep to take my life. and as he left, i heard him tell, how my child would live in hell, a prince he;d be when he is grown, he'll sit beside the maste

Introverted
Peaceful discontentment I while away the day No room for even resentment To make the wild thoughts play. A body full of sighing, A face that's turned to stone My will to move is dying It’s easier to stay prone. I wish and wish for laughter That’s new and fresh, and real. It seems forever after That life has lost its zeal. A moment doesn't lighten The feelings of despair. A joke will never brighten A heart that does not care. Oh, make my temper zesty And bring my mind alive! Stop me from getting testy, Just give me the will to strive! Give my wishes hope again. Give me a will to live. Make me strong, to withstand pain, And give me the grace to give. Deep within my soul, I know all is never lost, That life within will also grow, This is just compost. It helps the plant of life upsurge When it has fed enough. It fills you with an impending urge Know that you

2 Poems "raged" And "alone
ALONE WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THIS IS HOW WE WOULD BE THIS IS WHAT HAS BECOME OF WHAT WAS ONCE YOU AND ME I POUR OUT MY HEART BUT YOU DON'T SAY A WORD BUT EVERY SOFT WHISPER IN YOUR HEART I KNOW IS HEARD WHEN I DO HEAR YOU VOICE CALLING OUT TO ME I TURN TO RUN TO YOU THEN I KNOW IT CANNOT BE I REACH OUT TO TOUCH YOU TO HOLD YOU ONCE AGAIN BUT YOU DON'T REACH BACK LEAVING A EMPTINESS WITHIN MY HAND SWEEPS ACROSS THE GROUND WHERE YOU NOW PEACEFULLY SLEEP LONGING FOR YOU TO REACH UP AND ARISE FROM THE GRAVE, SO DEEP I GENTLY KISS YOUR NAME ENGRAVED UPON THE STONE AND I AM LEFT TO CRY AT YOU GRAVESIDE LEFT TO CRY ALONE I LONG TO KNOW SO MANY ANSWERS AS TO WHY YOU LEFT ME WITHOUT SAYING GOODBYE AND WHAT CAUSED YOU TO HURT SO BADILY THAT YOU FELT YOU MUST DIE I WISH I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YOU AND OFTEN THINK OF TAKEN YOUR SAME ROUTE BUT THEN I THINK OF ALL LIFE'S BLESSINGS ALL THE BLESSINGS YOU DID WITHOUT I WILL FACE ALL OF LIFE'S BATTLES WITHOUT YOU

Troops
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the s

Dreams
DREAM OF PASSION you are sitting on the edge of the bed i am standing in front of you you are allowed to undress me i am allowed to undress you you cannot touch me you cannot touch yourself you can olnly watch after we are naked i move onto the bed, you sit on a chair ther are several candles lighting the room there is slow and sexy music i will touch myself while i imagine it is your touch you can talk sexy to me while you imagine touching me only when i tell you can you get down on your knees i will move to the edge of the bed my legs hanging over the side...open... as an invitation to your mouth. i am clean shaven and you like it you can be there for as long as you want until you decide, you sit on the edge of the bed until i kiss you on your mouth then we stand, with my back to your chest you kiss and lick my back and neck and nibble. your hands are on my breast and you slowly bend me down to the bed and gently slap my ass you tease me for as long as u

Someone
Someone cares a lot for you, Someone cares a lot for you, Where ever you are, Whatever you do Cares if your troubled, ill or sad Cares if your happy, well or glad, Somebody loves your voice, your smile, The touch of your hand that makes life worth while, And someday as the years roll by You'll look behind the years gone by, Then you'll discover by and by, The someone caring so much was I

Silebt Tears
Silent Tears A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.

A Night For Remembering For Druccee
Drawing her bath and sinking into the hot water Druccee remembers their last night together. He was wanting to be a bit kinky and had brought the handcuffs, she gladly attached them to him and the headboard, kissing him deeply before she moved slowly down his body, biting and licking her way to his already hard cock. Hearing his moans, knowing her pussy was just out of his reach. She nibbled her way around the head..then lapping at the shaft as she had done before..knowing it would make him crazy. Turning to see the lust in his eyes, made her smile, and she spreads his legs wider, lifting them slightly as she bathed his balls with her tongue. His low gutteral moans of "oh my god baby" were music to her ears. Now taking her time and kissing and biting at his thighs, letting her breasts brush against them, as she worked her way to his ankles. Then stopping and turning to face him, she sat upon the footboard, spreading her legs wide as she started running her finger over her moist pink li

Happy Holidays
Merry Christmas My Hottttt Cherries!!! Yeah it's Christmas and it's iight not all that, im with ma fam and the one i love is not in a good mood, (homesick)i guess that's why it sucks right now!!! But i just wanted to wish everyone a Merry Christmas or whatever!!! Keep It Safe, But Naughtyor whatever!!! Dah'Brita

Poetry
I can’t close my eyes I can’t think straight I can’t eat I can’t breath right Because of My worst nightmare I tremble when I see you I sweat when I hear your voice I bit my lips so I can’t scream I cry when you turn to look at me You are my worst nightmare My heart beats fast when you smile at me I hold my air when you slowly walk my way I try to run, but you are faster I try to fight you, but you are stronger Then I wake up to find my pillows across the room And my sheets wrap around my legs As sweats pours down my face, mix with my tears too Then I realize that it was all a bad nightmare, Or was it You my worst nightmare You once was mine angel, but now you are my worst nightmare Your beautiful face will haunt me the rest of my life Your voice will rip my heart out Your eyes will kill me slowly You have become my worst nightmare Delete Reply

This Is What Love Is All About
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 A.M., when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor’s appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's disease. As we ta

Merry Christmas And Happy Holidays
Now is the time I must take a moment to say thanks to all my friends and family on CherryTap who have come to mean so much to me. All the laughter and smiles given me only proves that I have been Blessed once again by the mighty Spirit. I want to wish all my friends and family a Merry Christmas and a Happy Holidays. May all your wishes and dreams come true in 07'. May your Blessings be bountiful and may you prosper and be joyous the entire upcoming year. With all heart, soul, and much love. DeWayne B.

Dreams
I lay on my bed Thinking of you I fall a sleep And starting to dream First I was flying And then you come I fly in your arms And kiss you, you kiss me back It was so great I wish it was real But boy, I want you to kiss me Kiss me like you mean it I adore you!!! Can't you see I want you, want you to take the first step Kiss me like you never did And take me in your arms I will kiss you back And hold you save with me Where are you? I hope you really want me And i hope you are really sweet Like I think you are Take me out And kiss me Hug me do something I want to be with you Whith you alone My heart belongs to you Take it...And take the first step

Equality: A Different View
Equality a different view! Ok, I had to read this book for psychology called "Spinning into Butter". I have to tell you it pissed me off!!! I believe strongly in equality!!! Let me get that out first. Now let me rant. This book is all about racism (not straight out your a f*cking cracker or f*cking Nigger shit) no this is equality racism (yes, there is a difference). Let me explain straight out racism is people just being plain racist. Equality racism (it is my own term so if you look it up its not there) is where people feel "offended" by people accidentally saying something (not meaning to be racist but the other person takes it that way). For example, you say to someone you people (and it is automatically taken as a rascist remark). This pisses me off!!!!!!! Hey douche bag if you want equality stop being so f*cken racist yourself. Your f*cking paranoia is causing it. It is these liberal stupid shit heads trying to promote "Equality" that mess it up for everyone!! True equality

Sounds Of Silent Tears
Sounds of Silent Tears Too many miles in between Two hearts frozen as one Trying to beat a game Thats already been won Needing to remember Wanting to feel The love once shared The distance will kill Praying for a mairacle Putting up a fight Thinking love is true Knowing theirs is right Unanswered prayers Open up their eyes Love crashes before them The hope they had slowly dies A love like theirs Wasnt meant to endure She'll never forget him And he'll always cherish her Too many miles in between Too many unspoken fears Two soulmates lost In the Sound of silent tears

Heaven And Hell (a Different Look On Religion)
Heaven and Hell It was very interesting Wednesday night. I was chatting with one of the people I do martial arts with and he brought up a very good point on Heaven and Hell. He told me that he talked to a friend once about what religion was, what is God, and Heaven and Hell. The topic came up from a discussion about esotericism (I think I spelled it wrong), but anyway, many people feel esotericism is mysticism, this is not the case. There are many religious symbols that religions have all adopted over years. So...this led to his conversation on what is Heaven and Hell, in the bible Jesus himself states that a person creates heaven or hell in oneself. Meaning if you are good to people and do good for people making both you and the person you did the good for feel good yourselves, therefore, creating a heaven in yourself because of what you have done. The same goes for Hell, if you do bad things to people you feel bad yourself, therefore, creating a hell inside yourself.

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Man Behind The Mask
Who is this sad broken man... who hides himself behind a mask,and still lives alone inside the deepest prison of his heart.Who is this man... with onces such a great power,and now life is tearing him apart.Who is this man... who lost everything he used to love,and there's no turning back, he's alone every our.Do I have to feel compassion for this man,and tell him how to make his live better again.Do I have to show him what to do,or will his sadness haunt me down too.Do I have to look into this poor man's eyes,and tell him one day everything will be allright.Should I remove his mask,and tell him not to hide.Should I let him live again,or has he all ready been given up that fight.Who is this sad broken man,who lives alone nobody that lends a helping hand.

Contest B.s.
IT'S CHRISTMAS MORNING. IT'S ALL ABOUT KIDS, FAMILY, LOVED ONES WHO ARE NOT WITH US, FOOD AND FRIENDS, AND THE BIRTH OF JESUS.. THIS WHOLE UP COMMING WEEK THE KIDS ARE OUT OF SCHOOL, SOME FAMILY IS STILL AROUND, BUSINESS HAS ALL KINDS OF END OF THE YEAR STUFF TO BE DONE... AND AT THIS TIME OF YEAR THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE EXTREAMLY DEPRESSED, OTHERS DOING JUST GREAT... SO WITH THIS IN MIND I SIT IN MY CHAIR OPEN UP MY C/T HOME PAGE ... ALL THE BULLITENS ARE MERRY THIS, HAPPY THAT... FOR OUR TROOPS... WE LOSE JAMES BROWN... AND TWO BIG LINES THAT SAY KNOCK THIS BITCH OUT... WTF !!!!!! ITS ABOUT SOME CONTEST THAT HASN'T EVEN STARTED YET....WHO GIVES A FUCK !!!!!! IF YOUR AN ADULT AND YOU'RE THIS BOUND UP ABOUT SOME STUPID CONTEST WITH ALL THE OTHER IMPORTANT THINGS GOIN ON RIGHT NOW , I THINK YOU NEED TO REGROUP !!!! YOU NEED TO GIVE IT A BREAK AT LEAST FOR THIS WEEK... HAVE SOME PRIORITIES AND CLASS, OR AT LEAST SOME RESPECT FOR THE REST OF US WHO DO HAVE SOME SORT OF LIFE..GOOD OR BAD.

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A Holiday Thank You
THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I AM HAPPY TO HEAR THAT MY POEM I SENT HAS REALLY MADE YOUR YEAR I AM SINGLE YOU KNOW SO ALONE I WILL BE BOTH CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS NO ONE TO CELEBRATE WITH ME WHAT WILL YOU DO TO CELEBRATE THIS YEAR DO YOU HAVE LOTS OF PLANS HOW WILL YOU SPREAD YOUR CHEER REMEMBER THAT CHRISTMAS IS SPECIAL NEW YEARS IS OUT OF SIGHT WE GET LOTS OF PRESENTS KISS STRANGERS AT MIDNIGHT MEETING NEW FRIENDS ON LINE IS TRULY A GREAT THING MAYBE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST THROUGH THE SPRING BUT WHAT EVER HAPPENS I JUST WANT YOU TO SEE YOU ARE A GREAT FRIEND AND VARY SPECIAL TO ME

Two Traveling Angels
Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \"Things aren\'t always what they seem\" The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night\'s rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated and a

Out Of This Dream
I deserve nothing more than I get Everybody deserves a day to be totally sad I always had a special sight about my future, not extreme But I've no idea what's happened to that dream While my heart is a shield which I won't say goodbye while I am so afraid to fail I won't even try But finally I've found, where I've been warned about That you think I'm complicated, deep mystery to all Well it would take you a while to know, I'm not so special When do I wake up This stupid dream took already too long Send me back Now I know I've done all wrong

::female Model Sought For Adult Artwork::
manhattaN, nyc- ::model wanted:: (obviously nude) i am not trying to find models for the typical "photo" thing. i'm translating my own artwork from drawings and watercolors into photostyle images. need models for the figure forms. digital barter. cash is for cigarettes, coffee and whatever is left might cover carfare. maybe. check out: http://www.xlsite.com/spvix/modinfo.htm for some other details, or the sketchbook to be translated, here: http://www.xlsite.com/spvix/1SEXARTINTERFACE.html i'm looking for a model who recognises fully that the psychosocial demand for a living human being to necessarily feel shame and guilt about being a mortal, living and vibrant, sexual organism, is a demand for suicide - and responds with a bellywrenching !!!Laugh!!!!!- that is backed by a clenched fist ready to fight for its life. spontvix@yahoo.com i'm also proposing an internet collaboration for anyone who is sharp enough know what time it is. email m

Gifts
Well i got up this morning as normal at 2pm .Unwraped my gifts as normal i got what i get every year off my granny a pair of socks and underwear .Dinner was nice but i didnt feel like eating much this flu ive had is still making me feel ill .I also find out i needed 400 pounds to go see a lady i meet online so i guess its time to find a new job and hope for gods sake this flu has gone by next year hehe well this is my first try at a blog so dont laugh .....HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of u out there

The Gay Flight Attendant
Received via email: My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super. On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo,so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground. She calmly turned her head and said, In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one, to which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, "Well, sweet- cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I outrank you. Tray-up!"

My Astrology Stuff
Ascendant in Cancer For you, probably the most important aspects of a relationship are integrity and security. You will persevere through many trials in order to make an affair work out, as long as you feel that your partner is equally committed. If there is any problem with this position, it is oversensitivity, a tendency to take remarks made in jest too seriously. This position makes you a very faithful lover, but in the liberal climate of today, an incident of unfaithfulness will be very traumatic for you. You should avoid being overly possessive in the physical sense; faithfulness belongs more to the heart than to the body. Sun in Leo Leo is the sign of the lover, and the Sun here gives your personality grace, generosity and charm. You give and receive love freely, and you surround your partner with tenderness and affection. Your innate tendency is to lavish affection on your partner, which may startle or overwhelm someone who is not accustomed to it. Yo

Why Is It
WHY IS IT DURING THIS TIME OF YEAR THAT THE PEOPLE THAT GIVE GET NOTHING BACK (REAL LIFE) I NOW THERE IS ALOT TO BE THANKFUL FOR GIVING BUT ISN'T THERE A POINT THAT ALL GOOD DEEDS SHOULD BE AT LEAST ACKNOWLGED i DO APPICATE U ALL THAT GAVE AND IT MEANS ALOT I JUST WISH THE PEOPLE I NOW IN PERSON WOULD BE THAT THOUGHTFUL

Maya Angelou (one Of My Favorite People I Admire)
In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older. And, there on television, she said it was "exciting." Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day...like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first. The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words! Maya Angelou said this: "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a 'living' is not the

Merry Christmas!!!
I hope everyone is having a super Christmas. Too bad there is no snow here...Denver, CO sure could of shared a little of there 31", but apparantly they all want to get snowed in together and have one huge party!!! lol!!! Have to run and go celebrate but wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas!!!

House Calls(phone #'s)
Here is a Difficult But Simple annd Secret way of finding out other Peoples Phone Numbers. HOUSE CALLS ----------- H - 0 O - 1 U - 2 S - 3 E - 4 C - 5 A - 6 L - 7 L - 8 S - 9 FOR EXAMPLE: TO CALL ME IN AUSTRALIA IT WOULD BE AS FOLLOWS H,H,O,O,A,O,U,2ND L,O,1ST L,1ST L,C,U (0011 612 49 81 7752) I KNOW MOST OF YOU ARE OVERSEAS BUT I WOULD LIKE TO CONTACT AS MANY OF YOU AS POSSIBLE PLEASE GIVE IT A GO

Christmas Quotes
CHRISTMAS "Christmas gift suggestions: To your enemy, forgiveness. To an opponent, tolerance. To a friend, your heart. To a customer, service. To all, charity. To every child, a good example. To yourself, respect." -- Oren Arnold "It is Christmas in the heart that puts Christmas in the air." -- W. T. Ellis "The only real blind person at Christmas-time is he who has not Christmas in his heart." -- Helen Keller "Christmas waves a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful." -- Norman Vincent Peale "Christmas, my child, is love in action. Every time we love, every time we give, it's Christmas." -- Dale Evans Rogers "I will honor Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all year." -- Charles Dickens "Love came down at Christmas; love all lovely, love divine; love was born at Christmas, stars and angels gave the sign." -- Christina G. Rossetti

Alone For Christmas
THIS YEAR FOR CHRISTMAS SOME WILL HAVE A TEAR SPENDING THE HOLIDAY ALONE BECAUSE FAMILY IS NOT NEAR TRY TO KEEP A SMILE AND KNOW THAT I AM HERE TO SPREAD LOTS OF JOY TO SHARE LOTS OF CHEER YOU ARE A VARY SPECIAL WOMAN AND I'M GLAD THAT WE'RE FRIENDS YOU BRING ME LOTS OF HAPPINESS FOREVER YOURS 'TILL THE END SO HAPPY HOLIDAY'S TO YOU YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND IF YOU DO NOT LIKE MY POEM WELL YOU CAN "KISS" MY BEHIND ~~ DAN ~~

1000$ Cherry Bucks
Yay... merry christmas to me Merry Christmas from Mike, Bill, Ryan, Dave, all the Bouncers and the entire CherryTAP Family! opening your christmas gift... You've just been awarded $1,000 Cherry Bucks! Merry Christmas! Oh yea! I just increase dto rank 5 too!! wootwoot

Time On My Hands
Here it is Xmas day 2006, in another country that can't decide who should lead them. The only regret I have about being here is that I'm away from my 2yr old son and my fiance. The first day here back in November was veryt depressing as we drove from the airport to our home away from home. I never been to a war torn place b4 and granted the fighting here has stopped for some time now, you can see the ravages of conlfict still. Bullet riddle buildings, bomb out homes with people still trying to live in them. I originally come from the murder capital of America..Camden,N.J. and some things look similar,abandoned homes jobless,trash everywhere,but given a choice I would still take living in Camden over living here, for one simple reason.There is hope in Camden,you see improvements where local and state government are trying. In Kosovo they have trouble keeping the electricity going for more than an our a day in some towns. And you don't know what hour that will be. Sewage

Christmas Day Is Here
CHRISTMAS DAY IS HERE Doors adorned in wreaths and bells trees aglimmer with lights and balls tinsel strings glittering presents wrapped in ribbons and bows peeking out from beneath the limbs shimmering eyes of both young and old packages named so lovingly squeals of delight come down the hall Christmas's past hung with care captured forever in ornamental history misting eyes with bittersweet memories delicate scents of the Christmas meal scenting the air before breakfast's served the greatest gift of all not under the tree but deep within the heart of you and me the father above sent his son born a man to protect his own the manger scene fresh and sweet there on the mantle now complete as we give as we recieve let us not forget the simplicity of a gift of peace a gift of GOD the gift to us of ETERNAL LOVE and FORGIVENESS DIVINE the gift of JESUS GOD'S ONLY SON Right

Something About You
Now How can it be That a love Carved out of caring Fashioned by fate Could suffer so hard From the games Played once too often But making mistakes Is a part Of life’s imperfections Born of the years Is it so wrong To be human after all Drawn into the stream Of undefined illusion Those diamond dreams They can’t disguise the truth That there is something about you Baby so right I wouldn’t be without you Baby tonight If ever our love Was concealed No one can say that We didn’t feel A million things And a perfect dream of life Gone Fragile but free We remain Tender together If not so in love And it’s not so wrong We’re only human after all These changing years They add to your confusion Oh and you need to hear The time that told the truth You know there’s something about you Baby so right I wouldn’t be without you Baby tonight Because there’s something about you Baby so right I couldn’t live without you Baby tonight (counter melody)

Merry Christmas
TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY A TIME FOR FAMILY AND FRIENDS MAY YOUR HOLIDAY SEASON BE JOYOUS GOOD CHEER ‘TILL THE END LONG DAYS FILLED WITH SHOPPING LINES THAT NEVER SEEM TO END PRICES THAT KEEP GOING UP WILL YOU HAVE MONEY TO SPEND SOME KIDS WILL GET TOYS OTHERS A LUMP OF COAL BUT YOU HAVE A MISSION SURVIVING CHRISTMAS IS YOUR GOAL IT'S A TIME TO BE HAPPY A TIME TO REFLECT ON THE YEAR HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS THAT IS FILLED WILL JOY AND CHEER ~~ MERRY CHRISTMAS ~~

An Ozone333 Holiday Track..
Hey everyone, Check out my "Happy Holidays" track that I put in my player... To get to it do this: Go to "My trackz" section called "ozone333 / assorted mixes" Click on the link.. for the popup player... The first track in the player is my "Happy Holidays" tune... Let me know what u think! :) thanx! ozone333 [Electronic music] http://www.ozone333.com

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Well what a wonderful Christmas. My finace bought me a gift card to a place that I've never even shopped at for new clothes......for work. He said, "I went and looked around and thought it had nice buisness clothes for your new job"...or something to that effect. His parents bought him clothes from Hot Topic which is the only place I shop unless I'm shopping for jeans, and I get shirts from fucking Sears from the boring women's department that the 40 year olds shop in. I mean does this fucking job mean I have to fucking lose my damn identity or what? I haven't changed who I am, I've changed jobs! What the fuck!? I mean I don't know whether to yell at Dallas or just fucking cry. Maybe I'm wrong to feel this way but I do. It hurt my feelings that he didn't think more of me than that when we've been together for a year and half and lived together almost our entire relationship. He should know me better than that and I just can't beleive he didn't put more effort into it. I

Re; New Years Resolution
WHAT IS YOUR NEW YEARS RESOLUTION ? well i will tell you what mine are i have a few... 1. quit smoking cigs ...for my daughters health 2. understand better how to deal with a behaverol issui with my youngest daughter victoria 3. be a better communicater with my husband and family there is mine so now awnser my question i am curious to see what people say..... happy new year....2007

Merry Christmas Everyone
Merry Christmas Everyone by Blue Wolf (aka)Paul 06 My Christmas greetings I convey For it's that time of the year As I reach out around the world With a heart warming cheer Wishing you joy and happiness Upon a brightly shining star I bestow a thank you message To my friends near and far As you all mean so much to me It matters not how far apart As love flies on wings of a dove In my special heart to heart Reminiscing back over the year Blessings I count one by one To each friend across the miles Merry Christmas to everyone

Merry Christmas
well i am here to wish you all a merry christmas, happy holidays.. i have spend most of my cherry bucks because you guys all mean so much to me .. i bought u all a gift.. sorry i couldnt spend more... :)... let the cherries rack up again and you will get more from me:) hope your christmas is warm and sweet... and i hope u get everything you need and want this year. remember the greatest gift of all is the one special person, a special someone or even your child that u cuddle up with... just having someone to spend the holiday w/. thats the greatest gift... :) so if u are lonely tonight hit me up and ill talk to ya:) ~sarah

Finaly Did An Upgrade
Well, so far i've done an upgrade to something i've been working on for alittle while now and still workin on it to make it better lol. If anyone wants to check it out, they're free to do so, otherwise this is being posted as part of my christmas day :P Feel Free To Look Chow and Merry Christmas to all

Family Sucks
I am not very happy, my mum went to Florida for a month and I did not even get a phone call today to wish me and the kids Happy Christmas :( I bet my fucking sister got a phone call seeing as she is heavily pregnant at the moment :( Ever since my sister got pregnant my mum has been all over her and forgot about me and my kids. And before anyone says anything no I am not jelouse I just want my kids to see their nan once in a while. God sake I only live 10 mins away from my sister.

Disclaimer
Greetings and Bonjour to All whom come to find the Dark World of the Vampire Lestat, As you can obviously see this is a roleplaying profile and none of the actors are me, a friend told me about this site and I figured it would be an interesting site to portray the character. I am just stating that I am not Stuart Townsend nor are any of the pictures are of me, Lestat is a character dear to my heart created by Anne Rice. If your a non roleplayer, whom is a fan of the movies or books,feel free to add me, and you can do the same on my myspace profile where I roleplay Louis, although Lestat I perfer but there are tons of Lestat's there. Below is my Louis profile just to show you that I am a deep roleplayer. http://www.myspace.com/merciful_death_in_louis I perfer multi paragraph roleplayers, but for now I shall do oneliners or out of character discussions being there aren't many roleplayers on here. Lestat

Silent
Tears run silent and tears run deep Tears come to you when you can't sleep Some run quickly and some run long There are just times you can't feel strong Hope runs silent and hope runs deep Hope can oftentime make you weep When you find hope, it may stand groundYour mind will listen for that sound Love runs silent and love runs deep Love is something you want to keep When you find the love that you need Then you'll no longer have to plead Feelings are there for you alone Inside you is where they belong Your heart is yours for you to keep Let it run silent and let it run deep

Listen
If you listen to my heart you will hear the love that is there My words may not tell you how much I really care My heart would tell you how I long to be with you, how much I want to kiss and touch you and hold you close to me. It would whisper to you how deep my love is. Words can not begin to tell you the feelings that lie there. Nor can they express the beauty of that love So if words can not tell you and by my actions you can not tell Then listen to my heart, my love and hear the love that is there.

Thinking About Going For A Recorded High Speed Run In The Vette Soon...
So, Ive been driving it for 2 years, done lots of stupid stuff in it, and glad that I'm not dead. Now im thinking about recording one of the high speed runs that I occasionally do. Probably only to about 155-160, but thats plenty fast...not to mention plenty illegal. Aside from those thoughts, just been enjoying the christmas season, and hoping that I get something decent, or something that I can use. Oh, and trying to get a girl friend/friend with benefits. ANYTHING!!!! Its been far too long. Unfortunately, school, work, and sleep take up all my time. So, anyways, back to the main subject. I will probably have my friend help me record that within the next couple weeks, more than likely after the holidays, but definitely before january 9th. Happy Hannachrismaquanzica!

An Interesting, But Not Too Surprising, Study
A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example, if she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with a spear lodged in his chest and tape over his mouth while he is on fire. No further studies are planned. DISCLAIMER: Do not worry guys, I am one of the few that don't go through the extreme emotions of the PMS cycles!!! No need to fear me!!! :)

Rose ~ Best Message In Some Time! Read And Learn! I Have Long Ago...
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, have a couple of children, and then retire and travel." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age." I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends. Every day for

Bi Women Come See Me At Http://www.biwomenonly.com
Ok ladies! I created a web site that is and will always remain completely free. I know it sounds hard to believe and all but it really is free. See I am really sick and tired of going to these bi sites to meet women and have a cute girl contact me and low and behold I can't email her back bacuse I need to pay 20 bucks a month. BULLSHIT! You add up all the sites you are paying a small forture to talk to maybe one girl. And even then she might be fake! If you are feeling the same way I am then come join us at http://www.biwomenonly.com Now you have to tell your friends about it and be patient with us being its so new there are only a few members! I am working on a chat program where you can web cam or chat with the ladies on the site within the site completely free! Completely safe! NO MEN ARE ALLOWED ON THIS SITE! This is for us you have an area to talk about your male partners but we ask they do not post. I will catch single guys on this site! And you will get

Christmas With Louise
This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. This won first prize. As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings were overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Walmart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, "What does this do? You're kidding me! Who would buy that?" Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. Finding what I wanted was difficult. Love Dolls come in many different models. The t

Show Some Respect!
Wether it's christmas or not, these guys deserve all the love they get plus more!!!! Yes its Christmas! a day of love & joy being surrounded by the ones you love! If your into family get togethers its the best time of the year!! You get all kinds of goodies and presents & even those dreaded fruitcakes that look like bricks *lol* we all know noone eats them but its the thought that counts!! Now picture this.. Your millions of miles away from home soil & family and friends, you havent seen them in months and may not see them for awhile... its christmas and your in a place fighting for your country & the people who reside in it.. kinda lonely huh? Thats is why i am posting every person on my list that is overseas for christmas in hopes you will all show them a little christmas love! it doesnt hafta be much, just even a simple merry christmas or that your thinking of them this holiday season would make there day im sure of it! There not asking for a thing they d

Intimidation And Mistakes
There comes a time when women are sometimes intimidated by what men do. How they are and yet they stay around.I watch sometimes and as many of my friends know im usually lightly jealous but for him i was really actually jealous. Truly so. It suprised me, and other people i know. Suprised even my friend brad of 7 years whom i called later that fateful evening after being broken up with. But jealousy was not the main cause of the issue. As i sit here i think of what i've done and sometimes im not proud of it. There's always something that a person is not happy about doing but this time i think of what i've lost because of the things i've done. As he starts to pack up his bags for his next duity station, i realize i will miss him big time and i've massively missed out because of my own massive flaw. It's my own fualt and hey what can i say people fuck up big time. But this is just how i feel. It's what i do to change myself so it dosn't happen again. I refuse to miss out on life again bec

Me As An Anamial?!?!?!?! (yeah Right)
You Are A: Duck!Found in many lakes and ponds, ducks are a common site the world over. Known for their famous quack, ducks tend to congregate in flocks or go off on their own in pairs. As a duck, you may seem friendly at times but will not hesitate to bite if someone is bothering you. Your love for travel and your ability to swim are some reasons why you are a duck.You were almost a: Monkey or a Bear CubYou are least like a: Bunny or a ChipmunkCute Animals Quiz

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,

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Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

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Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

~~ Sexy Lady Of Ct Contest ~~
~~ Sexy Lady Of CherryTap Contest ~~ Will Open on 1/5/06 to 1/12/06 But i am taking lady's for it now so hurry up and get ur place in the contest this one will be fun....lol send ur link to my message inbox just click on the pic.... ~ Sexy Man On CherryTap Contest starts 12/21 thur 12/28 ~@ CherryTAP Thank you maria

Here U Go
You have a sexual IQ of 98 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

~~ Hurry 3 Days Left For The Sexy Man On Ct Contest ~~
~~ Sexy Man Of CherryTap ~~ Contest Opens 12/21 thur 12/27 at 12pm noon! Man with the most comments wins! Rates will be used for tie breakers. Comment bombing allowed You can comment on your own pic. Still got openings if you want to join and win big prizes. And here they are....... Good Luck Guys!

Friend's
no.1 i would like to thank the person who invided me strom_freak who is my sister inlaw hi sweety.stay kool.] no.2 thank's to all my new friend;s for their help and surport . thank you all. i look forward to getting to know a lot of you . no.3 merry chrstmas to all of you and happy new year. your friend cowboy11.

New Digital Camera! :)
So I had a feeling my father had gotten me a digital camera for Christmas. When we were at my brother's on Thanksgiving he was showing us his digital camera and everything it does. I loved it and wanted to get one for myself. Anyway, with the holidays and buying presents for people I've been a little strapped for cash and had planned on getting one after the holidays were over. Now I don't have to :). Its a pretty cool camera. It takes pictures and video. My sister and I have been making movies all morning of us saying random things and laughing our asses off. Well my dad and sister went out for a couple of hours and I decided to take shower pics for this site. Well I probably should have read the manual before attempting that cuz I didn't hold the button down long enough each time and so the photos I took didn't save. Waste of time. Oh well, shower pics to come EVENTUALLY. At least I now know how to take pics with my new camera. Believe it or not taking video was the easier of the two

Yule!
Why this time of year is important to those of Northern Ancestory Brought to you by The Asatru Alliance YULE (O.N. Jól) The Reason for the Season! Yule begins on Mother Night, (about Dec. 20) the night before the shortest day and the longest night (winter solstices). We honor the beginning of the Sun's return and the breaking of Winter, (which is most noticeable in five days) and is celebrated over a twelve day period. We know there will be no Fimbulwinter which proceeds Ragnarok. It is a time of the year when our deceased Ancestors are closest to us; this is when the dead (draugar) are more active than any other time. Yule is when Jólnir another name for Odinn leads the procession of the Wild Hunt through the sky's with sprits of humans, horses and dogs. This procession occurs during all twelve days of Yule. It is a time for great feasting, honoring Thorr for driving back the frost etins, Frey to give us prosperity in the coming year, Odinn as leader o

I Want You To Be Here W/ Me For Christmas
I want you to be here with me for Christmas, Even if you leave your heart at home. I know that lately my love makes you restless, But it's too hard to spend this time alone. My love for you is like the Christmas season: Joyful, yet with knowledge of the end. My need for you has neither hope nor reason: If not a lover, please, just be a friend. Please, just be a friend, and come to me When all the world is bright with love and song. You are my pillar and my fantasy, My earth and yet the sky for which I long. My need for you, of course, is mine, not yours, Nor need you answer me but out of love. This is the season when we open doors To let in those whose need our hearts might move. And after Christmas you may go your way To leave me with my sadness and my dreams. I have no right to bother you to stay, Knowing how your heart, unaltered, leans. I want you to be here with me for Christmas, Even if you leave your heart at home. What you decide, and why, is

Teachings From Our Elders
This is some teachings from the elders, I thought I'd pass it on: Did you know there can't be an argument until one side raises their voice?? You may have a disagreement or even agree to disagree but no argument. When a person raises their voice, they are telling you that they feel powerless and want power over you! That way they can feel better about themselves. If you react and raise your voice in kind....dud... game over, you just gave them your power. Now they know one of your buttons to push and rest assured, they will use it again. Find your voice in a good way, stand up for yourself, speak your truth in a low voice and you'll be ok. The person who raised their voice will be deprived of their goal. Just think how powerless a rager feels.

My Birthday
LISTEN PEEPS I KNOW I TOLD YOU BEFORE..MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 2 DAYS(28TH)..SHOW YOBOY SOME CT LOVE..YOU KNOW HOW WE DO..THANKS TO EVERYONE ON HERE..THIS SITE IS SHELL..I LOVE IT..AND ELLIE KEEP SMILLIN BABY...MWAH

Merry Xmas!
Music Video:UNFAITHFUL (by Rihanna)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone merry xmas ppls yea, i got everything i wanted, hope you did too. sorry about the song, i remembered one of my friends (jack) told me this past summer that the song reminded him of me...big long story, just hope he's ok. ttyl, dinner party so i gotta help out

I Hate What Ive Become
I hate what ive become in the summer rain all alone and i cant help but think i killed you and i wonder if i really did do it my guilt has grown to be so powerful i need another victim I need you you can only fit my needs then i say to myself its not worth the trouble of hurting my best friend i miss the way you smile the way you laugh the way you look at me when i look at you If i could have one wish i would long to see you and hold you and tell how much i missed you since you been gone There is no better wish then this i am about to make i would wish for me to be someone else and my old soul to be yours as long as your happy i will take peace in what i have taken from you i gave back so please forgive me and i will be at peace as i look down upon you as you look upon me and see me in my corpse i shed one tear and she feels it and looks to the skye to see me smiling at her she looks back down to see someone else she drops the blood red roses and starts to turn away when she sees

Day Dreamin.....
....Idle thoughts transpire into visions of you and I standing before he who serves the Most High…it is here I profess and confess which simply can not be denied My love for you defines true, its origin dates back to the first beat of my heart It was present before my first breath, so not even in death will we part I look in your eyes and see my reflection as if it was etched into your soul… I knew then it was possible for two separate entities to intertwine and become whole Energized by your energy, my eyes cloaked by the nostalgia of past life memories you’ve given me, yet and still I see vividly All praise is due to the Creator for giving me the ability to re-cognize you… I grasp your hand tight as we begin on foot, this journey of “us” Watching every step I take closely because I simply cannot bear the thought of burning your trust Looking back only to chuckle at those who came before you Acknowledging the trials and tribulations they took me through conditioned my hear

Please Read...
the other night i came on with the intentions of sending EVERYONE of my friends a merry christmas message...well, after about 10 friends, i got a message that said i was spamming. so i wasn't able to visit and leave comments. i want to wish you ALL a very merry christmas, happy holidays and seasons greetings. love you all!!

Christmas Is Here!
Well, christmas eve night I got to thinking about when my ex wanted to have a web cam chat with his kids on christmas day.....I wondered if the stores would be closed at 7pm but they were not indeed...thankfully. SO I asked my bro in law to go to the store to buy a web cam to surprise my babies daddy by giving him a good christmas of seeing his kids on christmas day. It was definately a wonderful morning for my ex to see his kids but it was not a surprise, however. I wanted to make it a surprise but I just could not wait and told them once I got the web cam. It was really cool watching the reactions to seeing my ex and his son goof off on the web cam though. Like father like son, I guess. Jacob was very happy to see himself on the computer actually and he saw his father and new sis at the same time. All I can say is that I think I gave my ex a good christmas for the rest of the day until the time he comes to get his kids on friday or so. Sammy was jumping up in my lap however and could

Stolen
Yesterday,Christmas Eve, My car was stolen.It was not a new car but it was paid for and it was mine.I'm really upset because now I have to figure out what to do and how to do it.If my car is by chance not found,what am I to do?I am a single mother of 4 children and live not so comfortably.It bothered me when my 5 year old asked me how I was going to get her to school.She was so worried that she was going to get in trouble for not bringing her backpack with her school folder in it,which she had left in the car. Why do people invaid in others lives this way.It strips you of belief,trust,and hope of any kind.With my car being stolen it only added to my everyday worries.I guess I can only fight myself to keep hopeing for the best and have faith that this to will turn out OK.

Me?? Dating??
Dating StrengthsDating Weaknesses1. Flirtiness - 87.5%2. Varied Interests - 85.7%3. Adventurousness - 83.3%4. Appearance - 75%5. Confidence - 72.2%1. Temper - 62.5%2. Arrogance - 50% Dating Strengths ExplainedFlirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities.Varied Interests - You don't limit yourself, and that's a dating asset. Your varied interests make you available and interesting to a wider range of girls.Adventurousness - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life.Appearance - Despite what some will say, appearance matters in dating. You get high marks on appearance. Just make sure you balance it out with other qualities.Confidence - You are sure of yourself and confident of your abilities. Displays of confidence go a long way when attracting a date. Dating Weaknesses Explained

Merry Christmas
To all my friends and fans!wishing you all a safe and wonderful holiday and if i'm not responding to you it's just because on friday dec 22 2006 I was at the hospital when i found out my beautiful grandmother has pancreas cancers so i hope everyone can say a prayer, For her love nd kisses Shea

Labor Day Weekend 2005
Being that I wanted to leave something special for my friends on Christmas, I will once again go back in time this time to 2005. I had been with a gentleman who introduced me into light S&M and was curious. Dave had asked I talked to a couple on AOL. Right after I had contacted Scott, Dave and I stopped seeing each other. We had spoke for a few months and I finally accepted his invitation to come over and see what his Dungeon was all about. Ladies and Gentlemen, if this content is too strong for you, I suggest you read no further. Before entering the Dungeon, I was stripped and all of my jewelry removed. There was something else that was done but I will not share that in a blog. I had to get on all fours and crawl thru the first room to get to the second room. The rooms had a beige clean carpet and the walls had various devices displayed. the first room had a large "X" with hooks on it and pullies/harnesses all over. The second room which I began in had so many toys and chains about

Christmas
When I awoke this morning, the first thought to come into my mind was, There is no one here to say Merry Christmas to. No children running in to open presents. No family to greet with a hug. No special someone to give a gift to. I was greeted by two very loving dogs. So I thought what the hell, I'll make the most of what I have been dealt. I put the dogs leashes on and we went for a long walk around the lake. I sat near the water and thought of Christmas's from long ago, when they were all good. I remember the Christmas of 1968 when all I wanted was a Stingray bicycle. I got it! Christmas 1974 was when all I wanted was a shotgun so I could rabbit and squirrel hunt. I got it! There were many memorable Holidays over the years. Last year at this time I had my worse Christmas ever. It had nothing to do with what I received, it was because of what I couldnt give. The next day I had a heart attack and died in the emergency room, and my worse fear had come true, I had died alone

Christmas Morning
Well as many of yous know my mom year of the dragon lives in B.C and I live in Ontario. Since I was a little baby I had always had christmas with my mom. When she moved out of town in 2003 our christmas where no longer together. This year since we both have computer my boyfriend said why not web cam with your mom christmas morning so she can see the kids open there gifts. So thats what we did. My poor mom was up at like 5:30am because she three hours behind me. She watched as they opened there gifts. I think that may have just made my moms christmas that much better. My mom means alot to me and the fact that she was able to share christmas morning with her grandkids and me was the best christmas gift that anyone could ever give us. Maybe next year she will be here with us. Wishing everyone and there families a merry christmas and happy new years from my family and me.

James Brown
Ah, crap. He was clearly crazy as a loon. His decline both creatively and personally was pretty decisive. And I'm sure that if you knew him, he was an absolute son of a bitch. But he more or less invented soul, defined cool, and had to be a superhero of some kind 'cause he not only got away with wearing a cape but looked so damn good in it. And if there's any doubt as to how relevant he remains, my eight-year-old nephew Jed, who was raised in a home that was not especially hip nor worldly, kept running up to the DJ at a bar mitzvah we were at. Thinking he was playing a game, I asked him what he was doing. He told me, "I'm asking for JAMES BROWN!" And sure enough, the DJ announced, somewhat bemused, "This is for Jed." And he played "Sex Machine." And the 13 year olds, and the 30 year olds, and the 60 year olds all went wild. So long, Godfather.

My Level Of Hell
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

Things To Ponder
Another classic 1. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?" 2. Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken there... I'm gonna eat the next thing that comes outta it's butt." 3. Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human being would eat? 4. Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer? 5. If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about him? 6. Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane? 7. If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of coconut, why can't he fix a hole in a boat? 8. Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is? 9. Why does your OB-GYN leave the room when you get

Rejected Childrens Books
This is a classic so I thought I'd bring it back. REJECTED DR. SEUSS BOOKS: 1. One Bitch, Two Bitch, Dead Bitch, You Bitch 2. Herbert the Pervert Likes Sherbert 3. Fox In Detox 4. Who Shat in the Hat? 5. Horton Hires a Ho 6. The Flesh-Eating Lorax 7. How the Grinch Stole Columbus Day 8. Your Colon Can Moo - Can You? 9. Zippy the Rabid Gerbil 10. The Cat in the Blender 11. Are You My Proctologist? 12. Yentl the Lentil 13. My Pocket Rocket Needs a Socket 14. Aunts in My Pants "Little Golden Books That Never Made It" 1. You Are Different and That's Bad 2. The Boy Who Died From Eating All His Vegetables 3. Dad's New Wife Robert 4. Fun four-letter Words to Know and Share 5. Hammers, Screwdrivers and Scissors: An I-Can-Do-It Book 6. The Kids' Guide to Hitchhiking 7. Kathy Was So Bad Her Mom Stopped Loving Her 8. Curious George and the High-Voltage Fence 9. All Cats Go to Hell 10. The Little Sissy Who Snitched 11. Some Kittens Can Fly 12. That's it, I'm P

Random Survey
Different QuestionsHow do you respond when someone greets you?:Yes often with a hug & a kiss on the cheek You can have gold jewelry or silver jewelry. Which do you choose?:silver always Can you realistically see yourself at age eighty-four?:no Do you scoff at the ignorance and impulsiveness of youth...:no I just see how different they are from when I was that age ...or do you hate it when people judge others just by their age?:yes What's the most impulsive, random, or craziest thing you've ever done?: What's your favourite colour of ink to write in?:black Ever thought you were in love?:yes i was deeply Ever said you hated someone? (Or thought it?):i did but then thought better of it... karma is a bad thing Do you scoff at the human race?:not often Which is better, in your opinion: summer or winter?:summer Ever solved a Rubik's cube? (Or tried?):nope tried Choose one: sticky notes or duct tape.:duct tape of course... Are you a morning person?:yes I am You can have any breakfast food

Zodiac
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Hmmmm... Not consistent with previous...*Lifts Brow*

American Soldier
American Soldier They ask him why he's leaving, why he's shipping off to fight. They fail to see what's on the line, all their freedoms, all their rights. Comprehension is beyond their grasps that someone's got to go. And while every breath may be his last no fear, no doubt will he ever show. Because he knows that if he dies in some far off foreign land, that his valiant efforts may save the lives of his countrymen, family, and friends. And that girl's picture in his pocket, though how he longs to hold her will forever be carried in the heart of this true American Soldier.

A Soldier Prayer
A Soldier's Prayer Whenever you see this star, please pray for me, For on a lonely journey, I will be. Serving my country by protecting this land, Created so uniquely by the Master's Hand. Pray for my protection and safety as I go, Deliverance from the evil snares of my foes. Pray for my courage to stand brave and strong, But humbleness to remember to whom I belong. Pray I'll be the man God created me to be, Cleansed by the blood on the cross at Calvary. Pray that I'll take up daily the full Armor of God, To guide and protect my footsteps wherever I may trod. Pray for wisdom and discernment in every decision I make, That I'll seek His will before each step that I take. Pray I'll find comfort in knowing He's always there, Trusting Him completely with all my burdens to bear. Pray for endurance as I bravely answer this call, Remembering that for me, He gave His One and All. Pray that I'll lean not on my own understanding, For only in Him is victory and

Poem To Mom
If I ever go to war... If I ever go to war Mom, Please don’t be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I’m sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you’ll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you’ll be strong. But you won’t have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You’ve always had my back, and I know it’s my time to repay. You’ll always be my daybreak, through all of life’s dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I’ll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don’t you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your brothe

Spam Error
This mornong I woke up and wanted to send a merry christmas to my friends. After I sent a few I got that error about the short bus and stop sending the same stuff. so the rest of my friends get nothing. Shouldn't it be up to individuals if they want to get stuff or not. Not the chrerry Tap staff. Then I get a letter asking for help getting people to join.. let's get that shit fixed first then I will invite people. So I go back to where i got the last greeting to get another. Same thing about going back to myspace. Just so happens that is where you get stuff... it's fuckin frustrating.

I Tried(a Poem...by Me!)
I tried to wipe away all of her tears I tried to let her vent All her frustration and fears I tried to give her comfort And listen to her sorrows The hate just built day by day I couldn't make it go away The pain brought tears That fell like rain On a cold,wet,and rainy Spring day I tried to wipe away his tears I tried to let him vent All his frustration and fears I tried to comfort them both But neither knew The horrible damage they would do She cried and he cried Frustration turned to rage As fear turned to long lost pain I watched as they cried Tears turning to blood Neither wanting to live In a world full of Hate,anger, pain,lies,and deception However neither knew I tried my hardest To prevent the damage Both would do

Soldiers Poem
"Our lives are built upon a framework The framework of privilege and freedom Purchased through the blood, sweat and tears Of our soldiers, those brave men and women A soldier's heart has known courage For they've placed liberty before their own life And they're well acquainted with committment Protecting the rights due mankind..."

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I