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What Is Your Hidden Sexual Talent?
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Soldier
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants somethin

Merry Christmas
Just wanted to take a couple of minutes out of my busy holiday to wish all a very Merry Christmas. If traveling please be careful and remember to have a sober driver if drinking today. Much cherry luv to all. MrsBibbs "The Cookie Lady"

Am I Really That Bad??
well another christmas where i dont get shit.. atleast last year i got sum clothes... this year... nothing.. a fuckin towel.. i'm glad to c i'm high on people's lists this year..wow and my family wonders y i dont care for any of this..damn i need a cig. well peace all hopefully everyone is havin a good christmas.

Separated At Birth
You scored as Chester (linkin Park). Chester (linkin Park)45%Shakira40%Marilyn Manson35%Michael Jackson (I bet your not pleased about that(30%Justin Timeberlake10%Separated at birth (whos you famous twin)created with QuizFarm.com

My Heart
why does love hurt so much.why is it so hard to tell that one person you love them and them not run away.why do we always fall for the guy we kno we cant have or dont have a chance with.why does love always make u do stupid things and say stupid stuff.why does it take control over you and make u do everything and anything it wants. why is it so strong. well love for me is bad cuz i always fall for the wrong guy well not really the wrong guy just the guy i kno i cant have and the guy that makes me feel so sad yet happy at the same time cuz it makes me want him even more knowing i wont ever get him and it makes me miserable and i hate how hes the first thing on my mind everyday and i hate not being able to do anything about it and i hate how perfect he is with his awesome personality and wonderful heartand the eyes that can make u do anything for him and how sweet he is and cocky at the same time i hate how he makes me feel so comfortble when i talk to him and how he makes me smile

Ill Be Back
hey everyone that talks to me just wanted to let all yall know that i have not forgotten abot you its christmas and i have a family other then the ppl om cherry tap but ill be back online more prolly after the first of the year cuz i have alotta stuff to do and Saturday is mine and Brad one year and i paln on being with him that day then there is newyears ever and newyears another one over and a new one begans so depressing but ill post pix when i get back on more we have taken alot of them over the day hope everyone has a happy christmas and a safe new yeas dont rink and drive that is just stupid love Julie,Brad and Family

Christmas
I have always liked christmas. It has always been the feeling of love and charity that has made it one of my favorites. I Like thinking that maybe during the Christmas season peoples hearts soften just a little to the mundaneness of thier lives and relationships to their fellow men. I like seeing people get out of their little zones and opening their hearts to the people around them, known or unknown. Does it matter? My answer not really. It doesn't matter whether your help comes to those you know or people half-way around the world. It doesn't matter if it is money or your time. It doesn't matter because the reason is the same. To help someone who needs it. Despite situation, class, creed, race, religion, or belief system. Christmas, because of this spirit of giving, now crosses all borders. Christmas lives in everyone whether christian or not. Because, Christmas is not a holiday. It is a spirit of humanity, and that lives in us all.

Life
The Ultimate Question!!! How can you prove that we exist? Maybe we dont exist. Are we just a part of the cycle of dreams or maybe a past life? This is the question that Scientists these days cant answer. Is it possible that we are not living at all? maybe we are dead, and we think we are alive. Be honest with yourself, What is the point of waking up, to slowly age and die that day? Day by day, we are slowly dying. Maybe we arent dying at all. Maybe we are leaving the so called "Living World" to enter another realm. Could This other realm, be without hate, war, and poverty? Could it really be peaceful on the other side? Since there is NO proof, no one can really answer this. But ask yourself one question "What is the meaning of Life?" Do you enjoy waking up, and dying slowly, just to help shape the future? This is the shit that keeps me awake at night, Not knowing what is instore for me in the future.

Merry Christmas
I wish you a merry christmas... I wish you a merry christmas... I wish you a merry christmas... And a happppppy new year My heart and soul is with all of our troops on this day..may your day be peaceful and bright To all my friends.. may you get your hearts desire My best wishes to all

Once On This Space
WELL I POSTED A BLOG ON HERE JUST A FEW MINS AGO AND THEN BAM, SOMEONE ALREADY LIKES IT,LOL WELL IF YOU HIT ME UP ON MY BLOG, IT HAS MY MESSANGER NAMES ON THEM. I ALSO FORGOT THAT I HAVE MYSPACE TOO, SO HERE IS THE LINK FOR THAT - WWW.MYSPACE.COM/NJJIGGA4LIFE. HIT ME UP THERE ALSO LET ME KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I WILL ADD YOU TO MY FRIENDS LIST. WELL, RIGHT NOW I AM IN NORFOLK, VIRGINA IN THE NAVY. I BEEN IN FOR ABOUT 12 YEARS, AND I ENJOY EVERY MIN OF IT. I LEARNED MORE IN FOUR YEARS, THEN MOST PEOPLE WOULD TAKE A LIFETIME TO GET. I KNOW ALOT OF YOU ARE AGAINST WHAT IS GOING ON IN IRAQ AND OVERSEAS, I AM IN AGREEMENT WITH YOU. BUT ANYWAY, I AM JUST RAMBLING ON. HIT ME UP ON THOSE PLACES AND WE CAN TALK MORE. IF YOU ARE IN THE AREA, LET ME KNOW AND ILL LET YOU GET MY CELL NUMBER. WELL. HOLLA AT ME!!!!

Happy Holidays
WELL THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG ON HERE, SO PLEASE BE NICE,LOL ANYWAY JUST WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A GOOD HOLIDAY SEASON AND THAT I HOPE TO SEE YOU IN THE YEAR 2007. I KNOW I PUT MY PICTURES UP LATE. I HAD TO GET THEM FROM MY CAMRERA TO THE COMPUTER, BUT I HAVE MORE COMING SO DONT WORRY,LOL. WELL I KNOW I HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS ON HERE THAT I DONT KNOW YET, BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST TO COMMENT ON EVERYONE PICTURES, BLOGS, ETC. I WILL ALSO GET MY LIST GOOD SO I KNOW WHO IS HERE JUST FOR THE SHOW AND TELL. WELL HAVE A GOOD HOLIDAY EVERYONE. OH, IF YOU WANT TO CONTACT ME, HIT ME UP AT THE FOLLOWING: YAHOO - NJJIGGA4LIFE AIM - JIGGA4LIFER MSN - NJJIGGA@HOTMAIL.COM WORK - WASHINGT@DDG55.NAVY.MIL WELL HAVE A GOOD HOLIDAY AND HOPE TO SEE YOU NEXT YEAR. HOLLA AT ME!!!

Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas to all! Hope everyone has a safe Christmas and don't forget the ones that have giving us the freedom to have a safe Christmas, Support and pray for our troops! Merrry Christmas, Keith

Merry Christmas
hey all just wanted to take the time and wish each and everyone of you a very merry christmas and i hope 2007 is better than 2006. So be safe and enjoy your time with your family and peace and love from me to all of you. p.s. dad i miss you alot happy b-day pop you would have been 75 today.

Human Perfection
Human perfection means FREEDOM. And there is no freedom without detachment--detachment from all that is not God. Detachment is NOT a flight from the world, nor a disinclination to creatures, nor a safe non-committalism. It is, rather, a DARING, solicitous, WARM-hearted, UN-selfish LOVE OF EVERYTHING. Detachment does not mean that you love nothing but God; it means that you love ALL IN GOD--the manifold in the ONE. It does not mean that you learn to love creatures less and less,, it means that you learn to love them more and more--but self-LessLy, as part of your VAST, undivided love of God. GOD BLESS ALL GOD'S CREATURES ON THIS DAY! PLEASE; GIVE PEACE A CHANCE!! Brightest Blessings,

One Of My Fave Songs By Lacuna Coil
Want to get closer, in too deep Where there is something I wish for I'll go through Want to get closer into you No hell to discover I've got it all inside myself Salvation you have preached is gone No way, you can't turn it around Looking for a higher ground Searching for this something missed before From a higher ground Will I fall in a right direction? (Higher, searching for more) Falling apart There's nothing real That will convince me to change but I'll go through Want to get closer into you No hell to discover There is just nothing to betray Salvation you have preached is gone No way, you can't turn it around Looking for a higher ground Searching for this something missed before From a higher ground Will I fall in a right direction? (Higher, searching for more) Looking for a higher ground Searching for this something missed before From a higher ground Will I fall in a right direction? (Higher, searching for more) Looking for a higher ground

Hey Everyone
ok everyone i need 330 comments for my contest and if everyone will come and help then i know i can win this thing.... Please and remember if you ever need my help all you have to do is ask...thanx to everyone who comes and helps me out...

Worse Christmas Ever
This is the worse Christmas ever. It's rainin' and earlier this mornin', I think I've lost both my best-friend & boyfriend. I don't really remember any of it, but I knew I went cryin' to bed. Could it get any worse ? - Actually, I hope it won't. I hope I know I have those two special people back in my life.

Thanks Guy....
Just like to say a BIG thanks to all my homies out there....if it wasnt for you guys today i probly wouldnt be sat here at home....You guys mean the world to me...LOVE YOU ALL LONG TIME!!!! So yeah its my first christmas without my dad...its so hard....i was ment to spend this christmas with him...so yeah it sucks..... I want my face paint!.....fuck it...im watching house of 1000 courpses...peace out... xxx

A Poem For You
Christ is what Christmas is all about, But so many people leave hin out. They rush and they scurry here and there, not giving the time for others to share. Though he most important is left out, Christ, is what Christmas is all about. Merry Christmas Everyone!

My Sweet Thing
Sweet Thing (Vs.1) I will love you anyway even if you can not stay I think you are the one for me here is where you want to be I just want to satisfy 'ya you're not mine and I can't deny it don't you hear me talkin' baby love me now or I'll go crazy (Chorus) Whoa, Sweet thang don't 'ya know you're my everythang Whoa, Sweet thang don't 'ya know you're my everythang Yes you are (Vs.2) I wish you were my lover but 'ya act so undercover Love 'ya child my whole life long is be right or be wrong I'm only what 'ya make me, baby don't walk away, don't be so shady don't want your mind, don't want your money These words I say, they may sound funny but... (Chorus) (Bridge) You are my heat, you are my fire you make me weak with soft desire Love 'ya child my whole life long is be right or be wrong I just want to satisfy 'ya 'cause you're not mine, I can't deny it Don't 'ya hear me talking baby Love me now or I'll go crazy (You're my heat, you are m

Car Crash
when i left work i was going a little fast trying to get to my foster parents to do christmas and there was some ice i didnt see. i was hitting the breaks to come around a corner and hit some ice spinning out. i swerved into the other lane and then into the ditch and over the other side. luckily i stopped before hitting a tree. during the middle of it i thought im gonna die and i was almost happy in one sense because sometimes when im driving i imagine myself just swirving into another car or a tree. i was half scared half glad i think. i had to back out of the ditch and back onto the road and then my car wouldnt start it took 5 or 10 minutes to get it started which worried me cuz i didnt have a working cell phone with me. i got a bunch of dishes which is fine tho i already have way too many/ its only me i dont have a family and im never going to. its always going to just be me. not to sound negative but im feeling emotional and negative now. i was in a good mood when i left work no

Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas Everyone My Christmas greetings I convey For it's that time of the year As I reach out around the world With a heart warming cheer Wishing you joy andhappiness Upon a brightly shining star I bestow a thank you message To my friends near and far As you all mean so much to me It matters not how far apart As love flies on wings of a dove In my special heart to heart Reminiscing back over the year Blessings I count one by one To each friend across the miles Merry Christmas to everyone

It Never Fails.
ever since I started working in retail (3yrs ago & this is my 4th xmas season) I have been sick xmas day. & let me tell ya im getting sick, it never fails. some yrs it was worse then this, at least i just have that annoying cough right now.

Greetings, One And All!
To those who can deal with it, Merry Christmas!! I was raised in a household that lived for the Holiday season. Up until the last 5 years, I always enjoyed the festivities! I'm working really hard at simplifying my life, not an easy task with this many males around, lol. Packrats, one and all!! The celebration at my parent's house today will be a little quieter than usual. My Dad will be having heart surgery to repair a torn valve some time this next week. He should do just fine. He's in great shape, lol! On January 1, my sister Carol is going to Hawaii for 2 months. The Universe if working in her life, too. She will be living in a Community that has no indoor plumbing. She'll be on a raw foods diet. And she will be living with her new significant other! For her, this is quite a leap of faith!!! My parents are hysterical, but she has stuck to her guns. I support this adventure with all my heart, naturally! But I will miss my little sister very much! Not that little, she's 3 year

What Would Journey Do?
WHAT WOULD JOURNEY DO? by Bill Wasik, originally published in the Sept. 24, 1998, issue of The Weekly Week, a humor magazine published in Somerville MA You've all seen the "W.W.J.D." bracelets and T-shirts that remind teens and adults alike about a good rule of thumb for living a holy life. Many, however, ask themselves these questions: Does Journey know about my battles with the enemy of my soul? Do they understand the fierce temptations that challenge me? Do they have any clue what I am going through -- the sorrow, the sadness, the depression that overflow my cup? I've been betrayed by a friend, a lover, someone very dear -- does Journey understand? I am here today to tell you that Journey DOES understand. Because, my friend, Journey has been there before. SITUATION ONE Gregg and Heather have a picture-perfect marriage. The two are young and wildly successful -- Heather is a bank-credit analyst, Gregg a top loafer salesman at a department store. But Heather's job requi

12-25-06
First off, Merry Christmas to everyone on Tap! Just started prepping my dinner, and Olive stuffed leg of lamb with fresh herbs, kalamata olives, garlic, an lemon juice! Its in the fridge marinating in a yogurt marinade w/ mint & rosemary right now! Later as an appetizer Ill be sauteeing up some jumbo shrimp in butter an oil toss in some more olives and whole habenero peppers to give it a kick as well as a slight fruitiness to it, add some lime juice an deglaze with Reisling wine for a sauce! Having mashed sweet taters w/ capers and some cheesy asparagus to match the lamb as well! Damn I love cooking things like this...I can't wait to taste it but Im even more pumped to make it!!!

The Dash
The Dash I READ OF A MAN WHO STOOD TO SPEAK AT THE FUNERAL OF A FRIEND HE REFERRED TO THE DATES ON HIS FRIENDS TOMBSTONE FROM THE BEGINNING….TO THE END HE NOTED THAT FIRST CAME THE DATE OF BIRTH AND SPOKE THE FOLLOWING DATE WITH TEARS, BUT SAID WHAT MATTERED MOST OF ALL WAS THE “DASH” BETWEEN THOSE YEARS. FOR THE DASH REPRESENTS ALL THE TIME THAT HIS FRIEND SPENT ALIVE ON EARTH…. AND NOW ONLY THOSE WHO LOVED HIS FRIEND KNOW WHAT THAT LITTLE “LINE” IS WORTH. FOR IT MATTERS NOT HOW MUCH WE OWN; THE CARS, THE HOUSE, THE CASH, WHAT MATTERS IS HOW WE LIVE AND LOVE AND HOW WE SPEND OUR “DASH”. SO THINK ABOUT THIS LONG AND HARD…. ARE THERE THINGS YOU’D LIKE TO CHANGE? FOR YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH TIME IS LEFT, THAT CAN STILL BE REARRANGED. IF WE COULD JUST SLOW DOWN ENOUGH TO CONSIDER WHAT’S TRUE AND REAL, AND ALWAYS TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE WAY OTHER PEOPLE FEEL. AND BE LESS QUICK TO ANGER, AND SHOW APPRECIATION MORE AND LOVE THE PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES LIKE

Her Last Breath
Dark Fantasy, rape,Death Toweling herself off, Lindsay stepped from the shower and stood in front of the full-length mirror mounted on the wall. Using a fresh towel wrap her damp shoulder-length brown hair in, she gazed into the mirror. “God I look like shit!” Lindsay silently exclaimed to herself. In reality, Lindsay was strikingly beautiful. Now working on her second year of post-graduate studies, this 23 year-olds’ body was stunning. Standing exactly five feet tall, she weighed a petite yet muscular 95 pounds. Raising her perfectly toned arm to her face, Lindsay used her delicate fingers to stretch the skin next to her eye, attempting to smooth out barely noticeable wrinkles forming around her eyes. Taking a deep breath, she again spoke aloud, “I really gotta stop these long ass days!” referring to the full class load and part-time job she worked. As her mind raced through the litany of chores and Christmas shopping awaiting her tomorrow, she slowly blotted her delicate

The Jade Empire
just finished this one last night. the jade empire on the x box. it is an RPG (role playing game). it is set long ago in china, hence the name. it is set in the style where you are looking over your charaters sholder for most of it and changes just a little when you go into a fight. the game has a good story line for the main quest and plenty of side quests to keep you busy. there are also some "mini games" that you are flying and shooting. the fighting in the game isnt nearly as in-depth as the fighting in the jeti knight games, but still fun. there are quite a few styles to collect, use, and upgrade. the styles are seperated into a few catagories, martal, weapon, suport, magic, and transformation. i dont think i need to explain most of these but ill give a quick overview of what goes on. with all of these there are three things that you can upgrade. one is the speed, second is what it costs (for martal is it bonus damage), third is damage. all three things have five upgrade

Chirstmas
DO YOU REAL LIKE XMAS OR YOU JUST IN IT FOR THE GIFT BUT DO YOU KNOW THE ONE THAT WE SUPPOSE TO BE GIVEN GIFT TOO OR MORE THEN THAT PRAISE I THANK WE AND HIS DAD EVERY DAY FOR MY GIFT& THAT IS SEEING ANOTHER DAY THAT IS THE BEST GIFT OF ALL JAMES BROWN (NOT TRY TO DIS ) BUT I 'M SURE HW WOULD HAVE LOVE THAT GIFT TODAY SO PLZ BE THANHKFUL TODAY AND ANY DAY AND THANK HIM AND HIS FATHER HAVE A HAPPY HOLIDAY AND I LOVE YOU ALL BLESSINGS TO YOU!!!!!!

God Works In Mysterious Ways!
The brand new pastor and his wife, newly assigned to their first ministry, to reopen a church in suburban Brooklyn, arrived in early October excited about their opportunities. When they saw their church, it was very run down and needed much work. They set a goal to have everything done in time to have their first service on Christmas Eve. They worked hard, repairing pews, plastering walls, painting, etc., and on Dec 18 were ahead of schedule and just about finished. On Dec. 19 a terrible tempest - a driving rainstorm hit the area and lasted for two days. On the 21st, the pastor went over to the church. His heart sunk when he saw that the roof had leaked, causing a large area of plaster about 6 feet by 8 feet to fall off the front wall of the sanctuary just behind the pulpit, beginning about head high. The pastor cleaned up the mess on the floor, and not knowing what else to do but postpone the Christmas Eve service, headed home. On the way he noticed that a local business was havin

Please Read...
i have been on here for a little over a month now and have noticed alot of people that whine, talk alot of shit, and then i noticed people that are real... on that note, if ur in my friends list and have any problems with the military in any kind of way, then please feel free to delete urself from my list. i do not have time for the BS!!!! i just read and reposted a bulletin that made me disgusted... so if u hate the way our military is run, who it is runned by, or just our military in general, do us all a favor by disappearing! and if u think u can do what i do everyday, then by all means, switch places with me!!! i could use a break!!!!! thank u to all those who support us and have been there with us through this whole war and past wars and conflicts!!!! we love u guyz!!! ~hugz to my family, friends, and fans that are real~

Why God Made Moms!!!
This is just so cute. Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you Your mother & not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like

Nsfw Pics...
this is a bulletin i just posted, sinz i know alot of people dont read my bulletins: sorry guyz, but i deleted my NSFW folder last night... way too many were asking to see it. i guess they couldnt read! also, i have a man so please quit asking if u can sleep with me or if i wanna play, etc... kisses to my true friends on here! sarah ~now if u wanna delete me cuz of this, then be my guest. it just shows me who my real friends are and who wuz adding me just to see my pics...

Christmas And You
Christmas is such a wonderful time, To be shared by one and all. With the beautiful lights all aglow, And a backdrop of beautiful snow… Christmas is the special time of year To spend with the people you love. Caring, sharing and keeping them near And giving thanks to the Lord above… What makes my Christmas’s so special? Are the moments I spend with you. The special love we feel for each other, Make all my Christmas wishes come true... So have a very merry Christmas, And a happy New Year too! Two of my very favorite things, Would be a Merry Christmas and you!

This Is Too Funny
This has got to be one of the funniest I've heard of in a long time. I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired. This is a true story from the WordPerfect Help line which was transcribed from a recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say, the Help Desk employee was fired. However, he is currently suing the WordPerfect organization for "Termination without Cause." This is the actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee (now I know why they record these conversations) "Rich Hall computer assistance; may I help you?" "Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect. " "What sort of trouble?" "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away." "Went away?" "They disappeared. " "Hmmm. So what does your screen look like now?" "Nothing." "Nothing?" "It's a blank; it won' t accept anything when I type." "Are you still in WordPerfect, or did you get out?" "How do I tell?" "Can you

Men Strike Back
How many men does it take to open a beer ? None. It should be opened when she brings it ------------ --------- - ------------ --------- --------- --------- ------ Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- -- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. - ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------ --------- ------ ------------ --------- --- ------------ ---- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - Why do men fart more than w

Blond Degrees
Blond Degrees FIRST DEGREE A married couple was asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The wife (undoubtedly blonde), picked up the phone, listened a moment and said, "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife said, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is really angry. She opens her purse

Carnation Milk
Carnation Milk A little old lady from Wisconsin had worked in and around her family dairy farms since she was old enough to walk, with hours of hard work and little compensation. When canned Carnation Milk became available in grocery stores in the 1940's, she read an advertisement offering $5,000 for the best slogan. The company wanted a rhyme beginning with "Carnation Milk is best of all...." She though to herself, I know all about milk and dairy farms ... I can do this! & lt; BR>She sent in her entry, and about a week later, a black limo drove up in front of her house .. a man got out and said, "Carnation LOVED your entry so much, we are here to award you $2,000, even though we will not be able to use it..." Here is her entry:

True Love
The way the heart feels,the way your skin crawls or the way you look into each others eyes... when does one realy know the true feeling of love?You feel so close to the one you keep near and dear to your heart.The passion between you,the sweet tender devine kisses....even the way you make love. Love is where to soul mates,two loved ones connect through inner and outer spirit with the warmest feelings for one another. When you touch her...your heart starts starts to pound fasterand your breathing becomes deeper.Like a complete shut down from the world arround you....The kiss that feels so loveley and soft against her lips.The whisper of romantic words into her heart through her ears.The smell of her hair,her perfume her whole self just like she is next to you.The warmth overwelms the two of you and the connection that you both have is like completely inseperable.When she is not near...you just close your eyes and she wil be with you.True love,when does one realy know?The answer is in

Warm Feelings
Everything is cold and while outside winter brought the beautifull white satin that makes everything glitter in the moonlight. inside the cabin next to the lake there is a fire burning. they sit with warm haerted feelings and holding each other so tight. the crackling sound of wood turning into warm fire fils their words of love while he is kissing her softly.Their breathing becomes warmer and deeper as for he kisses her softlydown her neck.Hes hands softly takes of her warm clothes,and her naked top of her body glows because of the fire.He looks into her eyes and they both gentlyreach for each other.Softly hes handstouches her body.Hes hands moves with passion and devotion over her as he pulls her near.They softly kiss and they go into a moment where everything just seems to be so unstoppable.Outside.....nature is calm and yet the romantic moon looks down on the lake.the trees glitter in their white satin coats.And nature hears the last words of a couple so in love with aech other.

Merry Christmas!!
I am thankful every single day of my life for Jesus Christ dying for my sins... I am thankful for the person who created this FANTASTIC forum that attracts so many nice people... I am thankful for the job I have even though I am on vacation and was called at 11pm Christmas Eve and ordered to work today... I am thankful for the friends and family that will stop over today for dinner and say "Where's Tom?" To each of you who I have called friend and even more so those I am a fan of.... May God Bless You and Your family and it is my prayer you are all able to gather again a year from now AGAIN to celebrate the birthday of Jesus Christ - the Messiah!! Love Tom... p.s. If you expected to get a giggle and a laugh just go read some of my other posts... :)

Birthday Tomorrow
I just joined tonight so this would be my first blog. I love typing so its an absolute pleasure to type on here. Well today i had a wonderful christmas even tho i knew what my presents were two days ealier. I got a plasma tv, a flat screen pc, a webcam and a microphone italian bag. And tomorrow is m 22nd birthday. Pretty excited but not at the same time as my paents forgot my birthday last yr so i dont know what to expect this time lol

Random Survey Says!-
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Mel (Just Mel) Christine Anderson- Guthrie Birthday: Feb 24th Birthplace: Bremerton Wa. Current Location: Chicago IL Eye Color: Green Hair Color: umm this month/ irish red and black streaked Height: 5'4- ish Right Handed or Left Handed: ambidextrious- Righty primarily :P Your Heritage: Alaskan native norwegian italian romani irish The Shoes You Wore Today: Sketchers Your Weakness: Starbucks- a place right behind my ear :P Your Fears: Flying in big planes- Bridges, falling through street grates,elevators- fire ants Your Perfect Pizza: Hawaiian Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Moving home to seattle Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol :p Thoughts First Waking Up: fuck (not in the good sense haha) Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes Your Bedtime: anytime in the wee hours of the morning Your Most Missed Memory: what? Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: neither Single or Group Dates: sing

Merry Bloody Xmas! Now Get A Hobby!
Okay I'm bored, depressed and annoyed because it's xmas, everyone is gonna keep to their own families, the 36 pint polypin of beer isn't ready to drink yet as it wasn't made bright, the atmosphere is screaming at me, I want this day to end... Why celebrate the birthday of someone who brought misery and oppression to people by creating an organised religion anyway? Can't you people all get a fucking hobby???

Forms Of Forward Motion
You survive at a dead run, everything behind you, a wake of debris, it falls behind you. Shark, forward motion controls, the past is the ocean behind. Go, GO! Keep going and leave the past in its own ruin. It can't affect you can it?

Honoring Sgt, Brennan C. Gibson 12/26 - 12/28
Anyone wishing to honor Flamewalker's nephew Sgt. Brennan C. Gibson... I have made up a tag that will be open to rip on the morning of 12/26 for everyone to use as your primary. I like to ask that everyone to use it until the 28th... I will send out a bulletin on the 26th with the link thanks everyone Fireman

Never Lie To Mom
John invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the meal, his mother couldn't help but noticing how beautiful John's room-mate was. She had long been suspicious of a relationship between John and his room-mate, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between John and his room-mate than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, John volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Julie and I are just room-mates." About a week later, Julie came to John saying, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" John said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll write her a letter just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: "Dear Mother, I'm not saying that you 'did' take the gravy ladle from my house, I'm not saying that you 'did not' take the gravy ladle but the fact remains th

Careful
There was no other option Than going forward - all the way Taking breathing all the shit they say And deal with it - so smile I wished for somebody to stick I´m searching for an honest deal Not some fun for just a little while So I try everything.. and think Most happenings are futile Most people bring frustration Lay their burden on my soul And expect me to carry it Alone. Without an explanation To why or what and when or where I´d like to see somebody care Or I just might go mad.. I´m smart - not stupid Can you realise I lost it The love and care I sometimes had.. There was always something more important Behaving like a normal adult Is just really hard - you know? For I found the right control But I´m too scared to show For if I do - would it matter? Would the walls come down and shatter? I´m looking for an honest deal Someone who´s careful With the things, I feel..

Guy Talk Translated
"I'M GOING FISHING" Translated: "I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Translated: "I have no idea how it works." "I WAS LISTENING TO YOU. IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND." Translated: "I was wondering if that redhead over there is wearing a bra." "TAKE A BREAK HONEY, YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD." Translated: "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." Translated: "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." Translated: "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop', the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the vehicle identification numbers of every car I've ever owned, but I forgot your birthday." "I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU, AND GOT YOU THESE ROSES." Translated: "The girl selling them on the corner was a real babe." "HEY, I'VE GOT MY REASONS FOR WHAT I'M DOING." Translat

Husband Isn't Mr. Fix-it
A man and his wife got up for work one morning and the wife said, "Honey, the refrigerator needs fixing." The man said, "Do I look like the Maytag repair man?" Then she said, "The car also needs fixing." "Do I look like Mr. Goodwrench?" So the man went on to work, and when he finally got home, his wife said, "Oh I got the car and the refrigerator fixed. The man next door fixed them." The man said, "Well, how much did he charge?" "Well," she said, "He said I can either sleep with him or bake him a cake." "Did you bake him a cake?" "Do I look like Betty Crocker?"

Change Of Spring To Winter..
It’s the change of spring to winter When red roses turn in to white Love and peace become one When snow covers up the leaves this night All the little lights outside, somehow brings a feeling in the air missing belongings, persons who died In our hearts, every one is there Go on and beg for mercy for acting bad, and being untrue Cause when the snow starts falling The lord will forgive you This are the days with the persons you love Your heart is bumping out off your chest Yes, life goes on after Christmas But please enjoy it while it lasts

R.i.p. James Brown
James Brown dies after being hospitalized with pneumonia • Agent says it is unclear what 73-year-old singer died of • Death ends revolutionary career at forefront of funk and disco Adjust font size: Decrease fontDecrease font Enlarge fontEnlarge font ATLANTA, Georgia (AP) -- James Brown, the dynamic, pompadoured "Godfather of Soul," whose rasping vocals and revolutionary rhythms made him a founder of rap, funk and disco as well, died early Monday, his agent said. He was 73. Brown was hospitalized with pneumonia at Emory Crawford Long Hospital on Sunday and died around 1:45 a.m. Monday, said his agent, Frank Copsidas of Intrigue Music. Longtime friend Charles Bobbit was by his side, he said. Copsidas said Brown's family was being notified of his death and that the cause was still uncertain. "We really don't know at this point what he died of," he said. Along with Elvis Presley, Bob Dylan and a handful of others, Brown was one of the major musical influences of the past

Talking Frog
A man was crossing a road one day when a frog called out to him and said, "If you kiss me, I'll turn into a beautiful princess." He bent over, picked up the frog, and put it in his pocket. The frog spoke up again and said, "If you kiss me and turn me back into a beautiful princess, I will be your loving companion for an entire week." The man took the frog out of his pocket, smiled at it, and returned it to his pocket. The frog then cried out, "If you kiss me and turn me back into a princess, I'll stay with you for a year and do ANYTHING you want." Again the man took the frog out, smiled at it, and put it back into his pocket. Finally, the frog asked, "What is the matter? I've told you I'm a beautiful princess, that I'll stay with you for a year and do anything you want. Why won't you kiss me?" The man said, "Look, I'm a Software Engineer. I don't have time for a girlfriend, but a talking frog is cool."

Christmas Greetings
BENEDICT XVI MEETS ROMAN CURIA FOR CHRISTMAS GREETINGS VATICAN CITY, DEC 22, 2006 (VIS) - This morning in the Clementine Hall, the Holy Father held his traditional meeting with cardinals, archbishops, bishops and members of the Roman Curia, for the exchange of Christmas greetings. At the beginning of his address to them, the Pope affirmed how "the year that is coming to an end," leaves us "with the profound impression of the war that took place near the Holy Land and, more generally, of the danger of a clash between cultures and religions, a danger still threateningly present at this moment in history. The question of the roads to peace has thus become a challenge of vital importance." Recalling his apostolic trip to Poland in May, Benedict XVI described his "debt of gratitude" for everything that John Paul II gave, "both to me personally and, above all, to the Church and the world. His greatest gift to all of us was his unshakeable faith and the radicalism of his devotion.

F-a-m-i-l-y
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye! .. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

A Dictionary For Women
Argument (ar*gyu*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet. Airhead (ayr*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman. Bar-be-que (bar*bi*cue) n. You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up, but, he, "made the dinner." Blonde jokes (blond joks) n. Jokes that are short so men can understand them. Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n. Gotta get married in a church. Clothes dryer (kloze dri*yer) n. An appliance designed to eat socks. Diet Soda (dy*it so*da) n. A drink you buy at a convenience store to go with a half pound bag of peanut M&Ms. Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n. The last two minutes of a football game. Exercise (ex*er*siz) v. To walk up and down a mall, occasionally resting to make a purchase. Grocery List (grow*ser*ee list) n. What you spend half an hour writing, then forget to take with you to the store.

Wedding Rehearsal
During the wedding rehearsal, the groom approached the pastor with an unusual offer. "Look, I'll give you $100 if you'll change the wedding vows. When you get to me and the part where I'm to promise to 'love, honor and obey' and 'forsaking all others, be faithful to her forever,' I'd appreciate it if you'd just leave that part out." He passed the minister a $100 bill and walked away satisfied. It is now the day of the wedding, and the bride and groom have moved to that part of the ceremony where the vows are exchanged. When it comes time for the groom's vows, the pastor looks the young man in the eye and says: "Will you promise to prostrate yourself before her, obey her every command and wish, serve her breakfast in bed every morning of your life and swear eternally before God and your lovely wife that you will not ever even look at another woman, as long as you both shall live?" The groom gulped and looked around, and said in a tiny voice, "Yes." The groom leaned toward th

Wishing All Out There The Best In Da World
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com WISHING ALL OF THE CHERRY PEOPLE AND THERE FAMILY THE GREATEST OF HOLIDAYS, AND THE SAFEST. HAPPY HOLIDAYS FROM JOKER.. WITH THE GREATEST OF GIFTS THAT ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR WE HAVE ALL RECEIVED OURS AND THAT IS THE LOVE AND COMPANIONSHIP OF OUR FAMILYS AND LOVED ONES. NOTHING GREATER COULD EVER COME BEFORE THAT.. MY LOVE, HONOR, RESPECT, AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO ALL OF YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES. HAPPY HOLIDAY... JOKER 12-25-06 Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Merry Christmas!!
The powers that be on CT have left many of us Christmas presents under the tree. Don't forget to check in and get yours today. I believe that there is a time frame that the presents are only available!! Enjoy -- and be sure to thank them for their generosity!! Kat

Eight Words With Two Meanings
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female..... Any part under a car's hood. Male.... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female...... The greatest expression of

Yeah, This Says It All
"The Coldest Rain" - Diecast Alone again Haunted by all your shadows And memories Coldest rain Hides emotions that are pouring From me to you Crazy again Forced to face all truth And exist And exist All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life Leave this life And I be gone The torturing That I put myself through within Won't end Dying within Cracking up, breaking down Down to nothing All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life Leave this life And I be gone Oh, oh, oh I carry on alone Knowing that my dignity is gone. If I kept it all away, You'd still be mine today But inside I'd be hollow All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life Leave this life And I be gone Then you walked away With nothing more to say I never felt this helpless This helpless… Before You couldn't carry on I guess you had enough You made your choice You made your choice And now you fade away The coldest rain Hides emotions t

For My Son, Aidan
"Best I Am" - Flaw Long. I`ve Been Running away for far too long Afraid of what Afraid of what I know is soon to come I may not be much of an example right now But I can give you all of my knowledge on how to get along in this place right now all I can say [Chorus] Is that I will do the best that I can to be a good example of man I know one day that You`ll understand you deserve the best that I am you deserve the best that I am It`s So hard so hard to think about when I was child so angry at life I blamed the world for such a long long time But Things happened so quickly some people just go I needed answers to heal me I wanted to know how to get by and now its my turn to say [chorus] This is all for you everything in this world everything in my world everything in your world things wont always go right in this life theres always changes we`ll make it [Chorus]

Naughty Or Nice ??
HAVE YOU BEEN NAUGHTY OR NICE THIS YEAR? CHECK YOURSELF AGAINST SANTA'S HANDY CHART !! NICE: 1. Giving Santa some cookies 2. Calling your Mom 3. Getting Dad's slippers for him 4. Opening a door for a woman 5. Bake cookies for the less fortunate 6. Helping an old lady across the street 7. Taking chicken soup to a sick friend 8. Making a donation to a charity NAUGHTY: 1. Giving Santa some bourbon 2. Calling your mom collect 3. Telling Dad to get his own damn slippers 4. Opening a door for a woman, then sneaking a peek at her butt 5. Play hooky with the less fortunate 6. Crossing in front of an old lady in the street 7. Giving avian flu to a sick friend 8. Making a donation to Tom Delay NAUGHTIEST: 1. Giving Santa the finger 2. Calling your mom for phone sex 3. Leaving a steaming present in Dad's slippers 4. Opening a door for a woman, then demanding sex in return 5. Make dookie on the less fortunate 6. Giving an old lady a piggyback ride in the middle of a

How To Be Politically Correct In America!
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore . HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES A

Soul 'godfather' James Brown Dies
ATLANTA, Georgia (AP) -- James Brown, the dynamic, pompadoured "Godfather of Soul," whose rasping vocals and revolutionary rhythms made him a founder of rap, funk and disco as well, died early Monday, his agent said. He was 73. Brown was hospitalized with pneumonia at Emory Crawford Long Hospital on Sunday and died around 1:45 a.m. Monday, said his agent, Frank Copsidas of Intrigue Music. Longtime friend Charles Bobbit was by his side, he said. Copsidas said Brown's family was being notified of his death and that the cause was still uncertain. "We really don't know at this point what he died of," he said. Along with Elvis Presley, Bob Dylan and a handful of others, Brown was one of the major musical influences of the past 50 years. At least one generation idolized him, and sometimes openly copied him. His rapid-footed dancing inspired Mick Jagger and Michael Jackson among others. Songs such as David Bowie's "Fame," Prince's "Kiss," George Clinton's "Atomic Dog" and Sly and the

How Do You Measure Life???
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So.........

Map Of Bones
i guess ill start this part with the last book i finished, Map of Bones. its the first book i have read from James Rollins. i dont know if many of you have read any of his work in the past but i dont think i had ever heard of him. let me apoligise befor i go any further because i have never writen book reviews befor, and my mind runs in every direction so im shure this will be scatered but try to stick with me. the back of the book tells the begining of the story, with a group of monks entering a church and under gunfire they steal the bones of the magi. i dont want to give to mutch away but the auther does a great job of keeping the story moveing the whole book and perfectly blends history, religion, and action is this work. one of the reviews of it describes it as dan brown (the davinci code and angels and demons) meets tom clancy (hunt for red october, sum of all fears, rainbow six) one of the things i like best about this auther is that he uses alot of science, act

Ode To The Nice Guys
Ode to the Nice Guys This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girls every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their dr

Merry-go-round
We can't have what we want. We don't want what we have. We live inside the lives we have, looking out at others living the lives we want while they're looking at us wishing that they had ours. The love we have doesn't keep us warm at night while the hot love we crave keeps us searching as the love that waits for us grows cold and distant. And by the time we figure out that what we had was what we truly wanted, it's no longer ours. What the fuck is wrong with us? Why can't we be happy? He loves me and I love you but you love her and she couldn't care less. He gives up, I get you, you still want her, she still couldn't care less and now I'm wondering why I wasted my time on you. I walk away, you follow. Now she's following you because you don't want her any more so she's started wondering why. I tell you I love you, you fuck her, she's not at all what you thought you wanted, I find out, you tell me Baby, I love you. I say fuck you. She wants you, you love me, I hate you and h

Rapture: Parts 1 - 4
This is a short story/novella/novel/graphic novel in progress. Rapture Part 1: And in a second, she was upon me. Her teeth teasing my neck, her hot breath drawing my blood to the surface. And I waited. Waited to feel the first slice of pain as the tender skin was pierced by the razors that were her teeth. I felt not unlike a virgin being bedded by her first lover. The desire, the need for the act, the violation. Awaiting the rapture that was promised me if I would but submit to her need and bear the pain that it would inflict. Her bloodlust. A promise that was whispered then screamed. The fear heightened my senses, my excitement. I felt the tension upon my skin increase. I sighed. My eyes closed. And still I waited. Her mouth closed slightly--her lips caressed my inflamed skin. A single moan escaped my lips. The maidenhead of my mortality was being taken--slowly, painfully, maddeningly, blissfully. And then her teeth broke thru my skin's resistance and I was hers. All

The Day Of Christmas...
A Muppet Christmas Carol; Jingle All The Way; National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation; Die Hard; Die Hard 2; Bad Santa; The Santa Clause; It's A Wonderful Life; White Christmas; The Polar Express; Scrooged; Home Alone; The Nightmare Before Christmas ...and apart from unfortunate things like the absence of: Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer; The Little Drummer Boy; Frosty The Snowman; Santa Claus Is Comin' To Town; Dr Suess' How The Grinch Stole Christmas; and other 1960's-1970's Christmas staples... It's a GOOD time of year.

"lithium"
"Lithium-don't want to lock me up inside lithium-don't want to forget how it feels without lithium-I want to stay in love with my sorrow oh but God I want to let it go Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show never wanted it to be so cold just didn't drink enough to say you love me I can't hold on to me wonder what's wrong with me Lithium-don't want to lock me up inside lithium-don't want to forget how it feels without lithium-I want to stay in love with my sorrow Don't want to let it lay me down this time drown my will to fly here in the darkness I know myself can't break free until I let go let me go Darling, I forgive you after all anything is better than to be alone and in the end I guess I had to fall always find m

Wishing All A Merry Christmas
well here it is christmas day.im wishing everyone safe passage for those on trips and to my friends a very special christmas chear and to everyone on cherrytap,MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A PROSPOROUSE NEW YEAR.well ive been gone for the last three and a half days and cannt wait to get home.ive seen alot of things on this trip that have made me rethink christmas.we all have things to be thankful for,reguardless of any bad things we have had to endure over the years.we have each other for one.we have life,many have lost it just over the holidays like the man who killed his family then committed suicide or the young couple shot down in a mistaken drug deal.yes those of us here have alot,sometimes you just have to take inventory.i know we have some haters on this site,i feel sorry for them.we must remember,especially on this day,just what love and sacrifise means.there have been people spreading things about others on this site,even going as far as to email peoples friends.this has got to stop.i

Erotic Thoughts-
I FEEL YOU YA KNOW,...IM MEMORIZING EVERYTHING,YOUR LIPS,YOUR TONGUE,YOUR LARGE DICK THAT I WANTA FEEL SO BADLY INSIDE OF ME,...WHAT IF WE WENT TO A CLUB AND WE WERE SO TURNED ON,..WOULD U SHOW ME BABY,..WOULD U DO ME BEHIND THE CLUB JUST BECAUSE WE WANTED IT THEN,..URE SO FUCKING HOT!,..PUT YOUR SNAKE LIKE TONGUE TO MY MOUTH ,..MMMM' FUCK URE GOOD' I WANTA DO SO MUCH 2 U,...PUT YOUR HAND 2 MY THROAT.I FEEL MY PUSSYS GETTING WET,O NO,I DONT DOUBT YOU COULD MAKE ME CUM BY CHOKING ME,..SO WAT R U WAITING FOR,...SQUEEZE----------NOW WHAT DO I DO FOR MY SEXY,...DO YOU LIKE TO BE WHIPPED BABY!,CAN U HANDLE ME,...UP AGAINEST THE WALL AND DROP THOSE JEANS NOW!,..THATS RIGHT BABY,.""PLAY THE GAME"",..ONLY NOW ITS MY TURN!!,...ILL BE CAREFUL NOT TO DRAW BLOOD,.MUCH;;;

My Christmas Wish For You
My Christmas wish for you, my friend Is not a simple one For I wish you hope and joy and peace Days filled with warmth and sun I wish you love and friendship too Throughout the coming year Lots of laughter and happiness To fill your world with cheer May you count your blessings, one by one And when totaled by the lot May you find all you've been given To be more than what you sought May your journeys be short, your burdens light May your spirit never grow old May all your clouds have silver linings And your rainbows pots of gold I wish this all and so much more May all your dreams come true May you have a Merry Christmas friend And a happy New Year, too .. We wish you a merry Christmas :)

I Just Read It On Yahoo News...
James Brown, One of the major musical icons has just left this world at the age of 73. Even if you put a lighter up, pour some beer, flash some titties-- whatever or just a moment of silence considering a lot of people in music today like micheal jackson to prince were influenced be him... not to mention most of your hip-hop and pop artists. So feel free to say, share or add (please be resonible) what you feel since I would consider that a lot of people do have some music that was due somewhat in part to him... think of this as an internet torch for James Brown. Thank you... Steve

These Guys Deserve Our Love!!!
Thanks to all the great people who work here so the rest of us can have fun here!!!! hugs and kisses guys and gals!!! you are the best!!! Merry Christmas!! and hope the coming year is full of joy and love, and lots of Cherrys!!!

Fucken Stupid People
It makes me laugh when people think you are stupid and it really turns out that they are the idiots. Like I don't understand why a guy that says he loves you turns around and to another woman stabs you in the back and even if it was just venting the things said should have never been said. What makes it even worse is this girl he said it to is suppose to be your friend too. And then to think they both think you wont find out about.How stupid do they think I am? Well I am going to let things go try to forgive and forget and see where this bump in the road takes us. just remeber when someone thinks you stupid or clueless it is really them!

A Waste Of Ink
I used to be so pure. Fresh as a sheet of paper. You wrote upon me such sweet words. Filled me up with promises and dreams. Then in one swift movement, you decided I wasn't good enough. Crumbled and tossed away. You never even gave a second glance.

For U Moma,...i Luv U!!!
O MOMA,ITS BEEN NEARLY A YEAR NOW WHY CANT I FEEL YOU AS GONE,...I WAIT FOR YOU TO RETURN,I REFUSE TO CRY KNOWING UD NEVER LEAVE US,...I LOVE YOU MOMA ....YOU WERE MY HEART DONT U C...I KNEW WHAT I FELT WITH YOU WAS REAL AND WHAT YOU FELT WASNT A LIE...IT DIDNT MATTER IF YOU YELLED,LAUGHED,SMILED....I KNEW ........PLZ COME HOME MOMA,......WE MISS U SO MUCH MOMA!!,.................

Erotic Thoughts-my Voyager
ID MET HIM ONLINE,WE'D TALKED FOR MONTHS,HE MADE MY BLOOD BOIL JUST LOOKING AT HIM,THEN WE SPOKE SEXUAL TO ME IT WAS LIKE HE OPENED MY MIND TO NEW THINGS,...FINALLY IT WAS TIME,...WE KNEW WHAT HE WANTED,;;OF COURSE HE KNEW EXACTLY WHAT I DID!,.....WE WERE TO MEET IN THE PARK THAT NIGHT,..TOUCH,TEAZE,KISS,THEN FUCK!,..RIGHT THERE IN THE OPEN,...YES WE WANTED PPL TO SEE US,...I WANTED THEM TO SEE HIM ENTERING ME,..BITING ME,SCRATCHING ME,...AND AT THE END ,..US CUMMING,.......

Christmas Is Here
woot woot its finally here but why am i not all excited about it is it bc my family hates my husband or maybe bc i am a disapointmemt to them o well i really dont give a shit actually its jus me and my hubby this year i guess o well at least im happy thats all that matters right?

Love
Love is everything, love is everywhere. Hush! now is the time. For it to find you. Love is happiness, love is bliss. Hush! hear, loves song. Love is life, love is energy. Hush! feel, loves gentle touch. Love is beauty, love is art. Hush! see, loves splendour all about. Love is food, love is nectar, Hush! taste, loves bounteous feast. Love is fragrance, love is scent, Hush! smell, loves aromatic path. Love is enchanting, love is ensnaring, Hush! catch loves magic charm. love is something you feed something you nourish as if you dont then it dies away it doesnt grow by it self you have to take care of it

---boy Toy
UMMM,..I once had a boy toy,...hed do anything i fantasized..what a fucking tease he was.knew just how,when and where....I shoved em to the bed!,..He just looking up at me with those wanting fucking ize,...I begin by running my tongue over his lips,biting softly,harder then...I go to the nape of his neck,his earlobes..how i wanta lose control and take him now!All in time ,I TAKE A NEEDLE RUNNING IT ACROSS HIS NECK,THE BLOOD TRINKLES...UMMMM...I take my tongue running it over the blood biting just to taste and feel the warmth of his blood on my lips!!,..Im so Fucking hot!,..I run my hardened tongue around his npples pulling them in my mouth...ummm...Licking ,Pulling..I grab some blood and poor it down his slim sexy azz stomache,...moving my hands all in the blood Its so wild!!!,...I lick my fingers and tell him 2 plz me...He puts just the head of his cock into my pussy,Slideing n and out My pussys tightning an jumping!I run my nails up his back pulling at his Flesh he sticks it Deep!!!

The Cherry
The Cherry. With measured cadence's soft vibration, Silently and one by one; In deepened sighs to awe relation: And a cherry's mission is done. Still more silently, the breathing Of a peaceful zephyr calmed to sleep, Tranquilly hushes; the boughs cease wreathing, And a cherry its vigils keep. A bird in a neighboring thicket Is flinging a paean sincere; Filled with praises of quality in cricket, And a cherry blushes to hear. In silence his notes seek an echo, Hoping that accepted they might be; Still silence is the price of his gusto, And a cherry's thanks are free. Now a sunbeam warm is tendered, By the grateful aid of a leaf; Hope to a fainting heart is rendered, And a cherry is robbed of grief. A cool but effeminate moment, A passion with hasty words spoken, Rends a tie by purity lent; And a cherry's

I Know I'm Way Behind The Curve On This...
but I just saw "Bad Santa." So f*cking great. The sheer amorality. I love me a loathesome lead character (cf. "Buffalo Bill"), and this is a good one. Can't wait to see the Director's Cut DVD, in which he's apparently even more irredeemable. When my wife was on maternity leave, she used to take the baby to Mommy & Me movies, and this was one of them. Oh, the idea of a theater full of postpartum mothers and screaming infants watching this! Also did my duty as an American and watched "It's a Wonderful Life." Again. Never fails to put a lump in my throat ... though my favorite part is when Nick has George and Clarence thrown into the snow on their faces and then starts dinging the register, "Look, angels are getting their wings! Haw haw!" And I also think that Potterville looks like a lot more fun than Bedford Falls, but I also spit every time I pass through what they've done to Times Square.

Merry Christmas To All My Friends
Or happy holidays as some of you prefer, but either way, have a good'n! Drink some spiked egg nogg, and sleep tight with your hubby or wife, and sit with your children on Christmas day.

Merry X-mas
Ok so now I have a blog... maybe I'll actually do something with it, I've yet to decide. Its almost 3am on xmas morning and the kiddo will be up at 8 at the latest, I'm getting some sleep. Merry xmas folks.

Boone Yuletide
The given has been received, as the received accepts goodwill. Boone's people's goodness, gathers fetterlessly, showing purity of Yuletide. A wholly unselfishness in knowing what has been received will be returned sevenfold between the ways of giving freely. A real score settled, among a scattered shot through the scope of what has become Cristmas Spirit. But not without a price, integrity--a backbone--stiffens to decay yet the spirit passed along has been the meaning to us all, as our community is free to give and recieve which is the integrity agreed--not that glimpse of a carauss known to some a season at a time.

How Kinky Are You Test
Take the "Just How Kinky Are You" Test... http://www.hotlanta.com/kinktest.asp My Score *Snickers* is 342... You have kinky playful tendencies... Hmmm ~ LMAO with snorts & giggles... I'll have to work on that one...

A Prayer For A Friend
Please pray for one of my best friends Tosha. She has had a bad 3 weeks. She had surgery about 3 weeks ago and went to the hospital 2 times to try to find out why she was in really bad pain. Nobody would tell her anything and they wouldn't help her even tho she told them something was wrong. Well 3 days ago she was giving me her symptoms to another friend and was told "tosha go to the ER now u are having a miscarraige. well come to find out thats exactly what had happened. The doctor did the surgery while she was carrying her little unborn aby. Something she had been wanting for a long time. She had to undergo a D&C Saturday night and she has been crying ever since. NO mother should ever have to go through this and so close to the holidays. So im asking everyone to please pray for her and send her lots of love too...

An Erotic Conversation
This was an amazing conversation that I had earlier. I will never share whom it was with , just that it happened and what was said. think about story where 2 people meet at park by accident by the waterfall ok... tell me your fantasy you dont want to tell me more about your fantasy? you can explan more about it... oh ok i thought we might blend them oh thats sounds fun well. we can start with yours i wish that i have hiked aways into the park w my backpack so you and i are far away from the path, in a small clearing, where other people cant see us, but they could stumble on us at any moment... yes and w have stopped to take abreak I ask you what you have in the backpack some wine and cheese and a few other things blanket you pull them out and show me yes and we have a drink and a taste of the cheese and fruit you tell me you are getting warm, and unbutton the top of your shirt yes and then as w

Thoughts On Love
Thoughts on love Copyright April 19, 2005 A lot of people go through life looking for someone to love and share their lives with. There is something incredibly comforting about having someone special to share your most intimate thoughts with. It is wonderful to know you can say anything and your thoughts are safe with that person; that you can pour out your anger, your hurt, your frustration, your joy, your happiness, your pain and they will take your words and "sift through them, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away" I read something like that years ago and probably worded it differently, but the meaning is the same. It is comforting to know there is someone who understands you inside and out and who often knows you better than you know yourself. It takes an incredible amount of understanding, love and perception to know someone that intimately. It is also extremely powerful and beautiful and probably one of the greatest gifts

One Big Step In Holiday Spirit
about 8 months ago my cousin and i had a bad falling out, we didnt speak for 4 months and then we started to talk on the phone on ocasion, and she be like come over and see me i miss you but i was very reluctant id be in town and everything and avoid her, well tonight i took a big step and went to see her and im so glad i did were tighter then sisters before this and i really do love her shes a lot of the reason i am who i am i learned a lot from her, even if it was being different from her nobody is the same. and im just really really happy i got to see her :) yay punkin

Merry Christmas
Any Christians here I hope will learn the Pledge Alegiance to the Bible. I pledge allegiance to the Bible, God’s Holy Word, and will make it a lamp unto my feet, a light unto my path, and will hide its word in my heart that I may not sin against God. We say the pledge to the Bible, but what does it really mean? Let’s take a deeper look and discover some truths. I pledge allegiance to the Bible... Allegiance...I will give it the utmost honor and respect. I will do what it says. It will govern what I say and do. How I live. My allegiance, my honor, respect, and life, will belong to no one else. Not spouses, employers, fans, friends, enemies, My allegiance is to Jesus Christ who is the Word that became flesh. God’s Holy Word... God’s Word is Holy. It is set apart. It is different from any other word, any other book. It has a specific purpose. To reveal to God to man, that man might be saved. Because the Bible is God’s Holy Word, I give it my all

Christmas Carole
Ho Ho fuckin Ho what a crock of shit. We all work for Santa Clause we've had enough we quit. We do all the fuckin work While He stars in the show Stick ya Christmas up ya ass Ho ho Fuckin' ho! Author Unknown

Bugs In My Teeth...dirt In My Hair...tears In My Eyes...
well...still stuck in pattaya...parked my bike and the ground was slippery...dropped my bike...broke the case and oil started flowing like nobody's business...so yeah...had to leave it in the workshop again...maybe it's a sign...a sign for the things to come...so yeah i was stuck...had to stay longer than expected...so hung out in my friend's pub as usual...that's when i met tommy... he's with some of my biker friends and our eyes met...somehow it's a mutual attraction...we started talking and i felt the chemistry...asked if he had a gf and he anwered not sure and i left it as that...later while i was talking to some friends...he came over and said infact...he had a girlfriend...i wondered why...was he afraid i'd lost interest in him if he told me right away that he had one?? anyway...i knew our paths will meet again... second night...i went on a date with him 'coz we had such good laughs together...and i thought it's just harmless fun...well i've already broken rules no. 1 & 2..

Perspective, Part 2
Mercy 10 Fallen Angel - Mal James, Fox News The Air Force flight Chrome 24 took off before we had even landed, which was annoying but given that it taxied past 14 other people without bothering to stop and pick them up and had left them stranded in Iraq along with us. Welcome to Air Force Air and such is life in Iraq, you do not worry or even bother to complain, because it basically just happens. Things like this happen, and all it means is that people work very hard to then make things happen and we got word last night. That we were manifested on a C130 flight named - “Mercy 10” an angel flight. An Angel flight is the saddest way to end our time in Iraq, because “Angel Flight” means that the plane is carrying a “Fallen Angel”. A young man or woman who has died and the “angel” is going home. In moments of reflection we think of very golden images and I swear that if prophecy has an angel then as I climbed on board the C130 thru a narrow door wearing body armor and carry

Door Way Play
Door way play....... Standing-up sex can be a challenge, unless there's some Solid structure for support.....like a doorway frame. For this pose, have your guy squat with his back Against one side of a doorway. His thighs should be Parallel to the floor, and he can put his hands behind His lower back for cushioning. Stand facing away From his, spread your legs so they're on either side Of his, and then back up onto his member. Once you're Positioned, bend forward and push against the opposite Door frame with your palms. This helps you balance And allows you to control your gyrations and vary The speed and depth of penetration. You're in the driver's Seat, so mix up your moves.....swivel your hips back And forth in a circular pattern or figure eights And experiment to see what feels beat. Every time You switch direction, you'll both experience new Pleasurable sensations.... Erotic extra: Leave on a pair of heels and nothing else on...the Shoe's shape will hel

Tangible Dream
This is a poem I wrote that was published about two years ago. Tangible Dream By: E. Stevens See the man with the sun in his hair, Windswept locks of gold Blown softly by a baby’s breath. Eyes, ablaze with love and fire Touch my very soul; They laugh with my happiness, Cry with my sorrow, melt me with passion. His lips speak their tender words; Sing softly their songs of love And kiss the teardrops from my eyes…gently. Within the circle of his loving arms, Held closely against his breast I find my refuge and my strength. There I hear his beating heart…music. Beneath the hands that touch my body & draw me near I see my destiny. My vision of him…strength and comfort Perfect in imperfection… A tangible dream in my arms. Artist’s Profile Wahiawa, Hawaii, USA My parents taught me to appreciate beauty and creativity at an early age. Whether it be from God’s natural palette, the work of an artist’s hands, the song of a morning dove, or the words from a poet’

Perspective
I am the flag of the United States of America . . . My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over great institutes of learning. I stand guard with the greatest military power in the world. Look up! And see me! I stand for peace, honor, truth, and justice . . . I stand for freedom . . . I am confident . . . I am arrogant . . . I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners . . . My head is a little higher . . . My colors a little truer. I bow to no one. I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped . . . I am saluted . . . I am respected . . . I am revered . . . I am loved . . . And I am feared. I have fought every battle of every war for more than 200 years . . . Gettysburg, Shilo, Appomatox, San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome, the beaches of Normandy, the deserts of Africa, the cane fields of the Philippines, the rice paddies and jungles

Baron Samedi And Salem Lacroix
n Vodun or voodoo, Baron Samedi (Baron Saturday, also Baron Samdi, Bawon Samedi, or Bawon Sanmdi) is one of the aspects of Baron, one of the loa. He is a loa of the dead, along with Baron's other incarnations Baron Cimetière, and Baron La Croix. Baron Samedi is usually depicted with a top hat, black tuxedo, dark glasses, and cotton plugs in the nostrils, as if to resemble a corpse dressed and prepared for burial in Haitian style. He has a white, frequently skull-like face (or actually has a skull for a face) and speaks in a nasal voice. He is one of the Guédé, or an aspect of them, or possibly their spiritual father. His wife is the loa Maman Brigitte. Baron Samedi stands at the crossroads, where the souls of dead humans pass on their way to Guinee. As well as being the all-knowing loa of death, he is a sexual loa , frequently represented by phallic symbols and noted for disruption, obscenity, debauchery, and having a particular fondness for rum. Additionally, he is the loa of love

Looking For A Man Like You
I was looking for a Man like you to make me feel the way you do the euphoria of my heart at your one single touch the bouyant mood when i see you smile the silly and childish mind when i am talking to you the skip of a heartbeat when i look in those deep oceanic eyes the wetness in my eyes when you hold me near and whisper 'i love you' i was looking for a Man like you to make me feel the way you do the fear inside at the thought of loosing you the pain i feel when you are down and blue the burning desire to hold you near and never let you go Hunni. you are the only one i wanna share my life with i want to get lost into your love and never to be found again i want you near my wherever i go... in whatever i do so will you be the one ? coz noone else can make me feel the way you do

3 Past
What a Moon Brings Light that shines pale and bright Shared Illumination of the night Knowing it shines first on me Travels to where you will be Carries to you my fond thought Dreams and wishes of all we wrought The bond of peace that we share Forged by a friendship beyond compare Where we enjoy each as we are Matters not that distance is far For we touch each deep inside A wonder and a joy none can hide Rare and a beauty to behold Timeless adventure forever bold Free to express feelings deep Giving myself yours to keep Missing you more as passes the day We have the moon that passes your way A comfort to know that you think of me As you lookup at it where every you’ll be By R. Thomas Dinsmore Understating Princess Understatement is the nature of the princess fair For she so often says less about her certain flair She thinks we see her flaws and that we see them most Yet the beauty of her laugh is a most angelic boast Royal to the last i

Merry Christmas To Everyone!
Wow! This year has been sliding by so fast! It seems like only yesterday when I stepped aboard this fast growing network, and I've had the best time and experiences ever! I've met SOOO many people here and made so many friends, and learned a lot about many of you! I look forward to meeting many more of you and finding out about you! I hope that your Christmas Day is special in many ways. I'd like to wish my Administrative Staff: Mike, Ryan, Bill, Neil, and all of my friends of the CT Bouncers and Training Staff and Assistants, a fantastic Christmas and thank you for all the things that I've learned and for your support. As we each go into our own beliefs and celebrations on this day, I hope that each one of you has a blessed time with your family and friends and that if you are traveling, be ever so safe and please make everyone wear their seat belts! If you've had too much Christmas cheer.. please.. take a cab..let some one else drive...I'd like to see all of my friends aroun

Heat
Wanting Holding Emanating love Needing Intensity Force Intimacy Nudity Amorous Lust Love Yearning Grinding Excitment Terrfic lovemaking Tumultuous passion Overwhelming desire Yells of pleasure On top of you Unextinguishable flame love swept Passion exploded In blinding white heat and the colours of emotion escaped from the clutches of lust.

Yes, I Am A Womanizer. Want To Be My Friend?
Yes, I am a womanizer. You should know this from the start so you don't get your feelings hurt later on. I make every woman I'm with feel special. I make them believe that they are the only ones I care about and have such deep feelings for when I'm really fucking mad bitches and telling them all the same thing. Sad thing is they believe it. But lucky for me most of thme don't care. I play the no one understands me cause I have spots and get in the panties ever time. I'm an insecure, lying, insensitive mother fucker and I don't deserve the air I breath let alone to have the hearts of so many women in the palm of my hand. So ladies if you are one that I've ignored, come up missing with or you couldn't reach me by phone that means I'm fucking someone else and can't be bothered with your tired ass. I know that when I call the next time to get some pussy cause I'm a pussy hound you are going to jump at the opportunity to hop on these 9 inches whether I treat you like shit or

Amazing Sex Story
OMFG...this is hilarious. The following is a story a Maxim subscriber subitted to the magazine for print in their "Amazing Sex Stories" article. This won't match the actual story since imma typin this from memory, but you'll get the just of the story. My girlfriend and I were in the mood...feeling kinda kinky...wand wanting to enjoy each other's company. While we were in the bedroom, she pulled out a strand of beads. I've never been the experimental type, so naturally I asked her what they were for. She said they were for enhancing the whole sexual experience. I was like...great..let's do this thing. So, we start having some great sex together...just totally enjoy each other's company and indulging in the moment. While I was pumpin away at her in our fav position, doggy style, she asked me to insert the beads into her rectum...so I did...one at a time. She said she would tell me what to do next when she was ready. So I started going at it again....gettin back into the groo

If
if u had 1 person to have sex with just for 1 nite and 1 nite only who would it be would it be someone on here CT or would it be someone u just now as a friend something to think about from time to time 1 nite with whom ever no strings and no games is courious on who u think u do not have to share but let me know and be honest LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR IF THIS PERSON DID NOT KNOW U WANTED HIM FOR HOWEVER MANY DAZE HOW WOULD U TELL HIM OR HER this is all fun but just think if u had that night it could be magical or u might want another THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOW lol

Return Journey...
decided to ride with some biker brothers from pattaya on the way back...then things started going wrong...they were travelling real slow since most of them are on custom bikes they called "springer"...so called maybe because their fronts tyres are always bouncing off the road lol...i don't know...never asked...they had to stopped every 40miles or so for refuel since they have such small tanks!! and i travelled only about 300miles for the whole afternoon...one thing you have to understand about thai bikers...they like to take it slow and easy...stopping everynow and then to eat...rest and chat!! as for me i'd rather go fast and relax after i reach my destination lol...maybe i should slow down and breathe in the scenary... someone's riding an intruder like mine and he seemed to have alot of problem ...and he asked if i have problem with my clutch and i said no...guess what??? next thing i knew??? the clutch gave me trouble!!! talking about being contageous!! if it's possible!!! anyway..

This Is Sooooo True!!
One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord."

Just For The Hell Of It
One thought, one heart, one desire One Thought living in a moment set afire One heart that beats to see one face true One desire belonging always to you True dream, true faith, true feeling True dreams of one who is a healing True faith due to one who does renew True feelings for one and only for you Found hope, found joy, found love Found hope a feeling from heaven above Found joy in the sight of your smile Found love in a moment shared for awhile Dreaming free, dreaming desire, dreaming you Dreaming free of a dream that I pray to come true Dreaming desire for the soul who completes me Dreaming you and needing me in time we may see By R. Thomas Dinsmore

So Its Christmas Eve
I feel so blessed! I got both my kids with me! (dont have to share my oldest with her dad this year!) Got lots of presents under the tree for my kids...and even have a present under the cherry tap tree! I am feeling blessed with love and kindness! Thanx to all..and hope everyone has a very merry christmas! Cheers to all...plz cheers me back..im drinkin...again..lol...and love to cheers everyone i know! lol...xoxoxox Love Lynnie

Rompe Hechizos De Magia Negra.
ROMPE HECHIZOS DE MAGIA NEGRA. ROMPE HECHIZOS DE MAGIA NEGRA. - Encienda una vela blanca y otra negra (que esté invertida). Eche sobre ellas un puñado de alcohol y otro de tierra. Mencione estas palabras antes y después de que se hayan consumido: Alejo las trabas que anidan en mi destino. Revierto la acción de Lucifer para que permita que mi espíritu se sienta libre y dichoso. - Para terminar, arroje a la basura el sobrante de las velas.

Hechizo Contra Energias Negativas
Hechizo contra energias negativas Para neutralizar enerigas negativas en tu casa, toma una cebolla fresca y cortala en 4 trozos. Pon un trozo en cada rincon de la habitacion donde se manifiesta el problema. El dia despues las recojes y las picas muy pequeño. Entierra los restos y repita el ritual durante 3 dias.

Warning Reference Only This Is Dangerous!!
ROMPE HECHIZOS DE MAGIA NEGRA. ROMPE HECHIZOS DE MAGIA NEGRA. - Encienda una vela blanca y otra negra (que esté invertida). Eche sobre ellas un puñado de alcohol y otro de tierra. Mencione estas palabras antes y después de que se hayan consumido: Alejo las trabas que anidan en mi destino. Revierto la acción de Lucifer para que permita que mi espíritu se sienta libre y dichoso. - Para terminar, arroje a la basura el sobrante de las velas. DO NOT USE!! REFERENCE ONLY IF YOU DO USE IT I WARNED YOU!

Para Proteger Tu Casa For Protection Of You're House
PARA PROTEGER TU CASA SIEMBRE A LA ORILLA DE TU CASA, O FRENTE A ELLA O SIEMBRALA EN UNA MACETA SIEMPRE A LA ENTRADA UNA ARBOL QUE SE CONOCE COMO "GUASIMO DE TERNERO" SI NO LO LOGRAS CONSEGUIR ENTONCES PUEDES SEMBRAR EL "APAZOTE" TE FIJAS QUE SENCILLO

First Part Of The Ride To Chiagmai...dec 8th. 2006...
left penang about 6am on dec 8th...it's about 1000miles to my destination...chiangmai in thailand...first trouble...well...the last refill station was closed for certain reason so thought i had enough to get to the next one and guess what?? tank was empty about a mile from the next one!!! so was stuck in a dark stretch of the road and noone's stopping!!! had to push about half a mile :(...and waiting till dawn broke...finally someone stopped and helped...so yeah...the first hiccup.... continued to the border about 120miles away...well give or take lol...stopped at the usual border town and get my money changed...when i climbed back on the bike and started the bike...smoke came out from under my seat....heh...i had worst days...had no tool...i know i know...but my saddle bags were full of my clothes...:p ...borrowed a screw driver and removed the seat...and found the short circuited culprit...nothing some insulatiion tapes can't fix...so fixed that and got on my way...so yeah...hiccup

Limpiar De Mal De Ojo Y Mala Vibra
Limpiar de mal de ojo y mala vibra 1 Huevo de gallina, crudo 1 vaso de cristal transparente, lleno hasta la mitad de agua Procedimiento: La persona a limpiar deberá quedarse en lo mínimo de ropa posible (es decir, en ropa interior) y echarse en una cama, boca arriba y con los ojos cerrados. Concéntrate en pensamientos positivos, coge el huevo y se lo pasas por todo el cuerpo (sin romperlo), como si fuera una piedra, mientras rezas alguna oración o meditas. Rompe el huevo y vacía su contenido en el vaso con agua: si aparecen hilillos, ramificaciones o burbujas; es que la persona tenía mala vibra o mal de ojo, y la has limpiado. Hay que repetir el hechizo una vez por semana, hasta que la clara del huevo salga completamente transparente.

How To Tell If He's Into You
HOW TO TELL IF HE'S INTO YOU Gauging a guy's interest level can be Tough early on. Keep reading to learn The subtle clues that will give you a Sneak peek into his heart...... HE'S ANIMATED: One way to assess if he's digging you: Look at his face. "If he raises his Eyebrows and smiles while talking To you, it's a sign you've piqued His interest," explains nonverbal Communication, when his body Is equally as amped (for instance, He uses his hands when telling a story), It indicates that he's in the early stages of enthrallment... HE MAKES HIMSELF AVAILABLE: Pay attention he breaks out his Blackberry or palm to check his schedule. "If he volunteers that he's going to be Free on specific days, he's hinting that He wants to see you then," If he goes On about how packed his calendar is, He maybe making excuses for why He won't have time to see you again...... HE TEASES YOU: "If a guy jokes with you by, say, Chasing you around a tree or p

Amuleto De Ra
Amuleto de ra Ingredientes: 1pluma de qualquier ave 1pluma de gavilan un trapo negro una vela dorada preparacion : coger la dos plumas y quemarlas las cenizas meterlas en trapo negro y seyar el trapo con una vela fundida dorada . Este amuleto te protegera de qualquier hechizo, mal de ojo; y ademas te aportara salud y suerte

Otro Hechizo De Amor
Otro hechizo de amor Materiales: Una foto de la persona que le gusta Una foto de usted Un imán Hilo rojo Modo de preparación: Toma la foto de la persona y la suya frente a frente. Los separa con un imán y mientras enreda con un hilo rojo repita: "El nombre de la persona... quiero que se enamore de mi y quedemos unidos". El bulto que formó con las fotos tendrá que dormir con usted abajo de su almohada.

Well...i Dont Even Know What To Do
I was talking to someone recently.. I asked her what she thought of my pictures. I think this is an honest question, something I have asked other people before. My albums are clearly labeled/named it is obvious what is in there. If this person didnt want to see what was in there, she could choose to ignore me or tell me she wasnt interested. Instead she flipped out on me, and started telling me how much of an asshole I am. I apologize if I have offended anyone on here, and I am sorry to this person. If you dont want to see things like this, go back to MYSPACE But I am not sorry for my intentions being as clear as day, and my pictures being labeled clearly. If you dont want to see something, then dont open an album that has a label that clearly says "HEY I HAVE NSFW pics in here!!"

Ok Its Christmas
merry christmas or happy holidays,take what works for you,i still love ya,as i do most everyone.take a drink ,smoke ,toke,and look up into the stars and wish for a better tommrow ,when we all celebrate together,the joys of life, CHIP

Brujeria
Brujeria Brujeria. For many, it is nothing more than the Spanish word for witchcraft. But for a growing number of North Americans, Brujeria is something much more complex--it is a religion, not unlike Wicca. I would like to volunteer to contribute some articles to the archive on this Pagan path. Myself, I am what is known as the Roja, or Red Priestess, of a temple here in Philadelphia. One does not need to be of Hispanic/Latin descent to celebrate Brujeria As a sample, allow me to offer you what is known as the Rule of the Brujo. Much of Brujeria is done in Spanish or in the native language of Nahuatl, but much is being brought into English. "The one who made the Rule known is not known, but from this person the Rule spread unto the Olmecs, unto the Toltecs, unto the Aztecs, and ultimately the Rule has come down to us. That there is one piece of the rule for every full moon in the solar year is a certainty. The universe is a living thing (which is an idea brought into mo

Santa Came To My House!!
Sooo, here is my tale...and believe me its all true ;o) I went to shower, just a quick one before bed...i heard the strangest noise on the roof overhead... Could it be that Jolly old man?? Bringing presents thru out the land?? Wrapping my towel around me so tight, i head down the stairs in the dark of the night... And just when i thought i had seen it all...there under my Christmas tree which stands proud and tall were Christmas gifts for One and all! If you dont believe me "Its crazy" you say...i took a picture to end your dismay. I wrote that all by myself!! lol The spirit of Christmas should never be forgotten, and although my oldest no longer "believes" when i see the look in both my childrens eyes tomo morning i know that somehow, somewhere Santa's spirit lives on. Its in the heart of every child and adult alike. So take time to see the joy in the season, just a few minutes...look into the eyes of a child today and let all the stresses in the world fade.

What's Your Femdom-related Fetish Quiz
You scored as Facesitting. Your favorite Femdom fetish is Facesitting. You love for your gf/wife/mistress to sit on your face, and forcefully make you give her oral - or maybe even just make you smell her and be smothered/breathless by her in this way. You enjoy the degrading, humiliating, very domineering feeling of it all. She may force you to give oral-anal as well. Either way, you enjoy the pure erotic control she has over you. Facesitting100%Cuckold (husband/boyfriend)100%Cuckold (Wife/Girlfriend)100%Forced Feminization92%Foot/Boot Worship83%Orgasm Control/Denial83%Small Penis Humiliation83%Lesbian Femdom75%Genital Torture (CBT/PT)58%Ballbusting42%

You Been F.u.c.k.ed
F.U.C.K.!!YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me to kn

Here It Is Christmas
I had one heck of a long day, God knows I am tired but for some strange reason my mind won't stop. Kinda blows to have to get up early and do the christmas thing. I always hated christmas but I kinda look forward to it this year, It's not all bad. I've met a few cool people on here and a few that are pervs, But only a handful Ill think of twice, I aint gonna mention any names because I aint like that but there is one that im sure ill think of for a long time to come. I'm done now. haha Nighters

Coal Chamber-tyler's Song
Go son. If you get up but they slap you around. Then just remember that i will always be there. When I say to you daddy loves you understand. I'm out in the real world again I'm trying. Raise your guard again. They dont't give a damn. Don't compormise your ideals for anyone else. Respect your mom and always think of her first. When I say to you daddy loves you understand. I'm out in the real world again I'm trying. Raise your guard again. They dont't give a damn. Son, if the son don't shine. I'll try like hell to make light from the dark. Son if the sun don't shine. I'll try like hell to make light from the dark for you. Raise your guard again. They don't give a damn. Go son. -------------------- Coal Chamber - Tyler's SongMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Fuck This
you know its bad when a site like this lets people get away with telling someone that they are going to kill your child,,,,well i guess the 4x8 cell i am putting they in will have to do for now,,,,maybe if we show them that its not going to be put up with they will stop,,,,,,I HOPE

What Type Of Cuckold Are You Quiz
You scored as active slave cuckold. you are the most loyal obediant cuckold and you know your place. your wife has forced you to be a little fagot cocksucking cum eater, and ther is noway she will ever have sex with you again.active slave cuckold100%sexualy useless cuckold100%sissy gf cuckold75%pasive cuckold33%what type of cuckold are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Coal Chamber-apparition
Apparition is the name Of a friend Who goes away in the end You are my cancer and You kept me going and All this time all I could do Was feel you and touch you And feel the blackness of your skin It became the blackness of your heart Inside you would laugh And I would have to laugh Chorus Ha, ha ha ha…. You’re my cancer All this time I thought that you were The same that you were just stubborn That you hadn’t changed and you had changed Back into what you used to be Into what you said you’d never be again And here you go again spinning round and round Chorus ----------------- Coal Chamber - ApparitionMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

New Cherry Procedures
I don't feel CherryTap staff is trying to censor people, but to spare us the annoyance of spammers who find multiple ways of getting through to users. I am an oper on a network that caters to music lovers and chatters, and spammers always find ways to run rampant and cause havoc. Why should a website be any different, especially a popular one such as this? Without the checks Cherry is implimenting it would be very easy for malicious users to take down this site for periods of time, depriving us all of that which we enjoy. So try and think beyond your own inconveniences before you go and criticize the staff for actions they take which you might not understand. And feel free to disagree with me....

Me ? A Vampire ? Lol
You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Wu-tang Clan-gravel Pit
[RZA] 1,2, 1,2, yo check this out, it's the jump off right now I want everybody, to put your work down, put your guns down And report to the pit, the gravel pit Leave your problems at home, leave your children at home We gon' take it back underground, I be Bobby Boulders Wu-Tang Clan on yo' mind one time It's the jump off, so just jump off my nigga... [HOOK: Paulissa Morgan] Check out my gravel pit A mystery unraveling Wu-Tang is the CD that I travel with Don't go against the grain if you can't handle it [Meth] Ha, holla cross from the land of the lost Behold the pale horse, off course (off course) Follow me, Wu-Tang gotta be The best thing since stocks in Clark Wallabees [ZZZH] African killers bees black watch (black watch) On your radio, blowin out yo' watts [ZZZH] From Park Hill, the house on haunted hill Every time you walk by your back get a chill [BLBLBH!] Let's peel, who want to talk rap skills I spit like a semi-automatic to the grill [BOOM!] Elbow g

She Said She Loved Me...
I knew it from the start It was a bad idea to give up my heart So you say you love me All I hear is 'less than three' But you was frontin, playin like you was my baby I told you I loved you too, but maybe You don't feel the same, and now I see. I knew it from the start You weren't capable of holdin my heart To you I wouldn't lie I just wanted to lay and look into your eye.. S Eyes, of an angel Or so I thought And little did I know my heart you'd mangle I knew it from the start That you'd break my heart...

To Snow Or Not To Snow? That Is Always A Question
For As Long As I Can Remember, I've Been Stuck In Corpus Christi Texas For 22 Miserable Years Without Knowing What Snow Is Or Was. I've Always Wanted To See Snow But It's Way Too Humid Down Here For Anything Like That To Happen. I Saw Some Snowflakes When I Was Little But That Was It. Since Then, I've Been Wishing Really Hard For Snow To Show Up. In December Of 2004, There Were A Lot Of Talk On The News About Possible Snow Flurries In Texas As Well As Really Cold Temperatures. And Of Course People Were Not Really Believing That It Could Happen. When It Got Close To Christmas Eve, The Weathermen Mentioned That It Was Going To Snow On Christmas Eve And Maybe Even Christmas Day. Now People Were Praying For Snow To Happen. When Christmas Eve Came, My Relatives & I Were Having Dinner @ My Grandparents House. There Were Lots Of White Stuff Falling From The Sky That Looked Like Hail & Sleet. I Went Out In The Front Yard & There Was More White Stuff On The Ground. So I Went Outside And Told Ev

My Final Goodbye To A Love Wasnt Met To Be
Echoes From My Heart The echoes from my heart, Come back in waves of sorrow... Even if I am bleeding screams, I’m still crawling, seeking for love, My undying hope is forcing me To still walk on this path, When I would wish to give up, to rest... Why doesn’t hope fade away Like all the other good things? Is hope a part of lust? Only lust is undying! It seems to have died sometimes, But then, it comes back in waves of dancing, Comes back in an erotic motion That bounds two souls together... Or maybe it’s just a part of the beast in me... Hope, a part of life, Lust, a part of death, Hope, a part of death, Making it seem sweet and silent, Lust, a part of life, Making it seem warm and silent... The echoes from my heart, Come back in a melody of sorrow... Even if I am singing along, I’m still waiting, still standing here, to see my end, My undying lust is forcing me To stand still, motionless pictures of a naked you, App

Woohoo!!
LMAO... ok i dont know why this is making me happy... maybe cuz ive been drinkin... lol... but i just logged on here and got this message "Smile! You're now in the online user bar!" So... I guess i should be excited huh? MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!

Quiz Time----what Vamp Clan Are U
Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

The Candy Story
Laffy taffy Daffy dottie Oh M&M I love my M's Pink, blue, orange and red These are a few of my favorite gums Payday oh payday When will you come Kissable Oh Kissables Give me a kiss Make it as sweet As the sugar i eat My daddys a sugar daddy You buy in the store

Merry Christmas
If we could just this one day reflect Upon this year and find the respect For our fellow humans in this world we share And take just a moment to show we care And do but one good thing each and every day Perhaps we would make the world better this way And maybe our lives would be inspirations To those who live in each other nations And who knows may be could live in this world in peace And all other people would their hatreds release In peace and love we could live each day free This is the wish that comes deepest from me That all you and yours enjoy each moment sublime Peace and joys all be yours till the end of time Merry Christmas from R. Thomas Dinsmore

Love And Lust
It’s all I can do… I tried and I try I’m still aching for you! Ever since I met you- (You landed in my eye!) - It’s all I can do… Like a sweet taboo, That life should contrive, I’m just aching for you! I can’t talk to you! So this piece I write. It’s all I can do… No matter what I do, I barely survive, I’m sooo aching for you! God will strike me if I lie! And with this I’ll summarize: Baby, It’s all I can do… I’m really, r e a l l y, aching for you! Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You. Show me your Body inside out… no clothes on, no holds barred… bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat… give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours. feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs… Come on me and make me wet juices flowing… feel the heat… together, we’ll make ‘us’ meet. If Lust

Sisterhood
What is a Sister? a fight for that precious shirt a gossip between the sheets an arm around you when you cry a cheerleader for your life a reader of your soul someone's who's ALWAYS right no matter what you say the person you hate most and love most the one you want to be and the one you avoid being all at once the person who knows you best whether you like it or not a person you're stuck with and happy about it

Love Will Find You
Love comes in many shapes and sizes not the way you think it should It shows up when you least expect it in a way you never thought it could Don't try and find your perfect match just wait and trust he'll come to you It took me forever to this out and what i'm telling you is true He'll be everything you hoped he'd be all the traits you hoped he'd bear Don't settle for a lesser guy when the perfect one is still out there

Trees For All The Troops
Trees for all the troops Md. man's medic daughter inspires his holiday mission By Amit R. Paley The Washington Post Updated: 2:50 a.m. ET Dec 24, 2006 http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16342897/?GT1=8816 WASHINGTON - It's not easy to ship a Christmas tree to Iraq. Jim Ward knows. In an elaborate and admittedly eccentric campaign dubbed Operation Christmas Tree, he managed to get 75 live conifers to homesick troops in Iraq and Afghanistan this winter. Now his effort is snowballing into a massive national drive to ensure that each of the 150,000 U.S. troops in the two war zones receives a tree next holiday season. "These soldiers are risking their lives over there and can't even spend Christmas with their families," said Ward, 33, a truck driver from Westminster, Md., who delivers trees for a nursery. "Don't they at least deserve a Christmas tree to remind them of home while they're stuck there?" Ward's Christmas tree effort started with one soldier: his daughter, Arm

Memories
As I lay here Thinking about the path I suddenly find myself walking Memories surface and draw me in Like a moth drawn to a small flame So I am drawn to the past Like a beacon in the night You stand waiting A guiding light in the midst of my pain I surrender to the memories As I fall into your open arms I forget the pain of the present As I gaze into your stunning eyes I forget my broken heart As I remember those days long gone The passing years have become eternity The memories my only source of joy As we walk side by side Hand in hand throughout the twilight of my life Your presince calms my fears Your strength is my comfort Your voice is the music I long to hear I long for those days As I relive the memories And yet, I feel the pain Of knowing what can never be

For All The Right Reasons...
WORDS Today, While walking along the beach, I found these words, That opened me up And created a surge, Like warm rain Between your sighs, These words penetrate your mind... Now with me, These words are real, Like awakening from a beautiful dream, Is how you feel... Surrendering to the words, Can be so pleasurable, As the energy of the moment, Overtakes you, And satisfies the emptiness deep inside you, Just like the warm colors of a rainbow, These words will remind you, Of a better life, A new you, A much better and more fulfilling new direction, The moment of truth surprises you, And the words just really, Grab you... Like a gentle touch that transforms you, And curiousity that intrigues you, Like a waterfall That forever moves you, Like a branch of a tree that invites you, And thoughts of paradise Which totally comfort you, WORDS A soothing wonderful scent surrounds you, And a gre

Fuck This World
I always knew this was coming I didnt know it would be so fast They could just brand me with shame And leave it at that Maybe they will after I am dead No one will cry when I die This gun is way to heavy A beautiful lie That will kill all who know the truth And all who turn away All who find a way out of insanity Thats me today I hope they bury me beside Kurt Kobain I still love you boy You probably dont love me though Fuck this world **----------------------------------------------** This isnt actually a suicide note so dont go pshyco on me

Waiting On Love
All my life ive been waiting it really seemed forever to find that special someone I thought would be never. Not many crossed my path maybe too fussy was I so maybe I foolishly let some chances pass me by. Theres someone for everyone I hear people saying relationships to some like games they are just playing. Where did the romance go it seemed to die away but waiting and hoping it would return again day. Many years have passed by maybe the time is right romance came again and feelings again in my sight. Maybe all the waiting had paid off for me in the end someone to share and care for and my love to send.

This Here Were Wrote By A Soldier In Eye-rack
I read a version of this poem at least 5 years ago, and it was about a policeman. I don't know who wrote the original, but it definitely wasn't a soldier that is currently in Iraq. Soldier: > >THE FINAL INSPECTION > > > >The soldier stood and faced God, > >Which must always come to pass. > >He hoped his shoes were shining, > >Just as brightly as his brass. > > > >"Step forward now, you soldier, > >How shall I deal with you? > >Have you always turned the other cheek? > >To My Church have you been true?" > > > >The soldier squared his shoulders and said, > >"No, Lord, I guess I ain't. > >Because those of us who carry guns, > >Can't always be a saint. > > > >I've had to work most Sundays, > >And at times my talk was tough. > >And sometimes I've been violent, > >Because the world is awfully rough. > > > >But, I never took a penny, > >That wasn't mine to keep... > >Though I worked a lot of overtime, > >When the bills got just too steep. > > > >And I never pa

Taylorrrr
I went to my cousin's grandparents house tonight and met Taylor. He's so fucking funny. Not to mention cute. :] But he called me on my way home and was like 'MERRY CHRISTMAS CAITLINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNn." Hehehehehee. :] He wants to go to the movies on my birthday, but I don't know. It depends on what I'm doing...

Ron & Lyn's Gift Shop
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I Was Thinking
A strange time to be sitting around thinking when its Christmas Eve and all. But nontheless I was thinking about myself and wondering about when Dallas said that I was as bad as he was but not as violent. Meaning basically that I'm bi-polar and completely paranoid about people. I don't deny it at all. I know I am. But I never really thought that part of my bi-polar disorder as me being paranoid. When I think of it I'm reminded of people who stare over their shoulder and think that people are after them and shit. I'm just paranoid about everybody actually not liking me and talking behind my back. Which is why its hard for me take to people. I'm always suspicious of people. Oh well, I'll go to the doctor next month and get on something so that I can keep this job I've got. Can't wait to get started on that.

12.24.06
The Only Gift so there was this confession a product of too much time taken too much you asked for unanswered there was this night when the walls melted around a still frost bitten heart and a love letter was born beyond a page of exposure where hope carried the weary too much, too late the best that could be given to show you the tears and dreams of the heart but you were already gone left with the angry shouting memories of a lifetime of mistakes and the hollow that was breifly filled in our moments of peace so there was this confession now a broken heart love letter because love is broken as always that was the only gift that had meaning Into The Night one night in your sleep there was a whisper a dirty secret that journeyed from weary lips to deaf ears didn't hear as she drove into the night with everything on the heart that you would be or were in the midst of disappointment as that was her craft and that she would pay the price for

Re: Christmas!!!
Ok I want you all to know that this has been a really hard Christmas for me, due to the fact that at this time last year, as most of you know, I was going through a bad seperation and so this year most of that has started to return, still very fresh. And as most of you know back in July we lost the best man on the face of the earth, Charlie Johnson and well as some of you know he was the man that got me through my seperation and my divorce so not being able to pick up the phone and call him just to say hi or see what he was up too has been the hardest thing in the world. If weren't for my really close friend I am not sure that i would have made it through this last year and all I can say is thank you to all of you and you all know that I am here if any of you need a favor or need an ear!! I LOVE YOU ALL AND I HOPE THAT YOU ALL KNOW THAT I APPERICATE EVERYTHING THAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE IN THE LAST YEAR!!! Merry Christmas too all of you!!!

Santa Is Coming To Town
Finished shopping just in the nick of time.... Christmas comes quicker and quicker each year. I guess I'll start the pre-buy in June next year. Time to do the Santa thing and get to bed. Merry Christmas. -c

If You Like Someone Read This!
Be honest ********* If u really like someone right now, ************************** And miss them right at this moment, **************************** And can't get them out of your head, ***************************** Then re-post this titled "if you like someone read this" ******************* Within one minute, ******************** And whoever you are missing, ************************ Will surprise you tomorrow. *********************** BREAK THIS, AND YOU WILL HAVE THE ************************* WORST LIFE STARTING IN 2 HOURS

My Life
I have 4 kids 3 boys and 1 girl. I am a good person and a mother. I had a happy family but my husband and i are no more. My life is crazy. I am always on the go running around after my kids. They are good kids and i love them very much. I like meeting new people and making friends.

Alone For The Holidays
Christmas? Just another day in the life. Nothing special. The quiet is deafening. It's raining harder now. If I reach out Will you be there? If I call out Will you answer? Sleep doesn't come easy now. Unconciousness would be a far sight better. But only to wake up Christmas morning. I guess Santa missed me.

Today In History
25 Dec 06 - Monday - Christmas Day 1642 [Sir] Isaac Newton 1899 Humphrey Bogart 1907 Cab Calloway 1945 Ken "The Snake" Stabler 1946 Jimmy Buffett 1948 Barbara Mandrell 1949 Sissy Spacek 1954 Annie Lennox - Eurythmics 1954 Steve Wariner 1960 Amy Grant 0001 1st Christmas, according to calendar-maker Dionysus Exiguus 1223 St Francis of Assisi assembles 1st Nativity scene (Greccio, Italy) 1651 Massachusetts General Court ordered a fine (five shillings) for "observing any such day as Christmas" 1741 Astronomer Anders Celcius introduces Centigrade temperature scale 1758 Halley's comet 1st sighted by Johann Georg Palitzsch during return 1818 1st known Christmas carol ("Silent Night, Holy Night" by Franz Joseph Gruber & Joseph Mohr) sung (Austria) 1831 Louisiana & Arkansas are 1st states to observe Christmas as holiday 1868 Despite bitter opposition, President Andrew Johnson grants unconditional pardon to all persons involved in the Southern rebellion (the Civil War) 19

Her Teddy Bear
Her name was Auroura, she was only five, and this is what happened when she was alive. Her dad was a drunk, her mom was an addict, her parents kept her locked in an attic. Her only friend was a little toy bear, it was old and worn out and had patches of hair. She always talked to it when no one’s around, she lays there and hugs it, not a peep of sound. Until her parents unlock the door, some more and more pain she’ll have to endure. A bruise on her leg, a scar on her face, why would she be in such a horrible place? But she grabs the bear and softly cries she loves her parents but they want her to die. “God, why?! Why is my life always sinking?” Such a bad life for a sad little kid, she’d get beaten and beaten for anything she did. Then one night her mom came home high, the poor child was hit and slapped as hours went by. Then her mom suddenly grabbed for a blade, it was sharp and pointy, one that she made.

Little Felicia
Little Felicia hid under her bed, she pulled out her diary that was sparkly and red. She picked up a pen and started to write as her parents began yet another fight. December 10 Dear Diary: Mommy and Daddy are fighting once more, Daddy stuck Mom and she hit the floor. What could Mommy have done to make Daddy so mad? Did she make him so angry to make him do something this bad? Daddy just left and the fight has stopped, but Mommy is bleeding from bottom to top. Mommy is calling me, good thing she’s alive, she’s trying to get up and she strives and strives. December 19 Dear Diary: Daddy came back and now I’m afraid, my love for Daddy is starting to fade. Right now he’s drinking and smoking his pot, he’s stumbling around as he takes his shots. He’s yelling again and knocking stuff down, he just stabbed Mommy with a knife he found. Daddy has left and Mommy is quiet, this is the

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Icy daggers pierce through my heart, I’m torn inside out wondering what it’s about. A single tear slips down my cheek, All these memories I will not keep. I’m frozen in fear, unable to move, In my life this pain won’t improve. Slice this blade across my wrist, Slip into a painless bliss. The blood’ll drip down my hand, It shall stain this thirsty land. A peaceful quiet passes over us all, Now that I’m gone you won’t see me fall.

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Always near, never far apart, That’s where you’ll be, always in my heart. A helping hand, a quiet heart that hears the simple words cried out in the dark. Arms always open, mouth always closed, I know you’ll be there even when time goes. You’ve always been there, that I can’t deny, I want to be with you forever, Until the day I die. So take my hand, hold me close, And never let me go. Remember I’m your girl, you’re my man, Nothing has to go. It’s us forever, always you and I, Always near, never far apart, Lovers ‘til we die.

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Haunting thoughts race through my head, Ghosts whispering what was never said. Thoughts come and memories go, Like footprints left in a new fallen snow. My dreams are shattered, I always felt like I never mattered. You took it all, there’s nothing left, As I now take my very last breath. I wave goodbye to the world with ease, My heart’s been stung by a thousand bees. These wounds won’t heal, they’ll leave a scar, I’ll never be a television star. I’m leaving it all behind me now, I’ll never see your puzzled brow. Please don’t worry, I’ll be fine, I won’t be standing on the waiting line.

I Hate
I hate the way you look at me, I hate the way you stare. I hate the way you see right through me, I hate the way you glare. I hate the way you’re someone you’re not, I hate the way you seem to have forgot. I hate the way you look down on me, I hate the way you judge. I hate the way you won’t let me be, I hate the way you h old a grudge. I hate the way your feelings you flee, I hate the way you ignore me. I hate the way I care for you still.

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You walked into in my life as if on cue, I wish I knew how to thank you. You took my hand and held me close, It’s so much more than I can say for most. I came to you broken and battered, You responded with a simple smile, murming to me the past’ll never matter. You’ve got me now and it’s all okay, No one will I have to obey. You calmed my fears and erased my tears, Never again will I turn to those years. Our time together didn’t last, You’re now a memory of my past. I thank you still for what you did, You never treated me like a kid. I’m afraid this is goodbye, Please turn away, don’t watch me cry.

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Sitting here alone at night, listening to my parents fight. Haunting thoughts race through my head, ghosts revealing what’s been said. My fear haunts my dreams, all I hear are paralyzing screams. Eyes are watching me in the dark, waiting for me to embark. I’ll wish it all away, take away my dismay. You’ll never understand exactly where I stand, go away and leave me be, This is my very last plea. I’ll end it here with a single tear, as I wish to disappear. I’m bleeding crimson regret and betrayal, This is my fake portrayal. I’ll go on in the winds, I’ll be in the back of all your minds. Let me go here and now, you’ll always have me disavowed. I’ll be back, haunting your dreams, enjoy every single of your shattered screams. What you’ve done to me will never let you go with glee. You’ll have no remorse if you continue on that life course. What does it matter, my heart was so easy to shatter

Reflection
Who is that girl I see, her ice cold stare penetrating me. I swear she’s dead, her color’s drained, her cuts were always unconstrained. Her bloody eyes are deep dark red, a place that most always fear to tread. Her face has lost all expression; I swear the Devil has her under his possession. Her skin is pale, a creamy white, her soul is scarred with contrite. Her heart is gone, she always seems so withdrawn. Haunting thoughts race through her head, Ghosts revealing what she’s left unsaid. For now she’s gone, but she’ll be back, looking for a tiny crack. Within your soul, inside your heart, a place that she will never part. She’s there with you in your blood, you always considered her such a dud. But you see, that girl looking back at me .... My own reflection is what I see

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Broken smiles and faked truths, My hope is bleeding, seeping through my clenched jaw with the ash of my thoughts. Crimson regret rains down upon the Earth, coating everything within crimson lies and faithless nights, stealing the fragment of hope I had left, Forever scarring what was left of me.

Used & Abused
Used and abused once again, Time to turn from friend to friend. I’ve lost my faith, you took it all, I’m left here with nothing at all. I cared for you, I really did, Now I see you’re such a pig. You took my heart, you lost my soul, That part of me exists no more. I glare at you, you hardly glance, Now I see we’ve lost our chance. This is me, who I am, I won’t let you take that again. I’ve lost myself because of you, Now there’s nothing left for me to do. I’ll take this scar to my grave, Knowing you’ll never have to pay. I’m taking my blade, here I go, Watch me as my spirits soar. A little blood, a little pain, There’s nothing in me you can gain.

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I’ve torn my heart open, I’ve sewn myself shut, My weakness is I can’t do much. I feel so alone, so grave and bear, I’ll pay my fee for being me. These scars will stick, they’ll never heal, I tear my heart open just to feel. I’ve been damned from the start, Please don’t toy with my broken heart. I’ve lost it all once before, All the pain I’ve had to bore. My spirit’s sunk, my life is drained, I’m tired of playing this stupid game. I’ll end it now and be done, I’m sick of giving you all your fun. You take pride in my hurt, you take joy in my sorrow. Take this gun, let’s play your game, Shoot me now. End my pain.

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You’re like the blade and I’m the mere paper, I wish these feelings would all just taper. You cut through me with your laughs and your lies, I wonder if it’s all just a guise. I sit and cry and wonder why, Suicide kisses I must defy.

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Minutes go by and days drag on, I still can’t believe how long you’ve been gone. There was no warning, I hate thinking about that dreadful morning. We had it all and there’s nothing left, You took it all with you in your very last breath. I want you back, I really do, I hate sitting here while my feelings brew. Why you did it, I’ll never know, None of us think it was your time to go. Encasing thoughts surround my head, Leaving me wishing I was dead. The pain and torment will never leave, I can’t believe I’ve been so naive. You said you cared, You promised you’d always be there. You left me to drown in my despair. You tried to say all the things you can’t undo, I know one thing, this is true, Never again will I love you.

Berry Grismas
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Alone in the dark I sit and wait, I glare at the world as they determine my fate. Eyes that are clouded with bloody tears, All my fears of yesteryears. The pain and torment won’t let me be, With this cut I’ll feel so free. I’ll take the blade against my skin, The pain of cutting will now begin. The blade will slice layer by layer, I’ll close my eyes and say a silent prayer. I’ll push the blade a little deeper, I’ll shield my eyes from the keeper. I’m trapped in looking out, Someone tell me what this world’s about. I hate myself for what I am, I fear I’ve done all I can. I’ll close my eyes and slip away, My torment no longer can I keep at bay. I’ll bury myself alive in guilt, A river of tears I have spilt. Afar you are as you glare at me, I hope your spirit shall let me be.

(hed)pe-bartender
Ain't nothing working ain't nothing right There's a whole in me that I can't fill No matter how hard I try Hey bartender hit me with a double And introduce me to that girl with the bubble I'm looking for trouble tonight No momma don't trust me tonight You be the center baby I'd be the quarterback Hike hit the tailback Watch it on playback Jah smash that hitting that redbone Up in the endzone biting on the collarbone (chorus) I just want your company I just want you to comfort me just come with me Hey bartender hit me with another I just about had to kill this brother Shit I'm looking for trouble tonight You be the beauty - baby I'd be the beast Who gives a fuck take it to the bedroom Take it the streets Take it like a man muthafucker Yo bitch chose me muthafucker (chorus) 2x Take me there take me with you I can't be alone tonight I can't trust myself tonight I can't trust myself tonight Baby please don't trust me tonight Take me there take m

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I’ve had some trouble with love in the past, Endlessly worrying if it would last. Until I met you, I never believed in love, faith, or serendipity. And though I’m still scared I must admit, Looking into your eyes makes me want to commit. Your smile seems to beg me to say what’s on my mind, That I want you to be mine. But it’s really your heart that’s shown me the light, To believe in fate and love at first sight. And even though I know how hard it must be to fall in love with a girl like me, Stick around and baby, you’ll see. Just how good true love can be.

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You tell me you love me, so scared to believe, So many times I’ve heard it, so many times they leave. You tell me you love me, and I love you, too. But I can’t say it to you even though I really do. You tell me you love me, I finally say it back, A smile trails on your face You told me you love me. Although I’m still scared because you may still leave.

Twas The Night Before Christmas...
Twas the night before Christmas When all through our house The kids were going crazy Running all about Their stockings were hung by the chimney with care With my threats of coal being put in them Screamed through the air Off to their beds their fun was done To dream of Santa on his midnight run Drew with the screw driver Cursing my mom For the buying little furballs Requiring screwdrivers to put batteries In everyone. Here in the recliner I do sit Wishing I could go to bed So Santa could get on with it But no such luck Just like every year I'm to play an elf Like all parents Far and near... So now my friends

Hurt Me
Hurt me once, shame on you, Hurt me twice don’t know what to do. Hurt me a third, a long time scar, Four times now, can’t take much more. Done with you and all your games, Done with hearts around your name. I’m strong than I was before, Reinforced is the heart you tore. Stitching up and moving on Hurting now but not for long. Don’t say sorry like you care Proclaiming love that isn’t there. It isn’t there, it never was, Abused your power just because. Entranced my mind and captured me, Had me tied so I couldn’t get free. But it’s over, now it’s done, The cards are dealt, the game is won. So who’s the loser? I bet I know. I bet it’s you ‘cause you’re alone.

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A lent hand and a quiet heart, My guiding light within the dark. Though sorrow, pain, and great need, You never sat on the sideline to watch me bleed. You saw in me what she’ll never see, Part of my past, you set me free. Part of the family – you’ve always been, You saw my smiles that were thin. Today with you, our life begins, The talks we’ve had with stay with me. Part of me --- You’ll always be.

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Times have changed and I ain’t the same, I was told all lies and it hurts so bad ‘cause it’s gone on for so long. All I wanted was to be with you forever, But we’ve always been so far apart, always within reach but never called upon. I’ve seen your face a million times, I still don’t care about my emotions being set ablaze. The day you left is a day I’ll never forget. I crawled in bed and cried myself to sleep. The pain you left me with left me swearing I wouldn’t make it through alive. Yet here I am, alive as ever. I wish I was dead, the pain I cannot bear. Nothing I can do can erase the pain, so now I feel I must turn to my blade. All my release comes in the form of a few simple cuts. The blood runs down my wrist freely, and I make no attempt to stop it. The blood brings relief, and with relief comes comfort.

Why?
Why you left me I’ll never know more, You left me outside your heart’s bedroom door. You stole the key and locked me out, What the hell was that about? I’m crying and pounding upon your heart door, I wish for a miracle to reach your core. I stand alone as my gaze you flee, You left me alone, something short of me. No longer will I never be whole. A part of me you have stole. Parts of me and pieces of you, Sewn together with much ado. Stitch by stitch you ripped us apart, It’s hard to believe you have a heart. Pain has consumed me inside out, Relationships I will always doubt.

Captive
Held captive by emotions. Held captive by your feelings. You cry. You shout. You shed thousands…many…of tears. They don’t understand. They may understand some, but not as much as you want them to. How do you explain this?!? You can’t just say how you feel… Mad. Frustrated. Angry. Want to give up. But you keep goin’…keep movin’ up that hill. Keep trudgin’ on rain, sleet, shine, or snow. You keep one foot in front of the other Switching off, every step of the way.

Darkness
Lurking around every corner Watching. Waiting. Lurking in the shadows, waiting for its victims. Capturing them to hold them captive, never letting them go. Never giving up. Holding you close, suffocating you. Covering your mouth. No cries of help, no cries of getting away. Shedding tears as you are squirming, trying to get away. The darkness holding you, holding you close to its form. Holding you so close you can’t breathe, can’t escape. You cry. Crying for someone, something, to turn around and get you out of Darkness. Out of its grasp, out of its sight. There is no escape. No way to get out of this dark, isolated place. You slowly quiet down. Slowly die out. Quit moving. Quit squirming. Stop breathing. Then you are gone. The darkness got to you. You’re gone. No more life. No more friends. No more family. No more help. None.

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The story-teller sat cross-legged in front of a small crowd of about anywhere from ten to fifteen People. The crowd got about five more people on average of anywhere from five to ten minutes. The Story was being told in a small village called Shina-Kinsfolk, or what we call Kinshasa now. Shina- Kinsfolk spoke a language called Blakish, or what is now called Spanish. Shina-Kinsfolk were waiting Go to a bigger town. But what the people didn’t realize was the other parts of the world were Across huge bodies of water. Now once the God the people called Gitch-Maya overheard this. “You Fools!” he bellowed.

Treasure
A box of gold with a secret inside that has never been told. The box is priceless, but as I see, the treasure inside is precious to me. Today I share this treasure with thee… It’s the treasure of friendship you’ve given me.

Picture
She’s been on the shelf many times This time’s nothing new But she never thought right now Never thought it would happen with you Yet she lies still in bed Unsure of what’s been done For one false move could be fatal She could lose her only one And this picture’s collecting dust Just sitting on the wall It’s been hanging there for so long One false move might make it fall And this picture’s slowly fading And the colors bleed away But if not for this simple picture I’d not be here today So she sits in silence tonight Though the music softly rings She sits there unmotivated Not even wanting to sing Thinking through her mistakes She notices the change He’s hardly ever around now And their conversations aren’t the same And this picture’s collecting dust Just sitting on the wall It’s been hanging there for so long One false move might make it fall And this picture’s slowly fading And the colors bleed away

So Alone
people all around me but i feel so alone sit right next to me i still feel all alone iam so tired of being alone so very sick of being alone when does it stop feeling alone does it ever go away being alone i am so used to being alone someday i might not be all alone

My Life..
This is about my life my name is Jay Koons im half german and half canadian I was born in California 4/3/1971 my life has been hard and fast I stick to my self now and i have a hard time trusting any one also.. I live here in TX now im single I live alone pretty much at times I do have a rommie but we work alot the both of us . Im a shift manager for arby's I have been single now going on almost 3 years I find it hard to find some one to love and trust.. Im 6'3 with blue eyes and size 13 feet at 200lbs with frekles too. I love to travel and I love to cook too and clean I love to have fun and love all kinds of music too. I love exotic pets I love all women I never judge a book by its cover. I do hope to find some one to love if not its cool also I never push my self on no one .. hope this helps some... There is one other thing I wana add alot of people and women find me ugly its a sad world when every one bases life and love on looks Im sorry im not a model or soo ho

Nice Person
Nice person – Hello there nice person! Did anyone ever tell you just how special you are? The light that you emit might even light a star? Did anyone ever tell you how important you make others feel? Somebody out there is smiling about love that is so real. Did anyone ever tell you many times when they were sad, your e-mail made them smile a bit, even made them glad? For the time you spend sending things and sharing whatever you find. There are no words to thank you, but somebody thinks you’re fine. Did anyone ever tell you just how much they love you? Well my dearest “online” friend .... Today I am telling you!

My Mom
My mom’s ‘different’ than most moms, and I know that. Everybody’s mom is going to be Different, of course, but my mom is a special kind of different, though. Some moms beat Their kid(s). My mom didn’t beat my sister nor myself. Some children can’t live with their Parent(s). My sister and I both had/have a little bit of Mom and Dad. Some kids can’t Get out of the unstable environment, into a clean, health, stable environment. My sister and I Both go tout. I guess what I’m trying to say is my parents aren’t totally perfect. But then again, Who is perfect? With my mother’s mental illness, she did the best to her capability at the time. As far as my Dad, he also did his best. It may not have been to the best of his capability, but how Do you expect someone to try and raise his children and to please his mentally ill wife at the same Time? One wrong move he makes in raising his girls or in his marriage and his wife wa

This Summer...
This summer, I went to Valley fair. First, we went up on the Power Tower. I ended-up The only one going on it. When I was at the top, the ride shut down and so I had to sit upside-down For five hours. I had to be rushed to the Emergency Room after I got down! I will never go to The Power Tower again! This Is NOT A True Story.

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I reach out for another hole to secure my grip To pul myself through the troubles To pull myself through the pain. As I reach out, I slip and I fall. You are there, holding me. Pushing me back up where I was. I can’t do this, I think, but ohh I can. I can do it. I grasp the hand hole again, my palms sweaty Full of sweat from wonder what will happen – the uncertainity I wipe my forehead and look back down You smile up and me with that angel face of yours. I know you are there I know I can trust you. You firmly hold me up I do not have a harness, nor do I need one ‘Cause I know you’ll always right there Always behind me.

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Just a voice echoing in the purple majestic moutains With pride…and sorrow. Echoing softly, yet loudly Loud enough for people to hear me Quiet enough so I don’t yell at them when they are there for me. Echoing in the distance to help guide me Echoing, Echoing. Echoing off the mountains I love so much, but getting shit dealt back in my face. But that’s all right. I’ve got my true friends to help me build a shield Always in time when shit hits I can block its path, sending it off course and into the past It won’t bother anyone Echoing in the ears of those who want to hear Echoing in the ears of tmy friends – my TRUE friends Those who stood by me through it all --- Thick and thin.

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Something gone You withdraw I’m not strong like I was before. I was deep inside of you. I can’t go anywhere. I burn candles and stare at ghosts deep inside of you. And some great need in me starts to bleed I’ve lost myself There’s nothing left It’s all gone --- Deep inside of you

Try
I may not be able to give you the sun, But I can sure try, anyway. I may not be able to give you the moon, But I can sure try, anyway. I may not be able to give you the stars that shine so brightly overhead, But I can sure try, anyway. I may not be able to be perfect, But I can sure try, anyway. I may not be what you want me to be, But I can sure try, anyway. We may not be able to get along, But I can sure try, anyway. I may not be able to do a lot of things, But I can sure try, anyway.

Spineshank-play God
Trying to understand how someone like you can sleep at night or are you too busy playing god to fuckers that are chewing on your lies another loser born? fed on my fragile mind still I stood up on my broken knees 'cause everything that you took gave me immunity to your disease another life is torn? I won't hear, I won't see I will never be a part of your cause 'cause i'm alive and I still breathe and your just a fucking waste of time, what you tried to offer me was it really worth it? sew up this hole inside of me 'cause you'll never take it I don't fear what you are because you're only dangerous to what is weak clinging to the stories you create you make a living off of souls that bleed another dotted line I won't hear, I won't see I will never be a part of your cause 'cause i'm alive and I still breathe and your just a fucking waste of time, what you tried to offer me was it really worth it? sew up this hole inside of me 'cause you'll never t

Secret
Shh! I have a secret. If you wanna know, I’ll tell you. I LOVE YOU! I got your back, you got mine. I’ll help you out, anytime. To see you hurt, to see you cry Makes me weep and want to die. And if you agree to never fight, It wouldn’t matter who’s wrong or right. If a broken heart needs a mend, I’ll be right there ‘til the end! If your cheeks are wet from drops of tears, Don’t you worry, let go of your fears. Hand in hand, heart in heart, We’ll be friends ‘til we part!

A Friend
A friend is someone who will lend an ear and listen to you. A friend is not someone who ignores you around some people. A friend is someone you can trust. A friend is someone who cares. A friend is a personality. A friend is someone who points the way home when you’re lost. A friend will stay with you through it all, no matter what. A friend is someone to smile, cry, and shout for joy with. A friend is someone who feels your pain. A friend is a hug away. A friend likes you for who you are. A friend is a helper. A friend is a companion.

Hawley & Redwing
Hawley and Redwing are two of the many towns in Minnesota. Both Redwing and Hawley have At least one landmark. These two towns have good, fertile soil. The soil helped and still helps the farmers. Both towns had, and may still have, Indians living. Hawley and Redwing have good and bad qualities. In Hawley, their landmark is a water tower and a grain elevator. In Redwing, their landmark is Barn Bluff. In Hawley, the Metis first settled. In Redwing, the Dakotas first settled.

My Top 10 List Of What Is Important To Me
#1 family-my son and gf #2friends-true ones #3sense of humor- life is to short to take serious #4THE CHICAGO CUBS- child hood team turned into diehard fan (deal with it) #5 FUN TIMES- with the right people can make a differnce #6 Computers- things just are more fun if ur good at it #7 HELPING OTHERS_ ranging talking about life or just being a smartass LOL #8 music- cause it soaths me to listen to # 9-10 KNOWING I AM CARED ABOUT BY TRUE FRIENDS WHO I CONSIDER FAMILY cause the right friend will always stand up for u

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Times have changed and I ain’t the same. I was told all lies; it hurts so bad ‘cause it’s gone on for so long. All I wanted was to be with you forever, but we’ve always been so far apart, always with reach but never called upon. I’ve seen your face a million times; I still don’t care about my emotions being set ablaze.

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To the world, you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 5/4 of all people don’t understand fractions. We are all an angel with one wing. In order to fly, we must lift each other up. If you want to change the world, start with yourself. Your head understands what your heart cannot yet conceive; trust your head. The dead past haunts the living soul.

9-11
9-11: A day many of us will never forget. 9-11 started out as any other day. Children of all ages got up and were off to school, their parent(s) off to work. Normally, people in Minnesota wouldn’t want to hear about things that were happening in New York. On 9-11, all that changed. Everything was “normal” on 9-11. Everything changed. Around 10-11 a.m., our lives were changed forever. The streets of Minnesota were busy with cars and pedestrians alike. Morning shows were on, and people seemed happy as they bustled about. Then he struck. News flashes appeared on the TV as the news stations were informed of what had happened. Time seemed to freeze as people stared in disblief at the TV screens. “Twin Tower struck by plane”, “There seems to be a plane accident involving one of the Twin Towers”. They all said it was an accident, but it “never” made people wonder. Why would a plane be flying so low? How could the

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If I could turn back the hands of time, maybe I wouldn’t be who I am today. Maybe I wouldn’t even be alive right now. I could be “six feet under the fucking ground where you don’t belong”. Maybe I wouldn’t have the friends I do. I know one thing is for sure ---- I wouldn’t have made it without you. Whenever I needed a hand to hold, a shoulder to cry on, arms to be held in, an ear to listen, a mouth to reassure… You were always there.

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Sarah picked the picture of her and her mom off her dresser. Tears threatened to spill over her Cheeks the instant she touched it. Floods of memories instantly started washing over her. Sarah Closed her eyes tightly and mentally shut the memories out. The last thing she needed was Memories holding her back. She had waited too long to stop now.

Me
I’m me and you’re you, I want to be me, not you. You may want to be me, but don’t try. We each have our own personality. That’s what counts. You like football, I like soccer. You don’t see the point in school, I do. I like being different .... From you.

My Parents
My parents got divorced. I feel different from everyone else. I’m sad. I’m hurt. I’m angry. I’m confused. I’m lost. I’m in the middle. Will somebody help? I can’t go on like this. Did I cause the divorce? I feel like my life has stopped in my tracks. Will somebody please help?

Teddy Bears
Let’s be Teddy Bears in our next life time. Everybody loves them and nobody cares if they’re fat. The older they get the more valueable they become. Learn to listen like a Teddy Bear: with ears open and mouth closed tight. Learn to forgive like a Teddy Bear: with arms open and imperfect eye sight. The nicest dreams that will ever be are the dreams shared by my Teddy Bear and I. There’s a rip and a tear in my old Teddy Bear Love pours from him everywhere!

Spineshank-synthetic
I can never feel the way you do but it still becomes me now I can't take the way you do but it's still inside me synthetic solution synthetic, i'll become synthetic, if it makes this go away still I waste another day of my life and it sickens me to feel this way now I can't make up my mind, is this right? how, I let you get inside of me? twist my words the way that you do 'cause it falls on deaf ears now still, i've learned to numb your views but they're still inside me synthetic solution synthetic, i'll become synthetic, if it makes this go away still I waste another day of my life and it sickens me to feel this way now I can't make up my mind, is this right? how, I let you get inside of me? I will never follow you... all this time I thought I was myself and I thought I never could become you all this time I thought I was myself and I thought I never could become you wrong still I waste another day of my life and it sickens me to feel this

Me
I listen to people. I care. I give people the chance they deserve. I’m smart. I’ve got a lot of good friends. I’m cute. I’m blessed with people. I’m a good violinist. I care about how I look. I hold people when they want to be held. I’m brave. I’m sensitive. I have a good wit. I have a good sense of humor. I write good stories/poems/songs. I love you for you. I’m mentally strong as well as physically. I’m creative. I’m me.

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Be myself? All the teasing, pain, and hurtful words? I can’t. I don’t want to go there. But I wonder… Is there good things that come? Sucha s good friends. I don’t have anyone to talk to. I can’t get help. I wish I could. It will take time to become my old-self again. I might have to take a chance. I’m going to be my old self. One piece of advice: BE YOURSELF!

Footprints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes of his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints In the sand: his own and the Lord’s. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he Looked back at the footprints in the sand. Many times in his life there was only one set of them. He also noticed it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of his life. This bothered him so He questioned the Lord about it. “Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you’d walk with Me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there’s Only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.” “My precious, precious child,” the Lord replied. “I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, with one set of footprints, it was the

I Wish...
I wish my parents were back together so I wouldn’t feel in the middle of them. I wish that my mom would accept that Patti is a part of my life and nothing that she can do will ever change that. I wish I could help my sister understand my mom—I doubt anyone will—and our parents’ divorce. I wish I could see my mom put more effort into her and I’s phone conversations—she is, just so I can see it. I wish I had a big, soft, fluffy cloud so I could get away from people for a few hours, or days, just to have time to myself to think. I wish I had the ability to freeze time and re-startit as if nothing happened. I wish I could tell when, where, who, and the person killing, soa ll people that do it would be in jail. I wish I wouldn’t have to rush—only when needed. I wish Harold didn’t have to go away utnil June 1 because he’s my second best friend.

Friend
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is t

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Endless nights and hellish days, leaving me within a haze. My river of tears has just begin, watch me end this world’s fun. I’m on the inside looking out, trying to figure all this out. You’re left out looking in, catch my tears from within. Confusion haunts my every thought, leaving me wishing I forgot. The paina nd torment will never leave, leaving me wanting not to believe. Your lies have killed me inside out, what’d you think I was about? Fairy tale endings conclude with Prince Charming, all those tales send me arming. I arm myself with a learned ease, the pain that brings me to my knees. My world has shattered twice in two, I know not what to do. I loved you once, I loved you twice, this final time had made it thrice, my empty heart will have to suffice. Empty lies and promises of nothing, my only answer seems to be cutting. The pain devoures me inside out, I hate wondering what you’re

If You
I f Y o u ... Love me...........leave a message like me...........leave a comment wanna have sex....just ask wanna date me.... leave your number wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message think im cute.....leave a comment on one of my pics care about me ....leave a caring message think im sexy.....leave me a message sayin why you think i am. REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET If U _______ Me

Cake Or Bed
A husband is at home watching a football game when his wife interrupts: “Honey, could you fix the light in the hallway? It’s been flickering for weeks now.” He looks at her and says angrily: ”Fix the lights now? Does it look like I have GE written on my forehead? I don’t think so.” ”Fine.” Then the wife asks: ”Well then, could you fix the fridge door? It won’t close right.” “Does it look like I have Westing House written on my forehead? I don’t think so.” “Fine. Then could you at least fix the steps to the front door? They are about to break.” “I’m not a carpenter and I don’t want to fix steps. Does it look like I have Ace Hardware written on my forehead? I don’t think so. I’ve had enough of you. I’m going to the bar!” So he goes to the bar and drinks for a couple of hours. He starts to feel guilty about how he treated his wife, and decides to go home. As he walks into the house he notices that the steps are

Eye
Eyes burned with tears unshed Stubbornness won’t let them fall. It hurts from what it sees, and blinded by what it saw. Heartache glistens its lashes, Thousand of tears kept at bay. Saw all the painful scenes, but no strength to look way. The sorrows of yesterday reflected brightly in its shine Its innoncence and loneliness become one as they entwine. It never thought the pain it felt would ever fall Until the heart cried and broke its only wall. Blinking it away, a single tear rolled down. Hitting the heart at home, slowly it begins to drown. Pitter patter of the eyes, crying for a dying heart Posture broken down, emotionally torn apart.

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Cut my wrist and smile the pain away, I really don’t want to see another fucking day. Tear me apart with immeasurable glee, My life is something I try to flee. Run away and hide myself, These simple kisses increase my health. Say goodbye to this life with ease, Die with the pain that has me on my knees.

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Changes come and changes go But there’s always one thing that I’ll know. I’ve hid in shame and regret today For a stupid mistake I made yesterday. I’ve broken a promise, a long-held deal, The pain on my wrist I shall conceal.

Spineshank-new Disease
Now I can take this every thing I know Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change anything I've done Because its the only thing I have left Blame myself again for what I didn't do Never really knew it was coming from me It changed the way I felt the worst is YET to come Because I have gone too far now Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Is this all worth what this has done to me Watered down my senses and turned them on me Fuck morality and every thing I know If I didn't hate this then I couldn't go Impersonate myself for what I used to be Denial is all that's left now Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disea

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Bloody cuts upon my wrist, Something inside me feels amiss. Look in the mirror and stare back at me, Run away and let me be. Hide me from myself with ease, This fear that has got me on my knees. Torn apart inside out, I’m left to wonder what life’s about. Daggered words and bloody hearts, Inside my heart’s falling apart. Pick me up piece by piece, Above Hell’s door rests a wreath. It welcomes me home with wide open arms, I’m held together with pieces of yarn. Fall apart at your feet, I know these requirments I’ll never keep.

The Grinch That Thought They Could Steal Christmas
Here it is Christmas eve. I had to stay home from a party tonight because some arses have been breaking into people's houses and stealing presents from the neighborhood. I heard some voices outside my window and I looked out to see 2 kids breaking into my neighbors house. The guy has no money and is very hard up. So I sneak out the back door with no coat or boots on and just walk up behind these clowns. Then I threw one into the other and sure as hell they went to fight. Oh I love me a good fight so I wrestled both to the ground and with my 30 lb butt SAT on them. They were screaming so loud someone called 911. The police arrived seeing me sitting on these kids promptly hand cuffed the asses and off to jail they went. Now the cops just left after taking my statement and they said that the kids copped to the 3 breakins and tried to cut a deal. They give back the stuff and the cops drop the charges. The cops assured me NO DEAL! They are going to pay for this. So anyway Now I see why I h

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I’m not the best girlfriend I know that for sure, For me I wish there was a cure. Pretty and perfect, that’d be me For you I’d be all I could be. Keep you happy with a smile on your face I’d be able to get off my case. It’d be okay, everything’d be fine, As a couple we could shine. If I had my way, forever we’d be, I truly believe you’re the one for me.

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To love and cherish forever more, This happiness has reached my core. He took my hand and kept me close, He’s the one who protects me most. To look in his eyes and say goodbye, It was hard, I’ll admit I cried. To let go of the one I held on to, Was the hardest thing I’ve had to do. Watch him walk away alone, Of his touch I do mourn. Knowing he’s fine, that he’s okay, I use it to keep my fears at bay. Late at night I’m by myself, The voice in my head demanding “help yourself!” I clutch his shirt and hold on tight Out of the night it chases my fright. He is my one true love, The only one I have dreamed of. He’s perfect in every which way, For me he keeps his anger away.

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I sit here in the morn’, not knowing what to do. So I think I’ll sit, and write a love poem to you. You know how much I love you? You know how much I care? Whenever you need a helping hand with that hard raging boner, I’ll be there. I’ll be the one to ease the cum out of your hardened dick, I swear when I do it I won’t be a hick. I’ll be the one to caress your parts until they feel all soft Next time can we please not fuck in the neighbor’s loft? I’ll be the one to lay you downa nd whisper, “I wanna fuck you” You’ll look up with a huge ass grin, and say, “I wanna fuck you, too!” So off fly our clothes until we’re both naked, The built up cum raging strong just like we’ve always hated. You insert him with a giggle of glee, His head pops in and he’s looking at me. Doing an inspection inside out, I’m glad he’s too big to go round about. You take him out and pla

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A million words dance through my head Ghosts revealing what I’ve left unsaid. A light breeze wafts through the air Inside I wonder why you care. Is it my smile? My looks? My charm? These things I used; I myself brought the harm. I broke myself down and threw me away, For my wall I have to pay. Your voice, it echoes in my head. It’s a wonder that I’m not dead. Sleepless nights and haunting dreams Inside my head echoes the screams. They’re trapped from within and can’t get out, Won’t I help them cease the soul drought? My soul got lost within this mess Without it, my wounds I cannot dress. I feel so lost and empty now, To fix myself, I don’t know how. My simple fix comes with a cut, Still, no relief from despair in my gut. I shake and tremble with every scar, To be the best, I’m not up to par.

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I want to cut, I want to die, I want my corner so I can cry. Slice my wrist and ease my pain, I see nothing in life to gain. Pull my close and hold me near, Wipe away my every tear. Soothe me with your loving voice, Please block out my internal noise. Please keep my comforted, keep my calm, Please protect me with your arms.

My Mom
My mom is different. She yells a whole lot. At times I want to talk to her, but then I think “Do I really want to?” Have a conversation that might go bad? I know she is my mom. At times, I’m embarassed that she is my mom. At other times, I’m proud. I want to see her, but I don’t! What Do I Do?

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Some say ‘love’ is the best thing that’s ever happened to them in their life time. Some say ‘love’ is the worst thing that’s ever happened to them. I think love is a little of both. But to me, love is something God put on this Earth to help people live a ‘happy’ life. There is many different kinds of ‘love’. There is love as in a parent loves their kids and the kids love the parent. There is the always the sibling love. A relationship love. A friendship love. A love of a hobby.

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Crimson tears slide down my cheeks, regret they lack, Of those morning I want to go back. I’d take her pain and keep it close So much more than I can say for most. She slipped in it with an Angel’s ease, The seizures took her to her knees. She bucked and kicked upon the floor, I hope this pain she sees no more. Memories haunt her seizing thought, Of her rapes I hope she forgot. I went through it long ago, The image’s stick like a memory slide show. They pass along before my eyes, Over it, I’ve had a million cries.

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I sit and think upon my life gone by, Thinking back when I wanted to die. Consumed with guilt, grief, and fear, Constantly hiding my every tear. I can’t believe, once that was me You always heard my every plea. You’d come running, oh yes you would Trying to do all you could. Years of comfort within your arms Safe from everyone’s battering harms.

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All these memories race through my head, Eerie whispers of what’s been said. The past lives on inside of me, Late at night I feel so free. Soaring among faithless dreams, The sun casting magnicifcent beams. Early in the morning I awake, Realtiy giving me a violent shake.

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Used and abused once again Time to turn from friend to friend Looking for somewhere to turn, Someone to burn. I’ve lost my faith, you took it all, You left me here with nothing at all. Soul in soul, heart in heart, we’ll be friends ‘til we part” you’ve told me with a broken heart. Now you’re gone, I’m alone and cold, Desperately trying to open this fold. Come back to me, I beg of you, Let me show my point of view. I want to be the one you love, the only one you’re dreaming of. I want to be the one that’s there. I’m alone and cold, waiting againf or a you that never comes. It’s dark and cold and you’re still gone, I guess it’s time to move me on. Another day, another life, I’ll meet you in the after-life.

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Parents, friends, enemies, too, Always telling me what to do. I’ve been down this road before, I never did ask for more. Broken and battered, I watch everything pass me by. I no longer can hold my head high. Your words cut like a razor blade, I’m not the person you wish I made. This is me, who I am. I won’t let anyone take that again. Love me not for what I’m not, Don’t pretend like you forgot. Love me please for who I am, Or I’m afraid I’ll never speak to you again.

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Haunting thoughts race through my head, eerire whispers of what you’ve said. I can’t go on anymore, all this pain I failed to bore. It breaks my heart to let you go, I never want to be your foe. I care for you, yes I do, I cannot let my feelings brew. I hate these thoughts of goodbye, I wave to your picture as I cry. A simple cut, so deep and cleam, trailing out an ample blood stream. The blood, it flows, red and accusing, it’s never felt so abusing. In the past scars have formed, I’m full of them; I’m so afraid this is the end. I’m afraid my time has come, you’ll never see why I’m done. My life is torture as you see, I’ve never been free to just be me. I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light I wish I may, I wish I might, wish away my simple life.

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All these memories race through my head, Eerie whispers of what’s been said. The past lives on inside of me, Late at night I feel so free. Soaring among faithless dreams The sunc asting magnificent beams. Early in the morning when I wake, Reality gives me a violent shake. I quake and tremble within its grasp, Wishing away my present past. The grip is tight, it won’t let go Watching me struggle is its show. The indignation boils inside of me, Stirring thoughts that shouldn’t be. I’ll face the day apprehensively, I’ll treat myself belligerently. The past, it cries to me Become what you used to be. Scared and hurt, hard to trust, This is my place, remain I must.

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Thoughts of you haunt my dreams, paralyzing me with shattered screams. Days go by and time drags on, I still can’t believe how long you’ve been gone. Time goes on and still you’re there, Oh how I know life’s not fair. You were here and life was great, Once you left I became live bait. Left open for anyone at all, All they had to do was call. I’d come running, oh yes I would, Trying to do all I could. I’d calm and comfort, sooth and ease, The pain that brought them to their knees. They’d weep then stare, Wondering why the hell they called me there. They’d stiffen up with rage and fear, Wondering why they kept me near. I walk away from with you with a faked ease Ashamed to fall to my knees. My eyes fill with pain enduced tears Long held-in, distant fears I sit and cry, wondering why Suicide Kisses I must defy.

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Love is a razor, used to cut the soul My life has never seemed full. Broken and battered I lay in dust, Staying alive isn’t a must. Life is torture as you see, I lay crying on bended knee. While you were here, life was great Once you left I became live bait. Attacked bya nyone and everyone near I have nothing left in life to fear. I’m not afraid of when I die Happiness is a thing money can’t buy. Love me not for who I am, Kiss goodbye what you can.

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Salty memories encased in tears I’ve succumb to pain over the years. My blade has never left my side The voice of my mom I do abide. My blade has sliced only at night The blood seeping out causes no fright. I watch it trickle down my arm I cause myself the most internal harm.

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A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before. He takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he’d like to buy: a 3-pack, 10-pack, or a family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the bow shows up at the girl’s parents’ house and meets his girlfriend at the door. “Oh, I’m so excited for you to meet my parents. Come on in!” The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl’s parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say g

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1. At least two people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don’t like you. 5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someoen may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don’t even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won’t get it, but if you believe in you

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These cuts become scars upon my soul, Inside I know I can’t take much more. Slice me open inside out Leave me here to bleed about. I’m stuck here in a cage, Sunk to my knees in a fit of rage. These wires sink into my flesh, I know with pain I’ve been blessed. The eyes, they stare, inside out I wonder what it’s about. Everything’s wrong with me, nothing’s fine Please let our hearts untwine.

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Our hearts are tightly bounded together I hope we can tie the knot forever. I honestly thought I’d find you never. Now I know we won’t be apart My heart has been stolen by you Hurt me not; I know you will. In my heart you’ll have a place always, I have a feeling we’re meant to be. In my life, you’ll always be in Your kisses blow me away, oh my Forever you’ll have my heart

Concrete Angel ~ Martina Mcbride
She walks to school with a lunch she packed Nobody knows what she’s holding back. Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday She hides the bruises with the linen and lace, oh The teacher wonders but she doesn’t ask It’s hard to see the pain behind the mask Bearing the burden of a secret storm Sometimes she wishes she was never born Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone In a world she can’t rise above But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she’s loved. Concrete Angel Somebody cries in the middle of the night The neighbors hear but they turn out the lights A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate When morning comes it’ll be too late. Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone In a world she can’t rise above But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she’s loved Concrete Angel A statue stands in a shaded place An angel girl with an upturned face Her n

Remember Me ~ Carrie Underwood
18 years have come and gone For momma they flew by But for me they just drug on We were loading up that Chevy Both tryin’ not to cry Momma kept on talking Putting off good-bye Then she took my hand and said Baby don’t forget Before you hit the highway You better stop for gas There’s a $50 in the ashtray In case you run short on cash Here’s a map and here’s a bible If you ever lose your way Just one more thing before you leave Don’t forget to remember me This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home And those bills there on the counter remind me I’m on my own And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night And even when it’s not, I tell her everything’s alright Before we hung up I said Hey momma, don’t forget to tell my baby sister I’ll see her in the fall And tell mee-mal that I miss her Yeah, I should give her a call And make sure you tell Daddy that I’m still his little girl Yeah I still feel like

An Adult Night Before Christmas
An Adult Night Before Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, and boy was it neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this r

Alone On Xmas:(
im alone on xmas, 1 year ago today, my ex gf cheated onme last xmas with my brother and best freinds cusin, and came over on newy years and toldme about it, and then a couple years ago, my ex gf cheated on me with my brother 3 times a guy from wallmart and her x bf, , so now i have been single for a year now, and before that i was single for 2 years, im sickof being alone, its not that i cant get a gf, but they wanna use me, and no one ever aproches me and just flat out says i want u, i wish that would happen, also my family disowned me wheniwas 15 my dad droped me off in vermont and told me to have a nice life, and my mom was shot and killed in front of me in california when i was 5 :( so if u wanna make me feel better have any sexy pics, or a cam or just want to get together and think im cute sexy or hot please let me know pce:(

Happy Holidays
Hey! Just wanted to wish all my friends a great christmas!! Went to my parents tonight. Tomorrow going to my fiances parents for christmas. Hope everyone has a safe holiday weekend.... I am so excited I dont have to go back to work til WEDNESDAY!! you have no idea how great it is to have two whole days of freedome. Yippe.. on another note i start work this weekend. so happy new years to me lol....

A Special Thanks!!!
This blog is a special thank you to the 1,500th person to rate my profile. To thank him, I bought him this little gift of appreciation... Please join me in showing appreciation by giving him some love on his page as well. ThUmPeR@ CherryTAP

Looking Back On 2006
Looking back on the year, it didnt go as well as planed. to start off the year my Jeep got repoed, i lost my job at Old Chicago because some bitch lied about some shit so i got fired, and THAT was just January. I did however start going back to school this year and i met an amazing girl, Karlee. we dated for about 4 months and i thought it was great. I proved to myself that i can handle another girlfriend and that I can take care of a woman. She was a very pretty girl, smart, sexy, fun, and she seemed to know what she wanted in life. I adore her, i still do, but she said she didnt feel "it" anymore and we broke up. i still love her a hell of alot but I want her to be happy so oh well. I hope she finds what shes looking for. I havent worked in almost 2 months now, i HAVE a job now, but im waiting for my paperwork to clear so i can start. My good friend Justin and I have been hitting the gym pretty hard these last 2 months and ive lost 13 lbs. Justin is a damn good friend and

Uploaded Some More Photos
I just got done uploading some photos of our little vacation, during the July 4th weekend 2006, to Centralia, PA. Here's a little info you should read on Centralia before you look at the photo's. The ruins of Centralia Pennsylvania no longer exists on some maps. The story began sometime in 1962 along the outskirts of town when trash was burned in the pit of an abandoned strip mine, which connected to a coal vein running near the surface. The burning trash caught the exposed vein of coal on fire. The fire was thought to be extinguished but it apparently wasn't when it erupted in the pit a few days later. Again the fire was doused with water for hours and thought to be out. But it wasn't. The coal then began to burn underground. That was in 1962. For the next two decades, workers battled the fire, flushing the mines with water and fly ash, excavated the burning material and dug trenches, backfilled, drilling again and again in an attempt to find the boundaries of the fire an

Have You Had Any Cheer?
Christmas is sometimes a bit difficult for me as I relate it to unhappy events from my past life, I live alone and will struggle to be able to see my children on xmas day as my exes are being slightly 'difficult' I just wonder why some people use their children as weapons?? Even at this time of year some people still harbour bitterness and hatred and there is no reason to!