Fubar Blog Posts 1

Jokes
#1,Do you automaticly join any conversations on Sex ? #2,Do you turn every conversation into one about Sex ? #3,Does just talking about Sex make you warm all over? #4,Do you start each meal with a dozen oysters ? #5,Do you wear Sunglasses just so you can check out women? #6,Do you resent Male Flight Attendants or food Servers? #7,Do you get all your news from female newscasters? I myself,( yes ) for 6 out 7 .

I Believe In Sex
1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say

Mspassions
MsPassionsCreations I have had Alot of Mail, asking where is Mspassions.com, Its there,out there in the puter world... It was a forward to the MsPassionsCreations.com Anyways I had someone that offered their unlimited, Photobucket space for the tags...Didn't Know that there was gonna be a price... When I refused the unwanted advances and then for a man(As My Best Friend Call this guy *LIL Biatch*) to start stalking and harrassing...he deleted my folder... I have recieved a call saying I was a Niggar Lover (Im colored Blind...LOL) My Domain was changed to point elsewhere... My sites were hacked into... Attempts were made to get into my computer... all because of a married man that thinks he can come into my life and take it over... Not! So people ...Be careful of who you trust... You just don't know who they really are and what they are trying to do... Most of the Tags are now switched over to working links... Also I have unlimited space now..

Ooo Baby!!!!
So, again i wont be on for a few days... MY SISTER IS FINALLY HAVING THE BABY!!! Shes in the hospital as i type this. And im just waiting for some one to come get my daughter so i can go up there and be with her. Sorry to everyone that i promised to write back/to do things for... its gonna be a bit longer of a wait! Have a great xmas if i dont talk to you!! -Kay

Tradition Of Angel On Top Of Christmas Tree
When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered. So, frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten all the straw off the end of the broom. Just then the

The Whisperer's
It's Christmas once again my friend and the angels dance so free, the magic surrounds each one of us as we all have one you see. They whisper all around us and they sing us Christmas songs, and it's up to us to listen if we want to sing along. The whisper of your Mother, her voice so sweet and clear, The one that fills your heart with joy this special time of year. We all have someone whispering in the silence of our hearts, we remember all the love they gave from birth till we did part. These voices that I hope you hear will make you smile I will pray, And may the voice of all the whisperers bring you joy this Christmas day. Luv&Hugs, ~Mz Mic~

Winter Solstice Celebrations: Christmas, Saturnalia, Yule, The Long Night, Etc.
Found this on another website and thought it was a bit interesting. ===================== Overview Religious folk worldwide observe many seasonal days of celebration during the month of December. Most are religious holy days, and are linked in some way to the winter solstice in the Northern Hemisphere. On that day, due to the earth's tilt on its axis, the daytime hours are at a minimum in the Northern hemisphere, and night time is at a maximum. (In the southern hemisphere, the summer solstice is celebrated in December, when the night time is at a minimum and the daytime is at a maximum. We will assume that the reader lives in the Northern hemisphere for the rest of this essay.) People view other religions in various ways, and thus treat the celebrations of other faiths differently: Some people value the range of December celebrations, because it is evidence of diversity of belief within our common humanity. They respect both their own religious traditions and those of other

Oh Crap!
Well, Its 5 days to Christmas and I have soooo much still to do! Whay am I sitting here at this stupid pc then you ask?? Well I have NO freaking idea, except to say, "I DONT WANNA DO IT!!" Have a great day all.

This Is A Peom A Friend Sent Me And I Wanted To Share.
DEAR OLD GHOST GOTS REASONS TO BOAST WON'T TELL ME HIS NAME OH WHAT A SHAME NEVERMIND HE'S WAY OLDER NO PROBLEM THERE AND WHEN THE WEATHERS COLDER HE STANDS ON HIS HEAD IN UNDERWEAR HE CALLS ME FUNNY GIRL MAKES MY HEAD TWIRL COMMENTS ME LOTS WHILE THE OTHERS SMOKE POT SUCH A SWEETHEART LOTS OF CRAZY REMARKS I'D NEVER KNOW WHAT TO DO IF DEAR OLD GHOST WERE MY BOO

Never Give Up On Yourself
My life has been good That I must admit But there were times When I did want to quit But I always had someone Telling me don't give in Because when you don't give your all That is the real sin If you are blessed with abilities That others do not posess Then you must always give all And strive to do your best Living life is no secret It's as plain to see as the sky Those who are successful Are the ones who are willing to try And when things go wrong As they sometimes do That when people watch you close To see just what you'll do And if what they thought About you is true A little setback Will never stop you So never give up trying Giving up is a sign of those who fail And to give up on yourself Is a sign of self-betrayal

Just Fyi..... ( Btw, I Like The Green Ones....yes This Is For You Jellybean...)
So that no one has to run to Tiger for an explaination......and also - this is not breaking any recent truces or apologies I have made to anyone.... I am just retelling a story to a lost friend... oh and yah - Im retelling it here cuz I know she can still read it. The only way you can get yourself deleted from my friends list and family list is to have been found to have been lying to me daily for weeks.... especially when it was something as stupid as an incident that I told you was "your decision to make, not something I was TELLING you to do". I RARELY extend friendships to women on here, and even more rarely do I extend sisterhoods.... when that is done, it is done from the love of my heart and genuine care and concern.... It takes a hell of a lot for me to remove that relationship.... but I will tell you - publicly tellin me (whether you name me or not) to fuckoff and growup... will do it - you may be an emotional wreck... well sister, join the fuckin club! You might wann

My Tribute To Typos:typos Strike Back!
Through wretchedness and indignant times, I've experienced and lived 10 lifetimes, The adulation and ecstasy are transient, Cursed with this knack forever being fascinated by illusions of something grandeur I sit here alone a companied by my thoughts and ridiculed by my intentions to over come it I grab my keyboard and take vengeance of what i cannot envision or admit I shall strike down upon thee which covets that which hinders my will or taints my love Let the typos run down your dismayed covered peritoneum Let my words run through you like an tumultuous unceasing river

Uptime
Psalm 116:8 “For Thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.” I believe that the holidays are the most lonely time of the year. Everywhere you look people are told they’re supposed to be happy, and they realize they’re not. They see everybody else acting happy, and they feel so lonely. Just walking down the mall can make you feel lonely, but Jesus has said, “I will never leave thee nor forsake thee” (Hebrews 13:5). When I’m discouraged, His presence sees me through. When I’m lonely His presence cheers me up. When I’m worried, His presence calms me down. And when I am tempted, His presence will help me out. Write down the last portion of this devotional thought and personalize it. Now use it as a prayer of faith and trust. SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL FOR YOU! click below TURN UP YOUR SPEAKERS http://lightforyourpath.com/html/december_21__2006.html

Nothing Like A Peace Of Mind
First i would like to say that iam not a bitter black women, I,ve been threw some things but i have come through victorious and it was only GOD. Iam 39 yrs old i have 4 kids ages 16- 21. I,ve been in two bad marriages and i thank GOD for helping me get out of them both. It has all been a learning experience for me, I don,t look at men the same meaning that i there are some really good men out there and i know that now, I ,ve met quite a few but iam choose to take it slow. i stay busy by working alot, i have two jobs and i like them both, and and the rest of my time is spent in church.

Let Me Get Your Rocks Off!
Good morning Rock Heads! It is Thursday and that means I will be on from 9 until noon (Eastern US Standard Time). Please let me know if you are tuned in to hot rocks, and I can advertise your page. Just type the info you want me to say in the request. If you are a new listner or tuned in from work, please say so in your request, and it will get high priority. Keep it mad! Hey all my friends! Please give me a listen. I will be on the air in about an hour. Please request songs and say your are (insert nickname here) from cherry tap and I will give you a shout out. Heck if you give me your page address I could give it a shout out on the show. With mid morning madness you NEVER know what you are going to hear. Mid Morning Madness has been rated Safe For Work (but just barely LOL) Listen to Sir Jim every Mon, Wed and Thur 9am - Noon (EST)

Watons Was A Blonde :p
Sherlock Holmes and Dr Watson go on a camping trip. After a good dinner and a bottle of wine, they retire for the night, and go to sleep. Some hours later, Holmes wakes up and nudges his faithful friend. "Watson, look up at the sky and tell me what you see." "I see millions and millions of stars, Holmes" replies Watson. "And what do you deduce from that?" Watson ponders for a minute. "Well, astronomically, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, I observe that Saturn is in Leo. Horologically, I deduce that the time is approximately a quarter past three. Meteorologically, I suspect that we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. Theologically, I can see that God is all powerful, and that we are a small and insignificant part of the universe. What does it tell you, Holmes?" Holmes is silent for a moment. "Watson, you idiot!" he says. "Someone has stolen our tent!"

Well Shit!!!!
I guess it takes a lot for one to realize... its really hard to forget ur first love... and its even harder to forget the feelings u used to have for one another... I just saw pictures of my ex-boyfriend's new baby... I can really tell that Jonathan is happy now... and I sit here and cry as I'm looking at these pictures with captions saying "me and my son" its hella hard watching the one u used to be so happy with (or in this case... somewhat happy with) I know our relationship didnt work... and he is a complete asshole... but I think I just realized that I still have some sort of feelings for him... I dont think of him much... and I didnt mean to look at his profile... but I did... I was looking through my sister's friends on her myspace trying to find an old family friend and there was this picture of him and a baby... and I get hella emotional... as if I wasnt emo enough already... I just dont know what to do...

:p Mans Best Friend
A dog went to a telegram office, took out a blank form and wrote: “Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof.” The clerk examined the paper and politely told the dog: “There are only nine words here. You could send another ‘Woof’ for the same price.” The dog replied, “But that would make no sense at all.”

I Want To Believe....
Does Santa really Deliver the goods? 1. No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen. 2. There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu, Jewish and Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to 15% of the total - 378 million according to Population Reference Bureau. At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household, that's 91.8 million homes. One presumes there's at least one good child in each. 3. Santa has 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 822.6 visits per second. This is to say that for each household with good children, Santa has 1/1000th of a second

Hunters Lmao
Two hunters are out in the woods when one of them collapses. He doesn't seem to be breathing and his eyes are glazed. The other man pulls out his phone and calls emergency services. He gasps to the operator: "My friend is dead! What can I do?" The operator in a calm, soothing voice replies: "Take it easy. I can help. First, let's make sure he's dead." There is a silence, then a shot is heard. Back on the phone, the hunter says, "OK, now what?"

Rise And Shine
A new day approaches and the silence of the early morning are the only sounds that can be heard. The chill of the cold night air still lingers in the room as I awake. I prep for another day by washing the sorrows of others problems away, and off my hands, like blood on the ice it still is reminent of the previous delight.

No Admittance
You asked to see inside me, you pushed and you still pried. You asked me why I hid things, why I wouldn't cry? You never stopped persuing, you tried to find your way. You tried to read between the lines, in everything I'd say. I wish you'd understand dear, this is what life made. A mind that always remembers, all my thoughts were laid. I do not wish to hurt you, and trust me when I say. the past is best left lying, they can not come to play. I know you want to hear it, you think you need to know. You will not go unanswered, nor would you just go. I will not cry you see dear, for to much inside me died. To much trust has gone now, to many people lied. I keep it all inside me, I distract so it goes unseen. I'll change the subject everytime, let's talk about your dream. It isn't I don't trust you, you're welcome in my home. But some thoughts are too painful, and better thought alone. D. Cohen

5000 Comments For A 50,000 Motercycle???
THIS IS A MOTERCYCLE GIFT GIVEAWAY!!! OK YALL THIS IS HOW THIS IS GONNA WORK...EVERYONE WHO WANTS A CHANCE IN WINNING A *CT* SILVER MOTERCYCLE MUST SEND ME A LINK TO ONE OF YOUR *SFW* PHOTOS FOR ME TO RIP...MEN AND WOMEN ARE WELCOMED TO JOIN IN ON THIS...AND EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT THE GIFT ENTER ANYWAY ..WIN AND THEN GIVE ME THE LINK TO THE PERSON YOU WANT TO GIVE THE GIFT TO AND I WILL BUY IT FOR THEM AND TELL THEM ITS FROM YOU!!!! THE FIRST PICTURE TO REACH 5,000 COMMENTS WILL WIN A *CT* SILVER MOTERCYCLE... NOT BAD HUH JUST GET TO THE 5,000 COMMENTS FIRST AND YOU GET A MOTERCYCLE WORTH 50,000!!! PLEASE CLICK MY LINK BELOW AND SEND ME YOUR LINK!! SO HURRY UP AND RESERVE YOUR SPOT IN THE RACE!!! THIS WILL START AS SOON AS I GET 5 PEOPLE'S PICTURES!! NOW ONCE IT STARTS...GET YOUR FRIENDS,FAMILY,FANS HELL EVEN YOURSELF AND COMMENT THE HELL OUTTA YOUR PIC!!! I Wanna Sit On Santa's Lap & Tell Him My Naughty Thoughts....Who Wants 2 Play Santa With Me?@ CherryTAP

I Was Out Humpin Around Last Night..lol
so...at work last night i took a delivery on my way home at a super 8 hotel...which is right next to a strip club...and the guy was kinda wasted..and was like..man i just need to find a girl to take care of me...he asked if i knew any girls that i could call for him..and i was like..no...but i know a couple guys that would help him out..and he is like really...i am like yeah sure...he is like who...and i am like..well..shit if your down for that..i guess i could help you out..and he is like whatever..i just wanna get off....so i took care of him....and then he sorta did me....then i left....he wasn't really bi....he was just drunk enough to let a guy blow him and shit...so whatever... and this is what sucks the most.....i would really prefer sleeping with women..i mean they are the greatest....and i am so tired of not getting any from girls....and the thing is...the thing i miss the most...is going down on a girl...i am really wanting to do that..it is to the point i am kinda thinki

Another Day, Another Life...
Having issues with my family, which, around Christmas, is never good. Needless to say, I am in contact with a certain person, whom I love dearly, and this time she will not be left on her own. No matter what anyone says. in other news, I dyed my hair the other night, and it looks funky as hell :) Its Pink. Bright Pink, Hot Pink, In yer Face Pink :) and I love it :D dunno what work will say tonight, but they won't mind. Its my other job that I'm concerned about, though I don't go back until January, so all should be ok :) And if they don't like it, they can always tell me to change it :) Anyway, wishing you all a very merry christmas/happy holidays, and hope that, whatever hassles and issues your family are having, you can put them aside for just one day, and enjoy the warmth and happiness that having your family around you can provide. :)

Final Day!!!!!!!!!
EVERYONE, Please Vote for you favorite. ONLY 1 DAY LEFT of voting. ANYONE can win. Please repost and COMMENT BOMB the photo of your choice!!! Christmas Costume Contest WOW! My FIRST CONTEST EVER!!!! Here are the rules! This contest will count 1 point for ANY rating (1-10). Also EACH comment will count as 1 vote. Comment as many times as you want. Pimp it out all you want. Anyone may comment! 1st place: 2 dinners for two (One for you and one for the Cherry Tap Member of your choice). AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 2nd Place: 6 bottles or cans of the beer of your choice or = cost of shot or wine... name your poison. AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 3rd Place: A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! So click on the links below and comment bomb your favorite: Contest is from 9:30 am EST Friday, December 15, 2006 and will end Friday, December 22 9:30 EST! The winners skins will be ready for ripping on the 22nd j

Unrequitted
Unrequitted The night goes on to long dear, and the fire is burning low. A few more moments together, but then i'll have to go. The sun will soon be rising, blinding these old eyes. As they look unto the heavens, to see if you can fly. I'll walk alone in my garden, no lover by my side. Gone again each morning, hiding deep inside. A dream that lasts forever, where time has no hands to see. Those moments spent together, when you belong to me. Soon your day start love, and thoughts of me will stray. To other handsome faces, you encounter in your day. I'll worry that you're leaving, you know thats who I am. My love so deep for beauty, you'll adore some other man. I wish you could just see it, in the moments when our eyes meet. Feel it in my soul dear, a fire burns so deep. Passions unrequitted, dawn has caught your eye. You leave the bed we lie in, together you and I. Godless still i'm praying, one more night to find. The day always steals you from me,

Not Much To Read.
How to learn the last lesson. This lesson is the curelest of all. How to do nothing when nothing can be done. How to learn this lesson without losing myself. How to arm myself whitout chaining myself in hell. How to learn this lesson without killing my heart. How to go on when this lesson know as death is learn. How to learn this lesson,curelest of all,do nothing when nothing is left to do.

She Always On His Mind
She Always On His Mind He awakes from a very deep sleep rubbing the sleepiness from his eyes.He Pulls his feet out from under the covers to set them down on the floor;he looks at the picture that sets along bedside on the nightstand a picture of her,as thought of her go through his mind he thinks to himself how much he really does love her. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright: Charles LaMark Nelson 2006

I Came In 2nd Place!
I want to thank those who helped support me in my very first CT contest, True Friends Contest. It had ended today, and I had come in 2nd place. Those who supported me through this contest received a special gift from me. I know it wasn't necessary, but I felt to show my gratitude, my friends would be gifted too. Gifts have been sent out, if I had missed anyone who did vote for me, message me and I will check to verify, and gift you. Again, Thank You All for your help and support! I truly appreciate it! Mike :)

Hmm
Have you ever woke up in a cambodian gaming parlor and realize that you where living in a dark dank abyss of emptyness and lonelyness then wander the mountians of asia for two years untill you became the cheif of a tibetan monastery

Resiting Urges
This blog is about women who overdress for work school and other places that are inappropriate. I am tired of having (yes of course by impulse) to look at these women at my job, wear these club worthy clothes to work. I know , you earned the right to wear whatever you want over the past lets say 30 years ,with your sexual independence and all, but now its just being taken too far! With these stretch jeans and baby tees over these overly voluptuous bodies, makeup and big butted switches that would make sir mix-a lot do a remix. Now I’m not just blowing off steam here or getting mad about something that I cant get my hands on either. I think that this is a general problem that needs to be addressed its offensive to other women, and its distracting to men. And in the workplace it should not be allowed period. Ok a little story about this you see at my overnight job, in the past few months, there has been a sharp increase of female employees between the ages of 18 to lets say 33. All

Seasonal Request (lol I Had To Borrow This One, Too Funny! )
Now I've tried all the normal approaches All the pick-ups an' chat-ups an' stuff Tried mi hand at so-phistication Wi' some girls who were nowt if not rough I've been seen down the discos an' dances Bought cocktails for them as were broke In mi quest for the perfect companion Who'd see me as her perfect bloke I've dealt with the best datin' agents I've filled in their forms an' told lies About how I'm just like a male model Wi' tight buttocks an' sparklin' blue eyes I've squandered mi wages on chatlines Spent two quid a minute on t' phone Where I've ended up gaggin' for Charleen Even though she weighs thirty-two stone I've frequented bars down the dockside Where there's ladies that's best left alone An' I've offered mi body quite freely But I've allus walked home on mi own So just cos it's comin' up Christmas An' I've no soddin' prospects in store I'm wazzin' this e-mail to Lapland dot com An' I'm hopin' that this time I'll score Dear Santa, please bring me

To All My Friends........the Reason Why I Stay Sane Is Because Of All Of You........
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your Comment made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine . Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week. and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back .. (just once) then that means that they care about you too. BUT, you have to send

A Politically Correct Christmas Story
'Twas the night before Christmas and Santa's a wreck... How to live in a world that's politically correct? His workers no longer would answer to "Elves". "Vertically Challenged" they were calling themselves. And labour conditions at the North Pole were alleged by the union to stifle the soul. Four reindeer had vanished, without much propriety, Released to the wilds by the Humane Society. And equal employment had made it quite clear That Santa had better not use just reindeer. So Dancer and Donner, Comet and Cupid Were replaced with 4 pigs, and you know that looked stupid! The runners had been removed from his sleigh; The ruts were termed dangerous by the E.P.A. And people had started to call for the cops When they heard sled noises on their rooftops. Second-hand smoke from his pipe had his workers quite frightened. His fur trimmed red suit was called "Unenlightened." And to show you the strangeness of life's ebbs and flows, Rudolf was suing ov

Writing And Poetry4
you are ..! ur name is a rythem ur breath is a symfony baby i have u ,u seem evey thing 4me i need u 2night i need u to make it right wen am wth u all ma dreams b-cum true i cant let u go i just wana be with you iwant u to hold me tight cuz u da 1 who makes me feel so right i think of you all nyt wen i turn out da light every nyt wen m laying my bed i hear ur voice goes on my head i cant stop thinking about all da things the ive done and said

Writing And Poetry3
you &i. my life with u is a fairy tale sumthin imaginary i cant tell ur luv cursed me like a spell with out you my life wel turn to hill in cold nights u keep warm hug me so tight till i get numb wen u put ur arms around me i 4get every thing surround me baby iam wot i am b-cuz of ur truth i miss u ,,out u i dunt no wot ryt to do i want u to under stand thats liveing out u is sumthing i cant i want u here with me u seem evry thing i need i dunt care hw long is the destence &it wont make any defrence with every word u say u stun me arnt u amazing baby just tell me its time 4 u and me 2 choos our desteny am urs and ur mine &theres nothing getting us out the line u will always gona be in my heart theres nothing gona tair us a part u &i gona stay together so cloz so tight 4 ever

Writing And Poetry2
fake. when i look in to ur eyez i dunt get surprize after all u did to me it all turn liez who are u look wot u did to me &dunt stop me cuz ull be walking on ur knee dunt crawl back to my door ill never treat u like i did b4 at that time ull be da 1 dat ill ignore u hurt me so bad that i cant take it any more u used to be sum1 that i adore i guess i dunt luv u ne more &dunt give me apoligize ,thats how i roll the dise i dunt feel it in ur eyez dats wot i realize dunt tell me why im being like this unresonable with no sence suddenly i b-cum careless ..... i want to for get the day we met ,the sight we kissed under the tree the time i bless u wen ever u sneez ,it all liez&it not makeing ne sence to me is der any thing i missed ,except the day we met ?!!! i remamber ur voice ur laughter the things that u said its gona be ever after ,i thought my smile is gona last too bad cuz it cuz our past it all turn out fake ,u think its ea

Writing And Poetry
new poem just read it dont ask ! take a look inside me see my world goin crazy igot no where left to be all these thing ive done feel,s like its unbreakable iwanted to be that some one now i have to stay alone tryin to ove along but no1 seemed to be around i still can c ur pretty face in my mind i cant replace night by night day by ...day u just gave ur heart i was so stupid and let it slide i choozed dat way now my world have changed ive been around town thinkin u were around i wish i could go back ina day take my whole reactions back its amazing how u color my world my life would get on track some times u have to crush and burn,take a major turns see you whole like ..goes around some times u make mistakes it take wot it take then pulls u toward the groung hearing ppl speak hurt so bad had made me weak all i got to say that they didnt know and they will now they gona see my dreams just grow its not the way it was b4 it wont bother an

The True Meaning Of Christmas.
In todays day and time, it's easy to lose sight, of the true meaning of Christmas and one special night. When we go shopping, We say "How much will it cost?" Then the true meaning of Christmas, Somehow becomes lost. Amidst the tinsel, glitter And ribbons of gold, We forget about the child, born on a night so cold. The children look for Santa In his big, red sleigh Never thinking of the baby Whose bed was made of hay. In reality when we look into the night sky, We don't see a sleigh But a star, burning bright and high. A faithful reminder, Of that night so long ago, And of the child we call Jesus, Whose love, the world would know.

Santa's Wish Come True.....
On Christmas Eve in a store filled with toys I queued up alongside other girls and boys An important question I had to ask Santa Clause I needed to know if before he answered, he'd pause. As I sat me down on Santa Clause's wide knee I whispered my question as quiet as can be The answer to your question lies deep in your heart You'll have no problem finding it, I can see you are smart. Santa had sensed what he needed to be told The boy he thought, held wisdom in his question so bold He wanted to know why the poor who were kind Had not had any gifts from his sack left behind Santa then told me a story so very very sad Of a poor little girl who had been really glad As Santa had entered her room cold and bare She had thought to that day that nobody cared. She would run to the tree each Christmas day morn Not a single present her heart it was torn The day she met Santa on her tear stained face Santa beheld innocence, sadness and grace. She held out her hands an

My Sweet Prince
You light the way on a moonless night, You're my shelter when it rains. When you're around, all the wrong's made right. You've all the glory without the pains. My knight and shinning armor; an angel sent to me from above. Always I'll cherrish and honor... Forever I will LOVE. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne feburary 11, 1999

Life As A Flame
First a breeze fans the flame. From flame comes smoke. A smoke so thick suffocating heavy. An unbearable weight. Need water, this thirst can not be quenched. Heat so intense the flame burns through the downpour. Anger burning with the intensity of the sun. What is water to the sun? Nothing, the cycle begins once more. A flames thirst is unique unlike a man in the desert. It consumes all in its path. The thirst of a flame halts only after consuming any and all around it. This flame won't be my end it can't be stopped. I won't burn out, I won't be snuffed out. It will not get the best of me. Let this fury smoulder. In good time this flame shall be put to use not to destroy or cause harm. But to warm those who really matter the most. My light shall be comfort, a requiem of peace. A comfortable glow banishing my own unease.

I Wish You Could!
I WISH YOU COULD KNOW I wish you could see the sadness of a businessman as his livelihood goes up in flames or that family returning home , only to find there house and belongings damaged or destoryed . I wish you could know what it is to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, you palms and knees burnng as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 A.m. as I check her husband of forty years for a pulse and find none. I started CPRanyway, hoping aganst hope to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is to late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you could know the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot_filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, and the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke--"sensations t

Hot Shower
Hot Shower I came in from doing yard work, sweat trickling down between my breasts. I was out of breath and exhausted. After getting a glass of cold water from the pitcher in the fridge, I headed to the bathroom to shower. I stripped down to my panties and tight sports bra and camisole. Turning on the radio, a techno beat with a smooth female vocal filled the room. Something about good techno has always made me feel like taking my clothes off. Since showering generally necessitates nudity, I took this as an opportunity to practice my strip tease moves. Using the corner of the shower stall as a pole, I expertly dipped low, bending my knees, and then rising again, ass first, to the beat of the music. I turned, my hips gyrating along with the song, and performed for my imaginary audience, running my hands over my breasts, hooking my thumbs through the side lace of my g-string panties. I pulled my panties part-way down, teasing...no one in particular, and turned, facing t

How I'm Spending (some Of) My Chanukah Gelt.
1) Getting my fishing rod/reel setup in a way that I can fish locally year-round. 2) Getting a few accessories and ammo to go shoot (at least) 1 round of skeet/trap/sporting clays. Damn right!

The American Creed
I believe in the United States of America as a Government of the People, by the People, for the People; whose just powers are derived from the consent of the governed; A democracy in a republic, a sovereign Nation of many Sovereign States; a perfect Union, one and inseparable; established upon those principles of Freedom, Equality, Justice, and Humanity for which American Patriots sacrificed their Lives and Fortunes. I therefore believe it is my duty to my country to Love it; to Support its Constitution; to obey its laws; to Respect its Flag; and to defend it against all enemies.

Pledge Of Allegiance
I Pledge Allegiance to the flag of the United States of America and to the Republic for which it stands,one Nation under God,Indivisible,with Liberty and Justice for All. the meaning behind it. I Promise to be faithful and true (Promise my loyalty) to the emblem that stands for and represents all 50 states, each of them individual, and individually represented on the flag yet formed into a UNION of one Nation And I also pledge my loyalty to the Government that is itself a Republic, a form of government where the PEOPLE are sovereign, this government also being represented by the Flag to which I promise loyalty. These 50 individual states are united as a single Republic under the Divine providence of God, "our most powerful resource" (according to the words of President Eisenhower) and can not be separated. (This part of the original version of the pledge was written just 50 years after the beginning of the Civil War and demonstrates the unity sought in the years after that divi

Faith
Thou shall see thy true self when thy moon is high in thy night. Water that then flows left, now shall flow to thy right. Thy master shall then show thy power that is possessed. and thy non-believers shall believe, or thou shall be made to rest. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

A Second Chance
Oh lonely days have I done spent. Many an hour has gone and went. But the times shall soon turn around. The good from within shall be heaven bound. The evil shall get a chance to make things right. Oh lonely days shall beome lonely night. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

Forever We Will Live
The day we are born and take our first breath, could be our last... for death walks among us. The day we learned to ride a bike could be our last... for death walks among us. Our first step could be our last... for death walks among us. The first time we drive could be our last time... for death walks among us. Our wedding day could be our last day... for death walks among us. Our first child could be our last... for death walks among us. We go to sleep and we may not wake up... for death walks among us. We become ill & may not make it... for death walks among us. We've lived full lives and it's our time to go. We are not gone for death may walk among us, but our memories will live on forever! ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne February 17, 1999

Are You Aware Of What Is Going On? Just Take A Minute...please!
SaveDarfur.org has a post called "Educate Others" that's worth checking out... Hundreds of thousands of people around the world have responded to the suffering in Darfur by standing up and demanding that their governments take action to end the crisis. However, many individuals still have not heard about the genocide in Darfur. To build the political will necessary to…

Fate
Deep within the crystal I look. Many powers it has took. Karma seems to fill the air. Men venger to the dragons lair. Only one brave soul shall return. The end is near and evil shall burn. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

Thanks
MySpace Tweaks, MySpace Layouts, MySpace Images and more! Thanks to everyone who left a comment on my page... I haven checked my Cherry account in a while since activating it...but promise i will take some time out and spice things up a lil'. snoogans

My Pholosophy
Have you ever wondered what life really is? I often think of it day by day. Are we really here? Could we possibly be memories of what was once or could one day be? Have you ever noticed that when you read a book you go through life with the characters? You feel their pain and happiness. You lose with their hardships and gain with their success. I often wonder if the characters in these books are conscience of the fact that someone is intruding in on their private feelings and thoughts; sometimes even becomming the characters themself. Maybe our lives are like that of a character in a book... already written for us and someone else (or something else) is just reading a plot in a story. It's a very serious thing to think about, just like when we dream,,, are we really dreaming of something happening, or someone else... or are we really living that and that person or thing dreaming of another identity AKA our own conscience state. Like my most favorite quote states "Once upon a time I, Ch

Restlessness
The one important thing that meant the most to me. Was stolen and shipped across the sea. The tides were high and tides were low. The waves tossed everything too and fro. Now my spirit shall walk the Earth for all of time, or untill I regain what is rightfully mine. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

Sad
I Am EXTREMELY Heartbroken right now. This Always Happens To Me. I finally felt like i belonged to a "group of people" but i was so wrong. I Am No Longer Part Of The SK Family For Reasons Im Not Going To Say. I Will Still Stick To The Confidentiality (yeah i know i didnt spell that right.) part of things. I Will Truly Miss (blank) Most Of All (you know who you are). He Took My Mind Off Things When Nothing Else Could. He Made Me Smile Like No One Else Could. And In The End He Made Me Cry Like No One Else Could. I don't see a point of me being on CT anymore. Im going to think about it for a few days. And I want to say goodbye to "him"...And let him know i don't hate him or think any less of him. We've had more good times then bad. So Goodbye To You.

Blah
God, I am so fucking bored. Ya'd think when you're bored maybe you should do something productive or there's like nothing to do. However, when I am the most bored is actually when I have a ton of things to get done. But, I don't wanna do ANYTHING that I have to do. So, yah...that's all I have to say about that.

Summer Breezes
I love you on a winters night and on a warm summers day. The breeze is cool, the fire bright and keeps the rain away. The clouds so white up in the blue camvas sky, they look like cotton balls that seem to float on by. My heart is warm, as well, my mind is very clear. All of this seems to happen whenever you are near. I love you in every way, you make my life complete. And whenever I dream, I dream of you, 'cause no one could compete. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne May 13, 1994

The Fear
I feel so completely safe, whenever I have you near. So comfortable when you are close, I have but only one fear. This fear is so overwhelming, I must reassure myself everyday. I tell myself not to worry, that you're going to stay. The more time we spend apart, the more I have this fear. I wish we were together right now, how I do wish you were here. The love I feel for you, is more than words can say. I could not imagine life without you, not one single day. You showed me that you cared for me when I felt I was something that no one would touch, You proved that anything was possible, and I thankyou very much. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne September 1996

The Whisper
I hear a whisper & look around. I look about me, there's no on to be found. I start to walk again & that's when I begin to hear it. It keeps whispering & I choose to fear it. I start to run but it follows; There's a lump in my throat; I cannot swallow. I turn to look into the lush green... but as before... nothing cam be seen. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne August 20, 1990

Through The Cats Eyes
Lover of the tiny cats. the one who understands their pleas. Shall draw from within the unwanted demons and inflict then on the weaker beings. Here me call to you in the cats crys. Remember that you are looking at me through the cats eyes. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

2(x)ist
Being a thought in your mind, the thump in your heart, Us being the picture in your head.... you knowing all I hide from the others. Meeting you realising Im not invincible. These are things 2(x)ist for Looking in your eyes, My reflection looking back at me in the gleam which is me. That's why I continue 2(x)ist. The longing for you, wanting you....to hold your hand.. To have your tears on my chest.... 2(x)ist Memorizing the words to your favorite song even if I hate it.. You compeleting me, me completing you. Th answers to the questions in my Heart is your love. having your lips on mine.... our souls entwined as one in love for all time That is 2(x)ist The name on the tip of your tongue, the breath you release in that splendid climax. Your body pressed firmly against mine... your love being mine. because 2(x)ist is to be yours for all time This is 2(x)ist okay it is by far not finished....

Happy Holidays To All
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

I'm Apparently A Disgrace To My Uniform Hahaha
Okay so tonight has been seriously one fun night. I got into a rather heated conversation with several people impeachment of Mr Bush and a woman after stating my opinion told me and i quote. "Shut my mouth when it comes to my commander and cheif" I some how dont remember ever having to say i would respect him? When i was sworen in he wasnt even in office yet. Further more Respect is earned not given. And further more show me a Soldier who says he's fighting for his "Commander and cheif" Fight for your country, Fight for your family, Fight for your friends and your very way of life. Where in there does it say fight for your commander and cheif? I am sorry but i think i must of been asleep for that part.

Time
The sacred tale of time shall soon unwind. The select few shall band together to make know the secrets of all mankind. Though they do not realize who they are it will be made known soon. To all those who are not true, the divine ones shall bring doom. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

Christmas.....
All credit and respect for this goes to my friend Simion for designing this and sharing this with us here on Cherry this season - thank you Simion - I wanted to ensure that all my friends saw your work - so I've posted it here in my blogs.... you did incredible work! HolidayHugs, ~Mz Mic~ ~Simion~@ CherryTAP

My Wish
I've sat here watching, waiting, wondering if you see... The depth of my emotions burning bright within me. Your intelligence is so advance, you're wise beyond your years Yet you have a boyish innosence, your heart and mind are filled with so many fears. I promise I won't hurt you, as you've been hurt before I want to be your everything in life, I want to give you so much more. To add to your life, Sunshine, brighter days, and laughter To bring your soul peace, light, and give you the happily ever after I feel like I'm looking at you thru far sidded glasses, you're just out of my grasp I try to reach, I try to speak... but cannot, this seems to be my greatest task. In silence I'm wondering, watching, and forever waiting wanting, wishing, hoping, always am I antisipating I want to taste your sweet kiss, consume me with your style I want to feel your strong embrace, I promise it'll be worth your while I've tried to come up with plans to bring us closer together My fears ke

In My Dreams
Every night I go to sleep. I dream of things I dare not speak. I toss and turn all through the night. I moan, groan, and snore in the twilight. Out from within comes a world unknown. A world of drowsiness, very different from my own. Within that world comes a sharp cry. I pray to myself, I'm too young to die. Then the world slowly dissappears. I wake up and forget all my fears. When I wake a new day's begun. I open my window and reveal the new morning sun. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne March 18, 1992

Double Life
As you turn the pages of an unopened book, or stare into a nearby mirror, but never really look. You'll see me here and you'll see me there, and within your mind I'm everywhere. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

Caged
Burning with desire to run free yearning for someone to release me locked up emotions from deep within my mind stranded with the fear of what I may find Broken spirits and shattered dreams There must be more to life than what it seems A side show attraction to laugh and stare Junk and food thrown at me from everywhere Am I young or old... can't remember my age I've been stuck here too long, my home.... this cage. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne August 24, 1999

Subconscience Memory
As I lay here dreaming of exotic places I've never been before. I think to myself, is this really a dream or is it so much more. Could I have been to these places once upon a time, or have I made them all up from deep within my mind. Tales from within of times unknown, visions of life... Was this life my own? ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

A Desperate Cry
A Desperate Cry I wander about all alone in the cold. If I came to your door would you turn me out, or would you shelter me from the cold? I start to cry. Out loud... so bold. If I came to you, would you dry me teary eye, or would you laugh? Please don't scold. I want to say I love you, more than the stars up in the sky. If you found out would you say you love me too, or would you be so cold as to say good bye?! ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper)Coyne March 14, 1992

Poetry By Me
Sweet spoken words of love longing to be. Tender caresses and thoughts of He. California Dreaming on clear stary nights. Feelings raised to whole new heights. Passionate kisses and walking hand in hand. Urges stretching across thousands of miles of land. Together at last running your fingers through my hair. Together we'll be when I am finally there. To spend my life where the warm sun kisses the sky. To walk the beach and listen to the ocean sigh. ~Gwendolyn A. (Pepper) Coyne june 19, 2006

Your My Favorite Thought
Your My Favorite Thought In his thoughts he thinks of his most caring thoughts that bring him so much joy. Then all of sudden that caring thought that he was so tenderly thinking of is her; holding,kissing,caressing and whispering sweet nothing into her ear ever so passionately and lovingly,his favorite thoughts is of her cause her love and beauty shine bright forever in his heart and thoughts. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright: Charles LaMark Nelson 2006

Someone Wrote This To Me......
hought you might like this story ..It's winter time and we have just come in from a day of fun in the snow...we are freezing and wet as we peel off our snow clothes...we run up the stairs you are ahead of me and I pinch your heinie....we walk into the bedroom and continue to remove our clothing I'm standing in front of you and you lean down to kiss me..I sigh and kiss you back as you pull me towards you....I can feel your warm tongue in my mouth..you are kissing my neck and throat while you remove my bra...your strong hands caressing my breasts and rubbing my errect nipples as we move towards the bed...the bed is high and you push back so I am lying on my back as you stand in front of me kissing my throat...kissing the space between my breasts...your goatee is soft and you are touching me stroking my smooth mound as you take my breast in your mouth..teasing my nipple...gently with your teeth..you stick your finger in my wet pussy and i shudder with pleasure..you move to my other br

Make Me An Exceprtion
She stood silently inside the bustop shelter the only noise to be heard was her short breaths in the cold new jersey december night. She shot quick looks to the side and over her shoulder. As she pullher curdory coat in closer acknowleding how the fur tickled her bare chest underneath and rubbing her cold exposed legs together to reduce the chill in the air she wondered, where is he? She told him that he had to come to the bustop she had someone leave a Christmas present there for him he had no idea she was back. She couldnt wait to feel him against her holding her welcoming her back, it had been almost 6 months since she saw him and even longer since she had felt him next to her, on her, in her. She shuffled in a little closer her boots clicked on the ground, his favorite pair, her hooker boots. She hoped he would still like her look she was smaller, 20 pounds actually military training does that to a girl. Her hair was longer to now going just past her chest and it was a dark black

My Girlfriend Is Planning Our Wedding, And I Haven't Even Proposed Yet !!
well, It's not even 2007, and my girlfriend is prodding me already and writting down info for our wedding which will not take place until 2009. The engagement is in 2008. I understand if she's excited that we will be getting married but DAAAANG !! Give a man some time to prepare, right? I have to figure out how to propose,where and when. Then I have to buy the ring. After all this, then I'm asking her to move in with me. Can someone please help me figure out how to deal with this?

My Poems I Write
WHO AM I who am i am i me and if not who should i be i stuggle to become what others want me to be each one looks like me but never never could it be for i am myself i am me written by Tina L.Dawson WHY NOT ME i walk down the street and see lover walking hand in hand each one has that special glow of love and i wonder why not me i have a heart so full of love i truste others with my heart i can't believe how easy i can be decieved all i ever wanted was someone to love me for me someone i could care for and care for me i'm not a bad person i help people when i can so why not me will it ever happen to me will i ever be able to set my love free i guess sometimes life is not fair to all so i sat and look at the lovers passing me by wondering why not me when will i set my love and my broken heart free written by Tina L Dawson a slow healing radio heart you take a woman who will used men and hurt them get what they want and they get all the men b

I Must Be Fucking Stupid
Never ever trust a guy on here. Thats what ive learned. I knew by the way he always tried to cover his ass that he was lying about shit. Whatever. I'm not going to bitch you out, not that youll even bother to take the time to read this, like the other girls. Im just gonna say it was fun and good luck finding someone who will be willing to be your little toy. Im better than that and damn sure deserve better than that. God I wouldve bent over backwards to try and see if this wouldve actually had a chance. You didnt even try. You should spend a little more time taking care of your daughter then trying to hook up with girls off the fucking internet. Im not playing like I didnt try and initiate things either because I did. Im not going to take being lied to or hidden. Ive seen it happen to people I cared about and I wont be the girl to sit there wait and cry. Fuck that. Im a strong independent smart fucking cute girl and ive got plenty of time to find someone to be with. Its your loss..if y

I Could Have Written This Myself....
BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT A.K.A. (THE AGREEMENT)This pre-booty call agreement (herein after referred to as the "agreement") is Entered into on the _____day of_____,2006Between___________and___________.THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES:1)No sleeping over-unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning.2)No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening.3)No calls before 9PM-we don't have shit to talk about.4)None of that "lovemaking"shit-only sex allowed.5)No emotional discussions(ex:Where are we heading with this?Do you love me?) The answer is no so don't ask.6)No plans made in advance-that is why you are called the "backup",unless you are from out-of-town,then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement.7)All gifts accepted-money is always good8)No baby talk-however,dirty talk is encouraged.9)No asking for comparisons with former lovers-it's really none of your damn business.10)No calling each other "friends with priv

This Is For All My Friend Out There!?
PIMP.myYearbook.com - No. 1 Pimp Site PIMP.myYearbook.com - No. 1 Pimp Site PIMP.myYearbook.com - No. 1 Pimp Site (repost of original by '**CherryTap Darlin**' on '2006-12-20 15:08:00') (repost of original by 'sassy1' on '2006-12-20 15:20:52') (repost of original by 'Daditude' on '2006-12-20 16:00:44') (repost of original by 'scarletxoxo im not realy on my computer sux today lol' on '2006-12-20 16:04:09') (repost of original by '~Pain Is My Passion~ ** Paradise Radios Owner** ~ Rock Star Kings Wife~' on '2006-12-20 16:07:07') (repost of original by '®™buckeye cherry~®™Secretary of the Old Timers Society' on '2006-12-20 16:21:04') (repost of original by '~badassbitch74~ PRESIDENT OF THE OLD TIMERS SOCIETY' on '2006-12-20 16:29:25') (repost of original by '~Terri' on '2006-12-20 16:41:56') (repost of original by 'ьĕĕй ьóμgђt Ъy tђé ÐÊV‡£‡§H_TÊÁ§Ê¤]´)÷¤' on '2006-12-20

Loaded Tank & Two Smoking Cylinders
Gooood Fuuuuuckin Daaaaammit!!!!! Engine + Ignition = KaBoom! Yep, another one bites the dust. At least for now. Antifreeze everywhere... Probably a hose. Maybe the water pump. Maybe the whole engine (probably not). If it's bad, you'll all get to see a vid of me smashing it into something, flipping it over, then bashing it with a baseball bat until the engine stops running :) More later... @};~ NiZ

Our Journey
Spiritual Journey The journey is different for everyone we are all in the process till it's done Seeking the road to peace of mind the path is easy to know and hard to find So often side tracked by things unimportant missing the wonders that are heaven sent unhappy that life won't bend to our will discovery that we have yet to fulfill just to live in the moments of the day accepting things that don't go our way knowing it is better to be a part of the whole these are the things that enlighten the soul ego and pride take away from the ride leaving us empty and wanting to hide to protect our selfs from hurts yet to come is the way of many and yet very dumb for without risk we can never be right we must be open to advance into the light Standing tall at the journeys conclusion free of the bonds of material confusion By R.Thomas Dinsmore

Ooo How I Love Rob...haha
*britt*: ok so what time you work tomorrow> *britt*: since you work tarded hours Rob my partner in crime: tomorrow i am gonna work 7am to 3pm instead of my usual 3 to 11 so i can start my vacation early *britt*: LOL k just checkin Rob my partner in crime: hehe Rob my partner in crime: you work *britt*: 4-11 *britt*: again *britt*: till saturday *britt*: i work 1-9 Rob my partner in crime: i knew if ya did it was 4 to 11 lol *britt*: and sunday im posta work 11-8 *britt*: but we are closin the store at 6 *britt*: haha *britt*: walmart closin *britt*: THANK GOD Rob my partner in crime: LOL *britt*: its gonna be interestin tryin to get all the late ass tards outta the store *britt*: i think imma volunteer to stand at the door with a gun *britt*: tellin em ITS XMAS FUCKIN EVE Rob my partner in crime: lmfao *britt*: GO SPEND IT WITH YOUR GOD DAMN FAMILY *britt*: LIKE I WANNA DO Rob my partner in crime: hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha *britt*: GETTIN DRUNK *britt*: CUZ

My Tara
You are the essence of comfort and acceptance Forever encouraging and loving me For who I am and who I wish to be Radiating your love like the warmth of a favorite blanket I am wrapped within your heart. You are like the ocean's tide Constant and beautiful, yet forever changing I watch in wonder at your many hues Like that of a glorious sunset The colors of you are infinite. You are the one I need to seek When I experience a newness in life I want to share it with you and only you Like a sturdy oak I lean on your strength When I feel like a Weeping Willow. You are eternal You are woven into my soul forever Etched into my life. You are My Love

Loser Of The Year,show, Radio, Rambling....
So here it is again. Holiday season. The time of year when you randomly feel obliged to buy something from Sharper Image for the Uncle or Aunt that you havent spoken to since last year .... I have never understood the pressure that comes with the whole present-buying thing. I mean, parents, wives, girlfriends, boyfriends .... I get it. We love those people. We also know them a little, which means we can buy a gift that actually means something. But how many times have you found yourself in The Discovery Channel store in the Mall, staring at a DVD of 'The Amazing Planet' and trying to think who you could give it to ? It might just be me, but I always end up getting stuff that means nothing, for people that I don't even know!!! WNCI's Jingle Ball: It really is a whirlwind when we do that kinda thing. One minute, I am waking up, drinking starbucks and trying to clear the fog in my head and get a picture of my day. And the next I am crawling back into my bed at about 3.30am having s

Facts On Hemp
Facts on Marijuana 1. Cannabis and hemp are the same. "Marijuana" was the Mexican name given to cannibus. 2. Cannibus was first cultivated in China around 4000 B.C. 3. The original drafts of the Declaration of Independance were written on hemp paper. 4. One acre of hemp will produce as much paper as four acres of trees. 5. Hemp is a source of fiber for cloth and cordage for rope. The hemp fiber is locates inside the long stem of the plant. 6. George Washington and Thomas Jefferson grew hemp. Washington, our first president, declared, "Make the most of the hemp seed. Sow it everywhere." 7. Hemp seed is nature's perfect food. The oil from the hemp seed has the highest percentage of essential fatty acids and the lowest percentage of saturated fats. 8. Sterilized hemp seed is commonly sold as bird seed. 9. Rolling papers, like Bambu, are made from hemp paper. 10. In 1937, the Marijuana Tax Stamp Act prohibited the use, sale, and cultivation of hemp/marijuana

The Nuts On Some People!!!!!!!!!
SO... I was driving home from work...filled up on gas...kinda tired from washing dishes all night...and was at the intersection of Galvin and Becker...which whoever lives in Marshfield knows is a simple 2-way stop sign...this fucking tool proceeds to drive out of their stop sign 20 feet in front of me...forcing me to slam on my breaks...those of you who know me well, know that I am hands down the best driver in Marshfield...however, there is only so much I can do with freezing rain covering the road...I then slide and almost run into the guy...so I display my displeasure by honking my horn...I think all is fine and dandy...BUT THEN THE GUY HAS THE NUTS ON HIM TO TURN AROUND IN THE ROAD AND PULL UP BEHIND ME AND PUT HIS MOTHER FUCKING BRIGHTS ON!...I mean wow...at this point I'm pretty pissed off...they follow me all the way to Stadt road with their brights on...so I pull onto Stadt, and get the fuck out of my car...and they take off further down Becker...I drive home...heart still raci

Mourning
She sits there on the shore of the lake Swans and children swim by The warm Sun hides behinds wispy clouds She sings silently to a song played far away It was their song She knew all the words But he was not there to sing it with her People in love walk by hand in hand Some kiss Others stop and look into each other's eyes She just sits The clouds cannot take the stars from her eyes The smile she always had with him has faded She knows he would not want to see her like that She dreams Her mind wanders Wondering what might have been If only he had said no when they asked If only she had told him how she felt before he left If only she had given him her love Maybe if they had kissed the day he left Things may have been different She cried the day he left but he never knew She was his all of his life but he never knew She hold a bible and an American flag between her hands Her eye looking toward heaven Eyes water She cries softly She says goodbye to a love who d

Blood Symphony Part One
ashes to ashes dust to dust flesh to flesh lust to lust i see the blood flow and i want more the craving starts to grow as the blood begins to poor my heart beats faster as the blood quenches my thirst nothing can forfill my hunger because i am the first.

Hard To Believe
Here is something that I don’t understand, with this being the holiday season and so many are already depressed why are there so many people filled with hate and throwing it out all over the Internet. I guess that some people do not understand that all the evil that they spew forth will come back to them in some way or form and then not understand when it happens to them.

~~ Contest Update ~~
~~ Sexy Man Of CherryTap ~~ Contest Opens 12/21 thur 12/27 at 12pm noon! Man with the most comments wins! Rates will be used for tie breakers. Comment bombing allowed You can comment on your own pic. Still got openings if you want to join and win big prizes. And here they are....... Good Luck Guys!

Our Dog Tippy Died
My son's dog Tippy passed away tonight. Tippy was the last present that the children's paternal grandfather gave to my son before he passed away 11 years ago. Please say a prayer for my son Thomas and my daughter Emily as they are both going to be spending the next couple of days in tears. Tippy is a well traveled dog. She was born in Ohio. Traveled to live with us in Florida and passed away in Texas. She has given bright smiles to my family, my former step children and others that have seen her throughout the years. She was "miss trainer dog" to any other dog that was brought into the family. She didn't play their "sniff butt" games. She would let them know that she was a lady that didn't play that by yapping at them. As a Beagle/Collie mix, she was one of the best dogs I have ever had. She will be missed.

Drifting
Drifting by Kit McCallum I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It se

People Trying To Make Me Feel Bad
This one is to all those people that are trying to make me feel bad because I am happy with who I am with. I can be your friend or not it is all up to you. I just don't want to here the crying, or all the talk about killing yourself. I am having a good time with what I am doing and don't want the negative stuff to bring me down. I don't want to sound like and ass about it but I will help anyone with what ever. And this is only posted towards a couple of people so if you read this ask and I will tell you how it is for.

Soul Searching
NO ANSWERS The gifts that come from a higher source give us all reason to wonder why in due course some have the perfect most wonderful lifes and other have hardship and unwanted strifes Some are just blessed with all that is right others are working to get to the light of those who have only the best few of them know how greatly their blessed They take for granted the meeting of needs never knowing that it is more than sowing the seeds the harvest we reap is not always the same some have it much harder in lifes game Some will have it all go their way most of us work to get through the day trust in something beyond this material place there peace can be found beyond this drab space As to what reason there is for these things if I knew that answer many phones would ring I would send the word out to the world to know we should all count our blessings and let our light show By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Hello To All Of Mine!!!!!!
just to let you all know, My dad is doing well now, he's better and home. I haven't been on the pc for awhile 'cause my hunny's home on R and R for two weeks from Iraq. I'm about to hit the sack and thought i'd let you all know that i haven't forgot about you all. LOVES!!!!!!! Larayna

Read Me!!!
What are the 3 letters that can change a girl to a woman ?? Who thinks Da Bears are going to the SUper Bowl ?? What does the other half of an apple look like ? Why is Paris Hilton famous again ??? Why was Fat Joe such a dick head on that episode of Wildin Out ? When was the last time you ate some Animal Crackers ? Who checks there myspace account first thing in the morning before brushing their teeth ? Who is the Father of Anna Nicole Smith's baby ? With all the makeup Christina Aguilera has been wearing lately, doesn't she look like she could be the third member of the Insane Clown Possee Why is Lloyd Banks so smooth ? Isn't Being Bobby Brown the worst thing Bobby could have ever done to Whitney Houston's career? Why are most top models...so damn ugly ? Is it just me or could Venus & Serena Williams sometimes pass for drag queens? Why is Nick Cannon a star ? What is it that every Celebrity has to have a reality show ? Where did Sean Paul g

For All Special Friends
your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM, your the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND"

Unstain
12/20/06 Just a simple act pulling the curtain back But your hands tremble so quick to release My pulse is a gift do not attempt to forget The options are few so lay down in the rush These tools you use in your justifications They are so easily shattered by concrete and convenience There may be ahead more places to lay yourself down I might join the phantoms chased off upon awakening Ruled by maybe if so begging for a stronger hold A closer inspection finds the flowers are painted on Pulling the curtain back just a simple act You are an imprint in my strongest memories Don't let them be tainted anymore than they already are

One Of Those Weeks.....
Its just been one of those weeks for bad news... and its only Wednesday (well thursday as of right now)... Tuesday Derrick called Sharon to see what was goin on bout pics of our daughter (we r 4 months since the last batch)... and he found out that she (our daughter) needs surgery... no one seems to understand what i am going thru with that news. I've cried myself into hyperventilation i dont kno how many times since that call came. I sit here and blame myself for it. What else is there to do? Its not normal... she "baked" inside of me for 10 months. I guess im just cursed when it comes to kids... look at domanic.... althou his was birth trauma... but still... Wednesday (today) my mom got a call from her best friend (our old neighbor when we lived in Holden)... her daughter died in a fire on monday. Her daughters used to babysit me. My mom is pretty devestated to say the least... but theres talk of us going up there... GOD can i survive a 2 hour something drive with my mother?!?!

True Friends
friends are................. ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ aithful… ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ espectful… ¶¶¶_¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ntelligent… ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ verlasting or loyal… ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶_¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ aughty…and ¶¶¶_¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶___¶¶¶earest of all… ¶¶¶__¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶

One Night
It was so sweet that we met, A chance that not many get. When I heard the "Uh Oh", How was I to know! That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? Will a heart grow, or will it die? Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied. One's needs are met, Some with regret. Some with hope, Some with pain. But still, the answer is plain. If we hadn't met, On that very day, Things would be different In every way. The emptiness may be filled, A life may start to rebuild. A heart may be broken, Or mad

Condoms
Imagine if all major retailers started making their own condoms and kept the same tag line………. · Sainsbury Condoms – making life taste better · Tesco Condoms – every little helps · Nike Condoms – just do it · Peugeot Condoms – the ride of your life · Galaxy Condoms – why have rubber when you can have silk · KFC Condoms – finger licking good · Minstrels Condoms – melt in your mouth, not in your hands · Safeway Condoms – lightening the load · Abbey National Condoms – because life is complicated enough · Coca Cola condoms – the real thing · Duracell condoms – keep going and going · Pringles condoms – once you pop, you can’t stop · Burger King condoms – home of the whopper · Goodyear condoms – for a longer ride go wide · FCUK condoms – no comment required · Muller Light condoms – so much pleasure, but where’s the pain · Halfords condoms – we go the extra mile · Royal Mail condoms – I saw this and thought of you · Andrex condoms – soft, strong and very, very long · Ren

Shut The Fuck Up U Fucking Whiney Bithces!!
I JUST WANNA KNOW WHY EVERYTIME I CLICK ON HERE `SOME GIRL IS BITCHING AND WHINNING ABOUT FAKE THIS, OR FAKE PROFILES WHOS ON THE TOP PICS, WHO GOT THIS GIFT!! SHIT GROW UP LADIES OR KICK IT ON MY SPACE. ITS REALLY HIGH SCHOOL ALL THE SHIT TALKING DRAMA.. . I'M ALSO SICK OF WHINEY GIRLS SAYING SHIT ABOUT BAD MOODS AND MEDS THERE ON. COME ON DO WE REALLY CARE. IT JUST SHOWS YOUR AGE ALL THE BANTERING GOING ON... OK SO GLAD I SPOKE MY LITTLE PIECE OF MIND.. GROW UP GIRLS!!!!

Cherry Tap
Well im new on cherry and i have to say this place is the shit i just had to get it down because im so excited its not even funny i just like meeting new people and hope that i meet some great peopleso if anyone is interested let me know, lol

Forever Friend
THOUGH I CANNOT SEE OR TOUCH YOU I KNOW DEEP IN MY HEART THAT WE BECAME FOREVER FRIENDS RIGHT FROM THE VERY START YOU LIVE IN A WORLD THAT IS FAR FROM MINE BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE THERE FOR ME AT THE OTHER END OF THE TELEPHONE LINE WE HAVEN'T KNOWN EACH OTHER LONG BUT I CAN TELL YOU REALLY CARE I WANT YOU TO KNOW DEEP IN YOUR HEART THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AS SURE AS THE EARTH SPINS AROUND AND AROUND I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU AND I KNOW BY WHAT YOU'VE SHOWN YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME TOO © TAMMY REED 1998

Bartending
So my brother in law went to bartending school and he kicked ass at it! He now has a diploma and can work anywhere he wants! I just wanted to send out mad probs to him because I am very proud of him! Oh and he makes BAD ASS drinks!

The Journey
AS THEY SAY THEIR VOWS THE HEAVENS REJOICE THEY JOIN TOGETHER ONE SOUL, ONE VOICE AN ANGELIC BEAUTY DRESSED ALL IN WHITE A HANDSOME MAN BASKING IN HER HEAVENLY LIGHT THEY STARTED AS TWO AND NOW ARE AS ONE THEY PROMISED TO CHERISH, TO HONOR, TO LOVE BEFORE THEIR FAMILIES, THEIR FRIENDS, AND GOD ABOVE THE HEAVENS HAVE OPENED THE ANGELS HAVE SUNG THE OLD JOURNEY ENDS THE NEW HAS BEGUN © TAMMY REED 1997

Empty Inside
You ever feel like nothing around you is real and that no one really cares. It makes me wonder why should I try. I am just like everyone eles and deserve to be treated the same. I have a heart and I have feelings when something hurts I cry. People make me feel so empty inside. Makes me think don't try and you wont cry. I wish the pain would just pass me by. I can give and give but what good does that do cause in the end my tears just fall like the rain till I am more empty inside. At the end of the day I just feel so dead inside.

Friday!
Okay- Some of you know that I am happily married to my hubby Stephen. He works for Goodyear Gemini here in Phoenix, Arizona. Goodyear has three plants and the Union Workers went on strike. They sent thousands of people over to the plants to work. Well he was sent off and he's now been gone since November 26Th. We've never been apart from each other except once and that was for four days. Well he finally gets to come home on Friday at 1:00 P.M.! I'm getting very excited. The bad thing is he leaves on Tuesday December 26Th. He'll be gone till the end of January but there might be a possibility that we will have to move out to Topeka, Kansas if they offer him a permanent position. So- Yeah my hubby will be home really soon! Then we can make up for lost time! T'Kayla Ayanna

Where Are They?
People come and go in and out of your life they say that they are your friends and that you matter but where are they when you need them. When you need their shoulder or just someone to tell you that you will make it through and that the pain with go away. Where are they when you are dying inside? When you are drowneding on all those tears that you are holding in? The expect you to be there for them at the drop of a hat but can never make the time for you. Where are there hearts?

My Ideal Drug(quiz)
You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls. Marijuana75%Inhalents75%Mushrooms69%Ecstacy56%Alcohol44%None!38%Cocaine31%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com

How Sexual Am I?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko40%Average40%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Whats My Kink?
You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds92%Whips67%Bondage67%Biting67%Chains/Handcuffs42%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Hear The Angels Sing
IF YOU EVER WONDER WHAT THE DAY WILL BRING LOOK UP IN THE HEAVEN'S AND HEAR THE ANGELS SING IF YOU EVER WANT TO KNOW THAT JOY IS WHAT A BABY BRINGS JUST LOOK UP IN THE HEAVENS AND HEAR THE ANGELS SING THE ANGELS SING A SONG OF PEACE AND LOVE THAT IS SUBLIME JUST LOOK UP IN THE HEAVENS YOU CAN ALMOST SEE THEM SHINE FOR ANGELS LIVE AMONG US IN THIS WORLD OF HATE AND CRIME WE COULD HEAR THEM SPEAK TO US IF WE ONLY TOOK THE TIME SOMEDAY THERE WILL COME A TIME TO BRING OURSELVES TO JESUS CHRIST OUR SAVIOR, LORD, AND KING MAKE SURE TO LOOK UP IN THE HEAVENS AND HEAR THE ANGELS SING © TAMMY REED 1997

Funny...(thanks Princessv75)
Tricky question 2 A mother is in the kitchen making supper for her family when her young daughter walks in. "Mommy, where do babies come from?" After thinking about it for a moment, the mother explains, "Well, dear, a girl and a boy fall in love and get married. Then, one night they go into their room, hug and kiss, and have sex." The child looks puzzled. The Mother continues, "That means that daddy puts his penis in the mommy's vagina. That's how you get a baby, dear." The child replies, "But, the other night when I came into your bedroom, you had daddy's penis in your mouth. What do you get when you do that, Mommy?" "Jewelry, dear."

Unbridled Desire
IN THE DEPTHS OF THE SHADOWS IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT I HEAR THE WIND BLOWING I'M LOSING MY SIGHT ALL SENSE OF DIRECTION LOST IN A MOMENT IN TIME HEARING THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART LOSING TOUCH WITH MINE THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN THE TASTE OF YOUR KISS THE LINGERING PASSION THE SHEER MAGICAL BLISS WE JOIN AS ONE WITH A FIERCE FIRE THE LOVE THAT WE FEEL UNBRIDLED DESIRE WRITTEN BY: TAMMY REED 2006

I Don't Know..
Everyday I put on this happy face for everyone, I listen to everyone's good news and their bad, always the one that everyone leans on..and I'm not really complaining about that, I like to be there for people and glad that I'm the one they choose to come to...I just get so tired of petending like I'm always happy and let my hurt or sadness build up then one little thing can just set me off and the tears just start flowing. I hate feeling like I'm all alone and can't talk to anyone about certain things. I know I have some great friends on here and irl but it's still hard to open up...So I figured I'd put some things down here so some of you would at least get an idea. It's hard to be a bitch when you're so fucking sensitive sometimes lol If you've gotten this far..thanks for reading.

Time
It passes quickly by me Never knowing that it's there I feel it going faster It leaves me standing still Leaving me behind Like the forcefull winds of fate Leaving me to wonder Never knowing, never seeing.. I feel my heart race Should I run to catch up? Should I take it all in stride? What if I miss something? The most wonderful thing that could happen.. Will it fail to catch my eye? Am I running a losing race? Or is there something great for me? In the end am I just questioning.. Something that's meant to be? Will I win this race against time? Or will it pass me by? Ever so quickly, it's time to soar.. To spread my wings and fly. © Tammy Reed 2006

You And Me
THE SHIMMERY SPARKLE OF GOLDEN MOONBEAMS THE SPARKLING TWILIGHT THE DREAMER OF DREAMS THE STILLNESS OF DAYBREAK THE QUIET OF NIGHT THE MAGIC ENVELOPS YOU LIFTS YOU UPRIGHT ABOVE THE CLOUDS BEYOND THE SEA IN THE DEPTHS OF YOUR SOUL MY TOUCH WILL ALWAYS BE THE RIPPLES ON WATER THE GRAINS OF SAND BRING US TOGETHER HAND IN HAND FEELING SO CLOSE AS THOUGH WE ARE ONE LIVING EACH MOMENT A NEW LIFE BEGUN TENDER KISSES LINGER ON MY LIPS FEELING THE PASSION IN EACH GENTLE CARESS IT'S HARD TO DESCRIBE HOW THIS LOVE CAME TO BE BUT THROUGH THE HANDS OF FATE WE HAVE FOUND YOU AND ME WRITTEN BY: TAMMY REED MAY 2006

I Wrote Of Friends
some people came into my life and their time passed ... I miss them. We shared the joys and the sorrows I miss you my friend I know I will till the end you touched me in so a many way my selfish heart wishes you could stay We laughed as few friends ever do we laughed at your quirks so much too So much energy and zest for life so much will, so much struggle and strife how do we measure the man you are how can we judge events so far is it the wonder of your child you left us behind is it the beauty of love that lived in your mind is it your legacy of a place we enjoy because of you how do we show that you made life anew you lived your dreams and did all you love you held on tight when push came to shove we talked of our lives for hours on end the measure of you I have is your my friend My life will be lacking now that your gone we will live and do as we must and go on but each day that we enter these places we share we will think of you

My Angel
I KNOW THAT LIFE SEEMS TOUGH AND OFTEN TIMES GETS ROUGH BUT NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE I AM NEVER VERY FAR YOU LIFT MY SPIRITS WHEN I AM BLUE WITH SWEET LOVING WORDS & GUESTURES TOO AN ANGEL IN THE MIDST OF A SAD AND LONELY TIME A FRIEND WHO'S ALWAYS THERE A TREASURE THAT IS MINE ALTHOUGH WE LIVE SO FAR APART YOU'VE HEALED A PIECE OF MY BROKEN HEART SHOWN ME THAT LIFE DESERVES A CHANCE AND THE PAST IS THE PAST, NOT A SECOND GLANCE WE MAKE OUR MISTAKES, WE LIVE AND LEARN THE GOOD WILL COME WHEN IT'S OUR TURN LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST IN EVERY WAY TAKE IT STEP BY STEP AND DAY TO DAY YOU'RE MY ANGEL, MY FRIEND TO THE BITTER END AND I LOVE YOU FOR JUST BEING YOU THIS LITTLE POEM WAS WRITTEN TO SAY... THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO!! WRITTEN BY TAMMY REED

My One And Only
YOU'RE MY FIRST THOUGHT EVERY MORNING YOU FILL MY DREAMS AT NIGHT THE ONE I'D NEVER GIVE UP ON WON'T LET GO WITHOUT A FIGHT YOU FILL MY DAYS WITH SUNSHINE MAKE ALL MY DREAMS COME TRUE YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM SPECIAL LIFT MY SPIRITS WHEN I AM BLUE YOU'RE NOT ONLY MY BEST FRIEND BUT, MY LOVER AND SO MUCH MORE YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I CAN LEAN ON BABY, YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I ADORE IF I COULD MAKE ONE WISH IT WOULD BE FOR TIME TO JUST STAND STILL THE MOMENT I FIRST TOUCH YOUR FACE THE MOMENT MY DREAM IS FULFILLED. © BY TAMMY REED

September 11th
WHERE WERE YOU THAT DAY? THAT WARM SEPTEMBER MORN WHEN OUR COUNTRY HOLDING HANDS STOOD AS ONE TO MOURN WERE YOU DRIVING DOWN THE HIGHWAY? OR STANDING IN THE SHOPPING MALL? WERE YOU THINKING OF A LOVED ONE? OR DOING NOTHING AT ALL? HOW DID YOU FEEL WHEN THE TOWERS FELL DOWN? DID YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WERE LUCKY? OR DID YOUR KNEES HIT THE GROUND? HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN? OH HOW COULD IT BE THAT SOMONE WOULD DO SOMETHING THAT WOULD AFFECT BOTH YOU AND ME? SOME OF OUR BRAVEST FELL THAT WARM DAY SAVING THOUSANDS OF LIVES GOD BLESS THE U.S.A. WHEN YOU STOP AND THINK OF ALL OUR COUNTRY HAS BEEN THROUGH KEEP IN MIND OUR FREEDOM DEPENDS ON ME AND YOU. SO, NOW WE STAND TOGETHER OUR COUNTRY AS A WHOLE WHAT WAS IT THAT MADE A DIFFERENCE? WAS IT GOD THAT TOUCHED YOUR SOUL? © SEPTEMBER 13TH, 2001 TAMMY REED

Soul Mates
Two souls connected Before they ever meet Two hearts joined as one Getting closer with every beat Noone can know The sadness you feel When one cannot see The wound that won't heal It's deep and it's open Till love finds it's way To bring them together Knowing it'll happen some day Tears cried for each day That they haven't been whole But joy finds it's way Into both of their souls With each passing day As time marches on Feeling and knowing Their love growing strong Hoping and praying That time passes by Ever so quickly Still questioning why Never knowing the answers But, knowing God has a plan Keeps their love going Till they are hand in hand. ©Tammy Reed November 2006

Guess I Should Introduce You All To Him!
You can find my hunny Mike at his own page here: jammingracebike@ CherryTAP Please stop in and show him some love for me...he hasnt been a member for too long and could use some more friends and such. Thanks in advance.

A Tear
I CRIED A TEAR FOR YOU TODAY MAYBE TWO OR THREE I MAY HAVE LOST COUNT BUT, THAT'S OK THEY ARE ONLY FOR ME TO SEE I SAID A PRAYER FOR YOU LAST NIGHT FOR EVERY MINUTE OF YOUR DAY HOPING THAT YOU WILL COME TO ME THAT GOD WILL LEAD YOUR WAY I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU A DREAM THAT WILL COME TRUE I GAVE YOU A KISS AND WHISPERED I WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU YOU FILL MY MIND EACH SECOND OF EVERY SINGLE DAY YOUR IN MY HEART COMPLETELY AND THERE I KNOW YOU'LL STAY ©Tammy Reed 2006

Have You Ever?
Have you ever listened To a beating heart Wondered what it's beating for Or what made it start? Have you ever heard the sounds the someone makes when their heart has just been broken because of your mistakes Have you ever seen what happens to a tear as it rolls down someones face because they've lost someone dear Have you ever known the heart of a man not looking at the outside but looking deep within Does it really matter the appearance that we see isn't it the heart that counts it's what matters most to me For beauty comes only in it's truest form within it doesn't matter what we see what we see is only skin. © Tammy Reed December 2006

Fake Humans Piss Gunrunner Off
Ok, first of all, I already have a blog so please understand this one is pretty much just for me to bitch about things. Oh wait, my main blog is all about that too. Anyway, if youre a fake ass jerk, you will probably hate this blog. Hell, its ok, you can even hate me cause I dont give a damn. Have you ever noticed how people seem to always try and impress others to gain approval??? Well, of course you have cause every single one of us has done it at one time in our lives and I will bet that most of us do it quite often even if we don't recognize it. The reason I bring this up is because of this site. Cherrytap kicks ass and I'm sure that most of you agree but some of the people on here are just plain S T U P I D !!! It never fails to amaze me that some women on this site, who "shout box" me, use words like "baby","sexy","sweety" etc. when talking to me. First of all I know I am in NO WAY sexy so please do not say it! Secondly, I am not your baby or sweety pie and well, I thin

A Lover's Tears
The ache she felt was deep, with no way to appease it, she would hold her pillow at night, and cry into it, shaking away the tears, feeling the loss of him. Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months, and months turned to years, and still she felt the anguish, never letting up, wondering if she was living in a hell hole of a time warp, her heart forever bound to his. He was her first, the ONLY one to collar her, the ONLY one to feast upon her, she was HIS. He made her this way for eternity.

For A Friend
And through the night, I lay as if dead, and within the walls of my mind, its your image that i find. Burning bright to fight the cold, and keep me safe where you cannot hold. The sun is mine, a gift I give, but all the while its short to live. I have been lacking and so I beg, for forgivness for the words I dreg. I lay at night a waist in sighs, for the future that always lies, just out of crasp or so it seems, at least that is how it is in dreams. For A Friend on CT!

My Faries Worl Poem
My Fairies World Poem My fairies float on breezes warm, in pastel shades they are adorned. Ribbons, bows and castles too, my fairies bring here just for you. So come with me, and enter in my fairy world - now let's begin. Tread gently on the fairies flowers, spend time with them in leafy bowers. Feel the touch as their gossamer wings brush your hand, what joy this brings. Catch hold, the trailing ribbons high, may be, you too will fly. See bubbles blown to catch the light, don't make a sound, less they take flight. Enter then their castle home, there's blue and pink, where you may roam. Drift with them among the spires. In my fairyland, no one tires. Watch them paint the butterflies, but, careful do not blink your eyes. Sometimes with butterflies they come to earth, to see what must be done. Landing in your fairy dell, but that's a secret, do not tell. Only the elves, with whom they play know they are there at the end of day. They dance together

Official Naughty Or Nice
Naughty orNice??? Come on in and let The wonderful contestants know how naughty or nice you think they may have been. Female Naughty Female Nice Don't Forget the MEN Male Naughty or Male Nice

Ultimate Payback. This Is Awsome.
You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks ea

Isolate The Fire
Born in January amidst frost and ice The scars of winter rape keep my temperature too high Maybe I’m just a hell-spawned demon Maybe that’s why I always have a fever I am a space heater I spit flames Fingertips of cauterizing pens Can I scorch your insides? High-rise apartment building garbage incinerator That grumbles in the night Trash is rendered to ash before it reaches the tongue licking flames Do you see the steam rising off of me as I walk through the rain? Lie down in the snow and melt a five foot radius Say you want to burn Douse me

Happy Holidays
just want to wish all my friends here a safe and happy holiday season. thanks for all the love guys. so far the people here are cool as shit. with me anyway. just wondering if any one read my 1st blog. would like to comments on it, if possible. i'll take a shot of tequila for all my friends

Public Announcement..
PUBLIC ANNOUCEMENT..National American Indian Heritage Month, November 2006.. A Proclamation by the President of the United States of America.. During National American Indian Heritage Month, we honor the generations of American Indians and Alaska Natives who have added to the character of our Nation. This month is an opportunity to celebrate their many accomplishments and their rich ancestry and traditions. America is blessed by the character and strength of American Indians and Alaska Natives, and our citizens are grateful for the countless ways Native Americans have enriched our country and lifted the spirit of our Nation. We are especially grateful for the Native Americans who have served and continue to serve in our Nation's military. These brave individuals have risked their lives to protect our citizens, defend our democracy, and spread the blessings of liberty to people around the world. My Administration is working to ensure that American Indians and Alaska Nativ

What I Feel..
I feel like I'll never find love.. I have to admit my luck if u call it luck with women never was good.. I want ot find a wife, I want a family is that to much to ask??well enough with my whining.. i have work to make everyone fell better and make them happy...

Rambling On And On Like An Odl Man
WHAT YOU ARE A BOUT TO READ IS EITHER REAL OR NOT YOU DECIDE BUT PLEASE DONT PASS JUDGEMENT TILL YOU READ ALL THE INSTALLMENTS THIS IS JUST ...............DAY ONE: BUZZZZZZ THE SOUND OF MY DIME STORE ALARM CLOCK WAKES ME REMINDING ME ITS TIME TO GET MY FAT BUTT OUT OF BEDD WITH A JIGGLE TO THE LEFT I FIND MY FEET ON THE FLOOR HEARING MY WIFE WHO BY THE WAY THINKS I COULDN'T LOVE HER ANDY LESS( JOKES ON HER) ASKS ME WHAT I AM DOING I SNICKER IN DISSBELEIFE AND SAY IM OFF TO MAKE YOU YER MONEY SHE GIGGLES AND SAYS GET TO IT THEN WITH A SMOOCH I AM DOWN THE STAIRS TRIPPING ON THE KIDS LAYING ON THE LIVING ROOM FLOOR..NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW THEY GET THERE TILL I COME HOME AND SEE THEIR BEDS AINT BEEN SLEPT IN IN 3 YEARS.. AHH THE KIDS I AM A FATHER OF FOUR GOT 3 GIRLS AND ONE BOY THE OLDEST IS 12 YOUNGEST (BOSS) IS 6. HEARING FROM THE LOCAL METEOROLOGIST ITS GOING TO BE A BLUSTERY DAY WITH 75 MILE AND HOUR WINDS I PREPARE FOR MY DAY .. THE ONLY THING I LOVE

Dear Neighbor With The Power Drill,
I understand that you want to finish installing whatever the hell it is on the wall we share, but it's 9pm and you are making my whole room vibrate (not in a good way). It feels like you are drilling into my skull. Please die. Thank you, Salyx

My Love For You
You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart.

Tired!!
I know.....I know.....I don't come here often enough!! But, in my own defense.....I've been extremely busy!! I take care of my mom, I work when i can, I tend to the house I'm personally living in, and, now that it's holiday time.....I'm pretty much doing all of my cooking and moms!! Only to find out of course that hardly any of us will be here. But, you know what?? It's going to be just fine. My mother wants a traditional Christmas, and she'll get it!! My niece had her baby...Logan weighed 10 lbs and 4 oz. Yes folks...we have a butterball on our hands!!! She says thank goodness for epidurals!! Sure wish I'd have known about those things!!! And I thought Stadol was the bomb!! She said with an epidural there wasn't much pain!! Stadol just relaxes you...it does nothing for pain. I know this first hand!! Has anyone else ever had stadol?? That shit is awesome!! I remember being in labor and them putting it in my IV. I came out of a contraction, and HELLO!!!! That shit was goooood!! Kinda

A Christmas Story
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,' Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the Sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Still Thinking
She holds me captive with a smile Now I search all the while Seeking the one who caught my eye Beauty such to make angels sigh Flaxen hair and the perfect face Sound of her laugh made this heart race Faint of heart and fair maiden charm Did this mans defense she disarm Now I seek just one more chance The fair maiden and her glance That holds me still to this day That keeps me looking in every way For the one whose beauty true Makes the days all feel so new IN LOVE I desire to hold you and kiss you deep To give you my passion yours to keep To love you as no one ever has tried So you know that I am always at your side Yours to be with in all that may be Yours forever till the end of eternity To make a vow to love you without end To be there for you as your best friend To never let any come in between you and I To make you smile and be joyous until we die Together forever in this world and in the next In my heart these words are a living text

Jean Lafitte - Pirate And Patriot
Pirate and Patriot "He left a corsair’s name to other times, Linked one virtue to a thousand crimes." -- Lord Byron He has been called "The Corsair," "The Buccaneer," "The King of Barataria," "The Terror of the Gulf," "The Hero of New Orleans". At three separate times, U.S. presidents have condemned, exonerated and again condemned his actions. He is known for his piracy in the Gulf of Mexico, and lauded for his heroism in the Battle of New Orleans. Each personae seems to balance the other. He hated being called "pirate," for, as he saw it, he was a "privateer" serving an economic purpose in an economically frugal time in a new country that needed to economize. When he at last sailed away from American shores, he felt betrayed by a country that didn’t understand the difference. He was Jean Lafitte. From the Gulf of Mexico through a vast uncharted maze of waterways to New Orleans, his name was legend even in his day. Entrepreneur and astute diplomat, he took an isla

To My Best Friend
If i'm dying i'll grasp to you I promise that Know matter what we do we'll always be Bestfriends forever and ever a promise that Won't bend i'll cling to you when the world Is gray i'll huge you when i'm afraid when I Stray i'll run to you twhen i'm sad i'll Forgive you when you make me feel mad i'll Forever be here for you and you for me so That our friendship is strong and all can See when I die I want you to know in heaven I'll be happy and free you should glow and Don't worry when i'm gone i'll be with my Family happy in joy nothing to bother so if I leave this earth before u do just know That I still love you and we'll meet up in Heaven some day and know matter what happens To us we will always be together in god name Up above.

Can You Love Someone You Don't Know?
This is a question that's been haunting me since the very first time I began my love affair with the internet. I still remember when, where and exactly who introduced me to it:. I remember feeling like a complete doofus because I thought I must be the last person to learn how to use the internet. Ah, the internet. What a wealth of information, misinformation, curious tidbits and a myriad of fact and fiction. But nothing is more fascinating about the internet to me than the easy with which it enables people to connect on every level. Opinions are exchanged, lifestyles discussed, bonds forged and sometimes even relationships spring out of the neverending ability to meet people from every walk of life. I still remember back when I first started talking to people in chat rooms, it was practically unheard of that people actually met in real life. I remember hearing of isolated love stories that originated in the bandwidth we access with our computers. Yet today, it's as common practice

That Is All
I can only give you love that lasts forever And the promise to be near each time you call And the only heart I own, for you and you alone that's all. I can only give you country walks in springtime And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall And a love whose burning light Will warm the winter's night. that's all. There are those who would offer the moon, dear. They would give you the world as a toy. All I have are these arms to enfold you And a love time can never destroy. If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear, You'll be glad to know that my demands are small. Say it's me that you'll adore, now and evermore. that's all.

"too Close For Comfort"
I never meant the things I said To make you cry Can I say I'm sorry It's hard to forget And yes I regret All these mistakes I don't know why you're leaving Me But I know you must have your reasons There's tears in your eyes I watch as you cry But it's getting late Was I invading in on your secrets Was I too close for comfort You're pushing me out When I'm wanting in What was I just about to discover When I got too close for comfort Driving you home Guess I'll never know Remember when we scratched our names into the sand And told me you loved me But now that I find That you've changed your mind I'm lost for words And everything I feel for you I wrote down on one piece of paper The one in your hand You won't understand How much it hurts to let you go Was I invading in on your secrets Was I too close for comfort You're pushing me out When I'm wanting in What was I just about to discover I got too close for comfort Driving you home Guess I'll n

We Are All That Stands Between The Monsters And The Weak
We Are All That Stands Between The Monsters And The Weak: The sun beat like a hammer, not a cloud was in the sky. The mid-day air ran thick with dust, my throat was parched and dry. With microphone clutched tight in hand and cameraman in tow, I ducked beneath a fallen roof, surprised to hear, "Stay low." My eyes blinked several times before in shadow I could see, The figure stretched across the rubble, steps away from me. He wore a cloak of burlap strips, all shades of grey and brown, That hung in tatters till he seemed to melt into the ground. He never turned his head or took his eye from off the scope, But pointed through the broken wall and down the rocky slope. "About eight hundred yards," he said, his whispered words concise, "Beneath the baggy jacket he is wearing a device." A chill ran up my spine despite the swelter of the heat, "You think he's gonna set it off along the crowded street?" The sniper gave a weary sigh and said, "I wouldn't doubt it," "Unless there'

12.20.06
Valid to my journey now....it actually rediscovered me - I heard it mentioned on the View and it holds so much truth - The Serenity Prayer by Reinhold Niebuhr: "God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time; enjoying one moment at a time; accepting hardship as the pathway to peace. Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it. Trusting that He will make all things right, if I surrender to His will. That I may be reasonably happy in this life, and supremely happy with Him forever in the next." Tomorrow is a new day afterall... XO, Bam

~~ Contest Updates ~~
~~ Sexy Man Of CherryTap ~~ Contest Opens 12/21 thur 12/27 at 12pm noon! Man with the most comments wins! Rates will be used for tie breakers. Comment bombing allowed You can comment on your own pic. Still got openings if you want to join and win big prizes. And here they are....... Good Luck Guys!

You're The Reason
You're the reason I'm livin'... You're the breath that I take You're the stars in my heaven You're the sun when I wake. You're the reason I'm livin'.. you carry me through All of life's little burdens I'd be lost without you. I was down you picked me up And showed me True love still could be found. You're the reason I do things You're the things that I do You're the reason I'm livin' I'd be lost without you. Come and tell me again... You're the reason I'm livin'... you carry me through All of life's little burdens I'd be lost without you. for Rachel

Just So No One Worries About Me!!!!!
Just so everyone knows the day after christmas I won't be on the computer for a while. I will be busy. I gotta hit the road. I just wanted everyone to know just so they don't think I died or something. That I will be fine and doing much better once I get in the truck. I hope everyone has a merry Christmas and a happy New Year.

What Is A Veteran
What Is A Veteran? by Marine Corp chaplain, Father Denis Edward O'Brian Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look in the eye. Others may carry the evidence inside them, a pin holding a bone together, a piece of shrapnel in the leg - or perhaps another sort of inner steel: the soul's ally forged in the refinery of adversity. Except in parades, however, the men and women who have kept America safe wear no badge or emblem. You can't tell a vet just by looking. What is a vet? A vet is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers didn't run out of fuel. A vet is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th Parallel. A vet is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every ni

The Waking
The Waking…….by Steve Crile Morning comes with light and love, My eyes open, and I feel every breath, She lies so peacefully there by my side, As beautiful now as when the night began. Once again I lose control, Senses realing, I must touch, I need to know that the beauty is real, I smile down as I raise for a better look. My hand snakes out and runs through her hair, Moving it back to see the beauty that hides beneath, A quiet moan escapes her lips, Bringing with it a smile that lights my soul. I touch her cheek with a feather light touch, And run my fingers lightly over the contours of her face, Letting my love flow from my finger tips, Wathching again as the smile crosses her face. I can wait no longer, I move in close and lightly kiss her lips, Then her eye lids as they begin to flutter, I hold her tight as my heart over flows, Then I whisper, good morning beautiful, With one last kiss…….

Today's End
It's about Sylvia Plath she wakes in morning to listen for the turn of a doorknob or a stifled step no one can tell what she’s thinking that she wouldn’t exist without him she was never ordinary attempting to ignore the old difficulties as she crawled into the empty space to swallow pill after pill “I am a dream you dream,” he once told her and now she trades words for worry love got her going now fear holds her heart she is a hostage- bound by unknowing tired of sameness she staggers to break consistency it is that time of year when the days last too long and the nights are so dark that stars seem endless mere pin pricks in the charcoal sky it has been weeks since she’s remembered anything she feeds the children boards up windows and doors and turns on the gas she lets the air take her as she breathes in today’s end tomorrow holds no waking no longer will she listen

Naughy Or Nice..
Have you been naughty or nice? If you would like to be placed in my new albums, one labled naughty and the other labled nice... Let me know which pic and which lable Naught or nice... I will take requests now..until tomorrow afternoon. Then the person who can prove in comments they are the nicest or very naughty will receive a gift from the CT shop. The one who is the Naughtiest by Friday will receive An official Cherry Tap Keg The one who is the Nicest by Friday will receive A Romantic Vacation This is all in fun so I hope you enjoy.. Remember let me know Which folder you want in and which pic you want to use. Merry Christmas/Feliz Navidad Dark Princess ~Dark Princess RedMex~@ CherryTAP

Sinners
Bless me father, for I have sinned. I find that I am no longer a free spirit, but a condemned soul trapped by all the secrets and lies that I lock within my heart. The absence of good and overwhelming presence of evil has turned my world black. Where is my savior? Where is my shot at redemption? Does He forsake me so soon? Are my sins so great that I have no chance at salvation? I had a dream once that I was walking through the gates of heaven. Everything around me was a pearly white. I came upon a fountain, flowing with wine, and there sat Lucifer drinking a martini. As soon as our eyes met, my surroundings turned black, and the fountain flowed with the blood of the damned. I attempted to run the other way, to run back to the land of the living, but the gates locked me in. The devil laughed maliciously as he chained me to a burning cross. I woke up screaming;

Yule Blessings
Blessings to you from the Earth Mother. She is the Moon. She watches over all of us by The light that she casts over the blessed earth. Walk her night lit path And happiness you will find at every turn. Blessed be! Blessings to you from the Sky Father. He is the Sun. He holds us up And brings us strength. Carry his sword To cleave the evil from your path And you will be unmolested. Blessed Be! Blessings to you from the Great Spirit. It binds us all together: Man to womyn; beast to beast; all. We are it and it is us. Blessed Be! May you have a wonderful Holiday. The time has come for the sun to be reborn He lies in his Mother's womb waiting... Awaiting his reappearance on this plane. Let us all rejoice in his rebirth and ours. Blessed Be! By Yusef

Solstice Day In The Morning
Children's laughter in the air The Smell of pine is everywhere With all the love that we can share On Solstice day in the morning Thank the Lord and Lady then For that warm peace we feel within When we gather once again On Solstice Day in the Morning The wonder of the Sun's rebirth The child who brings us love and mirth Enhancing all our own soul's worth On Solstice Day in the Morning And yet so many years before We knew the one we still adore The Lady guiding us to shore On Solstice day in the morning With the ancient ones give voice Dance together is our choice Share the mysteries and rejoice On Solstice day in the morning Children's laughter in the air The Smell of pine is everywhere With all the love that we can share On Solstice day in the morning Words adapted by Willow Fireson

Falling Apart
oh don't you know i'd nail myself to a cross for you? but your lips are stitched so close and the blood d r i p s like wilted petals from a rose... i will bleed 'til there's nothing left to give out of blind hope that you might learn to live. it's a long fall from the top of the building but it gets better every time. it's a long fall from your head to your heart but it gets sweeter with every jagged line hey, don't you know i'd break myself so you could swallow every tear-soaked piece? did you hear of the demons in my soul and how their cries beg for release? did your shaking fingers touch god when you held my face in your hands? it's a long fall from the edge of a cliff but every rock serves to justify it's a long fall from the clouds to the earth but when heaven's full angels are first to die don't you know i wanted so much more than this? but it's a long fall from the edge of a cliff. don't you know i thought i knew what love was

A Yule Poem
This is the night of darkness; This is the night of cold. This is the night of short light When gods themselves grow old. This is the night the ice worm Below the soil lays hold. This is the night his grasp tight Grips earth, and hearth, and soul. But on this night the fire bright Is set alight again. And knowing his chill rule is doomed The worm curses all men. He never sees the starlight, He never sees the sun; But still he knows what we ignite Spells all his will undone. He loathes the light of hearthfire, He loathes the flame of doom. His fear is all we hold so dear For spring will him entomb. And so he grips yet tighter In hope the earth will freeze And so it will, for two months still But then his hold will ease. And on this eve we toast the worm Whose death brings frith and joy; And light the fire to be his pyre And winter to destroy. ~ By Courtesy of Others ~

I Love The Way
I love the way……by Steve Crile I crawl in bed and wait, She walks in, and the world stops, So beautiful, my heart races, She can’t see what the world sees. I wait with quickened breath, As the clothes hit the floor, She moves to the bed with beauty and grace, And slips in, between the sheets of silk. I can’t control myself any longer, I want; no I need to feel, Her soft silky flesh beneath my hands, The warmth of her skin pulls me closer. Then her scent penetrates my nose, Making my head swim with desire, I want to get as close as I can, To be enveloped by her beauty and warmth, And to drift into sleep with love in my arms, And in my heart….

~~ Contest Updates! ~~
~~ Sexy Man Of CherryTap ~~ Contest Opens 12/21 thur 12/27 at 12pm noon! Man with the most comments wins! Rates will be used for tie breakers. Comment bombing allowed You can comment on your own pic. Still got openings if you want to join and win big prizes. And here they are....... Good Luck Guys!

Quiz
what would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. i hugged u 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: what do you think about my? 10. personality: 11. eyes: 12. hair: 13. body: would you? 14. be my friend? 15. keep a secret if i told you one? 16. kiss me? 17. go on a date with me? 18. keep in touch? 19. date me? have you ever? 20. lied to make me feel better? 21. wanted to kiss me? 22. wanted to bite me? 23. kept something important from me? 24. wanted to cuddle with me? and more. 25. who are you? 26. are we friends? 27. when and how did we meet? 28. describe me in one word: 29. what was your first impression? 30. what reminds you of me? 31. if you could give me anything what would it be? 32. how well do you know me? 33. when's the last time you saw me? 34. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 35. are you gonna post t

We Are
We are Friends I got your back You got mine, I'll help you out Anytime! To see you hurt To see you cry Makes me weep And wanna die And if you agree To never fight It wouldn't matter Whos wrong or right If a broken heart Needs a mend I'll be right there Till the end If your cheeks are wet From drops of tears Don't worry Let go of your fears Hand in hand Love is sent, We'll be friends Till the end!!!!

Other & Wisconsin Friends
Other Friends: Never ask for food WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. Other Friends: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. Other Friends: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn.we screwed up...but that shit was fun!" Other Friends: Have never seen you cry. WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Make you laugh so hard you cry.... then piss your pants. Other Friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. Other Friends: know a few things about you. WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. Other Friends: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. Other Friends: Would knock on your door. WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" Other Friends: Ar

Exhausted
I've been really tired all day. I was falling asleep in my first class and then somehow made it through the next 2. I took a nap when I got home before work, which only made matters worse, and was tired all night at work and we were busy. All I want to do is sleep, but I have two tests to study for. They are back to back which sucks. Plus I have a small assignment due too. Well I think I am going to go get a shower first, hopefully that will wake me up a little bit.

Our It Guy
>I was having trouble with my computer. So I called the computer guy, to >come over. He clicked a couple of buttons, solved the problem, and wrote >up a bill for a minimum service call. > > As he was walking away, I called after him, "So, what was wrong?" > > He replied, "It was an ID ten T error." > > I didn't want to appear stupid, but nonetheless inquired, "An ID ten T > error? What's that, in case I need to fix it again?" > > The computer guy grinned.... "Haven't you ever heard of an ID ten T error > before?" > > "No," I replied. > > "Write it down," he said, "and I think you'll figure it out." > > So I wrote out I D 1 0 T > > I used to like that guy....

Slow Burn (adult Only)
SLOW BURN (for one very special man) Softly hands slide longingly over naked human flesh Lighting a flame within that burns so deep so hard so long Eyes closed to the world outside Open only to passion’s desperate plea In the mind the eye does see does feel does flow a river of coursing fire Hands so firm Take hold upon desire as it calls Lovingly caressing a woman deep inside Urgent moans and murmurings aching only for more more tantalizing Oooooooohhhhh's lips on erect nipples warm tongue delves within her soul whispered heat upon her skin driving her further on fingers rake her burn a slide between waiting thighs lips swollen pouting full the eyes of her lover devouring as he watches from the door his erotic delicacy sensitivities awakened her fingers a firey tongue lapping spirit mind and soul her gentle ministrations now a persistent unrelenting burn panting breaths fill the air plunging ever deeper until her sacred river flows

Fake & Real Friends
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Dang we messed up ... but that stuff was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Would act like they like p

I Always Will
You are always on my mind No matter what I am doing you are their Everytime I sleep I think of you Everytime I drive you areo n my mind If I am with the guys, I wonder what you are doing When I talk to you on the phone I wished I were their with you When we hang out at your house I wished we were cuddling When we are at the bar, all I want to do is leave with you and go somewhere else If it was just you and me, my life would be complete I am hoping that we will always be together You mean the world to me and I want you to know that The Love I have for you is always and forever and will never go away With every breath I take you are always on my mind. I never stopp thinking of you and I never want it to end

Medication For Depression
I finally went to the doctor about my medication today. She took me off the Effexor and at my request put me back on the Paxil. The Paxil stopped working for me back in April and I stopped it July, and we are hoping that it's been out of my system long enough to do some good again. If anything maybe it will help me until I can get in to see a Psychiatrist who can figure out the best way to deal with my depression and anxiety. I called the Psychiatrist my therapist recommended, but got his voicemail so I left a message with my phone number. I'm sure they are probably closed for the holidays. Anywho.... keep your fingers crossed that things will start looking up for me soon. I don't see any reason the Paxil shouldn't help me again.... I am gonna go now before I keep rambling.

~~remember This At Christmas Time~~
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost.

Cant Change The Blog Name....
Your Taste in Music: Classic Rock: Highest Influence 90's Alternative: High Influence 90's Pop: High Influence 90's Rock: High Influence Heavy Metal: High InfluenceHow's Your Taste in Music?

3:30-6:30 Every Single Day
Crumbling under the weight of my own perpetual attack Growing tired of controlling, want to be put on my back Be offered a hand As I steady myself I’m really tired again It’ll be over soon I think Would you believe that I really do want to let people in? But once they get to see the shit that I’m in, and the mess that I live with, they chastise me for being comfortable with this existence Yeah, it’s a mess But it’s my mess, I know where everything is So don’t move a thing Really, I’m fine I just need to go blind while I regain sight If you really want to come in then try to be polite Tell me it’s cute the way I draw black outlines around scar tissue Feel free to speak in soothing tones Don’t come in here and use words that remind me I’m alone If you can’t humor me as I indulge in a bit of pain Then do us both a favor and just go away I’ll be ok In about 10 minutes or so I’ll let you know I’ll be back to being the Zac you like But if you can’t tell me one little

That's It
I feel like I'm nothing. Nothing at all Except your life support. That's it Through and through. You use me And I stand it I'm a doormat to all. You're the one who needs to go That's it You make fun of my things I'm not the one You need to go I can't say no So you use me so I can't find the words To tell how I feel. You need to leave now I've had it I'm done You complain too much That's it. Your supposed to be gone. I've finally found my voice I'm gonna sing it loud. You better get out And leave right now. That's it. I'm through. No more goodbyes No more tears I'm not going to be here anymore. I'm done being used Done being you Done being everything you want You need to be gone That's it I'm through.

Contest? Thoughts? Need Input
I AM THINKING ABOUT HAVING A CONTEST. ONLY THIS ONE DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY VOTES, OR RATES YOU GET. THIS CONTEST IS TO CHECKOUT YOUR CREATIVITY. WHAT I WANT IS SOME ARTWORK FOR MY BAND DONE. YOU CAN PUT A SONG TITLE ON IT OF MINE, WHATEVER. WINNER GETS A FREE CD WHEN THERY ARE FINISHED BEING RECORDED, AND A FREE T SHIRT WITH THIER ART WORK, FRONT AND BACK PRINTED. THE ONLY RULES ARE: 1. NO WHITE LIGHT RELIGION MAY BE REPRESENTED 2. YOU MUST HAVE THE AS MY VICTIMS BLEED LOGO IN IT(SEE BELOW) 3. NO COPYWRITTEN IMAGES MAY BE MODIFIED OR RIPPED OFF. MUST BE SHIT YOU EITHER CREATE OR FOUND ON A SITE WITH FREE IMAGES. IF THIS SOUNDS COOL LET ME KNOW. THE WINNER WILL BE PICKED BY ME AND 2 OTHER PEOPLE. THE WINNER WILL ALSO RECEIVE A FREE CD, AND FREE SHIRT WITH THE DESIGN THEY MADE. IF I DECIDE TO DO THIS IT WILL BE BASED ON INTEREST SHOWN IN MY BLOG COMMENT SECTION.

Words To Live By
A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. "I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged .. it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it." It's a de

Wanna Make Some Money? Or Wanna Save Money On Your Health Needs?
I can tell you how to make money at home. Where you can much so much and quit your job. You will have the finacial stabilty where you can just have the job at home to be with your family. Just join to become a IBO (Independent Business Owner) for AmeriPlan. Which its a discounted health care needs. So if you want to learn more about the home-based business go to the website: http://www.iboplus.com/40463613 If you need discounted on DENTAL, VISION, PRESCRIPTIONS, and CHIROPRACTIC. You can save up to 80%. This card can go with any insurance card that you already have. If you are interested in saving money on discount benefits go to this website: http://www.mybenefits.com/40463613 I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO TALKING WITH YOU SOON!!! On how I started was my family and I were struggling to make it with the money situation. I was talking to one of my friends online and she was telling me how excited she is that she just started home-based business. She that her famil

Hello
hello my beautiful cherries :) ..don't want anyone to think i've forgotten them..i know that i haven't been around. I'm out of town for the holidays, visitin my parents this week, and off to my sis's place this weekend...the computer here is soooo sloowww!!!!and is literally impossible to do my thing on here..plus..aahh!! no dave pics to send :) i will be back soon, and i miss you all very much..laterz :)

Grinchs Dog
Now I love that tale of the Grinch that Stole Christmas but I think my favorite in that cartoon was not the Grinch or the people of Whoville but that poor little cute Dog Max! Forced to wear antlers and pull a Sleigh that was 20 times his size! Well This year I'm The Grinch and this is my Max and we are gonna come down your Chimney and take your Presents. So keep an eye out for us! *insert wicked Laugh here* *smiles*

Women Verbage....
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and

My Name Is Meth??????
My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes; I tear families' apart, I take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town. I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet, and even in the woods, If this scares you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, But try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie, You do what you have to -- just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms,

Bad Day
Dec 22 2006 It hasn't been such a good day today. It started off on the wrong foot at work and didn't get much better by the time I went to bed. Some uptimes were very much the time I spent talking to Hank. He has a way of making me smile even when I'm feeling blue. Back to my day though, it started at work with Vicki my department manager yelling at me for all the stuff I was doing. I asked her first if she wanted me to put out the new items in the dept and she said no. So I put the new stuff back onto a pallet, she then came over and asked me what the stuff on the pallet were. I told her that it was new items and she informed me that what she said was to put them on the shelf. Which wasn't at all what she had said. Then to make sure I got it right this time I reasked about the new modular stuff. Again she said not to put it on the shelf, and again I put those on the pallet. Vicki came over once again and asked me what the stuff on the pallet was. You can probablly guess that I told

Love And Truth Everlasting.
Love and Joy You can't create love, nor can you create joy. These are expressions of the Soul. Even in the midst of aches and pains, emotional anguish, and negative thinking, there can be joy and love because those are of the Soul. The Soul's first name is Love, its middle name is Truth, and its last name is Everlasting. Love and Truth Everlasting. - John-Roger (From: Living Love from the Spiritual Heart, p. 6

I'm Not Sorry There Was You
I'm Not Sorry There Was You- by Bette Popillo (In memory of her babies, Michael Elliot, Jan.2 1980, and Ann Elizabeth, Jan. 10, 1981) I'm not sorry there was you. I'm not sorry for those joyful days of anticipation and planning when we learned we had conceived you. I'm not sorry for all those dreamy days of wonderful preoccupation with thoughts of you. I'm not sorry for those warm special feelings of wonder and awe as I felt you move within me. I'm not sorry for the excitement I watched on your father's face as he felt those magical "first kicks." I'm not sorry for the way you opened my eyes to all that I am blessed with. I'm not sorry that your loss inspired in me a richer, deeper sense of the preciousness of life and a better understanding of what is really important. I'm not sorry for the way in which your births and deaths pulled my family members even closer together than they were before. I'm not sorry for my

Cherry Spot;ight
Note: I've had a few shots of Captain Morgan's....ok...more than 5....6?....whatever. I just wanted to say that I would never waste my cherry bucks on bidding for the spotlight spot because I'd rather spend them on gifts for my friends!...I just wanted to say that. *giggle*

Regret (start Of A Story I'm Writting)
Her heart stopped beating as she saw the pink line fade into clarity from its former milky white. She was 18 and life was finally getting better. It was her last year of high school and she was looking forward to the shiny glitter that was her life lying in front of her. Who knew one little pink line could shatter all that she had going for her? She already knew she was pregnant but for some reason seeing the truth still came as a shock. “I’ve just become a statistic,” she exclaimed, “another teenage girl who got knocked up before her time. Just another girl whose life has been thrown away.” She looked to her mother who stood in the doorway with the same look she always possessed, she expected her mother to be disappointed, but there was nothing. “Mom, what am I gonna do?” She asked with tears welling in her eyes. “You know what you have to do. There’s only one thing you can do and you know that.” She knew her mother was right

Funny Stuff
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disorient Are 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Busses and Trucks and Trees and..... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is Ankaran so far away? 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingl

Are You A Sucker For Eyes And Lips...
hello there welcome to my blog. Ever feel like belonging to a different generation? Think you will enjoy someone who is younger or older? This a best destination for Older Women and Younger Men, or Older men and Younger women to interact with each other. Generation gap is not a problem here, but a great merit to romantic friends and singles http://www.freewebs.com/agelesslove

Carl Jung Matter Of Heart
"An understanding heart is everything in a teacher, and cannot be esteemed highly enough. One looks back with appreciation to the brilliant teachers, but with gratitude to those who touched our human feeling. The curriculum is so much necessary raw material, but warmth is the vital element for the growing plant and for the soul of the child." "Where love rules, there is no will to power, and where power predominates, love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other." "We cannot change anything until we accept it. Condemnation does not liberate, it oppresses. " "When an inner situation is not made conscious, it appears outside as fate. " "Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. " Carl Jung Carl Jung Matter of Heart Documentary on the famous Swiss psychoanalyst, Carl Gustav Jung, featuring interviews with those who knew him and archive footage of Jung. ... all » Discuss

Romance On The Moon
Romance on the Moon I want you to meet me on the moon… follow the trail rose petals floating on air Listen to the melody of our angel… Meet me on the moon, only you and I Huge satellite broadcasting our love afar… surrounded by heaven and controlled by destiny I greet you with a kiss of passion… a hug of complete comfort and hand of guidance Love illuminating through the heavens… reaching as far as the galaxy travels Stars surrounds us… praising a love so pure and real Pulling you close to me… Our bodies move together Moving to a melody… spinning to the tunes, distracted within each other A never ending moment in time… It was as if GOD held us within His hands Looking into your eyes… unable to blind, caught up in this romance on the moon You and I exist to each other and no one else… no Cinderella story Time standing still for you and me… as our hearts grows together We are flying without wings as our hearts take off like two stars… a tail that left a trail As I

Final Stand
This is our final stand. I'll rip my heart open and show you whats inside if it changes your mind. I am nothing but a shadow of myself without you I try to dust myself off and move on but something keeps me chained to you I see a glimmer of what should be in your eyes and I want you to see it too I cant't throw this away like a used gum wrapper I'm willing to fight and grit my teeth and go through the pain i'm willing to do anything to make this work again.

Loving Deeper Than A Man Can Go
Loving Deeper Than a Man Can Go Reaching down in the depths of my soul... a man loving to no end Admiring her beauty... understanding that it runs to the soul... the heart A work of art... poetry in its best form... without words Holding her hand... feeling the texture of her skin... the creases craved within them Admiring the color of her eyes... to the amount lashes that surrounds them Running your fingers through her hair... smelling the scent of her shampoo on your fingernails Rubbing your nose against her ear... breathing upon her neck... lips so close to her neck Closing my eyes to see her face and remembering her touch and the feel of her body Its pressed in my mind like a map fully detailed which marked every curve felt upon her body Loving her deeper than a man can go... is it possible? Listening to her every cry... wiping the tears of pain from her existence The words flow from her lips... like water in a river So refreshing on a hot summer day... like a breeze

Waiting On Me
Waiting On me It’s been a long day at work… so hard out in the world But in the mist of it all…I am thinking of you every chance I get I get aroused at the slightest thought of you… My mind drifts off to what possibly could be waiting on me Waiting on me to get home… As I pull up in the driveway… my heart beats with excitement She is home… all alone Wasting no time I find myself… fumbling for my keys Finally I slide the key into the hole… as the door opens The scent of candles alerts my senses… the misty darkness throughout the house Candles ignite the mood of the evening soon to take place… I sit my briefcase down… as I loosen my tie with a undone button R. Kelly… singing… telling me to step in my room But when I do… I find you lying on the couch reading a book My eyes pierce your body… you are dressed loosely Robe hanging over the side of the couch… thighs showing with an invitation An invitation I sensed… you peek over the edge of the book… only to see your eyes

Break Me
You know you live to break me so don’t deny That you pray for the sound of my bones breaking from the pressure you place upon me You know you love to hurt me so don’t complain When my muffled screams ruin your concentration and kill everything You know find joy in my sorrow so don’t apologize When you see that my heart is breaking and the tears fall from my eyes You know you breathe to suffocate me so don’t be surprised When my soul stops living and I become dead inside You know I’ve tried to save me but still you deny That you’re the one that killed it was for you that I sacrificed Now you claim to care about me but you don’t seem to realize That it’s too late for your sorrys and its now the time for goodbyes

I'm Looking For Age Gap Relationships
I find a best destination for Older Women and Younger Men, or Older men and Younger women to interact with each other.Generation gap is not a problem here, but a great merit to romantic friends and singles http://www.freewebs.com/agelesslove

Hey
Ok i am lost.Why do some guys say they will always be there for you when you need to talk but when it comes down to it they never are.I am so tired of the lies and the brbs i always get. They seem to think they can puch me around well you know what?I am not going to not fall for it any more.If you cant be there for me as a friend then dont be there for me at all .I am not goping to put myself through this any more.From now on if i cant find someone to be with for me and not for what i can give then forget it......Like said this is not toward all guys..

Kiss Me Deadly
Kiss me so deadly to make me feel alive again Hold my hand to make the blood start flowing Keep me near before I reach the edge again Save me somehow without me even knowing Let me feel like I mean something to you Tell me how just one look makes you feel Hurt my soul and put me together like brand new Take me in and teach me how to heal Find the light in me that has been dimmed for so long Show me the path that I have forsaken Life me up and with your strength make me strong Bring back the joy that my past has taken It won’t be long till I destroy all that I am So save before it gets too far Let me feel like I'm perfect just the way I stand Be my future and heal the scars

Out
I'm gonna be gone be out for a few days... ... I'm gonna drive around texas. ... People I'll Be Thinking About while out: http://cherrytap.com/modela43 http://cherrytap.com/user/248625 http://cherrytap.com/mmindy http://cherrytap.com/user/411667 http://cherrytap.com/user/460451 http://cherrytap.com/user/470993 ... My sins begin To change the way I feel About the world and you Down in the graveyard I found my saviour Willing to save me the time The effort and the crime I found it along the way When I stumbled up on a grave That happened to bear your name I prayed aloud To the sky and clouds To erase the scrawl That made me think of you

I Taste You In Your Sleep
I TASTE YOU IN YOUR SLEEP I CAN SMELL THE CARMEL UPON YOUR SKIN THICK AND STICKY LOOKING SO GOOD ON YOUR THIGHS IT SHOULD BE A SIN ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS THE HICKEYS THE MARKS THAT YOUR SKIN WILL HAVE …RED AND DARK WITH A LIGHT PRINT OF MY TEETH I FEEL YOUR BODY QUIVER AS MY TONGUE BRUSH ACROSS YOUR BODY I CLOSE MY EYES BUT I SMELL THE SCENT OF YOUR WETNESS MY MOUTH WATERS AS I NEAR YOUR LIPS I HEAR YOUR MOANS AND I GO CRAZY MENTALLY WITH ANTICIPTION I GRAB YOUR HIPS …FIRMLY YOUR SMELL BRINGS FORTH AN INVITATION AN INVITATION I EXCEPT READILY WHEN I OPEN MY EYES I COME TO REALIZE IT WAS ALL A DREAM A DREAM THAT LEFT A TASTE FOR YOU IN MY MOUTH DAM… I CAN TASTE YOU IN MY SLEEP

Angels Of Snow
Angels of snow- by Joanetta Hendel Snow angels live in splendor, In a land beyond all tears, Where time and space do not exist, No sadness, pain, nor fear. Held closely to the bosom Of Everlasting Light, Each cherub frolics happily, In fanciful delight. I long to be within their midst, Where crystal majesty, Gives way to charming images, Of winter fantasy. Let me follow close behind, When Ive lived out my days, The path where angels of the snow, Live and love and play.

Bloody Reality
She sat in the dark cold room. Waiting, just waiting for someone, anyone to acknowledge her presence. To save her, to let her go into the world. A world where she was free. But no one came they just watched her sit in the cold dark padded room. Everyone thought she was crazy. She just guessed that this proved them all right. She knew she wasn’t crazy; she was just lost in the world. She has a deep amount of sadness imbedded into her head. She knew no one would ever understand her. BLOODY REALITY No one felt the way she felt. No one knew how she truly was inside. If only she told someone what was happening she wouldn’t be in this mess. Someone would know what was going on in her mind. She can still remember how it all began; the moment is still fresh in her mind. “Why do I even bother?” Phyer was sitting on her bed complaining about her mother once again. “Your mom is a bitch; you just have to deal with it.” I’ve heard this all before the only thing I ever see Phyer and Seth fight about

Spotting A Slut!
Slut Hint One: Watch the Eyes, Not the Clothes It's a well know fact that sluts wear tight, skimpy outfits. Unfortunately, so do virginal cock-teases. So rather than flocking to the shortest skirt in the nightclub, it's crucial to examine the eyes of each woman..even when that means you must stop staring at her tits for half-a-second. A virginal cock-tease will watch your mouth when you talk, listening to each word and hoping to make witty, flirtatious comments. A true slut won't hang on every syllable coming out of your mouth. She will, however, stare at your eyes, your arms and your.. ahem, other parts. Slut Hint Two: Watch the Bar, Not the Dance Floor Chics that go to church every Sunday, wear white cotton panties, and wouldn't DARE kiss on the first date will dash over to the dance floor and gyrate in a decidedly sexual nature. Folks, this is nothing but a façade..a vicious attempt to mimic sluthood. True sluts aren't dancing in the middle of a nightclub with their female

Without Your Love
Without your love i'm very sad My night is so grey It feels so badly Without your love my world is lonely My day is so heavy It feels so terribly Without your love my body is powerless My heart has pain It's hurt's that i can't explain Without your love my mind is so empty My head is insane It hit's me inside like the strong sound of plane Without your love everything is so calm My thought goes around Just keep seeing your face as the day go by make my heart melt Without your love i am lost Nothing is wonderful Nothing is colourful Nothing is worthful Nothing is meaningful Just your love can keep my heart gleeful

Confused
One day I know where I stand with you the next I don’t.. I thought we were friends and that was the just of it.. I did not really think you had any other interest.. My wall is up high when it comes to you afraid to let you in completely. I’m afraid you might diminish me.. But you say so many sweet things that has me confused and delirious.. It might just be flattery or it might come from the heart.. I'm not sure beyond a reasonable doubt. Can you please make up your mind if you want me or not?? We still have yet to meet and when we do we shall see. If this was even meant to be.. Your like my sunshine after the rain.. then there are times where I want to scream and cry cause I’m not by your side.. Or I don’t know where I stand with you.. Why are all these emotions are all confused instead of clear as day.. Sometimes I think your playing games.. One day you let me in and show me your softer side.. That’s when I tend to sigh.. Why is this so hard to see do you even care fo

Normal Again
Take me words and abuse me with them Control my world like you often did Don’t let me think for myself, I’m just a child Push me to the ground and slowly break me down This is an ever present reality Everything I do is wrong I’m a mistake My life is a fucking mess I want to be normal again No better than the rest I just want to be normal again Do you see the pain in my eyes? You never understood what was in my mind Don’t treat me like a person, I’m just a child The blood is all around, it’s dripping to the ground This is an ever present reality Everything I do is wrong I’m a mistake My life is a fucking mess I want to be normal again No better than the rest I just want to be normal again Why did you treat me like I never mattered? Why do still hurt me like you always did? I can’t take all the things that you’ve done to me I just can’t take it anymore I just can’t deal with it Take me words and abuse me with them Co

Is It Real?
I can’t stop thinking about you And all the pain you put me through I remember the late night phone calls I wonder if you ever cared at all What happened to all the sweet things you said and did? Do you ever think about me and what we could have been? Did you ever really care about me or was it all a lie? I just miss you so much I need you here with me I can’t explain how I feel But I wonder if its real, I wonder if its real now Does she care for you like I do? Can she imagine her life without you? I just want you to see I’ll always feel the way I feel I tried to hold all the pain inside I remember how you cried while I cried I can’t keep holding all of this in Will I ever forget about you? I just miss you so much I need you here with me I can’t explain how I feel But I wonder if its real, I wonder if its real now Was it all a dream? Some distorted fantasy? All the memories? Did you ever love me? Do you still me? Will y

My Proposal
Concealed within is truth,blinded by fear, beautifully painted in a mirage from memorable years, as I search for the questions that I've waited so long to ask, I struggle to receive the future and surrender to the past, with prayer and faith the path I travel will be with courage and strength, for in the fates I trust to give me a life that's great, so please take my hand and side by side come along into a journey filled with love, to a place we both belong, for every step forward will be one less look back, so soon our only vision will be of each other and things never lacked.

High
They say I’m too young to know pain But I’ve been through more than you know They that life is just a game A game that no one ever one before You say I’m digging my own grave But I’d rather be dead than to live You tell me I’m driving you all insane But do you think I really give a shit I’m high on adrenaline It’s flowing through my brain All the blood, all the blood Pours from my veins I’m lost in empty emotions That I wish I never felt before I’m high, so high, higher then before They say I’m too young to deal with life But I’m living through it everyday They say life is never fair But this can’t be the way it should be I’m a slave to the life that everyone lives But I don’t think I’m ready to live it I’m through with all this pain Just through with all the fucking shit I’m high on adrenaline It’s flowing through my brain All the blood, all the blood Pours from my veins I’m lost in empty emotions That I wish I never felt b

Flame
I’m sitting by the candle light I watch it glow softly in the night Candle wax drips slowly to the floor That’s when I realize I can’t take it anymore The pain is always in my mind I’m slowly dying as I cry inside Burn me, slowly burn the pain away Save me, before I hurt myself again Free me, from the shit that I’ve become Hurt me, quickly hurt me again The flame is slowly dying now As I watch the dulling glow I want to be like the flame I see So I can die and be free The pain is taking over my mind I have to be strong I can’t fail this time Burn me, slowly burn the pain away Save me, before I hurt myself again Free me, from the shit that I’ve become Hurt me, quickly hurt me again I want the flame to take me over until all the pain is gone I really don’t believe I can last very long I’m sitting by the candle light The candle wax drips slowly to the floor The pain is always on my mind I’m slowly dying as I cry inside

Enemy
I don’t understand the world around me I don’t think I ever will All the pain and suffering surrounds me And it’s all taking me in I’m still trying to give myself Just one more last chance To like the person that I see in the looking glass I’m my only enemy I’m lost inside my pain Just let me have my razor And I’ll be fine again Blood flows from my open wound As I pray for it to end Won’t someone just let me die And set me free again I’m cutting and crying trying To let myself free The razor is my enemy And my only security I’m my only enemy I’m lost inside my pain Just let me have my razor And I’ll be fine again I don’t really know what went wrong I used to be so happy I don’t think I can take this much longer I want to be happy I need to be happy I used to be so happy I’ll never under stand the world around me I don’t think I ever will

I Would Like To Ask All My Family & Friends To Go Vote For Me.
TheUnLoved® sends his LUV your way! I would like to ask all my family & friends to go vote for me. This will be my first actual contest. So Please show ME LUV! And Remember! IT’S A RACE TO 5000 COMMENTS! SO PLEASE, HOOK ME UP FAST! COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU LIKE! Just Click Pick Pic Link Below To Vote! TheUnLoved® THANKS YOU FOR YOUR VOTE!

Control Me
I never trusted anyone It’s because of people like you You broke down my barriers What was I to do You turned my emotions into a yo-yo Up and down, up and down I go When will this game stop? Does anybody know? I’m trapped in the fear I’m trapped in the fear This is what you made me This is who I am A lost and lonely untrusting little girl Don’t care what you think of me I don’t give a damn You don’t control me anymore I’m lost I don’t know what is right and what is wrong I let you walk all over me You controlled me for so long My life is what you owe me I’m done with all this shit I won’t let you hurt me I’m too strong for it Please set me free Please set me free Who did you think you were messing with my fragile insecure mind? You let me think you were a god, making me worship you all the time I can’t believe I feel for it, I can’t believe how long it lasted When did I get so stupid, please just let me go

Question For Anyone Who Knows About Dogs
I brought a dog home from work yesterday.... she is a 6 yr. old yorkshire terrier.....is pretty bad shape. She was VERY dirty and stinky, her ears were filthy, and she is missing hair on her sides and feet. My first thought was mange, but I have been looking for information on mange on the net, but the pictures I've seen do not look like this. Her feet look like they are elephantitus (sp?). they look like they are callused and are all dry and cracked. She has that on all 4 paws and there is no hair there. Her sides look like she has two tumors on them (not sure if it is just extra skin or what). She looks to be underfed. Her ears feel like sandpaper on the insides... she is a mess! I think she was very neglicted!! I'm going to try to get her to the vet, but they are swamped, so I might not be able to until after christmas. I went to the pet shop tonight and took her in and showed her to them and they suggested some banana, oatmeal shampoo and told me to put her in the bath a

Parallel
Striking blue eyes stare at you and pierce into your soul. She is beautiful, the same as she always was. The picture perfect child with a carefree smile. But this is just the fake truth depicted for you. You’ve never seen the pain behind the cold steel blue. You never even thought to look. You don’t see the glimmer of cool silver followed by drops of deep red. You won’t see the pink and white crisscrossed arms. You can’t hear the voices in her head. She wears a façade, a mask of happiness to hide the truth. You’ll never see the truth only the “truth” she represents. The parallel reality is reality in itself

Our Demise
He lifted me to the top of the world and let me back down. I’ve killed all we have become and all we had. A broken heart, the world shattered in his eyes. What has become of us, what have I done. You’re gone again leaving me here to mend alone. A broken truth with no substance. A broken world with no reason. This is the end of us; it’s time to move on.

Forgetful Me
I forgot to breath again I forgot to stop and feel the wind I forgot to be myself again I forgot to fit in I forgot to stop and think I forgot to say what I felt I forgot to hide the truth I forgot to deny the lie I forgot to let the pain go I forgot to say goodbye to the past I forgot to live in the now I forgot to make it work I forgot to move on from the wreckage I forgot to say how I felt I forgot to let you in I forgot to be myself

Confessions
Consumed in the emptiness Lost in the fear No one to hold me No one to make me feel Numb to the pain Numb to your touch Nothing controls me But a slow painful rush The blood and the tears The hurt and the lies The betrayal that I see in other people’s eyes This is my destiny This is my path This is my confession Of a life of the past

Debase
Flowing like a crimson fountain Debase beast takes control Impaled on a cold-burning mountain Flesh bought with the capital of flesh sold Sweat, ejaculate, and blood soaked shaman Spreading virus that seeps through pores Faith based on a simple notion That blood loved is blood that flows The most beautiful infliction Slash marks that gush and saturate clothes Tongue swipes become incisions Slap marks leaving the shape of hooves Your submission was never your decision Because the virus submits to you Are you willing to lie down and die in gray-blue grass that cuts like knives? Are you ready to press against sharp edges that kill? Will you die to get your fill? Are you surprised that you’re alive? Would you like some cake? Would you like to circle rape? Would you like to penetrate? Can you give as well as you can take? Can you satiate? Would you like to get high on rage? Can you cause wounds and say they look great? When you see blood do you see stars? Does it

The Smile
The smells of smoke and liquor. The sounds of coughing and splashing. The sight of you growing weaker. The smile never fades. The smells of shrimp and chlorine. The sounds of the Grinch and heart monitors. The sight of you lying there. The smile never fades. The smells of incense and roses. The sounds of tears and eulogies. The sights of coffins and tombstones. The smile will never fade

See Me
Can you see me? Can you hear me in your mind? Do I haunt your dreams? Do I posses your memories? Did I leave an impression? Did I get across? Do you know how it feels to be a little girl lost? Are you happy with your actions? Are you glad with what you said? Are you proud you made me feel like I was dead? You come back now like nothing has changed. You come back now and you fill me with rage. Do you see me now? I’m not the girl I once was. I found myself, I found love. You can’t see me now. It’s all in the past. I hope the pain you feel would last. I don’t see you now. You just fade away. I’m over it that’s all I can say

Say
I look in your eyes and something dies inside me. I look in your eyes and something fades away. You open your mouth and the world crumbles around me. I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to say. Something about you makes my life start and end. Something about you makes me afraid to speak. You open your mouth and something changes about me. I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to say. The fear that I feel is found in your smile. The fear that I feel is found in the past. The world I know revolves around you. I’ll never know what to do I’ll never know what to say.

Cliche
I’m sick or writing the same thing. I’m sick of repeating myself. I’m sick of being like everyone else. I’m sick of trying to fit in. I’m sick of being myself. I’m sick of “I love you so much.” I’m sick of “I miss you to death.” I’m sick of rivers of tears and once upon times. I’m sick of death and pain and the same old rhymes. I’m sick of this life sucks and I wanna die. I’m sick of doing the same old things. I’m just so sick of being a cliché

Breakup
I see him fading away. I see him running into the distance I see him pretending he wants to say. I see the same old memory playing in my mind. I see him leaving again I see him never coming back I see myself failing without him. I see myself begging for his return. I see myself lying in my blood crying alone

Agony
Is this how everything is supposed to feel? These emotions hurt far too much to be real. Are you not telling me something that you hide deep inside? Are all the words out of your mouth nothing but fucking lies? Is she really the one you want? Is she really the one you dream about at night? Am I just a substitute for her love until she ends this fucking plight? These thoughts, this pain are what now consume me. Tell me the truth, set me free from this agony

You
You did this to me. You’re the one who made me like this. You never let me know who I was or what I was worth. You looked down upon me and kept me small. You never rise above worthlessness, you put me there and that’s where you made me stay. I try to rise above it but you kept me down, by ignoring my existence. Why did I let you do this to me? Why did I let you win? It was all because of you. Are you happy now that I’m not? Are you done with ruining my life? I am nothing now, just let me be. There is no spirit left in me for you to crush. Just leave me and let me live

Why?
Children are so innocent. They are always asking why. They want to understand the world around them. They think it will make them happy, but it's this world that made me. When I was young I too was an innocent child. I used to ask why. But now the innocence is lost and I still want to know why. Why aren't I happy? Why am I worthless? Why is life bullshit? Why do I always cry? Why am I like this? Why?!?!?!

The Walls
I'm trapped inside the four walls I built around myself, trapped for all time. I'm trapped inside these walls, these walls of self-pity, self-hate, and self-mutilation. Nothing can break through these walls, for they are stronger then the pain I feel. I fear I will never see the light at the end of this dark, dark tunnel. I'm just trapped in the world I built for my self

The Question's Answer
I never wanted to be the way I am. But now I’m trapped in a world that I don’t I don’t want be in. I’m cold, empty, and alone. I can’t break away from the chains that keep me here. It's all too much for me to comprehend. So many questions are running through my mind: Why am I here? Why am I like this? Why am I not happy? Will my questions ever be answered or must I live in the dark forever? All I want is the question's answer

Suicide
What the FUCK is wrong with me? Does god hate me? I've been lead down a path of hate and mutilation. What the fuck did I do to get this life pushed down on me? The pain is too much to live through. I should just end it all with a quick does of suicide. It seems that is the only way to make everyone's life better, just kill the piece of shit that is me. I could get rid of the pain I see in my loved ones eyes. I could get rid of the pain I keep inside my mind. I could look to the bright light of suicide and just make it all go away

Stay Away
Can’t you just leave me alone? Can’t you stay once you’re gone? Why must you always come back to hurt me, confuse me, torture, and abuse me? This is my life you’re wreaking, not your own. All I’m asking is to be left alone. My self worth was killed and it was all for you. I know it makes you glad to know what you put me through. It’s my turn to decide if you win or you lose. You’ve lost again so go away there’s nothing left of me to use.

Stare
Why must you continue to stare at me? Is it because I'm slightly different from you and every one else around you? Is it because I dare to be more original then you and all your "picture perfect" friends? Well I'm sick and tired of all the stares and all your stupid comments. Don't you realize I know you make fun of me and laugh at me behind my back? And don't you realize I don't give a fuck. So you go back to staring and laughing at me because I am different and Ill go back to laughing because you’re all the same

Pain
Pain is no description for the way I feel. This term doesn't even begin to describe the torment I hold inside I've been driven insane by all the emotions I have. I try to fight them but they always seem to win. Why the FUCK did this happen to me, this FUCKING torment is all I feel. This so-called pain is all I can feel. I can't take it any more; I just wish it would disappear. Pain is no description for the way I feel.

Mirror
I look into the mirror and I always hate what I see. I see the eyes that reveal my soul, a soul that is just the remains of a little girl who was once happy but is no filled with fear and self hate. I see the remains of a happy family that will never be the same. I see everything that I hate, I see me. Me the being which others love w/o regret. I see anger, depression, cutting, suicide and meds. I see worthlessness where others see priceless ness. I see ugliness where others see beauty. I see everything that no one else sees. Y is the mirror my only real enemy, is it because is a depiction of how I see me. Why don’t I see as everyone else does? I just want to see the day where I look in the mirror and I like what I see

Love?
Do you love me because you want to or simply because I’m there? If I weren’t around you would another make you care? Am I truly the on you want for all time or am I just the one who said yes when asked “will you be mine?” Could you live your life without me or would you crumble up and die? Will you hold me closely every time I cry? Do you really need me or is it all a lie? Don’t give me up; don’t let me down because I need you to survive. I hope that you’ve been truthful; I really hope you’re mine. Cause I want to be yours for the rest of my time.

Life Of Sin
Dark circles under my eyes from all the stress and worry. The nights I've cried are still alive in my mind. Ever lasting nightmares are ever returning. Emptiness and fear are two emotions I know so well. I will never relive emotions of pure joy, but of emptiness. I don’t want to live like this anymore. I want to be "normal" again, free from problems, and free from pain. Free from worry and out of this life of sin.

Left Alone
Left all alone without love or compassion in a world so cold and so barren. I’m lost in pain and emptiness. Lost without a way of it all. I’m weighed down by hate from others and I’m weighed down by my own mistakes. The scars of my mistakes stay so apparent and they will never let me live down the pain. What has become of me? I’m left alone forever more

Your Glowing Eyes..
My heart hurts. I feel so alone. there's noone to call my own I arrive to an empty house dark and quiet noone to say welcome no warmth to touch no pretty smiles no glowing eyes staring back at me but it is at this moment that I realize I am alive I will oneday find my true love my eve made just for me to come and play from day to day I am a man of many talents Jack of all trades master of none If I was made for you and you want me come find me you know where I stay jo$hua &n

Just Leave
Just leave me alone. Will everyone just shut up. You just keep on talking and making me feel worse. You just make me feel worse and worse about myself. Just shut the fuck up and leave me alone or my pain will never move on.

In Hiding
His words are like daggers directed towards my heart. The look in his eyes slowly ripped my world apart. His thoughts rang true but I still continue to deny. Why must I refuse to stop living a lie? Why must I face the truth and let myself go? Hiding the truth is slowly killing my soul.

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry for all I have done to hurt you so. I'm sorry for all the tears you have cried over me. I'm sorry for trying for long to fit in and hiding my true self from others. I'm sorry for putting on a happy face so I didn't hurt people like I hurt you so. I'm sorry I let the hurt build up inside and I'm sorry for letting you know how I really feel. I'm sorry you haven't helped me through this in any way shape or form. I'm sorry I let you know and I'm sorry I hurt you so badly. I'm sorry for the hurt I hold inside, the hurt that you still continue to deny. I'M SORRY!!!

Beauty In Me
You saw something in me that no one else saw. You saw light, you saw perfection, you saw beauty. You made me feel like no one ever made me feel. Like I was special, like I was worthy, like I deserved it. How can a person come into my life and suddenly see all the things you see when I can’t see anything? How can a person come into my life and make me feel like I’d never thought I’d feel? Are you my soul mate? Are you my future? Are you here to help me see the beauty in me and the world around me? Are you here to help me be what I could be, to fulfill the great potential in me? How can I be everything you say I am when I feel like I’m less than nothing? I messed up too many times. I can’t go back, it’s too late. Why do you fight? Why do you push? Why do you try so hard to make me see the beauty in me? I’ve tried all my life and found nothing. Why do you see something I don’t see? I scraped away my layers, killed my soul a thousand times all so I can w

Through My Eyes
In your eyes, I see a love grown cold, your love now fading, Hidden in fear buried in pain, And covered in tears, You fade away, But through my eyes, you shall shine for all the world to see, in my eyes you shall never fade away, can i be the one to ease your pain, and stop these tears like never ending rain, for i could never make the pain fade away, for your grace is defined by the pains you face, In my arms, holding you close, i see your love growing, as I chase away your fears, ease your pains, and kiss away all your tears, you forever shine, through my eyes, you shall shine for all the world to see, in my eyes you shall never fade away, can i be the one to ease your pain, and stop these tears like never ending rain, for i could never make the pain fade away, for your grace in defined by the pains you face, now growing old, in each others arms, our love never straying, no more fears, no more pains, and no more tears,

Questions....please Answer!!!!
1. What are the Cherrytap ouncers and what exactly do they do? How did they become one? 2. How does one get to be a featured cherry on the first page? 3. Why are we here? ok, that last question has no meaning, but i was wondering about the other two. I am just curious is all, so if someone could answer i would appreciate it much.

I Love You
I can't understand why you care for me. I can't make you happy. I can't even make myself smile. You need someone who deserves you, someone better than me. How can you say I'm perfect, I'm no where near it. You're the one who’s perfect. I wish you could see that. You make me so happy, but I'm not worth your time. I'm afraid I'll hurt you. I'm afraid I'll make you cry. I've made too many mistakes to be with you. But some how you still love me, just like I love you

Bound
Life long agony and pain this mind that once was sane, now love has driven insane for so long this love for thee seemed blissfully plain just the presence of thee made this heart feel appertain but this love for thee only existed as an arcane for the fear this heart would forever be slain then that day this heart to thee did love try to explain for it was thou love it had hoped to gain this heart and this love was yours to ascertain this heart did thee take only to replace it with bane those written words to thee did return but in vain then that day this heart felt life long agony and pain thoughts of you confuse and numb my brain and fill my eyes with tears like never ending rain so to all, this heart lives this day hidden and bound by chain never to know the feeling of love again

I Hold
I hold on to the pain inside. I have to keep the secret pain in. No one can relate to the pain I feel. This pain is causing my life to end. Thoughts of suicide keep running through my head. The cuts on my body still continue to bleed, but I just sit and keep on holding all my pain inside

Silent Hill Or Just Like Heaven
lol. guess what. i love netflix. lol. so another dvd. told you. its break. i plan on doing very little outside of work. =) still have hte hills have eyes uncut, and just like heaven. since i am watching w/ my "him" i can guess which he wants to see. lol silent hill was super creepy. but a good movie. wasnt a big fan of the game but gave the movie a chance.

Hurt!
Hey guys I just wanted to give you a heads up on things...if i seem distant tonight and tomorrow I'm sorry...just left the visitation for my cousin...where I thought I could be strong and handle things...until I saw pictures of my dad (which I lost 2 years ago)...The pain came back 10-fold and I am trying to cope...but it hurts so bad...

River...merry Christmas All
This song is amazing! Make me think of my baby...ILU Listen to it! It’s coming on Christmas They’re cutting down trees They’re putting up reindeer singing songs of joy and peace Oh I wish I had a river I could skate away on But it don’t snow here It stays pretty green I’m going to make a lot of money And then I’m going to quit this crazy scene Oh I wish I had a river I could skate away on I wish I had a river so long Teach my feet to fly high Oh I wish I had a river I could skate away on I made my baby cry I tried hard to help me No it wouldn’t be at ease But it left me so naughty made me weak in the knees Oh I wish I had a river I could skate away on But I’m so hard to handle I’m selfish and I’m sad Now I gone and lost the best baby that I’ve ever had Oh I wish I had a river I could skate away on Oh I wish I had a river so long I would teach my feet to fly highhh Oh I wish I had a river That I could skat

Fish Aquariums!!
I just got my "big Christmas present" - a 55 gallon aquarium and stand and all the goodies that go inside of it. So I get to spend a week setting it up and cycling it so all the good bacteria gets in place and then in a week I will fill it with probably 8-10 African Cichlids - beautiful fish. Anyone else have some really nice aquariums? I have 3 10-gallon tanks now that are "Molly tanks", but I wanted to go pure freshwater with the "big aquarium".

The Poisoned Supper
A tragic, unthinkable incident in the spring of 1847, frequently associated with the Regulator-Moderator War, remains after 157 years one of East Texas’ worst mass murders -- if it was murder. In the isolated settlement of East Hamilton in Shelby Country, many of those who ate a cake while attending a wedding supper came down with a sudden illness and over a period of days as many as forty individuals may have died. The wedding supper, a common event in small communities of the l840s, was to honor a young couple following their marriage ceremony. In May of 1847, the Texas Telegraph and Register of Houston, reported: “We learn from San Augustine...that seventy or eighty persons who attended a wedding...on the evening of the 22nd (of April), were taken ill immediately...and eight or ten died, evidently from the effects of poison.” On May 23, 1847, a letter written in Bayou Sara, Louisiana to a friend contained the particulars of the incident. The culprit was allegedly a man

Is This Your True Love? Scorpio
Is This Your True Love? Check out your astrological sign's compatibility with another sign. by Dr. Turi M.D.S.U. Important note: This basic comparison chart is generated for the masses only. A Full Comparison chart involves a tremendous work and will help you to understand your business/emotional partner to great extend. Thus if you experience stress in your relationship a 90 MN taped Comparison chart between you and your lover or marriage partner is a must as to comprehend your celestial differences. This awareness will bring a huge difference in handling and understanding your partner and avoid heartaches. IMPORTANT note: the location of your Dragon's Head and tail by birth is extraordinary important and CAN NOT be addressed in these files. There is more power in your Dragon Head and Tail alone than the entire complexity of an astrological chart. Thus a soft Cancer or Pisces who inherited a self centered aggressive Tail of the Dragon in Aries or Leo will be far more

Sharing My Insanity.... =]
Through the deserted forest there was a cry. A cry slicing the thick silence; a cry so full of rage and anger. It was the sound of nails crossing a chalkboard in order to attract attention of a disobedient adolescence. It was the painful retched sound of a child screaming, one who had lost his way through he Promised Land. Abandoned by his kin, left to die, stranded in a place so cold and so deprived of joy. He was on his own in a deep and disastrous rage which would soon be his demise, his indefinite home. His only thoughts were to die, to live no longer, and to scorch his tender flesh with whatever he could find in order to no longer continue the never ending search of security. He wanted to die as such sinners do. The world stood about and enjoyed their life. They didn’t think about what lied beyond their own boundaries and if they did, they wouldn’t care. The trees mocked him, birds stalked him, and the leaves flocked their way at him as the wind blew heavier. It knocked him ove

Merry Christmas
So, this Christmas isn't looking like it's going to be a happy one. My aunt is in ICU in Arkansas because her doctors are a bunch of idiots (she has kidney disease and they injected her with a dye to check for blood clots that is KNOWN to shut the kidneys down...then they gave her pain medication to help which then caused her to overdose and have a heart attack...can we say lawsuit?), her son is stuck on an army base in georgia and they won't discharge him until Friday (but she keeps telling everyone that it will be too late by then...really reassuring isn't it) and we don't have the money because of the holiday for me to fly down there to see what is going on. My parents haven't spoken to her or her sister in almost 20 years, so I'm basically stuck in the middle. To make matters worse, my husband got a phone call today from his mother saying that his great grandfather in Vermont probably won't make it through the weekend. I understand that he's 93 years old and we've been expecting th

I Hate This Time Of Year
i'm so sick of people wish me a good x-mes i hate x-mes all i can think of from thanksgiving intell ater new years is how alone i am i hate this time of year i have no tree i have no light ya sere i got poeple gifts and some poeple got me some but i stil feel alone in the world so please stop wish me a good x-mes or asking what i'm doing 4 x-mes because what i'm doing is stay at home not turning on the tv and trying not to think about it.

Christmas At The Gas Station - Author Unknown
The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew ... made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bell. "Excuse me, be right back," George said. There in th

Mpp Report: Does Prohibition Of Marijuana For Adults Curb Use By Adolescents?
MPP's December 2006 report examines whether current marijuana laws effectively deter marijuana use by young people. Among the major findings: Marijuana prohibition has not prevented a dramatic increase in marijuana use by teenagers. In fact, the overall rate of marijuana use in the U.S. has risen by roughly 4,000% since marijuana was first outlawed.Independent studies by RAND Europe and the U.S. National Research Council have reported that marijuana prohibition appears to have little or no impact on rates of use.Since Britain ended most marijuana possession arrests in 2004, the rate of marijuana use by 16-to-19-year-olds has dropped.In the U.S., rates of teen marijuana use in states that have decriminalized adult marijuana possession are statistically equal to rates in those that have retained criminal penalties.In the Netherlands, where adults have been allowed to possess and purchase small amounts of marijuana since 1976, the rate of marijuana use by adults and teens is lower than t

Largecenter Is A Fantastic Place To Make Friends, And Find Your Lover
Christmas is coming,and everyone don't want to be so alone, if you intreseted in chating with me , please E--mail to me or contact me here. My username is Wilya; that's a wonderful place to make friends and meet your lover: http://www.largecenter.com/ Nina@yahoo.com

Hold My Heart♥
Lift your finger to my lips Don't let me talk Just let me kiss Run your fingers around my ear Let me listen Don't let me fear Brush your fingers through my hair Don't let me be scared I have my soul to bear Glide your fingers down my back Let me stay focused Don't let me get off of track Stroke your fingers across my belly What's on your mind Don't be shy to tell me Roll your hands around the curve of my hips Don't play any games Don't pull any tricks Caress my legs with your fingers Let your love grow Don't let it linger With your hand, hold my heart Please don't bruise it Or let it break apart.

What The Fuck!!
What is wrong with some ppl on here, I know Im not hot or nothing, but I know I got decent pix, so why the fuck r some dickheads rating them 1's and 3's thats rude as fuck. I wouldn't do that to anyone.

2006 Survey
1.) Where did you bring in 2006? Drunk in a bar (Yes Dienny I NOW remember lol ) 2.) What was your status on Valentine's Day? Drunk 3.) Were you in school (anytime this year)? Yes 4.) How did you earn your keep? I sold crack to med students 5.) Did you ever have to go to the hospital? Well yeah I work there 6.) Have you encountered the police this year? Umm define "encountered" 7.) Where did you go on vacation? Bahamas and Topsail 8.) What did you purchase that was over $500? My car 9.) Did you know anybody who got married? Nope, no suckers this year. 10.) Did you know anybody who passed away? Yes 11.) Have you ran into anybody you graduated high school with? I didn't graduate high school but I did run into a long lost friend on here from school 12.) Did you move anywhere? Nope. 13.) What sporting events did you go to? JV footballs games, my daughter was on the cheerleading squad 14.) What concerts did you go to? None damnit why dont

Off On Vacation
So, i fly out of San Francisco internaional airport at 10:30 tomorrow for a long ass flight to brooklyn, new york. Why you ask? Well the holidays of course, my brother has a video production company based in redhook(a district in brooklyn). So for christmas he's flying my mom and i to visit for 5 days. To say the least i'm thrilled, i fancy myself a photographer, and well if i cant get a few good pictures in new york i'm throwing my camera away. I hate to fly mind you, something about all that metal hurtling through the air that just seems unnatural. However my friend Jack Daniels will make that a bit easier. Anyways i'm sure my brother has internet however if i spend much time here while on my vacation i just may shoot myself. Anyways, wish me luck, anyone who wants a postcard had best send me your address now. one love Shannon

In Memory Of Dale Forward.. I Love You Daddy
DALE ROBERT FORWARD 9-1-58 TO 12-16-06 The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in the green pastures he leadeth me beside the still waters, He restoreth my soul, he leadth in the paths or righteuosness for his name's sake Yea, Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil For thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies, Thou anointest my head with oil my cup runneth over Surely goodnness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life surely I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever AMEN

Drown
Drown by ilyAIMY (ilyAIMY.com) It's all the past-tense beautiful ones They're working in these bars They keep the lights dimmed down down down In the hope that the years don't grow And they look up to the sky in revolution And they open up their mouths A gutter baptism won't ever save you baby But it won't be suicide if you drown I'm too young to hate the games you play my friend And I'm too old to turn you down You want a Love what leaves bruises where he pleases I'll try And all of the young ones if they're still young enough to run They're better than me still Their hungry eyes seek out the strongest loudest biggest "best" And they're just angry at the rest They open up their thighs in revolution And they open up their mouths Some will learn to fight down down upon their knees Most will just drown I'm too old to play the games you play my friend But I'm too young to turn them down You want a Life what leaves bruises where it pleases I'll try. A

Kiss Me...
Kiss me in the rain as it beats hard against my face Kiss me like you care so no one can take your place Kiss me when I'm sad and I'm about to cry Kiss me when I'm mad and I just wanna die Kiss me when we argue, and kiss me when we fight Kiss me in the day and in the moon light If we break up just kiss us back together Let me be the one that you kiss forever Kiss me if you love me, so i can know you care And kiss me in my dreams, cause you will be there

Love Will Endure
Subject Love Will Endure Body: If I decorate my house perfectly with plaid bows, strands of twinkling lights and shiny balls, but do not show love to my family, I'm just another decorator. If I slave away in the kitchen, baking dozens of Christmas cookies, preparing gourmet meals and arranging a beautifully adorned table at mealtime, but do not show love to my family, I'm just another cook. If I work at the soup kitchen, carol in the nursing home and give all that I have to charity, but do not show love to my family, it profits me nothing. If I trim the spruce with shimmering angels and crocheted snowflakes, attend a myriad of holiday parties and sing in the choir's cantata, but do not focus on Christ, I have missed the point. Love stops the cooking to hug the child. Love sets aside the decorating to kiss the spouse. Love is kind, though harried and tired. Love doesn't envy another's home that has coordinated Christmas china and table linens. Love doesn't ye

No One.
No one,At all has their priorities straight. Not even close. I'm glad to finally realize this and now I see that all my attempts at maintaining a good life have been futile. My mom came home today and yelled at me, explaining to me how much of a bad daugther I am, How much of a fucked up drug addict I am, How much she regretted having me, The bitch even told me how I'm not going to amount to anything in life, How in a few years I'm going to in up like my father, In jail or dead. And everyone wonders why I have so much hatred for everyone. A place called home, Is a place called hell.

Work...
so i will be working tomrorow from 5-9 for training ...i gota job... n sum time ill be working wiht my sister nikki ..uv ya sis..:) UMM so yeah..gota job n so money soon will be rolling in thats good.. then nikki n me n my other frineds can hang out n spend sum money lol.. heck yes.. ok well ttyl jessica

Weird Dreams And Lack Of Coffee....
So I had just gotten to work when I relaized I had some really weird dreams last night. I didn't remember them until I got to work and a couple coworkers said good morning, which triggered the memory. ( of course if you know me, you realize the coffee had just kicked in...LOL) It went like this...It was a crazy hectice day at work and these coworkers were getting ready to go on a business trip. (which in itself was weird because they don't normally travel for work.) Later in the day, we were all huddled around a TV, because the plane they got on crashed. Now when I mentioned this to my friend at work, he looked up what the dreams meant. Evidently death means you have anger, and the plane represents overcoming an obstacle in life. After a few emails back and forth, and knowing what it all means, I can understand why my dreams were so odd now. I was a little bummed, so my friend offered up this inspiration...which I want to share...Here's to good friends! Each day is like

I'm Back!!!!!!!!
wow..talk about being lost...i never knew how bad i got until i could not get online. thanks to verizon i've been kept out of the loop for two weeks. i can't use my phone i can't send e-mails.bloody bastards..well i got news for them it's good riddance and bye bye to em..i'm with comcast now hopefully this bastards won't screw me over too..

Behind The Wall
In 1960 a family moved into a farm house. It had alot of land and included a five bedroom house. Joseph Mann & his family bought the place and moved in. This was a family of four. Each child had their own room. Sixteen year old Donna loved her room. It was roomy. Yet some nights she felt frightend, yet did not know why. Months passed and the family adjusted. All except Donna. Sometimes at night she would hear a whisper of a female child cry out "help me". Donna would turn on the lights and not see or hear anything. And would try to go back to sleep. She told her mother of the voice she was hearing. Her mother just told her she must have been dreaming. One night Donna was drifting off to sleep when the voice yelled I am behind the wall. Please get me out. But this time Donna took action. She ran downstairs and got an ax and ran back to her room and started to tear the wall apart. Her parents heard all the noise and came up to see what was going on. Donna was white and frozen fr

The 20th ~ Early New Year's Resolutions
1. Care about my appearance. -Fashion and style used to be a major part of my life, but it sort of slipped away and I think that's a big chunk of my esteem lost. 2. Work on trust. -I trust people until I'm given a reason not to, and this usually doesn't work out in my favor because by the time I've realzied I can't trust a person, they've already taken advantage of me or the situation. 3. Give credit where it has been earned. -Not just with others but myself. I'm surrounded by so much talent and a lot of it isn't recognized as fully as it should. This applies to myself also because I rarely credit my positive attributes, but rather, I focus on my downfalls. 4. Be less of a gossip queen. -Okay, I know it's sort of cliche, but I just saw Mean Girls for the first time the other day and it truly inspired me. The part near the end when Cady is at the Mathletes competition and she goes to the tie breaker with the girl from the other school and she has the internal monologue about how

Calmly Sea
Calmly Sea Where waves of passion used to be And breakers of devotion Today remains a calmly sea A deep and tranquil ocean The high tide that so swiftly came And dashed upon the shore It somehow quenched the burning flame Left memories from before Banks were built to guard the love And keep the hate outside Forever they will rise above The anger of the tide Shielded sparks ignite once more To light our darkened minds Rebuilding what we had before Leaving worries far behind So hold the sorries, like I will And please believe me when I say the sea can't stay this still There will be waves again! By Jan Willem Hofman Copyright June 2006

I Love You Too
At first my life was innocent, my heart was open for love. Then you came straight to me, like an angel from above. It took sometime for you to trust, as i wasn't so sure. But all the things you've shown me, now you i truly adore. Gazing into your eyes, whilst lying next to you. This is when i realised, i was meant for you. As i listened to your heartbeat, i felt your love was true. Then you whispered softly in my ear, you know that i love you.

Soul 2 Soul
Soul 2 Soul When two flames collide At the wrong time in eternity Savage energies flow Trying to penetrate Wherever they can To attack your soul Aiming towards your inner As the war grows old They pass your mind And you stop to think Why Sense says it's useless Fights don't get you anywhere So A truce was called To end up in silence A while has passed Hurts mostly faded Almost gone And after the big bad wave You see something floating Try to get close And see It's an iceberg ever adrift Seeking for a freezing ocean To stay For the ice is not only water It's made of friendship One of two flames Strange as it seems Stay frozen Only melt down a little To cleanse Take away the dirt Two souls left behind In a battle Preserve the spirits till They reach a better time To let the ice melt And release A twin So... How are you?

Racism
ok, im sorry to have to do this in a blog, but i just want it to be very very clear to everyone that i do not condone racism and i will not tolerate it from my friends either, so if you are a racist please delete me from your list, thank you. just let me add that it is ok to be proud of who and where you come from, but you do not have to hate others to do that, so please stop the racism!

May They Find Peace
may our maker greet them with open arms those who have fallen for the honor and glory of our freedom. may they find peace that they have never known. May they rest in peace knowing that they did what they could and what they did is very much appreciated by more than they know. god bless our armed forces. thank you to all who serve or have served in our armed forces..you may never know just how special you truly are. but to one jade you are more precious than any stone more coastly than gold. more important to our daily life than you will ever know. so thank you. baby jade

What's You Star Wars Sign?
Star Wars Horoscope for Virgo You show efficiency when working for a good cause. But you tend to be a bit fussy when it comes to doing something out of the ordinary. Like many Virgos, you want to stay out of the spotlight. You do well at picking up the smallest details. Star wars character you are most like: C3P0 What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Two Foolish Lovers
both feel the same happy near each other yet sad at the same time two lovers dreams shattered by two years time, if they could only realize two years is no great distance, they could be happy together

Pushing
pushing everyone away, he wonders why no one likes him little does he realize that it is his fault he loved her, but he pushed her she wasn't ready to be in a relationship he became angry and blamed her slowly he pushed her away all he wants at this point is for her to be happy yet still he causes more pain. he suddenly realizes what he has done yet it cannot be undone

The Long Road
the road goes on twisting and winding through mountains, towns, and valleys life follows, and falls as if tripped by an invisible foe who cannot be hurt or slayed in any way for at the end of the road awaits Death who comes swiftly or slowly it means naught to him yet the road goes on

Torn Apart
Torn between two worlds Torn between descisions Torn between love and hate Torn between two lives Suddenly he is in the middle Of nowhere with no options Two people can be seen in the Distance Two people with whom he is Very close Suddenly they both vanish to be replaced with nothingess Now he has no clue as to who he is Now he has no one to turn to Life seems meaningless No love to look for

The Lady And Lord Of The Vampires
coming and going she sits and stares upon twilights face her name is skye a creature of the night her kind are feared her race slaughtered upon her sill she sits wondering of there is another like her, she sees the sky darken it is almost time it is almost safe to walk upon the earth which is full of beauty yet also deadly through dark corridors she walks hoping to find him for he is also wandering through those same corridors in which she walks she finds a door he a ladder, both lead to the same place their feeding ground their haven from the woes of mortals for mortals they are not born of ash raised to believe that they are mortal they find it diffucult to shed their mortal lives, she finds herself drawn to the place she was found as a child he finds himslef drawn to where he lost it all all held dear and sacred can it be that they are controlled by fate, forced to lead sorrowful lives unhindered they draw closer each a different path ye

Recipes
Since I enjoy cooking and baking so much I thought I would share a few of my favorite recipes with you all. If you see something you would like to try. Please do! And let me know how you like it. :) * This particular recipe is a favorite of some of the guys that Mr. Bibbs wrestles with* And they are very easy to bake. PEBBLES Cookie Crisps 1 pkg. (2-layer size) yellow cake mix 1/2 cup vegetable oil 1/4 cup water 1 large egg 3 cups POST Fruity or Cocoa PEBBLES Cereal PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Beat cake mix, oil, water and egg in large bowl with wooden spoon until well blended. Add cereal; mix well. DROP tablespoonfuls of dough, 2 inches apart, onto ungreased baking sheets. BAKE 11 minutes or just until cookies begin to brown. Cool on wire racks. This recipe here is a good quick meal. Even our daughter likes it ( AND SHE'S PICKY) One Pot Salsa Beef Skillet 1 lb. Ground beef 2 cups water 1 cup salsa 1 pkg. ( 14 oz) Mac & Cheese 2 cups frozen corn ½ cu

My Heart....
Nothing hurts more than realizing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him. If you are going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too? Even crack it a little? Theres a place in me where your fingertips still rest...your kisses still linger... your whispers softly echo...Its the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. Theres a girl in my mirror crying tonight and there is nothing i can say to make her feel all right. You dont die from a broken heart...you only wish you did. You dont realixe how much you care about someone until they dont care about you. Look in my eyes and you will find me. Look in my heart and you will find you. You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if it means that you are not a part of it.

The Gift Of Goodbye
GET THE GIFT OF "GOODBYE" "There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. ... When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. ... And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. ... And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to ...LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ... LET IT GO!!!

Blog 2 (artists)
I would like some more angel demon drawings of me! So if u dont mind doing it for free out of bordem for me! I would love that I belive I have 8 pics or something that could give u some ideas! Thank u if u do it! Have a good one ladies! Peace to all!

I'm So Bored!!!
Okay people i am sitting here alone on my own i have nothing to do and no where to go and i have to kill some time. Cum entertian me! lol I'm a 22 year old soldier away from home and away from all he knows so come on! give me something to do come talk to me or something! anything cause i am going NUTS!!

"perfect Drop"
In the small of her back floats a perfect drop of sweat, no alluring feature does it lack: musty, tempting, wet. Resting in a lake enclosed by land surrounding beads threaten to break, but with a light caress of my hand the bead does not join the wake. Drifting across the rise of her hips, tickling, whispering, nibbling her skin, goose bumps rise to meet my lips; shivers, quivers, echo from deep within. With an arch of her back the journey begins, the perfect drop sails over delicate flesh completely unaware of our delicious sins, it rides over her skin to where our bodies mesh. She turns to her side, it travels around the world to drift down the valley 'tween rising hills and exit again to a new land unfurled, ready to take part in our sensual thrills. I chase it's descent down her graceful neck, the drop rises then pauses at the crest of her chin like a sea faring gull aboard a ships deck. But with the top of my lip I brush the drop in to tide pool

Haha
"God is dead." ~ Friederich Nietzsche "Nietzsche is dead." ~ God "Yeah, real mature, God." ~ Nietzsche "I'm rubber, you're glue, whatever you say bounces off me and sticks to you." ~ God "Well then you're an awesome and cool philosopher who gets all the ladies. Nyah." ~ Nietzsche "Oh, that doesn't count." ~ God "Hey, don't call it if you can't stand the fact that I found a loophole." ~ Nietzsche "It's not a loophole, it's retarded." ~ God "If I had a gun I'd shoot you." ~ Nietzsche "Too bad I have a bulletproof vest" ~ God "Yeah well my bullets go through bullet proof vests." ~ Nietzsche "Nuh-uh, my vests made of titanium and nothing goes through titanium." ~ God "Well then I'd shoot you with a laser that melts the titanium and then kills you." ~ Nietzsche "No way, this is special unmeltable titanium, you can't melt it." ~ God "Yes I can, my laser has infrared, and like, ultraviolet light combined that melts even unmeltable titanium." ~ Nietzsc

Got The Job
got the call this morning. went to the place and filled out all my papers. had to take my shot record and get a new TB test just for good measure. lol. then spent another two hours doing self-study orientatation. have to do a general orientation in january, but they want me to start before then. also go to set up the direct deposit. fun fun. so exciting.. i now have a 2nd job. =)

Rushed To The Hospital
Well Micah was rushed and admitted to ER last night,and then transported him to Chapel Hill by 6 am.My son says he is sleeping now but afraid he might not be out by Christmas. Apparently he caught a bug and started running a high temp, will know more as i hear it.

I Have
What have I done to my mind, body, and soul? I have scared myself from the inside out and hurt the ones who truly love me. I have once again proved what a worthless piece of shit I am and I should die for what I put the world around me through, I have lied and lied again to keep a horrible secret to myself. I have refused help and advice when it was given to me and wrecked the trust of my family and my best friend. I have stepped on a path of no return, a path of self-hatred and self-mutilation. I have killed the innocent child inside me all on one attempt to make myself happy. I have proved to the world that I am nothing but scum. I have tried to stop, I have tried to fight the urge, but every time I try I end up with fresh new reasons to hate myself even more. Fresh new reasons to be scared both inside and out, fresh new reasons for my loved ones not to trust me, and fresh new reasons to ask myself what have I done to my mind, body, and soul

Why Be Fake?
Not just on CherryTap, but in real life? I don't see how you can really gain anything in life if people think they are getting to know you, but in reality they don't know anything about you at all. Also, what happens to someone who is only fake to some people when they happen to be around someone they have been fake with and someone they have not? It just seems way too complicated to me, so I'll stick to just being me :)

Annnnd.
so basically this site is damn addictive... so i know theres gonna be many a insomniac night where im trying to get to the next cherry level... its like a retarded rpg...where i sit around all day tryin to level up... so you kno what to do

Heart Attack
Heart racing. Palms sweaty. I can’t breath. I can’t speak. I can’t live anymore. What have you done to me? What did you make me? I’m empty. I’m nothing. I’m a shadow of what I once was. I’m lost. I’m alone. I’m dead inside. I wish I could die. I wish I could end this pain. Heat racing. Palms sweaty. Blood gushing. Who am I? I don’t even know anymore.

Free
I’m alone, alone in a world where everyone is free, but myself. A world where no problems exist. Everyone is free. Free from the pain I brought upon myself and others. Pain I brought on with my self-hate, self-pity, and self-mutilation. Pain that I can’t end. Pain that I fear. But no one else knows of this pain, because they are free. Free from the pain unlike me

Fade
What is wrong with me? There is something wrong inside my head. There is something wrong with me. Everyday I pray to be dead I never wanted to be like this I never wanted to live like this I’m so messed up right now & I’m getting closer to the edge Another day goes by with all these demons in my head. I’m alone inside and all my scars won’t fade. What is wrong with me? another cut upon my arm I’m falling way too fast into the shit that I've become I never wanted to be like this I never wanted to live like this I’m bleeding too much now and the pain just wont go away another day goes by with all the demons in my head I’m all alone inside and all my scars wont fade Looking back on all my mistakes I never wanted to be like this Looking back on all this shit I never thought it would end like this looking back on what I've done I never knew I could be like this looking back on the fucking cuts I don’t want to be like this Looking b

Watch Out For Lol
This instant message term will take over your life if you're not careful. I know this because I have experienced a creepy and unnerving thing regarding it. I am guilty of overusing this term as many many of us are. I have as of late found myself thinking "lauging out loud" in my head when I come across something funny on the internet or television. Today my aunt called me at work to tell me a funny story about my youngest son and I actually said it OUT LOUD. I quote "Laughing out loud, I love that kid." The worst thing? She didn't even notice or find it strange!! I had to bring it up and then she realized what I'd said. Friends and cherrytappers it may just be me but we must get out of the house more!!

Empty
Emptiness is what consumes me. This is the only thing that I feel The pain is slowly failing to keep other emotions real. I feel no joy, no love, and no happiness, not even fear or sadness. I would kill to feel anything, even hate for my inner self. The only thing I can feel is the over coming feeling of emptiness

Dirty
I'm so dirty. I'm filthy with all my mistakes. I wish I could be clean and clear the slate. I want to start all over. I want to be the same as everybody else. I want to be amused by the little things again. I'm so fucking worthless. I don't deserve to be loved. I hate this fucking bullshit. Why am I so depressed? I just want to be happy like all the rest

Childhood Memory
It's a childhood memory that never really existed. A happy time in my life where I actually felt loved and accepted. But then the bitter reality set in and I was alone again. It is a childhood memory that never really existed. And now the dream world is trying to take over. It is trying to make me give into the fake happiness I see around me. It is trying to make me submit to hiding my feelings all for one chance to be accepted. It is trying to make believe that this childhood memory is real, and it is trying to make me seem like I'm truly happy. It is a childhood memory that never really existed, but I truly wish it did.

This Is Sum Funny Ass Shit
LITTLE JOHNNY JUST GOT A NEW TRAIN SET AN WAS DOWNSTAIRS PLAYIN WITH IT. HE HAD HIS LITTLE CONDUCTOR HAT ON AN WAS PULLIN ON THE WHISTLE. AS THE TRAIN CAME TO A STOP, HE SAID, "ALL U MUTHAFUCKERS GETTIN OFF, GET OFF, AN ALL U MUTHAFUCKERS GETTIN ON GET ON." HIS MOTHER WAS IN THE KITCHEN AN COULDNT BELIEVE SHE JUST HEARD WHAT SHE THOUGHT SHE HEARD. AGAIN JOHNNY BLEW THE WHISTLE AND THE TRAIN TOOK OFF IT WENT THROUGH MOUNTAINS AND TUNNELS AN OVER BRIDGES AND HE BLEW THE WHISTLE AGAIN. IT CAME TO A STOP AND HE SAID, "ALL YOU MUTHAFUCKERS GETTIN OFF, GET OFF, AND ALL U MUTHAFUCKERS GETTIN ON GET ON! JOHNNY'S MOM CAME RUNNING OUT OF THE KITCHEN SNATCHED HIM BY THE EAR AND BEGAN TO BERATE HIM. "JOHNNY WE DONT USE THAT LANGUAGE LIKE THAT IN THIS HOUSE. YOU NEED A TIME OUT GO UPSTAIRS TO YOUR ROOM FOR ONE-HALF HOUR AND THINK ABOUT THOSE WORDS THAT U SAID. JOHNNY STOMPED UPSTAIRS ALL PISSED OFF AN A HALF HOUR LATER HE POKED HIS HEAD OUT AND ASKED HIS MOTHER IF HE COULD COME OUT N PLAY WITH HIS

Bright Red Sins
Numbness is the only thing that’s real. I cut myself to prove I can feel. Empty emotions flow from the vein. Bright red sins mirror the pain. I feel so alone like no one understands me. Am I the only one going through this agony? Must I always be a victim of lives gives and takes? So I’m left alone to deal with my mistakes

Because Of You
I never had anything. I never mattered to anyone. Now I'm finally someone in your eyes. You took the pain away from me. You let me go and set me free. Now you're all that matters in my life. Why do I have to wait so long to have right here? I want to show you all my love and I want you to know how I feel. I've finally found what I've always wanted. I found it in you. Now my lifes not so empty. It's because of you

Ok Fine.
Friends. Ha. 655 so called friends on my friends list. Maybe 20 actually help me out when I need it. WHAT THE HELL???? I've made two or three new friends this past week. They busted their ass to help me, and they didnt know me before hand. A little fuckin help would have made me a very happy person. But instead - your actions made my day even worse. Whats wrong you ask??? My bank account - Overdrawn. My current balance is NEGATIVE 99+ dollars. A long time customer of mine told me today that shes got a terminal cancer. I couldnt look at her the same after she told me. What the fuck kind of doctor tells someone that JUST before the fucking holidays. HAPPY HOLIDAY MA'AM YOU'VE GOT ABOUT 6 MONTHS TO LIVE. I'M SORRY. fucker. in case you haven't noticed - i am in a VERY bad mood.