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I Just Found Out Part 2
I found out that these type of snakes are dangerous if they don't get defanged. This makes me worry for my son's sake. I don't want anything bad to happen to my son. If anything happens all hell is gonna break loose

I Would Have Loved To Have Been There :)
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So the next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon return to his office after mass, he found the following note on his door: 1. Sip the Vodka, don't gulp. 2. There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3. There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4. Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5. Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6. We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7. The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior, and the Spook. 8. David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him. 9. When David was hit by a rock and knocked off his do

The Reason Or Reasons For The Need To Cheat..
As most of you know I was trying to be in a contest for the first time... Things were going fairly well and then all of a sudden some scab jumps out ahead of me in the comments portion of the contest by a wide margin in a matter of 5 hrs.... Based on what I had been told by others the mere fact of that happening was impossible save for one action that could account for it...CHEATING.... From what I had been told it takes 3 days to get over 7000 comments but this individual got over 7000 comments in 5 hrs....You do the math and make up your own mind... So I brought this to the attention of the person running the contest and he was a little wishy-washy on things....To some degree I understand that but if you are going to run a contest you need to be decisive and sure of yourself....He wanted to keep the peace and make everyone happy.... In the end that was a futile attempt....I eneded up leaving for the reasons above...I flat out told him it didnt matter to me if I won or

Awakening
A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you a

What Kind Of Soul...
You Are a Peacemaker Soul You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary SoulWhat Kind of Soul Are You?

The Guise For All Men--women's Language Translated
The Guide for all Men WOMEN'S LANGUAGE TRANSLATED Yes = No No = Yes Maybe = No I'm sorry. = You'll be sorry. We need... = I want It's your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now. Do what you want... = You'll pay for this later. We need to talk... = I need to complain. Sure...go ahead = I don't want you to. I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron! You're so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot. You're certainly attentive tonight = Is sex all you ever think about? Be romantic, turn out the lights = I have flabby thighs. This kitchen is so inconvenient = I want a new house. I want new curtains = ...and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper..... Hang the picture there = NO, I mean hang it there! I heard a noise = I noticed you were almost asleep. Do you love me? = I'm going to ask for something expensive. How much do you love me? = I did something today you're really not going

A Poem On Loss
If tomorrow starts without me Sunday, October 19, 2003 09 07 AM This is one of my all time Favourite poems, it is superbly written and very moving, I didn't write it, but it has brought many tears to many people for many different reasons, I hope that it proves to be theraputic for you too......contact me if you want to talk about bereavement.. If Tomorrow Starts Without Me (Author believed to be David Romano ) If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you care for me, and how much I care for you, and each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready in

Rockstar
I'm through with standin' in line at clubs I'll never get in It's like the bottom of the ninth and I'm never gonna win this life hasn't turned out quite the way I want it to be (Tell me what you want) I want a brand new house on an episode of Cribs And a bathroom I can play baseball in And a king size tub big enough for ten plus me --(So what you need)-- I need a a credit card that's got no limit And a big black jet with a bedroom in it Gonna join the mile high club At thirty-seven thousand feet --(Been there done that)-- I want a new tour bus full of old guitars My own star on Hollywood Boulevard Somewhere between Cher and James Dean is fine for me (So how you gonna do it?) I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame I'd even cut my hair and change my name [CHORUS] 'Cause we all just wanna be a big rockstars and Live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't e

Best Friends Forever...
My Best Friend Passed Away In The Night... I don't feel very poetic today, I lost a very close friend overnight. It may seem stupid to some, but if you knew him you'd know just how I feel. This was more than just a friend. We hunted together, we fished together, Hell, we even camped together, that dog never left my side. What other dog would leap off a 12 foot cliff come back with a fish and place it in my hand. Before I had my back injury he knew I was ailing on our last hunt, he took off on me and I lost sight of him for a moment. Son of a bitch if he didn't come back with a live pheasent in his mouth, again he placed it in my hand. Damn people, to have him back I would gladly accept the skunk he brought me while hunting later in the week as well. Yeah, he was a naughty pup when I first brought him home, but after I spent a goodly sum. $1,900 bucks to be exact, but so what, I'd do it again as fast as you could snap your fingers. He came back home with the ability to understand sig

General
Well to begin with im utterly confused! hehe how do i get more of these cherry point things eh? well im just plodding along picking it up as i go, but i cant like upload a new skin cos i dunno where to put the code! haha yes im thick ok? well thats about all for now i'll carry on plodding! Pooch'

For The One Who Hurt Me The Most....
SOMEDAY YOU'LL GONNA REALIZE ONE DAY YOU'LL SEE IT IN MY EYES BUT THEN I WON'T EVEN BE THERE I'LL BE HAPPY SOMEWHERE EVEN IF I CAN'T I KNOW,YOU DON'T REALLY SEE MY WORTH YOU THINK YOU'RE THE LAST GUY ON EARTH WELL,I'VE GOT NEWS FOR YOU I KNOW I'M NOT THAT STRONG BUT IT WON'T TAKE LONG,WON'T TAKE LONG CAUSE SOMEDAY SOMEONE'S GONNA LOVE ME THE WAY I WANTED YOU TO NEED ME SOMEDAY SOMEONE'S GONNA TAKE YOUR PLACE ONE DAY I'LL FORGET ABOUT YOU YOU'LL SEE I WON'T EVEN MISS YOU SOMEDAY,SOMEDAY... BUT NOW I KNOW YOU CAN'T TELL I'M DOWN AND I AM NOT DOING WELL BUT ONE DAY THESE TEARS THEY WILL ALL RUN DRY I WON'T HAVE TO CRY SWEET GOODBYE.... SOMEDAY,SOMEDAY

Hypnotize Me!
Hah, sicka than your average Poppa Twist cabbage off instinct niggaz don't think shit stink pink gators, my Detroit players Timbs for my hooligans in Brooklyn Dead right, if they head right, Biggie there every night Poppa been smooth since days of Underroos Never lose, never choose to, bruise crews who do something to us, talk go through us Girls walk to us, wanna do us, screw us Who us? Yeah, Poppa and Puff (ehehehe) Close like Starsky and Hutch, stick the clutch Dare I squeeze three at your cherry M-3 (Take that, take that, take that, haha!) Bang every MC easily, busily Recently niggaz frontin ain't sayin nuttin (nope) So I just speak my piece, (c'mon) keep my piece Cubans with the Jesus piece (thank you God), with my peeps Packin, askin who want it, you got it nigga flaunt it That Brooklyn bullshit, we on it [Chorus: sung in imitation of part of Slick Rick's "La-Di-Da-Di"] Biggie Biggie Biggie can't you see Som

Holidays
WELL HERE IT IS ALMOST CHRISTMAS, HAS YOU BEEN NAUGHTY OR NICE, I PERSONALLY KIND OF LIKE ALL YOU NAUGHTY ONES OUT THERE, I THINK YOU HAVE MORE FUN !!! I JUST FINISHED ALL MY SHOPPING A FEW DAYS AGO AND WELL YOU KNOW HOW IT IS...GIFTS ARE UNDER THE TREE, UT POCKETS ARE EMTEY, IT IS WORTH IT THOUGH WHEN YOU WATCH THE KIDS EYES LIGHT UP WHEN THEY OPEN THEIR GIFTS. I HOPE SANTA BRINGS YOU ALL EVERYTHING THAT WAS ON YOUR WISH LISTS, AND I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT NEW YEAR...HAVE A DRINK FOR ME !!!

My Passion Color
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded.What Color Is Your Passion?

For My Husband
baby Thank you for being so loveing and so kind to me when we met i was this scared little girl .On the outside i was so tuff and you see threw it . and i am so thankful for that . Ihave never met someone like you that is so loveing and careing for me .When i am sad you are there to pick me up .and when you are sad i have a shoulder for you to cry on or i am listening for you to call my name .Baby the day we get married will be the most precious day of my life . Even though we are not i still consider you as my husband you are my soul mate you know me better than i know my self and for that I LOVE YOU so much for you being you and not being fake LOVE YOU your baby girl

She Has Noone To Hate.....except For Me
nature of man with open books the missionaries come hands of need mouths to feed with swords unsheathed the missionaries come act on greed watched them bleed when the last man falls spirit of a people dies this land of the brave founded of treachery nurtured by bloodshed the cup overflows still dominate, conquer and kill this nature of man cripples us all. by john m

The Start Of A New Life
Welcome for as much as it is worth... I rejoined the Army after 12 years of being out.... Why you may ask hmmm good question? But there are reasons. 1 to retire in 13 years instead of 20 more in the previous Job I had.. 2 to provide medical care for my Diabetic wife. 3 provide a Good home and food on the table 4 and of course to finish what I started 19 years ago in the Army. Boreing you yet LOL... well thats life not all roses but got to take care of my cherry LOL even if its a little aging and getting black and blue not red LOL will blog more later...

Hello
Well, here I go again. Listening to my neice, and starting on another page. she got me started on myspace, and now here. She is the bomb..If I would let her, she would also lead me into trouble.. but a little too smart for that....but I love her very much!!!!!she is my little helper in life!!

New Years Day Cleaning House
hi everyone.... I've mentioned this a while ago to give everyone plenty of time to get a salute pic up....and it sucks that it has to come to this but it has.... so sometime NewYears Day...I'm shooting for morning, but might not be until afternoon....all depends on how rough the night is LOL....I'm going to delete anyone that doesn't have a salute picture... If you are new to the sight and have no idea what I'm talking about just ask me and I'll explain... If you don't have one by then but will, no problem...just ask me to be friends again once you do. There will be no exceptions... Sorry its come to this, xoxo Ryan exceptions: (1)if CT doesn't accept your salute picture, as "verified", you can still put one on your page anyway as a regular picture... (2)if i have seen you on webcam (3)you send me a salute picture privately if you don't wanna post one

Take A Survey
survey Welcome 2 the Nasty Survey. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u want me 2 do u in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up? answer: 4.Would u want me 2 sex u hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 12.Where would u do me @? answer: 13.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u do me again and again? answer: 15.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we did it like porn stars? answer: 17.Would u

What Is Hot In You (your Body, Brain Or Soul) ?
THIS ONE IS SO TRUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE What is hot in you (your body, brain or soul) ? (girls only) BRAIN.girl you are smart. you know what you want and how to get it.you are cautious when it comes to love cuz you don't want to get hurt, just relax and enjoy being yourself cuz you are really a UNIQUE person.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

A Little Help Would Be Appreciated
I NEED SOME HELP ON POINTS TO REACH THE NEXT LEVEL.A LITTLE HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED AND I'LL GIVE THE LOVE BACK.RATE AND COMMENTS ON MY PIC AND PROFILE....:) HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL!!!

Up Coming Bithday !!
Well you know that your getting old when no one makes a fuss over you birhtday any more..... My birthday is comeing up in 4 day and to my family its christmas eve!!!!!!!!!Not my birthday .....It will ok i guess. So i will live.. well anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME .. If for some reason.. they change the mind i will let you al know have a great christmas all

You Are Such A Zipper!
my profile gives most people a "heads up" on how foul or vulgar my mouth and mind can be...however...some people just dont get it so i am using this piece of air to make myself more clear. if, in the middle of my slumber i wake feeling parched or thirsty, i will certainly trek my ass to the kitchen and get myself a glass of water. because i am a clutz, its predetermined that i will smack my toes on the leg of a random bedside or kitchen table. and sometimes, i will bang them on the corner of a wall because i made the turn too sharp. when this happens, it is no surprise to those who know me that the expletives WILL fly. once i have accosted my pigs, it is a no-brainer that people up to 18 miles away will hear such words as "fuck", "shit", "MOTHER fuck", "God damn it", "you fucking whore", "son of a bitch", etc. it is not that i am so unintellectual that i cannot think of more appropriate words to scream out, it's simply that i love saying words that would make my grannymom d

Female Behavior
If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the femaoe hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behabe the most like the way men behave all month long? Gloria Steinem, American writer

Happy Holidays
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com To all my friends and whoever else decides to read this LOL...some people like got rid of me when I took my lil vacay from here and now I can't message them or anything but still want to wish them, as well as everyone else, Happy Holidays....add me back if ya want to..Tonsa Hugs and Lotsa Luv to you all!!!!

Work, Work, Work.....
I hate that I havent been able ta talk 2 u all, so dont think I dont love u all, cuz I do I'll try my dammdest ta talk soon,my fam,friends, and fans know why. So much LOVE & have a Great Day!Oh & GOOD MORIN!!!

Wait!
Psalm 37:7 Rest in the LORD, and wait patiently for Him: fret not thyself because of him who prospereth in his way, because of the man who bringeth wicked devices to pass.” We don’t like the word “rest” do we? We’re always running around pulling up our radishes by the roots to see how they’re growing, and then cramming them back into the ground. And yet Isaiah tells us, “And therefore will the LORD wait, that He may be gracious unto you, and therefore will He be exalted, that He may have mercy upon you: for the LORD is a God of judgment: blessed are all they that wait for Him”. You’re not going to hurry God because He is not interested in time. He’s interested in timing. Lean back, watch, wait, and trust. He knows what He is doing. Thank God for the process of waiting. Thank God that He has heard every one of your prayers. Thank Him that He has not forgotten you. Thank Him for this opportunity He has given you to grow in trusting Him. Thank Hi

More On Kissing...
You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in troubleWhat Kind of Kisser Are You?

Jingle My Bells!
Good morning rock heads! :) It is wednesday and that means I will be on from 9 until noon (Eastern US Standard Time). Please let me know if you are tuned into hot rocks, and I can advertise your page. Just type the info you want me to say in the request. If you are a new listner or tuned in from work, please say so in your request, and it will get high priority. Keep it mad! Hey all my friends! Please give me a listen. I will be on the air in about an hour. Please request songs and say your are (insert nickname here) from cherry tap and I will give you a shout out. Heck if you give me your page address I could give it a shout out on the show. With mid morning madness you NEVER know what you are going to hear. Mid Morning Madness has been rated Safe For Work (but just barely LOL) Listen to Sir Jim every Mon, Wed and Thur 9am - Noon (EST)

Good Morning Everyone!
Well, the stomach flu is running through the house! I have been up all night with sick kiddo's and a sick hubby! I hope that it is gone and cleared out before Christmas, but with 7 children, that is probably wishing WAY too much! I hope you all have a great Day! Dee

My Seduction Style... (ooo La La ;) Lol)
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Some Things Are Better Left Done With Out Me
some times i feel that am better off not being rembered but thats me anyways i got thing to do and a world to walk throught by my self i guess thats my curse something i tryed to out run and yet i cant out live it is just their

My Prison Is Walking In This World All Alone
some times i think maybe am just not ready for anything or anyone or maybe am just unappy with who i am or maybe some times i see that but who cares right anyways i got things to do so maybe i just sit around and mope around later on anyways life sucks and so do i

Special Attention To All Of My Military Family, Friends And Fans!!!
Ok...we did an excellent job with the comments yesterday...when I logged off last night we were in the lead...Please let's keep that going. Now we need to focus on getting him more rates.So... if you haven't rated Doug yet please do.And let's make it a goal to send the link to the contest in a comment to atleast five people on our friends and or fans list. This is a very special picture and it should be shared!Doug is a very special person and I am positve he will appreciate this! I would like to remind you all that he is in Affganistan and he is a very busy person.So...it is going to be up to Doug's friends and family to say Thank you to as many people as we can. I told Doug if he entered I would promote the picture.So that is what I am doing. If you don't know how to get the link to the picture contest you do it like this.... Click on the link here or on my page (the one under the Best Picture banner not the one in my idols)That will take you to the contest.Then y

Bondage
This is something that was in a recent bulletin that I wanted to keep and share. Yes, I am into bondage, but let me share a little of what bondage is about before you cast your judgement. Bondage is about absolute trust. It's about going to a level of intimacy beyond anything you've ever experienced before. It's about giving yourself so completely to another human being that you abandon all sense of self and just lose yourself in them. Bondage is not just leather and chains and being all trussed up like a steer at a rodeo. Those things are for people who like S&M as well as bondage. For the rest of us, there are padded handcuffs, ribbons and silk ropes. These things are designed to enhance pleasure and stimulation. Most of them are easy to get out of if you start to feel uncomfortable. It's all about the tease, and pushing your senses to the limit. We're so busy in today's world, and so used to instant gratification, that we've lost

Ring And Earring Gift Giveaway???
OK YALL THIS IS HOW THIS IS GONNA WORK...EVERYONE WHO WANTS A CHANCE IN WINNING A *CT* RING (MENS OR WOMANS) AS WELL AS A CHANCE TO WIN A PAIR OF DIAMOND EARRINGS MUST SEND ME A LINK TO ONE OR TWO *DEPENDING ON IF YOU WANT TO WIN ONE OR BOTH PRIZES BUT REMEMBER IF YOU HAVE 2 THEN YOU NEED TO HAVE BOTH PHOTOS REACH 5000 BEFORE ANYONE ELSE* OF YOUR *SFW* PHOTO(S) FOR ME TO RIP...MEN AND WOMEN ARE WELCOMED TO JOIN IN ON THIS...AND EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT THE GIFT ENTER ANYWAY ..WIN .. AND THEN GIVE ME THE LINK TO THE PERSON YOU WANT TO GIVE THE GIFT (S) TO AND I WILL BUY IT FOR THEM AND TELL THEM ITS FROM YOU!!!! THE FIRST PICTURE TO REACH 5000 COMMENTS WILL WIN A BEAUTIFUL *CT* DIAMOND RING OR A HANDSOME MANS RING AND A PHOTO TAG MADE BY ME!!! THE SECOND PERSON TO REACH 5000 COMMENTS WILL RECIEVE A BEAUTIFUL PAIR OF DIAMOND EARINGS...AND THE CHERRYLICIOUS ALL REQUEST RADIO STATION WILL BE...DONATING THEM!!! NOT BAD HUH JUST GET TO THE 5000 FIRST AND YOU GET A RING AND SECOND AND YOU

Last Bulletin ....with Player;)
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Please
This is a good friend of mine. His name is Tim. He joined here in august and only has 19 friends! He wasn't welcomed to the site at all. Could you alllllllllll please add and show Timmerz some love? Show him what CT is cuz he is gonna leave if we can't convince him this place rocks. afk@ CherryTAP xoxox Immortal Love

Keys To My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Midweek Madness
It is better to deserve honors and not have them than to have them and not to deserve them.- Mark Twain The deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy. - Alfred North Whitehead The wit makes fun of other persons; the satirist makes fun of the world; the humorist makes fun of himself. - James Thurber

The Holiday's
Me and my family want to wish all here on Cherry tap a safe and Happy Holiday Season and Taper's please remember that this is the season for giving and giving of yourself is the best thing you can give and remember the guy's and gal's of our armed force's and keep them in your heart's because they have gave up there holiday's to protect this land we call home. merry christmas and a happy new year. Swamp

Part Thirteen
He had that sinking feeling in his stomach again. The feeling that meant he was crossing the threshold of the unknown. He had been brought to this point and beyond many times in the past two days. Always the same, first the fear, then the acceptance that his world had changed. The change was always subtle. The shock of Marie rubbing the lubricant on his anus gave way to the pure pleasure of the sensation. His gasp as she slid two fingers deep inside him was replaced with a moan as she slowly but forcefully began fucking him. But, Cat wasn't finished yet. He watched her taking Allen's cock deep in her throat as she stared daggers at him. Telling him with her eyes that she had more humiliation for him. Even before he saw Cat rubbing lubricant on Allen's cock, he had known what was next. He knew instinctively that Cat had wanted to see this happen. It hadn't been enough for him to eat Sir's cum from her cunt, she had wanted him to suck his cock. Just as now it wouldn't be enough to have M

Origin Of The Twelve Days Of Christmas
The Origin of the Twelve Days of Christmas You're all familiar with the Christmas song, "The Twelve Days of Christmas" I think. To most it's a delightful nonsense rhyme set to music. But it had a quite serious purpose when it was written. It is a good deal more than just a repetitious melody with pretty phrases and a list of strange gifts. Catholics in England during the period 1558 to 1829, when Parliament finally emancipated Catholics in England, were prohibited from ANY practice of their faith by law - private OR public. It was a crime to BE a Catholic. "The Twelve Days of Christmas" was written in England as one of the "catechism songs" to help young Catholics learn the tenets of their faith - a memory aid, when to be caught with anything in *writing* indicating adherence to the Catholic faith could not only get you imprisoned, it could get you hanged, or shortened by a head - or hanged, drawn and quartered, a rather peculiar and ghastly punishment I'm not aware was ev

Part Twelve
Cat watched Marie bounce down the hall to the living room. Before following her she reached under her bed and pulled out medium sized photo box. She smiled as she thought of all the fun she was going to have with the contents. Cat put the box down on the coffee table and patted James on the head. "Well you have been a good little boy. I see you brought mama a new toy". "I take it James explained everything to you" she said addressing Allen. "Yeah he told me he had to find someone with a big dick to fuck you and your friend, and here I am". "Judging from the picture, he picked well. Stand up and lets get a good look at you." Cat finished. As Allen stood up Marie shifted on the couch to get a better look. "James," Cat purred "be useful and help the man out of his pants." James started to get up but Cat pushed him back to his knees "oh no I think you can do I better job if you keep his buttons at eye level", she said. James knew that once he pulled down Allen's pants he would pretty much

The Underwear Oracle
What Your Underwear Says About You You're a total rebel who doesn't conform to any rules. P.S. - It's a jungle down there! You're also way too lazy to do your laundry more than a few times a year. The Underwear Oracle

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

What Kind Of Flirt Are You
You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

12-20-2006 4:37 Am Wow An Early Night Ha Ha
They say it takes a minute to find a special person,an hour to appreciate them,a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them. I read this quote earlier in the evening... could it be true... I am not one to fall in love often, in fact I can only think of one time my entire life that I have been in love... but it seems that when I do I fall hard and fast... is this wrong of me... Is it wrong of me to fall so fast...I must work this out so bare with me... I have met someone pretty damn incredible... wow... I spoke with him on the phone for three hours tonight and I was sad to say goodnight... we agreed, that we are on the same level... we have the same types of thoughts, we think about the same things, and the funny thing is they arent normal thoughts... they are the type of thoughts that really do make sense, but most people just dont understand... the things that keep me awake at night are on his mind also... and we can pretty much complete each others sentences... its

Hm..
Sadness. It sucks in a way. How come you only really meet the most amazing people on the internet? Real life, yeah, theres one or two, but they wont show you the time of day. It's like, You read a profile online, and youre like, "Hey, they may be pretty cool". You talk to 'em and suddenly, you have an awesome friend. ...That you'll probably never really meet. =/. Just a depressed thought. Much love, Red.

Now If Only I Was This Age Still! Lol
You Are 25 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.What Age Do You Act?

Our Military
Keep our beautiful military people in your thoughts and prayers. For what we have, and enjoy, and choices of who and how we love...is all because of them! No matter what u may think of military men and women concerning your personal life, its our boys, our men, our husbands, wives, brothers and sisters, and soul mates, who give us the opportunity and freedom to enjoy what we take for granted. Pray for them, embrace them, tell them they are the real heros. Cry for them, hold them, let them know they are America. Seek them out, shake their hand, give them a hug when they return home. For the fallen, give solice, pray they guard the Gates of Heaven for us all. Heros are not in sport nor Hollywood...for the ONLY true hero are the ones who never return home from battle or war!

Ill Be Yours
Band- Placebo Album- Sleeping with ghosts Song- Ill be yours I'll be your water bathing you clean The liquid piece I'll be your ether you'll breathe me in You won't release Well I've seen you suffer, I've seen you cry the whole night through So I'll be your water bathing you clean Liquid blue I'll be your father, I'll be your mother, I'll be your lover, I'll be yours [x2] I'll be your liqour bathing your soul Juice that's pure And I'll be your anchor you'll never leave Shores that cure Well I've seen you suffer, I've seen you cry for days and days So I'll be your liqour demons will drown And float away I'll be your father, I'll be your mother, I'll be your lover, I'll be yours [x3] Yours...

Figures I Wasn't Even Born Yet To See It! Lol
You Belong in 1958 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!What Year Do You Belong In?

Gotta Have Fun
You are 74% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just Call Me "betty Crocker Jr." Lol
You Are an Excellent Cook You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning. It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire...Are You A Good Cook?

My "theme Song" (this Made Me Laugh!)
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!What's Your Theme Song?

Keys To My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Bar Joke 2
A woman in the bar says that she wants to have plastic surgery to enlarge her breasts. Her husband tells her, "Hey, you don't need surgery to do that. I know how to do it without surgery." The lady asks, "How do I do it without surgery?" "Just rub toilet paper between them." Startled the lady asks, "How does that make them bigger?" "I don't know, but it worked for your ass."

I Cried So Bad Reading This
She was only five This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one\'s around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She\'ll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, \"Please God, why is My life always sinking? \" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She\'d get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she mad

Bar Jokes I
A businessman enters a tavern, sits down at the bar, and orders a double martini on the rocks. After he finishes the drink, he peeks inside his shirt pocket, then orders the bartender to prepare another double martini. After he finishes that it, he again peeks inside his shirt pocket and orders the bartender to bring another double martini. The bartender says, "Look, buddy, I'll bring ya' martinis all night long - but you gotta tell me why you look inside your shirt pocket before you order a refill." The customer replies, "I'm peeking at a photo of my wife. When she starts to look good, I know it's time to go home."

Im Actually Going Dancing!!!
can u imagine that this weekend i actually go out to dance!!! i bought my lil outfit and all lol....i cant believe it ive been to clubs before but now im acting like a lil girl who never has gone out...well actually its been a yr that i havent gone dancing or more then that.. isnt that sad??? well cant wait to go hope i have fun i know im getting DRUNK thought lol

Peace
Fire and Ice two things that live without each other like love and hate, peace and war or life and death. Everything completes each other, my second has yet to found. I have evil but hardly any good, I have war with myself but no peace, there is always mad hate with me but harly any love. My thoughts always make me seem to be very depressed and sad but i guess is to be true. I like the facts I'm around people that care about now. But I wish I knew what people really thought of me. Sometimes I think people are walking on eggshells around me trying not to start a fight with me. I wish could prove to myself that I could be a man of good and be sane. I can feel unstablness inside me. To worships the gods is not enough, to live through will never make anyone happy. To sit like a rock will just make you a rock so it is time for me not to be a rock but the wind instead. Ever changing and expanding see the world and put an impact there. Licitus at numquam concedere vita. Numquam Mortuus

Sorting
Sorting memories is one the best ways to get lost. The forest is so crowded that most people get lost but it is the only time I see clearly. So why is this would make more sense that now that I'm trying to figure out my life, it would be easier. I don't think anyone is listening to me anyway. So I will scream in silence more.

A Bit Of Me
I consider myself strange and unuseal. And a bad speller. But anyway....I stay in the shadows until I am ready to be seen. Then I am center of attention. So if you feel strange like you are being watched, it is probably me.

Poem By Brandi Sweatman
This poem was written by my sister-in-law Brandi Sweatman GRADUATION DAY As I gaze around the stands, All I can think about is one wonderful man. A man that if he had his way, Would be sitting in those stands today. The times we shared were precious but few, And his tragic death was hard to get through. I wish I could see the expression on his face, As they hand me my diploma with style and grace. I know that he is proud and full of love, Even though he has to look from above. His description is hard because it’s been so long, Now ten years have past and I’ve learned to move on. I can remember him as short and stock with a bearded face, Oh, how I can still feel his warm embrace. His hard work showed through his callused hands, And I knew better than to disobey his commands. Hunting and fishing were his favorite sports, Big game, small game and fish of all sorts. My Dad’s name was Lamar but his friends called him Marty, And for an older man he sure knew

Apparently This Is The Song I Should Strip To (if I Was Strippin Lmao)
Your Stripper Song Is Pour Some Sugar on Me by Def Leppard "Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp Demolition woman, can I be your man?" Break out the baby oil, you rock it old school.What Song Should You Strip To?

Emotions
Men don't cry, should I laugh now or later. I'm the court jester of life, no one knows what I truely feel cause my eyes are hard to read. The smile on my face say that I should be happy but my eyes say that I am going to kill someone. Here is the funny thing I'm neither mad nor sad, I'm not happy or glad. I'm just here trying to live life, so what should I am mad about what happened in my life, fuck that I am happy about it cause it makes me into the man that I will end up being. I have many regrets and everyday I think about them, they almost consume every thought I have. It doesn't make me miserable though I leave that for people who like to be stuck in a hole. I digged my grave and even made my tombstone, so you can say that I am ready to die. It's a life to that I have to live on to make everyday better then the rest. I can't put into words what my emotions truely are, let people if I say I love don't doubt that shit. I'm going to myself through the hardest test of my life this yea

What Ur Birth Month Means
You scored as May. MAY Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding Good imagination. Good physical. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Totally Best person >you'll ever meet!..your the most craziest that you'll ever meet!! May100%April0%March0%FEBRUARY0%january0%June0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%SEPTEMBER

Sleepless Nights
Another sleepless night, I haven't had one in awhile. Well haven't had a major descion to make either. I work off instinct, it's the way my life is ran and know I have to really think. Dreams are like nightmares they both screw with your head. So is this a dream or something I should be scared of like a nightmare. Should I hope for the best and prepare for the worst and meet somewhere in the middle. I hope things change but most likely old demons will come and destroy everything. I'm trying to be postive but it's scary.

What Type Of Vampire R U?
You scored as Clan Member. You are the most feared. You stick with clan and protect them to the end. As a group you are most powerful and can take on any who mess with you. Clan Member88%Rogue Vampire63%Vampire Leader25%What Kind of Vampire are You? (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Whispers In The Wind
I think I will break the Blog Cherry with a dash of my poetry for your tastebuds. Be careful, I am known to be as addictive as sex & chocolate..... Together! Be sure to let me know if something I write grabs ahold of you. After all.... you are who it was created for! Dr. Charles says..." Take two deep breaths and write me in the morning!" WHISPERS IN THE WIND - by Charles L. Hull I thought I heard your name today Whispered upon the wind, And it made me think of long ago And the love you used to send. Tears fell from my saddened eyes As I tried so hard to smile And I had to face the pain inside From mistakes I’ve made for awhile. I thought of times I made you cry And the many times you tried To carry on and never show The pain you felt inside. But sometimes a heart completely breaks With no way for it to mend, And I heard your name the day you left Whispered upon the wind. So now I face this world alone As I try to find a way To deal with all this hurt inside

What Crime Would U Most Likely Committ?
You scored as Murder. You would most likely kill someone, so watch out mr.anger management.Murder67%Theft58%Being Drunk in Public50%Fraud50%Public Nudity17%What crime would you most likely commit?created with QuizFarm.com

Just Some Cheezy Poem
I love cheeze what could be better than a huge chunk of chedder oh please gimme a pizza all smothered in mozza Greek salad greens with a sprinkle of feta succulent swiss holy and true but don't give me cheeze that is blue brie would be fine with a glass of white wine a shaker of parmesan pasta to sprinkle on processed is nice by the slice all melty and gooey creamy and chewy bring me some food a taste of fine gouda will do me for now thank you waiter but bring me the cow for later

What Way R U Attractive?
You scored as Beautiful/Handsome. You're...well, pretty/handsome! What more is there to say? People are attracted to you by your looks. You know your hot, though you try not to admit it. So don't ruin your natural glow by overdoing that eyeliner!Beautiful/Handsome67%Sexual67%Funny50%Different47%Smart10%In What Way Are You Attractive?created with QuizFarm.com

How A Dusty Phone Nearly Set Off A War
Those who knew my father know that he prized honesty and was not given to embellishment - unless he was kidding or weaving an elaborate joke. His stories were either "true," because they actually happened, or "good," because they were shocking, bizarre, improbable. However, those who know him also know he made it difficult for others to distinguish between "true" and "good," in a couple of ways. First, Henry Lee was trickster-sly, handsome, adventurous and masterful. Second, he told all stories, "true" and "good," in the same offhand, matter-of-fact, unmodulated manner. The story you are about to read is my father's. He told it to me over light coffee and Dutch Masters cigars at a nursing home in Tampa, where he was patiently awaiting death. I preserve it here in the first person, and believe it to be both true and good. * * * The time was the Cuban Missile Crisis, October 22, 1962. We had just come to McGuire Air Force Base in New Jersey. I was supervising air traffic cont

Alone
Alone From childhood's hour I have not been As others were-I have not seen As others saw-I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same sourse I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone. Then-in my childhood-in the dawn Of a most stormy life-was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by- From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. Alone By: Edgar Allen Poe I've always loved this poem.

How Good Do U Kiss?
You scored as Yippy Ki Yay!. Its good to experiment with kissing. Youve about perfected the art of kissing. Its fun to do! For those of you who didnt know, some studies show the bigger the lips the better the kisser. Just remember gentle kisses on the lips, and some tongue, and altering the speed etc., can feel really good too. Here some helpful tips: 1. be ready 2. no smoking 3. start out slow 4. up intensity *for romantic kissing touch the cheek *touch the neck and go down toward back to heat things up 5. develop a rythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands *holding or other 8. experiment 9. respond to partner 10. repeat!Yippy Ki Yay!75%Romantic Kisser63%Your more of a class act than youre giving yourself credit for31%How good do you kiss?created with QuizFarm.com

Dance Is Her Passion
She rushes to the stage throws her heels down hard Turning each turn And down on all fours She pours her emotions into each move Her body thrashing so her mind can choose She's dancing like never seen before Catching wondering eyes this attention is never lost She's not giving up her love the life without isn't worth the cost She's up in the air then down on the floor She settles this night applauds galore Who knew that because of him she found herself Her hearts racing she takes her final bow She bends herself up and seen just one face Their looks are shocked starring in a daze Didn't think she could pull through it but that's just it She's got potential and she doesn't quit When she dances she's got nothing to prove She knows she can do anything and they know it too

How Dirty Is Ur Mind?
You scored as Not so clean. You're not what I'd call pure, but you're not too dirty. Thats okay... i guess?Not so clean60%Complete Filth40%Pure and Innocent30%Pedofile20%How dirty is your mind?created with QuizFarm.com

Those Who Forget.
I would like to toot my horn to those who have forgot the little people that have helped them achive where they are today. How quick they forget when they ask for our help and when given, we are passed away. So, toot toot, to you people of small heart and recconition. For remember, carma, What goes around comes around.

Cute Ugly Or Sexy?
You scored as Sexy. You're hot and sexy and I want to make out with you. Lol. K email me. in_the_depths_4ever@yahoo.comSexy50%Cute30%Ugly10%Are you ugly, cute, or sexy?!created with QuizFarm.com

Confused
Im still sitting here listening to the songs he dedicated to me....wanting to cry but somehow holding it all back. I dont know why all this is happening to me but I just want to go hide until my heart and mind finally agree. My boyfriend is good to me but I dont think he knows what he really wants. He leaves in a lil over a month and well if he doesnt really know what he wants then how am I supposed to know??? Last night I asked him why he loved me and his answer was "because your fun to be around". Now what kind of answer it that to such a question. My baby's daddy still wants to be with me and well I guess I do still love him in some ways. But something tells me that he isnt the one who I'm meant to be with cuz of the way he was when he got home from AIT and the way he treated our lil one while we were together. Sometimes I just wonder if Im not supposed to be alone with my lil girl. If she isn't my life and there isnt supposed to be a guy to complicate things. I just w

Puzzle, Not Puzzled
When I look at a puzzle and all those crooked pieces. i feel you see a picture, but i see holes and creases. surely not a gift for me cause you can see the spaces. and I'm not the best a shootin straight or explinations. but i guess i see myself as a piece of work in pieces. first gonna make that border, then fill in the rest take your time, use them eyes then grab yourself the best choosed piece. one by one until it's done then proud of it's completion. buuuuuuttttttt... those fucking creases got me thinking and thinking that the puzzle looked better in the box where it's needed.

Wrestlebash Dec 29th
we are just nine days away from the biggest event in powerzone wrestling wrestlebash and already the card is lookin to deliver an exciting night of wrestling. the main event a 3 way dance between "superstar" jd. michaels, the stormbringer and "new blood" brady robert's, in the unlikely event jd michaels is unable to attend will become a singles match between 2 of the most popular wrestler's in pzw storbringer and roberts. an some unbelievable news pzw board of director's have decided to make room for a commissioner and the nominee is...... none other than pzw senior official jim dandy, who sadly had his ankle broken at the hands of adrian walls. an also another great scheduled matchup is alex plexis taking on michael avery, these 2 heated up medicine hat in there first 1 on one confrontation, an they look to tear the roof of lethbridge on the 29th. a 10 man over the top battle royal has also been scheduled the winner will be awarded with $1000 dollars so far only 5 names ha

Men And Women
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. One evening a while back, my ex-girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, things start to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department st

Women...
Problems with many women these days, and why relationships can be so difficult for men. This was from a conversation with a group of guys, talking about the general populous of women out there. Body Image: They are too self concious and shy to enjoy the act of sex. They want the lights off, they don't want me to look at them no matter how hot they are, and they generally think they are the most hidious thing this side of Janet Reno. I'm not the guy that's just there to fuck you, just because I wanna get laid. If I'm fucking you, I think you're hot, and I want to see every part of you. Guys are visual, we get off on looking at beautiful women, which is why I want to look at you. This doesn't mean we need to fuck under the beam from the Luxor in Vegas, it just means it doesn't need to be pitch black just so we can fuck. Communication: Be it in person, thru text messages on cell phones, talking on the phone, or email they just don't fucking get it. They think that they can g

Well What Can I Say
after spending 5 months every waking second, and 2 months living with him, loving him holding him, taking care of him, being his best friend, and lover, he finally dumped me, 6 days before christmas, for no other reason than he doesnt want to be with me, probably ever, and worse over he wants to see other woman, so my heart is broke and i feel like i have been kicked in the stomach, havent felt this way in years, so all those ppl who hate XTC, you finally have a real good reason to laugh at me to , but remember one thing, Amanda hurts all the same as you. later, Amanda

Drives Me Nuts...
stop using profile pics of people that arent u... stop posting meaningless chain bulletins that dont mean a damn thing....stop flagging my pics i mean after all u are on my FRIENDS list...stop holding contests to up ur levels...hmmm there is so much .......stop putting porn stars pics in here to get votes and what not...if i wanted to look at porn id look in the mirror....lol....so whattya say..i think with a little team work and dedication we can do this ....sooooooooo??? big pern

What Piercing R U?
You scored as Belly Button Piercing. People who get this are usually really annoying. No I'm just kidding, I'm sure you're really nice. Well, no, you probably are kinda annoying. But in a good way. It's cute, really. Lots and lots of cute...Belly Button Piercing100%Cartilage Piercing90%Dirty Piercings70%Tongue Piercing70%Earlobe Piercing60%Nose Piercing60%Nipples60%Labret Piercing60%Lip Piercing0%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Human Studies
Aight time for a lil somethin diffrent in this blog this time. I'm not gonna talk about myself. I'm just gonna do a human study and see if i can figure out the way the human mind works, and in doing so maybe help someone else out that mite wonder the same things... Why is it that some humans can never admit when they are in the wrong? Does it really make the person feel that if they push the blame on someone else that they won't have to look in the mirror at themselves everyday anyway? WAKE THE FUCK UP PEOPLE! If you in the wrong admit you are in the wrong and move the fuck on. work on yourself, correct the things that YOU are doing wrong, and get your damn priorities str8. And why when somethin is said that is true but you just don't wanna hear it do you turn around and tell the very person the cruelest most untrue things? Does it make you feel better after you have hurt the very person that has done so much for you? To just disregard everything that person has ever done just because

How R U In Bed
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God68%A Slave To BDSM50%A Romantic45%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Time For Me
My heart is heavy I long for something new all my pain and suffering is because of you i dont know if this is your intention but the pain its still the same i need to be free and for once in my life simply be me me i cant hardly remember who that is ive been under your spell for so long tonight you wont find me cause there comes a time when even the most giving person has to draw the line lol i used to be such a whiny lil girl

Mask
I wear this mask It smiles at you I laugh the same As I always have Nobody bothers to look beyond the mask I wear it to hide the tears constantly flowing I wonder how well you really know me if you can't see past it I've always been the strong one But now I need someone I need help But I can't show you What will you think? If I show weakness Will my whole life be a lie? I need a friend But you have your own issues So I made this mask But all the glitter in the world can't convince me

Changes
you tell me my problem is that ive changed i dont see it as a problem people and things both change things are getting worse between us we fight and scream as if we never cared everyone knows thats not the truth they watch us fall appart and wonder whats changed do they really think the problem is change or that nothing has at all years have gone by ad yes ive changed growing up happens but i guess not for you so here we go another change i have to say were through

Cheerios!!!!!
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out! " She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blubbers, "but you can bet you

Bloggity Blog Blog Blog.....
If anyone really wants to see some blogs of mine... I have another site you can go to... www.xanga.com/jennluv420 There isn't much to it just yet... but I am working on it.. Writer's block is a Bitch!!! lol.. Peace and much love... and thanks for taking the time to read this.. :O)

"fuck U Bitch............and I Hope U Read This"
IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will: * have someone fall in love with you * find a $20.00 bill on the ground * make-out with the person you like * find the love you always wanted BUT...you gotta stop by and rate my profile and then you have to repost this with 1 of these titles: "yeah i fucked her..... so? "I'm a lesbian" "I admit that I licked her" "FUCK U BITCH.........AND I HOPE U READ THIS" "I admit I sucked his dick " "I admit it I eat her like no tommrow" "Who you...Never..." "BEST WAY TO LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY" "I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN" "OkAy, So i ChEaTeD On HiM LaSt NiGhT...Sooo" ''Baby I want you back, im sorry '' "Just to settle all the rumors... yes i did" "I swear I only screwed him 4 times last night" "I'm getting married!" "Well fuck I'm pregnant again!" "I got the job!.. I'm moving to London!" BEWARE IF U DONT REPOST THIS U WILLL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 2 years! (repost of original by 'Dawn33060' on '20

High Tech Redneck...
For the past couple of weeks my friend, Mr. Chuggler, and I have been installing a home theater in my first house. It is an experience to say the least but it is well worth it as you will see. Now I admit to being a major novice when it comes to sheetrock and it is showing in the closet where all the equipment is setup. LOL I was gonna have to fix it all anyway :-) Here is a rundown of the setup: Kenwood 5.1 surround sound out to Polk Audio M1 front channels, a DCM center channel, and KLIPSCH H-700 Heresy rear speakers.... the speakers I had readily available. I am using the klipsch on the rear because the newer Polk Audio have a cleaner sound than the 20 year old Klipsh speakers This sound system is Fed by X-box, DVD Player, Digital Cable, ReplayTV, Windows XP Laptop, and Windows Media Center PC (almost ready) with Svideo out to a Epson Projector about 15' from the wall. This is shining onto a giant screen which honestly is a king sized bed sheet folded in half and stap

Time
Death is but one of many journies. It is not the end. When we past that journey, we will be with those that have gone before us to a much better place, with white shores and peace. Always enjoy the journey and learn from them. Good Journey.

Never Alone
You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend, I don't like to see you sad.

Last One.
Ok this is my last blog of the night.. I have sooo much on my mind and i dont know where to start. I HATE arguing with my friends and i hate it even more when they are upset or annoyed with me. I try to be the best person i can be..But it still always goes to shit in the end. I had a rotten day..I just wish i had someone there to listen.. -sigh- I cant always be happy Ashley.

Shoutbox!!!
Please stop asking me if i want your dick. I have a man and if you took the time to read my profile you would see that. I happen to be very much in love with and am not going to lose him over some comment. why would i want yours when i can have his anytime that i want? So please you can talk to me like a human being, but dont' shout at me asking me if I want your dick...cuz the answer will always be "NO"

The Spoiled Spoiled Dog...
It's like this... There once was a dog named Barkley. She was a very loved Beagle with a ton of energy and lots of love to give. She has an arch nemesis being my cat, Madam Le Fuzz... Fuzzy! Fight all the time they do... so on her breaks... Barkley decides to lay back and relax in style. Kick back and watch some tv or catch a few winks. I don't know what to say... other than... THE SPOILED SPOILED DOG!!! Isn't she Hysterical!!!! LOL! Let's see some of your pets now. Namaste' Chase

Scream
I Need To Scream But I Can't Cuz Rob Is Sleeping So I Will Do It On Here!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BREATHE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BREATHE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BREATHE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Ok Thats Better

Two Open Spots Available In My Family List
TO ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS ON CHERRYTAP I HAVE TWO AVAILABLE SPOTS OPEN IN MY FAMILY LIST. CARE TO JOIN? THERES A CATCH. THE FIRST TWO PEOPLE TO MAKE MY TWO PICTURES IN MY DEFAULT ALBUM MORPH WILL RECIEVE A SPOT IN MY FAMILY LIST AND A GIFT. HAVE FUN HEHE

A Walk To Remember
Love is always patient and kind, it is never jealous Love is never boastful or conceited, it is never rude or selfish It does not take offense and is never resentful Love takes no pleasure in other peoples sins But delight in the truth it is always ready to excuse To trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes

Tears From Heavan
So i am finally heading home though i wanted it to be before christmas and it doesn't get to be but it will get to be before new years which i get to be happy about. All this training around different places and seeing all these different guys getting ready to leave for Iraq and other undiscloded area's and then guys finally on their way home and i can't help but sit here and cry. How many of my brothers and sisters are dying out there how many of them are leaving their families behind , Mothers and Fathers , Brothers and Sisters , Sons and Daughters , Husbands and Wives. It kills me inside and even now i have tears rolling down my face because i finally am headed home and i am so lucky to have my babygirl back home, I've been gone for so long and so many other guys are there hitting on her and i know it because i am thousands of miles away. And I love her so much and all i can think about is having her in my arms again and starting to work on our family together yet i see

Drop Guns, Or I Shoot You
So fucking sick of this shit! I'm at the random store of choice today, right? Some chick is coming up behind me as I enter the door, so I'm a gentleman, smile, hold the door for her, and pretend the little twinge of nausia at my own generosity is just my throat being cleared, when the all-too-common phrase is uttered: "I can open my own doors, thank you!" What the fuck?! I know, I know, chivalry is dead and all that bullshit, but that's just plain fucking rude. Ruder still is the fact that it's becoming commonplace around here. Women are rejecting any acts of kindness from men; Even the acts of kindness that we are often compelled to show men! I mean, come on, when someone's going through a door behind me, I hold it for them. Even if it was Osama himself, I'd be a decent Cell and hold the door. But NOOOOOO, since she's female, I must be presuming that she can't do anything for herself (insert random glass ceiling rant here). So, I've come to a conclusion. For the

Your Right, I Don't Deserve...
I dont know what to think anymore. Its crazy, no matter how hard I try to keep certain things off my mind. They always keep comming back to haunt me. Dammit!! Should I really be thinking like this? I keep asking myself that question. But I just can't help it. The thoughts are addicting. And I love their intoxication. Feels better than any drug I've ever done. Feels better than any blade to the flesh. I wish I could share my thoughts with u, but it would be incriminating to my heart.

Springtown Teens Use Match To Look In Oil Tank; 1 Dies
SPRINGTOWN, Texas — One teenager was killed and another was injured today when a crude oil storage tank exploded as the pair used a lit match to try to look into the tank, authorities said. Parker County Fire Marshal Shawn Scott said the two were exploring around a pair of tanks when the explosion occurred after the lid was raised and the lit match ignited vapors in the tank. The resulting fire spread to about four acres and a second tank. The explosion occurred late this afternoon. Fire in the tanks was being fed by gas flowing into the tanks. Crews were working to shut off the gas, but the fire was expected to burn through the night, Scott said. Parker County Judge Mark Riley said a shelter in place call went out for residents in about a two-mile area around the tanks. The warning was lifted a few hours later. EnCana officials reported the tank that exploded held 4,000 to 5,000 gallons of crude oil. The tank that caught fire after the initial explosion did not have much o

Shane And My Convo Lol
LOL §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: what to do what to do * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: i wish when u went on msn u could like... go hang out with whoever is online * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: like inside the internet or something ..[Nicole].. I Love Liquor LOL says: lol yeah I kno eh?..like..what would it be like? lol..would we all just be like..floating around with a white backround or what? lol * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: nope... we'd appear in a room... with all kinds of like wires on the walls with electricity flowing thru them LOL THAT IS SOO FUNNY

A Little New Soul...to My Niece Destiny...rip
A little new soul came down today On a sunset cloud from far away She stole the blue from the morning skies And a star for each of her pretty eyes She grasped at the dawn with her fingers The rosy glows of the morning lingers A little new soul came down to lift Our weary hearts with her hopeful gift She brushed by the sun and plueked its gold And she brought gods love for our arms to hold A little new baby with dreams in her eyes Came to show us the path to paradise

My Girl
Ok here it is, the truth about me. For the past five months I have been dating a tran-girl. We've done so much together in that short time and i laugh a bit because without her I would have never known what it is to truely have fun and be happy. Many people do not believe we should be together because of the fact that she is different. But to be completely honest, I really love her! To me she is so beautiful inside as well as out. So to those of you that can not understand that.....that's your problem. No matter what others may think or say about us, I don't care. It's my life, let me live it.

My Friends
to all my friends,happy holidays,hope every body stays safe,sorry that i have not gotten to everybody on my friends list,my work has been keeping me busy,but my friends are always in my thoughts and prayers,also please stop and think what have you done this year,did you make a difference in somebodys life. please be safe and DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Many
Many people touch our hearts but dont seem to know Many people love us but dont know how to let their feelings show Many people may come and go but I just want to let you know Many people are not me So let your real feelings show So as the many people come and go I promise to never let you go So as the many people fail to let their real feelings show I promise to always let them show So as the many people come into my life I just go with the flow But once in awhile you meet a true friend That helps the feelings grow So thank you for not being like so many people That hurt others because it means alot you know

Anyone Know?
Why do some people make u mad & then try to talk 2 u later on? Don't u think the person should give u some time 2 cool down? How about them tryin to apologize, is it true that u get more bees w/honey? (if that's the old sayin, lol) any opinions? comments?

Happy Holidays
To all the men and women overseas serving our country... I want to wish you the happiest holidays that you can have in your sitation and hope the very best for you as well as a swift return home. thanks for serving our country! DeAna

A Poem
WITH YOUR EYES SO SOFT IT'S EASY TO GET LOST I LOSE ALL TRACK OF TIME HOPING YOU WILL BE MINE WHEN TWO HEARTS BEAT AS ONE OUR LOVE HAS JUST BEGUN WHEN YOU HOLD ME TIGHT I KNOW THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT IF WE SAT BY A FIRE WHAT WOULD YOU DESIRE IF YOUR EVER IN DOUBT JUST REACH OUT AND TAKE MY HAND I'LL BE THERE I'LL BE YOUR MAN

So....
So i decided that Christmas is no longer my favorite time of the year....lol...mostly cuz im being whiney and shit....i am a hopeless romantic....and i like to have someone around to take me ice skating, walk around down town by the lights, things like that....well this year, like years in the past, i don't have anyone.....kinda sad....yay a lil personal pity party.....jk....that and i am fed up w/ all the bullshit about whether or not you can say Christmas......good hell people....why do we have to go and analyze everything and wonder if its good or bad or politically correct....who cares....its a holiday.....no offense to anyone else but it is the majority holiday.....not saying that others arent as important....but no one cared about whether or not it was ok to say "Merry Christmas" or better to say "Happy Holidays" ten years ago......im tired of being politically correct god damn it......

Rate Me!
See I started out going to write this on my page in my about me and then realized holy shit its already really fucking long. So here we go I’m going to tell you more about me : ) As if you don’t know enough. First off my real name is Alycia-renee, spell it anyway you’d like. I’m only 19 years old, but I act older. I take care of my mom, and my niece the best I can. I’ve been married. I’ve had a miscarriage. My all time favorite color is purple. I love country music. I hate bullshit. I don’t like liars. If I have a boyfriend or not is my business, and not yours. Who I chose to talk to is, my business as well. I’ve seriously met one of the most [amazing] individuals off of here, and he’s the greatest friend you could ask for. And I heart him. My best friend in the world is Danielle, I love her. I’m going to steal her son. I graduated high school 2 years ago. I have 3 jobs. 1. Intake nurse at the emergency room. 2. Waitress at “the eagle” diner. 3. Cashier at Hallm

Love
Love is like magic And it always will be For love still remains Lifes sweet mystery Love works in ways That are wonderous and strange And theres nothing in life That love cannot change Love can transform The most common place Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace Love is unselish Understanding and kind For it sees with its heart And not with its mind Love is the answer That everyone seeks Love is the language That every heart speaks Love cant be bought It is priceless and free Love like pure magic Is lifes sweet mystery

Shuttle Landing
This blog is kinda like a notice..so here goes: if the Shuttle DOES NOT land in Florida due to weather on the Friday, December 21st, but in California, my time here on Cherrytap will be extremely anemic as I will also be in California to prepare the Shuttle for its piggyback ride on the 747, back to Florida. Have a good holiday...and for you secular/progessive types that insult easily: Merry Christmas!!

Murses, Boy Scouts, And Other Random Thoughts Of A Crazy Person...
Ok...so I know this is gonna sound totally crazy, but I had to post it cause it was just too funny. So, I have become fanatic about watching "Beauty and the Geek" on TV. I don't know why, but it is like a train wreck and I can't stop watching it. Anywho, on the last set of "geeks" there was a guy that was an Eagle Scout. This was like his life and career. And I giggled to myself and thought..."Well, no wonder he hasn't had a date." Then, I was sitting there watching this and thought..."They are making this shit up for the show." Cause he really wasn't all that bad looking and didn't really seem all that "geeky" to me, except that whole boyscout thing for a career. So anywho...I wrote it off and didn't think about it anymore. Well, today I was having my weekly lunch date with my sunshine. We were sitting there doing our normal laughing and cutting up. We were totally loosing it. We were crying we were laughing so hard. Then, low and behold, who walks in the door? An ov

Poem By Me
MOTHER NATURE I KNOW A MOTHER WHOSE LIKE NO OTHER SHE CAN BE WARM AND KIND THEN THERES TIMES WHEN SHE IS SAD AND MAD SHE GIVES US BEAUTIFUL THINGS TO SEE THEN WHY DO WE POLLUTE HER SEAS? SHE IS ALWAYS FAIR THEN WHY DO WE POLLUTE HER AIR? SHE LENDS A HELPING HAND THEN WHY DO WE DESTOY HER LAND?

Woman Complains To Police About Shoddy Crack Cocaine
MIAMI, United States (AFP) - A North Carolina woman was arrested after she complained to a police officer about a batch of "bad" crack cocaine she bought, authorities said. Eloise Reaves, 50, approached a police officer Friday in the parking lot of a convenience store in Putnam County and told him she had been sold poor quality crack and wanted his help getting her money back, police said in a statement. "She then took the crack from out of her mouth and placed it on the trunk of Deputy Pedrick's patrol car," the police said. The sheriff's deputy, Jeffery Pedrick, warned Reaves that if the substance tested positive, she would be arrested. After a test came back positive, Reaves said the crack was a poor mix of wax and cocaine and that the man who sold it to her should give her money back. She was arrested and booked into the local jail on 1,504 dollars bond, and has since been released. Police also searched the man Reaves accused of selling her the crack, but found no

The Red Moon
shut your pretty eyes and sleep the night has closed in again away to a dream world so deep back once again to make amends so pretty is your face your body next to mine the past we shall erase as it becomes only you and I souls touching in the night feeling you so near just seems so right as you tremble again my dear Ill take back all the pain thats given I can remove the thoughts of shame ill return the love that you give in a room that has no blame

December 20, 2006
Libra Sept 23 - Oct 22 Do the work and put past misunderstandings behind you. You have so much to explore. There's a real future in this if you're willing to get past the pettiness and embark on the grand adventure that awaits you.

Getting Started...
Ok...I am still getting to know the site, but I thought I would try this out since I am a "professional blogger". LOL I will try my best to keep up on here. I am on MySpace, so it will be a challenge to keep up with both sites. I will be posting thoughts and such, as well as funny stuff here, so keep an eye out. I try to post something everyday, but no promises. Feel free to leave comments or whatever. Hugs, Shannon

Pc Problems :/
Well, got new PC today. Working on setting it up, and somehow the heat sink isn't on properly, tho it'sconnected nice and tight... CPU temp is near 100C. Ow. Gonna see if I can do anything more with it in the morning, atm just glad I have a laptop for backup. *sigh*

??????????
Was just wandering if some of my friends could help me out a little. I only need like 240 points to move on along. Also if ya have time could ya help another friend out? She is stuck with the same points I am. I will return the favor. Most of you know I will.

Angel
I'm looking strait In the mirror of truth I am not immortal I've lost my youth Maybe I see the hell Maybe the paradise But one thing I surely know That my spirit will be rise Angel, I want to be with you To tell me what can I do Angel, I want to be with you So tell me what can I do My soul starts to burst I'm going insane All the time I feel The blood in my veins I know I'm gonna die And tonight is all I see I'm still looking in the mirror The angel is me. Angel, only you can see You are the one, you set me free Angel, only you can see You are the one, you set me free I see the sadness in your eyes My life was undisguised At my funeral, you won't be there I will follow you everywhere Angel, I want to be with you So tell me, what can I do (Angel) Angel, I want to be with you soon You are the one, you set me free (Angel) Angel, I want to be with you So tell me what can I do (Angel) Angel, I want to be with you soon You are the one, you set me

Picture Stealer
i just wanted to warn fellow cherry friends that someone i added as a friend stole pics of my boyfriend and took credit for our pics that we posted. please make sure this doesnt happen to you and have a safe holiday!!!!!!!Merry X mas!

Poem By Me
OPEN YOUR HEART WHEN YOUR HEART IS BROKEN IT TAKES TIME TO MEND OPEN YOUR HEART AND LET MY LOVE COME IN I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN HURT SOMEONE HAS TREATED YOU LIKE DIRT YOUR LONELINESS WILL FADE AS HAPPINESS COMES YOUR WAY SO OPEN YOUR HEART AND LET MY LOVE COME IN I WILL BE THERE TILL THE END

Ella Se Fue
Ella se fue... Aún me acuerdo cuando te deje, ahora se que yo me equivoque, son las lagrimas que te llore, todo fue un error, tal vez, lo se. Aún me acuerdo cuando te deje, ahora se que yo me equivoque, son las lagrimas que te llore, todo fue un error, tal vez, lo se. Porque te deje? me equivoque, perdoname, mi amor, estoy llorando, estas lagrimas son de dolor. No hay nada mas triste que una casa vacia, la mujer que queria se fue por culpa mia, ahora extraño su simple compañia y las cosas hermosas que ella me decia, sin embargo yo no correspondia, sabiendo que sufria, me da melancolia. Ciego estaba, muy mal que la trataba y por mucho tiempo con otra la engañaba, no me importaba su cariño, su amor, y ahora por ella yo muero de dolor. Se seco la flor porque nunca la regue, lentamente fue muriendo y nunca lo note; espero mis lagrimas algun dia la retoñen entiendo sus razones, espero y me perdone, yo mismo la empuje, no puedo quejarme, y solo sus recuerdos

Mia
Solo mia a si te tengo a si te quiero a si me he vuelto a enamorar siempre mia mientras en mi vida Se acabo la soledad mia tu mi refugio cuando no encuentro salidas mia caminare a tu corazon dia tras dia una vida no bastara, para amarte mas y mas Tu me has vuelto a enamorar no tengo nada que lamentar ya ni un minuto puedo esperar mi vida acaba de empezar tu me has vuelto a enamorar cerre la puerta a mi soledad no pense que esto hiba a pasar ya no pido nada mas Solo mia y donde tu vallas yo te vuelvo a encontrar siempre mia en tus ojos se refleja mi verdad mia y te encontre cuando pense que te perdia mia tu mi recuerdo mi presente mi alegria una vida no bastara para amarte mas y mas Solo un minuto le robo al tiempo para estar contigo Solo un minuto le robo al tiempo Solo un minuto le robo al tiempo para estar contigo

No More $13 Teas, $70 Lunches For Legal Aid Outfit
WASHINGTON (AP) -- The $13 per person "high tea" service and $12 bagel breaks will be gone from the January directors meeting of the government's legal aid program for the poor. And the meeting will be held at the headquarters conference room rather than the upscale hotel used in the past. After severe criticism from Congress, stinging reports from a financial watchdog and several articles by The Associated Press, the Legal Services Corp. has decided to temper the expensive tastes of its top officials while poor clients are turned away for lack of program funds. Internal memos, provided to the AP voluntarily by a Legal Services official, made clear there would be no more $70 lunches and $14 "Death By Chocolate" desserts at board meetings. Only in special circumstances would there be a repeat of hotel costs that shot through the government's room rate ceiling, limousine services and first-class air travel. The AP documented in August and September how the program's executive

She Hates Me
all of the flowers all of the flowers i gave her she burned them burned them Hey Bacchus She hates me Hey Bacchus She hates me The street lamps light a wet old red hook road A furry vino tinted slave Molten oil painted Brooklyn bridge (cobblestone grave) A lonely blue girl guards the riverbed She shakes her brown torch at the tide On Pier Six we'd creep and count the cracks (side by side, see, we're counting cracks) Your mom was out wearing herself inside I'll stop the train to say hello A used boyfriend's just bought her this new car (I said I know) She said burn Together Burn We'll burn together Now don't believe she'll never leave again I can't forget the words she said back when She said burn We'll burn together

Florida Professor Admits He Was Cuban Spy
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- A Florida professor admitted Tuesday he had been a Cuban spy for nearly 30 years, and his wife -- also a professor -- admitted she knew of his conduct, authorities said. Both Carlos Alvarez and his wife Elsa pleaded guilty to lesser charges in federal court in Miami. The couple entered their pleas as part of a deal to avoid a jury trial on previous charges of being Cuban agents who failed to register with the U.S. government, the Miami Herald reported Tuesday. The more serious offense could have put the couple in prison for a decade, the paper said. A psychology professor at Florida International University, Alvarez faces up to five years in prison for conspiracy to become an unregistered foreign agent. Elsa Alvarez, who also worked at the university, faces up to three years in prison for concealing her husband's participation in that conspiracy. The two are scheduled to be sentenced February 27. When arrested in January, federal prosecutors sai

Learn To Say No!
Finding Freedom In No Many of us, from childhood on, are taught that saying yes is right and saying no is wrong. We learn that acceding to demands allows us to avoid conflict and criticism, please people, earn praise, and prove that we care for the important people in our lives. Yet the right to say no is indelibly intertwined with the ability to make choices. When we sense we are limited in our options, compelled to say yes even when doing so is not in our interests, we are effectively robbed of our ability to choose. Growing out of this tendency to say yes even when we desperately want to say no can be challenging because we suspect that others will reject us for our assertiveness. But the reward we receive upon facing this challenge is true freedom of choice. When others ask you to take on work or do favors, consider their requests carefully. If you feel pressed to say yes, consider whether you are acquiescing out of a desire for approval or to stave off disapproval. Remind

Have I Ever Told You?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Injured Man Wins Damages For Sex Overdrive
LONDON (Reuters) - A devout Christian who said an accident at work boosted his libido and wrecked his marriage as he turned to prostitutes and pornography was awarded more than 3 million pounds in damages on Tuesday. Stephen Tame, 29, from Suffolk, suffered severe head injuries in a fall, transforming him from a loyal newlywed into a "disinhibited" character who had two affairs. He was in a coma for two months after falling from a gantry while working at a bicycle warehouse shortly after his marriage in January 2002. Doctors said it was a miracle he survived. Awarding him 3.1 million pounds in compensation at London's High Court, Judge Michael Harris said: "His life and the life of his young wife were shattered". His former employer, Professional Cycle Marketing, of Essex, had argued through their lawyers that his injuries were not as bad as suggested in court.

Remind Me God....
Remind me God..... When I am lonely and Perhaps I feel despair, Let not my ailing heart forget That YOU hear every prayer... Remind me that no matter what I do or fail to do, There still is hope for as long as I have FAITH in YOU... Let not my eyes be blinded by Some folly I commit, But help me to regret my wrong And make amends for it. Inspire me to put my fears Upon a hidden shelf, And in the future try not to Feel sorry for myself. Give me the restful sleep I need Before another dawn, And bless me in the morning with THE COURAGE TO GO ON.

Beer Study
Last month, National University of Lesotho scientists released the results of a recent analysis that revealed the presence of female hormones in beer. And suggested that men should take a concerned look at their beer consumption. The theory is that beer contains female hormones (hops contain phytoestrogens) and that by drinking enough beer, men turn into women. To test the theory, 100 men drank 8 pints of beer each, within a 1 hour period. It was then observed that 100% of the test subjects: 1) Argued over nothing. 2) Refused to apologize when obviously wrong. 3) Gained weight. 4) Talked excessively without making sense. 5) Became overly emotional. 6) Couldn't drive. 7) Failed to think rationally 8) Had to sit down while urinating. No further testing was considered necessary.

Insane In The Membrane..lol
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity. 1. At Lunch Time, Sit in Your Parked Car with Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer at Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once everyone has gotten over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds." 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With the Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9 As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order diet water with a serious face whenever you go out to eat. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Arou

Meditation Changes Temperatures:
In a monastery in northern India, thinly clad Tibetan monks sat quietly in a room where the temperature was a chilly 40 degrees Fahrenheit. Using a yoga technique known as g Tum-mo, they entered a state of deep meditation. Other monks soaked 3-by-6-foot sheets in cold water (49 degrees) and placed them over the meditators' shoulders. For untrained people, such frigid wrappings would produce uncontrolled shivering. If body temperatures continue to drop under these conditions, death can result. But it was not long before steam began rising from the sheets. As a result of body heat produced by the monks during meditation, the sheets dried in about an hour. Attendants removed the sheets, then covered the meditators with a second chilled, wet wrapping. Each monk was required to dry three sheets over a period of several hours. Why would anyone do this? Herbert Benson, who has been studying g Tum-mo for 20 years, answers that "Buddhists feel the reality we live in is not the ultimate

Thank You Everyone For Your Honesty
i posted my first mumm about an hour ago. the response has been fantastic. for those that didnt see it, it was about my search for my knight in shinning armor, or my devilish demon in darkness. i want to thank all those that commented and voted, and i invite everyone to add me as a fan, maybe also as a friend. im on here because i am lonely, and i am looking for companionship and friendship.

My Birthday!
My Birthday was awesome! I went over to my aunts. We had a lil party that lasted all day long! We got hellllla drunk. Went topless in the hottub. Had some of my friends come over with us.. (guys too) =P... HAD MYSELF A HELL OF A NIGHT! I really don\'t remember the night part. All I know is I woke up at my freidns house in her brothers room!... Freakie.. = ... But it was fun! it turns out he likes me =D But nothing will happen EVER between us. AND no we did not do anything lol. but he made me breakfast in bed. it was the sweeteast thing ever. God some guys can be great ahaha. but no nothing happen! GOD. SHUT UP ALREADY! AHAHA Just kidding. Love ya all. There\'s more. If you want to know ask me =D. [.Courtney.]

Merry Christmas To My Family Part3
Today Jake had a temp of 101.7 but it has been going down very slightly. Pnamonia is in his lungs and they're testing for dofferent kinds of infection right now. He's not doing the greatest right now. Please keep him in your prayers... I'll keep updating as we get more info. *Holly Ann*

Awsome Cherries
i am a person that has issuse about the way i look and the things that make me feel good well when it comes to people on here they show u there are still real people out there that look for the beauty mainly on the inside, most people on here never say anything bad about one another and everyone always cheers someone else up i love how this place is so homie and luvin i love it

Irresistible
I see you looking at me; I know you want to walk my way You see me looking with your approach I await what you have to say. Full eye contact as smile meets smile I’ll have you wanting to make time with me last a while. I won’t tell you that I want to kick it with you It’s not easy to get with me, to that I always hold true See if you’re about games or all about me Test drive your notions, read into you and analyze what I see. Give you a sample of how I’d be your lady Walk away leaving you with a maybe Give you a wink and a nod to look me up See if you have what it takes to step up Can you handle being with a girl like me No strings attached and so full of energy. Are you spontaneous enough to keep my attention; Can you keep up and are clear of deception? Are you capable to love me more than the day before? Break my trust or my heart I’ll gladly show you the door. After my evaluation is tested and approved I’ll be tempted to give back and make my move. This time I’ll

I Wanna Sex You Up
You know, I realize that sex is much more important to other people than it is to me. I am almost convinced that guys will do more to secure a piece of ass than women will. I almost think that guys will crawl across a bed of hot molten lava, butt-booty-ass naked if they think it will get them laid. I could be wrong but I don't think that I am. So, the magic question....what is the craziest thing you have done to get laid? I can't wait to hear this...(This is where you all get to answer my question....LOL)

Chapter 5 - The End Of It
Yes! and the bedpost was his own. The bed was his own, the room was his own. Best and happiest of all, the time before him was his own, to make amends in! ``I will live in the Past, the Present, and the Future!'' Scrooge repeated, as he scrambled out of bed. ``The Spirits of all Three shall strive within me. Oh Jacob Marley! Heaven, and the Christmas Time be praised for this! I say it on my knees, old Jacob; on my knees!'' He was so fluttered and so glowing with his good intentions, that his broken voice would scarcely answer to his call. He had been sobbing violently in his conflict with the Spirit, and his face was wet with tears. ``They are not torn down,'' cried Scrooge, folding one of his bed-curtains in his arms, ``they are not torn down, rings and all. They are here: I am here: the shadows of the things that would have been, may be dispelled. They will be. I know they will!'' His hands were busy with his garments all this time: turning them inside out, putting them o

For All That Have Stopped By
I just want to thank every one of you for coming to my site and showing some cherry love. I love the comments and do try to get back to each of you. If I don't make it back to you please do not think I could care less about your comments or think that I am only after cherry points that is not the case at all! Its hard work getting to everyone's pages. I do however want to say its been fun getting to know you all, through messages or in shout box. Thank you for adding me!! Merry Christmas and I hope you all have a safe and naughty New Years!!

Chapter 4 - The Last Of The Spirits
The Phantom slowly, gravely, silently approached. When it came, Scrooge bent down upon his knee; for in the very air through which this Spirit moved it seemed to scatter gloom and mystery. It was shrouded in a deep black garment, which concealed its head, its face, its form, and left nothing of it visible save one outstretched hand. But for this it would have been difficult to detach its figure from the night, and separate it from the darkness by which it was surrounded. He felt that it was tall and stately when it came beside him, and that its mysterious presence filled him with a solemn dread. He knew no more, for the Spirit neither spoke nor moved. ``I am in the presence of the Ghost of Christmas Yet To Come?'' said Scrooge. The Spirit answered not, but pointed onward with its hand. ``You are about to show me shadows of the things that have not happened, but will happen in the time before us,'' Scrooge pursued. ``Is that so, Spirit?'' The upper portion of the garme

Life's Success
Life's Success To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. ~Emerson~

Chapter 3 - The Second Of The Three Spirits
Awaking in the middle of a prodigiously tough snore, and sitting up in bed to get his thoughts together, Scrooge had no occasion to be told that the bell was again upon the stroke of One. He felt that he was restored to consciousness in the right nick of time, for the especial purpose of holding a conference with the second messenger despatched to him through Jacob Marley's intervention. But, finding that he turned uncomfortably cold when he began to wonder which of his curtains this new spectre would draw back, he put them every one aside with his own hands; and lying down again, established a sharp look-out all round the bed. For he wished to challenge the Spirit on the moment of its appearance, and did not wish to be taken by surprise, and made nervous. Gentlemen of the free-and-easy sort, who plume themselves on being acquainted with a move or two, and being usually equal to the time-of-day, express the wide range of their capacity for adventure by observing that they are good f

Chapter 2 - The First Of The Three Spirits
When Scrooge awoke, it was so dark, that looking out of bed, he could scarcely distinguish the transparent window from the opaque walls of his chamber. He was endeavouring to pierce the darkness with his ferret eyes, when the chimes of a neighbouring church struck the four quarters. So he listened for the hour. To his great astonishment the heavy bell went on from six to seven, and from seven to eight, and regularly up to twelve; then stopped. Twelve! It was past two when he went to bed. The clock was wrong. An icicle must have got into the works. Twelve! He touched the spring of his repeater, to correct this most preposterous clock. Its rapid little pulse beat twelve: and stopped. ``Why, it isn't possible,'' said Scrooge, ``that I can have slept through a whole day and far into another night. It isn't possible that anything has happened to the sun, and this is twelve at noon!'' The idea being an alarming one, he scrambled out of bed, and groped his way to the window. He wa

A Bag Of Wishes
I found a bag of wishes once. They were ok, they weren't my own; but many were bright and beautiful. Others dark, unpleasant and cold to the touch. I laid them out on my table and watched them squirm and try to be born. Many died as I looked at my watch. Others burst to fruition and vanished to destinations unknown. Unfortunately they were mostly the dark ones. I swept up the remains once they had all fought out their lifecycles. It was sad to see them in the trash next to the pizza box. I kept the bag, I might put something of my own in there some day.

A Christmas Carol -charles Dickens-chapter 1 - Marley's Ghost
A Christmas Carol Charles Dickens Chapter 1 - Marley's Ghost Marley was dead: to begin with. There is no doubt whatever about that. The register of his burial was signed by the clergyman, the clerk, the undertaker, and the chief mourner. Scrooge signed it. And Scrooge's name was good upon 'Change, for anything he chose to put his hand to. Old Marley was as dead as a door-nail. Mind! I don't mean to say that I know, of my own knowledge, what there is particularly dead about a door-nail. I might have been inclined, myself, to regard a coffin-nail as the deadest piece of ironmongery in the trade. But the wisdom of our ancestors is in the simile; and my unhallowed hands shall not disturb it, or the Country's done for. You will therefore permit me to repeat, emphatically, that Marley was as dead as a door-nail. Scrooge knew he was dead? Of course he did. How could it be otherwise? Scrooge and he were partners for I don't know how many years. Scrooge was his sole executor, his sol

Legalize It!
Dear Friends, I have just read and signed the online petition: "Legalize Marijuana" hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition service, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/Legalize/ I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider signing yourself. Best wishes, ellisd dreamZ

Another Day
Yeh just another day another Pound as the english saying goes lol......Ive been working quite alot recent which im glad off as its money and i like money. Christmas is upon us again as quick as it comes is as quick as the next 1 reeps in. Hope you all have a great christmas and a happy new year and when you make a resolution MAKE sure you STICK to it :)) and dont give up. Anyway ill catch you all around when i get spare time....Peace xxx

Listening To Christmas
Have you ever heard snow? Not the howling wind of a blizzard, not the crackling of snow underfoot, but the actual falling of snow? We heard it one night in Wisconsin quite unexpectedly while walking up a hill toward our cabin in the woods, a soft whisper between footsteps. We stopped, switched off our flashlights, and just listened. All around us in the darkness we heard the gentle fall of snow on snow. No wind, no sound but the snow. Have you ever heard Christmas? Not the traffic noises in the city, not the bells and hymns and carols, beautiful as they are, not even the laughter of your children as they open their presents-- but Christmas itself? Have you been by yourself and just sat and listened to the silence within, patiently, without letting the mind race to the next Christmas chore? Perhaps if you have, you felt the pulse of all humanity beating in your own heart. Perhaps you noticed an outflowing of love for all your brothers and sister

A Season Of Giving
This is the time of year when we all begin to think about what we are going to get. After all, "Tis the Season". To balance that we are also reminded at this time of year that "it is better to give than to receive". But we must first learn to be givers. One way to learn is by example. To learn to be givers we should look at the Giver of all things; God. Not just God the Father though, but God in all three persons of the Blessed Trinity. The Father's Gift The most important gift God gave us the precious gift of life. To each and every one of us He gave a special and unique gift of our own life. We are the one species in all of creation who are capable of appreciating the amazing fact that we are alive. God gives us this gift freely and without reservation, because in conjunction with our life he also gave us free will. Without life, free will is meaningless. We can choose to honor Him for the gift of life we have been given, or we can choose to ignore God's part in our life. And whe

2pacs Last 24 Hours
toAtlanta to settle problems with some relatives instead. Suge got him to change his plans though. Tupac told Kidada that morning there was a heavy-weight bout that night at the MGM Grand , and weeks before hed promised Suge hed go to it with him.He also said he didnt want to go, but hed given Suge his word. He said she could come along, not to the fight, hedidnt want her with that roudy bunch, but to the party Suge was having afterward at a club he owned downtown, and if she were beside him it would be ok. When they got back his house in Calabasas, Kidada started packing. When she reached for his bullet proof vest that he always wore. Tupac said, "No,Itll be too hot." Then they left. They stopped at a gas station and Tupac bought five magazines about guns. He read them until they reached the Luxor Hotel. Tupac went to Suges mansion southeast of downtown. They partied for awhile. Tupac made a video of him calling Keisha and another girl.Then he went to the MGM Grand to watch the Mike T

Hahahah!
ok i posted this before but i added more to it lmao my sister was havin a convo with someone and she showed me this LOL §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: what to do what to do * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: i wish when u went on msn u could like... go hang out with whoever is online * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: like inside the internet or something ..[Nicole].. I Love Liquor LOL says: lol yeah I kno eh?..like..what would it be like? lol..would we all just be like..floating around with a white backround or what? lol * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: nope... we'd appear in a room... with all kinds of like wires on the walls with electricity flowing thru them LOL THAT IS SOO FUNNY

The Nativity Story
About two thousand years ago, in the town of Nazareth, there lived a young woman named Mary. She was engaged to be married to Joseph, a carpenter. One day an angel appeared before her and told her she had been chosen to have a special baby. The baby would be God's son and she must call him Jesus.Soon after the angel's visit, Mary and Joseph were married. Mary was due to have her baby when they were told they had to go on a long journey to Bethlehem, which was where Joseph came from.This was because they had to pay a special tax. Mary had to ride on a donkey for a few days over the hills of Gallilee.At last Mary and Joseph arrived in Bethlehem. It was crowded with other people who needed to pay their taxes. Mary was very tired and needed a place to stay. At each inn, the story was the same. There was no room for them. Eventually, one kind innkeeper said he had a stable where he kept his animals. They were welcome to stay there.And so it was that a few hours later, Mary gave birth to her

The Meaning Of The Don Killuminati
Makaveli: The Don Killuminati, the title Tupac Shakur used for his album the 7 day theory, which has for long remained a mystery in meaning. Here is what this is all about. The don, in italian terms, is like the leader or head man. People have thought of the killuminati as of another way of spelling calumniate. Calumniate means to make false or slanderous statements. This was not the meaning of the title, instead Tupac was refering to the Illuminati in his title. Kill + illuminati meaning against the illuminati. So Tupac was refering to himself as the leader against the illuminati. Well what is the illuminati? You have probably heard alot of rappers mention it, even Puff Daddy. The Illuminati is The New World Order - they want to create a worldwide government, are into deep-seated racism, etc... look it up on a search engine, it gets real deep. Spending time at Rikers (prison) he would have most definately heard about this stuff. All the above was confirmed - Tupac him

My First Blast!!!
I haven't seen it yet, someone let me know if they see it!! I'm excited to finally be able to afford it, but I have a migraine that is kicking my ass. It's off to bed for me, Good night everyone!

Children, Go Where I Send Thee
Children, Go Where I Send Thee Children, go where I send thee -- How shall I send thee? I'm gonna send thee one by one One for the little bitty baby -- That was born, born -- Born in Bethlehem. Children, go where I send thee -- How shall I send thee? I'm gonna send thee two by two Two for Paul and Silas One for the little bitty baybe -- That was born, born -- Born in Bethlehem. Three for the Hebrew children... Four for the four that stood at the door... Five for the gospel preachers... Six for the six that never got fixed... Seven for the seven that never got to heaven... Eight for the eight that stood at the gate... Nine for the nine all dressed so fine... Ten for the ten commandments... Eleven for the eleven deriders... Twelve for the twelve Apostles...

Whats New
hey man i am wondering about life i mean we all have secretes that we wish to make true mine is haveing two guys and having alot of fun i wonder how many are out there that feel the same way Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Chim-chim Cootie Mouth
Here is your dose of humor: Follow the instructions to find your new name. Once you have your new name, put it in the Subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following in an excerpt from a children's book, "Captain Underpants.And the Perilous Plot of Professor Poopypants" by Dave Pilkey.The evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names: Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name: a = poopsie b = lumpy c = buttercup d = gadget e = crusty f = greasy g = fluffy h = cheeseball i= chim-chim j = stinky k = flunky l = boobie m = pinky n = zippy o = goober p = doofus q = slimy r = loopy s = snotty t = tootie u = dorkey v = squeezit w = oprah x = skipper y = dinky z = zsa-zsa Us

Whats Been Going On In My Life Recently
Well to start out, i left my bitch of a girlfriend, and was talking to this sweet girl, named charity. She was there for me when i needed someone to make me laugh n smile. Then we kept talking, everynight, and we would do voice calls, and one night, she was a lil drunk, i left her a sweet comment, and then she said i have to tell u how i feel abt you james, and her friend, duran was there and i could hear them argueing back and forth, she thought it was too strong what she was saying, and i was worried that she was gonna say something like i llike u as a good friend, we are close to each other, but i dont see u as a bf, just friends, then duran said do it damnit it comes from the heart and u mean it.... so when she finally listened to him n her heart....I got the sweetest comment...it basically said...i have really strong feelings for you james, you make me so happy, i am falling for you when i thought i never would....i called her that night, she always wanted to hear mmy voice...she

Totally In A Sad Mood
i do not know anymore why i should live.i am an asshole i should just die i am not worth this waste called my life anymore.i feel like shit and i feel i should just die already but some crul jokee i am still lliveing and i do not know why.

Eating Your Self Into Oblivion?
Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, martini in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming WOO HOO what a ride!

To Belive Or Not To Belive
My son is now 6 years old and Christmas has always been a HUGE deal with my family.. But this year my son has been questionin me about "Santa" ... How does he get down chimmneys, what about people with no chimmney... how does he get past security systems. ect ect... Is it time I tell him the truth , that I buy that shit or do I try to stretch the shit out longer?

Pissed Woman Here.
ok~ everyones askin me what hap~~ best friend+husband+drunk==divorce while i was sick in bed and heard every word that was said., like i love u and want to take care of u for ever and then it get quite over and over , i asked them to keep it down , so i couldnt sleep i walked out there and there were holding eachother i asked what they doing said nothing both of them acted strange round me, so when Z got home from work i told him she told me all of it , and he was like"oh u wernt spost to find out" so needless to say i kicked both them out, i dont know bout u but sounds like an afffair to me.. and there alot more so ask if u wanna know , lets just say{unpretty} amber got her fuckin bitch on ~~~~~ oh i forgot to mention the she slit her wrist part after i seen them huggin~ yea for real~ poor thing~ , a good friend of mine would say"remember kids its down the road not across the street" do it right attention whore~!~ but i promise im doing ok .. thanks eddie!~

All Bout Me
I have been asked just some general questions lately.... my likes and dislikes, funny lil quirks I have... ect.. So I figured it best ta get em all out in the open -- I'am a South Park Fanatic -- I carry a bottle of hotsauce with me at all times -- I love house shoes... always gotta pair on -- I refuse to eat offa glass plates or drink outta glass cups -- I hate my hands to have anything on them, makes me sick ta my stomach -- Iam deathly afraid of clowns -- I sing and dance around the house neckid -- My shirts always have to match the color thread in my jeans -- I have over 200 pairs of shoes -- I hate Ice in my drinks

"higher Expectations"
"Higher expectations" -------------------------------- I find myself Astray to this... ...Distant land Running down this plane Into a new existance I find myself Staring into this see through glass Of my reflection I can see right through myself To whats behind me To whats beside me A lasting triumph of accomplishments I find myself Staring at my past stomping grounds I wonder A wonder of why Why this memory brings nothing Nothing to please my simple mind I find you Next to the end of my tunnel Black opaque structure Covered soo blinding You guide this light for me My eyes to see I remind myself Of whats to come Of whats past Appreciating whats lost And whats been asked Do you remember? Fall beside me And you will see..... ....You WILL see.... ....into me... ....A world of constant changing....but it's changing soo fast that you look back to see whats really happened in you life and time freezes

Trackz
Hi Peebz! I have been and still am updating my trackz... It's a pretty long list now, and it will only get longer. Many artists on the list are Dutch, except for Guano Apes, who are German, and some others (you will know which). I'm curious what you think of the trackz that are on my list, I'd like some opinions... And while you're at it, feel free to rate or anything that's on my profile - lol. Thanks!

The Twelve Days Of Christmas -thought This Was Interesting
The Twelve Days Of Christmas Philippians 1:27-30 "Whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ. Then, whether I come and see you or only hear about you in my absence, I will know that you stand firm in one spirit, contending as one man for the faith of the gospel without being frightened in any way by those who oppose you. This is a sign to them that they will be destroyed, but that you will be saved--and that by God. For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for him, since you are going through the same struggle you saw I had, and now hear that I still have. " In the not-so-tolerant past, music and poetry were often used as media of expression for ideas that were not in fashionable with the contemporary powers that be. Mother Goose rhymes were disguised political commentaries of their day. The Twelve Days of Christmas was written along similar lines. While "surfing", I happened

Because Of You!!!!
Because Of You..... I don't know if you realize the huge impact that you have made. You've entered my crazy life and you stayed. I just needed to share with you some of what it is that you do. Some of the so many reasons of why I'm so in love with you....... Because of you..... I start each day with a smile as big as one could ever be Instead of hopeless tears blinding me from what I should see. Because of you..... I feel like there is hope for happiness after all Instead of unbelievable sadness that would make anyone fall Because of you..... I feel safe for maybe today I won't hurt Instead of living in constant fear with a worth that's less then dirt Because of you..... I feel like I'm wanted and maybe even desired from the heart Instead of lusted for and degraded right from the start Because of you..... I'm excited to see what tomorrow brings Instead of dreading morning for I know how it stings Beca

"the Recessing Mind"
"The recessing mind" -------------------------------------- -Tempered cuts of Lavender I begin this jouney in mind Staring inward at myself Not believing all these images That are locked up down inside Rage Confession Self abuse The oddities of evil down inside Never inflicted upon these thoughts I carry a whole different view Attaching myself to better fiends I hold my demons askew Down through thought Into the bellowed darkness Repressed upon this being Percieving images of Lust Hate Consequence Disabled by the fear Emerging from scorched memories This newborn reveals purity Colorfullness of personality Kindred smiles through This darkened apathy Colored with images Of this minds Fantasies Dreams And gratified life recipes Hanging from this tree of life The swing of lust reveals These fantastic images Candy for the mental eye Nonetheless enticing Tempted by lust Fantasy images Like nudity of the sou

"apologies To Amends"
"Apologies to Amends" ------------------------------- I've preached to others, Wtih my good intentions in mind Struggling to adhere myself From this moment I lay my troubles aside To lend my mirrored ear Yet I still seem To be soooo blind A friend in manifested quarrel With themself With thier never resting mind I've trailed off this unbeaten path Strayed afar Losing the sound of the voice Which sounds so kind Playing this stranger I feel detached From the world From my tempered realm Of flagrant honesty Of sheer compassion That it confuses even myself I'm sorry for my ignorance I say I'm sorry for my distance I confess Wandering for my belonging in life Is my excuse But never should have I had wandered this far Away from this place Leaving importance astray Leaving a friendship in this disaray Kneeling before this judgement The voice calls upon my faith Of this correction To ressurrect my subconscience

Christ In The Old Testament - Prophecies Regarding Christ
Christ In The Old Testament - Prophecies Regarding Christ One of the great marvels of the Old Testament scriptures is the rich sprinkling of prophesies concerning the Son of God, Jesus Christ. Some are very plain in nature, others are a veiled allusion to Christ in an allegorical sense. You may have read some of these Old Testament bible stories once or a hundred times without having seen how they point to the life and salvation provided by our Lord Jesus Christ. The fact that some these bible stories have an allegorical meaning does not take away from their historical accuracy. In fact, In the book of Luke (24:27), we are told how Jesus himself revealed these things to his disciples: "Beginning with Moses and all the Prophets, He explained to them what was said in all the Scriptures concerning himself." What a joy that must have been! While we the readers of the synoptic gospels are not made privy to what the disciples learned, we can pour over the text ourselves and pray that the

"fetal Position"
"Fetal Position" Accentuated by the thought I lie here in my bed Deciphering this plot I'm argued by this Reason The Reason why Im distraught This is my Enemy Cradled like a rock This is my Enemy The reason why I don't Talk This is my fetal position Try to rid these thoughts This is my fetal position Don't you try to comfort Me With your Gentle Touch Dont put your hands on me Flooding me with your disgust now Don't you try to comfort Me with your Gentle Touch Dont put your hands on me Can you hear me now? This is my fetal position Try to rid these thoughts This is my fetal postion (chorus x3) Can you comfort ME?

Definitely Feeling Sick Today..
totally got hit by the cold bug this morning. i didn't last more than 2 hours, took a Benadryl, and i went back to sleep for almost 5 hours again.. got up.. went out with Bella to finish my Secret Santa shopping.. and got some yummy food at home.. ugh.. i'm off to bed. i'm sorry if i haven't been active lately, i know i owe some of my friends some love back. i promise to repay all the kindness.. night jon, aka 'jaha'

The Story Behind The Candy Cane
The Candy Cane has long been a Christmas tradition. It's sweet peppermint taste has been enjoyed by young and old for years. But did you know what it symbolizes? It is a hard candy because the church is built on solid rock and God's promises are a firm foundation. (Matt 16:18) (1Thess 5:24) The large red stripe is for the blood Jesus shed for our sins on the cross. (John 19:34-35) In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God's grace.) The smaller stripes are for the stripes upon his back when he was beaten by the Roman soldiers. (Isaiah 53:5) The white is for Jesus innocence ( Heb 4:15) For we do not have a High Priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are - - yet was without sin.) and our innocence we have in Him (Rev 7:9) After this I looked and there was a great multitude that no one could count, from every nation, tribe, people

New Sexy Pics
Hey friends! We added some new hot pictures for you all to check out and comment, remember, the higher we go in cherry rank... the more pics we can add so rate away, comment to your hearts content and make requests if desired! Thanks!! -Autumn and Ryan

Upset And Sad
Well last night I found out that my favorite uncle has bladder cancer. This was a big blow to me. My father has been gone now for 8 years this past Dec. 2nd and to lose my uncle is like losing my father all over again! He was suppose to be able to come to Fl to visit his family and hopefully I would get to see him but now that has been postponed till he gets over his treatments. Im having a really hard time with all this. I just cant believe its happening. He was my second dad. We spent every summer and every spring break at his place in Myrtle beach SC which was a blast. Now for this to happen it is just upsetting to me. Im hoping his family will step up and be there for him since he lost my aunt in 2004. His kids here are just awful they treat him like dirt and of course they get upset when he comes to visit me since im like white trash to them. well i say fuck them. My dad would of been there for him and would of stuck by him through all this. Well Im just hoping that all will turn

Living In A New World
well here i am in Korea....2 weeks and nuthing pretty exciting goin on lol just me to live a boring life though...oh well it might get interesting who knows...it stinks around here though everywhere you go it does...i dont knw how the ppl here can live with that type of smell...anyways things r a bit cheaper here then in usa..dats like da only good thing about it lol. i hope ya'll didnt think i was actually going to write something really interesting lol thats in my book lol... well hopefully something good will come up today.

Did You Know What His Future Plans Were ?
Tupac indicated after getting out of jail that he had future plans, including mostly getting out of the rap scene by releasing high-quality, deep albums only once every five years or so. He also desired to give back more to the community, suggesting a Little League to encourage young black kids to keep on the right path. He ran an earlier project called "The Underground Railroad" that aimed to keep youths off drugs by getting them involved in music. Though he did not live to realize these dreams, his mother Afeni has opened the Tupac Amaru Shakur Center for the Arts in June 2005, to carry on his work, by helping youths accomplish their goals. Afeni Shakur has also indicated in several interviews that the final album of original music will be released in 2006. Tupac had also mentioned that he was going to start his own movie production company entitled "Euphanasia", and was listed as an employee of this company at his time of death. He was also going to create a record label entitled

A Prayer For You At Christmas
Oh Lord, bless this Christmas season with peace and joy, Grant that each visitor to this page may reflect on Your goodness. Rid each heart of fear and distress, loneliness and pain, leaving only The serenity and security of resting in Your everlasting love. In the precious name of Your Son, we pray, Amen.

Happy Holidays!!!
I took my cue from my friend Ghosthunter.. and I put up a Christmas tree on my page. So, stop by , show some love, leave a gift if you'd like (I'll return the gesture) and enjoy your Holidays!! Peace and Love to all my CT friends!!

The Word Became Flesh
The Word Became Flesh 'Twas the night before Jesus came and all through the house, Not a creature was praying, not one in the house. Their Bibles were lain on the shelf without care In hopes that Jesus would not come there. The children were dressing to crawl into bed, Not once ever kneeling or bowing a head. And Mom in her rocker with baby on her lap, Was watching the Late Show while I took a nap. When out of the East there arose such a clatter, I sprang to my feet to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash! When what to my wondering eyes should appear? But angels proclaiming that Jesus was here. With a light like the sun sending forth a bright ray I knew in a moment this must be THE DAY!!! The light of His face made me cover my head It was Jesus!! Returning just like He said. And though I possessed worldly wisdom and wealth, I cried when I saw Him in spite of myself. In the Book of L

My Name
Just lettin yall know i jut hit up the site and did soe loading of shots of me, shots of my car to come soon. Im hittin it up for that 253 area and hope to be out there soon with my sponsored integra, i already have some peices bought but the whole ride is stock so im working from the ground up, hit up my site and even send and invite for friend if you wanna keep posted about what i do. Show me some love iite? [Drift DeGree]

The Focus Of Our Message
I did not come to bring peace but a sword —Matthew 10:34 About this cover Never be sympathetic with a person whose situation causes you to conclude that God is dealing harshly with him. God can be more tender than we can conceive, and every once in a while He gives us the opportunity to deal firmly with someone so that He may be viewed as the tender One. If a person cannot go to God, it is because he has something secret which he does not intend to give up— he may admit his sin, but would no more give up that thing than he could fly under his own power. It is impossible to deal sympathetically with people like that. We must reach down deep in their lives to the root of the problem, which will cause hostility and resentment toward the message. People want the blessing of God, but they can’t stand something that pierces right through to the heart of the matter. If you are sensitive to God’s way, your message as His servant will be merciless and insistent, cutting to the very roo

Xmas
'Twas the night before Jesus came And all through the house Not a creature was praying, not one in the house. Their Bibles were lain on the shelf without care, In hopes that Jesus would not come there. The children were dressing to crawl into bed, not once ever kneeling or bowing a head. And Mom in her rocker with baby on her lap, Was watching The Late Show while I took a nap. When out of the East there arose such a clatter, I sprang to my feet to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash! When what to my wondering eyes should appear But angels proclaiming that Jesus was here. With a light like the sun sending forth a bright ray, I knew in a moment that this must be The Day. The light of His face made me cover my head; It was Jesus! Returning just like he said. And though I possessed worldly wisdom and wealth, I cried when I saw Him in spite of myself. In the Book of Life which He

Following Jesus As A Disciple
Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations... Follow Me... If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me. (Matthew 28:19; John 1:43; Luke 9:23) Living daily by God's grace depends upon getting to know Him and then walking in the humility and grace that are consequences of growing in fellowship with Him. We have reflected upon four ways to relate rightly to the Lord in humility and faith: living by the Spirit, living by resurrection power, living by the sufficiency of God, and living by the promises of God. Another example is following Jesus as a disciple. When our Lord was about to leave His disciples, He gave them the marching orders that were to guide the lives of His people until He would return. "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations." Jesus had been calling out people to follow Him as disciples. Now, they were to continue doing the same. A disciple is a follower of a master, who guides and shapes the

I Just Don't Know
I Just Don't Know Why I stand here alone surrounded in darkness, confused and disoriented unsure of which way to turn. I don't know why. Left deserted, hollow, and broken unsure of why my eyes have filled with tears. I don't know why. I do know it means something. I just don't know what. I see a little book here at my feet. It is familiar but foreign just the same. I just don't know why. These words I have heard before. I read the pages and I see me. I just don't know why. As I read, a movie appears before my eyes, I have the leading role. I just don't know why. I cannot help but to be mesmerized unable to turn away. I just don't know why. These are my words. I can hear myself saying them and it's I that I see struggling for air. I just don't know why. One simply little breath I see myself pray for there in the grip of the beast I lay. I just don't know why. That's him the beast. He's what has consumed my sleepless nights and tormented my days. I just don't k

Today's Promise From The Bible Hebrews 8:1
Now of the things which we have spoken [this is] the sum: We have such an high priest, who is set on the right hand of the throne of the Majesty in the heavens; Reflection Christ has conquered all death and even now reigns at the right hand of God's throne. Take great delight in the knowledge that He is ruling over all things, both in heaven and in earth. Glory to His name!

'i Knew Something Had Happened'
'I Knew Something Had Happened' Barbara from Louisiana -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My two-year-old son, Iverson, suffered from enlarged adenoids which blocked his nasal passages. He could only breathe through his mouth, and he snored when he slept. One day I was watching The Hour of Healing, and Richard gave a word of knowledge about someone with swollen nasal passages. Immediately I thought of Iverson. I knew he was too young to receive that word on his own, so I asked God to let me receive it on his behalf. I didn't feel a sensation in my body, but I knew something had happened. Since that day, Iverson has been able to breathe freely through his nose, and he doesn't snore anymore! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Declaration of Faith for Today I release my faith for the complete restoration of my loved ones, spiritually, physically, and mentally.

Peace Beyond Comprehension
Philippians 4:6-7 Once, after Dr. Stanley gave a sermon on peace, a woman came up to speak with him. She explained that her son had been in a terrible accident. Despite the fact that doctors had given him little chance of survival, he was slowly recovering. “What you said about peace passing our understanding is true,” the woman told Dr. Stanley. Even when her son was on the brink of death, her heart was certain the heavenly Father was near and in control. Paul wrote from a prison cell to remind believers that giving their concerns over to God would result in peace. Having a quiet spirit in a storm of trouble does not make any human sense. We are “supposed” to become anxious. It’s only natural. But our God is supernatural. He is living inside us in the form of the Holy Spirit, so we can remain peaceful. No matter what harsh circumstances may challenge our faith, peace that is grounded in Christ cannot be broken. With the Father’s all-powerful hand prote

Interesting...
I was directed to this wonderful site by my friend Cleo...So ummmmm yeah...So here is an interesting quote for ya.. "When you do the common things in life in an uncommon way, you will command the attention of the world." - George Washington Carver (1864-1943)

Another Busy Christmas?
"Just as being too busy gives you nightmares… Ecclesiastes 5:3 NLT " Christmas slippers "While we are called to work hard, we must make sure that our work doesn't so preoccupy us that we endanger our health, our relationships, or our time with God.1 A woman died, leaving behind her husband and one daughter. The little girl soon became the very apply of her daddy's eye. He loved to spend time with her, but because he had to work, they had only their evenings together. After diner each night they would talk and play games; sometimes she sang for him. He treasured every moment. One night the little girls announced, "Daddy, I need to go to my room early tonight. I have something I have to do!" He felt very disappointed, but he let her go. She continued this pattern for a solid month. Finally, Christmas Day arrived, and early in the morning she burst in on her daddy and proudly displayed a pair of crude crocheted slippers she had made for him. It was this project tha

Story Of My Life...
You know that moment in your life that you might be making a bad choice, but don't care and want to go through with it anyways? How about after being laid-off, wrecked you truck, bills to pay, Christmas is here, and you have nothing to give? That is my year. The story of my life. If you have, then do what makes YOU happy. Live on and be free. But this is my entry for this day.

When I Say I Am A Christian
WHEN I SAY I AM A CHRISTIAN by Maya Angelou When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean living." I'm whispering "I was lost," Now I'm found and forgiven. When I say..."I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need CHRIST to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need HIS strength to carry on. When I say.. "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible but, God believes I am worth it. When I say.. "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain; I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner who received God's good grace, somehow.

Birthday!
Today is my stepdads birthday but sadly he is not here with us anymore. For those of you who dont know he passed away on Jan 30th of this year. It has been a rought day for my mother so if you can take a minute of your time to say a few words to her...I would be greatful. Thanks everyone! Moon-Fire ~Wiccan~@ CherryTAP Love Vamp ~*Happy Birthday Daddy Bammbamm!*~ We Miss You!

Let's Stop This!
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

Sad Face
I have never felt so sick in my entire life. And the worst part is, I can't even sleep because it hurts to breathe!! WTF bitches? I thought the doctor was supposed to make me better...not worse. gir. leave me some luvv.?

Please Repost To All Friends
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To All Of U That Use Project Playlist For The Music On Your Page....
IMPORTANT: We are aware that some people are getting error messages on their myspace players. We moved all players to a new server and these messages will come and go throughout tonight (Tuesday). Please be patient. Your playlist is NOT broken and will work fine shortly. Check the news section for updates.

Yet Another Poem
A Brother Love From the first time we meet I knew we would have a bond for life. I seen your first steps your first tooth how wonderful those things where to me; as we grew up we fought and argue but I always had your back until the end, here's your brother letting you know I thank God that you our my sister and I love you. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2006 Charles LaMark Nelson --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

So Called Choices
SO CALLED CHOICES We are always taught at a young age that we have choices. With these choices we are able to do anything our hearts desire, but the sad reality is that we actually do not have a choice, from that early age of being given choices we are being programmed to think how society wants us the think, we are taught that the choices we make in life hold no importance in the gist of things and that the only true choice we are given is the choice of popularity. We are brought up in a society that prides itself of diversity and equality, we are taught that if you want to fit into this so called wonderful society you must not speak ill of a person from a different religion, ethnic background or sexual preference because if you do you will be ousted from our great society never to fully return. Those people who take that challenge and become awakened to the tragedy that is life in the 21st century, are deeply hurt and saddened to see how the country which they once loved has be

Help Please?!?!
I have been looking for a friend of mine for a few years. His name is Manuel Mendez. He is in the army, well he was when we met in 1994. I want to make sure he is okay and to let him know that I am sorry for the way things ended between us. If anyone knows him or of him please let me know.

It's My Time To Be Set Free
IT'S MY TIME TO BE SET FREE My eyes are open but I see no light My heart beats but only in spite It's my choice I can act freely now Today I will give the last bow Left completely alone, empty, and hollow Unclear of whats next to follow I reach out but theres nothing there to grab my hand I try and kick but no one wins against this quick sand They scratched the walls and feels like they almost got stuck Welcome to my world that would of just been my luck I hear my phone ring and the sound just burns my ears I hate that hair raising noise It brings me to tears What the fuck does everyone want from me Why won't they just chill and let me be It's getting so hard to breathe the air is so thin I can feel it now its beginning to make my head spin I can't think I don't know what to do I hate myself for ever trusting in you There is so much commotion up in my head I think now would be a good time to wish myself dead What's the reason for me to stay I'm not worth shit

A Good Song
Crossfade (Crossfade) I built my life like my bike on a rigid frame So nothing bends it only breaks into pieces and pieces I waited for hope to arrive but it never came Leaving me with only pain inside I'm going off the deep end Holding on is harder than it seems When you're reaching for so much more Seems so much easier to just give in When you're reaching for so much more Another wasted Saturday so here I stay Where nothing seems to ever change anyway hey All this hype about life bein' great Where's the love for me these days I'm goin off the deep end This is my song on my page it has meaning to me. Everyone says how good I have it and they have no idea just like I always say u think you know but you have no idea. Iam done being MR Nice Guy and getting shit on all the time I will be the nice guy i ahve always been but iam not taking anyone elses shit Well aim pissed off as usual so iam going to cool off or at least try to hahhahahahaha thats funny

Cum See My Private Pics For 30 Min.
Hi to all my friends, I'm going to open all of my private pics for 30 min. for everyone to post comments, and tell me what you think, hoping you all give me some points, so i can post more pics, going to open them from 10:45 PM till 11:15 PM EST

Awesome Music
ok if you guys on cherrytap like good music then here's some good songs for you Rebirthing by Skillet, Let Go by Red, Monster by Meg and Dia, Moonlet by Falling Up, Porcilain Heart (I hope I spellt that right but whatever) by Barlowgirl, Helena by My Chemical Romance, Lips of an Angel by Hinder (that's my b/f/f/e's song), Broken by Seether, The One Thing I Have Left by Hawk Nelson, and last but not least Cassie by Flyleaf!!!!!! ROCK ON to all those who love music as much as I do

Another Poem By Blackie
I'll Hold You in Heaven From the very beginning I loved you, As I made plans to hold you and rock you: You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb, But something went wrong and soon you were gone; My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain, I'd never known such heartache and pain. I wonder who you look like, me or your dad, Do you have my smile and his eyes? Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small? We had dreams for you that reached to the skies. It was long, long ago and I still miss you so, Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven. I'll hold you in heaven someday, When my trials on earth pass away; The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you, I know you're waiting for me; I never could hold you or tell you "Goodbye", But I'll hold you in heaven someday. By: Blackie@ CherryTAP

Another Poem
Make It Alright Here it comes again them gloomy clouds and the pain again. No I'm not talking about the clouds up in the sky,my heart is overwhelm and is in tears cause love not here to wipe away the tears of pain, so my heart cries out to love to come and make it alright. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

Mp3 Player
My sony NWHD3 20gb mp3 player is giving up on me. I've had it for a little over a year...wow i just realized that, that really fucking sucks, stay away from sony mp3 players they last long enough to exceed the warranty. The reason why I bought the sony instead of and ipod is because I don't want to be that person who has and ipod because everyone has one, it's fucking annoying! Also the battery last 2 weeks! on one charge...but as time goes on that two weeks dwindled to 5 - 7 days. So I'm going to use the one (ipod nano) my sister gave me for christmas last year. If it last longer than the sony then I'll lose my grudge against apple.

Reaching To You
I see the sadness in your eyes as I reach out gently brushing your cheek, In hope to see just a glimmer of a smile that once was. The smile forced does arrive, Though the sadness doesn't subide Try to touch your heart, lighten it's darkness Let the love flow from inside Letting it's brightness encompass the sadness Until that pain is gone Letting you feel the love you give so freely As it returns back to you

Playlist For The Week Of 12/12/06 - 12/19/06.
Anthrax - Among The Living Craft - Terror Propaganda Death - Spiritual Healing Death - Human Death - Individual Thought Patterns Death - The Sound Of Perseverence Deathwitch - Violence Blasphemy Sodomy Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Entombed - Wolverine Blues Goatwhore - Funeral Dirge For The Rotting Sun Gorgoroth - Under The Sign Of Hell Kreator - Endless Pain Megadeth - Youthanasia Megadeth - Hidden Treasures Nuclear Assault - Handle With Care Overkill - From The Underground And Below Place Of Skulls - The Black Is Never Far Sadus - Out For Blood Slayer - Divine Intervention Summon - No Thoughts From The Sky Tearabyte - Embrace Oblivion Vader - Black To The Blind Venom - Metal Black

Poem
Mistakes In Our Way We sit here and past Judgement on one another and fight with one another everyday. It's not just one race fightning eachother it's the battle of all races that really get to me,we beat and kill one another and we see it on the news and in the newspaper on the streets it gets even worse as times goes on, so I ask the Lord when when our we going to learn in the mistakes in our ways or is it to late. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

Lost In Dreamland
I rest my weary head close my eyes and drift off to sleep. Cherishing my slumber for in my dreams we meet. Happiness overcomes me and my heart begins to race. Just as soon as I see your lovely smiling face. The alarm goes off and out of my dream and into my day. Then I'm touched with sadness because in reality you're so far away.

~~points To Ponder~~
I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the beep. If I do not return your call, you are one of the changes." ~~~~ Little Tommy had been to a birthday party at a friend's house. Knowing his sweet tooth, Tommy's mother looked straight into his eyes and said, "I hope you didn't ask for a second piece of cake." "No, but I asked Mrs Smith for the recipe so you could make some like it, and she gave me two more pieces without asking." ~~~~~ My wife and I had words, but I didn't get to use mine. ~~~~~ As my five year old son and I were headed to McDonald's one day, we passed a car accident. Usually when we see something terrible like that, we say a prayer for those who might be hurt, so I pointed and said to my son, "We should pray." From the back seat I heard his earnest request, "Please, God, don't let tho

For Daddies
My Little Angel I felt your presence there inside of me, nestled soft and warm; Sweet scent of baby's breath, precious words left unadorned. I saw your tiny heartbeat, then I knew that you were fine; A perfect baby we created, one that would be mine. Then that tragic day it came there was nothing I could do, Only wait and hope for the precious life of you. Yes in the beginning your daddy was afraid; Only he would love you unconditional and never run away. He loved you more this I do know, as he cried for you that day, When the doctor said that you were gone, daddy wanted you to stay. He would have held you close to him, and see your perfect form, A gift of daddy's love, would have kept you safe and warm. Only now you are an angel over me beautiful and bare, My heart would hurt if you cried for me and mommy was not there. Still we are together in my heart and memories, You are still a part of my memory. Rest gentle now 'sweet baby' there

In The Spirit Of The Season.
If anyone is interested in helping rescued animals this holiday season, you can send PetCo or Petsmart gift cards (in any $ amount) to help purchase food and supplies for animals that have been rescued from abuse, neglect, and abandonment. The cards can be sent to: Helping Mary's Critters PO Box 366 Islip Terrace, NY 11752 Thank you for your support and kindness. Please pass this along and I hope you have a safe and happy holiday season. :)

A Public Apology
I ACCUSED SOMEONE OF SOMETHING. AND THE OTHER SUSPECTED PARTY HAS COME FORWARD AND SAID, NO I WAS INCORRECT. SO MADAM. THIS IS MY PUBLIC APOLOGY. I WONT GO INTO DETAILS TO PROTECT YOUR PRIVACY. UNLESS YOU BELIVE THIS CURRENT APLOGY IS LACKING, AND I WILL THEN. I DON'T LIKE EATING CROW. BUT WHEN I KNOW I AM WRONG, I ADMIT IT. SO FOR THAT LITTLE INCIDENT. YOU HAVE MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES. I WAS WRONG, AND I AM SORRY.

~~things Happen For A Reason~~
The brand new pastor and his wife, newly assigned to their first ministry, to reopen a church in suburban Brooklyn , arrived in early October excited about their opportunities. When they saw their church, it was very run down and needed much work. They set a goal to have everything done in time to have their first service on Christmas Eve. They worked hard, repairing pews, plastering walls, painting, etc, and on December 18 were ahead of schedule and just about finished. On December 19 a terrible tempest - a driving rainstorm hit the area and lasted for two days. On the 21st, the pastor went over to the church. His heart sank when he saw that the roof had leaked, causing a large area of plaster about 20 feet by 8 feet to fall off the front wall of the sanctuary just behind the pulpit, beginning about head high. The pastor cleaned up the mess on the floor, and not knowing what else to do but

Holiday Advice To Live By....
Holiday advice to live by... 1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-aholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like

Hahahah Yeah Ok.....
lmao yeah if it was an accident he would have rerated it dumbass....apparently the buttons aren't the only thing thats small :)......anyway happy fucking birthday to me if any one cares oh wait thats right they don't.....an update in my uncle...his vitals keep going crazy....there putting something in his neck to give him his medicines and also putting a trach(sp?) in, in the morning....they say he has over a 50% chance of survival....but that could only mean 51% which isn't very good...he also has some kind of respiratory infection....I guess well just take it one day at a time and see what happens....i'm going to bed now.....so to the people on my friends list that are actually friends, I hope you have a great night....

Ewww
I can't decide what is worse. Poop all over your 3 and a half year old's butt and undies that is the consistency of Boudreaux's Butt Paste....OR the little hard balls of poop that used to roll out of her diaper all over the place when she was younger. I'm gonna go yack now. I'll be back...

Dinky Girdlefanny
Here is your dose of humor: Follow the instructions to find your new name. Once you have your new name, put it in the Subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following in an excerpt from a children's book, "Captain Underpants.And the Perilous Plot of Professor Poopypants" by Dave Pilkey.The evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names: Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name: a = poopsie b = lumpy c = buttercup d = gadget e = crusty f = greasy g = fluffy h = cheeseball i= chim-chim j = stinky k = flunky l = boobie m = pinky n = zippy o = goober p = doofus q = slimy r = loopy s = snotty t = tootie u = dorkey v = squeezit w = oprah x = skipper y = dinky z = zsa-zsa Use the second letter of your last name to determ

A Little About Me
Where were you ladies B-4 ?? Okay I am married but the sex life really sucks!!! we have been together for about 22 years , and lately she has been cutting off the sex and holding out for weeks.. I love her but this is getting out of control We both are in our early 40's but she seemd to have lost the sex drive and mine is thriving like crazy!!! You women are very beautiful and sometimes I wounder . Where were you B-4 I got married.....LOL Anyway I just thought I would get something off my chest.. and Say Thank You for accepted my friendship

God's Gift
Moments shatter expectations b/c I never expected loved to be replaced by the Lord's Kiss. In your eyes I`ve found my connection to my creator. God made you not just for me. He made you for me to cherish as his greatest gift. Every sunrise sheds new light on our love and every sunset tucks in yesterdays emotion. I want the feelings you bring me to be a sign that not only is love real but it is a kiss blown from God. I want to honor his plan by overachieving his plan for our loves destiny. Marry me and let my expressed love for you be a craved situation and a prayed for miracle...E.D.M.L.

How Much Lust Do You Have?
Your Lust Quotient: 54% You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! How Much Lust Do You Have?

Why God Made Bbws
just something I found while wandering the net that i wanted to share.... WHY GOD MADE BBWS: I asked God one day, what was wrong with me. There's something that it has to be, He answered promptly. "Dear God," I began, with my face hung down. He answered back, "Why the frown?" "Why," may I ask, "did you make me this way?" "What way is that? What are you trying to say" "My body, Dear lord, My face, it's too square. They are the wrong color, my eyes and my hair. My hips are too wide, my belly to round. When I look at my feet, I can't see the ground. My thighs are so thick, my feet, they stick out. My fingers, my toes, they are big as a trout. That's not all, there's hair on my face. My eyes are too close, they're in the wrong place. I'm loud sometimes, and bossy too boot, sometimes I wish I was just born a mute." The Lord, he just chuckled, as if it was funny, "Dear Child, you will learn, that's more than plenty. You're hair and your eyes, those things don't matt

Just Love Me
Love me for who i am. Love me and all my flaws. Be honest even if it hurts. Say what u think and feel. Tell me I'm wrong sometimes. Hold me when I cry. quiet me when i scream. Just love me. Pure simple true love. Yea right like that'll happen.

~~a Recipe To Help Your Party~~
Subject: Best Cookie Recipe TEQUILA KRISTMAS KOOKIES: 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tbsp. lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle tequila Sample the tequila to check quality. Take a large bowl, and check the tequila again, to be sure it is of the highest quality. Pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point, it's best to make sure the tequila is still OK, so, try another cup . just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit off the floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers, just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sam ple the tequila to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Check the tequila. Now shift the lemon juice and

Endlessly Missing You
Endlessly Missing You Without her he comes to realize how very empty life is without her. When he asleep in bed tossing and turning as he dreams of her; every waking moment of the day or evening she is always passing through his mind, even at this very moment his heart, body and soul really yearns for her badly. Copyright@2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

Who Needs This Shit Anyway!!!
Who Needs This Shit Anyway.. This shit sucks I hate this crap I know its nothing more than a fucking trap What bullshit is that anyway Wont see my ass there on any day Im no fool in need to be schooled Look at all those perverted fucks who have just drooled Sad pathetic thoughtless scum Touching themselves begging just to cum Simple little minds with no heart Dont ask me cause where would I start I wouldnt waist my spit Id rather just split Dont harm but love and cherish them respect the lady Ya right, bullshit such bullshit therere fucking Shady Kill or be killed is what I know The lame pussies cant even bring home the dough So ask me again why would I waist my time I was dumb drunk caught up in the wrong line I cant help but to think what a joke all this shit is I just wanted to chill I didnt want a kiss Relationships are over rated and detrimental to my health They sneak on in and rob me of all my wealth I nev

Baby Photographer!
The Smiths had no children and decided to use a proxy father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr.Smith kissed his wife and said, "I'm off. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer rang the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning madam. You don't know me but I've come to...." "Oh, no need to explain. I've been expecting you," Mrs. Smith cut in. "Really?" the photographer asked. "Well, good! I've made a specialty of babies." "That's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat. Just where do we start?" asked Mrs. Smith, blushing. "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch and perhaps a couple on the bed. Sometimes the living room floor is fun too; you can really spread out." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work for Harry and me." "Well, madam, none of us can guarantee a good one every time. But i

Last Night And Today
So last night, Adam and I started out on a date of just him and I for once. We went to the mall, shopped a bit, and talked about going to a movie or play some pool, and then after one of the 2 go out to dinner. So in the mist of things after the mall, we decided to go to his brothers' house to go pick up some of his things and 3 bar stools for his mom, and then decide what to do after that. So we got what we needed, and went to his mom's house to drop off her bar stools, and as I was helping Adam get one of the stools out, I lost my balance, glabbed the tailgate, my left ankle gave out, but I fucked my left knee up badly. So now it's all swollen, and there is fliud all around my knee cap and joints. I refused to go to the ER last night because I wasn't sure if I was ok'd for Medicaid, but today, I found out today that my medical was active. I decided that it would be approiate for me to go to the ER, especially since my knee is fucked up, and I lost sleep because of it. Now that

I Am So Sad
My grandmom went in the hospital couple days ago and she doesnt look good.She has a blockage in her heart.Her doctors dont want to try surgery on her because of her age so instead are trying medicine.She was having trouble breathing when I left the hospital today.She looked so frail it broke my heart to see her like that.She said she wished god would go ahead and take her home.I love her so much and my heart breaks knowing she is so sick.I am scared that she is going to die.

Authority
Here I am in Austin, Texas trying to get a rock band going. I hope Im on the right track. You can check out our myspace at www.myspace.com/authoritymetal until I figure out how to get our music on here. Tell us what ya think.

What Makes A Mother??
I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today I asked "What makes a Mother?" And I know I heard Him say. "A Mother has a baby" This we know is true "But God can you be a Mother, When your baby's not with you?" "Yes, you can," He replied With confidence in His voice "I give many women babies, When they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime, And others for the day. And some I send to feel your womb, But there's no need to stay." "I just don't understand this God I want my baby to be here." He took a deep breath and cleared His throat, And then I saw the tear. "I wish I could show you, What your child is doing today. If you could see your child's smile, With all the other children and say... 'We go to Earth to learn our lessons, Of love and life and fear. My Mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come strait here. I feel so lucky to have a Mom, Who had so much love for me. I learned my les

Hey
Im just out to chat ladies message me anytime! No worries I wont ask to see u naked I promise.. Hmm I guess I'll say a bit about me Im a nerd lol I love playing games and downloadin stuff gettting drunk smoking weed u know fun stuff! Whatever entertains me well bored I guess! Im out to oust the government and put women into power For a price of course Nothing bad Id just like half the say lol peace to all and keep in touch I'll add some links for u to join me as soon as I figure it out!

Trying To Find That Specail Someone
hi ladies my name is blueeyes and im looking for that specail someone that is not in to playing games and wont mess with my head im not in to that so if any of you out are looking for the same thing there hit me up and lets get to know eachother

Missing You
Missing You Not having you here in my life has has taken sometime to get use to. In my mind theres only thoughts of you still here in my life; so I begin to cry because it's all in my mind your really gone from life, missing your voice your love and tendernes and most of all Your compassionate heart "Mama". Ded To: Mable Nelson Copyright @2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

Walmart
Ok so today was my brothers payday,I usually go with him cause ihave nothing better to do.We picked some food up went to Subway then xmas shopping this took forever.We were walmart.My parents to.My brother was getting them gifts so it took a while for them to make there minds up.My mom gave my brother money cause he couldn't find what he wanted.She already bought me that computer tower that was on sale on black friday.Its working great.She gave me some more money today.I am so spoiled.i am gonna bu books with my money.My brother is giving me money so i want books with it to.I have turned into a damn BookWarm.I could be worse.@mrow we are going to kingwood hes got to pay his insurance.We are getting pizzahut pizza cause he got a gift certifcate.Thats about it.Oh wait.Last night me & mom7 aunt made hard tack candy.It's so yummy.I will post pics.Also rented some movies tonight.I didn't get to rent the ones i wanted they hadn't came in.That's about it.

Fidelitas , A Poem.
----- Fidelitas ----- what matters it to I, if thy lover treat thee as well as I, and thus respect thee? that you are loved is Important, by whom, in addition to I , is not, save that they treat you well, For there is wherein will Ever be My concern, I hand thee such licence, knowing you to be Aware of the proviso thus entailed, and I Trust in thee, that thou shalt in wisdom choose, and by that token, assure that thy needs be Met, for tho few would so Allow as I, equally few would understand the deeper meanings: if in Happiness W/we Be, then In love so W/we grow, Love Given Being Love Grown, Faith being of the Heart, the body does as needs, all unknowing, or all aware, Love is the goal, the art, and the Life -- Semper Cuores Fidelis Aeternaeam. ^Uyraell^ 12/20/2006 Dec.20.

13 Things Pms Stands For
13 Things PMS Stands For: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4 Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8. Pimples May Surface 9. Pass My Sweat pants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff and my favorite one ... 13. Potential Murder Suspect

A Fractured Foot And Nose Surgery....
Just wanted to let every one know that when I hurt my ankle over the weekend, I fractured a bone in my foot. I have to use a walker for two weeks. I go see an Orthopedic doc in the morning. I am on Vicodin and Ibprofen for pain. Also, my nose surgery is scheduled for Jan 19th. Hey I just realized something. Thats the 2 year anniversary of when I left my ex. What a way to spend the day, its better than being with him still. LOL! Anyway, since I have to use a walker, I can't be climbing up and down my stairs at home so I am staying with my aunt for about 2 weeks. Which means I will have internet access when I am not too loopy from the pain pills. So I will try to pop on and off and keep everyone up to date. *Hugs* Velvet Love AKA Loopy Twin #2

Destiny Reading For Jaci~ To Know Me Is To Understand
Sun in Scorpio: For you, Jaci, this lifetime revolves upon the theme of experiencing your emotional depths, and penetrating the surface of life to explore the hidden, dark, secret or taboo. What lurks in the shadows or in the inner depths of the human soul is what concerns you, and it is your task to become aware of and express what you find hidden there. What society at large may fear or repress, you are fascinated with and drawn to experience and understand. This may include both a fear of and absorption with death and the mysterious side of life, delving into the politics of sexuality and power and experiencing strong, "dark" emotions such as passion, jealousy, revenge or a desire for control. At times you may feel like a misfit, that your yearnings, desires, and true inclinations are somehow wrong or bad, or even that you are bad. You could take on a social persona which is dark and hints at something sinister (such as always wearing black, going out only at night...).

Why I Hate Relationships
ok so a few weeks ago i agreed to go out ona date with this guy....well things went ok so we went out again....but each time we went out i started to realize more and more that i really just liked him as a friend.... well i had explained to him from the beginning that i dont do relationships...i dont like them and i dont have time for anything serious....ok so after the third date he informs me that he has bought me a christmas present....yeah he bought me a necklace...ok fine...everytime we go out he follows me around like a little lost puppydog and it drives me nuts....i really cant stand clingy people....and if i dont answer my phone i'm probably not going ot answer when you call me back every 30 seconds for the next 5 minutes...so i have been trying to nicely make it known that i dont like him....and he calls me last nite to tell me he has gottenme something else for christmas...dude leave me the fuck alone..so i finally sent him a bitchy email today and instead of posting the p

How Do You Know?
how do you know when you are over the love of your life... is it when they rip your heart out and toss it aside like a piece of garbage... is it when they tell you they love you and yet don't wanna be with you anymore... is it when they find someone else to love... or is it when your heart just drops a feeling that has been there for years... i think it is the last one... i am over the love of my life and yet i still feel very strange...

Nyquill
Nyquill will help you get your ZzZzZzZzZzzzZ's....or so the commercials say.. I took a couple swigs...so hopefully it'll kick in soon...and then my ugly butt is goin to bed. Good night. To those that I don't see - Have a safe and happy holiday! Be safe, and DONT drink and drive.

To All My Friends
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New Salute!!
I just wanted to let my friends, family and fans know that I have a new salute out that I just put up. I wanted to make a new one with my shorter hair. Please stop by and show some love and 10's. thanks! Angie~~Innocentprncss

Necessary Kitchen Accesories
I really can't decide what I like better... My Slow Cooker, or my Cast-Iron Skillet. For practicality I would have to say the slow-cooker, but I really enjoy using the Skillet. Either way, now that I have both, I can't see how I got along without either!

My Poetry
Pull Me From The Rain In the rain with his head hung down tears begin to fall down. As they blur his eyes it cause him to stumble cause he is now left all alone; done by his own demises the woman that loved him and married him is now gone, so as he walks in the rain soaked and with his head hung down all he wants is her to pull him from the rain. Copyright@2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

Men Strike Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do men fart more than women? Because women can't shut up long enou

Twas The Night Jesus Came
Twas the Night Jesus Came'Twas the night Jesus cameAnd all through the house,Not a person was praying,Not one in the house.The Bible was leftOn the shelf without care,For no one thoughtJesus would come there.The children were dressingTo crawl into bed,Not once ever kneelingOr bowing their head.And Mom in the rocking chairWith babe on her lap,Was watching the Late ShowAs I took a nap.When out of the eastThere rose such a clatter,I sprang to my feet

Ok Time For Me To Be On My Soap Box!!
I have seen too many of these stupid shows...." I had sex with 47 guys, which one is my baby's daddy?"!! It just makes me sick!! Women of the world, what the hell is wrong with you? Why would you get on national television and embarrass and degrade yourself like that? If your having sex with that many men you don't need a paternity test, you need to go to the VET and get yourself fixed!! Hasn't anyone ever heard of SAFE SEX!!!??!! Why in God's name would you want to risk your life, not just once, but several times unprotected. With all the diseases that are out there, I am not only terrified for myself, but, for my child as well, who has just became an adult. I would never want to see her going through that kind of drama and pain. Not only are you possibly bringing a child into this world, because of your own stupidity, but your risking your life and the life of everyone you will have sex in the futrue! Please if you have any self-respect at all for yourself and your life, keep th

Another Scary Movie... Hurry Before It Starts
hmm going to watch a movie i believe. all the shows are reruns. so looking like "the hills have eyes" or "silent hill" Scary.. so going to need a pillow, and a arm to grab.... guess popcorn would be good too. so let me know.. there plenty of room on the couch. I can scoot over... Just took a shower. Other than that not done much. Its my break. taking advantage of it. I believe i might get sun, mon, tue off work. i am thrilled- but that means that the other place will call me and ask me to work those days lol.

Love Spell
Your love is crashing through my veins. I feel this way every time it rains. Pink candles fill my surroundings. Thoughts of you race inside my head, as I begin grounding. It’s that kiss I can’t resist..... It’s that smile that drives me wild..... It’s that look that’s got me hooked..... In your eyes I’m mesmerized..... In your arms I fear no harm....... From a glance I’m in a trance..... From your voice I have choice..... This lust feels different this time, You somehow possess my mind. There’s some sweet magick in the way you hold me, Powers of the universe go crazy, as if we were meant to be. Falling night breathed in the dark of the affair. The shadows in the sky were dancing in the air. Trying to capture our hearts, the planets were on our side within our composite charts. I knew you once before, whether here or in a dream. I want you to show me what they mean. I want to surrender my body to your every need and desire, to be the wil

Why Why Why?
Why is it that on the days that I can stay up late - I go to bed UBER Early...and the days that I should be going to bed early - I stay up till 2-3 in the morning?!?! I dont have to be in work till 10 tomorrow....but yet I'm so damn tired today, that I think im going to bed in about 25 minutes or so, unless of course something can keep my attention longer than that, lol!

Our Embrace/turning
When we are embraced/turned by our Sire/Maker, our body is drained of all its blood. Once this is done, we are given the Dark Blood by our Sire/Maker. As we drink from our Sires/Makers, the dark blood traps our souls in the body. As the blood travels through the network of arteries and veins. It begins to kill the mortal body, this is a painful process. Once the blood completes the task of killing the mortal body. We appear dead and for those few minutes, we are clinically dead. As the blood awakens us, we gasp as if we needed the air. As the death of the mortal body is messy, as it rids itself of all the waste. Basically all normal mortal bodily functions cease. The new born vampire is bathed as part of a ritual preformed by our Sire/Maker. Once we are reborn to the night , we are still flesh and blood, but no longer human. Our skin takes on a preternatural glow to it and over time looses its pigmentation all together. Thus making our skin pale and luminescent. When we appear in pub

So This Is It...
It's all gone. all of it. There's nothing left to salvage. My heart is gone. its empty. I don't know where to start, I don't know how to go on. The only man I love left me because I am fat and annoying. It's a hard thing to grasp right now and i don't know how i am supposed to deal. I fell head over heels and flat on my face.Worst of all, He dumped me online. so shitty. I am nothing to him. After all the time i have been there for him, he leaves me..two months after he got out he cheated on me.. i mean damn. I did everything he asked of me... I am miserable. I have spent some of the most beautiful moments of my life with that boy and they mean nothing now. I might as well take all the letters he wrote me from prison and just burn them because they are lies. all lies. I hate this world and I hate my self. I am nothing.. to no one.

Ok I Guess I Was Wrong
Cherry tap is awesome for meeting new people. I I know a few people on here from IRL, but I have met more new people on here in a week than I have in the previous year. Some really cool people at that. -D

Morning Sex
She is in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast. He walks in. She turns and says, "You've got to make love to me this very moment." His eyes light up and he thinks, "This is my lucky day." Not wanting to lose the moment, he embraces her and then gives It his all on the kitchen table. Afterwards she says, "Thanks," and returns to the stove. More than a little puzzled, he asks, "What was that all about?" She explains, "The egg timer's broken."

Pair Of Shoes
An eye witness account from New York City, on a cold day in December, some years ago: A little boy, about 10-years-old, was standing before a shoe store on the roadway, barefooted, peering through the window, and shivering with cold. A lady approached the young boy and said, "My, but you're in such deep thought staring in that window!" "I was asking God to give me a pair of shoes," was the boy's reply. The lady took him by the hand, went into the store, and asked the clerk to get half a dozen pairs of socks for the boy. She then asked if he could give her a basin of water and a towel. He quickly brought them to her. She took the little fellow to the back part of the store and, removing her gloves, knelt down, washed his little feet, and dried them with the towel. By this time, the clerk had returned with the socks. Placing a pair upon the boy's feet, she purchased him a pair of shoes. She tied up the remaining pairs of socks and gave them to him. Sh

Saying What I'm Feeling
You're the one that is suppose to be strong; You take care of everyone, they all depend on you. What do you do when you have to hide the way you feel? Hide the fact that every day, you hope God will not let you wake. How do you tell anyone, when they can't hear you? You can scream but only on the inside, not being able to show anyone how you truly feel. You feel invisible to everyone, numb to everything, like nothing matters. You pretend to care about most things, only to make others happy, so they don't know your secret. How do you tell them that you think you're crazy...if you do they'll lock you up for sure! The voices won't ever win, they can't, as much you hate life, you have to live for that one, only her. So live your life, go on, tell no one, keep your secret. I won't tell. If you listened to the voices in your head you'd have been dead a long time ago. You push on, if for nothing else, but, the one person that keeps you going, she has alwa

Oh My God!!! I Just Totally Had The Best Sex In My Life!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD YOU GUYS, I JUST HAD THE BEST SEX IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!! I met another couple totally into the swapping lifestyle. I mean these two are absolutely gorgeous and total fucking KINK!!! I have never cum so hard and so much in my entire life!!!! I mean seriously, I have never been so turned on in my whole life!!! We enjoyed each other's company so much that they invited me to be the "favor" at one of their next parties!!! OH HELL YEAH!!!!! I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!!!!!!!!!! We got it all on video and as soon as Aaron and Stacey edit it, I promise to upload some shots in my very special private section! Stay tuned!!! Is being a human sex toy always this much fun? Alexxx

Madman
You ask me how I became a madman. It happened this: One day, long before many gods were born, I woke from a deep sleep and found all my masks were stolen, - the seven masks I have fashioned and worn in seven lives, - I ran maskless through the crowded streets shouting "Thieves, thieves, the cursed thieves." Men and women laughed at me and some ran to their houses in fear of me. And when I reached the market place, a youth standing on a house-top cried "He is a madman." I looked up to behold him; the sun kissed my own naked face for the first time. For the first time the sun kissed my own naked face and my soul was inflamed with love for the sun, and thus I wanted my masks no more. And as if in a trance I cried, "Blessed, blessed are the thieves who stole my masks." Thus I became a madman. And I have found both freedom and safety in my madness; the freedom of loneliness and the safety from being understood, for those who understand us enslave something in us. But let me not be t

Another Poem From My Man
a sign of peace for love by: michael harrell there comes a time in life your story is told amongst the sands, a day is coming for us both to hug or just hold hands. when you say i love you it fills my heart to no amount, theres a number of i miss you's in my mind but i lost count. a time to reflect for both of us cause no one cared, and there's enemies everywhere and im not scared. i think alot and often wonder why, through all the shit our love wont die. a thought that runs through my mind all day, cause life is the thought, love is the pay. a love so bright its like the suns morning glare, they hate it so much they wont even stare. a rare gift from that of god above, the sign of peace a trial for love.

Destiny By Axe
From: AXE Date: Dec 16 2006 6:00 PM Destiny my destiny is in my hands and so is yours you have the right to decide your destiny and so do i your destiny is not to suffer you caused the suffering yourself your destiny is not to live in poverty it is your own doing it is due to your own mistake destiny,destiny i want to rule my destiny yes! i now rule my destiny i now have it in my hand everyone has got the right to decide his own destiny in this judgement there is no partiality the sayings of bob marley refrain from illusions insist on work and not words paitently search for divine and scientific truth do you want a better destiny? then wake up from your slumber wake up from your sleep have feasible dreams have good visions work towards it you have the right to choose success as your destiny the rich decided their destiny the poor decided their destiny thesufferers decided their destiny destiny is not fixed you were ne

Do You Want To Sit On Santa's Lap?
This one is for the ladies (ADULT CONTENT) Do You Want to Sit on Santa's Lap Many times we are just too damn busy to do the things we want to did you go to the mall this week buying the present wrapped in ribbons and bows decorations all over the house forbidding the pets to make it a mess planning the meal for the holiday feast would it not be nice to have someone anyone to just rub your feet end of the day you are nothing but tired that man in the red suit is supposed to do all the work somehow you got stuck with the load walking through the mall did you want to stop push the kids out of the way and sit on his lap yeah pull on his beard whisper in his ear YOU owe me big guy and I come to collect give him a bit of the pain he deserves? give him a lap dance to make him sqirm then leave him hard wanting and unable to continue his job but no you held back your urges now someone must pay that man on the couch he's the one flip off the tv no matte

How I Feel
WELL I'M VERY EXCITED. WELL A LONG TIME AGO MY OLDEST DAUGHTER WENT TO LIVE WITH HER DAD. I USE TO GET HER LIKE EVERYOTHER WEEKEND. WELL AS SHE HAS GOTTIN OLDER SHE IS 12 NOW. SHE DON'T WANT TO COME SEE ME MUCH. I DON'T MAKE HER CAUSE WHAT KIND OF MOM WOULD I BE IF I MADE HER DO SOMETHING SHE DIDN'T WANT TO DO. I WANT HER HAPPY NOT MAD AT ME. WELL ANY HOW SHE DECIDED TO COME STAY WITH ME TILL CHRISTMAS. SHE'LL BE HERE TOMARROW NIGHT AFTER SCHOOL. I DO SEE HER ALL THE TIME. ME AND HER STEP MOM ARE BEST FRIENDS. I'M JUST GLAD SHE DECIDED TO COME STAY. MY MIDDLE DAUGHTRS BITHDAY IS 12-24. SHE'LL BE 10 GOD MY KIDS ARE GETTING OLD. I FEEL OLD MY YOUNGEST IS 6 WILL BE 7 ON 1-17.I JUST WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU ALL MY JOY. HPE YA LIKE IT LOVE JAMIE

The Last Sunrise
Currently listening to: You sink your teeth and bite the blood that drains the life inside of me and fills your soul with love and hate and all those things you need to breathe. My body dies but still my soul remains eternally in search of Caspian waves and shallow graves explain why me? This nightmare won't last long. Are you scared? So sing this song I'm right there by your side. Tonight we've got a chance. I watched the sky bleed grey with see through shades of violent bloody stains and felt the evil prime and wicked start a course straight through my veins. I'm so alive, my skin so cold and fake I close my eyes I know that now's the time to take my chance with death and realize. Sunrise, sunset will you wash away the rain. Sunrise, sunset can you wash away the pain. This nightmare won't last long. Are you scared? So sing this song I'm right there by your side. Tonight we've got a chance. This nightmare won't last long. Are you scared? So

Crystal Grid For Earth Healing
Crystal grids are similar to mandalas; they are simply an arrangement of stones in a pattern for the specific purpose of directing energy toward a goal. The variety of combinations is limited only by your imagination. For this particular grid, however, we will use a pattern designed to honor the elements and send healing energy to the Earth. Although this ritual can be performed at any time, it is ideal for an Earth Day celebration. It can be done alone or with a group. For a group working, each person can recite a part of the ritual and place a stone into the grid. You will need one quartz cluster of any kind for the center of the grid to symbolize the Spirit. Clear quartz is the ideal choice, but you can also use amethyst. Depending on your collection of stones and crystals, you may have a different stone in mind. Use your intuition to select a stone that best represents the Spirit to you. Select four large stones to represent each of the four elements. You may want to choos

Bad Santa
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? Flying through the air...dodging the trees Falling down chimneys and skinning my knees I'm quitting this job there's just no enjoyment I'll sit on my fat ass and draw unemployment. There's no Christmas this year now you know the reason, I found me a blonde. I'm going SOUTH for the season

For Sweet Poison
Timeless He sits and he types on endlessly It's all about life, his don't you see the moving fingers type and having typed move on so the writing will continue until his life is done he writes of what he feels and lets everyone know that all that happens in his, becomes art for the show nothing he holds sacred and shares it with the world it's a weight off of his back that for great distances is hurled he dumps it in his writing and he lets us all get a peek it frees his mind and gives voice to his soul, we listen to it speak for some who have no ear to hear and do not care to read there is no way to touch their pain within their time of need can one heal wounds and free the world of pain for the sublime? the spoken word may touch the heart, the written touches time ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Two Great Ideas
Two Great Ideas First Great Idea Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. __________________________________________________ Second Great Idea: Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's There and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying t make a better life for themselves. If they refu

Are We Friends
Are we friends~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~or are we not?~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~You told me once~* * * * * * * * * * * * * *~But i forgot~* * * * * * * * * * * * * *~So tell me now~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~and tell me true~* * * * * * * * * * * * *~so I can say~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~I'm here for you~ * * * ** * * * *~Of all the friends I've ever met~ * * * * * * * * *~Your the one I won't forget~ * * * * * * * * * * *~And if I die~ * * * * * * * * * * *~before you do~ * * * * * * * * * * * *~I'll go 2 heaven~ * * * * * * * * * * * * *~And wait 4 you~* * * * * * * * * *~I'll give the angels~ * * * * * * * * * * * *~ Back their wings~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~And risk the loss~* * * * * * * * * * * * *~Of everything~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~Just to prove~* * * * * *

Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY ONE HERE IS SO CHRISTMAS LOVE.MY LOVE COMES FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.. THIS CHRISTMAS IS DIFFRENT THEN MY LAST ONES I WOULD BE ALONE BUT I HAVE SOME LOVING FRIENDS THAT DID NOT WANT ME TO BE ALONE SO THERE COMING TO SEE ME!!!IT IS SO NICE THAT MY FRIEND ON HERE CARE SO MUCH ABOUT ME..SO I HOPE U ALL HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS LIKE ME!! SO IF U THINK MIRACLES AT CHRISTMAS ARE REAL..

Opportunities
i have been given a opportunity at work.. those that know me know that yes i work in fast food.. mcdonalds to be exact... i was given the opportunity to become management.. i know this doesn't sound like a lot to all of you but its a lot to me... its more money and its only been a short time working back in the outside world that it was given. I only went back to work in sept of this year.. so this chance comes quickly cause i am a hard worker and i know my stuff....lol. I am saying all this i guess cause i miss doing the things i do.. like comments and bulletins and what nots.. its just i haven't had time.. with not only the course book for management, i also have my kids, my Husband, house, work, etc... so i have my hands full.. I hope you all understand .. i do miss you all.. and soon i should be able to do all the things i love to do for all of you.. everyone wish me luck on passing my test on jan 3rd.. there is more to management at McDonalds then you think...lol much love

How To Buy And Use Gemstones And Crystals To Activate Ancient Wisdom
Before buying crystals and gemstones, it’s a good idea to plan how you are going to use them. Over time, you may want to build up a collection with sets of stones for different purposes because the particular energies that are intended for one use may not be relevant in another use. Write up a "shopping list" for your stone collecting before heading out the door. If you are like me, you’ll find that it is easy to get sidetracked like a kid in a candy stone when confronted with an array of beautiful crystals and gemstones. People have been attracted to gemstones since prehistoric times. While beauty plays a part in their appeal, it is their energy that has a powerful impact on us. If you like to wear crystals or place gemstones around your house, you are aware of their power. The practice of gemstone feng shui combines the wisdom of gemstones and crystals with the ancient art of feng shui to invite positive change into your life. At its core, feng shui is a method to balance the d

To Every Girl
> To every girl....if you almost cry while reading this, it >includes you.... > >To every girl that is SCARED to >put her heart out there again, >because she has been HURT >too many times or so badly. > > >To every girl that has been >cheated on, >because she's not a slut >who gives it up to any guy. > > >To every girl that will spend her >whole day looking for >the perfect present for you. > > >To every girl who gets her heart >broken, because he >chose that bitch instead. > > >To every girl that would die >to have a decent boyfriend. > > >To every girl who would just once >like to be treated like a princess. > > >To every girl that cries at night >because of another heartbreak. > > >To every girl that won't get >down on her knees && open >her mouth just to get a boyfriend. > > >To every girl that >kisses him with meaning. > > >To every girl who >just wishes he cared more. > > >To every girl who >just wants him to call. > > >To ev

Incense For Headaches
The world of aromatherapy suggests many types of essential oils that are useful for healing. But incense can also be utilized as a remedy for certain conditions. Headaches are a common ailment many people face, but with the calming effects produced by certain aromas, symptoms can be relieved. Incense and aromatherapy work because our sense of smell is a direct path to the brain. This process activates our Limbic System and is the reason why certain odors trigger an immediate response. Particular aromas are known to stimulate the brain to produce essential chemicals. We’re familiar with some of these such as serotonin and dopamine, which cause feelings of happiness, relaxation and contentment. In addition, many of the ingredients used in incense contain phytochemicals, which are chemicals found in plants that have protective, disease-preventing properties. First, it’s necessary to pinpoint the reason for the headache. Is it stress, hormones, sinusitis? In this way you can target a

Incense For Meditation
Meditation helps train the mind to focus and achieve clarity, while promoting relaxation and fostering a spiritual connection. There are many ways to practice meditation, including guided exercises and special breathing techniques, but part of the experience often includes the burning of incense. We know it’s a common practice to burn incense for ceremonies, rituals and meditation – but which ingredients are the best to use to promote this meditative state? Some practitioners don’t recommend burning incense during meditation but instead beforehand in order to prepare the room. Sometimes the smoke can be distracting and interfere with breathing. If you do decide to burn it while meditating, be sure the room is well-ventilated or that the smoke isn’t drifting directly into your face. Burning certain herbs, woods, and resins purifies the air and many of these ingredients contain medicinal properties as well. But most of all, scent can induce a calming state of mind, sought by more than

Follow Your Heart And People Get Mad
have you ever wonderred if the phrase follow you heart means anything any more? well i do i have always stuck by that and here within the past ... oh i dont know say month or so i have followed what my heart says ans it jsut stirs up a bunmch of bullshit.. ya being talked about behind your back, being told things that when ya think about it you r thinking yeah right . well things for me are really hectic right now got alot on my mind and shit i just fell like i should be by myself. ever wondered if that is the right thing to do? well i have i got someone in my life right now who really does care this person really means alot to me and then i got a FEW who tell me to do what i have stuck behind and that is follow my heart but yet when i do that i can see that there is frustration i can feel the disappointment so tell me to follow my heart?...YEAH RIGHT.... the only way i am gonna do that anymore is if I feel it is right. only I know what my heart wants .....and that is to be happy

Lovely Lapis Lazuli
Many people are drawn to the mysterious deep blue of lapis lazuli, or lapis for short. It is one of the oldest “spiritual” stones, first mined 6,000 years ago in Afghanistan – the finest stones still come from that area. Its name comes from the Latin word lapis, meaning “stone” and the Arabic word azul, which means “blue.” In addition, it has been noted the Persian word lazhward means blue and could possibly be another origin of the name. But whatever its origin, lapis is a wonderful stone rich in folklore and metaphysical tradition. Before you buy a piece of lapis, it’s useful to know something about its content to ensure you obtain a good quality specimen. Lapis is a rock consisting mostly of the mineral lazurite and commonly contains pyrite and calcite, among other minerals. It sometimes has a greenish or violet tint and the presence of pyrite often creates lovely metallic sparkles on the surface. Calcite sometimes produces white streaks in the stone. Well-formed crystals of pure

To All My Friends
i would like to wish everyone a merry christmas not that i will have a very merry christmas an jist wanna say sorry that not been on an talkin much my son has been in the hospital an ain't doin so very well so as i can i wil be onlinean hope u have a wonderful christmas

Magical Moonstone
Anyone with an interest in stones has probably encountered the lovely Moonstone. It has undeniable appeal, especially for its lunar associations. Moonstone has many wonderful metaphysical properties and its appearance alone inspires tenderness and a soft, loving quality. It brings soothing security and comfort and can be used to promote inner peace. But its mundane aspects deserve consideration as well, and can enhance appreciation of the stone. When working with a stone, it is useful to know something about its scientific nature: what it’s made of, where it’s found, how it’s formed. Our Mother Earth has many facets to explore and we begin by understanding – this involves studying an object’s properties on many different levels. Moonstone is a variety of orthoclase feldspar called Adularia, named for a locality in the Adula Mountains in Switzerland. The word Orthoclase is of Greek origin: orthos meaning “upright” and klasis meaning “fracture” describing the nature of the stone. M

Greater Poetry
She Walks in Beauty She walks in beauty like the night, Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that’s best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow’d to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair’d the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Of softly lightens o’er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that check, and o’er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent! Lord byron http://www.angelfire.com/co3/NevermoreKeep/byron.html Copy this link for more of his work

Holiday Hotties
I decided to delay the start of the contest from tomorrow to Friday. If you or anyone you know has a Christmas pic you think it's hot, gimme a buzz and lemme know you want in the contest. (and yes, I am giving the winners something.)

Soul's Mate
A chance moment seems to be leading to forever as interest turns to love. Wide eyed expectations of nothing have given way to real time possibilities of attainable dreams. Feelings thought to reside only in stories of glass slippers. Now occupy the heart of a prince that has found his no longer sleeping beauty. Attention demanding lips producing kisses powerful enough to awaken and transform, repeatedly jump from print to action. You inspire my heart's replenishment. Let me inspire your mind to imagine. And we discover our soul's mate...E.D.M.L.

Wasting My Time..
I'm starting to truly feel like I'm wasting my time on here. No one comments me anymore(except for a very rare few and they know who they are). I upload pics and out of my 560 friends I get 3 rates and only 1 comment. Its pathetic. 9 times out of 10 if any friend of mine loads new pics, stashes, or blog I'm there. I will be deleting a shitload of people off my fan of/ and friends list...

A Potential New Direction For Neo-paganism
Precis: While there are many Neo-Pagan traditions, one path has been infrequently explored, although many of its concepts have been used in other traditions. This is the path of Tantra, which is not just about sex as many Westerners think. This article explores the nature of Traditional Tantra and explains why the misconceptions occurred. A POTENTIAL NEW DIRECTION FOR NEO-PAGANISM A DESIRE FOR MORE One of the things which I have noticed over the past decade is that many people who follow a Pagan path are not completely satisfied with what they have found. While it is true that many, if not most Pagans are completely happy with their spiritual direction, I have found that many are seeking something...more. This “more” falls into one of two main categories: 1) Something that is genuinely old. Few people today believe that most modern Pagan traditions are an exact duplication or direct descendant of ancient traditions. Rather, they are attempted reconstructions. These reconst

Red
Criminal It seems I’ve gone and traveled into unknown territory again I can only hope to find my way back from this insufferable, criminal display The substance… The sheer flavor of the day, is almost mislaid during the experience And I shudder to think what has been done in my shoes My illicit acts are nothing short of ludicrous… Even if I hold no recollection of said dealings So I let my lunatic inside, indulge itself… If only for the briefest of minutes And it was close to pleasing… At least to my mind’s-eye As an assured, aesthetic look about the situation, convinced even my deepest doubts I paid little attention to the repercussions these proceedings could reap Only that it set me on fire, long enough to be free I feel this compelling urge to instill, and inspire sentiment, within all of you… If only in the strangest of obscure ways I’ve got a million and one thoughts sitting on top of my head… And I need to spill all of this out right now You see I’m d

2nite
Put your arms around me, feel me close in and surround you with a passion that's just beginning. Look into my eyes, can you see it? Can you see what I have prepared for you? Kiss me if you don't believe me. I know you felt it then. Feel my hands glide across your body as if feeling my own. Your lips are so soft baby and your tongue makes me envious of them. How can I possibly break this kiss? I know you have a lot more that needs attention, so regrettably I pause...But can't you still feel it, is that a moan I heard? Or is that the result of me kissing my way around you neck and down. Can you feel the heat? I'm kinda scared I might be to hot for you, but every time I touch you, you seem to tremble. Feel my tongue slide between you breasts and around each. Your nipples are the center to this swirl, as I take each in, I pinch the other so it knows ... Damn I miss those lips, I proceed to kiss you in a way that lets you KNOW I'm gonna be here for a while. What's that? Can you hear t

So Who Is Done?
With Christmas/Holiday shopping? I need to know that I'm not the only procrastinator out here and that there are a lot of CT peeps that will be hitting up the long lines, packed parking lots and grumpy cashiers this week. :o) ***kisses*** BeerQueen

R.i.p.
Okay... what really happened was... 2 black dudes from liberty stole a red truck.. kicked in the door and demanded the money Mike owed them for dope... I guess Mike said no.. so they shot Mike then the other people tried to interfere in which getting themselves shot as well.. Patrick got shot 3 times.. and Tina I think twice.. but the bullet that actually hit her went through her cheek bone through the other side... her ear was half gone.. they had to cut the rest of it off... and some of her brain out.. and they pulled the plug on her yesterday.. patrick was the first that died though Mike is still alive from what I hear the bullet that hit him went through his cheek k thats from an archive of what i was told exactly happend... R.i.P. Angela, Patrick , Tina

Why I Haven't Been On For Awhile...
To those of you I haven't talked to in like 2 weeks or so, I thought I should explain why. I was put in the hospital last week, and just got out yesterday. I have a blood clot in my right lung, and am now on blood thinners. It's going to take a couple weeks for the blood clot to completely dissolve, but I'll be ok. Happy Holidays everybody!!! =) Hope you get whatever you wish for...I know there is something I wish I could have wrapped up in a bow under my tree, hehe ;)

I Saw This On Sexy Vixens Page And Loved It
Damn, I Could Have Been A Doctor Body: One day a young man and woman were in their bedroom making love. All of a sudden a bumble bee entered the bedroom window. As the young lady parted her legs the bee entered her vagina. The woman started screaming "Oh my god, help me, there's a bee in my vagina!" The husband immediately took her to the local doctor and explained the situation. The doctor thought for a moment and said "Hmm, tricky situation. But I have a solution to the problem if young sir would permit." The husband being very concerned agreed that the doctor could use whatever method to get the bee out of his wife's vagina. The doctor said "OK, what I'm gonna do is rub some honey over the top of my penis and insert it into your wife's vagina. When I feel the bee getting closer to the tip of my penis I shall withdraw it and the bee should hopefully follow my penis out of your wife's vagina. The husband nodded and gave his approval. The young lady said "Yes, Yes

In Time.........
In Time........ I didn't regress, after you left. Memories cherished, erased while I wept. I didn't notice, waking without you. Nights slept together, caresses we knew. I didn't reminisce, our kiss every day. Tender at moments, in a passionate way. I didn't embrace, sacred things shared. All but forgotten, since we both cared. I didn't remember our promises made. But time never healed, a love that didn't fade.

Seven Steps To Self-devotion
Seven Steps to Self-Devotion 1. Your Body is a Temple Remember, your body is a sacred space. Your body is the vehicle through which you experience this earthly existence, and it is more than that. Your body is an everyday miracle. It’s a library, a place of worship, and a home all in one. It is a system within systems, and a system containing systems. Recognizing your body as the sacred space that it is, perfect in its “imperfection,” in all ways magnificent in its ways of being, is a radical act of self-devotion. 2. Redefine Your Self/Culture Interface! Loving yourself is a radical, magickal act. And I’m not talking about carnal love here, though that aspect is also a delicious way for each of us to find our way home to our own bodies. Here I’m talking about arriving at a point of gratitude for our bodies, and learning how to define the self/culture interface. What is the “self/culture interface,” you might ask. Well, it’s the point where what’s “out there” in the wo

Bored
I'm bored. I want to do something but I don't know what. I would make my brother go out to eat with me but I just ate a bout 8 tacos for dinner, and so did he. I don't feel much like going to the mall since all my Christmas shopping is done and the mall will be packed. I'm not a fan of crowded places, I need my space. Looks like another boring day off, almost makes me wish I was working! I wish it was Christmas day already, I want some presents LoL. I'm also excited for January and February since those are pretty much the slowest times for every business, so I won't have to work too hard LoL. That's it I guess.

The Gods Of Witchcraft
The Gods of Witchcraft By: Christopher Penczak When I got involved in Wicca, I found that most of my teachers emphasized the Goddess. Many people have been raised with traditions that emphasized the male aspect of divinity. These same people often come to nature-based religions with a desire to reconnect their spirit to the divine feminine, the Mother principle. I know I did. I came from a Lutheran and Catholic background, so I found the idea of the Goddess both intriguing and comforting. I always liked the Virgin Mary, and found the multifaceted images of the Goddess quite a wonderful challenge. It was hard to look at the feminine as not only virgin mother, but also sexual mother, warrior, crone, witch, healer, and reaper. Though it was a challenge, I found a building a relationship with the God to be an altogether a different experience. Though many people think Wicca and Witchcraft are only about the Goddess, the God plays a pivotal role in most traditions. Most groups celeb