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Woohooooo
well if we have any wwe fans here ill tell ya where imma be next tuseday night. ill be out at the live smackdown and ecw taping for wwe. i got 2 free tickets today and im stoked about it. so maybe ill be seen on tv when it airs friday night. well ill let yall know what happens peace

Tattoo Sketches Offer Glimpses Of Early 19th-century Hawaiians
Tattoo sketches offer glimpses of early 19th-century Hawaiians By Timothy Dyke Special to The Advertiser In August of 1819, the French vessel Uranie berthed in Hawai'i after two years at sea. Jacques Etienne Victoire Arago, the official artist from the expedition, was one of the Westerners who came ashore at this crucial period in Hawaiian history immediately following the death of Kamehameha I. According to records at the time, Arago, who was charged with documenting the voyage in the pages of his sketchbook, spent most of his time interacting with Island residents. A juggler, musician, and entertainer, Arago seemed to have been well received by the Hawaiian people, and when the Uranie pulled anchor after three weeks to return home, the European artist had accumulated a large number of illustrations and portraits of the Hawaiians whom he encountered. Because the Uranie came to the Islands before the arrival of Christian missionaries, Arago's sketches pr

Tattoo Ladies
Tattooed Ladies Defined Outer Boundaries of Changing Society By Jessica McBride Amelia Klem's eight tattoos and undergraduate emphasis in the arts spurred her desire to investigate the history of tattooing for her master's thesis in history. Wanting to explore tattoo history from a feminist perspective, Klem was drawn to a virtually ignored historical period: The American "tattooed ladies" of the circus, sideshow, and dime museums. The Last Supper was a common back design. Pictured is Emma Kohl de Burgh, probably from the late 1880s (by the mid 1890s she had gained a substantial amount of weight and stopped performing). Photo from the Tattoo Archive, Berkeley, Calif. In giving these largely forgotten tattooed ladies a voice, Klem found that their reasons for shattering cultural taboos were often more practical than modern theories predicted. "I kept reading information about tattooing being tied to body image and self expression-things that people put on these women," Klem

Guys Self Examinaion Lmfao
GENTLEMEN!! IT'S TIME FOR YOUR ANNUAL "AM I GAY?" SELF-EXAMINATION 1. If you are over thirty and you have a washboard stomach, you are gay. It means you haven't sucked back enough beer with the boys and have spent the rest of your free time doing sit-ups, aerobics, and doing the Oprah diet. 2. If you have a cat, you are a flaaaaming homo. A cat is like a dog, but gay - it grooms itself constantly but never scratches itself, has a delicate touch except when it uses its nails, and whines to be fed. And just think about how you call a dog... "Killer, come here! I said get your ass over here, Killer!" Now think about how you call a cat... "Bun-bun, come to daddy, snookums!" Jeeezus, you're fit to be framed, you're so gay. 3. If you suck on lollipops, Ring-Pops, baby pacifiers, or any such nonsense, rest assured, you are a Gaylord. A straight man only sucks on bar-b-que ribs, crab claws, raw oysters, crawfish guts, pickled pigs fe

Die
if my heart could talk it would bleed out pain escape all the bad make room for the new to gain If my mind could speak it would speak in tongues so much has been bad enough to spew my own lungs If my feelings could cry i would have said NO to hell with you leave my independence alone if my lips hadn't been sealed I could have screamed out my need told you i hate you. instead of allowing you to lead Why Must you feel the need to control my every desire when all i really want is my heart to not feel of fire i want to breathe i need to feel i crave to know love i desire ...........you to whom i wish to kill .: PinkYJo November 7th 2006 :.

Please Do Tell
1.tell me how it would be if we were togther? 2.would i regret it? 3.how many times a day would you kiss me? 4.how many times a day would you just want to hold me? 5.would you take me places? 6.would you love me? 7.how many times would you call me? 8.would you miss me everytime i left? 9.if i treated you wrong would you tell me? 10.if i told you i loved you would you say it back and mean it? 11.if i showed up at 3 in the morning just to say i missed you, would you like it? 12.if i was the best you've ever had would you tell me? 13.how long do you think we'll be together? 14.if we broke up would you still love me if you did?

Ho's Ho's Ho's
Holiday Greetings from all of us at the Universal Life Church of Covington. With all of this crap about not being able to just wish people Merry Xmas because of it may offend their faith, I had to start this one kind of corporate. Sorry. I mean, if you wish someone a Merry Christmas that may not celebrate the day can’t it just be a moniker for ‘enjoy whatever holiday you celebrate’? When you wish someone ‘Good Luck’, do you have to specify what exactly you are hoping they are successful in? No. It is a general saying that you hope whatever they do, they enjoy it and it is a nice experience for them. Why is everyone so scared that something they say in a pleasant and generic fashion will somehow damage another human who has their own and different beliefs? Homey don’t play that! Merry Christmas everyone. Peace and alcohol, The Unholy Reverend joe

I Thought This Was Pure Genius...
This poem was written by my friend Dana. I thought it was awesome, so I'm putting it here. Twas the Night Before Finals Twas the night before finals, and all through the college, The students were praying for last minute knowledge. Most were quite sleepy, but none touched their beds, While visions of essays danced in their heads. Out in the taverns, a few were still drinking, And hoping that liquor would loosen up their thinking. In my own apartment, I had been pacing, And dreading exams I soon would be facing. My roommate was speechless, his nose in his books, And my comments to him drew unfriendly looks. I drained all the coffee, and brewed a new pot, No longer caring that my nerves were shot. I stared at my notes, but my thoughts were muddy, My eyes went a blur, I just couldn't study. "Some pizza might help," I said with a shiver, But each place I called refused to deliver. I'd nearly concluded that life was too cruel, With futures depending on grades ha

No, I'm Not Racist.
I found this in another blog and I agree. So, this is a repost. Call me what names you like, he made a point. This is so true You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK. But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. If we had white history month... we'd be racist. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be

Paranoia
In the Beginning There Was The Computer Hi Jazz-U-RRR. Thanks for taking time out to tell me all about Paranoia. It is my pleasure, citizen. Ok then, lets start at the beginning? What era is Paranoia set in? Early in the 21st Century, World War III happened. Real big mess. The surviving nations formed a global government. The Age of Peace came about. Then a few years later, a natural disaster destroyed civilisation as we know it and survivors were forced to live in underground complexes.That was a couple of hundred years ago. Underground Complexes? Right. Paranoia is set in one such underground base called Alpha Complex. Alpha Complex is truly massive; covering what was once the entire San Francisco area. So what's life like in Alpha Complex? Life in Alpha Complex has many outstanding elements but the most important thing about Alpha Complex, and therefore Paranoia, is The Computer. The Computer governs every aspect of life in Alpha Complex. The Computer decides

No Im Not Racist
This is so true You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK. But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. If we had white history month... we'd be racist. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched f

Hello All This Is An
NOW THAT I HAVE UR ATTENTION IF I HAVE PISSED U GUYS OFF SOME HOW PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT I DID THEN I CAN APOLOGIZE i have been trying to talk to my friends YOU ALL and not one person has talked to me so this goes out to all i am sorry

Feel
My knees tremble I fall to the floor My eyes swell Tears shed. Fists fly I scream I cry. I turn my head Hear the footsteps Look up slowly And see you. You pick me up You wipe tears away. Your hold is captivating. I feel safe. I feel calm. My knees tremble I start to fall I feel your arms And I'm with you.

Louder
One night I lay awake in dreaming Of blue stars and all their gleaming, Falling to earth or at least seeming To fall far from the heavens above, A sky left lifeless, less their love. This vision deeply did I ponder, Whence I felt my mind begin to wander; As something faint and far off yonder Seemed to call my soul away to explore Deep emotions I'd never felt before. Being brought forth with no resistance, As if a song sung in the nearby distance, The sound I reckoned within its own persistence; A man-made eagle soaring in flight, A steel saber piercing a silent night. Clearly the engine, cute and cunning, Of an airplane, sleek and stunning, Flowing forth as if a river running, Hypnotizing with its gentle hum, Soothing my tensions, I was rendered numb. There I lay, and lay I quite alone, Except for a sound found easy to condone, Parity finding both us monotone; For someone else's profit begotten, Surely to pass and be fast forgotten. Now, softly s

Bleeding Rings ( Good Night)
ugh i'm gonna take more drugs for my dumb headache and being on here probly doesn't help either but ooo well my nipple was bleeding damn nipple ring i have had it done for a year 2 years next june or july and it not all the way heeled and it just happens to bleed all of the blue how great well i'm gonna go read a book and go to bed Night All

This Should Be Interesting....
This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ]you look to sweet to screw [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] F

Rate My Blog A 10!
i am in a pissy mood tonite... i wrote my dad an angry letter... thats his christmas present from me...basically stating that he needs to stop doing drugs and grow up and be resposible..ugh remember ladies...any man can father a child but it takes a real man to be a great dad...so choose ur baby's daddy wisely... rate my blog a 10 to cheer me up!!

So
This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ]you look to sweet to screw [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] F

Bullshit Its Hapening Again
> > Against it. > > If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. > > This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? > > It would be great if CherryTap could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

Christmas Futility
A copy of my Grinchness I passed along this evening. I'd appreciate any input. Something I was thinking about today, but I couldn't put into words until I gave it more thought. Partly, is has to do with my thoughts about Christmas, of which my outlook has been tainted by working in retail for those twelve years. But partly it has to do with the sentiment people feel they need to express around the holidays... That they need to express themselves, some how or in some way, and it has to happen on that certain date. Mostly the byproduct of commercialization and mass advertising budgets, people have been trained to over-indulge each year... To the point that you're almost embarrassed that the decadence won't all fit under the tree. Makes for horrible photos when, years later, nobody can remember a dam thing that sat on that particular tree skirt. I think this is something I've been trying to put into words for years, but I never felt the clarity to understand exactly why. I don'

Shit Adds Up At The Bottom
My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded now, and my desire is broken now and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that, set my head on fire. So smell my soul is burning. I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy. And I have swallowed the poison you feed me... but I survive on it, and it leaves me guilt, fed, hatred fed, weakness fed.. and it makes me feel ugly. On my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. I'm dead insiiiiiiiiiiiiide! (Shiiit aadds up 3x) Shit adds up at the bottooom... -Henry Rollins: If I let you, you would make me destroy myself. But in order to survive you, I must first survive myself. I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you. There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you. I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain. I will use my mistakes against you. There's no other choice. Shameless now. Nameless now. Nothing n

"gold Wrapping Paper"
"Gold Wrapping Paper" I received this from a friend who had a choice to make.It said that I had a choice to make too. I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Chris tmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?" She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crush

Summary Of Life
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle a

Menopause Ring
Menopause Jewelry My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big fucking red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond.

Tomorrow
To my my friends family and fans.. i wont be on much tomorrow because my 2 yr old daughter has problems with her ears and she had alot of ear infections in the the past, so tomorrow her dr. will put another set of ear tubes in her ears and remove her adnoids too..so ttul take care love allways Gloria

They Are Adding Some Features, It Seems...
Though they should I agree be correcting some more bugs than they in fact are... I see this new feature, anycase (no, this is not a request, indirect or otherwise)- "Buy a Cherry Blast for this member".

Yes
I am retarded haha ♥. My finger hurts i jamed it in the damn door! Grr. But i am officially done my christmas shopping :P Now all i have to do is wrap the shit. Not on my list of favorite things to do. I got new batteries for my camera, but im to lazy to take pictures! Cause we'll i need a shower, i look like shit from work. Rawr i cant wait for tommorrow ♥

Bombing
Well this week for me in my short standup career I had a bad week. First, I blew my set in Baton Rouge and then I did Lucy's last night and bombed. It is a stark and extreme conrast to last week when I nailed it both nights. The set in Baton Rouge happened when I forgot to mention my kitten killing at the beginning of the set and when I went into a joke where I was talking about killing kittens, I realised that I hadn't given the explaination and ended up back tracking. It happens and I'm still new at this comedy thing. I just have to lick my wounds, realise I fucked up, work harder next time, and move on. Last night at Lucy's had a bad omen to it. I had a tough time getting an internet connection established plus the voice feature on yahoo messenger didn't want to cooperate. Then when it came to me to do my set, I went on after a vet of several years and I'm only a vet of two months. That's a tough act to folow along with a tough crowd. I'm upset about bombing, but also it's

Not On The Air, But I Have A Rant Anyway
How come when you get a divorce your ex just can't either 1) GO THE FUCK AWAY 2) DIE BITCH DIE 3) BURN IN THE FIREY PITS OF HELL UNTIL HER FLESH FALLS OFF HER BONES AND HER INSIDE BECOME FUCKING TAR LIKE GOO.... AND I HOPE THAT SHE WOULD BE AWAKE FOR THE WHOLE THING WHILE I AM SITTING THERE WITH A STICK UP HER ASS ROTATING HER OVER THE OPEN FLAME LAUGHING AND SAYING " I KNOW YOU ENJOY THAT STICK UP YOUR ASS... YOU WILL TAKE ANYTHING UP YOUR ASS YOU FUCKING NASTY WHORE" . . . . . . . OH... ONE MORE FUCKING THING... PISS OFF YOU WHORE... GO GET FUCKED BY YOUR " I AM TOO GOTH AND I SEE DEAD PEOPLE" BOY TOY... whore *takes a DEEEEEp breath* ~Simion~

Nightmare Before Christmas Original Poem
Nightmare Before Christmas original poem It was late one fall in Halloweenland, and the air had quite a chill. Against the moon a skeleton sat, alone upon a hill. He was tall and thin with a bat bow tie; Jack Skellington was his name. He was tired and bored in Halloweenland "I'm sick of the scaring, the terror, the fright. I'm tired of being something that goes bump in the night. I'm bored with leering my horrible glances, And my feet hurt from dancing those skeleton dances. I don't like graveyards, and I need something new. There must be more to life than just yelling, 'Boo!'" Then out from a grave, with a curl and a twist, Came a whimpering, whining, spectral mist. It was a little ghost dog, with a faint little bark, And a jack-o'-lantern nose that glowed in the dark. It was Jack's dog, Zero, the best friend he had, But Jack hardly noticed, which made Zero sad. All that night and through the next day, Jack wandered and walked. He was filled with dismay.

Missing You
It will be one year this christmas eve that we lost you.We miss everything about having you in our lives...We miss your laugh,we miss ur smile.. We miss everything that you brought to this life.He was our Father, A devoted Grandpa and Firefighter.Too all who knew him it was just Chaz.Merry christmas Dad,We miss and love you so much..Your Loving kids.....Deb.Nora and Ron

There Are No Words
There are no words , to express what i feel for you . There are no songs , as beautifull as the music that fills my soul when i hear your voice . There are no roses , as lovely as your smile . there are no days , brighter than the days i spend with you . nothing moves me , like you do . you are my light in the darkness and there could never be words strong enough to express my love for you .

My Star
The Star is the light of hope. Shining in the night, sending light into darkness, the stars provide direction to sailors and are a field on which to dream. Humanity used to look up at the sky and desire to be there, to find out what it all meant, and now we have been a distance into space and have elementary ideas of the makeup of all the different stars. This kind of achievement adds further fuel to our hopes. The eternal, slow-moving stars that will be long shining past the end of our own existence provide hope of immortality, and the vast space they suggest and the very mystery they hold provide us with excitement and knowledge yet to be discovered.

Bombs And Singing Going On
-sings- you lie through your teeth you smile in your sleep -dances- -looks around- sorry bout that was having fun singing and dancing lol still gotta headache its needs to be fixed -pouts- but its getting better sorta BOOOOOM my bomb was going off screams DUCK AND RUN hahaha

Now Its....*50* Hilarious Things To Do At Wal*mart!!!!
Now its....50 Hilarious things to do at WALMART!!!! Take off your shoes and tell them you want to return it and when they say you didn't buy it there say "Hmmmm....I thought the customer was always right!"Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Happy
Happy A sense, a feeling- something i get every time you're around. Or for that matter anytime i even to think about you. To be happy means to love you. To love you for what you were, What you are and what you will always will be. To truly feel 'happy' is to accept who you are And love you for that. The only thing that makes me truly happy is you. You are the embodiement of happiness for me. Nothing else can bring such joy to my life. I can't begin to count the ways you make me happy The posabilities are endless. Truly you are my happiness.

Stuff To Ponder
Stuff To Ponder Tell a man that there are 400 billion stars, and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint, and he has to touch it. How come SUPERMAN could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him? If it was only a 3 hour cruise, why did MRS. HOWELL have so many clothes. Why is it called a HAMBURGER, when it's made out of BEEF? Why does SOUR CREAM have an Expiration date? What would a chair look like, if your knees bent the other way? If "Con" is the Opposite of "Pro"....then what is the opposite of PROGRESS? Why is LEMON JUICE mostly artificial ingredients.... but DISH WASHING LIQUID contains real lemons? How much deeper would the ocean be, if SPONGES didn't grow in it? Why buy a product that it takes 2000 flushes to get rid of? Why do we wait until a PIG is dead, to "CURE" it? Why do we wash BATH TOWELS-aren't we clean when we use them? Why do we put SUITS in a Garment Bag, and put Garments

Wanna Spice Up Your Day?
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To Be Near You
To be near you again Is all I ask, To smell your skin, And see you at last. I hear from you often But words aren't enough. Every day I ask myself, "Must I miss you this much?" You say you miss me, too, And it's hard when we're apart. Your words give me hope And embrace my lonely heart. You're the best part of each day, And my brightest star at night. Your eyes tell me secrets, And your smile makes all things right. I dream of being in your arms, You left and my heart yearns. I'm forced to struggle with this pain Until your love returns.

Cutie Game
This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ]you look to sweet to screw [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] F

The "witch Of Venice" Cocktail:
1 1/2 ounces vodka 1/2 ounce Strega 2 teaspoons creme de bananes 1 ounce orange juice In a shaker half-filled with ice cubes, combine all of the ingredients. Shake well. Strain into a cocktail glass, and feel free to bask in it's glow.

In The Hospital
He went into the hospital maybe 3 days ago. he couldnt get enough oxygen from what he has at home . so my mother called the ambulance. they drained alot more fluid from his lungs. and hedidnt look any better tonight. hes a big man. 6'6" and was well over 300 pounds. think he may still be around 325 now. he has big features. hands . feet. head. cheek bones. so horrible to see him this way. someone youve always known with so much strength. looked up to for it. i feel his pain , every time i look into his eyes. it hurts deeply. cant explain just how deeply. mom calls me tonight crying about how she cant lose him and how she doesnt know what to believe in anymore. she says what does god need him for?? we need him here more:( she sobs and cries. and i want to cry with her, but tonight just wasnt the time for me. altho the night isnt over yet.i dont know how to comfort her. dont know what to say. and she probably thinks im being hard. but im really not . i have my bad days and night

1375 Friends...394 Fans???
PLEASE IF YOUR ON MY FRIENDS LIST COME ON BY AND CHECK TO SEE IF YOU HAVE FANNED ME...IF YOU HAVE NOT PLEASE BE SURE TO :) THANK YOU I Wanna Sit On Santa's Lap & Tell Him My Naughty Thoughts....Who Wants 2 Play Santa With Me?@ CherryTAP I ALSO PUT THIS IN A BULLI :)

Fortunately I Use My Powers For Good.
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Invitation
It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, of you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint a

Fuck
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A Prayer For A Wonderful Friend And Grandparent
Into thy hands, O Lord, I commend the souls of thy servant Donald, and beseech Thee to grant him rest in the place of thy rest, where all thy blessed Saints repose, and where the light of thy countenance shineth forever. And I beseech Thee also to grant that our present lives may be godly, sober, and blameless, that, we too may be made worthy to enter into thy heavenly Kingdom with those we love but see no longer: for Thou art the Resurrection, and the Life, and the Repose of thy departed servants, O Christ our God, and unto Thee we ascribe glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit; now and ever, and unto ages of ages. Amen.I am weak, but Thou art strong; Jesus, keep me from all wrong; I'll be satisfied as long As I walk, let me walk close to Thee. Just a closer walk with Thee, Grant it, Jesus, is my plea, Daily walking close to Thee, Let it be, dear Lord, let it be. Through this world of toil and snares, If I falter, Lord, who cares

How Manly Are You??
1. In the company of females, intercourse should be referred to as: A. Lovemaking B. Screwing C. Taking the pigskin bus to tuna town. 2. You should make love to a woman for the first time only after you've both shared: A. Your views about what you expect from a sexual relationship. B. Your blood-test results. C. Five tequila slammers. 3. You time your orgasm so that: A. Your partner climaxes first. B. You both climax simultaneously. C. You don't miss ESPN SportsCenter. 4. Passionate, spontaneous sex on the kitchen floor is: A. Healthy, creative love-play. B. Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend would agree to. C. Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend needs to ever find out about. 5. Spending the whole night cuddling a woman you just had sex with is: A. The best part of the experience. B. The second best part of the experience. C. $100 extra. 6. Your girlfriend says she's gained five pounds in the last

Fuck Me?? Fuck You!!
I thought only nice people got fucked over?? I'm not a nice person so why is it happening to me??!!?? If there's anything in this world I can't stand, it's somebody who makes you a deal, makes a promise and, for no reason at all, changes their mind. It's one thing if the deal or promise means nothing to you, but it's another thing when it's something important, something you want, something you've counted on being one way. I was supposed to make partner at my law firm. One of the other associates is too. We were supposed to have equal shares and buy out the current owner over the next five years. Well, behind my back, they completely changed the terms of how the buyout's going to work (that part is actually good for me) but now the other associate is getting 1% more than me to start. It means very little as far as money and he's even agreed that despite the ownership differential, he will agree to split the profits equally. But, if we're the only two owners, then I get no

Top 10 Things To Say That'll Make Someone Think You're Crazy
Top 10 things to say that'll make someone think you're crazy Yo^%gUEh*75^*TIH!8?-x^$(6&*R1T#sLIAtR$7?!6M?x03Y#g"d9o*i&>b^LsA$z/@Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Cutest Couple Contest
Okay Ya'll Lets Get to Bombing ..Sinister's Sweetie & Sinister Hellian are in the Cutest Couple ..Both good friends and good people .. So lets show them some Luv and Bomb the hell outta them !!!! .. Click the Pic below to go to their Pic :)

What Happened To The Easy Life??
There are days when I wake up and ponder ... what happened to the easy life? You know, the lie you believe in when youre small, that all people are geniune, that no ones stronger or smarter then your parents, and that life is and always will be easy. God I long for those days, when your most critical issue is what should I wear and will I ever be popular. Now it seems its slipped through my tightly clasped fingers and all I can do is wonder...does it ever get easier? Life throws lemons at me it seems, and I blink through the sting and still smile everyday because as a good friend once said to me, any day above ground is a good day. Each day holds the possibility of change and with change it becomes a little easier. So each day I awake with a smile, try to learn something new and change a little...just for me :) Even if it doesnt get easier, it doesnt matter because atleast I can say I tried, which only few do.

Clubs
Going out to the club tonight. I love to dance, but there is one thing that just kills me. The dick rub. Sorry to be so blunt, but as nasty as that sounds thats how nasty it is. You and your friends are dancing having a good time and then all of sudden here comes some idiot behind you and he starts doing the humpty dance on your behind. What makes this fine gentleman think I wanted to feel his package grinding into my backside? I would love to know what signals I gave out, seeing as how I never made eye contact to give that come hither look, Hell, I was blindsided. I know some women enjoy this and don't mind, but dang give a girl a warning. Dance with her face to face first, see if she in the mood to get freaky. Also, gotta love it when this lothario of the dance floor already has an erection. So now not only am I being subjected to a back door invasion, I am sloppy seconds! This guy went and got all excited by some other chick who thought it was fun for a little while but then sent

I Hate It So Much...
What the hell is this shit??? My friends love it and I hate it. This white stuff falling from the sky. Every time it snows I have to go out in it. I wish this shit would just stop falling from the sky. Please make it stop. Yes it does snow in the desert...why???

:-) A 16yr Old Dream
Your eyes so soft,skin so white. Beauty fell upon me that cold october night. The wall that keeps me from my love The chains he is shackled to,not only did he free himself. He freed me from "the blues" I still walk alone but alone my heart does not feel. This is why I know God exists For I have never seen beauty so real. Dreams may not come true Dreams may end in a flash For I can always hope for one thing This dream will forever last.

Tequila Christmas Cake
Tequila Christmas Cake 1-cup water 1-tsp. baking soda 1-cup sugar 1-tsp. salt 1-cup of brown sugar Lemon juice 4 large eggs Nuts 1 bottle tequila 2-cups dried fruit Sample the tequila to check quality. (I already sampled it...several times to check the quality) Take a large bowl, check the tequila again. To be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Repeat. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point its best o make sure the tequila is still OK. Try another cup...just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit up off the floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the tequila to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt. Or somethi

The Stupid Survey
The Stupid Test Read over these questions, if anything here has happened to you... put an X for each that it true. [X] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking. [X] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking. [ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door many times. [X] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. [X] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. [X] You have ran into a tree/bush. [ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. [X] You have tried to lick your elbow. [ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. [ ] You just tried to sing them. [X] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. [X] You have choked on your own spit . [ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it. [ ] You've never seen the Matrix. [ ] You type only with two fingers. [X] You have accidentally caught something on fire. [X] You tried to drink out of a str

The 8 Worst Thing You Could Ever Hear Your Parents Say!
The 8 worst thing you could ever hear your parents say! Dad- when you were a baby, i used to ware Wife beaters and you would push my shirt to the side and would try to use me as a pacifier.**all my friend were there ~_~**Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Sexiest Daddy Contest
Hey everybody...I am in a Sexiest Daddy contest....Don't think I have a shot to win but would love it if you all vote for me. I will put the link up as soon as I recieve it....Ok now all you have to do is click on the pic below and rate the pic...Thanks all!

Wait...
So, I lied. I do kinda know what's bothering me. I just don't want to burden everyone with too many complaints like I usually do. I put details in my other blog for your reading pleasure...or not. You decide. Here's the link: http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=26115389

He Moves Straight Through
All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 He moves with the intent of someone that would not be stopped. He is admired, respected, and feared. You could not help but to give way, wondering if even a brick wall would dare be in his way. What it is that makes him this way is not questioned... only why.

My Looks ..
Hi this is about my looks ok alot are viewing and rating my pics and I thank you all ok but unlike some guys who post pics up here this is the real me and my age too .. but see the problem is realy all that views my pics they need to look real close ok because im not all that good looking ok at least i admit it instead of maken up a phony pic or a pic of some 1 else I can never do that .. I hope this don't upset none of you and I thank you all for checkin me out and my pics too I like all my friends and the beautiful and sweet comments too ... thank you all for bein my friend.. I have been single most of my life now soo im use to it now I never judge no woman by her looks or body but they all judge me its cool now at times its hard cruel world but I can never do that to no 1 .. Thank You to all .. Jay Koons

Impending Passion
All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Where you know of what is to come. You have longed for it. You would have begged for it. The ultimate seduction and lock of two souls and it stands at your grasp. You walk the final steps to what awaits you.

About My Life
i have blue eyes .. auburn hair.. im 4'11 .. im married to a wonderful man named steven and i love him so much and that will never change. i have 2 sisters no brothers. i love to sing and dance. my bestfriend is cheryl.. we do everything together. we stick together like peanutbutter and jelly. we do anything together. i love her so much. we have been friends for like ever. and i hope i wont ever loose this friendship we have togehter.. i love the internet and the phone. i love wal-mart.. my favorite food is chicken and stuff green peppers. my husband and i got married april 29th 2006 and we are so happy we got married.. we been together for almost 5 yrs. but only been married for not even a year yet. i have 2 nieces and 1 nephew. they meen the world to me. anyways that pretty much sums about me.. if u want to know more .. just ask.. thanks stephanie smith

Food Survey
Breakfast// What time do you eat breakfast? I don't usually eat it. Do you eat at home or go out? home Do you even eat breakfast? no Pancakes or Waffles? pancakes How do you like your omelets? with cheese, potatoes and ham Bacon or Sausage? bacon Ever been to Ihop? ye Favorite cereal? corn pops Oatmeal or Grits? oatmeal Your choice of beverage for breakfast? water Would you eat breakfast for dinner or lunch? yes Brunch// Do you like the combination of lunch and breakfast? no Did you ever try one of those egg pies? no way, sounds gross. Your choice of beverage? water Ever been to a country club to have brunch? yes Lunch// What`s a good time for lunch? noonish Do you eat more at lunch or breakfast? lunch. Would you rather have a salad or burger? salad. What`s your favorite restaurant for lunch? Red Robin If you go to school, do you bring or buy? --- What do you bring? What do you buy? Do you skip lunch? yes Your favorite kind of sandwich? chicken sal

The Sweetest Sin
All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Blindfolded on the edge of my bed, you can't see where I am. You know I am close, but you have to rely on only your sense of touch to know where my hands and mouth are. You feel my breath, you feel my hands, you feel my tongue. All you can do is wait, enjoy, and indulge, in what is so wrong but feels so right...

Christmas Music For Us "special Folk"
1) Schizophrenia---- Do You Hear What I Hear, the Voices, the Voices? 2) Amnesia-- I Don't Remember If I'll be Home for Christmas 3) Narcissistic-- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 4) Manic-- Deck The Halls And Walls And House And Lawn And Streets And Stores And Office And Town And Cars And Buses And Trucks And Trees And Fire Hydrants And........... 5) Multiple Personality Disorder----We Three Queens Disoriented Are 6) Paranoid---Santa Claus Is Coming To Get Us 7) Borderline Personality Disorder--- You Better Watch Out, You Better not Shout, I'm Gonna Cry, and I'll not Tell You Why 8) Full Personality Disorder--- Thoughts of Roasting You On an Open Fire 9) Obsessive Compulsive Disorder---Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells 10) Agoraphobia---I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day But Wouldn't Leave My House 11) Senile Dementia---Walking In a Winter Wonder

Contact Me
HEY IF U WANT TO CHAT WITH ME U CAN I AM EASY TO TALK TO AND ALL IF WE TALK HERE FOR A WHILE AND U STILL LIKE ME U CAN CHAT WITH ME ON AOL OR YAHOO TenderHartBare73@aol.com or TenderHartBare73@yahoo.com if u want to email me use aol and i will get it toehr wise i dont check yahoo mail too much i am on aol more tho just so u know k laters

If You Have Been Following This....you Will Be Happy To Know...
I went to a dr appt today with another dr in a neighboring town and it went GREAT!! This dr actually listened to me and cared what I had to say. He took a urine and blood sample to check for infection, white cell count and HCG levels to make sure there is no infection and to see that my HCG levels are still dropping. He ordered an ultrasound for Monday morning to make sure there is no retained tissue as well. I will know the results of my blood draw tomorrow and I will get the results of my ultrasound probably later on the day that I have it. I am soooo relieved that finally someone listened to me and didnt just tell me to wait it out and be patient. I actually think I might have found a new dr in fact. :)

There Is No Spoon
All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Meant to drive the blood and stir the senses as to what defines real. "What is real? What is it that defines real? If real is what you can feel, smell, taste and see, then 'real' is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain"

This Is My Idea
i dont know what realy is all the fuss now days with the war. i mean people are still saying we need to bring are boys home. this is ture but we dont need to let the bad guys go ether. i have a way we can convert the iraq people in less than a month. heres what you do. you put a wallmart, burger king and hooters there and i less than a month the iraq's will see how much fun we have and how cool we are then they will want to be like us because they suck. plus i bet you anything that they love wing's =)

The Christmas Card....lol
If I had not watched all of this happen, and someone told me this story, I'd have thought for sure that it was made up. Well, it's not and since it turned out to be rather funny, I'll let you in on it. I was at work and one of the girls brought the mail over from the front desk. Well, I thumb through it and I noticed that she missed a piece that belonged to her. For the purpose of this story, I'll call her Murphy (this woman rocks, she has a Murphy Brown quality about her, that's why I chose that name). Anyway, I'm at one end of the office and she's at the other. I walk the piece of mail over to Murphy and go back to my desk. Interesting so far huh?....LOL Not even a minute later, I hear whar originally sounded like crying but it quickly dawned on me that she was really laughing her ass off. There was no muffled laughter but just a huge outburst of hysterical giggles. It turns out that Murphy had received a Christmas card from a guy that she dates. Now, she a

Stuff Most People Dont Know And Probably Don't Care To...
LITTLE KNOWN FACTS Barbie's full name is Barbara Milicent Roberts. It is impossible to lick your elbow. A crocodile can't stick its tongue out. A shrimp's heart is in their head. People say "Bless you" when you sneeze because when you sneeze, you're heart stops for a mili-second. In a study of 200,000 ostriches over a period of 80 years, no one reported a single case where an ostrich buried its head in the sand (or attempted to do so). It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky. A pregnant goldfish is called a twit. Between 1937 and 1945 Heinz produced a version of Alphabetti Spaghetti especially for the German market that consisted solely of little pasta swastikas. By law, every child in Belgium must take harmonica lessons at Primary school. On average, a human being will have sex more than 3,000 times and spend two weeks kissing in their lifetime. More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or

What Are My 'stereotypes'?
Fiend Grrl's stereotypes...here' mine!! I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulimic or anerexic. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem. I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs. I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo. I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy. I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin. I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention. I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual. I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all. I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser. I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi. Im a STONER so i MUST be going in the wrong direction. I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy. I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat. I'm MIXED so i must be SEXY. I listen to MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, so I MUST be a scene kid.

A Rose For Farewell
All works of Razorwolf are produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 If you are ever faced with that moment where you are forced to say goodbye when you don't want to. If you could make that moment last forever, and never have to leave...

Strangers To Mystery
All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Two people that have never known their world beyond that of what they see on their daily duties. Two people that have never known the horrors, or the joys, of true risk. Two people that, when they met, experienced it for the first time. This piano piece is meant to be chaotic somewhat in the name of their encounter.

Contest Rules
1. 1ST ROUND IS RATES ONLY YOU MAY LEAVE A COMMENT BUT THEY DO NOT COUNT THU-SAT 2. 2ND ROUND IS COMMENTS ONLY (ONLY 1 PER PERSON) SAT-MON 3. 3RD ROUND IS BOTH AND YOU MAY SPAM YOUR FAVORITE IN THIS ROUND MON -THU CONTEST RUNS FROM TODAY TILL THURS DEC 21 AT 9PM WINNER WILL GET A SEXY DADDY TAG AND A SPECIAL GIFT FROM ME YOUR HOST. OK KIDS PLAY NICE AND HAVE FUN!!

Bombardment
All works of Razorwolf are produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Again, nothing special. This one is just meant to be a maximum BPM. Hence the name. Trying to drive the BPM counter through the roof while still holding a steady tune.

Adrenaline
All works of Razorwolf are produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 A lot of people asked me to move my songs to where they could be commented on and such. Before now, the best they could do to give their opinion was leave a message they ripped them, lol. That was ok with me, but I'm getting HOUNDED! So, here they are in the blogs. I'll leave a description as to the emotion that should be evoked with each song. As for this one: This one is meant to be one that slowly builds your blood. There's no deeper meaning to it. As it builds to the end, it should hopefully get you more and more ready to experience the body's natural drug.

What Kind Of Car Am I?
What kind of muscle car are you? 1972 Chevrolet Chevelle SS 454You are a 1972 Chevrolet Chevelle SS 454. You car has a huge ass engine....and thats all you care about! You know you can whoop on anyone at the dragstrip...and you love it! You really don't care about gas mileage...but you sure do go to the gas station alot!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Love Me Or Hate Me I Don't Care
Here i am in MICHIGAN I have a man i will some day marry and i love him with all my heart and then some. He knows i flirt out her so it is ok i will not get in to troubles so feel free to talk to me i dont bite.....much....lol. i am 33 but dont feel like it really and my best friend lives in detroit area by 14 miles or so. And without her at times i would not be here. My size dont matter to me nor to many of my closest friends and all so why should it matter to u ???? if i offend you so be it then dont talk to me cuz this is mild compared to real life and all i am just so tired of haters and all the people who try to hurt me in life and all fuck u all leave me the hell alone if u do not like what u see in my pics cuz i dont change for my man nor anyone. I am really a cheerful person and love to go laugh a lot once u really get to know me u will love me for me or leave. truely yours , terry

Torn
A broken heart torn by your hands A sweet face ruined by your kisses A gentle body that never wants to be touched again A mind shattered by your caring words A life devastated when you left without looking back A strong person that will never love again

Reflected Soul(w/the_tara)
I wanted you to know that everything in me said I love you. You were my soul, my entire being. The glowing star on my shoe that promised a better tomorrow. I breathe on the pane of glass waiting for you to appear on the other side. I know your there for your my other half. I wanted to see the sparkle in your eyes as we we're deja vu'd into each other. When I wake up in the morning I stare into the mirror. Endless gazing, I know that I am everything with you by my side. I couldnt stand with out you holding me up. All the nights I just wanted to give in, Fall to the floor I heard a soft whisper and felt a faint kiss and for that moment my life was complete bliss. Life would never be small with you around, the darkest days became lighter because you shared each moment with me. Someone to hold my hand and reassure me that today will be okay. Mindless daze as you're reflection comes into focus. I sigh for not another day will pass where I'm not

Homicidal Breakdowns(w/lady Ragnell)
Sometimes it hurts me so, to know that you'll be diving off that board, saying goodbye without a care. I wanted to know what really mattered. What sparked in your eyes. I needed to know how I was drowning before I fell. Before it ended all swell and horrid. I started to see the piercing's in your body, as you drived more pain into yourself. The ghosts in your eyes said to many apperances, I wanted to just scream and yell. But I was roped in by the boyish emo grin. The bad boy smile the darkened eyes, the face I could never forget. The waters entering the ship now. I know you’ll try to save her before she sinks beneath the sea. I wanted to break away from the stormy clouds, to really just let it go. But I was held back but unbiddened passion. Scarce freedom. The hooks and chains that entered my flesh as my eyes cried for you. You were my only thought. Sea-salt rocked like the sea-horses. The sting was impeccable but I

You See A Stalker, I See A Great Man.
When I look up at him he seems scary and tall, but is a man all the same, with a kind heart that one just seems to hover around and love. I knew he was the greatest man alive towering tall, and protecting us all. The pillar of our stregth stumbling on bricks now and then needing the hand in return. The kind voice keeps you haughty always a smile bestowed onto your face. Never a sad moment a happy one that flows in the veins of this kind soul. Trademarks of a stalker but deep inside trademarks of a friend to another a lover. Someone to love like a father, a friend, a confidante. Darkness hovers on the outside, but inside underneath the surface is the kindest heart alive. A quivering soul ready to give you a shoulder to cry on, and hand to hold. Stregth to stand tall in the most perilest moments. He's like the superman without the corny cape, without the buldging muscles. Still as fast as a bullet to save you from a hard fall. Still

My Mirror; My Coin
I reached out towards the mirror looking in at the reflection staring back at me. My other half the strong mirroring scent of my soul connecting. The other complete side of my coin. I sit down and tell her stories she listens through them all relentless like a pillar. She keeps me standing even through the fog. She helps me see that I am a great woman also in this life. She keeps me holding onto the compassion and love that she embraces people with, I know I want to be just like her. The mirror is the strongest part of me the greatest half of me. I found an angel behind that glass wanting for its other half. I found a beautiful kind soul that I wanted to be part of. I love her deary for she wipes away those fears, and torches my heart from that darkness. When I slipped she held me back up; holding my head high. I love her bad days even though I shouldn't because then I can return the favor or her helping me out. I offer that same hand s

Cupid Wanted This Love To End
You trace circles on my wrist, making me fall instantly in love with each slip of the finger, the silken touch makes shivers course into my veins. You kiss my breast bone, and slowly my collar bone, leading towards the nook in my neck. The saliva brings me to life with each lazy stroke making my spine snap in accordence. You make my hope become renewed with each word that spews. Passion is hazily leaking from your lips making me lick away all the spices. You think my flaws, and scars make me more beautiful some days I believe your words. I cry crystalized tears into the bay by the shore. Making poetry dance in hypnotic waves. You're my calling knight that sweeps me off my feet. The intention of stealing my heart was always there, and I allowed you to spot my secrets. I tidal waved you with my story the longest one every written. Each verb and syallable splashed out in speckled dots you interpeted. Writing a lullably to sing you to sleep, I know

Q.e.d The Coolest Fuckin Canuks Ever!! (my Band For A Few Months My Loves Forever!!)
Ra-Joejoe-Phatty(shawn) Settin up- I need to get a damn scanner to put up all the pics of when I was with um throught Alaska- But thats a shot from their uberness now lol. Joey in his nose picking contemplativeness- I love Joe Joe is one of my personal Heroes hehe !! I miss you joejoe!! one of their mondo shows umm more recent lol (not quite the bars they used to play) lol. I remember building them stage lights out of coffee cans colored cellophane and flood lights lmao!!! *reminices dreamily* those were the days haha. So--- hmm the story with QED- I think I'm still under sworn silence to not say some of our story - But I will say- that in our little adventures together led to probably some of the best QED head stories ever haha.. I gotta call these guys. They are all famous and uber now - But- I miss them still. You can find me on the thankyou notes of the SFA (Searching for Adjectives) under the thankyous I'm the very very very last person in the thankyou (lol) Mel

The Seven Wonders
The Seven Wonders.... A group of geography students studied the Seven Wonders of the World . At the end of that section, the students were asked to list what they considered to be the Seven Wonders of the World . Though there was some disagreement, the following got the most votes: 1. Egypt 's Great Pyramids 2. Taj Mahal 3. Grand Canyon 4. Panama Canal 5. Empire State Building 6. St. Peter's Basilica 7. China 's Great Wall While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student, a quiet girl, hadn't turned in her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The quiet girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many." The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help." The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the Seven Wonders of the World are:" 1. to touch 2. to taste 3. to see 4. to hear She hesitated a little, and then, 5. to run 6. to laugh 7. an

I Wanted This To Be Your Utopian Masterpiece
Sighs spew out of my lungs like an experation date, I need to file some of those emotions creeping out into a sillouhette that you will spangle on the door. I thrash my mind into circles to forget what poetry truly is, that I was so prilvaged to have a chance to cry from such spun beauty. I felt alive and sparked with little flares as I hungrily read away and away. Can I stay forever in the creeping worlds that are created, my heart and soul is stolen into words that were created by a magical being, with gold fingertips, that spun cottoned beauty. My mind turns naughty and thinks of devious ways to capture that magic and find out what creates such majectic creativity. I felt like a light switch that turned colors feeling sorrow, love; passion glory in large amounts of speckled dust that captured my eyes into hazy lookings. I wish on a star to feel some kind of remorse, to not crave each word; that spins me out of reality making me feel alien

Hedges Of Hearts(bam Bam) I Shoot Them Down For You
I line there hearts down a trail, that I follow; some broken and tattered others big and powered. I try to love everyone and stay sane. My mind races as another is lined up. So many more to go. I want to hold and love; cherish and keep them all. But I slowly knock them down knowing I can't. I see the holes I pierce they start to glow, I can't stop the tears from falling I can't stop the flow. I started to fall apart and each one picked me back up, even when I had knocked them down. I didn't want to be that person. I didn't want to hurt them at all. I watched them cry and confess there love; but my heart was sworn for another. Stolen for another. For only one can have me; own me; be part of me. I shatter more because I know I'm the cause of pain, those tears that silly names that ring like bells. I get hit with hails of emotions that drown me into the wicked sea's, that teach me the lesson, I never learn. I try to dig my hands into them

The Nymph's Undying Dream
Lipstick on your wrist you bend me back into you. Taming this feline trying to stir a purr. Seduction riddled into my bones as you suck on my soul. Apocalypse stirs in my stomach you start to etch further in. Slipping your hands to my silken cords to rip my head back. Sinning again and again as my world collides I refuse to win. Claws weaving into my hair, twisting and tarring my sanity. Making insanity into love; the smell of sex in the air sweet as summer spring. Green Tea symphonies soaked into my flesh that you continuously smooth over petting rake. Blood cream pierced into my forest eyes. I kiss your hair; lick your sin. Swallow your goals into me. Magic glows like tragedies into expressing lovers. Glued to toxins that sweat our pores. Tasted beauty makes me want to be with you. I hear music; I taste delicious sin I think of you and this dream. I growl because you de-sway my realities turning my world inside out. I arch my back b

Concert News
yay.. my sis is my concert buddy for saturday...that was the original plan anyhow...but since she was a bitch b4 i switched it up....now there wasa huge fallout between me and my cousin so my sis is coming with me now.... rate me a 10 bitches~!

Side Effects (do You Love?)
If you love me let me know, show it, scream it, shout it to me to your heart. Make me feel it, mold me. Try to make me feel your pulse on my hands in my head in my own heart. I want to wake up every morning feeling, hearing your heart beat. Seeing a peaceful smile on your face. Knowing that I helped cause it, knowing your heart beats, and it beats for me. Love, love it, love is what? What do you feel when you look into my eyes what do you see? My soul, my love, my heart? Tell me what you see. Tell me what love means. Does you heart beat? Who does it beat for, does it beat for me? Love, tell me what love means. If you don’t love me then let me go stop holding onto something if you don’t want it. Let it go if you have no interest in it, if you have no interest in me. Please let me go if you don’t want me if you don’t need me. I am a big girl I can take the words, your hints “I’m sorry I don’t love, I don’t love you, I am leaving

Times Are Tough
TIMES ARE TOUGH THESE DAYS IT SEEMS, PAINFUL MEMORIES, SHATTERED DREAMS, NOBODY DOES THE THINGS THEY SAY, EVERYTHING FOR THEM, EVERYTHING THEIR WAY. MANY USE, ABUSE AND HURT, TREATING PEOPLE BAD, TREATING ME LIKE DIRT. SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY I STILL HANG AROUND? WHAT IS THE ATTRACTION GOING ON IN THIS TOWN? THEY SAY I HAVE CHANGED, I WONDER WHY?, SHALL I GIVE UP AND NOT EVEN TRY? ARE THEY REALLY MY FRIENDS? OR JUST HERE FOR THE RIDE, CAN I FIND SOMEONE WHO WON'T HURT ME INSIDE? TIMES MOVING TOO FAST, LIFES SLIPPING AWAY, IF YOUR GOING TO LIVE HARD, YOU'LL HAVE TO PAY. IS IT REALLY WORTH IT? IS IT WORTH ALL MY PAIN? SHOULD I END IT ALL NOW, OR JUST GO INSANE????

Friends
friends are like angels sent from above to stand next to you to help guide you and protect you or just sometimes keep you from making the wrong moves...for you to help them and them to help you... i have a few good friends that are angels... but none like i have met here. i have met some of the kindest,sweetest,caring people one could only dream about meeting outside the internet... if my good friends read this you know who you are if you dont you havent been a very good friend... thank you for being my friend... to those who i am speaking of ... i love you all..

You Hurt Me Today, Not Tomorrow
You hurt me today, but not tomorrow. I saw my tears absorb under the cotton sheets that blanket against a speckled sky…the sky that threw me a wish. I wished to write this perfect. To bleed the pool of whispers and wonders that hurt so much, then rinse the sins of silence to the Gods of heaven. The glow of your own skinned the essence of myself, using the peach treat for a canvas of the most unthinkable art. Showcasing stories that you speak. You hurt me today, but not tomorrow. As I walked outside a body once mine, one finger pressed against a cheek drowning nails into the torment of my tears. I felt you twist both knives between the movement of my shoulder blades laughing like a playful child, pushing the potion of evil deeper to my fear. I closed my eyes as the chemicals of you eroded through the once happy heart I held. Crushing curses caused this heart to drop into the puddle of pain that seeped through to the solitude of you

Level!!!
Go help her out guys plz rate her commment her and fan her, hell even add her if you like she is a coo person and very sweet, she only needs 326 points left to level.. ty soo much!!! here is her link. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/152928

Sad
HEY ALL I'M SAD Y U ASK BECAUSE I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS AND FANS,AND IM NOT HAVING ANY LUCK. I COMMENT ON PPL AND RATE THEM ALL THE TIME AND I'M NOT GETTING ANY WHERE. I UNNDERSTAND U ALL PICK YOUR FRIENDS WISELY,BUT I'M NOT THAT BAD OF A PERSON REALLY. SO IF U COULD HELP ME OUT HERE I WON'T LET YA DOWN.HAVE YOUR FRIENDS AND FANS CHECK ME OUT. I WOULD DO A BLAST BUT I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY FOR THAT PLZ HELP LOVE JAMIE :) :)

So...
This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ]you look to sweet to screw [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] F

Mon Cherie ~pour Toujours~
Cette Nuit se tenir presde vorte cote pareil anisi beaucoup de temps en avant, Nous recontrer demi chemin a de venir un pour toujours, Nous joindre norte sourire, coeur, esprit, ame et sang aussi un. Dans celui-ci gobblet moi lieu mon sang a etre joindre avec le tien. Moi donner mon vivant, mon coeur et min ame a tu de bonne volonte. Cette Nuit le soleil et lune de venir un. Moi amour, honneur et cherie tu pour tout eternite et avec tous souffle moi tirer. Celui-ci union elle bond avec sang et argent. Moi lieu celui-ci lien de argent autour vorte doigt aussi a symbole de ma amour tu. Peux norte amour etre non brise juste aussi le lien de argent nous porter. J'tamie Cherie ~pour toujours~

Numb
Numb to the world, Frozen is my heart. Numb to the world, Forever in the dark. Numb to the world, cast from those I love. Numb to the world, For into grief I have been shoved. There is no hope for I, Left stranded from heaven and hell alike. There is no hope for I, Who fears the very presence of light? My tears frozen crystals, From eyes that once held fire. My heart long since stopped beating, Robbed of its every desire. Do you know what it is like? To be naught but a liar? Do you know what it is like? To see your life burned to ash by vengeful fires? Do you know why I suffer? Such sorrow and such pain? Do you know why I stand aside? Basking in the rain? It is because I fear, Those of evil who have died. It is because I fear, To cross to the other side. For my fear I have paid a terrible price, Left alone and in despair. Bathing in my frozen tears, And you think I do not care? It was my mistake to make, And how I regret

You Wouldnt Like Me When Im Angry....
You Are The Hulk Super strong and super scary, you were never meant to be a superhero. You're not really into saving the world. And the world better get out of your way. What Superhero Are You?

Naughty Or Nice?
You Were a Little Naughty This Year! While you're not likely to greet Santa with sucker punch... He's still not too jolly about coming to your house. You might get a small token from Mr. Claus Like some detox pills for your liver. Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

Saved
Jesus and Satan were having an ongoing argument about who was better on his computer. They had been going at it for days, and God was tired of hearing all of the bickering. Finally, God said, "Cool it. I am going to set up a test that will run two hours and I will judge who does the better job. So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away. They moused. They did spreadsheets. They wrote reports. They sent faxes. They sent e-mail. They sent out e-mail with attachments. They downloaded. They did some genealogy reports. They made cards. They did every known job. But ten minutes before their time was up, lightning suddenly flashed across the sky, thunder rolled, the rain poured, and of course, the electricity went off. Satan stared at his blank screen and screamed every curse word known in the underworld. Jesus just sighed. The electricity finally flickered back on, and each of them restarted their computers. Satan started searching frantically, screaming "It's gone

Lets See How Smart You Cherries Are!
IQ TEST Intelligence Test Instructions: Write each of your answers down, it makes a difference! You will be allowed 10 minutes to complete the test. Write your answers in the spaces provided. Are you ready ? What is the time? Start. 1) Some months have 30 days,some months have 31 days. How many months have 28 days? ____________________ 2) If a doctor gives you 3 pills and tells you to take one pill every half hour, how long would it be before all the pills had been taken? ____________________ 3) I went to bed at eight o'clock in the evening and wound up my clock and set the alarm to sound at nine o'clock in the morning. How many hours sleep would I get before being awoken by the alarm? ____________________ 4) Divide 30 by half and add ten. What do you get?____________________ 5) A farmer had 17 sheep. All but 9 died. How many live sheep were left? ___________________ 6) If you had only one match and entered a COLD and DARK room, where there was an oil heater,

?????????
as a shadow of darkness covers the earth the thought of you plagues my mind... the thought of how gentle your touch would be how soft your kisses would feel... the thought of you runs threw my body like a disease and the only cure would be our bodies connecting as one... a dark shadow has covered the earth or i s it just my dream world???? .... dreaming of you... as i dream on i begin to see the light break threw the dark shadow and a light of happiness fills my body with the cure to the disease that plagued my body with the toughts of you... you have made me happy just in words with out a single touch.....

Love?
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Santas Not Happy!!!!!!!
Entry for December 07, 2006 Santa not happy! A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They wa

Witness
The tiresome jury selection process continued, each side's attornies hotly contesting and dismissing potential jurors. Don O'Brian was called for his question session. "Property holder?" "Yes, I am, Your Honor." "Married or single?" "Married for twenty years, Your Honor." "Formed or expressed an opinion?" "Not in twenty years, Your Honor."

Stages
For those of you about to become first time fathers, you should know something that us old pros do: there are three stages of sex with your wife during pregnancy. During the first trimester, you do it regular style. During the second trimester, you do it doggie style. During the last trimester, you do it wolf style. "What the heck is wolf style?", you ask... That's when you sit by the hole and howl!

I Was Reminded
As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

Woman Power
There were 11 people - ten were men and one woman - hanging onto a rope that came down from a helicopter. They all decided that one person should get off because if they didn't the rope would break and everyone would die. No one could decide who should go so finally the woman gave a really touching speech saying how she would give up her life to save the others, because women were used to giving up things for their husbands and children, giving in to men, and not receiving anything in return. When she finished speaking, all the men started clapping. Never underestimate the power of a Woman.

Tattoo Art...
A woman walks into a tattoo parlour. 'Do you do custom work?' she asks the artist. 'Why of course!' 'Good. I'd like a portrait of Robert Redford on the inside of my right thigh, and a portrait of Paul Newman on the inside of my left thigh.' 'No problem,' says the artist. 'Strip from the waist down and get upon the table.' After two hours of hard work, the artist finishes. The woman sits up and examines the tattoos. 'That doesn't look like them!' she complains loudly. 'Oh yes it does,' the artist says indignantly, 'and I can prove it.' With that, he runs out of the shop and grabs the first man off the street he can find; it happens to be the town drunk. 'Well, what do you think?' the woman asks, spreading her legs. 'Do you know who these men are?' The drunk studies the tattoos for a couple of minutes and says. 'I'm not sure who the guys on either side are, but the fellow in the middle is definitely Willie Nelson!'

My Son, The Veteranarian
Every Sunday, a little old lady placed $1,000 in the collection plate. It went on for weeks until the priest, overcome with curiosity, approached her. "My dear, I couldn't help but notice that you put $1,000 a week in the collection plate," he stated. "Why yes," she replied, "every week my son sends me money, and what I don't need I give to the church." "That's wonderful, how much does he send you?", the priest asked. "He sends me $2,000 a week," she replied proudly. "Your son is very successful, said the priest. "What does he do for a living? "He is a veterinarian," she answered. "That is a very honorable profession," the priest assured her. "Where does he practice?" "Well," she replied, "he has one cat house in Kansas City and another in New Orleans.

Plane
Dece 22, I well be going out of town. In this will be my first time getting on the plane. People told me that I should stay up that whole night in just go to sleep on the plane, so I could have my sleep that I need. So, how can I get a 3 hours sleep if my plane is a 3 hours filght? I just want to know what people think about that

Anyone In The Lower Michigan Area!!!
so if you check out my profile you will see that I am in fact a tattoo artist...and I am extending the offer of some sick-ass discounts to those of you within my area or even to those who want to travel to me....if you come in and get some work done (tattoo or piercing). the discount only applies obviously if I do the work. and if you bring in a group of people your discount may be even greater. but for those of you who are not familiar with were I am at or what the shop is called it is as follows: Fat Scott @ N2SKIN Tattoos 30709 W. 12 Mile rd. Farmington Hills, MI 48334 (248)478-3404 so again...if anyone of you out there in cherryland would like a PROFESSIONAL tattoo or piercing, I am at the adress/number above and I am available 12n-9pm tues-thurs, 12n-11pm fri-sat, and 12n-7pm sun. so come one come all....AND GET A FUCKING TATTOO OR PIERCING. be safe, live life fAT sCOTT

Only Things That Keps Popping Is Love, Love Joined, Umm Love Enternal
we will make it through I promise you I'm here and forever plan on being yours I hope that you plan on being mine too Things will get rough and sometimes we can really get down and blue But I promise you we will make it through You are the love of my life I only wish you could see But I wont ask you to understand why I'll be yours until I die You are the best thing that has ever happened in my life I promise to be here always by your side through all the strife I may not be able to be there physically But mentally I'll be there holding your hand Telling you baby you can do this look at me! Holding your hand we will make it through thick and thin In the deepest and the most shallowest of ends I love you more than words can explain Dont ask why just let me and let it be at that! Being scared and confused Isnt so bad as long as I have you!

Thoughts Of You
It's always nice to see your sweet face and the glow in your eyes... The smile on your face is worth a million words... I wait to hear the sound of your voice... and the touch of your hand... And one day be safely wrapped in your loving arm...

Me First, I Guess!!!!
ok, let's fess up. What is the most embarrassing thing that has happened during sex. Could be 1 on 1, thressome, orgy, masturbation etc.... I have two that I can think of, but I will start off with one and if we get reponses I will post the other. I will start with the more mild of the two, that was embarrasing for both of us: It is during the college years and me and a girl I hooked up earlier in the evening went to this party. We got hammered and started to fool around. This was on the couch in the middle of a room full of people. One thing led to another and she started giving me a blowjob as a laid down on the couch. Things were going great, then I asked her to deepthroat me. She said that she never had tried it before, but I coaxed her into giving it a try. SO,m she slowly tryies to take all of me in, but then starts to gag some. After a moment she tries again, then with no warning, one small gag and then she hurls over my dick, balls and my stomach. All of this in

Chip And Dales
WoW hell yeah I am going to T-Town tomorro night.. I am going to see the GEORGIOUS Chip and Dales.. Yes they are sexy.. I got V.I.P tickets so I am going to have some fun... I wish everyone could come with me.. If you are in the Texarkana area you should come to Shooters.. Other then that I got my hair cut today. I didnt think it was all that really. I wish I just didnt do anything to it. I will have pics later to show. I am real tired and there is nothing to do.. Well I am thinking of a name I could use on here I need a new Alis.. LOL.. I just dont know.. Well peace out.. MaMi

My First Contest
it'll be the Sexiest Girl by Age 1.18-23 2.24-37 the rules are Whoever has the most comments wins if you want to join then PM me and I'll have you set up Vash @ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'Vash' on '2006-12-14 14:25:10')

My Grades
well it is officially over for another semester!! i passed everything but math. it was hard this semester! math was like nothing i'd ever learned before! this semester i was taking macroeconomics. english 2, accounting 2, math 2, and cita 125 (EXCEL). i passed with one B+, three C+'s and an F (in math of course). that only dropped my GPA a little bit from 3.12 down to a 2.80. it's not bad at all and i still can stay active with Student Government since i'm the interim Vice President until elections in the Fall semester 2007. at that point it'll be if the members think i'm good enough to continue in that spot.

About Me:
well for the most part im very open and honest but I am sort of a private person. I am who I am and dont try to be what others want me to be. im happy with myself so if folks cant except that then its mind over matter...I dont mind and they dont matter..one thing that surpises many people is that im a country boy, although I have lived in the city since i was 12 im still very much the country boy from the mountains of West Virginia. still where a cowboy hat now and then and yes I do tip it for the ladies, I like horseback riding, camping, rodeos, and I can two step with the best of them lol most of the time I listen to country music but I love all music except for Gangster Rap. I think the ability to use a lot of profanity shows a lack of intelligence, vocabulary and artistic talent. but thats just my opinion. I was in the choir as a kid and learned to play several instruments I love God and Gospel music, I can sing but havent done so in public for a few years now. im very much a gentl

N.s.f.w.????
FIRST OFF! I COMMEND ALL OF THE BEAUTIFUL LADIES ON THEIR WILLINGNESS TO SHOW PEOPLE WHAT THEIR MAMA GAVE 'EM. BUT, AS A GENTLEMAN, I WILL NOT ASK TO SEE THEM. IF THEY WERE INTENDED FOR ME TO SEE, I WOULD HAVE SEEN THEM. NOW, IF YOU DECIDE TO GIVE ME ACCESS, I WILL NOT REFUSE! I AM A GUY! LMAO. BUT, OUT OF RESPECT TO YOU ,I WILL NOT ASK. IF I GO INTO YOUR PROFILE AND CLICK ON IT AND I GAIN ACCESS, THEN YOU WILL BE RATED AND COMMENTED ON. IF NO ACCESS, NOT WORRIED. I WILL BE A LITTLE BUMMED, LOL, BUT, I WILL RESPECT YOU! BET YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD MEET A GUY WHO ACTUALLY RESPECTS WOMEN? WELL, AS MANY OF YOU KNOW, I AM A SINGLE DAD WITH 2 GIRLS AND 1 BOY. SO, SENSITIVITY AND RESPECT POUR OUT OF ME! BUT, I DON'T REQUEST ACCESS FOR ANYTHING THAT WAS NOT INTENDED FOR ME TO SEE. AND I DON'T RIP! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IN THE HELL THAT IS! LMAO WELL, I LOVE ALL OF YOU LADIES! I WOULD LOVE TO GET TO KNOW EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. SOMEDAY MAYBE. BUT YOU LADIES HAVE A GREAT NIGHT! AND IF Y

Fatality
It's like time stops moving in that instant, that moment when you realize that tomorrow no one person will look into your eyes. The rodents have started to use little pieces of me towards their own abuses. I'm part of the cycle that begins and ends underneath. I appreciate the visits, but the pain I'm causing, with just my Name and Dates, doesn't really mean anything anymore, i can't feel. I've noticed that you've grown quite a bit and that your hair is much longer than before, it seems a warm place to be I'm very cold. The dirt is heavy ladden and minerals have started to seep into my prison these scavangers just another way to ensure constant regeneration.... I left you without word, without choice without conscious, without goodbye... And I burned for it...deep inside.

Time To Rant Alittle
MILF-(slang) Mother I'd like to fuck: A (putative) mother found sexually attractive. This is what MILF means, please notice the main word in there is "I" meaning me or who ever says the word. So that means if I say you are a MILF doesn't mean every guy on the planet thinks you are one. Also that means if a guy calls you a MILF doesn't mean you are one to me. It basically has the same meaning as the saying "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"

Barbie And Ken's Letter To Santa
Listen you fat troll, I've been saving your ass every year, being the perfect Christmas Present, wearing skimpy bathing suits in December and dressing in fake Chanel at sappy tea parties. I hate to break it to ya', Santa, but it's pay back time. There had better be some changes around here, or I'm gonna call for a nationwide meltdown, and trust me, you don't wanna be around to smell it. These are my demands for Christmas 2006: 1. Sweat pants and an oversized sweatshirt. I'm sick of looking like a hooker in hot pink bikinis. Do you have any idea what it feels like to have nylon and Velcro up your butt? I don't suppose you do. 2. Real underwear that can be pulled on and off. That cheap-o molded underwear some genius at Mattel came up with looks like cellulite! 3. A REAL man... I don't care if you have to go to Hasbro to get him, bring me GI JOE. Hell, I'd take Tickle-Me-Elmo over that pathetic bump of a boy toy, Ken. And what was up with that earring anyway? HULLO!?! 4. It's

Bisexuality
Bisexual was a term originally used in referance to hermphrodites.It is now a term used for those who are physically,romantically,or sexually attracted to those of the same sex as themselves as well as the opposite sex(I got this info from websters online dictionary,wikipedia and encyclopedia britanica)So technically I could've dropped the curious from my old screen name ...hehehe

The Real Reason Im Not Around As Much
I wanted to let everyone know why I havent been around much and not sure when I will be able to be back to my normal self. I was in a car accident 2 nights ago that is causing me lots of pain. I have back pain, shoulder pain, neck pain and my head is killing me. Right now we are fighting with her insurance company to get me seen and treated for the injuries... I cant be up for long periods due to I am nauseated and have been vomiting due to the dizziness I am having... Anyway wanted to let yall know I am still here just not around much because of my injuries... Love to all and have a Merry Christmas... Becca

I Am The Type Of Girl...................
I am the type of girl that would rather be at home and watch a movie or sit around and talk all night. I am the type of girl that runs around in the winter with flip flops on and her toenails painted. I am the type of girl that will cook you dinner and serve you while your watching tv. I am the type of girl that will do anything for you even when im pissed off at you. I am the girl that cries on your shoulder and expects you to give me a hug and tell me its gonna be ok. Im the type of girl that yells at her kids and then feels bad for doing so. I am the type of girl that gets jealous when a woman looks at her man and he looks back. I am the type of girl that will tell you how it is even when i know its gonna hurt your feelings. I am the type of girl that will sing at the top of my lungs in the car and not care who is looking at me. I am the type of girl that will be by your side even when your mad at me. I am the type of girl that forgives but never forgets. I am the type of girl that

She Was His Everything
I can be a sunlight in your nighttime If you want me to be a bird I will fly as high as your word If you want me to be a mountain I will make it flat and romantic If you want me to be a tree I will bloom before thee If you want me to be a hat I will make sure you feel comfy and cozy until im back If you want me eternally Just tell me to light the flame and it will be bright and lovely If you want me to rub your feet Don’t do the work just ask me If you want me to be your man I will love you whole heartedly until the end of this land If you want me to be the father of your children I just hope there smile radiates your presence I want them to look like you I want them to feel like you I want them to remember how there father loved you I want them to say she never knew any other He was her sunshine so she never knew darkness He was the birds she watched so heavenly He was the mountains so she never had to climb He was the trees she could nap under He was the ha

What Would A Man Rather See?
what would a man rather see? 1. alot of makeup on a woman or natural? 2. tight clothes that show to much or loose clothes that hide what we have? 3. a pretty bigger girl or a thin ugly one? 4. a woman that doesnt have much but what she does she keeps nice or a woman that has alot and dont know how to keep it nice? 5. big titties that hang low or nice tiny perky tits 6. a woman that can be out on the dance floor and knows how to move or one that goes out there and makes a fool out of herself

Drunk
Indubitably Innovative Preliminary Proliferation Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK: Specificity British Constitution Loquacious Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK: Thanks, but I don't want to have sex. Nope, no more booze for me. Sorry, but you're not really my type. Good evening officer, isn't it lovely out tonight. Oh, I just couldn't....No one wants to hear me sing

My Holiday Wish List
OK so i finally thought of a few items that i would love that of course are probably not practical in any way! 1. hmmm chocolates like the expensive Godiva ones...... 2. a brand new car.... something red, beter yet metallic green 3. A nice bottle of champage 4. world peace??? 5. A vacation for at least a week. some place warm and tropical.......and with a beach 6. jewelry... what girl wouldn't love a nice piece of jewelry! 7. a big party with all my friends 8. The winning lottery ticket... to a big drawing oh about 100 million + works well for me 9. a spa visit!.... manicure, pedicure, the works! 10. a private jet... i could just leave for a flight whenever i wanted to. 11. faerie dust! 12. a brand new house.... big and no bills.... goes along with #8 13. my favorite expensive perfume.... Dream angels heavenly by victria secret... we all should smell good 14. candy canes..... all diferent kinds of flavors 15. lots of new lingerie........ h

Life ...
I a wahy i dontlike to talk about this or not even to think about that But sometimes i feel that i will explode or go crazy again . _The last week was a nightmare , i didnt sleep at all and the pain was to grreat , the lever ghot twice his size and it was like a rock inside my body Sometimes i whist to takeit out and finish whit all this shit I allmoust call a friend again to ask him if he can ghet me some cocaine to sleep for a few hours . I did that bafore but i dont want to ghet use to that shit . My medication it dosent help anymore my body start to ghet use to that and hawe no efect I dont know what to do anymore i try allmoust everyting posibile in this word and is not helping me ( only for a short period ) But i will do like i did untill now fight and control this fucking pain Sorry if my spelling sucks but right now i am so tired and so fuckt up that i bearly see and heare i am like in a thick fog FUCK !!!

Some Girls
Some girls are just born with glitter in their veins Never knowing how to grow up or change their fate Forever sparkling and glowing in the shine of this life Skipping along never knowing wrong from right It's a damn shame for anyone to have come this far To just smear their faces with dark black makeup And leave the house too late at night Some girls are just born with ribbons in their hair Not a care in the world Weaving in and out of random parties And crawling out of foreign beds every other night of the week Attempting to find their too tight pants In someone elses dark disgusting bedroom Some girls are just born with a cigarette in their mouths Looking like forever permanent groupies Scribbling their nails with semi permanent nothings Waiting for some boy that will never come around To sweep them off their dirty sneakered feet Some girls are just born with fake rings on their hands Letting the jet set life get to their head And forgetting to eat when th

A Beautiful Dog Story
Anyone who has pets will really like this....... You will like it even if you don't and may decide you need one. Mary and her husband Jim had a dog, Lucky. Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's favorite toys. Lucky always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular that his toys stay in the box. It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something told her she was going to die of this disease, she was just sure it was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. The night before she was to go to the hospital she cuddled with Lucky. A thought struck her...what would happe

Christmas Humor
I saw this in a bulletin and thought I would keep it in a blog. HERE'S A LITTLE HOLIDAY HUMOR FOR EVERYONE!!!! ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* *********************

My Messenger Ids Girls Only
MY YAHOO MESSENGER ID IS rick_willis2001@yahoo.com AND MY MSN MESSENGER ID IS knightrider_777_77@hotmail.com PLEASE READ ALL MY PROFILE IN LOSTCHERRY GIRLS AND LOOK AT ALL MY PICS GIRLS

Weirdness Ensues
Is it just me or am I offensive today? So far I seem to have alienated at least 2 friends. errr used to be friends, they removed me and yet I know not why. Am I that obnoxious? Am I only supposed to talk about sex with my friends? Am I supposed to beg to see their galleries? I give up! damned if I do and damned if I don't. If I offended you by not asking to view your pics I apologize. On the other hand if I offended you by asking to see your pics again I apologize. I'm thinking I'm too old for this crap? If you are easily offended either way, do us all a favor don't post what you don't want seen in private galleries and do post what you do want seen in galleries. I see no good reason to post galleries and lock them then add the title don't even ask! If you don't want to be asked dont post and lock. On the other hand don't expect me to waste too much time rating non rateable pics. This means NSFW pics. I enjoy a beautiful body as much as the next guy but believe me, theres more t

Celtic Horoscope
(swiped from Daughter of Hell's Blog) You Are A Cypress Tree You are strong, adaptable, and striving to be content. You're good at taking what life has to give - even if you don't like it. A passionate lover who can't be satisfied, you are quick tempered at times. You hate loneliness, want love and affection, and need to be needed. A bit of a live wire, you love to gain knowledge any cost... and you can be careless at times. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Makedamnsure
You've got this new head filled up with smoke And I've got my veins all tangled close To the jukebox bars you frequent {They're} the safest place to hide A long night spent with your most obvious weakness You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want 'Cause you are everything I'm not And we lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close (How close is close enough?) We lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close I just wanna break you down so badly Well I trip over everything you say I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit, it talks It says, "You, oh, you are so cool." Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red You hollow out my hungry eyes You hollow out my hungry eyes And we lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close (How close is close enough?) We lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close I just wanna break you down so badly Well I

A Passion...it's Part Of The Art
Something I got into years ago, about 7 now, is ballroom dancing. It became a passion of mine. I quit a decent paying job to teach simply for the thousands of dollars of free lessons I'd get while a begginer instructor. It's a time to express me as I am, mentally, physically and spiritually. A time to make an art out of the atmosphere I'm in. I hear the music and it guides me. I feel my partner and I sculpt her. Combined comes this expression of what's being spoken to my heart at the time. It could be alive and vibrant with much zeal for life! A translationa and celebration of freedom and life. Swing! Swing hard and wild and free! Mix it all; jive, lindey, jitter bug, east coast and create your own style! It's all about you being you. Maybe someday I'll be as great as one of the greatest swing dancers of all time - Jimmy Stuart! Other times a waltz will play and I'll want to flow with how much I feel as all become right with the world. Beauty of life, friendsh

I Dyed Me Hair Again
So like I dyed my hair again..Its not blue no more its all one color....ITs bright blonde like really bright blonde with to red stricks on the top becuz the red was from when i mixed it with my blue but it looks really cool...lol...pics will be coming soon thought you guys would want to know oh and it brings out my eyes really good

Feelings (confused)-(scared)
I don't know what to do. I feel everything is falling through. I hate that I am feeling this way. I push the people I love away. I cant stop crying, I can't help that I'm feeling much of dying. I hate my self for not even trying. tears falling down, back to wearing that same old frown. I'm lost in that big crowed. I just want to cut so bad. tear it up because I feel so sad. the maddest is coming out, and its getting bad. I hate this, and I am sorry, but for some reason, I'm in complete worry. why do we fight. I know it isn't right. why cant I hold you all night. so I know me and you will be alright?

Life
They always say you cant write A poem About life but poems are everything about life people write to learn from their experinces with life love death and everything in between that matters to you the most life isnt just something to do just to say you did life is real real situations have to be taken in consideration life is life nobody can write about it well guess what? i just did Everybody does wether they think so or not everybody writes about life and the fact of living

Could...
Could you all... Come vote for me in the Best Cross Eyed Pic contest - Hosted by CrazySane! I need all the votes I can get. If you vote your hiney off - I'll buy you a present from the CherryTap gift-shop! I'll go broke if I have to lol!

Hees Your Chance If You Have A Myspace
was thinking, this weekend, that it would be nice to make fansigns for my myspace friends, so, here is your opportunity If you don't know what a fansign is, it is a picture of me naked or dressed, holding a sign with a quote dedicatd to you and your name on it. To grab yours is simple: all i ask is that you put me on your top friends list on your myspace profile. When you have done that, just drop me a message on myspace telling me that you did so, and tell me: - if you want me to be naked or dressed or semi-naked - if you have any preferences for the kind of pose - what you want me to write on the sign plus the name you want on it, or just your name you want on it, if you prefer to leave the quote content to my mood and fantasy lol When it will be ready i will msg you back with where to find it and download it www.myspace.com/sweetprincessporn

Nobody
Nobody wants To dance with the beautiful girl Nobody thinks That she is really beautiful She runs her tongue across her Painted lips Touches her hair and Smiles from her safe place Nobody sees The thoughts of the beautiful girl Nobody knows The place where she is hiding She doesnt seem to notice as they All stand back Her dress slips off her shoulder Shes dancing on the Dance floor all alone Nobody likes The scars on the beautiful girl Nobody wants To see the pain that clearly She lets them show like patchwork Foreign patterns on her body They make a startling contrast With her sharp stilletto heels Nobody dares Get close to the beautiful girl

Rage
Rage A white-hot coil moves through my body, the spring tightens. Like a tiger, I’m ready to pounce, to destroy my prey, ripping it to shreds and flinging each piece as far as possible, with force overwhelming. A black ball of tar boils in my stomach. I see red and want to destroy everything in my path. I’m an untamed animal backed into a corner, feral and fierce. I fight and bite, claw and scratch, swing my fists wildly, without control or precision. A torrent of white-hot emotion feverishly blinds me. I throw my phone, empty beer bottles, anything within reach. I can’t breathe and I cry and I cry and I cry. I hurl insults and tell the people I love that I hate them. Irrational, I wreck moments, completely out of control. I am a time-bomb daring to explode, (tick-tock, tick-tock), a flame bursting, consuming. I touch everything in my path with destruction. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Anger
Anger I pointedly ignore you, grinding my teeth and cracking my knuckles. My shallow breath comes ragged. Salty traitors stain my face with smeared mascara. Maybe I hang up on you. Maybe I scream. I beat up my punching bag, forcefully, controlled. I smoke and smoke and smoke. Maybe I use “I” statements. Maybe I’m able to tell you how I really feel, set boundaries, limits, get my point across. Maybe you even see my point of view. I workout, dance my cute little ass off, listening to loud angry punk. I release energy with every motion, every movement. I write and write and write. Sometimes I’m even able to write a couple poems. Some are decent, some even good. I call friends, vent, dissect, analyze. Eventually I feel a bit freer and my voice is heard. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Harsh Stereotypes... (from A Bullitin)
just pick one! If you hate stereotypes and think ppl should just shut up and stop. and RE-POST THIS. pick the stereotype that fits you; I'M OVERWEIGHT,so I must be lazy,overeating junkfood whore(NOT) I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulimic or anerexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST be "evil" and not have any morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN,

Trying To Learn The Ropes
i am trying to learn how to brows sertiant things but everytime i try you have to be a certant level well i am road kill so i can't so just run me over until i get to be a cherry or whatever now thanks to all my new friends i am free thank you all this place is hard to get started , but after you do you get addicted like crack i guess i never tried crack , but i hear it's hard to quit.

Last Effort!
OK LAST TIME BUGGIN YALL WITH THIS....THE CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW @ 6 E.T. ....FIRST IS UNNATTAINABLE HOWEVER THIRD IS DOABLE.....SO IF YALL GOT A SPARE MINUTE PUH PUH PUHLEASE COME BOMB THE SHIT OUTTA ME :)....MUCH LOVE..CLICK THE PIC RIGHT DOWN THERE...=)

Everyone
Everyone here I've met so far just today, (well not really met) but you all know what I mean, seem to be so nice. I'm glad I found this place. I am in the middle of moving as well, so if I don't respond right away, please forgive me.

Numbers, Averages And Percentages
85% of men don't use the slit in their underwear. 67.5% of men wear briefs. 85% of women wear the wrong bra size. 50% admit they regularly sneak food into movie theaters to avoid the high prices of snack foods. 90% believe in divine retribution. 10% believe in the 10 Commandments. 82% believe in an afterlife. 45% believe in ghosts. 29% of us are virgins when we marry. 58.4% have called into work sick when we weren't. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily. 35% give to charity at least once a month. 69% eat the cake before the frosting. When nobody else is around, 47% drink straight from the carton. 85% of us will eat Spam this year. 70% of us drink orange juice daily. Snickers is the most popular candy. 22% of us skip lunch daily. 9% of us skip breakfast daily.

Love Your Enemies
She didn’t really like me I really don’t know why She made mean remarks Whenever I passed by She did it all the time And I just did it right back But that didn’t help The situation was still black It’s so hard to love them Those you almost hate If it were somewhat easier It would be almost great It makes it so hard When they say those mean things When ignored you get embarrassed Wishing you could fly if having wings Instead of ignoring Reply with a word that’s kind It will make a difference You never know what you will find

New Pc
I have finally got a new (free 2nd hand) PC. This one is flasher, it runs Win XP instead of Win 98. Now I finally have PC so can get back on the interweb thingy I am going away for 10 days so won't be on anyway.

And The Results Are In.................
today i got a call from the dr regarding my scare about cancer...for the past few months ive been hemming and hawing on the fact that i may have it, and the worst kind for a man...yes folks the oleeeee testy cancer...and i say this for any man if you find your testey enlarged dont play around get a checkup..ladies if your giving your man some lovin...check it out for him...you may save his life.....well right now till the 22nd of december the dr has found something...and he's not committing himself to a def answear on it till he gets more tests back..right now they have me on massive antibotics at 1000.mg a day for the next two weeks, and a sonogram on the 22nd as well...now i dont want anybody crying or boohooing over this, god that sounds cruel dosen't it/...im soory i really am...if you are truly my friend..then smile..give me a hurahhhah and be there when i need to vent or cry depending on the cirmustances...if you dont want to do either hey thats cool too, just knowing that youre

12/24/06
So cherries, I have been out of Florida on business (I actually am happy that I could get out and try to stop thinking about what is going on) I should tell you that I saw another attny, which I will retain tomorrow (12/15/06) She more or less told me the same as the other attny but, I think she will be willing to fight for me a little harder. I spent the last two days with the CEO of the company GA and he has provided me a lot on insight and has given a green ligth to persue this, he will allow me to get take time off for any appts with the attny, court and to even work a new work schedule if it helps my case to be able to spend more time with my daughter. I will forever be greatful for this, and do expect to work for him for a long time, if not until I need to retire.

Christmas Shopping
So I am talking to my sister today, who is completely stressed out having 2 young children and no way to go Christmas Shopping, so I ask her why she is stressed out, she tells me that she has no sitter because our Mother is messed up from losing Dad so close to Christmas, that she can't be trusted to babysit, and I mentioned what about leaving the boys (my nephews) with Shawna (my wife) and I. If my mom is of no current mental capacity to babysit (which she is not, mom looks at anything and she breaks down because it reminds her of dad), then why not use your brother instead of bitching? Am I off on this one, someone help me out here.

What Dose Your Middle Name Mean?
L : Everyone loves you. O: awesome kisser. U : You really like to chill. I : You Are Great in bed. S : Fuckin crazy. Delete the other person's middle name and repost this with the title "what does your middle name mean?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen A : You like to drink B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : You like to drink. E : You are a party animal F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore You K : You're wild and crazy. L : Everyone loves you M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : Easy to fall in love with. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y

What Defines A Poet?
What defines a poet? Is it a natural talent Or an acquired taste? Is it a mere pastime Or is our very existence Dependent on the art? Maybe it's the calling For those of us who Discover ourselves by Bridging the gap Between the tangible And the subconscious Maybe it’s the outlet For those of us who Are courageous enough To display our wounds But only when layered Beneath abstraction Maybe it’s the biography Of those of us who Rather say what we feel Without actually saying it And blame the muse For the fiction created What defines a poet? There is no absolute Truth I suppose The only truth I know Is a weeping pen Dries my tears

So...
Well, my first blog what to say. Mise well just get it out of the way and tell you what's going on lately. So this is finals week. I had one take home final, a final on tuesday and then one this friday (tomorrow). I also took one final a couple weeks ago. I took physics, organic chemistry, and genetics this semester. And let me tell you, boy did they kick my ass. Have a feeling my g.p.a. is going to hit the shitter! I'm a biology major, chem minor, and working on my pre-chiropractic. Yeah I know it sounds like I'm smart, but it's all a cover up. So I'm still single, have been for a while now. I think the whole, being a lesbian and living in south dakota thing contributes to the me being single situation. Don't worry boys, I consider me, a ...well straight girl who has lesbian tendencies - I just haven't slept with a guy in a few years - but I'll still make out! Ok that makes me sound like a slut, scratch that! Anyways, gettin ready to go to work, gotta leave in a few minu

Phucking Phunny Poetry Dump
Twas the night befor Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sp rang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm spe aking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look

From My Eyes
There are people who I just don't like Sluts whores cocky asses and more When people are ignorant and stupid They just don't listen and cause disturbance Judgemental hypocryites from religion and life All should just suddenly fall down and die Polititions are all corrupt and annoying These kind of people shouldn't have the say in what our country can or can't do or whose other buisness we neddle through Why is it when I just act like me I get stares of disgust from "normal" people I'm dark and disturbed according to them But they just don't understand why I am the way I am People need to learn to walk in others' shoes and learn how to see the perspective of those who the majority claims as "uncool" or "outcast" We can only take so much pain in one life If and when we hit the breaking point of our time will seem all but wasted existance was pointless No one cared no one loved no one worried Everday there are those who take their lives That could still

So Many Friends
Well I have met so many great people on here. Just to bad that nobody is close enough to meet or single if they are. Anyway just some wishful thinking for Christmas....You all have a great weekend.

Ct's Sexiest Daddy 2006...plz Read
OK HERE IS THE DEAL I WILL OPEN CONTEST AT 9 PM EST. THIS IS MY FAULT WHILE MAKING YALL A NICE PAGE, I SEEMD TO HAVE SPAMMED THE BULLETIN BOARD, AND NEARLY GOT DELETED FROM CT. SO THEY SAID IM LUCKY GAL AND HELL FIX IT TOMORROW, SO FOR NOW WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE BLOG THING... IF YOU DONT ALREADY HAVE YOUR PIC LINK CONTACT ME ASAP SO THAT I MAY GET IT TO U IN TIME. 1ST ROUND IS BASED ON RATES ONLY 2ND ROUND IS BASED ON COMMENTS ONLY THE 2 WILL BE AVERAGED TOGETHER AND THE WINNER WILL RECIEVE A NICE SEXY DADDY TAG AND A GIFT FROM ME YOUR NIGHT ANGEL. THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE...AS USUAL

Musings
You have touched my life, my heart , my soul Given little of your time no mysteries unfold Living a moment, wanting a dream Realizing not all things are as they seem Hanging on to what , and why ? Having to live, amongst tears cried, Giving so much, Never ask in return Always allowing my heart to yearn How can one claim another When communication is loss How can one presume to care When sharing is one sided and tossed How can a candle be seen If we never light it How can dreams be shared If we never delight in the company of one another How can assuming Ever bring about what we wish How does one know another To know what true feelings are When shadows and unspoken words Are all that's about ? How can one presume

Pheobe #3
HELLO MY FRIENDS: Well pheobe won third place in the cutest pet contest. I sure was hopeing for first but third isnt too bad. Won a rolex for it. I do want to take this oppertunity to thank all my friends that helped me out. For the ones that I didnt even know before that came by anyway and commented on Pheobe. A special thank you goes out to you. If you read this add me so I can know who you are and come by and rate your page and just say hello. Well, Hugs to everyone that helped me out. I love all of you. Stacey

Tomorrow
Tomorrow would have been one and a half years and instead it is a day of sorrow and tears. A day to mourn the loss of two great loves, one from here and one from up above. My mind plays photographs of kisses long ago and of a history that no one else knows. Butterfly kisses in the middle of the night and angels singing songs in the twilight. Depression fills this cold, void heart longing for revival and new light, but nothing is their and nothing helps, except to cry and then to leave it all inside. Lock it away, I do not care, fight this sorrow and these tears. Were pyramids built with bricks of love? No so why should I be such a dove? My soul is weak no longer can I fight now I must let my heart take flight. Run away, go and hide and dream once more of the summertime. In all this darkness I then hear your voice a I surrender without any choice. For I know you as you know me and nothing else can help me see. Your voice in darkness clears my mind and nothing else is left behind.

What I Want For Christmas
Dear Santa~ I've been mostly good this year, except when it was necessary to be naughty. I really, really, really, really, really want my own Cowboy, and if you could see clear to bringing me one, I would be much obliged. You see, I miss the open spaces of the country. I miss the animals, the hard work, the respect of life and death in daily life. I miss the politeness, simple ways, and raw sexiness of a man working hard at chores. I miss the fun times, too, because they are much more appreciated by those who understand the value of taking care of what God gave us, and being able to see the natural beauty of every creature great and small because their success lies in the care we give them. A Cowboy is tough when he needs to be, Santa. But he can also be the gentlest, sweetest, most romantic man you could ever get to know. A Cowboy has fire in his blood, mischief in his eyes, and respect in his heart. Just trying to write this letter, Santa, makes me cry because it is

What A Girl....
this print was on backorder for months. i finally got it a few weeks ago! yay! and there it has sat since that day. this is why some women shouldn't be single. i don't want a man around, persay, just someone to come by every so often and fix things, put things together, and hang things up on the wall. in exchange, i'll fix dinner.

Fucking Stupid Bsl
And that is Breed Specific Legislation for those of you that don't own a pit bull. Please do me a favor and watch my video and spread the news so that people can become informed. Thank you, Lora http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JdL6SpL1hk

Elfed!!!
You've Been Elfed!!! Life is all about BUTTS you're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, or behaving like one ...... That's right, you've been " elfed " . Pass this on to as many people as possible, but you can't send it back to the person who sent it to you. He who elfs last, elfs loudest!!!!

Hope And Dreams
Dare To Dream Let nothing hold you back from exploring your wildest fantasies, wishes, and aspirations. Don't be afraid to dream big and to follow your dreams wherever they may lead you. Open your eyes to their beauty; open your mind to their magic; open your heart to their possibilities. Dare to dream. Whether they are in color or in black and white, whether they are big or small, easily attainable or almost impossible, look to your dreams, and make them become reality. Wishes and hopes are nothing until you take the first step towards making them something! Dare to dream, Because only by dreaming, will you ever discover who you are, what you want, and what you can do. Don't be afraid to take risks, For the risk you take may be the dream you desire.

What Is This All About????? (please Repost)
I have been here on this site since the middle of October and all I have gotten is Ladies who will chat with me untill I rate there site then they stop. IS THIS ALL ABOUT POINTS? WHERE IS THE RESPECT? I love to chat with lovely ladies. I hope to find that special lady somewhere. BUT DO I HAVE TO HAVE A BUNCH OF DAMN PIONTS TO GET THERE? PLEASE PEOPLE IF YOU THINK THIS SITE IS FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT PLEASE DON'T ASK ME TO BE YOUR FRIEND OR FAN OR ANYTHING. I AM HERE TO ENJOY THE COMPANY OF SOME SPECIAL PEOPLE. IF YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL I WILL TELL YOU. I HAVE OVER 150 FRIENDS AND FANS AND YOU KNOW WHAT? I HAVE ONLY ONE PERSON THAT TOOK THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME AND TO CHAT WITH ME. SHE IS A VERY SPECIAL LADY TO ME. SHE IS A FRIEND!! I TREAT ALL PEOPLE WITH RESPECT AND KINDNESS. WHERE HAS THIS ALL GONE? I TREAT THE LADIES LIKE A LADY. THE ONE THING THAT HAS CAUSED ME TO RIGHT THIS IS YOU GUYS THAT I DON'T THINK BELONG HERE. YOU HAVE TREATED MY FRIEND LIKE SHE WAS YOU PERSONAL PROPERTY. WHA

I Think Its Time To Rethink The Failed War On Drugs
IT'S TIME TO RE-THINK THE FAILED 'WAR ON DRUGS' by Paul Armentano, (Source:Detroit News) 07 Dec 2006 Michigan ------- Hats off to Nolan Finley for highlighting America's failed and colossally expensive "war" on illicit drug use ( "Subject drug war to the Iraq war test," Nov. 19. ) For nearly 100 years, starting with the passage of America's first federal anti-drug law in 1914, lawmakers have relied on the mantra: "Do drugs, do time." The human and fiscal consequences of this policy have been a disaster. America now spends nearly $50 billion dollars per year targeting, prosecuting and incarcerating illicit drug users. As a result, today there are more illicit drug offenders behind bars -- more than 450,000 by last count than the entire U.S. prison population in 1980. For marijuana alone, law enforcement spends between $7 billion and $10 billion dollars annually targeting users -- primarily low-level offenders, and taxpayers spend more than $1 billion annually to incarcerate t

Tears Fall
I try so hard to fight back the tears It doesn't work it never has They just fall on their own Like a waterfall Old memories come back up And the tears take over I don't want to cry But i just can't help it There's too much stuff i left held back in my heart I can't open up It hurts too much No one understands They just tell me to suck it up Well i have news for them One day they'll be a wreck like i am now And i won't help them They didn't listen Which made me who i am I hate to cry I always tell myself i won't Then what do i do? I cry

Supes Vote To Persist With Medical Marijuana Challenge
SUPES VOTE TO PERSIST WITH MEDICAL MARIJUANA CHALLENGE SAN DIEGO -- As expected, San Diego County supervisors voted Tuesday to continue their controversial legal challenge to overturn California's 10-year-old, voter-approved medical marijuana law. Board Chairman Bill Horn said the board voted in closed session to appeal Superior Court William R. Nevitt's week-old ruling that dismissed the county's argument that California's Compassionate Use Act should be pre-empted by federal law because federal law is "supreme." The county's challenge has national implications, patients and government officials say, because it marks the first time that any county has sued to overturn any of the medical marijuana laws voters have approved in 11 states. California's Compassionate Use Act, approved by 56 percent of voters statewide in 1996, says that seriously ill people who have a doctor's recommendation can use marijuana to ease their pain and suffering. The federal Controlled Substances Act s

Ho! Ho! Ho!
Dear Santa Letters... Get Ready 2 LYAO! Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ***************************************************** Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa **************************************************** Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to c

What Baggage Do We Carry?
WHAT BAGGAGE DO WE CARRY? What do we carry? What mostly burdens our hearts? What ghost lies in our closet? Or are we failing from from the start? The baggage that we carry, Weighting us down day by day, Or the emotional roller coster, And games people play. Is it self preservation, That's put you on this road, Escaping what is familiar, Trying to loosing our load. Can you turn that one eighty, And not look back, Breath deep my friend, It is not dibnity you lack. What about that baggage that you carry, Is it lined in bear skin, Is it toughen by weathered years, Can it with stand the force within, Is it cushioned by tenderness, That seeps out from our eyes, A lonely heart that is weeping, there is no disguise. We all have our own baggage, It is what makes us who we are, It is what makes us who we are, It is our triumphs and our failures, That makes each and every scar. Now breath deep again my friend, And see, I have my own baggage too,

Honey...
I'm home... Tired as hell tonight. I feel like I did the work of all our stock people today. But - good news is, I have a four day weekend. Which means that I'll have some time to catch up on cleaning, and decoratin for Christmas. I am really into the holiday this year. Which hasn't happened since the last Christmas I spent with my dad. He was the big guy that liked the holidays...He'd decorate and get festive. Right now - The only reason my mom and me visit with the rest of my dads brothers and sisters is because of my brother and my cousin. I really think if they weren't born - our family would not celebrate the holidays. In the previous years, that would have been just dandy with me. Today one of my moms aunts, sent us a Christmas card...and in it was a picture of me and my parents from when I was a little girl. I almost cried...I could not stop staring at it...If I can get my scanner to work, I'll scan it and post it here.. Sorry this turned out to be such a long post.

Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Fir Tree You love anything beautiful, and you have extraordinary taste. And while it's hard for you to trust, you care deeply for those close to you. You are a social butterfly, and you have many friends. You handle stress well - and you are a master at relaxing after a hard day. Overall, you are modest, talented, unselfish, and very reliable. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Christmas Cookies
Christmas Cookie Recipe 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Crown Royal 1- Sample the Crown Royal to check quality. 2- Take a large bowl, check the Crown Royal again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. 3- Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffybowl. 4- Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Crown Royal is still OK, try another cup.. just in case. 5- Turn off the mixer thingy. 6- Break 2 eggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. 7- Pick the frigging fruit off floor... 8- Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a dewscriver. Sample the Crown Royal to check for tonsisticity. 9- Next, sift two cups of salt, or something.... who giveshz a heet. 10- Check the

Written For Someone Special
He knows who he is..... > while i wait for you at my house, i hear the doorbell ring. i open the door and you are standing there....i pull you into my house, slamming the front door closed..and you grab me. we kiss passionately. from there i go right on my knees and lick all the way down the front of your body. licking slowley, i lick all the way back to you ass while i stroke your cock. licking my way back up to the head of your cock..i jerk you off with my lips and tongue on one side of your shaft and my hand on the other. this makes you so hard you pull me up and drag me into my bedroom. from there you suckmy neck down to my nipples...pulling down the pink sheer lacey outfit i have on. you start sucking my nice smooth hot pink shaved wet lips making me cum...then you get on top of me and slide that huge cock into my tight hole...slamming me and putting my legs over your shoulder...i keep cumming. the you flip me on my stomache and start fucking me hard...pulling my hair..smacking

Late One Night
this is a true story: getting a message from someone who has wanted me for years. yes he may be a few years younger than me..ok 16 years younger, but the thought of a stiff long lasting 23 year old cock was my forethought in my decision of letting this young gentelman come visit me. it had already been late at night, but i had not been feeling well earlier so i had slept most of the day. i informed him that i was going to be sleeping in my room with the tv on and to let himself in the front door was unlocked. i was dressed in my sheer pink lacey/silky top with the pink thong and light robe that matched. i just took a shower and completly shaved so when he came to find me i would be extremely fresh. in a complete somber, i felt a large figure over me. he kissed me passionately waking me with his large hands rubbing up and down my body. beins so sensative because i was just waking up, he started sucking down to my nice erect pink nipples. my body was feeling so warm and i was soaking

Tarzan And Jane
When Jane initially met Tarzan in the jungle, she was attracted to him, and during her questions about his life, she asked him how he had sex? " Tarzan not know sex " he replied. Jane explained to him what sex was. Tarzan said " Oh,....Tarzan use knot hole in trunk of tree. " Horrified Jane said, " Tarzan you have it all wrong, but I will show you how to do it properly. " She took off her clothing and laid down on the ground. " Here " she said, pointing to her privates, " you must put it in here. " Tarzan removed his loin cloth, showing Jane his considerable manhood, stepped closer to her and kicked her in the crotch! Jane rolled around in agony for what seemed like an eternity. Eventually she managed to grasp for air and screamed " What did you do that for ? " Tarzan replied, " check for squirrel first. "

I Dont Know Why
people keep calling me Kirsty, the next door neighbour has been calling me it for nearly 10 years now, the woman in work keeps calling me it and there is a couple of me friends who do too, so maybe I should change me name.

Returning The Love
My sister has a point there. And I have been working all day on different tags and things for my friends that have asked me to do them. Well, I don't mind doing them for you at all. Honestly I don't. But the least you could do is help me keep up in the crossed eyed contest. After all, if I am working on something for you, I can't very well bomb myself, now can I? Come on! click the little pic here and help me out. I am already helping you!

My First
Tada! here it is. my first blog EVER! lol. today im feeling anxious cause im planning a stagette for my cousins wife-to-be, im the maid of honor so i get to be the head instigator this weekend >:-P the only thing i need now is some "entertainment"...any takers? lol well i wil let you all know how it goes. have a great weekend ;-)

A Tale Of Tease
A Tale of Tease I walk slowly about the darkened hallway, as you are standing there waiting for me by the doorway to the bedroom. The candlelight inside the room flickers invitingly from behind you. The outline of your beautiful body magically leans there against the doorway, and I can barely make out the smile on your beautiful, full lips. The smell of sweet musk floating about me, as I drop my overcoat to the floor on the way towards you. Your arms extend outward to wrap themselves around my neck, as you draw me in for a deep kiss, that has me ignited the moment my lips touch yours. Effortlessly you spin me around, to pin me to the wall, as you start sliding down my body, unbuttoning my shirt with your teeth and tongue, one by one, and with each button freed I hear the sigh of sweet relief. The shirt gets thrown open so that you can immediately start devouring at my chest. The kisses, and the nibbles turn ferociously to biting as your hands have freed me from my pants, and you

The Bill Of Non-rights
We The People..... Of The United States "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines.... We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are so confused by the Bill of Rights that they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not just you! You may leave the room, turn the channel, express a different opinion, etc.; but the world is full

Amusement From 2 Years Ago...
I was reading back over my old livejournal entries today at work and I ran across this moment that I have to share even if he hunts me down and kills me for it. :) (yes, Shannon...this was you....) May 11, 2004 "Okay, I have to write this down before I forget. He and I are basically neck and neck for Star Wars trivia....and we were watching the trilogy yesterday in hopes that we'll remember more details. Well at the end of Empire when Luke falls out the botton of Cloud City after having his hand chopped off and finding out Vader is his father he tries to grab ahold of one of the panels before it closes but it pulls out of his reach. Shannon starts to laugh and I asked what was so funny. He said, "I was just about to say, 'Why didn't he use both hands?'" Good thing he didn't say it...as it is he'll never live that one down. "

She's Broken Inside
Crashing waves Erupting volcanoes Do not compare to the fire raging inside Her heart ripped from her chest As she hears those words spoken That her sister has passed Opera highs Organs notes Do not compare to screams bursting from her mouth As she stubbles to the ground Shaking like a mountain tumbling down Dark clouds roll in her head Thunder and lightning are singing to her in melodies Deep in her mind Blanking eyes stare forth Her soul shattering like diamonds Pieces of her fall to the floor Like a broken mirror she is reflected A million and one pieces Never to be whole again

Vote For Me!!!
HEY Y'ALL!!!!! COME VOTE FOR JASON AND I IN THE CUTEST COUPLE CONTEST! IT STARTS TONIGHT AT 7PM AND GOES THRU SUNDAY AT 12 AM. COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT US!! WE APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE! UBER CHERRY QUEEN@ CherryTAP

Nice To Be Wanted
I had to get some printer cartridges at Staples, so I ended up spending the morning at Wal~Mart, reuniting, circling the store, getting hugs and all that good stuff. Their situation is dire, and they're desperate for "good workers like myself". I told everyone that my return is a good possibility. The store manager AND District Manager said there's absolutely no problem - because I'm eligible for re-hire, they still have my file - I can pick up where exactly I left off - benefits included. I even got my discount when I had coffee at McDonald's with my friend. I visited the College a couple of days ago, and the six-week upgrading courses I want to do take place in the winter, spring and summer - so I have a choice. I may do Math separately in the winter, and then Chemistry and Physics later. I need to make an appointment with the academic advisor. Life goes on.

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Prophet Soul You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

People Pay For Cherry Blasts?
One word,RETARDED.To elaborate further on this subject it is mighty sad that people pay real money so that they can try to get people to "visit my page" and "leave some cherry lovin"I mean how lonely do you have to be to pay for friendship?I understand that some people take sites like these and treat it like a popularity contest ,but come on now.You can spend cherry bucks on a crappy graphic of a rose or box of chocolates you should be able to use them to blast,i mean that would make it a little less sad and pathetic.Thats just my opinion of course.Thanks for reading i look forward to reading your comments on the matter.

Separated By A Common Language
I have just learned something very important today. Nobody speaks in the exact same language as you do. We may all think we speak the same language, but we do not. I learned this from an interaction with someone I cared about very much and who I thought loved me. We have known each other for many years and had some very rough times. Heck, we have both been told by mental health professionals to just stop trying because there were too many issues between us. But stupidly, we both kept trying. This did teach me an important lesson in communication. The lesson in it's simplest form is this: if you do not say EXACTLY what the other person wants to hear at the EXACT RIGHT TIME and in the EXACT RIGHT WAY then you may as well never say anything to them at all. Why is that? I do not exactly know. My guess is that we all have this strange little view of the people we have in our lives that gets fixed in an instant and anything that happens AFTER that image is imprinted gets

Don't You Just Hate It When
You are going to have a meeting with someone to discuss a project and you get all geared up and excited then you phone to say you are on your way, and they postpone it. it drives me mad so it has left me in a bit of a restless mood for the evening

A Woman
A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, "I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order. The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. "Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini." After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. "I have been diagnosed with AIDS." The friends gave the woman their condolences, and they had a couple of more martinis. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, "Momma,

If I Were Lucky
If I Were Lucky By Avis Drucker If I were lucky in this lifetime, I would learn the art of letting go. I would start with the bathroom scale, that little square joy buster. Gone! Next would be my watch, keeper of rigid rituals and joyless appointments. Gone! Perfection, next big hit. Let the housework pile up and invite lots of friends over. Just put the vacuum cleaner in the middle of the living room and leave it there for six months. Next, get rid of that worry dance I do. The health of my husband, the safety of my children, not enough money, what people think, being alone, not being alone, terrorists, tax collectors, termites . . . get a grip! Let it go. I would travel the world and take lots of black and white photos of all the wonderful faces. I would sit on the beach with my friends and eat junky hot dogs. I would take long walks with my husband through the village to the lighthouse. Sometimes I would sit quietly on m

Internet Down
I feel completely separated from the world even though everyone is still there. Lost in a world without communication.Stumbling over spoken words. Somehow it is easier to talk with typing. Almost as if my fingers speak better than my mouth. I can understand what people type better than I can with them speaking. How long do I have to live this way? When will comcast come and fix my internet?

Come Kiss These Lips!
I just saw this and all I can say is that she rocks! Go show this photo some love and bomb it. -----ORIGINAL POST--------------------- PLEASE GO TAKE A LOOK AND LAY DOWN SOME LOVE!!!!! SEXY KISSY LIPS!!!!! BOMB THE HELL OUTTA ME GUYS!!!!

New World Order
The Intelligent Student's Guide to the New World Order By Erica Carle What is the New World Order? The essence of the New World Order (NWO) or world management system is that it is management by social engineers, rather than government based on a written constitution. How you are affected by this management system depends on what the social engineers decide the system should do for you and require of you. The social engineers and system managers think of themselves as scientists applying the scientific method to the control of group behavior. Your behavior and your relationships are regarded as the subject of investigation and control by those who call themselves social scientists. You are among their test animals, and you have no say in, and often no knowledge of, experiments that involve you. If the NWO is totally implemented, your independence, individuality, and freedom will be gone. There is nothing new about the idea of managing others, or even of controlling the wh

Spooky Stuff Going On
Last night I was in a lot of pain like I usally am but last night it got so bad I passed out.Well while I was out my fiance dead sister entered my body and told him to call his mom.He thought it was me but when I came to I told him I had passed out and we figured out what happened.I am really tired today and still in pain.I am afradi this will happen again because he is refusing to call his mom.Please no negative feedback I know not everyone believes in stuff like this.

What's Your Superhero Name?
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Dark Paladin Your Superpower is Extra-dimensional Your Weakness is Puppets Your Weapon is Your Nuclear Claws Your Mode of Transportation is Teleporter What's your Superhero Name?

Journey Of Life
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know wht is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Do not let your life slip through your fingers By living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds is to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love; The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly. In addidtion, the best way to

People
You know what is funny???? People..... People are the funniest thing on this earth... God must be rolling in either laughter or tears because of how stupid people can be. HA HA HA HA. I mean look at us: we have been so screwed up since the fall of Adam and Eve. Now 6,000 years later you have people who are either one of the falling. 1.Childern of God 2. Unbelievers 3. Lost people in a dying world 4. Lovers 5. Haters 6. Friends 7. Enemies 8. Dreamers 9. Losers 10. Winners 11. Military 12. Gays 13. Tattoo people 14. Thinkers 15. Drifters 16. Bitches 17. Whores 18. Crackheads 19. Those that are dying from some kind of Illness 20. Those that what all the attention and can't get it 21. Those who are WAY to bossy and demanding 22. Those who don't listen to anything 23. Those who don't care about others feelings 24. Those who stick up for people and get knocked down 24. Goverment officals 25. Republians 26. Dems 27. Libs 28. And those who jus

Oh So Bored
They are SOO far off.. little children like me.. they're the only ones who don't know any better Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Wrong With You? MY RESULT:Frightening to Small Children You’re a nice, funny, intelligent person who just happens to be terrifying to anyone under the age of six. Don’t take this news too hard. Just keep your (grossly deformed) chin held high and try to stay out of elementary schools. And maybe you should work on your people skills a little. You know, try to curb those evil stares and haunting peals of laughter. Because there’s nothing worse than having a beautiful day ruined by the blood-curdling screams of children. Take This Quiz!

How Is Your Self Esteem?
You Have Low Self Esteem 48% of the Time While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues. It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself! How is Your Self Esteem?

What's Your Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Walnut Tree You are strange and full of contrasts... the oddball of your group. You are unrelenting and you have unlimited ambition. Not always liked but always admired, you are more infamous than famous. You are aggressive and spontaneous, and your reactions are often unexpected. A jealous and passionate person, you are difficult in romantic relationships. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are A Cypress Tree You are strong, adaptable, and striving to be content. You're good at taking what life has to give - even if you don't like it. A passionate lover who can't be satisfied, you are quick tempered at times. You hate loneliness, want love and affection, and need to be needed. A bit of a live wire, you love to gain knowledge any cost... and you can be careless at times. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

A Marriage Poem
The Art of Marriage A good marriage must be created In the art of marriage the little things are the big things It is never being too old to hold hands It is remembering to say “ I Love You” at least once a day It is never going to sleep angry It is having a mutual sense of value and common objectives It is standing together facing the world It is forming a circle of love that gathers in the whole family It is speaking words of appreciation and demonstrating gratitude in thoughtful ways It is having the capacity to forgive and forget It is giving an atmosphere in which each can grow It is finding room for the things of the spirit It is a common search for the good and beautiful It is not only marrying the right partner, It is being the right partner Author: Unknown

Bad Girl
Bad Girl is in the true friend contest!! She is in first place right now and needs you help to stay there.. she has maxed out her comment limit and will fall behind without help.. so lets comment bomb her pic plz.. :) thanks

If You Are Unhappy
IF YOU ARE UNHAPPY Once upon a time,there was nonconforming sparrow who decided not to fly south for the winter. however, soon the weather turned so cold that he reluctantly started to fly south. In a short time ice began to form on his wings and he fell to earth in a barnyard, almost frozen. A cow came by and crapped on the sparrow. The sparrow thought it was the end. But,the mature warmed him and defrosted his wings. Warm and happy,able to breath,he started to sing. Just then a large cat came by and hearing the chirping,investigating the sounds. The cat cleared away the manure,found the chirping bird and prompley ate him. THE MORAL OF THE STORY: EVERYONE WHO SHITS ON YOU IS NOT NECESSARILY YOUR ENEMY. EVERYONE WHO GETS YOU OUT OF THE SHIT IS NOT NECESSARILY YOUR FRIEND. AND, IF YOUR WARM AND HAPPY IN A PILE OF SHIT, KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!!!!!!

This Little Girl Rocks!
Follow this link to watch Alanna Blinn. Bob Munden look out! Shes damn fast with a gun. http://video.yahoo.com/video/play?p=alanna+blinn&ei=UTF-8&oid=c53f8226046d9de8&rurl=www.fastdraw.org&vdone=http%3A%2F%2Fuk.video.yahoo.com%2Fvideo%2Fsearch%3Fp%3Dalanna%2Bblinn%26ei%3DUTF-8&fr=&.fdbk=rev:0

Ok Guys (and Girls Too), Pay Attention! This Could Save You Some Day!!!!
Ok guys (and girls too), pay attention! This could save you some day!!!! TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" She is "VOCALLY APPRECI ATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED." 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not a "TRAMP" She is "SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED." 11. She does not have "MAJOR LEAGUE HOOTERS" She is "PECTORALLY SUPERIOR." 12.

Ignite
Ignite Eruptions ignite inside the soul¡K Lick the flames they take there toll¡K Fingertips spark moistened skin¡K Feels like the flames are rising within¡K Burn flame of power¡K Burn strong in this hour¡K Hot, spilling over like lava to flow¡K Nerves feel like chords being plucked as you go¡K Go from my lips to the nape of my neck¡K All in an instant my senses a wreck¡K Ignite, place your match to the place that you seek¡K Your touch is the fire that makes my body weak¡K Shivering, but not from cold¡K Your body now to me you mold¡K Melting¡K Dripping¡K Molding¡K Bending¡K Blended senses awaken and rise¡K Hold on tight this would be wise¡K Colors, yellow orange and red¡K Your touch is making me lose my head¡K Lava flow just bubbling hot¡K Waiting, and hanging in one dark spot¡K Burning the core slowly and pure¡K Can¡¦t stop--can¡¦t stop of this I am sure¡K Wails from the flames that lick at my nerves¡K Spinning and churning, oh this I deserve¡K De

If You Wanna Reach Me
With right now not being at home and crashing at friends house, I sometimes get on web messenger, but its hard to type, Yahoo messenger is not working at the libary and the only one is msn if you want to reach me add me on msn mine is beargurl_1973@yahoo.com (yes that is my msn)

Is This Your True Love? Leo
Is This Your True Love? Check out your astrological sign's compatibility with another sign. by Dr. Turi M.D.S.U. Important note: This basic comparison chart is generated for the masses only. A Full Comparison chart involves a tremendous work and will help you to understand your business/emotional partner to great extend. Thus if you experience stress in your relationship a 90 MN taped Comparison chart between you and your lover or marriage partner is a must as to comprehend your celestial differences. This awareness will bring a huge difference in handling and understanding your partner and avoid heartaches. Go to Order And Services http://www.drturi.com/readings.php LEO AND ARIES These two is the fire of the zodiac by excellence. These well-matched souls get along spectacularly well in business and in the bedroom. They're a matchless mixture for develop sheer delight and excitement from their association. Fire attracts fire and also share the same likes and dislikes in

Learning That A Sons Deception Is Horrible
My son has done something so hurtful to my MOTHER that I do not know that I can ever forgive him why dont males understand the emotions us women put on things given to us bye our loved ones... She went to help him out last MAY and in doing so she pawned her wedding RINGS he was supposed to get them out well we just found out he didnt and they have been gone for months now and he didnt tell us she is going to end up in the hospital .......She is so devistated and heartbroke as am I ....

Let Us Pray...
Prayer for our soldiers. Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one.

Addicted To The Ct
So I joined Lost Cherry back in August. It looked weird and confusing. I signed back on this past week and holy crap! I am now addicted! I love it. To top everything else off the people I have met on here are so nice. I have it up almost all day at work and can't get enough, it's fun! It'll wear off soon and I will probably settle in and just love it instead of crave it!

I Need Your Help =]
Hello my fellow CT people I would like it if you all took the time out to vote for me in this contest.... every rating and comment counts... Thank you bunches, all my love, Noelia =] [Here is the link] http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=455433&albumid=140104&i=2834250455

Stuff
today was my last day of tests for finals week. I think I did well in all my classes except math. I don't think I did too well on the criminal justice test. I was one of the first people done. Normally I am one of the last. I don't think anyone else did well either though. So hopefully he adjusts the score like he normally does. I think I did better than most people, and that's all it takes to get a good score over all after he adjusts things. The psyche test was a good test for the most part. I did well on it. There were questions where you had to connect two concepts. We discusssed all of them in class, but we didn't talk about how they connected with each other. So it was one of those things where you had to think about it. The essey questions were easy though. Now is my break. I start agains sometime in january. I'm sick. I'm caughing up yellow stuff. So that's not good. I'll live though, it will go away eventually. Hopefully it's not too serious, I'm sure I've lived through

Thanks
Please pass on to all your friends/family. Thanks. Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.letssaythanks.com , you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services.

The Outlaw Contest Has Started Please Vote For Your Favorite Guy And Girl Outlaw
Now Taking contestants for My very First Contest, This contest is for the Best Outlaw Male and Female. The Grand Prize for both Men and women will be a choice of a Rolex, Diamond or Men's ring. Second Place gets 10,000 in prizes in Cherry bucks. Third place in both gets 5,000 in prizes in Cherry bucks. or a Morph of pics they want. Please PM Me you pic you want to enter in the contest. The contest will run when I have enough entrys. There will be 10 men and 10 women. When the Contest starts you can Promote yourself. Have others promote you. Rate yourself and Comment bombing yourself is allowed as well. So lets get those Pics in ~Devil In Cuffs~PrisonBreak Fan~@ CherryTAP

Thank You
Please pass on to all your friends/family. Thanks. Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.letssaythanks.com , you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services.

A Poem A Friend Wrote For Me!
Don't judge too hard! Pray that you don't find fault with the man who limps,Or stumbles along the road. Unless you have worn the shoes he wears,Or struggled beneath his load. There may be tacks in his shoesthat hurt, Though hidden from veiw. Or the burden he bears,placed on his back, May cause you to stumble too. Don't sheer at the man who's down today, Unless you have felt the blow that caused his, fall,or felt the shame. THAT ONLY THE FALLEN KNOW! You maybe strong but still the blows that were his,if dealt to you, May cause you to stagger too. Don't be to harsh on the man who sins, Or pelt him with words or stones. Unless you are sure ,yea, sure doubley sure, That you have NO sin of your own. For you know pherhaps, if the tempters voice, Should whisper as soft to you. As it did to him when he went astray, It would cause you to falter too!!!!!!!

Christmas Letter From Jesus To His Children
Dear Children, It has come to my attention that many of you are upset that folks are taking My name out of the season. Maybe you've forgotten that I wasn't actually born during this time of the year and that it was some of your predecessors who decided to celebrate my birthday on what was actually a time of pagan festival, although, I do appreciate being remembered anytime. How I personally feel about this celebratrion can probably be most easilly understood by those of you who have been blessed with children of your own. I don't care what you call the day. If you want to celebrate my birth just GET ALONG AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER. Now having said that let me go on. If it bothers you that the town in which you live doesn't allow a scene depicting my birth, then just get rid of a couple of Santas and snowmen and put in a small Nativity scene on your own front lawn. Iall my followers did that, there wouldn't be any need for such a scene on the town square because there would be so m

Im In Hellcats Ladies Christmas Contest Starting At 5 Pacific Time Come And Vote For Me
to get to Hellcats profile click on the pic below, come on out and vote for me. *HELLCAT*LADIES CONTEST BEGINS 2NIGHT@ CherryTAP GET READY LADIES AND GENTS!!! EVEN THOUGH THIS PARTY IS WITHIN NSFW GUIDELINES THAT DOES NOT MEAN IT WON'T BE ROCKIN!!! ALL PICS NEED TO BE IN TO ME BY 5 PM CETRAL TIME NO LATE ENTRIES WILL BE ALLOWED. THEY MUST BE WITHIN NSFW GUIDELINES. THE CONTEST BEGINS THURSDAY ... TONIGHT!!! AT 7 PM CENTRAL TIME WHEN THE LADIES SHOWING OFF THEIR CHRISTMAS SPIRIT WILL BE UNVEILED AND THE VOTING BEGINS! LET'S PARTY!!!! LIKE IT'S ..UMMM.. 2009??? LOL!!! THIS CONTEST IS BASED ON COMMENTS ONLY SO LADIES DONT YOU WORRY ABOUT ANY DOWNRATERS THAT HAPPEN TO COME IN. ******* SELF COMMENTING IS ALLOWED ********* THE CONTEST WILL END ON SATURDAY DEC. 23rd @ MIDNIGHT CENTRAL TIME. AS MENTIONED BEFORE...THESE ARE THE WINNERS GIFTS: 1ST PLACE WINNER RECEIVES A DIAMOND RING AND DIAMOND EARRINGS 2ND PLACE WINNER RECEIVES A DIAMOND RING 3RD PLACE WINN

Recover Your Happiness
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way.

Nyuk Nyuk
What's "68"? You do me and I owe you one. What did Cinderella do when she got to the ball? Gagged! What do you call a man who cries while he masturbates? A tearjerker. Have you heard about the new supersensitive condoms? They hang around after the man leaves and talk to the woman. Define "Egghead " What Mrs. Dumpty gives to Humpty. What happened to the Pope when he went to Mount Olive? Popeye almost killed him! Did you hear about the male prostitute who got leprosy? He did okay until his business fell off. What did the Indian say when the white man tied his penis in a knot? "How come?" How many perverts does it take to put in a light bulb? Just one, but it takes the entire emergency room to get it out! What do you call a truckload of vibrators? Toys for Twats. Define Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary! What do you call twelve naked men sitting on each others shoulders? A scrotum pole! What's the ultimate in rejection? When

Sarah Finkel
Anyone who has ever had a loved one in the hospital will enjoy this: A woman called a local hospital. "Hello. Could you connect me to the person who gives information about patients? I'd like to find out if a patient is getting better, doing as expected, or getting worse." The voice on the other end said, "What is the patient's name and room number?" "Sarah Finkel, room 302." "I'll connect you with the nursing station." "3-A Nursing Station. How can I help you?" "I'd like to know the condition of Sarah Finkel in room 302." "Just a moment. Let me look at her records. Mrs. Finkel is doing very well. In fact, she's had two full meals, her blood pressure is fine. She is to be taken off the heart monitor in a couple of hours and, if she continues this improvement, Dr. Cohen is going to send her home Tuesday at noon." The woman said, "What a relief! Oh, that's fantastic... that's wonderful news!" The nurse said, "From your enthusiasm, I take it you are a close family member

He Said, She Said:-)
He said... I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it. She said...You wear briefs, don't you? He said... Do you love me just because my father left me a fortune? She said...Not at all honey, I would love you no matter who left you the money. He said... Since I first laid eyes on you, I've wanted to make love to you in the worst way. She said...Well, you have succeeded. He said... You have a flat chest and need to shave your legs, have you ever been mistaken for a man? She said...No, have you? He said... Why do you women always try to impress us with your looks, not with your brains? She said...Because there is a bigger chance that a man is a moron than he is blind. He said... Let's go out and have some fun tonight. She said...Okay, but if you get home before I do, leave the hallway light on.

School Trip To The Racetrack
A group of third, fourth and fifth graders accompanied by two female teachers went on a field trip to the local racetrack to learn about thoroughbred horses and the supporting industry. During the tour some of the children wanted to go to the toilet so it was decided that the girls would go with one teacher and the boys would go with the other. As the teacher assigned to the boys waited outside the men's toilet, one of the boys came out and told her that he couldn't reach the urinal. Having no choice, the teacher went inside and began hoisting the little boys up by their armpits, one by one. As she lifted one up by the armpits, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well-endowed for an elementary school child. "I guess you must be in the fifth," she said. "No ma'am," he replied, "I'm in the seventh, riding Silver Arrow. Thanks for the lift anyhow."

Loving On The Lawn;-)
A man was walking one day, when he came to this big house in a nice neighbourhood. Suddenly he realised there was a couple making love out on the lawn. Then he noticed another couple over behind a tree. Then another couple behind some bushes by the house. He walked up to the door of the house, and knocked. A well dressed woman answered the door, and the man asked what kind of a place this was. "This is a brothel", replied the madam. "Well, what's all this out on the lawn?" queried the man. "Oh, we're having a yard sale today."

"exhale"
From Soul to Soul and Heart to Heart Few are the seconds that our minds are apart. Your face still lingers long after your gaze, Your haunting eyes set my heart all ablaze. When the sea of man's desire is amidst a great storm, Your gentle embrace brings a peace that is warm. three weeks have now passed since your voice I first hear. Many more will sure come as we grow ever near. What a journey it's been my sweet other half, And by the look of the stars there's much more to last. As I've oft' said love's to small a sound To explain this wild enchantment the two of us found.

♥from My Baby To Me♥
He saw her over the gulf of eternity Sitting under the great oak. Her body swathed in pure white chiffon and lace, White and pure and soft. Her legs up Her body cradled over the box... the box of gold.. her gift. She sat there crying, Her sobs touching every fibre of her soul. For inside the box, was her gift, of love, her soul, her desire, her need. The precious seeds of her womanhood. With love those seeds would grow, venture out of the box into the sunlight, and through their growth fill her life with color the beautiful perfume of flowers, the wonder of birds and butterflies attracted by it's beauty. But her box was grey, Covered with years of neglect, the seeds resting on bone-dry soil. Her heart in hibernation. Her tears tracing lines down her cheek. He watched her. He understood. She fell asleep. She woke to see him there The box cradled lovingly in his lap Toolbox by his side. He was a million miles away across the great gulf yet see

Good Read
Just finished latest Stephen King, Lisey's Story.....another solid book. Change of pace from Story of O (don't read Return to the Chateau, just ruins it) and Carries Story. If your looking to be entertained and a lil' hot and bothered, the last 2 are very good SM books.

"busy"
I have come to hate the word "busy." One of my friends who I have talked to and known for three years (online, we did kind of run into each other a few times when we were living in Hawaii)... has been busy CONSTANTLY since I went to visit him in Eastern Washington two months ago. He hasn't called once since I drove 600 miles round trip to see him. When I did go to see him, I had planned on staying for two nights in a hotel and well he called me the 2nd morning from his school and said he would be busy with college and classes until 8 pm. OK. WHAT the fuck... I drove across the entire state and yes, I know that college is very important but he had told me before I came out that he had the day off. So now that he met me, suddenly he can't hang out? It made me feel very, very bad inside. I ended up leaving Spokane at around 3 or 4 pm. Anyway to make a long story short, he said he felt bad cuz he was sooo "busy." I think it was just the fact that he met me, and that I'm n

Torture
I don't understand why life goes as it does. We spend so much time looking for the perfect someone. We search and search. Not seeing what's in front of us. The lucky ones find each other and are happy. What of those who find it, but the other does not? You know in your heart that this person is the one but that person can not see it's you. Why do we have to suffer like this? I know in my heart that I've found what I have been searching for. I finally know what kind of person I want in my life. Sadly he does not feel the same about me. Why must I go on knowing that I love him and he doesn't feel the same about me? I finally know what love is and I can't have it.

Three Staples
Sean is back at work today, though he's not supposed to be yet. He needs the money. I don't blame him. He's fine as far as I can tell. Three staples on top of his head, that's all. I missed him. He's wondermous. I have a cigarette burn on the corner of my mouth. I saw Robbie yesterday and he tickled me while he was smoking and I doubled over and hit the damn cigarette. Hurts like hell. Let me tell you. Kinda looks like I have herpes now. FAB! Hate it... I'm not mad at him though. It was just nice to see him, and kissed it when he realized what happened. He's sweet... I've missed him a lot. He told me he's an asshole now and that he uses people. He told me about his gf (one month on the 15th) and asked how my boy-luck is. It really sucked to tell him I had yet to find an actual boyfriend and that I just basically sleep around. He didn't seem phazed. We walked around the Southlands and then I tried to jump his car for him. I failed but I made an effort. I miss him a lot still... I wis

Daffodil Principle
The Daffodil Principle Several times my daughter had telephoned to say, "Mother, you must come to see the daffodils before they are over." I wanted to go, but it was a two-hour drive from Laguna to Lake Arrowhead. "I will come next Tuesday", I promised a little reluctantly on her third call. Next Tuesday dawned cold and rainy. Still, I had promised, and reluctantly I drove there. When I finally walked into Carolyn's house I was welcomed by the joyful sounds of happy children. I delightedly hugged and greeted my grandchildren. "Forget the daffodils, Carolyn! The road is invisible in these clouds and fog, and there is nothing in the world except you and these children that I want to see badly enough to drive another inch!" My daughter smiled calmly and said, "We drive in this all the time, Mother." "Well, you won't get me back on the road until it clears, and then I'm heading for home!" I assured her. "But first we're going to see the daffodils. It's just a f

Darn
Well I have played for a long time my husbansd is going home and my kids are fighting like crazy...I have no patients for whining....grrr hopefully I can come back in a bit but I will leave my status as away....hehehe

11's Left Today: 10
11's left today: 10 Above you see the daily limit to rate pics & profiles 11... 10 !! So..I decided this = 1. Whoever rate my pics & profile 11 comes 1st 2. Profileratings on my FAMILY friends list pages 3. Profilerating on my contestants pages 4. Others friends pages I hope you all understand my dilemma here I just try to make this as fair as possible.. ...and 10 a day is not much :(( BUT I DO LOVE YOU ALL BUNCHES !!

Drizzle
Drizzle Lightly sprinkle all about Falling like sugar spun silk threads Drizzle on my frazzled nerves Cause me lose my mind Like a confection forbidden sweet Drizzle now dessert complete Whipped up frenzy, oh that¡¦s me Oh please give and satisfy--be The cherry on my sundae dish I won¡¦t waste my promised wish Lips of hunger need to know What is in this sugary flow Covered on a sticky spoon With each lick my body does swoon¡K Lick my lips won¡¦t waste one bit Suck my fingers, yes each tip Drizzle fine this sugar sweet Good thing I am kneeling Not standing on my feet¡K Oh I enjoy this tasty concoction No guilt do I feel As I sup this delicious treat For it¡¦s a gift from my dear sweet „¦ Dawn Marie 2006

Hammer And Chisel
Hammer and Chisel You sorted through the marble white Of alabaster milk You ran your fingers slowly over With eyes closed dreamed of silk Your hands so strong and mighty sure Of this marble you would procure A piece of work your master¡¦s call You would chip and chisel small Hammering away to release it from This pallid rock to succumb Your vision seen through your mind¡¦s eye Slow the process, rush not your style Fancy flourish only comes with a brush But in this marble there is no rush For one mistake This marble may break Hammer and chisel to release this beauty deep Of wonders that your fingers keep Smooth away the rough edges--see Deep within this marble be A beauty your hands will work and pound Until all that is witnessed A masterpiece found Toil away the hours to days Slowly bringing forth from a clouded haze The vision when you first felt cold This marble that would break the mold Time a friend to your master¡¦s mind Hammering away to seek

Refreshing!
I met a girl from online today. She was the greatest! We met, we went parking, and she sucked my cock and swallowed my whole load. After that, I took care of her needs. She's a busy woman with her own life and just wants to get laid like me. She said that she had met other guys from online, but they all have some other motive. I was honest, and told the truth, I'm horny and want nothing else, and the truth set me free! I guess it goes back to being a biker and living the way I live, god it makes life much less complicated! I'm having a great day, how bout you?!

First Blog! Yay!
I have nothing to say really. I'm kind of bored. I have accounting homework I could be doing, but it's hard. :/ Or I'm dumb. One of the two. I haven't had any comments in a while. I suppose that's it.

My World
hello cherries hello my friends just i want to drop some love to all of u there we are so far from us but i feel that we really like familly here thanks for all of u about every thing u do for me there are many nice ladies in there and many gentelmens i wish the luck for all of u so please all of u sat safe and keep in touch it is like i cant live without any one from all of u with all the love on the world i say merry christmas my friends and for all the world trible_xxx-alfa-fox-99

Caterpillar
Caterpillar Sweet little insect travel and see Into the future so you can be free Free of the toils that have caused you to fear Wrap yourself up with wise knowledge--appear Hang from the branch that gives comfort--keep Keep out the worries, don¡¦t allow creep New found wisdom Enlightened And freed Take all your knowledge From that planted seed¡K Spun up in my cocoon my little soul kept Hidden from eyes to witness--I wept My tears like layers of muddy waters--deep I fought the currents my soul here to keep Knapweeds below me, my safeties strong place Slowly revealing my time honored face With wings emerging Months of soul purging Beauty to be revealed Release me from my cocoon--unsealed Blink in the sunshine Feel the warmth rise sublime Flutter my wings Take flight, my soul sings Hover above the world left behind For they can be cruel and often unkind Instead fly to place of promise--my gift No longer through ashes required to sift Sift

Trivia About Ct, Can Anyone Answer The Question Below
Ok here goes does anyone know how many picture comments a level 20 can post a day? or does it matter what your level is? I know that new ppl are limited, but what about the higher you get does your comment limit go up? Can someone answer this for me?

Need Help
My grandma is in surgery right now. They think she may have colon cancer. We almost lost her in Feb. and now this. I have lost a great aunt and aunt this year so far. I am asking for everyone to pray or whatever you may do to help make sure my grandma pulls through. Thanks for all your support!!

Comments
Don't you just hate it when you leave a comment on one of your friends page and see that they checked out your page afterward and said nothing no Hi no comment. I feel like I should take them off. It only makes sense that if you already know me why are you looking and not saying anything. Hopefully these certain individuals will realize that I am talking about them and fix the problem.

Merry Christmas & Happy Holiday's From My House To Yours.......
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Billy Gilman Warm And Fuzzy Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com My Christmas wish for all of my Family & Friends........I wish you all the merriest of Christmas' this year and alway's. I wish for everyone to have a warm place to be, someone to be there with, and joy in your hearts to share. Love to all, Crissy

Military Prayer
Let us pray... Prayer chain for our Military... Don't break it! Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer for our soldiers. Don't break it! Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON!