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Drinking
lately a lot of poeple have been saying you need to quit drinking, you should watch your drinking, blah, blah, blah....i am getting tired of it. what ever happened to me being able to excercise my united states right to drink..they forgot to say drink in peace.....i have drank a case in the last week and everyone thinks that is bad, if only they knew....i used to drink a case a day two if i was having a good day... i didnt care about huging the porcelin god all night back then, now i just hope i can stay awake long enough to break the seal...anyways i just lost my train of thought so i guess: to be continued.....

More Updatez On Me
Saturday, Still have that damn headache.. Well I try but I did some laundry today.. I had to wash my dark clothes and I have to put them away later on tomorrow.. I really don't know what to do.. People are can be assholes sometimes the reason why I said that is people treat me like shit.. People like to use me alot.. I have when through shit in the past and now I am not going to take it no longer.. Grandma is out of town and I have been thinking what ever told me or give me adivce, I will try to do what I have to in my life.. Thinking about my grandma and Praying everything I got.. Yes I know she has Cancer but I have to be the one strong and watch over her.. I am the one who wants to stay with my grandma in the first place so I am going to do what I have to do.. Is be there for my grandma and help out the best I can.. I had to think about it last night and I have thought of it really good and took my time too.. Well what I have to do is do what I have to do in my life.. Sometimes I

This Is The New Shit
Everything has been said before There's nothing left to say anymore When it's all the same You can ask for it by name Babble babble bitch bitch Rebel rebel party party Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence" Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in: Everybody sing along. Babble babble bitch bitch Rebel rebel party party Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence" Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in: Everybody sing, Are you motherfuckers ready For the new shit? Stand up and admit, tomorrow's never coming. This is the new shit. Stand up and admit. Do we get it? No. Do we want it? Yeah. This is the new shit, Stand up and admit. Babble babble bitch bitch Rebel rebel party party Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence" Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in: Everybody sing along. Everything has been said before There's nothing l

More Funny Photos
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It's Time To Go
Well ladies and gentlemen, it's been a fun run. On November 28th, 2003, I moved to Seattle, WA. I've had alot of fun here. I've met the greatest people on earth, people that I love, people that I care for more than anything. But now it's time to go home. Time to be with my family, who wondered why in the hell I moved to Washington in the first place, but knew that I was doing what I felt I had to do and stood behind me the whole way. It's time to go back and be with them. So Monday, October 23rd, I will be leaving Moses Lake and driving 2233 miles to TN. I'll miss you all, and love you all dearly. And to those that are in TN waiting for me: buckle your seatbelts! It's going to be one hell of a ride! Samuel

My Poem
Angels Watching Us Angels to the North of us Angels to the South of us Angels to the East and West Angels please watch over our nation As we come to a rest. We have our heroes and Our children We remember what happen to us on 9-11 Some of us know how to love And some of us care and as you The angels are watching down over us The rest will learn as we share. Amen! Christine L. Rodriguez Copyright ©2006 Christine L. Rodriguez

Thank U All My Lc Friends
this goes out to all of u who added me, rated me and were just real nice and showing some LC love thank u so much dont forget tho i would love all of u to continue all the comments on my pics and just leavin msg love u all Cheers Nath (urban cowboy/fireman) P>S any pic requests i'll try and get them done just for u

Grr!
I hate to start this blog with a bitch, but... I cannot stand it when people post the same graphic as a comment on every single photo. On one, sure. Different graphics on each, ok. But the same one, particularly if it has no text or is completely out of context, is not only annoying but an an obvious cheat for points.

Loss
Well, unfortunately last night I lost a dear friend of mine of more than 14 years. It was all over a stupid woman who wished to control his life and tell him whom he could be friends with and what not. She came onto my page making all kinds of rude remarks about me and my children. I found it very unfair. I replied back to her. Well, a damn war started out and in the end he believed her and left my side. I find it a bit unfair, but I'm not gonna sit back and let her do these things to me and have to turn right around and defend myself to someone whom was supposed to be a friend. I understand that he's had a long history with her, and also two children. Oh well, so goes life. I spent 10 years without him and can do it again. It's an unfortunate thing when you lose a great friend that you've been through a lot with over something very small and petty. I guess that it's more his loss. He was willing to believe crap that was incorrect. I still have a lot of great friends that love me and c

Missing You
I dont know how it happen , or just what to say . I'm missing my baby more and more , each and every day . I don't know what to say , but from the very start i knew the distance would tare my heart apart . I'm living each and every day knowing that you care. And wishing my baby was always gonna be there. We talk and talk , without any words.. We never say goodbye.. It's always i love you . And please don't cry ... I miss you so much every day .. And i know im wishing my life away.. But i can't wait for the day to come..When i know im going to run . Straight into your arms.. To my darling baby i just want to say i love you so very much with each passing day ..

Just My Thought
Living Alter It is my belief that the physical alter and objects on it are not necessary in the practice of my path (Wittan). In the creation of wo/man all elements were gifted, we carry them in our physical make up. Fire is the impulses of our brain and nervous system, wind is the breath of life issuing form our lungs, in our blood is water, and salt, and the many minerals of earth can be found in our bodies. When you stand erect with feet apart, arms held straight out from your sides and head held high, you’re the perfect pentagram. As for the use of am athame we carry this always, what better than the index finger? In ages past it was believed the index finger was the direct line to the heart one reason for the wedding band to be placed on this finger. The alter and objects upon it made it’s appearance as we know it with the re-birth of Wicca (New Age) thanks to Gerald Gardner in the early 1950s when the laws against Witchcraft were repealed in England. As we all know duri

Chances
Have you ever just given something; not knowing if or what the return? Have you taken the chance; placed something that is so precious so… The soul of your being; on the line; not knowing; Chancing pain, heartache, Your heart and your soul for… Life, love, happiness Knowing what you pray for is so… Fragile, so delicate that you’re not sure if it could be real Do you dare hope; do you take that leap into total darkness A chance for a light so bright it would fill the darkest hearts with hope; faith Taking chances; the way to live; in fear but also truly Alive

The Voice
He would call; my heart would start to race. I answer, and he speaks. Everything in the room, all the stress, all melts away. It all disappears and all that IS is his voice on the other end. He laughs, he whispers, he sits and makes no noise just breathing. My body, mind, soul all belong to him. Aching to know this man; everything about him I want to soak in. Feel his words drifting over my heart, mind, and body. Feather like caresses, hard demanding kisses. I feel like he is here beside me, with me in so many different ways. He speaks and I can feel what he is saying. Physically feeling his hands, his breathe. Every word turned into a physical action. A caress, a nudge, a soft kiss, warm hands running down my body. All this just from a voice on the end of a phone line.

Bls Bylaws And Codes Of Honour
Now I am taking This directly from The CD cover of Stronger than Death. Those who know me well enough know I do not drink. Which may lead you to wonder, "How can he abide by these Bylaws and codes of honour?" Quite Easily, and I don't have to explain shit to you about it. So here they are. ~God, Famiy, Beer ~Suicide in NOT an option ~Complaint Dept. Closed ~Live life Stronger than Death ~Thou Shalt Not Spilleth Thy Beer ~Refuse to lose/Born to booze ~Respect is to be showin to ALL society Dwellers Worldwide ~Colours must be worn at all Back Label Society concerts and events ~Fear no beer ~Bleed Black Label Society That's it pretty simple.

Hmmmmm....
I am no one's hero, I will not sacrafice my feelings for the sake of saving yours. I should only have to carry my burden, not yours. If I feel passionately about something I will not have my opinions stiffled because it'll hurt feelings...my passions are my passions. If I'm feeling weak, don't try to knock me down further or it'll awaken the whirlwind. Be a fucking friend and help me get back to as good as I was. If you don't wanna help me then step the fuck back. Yes I may not be whole at the moment but that doesn't mean I've lost my value. So I live with my brother in squander...I am a great person damnit! I am a hero to each and everyone of you! So I struggle but I do it on my own and I will not have any of you tell me I am not worth yuor time or your fucking equal. This is my stand against life, no, the fucking world! I am Taer Owikawa and I am something great!!!!

I Wonder If
I wonder if I sit here by your side and i wonder if i made a mistake. I wonder if you were just so desperate for love and thats why you picked me. I wonder if all the objects in our path will lessen. I wonder if you truly love me. I wonder if your friend tells the truth and i mean nothing to you. I wonder if just maybe even though your my life's mate that we are not meant to be. when i am with you i know you love me. when you are with her i wonder if it all a lie. you say trust in me and i do. but when its dark and i am alone i wonder if. all these wonder ifs are slowly killing me. all these wonder ifs are making me into a shell. I wonder if

Hurt
No matter who u love thy seem to hurt u but u are still there to take care of thembecause u enjoy doing it,But time and time again u get hurt and u still love them no matter thy have done to u,u still hold the candle flame for second chance to have it with that person that u love and want to be with,but thy just turn there feelings off like it never happen ,but who is there to help and pick up the pieces after someone breaks there heart time and time again to get the chance to be with that person that u love so much,there will always be hope in the heart that carries the flame of passion for him. If he did not want my love then way did he have me here to love him then toss me away like a set of old sheets if he knew he never loved me,he always said he goes with the spark but sometimes the spark might not start as fast but it can grow if they trully wanted it to but i think he never wanted it to grow between us.But No matter how much i hurt i am going to be there for him because that i

About My Trip
Hey, I know a few of you will believe this and some will think I am making it up. But you know those two maps I have posted...hehe I didn't go by them...lmao I just rode and got gas and asked someone how to get here and there...LMAO I'm not kidding! The only place I almost got lost at was somewhere in Washington and Oregon; talk about a messed up Highway marking system. Oh, get this the best highway to be on in a traffic jam is in LA NO ONE IS RUDE, NOT THAT i SAW ANYWAYS. And got burned going across AZ, NM and Texas; Texas took me longer to get across than half the country...whew

What Curse Words Mean
What cuss words really mean.......... The mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and hears his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "

Living Dead Girl
ROB ZOMBIE LYRICS "Living Dead Girl" (Who is this irrestibles creature who has an insaciable love for the dead?) Living Dead Girl! Rage in the cage And piss upon the stage There's only one sure way To bring the giant down Defunct the strings Of cemetary things With one flat foot On the devil's wing Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Raping the geek And hustling the freak Like a hunchback juice On a sentimental noose Operation filth They love to love the wealth Of an SS Whore Making scary sounds Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Psyclone Jack Hallucinating Hack Thinks Donna Reed Eats dollar bills Goldfoot machine Creates another fiend So Beautiful, They make you kill Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl

The Man I Want To Be
I take some paper on my hand, And with a pencil draw a man The dream of what I'd really, really like to be. A man with courage in his brow, Who's licked his doubts and fears somehow, A warrior of great nobility. But who am I? Just a wandering kid. A cipher on the wall, not even brave at all! And where's my dream like his that I would fight for? And where's my cause like his that I would die for? And in his eyes he's not a afraid Because you see he's got it made The dream of what I'd really, really like to be. A brave and noble, fiery youth. Who's not afraid to die for truth. Who's tall and straight, but best of all he's free! But who am I? Such a fool as I am. A cipher on the wall, not even brave at all! And where's my dream like his that I would fight for? And where's my cause like his that I would die for? But still the paper's in my hand And every day I sketch that man Who knows the truth and what life's all about! My conscience says I should be him I guess I

Down With Sickness........ Luv This Song
Artist: Disturbed Lyrics Song: Down With The Sickness Lyrics (Can you feel that?) (Oh shit) Ooh ah ah ah ah! Ooh ah ah ah ah! Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give in to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing ... in me (Will you give in to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes Oh no, There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon ... in me Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up Come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up Come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has d

Sometimes It Gets Better Sometimes It Gets Worse
Well things aren't great but things are terrible. I woke up today with a horrible headache and Dana had to work so I had to do the Grandpa thing wether I wanted to or not. Which I didn't!! I felt like crap all day so i didn't do much other then what I had to do. Grandpa is being a little bit nicer but not cause he wants to be nicer to me but because he has forgotten the whole thing. Which is good and bad, good cause at least he is over it but bad cause it's harder for me to get over things. I WISH I could forget things as easy as he does. People are always saying that forgetfulness is horrible but I will tell you I think I would rather be the one forgetting then the one remembering. Oh well not really anything else to say to I guess I will get out of here. This blog thing is theraputic!!!

Which Ones Are True Or Could Be
which ones are true or could be...comment it and tell me ARiES * -- High sex appeal. -- Rare to find. -- Great when found. -- The one -- So much love to give -- Very pretty. -- Outgoing. -- lovable -- Spontanious. -- Funny. -- Can get abnoxious -- Take you on trips to the moon in bed. -- excellent kisser -- EXTREMELY sexy. -- Loves being in long relationships.=) -- Addictive. -- Loud. -- best in bed

Blaaaaaaaaaahhhh
OK so far my night has went to hell. Not only I have been gettin sick but just as i actually start nodding off to dreamland my daughter wakes up and has now been up since 11 something. i know im not gettin ne sleep tonight. shes complaining of her leg hurtin her again. im takin her to a fkkn specialist. she seems to be in bad pain. well im off to sit down for a sec.

Passion Is My Kryptonite
love is passion, passion is my krptonite. it is what makes me weak and what causes me not to see when there is trouble around the corner. though i must always be who i am, and that person is a lover and a fighter. i must love always and forever those who need it and even those who don't wish to hold it. with that side of fate, i must fight for those who need protection and to fight the agony of my krptonite. i will never stop being there for others, i know there will be many who don't appreicate me or atempt to give back what i provide. you will meet this guardian, he will be your shoulder to cry on, he will bring you laughter, fight for your honor, and at extremes will bleed for you, cry for you, and love you. Yes, you! The one who reads this and wishes that i was speaking to them, and if you want it to be, then it shall. stand strong, speak from your heart as i do everyday, and allow me to be the friend you need. to be that guardian. i know i will die one day, and i know that i could

I Am Worth The Effort
I am a very open minded person... I have a husband who is very ok with me having "special freinds" online( yahoo ,here, the phone... ).... I am very loving and understanding, I am a strong and soulful woman... all i ask in return is someone who RESPECTS strong women and doesnt lie... has the time to get to know me... says what they mean... do what they say... and not rush things....I am VERY good to ppl who are good to me.... ppl that find my profile interesting... that may want to get to know me beyond my pics.... and not just sexually.... but also GENUINLY are interested in having a real connection...something to enhance their standing IRL relationship or keep them sane while they are on the dating scene... someone who will not leave me after a few days... but want me as a part of their life in ADDITION to their off-line life.... Guess the next step is u to whoever is ready for me...

Life
The Prophet (PBUH) said "Whoever guides to good will be rewarded equally" and "Pass on knowledge from me even if it is only one verse". Lead such a life that when you die people mourn for you, and while you are alive they long for your company.

Spell Binding
LOST IN LOVE Whirl wind swirling through my mind all these emotions leave me blind Unsure of what it is I need looking at signs I can not read Searching for meaning deep inside Confused by what I can not hide Running away from what I desire lost in the heat of passions fire Knowing I can't fight what is real wishing I did not have to feel Fearing what I always wanted vulnerable yet still undaunted Haunted be the tortured past wondering if the feeling will last loving the soul and the mind of one mysterious tremendous find Knowing the fire burns so deep my soul entranced, hers to keep Looking forward to a time when two become one in act sublime Finding the joy in being there in the arms of the one for who I care By R. Thomas Dinsmore

How Could You!!!
How could you!! How was I to know? The night was so long and so still!! How could you!! How was I to know? You were so still!! How could you !! How was I to know? One min you were there the next the angel of death took you home!! How could you!! How was I to know? Now once again I'm alone!!

Me In A Nut Shell!
open, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66% Stability |||||||||| 33% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||| 36% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||| 30% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70% Work ethic |||||| 30% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63% Conflict s

Leaving Shivers
Leaving Shivers Teasing Licking Sensations pouring Pulling Tugging Rippling forward Tongue darts in- Captured centered Metal Vibrating Cheeks are tender Muscles tightening Sweat beads quiver Nipples harden Clit heaves- Leaving shivers...... ~nakednurse~

The Joy Of Coffee
Caffeine is my shepherd; I shall not doze. It maketh me to wake in green pastures: it leadeth me beyond the sleeping masses. It restoreth my buzz: it leadeth me in the paths of consciousness for its name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of addiction, I will fear no Equal (tm): for thou art with me; thy cream and thy sugar they comfort me. Thou preparest a carafe before me in the prescence of Juan Valdez: thou anointest my day with pep; my mug runneth over. Surely richness and taste shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the House of Maxwell forever.

This Was From My Last Poker Game About 2 Years Ago
ROTTEN LUCK RON They say unlucky in cards, lucky in love ! Well then I better get laid if push comes to shove. For it has long been said of love of this kind . You could get hairy palms and would go blind . I should have known better than to sit down with sharks but then what could go wrong these cards had no marks It's just a friendly game between me and few friends we play just for the fun, We don't count the loses till it ends So begin we did just three of us there to start the rest had not arrived yet lacking the heart twenty five each in the chips to play we took Bubba counted it out and wrote down in the book We antied in and started the friendly game this time it was different yet some how the same the same place, the same people and the cards I brought I'd find out soon that it's not the cards if luck is for naught first play was done and Bubba and I both lost the hand Go figure stone face Sandi to win yet again cool and collected she sits

Survey
***100 Nosey Questions*** by longtallsally28The BasicsName: LorettaAge: 28Month of birth: MarchAny Siblings?: 1 of 12Parents still married?: YesOccupation: site directorDo you like your job?: yesAny pets?: 1 cat and 2 birdsHair color: blondeEye color: hazelShoe size: 6Any Tattoos?: noneAny Piercings?: yesCurrent mood: happyCurrent wardobe choice: jeans and a t-shirtWhat are you listening to?: to troy...lolWho did you last speak with on the phone?: troyWhat do you currently smell like?: hawaiian gingerLast....Movie you watched: coach carterMagazine you looked at: noneThing you ate: chineseBook you read: noneT.v. show you watched: csiTime you cried: last niteTook a shower: this morningGot a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail): 2 weeks agoAte at a restaurant (not fast food): yeah toniteCD you bought: been awhile

Why M&m's Are Wiccan
MM = Merry Meet Round shape for wheel of the year, cycle of seasons Skins are different colors, but the inside is the same chocolate, because we are all related. Associations with the colors: Red = South Green = West Dark Brown = North Yellow = East Orange = For the Solar God Light Brown = For the Earth Mother (Copper Woman) Blue = Sky Father Rotate the M & M: M = 13th letter of alphabet, and there are 13 witches in a coven 3 = Triple Goddess, three phases of moon W = Witchcraft, Wiccan E = Enlightenment, Enchantment of chocolate "Melt in your mouth, not in your hand"--God/dess's love must be experienced directly to appreciate. Also, God/dess will take care of you. Sweetness to remind us of how sweet the love of the God and Goddess is!

A Poem I Needed To Write About Mikey's Death
never never did i see the coldness given to me by you making me numb Breaking inside this is not right tears staining my cheek as i fell to my knees Bloodstained hands held outward in plea for the sudden release that is forever denied me Your soul held to me a burden that chains me down In agony and sorrow An unforgiven death so young a smile so strong lifting our pained hearts A DREAM unfullfilled A cry to the winds with anger A question lingering WHY? Tears flow like a river A sorrow that stains a scar forever with all our memories And A Soul that will never Be Forgotten

A Christian Priest, A Rabbi, And A Pagan High Priestess
As part of an Interfaith community project, A right wing Christian priest, a rabbi, and a Pagan priestess decided that in order to improve relations in the community, they will go on a fishing trip together on a local pond. They're out in the boat, and the Pagan priestess excuses herself to go to the bathroom back on the shore. She gets out, walks across the water back to shore, and then walks back across the water to the boat. The Christian priest looks in amazement, crosses himself, and they continue fishing. It comes on about noon time, and the rabbi realizes they left their lunches back on shore. So he gets up, walks across the water to the shore, retrieves the lunches, and walks back across the water to the boat. The Christian priest, now completely amazed, and a little bit righteous, thinks, "not to be outdone by two heathens, I can do that too!!" So he gets up, excuses himself to go to the bathroom, takes a step out of the boat and promptly sinks to the bottom. While he

Another One..
Although you're so far away you're stuck in my mind, I'm scared to fall asleep knowing when I do you'll be there, So tired of depression it's finally getting to me, You're so happy I just don't understand how this could be so unfair. Your memory smothers me, Your presence is what I fear, I just want to go far away, Alone with no one near. My tears fall into a puddle that reeks of you, My cries seem to spell your name, I'm so consumed with emotions, I feel as though I'm going insane. I try to act like everything is alright with me, Humor seems to be my closest friend, Behind that laughter is me crying out, I just wish all this pain would come to an end. Where did I go wrong? What could I have done? The feelings I have are many, You have few to none. You've destroyed who I thought I was, I have to start over to know who I am, I hate you for that, I never thought I'd be in this place again. I know one day I'll be back to normal, I have a long journey a

Great Song
don't know how to put the song up.... so the lyrics will do. All that I need -- Blind Melon All that I need is the air that I breathe And all that I need are things I don’t need And all that really matters Is what matters to me(hee..hee) And who of you are like me If I was to smile and I held out my hand And opened it now would you not understand Because you know if I’m to benefit I’ll do everything that I can And who of you are like me It will make you feel good Over my shoulder It will get me down And got me tied up Til’ I grow older But feel me inside of you Like you want it to But is it just the pains in your head That are thrilling me Another life’s...falling down onto it’s knees But I’ll never smile the way That I did like that day.... Everything will be ok...... It’ll be ok......

Poem I Wrote 9/06
All this pain is surrounding me, A pain I can't explain, Why can't I just get over you? Why won't it just go away? I can still feel my heart break, It's worse when I think of you, I wish I could just move on, Start over brand new. It's hard to see me without you, I wonder what I did wrong, I wish I could go back and fix everything, But now I'm stuck, crying over depressing songs. I feel saddened not knowing, I get angry know your love was a lie, How I wish I could just end this chapter, Just spread my wings and fly. I want to push you out of my memories, Forget you exist, What lesson am I suppose to learn? I wished we never shared that first kiss. It would have been easier if you didn't make me fall for you, But you led me to believe your lies and let me get in deep, This place in which you put me is filled with all my tears, These painful feelings are something I've always feared. I pray one day I'll believe a man when he says he loves me, But beca

Anger Angst
i wanna break shit kill it good i wanna rip shit the anger turns inwards. my veins are cut the blood runs free a solution that's only temporary. fuck u bitch let me die fuck this shit get me high. let me die let me die watch me die let me die.

I Wanna Be The Guy...
I wanna be a guy who would move your hair away from your eyes and then kiss you. Hold your hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A pretty boy, but not so pretty that you feel awkward. A guy that would think you were beautiful even if you were just in sweats. Someone who would sing to you at random moments. Who would let you sleep on my chest. A guy who would beat the shit out of someone if they made fun of what you looked like. I want to be a guy that would call you 3 times a day if i went away. A guy that would let you gossip to me and would just smile and agree with everything you said. I would throw stuffed animals at you when you act dumb and then dog pile on you and kiss you a million times. And a guy that would make fun of you just to make you laugh. I would surprise you with 25 cent rings. And we would have contest to see how far we could spit our gum. I would take you to the park. And put my hands around your waist and give you big bear hugs all the time. A g

Soul
What Does Your Soul Look Like Deep Inside? If This Window Ever opens... I swear I'll fly away!Indeed you really think that you would. Your soul is focused on freedom- Burned with lifes problems and a little distrustful- you've sworn to run at the first chance you get! Your soul hordes memories and rebels against yourself at times! Only problem with just wanting to up and leave is that you are one who wouldn't up and leave your friends or family members. You find yourself staying because of one reason or another. You are a reliable person with the drive to please those you love and respect. You want to make people happy and you fight with yourself to do that at times. But you always fall through for those who you care about. Don't worry though. You won't always have to feel like a caged bird. Be patient and wait. You are a bold and daring one- all you need is a will to wait for the right moment and then take wing and fly! If you go without really thinking you may burn bridges a

What Do Your Eyes Say About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes58%Passion42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Hush Little Baby
Hush little baby don't you squall Momma's gonna buy you a crystal ball And if you still can't see beyond Momma's gonna buy you a magic wand And if that wand don't change your fate Momma's gonna teach you to levitate And if the astral makes you sick Momma's gonna buy you an incense stick And if that frankincense smells rank Mom'll buy a sensory deprivation tank And if that tank don't float your bones Momma's gonna buy you some some precious stones And if those gems don't ease your heart Momma's gonna buy you a natal chart And if your planets go berserk Momma's gonna buy you some bodywork And if your aura still needs kneading Momma's gonna buy you a past life reading And if your destiny stays hid Momma's gonna buy you a pyramid And if your chakras still feel stressed Momma's gonna take you on a vision quest And if power animals don't come to charm ya Sorry, kid, it's just your karma!

Quick To Bak Down
Music Video:QUICK TO BACK DOWN (by Braveheats)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone hannah laughed at him when he told her wat she did was wrong. she gets one mroe chance or i'm walkin out on her and he's talkin to her and our friendship will die where it stands. the bitch should know better. tu is gonna take me to a club soon. guess we'll stick to our idea of puttin some reggaeton music on a stereo in the empty lot near wilson and just dancin. mayb we'll get our own lil party going. i'm not going to aimee's party to stay. me and rachel are droppin in, givin the bday girl gifts and leavin. i'm not about to get caught wit aimee for underage drinkin and possession. i aint stupid...plus if i get going on drugs i know i'll keep going. i get hooked easily. kenny and patrick came over. kenny was there to apologize for wat happened last night wit hannah. pat was there cuz he was kenny and it was nice to see him again. that's why i was MIA for like 5 hours. my

Who Did You Make Giggle Today?
Hiya Everyone! Communication is the key to human existence! We as humans in general are so poor at giving our communication not for monetary gain, but to simply make someone giggle for a moment in time. True success is knowing that our acts of kind words and deeds have changed the life of someone each day. Today, I helped a friend on IM understand that the man she met on the airplane home was a con artist, and as such, restored her faith in the good men who do exist in the world. We should all ask ourselves, "Who did we make giggle today?" Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas

What's Your Sexual I.q.?
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

How Bi-sexul Are You?
You are 75% Bisexual You are very bisexual. The choice between guys and girls is often agonizing for you because you really don’t have a preference. But you always double up your chances every night for getting laid. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

How Open Minded Are You?
You Are 80% Open Minded You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. How Open Minded Are You?

No Title
Rags to riches, riches to rags, money means nothing All we need is the love we have for each other Chances are we will anger many people Help me to love again, I am so lost Empty is my heart Love is not easy Life is too short for anger Only with you do I feel whole The visions of us together occupy my dreams Every night I remember more about why I love you So much pain and hatred have followed us Bringing us down, pushing us apart Remind yourself why we love each other If you can’t remember, I will remind you After all that we have been through Nothing could change my heart again

Opaque
Born from motes of light stuff, dust from stars in space, given form and focus, a place, a name and face, we erupt into this body, from energy (or soul), full of life's intentions, both new and aeons old. With all our newest methods, we still wander seeking grace, enshrouded from our purpose, questioning our place. So we seek the answers inwards, in our vast subconscious lakes, For all our search remaining, mysterious; opaque.

Hey
whats everyone up to lately , just got back from the castle megstaore here and they had some pornstars there , so i went up to check them out, look better on pic then in person. well im off im too work in a bit, i need ideas for pics please pm me with ideas

What I Am
You scored as Ghost. You are a ghost. You find your center by keeping to yourself, and thinking. Being so quiet and shy, my only suggestion would be to find what inspirers you, and go for it, and SPEAK UP!!! because you are the type of person to flourish if you are happy, and get your vioce heard. Ghost100%Magic user100%Warewolf75%Fariy75%Mermaid75%Elf69%Demon63%Mortal50%Elemental50%Vampire50%Find out what type of supernatural creature you would be!!!created with

Love
Leave everything behind because it does not compare Over welmed by the feelings that I wish we shared Violent emotions when I think of what I have lost Ecstasy, my only wish is to be With you again written durring a major depression

Zodiac Signs Ima Leo!
CANCER * -- MOST AMAZING KISSER. -- Very high sex appeal. -- Great in bed ... -- Love is one of a kind. -- Very romantic. -- Most caring person you will ever meet! -- Entirely creative -- Random and proud of it -- Great tellin stories -- Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out -- The kind of person you wanna be -- Spontaneous. -- Horny. -- Freak in Bed. LiBRA * -- Very pretty. -- Very romantic. -- Nice to everyone They meet. -- Their Love is one of a kind. -- Silly, fun and sweet. -- Have own unique sexiness. -- Most caring person you will ever meet -- the most irresistible SCORPiO * --Can be mean. --EXTREMELY sexy. --Intelligent. --Energetic. --Predict future. --Most erotic. --Freak in bed. --GREAT kisser. --Always get what they want. --Attractive. --Easy going. --Loves being in long relationships. --Talkative. --Romantic. --Caring. --Artistic --GREAT friend --NICE! ARiES * -- High sex appeal. -- Rare to find. -- Great wh

To My Newly Added Friends..and Current Friends
Hi there! I am high maintenece! I blog OFTEN, and I like comments on my poetry and rantings, if you cannot do this, delete me. I am very competitive. When I enter contests and such. I win. I expect friends to help me. Ok? Can't do that? Delete me. A little glitter comment here and there doesn't constitute as a "friendly" relationship. I expect ocassional pix comments and REAL WORDS in my comments other than thanks for adding me, or happy hump day. Can't do that? Delete me. If I ADDED YOU, I'll comment on pix, blogs etc. And I very rarely use glitter images, though I have nothing against them. Now, you first order of being my friend is to go Vote for me for best eyes. =) Much love to those who want to be my friend! Love, Miss Blondie http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=81869&albumid=81065&i=2434315883

Ut Oh!!!!mommy Is Playing With The Phone
I recently just gotten a phone number for a girl by her mom....Girl is hot thats for damn sure but would it be proper for me to call this girl or just forget about it and chalk it up to mom meddling Apparently this mom thinks I am the best thing since sliced bread...Little does she know huh he he he he.Anyways I am still struggling with this so I'm thinking I might apply some junior high grunt work just to feel comfortable calling her lol. Which is probably what I'm going to do. Just so I can save the aggravating stalker label which I loathe with a passion....I was stalked once...OMG it was annoying...Everywhere I went she was there...Waving with her pudgy little hands and waddling her 350 pound body around traying to make her ass wiggle only accomplishing making my stomach turn and vomit in the street........... Yours The slightly eccentric naked blogger

Dreamcatcher
While re-reading StarzHaloz's "about me", tonight, something dropped me down the path upon which I had to pursue the Dreamcatcher...which brought me to this wonderful Lakota Legend. Legend of the Dream Catcher From the Wounded Knee School, Manderson, South Dakota Long ago when the world was young, an old Lakot spiritual leader was on a high mountain and had a vision. In his vision, Iktomi, the great trickster and teacher of wisdom, appeared in the form of a spider. Iktomi spoke to him in a sacred language that only the spiritual leaders of the Lakota could understand. As he spoke Iktomi, the spider, took the elder's willow hoop which had feathers, horse hair, beads and offerings on it and began to spin a web. He spoke to the elder about the cycles of life . . . and how we begin our lives as infants and we move on to childhood, and then to adulthood. Finally, we go to old age where we must be taken care of as infants, completing the cycle. "But," Iktomi said as he continue

Ima ~ T ~
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lover.

How Bi-sexual Are You?
You are 90% Bisexual You are very bisexual. The choice between guys and girls is often agonizing for you because you really don’t have a preference. But you always double up your chances every night for getting laid. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Transfer Of A Blog
So if anyone read my profile they would see that I love to write...mostly short stories/erotica.. so I thought I would share some of my past stories here..and then as I find inspirations, share some new ones..So here goes..Story #1... if I get some good feedback/comments..then I'll post more! Wanna go to the park with me? It's dark out.. and I drive.. my face flushed knowing that you will not be pleased.. I'm late.. we have been planning this meeting for days now.. even down to what I was to wear for you.. I arrive and you are standing by your car.. the moonlight shining on your face.. you look at me and smile.. only making me squirm more.. I walk slowly to you.. and you reach your hand out to me.. we walk over to a picnic table that is somewhat hidden out of the way.. but someone could still see us.. I sit down on top of the table and you come up between my legs.. We kiss.. we haven't spoken a word yet.. but our lips meet saying everything for us.. As we kiss you unbutton my to

You Stoop So Low, You'll Never Rise
Fake smiles precede your lies Full of hate and loathing Your negativity pricks my skin I feel your hot breath on my neck Talk about me all you wish You must be jealous Or I wouldn’t be worth your breath Why do you care about what I do? What does it all matter to you? Obsessive about my every move

Thank You (poem)
To the fallen faces, across the seas. Who fought in war, to keep us free. To the loved ones lost, doing what they loved. We know your watching, from above. To those alive, but not yet home. Your in our thoughts, and never alone. To all the soliers, who have come and gone. You'll be remembered, through more then a song. For all the freedom, your fighting for. We thank you all, for battling in war.

Compaq Pt 3 .. The End
I finally updated all his crap.. Then got it so it was working with sp2. Then updated a few more things.. Then put the case together.. Then sprayed the dust off again.. Then burnt some backup cd-r's lol then.. finally it was done! whew! and my alternator is fine and my battery is fine.. woot! lol Roy

Vertigo
There's a blazing fire (can you see it?) I can see it in the distance (it's coming towards me) i feel the torrid waves splashing at my feet (can you feel the fury?) the fire draws closer (its coming) the hate-filled rage preparing to burn me (too late to shield me) i await the oncoming storm (it was created for me) it is meant only for me (feel it singing my skin) i'm thrown to the ground (a force unassailable to my own) protected, saved by my only ally (shielded from the onslaught) my mind is overwhelmed (i'm whirling) too much confusion (i can't focus) information attacking my brain (nothing to grasp on to) no comprehension of the current events (what's the present situation?) only the knowledge of where true friends lie

Socks
I want to ask.. babyjesus.. Hey.. Did Lost Cherry start as.. LS.. LuckySocks.. ??? I'm just asking dude.. :) I mean.. when I wore these one pair of socks.. I asked this woman out.. 5000 miles away.. She was from Scotland her nerest neighbor was .. that guy off starwars.. (no not him.. the other guy off eps 1-3!!) and that other movie.. She finally gave me her number... I ran up $2000 in phone bills and calling cards.. not so lucky.. *yes before skype* lol But when I met her at O'hare airport holding a dozen roses.. or was that 2 dozen.. I WORE MY LUCKY SOCKS! LOL now i can't find them.. and no i have no dates.. :( sock karma.. makes me wonder

Faded Impressions
tears strain to break free of bloodshot eyes wearing my heart on my sleeve vunerable to attack i know i care too much but i cannot change this is who i am, take me like this or not at all i'm through with trying to impress the masses

Blindfold
oblivious to the surrounding world naitivity reigns all over your face shielded for your entire life never knowing just what the world holds now your blindfold has been removed your gorgeous blue eyes are too sensitive for the sun still like a child in your innocence explore dance play see things without judgement with your blessed open heart that is not hardened by the cruel world

My First Poem For Lc Lol
drink pain overflows my heart and soul overwhelmed is an understatment i try not to let it all show i scream and stomp just to vent anger overtakes my every thought i break everything in sight you are the one i sought throughout my entire life then you play with me like a toy loosen every peice now im supposed to be filled wit joy your nuthin but deciet you tore me up inside ripd me apart made me cry destroyed my heart now happy i am supposed to be watchen you and her knowen that you will never love me my life is now a blurr so as my tears drip down soakin the into the ground as i wipe away this frown remember this last sound water dripping in your sink and filling up a glass take the time to think your drink my tears at last

Matchstick Supernova
She builds a tower of matchsticks Saying it’ll take her to the moon So she can chase after her dreams again Dreams of stars and celestial bodies Picnics on Venus and luncheons on Mars Dancing with the asteroid belt In the spotlight of the sun Igniting a matchstick supernova in the sky

Alive Or Just Breathing?
an unexpected colour the ocean streams to rivulets moonlight reflections don't you know flickering flames burn brightest? watching stars without you is like watching cracks of light along the doorframe your contemplating heartbeats monopolize me leaving out reciprocation an instant fire through my icy veins basking in your indifference defeating your words your echoes are caught in the creases of my palm the stars are falling outside my window while the roses hang upside down to dry

This Week's Booksale Visit
Shostakovich symphony 4 conducted by Kirill Kondrashin (tape) One of the "The Cat Who" series "Shall We Tell the President?" (Jeffrey Archer) Two issues of Tempo A cantata by Buxtehude A volume with nine motets (reduced score) by François Couperin (seven items for USD 1)

The Steel Eyed Vampires Of Love
silver slitted eyes regarding from afar a gelid cold slithers under the door though none seem to notice a facsimile of a happy ending urgent eyes grow crimson with a hunger that's never quenched hearts beat like drums beauty teems throughout though only one, catches the pristine eye of the vampire chestnut brown locks gather at shoulders green emerald eyes shine; reflecting the light long legs, and a walk like no other chosen one awaiting, unknowingly innocent to impending doom mind-control takes effect only the view of his handsome face in her mind as she weaves through the crowded room to the darkened corner where he waits licking his lips, canines lengthen she steps in front of him, shy smile playing across her face all inhibitions are out the window temptation takes precedence bending down he seizes her mouth with his entrancing her, romancing her kissing from her mouth to her neck the demon inside growls as it wakes and the beast takes hol

Moving
Hey all my lc friends I just wanted to tell everyone who stops by and show me love don't be mad if I don't reply right back I've preparing to move so I will be without my computer and all my friends thats trapped in it lol for about a month! I will be back to return the love asap!! Until then everybody take care! Meka

In A Different Light
You gave another look when the glass hit the floor, How your eyes fluttered then. (You always were the cynic) Mark that on your calendar; ground within the mortar. I’m a woman with other wishes. She read it in the tea leaves.

Your Acidic Kiss
Your acidic kiss invades my mouth Spreads into my veins, a disease Your love's lethal injection I can't help but yearn for the next fix Like the silver bullet entering the wolf Paralyzing me from the neck down An addiction I never want to terminate The high I can’t want to get rid of

Hmmmmmmmm
uhhhhhhh Is this true.. That if you get that sexy girl of your dreams.. and you won't take your socks off.. Would that ruin the "kodak" moment? hmmmmmmmmmm To me.. if that girl finally says.. "yes" and shows up on a date.. early.. and holds a conversation about anything longer than 10 mins! sorry.. Those socks are declaired .."lucky!!" lmao

Fucking Microsoft...
if anyone can tell me how the fuck to stream .wmv files on a mac now that support has ended please let me know... do you have geeky friends ask them.. i'm fucking clueless... want something photoshopped, splice some video, i can do that.. this microsoft shit pisses me off... sorry subherb... missed the show.

The Meaning Of An Asterisk
a string of curse words pouring from your mouth how can something so dirty, be so sultry? say them again speak your poems of filth fill my ears with your nasty sonancy i yearn for your treacherous siloquies kiss my lips i want your disease

Winged Time Bomb
everything i meant to say every word i needed to express sitting at the tip of my tongue i bite my lip gnawing until it grows numb keeping these explosive words from detonating a ticking bomb never knowing when the countdown will end and the bursting words lit with fire will take their winged course

~angel To Watch Over You~
I am a tiny angel I'm smaller than your thumb I live in people's pockets That's where I have my fun I don't suppose you've seen me I'm too tiny to detect Though I'm with you all the time I doubt we've ever met Before I was an angel I was a fairy in a flower God Himself, hand picked me and gave me angel power Now God has many angels That he trains in Angel Pools We become his eyes, his ears and hands We become his special tools And because God is so busy with way too much to do He said that my assignment is too keep close watch on you When he tucked me in your pocket He blessed you with angel care Then told me to never leave you And I vowed always to be there

New One
Friends they start out and, friends they will always be. Her mind wonders with, every thought every sound. In her mind a picture, of his face is found. Searching her heart and, her mind. She thinks of what, she'd leave behind. All of the memories, of the past. But what she wants, and needs could time erase? What she longs for, his embrace. She'll sit and wait, as long as love takes. Her hopes and fears, change every day. But in her heart he'll forever stay.

The Gist Of My Epiphany
Twinkling stars of broken glass Every sunbeam was a razor Every moonbeam, a bomb Caught in the earthquake Oxygen is not enough as I feel my chest get tight I had a book about hope But I rejected the notion

Oh, He Just Crossed The Line
See, I try too see the best in people, and they just let me down..... Well, he apologized. So that should be noted. But people should realize that it's likly others aren't going to appreciate comments about their ass from people older than them. I'm not sure how old he is, but he looks older than the 26 limit I talk about in the top of my profile. You don't even have to read that far into it to see where I'm talking about old people leaving me comments. So a word to the wise, or the stupid people actually cuz the wize don't need it. READ PEOPLE'S PROFILES BEFORE LEAVING THEM COMMENTS THAT MIGHT SEEM SEXUALL. ESPECIALLY HALF NAKED ONES...

Fuck Fuckity Fuck Fuck Fuck
what a shitty fucking weekend!!! my car decided to fuck up on me thursday morning, and i was just able to get someone down here to help me work on it today. i have no tools anymore, thanx to former roommates who couldn't keep their pilfering goddamn hands to theirselves. so, knowing a kickass mechanic, with basically any tool i could ever need, kicks total ass. sadly, my ride still aint running. but on the bright side, we didn't have to drop a half-full gas tank out to change a fuel filter. we did, however, run out of daylight. so, i'm gonna have to wait until tomorrow, cross my fingers, and just hope it comes down to the smaller, and easier to fix, problem i wish i would of figured out earlier. ergh! ghetto fucking saturday night! woo-hoo! fun! oh well, atleast i still got a way into work if it comes down to it. so, yeah, i guess i'll be creeping around on here again tonight, hoping i can find ANYONE to shoot the shit with. any of you ladies got a cam? wanna cyber? LOL! just kidding.

Zombie Night
So we got in from San Diego at 4 am yesterday morning. Dusty (our new chick in the squadron) came to the house with me because her car got towed when we were out. I checked up on my myspace and forums and of course teh World of teh Warcraft. Around 10 or so, Dusty and I went and invaded IHOP. Chocolate chip pancakes ftw! We went to base to try and get her car and they were shooting deer around the area where they keep the long term storage vehicles. I brought her home and then went to Avenues Mall. I called Morgana to see what she was up to, and she told me that her, Sarah and Victor were going to Zombie Night at Eclipse. I stopped at Avenues to go to their Hot Topic. I had gotten this awesome red skully type skirt off Ebay and based my entire outfit around it. We got there and took a buncha pics before going in. Kinda dead till more and more people showed up. Let me tell you dancing was like doing ritual. I had so much pent up in me and all the negativity was released and I was

Life Sucks Sometimes
looking back i can see that i never quite got any of it right.i trusted the wrong people, can't trust the right people. can't seem to make any relationship work. why???? i don't think i am a horrible person. i have problems but who doesn't? i have forgiven so much, and yet i cant be forgiven. i didn't even do anything. i beg for compassion, time, love. wtf for? it always ends in pain. how can someone break your heart into little pieces and tell you they love you? sometimes i think i am going to give up on men. say FUCK IT. find me again. i give everything i have and it is never good enough. talk to me, hold me, love me. BS. i don't understand how my life can go from perfect (nearly) to perfect shit in the time it takes to light a cigarette! lol. and for those of you who read this--- never have a serious conversation when you are drinking. you or them. it never ends well. well, think i'll go bitch elsewhere, lol. take care

I'm Confused
Things I'm learning to adjust to... There's this "tvoiceovers" guy that visited my page. He left me a friend request saying he really liked my art. So I was like ok, that works. But then later when I was looking through my pictures, I noticed he left a comment on one in my middle folder. He seems kinda old, so maybe he didn't read my profile. But even more disturbing is, it doesn't show he visited my art pictures at all!!!!! But he looked at the pics where I was half naked... I guess some of them seem kindof like artistic photography? or something. It's all so strange. I guess I have some pictures on my page. So he may have scrolled down my profile and saw those pictures, and liked them. But if he liked them so much, why wouldn't he visit the folder clearly marked art????? He could have commented on one of those. That would seeem to be the smart, more polite thing to do. Although, atleast his comment wasn't really perverted or sick or anything. It simply "V

Something Written For Me
Like a powerful mighty tiger Thy hunger piercing through mine eyes As I am planning my move Feeling the heat on the the back of your neck Thy Strength as The tiger grips your body Giving in...He is devouring...Tasting Your every last morsel The desire increases with each taste of flesh... Every dropp of sweat The mighty tiger once he has tasted the meat Tames Him He will hunger for Her always The one that knows the truth of love for him The Lioness will be part of him Her taste will forever remind him thought out time,knowing that she is there no matter what happens. No other will satisfy Wandering through Life Craving... For His One Love

Religious Tolerance
You know since the day I discovered I was pagan I've had to deal with so many intolerant people. I had an incident over the weekend that people who I've known for a very long time just threw me under the bus. Instead of asking me about it and to explain, they just assumed that these books I had (that are fiction) were pagan religion books. They, in turn, caused a much bigger situation to occur. I have never purposely put down anyone's religion. I have the utmost respect for whatever any person believes in. But when you start disrespecting me and my religion is when the line gets drawn. I've had my religion called "stupid", "retarded", etc by people who are supposed to be my very close friends. I have never once told them that because they are Christians they are stupid, retarded or the like. I believe that as long as you know your religion to be true in your heart, that is all that matters. It's all a facet of the same diamond. In turn, this past time I was on the boat, I almost fel

The Bottle
I did things because of you. Things I wouldn't normally do. I cheated, lied, stole, and hid. My life to you I'll no longer bid. I gave you all, You've got some gall. the life I had, Was not so bad. You made it seem so much worse. The bottle is a dreaded curse. I'll beat you yet. Place your bet. You are strong and smart and very sly. With new found Strength, I will stay dry. I've got friends who care, with me they share. Experience,Hope and strength. with them I'll walk the length. Aswell as Buddy up above. To protect me with his Love. To hide I no longer need. My Fear You'll no longer feed. Looking to teh sky, sober, I will die. If I pick you up you selfish drink. I'll die inside and surely sink. with some help, my spirit will lift. Sobriety, What a valuable gift. life is all well and good. as I'm doing what I should. I realize now I'm not so bad. It's because of you those thoughst I had. Guilt, Anger, Remorse no more will I fol

Body: According To Studies, The First Letter Of Your First Name Reveals Your Sexual Identity ... (what Studies?)
Body: According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your

It's Over
JUST BECAUSE YOU EYES ARE OPEN DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU CAN SEE, I KNOW YOU TOLD ME MANY TIMES OUR LOVE COULD NEVER BE. I FELL FOR YOU, IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, BUT YOU GAVE UP ON ME WITHOUT A FIGHT. YOU TOOK THE EASY WAY OUT, THAT WAS YOUR CHOICE, THE WORST PART IS, I DIDN'T HAVE A VOICE. I'M HERE FOR YOU, YOUR MY BEST FRIEND, I'LL LOVE YOU ALWAYS TO THE BITTER END. BUT GOD HAS SOMETHING PLANNED FOR YOU, AND I'LL BE HERE TO HELP YOU THROUGH. NO ONE ELSE WILL COMPARE, I DON'T KNOW HOW, I WILL LOOK AT ANOTHER, AT LEAST FOR NOW. I HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER END, WE'LL STICK TOGETHER AND MY HEART WILL MEND. IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU WILL SET THEM FREE, BUT I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE IF YOU DECIDE ON ME.

More Proverbs
these are from my grandma she is from the Philippines she is always tellin me these thing lol 1. Ang buhay ay parang gulong,minsang nasa ibabaw, minsang nasa ilalim - Life is like a wheel, sometimes (you're) at the top, sometimes (you're) at the bottom 2. Ang gawa sa pagkabata, dala hanggang pagtanda - What one learns in childhood he carries into adulthood. 3. Ang hindi marunong tumingin sa pinanggalingan ay di makakarating sa paroroonan - He who does not know to look where he came from will never get to his destination 4. Ang taong walang kibo, nasa loob ang kulo - A person who is outwardly calm has anger raging inside 5. Huli man daw at magaling, naihahabol din. - It is never too late to offer anything that is good. i will add more as she sends me more or tells me lol enjoy

Enough!!
When is enough, enough? I really dont know! I keep asking myself to just walk away, give it up, ignore all the bullshit. Nothing is worth this!! I think we all deserve to be happy however that may be attained, but we all deserve happiness. I dont want to spend my life fighting and I am so tried of having to give up everything for someone else. Do I ever appear to be selfish? Wow...I have heard that more than I care too. All I want to do is be real. I am not trying to create somebody I am not...Oh well...having a shitty weekend if you all cant tell. I think I am going to have to go to a deserted island and meet a native that doesnt speak English and make him my boy toy...lol

~the Gift Of Friends~
There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

Blood Lust
In the dark caverns of my mind I am in retreat. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, the screams of the tortured haunt me till the end of time. Is anyone here? Does anyone care? I am utterly alone in my hell fighting with feelings of abandonment, and remorse for my actions. If I had only known that I would regret every minute I would have turned the other way. The look in his eyes as the night engulfed his thoughts. The look of reverence deep in his soul as a vision of death stood before him, darkness slithering around his essence. Blood curdling shrieks of pain as he gives in to the inevitable. A sight burned into my psyche. Have I lost my mind? Have I gone insane? Terror enters my every waking moment recalling that fateful night when evil reigned supreme. When death roamed on open foot. When I took a life, the living essence of a human being. Disconnected from reality, and far from the laws of humanity I stepped into the role of a God. A God I am not, yet I halted life in

It's Gotta Go Somewhere
Well, for whatever reason, I can't seem to reach Blogger tonight. Hope that's not the case with everyone ... my sites will get lonely. ;) But, since I can't get there to post what I was going to post, I'll post it here. Why not. Now, some of you might find this trivial, and I admit, 95% of it IS trivial. I don't put much stock in such things. I have bigger and better targets for my attention. I am not a handsome man. That photo of me is rather deceptive - it's me, alright, but hey, I'm wearing a hat and sunglasses, and the colors are all funky. It's not just artistic. Normally this doesn't bother me. I'm not a brick shithouse in the muscles department, and, well, I've bad teeth. Very bad. Nothing I can do about it; I was born with a low enamel count and I've had the teeth I do about ten years longer than the dentists and doctors told me I would, so I count myself lucky. Eventually, I'll have the 6 grand nessasary to get all new stuff, but until then I don't smile much and

What Is Love????................repost
Touching words from the mouth of babes. What does Love mean ? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: Sara- age 7 "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." T

A Black Cat's Path
"Zip." The light sound echoed in the automobile's interior. Paul and Katie were sitting in the front seat, they turned and looked at each other. Slight grins grew across their lips as the passenger, Katie, turned her head and body fully to glance behind her. "What are you two doing back there?" Katie asked rhetorically, in an exaggerated manner. She propped her arm across the back of the seat and peered into the dark only to see the shadow of Ryan's head moving back and forth, centered in Jay's lap. "What are they doing?" Paul bellowed from the driver's seat. His arm extended outward, resting his wrist on the steering wheel, guiding the vehicle with slight sways to one side then the other. He turned his head quickly to peek into the back seat. "Keep your eyes on the road!" Katie shouted as she placed her hand on Paul's face and guided his head to face forward. "You can't see anything except Ryan's head going up and down; up and down." She said with a snorting laugh. Her blonde

My Favorite Proverbs
here they are german but i tranlate to english 1.Alte Liebe rostet nicht. - True love never dies. 2. Die Liebe wächst mit dem Quadrat der Entfernung. - Absence makes the heart grow fonder. 3. Einigkeit macht stark. - There is strenght in unity. 4. Freunde erkennt man in der Not. - A friend in need is a friend indeed. 5. Geld allein macht nicht glücklich. - Money doesn't buy happiness. 6. Geld verdirbt den Charakter. - Money ruins character. 7. Irren ist menschlich. - To err is human; to forgive, divine 8. edes Ding hat seine zwei Seiten. - There are two sides to everything. 9. Lügen haben kurze Beine. - Lies walk on short legs. 10. Morgen, morgen, nur nicht heute, sagen alle faulen Leute. Verschiebe nicht auf morgen, was du heute kannst besorgen. - Don't put off till tomorrow, what you can do today enjoy jenn

Fhsdhfs
Today wasn't too bad compared to yesterday. I was left being a PMO Manager for my team mates again. Everything pretty much ran pretty smoothly, which was nice. Had a few problems here and there but nothing too big. I know that one worker kept rolling his eyes at me because he thought that I would tell him one thing and then I would change my mind, which wasn't true. He was annoyed with how I made their work schedules but it was a bitch to put together since one is still in training and the other only has one arm....just fuckin' deal with it. Sweet..just one more day of work.....yaaaaaay. Then four days off....yaaaaaay.

A Game Of Tricks And Treats
"Are we about ready to go?" Janie asked, as she looked herself over in the full-length bedroom mirror one last time. "Just about," came her husband's reply. "I just don't understand how you girls do this every day." Curious about his newest complaint, Janie walked around the room and stood at the bathroom's doorway. Quickly she brought a hand to her mouth to stifle a giggle. There, she saw her husband of four years with his hands at his chest trying to adjust the bra he was wearing. He cursed under his breath. "I didn't think you'd wear it," she said, watching the spectacle. "How else would I keep these tits in place?" Turning, to face his wife, Kyle exaggeratedly grabbed his new tits and shook them for her. Janie couldn't help but laugh this time. She walked up to him until they were only inches apart. "You look damn good, babe," she said, taking his face into her hands. She examined his shave job. "Smooth as a baby's butt," she commented. Grinning, he replied, "I

Yeah.
So i did it. I left my grandparents house. Im at my moms till my apartment is done. Which is okay, cause her and i are getting along better and stuff. Ive watched the same song over and over its called invincible by crossfade. Its awesome. I miss my brothers, and its only been a few hours. But ill be able to handle this, im sure. How hard can it be. I bailed my older brother out of his mess. He made a big fucking mistake and taking care of it wasnt easy. I pretty much had to sell my soul to my uncle to get him out of losing his job, his daugther and pretty much his whole life. But hes on probation and has some shit hes gotta do to fix it completely. So i gave him my car for a few days cause he killed his AGAIN. I miss my puppy to :(. Blah my tummy hurts, and i feel like ass. But im pretty sure im done ranting now. =]

The Greatest Woman That Ever Lived
One year ago today the greatest woman that ever lived passwed away. She wasn't famous and she didn't have alot of money. She wasn't a great physical beauty. However she gave everything she had to anyone who needed it. If you were hungry she would give you her own dinner before she would let you go hungry another day, if you had no place to live she would toss you a pillow and a blanket and let you stay at her place. No matter who you were or what you may have done to her in the past she never left anyone sleep in out in the cold or go hungry when she had food. She forgave all in time and her life though not easy was rich in love and laughter. One smile from her could heal a broken heart and one glance from her could dry a river of tears. Everybody who's life she ever touched will never be able to forget her. Without her my life will never be the same. I pray only that I can make her proud and find the strengtth to live my life as she did. May I forgive in time those who have done me wr

On The Way To........
OMG in a few days gotta go.......OMG I am so scared......on the way to LA......my parents,my friends,my life, my stores, are in Italy .........a new life will start I m so scared but I must go...knock on wood for me Love u all Valentina aka Ann

If I Could Write Like This !
"Forever Love (Dígame)" On the ground With my world Upside down I got a vision of your face And I must get me out For so many memories we've yet to make God don't send to me your angels I just wanna hear you say again Forever love Say you'll love Dígame, Dígame Tell me so I can hold you in my soul If I go I'll know When you smile With those eyes Baby it's like You place a finger on my heart And your lips next to mine Make me think that maybe heavens where you are God don't send to me your angels I just wanna hear you say again Forever love Say you'll love Dígame, Dígame Tell me so I can hold you in my soul And if I go I'll know La la la la... Forever love Say you'll love Dígame, Dígame Tell me so I can hold you in my soul And If I go I know Forever love Say you'll love Dígame, Dígame Tell me so I can hold you in my soul And if I go I'll know

The Start Of A New Era
well the cheating spouse has finalized her escape to live with the home wrecker...being a single parent with two children isn't what it is cracked up to be...thank god for the kids and of course the RAY...dogs are always loyal...people could learn from them

What's A Good Pet For A Vampire?
"Stop!" "You Bastard!" She cursed him, then alternated to actually sobbing under his onslaught, and all the while endeavoured to keep him from thinking something was wrong. Above the sounds of her protests she could hear the wet slapping and slushing of their bodies as he plied her depths with his member, thrusting his cock deep inside her and then drawing it back out again only to thrust once more. He may have been good at it, but he wasn't using any skill now. He was taking her with raw, animal desire, probably spurred on by the abuse she heaped on him and the sounds of her anguish. Which worked exactly to her plan. At some point he leaned forward, setting his mail fists on Shianne's shoulders and leaning over to whisper in her ear, his hips still moving against hers and driving his member into her. "Scream for me." He chuckled low in his throat. Shianne didn't oblige him, but instead her eyes met his and glowed with a hatred she didn't have to fake. "Stop it, yo

What's A Good Pet For A Vampire?
"Umm... I'll go see if he's available. Would you like to come in and have a seat?" If she turned them away now, they would just try to go through her to get into the house, and she needed to tell Joffrey what was happening. "Yes please." Shianne nodded and opened the door. She had an idea where to take them, and started on a long, meandering path through the various hallways on the lower level. While only the middle third of the mansion had more than one story, which was accessed by a single hallway if you didn't count the servant's passages, there were two other wings on the ground floor, and the whole thing was basically a maze. None of them spoke as she took them on as roundabout a route as she could, eventually bringing them back to the middle area of the house and a drawing room set just off the main hallway. She showed them in and nodded at the various chairs set around the room which was meant for receiving gests. "Make yourself at home, I'll go see if I can find

What's A Good Pet For A Vampire?
"Hell no, that won't protect shit." Ted sighed and went to look for another shirt despite Sebastian's protests. "Look, there's two really good reasons you want this stuff. The first is that real plate mail is far too fucking heavy for you to wear. You'd walk ten steps and collapse, assuming you could even get it on." "Look, let me worry about what I can and can't..." "Second." Ted interrupted Sebastian, grabbing the second shirt from his piles. "I don't make real plate mail, and I don't honestly know anyone who does. That's just stainless steel, and is way too soft to even protect you from a butter knife." "Looks okay to me..." Bast didn't want to back down in front of Ashleigh, and besides, it didn't look soft to him either. "Ya, it looks okay, but..." Rolling his eyes, Ted unsheathed one of the short swords in a quick, fluid motion which suggested he spent a lot of time practicing with his creations. He set the other sword and the chainmail down, and then pointed at

His Heart Urns For Amnesty...
The child is alone. Home. Without walls. The ground is wet with snow cover, slush & icy mud. His toes frozen beyond his senses. His eyes dry and cracked from the frozen film of earlier tears, his vision clouded. His cheek, a mix of swollen heat and frosted blood. Goosebumps under his sweater, his coat hanging in his closet. The wind throws him off balance, he tries to regain his footing, but slips on black ice. His left hand scuffed from the fall, his wrist sore, likely bruised. His jeans soaked and salted, rigid and stiff, it's a mere 20 degrees, with colder windchills, and it's even colder inside him, and all he knows...is alone. He looks to his soul for enough warmth to survive the night, secretly he wishes for hypothermia. The warmth is just to dull the pain. New tears wish to fall, but cannot escape the rheum of ice that holds them in. His teeth chatter and his bones shake. The woods are dead, but the cemetery is alive. Home, for the night. The mausoleum is

What's A Good Pet For A Vampire?
Michael was the consummate gentleman, and started first by pleasuring her. Shianne moaned aloud as his lips and tongue found her nether lips and began to explore. He nipped playfully and he teased with his tongue, and everything he did seemed to bring warmth and pleasure to her body. His tongue darted inside her, tasting her wet darkness, and his lips ran themselves across her clit. What made her shiver the most, though, was the little hints of teeth that he displayed every once in a while. The brief sensation of his enamel touching her clit, or one of her labium, or even skimming the sensitive skin around her sex made her cry out with desire. Much to her dismay, Michael kept these instances to a minimum, instead using his pink tongue and soon after his fingers to bring her to orgasm. Then, as she finally couldn't lie still and bucked her hips against him at the intensity of everything, she felt what she'd been waiting for. Two sharp points of pain, completely at odds with the lu

Wicca Is
Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset,the forest in the light of glowing moon,a meadow enchanted by the light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautifil flower, the gental caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrogance of human technology as they touch our souls. TO be a Witch is to be a healer, a teacher, a seeker, a giver, and a protector of all things. blessed be, ~~~Anon~~~

What's A Good Pet For A Vampire?
Hailey made a little noise of what might have been protest, but might have been agreement, it was too muffled by her tongue being busy. "You see, she's never had a guy in her ass and in her pussy at the same time... and, well, there's two of you here right now." She was right, despite their multiple orgasms already, both guys were already hard and twitching again. The thought of them both taking Hailey made them lean forward with excitement. "Hell ya." "Armand, there's some KY in that end table over there... I think that we should maybe fulfill Hailey's little fantasy." "Oh really? You guys are too nice." Ashleigh was gripping both her breasts and rubbing her nipples playfully for them to see. When Armand went to get the lubricant, she stood up and helped Hailey to her feet. Hailey, looking eager and a little out of it from the constant stimulation, immediately got to her hands and knees on the carpet, wiggling and slapping her ass to tempt the two guys to hurry up.

What's A Good Pet For A Vampire?
"Aww, you're such a flatterer Michael." His hips moved in a counter-rhythm with Shianne's, slipping away from her as she rose up, and then rising triumphantly to meet her each time she came down again. Each meeting was a starburst of pleasure as her clit slid against the now wet skin of his abdomen, and each parting was like sweet sorrow that they couldn't wait to remedy. "I... oh, yes... I aim to please." "Mmm... isn't that my job?" Shianne winked, and then conversation became impossible. She was so close now that nothing could stop the inevitable, and she suddenly increased the pace, riding him mercilessly. Michael laughed out loud in pleasure, his cock stiffening and swelling inside her tight warmth, and matched her thrust for thrust. It was only moments later that they both came, his seed bursting forth into her waiting body, and her cum flooding like a wave over the length of his cock. For a long time they convulsed together, completely disregarding any rhythm or un

What Does It Mean To Give More Than 100%....................... Repost
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103% ? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that while Hard Work and Know

What's A Good Pet For A Vampire?
What's a Good Pet for a Vampire? by HelenofTroy © ((Did I hear some shadowy cries for deviancy? ;) Anyway, this is probably the longest thing I've submitted so far, but I didn't think it made any narrative sense to break it into pieces. However, the catch-all category of fantasy is a little broad, and there are several scenes (separated by a '*') in here. So no one has any nasty surprises as to content, here's what they involve: Scene 1: M/F oral and sex. Scene 2: M/F group sex and some F/F oral. Scene 3: M/F anal, mild bondage and vampire activities. Scene 4: More M/F group activities, with some toys and voyeurism as well. Scene 5: Some F masturbation and brief violence. Scene 6: Nudity and brief violence. Last scene: M/F nonconsent (acted by the reluctant party), strong violence, more vampire activities. As always, feedback and votes are appreciated.)) ** Shianne dangled her long, shapely legs over the edge of the second-story balcony and stared a

Friends..
So here is my very first blog. I'm going through a lot right now. My sister is in the hospital, and I'm hoping that she gets out soon. Besides that I am still getting in to my new position at work. I'm trying to get my best friend Krystle in there, and it's going to be weird because I will be her boss. It's crazy to think that I am only 20 years old, and I am in a management position. I am still unpacking my stuff. Krystle, Homer, and I just moved in to our new place. It's rather nice, and it is so much less dramatic than our old place. It's nice to move to a new place. I just really hate having to pack everything up, and then unpack again. Luckily, this time I didn't have to move a single thing. I went to work, and by the time I got home just about everything was here. It's just crazy to think that I'm doing so well just being so young.

Why
Why do people take it out on other people when they cant do any thing there problems it not are fault that the world coming in on then. I hate been a punching for some people and been used for there shit.I have friends that help with my problems they listen some of friends dont even give shit.I cant help I cant think fast or do things I want the pain to stop or Ill stop the pain some way some how.

Private Folder
PRIVATE FOLDER PRIVATE FOLDER!!! Curious what is in there? Adding me as a friend won't let you gain access, but there is a way.... Vote for me in the sexy eyes Contest and for every vote I get, I'll move one pic from my private folder into a public folder. Post a bulletin about it or get 5 or more people to vote? Message me and I'll give you instant access into my folder! VOTE NOW! Tell your friends! I WANNA WIN! MAKE SURE TO RATE AND COMMENT! FIRST PIC REMOVED FROM FOLDER IS MY PRIMARY PIC!

Halloween Hunt
Mathew Bell got out of his old black van and stretched his tired bones. He found this idea campsite out in the wilderness to continue his cross county hunt. The hunt of humans and slaughtering them. He noticed a group of young women and men sitting around a campfire laughing and drinking. He approached with a friendly smile and holding a twelve pack of beer. "Evening neighbors, I am Jack Olantren." He said offering beer to the group. They in return offered him some venison with beans and potato salad. He smiled sitting down and diving into the food. Its good, but not as good as the taste of sweet human meat. He thought to himself. "What brings you into these parts Jack Olantren?" Charles asked even though he had a strange feeling about this stranger. It worried him at how the stranger was eyeing Melanie up and down. Melanie was a plus size girl and very friendly. "Hunting, yes good ol' hunting. Its how I like to celebrate the holidays. There is nothing better then tracking and

Broken Cage
Dead and lost am i forever gone down this river of souls aimlessly wandering searching for reason reason to live again reason to love again as i search i see a light but is this light mine or is it waiting for another traveler searching for his reason i care not for this light shall be mine i shall steal it and keep it hidden hidden from all til it shines shines so bright its rays break forth from it cage shattering it into millons of tiny pieces pieces that match my hearts own tiny pieces oh how i pity my heart and my cage broken for all time never to be fixed but the light takes pity on me she helps to rebuild my cage but makes it her own she rebuilds my heart but only to put it in her new cage binding my heart to her for my heart is hers now and forever now my heart feels only her light and aches when others hide her light my heart burns at the touch of the light of another

A Great Night After All !
Well last nigth me and David went to see "The Marine" it was pretty good. I wasn't into it as much as most people would have been cause of I knew what the ending of the movie was going to be cause of who is playing in it. I was like omg but David seemed to really enjoy it. I really wanted to see Texas Chainesaw the begaining. But I was out voted by my hubby. But almost the whole time we was in there this woman brought her kids up in there and they where crying and everyone was telling her Shh. But anyways. And then me and my husband spent a much needed night together (wink wink). But I haven't felt sick today. So that's a big plus for me. But me and David and the kids spent a day in just watching t.v we went out and brought Garfield the new movie he's in. And the kids seemed to really like it and we brought Saw 2 but I haven't gotten to watch it yet. Cause Alex got a extra long nap so he's still awake and I don't think he'll be going to sleep anytime soon. But he's feeling better with

Im Thinking Of
changing me name to trouble, as i always seem to be getting into trouble with people lately by saying or doing the wrong thing, I have lost a good friend today over doing something I thought he would have liked, anyway lesson learnt for today, always ask first.

The Ten Rules Of Ems
1-Skin signs tell all 2-Sick people don't bitch 3-Air goes in and out, blood goes round and round, any variation on this is a bad thing. 4-About %70 of the battery patients more than likely deserved it. 5-The more equipment you see on a EMT's belt, the newer they are. 6-There is no rule six, insert your own. 7-When dealing with patients, supervisors, or citizens, if it felt good saying it, it was the wrong thing to say. 8-All bleeding, seizures, falls will stop....eventually. 9-All people will eventually die, no matter what you do. 10-If the child is quiet, be scared.

Im Sorry..
you didn't hang up on me... which makes me slightly happier.. becasue i know you don't hate me... I know you aren't pissed too much.. i know you won't ignore me.. but theres something i didn't get the chance to tell you.. I am my moms little mistake.. the child she never wanted.. and becasue im here 'its my fault'.. or so she thinks. The strong side of me you've never seen needs to come out.. and im bound and determined to prove that im not weak... I mean absolutly nothing to myself..but i mean the world to some others. The reason why i live is for them. If it wasn't for some of my friends... the ones who have stood beside me for ever.. i don't think i would really be here. The 'certain incident' that pops up in my profile... i was molested by a 66 year old man... which is why it says 'no one over 35 will be excpeted' or something like that.. Back then, i wanted to die.. but i knew i couldn't becasue i would have followers. I don't live for myself... i live for my friends

Ems Stupid Frequently Asked Questions -- With Answers!
Q. Do you need to go to school for this or can anyone do it? A. You have to go to school, it is long and hard and most of the people involved like to abuse the hell out of you while you are doing it. Q. Hey, Ambulance dudes, how do I get to the Dead concert at the Oakland Coliseum? (or any other request for directions) A.Hmm, well,uhhh. I'm sorry I don't think you can get there from here. Q. I'm seeing things, will you take me to the hospital? A. Sure, if you are seeing rats and bugs we will take you to County Hospital, if you are seeing music and hearing colors we will take you to the Berkeley border and drop you off, you'll fit right in. Q. Do you like you like your job? A. Yes, in spite of everything I do like my job. Q. Do you make a lot of money? A. Not enough by a long shot. Q. How come the Police come to the call with you? A. Investigation, crowd control, and to keep me from getting my ass kicked by an irate bystander/family member/patient. Q. Ho

~*:.:*~ Imperfections ~*:.:*~
Everyone at one point in their life has felt that there is nothing special about them. Definately wrong! To be Perfect or To be Imperfect? Well sure, striving for perfection is great... Shows your self-determination and strong will to get what he/she wants. Its going overboard when it becomes all of what you are and how you want to see of yourself, and of your friends and family. Having such high expections of others is just another way of setting yourself up to get let down, if you dont see this... It will happen over and over. You just have to loosen up... People just have to understand that no one is perfect, if they feel they are... It just makes it harder to be around and understand them and you know they're just trying to shit sunshine out of their booty's. Stressing yourself sick just makes you a horrible person to be around if you're the type to take it out on others... Who wants to be around someone that will constantly get mad at you for not doing or saying something ri

You Might Be In Ems If...
You find humor in other people's stupidity... You believe that 90% of people are a poor excuse for protoplasm... Discussing dismemberment over a gourmet meal seems perfectly normal to you... You get an almost irresistible urge to stand and wolf your food even in the nicest restaurants... You believe a good tape job will fix anything... You have the bladder capacity of five people... You can identify the positive teeth to tattoo ratio... Your idea of a good time is a full arrest at shift change... (Oh wait, that's only if you're a NEWBIE to EMS ;-) You believe in aerial spraying of Prozac... You disbelieve 90% of what you are told and 75% of what you see... You have your weekends off planned for a year in advance... You automatically assume the patient is a drug seeker when presented with a complaint of: migraine lower back pain toothache (3rd time to ER, but can't make it to any dentist appointment) (choose one of the above),

Stupid!!!!! Lol
I have decided to start dedicating myself to exposing and ripping down as much societal stupidity as I possible can. There are so many things out there that I find so stupid as to be offensive that I may never run out of things to talk about. There is no way I can do this brutally honest social commentary for any length of time without pissing someone off. I'm not apologizing....I just want that known up front so there's no questions later on. Maybe you should go to another blog now. Tonights subject.........Televangelist and faith healer Reverend Peter Popoff. I was flipping channels at like 5 am the other day when I came across this guy on a public access channel. He had the whole thing going. Powder blue suit.....slicked back hair.....back-up band. He was workin' it! First of all, let me say this.... If you are a televangelist, wearing a powder blue suit, on public access at 5 am and your name is Peter Popoff.......DO NOT come near my children! Are you serious??? Pe

~*. Women Terms .*~
1. Fine This is the word women use at the end of any argument when they feel they are right but can't stand to hear you argue any longer. It means that you should shut up. Incidentally, never use the word "fine" to describe how she looks. It will lead to one of the arguments mentioned above. 2. Five minutes These words actually mean half an hour. It is the equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so women feel that it's an even trade. 3. Nothing The word "nothing" means something and you should be on your guard immediately on hearing it uttered. It is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" is signal for an argument that will last "five minutes" and end with the word "fine". 4. Go Ahead (Raised eyebrow) Said in conjunction with raised eyebrows, it actually means the opposite. The words "go ahead" are not permission to do somethi

Second Place
I'm starting to realize, A memory will always be more real than me I'm starting to realize, Something you can't see is more beautiful than me I'm starting to realize, Something you can't touch is all you can feel I'm starting to realize, While I'm in your arms, anothers on your mind, in your heart, I'm starting to realize, I will have to deal with, Always Being trapped in Second Place

Lost Cherry
Hopefully if you read this you will take apart each spelling error and punctuation mistake. Then tell me about them so I can laugh at you at how much time you wasted on that little endeavor muhahahaha. TIme is the one thing we take for granted and misuse in all so many ways.Take the time to belittle your fellow man then you have wasted your time. Take the time to make the world better well you just made some good use of your time.Take the time to make yourself happy. Well that is the best time spent. Doing the above and beyond is all great and everything but we always forget about ourselves. Some people may say this is a selfish way of thinking but in the grand scheme of things if your happy then the person next to you will be happy. Usually we are all some sort of emotional vampire. In the past week since I got myself back to work after my hiatas to take care of my family my attitude and outlook on life seems to be infectious. Had words of thanx for cheering them up by just b

~*. Shit! .*~
Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit out of luck, or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, Find a place for your shit, Or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between Shit and Shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and th

Possibilities
Well I think I get the point .. It's really not that hard to understand being ignored.. avoided.. pushed away.. Why; Isn't that hard to understand either. There were so many things... the incredible way we just connected.. it came out of thin air... the way we had to erase half of what we said because the other person would say it first..the incredible non-flakiness of you.. our similarities.. my accepting of your faults, your mistakes.. your patients with me... your compliments.. the way you trusted me with things you didn't tell other people?... well..... The way you told me I could trust you... they way I shared my fears which I never share with anyone... I tested the waters and you said I could jump in... and let myself go.. to accept it.. and I did... I trusted you...I trusted that there was a possibility of something.. that there was a reason.. and I no longer looked for the reason just accepted what was.. and I made the leap of faith... trusted that you wouldn't let me down.

Love It
Today is Sweetest Day ALWAYS DO THIS FOR HER!!! LEAVE HER (AND ONLY HER) CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN YOU TALK T0 HER. TELL HER STUPID J0KES T0 MAKE HER LAUGH. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. WHEN SHE CRYS D0 WHATEVER IT TAKES T0 MAKE HER SMIlE. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER. KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'

Suicde Girl
Nights are Long and I'm gettin Cold, I'm so young yet feeling so old. Need to feel a love and embrace; with bloodshed hands and tattoed remains! I need; a Suicide Girl! x.x.x.x.x.x Everyone wants; a Suicide Girl! .x.x.x.x.x.x. need her to rock my world! x.x.x.x.x.x Everyone loves; a Suicide Girl! Dark and lovely, pleasently Naughty; got "bad" written all over your body! your the girl of of new dreams; a sound nightmare with welcome screams Everyone wants; a Suicide Girl! .x.x.x.x.x.x. I need; a Suicide Girl! x.x.x.x.x.x need Her to rock my world! x.x.x.x.x.x everyone loves; a Suicide Girl! wont you be my, Dark Angel!? wont you be my, Suicide Girl? Anti-prom-queen of my dreams; just as Fucked as She seems! coming on as beauty renowned sittin’ pretty, cuffed smiling and bound Everyone wants; a Suicide Girl! .x.x.x.x.x.x. I need; a Suicide Girl! x.x.x.x.x.x need Her to rock my world! x.x.x.x.x.x everyone loves; a Suic

Here We Go Once Again Lol
JUST GETTIN ON HERE TO VENT BOUT THINGS I HAVE BEEN NOTICING HERE ON GOOD OLE LOST CHERRY,DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE IT HERE ON THE LC ITS AWESOME AND I HAVE MET ALOT OF GOOD PEOPLE ON HERE , BUT HERE WE GO LOL I KEEP SEEING ALL THESE BULLENTINS BOUT HOW PEOPLE ARE CHEATING AT THE CONTEST WHICH I DO AGREE IS WRONG AND DECEITFUL AS ALL GET OUT BUT NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE ALL HATE THAT, THEIR OUT THERE ON A DAILY BASIS AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU NOR I CAN SAY OR DO ABOUT IT AND CONSTANTLY PUTTIN THE POST UP BOUT EM DONT HELP EITHER EXCEPT IT HONESTLY HELPS THEM OUT BY PEEPS GOING TO THOSE PEOPLES PAGES AND WHETHER ITS A BAD OR GOOD RATING ITS STILL A RATING THAT INTURN HELPS THEM OUT IN THE END. TO ME THERE ARE ALOT MORE GOOD PEOPLE ON HERE THAN BAD SO LETS FOCUS ON THE GOOD ONES AND JUST IGNORE THE IDIOTS YA KNOW AND IF THIS OFFENDS ANYONE SORRY BUT THIS IS WHAT THESE THINGS ARE FOR TO VENT GET THINGS OFF YA CHEST AND SEE WHO ALL ELSE OUT THERE AGREE'S OR DISAGREE'S WITH HOW SOMEONE FEELS AND

Who Wants To Web Cam With Me
Lets Get Naked And Enjoy Viewing Each Other Naked Bodiy And Have A Little Fun So Ladies Who's Willen To Play... No Guy's Allowed I Only Like Women To Look At And Dream Of Me And My Pony Love Danny

Break Me
im a hard case an angel in black control your emotions or get stuck in the back Im a heretic when it comes to your love Ill leave you standing here when push comes to shove so take me down and bury me deep blood trail coming from the wounds that are deep so bleed me dry and blacken my eyes and feel your body tremble when you see me die break me

Not Fair To Me...
why is it that when you're talking to someone and getting to know them... and everything seems fine and dandy to you... do people just all of a sudden not talk to you??? or block you??? or whatever? without saying a word or giving a reason why... making you feel like you did something completely wrong or said something to piss them off. if you are talking to me... or getting to know me... please do not just buzz off without telling why first... i'm one of those people that need a reason because i can't just say "well fine, fuck you then." if you don't want to talk to me anymore. i need to know whether or not i did anything wrong or did anything/said anything to piss you off or make you uncomfortable. i just ask that people just let me know... that's all. is that too much to ask? **cry**

How Sexy Is Ur Name
Add the letters in your first name using the numbers below =) Please leave a comment so we can see how sexy u are...lol A=100 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=145 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=200 J=100 K=114 L=100 M=25 N=450 O=80 P=2 Q=12 R=400 S=113 T=405 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=210 Z=23 *under 60 points= not too sexy *from 61-300 points= pretty sexxy *over 301-599 points= VERY sexxxxy!!! *beyond 600= beyond verry verry verry sexy!!!! lol I did my name and Terry's and here is what I got: Allie - 645 (LMAO beyond 600= beyond verry verry verry sexy!!!!) Terry - 1560 (Well crap I already knew that...lol) Remember if u look at this blog figure out how sexy ur name is...PLEASE *hugs*

20 Years
Wow.. 20 years passed .. I can still remember walking to school every morning in all sorts of weather .. not really caring what was going to happen at school just as long as I could hang out with my friends and have some fun .. and now here I am 20 years later . .and I get my notification from Classmates.com .. Damn .. and we are spread out all over the place . not that I thought we'd all stay in Connecticut forever .. I do still keep in touch with a few people . My First and Best friend Heidi .. and another of my best friends Maura .. both of whom I adore ..it just floors me how fast the time flies .. We were the Platt Panthers.. and Every year on thanksgiving . we'd do our yearly battle with the Maloney Trojans .. So .. for our 20th . they want us all to come to the Field wearing our Blue and Gold in support of the team .. I wont be going .. but Ill be there in Spirit .. and Cherring them on all the way .. I can still see the bus of Football players coming down the street hor

Thanhks Guys
Just wanted to stop by for a minute and say thanks to all of you guys that rated my page and commented on the pic. I just opened this one, and I work alot, so it's slowly in progress... lil bit about me, I'm 23, I'm married to a Marine named Jason, and we're currently based out of Camp Lejeune, NC. We have a five year old son named Joey, and I am a bartender/Medicare Part D Rep. I have 7 brothers, and I'm the only girl. Any other questions, feel free to ask. Hugz 2 my Thugz & Kissez 2 my Bitchez... --Brandi

Dating Test
Your dating personality profile:Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have.Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.Your date match profile:Romantic - You need someone with a traditional understanding of romance. A true romantic is a must-have in any potential date.Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.Your Top Ten Traits1. Sensual2. Romantic3. Adventurous4. Athletic5. Liberal6. Wealthy/Ambitious7. Practical8. Shy9. Intel

A Suicide
A friend of mine had a death in the family of a 16 year old ... He had lived too much pain and saw no way out ... Life is fragile Pull me close and hold me tight I need to feel you through the night The comfort of you and your touch To my soul means so much Feeling lost in a world unfair Like no one will ever care And all life holds is more pain Lost innocents driven insane No freedom to be and live in peace Only death looks like a release Put the gun to the head Who will care about the dead Passed so young and without hope No solution at the end of the rope Did he matter to any at all Who felt the pain of his last fall Weep and cry your bitter sweet tears You thought you knew him through the years Yet none could ever cross the line So all who knew him thought him fine Till he lost what mattered most Drove him to give up the ghost What a waste to quit life they say But did we know him on that day Did we care and look deep inside For all the pai

Pete's Lc Anonymous
I'm taking memberships now for the LC Anonymous. Folks that sign up will have to recite the LC Prayer and follow the following 12 Step Program: 12 Step Program of Recovery for LC Addicts: 1) I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read my newspaper like I used to, before the LC. 2) I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one hand typing. 3) I will get dressed before noon. 4) I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, and plan dinner before even thinking of the LC. 5) I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few friends and family that are LC-deprived. 6) I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via the LC. 7) I will read a book...if I still remember how. 8) I will listen to those around me and their needs and stop telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on the LC. 9) I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check for email. 10) I will try and get out of the

Weird Rants And Ramblings
sometimes things go in circles.... — Saturday, October 21, 2006 This might not make any sense to many of you. You can try to put the pieces to together, but it's not really that important. People, ya'll know who you are too. Funny two legged mammals with your eyes infront of your head so you can have depth perception and stuff. Use that thing your eyes are in front of more often please. It always amazes me how people exist and somewhat function when it seems that there isn't anything there.. Always keep in mind, that THERE'S PROBABLY PEOPLE THAT DON'T LIKE YOU. As hard as that may be to believe. They might not like your lifestyle, your beliefs, they may think it's wrong for you to do some of the things you enjoy. They may think your appearance is disgusting and you shouldn't ever leave the house. So if you go around doing something to people you don't like, what makes that more ok than if the people you don't like did something to you? You, and your mere exista

Hi Guys
I WANT TO ASK WHY IS IT THAT MEN ALWAYS WANT THESE BONE RACKS WHEN THEY CAN HAVE A BIT EXTRA TO LOVE? TRUE BONE RACKS ARE PRETTI BUT SO ARE BIG LADIES!....EVERYONE LOOKS ON THE OUTER WHEN THEY NEED TO LOOK ON THE INNER...TRUE LOOKS HELP BUT ITS NOT THE WHOLE DEAL......SO IF YOU WANT TRUE LOVE I KNOW THAT A LADY WITH MORE TO LOVE CAN BE ALL YOU WANT....

A Suicide
A friend of mine had a death in the family of a 16 yearold nephew ... he could not get over a break up ... life is so fragile. Pull me close and hold me tight I need to feel you through the night The comfort of you and your touch To my soul mean so much Feeling lost in a world unfair Like no one will ever care And all life holds is more pain Lost innocents driven insane No freedom to be and live in peace Only death look like a release Put the gun to the head Who will care about the dead Passed so young and without hope No solution at the end of the rope Did he matter to any at all Who felt the pain of his last fall Weep and cry your bitter sweet tears You thought you knew him through the years Yet none could ever cross the line So all who knew him thought him fine Till he lost what mattered most Drove him to give up the ghost What a waste to quit life they say But did we know him on that day Did we care and look deep inside For all the pains that

Well Now!
Ok for those who don't know i am Rae! i have 2 beautiful Sons, William-2 And Ian-4, I am a stay at home mom and my Boy Friend- Roy, is a truck driver. yes i know tough being a truskers girl, but i usually see him every week, and the Boys love em! Ok now for what i realy am writing this for... ok a lil background first. My dad was told he has lung cancer in early march, my mom decided not to tell me til Mother's day! rock on right! well to say the least the last 6 months or so have been kinda rough on him and the rest of us. But he has been doing well in fact he is done with chemo, and radiation for now! the lump is gone! but he still has to take shots to help build up his red blood cell count has been taking those for about a week after he stoped teh chemo and stuff. aparently he wasn't feeling good today and went to the hospital, knowing anything about this disease you would know you don't fool around when you feel the slightest bit out of the norm, well other then the reaction t

My Amazing Father...part One
Well for many of you on Lc you have never heard about my life and my Amazing Father David. I use to write on MSN Spaces about my father and the comments I would recieve were incredible and had shedding tears like I di when dad was on his final days. So iwould like to start to shsre some the amazing things that I will always cherish and remember about my father. In 1995 my father who was phytriatic nurse at Alberta Hospital here in Edmonton for 12 yrs was brutley attacked when a patient smashed thru a glass window and attcked my father. It was later known that this patient was invected with the HIV virus. It took dad a couple months to tell us what had happened and what he might and could end up with. Being the loving father who raised three children on his own since 1971 dad never wanted us kids to worry about him. But this time he did. He need the support and love from his children and family and friends and huess what ...He did. On November 19 2004 I was about to fly to Ottawa w

U Gonna Fail???
Exercise of the brain is as important as exercise of the muscles. As we >>> grow older, it's important to keep mentally alert. If you don't use it, >>> you lose it! Below is a very private way to gauge your loss or non-loss >>> of intelligence. >>> Take the test presented here to determine if you're losing it or not. >>> The spaces below are so you don't see the answers until you've made your >>> answer. >>> >>> >>> OK, relax, clear your mind and begin. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 1. What do you put in a toaster? >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Answer: "bread." If you said "toast," give up now and do something else. >>> Try not to hurt yourself. If you said, bread, go to Question 2. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk." What do cows drink? >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Answer: Cows drink water. If you said "milk," don't >

Thinking In Autumn
Autumn, what a beautiful season one of the most romantics seasons, with those beautiful colors , a slow wind that blows gently your face. But more likely when the sunset comes those magnificent colors mixed the trees leaf colors. I am walking in this peaceful park , about few hours later , i came across a big fountain with some beautiful Roses. But then something got my attention , i look all over my horizon and i see : -Those colors of the sunset are has beautiful has her face. -Those light has brilliant has her graceful hair. -She is Has wild has the Nature. - Has Lovely has the Flowers. Then I open my eyes , and i have this... HOT , HARD , STEAMY feeling... and is not my hot cock... But this is a feeling , a sensation , a need... That I want to wake up by your.. SIDE

Observations That Piss Me Off
So i get most of my points greeting new people and i have a couple points i'd like to mention.. 1)what the fuck is up with all the 16 year olds, isnt this a teenybopper free zone, i see the new users i go to the page rate, then look to my horror that the person is like 15... fuck, i'm not a skeevy internet predator, but i feel like one when i stumble over these sites... 2) Men, cock shots for your profile arent gonna work.. dicks arent cute, more like sad little elephant trunks.. i have one and i dont even like looking at it.. 3) Women vagina shots... see number 2(minus the elephant thing) 4) All you bastard who leave comments saying i left a ten and the person has no rating.. good way to start people on LC, by lying, kudos to you you lazy fuck... that's it for now...

En Ny Dag I Mitt Liv Blir Bara Så Jävla Less Ibland
ja.. ja har lite tråkit så jag skriver lite blog här åhh... seriöst emily förstår mig inte på dig ibland ska det vara du och jag eller inte? värkar inte ju inte som det blir lite jobbit att ibland är man eftertraktad och ibland inte :( :( :( :( gör mig ganska ledsen faktist när du gör så aa.. aa bara börja söka mer då vem vet kanske hittar en tjej !.. ajaa.. thats it

Dx @ Gun Smoke
Hello Blog, This time the DX invades the new opened Resturant "Gun Smoke". It was one hell of the craziest and amazing experience to be a part of vey unique style. This resturant has the Interior like the Western Movies Cowboys Resturants. Same ol Cactus , same ol style , the waiters r also dressed like cowboys. Man...!!! DX was really amazed to find them selves as they were in Texas. The food variety is huge and kool. V were hungry too much today so v eat as much as v can . then had some Margarita and some Vanilla Shake + Ice Cream Scoop. It was one of the greatest experience v ever had. V hang to alot of hot-spots but none of em is like this one. This is a sum of all the hot-spots v have visited. DX approved and Certified. This is now going to be our Hot-spot, which will experience the new members DX. P.S# The DX is back in the Business and ready to hit the town one more time. Stay tuned for more from the DX.

Sex
a sexual relationship is when that beautiful,graceful,lrical sailing vessel comes in and you get on bored and you go off into the setting sun and get intertwined together becouse you now are two hearts beating very nearly as one and the flesh is explored like a vast and wonderous uncharted land with mysteries behind every ridge and cranny and you know deep in your heart that this is it,this is the moment when everything finaly comes together and the blood rushes to your brain and you are drowned in exquisite sensation.baked in the pitiless sun until i cried-screamed with my soul for relief...

Randomness
hmmmm ever tried those new Hershey Kisses filled with peanut butter? Just my opinion but eating these has to be chemically the same as having an orgasm. My toes are curling Remember: The American Revolution would never have happened with gun control. Criminals love gun control - it makes their jobs safer. Here's something to think about: A woman raped and strangled is morally superior to a woman with a smoking gun and a dead rapist at her feet. DOES THAT MAKE SENSE?

Blah
I am feeling cold and disconected. I went to the mall. The cute red headed girl at Sam Goody wasn't working. There was a fag though. That makes me sad. It's a total fucking bummer. I need to move. Its one less reason to stay here. It was the one high light of the mall. I don't even remember her name. I don't even rememeber the last time I actually saw her there. The one black dude that always helped me wasn't working either. I'll probably never go back ever again

Have You Been A Bad Girl?
Bad Girls Take You To Heaven,And Good Girls Dont Know Where To Go! What Did You Do? "Look at that dirty little pussy. Have you been a bad girl?" I was tied to the bed by my wrists and my ankles, blindfolded and gagged, face down. "What are you doing? What’s this?" Samy reached between my legs for the thick vibrator in my pussy. My pussy was sloppy wet and swollen. He turned up the vibration and started to slowly fuck my pussy. "You are a naughty little slut! Look how wet this pussy is!" Samy started fucking my deeper, pushing it into me all the way. I could feel it stretching my pussy, going deep inside. I felt my pussy throbbing on the vibrator with every stroke. I struggled against my restraints. "Where do you think you’re going?" He slapped my ass hard. Then he took the vibrator out of my pussy. "You don’t deserve this." He slapped my ass again. And again. And again. Harder each time. I could feel my ass getting red, stinging more with each spank. I screamed but w

Lust Power
“Lust Power” Hi Friend, Before we dive in let me tell you that there is no greater feeling in the world…• than seeing that intense look on your woman’s face while you are making her have a “body shaking” powerful orgasm.• than having that feeling of conquest (in a good way) because you know that you are not one of those selfish lovers.• than knowing that no man has ever rocked her world like you.Last year I bought, checked out from the library, borrowed, and re-read tons of books on sexual performance.I wanted to recommend a high-quality sex book to my friends, customers and subscribers.As you can imagine, some books were great, some were ok, and some were bad.One book was so horrible that it was too painful to finish. I told myself that I would make sure I got through all of them. That didn’t happen with this book.I am confident that this is probably the worse book on “sexual training” on the face of the earth. Not only that, it was pretty expensive. I felt like I was in the twi

To My Sweetpoison
I love the way you let me press to you - (Cold and hard) my fingers brush just light Across your skin, as black in tone as night But voicing me (your heartstrings playing blue.) I reach (so deep inside you) and I feel It resonate and pulse through curving frame. (Though not my words I speak and moan your name.) Stroke longer, and I dig you with my heel. Sometimes I press and think that you press back (And smile at me, though half your smile

Honestly
I appreciate the friends that I have made on here. I wish to continue to find new people in new places to chat with. But I dont want anyone to add me just to have another person on their friends list. I Have a few people on my list that I haven't heard from in a bit. I am going to be "cleaning" out my friends list soon. So if I haven't talked with you or recieved a comment message from you in a week or more... You are "at risk" LOL ;) of being removed. I rather have a list of friends where the people actually talk to me or leave me messages. Than a whole lot of people taking up space that never talk to me... Sugar

Hey You Guys, I'm Here!!!!!!!
Hey everyone this is my first blog... Just stopping by to say Hello to everyone I hope that everyone is doing well. I'm Kate so feel free to stop by you can never have too many friends. Miss me. Love me. See me later.

Farm
I want to set up a farm to help children & teenagers at risk of homelessness or that are already homeless. I have a dream of opening a farm to help train, look after and care for homeless children. I plan to give these kids a huge chance to make something of themselves and to give them motivation to have a go at life. There is a population on the Gold Coast and Brisbane alone of over 1,500 children homeless and another 2,500 or more at risk. We have a responsibility to the younger generations to help them as we are now the next generation and the onus is on us to help them have a go at a life away from severe crime, violence, abuse and hard drug. Many of our generation have suffered the severe life trauma of being homeless or at risk at some point of time in life, where if there were somewhere or someone there our lives may not have ended up as they are or for many and these deep embedded scars may not be still there and presenting themselves today. Read about book I am writing to help

I Wonder...
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky80%Average50%A Sicko40%A WUSS !!30%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

*does The Patented Codi Happy Dance*
My divorce was officially final at 1155 yesterday!! YAY! Feel free to write and congradulate me, it's a good thing. I went out with my "friend" john and had an awesome time. we don't usually go out (we usually stay in... my bed) but yesterday was a day to celebrate. we went to my favorite hole-in-the-wall italian resturant and saw The Marine (the one with john cena.. YUM!!). then we came back to my place and commenced with the real celebration. He's so good i wish i could take him with me when i leave for virginia but i'm sure i'll find someone(or many someones) to take his place. Just an FYI, just because a woman enjoys sex and has multiple partners it doesn't mean she's a slut. One must consider the caliber of men she is bedding, and i only bed highest of calibers. but i digress.... I'M DIVORCED, I'M SINGLE AGAIN, HUZZAH!! HOORAH!! YAY!! *insert any and all other sounds of happyness here*

To All My Dear Friends At The Lc Love Yall
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Cocktail
Content and images copyright ©2000-2005 by vagbadboy ~violators will be spanked~ Erotica glances back and forth from one face to another. Each man wearing a big smile. She relaxes a bit, but still uncertain of what is unfolding. Then, realizing that she is sitting there naked, with a camera pointed between her spread legs, and a soaked pussy, she instinctively closes her legs together and her arm moves to her chest, to somewhat cover her nipples. Rod sees the awkwardness of the moment, and walks over to her, extending a hand and helping her rise from the chair. "Get up Sweetheart, let's show you off!" says Rod. With that, he raises her hand into the air and gives Erotica a spin around so that the guys can see her bare loveliness. She can feel the cum now running down her leg, and feels the coolness where glistening wet buttocks are suddenly exposed to the air. She feels a slight blush, but turns around several times as Rod guides her. Stopping to face the men, Erotica mu

Lacuna Coil Virtual Environment
I saw you fade Was it a dream? The sooner have I tried to touch you Slowly you disappear. How to go on? You'll never let me down again. Hard to go on I'll never be the one to blame. Before Floating in to your room To see What is inside, Consequentially doomed My peace is out of sight, Can't stay away, Can't stay away from you. Can't stay away, Can't stay away from you. How to go on? You'll never let me down again Hard to go on I'll never be the one to blame. Before Floating in your room To see What is inside, Consequentially doomed My peace is out of sight. Can't stay away, Can't stay away from you. Can't stay away, Can't stay away from you. I can't stay away Whatever I feel you Whenever you keep coming through No matter I miss you. Whatever Can't stay away from you. Can't stay away, Can't stay away from you..

Love And All That Crap
so after a lot of thinking i have decided that in a lot of cases love is wasted on the undeserving.there's just too many people out there that don't care. that cheat without remorse. i just don't understand it. if you're not happy then tell them. get out of the relationship. why hurt someone like that. This whole thing has me pissed. i'm interested in this guy but he has this wall up and i can't blame him..he's been cheated on twice and thanks to these bitches i have to work extra hard. I think he's pretty sure I'm different but still i know it's in the back of his mind. it just makes me mad. how could anyone do that. i know there's really nothin i can do but let time do his deciding but really it just all seems so ridiculous. people like that should save us all the trouble and tattoo "I'M A WHORE" on their forheads. that would make life so much easier. ok ok i'm done venting thanks for reading Lesley

Can't Change Me
I see the headlights on the highway I'm standing in the rain Gonna hitch a ride to nowhere Shake off Mary Jane Ashes to ashes Leave it in the dust Don't worry about missin' me You do what you must Change no you can't change me Into something I could never be Sure nuff plain to see That you can't you can't change me Are we losing our connection Are you somewhere on the line Yeah I'm hearing your suggestion But it's too late, too late here tonight So many reasons Everybody's out of time I'll take my chances baby Ooh ooh and take what's mine You know you're something to see But you can't change me You're somewhere in tomorrow I'm stuck here in today Got more trouble than a man can borrow When you're livin' it up in a lost place Change you can't change me Yeah I bet you're something to see But you can't change me

How Sexual Am I??
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%A Sicko50%Average40%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com To tell you the truth... I dont think that wuss one should be 0% lol I am a wuss sometimes

Skylar's Song
I'm starin into the night Seen the times of my life with you With you it'll always be right My burnin' light Your star will shine tonight Sky, you will always be mine I feel the angels by your side I thought there would always be time This love of mine For our love in a future time I feel you with me at night I sense your every move I know you hear me And everything I do I dream of the things that you say And the times that we play Your love is the warmth of my day It¹ll never fade away I swear my never-ending love to you Lord it's true a never-ending love to you And everything I do I do it for you Love, my never-ending love for you

Lacuna Coil Without A Reason Lyrics
Will you wash my feet again With the tears I've cried out? Will you save me from my selfishness? Feels like talking to a wall In this universe I'm lost As I keep on searching On and on without a reason Here I come to show you, Our path it is your heart I'm melting into you Our destiny so cruel In the journey of my existence I felt strong in my believes Could I find a better way to This reality? Feels like talking to a wall In this universe I'm lost As I keep on searching On and on without a reason Here I come to show you, Our path it is your heart I'm melting into you Our destiny so cruel Feels like talking to a wall Feels like talking to a wall I'm melting into you Our destiny so cruel Feels like talking to a wall Feels like talking to a wall Feels like talking to a wall Feels like talking to a wall

Evanescence Good Enough Lyrics
Under your spell again. I can't say no to you. Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly. Now I can't let go of this dream. I can't breathe but I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough for you. Drink up sweet decadence. I can't say no to you, And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely. Now I can't let go of this dream. Can't believe that I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough. It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good. And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall. Pour real life down on me. 'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me too? So take care what you ask of me, 'cause I can't say no.

What Body Part Am I Attracted To???
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis83%Abs/Stomach67%Boobs67%Face58%Butt33%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com This quiz is right on the money :D

Evanescence All That I'm Living For Lyrics
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. I can feel the night beginning. Separate me from the living. Understanding me, After all I've seen. Piecing every thought together, Find the words to make me better. If I only knew how to pull myself apart. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. I believe that dreams are sacred. Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, Like a reason why, Like a play of my obsessions, Make me understand the lesson, So I'll find myself, So I won't be lost again. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, T

Pretty Close To True
Your dating personality profile:Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates.Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.Your date match profile:Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps her body in top shape.Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.Your Top Ten Traits1. Outgoing2. Athletic3. Adventurous4. Intellectual5. Prac

Evanescence Your Star Lyrics
I can't see your star. I can't see your star. Though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today. I can't see your star. The mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away. And I'm alone now, Me and all I stood for. We're wandering now. All in parts in pieces, swim lonely, find your own way out. I can't see your star. I can't see your star. How can the darkness feel so wrong? And I'm alone now, Me and all I stood for. We're wandering now. All in parts in pieces, swim lonely, find your own way out. So far away. It's growing colder without your love. Why can't you feel me calling your name? Can't break the silence, It's breaking me. All my fears turn to rage. And I'm alone now, me And all I stood for. We're wandering now. All in parts and pieces, swim lonely, find your own way out.

Evanescence The Only One Lyrics
When they all come crashing down, midflight, You know you're not the only one. When they're so alone they find a back door out of life. You know you're not the only one. We're all grieving, Lost and bleeding. All our lives, We've been waiting For someone to call our leader. All your lies, I'm not believing. Heaven shine a light down on me. So afraid to open your eyes, hypnotized. You know you're not the only one that never understood this life. And you're right, I don't deserve you but you know I'm not the only one. We're all grieving, Lost and bleeding. All our lives, We've been waiting For someone to call our leader. All your lies, I'm not believing. Heaven shine a light down on me. Don't look down, Don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you. Don't look down, you'll fall down, You'll become their sacrifice. Right or wrong. Can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you. If I can't feel, I'm not mine, I'm not real. All our live

Evanescence Lose Control Lyrics
You don't remember my name. I don't really care. Can we play the game your way? Can I really lose control? Just once in my life, I think it'd be nice, Just to lose control, just once, With all the pretty flowers in the dust. Mary had a lamb. His eyes black as coals. If we play very quiet, my lamb, Mary never has to know. Just once in my life, I think it'd be nice, Just to lose control, just once. If I cut you down to a thing I can use, I fear there will be nothing good left of you.

Evanescence Like You Lyrics
Stay low. Soft, dark, and dreamless, Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness. I hate me, For breathing without you. I don't want to feel anymore for you. Grieving for you, I'm not grieving for you. Nothing real love can't undo, And though I may have lost my way, All paths lead straight to you. I long to be like you, Lie cold in the ground like you. Halo, Blinding wall between us. Melt away and leave us alone again. Humming, haunted somewhere out there. I believe our love can see us through in death. I long to be like you, Lie cold in the ground like you. There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you, I'm coming for you. You're not alone, No matter what they told you, you're not alone. I'll be right beside you forevermore. I long to be like you, sis, Lie cold in the ground like you did. There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you. And as we lay in silent bliss, I know you remember me. I long to be like you, Lie cold

Evanescence Lacrymosa Lyrics
Out on your own, Cold and alone again. Can this be what you really wanted, baby? Blame it on me, Set your guilt free. Nothing can hold you back now. Now that you're gone, I feel like myself again. Grieving the things I can't repair and willing... To let you blame it on me, And set your guilt free. I don't want to hold you back now love. I can't change who I am. Not this time, I won't lie to keep you near me. And in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up. My love wasn't enough. And you can blame it on me, Just set your guilt free, honey. I don't want to hold you back now love.

Evanescence Snow White Queen Lyrics
Stoplight, lock the door. Don't look back. Undress in the dark, And hide from you, All of you. You'll never know the way your words have haunted me. I can't believe you'd ask these things of me. You don't know me. You belong to me, My snow white queen. There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over. Soon I know you'll see, You're just like me. Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you. Wake up in a dream. Frozen fear. All your hands on me. I can't scream I can't escape the twisted way you think of me. I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep. You belong to me, My snow white queen. There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over. Soon I know you'll see, You're just like me. Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you I can't save your life, Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting. I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides. You belong to me, My snow white queen. There's nowher

Evanescence Cloud Nine Lyrics
If you want to live, let live. If you want to go, let go. I'm not afraid to dream, to sleep, sleep forever. I don't need to touch the sky. I just want to feel that high, And you refuse to lift me. Guess it wasn't real after all. Guess it wasn't real all along. If I fall and all is lost, It's where I belong. If you want to live, let live. If you want to go, let go. I'm never gonna be your sweet, sweet surrender. Guess it wasn't real after all. Guess it wasn't real all along. If I fall and all is lost, No light to lead the way, Remember that all alone is where I belong. In a dream, Will you give your love to me? Beg my broken heart to beat, Save my life, change my mind. If I fall and all is lost. No light to lead the way. Remember that all alone is where I belong.

Evanescence Lithium Lyrics
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Oh but God I want to let it go. Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone. Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show. Never wanted it to be so cold. Just didn't drink enough to say you love me. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Don't want to let it lay me down this time. Drown my will to fly. Here in the darkness I know myself. Can't break free until I let it go. Let me go. Darling, I forgive you after all. Anything is better than to be alone. And in the end I guess I had to fall. Always find my place among the ashes. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it

Evanescence Weight Of The World Lyrics
Feels like the weight of the world, Like God in heaven gave me a turn. Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you. Still in the dark, can you fix me? Freefall, freefall, all through life. If you love me, then let go of me. I won't be held down by who I used to be. She's nothing to me. Feels like the weight of the world, Like all my screaming has gone unheard. And oh, I know you don't believe in me. Safe in the dark, how can you see? Freefall, freefall, all through life. If you love me, then let go of me. I won't be held down by who I used to be.

Just A Dream
She awoke at midnight again, the way she had for the past three nights, the sheets twisted tightly into an umbilical cord binding her to the sweaty womb of her bed. She disentangled herself from the tangled top sheet and laid back, closing her eyes. Immediately the dream from which she had awakened flashed into her consciousness: the utter darkness and the sudden, dim, slanting light; the stranger, the man she had seen and followed; the small anonymous room; the smell, the feel of him; the awful, all-consuming hunger. She opened her eyes quickly, sat up and turned on the nightstand light to dispel the vision. No sense trying for sleep now, she thought. Why the dream had come, why it affected her, consumed her like this, she did not know; but for now it would not leave her. She lit a cigarette, hoping to concentrate on that and occupy her mind, dispel the terrible demon that was the dream with the mundane, the ordinary. She sat back against the headboard, and without thinking closed her

Evanescence Call Me When You're Sober Lyrics
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up

Evanescence Sweet Sacrifice Lyrics
It's true, we're all a little insane. But it's so clear, Now that I'm unchained. Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time. You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. You know you live to break me. Don't deny. Sweet sacrifice. One day I'm gonna forget your name, And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain. Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time. You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice. (I dream in darkness I sleep to die, Raise the silence, Erase my life, Our burning ashes Blacken the day, A world of nothingness, Blow me away.) So you wonder why you hate? Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. You know you live to break me.

October 14th - 20th
Today Madonna was talking about her adoption process saying she went through the same thing as everyone else. The first step in the process is apparently getting a platinum record. North Korea might be testing a second nuke soon. This one could be more powerful than the first one – meaning it could blow up two mailboxes instead of one. Experts believe that for the Republicans to have a good election that something big must happen for President Bush, like capturing Osama bin Laden. Osama bin Laden? We can’t even find Wesley Snipes! The population of the United States reached 300 million yesterday. In a related story the population of Mexico is now at 38 people. A guy jumped the fence at the White House and got very close before the Secret Service got him. That’s the problem, once you get over the fence there’s nowhere to go. So there was two people at the White House without an exit strategy. There are reports that the military is having troubles in some areas of Afghanis

Again And Again
........You get up on your haunches just the way I like. Your knees on the edges of the bed with your calves and ankles hanging off the edge. Your knees are drawn up under you so the position is almost fetal. But your back is arched so that your ass is up in the air, and your legs are spread wide. You are ready for me You're mine. I gently rub your ass, my fingers lightly tracing lines across it, touching your crack, dancing across your hole, making you shudder. "Anal sex is soooo submissive and he is soooo dominant. My cunt is soaked in anticipation, but I know it will not get much use tonight."You whispered. It’s your ass that’s the main attraction and you're but the vessel for my desire, just how you like. I moves up behind You and You can feel the head of my hardon thick cock at your ass. You wiggle in anticipation letting me know you're ready. I hold onto your hips for grip and pushing forward. You can feel your ass open to me, and suddenly my cockhead is in

Leaving You Horny
You walk into the room To see me laying there You can tell i'm sleeping And unaware of your presence You walk over to me And gently tie my hands To your bed above my head You then kiss my lips I finally stir from sleep You slip off your panties From underneath your skirt And take off your shirt To reveal your soft breast You slide under the covers Running your hands over my chest You see my questioning look Only to return it will a smile You press your body against mine As you realize i'm wearing boxers You slide one hand downwards To play with the edge You slide your fingers under Only to never touch My dick at least not that much You push my boxers down Slowly but rough You wrap your slender fingers Around my throbbing cock Feeling your pussy burn with desire Wanting me inside of you You slide your hand up and down Rubbing the length of my dick You reach over and gently kiss me Rubbing your own breast You then strattle me Taking your hand from m

How I Write Songs
A woman asked me, last night, how I write a song. She said, “How do you come up with words and match them to a melody, and a progression?” I said, “Dumb luck.” And I thought I was being serious. She gave me a knowing look, and said, “There’s no such thing as luck.” And I said, “There is for me.” I wasn’t trying to be flippant. I tried then, to explain my method, but, not having ever had a method, I ended up with something that strongly resembles dumb luck. She may as well have been asking how I make my beard grow. Sometimes it starts with a riff on the guitar. In the case of one song in particular, “The Captain,” I played this little riff for about a month, and finally sat down and wrote a lyric for it. The riff had a nautical flavor, so I wrote the song about a sea captain. Where did it come from? I don’t know. Maybe, like a sculptor, I removed the excess from the riff, and found it in there. Some songs come easy. I was driving home from work one day, and a whole

I Love This Bar-toby Keith
We got winners, we got losers Chain smokers and boozers And we got yuppies, we got bikers We got thirsty hitchhikers And the girls next door dress up like movie stars Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, I love this bar We got cowboys, we got truckers Broken-hearted fools and suckers And we got hustlers, we got fighters Early birds and all-nighters And the veterans talk about their battle scars Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar I love this bar It's my kind of place Just walkin' through the front door Puts a big smile on my face It ain't too far, come as you are Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar I've seen short skirts, we got high-techs Blue-collared boys and rednecks And we got lovers, lots of lookers I've even seen dancing girls and hookers And we like to drink our beer from a mason jar Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar O, Yes I do I like my truck (I like my truck) I like my girlfriend (I like my girlfriend) I like to take her out to

I Am Your Flag
Traditionalists say I was born of a woman's hand -- fashioned from bits of colored cloth by a seamstress in a small house in Philadelphia, a year after the new country was born. Historians are less certain of my origin. Yet, no one doubts my existence. I was created out of necessity to serve as the emblem of a people whose experiment in nationhood was as unique as the arrangement of my stars and stripes. I have proved my adaptability to change. I've accommodated growth. I've stood up to time and troubles. I fluttered in the Fall air with General Washington and his loyal French allies at Yorktown. My fabric was shredded by cannonballs from British frigates in the War of 1812 and I was carried in triumph by Andy Jackson at New Orleans. The British could see me clearly in the mists of "dawn's early light," waving from the standards at Fort McHenry. I've witnessed turmoil and bitterness, even lost some of my glory in mid-century in a war between brothers, but I was restored

Help Me Out!!!
I'm gonna do some "illegal" downloading to get some songs to burn onto a couple of cd's before I split. If you're reading this, give me some ideas for great "on the road" songs!! To give you and idea of what I like....Fav. r&b artist: Stevie Wonder, rock: Radiohead, Pink Floyd, Hip-Hop: Jay-Z, Slum Village, Punk: Misfits, Ramones, Jazz: John Coltrane, Miles Davis, Classical: Mozart, Mahler...... Help a brotha out!!! Good over the road songs!! I'd appreciate it!! :)

Friends In Low Places-garth Brooks
Blame it all on my roots I showed up in boots And ruined your black tie affair The last one to know The last one to show I was the last one You thought you'd see there And I saw the surprise And the fear in his eyes When I took his glass of champagne And I toasted you Said, honey, we may be through But you'll never hear me complain 'Cause I've got friends in low places Where the whiskey drowns And the beer chases my blues away And I'll be okay I'm not big on social graces Think I'll slip on down to the oasis Oh, I've got friends in low places. Well, I guess I was wrong I just don't belong But then, I've been there before Everything's all right I'll just say goodnight And I'll show myself to the door Hey, I didn't mean To cause a big scene Just give me an hour and then Well, I'll be as high As that ivory tower That you're livin' in (THIRD VERSE) I guess I was wrong I just don't belong But then, I've been there before And everything is alright

Bedroom Accessories
Your hottest bedroom accessory is yourself You are damn hot and you don’t need anything else to help you seduce your man or woman. To you, the look of your bedroom comes in second to all of your bedroom activities. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To Sha......
Imagine yourself sitting on the edge of the bed, wearing only a black velvet choker which accents the smooth lines of your neck and shoulders, and sheer thigh-high black stockings which give your firm legs a delicious sheen. As I walk in, I catch a faint hint of your perfume- something delicate and quite exotic, unlike anything I've ever smelled before. I get even a stronger dose as I crouch beside you and kiss you gently behind your right ear, inhaling your clean, fresh smell along with that wonderful perfume. Pulling back, I look for a moment into your clear dark eyes before kissing you, gently but firmly, on your velvet lips. After a moment, we break the kiss, only to start another, with more passion in it.. and then another, and another. As we kiss, I run my fingers through your hair and down onto your neck, lightly scratching down your spine, then back up in large circles across your naked back. You shiver, and as you press closer against me I can feel your nipples harden agains

Lust
You always been like a mystery i daydream of you kissing me your voice plays in my head like a symphony you heard that i put it down from other sources i run through your mind all day like a herd of horses the head is causing migranes you can't maintain the pain for sex craves your body i map out like a maze your vagina thumping like speakers at a rave its hard to control the rage love juice awaken thee like resurrection from the grave i'm burning for desire my hormones race like 4 burnt tires your yearing for attention my nature stands up like its being frisked with its hands up its time for me to man up i'm aroused over the D cups is it just a dream or have i been struck whatever it may be, its all in a days lust

Updates
Another very cloudy and cold October Minnesota Day here. And just to complete the stereotype, I am listening to Garrison Keillor and the "Prarie Home Companion" on streaming Audio as I write this. Yeah, it's probably a little cheesey, and certainly the music isn't what I would normally listen to, but I love the humor and it's quite nostalgic for me. When I was very little, my family would spend Saturdays at 'The Cabin' and my dad would always be grilling hamburgers on the BarBQue and PHC would be on the radio. I would listen to it, and not quite understand that not only was the whole concept of Lake Woebegon fictional, but that it was a joke...it just seemed to much like my own small hometown. As I got older, okay, when I finally went to college, I finally figured this out, I think at some point when I was telling some inane story about my hometown to a new college friend, and she looked at me and said, "wow, it's like you're from Lake Wobegone or something!" Completly missing her poin

Friends/pics/luv??
PLEASE PLEASE send me a private message if you are on my friends list (new or old) and I haven't gotten around to rating/commenting your pics. I really do try to stay on top of it because all of you are always so good about giving love on my photos. But with my son going into surgery & all, I have had a totally blonde memory lapse. just shoot me a quick PRIVATE message letting me know & that way I'll be able to systematically show love to anyone I've overlooked. Love you all!!

Who Says We Have To Be A Certain Size?
Who Says We Have To Be A Certain Size? I get emails periodically from women who have read my blogs and tell me that I've helped them and I can't even express how happy that makes me. I received one today from a young woman who has been struggling with anorexia/bulemia. She's oh so nice and I wanted to further explain some things and i felt maybe i should do it in a blog....of course lol She mentioned how she'd always been told being overweight wasn't pretty and how it had caused her issues and such...you know..the same thing we've all heard all of our lives. We all grew up hearing this load of crap. It's nothing new...it's brainwashing really. It's curious as to how this started exactly when fat women used to be so celebrated in art, literature and the like. Also, women are SUPPOSED to be fat. It's just how our bodies are made. Women have more body fat than men..it's what helps us to sustain life and keep our bodies healthy. Of course, there's the argument when there's too much

We're Home!!
Yeah, we are home. Still very cautious about letting Dylan walk without holding my hand, because of the depth perception problems as well as peripheral vision, but that should inprove slowly but surely. I'll be in touch with everyone in the next day or two. There are LOT of thank you's that I owe to alot of people. This will be my last "Dylan" update, unless heaven forbid, something goes terribly wrong. He's pretty much confined to the house for the next week or so, which means so am I. He's got stacks of movies to watch & tons of "get well food" == junk food so I should be able to chat & catch up with everyone.

Just Survey Stuff
1) Do you talk in your sleep? Sometimes yes 2.) Ocean or pool? OCEAN 3) What's your favorite song at the moment? I don't really have just one 4) Current Crush? Scouts 5.) what's your favorite color(s)? Blues mostly, earth tones and classic black 6) If you won the lottery, what would you do first? get out of debt! 7) Ever met anyone famous? Yes Keifer Sutherland and some from bands 8) Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life? I'm working on it! 9) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? I don't like spaghetti 10) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey? Oprah 11) Basketball or football? Niether 12) How long do your showers last? depends on how much time I've got 13) Do you know how to drive stick? yep, that's what I learned to drive on 14) Cake or ice cream? Ice cream 15) Are you self-concious? Not normally no 16) Have you ever given money to a bum? yeah, sure have 17) Where do you wish you were? Someplace warm and sandy

Come Here Come Closer
To wake to such a touch has you roaring with pleasure but as you open you eyes you wonder is this dream reality no its so much more its its love its pleasure desire living breathing filling your every need your every emotion exploding in side of me my love surrounding you in a warm tight embrace so tight you want to let go but no never let go of the moments in time when you lose track of your mind when you forget your human for one instant and live in the moment the moment we share we cling to and relive the seconds that stretch till we both finally give and explosion of love as it erupts suddenly and we turn to each other gaze into each others eyes and know i love you and you love me

What Is A Friend
What Is A Friend? Someone who knows you Inside and out But loves you anyway Whatever your about. Someone you can trust With body and soul Who keeps all secrets A very mighty goal. Someone you can count on Through think and thin Who has no problem leaning on you Every now and again. Someone who will listen To all that you say No matter how many times You have said it that day. Someone who wishes you happiness Through all the ups and downs And who strives hard to make A smile of all your frowns. Someone who loans you Their shoulder for tears And holds you up Through all of your fears. Someone who trusts you To be there for them too And is loyal and faithful No matter what is said of you. Someone who will ignore The ugly that is told Or at least come to you Not leave you out in the cold. Someone who knows you Inside and out But loves you anyway Whatever your about.

Whiskey Girl-toby Keith
"Whiskey Girl" Don't my baby look good in them blue jeans? Tight on the top with a belly button ring A little tatoo somewhere in between She only shows to me Hey we're going out dancin' she's ready tonight So damn good-lookin' boys it ain't even right And when bar tender says for the lady what's it gonna be? I tell him man... She ain't into wine and roses Beer just makes her turn up her nose And, she can't stand the thought of sippin' champagne No Cuervo Gold Margaritas Just ain't enough good burn in taquilla She needs somethin' with a little more edge and a little more pain She's my little whiskey Girl My Ragged-on-the-edges girl Ah, but I like 'em rough Baby got a '69 mustang four on the floor, and you ought to hear the pipes ring I jump behind the wheel and it's away we go Hey, I drive too fast, but she don't care Blue bandana tied all up in her hair Just sittin' there singin' every song on the radio Whoa she's my little whiskey girl my raggi

Whiskey Lullaby-brad Paisley-alison Krauss
She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night 1st Chorus He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her till I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby (Sing lullaby) The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Lif

Just Because
just because i love you, it doesn't give you the right to abuse that love. just because i care, it doesn't give you the right to diminsh that concern. just because i am in control of my life, does not give you the right to fight me for that control. just because i have the will to stay the course, does not give you the right to try and knock me from it. just because i know what i want and you do not, it does not give you the right to hold me back. just because i hurt, it does not give you the right to gloat. just because i am me, it does not give you or anyone else the right to try and change me!!!

Wasted Time
Well, just another boring Saturday as I sent a lot of love out to profiles of so-called friends and my fans but haven't received any greetings in return. Not that anyone really cares but I've already made some major deletes from my friends list and it seems as if I didn't delete enough people. I know the excuse. I am signed in but not really here. I've heard that excuse so many times, it's gotten really old. Just be honest and tell me that you're not interested in talking to me. I can handle it. You're not the first one to be not interested in me and you won't be the last. There are 10's of thousands of people who think I'm not worth their time and effort to talk to.

Its Kinda Sad
It is time to move on As I have a life ahead of me I don't love you anymore I am glad the heart can see I am sorry for I told you You are the person I adore, I love you forever but you couldn't read my heart in five years I don't think you will ever I never lied as I still love you But now our paths are separate. I loved you every second of my life, Yet in your heart there was just hate. I can not find a day, In which you were nice to me. My every heart beat was in your name, Yet you would say "there is no we" Painful, but I let you go Washing my heart by the tears I will break the chain of your love And flyaway after five years Goodbye again and again, Yet I pray for your happiness. You can just ignore me like you did, since I don't need your kindness.

Things
ive felt the world come crashing in I can feel myself giving in I am tired lonely sick and scared I am afraid to know you and I dont dare to let you in my world at all I can feel im setting up for a fall because we dont want the same things and I cant take another day of being second best or being just like all the rest and not being the only one its easier to just be done and never let myself reach out and take no chances or erase all doubt and return to the man I used to be in the darkness you will comfot me but this wont happen and its wrong someone always seems to come along and take my place as the one I will never try again im done

New To This
Just wanted to say hello and thanks for the warm felt welcomes. I'm new to this site so please bare with me on replies and stuff. Looking forward to meeting as many people as i possibly can so ya'll get ready for this down to earth country boy to lay some of that southern charm on u.

Jus Read It
When Lilly was a young lady she was envied by all, a father quite wealthy and the belle of each ball. She married, had children, and the family did well, but she outlived them all and now life is hell. Her husband passed on, but the children were there, but to live past their death just doesn't seem fair. Now she sits and rocks on her front porch each day, praying that at least their memories will stay. People walk by her mansion and see her each day, envy her wealth and wish they lived that way. To be able to just sit there with a nurse by her side having no clue that each day she has cried. Lilly has the faith she will be with them once more, prays God for mercy to end lifes hard chore. Still, they walk by her mansion and see her each day envying her wealth and wishing they lived that way

Why Or Reason 4 It?
NAMING THE FATHER FOR CHILD SUPPORT IN AUSTRALIA The following are all replies that Sydney Western Suburbs women have put on Child Support Agency forms in the section for listing father's details: These are genuine excerpts from the forms. 1. Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, child A was fathered by Trev Munson. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of child B, but I believe that he was conceived on the same night. 2. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 3. I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party where I had unprotected sex with a man I met that night. I do remember that the sex was so good that I fainted. If you do manage to track down the father can you send me his phone number? Thanks. 4. I don't know the identity of the father

*da Weekend*
hey friends..jus wanted to say hi and aloha..im glad im in dis awesome site..i really lik dis..i really can make alot of good friends in here..i also wanted to say hi to my sister friend sweet soljah..so yah neways..today im hea to jus make alot of friends..while im watching and playing wit my niiece arien..and also da weather today is kine of HOT but it all good..it cloudy and it really killing me..so yah..dat wat i wanted to say and dis blog..so everybody..have a awesome day and a safe one..alllllllooooooohhhhhhaaaaa!! love love always ♥uiLani♥

Perception
perception of beauty is a kind of barometer telling each of us how close we are to actually perceiving the energy. This is clear because once you observe this energy, you realize it's on the same continuum as beauty when something strikes us a beautiful, it displays more presence and sahrpness of shap and vivdness of color. It stands out. It Shines. It seems almost iridescen compared to the dull ness of other objects less attractive.

A Poem I Wrote For A Friend Who's Husband Is Over Sea's!!!!! Title: My Hero
My hero is a different type, he's just your average Joe; He's not in any comic book, movie or sports show. He's not a millionaire, though I'm rich beyond my dreams; The simple things in life are his treasures, the more simple the better it seems. He does'nt wear a cape to fly, though he soars all through my heart; No X-ray vision or laser beams, he can't pull chains apart. No gadet belt to save the day, nor armor-plated clothing; He's plain and simple, made for me, for it's my soul he's holding. My hero is a gifted father, he would give them all his life; How blessed I was when we were wed and I became his wife. Angel is his name for me, though truly it is he; He came down from the heavens, my soul mate, meant to be. Airman, Father, Husband, Friend, Son and also Brother; Many hats he has to wear, if asked, he'd wear another. He proudly serves his country with honor and with duty; All the ribbons on his chest can't begin to show his beauty. By his sid

Update
Well heres an update on my life. My birthday is coming up. Im goin to be 19!! go me lol. I got back with Ellens daddy. This might have been a dumb move on me but we will see. I just got my computer so I will be on a lil more I hope. Well thats about it.

The Way It Is
Just the way it is.....HONESTY - OPENNESS - TRUST the foundation on which all that is good is built upon, and if the foundation is strong, the house will be sturdy and secure from all of life's little storms......In all that is important , one should never have to wonder, never have to worry, and never have be afraid. You know, sometimes life throws us little curve ball as it sometimes does and sometimes life tosses us a bone....but either way, no matter what, if one has taken the time, surrendered to HONESTY (truth) to self, COMMITTMENT (promise or pledge) to purpose, and has had the OPENNESS (without bounds or restriction) in all of ones relationships and affairs, there will never be wonder, worry or fear, for a "standard" a "baseline of actions" if you will , has been established giving INTEGRITY (soundness, unimpaired condition) to all of ones relationships and affairs...(home family business)....just the way it is.......just the way I am......doesn't mean you can't have fun.......

Hello!
Hey ya'll.. Its been a while sence IVE Wrote... so how is everyone on LC..? I Hope peachy..Im doing ok.. kinda been down n the dumps lately..not sure whats going on. your guess is most likey betta then mine haha.... today the weather here is awesome.. low 70's and sunny.. and most of all THE DAWGS finally won a football game haha... its about damn time lol... Now if my man gordon does good tomorrow n the race then the weekend will be A ok:) as of right now Im just chillin got bsb on ( backstreet boys ) they always make me smile.. no matta how bad the days been.. anyways.. wont get all mushy and stuff on here lol... anyways just wanted to let everyone im still around.. and still reading the post.. sorry i havent reposted anything ... anyways im gonna close.. ya'll have a good one... Be good or Be goodat it.. whatever that may be! Bec

Spare Time
Here I am, in a situation Torn between the two I told her that I loved her Knowing the whole time, That im in love with you My mind is so twisted and confused I keep asking myself What should I do? The time will come when One of you I will have to choose Because I know that I don’t Then both of you I will lose In the mean time I will enjoy it while it lasts A time will come when both of you Will be a part of my past So tell me What should I do?

Why Don't I Put Up Pictures Of Myself?
Well, I got a really good illustration why when I logged onto MySpace this morning. Some moron had sent me a message telling me what a good time we would have. Obviously he based this entire thought on my pictures and his own desires. If he had read my profile, he would have discovered that he didn't have a chance. I am sorry, but for this very reason I don't give most men much credit for intelligence. The two I do have as friends on here are of course exceptions. They are both also happily with other women and so not worried about how good I can look. But as this is a forum that allows absolutely anyone to make a comment, I remain reserved. Perhaps when some link is added to report abusive posts, I will change my mind. Until then my darlings...

Done W/ The Depressing Songs
Those are just some of my songs... A lot of them are depressing - I'm good at that. Anyway, I've got some happier stuff that I may post later on. Or maybe I'll write something in particular. Soooooo... yeah. Anywho, now for some randomness... I need to find my other thing full of bubbles. To be the girl who walks around the college blowing bubbles at random, I must find more bubble solution. I know, I'm strange. But it's fun to be different... "Being normal is vastly overrated" after all. "I'm not crazy! It's the rest of the world that's insane!" ~Nicole~ (AKA Sayuri, Niki, Yuri-chan, and plenty of other nicknames)

What Is Life Worth?
What is life worth, when you feel your entire life was nothing, but a waste of time, air and space? Things one works so hard to accomplish only fall and crumble at their feet. Why? Is life really worth all the heartache and the wear and tear we put on our bodies? Screaming out, not knowing if anyone is listening. Feeling trapped like a caged up animal. Whose only way out, is death by injection. My screams only turn into muffled whispers as once again I put my heart on the line for someone else. Feeling sad and lonely, but who really seems to care. Miles apart from those whom I love so much. I beg to be set free, only to be set upon by rapid dogs. Demons rise up from the depths of hell, slowly tearing apart my soul. Dancing amongst my dreams only to shatter them apart in the end. Now tell me will it all be worth it in the end? All the miles I have wandered, all the souls I have helped sooth. Why is it that I am constantly haunted by the memory of you? BY: Sheila C

"i"
i hate you for the things i feel for the baggage you threw on me for the fact that you dont know me for the fact that we fell apart i hate you for the distrust for not confining in me i hate the prejudgements i thought you really knew me well i hate that i can feel the feelings that i feel i hate that when i look at you all i have are tears i hate that i cant sleep at night when ever you are gone i hate that even when your here i feel spit and dismay i hate that you turned on me because i said i love you i hate that you made things bigger thenthey really are i love the person youtry tobe i love even when youfail i love that you layed your head on my pillow at night with me i love the way your mind works and when you get confused i love that when you look at me its soft and sure and sweet i hate that when i confert you you think theres more to it i hate that when i confide in you u take it out on me i hate that we couldent be just a

Slideshow
im puttin together a new slideshow for my comments if u have gotten a comment b4 from me u know how they are....just wanted to see who my true friends on here are...i have over 500 friends almost 600 and onlyhave 400 and sum rates on my profile...so leave me some love on my blog and ill leave u some sexy love on ur page...k

My Life...........
Hey eferyone my name is Jamie........I am a 30yr.old female.I am the mother of two wonderful little girls ages 9 yrs. and 2 yrs.old.They are my whole world!!!!!!!I am an at hime mom for now (looking for work).I was married for 11 yrs. till my husband passed away almost s year ago(oh so sad).Now im just try n to meet new people and start a new life for us(me and the girls).I like to hang out with my friends and party (when I can).If all this sounds good to you well then hit me back!!!!!!!You can also find me on myspace....http://myspace.com/jamiejonsonkcmo( im slavegurl there also)....or on tagworld...badgurl4u2 there hope to chat .........

The Taste Of Your Body
Content and images copyright ©2000-2006 by vagbadboy ~violators will be spanked~ The taste of your body is my delight, from top to bottom for the rest of the night don't need to move, don't need to speak just let me explore each and every treat, i'll start at the toes and and then to the calves, tasting each inch and making it last. ...Savoring the texture of every flick, my tongue on your body, yes baby this is it, I know you want to take Me inside and my need for you i cannot disguise, let me take my time won't you please. ...As i rest my head between your knees, cupping and stroking and plunging, licking and sucking and knowing, these are the things you like me to do, when I'm down on my knees in front of you. your nipples they beckon my wanton kiss, one of the spots i never can miss, Your sighs escape because I'm the treasure, and the taste of my love gives you such pleasure. ...Don't make me stop ~ Don't cry my name! Those little sounds I utter drive You insane,

Another Depressing Song... "haunted"
No matter where I go No matter where I hide I'll never be able To fight these feelings inside I tried to give up Tried to move on But it's no difference I'm still haunted Life as I know it has ceased to exist And trust will never return again I can't help the way I feel My life is still I am still Always and forever Haunted The ghost of us Still lies in my bed And I can't seem to Turn my head I want to burn the sheets Burn my memories But I know that won't Help what's in my head Life as I know it has ceased to exist And trust will never return again I can't help the way I feel My life is still I am still Always and forever Haunted By all these feelings and memories Haunted

Life
Now I want to know when life is going to get easy? There has to be a way for life to get easier. My life is so complicated and rough that sometimes I wish there was a way out. But my grandmother always said wait 36 hours and everything will be fine. Well....... I am still waiting 5 years later. So When will it happen?

Confusion (another Song)
(((I found someone who's here for me now... This is from a few years ago))) Who am I? Where am I? I've never known The darkness Empty abyss Is All I've been shown Am I too crazy to be loved? The voices overrun me I cannot find escape From the feelings inside of me Confusion Who am I? I've got no clue I yearn now For adventure and danger And someone to help me through I've been searching My whole life But I need some help 'Cause I can't seem To find myself Alone Am I to crazy to be loved? The voices overrun me I cannot find escape now From those feelings inside of me Confusion Who am I? I've got no clue I yearn now For adventure and danger And someone to help me through

Poetry Of Sex
he sits there at a party he feels drained and beat he feels like its a waiste of time yet he cant move his feet he looas around at every one how imature some people are the drama and the fun he looked across the room saw he standing there red plastic cup in hand slow sips trying not to be noticed hopeing no one will stare he glances continuallie over moving his head just a lil to make it not so noticalbe that he likes to look at her she with long dark hair bright brilliant eyes a shapely figure, and a smile to no compare she starts to walk one foot lingers behind the other her walk is almost motionless he feels hypnotised he wants to walk on over and talk to her there but his feet are lazy they will not move and he studders in his head how how can i talk to her what have i to offer her maybe another red plastic cup of vodca with something sweet to mix she walks right by him and brushs his thoughts of insperation flung his m

Falstaff
"We have heard the chimes at midnight, Master Shallow." (When a very good friend of ten years... not much, as these matters go, and not as long... enough for me- died in June of 2004, when I received the news early the next month- this line, I seem to recall, did come to mind. I think I did see the play later that year- I already knew the line but I may only have associated the two afterwards. That matters less to me, for I can't unlink at all them now. Less personally, less involved with my own life, there is a piece of music There is a willow grows aslant a brook. I have heard it once; the composer's name is Frank Bridge (1879–1941). I did not read the notes on the LP so carefully; so I did not see what I later learned. Reading Hamlet a few years later, I ran into the line. There is a reason why Bridge chose it- if you do not know what is announced in that paragraph, find it and you will see...)

Whirlpool (a Song)
Spinning, whirling Thoughts are racing I cannot fight What I'm now facing Pulling me down Into the chasm below I stop struggling now For this I know Sink or swim? There's no choice now The whirlpool's spinning And dragging me down Live or die? Laugh or cry? Are you forgetting this story's setting? Down down Pulling me down Down down No turning back now Down down Dragging me down Down down No use fighting now Sink or swim? There's no choice now The whirlpool's spinning And dragging me down Live or die? Laugh or cry? Are you forgetting this story's setting? Sink or swim? Live or die? Laugh or cry? There's no choice now

Lostcherry Bulletin!
date: 2006-10-21 11:58:22 subject: IF I LET U RIDE IT(repost) MAKE STICKY! Message: 1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you give me a hicky?? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you take your time if I told you to? 13. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would you want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 18. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 19. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? 20.Would u give me head? GIRLS REPOST AS"" GUYZ REPOST AS "IF I

Life, Love, And Regret
If there was someone you cared so much about but you knew you can never have them what would be the best course of action. I spend alot of my time regretting my past. Wishing I had made on choice at a time in my life when I didn't. Every day my mind is filled with the two most haunting words "What If". Maybe a life could have been changed, another destroyed. I do what i do. I soldier on mainly keeping alot of these emotions locked up. Someone who shares feelings like that seems to only leave themselves open for pain. Losing one love to Death. Another to Distance. Two to me putting my word on the line with the military. And another to my being to incompetent to take a chance. So im going to keep going from day to day like i have. Unfortunatly making myself more and more scarce from those ,who atleast in my mind, i belive do or may love me. Dont be me. Dont live in regret.

"no Speaky Spanish My Love"...el Gringo De La Bachata
OK clarification, Bachata is a Spanish style of music, very popular in the Dominican Republic...It's really cool dance music, not very slow, but at a moderate tempo...ok, here's the real blog...Did you know that the Spanish word for WIFE, is also the Spanish word for HANDCUFFS!!!...talk about "Ball and Chain"...LoL...yeah that just popped into my head, it's very lonely in there...

A Plea
I do my best to please everyone From being a friend to being a son Living the way I think is right Sometimes depressed,sometimes bright Always believing life is fun Even if I felt I could run and run Deep breathing, meditation yes tried then all But in trying to walk I take a fall Looking to the Horizon but no one there To full of themselves,or they don't care Computer isn't the answer though I try A regular friend don't make me cry Mal 10/06

B
"Those who survived the San Francisco earthquake said, "Thank God, I'm still alive." But, of course, those who died, their lives will never be the same again." - Barbara Boxer, Senator ***maybe cos theyre dead, but hey im just a simpleton here "City fathers were hoping to raise enough money to erect a new bronze statue of the Duck of Wellington." - BBC commentator ***and of course the DUKE of wellington had no probs with this new adition "I don't think the Republicans can damage my character." - Bill Clinton, former U.S. President *** because i do a pretty dam good job of it myself "Politics gives guys so much power that they tend to behave badly around women. And I hope I never get into that." - Bill Clinton, former U.S. president *** well ya fucked up there dint ya buddy, i think ramming ya dick down monicas throat counted as being badly behaved lol "You know the one thing that's wrong with this country? Everyone gets a chance to have their fair say." -

Thank You Everyone
I WANT TO THANK ALL THE SEXY PEOPLE FOR RATING MY PAGE AND BECOMING MY FANS. IF I HAVENT RATED YOUR PAGE PLEASE LET ME KNOW SO I CAN RATE IT. AGAIN THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR SHOWING ME LOVE XOXO SPICYCHERRY Spicy Cherry@ LostCherry

New Stuff
Added some more tracks for your enjoyment! Please tell me if some don't work, so I can change them. Also added a voice recorder for you people who don't feel like typing! There are a couple messages from me so you can actually hear what I sound like. If you don't want to drop me a line, give me a real shout! I'll add more stuff later.

Raising The Cabin
It had come to my attention that the vertical beams supporting the roof were not resting on the flooring below them.Some in fact were several inches away, just swinging in the air.For the life of me I couldn't figure out what was wrong then like a bolt of lightening it hit me. The floor below was sinking and had been for several years.This called for great calculation and some good old fashioned brute strength. Now most contactors would have been out with levels and those handy looking toolbelts. I on the other hand was armed with a chainsaw and a 6 ton hydraulic jack.I did some head scratching and it occured to me that the part I wanted to lift was right under the damned woodstove! and under the stove was about 35 or so bricks.First I checked to make sure the fire was out in the stove wouldn't want to be grabbing hot sheetmetal.The stove was moved and the assitant I had for the day was casting a wary eye at what I was doing.Occasionally offering advice but little else.The man that bui

Just A Poem ... Not My Best By Far
Sucked deep into the void No time to be annoyed What I was has been destroyed Yet I remain the same Life happens hard and fast The dice roll once their cast Things I love aren’t meant to last Yet I can not be tame Wonder why I feel lost Was it ever worth the cost Run from love emotions tossed Yet I still wear the blame Do the fears consume the soul Is this why I can’t be whole Ask not for whom this bell does toll Yet I always feel the shame Try hard to give up the fight Try to live what is right The line blurs within my sight Yet unaware of what I became Unsure of what to do I just can’t let go of you All this is something new Yet I burn within the flame How you scare me so deep When you call me yours to keep And yet for you my heart does leap Yet I remain the same

Writing, Authors Books
So I have to say I am actually getting into The CHildren of Men bye P.D. James. At first I was annoyed with her constant use complex language but as I keep reading it isn't bugging me as much.. Hey maybe it is an English thing and all writers from England speak/write like that. WHo knows, needless to say I have begun to finally enjoy the book and am waiting to see when the pregnant girl shows up... I know there has to be one cause my son showed me the previews of the movie based on the book (why I wanted to read it) and well someone has to get pregnant because what would be the point of the book if it was just about THE END OF MAN. It wouldn't be called THe Children of Men just The End of Men or maybe even Dead men walking or something funky like that. Today I was thinking about different writers etc.. and also about some of the writers on some of the readers groups I belong too. We are a strange group us writers. Sometimes a very ego maniac group (me included sometimes) I get a ki

Just A Not So Good Poem
Sucked deep into the void No time to be annoyed What I was has been destroyed Yet I remain the same Life happens hard and fast The dice roll once their cast Things I love aren’t meant to last Yet I can not be tame Wonder why I feel lost Was it ever worth the cost Run from love emotions tossed Yet I still wear the blame Do the fears consume the soul Is this why I can’t be whole Ask not for whom this bell does toll Yet I always feel the shame Try hard to give up the fight Try to live what is right The line blurs within my sight Yet unaware of what I became Unsure of what to do I just can’t let go of you All this is something new Yet I burn within the flame How you scare me so deep When you call me yours to keep And yet for you my heart does leap Yet I remain the same

That One Nite
to hold you to feel your warmth your flesh my flesh eyes meet mouth smile bashfull love plays conversation soft andintagle ment meets toes touch this sertin feeling lingers consuption of each other wonderment of the others thoughts a rythmatic beat hearts connected feelings met words not spoken of it time goes by like passing cloads over the sun eyes are closed and breath is slow and sitll i know your there wanting to kiss you hesitatation passing moment saddness that i cant willingness and wonder how would it be as lovers how would it feel to be would our friendship crash or blossem over time how far can another go how should our boundiers meet we fall asleep together cuddling as one i know your breath is on me i know you smelt my hair still no words any more as we fall asleep the protection of your arms around me the sweet feeling of defeat defeat of letting go to give in to your controls to let it all flow to know thi

Letter & Response
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P.Niss The Response: Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated inorder to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary safety regulations, such as wearing the correct protec

Poems
My worst fear in life is that I will finally break, that there won't be any more smiles that I can fake. That everyone will finally see the chaos that rages within and the downward spiral will finally begin. I've worn this imaginary armor for far to long, I've portrayed this illusion beyond when the real smiles were gone. I do it for the world I don't need your sympatric hands; I do it for myself I may be broken but my soul still stands. I've fought the wars of life and love and my battle rages on, I'll wear my mask of courage long after it's really gone. I have fallen to my knees but you've never seen me fall, I've cried tears of pain even though they were tears you never saw. I've trekked the never ending mountain and I'm still driving on, Even if it's with unsure feet like a new born learning fawn. My worst fear in life is that I will finally break, when I can't hide it all and I run out of smiles I can fake. Who are you to judge my way? You are not the go

Poor Pale Thin Girl
she is a lonely girl pale pale girl she is never spirited she is cold and pale and blue she sits in her tiny room comparing her self to nothing as she never exsplores the world shes sits in her room like a doll still and exspressionless she is young and she is old she was born and she will die she feels nothing any more the thoughts have long gone past she waites for death like a passenger of a train waiting for her departure this frain pal thin girl cuts her flesh this is the only time you can feel anything the pain shocks her the blood warms her alive for a moment then the cuts they dry and she goes cold standing still once again she looks in the mirrer her plush soft dry mouth sunkin in the one corner, here pale blue eyes grey depression writen all over her pale thin face she gathers into a corner with a pillow on the floor a small balnkette she uses when she weeps to sleep she is what society has made of her her

Girlfriend Appliicatiion
boyfriend appliicatiion Body: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10, 10 being the best? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because?

Happy Fucking Birthday
OK so here it is Oct 21, 2006. 45 yrs ago today I was born. Wow so fucking exciting huh? It's not like I want gifts and people to fall all over me. It would just be nice if one or two of my so called online friends said Happy Birthday. Well fuck it it's just another day anyway. Yeah if I sound down and pissy tough shit it's my day I can do what I want. Maybe a little of this comes from knowing my Mom isn't here for this. Sometimes life just really sucks. But considering the alternative I shouldn't bitch. OK, maybe I feel a little better now... Peace, Out.

Wife Vs Husband
WIFE VS HUSBAND A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws."

Dearest Father Above...
I wake each morning with a smile Because u're there to guide me. I know u're love is pure and strong I know u're always beside me. U're always there to gently whisper Or nudge with sincere encouragement U're there to remind me of my strengths And uplift through any discouragement. Thank u, Lord, every day; for each blessing and gift u give. Thank u, Lord, for every moment for the love in which I live. May God bless u all my cherry friends and fans too. And remember he is the only one u can always trust for everything.

Galen’s Cold Cream
This rich cream is based on a recipe first devised by a Greek doctor who lived almost 2000 years ago. It is rather different to commercial creams, and does a wonderful job at moisturising dry skin. 4 tablespoons sweet almond oil (olive oil works too) 1 tablespoon grated beeswax pinch borax (use this ingredient cautiously) rosewater Melt the wax into the oil and remove from the heat. Stir the borax into a small cupful of the rosewater. This helps emulsify the mixture. You can manage without the borax, but the cream will probably be thicker as you will not be able to incorporate as much liquid. Add the rosewater a drop at a time, stirring constantly. When you think that the cream will not accept any more liquid (small beads of liquid will refuse to stir in), stop adding, and keep stirring very gently as the cream cools down. Pot into a scrupulously clean jar.This makes a wonderful cleansing cream if massaged into the face well before washing with a good handmade soap. If you

A Mouse Story
Mouse Story ... A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package. "What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning. "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, "I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers." The mouse turned to the cow and said, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the ho

Tickle Me Elmo: Now This Is Funny!
Tickle Me Elmo: Now this is funny! There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the Tickle Me ElmoToys The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for Her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stood Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She had a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The 2 men

Don't Hate.. The Shopping/sex Story.
Don't Hate.. The Shopping/Sex Story. I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, we were all over each other and just when I was ready to pound nails through two inch plywood she looks up at me and says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to

So Now
that I have my claning almost done! I cant seem to get myslef to hang the clothes up(lol) Almost I am almost done than I can relax! I still cant seem to get the kids Motivated yet! They wont get off the computer(lol) not that I am making them cause they are all getting along great at the moment! any who! Just felt like blogging nothing!

Reality Be
we walk with intellegence we speace with vigalence we crusade as if we have a mission, and go no - where - fast we walk a mile in our shoes and shrug or shoulders at the blues we never seldom see past our own noses, we glance at another, but we dont see them we see what we exspect to see we judge by the color of their eyes the build of their body, what they have that we can benifit from we dont really see whats out there whats underneath the layers we dont value the whole person we just sit and stare exspect what we cant exspect from our own lives we consume our prey every step of the way plowing the streets like construction works making our own paths forgetting others long the way we have no real conception of wrong or right we ignore the tools we learned we hurt we distroy and manipulate each other as if on a giant chees bored ponder to the thought, do you must you gain from loving imperfection do we need that trouphy gf, do we

Funny
>for you meditating souls...from the great Swami > >________________________________ > >Once upon a time, a young lad was born without a belly button. In its >place was a golden screw. All the doctors told his mother that there >was nothing they could do. Like it or not, he was stuck with it. > >All the years of growing up was real tough on him, as all who saw the >screw made fun of him. He avoided ever leaving his house and thus, >never made any friends. > >One day, a mysterious stranger saw his belly and told him of a swami in >Tibet that could get rid of the screw for him. He was thrilled. The >next day he took all of his life's savings and bought a ticket to >Nepal. > >After several days of climbing up steep cliffs, he came upon a giant >monastery. The swami knew exactly why he had come. He was told to sleep >in the highest tower of the monastery and the following day when he >awoke, the screw would have been removed. > >The man immediately went to the roo

* * * 7 Degrees Of Blonde * * *
* * * 7 DEGREES OF BLONDE * * * * FIRST DEGREE * A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The very blonde wife picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife answered, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." * * SECOND DEGREE * Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" * * THIRD DEGREE * A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is

I've Got This Goal! Wish Me Luck!
Well....I'm just letting everyone know that I've been too big way too long! SOOOO....I've started on a diet and a really great workout plan and I'm going to slim down. Figured why wait till New Years to make such a goal, so here I go! If anyone wants to join me, just let me know! Here is a before pic of me! Cross your fingers for ME! GO ME! GO!

The Angels Will Cry By Rosie
Just want to share this with you all.... The Angels will Cry by Rosie The angels in heaven cried silently They wept their tears of gold They saw us part our ways Yet they saw us in future grow old My soul cried along with them A million tears I shed My soul cried out its longing For it now felt as if it were dead But after all this time I asked why my soul was still in pain They told me the angels continue to cry The tears that fall are all in vain For I am without you Without holding you in my arms My soul is still yearning My soul is still in pain For the angels will stop crying Once I stop trying to pretend This emptiness I feel without you I will love you until the end

You Know You Are Living In 2006 When You...
1. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 12. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward this message. 13. You are too busy to notice the

Stupid Shit I Did...
I went to jail for the first time last night... Me and a couple friends went to the bar in metamora and drank.. Well we left last night and I ended up getting pulled over and went to jail for a owi... I now quit drinking, cuz I know I'm gonna pay out my ass for my mistake.. I see now why drinking is not the answer even though it is fun.. Then when I got out I found out my ex bf went up there and tried to get me out but they told him I was still over the legal limit to leave.. I think he still likes me and just don't want to admit it...

Medicinal Benefits Of Whole Foods
For the first 5000 years of civilization, humans relied on foods and herbs for medicine. Only in the past 50 years have we forgotten our medicinal "roots" in favor of patent medicines. While pharmaceuticals have their value, we should not forget the well-documented, non-toxic and inexpensive healing properties of whole foods. The following list is but a sampling of the health benefits from whole foods. Apple. Lowers cholesterol and risk for cancer. Has mild antibacterial, anti-viral, anti-inflammatory estrogenic activity. High in fiber, helps avoid constipation, suppresses appetite. Juice can cause diarrhea in children. Asparagus. A super source of the antioxidant glutathione, to lower cancer risk. Avocado. Benefits circulation, lowers cholesterol, dilates blood vessels. It's main fat, monounsaturated oleic acid (also concentrated in olive oil), acts as an antioxidant to block artery-destroying toxicity of bad-type-LDL cholesterol. One of the richest sources of glutathione,

Homies
We may paint our faces, we may fuck around. But pussy-ass bitches, here won't be found. My homies stand, behind me all the way. My true family, and forever we'll stay. Don't fuck with me, cause they got my back. Where do YOUR friends go, when they know you can't hack? Do they stay there and help? Fuck no they run. Back to their mommies, while we have our fun. My juggalo family, we don't fuck around. So tell me this now, ARE YOU DOWN WITH THE CLOWN?

Who Are You? (take The Quiz...dont Make Me Say It Again! Just Kidding....kinda. Lol!!
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Whawill Your Soulmate Be Like?? (look Here)
And my answer provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

My Poem
Take me to the place I know Where milk and honey flow To the depths of innocence we are then united With the inner-self we’ve kept hidden and spited And say “I welcome you friend to the world” Of once you thought were nightmares and rejections swirled Of incantations of wicked priests That denied your spirit the freedom of peace Pain is the lesson, but is not the life For those who do not learn, will continue to struggle in strife Be brave, take charge and make it real Hold your heart and make it feel Again..

To Let Go
you and i used to be so close it seemed but then you changed and thought to much about things that just werent there you crushed my heart and now i cry wish we were back in time when you and i could just be friend to laugh and cry no matter i seem to try you just dont see me for me you think that i am something else cuzz of something in your head and i must turn and walk away so i dont fall apart

Long Week
Well its Saturday and I am sitting here doing little things to keep my mind busy... laundry, cleaning, bills, playing a few games.... but my mind is still going over this last week. It was a pretty busy week for me, I am on call for work and it is just one of those ho-hum weeks. I had a few burglaries this week and a few other calls. Yesterday was one of those days that Radio had my number I guess. Called for a vehicle prowl in the morning.... when I was talking to the victim I found out that she has a male German Sheppard that she is willing to stud out to my JoDee Lee... I was thrilled. After that... just as I was going to pull into grab a bite to eat I got a call, Burglary in Fife. No big deal there... not even two minutes later I get paged by Radio... Burglary on the West side of the bridge.... OK... I will get to it after this Burglary. I get to the one in Fife and about half way thru... I get paged to a suspicious death investigation (D.I.) in Spanaway/Graham area. I called Radio

Cafepress.com.. Im Not Dead
Hey everyone! im still here and Mayhem is alive and kicking. I have completely scratched me doing it ALL BY HAND! So anything that isnt splattered painted will be sold on cafepress.com/mayhemclothinginc which isnt ready yet. Im still working out the kinks. so bear with me! I'll still have the jeans sold on here. I am also doing my own clothes from scratch! clubbing clothes and comfy clothes! it'll vary! so keep tuned in! xo's Amber

Fun!
I will post the rest of the photos when i get them from my other friend!! Karolyn cannot wait to start our night of fun!!! Oh Buddah! you are so sexy! How can the ladies resist that big belly??? "My heart will go on..." I believe I can fly...on a conveyor belt... One Dollar Bob, one fucking dollar! Yeeeeeeeeees??? This is how you draw a penis on paper and leave it there for someone to find In another world... Lesbian Lovers for the night Molesting the statue...I look so evil, karolyn just looks uncomfortable! OH NO! I only got his scrotum in the picture!!! OH NO! the horse is stomping on my head! AHHH!! Do i even need to say anyhting about this creepy fuck? We met up with my friend bryne just to add some more fun into the mix!! ARRHHGGGHH! TAKE IT BITCH! My ass looks so flat from this angle lol! LOL demonic mermaids! (what is with my camera we have red eye in everyone on of these pix !) Aerial View of Karolyn and Bryne I couldnt get enough of that bu

Mo-mentos
I was going out last night, and since it was cold I grabbed a jacket which I had not worn since early spring. As I put my keys in one of the pockets, I found a half eaten pack of Mentos. My first thought was to throw them away but then I smiled, remembering when and why I had bought them. I was going to meet some friends for dinner that night, now several months back, and a night I had not thought of since. We just had drinks, then dinner, then talked for a time and went our separate ways – nothing even worth mentioning to anyone who might ask how the weekend was, but it was just a great night. My friend Mark, who is the friendliest guy you could ever imagine, his wife Nancy, and another friend also named Mark who’s an interesting character. We three men must have bored Nancy to tears talking about our day on the golf course but she is much too sweet to do anything but smile and join right in our laughter. Were I to write our conversation here it might bore others also. It was just…

Honey And Oat Face Pack
It has been said that you should avoid putting things on your skin that you wouldn’t be prepared to eat. This deep cleansing and soothing face pack definitely fits those guidelines. Apply it before relaxing in a warm bath and don’t worry if odd bits drop off into the bathwater. The milk and honey are especially soothing to dry skin, and the oatmeal will gently exfoliate any slightly oilier areas. 2 tablespoons of oatmeal 1 tablespoon of clear, runny honey a little milk to moisten In a bowl, mix the honey with a few drops of milk to loosen the texture. Stir in the oatmeal and add a little more milk if necessary to form a smooth paste. Apply to clean skin and allow to remain on for about ten minutes. Before washing off, rub the mask gently into any problem areas of your skin (nose, chin and forehead for example) using small circular movements. Dip your fingers into water first if the mask has set slightly. Wash off using tepid water and a soft washcloth, then tone with a gentle t

The Language Of Lols........
I think that the usage of emoticons has made conversations on the internet more convenient... Not that I'm tripping on weed or anything but have you guys ever sent an emoticon that u really didn't mean like? LOVE? or LOL? here you are sending LOL when actually inside your head you were thinking like..this guy's joke is lame...or i'm just LOLing to impress her.. OR LOLing just to hide the suckiness of your day... Just goes to show that in online people have their masks to..their own personal agenda. But those who are honest about their feelings, even though are thoughts and communications are transmitted via electronically, it does make a difference. There is a connection made, even if it wasn't physical. I have an odd 600 people on my friends list and only 13 in family. Isn't that odd? How many times do you actually stop and try to be connected to someone? even if you met online? Lives could be changed by just the click of the mouse. Not to diss..

Sexual Fantasy (take The Quiz Peeps!) My Answer Is..............
you get what you want when you want soo dont tease your partner what you see is what you get and it will be the best as long as you trust in your partner Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Part Two: Mumm Findings
Part two of my updated Make Up My Mind's ... I'm trying to generate some interest (if you couldn't tell) I've had some fun making the MUMM's and some result have been interesting & unpredictable. Today my corresponding MUMM question actually addressed how we could make them better. You can see and vote for that here: My breakdown (summery) of said MUMM's: I used a kind of deceiving title here, is it about the movie -or- ... It WAS -or- asking how you might enjoy the tempo/pace of your sexual adventures. Fast and Furious or ...? (views-121) Soft and tender 60.0% Fast and furious 40.0% Call me a Sell Out but I've experimented on the last and this subject, to see if sex would sell more looks and votes ... It really doesn't seem to matter. This ask the female their preference of circumcision or not ... overwhelming results here! Ladies - Do you like your men ... (views-106) Cut 73.3% Uncut 26.7% EFFIN REPOST DAMN IT (views-115) Yes (mostly a reposter) 25.0% No

Women Stay Safe
Call 77 YOU MUST KNOW *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. * Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded her and the unmarked car behind her. One policeman went

A Beautiful Well Endowed Blonde Woman Buys A Sex Frog From A Pet Store
A beautiful, well endowed, young blonde, goes to her local pet store in search of an exotic pet. As she looks about the store, she notices a box full of frogs. The sign says: Sex Frogs! Only $20 each! Money Back Guarantee! (Comes with complete instructions). The girl excitedly looks around to see if anybody's watching her and whispers softly to the man behind the counter, "I'll take one." The man packaged the frog and said, "Just follow the instructions carefully." The girl nods, grabs the box, and is quickly on her way home. As soon as she closes the door to her apartment, the girl takes out the instructions and reads them thoroughly, doing exactly what it says to do: 1. Take a shower. 2. Splash on some nice smelling perfume. 3. Slip into a very sexy teddy. 4. Crawl into bed and position the frog in place. She then quickly gets into bed with the frog and, to her surprise, nothing happens! The girl is totally frustrated and quite upset at this point. She re-reads the ins

Today
whats up everyone? here is my first blog...today is filled with a bunch of errands like picking up my dry cleaning and washing my car...maybe a little shopping as well...tomorrow is football time and my chargers are going into to kansas city which is going to be tough... as for when i get back, i hope to have some love from everyone on my list...i started to delete some people due to not hearing from them in awhile...hopefully i wil have some new pics upload along with delete some old ones...so hit me up later

Happy Day
HELLO ALL OF YOU I WANT TO STARTED IT BY SAYING SOME THING ABOUT THE LOVE INSIDE ME FOR ALL OF YOU LOEST CHERRIES I WANT TO THANKS ALL OF YOU ABOUT EVERY THING GOOD BETWEEN ALL OF MY FRIENDS I THINK YOU ALL EVERY THING FOR ME IN THIS LIFE AND I CANT LIVE WITHOUT ANY ONE FROM ALL OF YOU AND I DONT IMAGIN MY LIFE WITHOUT ALL OF YOU SO I WANT TO TELL ALL OF YOU THAT WE MUST KEEP EVERY THING LIKE THAT ALL OF THE LIFE MAYBE WEE MEET ALL OF US SOME DAY IN ONE TABLE TO EAT OUR LUNCH OR OUR DINNER OR MAY BE WE SET WITH US TALKING ABOUT THIS WORLD ARE YOU KNOW IT IS VERY BEAUTIFUL TO LIVE UP THIS WORLD I THINK EVERY ONE FROM US TAKE HIS CHANCE FROM THIS LIFE AND IF THERE ANY ONE DONT HAVE HIS CHANCE AS SOON YOU WILL TAKE IT AND THIS IS THE LIFE AND THIS IS OUR WORLD I LOVE ALL OF YOU L.C TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

Predominant Emotion Test, Take It Man/woman!!
Your dominant emotion is Happiness You are a happy person in general. Your friends can always count on you for a good time, and to lift their spirits when they've had a bad day. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Adult Quiz
Adult Quiz Q.) What doesn't belong in this list: Meat, Eggs, Wife, Blowjob? A.) Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife (well not for real of course), but you can't beat a blowjob. Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around Q.) What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What does bungee

Alright New Here..
I'm a married woman who's husband is out of town 90% of the time as a truck driver. I'm looking for men and women to party with in the Puget sound area. I'm really easy going and have no physical or racial biases. I'm totally bi too. My biggest fantasy? to be gangbanged by several strange men. will it happen? doubtful

Too Old For Halloween
now lately i have been hearing that people are getting to old for halloween , that can't even happen!!!!!!!!!!!! you can't be to old for a birthday or christmas , so you can't be too old for frikkin halloween , it just not right , it's the one day out of the year , you get to be a dream come true , and if another adult just so happens to give you candy more power to ya , i i want candy , so my nieces and nefew are gonna get it , (because i got one hell of a sweet tooth)so if you see, me drop the candy in the bag , not that hard...........

What Kind Of Monster Are You? Quiz
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