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Hemorrhage (in My Hands) By Fuel
FUEL LYRICS "Hemorrhage (In My Hands)" Memories are just where you laid them Dragging the waters til the depths give up their dead What did you expect to find? Was it something you left behind? Don't you remember anything I said when I said, [Chorus:] Don't fall away and leave me to myself Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again And leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands Love lies bleeding Oh hold me now I feel contagious Am I the only place that you've left to go? She cries her life is like Some movie in black and white Dead actors faking lines, over and over and over again she cries [Chorus] And I watched as you turned away You don't remember, but I do You never even tried Don't fall away and leave me to myself Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again, oh

It's All Tears (drown In This Love)... By: Him
This is ONE of my many favorite HIM songs... enjoy! I'm waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I'm waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love I'm waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I'm waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love Open your arms and let me show you what love can be like It's all tears and it will be 'til the end of your time Come closer my love Will you let me tear your heart apart? Now all hope is gone so drown in this love I'm waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I'm waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love I'm waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I'm waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love So my love your laughter is finally turning into tears And you're begging for more, though the end is getting near come closer my love I'll violate you in the most sensual way... until you drown in this love I'm waiting

Chapter Four(all Chapters Are Unedited)
Chapter 4 After putting on her blue dress and leather boots Christina leashed her dog and went outside. Immediately her next door neighbor who was working on his yard gave her a wave. "Hey John." She waved back. "Hey Neighbor. You working on your book?" John asked. "Yes I am." She replied. "Great! I can't wait to read it when it's done. Especially my kids, you and your husband are their heroes." Christina laughed. "I don't know if you would call it 'heroic.' Or at least I would." She answered. "What happened and what we did, we did for ourselves, you know." "I know." John said. "That's that's exactly what my kids admire about you both." Chris didn't reply, but only smiled. "Well, I'll just be taking a walk. See you later John." John then waved her bye as she walked down the street heading into town. It was the middle of summer, yet the gentle air and clear sky made it a pleasant day. As both Christina and Brownie were enjoying it a load, crackling motor suddenly fille

Chapter 3
Christina continued typing on her laptop. Then she stretched her arms and yawned. Brownie beside her barked. "What say we get a little exercise, hmm?" Immediately brownie stood up and barked in agreement, waging her tail. "Alright, give me a minute okay? Ill need to change clothes." Chris then got up and walked up stairs to her bedroom. She then began ruffling through hangers and clothes, choosing what should would wear. Then she stopped. Hiding all the way at the end of the closet, hung a particular outfit covered in a white, plastic protector. Astonished to find it, she took it out and laid it on her bed, removing the plastic. She was speechless as she saw the set of clothing laid before her. My God She thought as she put her hand across it. It was so long ago.. But it hasnt changed one bit. " Chris sighed as she looked down and placed her hand over her stomach. "Too bad I won't be able to wear this in a couple of months" 3 years ago Van had been gone for twenty

Poem From Bulletin
This was posted as a bulletin, so I don't know who the author is. If you do, please let me know so that I can give that person credit. It doesn't interest me what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dreams for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful b

Chapter Two
Chapter 2 As Christina continued to type on her computer with the headphone still on, a small brown dog suddenly lept onto her lap and peeked at monitor between her hands. Christina smiled. "Oh? What am I writing?" The dog barked, wagging its small tail. "Well take a look." Chris gestured. The dog took a moment too look at the monitor. It immediately growled and sorta slumped, as if recognizing something discomforting. "Yeah yeah." Chris laughed. "It wasnt exactly one of the most comfortable moments of my life either." 3 years ago As Van looked at girl beneath him he only managed a small, "Yo." Chris immediately freaked, screaming loudly and backing up. Van jerked in surprised and covered his ears. "GEEEZ! Whats your~!" "WHAT DID YOU DO WITH MY BROWNIE!" Chris suddenly demanded. "Uh, Brownie?" "Wheres my Brownie!!?" "I-I-I dont know!" Van said confused and panicky. " I never took any cooking classes." Chris looked at him weirdly. "NO!" She shook her head. "

Chapter One
CONTRACT Chapter 1 It was 3pm on a Thursday afternoon. Christina sat at her computer desk listening to some of Gorillaz music and thinking of how her and her husband had met. She thought about it as she wrote things down in her laptop computer. Was it really only three years ago when she first saw him? Christina remembered the clearing where she first saw him. Both had noticed each other at the same time but only she ran from him. "Why did I fall in love with him?" She sighed as she put the head phones on and turned up the music so everything else was drowned out. 3 years ago Another bead of sweat dropped as Chris dropped the final bundle of twigs into the shed at the side of her home. Winter was coming soon and she was going to need a lot more to keep her settled up for the coming season. Time like these really made her miss her father, it was usually him who did all the backbreaking chores while she did all the simple chores of cooking and cleaning while he was ar

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i hate rude people who make crude comments. and i hate it when people request to be friends without even sending a message first. that is totally rude. i don't mind getting comments, but would like them from friends. i think it's rude to try to become friends when you aren't. don't just add me or become my fan. talk to me. if you are just trying to get friends, go to myspace. that place has become a friends competition.

Disrespect
WTF is wrong with people? What happened to common sense? the Tactless Fuckers that think it's ok to talk to a girl like she's a whore! Where in their little minds do they think that's ok? Not even a hi, how are you...NO...just out right say something nasty, no respect, no taste, no tact whatso ever! Do they think they are going to get a response? HA!!! Ugghhh.... I'm sure I'm not the only person who gets e-mails that are tastless and just outright nasty. It's as if people don't know how to read a profile before they make comments or send e-mails like that. lol...it's a really messed up way of trying to get a date, lol they are going about it all wrong! What happened to using your brain? the one three feet above your ass? lol

I Love You
For the one I love and you know who you are... will you love me forever will you let this go far, I will always love you no matter what life brings when Im with you my heart always sings,my heart always shining and laughter always near, cant be sad for five minutes when your here, when Im feelen down you always lift me up, the man up above sure knew what he was doing sending an angel my way saved me I thank him always for putting it at play, when IM feeling blue, i think of your love so true and that is why I love you

Small Victory By Faith No More
This is a song i have liked for a long time, tells you how the underdog feels when they bet the favored ones. A hierarhcy Spread out on the nightstand The spirit of team Salvation is another chance A sore loser Yelling with my mouth shut A cracking portrait The fondling of trophies The null of losing Can you afford that luxury? A sore winner But I'll just keep my mouth shut It shouldn't bother me But it does The small victories The cankers and medallions The little nothings They keep me thinking that someday I might beat you But I'll just keep my mouth shut It shouldn't bother me But it does IF I SPEAK AT ONE CONSTANT VOLUME AT ONE CONSTANT PITCH AT ONE CONSONANT RHYTHM RIGHT INTO YOUR EAR, YOU STILL WON'T HEAR, YOU STILL WON'T HEAR

Worthy Sacrifice
Kissing spreads germs, kids. My friend had developed a bit of a cold from working in the Wal-Mart freezer on Friday night. She started feeling the symptoms yesterday. We were exchanging some smooches last night after I treated her to a fancy birthday dinner and I woke up this morning with my cough back in full force. Oh well, it was worth the sacrifice and I hope she feels better soon.

Little Goth Doll
Long dark hair and black lip-gloss, She likes red nail polish and a spiked collar. She writes poetry and she likes to dream, She dreams of the dead and what they mean. She's my little Goth doll, Yeah - She's a living dead doll. A short black skirt and a red corset, She likes combat boots and dark tattoos. She don't do cocaine but she drinks slow gin, She doesn't care for you, She don't care for me. She's a little Goth doll, Yeah - She's my living dead doll. She has a bar through her tongue and a ring through her lips, She likes the feel of steel pressed against her tits. She'll take off all of her clothes, through the graveyard she'll roam. If you treat her right she’s gonna make you moan. She's my little Goth doll, Yeah - She's my living dead doll.

For Where The Heart Cries
Just a poem I wrote.. For Where the Heart cries The face frowns When the tears fall The body shakes Uplifted hands towards the sky Reaching toward a hope Hope for happiness For where the Heart cries The lord Lyes The face smiles the tears stop The body moves to Begin again again we proceed we fight,fight,fight for a new day to sing for when the heart cries the lord will rise

Heaven Help Me
Heaven help Me I'm falling again Need some relief instead of pain again Eyes are dry and weary from crying I crave love instead of lying My mind wont' stop I never asked for this and I Cry all the time Die a little each time I, fall down on my knees again, feeling i failed again When will i breath again? Heaven Help me I'm getting weak He called and I fear I'll run to him again

To Live
I hunger to live I wanna feel the wind on my face Struggling to find my place in this world Just a woman guiding the little girl Grab the keys, leave the phone and start off the road alone make mistakes is a piece of cake falling down is only in vain when you fail to face the pain

The Price Of Kids
The Price of Children This is just too good not to pass on to all. Something absolutely positive for a change. I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice. The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into: * $8,896.66 a year, * $741.38 a month, or * $171.08 a week. * That's a mere $24.24 a day! * Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? * Naming rights. First, middle, and last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night. * More love tha

Scarybird Nature Correspondent
Spring is now on its way and as usual one type of wild life now becoming more common is appearing in our cities from its long winter hibernation. I am of course talking about Scaffolidus Erectus. That group of mammals that have developed the ritual spring mating habits by using large amounts of steel tubes, wooden planks and ladders to erect intricate mating and nesting displays along the fronts of many of out building in cities in the UK. The genus is certainly not nocturnal as they are usually to be found in the evening in local hostelries grazing on their usual diet of “Real Ale" or “Lager" and crisps. They seem however to be early risers at their task well before you are I are awake with their dawn chorus of revving of badly tuned diesel lorries, dropping metal poles from a great height onto one another from the lorry and their cheery calls of “fuck", “bollocks" and other such Scaffolidus patois. Soon however they have us up and out of bed marvelling at their intelligent nest bu

More Lyrics
The Toadies "Possum Kingdom" is a song that just brings my thoughts to a man and a woman.. walking about a lakeside on a high large-moon evening, mist hovering inches off of the water when he tells her his secret.. for better or for worse Make up your mind Decide to walk with me Around the lake tonight Around the lake tonight By my side By my side I'm not gonna lie I'll not be a gentleman Behind the boathouse I'll show you my dark secret I'm not gonna lie I want you for mine My blushing bride My lover, be my lover, yeah... Don't be afraid I didn't mean to scare you So help me, Jesus I can promise you You'll stay as beautiful With dark hair And soft skin...forever Forever Make up your mind Make up your mind And I'll promise you I will treat you well My sweet angel So help me, Jesus (hey, hey, hey) Give it up to me Give it up to me Do you wanna be My angel? So help me! Be my angel Be my angel Do you wanna die? I promise you I will tr

Iwa Necromaniac Vs Endgame
http://www.playiwa.com This is a match write-up I did for the Imaginary Wrestling play by mail game's All Star League. I've been playing for more then ten years, lot of fun. My character is the Necromaniac, he is basically a cannibal. (The ASL commentators stand to leave their broadcast positions, as special guests Cammy “C.C.” Chaos and Will E. Williams make their way to the ringside area to call the next match. As this is going on, the shot switches over to the locker room area of Chris Endgame, who stands in front of a mirror, looking down as he wraps his fists in tape. A cuckoo clock goes off in the background. After a moment, he looks up. The reflection in the mirror reveals a psychotic grin, which is accompanied by sinister laugher. Endgame turns around and exits the room, as the cameraman zooms in on a small table. Upon which sits a cup of water and multiple prescription bottles with several pills laid out beside them. ) Will E: Looks like Endgame forgot to take his med

The Scarybird Spotters Guide To Trolls
The Scarybird Spotters Guide To Trolls Academic Git Troll The academic git troll is highly knowledgeable in the subject that they are espousing on; they are able to quote from lots of literary sources to justify their position whatever it maybe. The Basic Troll The basic troll can usually be easily spotted by their manner and posts in flagrant disregard of site/group policy or by attacking the members/moderators. Then whining about personal attacks on them, when someone successfully defends himself/herself or diffuses the fracas that they have tried to start or when they are moderated. The Beer Troll The Beer Troll will be fine until they have had a few to drink, they will insist that they are sober, are in full control and that they haven’t had enough to drink, despite evidence to the contrary or they can sit in the corner being terminally polite to everyone. If for some reason something upsets them they can turn into a Ranting/Mr Angry Troll. The BMW Troll Thi

Broken Soul
Soul drowning in pain, Being played for a fool, Heart full of sadness, Tears flowing in madness, Holding my head down, Wearing nothing but this fucked frown, Foolish like a clown, Knees falling to the ground, Trying to find what can't be found, Numb to everything around...

To All My Friends
just wanted ya'll to know i love u all. and this thing going on about ur xrated pics.fuck it i don't care to see them, if i want to see a dick i'll look at my hubby's.and for pussies no thank u, i'm not into that. i got one remember!!!!!! ya'll have a good day.

Friends And How They Operate
Friends and how they operate on this place is amazing to me. You make a friend request with rating or making any commet on the pic. You don't rate the profile Just take the points and never come back, except to scream "I want to see your privates." Get in gear that is why they are private Before making a friends request how about looking at the pic and giving them a rating or a commet or two. The true friends that you find on here are always comming back and giving you a shout or a commet how hard is that to do i ask Thanks for letting me bitch this is it for now

Update On Kadence
I just wanted to let everyone who has been concerned and praying for Kadence that she is doing great. She has been off the breathing machine for 5 days now and doing great. She is now on the going home side of the nicu nursery and her nurse just said that they have changed her iv fluids to clear fluids and that she should only have her IV one more day. I should be able to try breastfeeding her this weekend and she is up to 4lbs 4.6oz so she's gaining weight.

My Garden
I kept a garden , a garden of the heart , I planted all the good things that gave my life it's start. I turned to the sunshine and encouraged me to dream, Fostering and nuturing the seeds of self- esteem... And when the winds and rains came i was protected enough. But not too muc because i knew I'd need to stand up stron and Tough . i always taught myself right from wrong- I am in my garden. And i hope today Wiz you can feel my love reflected back from me to you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

G -v- E
Good -verses- Evil Good -verses- Evil A daily struggle. A battle of biblical proportions. -or- Is it just another part of life? I believe that much of the population has come to terms with the most simple part of the meaning of life: That DEATH is just part of life. Yes, folks ... We are all TERMINAL! We have an expiration date ... We just don't know when we are going to exspire. I do believe the human race as a whole has come to terms with that part of living ...er - umm - ahh -or- Dying? About that part in-between "The Beginning" and "The End" is my topic today. The things we do while on this earth and the decisions that we make. I promise I'm not getting on my soapbox and spewing up "Fire and brimstone" *shakes head ... "Yeah, I'm not keen on "preachy" peeps either"* Doing the right thing is as much of a daily part of life as well as life changing parts. Daily parts like: It's so nice out, I think I'll play hooky ... Telling the phone so

A Heartbeat Away From Lovin & Hatin You!!!
Beat Beat My heart beats faster and faster with every thought of your hand running down my spine, mmmm reminseing on the times when you where mine. The smell of your cologne you running your fingers gently through my hair whispering "I Love You". Spending time, walking down the street, holding hands, and sitting on the train in a trance from stareing into your captivateing eyes. Remembering the times when you gently pressed your full chocolate lips on mine and I taste the sweet nectar of your chocolate intertwineing with my caramel, and my heart fails it flat lines __________ pump pump its back Beat Beat slower and slower as I remember the cold shoulder you gave right after you said you loved me and gently implanted your manhood into the pool of my sanctuary, remembering your toungue gently flickering back and then foward as I climax and my nile river began to flow down your chocolate perfectly chizzeld chin. Beat Beat slower as I remember you telling me Im not she who completes your a

Blah
I might be a Little sparse this week...I bombed a chem test, andc I fear I bombed a few more, which is uncharacteristic of me (then again I did have a test EVERYDAY last week), So I'm going to be putting in some HUGE study hours this week, but i will be on as often as I can during study breaks. So leave me some love, pretty comments, funny pictures, all that jazz... love you guys *muahs* ~Stina

Preventing Razor Burn
Does anyone have any tip's on preventing razor burn on the pubic area?I have very sensitive skin,I have tried dipilatory creams,they burn the shit out of my skin,I tried home waxing ,that was a nightmare lol..I ripped a long peice of skin off on my bikini line(OUCH!!!)and I can't afford electrolosis or lazer hair removel :(...or profesional waxing...any tips anyone has would be greatly appreciated expecially from those who also have senitive skin and can relate.Thankyou in advance...

Fall
Well looks like the season is changing to fall....thats my favorite time of year....I enjoy the cool crisp air and all the colors as the season changes.....not to mention all the fall festivals and happenings......but my yard will soon be covered in leaves.....but what the heck no more grass to mow for awhile....lmao

Control
I hate it when girls let thier boyfriends or husbands control them and/or vise versa. telling you who can be your friends with, who you can talk to, or even who you can even hang out with.. Like my friend Dynielle, ended up with a guy who lied and cheated on her and she took him back. and one of his "conditions" was to stop being friends with me and block me from everything on the net. stupidity at its best. all control... truly sad that she would agree with it at all.

Cross My Off Your List.
That song by hawthrone heights is pretty cool. Its one of the few songs i like. Ive been listening to it a lot over the last 2 days. Heres the lyrics. so let us concentrate on all those things you love to hate it makes this all worth the wait but causes us to separate and i don't know how i should feel (i should feel) these lights make it all seem real can you see this or wear it on your wrist? it's everything you wanted the mark you always missed can you feel this? cross me off your list she's everything you wanted the mark you always missed with dry eyes, steady hands i tried so hard to understand why you left us all alone three broken hearts with a broken home and i don't know how i should feel (i should feel) these lights make it all seem real can you see this or wear it on your wrist? it's everything you wanted the mark you always missed can you feel this? cross me off your list she's everything you wanted the mark you always missed

Sick
Ok so my daughter is in cheerleading and she had a game on Saturday. Low and behold it was raining and I have now picked up a horrible cold. I feel like crap. I have 2 tests to take today in school and don't even want to go there! Someone please come and make me feel better! Hugs Darla

Live Each Day To Its Fullness!
Hello everyone and how are ya? Im writting this blog to let everyone i love making new friends from around the world and close to home. When i say make each day count is that ya never know whats going to happen from day to day. I woke up one day and was told that i have only 5 years to live because i have cancer behind my right ear near my brain and theres nothing they can do for me! So my life was destoryed that day, i live each day as it were my last one and im tring to make each day exciting and wild and making as many memories as i can, even before i found out that i have cancer i was still living each day to it fullness! No matter please dont take anything for granted because u just never know! I wish everyone the best of luck! Be happy! My prayers goes out to everyone!

Its Monday Again
Well my daughters case was dismissed the judge said it wasn't worth the time of day to have her come back so she is on her way to getting better grades and no hassle fro the school which is good i hate that school but she don't its the only school she can go to and not feel out of place the other schools are too rough for her to go too and i own't my other kids go either i Love my kids dearly and look out for their saftey as much as i can i miss someone that is special to me and if he reads this i hope he understands. I hope he is thinking about me as much as i am thinking about him I had fun last night in the chat room iwth him in there being my protector lol fro all the asses that pm ya with out asking in the room first lol but he cam to my rescue and to my friends rescue a couple of times and so did a noother pers rolling_thunnder he is awesome too :D so hope that someone reads this and knows i am talking about him and it makes his day that i am thinking about him :D :D :D

Work!!!
I'm sitting here at work. Not a thing to do. Wishing I was spending time with you. Thinking of you makes me smile. I never have a care in the world when it comes to you. What's a girl to do, when love hits you hard. Embrace or fall. Its all up to you. RB

Sunday Drive
I slid into the bucket seat on the drivers side. It fit me from my shoulders to the backs of my knees like a soft buckskin glove. The light caress of the leather was butter soft but cool against my already heated skin. I reached down and turned the key, my left foot depressing the clutch as the car rumbled to life. I almost moaned at the purr that came from the engine, the steady roll of the cam, the slight tick of the lifters, it blended together to make a symphony of power that seeped from under the hood. I let my hand drop to the gear shift, the knob was cool against my palm as I wrapped my fingers around it tightly and squeezed, feeling the vibrations climb up though my hand and slowly up the length of my arm. I slid it down into reverse and revved the engine, slowly releasing the clutch and letting the engine catch, I bit my lips as the rumble of the car crept up along my spine. I back out onto the street, then stop looking your way for directions. You speak quickl

Thank You
I just wanted to thank everyone who rated and visited my page, in return i have probably most likely done the same in return to you...... i have no idea what else to say so peace and love everyone.....

Wow...its Monday
Ill be mad surprised if any one reads this...but any who...Uhm today is monday....its sucks...like every other monday...i wake up late and blah blah blah....its trash day so i got chores to do....my dogs tore up one of the trash cans in the downstairs living room ....so i had to clean that up...which sucked...uhm i get a slurpee today ....which is cool cause i LOVE slurpees (any one who doesnt is going to hell)...today is also another day for one of my ASAP meetings...i get to *tell my story* today which im not real excited about...and then i get to relax after that and watch some mutha effin wrestling hahaaa...well thats about it for me now...and hopefully ill get some readers/ cherry points ;) ps...FTL *for the ladies*

A Kiss By Wildsweetone
A Kiss by wildsweetone © A Kiss Across the room she saw him looking at her lips. He liked her lipstick, was hanging out for a kiss. Melding lips, melding bodies. Warmth enveloped her lingering mind fancying his body against hers. He crossed the room, a direct line eyes, deep liquid molten gold stared at her lips, her tongue softly stroked full lower lip. Eyes stayed on her tongue, parted lips welcomed his interest. Without waiting for an answer, without asking the question, he leaned forward traced tingles across her upper lip with his tongue. Shivers slithered through her spine; chin raised, eyes open. Tongue slipped in warm mouth, danced sensual belly dance eliciting deep soul moans. Tracing her teeth, his mouth first soft, turned hard, needy against her own. She sucked his tongue deep, the tip trailed silver sparkles inside. Whimpering, she met his tongue, rubbed slow, invited his hot need to stab her aga

Weekend Review
Soooo Im loopy as fuck, for I had my dunno the medical term, but cam shoved down my throat and biopsies done today...*yay* so I feel like im in and out of reality...but Ill lay down here shortly...and on top of it Ive had a bad cold for over a week now too GEEZZZZZZZ shitty deal! but anyways it was a interestin trip sittin in the office my mama took to me and was like oh here u go...I look up and heres some cops and a dude in his bright ass orange uniform with cuffs n shankles? or whatever they are called...oh gr8 and we ALL go in the same room to change n prep n what not...ugh! scary times...I figure he musta done somethin pretty bad OMG I CANT TYPE I have to keep retyping to make sense arg..I needa lay down, but first yeah thats it for now waiting my results they did see that I had some irritation in the tum tum even tho its been 2 weeks since my first severe probs...of course its gonna be better geezus...well anyways! Friday I went to the fair with my bro n his fam...was kinda in

A Kiss
A Kiss by babes66 © A Kiss….is never just a kiss. It is sometimes a way of saying, “I’m here for you” Sometimes of saying “I love you” Sometimes it is a gentle breeze, soothing the soul, Or it can be a tempest, stirring the loins. The perfect first kiss, Should start as a question, gentle and low, Become an exploration, tongue pushing through, Turn into an invitation, show me what you want, Then a preview, a microcosm of what could follow. That’s the moment…when a kiss becomes more, When it flips a switch in your stomach, Turning into desperate fiery hunger, When the rest of the world disappears As you shrink to two mouths, one need. Words are easy and appearances lie, But a kiss will always tell the truth, A moan, a sigh, this is the real language, If fires start, and universes implode, Then that is the truth of you and I.

A Joyful Belonging
A Joyful Belonging by Sappholovers © Touching a Joyful Belonging There is a note I sense a deeply resonant note that orchestrates the flow of events The beauty of acceptance A feeling that we belong We belong to one another as we suck and fuck and feel our bodies altogether touch As my imagination flows Together we step outside the walls of convention upon the plains of taboo and there allow ourselves Joinings Joinings of the sort our inner beings yearn for Mary's succulent sucking of Carol's cunt Mary's bold sucking of Thomas' cock All of us fully embarked in Glorious Acceptance of one another's' forms Holding happy heart places Sharing one another with fecund graces He on Her He on Me Me on He You and She and He and Me She on She Us on Them Them on Us Blurring .... Bluuuurrrrrrrrrrrrriiing Blurring lines of combinations hurly burly in tangled piles of succulent sucking and fucking All of us belonging to each other for

Avon
Hello everyone. I have currently started selling Avon products to try to have a little extra cash here and there. But I didnt do so well with the last three orders...so I decided to become an E-rep for Avon to see if it will work out for me. So if you are interested in Avon, or even would just like to take a look, please visit my site at http://youravon.com/smixon They sell makeup of course, but also lotions, kids toys, a line for mens products, some candles, clothing...quite a bit...so please visit and see if its something you may be interested in buying....especially with holidays coming up, you never know if there is something there that you may like to order online to have delivered to you. Thanks so much, Shawna

A Journey Together
A Journey Together by LadyAriele © Lead me on this journey Take my hand and let’s travel together Camp in the mountains Bend me over a log Have your way with me Out in the open Sit and watch the sunset On sandy beaches Make love to the roar of the ocean Bonfire burning brightly Illuminating Bodies entwined in a passionate embrace Swim naked in majestic lakes Droplets of water adorning bare skin Erect nipples A visual display of lust And my need for you Dance with me sky clad Under the full moon Our arms raising in unison Bodies moving sensuously To a beat Only we can hear

What Pickup Line Are You Destined To Use?
Take the quiz: What pickup line are you destined to use?I lost my number... Can I have yours?well, maybe it'll work once or twice, if you're extremely lucky.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! ewwwww @ me lol at least i could come up with a better one than that lol

Tired. Sick. Someone Pimp Me Out. Darnit. Lol.
yeah I didnt make it to school today. the combo of being tired and sick...just didn't work out. so now Its noon, and I feel hungry someone pimp me out. please? pretty please? rock on with your socks on.

3 Old Ladies From Oklahoma
This is a detective story So Pay Close Attention!!! Three elderly ladies are excited about seeing their first baseball game. They smuggle a bottle of Jack Daniel's into the ball park. The game is real exciting and they are enjoying themselves immensely...mixing the Jack Daniel's with soft drinks. Soon they realize that the bottle is almost gone and the game has a lot of innings to go. Based on the given information, what inning is it and how many players are on base? Think! Think some more!! You'r gonna love it . Answer: It's the bottom of the fifth and the bags are loaded!

Ultimate Orgasm
The Ultimate Orgasm Rhythmic Breathing Body relaxed, in tune with the sexual rythms of each other Stretegic touches, textures Rhytmic breathign continues Touch wihtout touching Spiritual, Physical, Emotional and Mental fulfilment our goal For the very bottom of our feet To the very top of our head Front to back and side to Side The Power of orgasm radiates throughout us as one A soft Kiss, Yet not too deep yet Caresses of exploration and stealth Increase bodily Quakes Breathing rhythmic yet increasingly erratic Bodily movements betray the raw passion That boils to explosion deep inside yet no intercourse yet Finally we connect Mind, body and Soul Our raw Union of love and desire Exploding in violent Ecstacy

Which Characteristic From The Samurai Code Matches You Best?
Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait) Duty and Loyalty: You serve your purpose and do what you must do. People would consider you someone to rely on, and one who keeps his/her word when he/she gives it.

Baseball
Bill and Hillary are at a Yankees home game, sitting in the first row, with the Secret Service people directly behind them. One of the Secret Service guys leans forward and whispers something to Bill. At first, Clinton stares at the guy, looks at Hillary, looks back at the agent, and shakes his head "no." The agent then says, "Mr. President, it was an unanimous request of the entire team, from the owner of the team to the bat boy." Bill hesitates... but begins to change his mind when the agent tells him the fans would love it! Bill shrugs his shoulders and says, "Ho-Kay! If that is what the people want. C'mere Hilly baby..." With that, Bill gets up, grabs Hillary by her collar and the seat of her pants, lifts her up, and tosses her right over the wall onto the field. She gets up kicking, swearing, screaming, "Bill you !"$#@&!&! The crowd goes absolutely wild. Fans are jumping up and down, cheering, hooting and hollering, and high-fiving. Bill is bowing

Doctor's Receptionist
They always ask at the doctor's office why you are there, and you have to answer in front of others what's wrong and sometimes it is embarrassing. There's nothing worse than a doctor's receptionist who insists you tell her what is wrong with you in a room full of other patients. I know most of us have experienced this, and I love the way this old guy handled it. An 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting room and approached the desk. The receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the doctor for today?" "There's something wrong with my dick", he replied. The receptionist became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded waiting room and say things like that." "Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said. The receptionist replied; "Now you've caused some embarrassment in this room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong with your ear or something and discussed the problem further with the doctor in priva

Art Of Foreplay
Art of Foreplay Quick savage Sex Starting Lovers day with desire But sometimes marathons Are what is called for A simple Kiss glances of the eyes subtle yet direct touches strategically and purposely placed Different textures used ice, hot wax, frozen fruit strong sense of imagination heightens our bond and sensations Feathers, strategic kisses, and the tongue Skin is the ultimate sex organ Slow soft draws of a flattened tongue body heat and pulsations increased to magnamanous proportions Oral journey by tongue full body, patient and direct orgasm builds to release, and to think we have not engaged in intercourse yet Listening and communicating Willing to try new things Keeping it new and fresh Always will be spicy and spine tingling! I Love you Lover!

A Hot Sexual Taste In Me.
A Hot Sexual Taste In Me. by WildnWetAngel © You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak, Then you look into my eyes With your mysterious provocative gaze, Causing you to touch my skin To feel the burning of your flames, Caressing me with a love that is real, Then you kiss me... As I feel your wet eager lips Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving, To feel the poison... Of your blood boiling throughout your soul Sending electrify emotions Stimulating pure intoxication, As your hands flows over me; Touching every curve and every part of me... It seems I move my legs apart automatically, As you lift me on the mystical ride While my body you know I will guide, Just listen to our song Making love all night long, The flames of passion, desire and love Is taking control over us, You put your hands in my breast, As I feel a sensation so exciting, When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips Every time you do that, It gets more and more fulfill

Breakfast Is So Delicious
Breakfast is SO fulfilling The window pelts of soft rain Sexual tremors still radiate From last nights' lovemaking Awaken from sexual slumber Coffee, eggs, peppers and butter familiar smells tantalize my senses journey to the kitchen To join Lover for breakfast Holding hands warm sexy conversation her lacey corset see through and revealing Lover rises like a Goddess Open the door to take in the warm morning rain I follow in kind Holding her close, snuggle our bodies as one As the light morning spray touches our skin Our sexual awareness increases to magnificent proportions Slowly my hands roam, caress, begin our morning SEX Table cleared, lover mounts deliciously Plump juicy legs spread Inviting me to ravage To taste her early morning dew Sitting down to breakfast yet again her legs draped over my shoulders My tongue dances lovingly on her plump tender folds Her dew begins to flow to my waiting tongue Her heavenly taste, mixed with t

Im Really Fed Up
im so fucking tired of ppl thinking that just cuz someone looks good that they have no fucking heart. all they care about is whats showing on the outside my heart is the best part of who i am ya i may be pretty but so what even at 44 i look good but if ppl took the time to know me they would know im so much more then a good looking woman . and the true men i know are beautiful on the inside and they truly hate being labled as just a peice of meat when u find love yall look at the persons heart because when u see the heart of a person no matter how beautiful the outside is the tru heart wont let u down. dont judge by whats on the outside because sometimes its so ugly on the inside. why cant ppl just be happy for ppl in love why do they want to distroy happiness and rune it out of not haveing what someone else has i just dont get it. im not a lil gurl out playing lil gurl games im a woman who demands special care so if u arnt real dont even talk to me fake ppl wont last in my life, i lov

Top 10 Unintentionally Worst Company Urls
Everyone knows that if you are going to operate a business in today's world you need a domain name. It is advisable to look at the domain name selected as other see it and not just as you think it looks. Failure to do this may result in situations such as the following (legitimate) companies who deal in everyday humdrum products and services but clearly didn't give their domain names enough consideration: 1. A site called "Who Represents" where you can find the name of the agent that represents a celebrity. Their domain name wait for it is www.whorepresents.com 2. Experts Exchange, a knowledge base wh ere programmers can exchange advice and views at www.expertsexchange.com 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at www.penisland.net 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at www.therapistfinder.com 5. Then of course, there's the Italian Power Generator company www.powergenitalia.com 6. And now, we have the Mole Station Native Nursery, based in Ne

The Stuttering Kitty
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say ...... "Fuck," the rottweiler ate him!"

A Hot Sex Scene
A Hot Sex Scene by WickedEve © We have forgotten last rain-- wetness shunned beneath graves, roadsides, while we walk breezeless dry. I ask the strangers to turn out our sun, but they smell of gasoline and sex, fueling us with their want as we lead them to the place: cracked floors, bare and spread from wall to window, with straight backs, no cushion or plush for pushing, only wood--soon sweat, skin and cling. We watch the heat waving between chairs, cocks, and six penetrables. Count them: three, four, five, sex. Brown with wide smile, shaved from toes to beneath arms, trembles to Deep Sleek. Someone whispers, Deep Sleek from outside the window where noon builds bonfires on our backs. Wild Cry burns shadows out of the corner till the place is solar. Wild Cry is a palm presser, bent and touching boards, her one, two, three, the only shade for him and him and him, stroking far into the heat, groaning ultraviolet, Fuck! ~ We are

The Weekend
Okay So my boyfriend and I talked alot this weekend. I told him that I felt we got too serious too fast, so that I wanted to take a step back and try to rebuild our relationship and make it better. So he is going to live with a friend for a awhile and I am going to get my head clear and we are just going to take it day by day and not have the pressure of the whole living together crap. when he was living here I felt like I was suffocating like I had no time to myself, because I worked then I got my son and then cooked dinner cleaned up the house and then he was home and we did EVERYTHING together, I need me time and he needed him time. And I figured my how trust issue thing will have to be fixed by this or I know that i can't have a relationship. I did find out that he didn't cheat on me, that his bitch ex girlfriend was making it all up to break us up...why are some woman like that?? Cuz she laughed at me when i emailed her and told her that she could have him and she was like h

Some People
What the fuck are you thinking when you put a pic of a little girl on your page.Then tell her things that you know if a man said to your kids you will have a shit fit but this is just me I do think alot of poeple think the same thing.So you fucking assholes need not write to me.

A Hot Bath
A Hot Bath by mzvampyre © Turn off the lights while I spark the candles For tonight will be more than you can handle. Turn on the water and make it very hot I patiently wait for you to give me all you've got. Come to me , baby...Look deep into my eyes Brace yourself, lover, as I begin to mesmerize. I kiss your neck then gently bite Don't try to resist me for you will lose the fight. I run my fingernails down your chest Now take your hands and feel my breasts. Are you getting hot? Do you want more? Well, turn off the water and lock the door. Unbutton my shirt, slide it slowly down my arms Hold me closer to you, keep me safe from harm. Start kissing my shoulder, run your fingers through my hair For I believe it is in your touch that shows me how much you care. I slowly open your shirt, one button at a time I am ready to give to you my heart, body, soul and mind. I unzip your pants and slide them down your hips When I come back up, I take a taste of your lips. Sof

What Fish?
An Oklahoma redneck was stopped by a game warden on Lake Eufaula recently with two ice chests of fish, leaving a river well known for it's fishing. The game warden asked the man, "Do you have a license to catch those fish?" "Naw, my friend, I ain't got no license. These here are my pet fish." "Pet fish?" "Yep. Every night I take these fish down to the river and let 'em swim 'round for a while. Then I whistle and they jump right back into this ice chest and I take 'em home." "That's a bunch of BS! Fish can't do that!" The redneck looked at the game warden for a moment and then said, "It's the truth. I'll show you. It really works." "Okay, I've GOT to see this!" The redneck poured the fish into the river and stood and waited. After several minutes, the game warden turned to him and said, "Well?" "Well, what?" said the redneck. "When are you going to call them back?" "Call who back?" "The FISH!" "Wha

Gay Flight Attendant
My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing this big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super." On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. "Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines, but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can itty-pat us on the ground." She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one." To which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, "Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I outrank you. Tray-up, Bitch."

Beltane
we begin in the woods we are eating our food having cooked over the fire pit we finish our eating with a kiss we clean up and go about casting our circle invoking the gods and goddesses and the elements to watch our play we strip down to nothing And she charges into the woods i sit for a moment and wait for her to get ahead i take off after her hunting her through the woods chasing her by sight and sound and smell and all the other senses ive been blesseed with she hides i a bush and waits for me to pas she pouncw on me then off again she goes i charge after her catching her for a moment i pin her a gian t a tree and run my hands across her body and kiss her lips i bite her neck and begin massaging her thighs i make her mooan we play and we screw in the c,lean earth of the woods roling and fighting till its to coud to play anymore

9/11
"AMERICA!" I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit. Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America, we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor. What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls; It's not in buildings or shopping malls. If all of our structures came crashing down; It would still be there, safe and sound. Because pride and courage can't be destroyed; Even if the towers leave a deep

A Grip Of Lust
a grip of lust by ammre © We’re laying on our side.. My head is on your arm.. I can smell your skin.. Your arm is wrapped over my shoulder and holding onto my chest.. The smooth in the hollow of your palm on my nipple.. You arm pulling my shoulders back into you.. Your other arm.. The fingers.. Draggling lightly along my skin on my thigh.. On my hip.. On my stomach.. On my groin.. The hand going back to my hip.. Pulling my ass back to meet your hips.. Feeling my back arch as you’re deep inside me.. You kiss my neck and lick my ear.. Thrilling and Filling me with sensations of little fingers all over me.. Our legs intertwined in some knot no pretzel maker or god could have ever formed better.. I reach back and grab your ass pulling you as close to me as possible.. Both your hands find my sweet spots.. Fondling and touching them till I bite your arm.. I don’t bite hard.. Only enough to let you know.. Your driving me w i l d No rushing.. No pounding.. No

Naughty Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q. Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.

My Love
My love is like an island in life's ocean, vast and wide. A peaceful , quiet shelter From the wind, the rain , the tide. It's bound on the north by Hope, By Patience on the west, By tender Counsel on the South And on the East by Rest Above it like a beacon light Shine Faith , and Truth , and Prayer; And thro' the changing scenes of life I find haven there... Please be mine fore ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Beauty
The beauty of the world, which is to soon to perish, has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder. There's a time when you have to explain to your children why they're born and it's a marvelous thing if you know the reason by then. Hazel Scott Trinidad-born musician

A Goodbye Kiss To Remember
A goodbye kiss to remember. by anemictoast © As I take him in, my heart skips a beat and my stomach aches. My vision blurs slightly as he steps closer to me. His beautiful blue eyes and well matched frame-less glasses, warm my heart as I stare at them and pull him close. My arms round his neck, his hands on my hips, I lick my soft young lips as he presses his lips to mine, parting and opening my mouth so he can explore me more deeply. His grip tightening round my soft flesh as his hands rise up my body to cup my breasts and tease my nipples into hardness. My hands travelling down his back caressing his buttocks and moving forward to the warmth of his groin. The harder he teases the warmer his groin becomes, an inferno at my fingertips, drawing his out of his now ill fitting shorts, I slide my cool fingers down to his inflamed balls and slowly encircle them. His groans vibrate against my tongue bar, making his beg to enter my mouth and let me satisfy him in the one way he kn

Untitled.. Pt. 1
I swirled the dark red liquid around the bell of the glass then brought it to my lips. My eyes looking over the edge at her sitting across from me. Her long brown hair looked baby soft as she pushed it over her shoulder, smiling as she raised her own glass in a silent toast to me before she drank deeply. I watched as her little pink tongue darted out and caught a drip from the corner of her mouth. My body clenched, we both knew why I was here and what was going to happen, but the anticipation was almost painful and my pussy got wetter by the minute. I stood and moved toward her, my eyes locked with hers as I knelt on the floor and leaned close, brushing my lips lightly against hers. They were soft and full, her tongue traced gently over the seam of my lips and I opened for her. She tasted of wine mixed with strawberries as I deepened the kiss, my hands moving to her soft tresses. This was so different from kissing a man. My nipples puckered in anticipation as a soft

My Thickness
Thick labels do not define me I am rich with this Swelling with promise Uncompromising and as strong as the thighs that guide my independence I am a diva Cloaked with possibility Empowered by my freedom to take pride in every part of me I am a warrior My heart is my shield and sword I am the light Breaking through the seams of night I am the lioness dogs find in the moon the stars highlight the coils of my mane I am a Goddess My skin has been kissed by the Son I am the Mother of Nurture The world is cradled in my hips I am thick with this

A Texas Chili Cook-off
For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili cook-off about the time the rodeo comes to town. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the Astrodome. These notes are from an inexperienced chili taster named Joey, who was visiting Texas from the state of Mississippi: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment, and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking directions to the Budweiser truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted." Here are the scorecards from the event: Chili # 1 Mike's Maniac Mobster Monster Chili: Judge # 1 -- A little too heavy on the tomato. Amusing kick. Judge # 2 -- Nice, smooth, tomato flavor. Very mild. Judge # 3 (Joey) -- Holy shit

Hotel Sex
I checked into a hotel on a business trip and was a bit lonely so I thought I'd get me one of those girls you see advertised in phone booths when your calling for a cab. I grabbed a card on my way in. It was an ad for a girl calling herself Erogonique, a lovely girl, bending over in the photo. She had all the right curves in all the right places, beautiful long wavy hair, long graceful legs all the way up. You know the kind. So I'm in my room and figure, what the heck, I'll give her a call. "Hello?" the woman says. Wow! she sounded sexy. "Hi, I hear you give a great massage and I'd like you to come to my room and give me one. No, wait, I should be straight with you. I'm in town all alone and what I really want is sex. I want it hard, I want it hot, and I want it now. I'm talking kinky the whole night long. You name it, we'll do it. Bring implements, toys, everything you've got in your bag of tricks. We'll go hot and heavy all night; Tie me up, anything you want baby. Now, how

Sinsual Beginning
There we were, both naked and deeply aroused. Everytime i'd grab for him, he'd quickly counter my move til he was in the position he was looking for. On Top! Holding both my wrists above my head he began with my neck. MMmmm, his hot breath hitting my skin along with the soft stroke of his tongue sent chills running up and down my body. I could feel his hard,thick staff pressing against to top of my now slightly wet pussy. I wanted in me so badly. My lover then worked one hand down and began to rub my already throbbing clit. With a slight gasp followed with a soft moan, that slightly wet pussy was now, an extremly hot saturated pussy. Feeling my arousal he made his way straight to her. Biting the inner part of my thigh while sliding one finger into my hot wet pussy, he could hear my moans get louder. I was wet. I was hot. And oh my god, i was gonna cum. My lover's tongue flicked back and forth, then in circles, and finally making figure eights around my Clit. I began breathing heavy, cl

A Path To.. Enlightenment
Not too long ago I went to visit the Dr for an infection i had on my left leg. A cut I had was just not healing and it worried me. Not having Health insureance the visit and the meds sucked but hey... the wound is now completely better and i guess it was worth it. On that visit the Dr weighed me and I very nearly cried.Not only had I gained all the weight back from when I had dieted but I packed on another 15 on top of that.ade a choice and set out looking at different diets... wanted something that was not pill dependant and that sites that rate these things thought favorably upon I found one but some of the rules are not happy rules. First, they call it a lifestyle change.. that's the new popular word for it.. because diets work short term.. in order to make it always work it needs to be a lifetime commitment and so.. lifestyle. anyway... so I opted to start this "lifestyle" and follow it to the letter. I showed it to my Dr who said to go ahead with it and Off I go! Some

Lost Memories
I'll follow you down to Where the green grass grows I'll follow you down to Where the willow tree branches hang low I'll follow you down to Where I last saw you smiling face I'll follow you down to Where we used to call our sacred place But your not there And your not here It seems to me I'm fallowing your shadow But I can't keep up And you're losing me Please set me free From following your memory You were the only one Who ever loved me You were the only one Who ever cared But now you've gone So far, far away Hopefully to be back one day If you come back home I won't be here I'll be gone Far away Never to return one day So follow me down to Where the green grass grows Follow me down to Where the willow tree branches hang low Follow me down to Where you last saw my smiling face Follow me down to Where we used to call our sacred place But I'm not here And I'm not there It seems to me You're following my shadow B

Feelings Of Shame
Consumed by fear Blinded by pain Nothing to offer But this feeling of blame Many things were said And few were done Trusted by all Misguided by one Alone in this world As the people pass by With the look of agony And tears in their eyes Swallowed by hate Forgetting your love Paying this debt While you rest above Sometimes hearing What sounds like your voice A constant reminder It was always my choice Days pass me by As the pain grown strong Still your love is here My life seems so long Consumed by fear Blinded by pain Nothing to offer But this feeling of blame

How You Lied
You broke my heart in two And took me like a bet, with all you put me through I have so many regrets. To lose you was worth it, although I wasn't sure, it seemed to make me happy, but still so insecure. We always said Forever we would take it to the end never give it up but this time my heart couldn't mend. It cut so deep into me I guess it hurt you too but when you did it, then you lied I had to say "we're through." I gave you all I had I tried to make it last but now all we have are memories from the past. So look me in the eye and tell me what you see a girl so broke inside who's been through misery. And now Im moving on with the pain that kills inside but Im starting to forget by reminding myself, how you lied! I have somebody new someone to treat me right, to talk to lovingly and to hold on to all night. He's there for me when I need him to give me love and support to hold me close and wipe away all my signs of hurt. To kiss me

The Truth About Me
I hate looking myself in the mirror, I hate knowing I have fear. I hate seeing what isn't there, I hate feeling that I am scared. I hate believing what isn't true, I hate believing and trusting you. I hate crying myself to sleep, Forgive me for I have dreams. I feel left out and all alone, With no one to call my own. My eyes are red and I cry blood, Please help me or I'll cry a flood. My friends see what I let them see, If they only could see the true side of me. And as I die inside with pain, Please don't think that I'm insane. Cause believe it or not I have a heart, That's been slowly torn apart.

Crushed
Told Me You Loved Me With All Your Heart Promised Me We'll Never Be Apart Called Me Your 1 And Only Sweetheart I Was Blindly In Love With You Even Callin You My Boo But You Thought You Could Have Two Didn't Think I'd Ever Have A Clue Or Did You Think It Wasen't That Big Of An Issue But I Must Leave I Wish You Wouldn't Have Decided Me You Should Have Known It Would Have Made Me Angry But I Still Dont Know Why Y'd Want To Play Me After All I Gave It To You Nightly You Said I Was Your Shorty Now Your Sayin That Your Sorry Telling Me That You Were Just Acting Silly But Believe That Barely I've Heard Better Stories Saying That Your Gonna Miss Me Dearly I Know I'll Miss U Calling Me Your Hunny And Being Cozy But I Know That Being With You Is Risky Now That I Know You Have A History You Like To Be Flirty,Having Lots Of Ladies

I'm Commander Riker......
Your results:You are Will Riker Will Riker 70% An Expendable Character (Redshirt) 65% Worf 60% Chekov 55% Geordi LaForge 55% Mr. Scott 55% Uhura 50% James T. Kirk (Captain) 50% Deanna Troi 45% Jean-Luc Picard 45% Spock 40% Leonard McCoy (Bones) 35% Data 27% Beverly Crusher 25% Mr. Sulu 15% At times you are self-centered but you have many friends. You love many women, but the right woman could get you to settle down. Click here to take the Star Trek Personality Test

Heart Broken
There's this guy...that i realy lyk...but he broke my heart...n now its in pieces...i had feelings for him...he said he had feelings 2...n told me everything n all of it sounded so good...it was lyk a fairy tale...but in tha end all he did was hurt me...he said he was guna wait 4 me...but he lied...he never told me he had a gurl...he said he didnt kno it wuld hurt me this much...he didnt tell me he had a gurl...i found out on my own...i've learned 2 NEVER CATCH FEELINGS 4 SUM ONE...THEY WILL BREAK YOUR HEART...and thats true...i got feelings 4 him..n all he did was hurt me...i'm still mad at him...but wat can i do...hes got a gurl...he dont care bout me...hes 2 busy with every one else...2 worry bout me...i fell 4 everything he told me...it hurts so much...he made me feel loved...tha way wanted 2...i didnt fall in Love...but i did do sumthin...4 it 2 hurt as much as it did...i felt sick i got a head ache...and it hurts 2 kno he has a gurl...he asked me if i wanted him 2 break up with

Happiness
Has anyone ever been so scared to be happy that they do anything to make there partner unhappy as well as your self to the point you drive them away on purpose. Im that girl...i met the most amazing man that i want to spend the rest of my life with and he feels the same and the harder i push away he grabs me...but im so scared b/c the only relationships i've been in were abusive one way or another. If there is anyone out like that email me or shout to me plz...i'd like to know how others coep with happiness. Angel_of_syns@hotmail.com

My Fear(s)
PART ONE: Today's entry 9:26am Monday Sept. 25, 2006 Most people I talk to tell me that they have no fears of any kind other than the normal "fear of water, or fear of fire, or fear of being smothered" that type of stuff. I think that everyone has some type of fear of that physical aspect of dying that way. I know I have a fear of Snakes, especially boas or pythons that are big enough to eat someone like me for lunch. But those are just your normal everyday fears that basically are like the boogyman, you can usually get over them as you get older, or not as the case may be. It all depends on the person and their state of mind. Some of those fears never go away. For me the snake one will never go away, but that isn't my greatest fear. My greatest fear is, not knowing my greatest fear. Or rather not knowing what that greatest fear actually is. Even though I have an idea that something is not what is seems in the back of my mind, I always manage to push it to the furthes

I Love You
Iwish i could tell you , how much you mean to me .... But there are no such words to say how much i adore you ...... how much i miss you ..... how much i thankyou for choosing me . So i best just say i LOVE YOU

Whats Up Girls Get At Me A.s.a.p
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So That's How It Is
So I sprained my ankle, and my ex from Boston took me to the hospital.... Then after I got my painkillers filled, I took two (vikoden, and before that 2 percs at the doctor), gave two to him, and fell asleep.... THAT MOTHERFUCKER STOLE 6 MORE FROM ME!!!!All the bullshit lines he's feeding me about how he's getting better and soon won't need the pils at all, and he steals mine, when I obviously need them!!! I don't know what to do... I hope for things to get better.. I mean... I don't want to start his whole dating process again... I can't handle getting hurt anymore.. Why can't anybody settle down with me AND be good for me? I wish I had a gun.... -Angel K-

Sorry
This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are: I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am

Hey Its My First Blog On Here....
and lets see not a whole lot new to tell about. Just want to thank you all for adding me as your friend:} This place is pretty cool.....like it here....hey, also have a question for someone...anyone....How do you make your background image tiled or stretched so its just not sitting there all sad in the center? lol hugs me

New Profile!
thanks for everyone who has added me as a friend on this profile! however, i have another profile that i will be using now so please add it! you get to see more of me on it! i share it with somebody so dont be confused by the picture! just click the link and add it! make sure you repost so all my friends see this and add it too! MJ@ LostCherry

Military Rules For Non-military Personnel
Military Rules for Non-Military Personnel Current mood: grateful Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. 2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. 3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT preten

Fun
This weekend I finally got to go boating. I've been wanting to do this for so long. We fished for hours. Had a blast. Then this beautiful manatee laid beside our boat for along time. It was just swimming around the boat for a long time. Then we seen five dolphins they were beautiful. The wind was light it wasnt too hot it was perfect. Perfect weather for a perfect weekend.

My Little Jelly Bean
We have waited for your arrival Praying for your survival Your parents are loving ones Who dare not shun I'm glad you here to bring them happiness To show them they have no worries You're only the size of a jellybean But you're the most beautiful thing I have ever seen The miracle of your birth To come to this earth Is far overdue Help them when they don't know what to do They've been waiting for so long So this can't be wrong I know you're not here yet But I tell you what; I'll make you a bet Your life will be full of love From everyone here and above We love you My little jellybean (For my nephew James Earl Tincher; Born October 18, 2001) Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II April 1, 2001

My Pain
The night was really great, not a cloud in the sky. The stars shining brighter than ever before. A light breeze adds an eerie chill to the night. I'm standing alone is a bare corn field. The month is October, the corn had been freshly harvested and turned into Halloween decorations. As I look off into the distance, the horizon is surprisingly bright. As I look I remember a time when my father and I would go fishing on Lake Michigan, staying out on the water until the sun came up to remind us to eat breakfast, and then back out on the water. Only It always seemed you could see farther when on the water. It must have been the bright moonlight reflecting off of the shimmering black lake. Those times were the greatest, As I look back I recall I never really cared for the fishing but I always loved to spend time with my dad regardless of what we would make of It and end up doing. So may years have passed since then and now I'm alone. My father passed on couple of year ago soon a

Fuck Off
Ok, people. I am a bitch, deal with it. I hate Christians ( well a good 90% of them) Why? because they fucking judge me and the way I look all the time. So I give it back as much as I can. I hate it when they come on my profile and leave me really retarded messages. That's great. I am very selective sorry. If I don't like the way you look or your fucking handle, don't bother because I will take time out of my day to hate you. Sorry life sucks like that don't it? I don't want to be bothered by you. Especially if your just toe up ugly. Put some fucking make up for christ sake. Yeah, you wouldn't want to meet me in a dark alley either. So please think twice before leaving stupid ass shit on my profile because I will fucking delete that shit. No I am not normally this mean but damn people are stupid.

A Little Ranting
well early this morning i got a rather disturbing call from my mom i really couldn't understand what she was talking about because she was crying, then she hung up on me, sometimes it really makes me think if she will ever stop drinking, but in all honesty i doubt that she will.she has lost so much because of it, my two brothers won't even speak to her and well i forgive and just move on (on most things)yesterday i almost got hit by a car because the stupid lady was to busy talking on her cell phone.mmm work is going pretty well, hopefully i will start working a different shift soon. ummm well this is all for now.

An Evening With Boston
I’M TELLING THIS STORY TO COMEMORATE THE NIGHT OF HORROR THAT OCCURRED ON JULY 15, 2003. THE EVENT WAS “AN EVENING WITH BOSTON” AT RIVERBEND MUSIC CENTER, SET TO START AT EIGHT P.M., NO OPENING ACTS. KARLA, DENISE, DANNY AND I WERE ATTENDING IN THE LAWN. DENISE AND DANNY MET KARLA AND I AT MY HOUSE AT ABOUT SIX P.M. BEFORE WE LEFT I CHECKED THE WEATHER ON CHANNEL 12, THEY REPORTED THERE WERE A COUPLE OF MINOR SUMMER STORMS COMING IN BUT NOTHING TO AWFULLY BAD, MOSTLY HIT OR MISS SHOWERS. AFTER WE COPPED A BUZZ, WE TOOK OFF. I COULD ALREADY SEE A SMALL STORM STARTING ITS WAY INTO BROWN COUNTY. WE LEFT MY HOUSE AND HEADED TO MILFORD TO DROP OFF MY NEPHEW, JAMES, TO MY DAD FOR THE NIGHT. FROM MILFORD, WE HEADED TO KELLOGGS AVENUE, TO THE PAVILION. WE BEARLY ARRIVED IN TIME, AT ABOUT TEN TILL EIGHT. RIVERBEND’S PARKING LOT WAS PACKED FULL. WE WERE DIRECTED TO PARK ON THE FAR SIDE OF THE RIVERDOWN’S HORSE TRACK. IT WAS A VERY HOT SWEATY WALK TO THE ENTRANCE OF RIVERBEND WHERE WE

Diffrent Pain
My heart hurts so bad. It is hard to get over him when I dont know how he just walked away from our love. I am also in phisical pain from cyst on my overies. Are there no good guys out there? Or am I just curssed to marry or love the biggest jackasses you have ever known?

The Fallen
***Published October 2006*** So many reasons to fall To slip away never to be found To many excuses to call Always tied and bound Sitting in the dark alone Wondering what it was I had done If only I had known It wouldn’t have sounded so fun Always together, never apart At least as it seems I wish I were smart Not only in my dreams A million and one excuses To tell me why you ran A Multitude of bruises Leaving all you can So many things to say With revenge on my mind Leaving you in dismay Your death warrant has been signed I do what I must Wishing I could disappear Running in disgust Your impending doom draws near Hide if you can Leaving no clues to find Dodging my hit man Our souls have been intertwined Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II September 28, 2005

Prisoner
Away in the night So deep in fright I sleep with my eyes open Running from reality Hiding from myself Deep in thought I realize I am alone Living my life the best I can With no one around I cry No one to blame but myself I hide in the darkness of my heart Demons surrounding my dreams Evil influencing my thoughts Nowhere to run I don’t know what to do I’ve always been the problem You’ve always been an issue Why can’t we go Why are we still here? Do you know where we are? Lost in a dark corner of my mind So deep I can hear the screams of another Blood Curdling shrieks make the hair stand on end Nowhere to run Staring at nothing I’m a prisoner in my own mind Copyright ©Ted E. Brown II December 12, 2005

Wwe 6
Melina of WWE It was the morning of Wednesday, December 28th as I made my way to the WWE offices in Stamford at 8:30am. Two nights ago I spent the night with Trish Stratus, then last night I spent the night with former diva Debra Marshall although I was in a sour mood by the end of it because I found out she had conspired with Stephanie to mess with my head. We had sex in the limo, then I left at about 10pm and as far as I knew she was flying back to Texas to do whatever she did there. The sex was great, maybe the best of my life, but I wasn't a big fan of getting worked like that, so I was looking forward to talking to Stephanie. I had no idea what I was going to say since she was my boss and I've only been working for her under a week. Still, I planned on saying something about it. When I got to the building 8:45am or so I did the usual routine of going to the 6th floor like normal, meeting with the other writers and brainstorming about the storylines going on in the company. W

Wwe 5
Terri? Can you do me a favor?" asked Vince McMahon. The two were backstage at the arena where RAW was going to start in a couple of hours. "What kind of favor?" asked Terri, pulling down her low cut shirt, hopeful that it might be sex. She looked beautiful as always, wearing her hooker like clothes. Terri was one of Vince's favorite girls. A while ago, she and Vince had a fling, along with Trish, his daughter Stephanie, Hunter and Shane. They were all there in the wild and hot fuckfest. Terri often thought of that when she was pleasuring herself. That and the time when she introduce Chyna to a whole new view of sex that Chyna had never experienced before. Those were some good times. "You know how the Alliance got out of business and all and you also know who Stacy Keibler and Torrie Wilson? Well they need a little more training so I was wondering if you could teach them a thing or two," said Vince. "Me? Out of all people, why me?" asked Terri. "Well I figured you were bored

Wwe 4
The Godfather and De'lo are watching the Ho's strutting around the room. "Come on over here, and give your pimp daddy a kiss" The Godfather says. The 5 luscious beauties slither towards the large black man in the yellow pants. The Godfather grabs the gorgeous blonde with the enormous jugs, pulling her towards him. She presses her thick red lips against his mouth, slipping her tongue inside his mouth. The Godfather kisses her passionately, while the 2nd Ho begins rubbing his crotch. She slowly unzips, and unbuttons his yellow slacks, removing his long snakelike black cock from within. "You know you wanna suck it, don't you?" he asks. She looks up at him with her pretty blue eyes, and quickly takes the head of his enormous cock between her pretty lips. "Oh yeah, suck it baby, suck the Godfather's big black cock" He moans. She begins taking his large dick deep inside of her mouth. The Godfather moans loudly as the Ho expertly deepthroats his long thick cock. De'lo motions for one of th

Taken
Things Taken Stolen from my life No reason given No remorse shown Why have you chosen me? To show what can happen I was unaware on the impending danger Things Torn Ripped apart My mind in anguish Standing there you sigh Knowing the truth I tremble Hiding my darkest desires A fleeting attempt at deception Things gone Removed from my sight Staring at an empty bag Unknowing the time it will be until next A desolate life without you A world for which I cannot cope Paranoia engulfs my every thought Copyright © Ted E. Brown II December 27, 2005

Wwe 3
Debra wrestles Luna to the mud, and Luna feels Debra's thigh as it presses against her bare pussy. Debra rubs her thigh between Luna's legs, making Luna's pussy hotter and wetter. Debra's hand slips between Luna's legs, and she lightly brushes against Luna's swollen clit. Luna moans softly. Tori grabs Debra's bra strap and rips it from her shoulder. She tugs firmly on the mud covered lace bra until it rips from Debra's body. Debra's large firm breasts stand proudly, Tori grips both breasts with her hands, and firmly pinches Debra's large pink nipples. Debra screams in pain. Luna grunts as Debra's finger slips into her mud covered pussy. Debra furiously pumps her finger in and out of Luna's wet pussy slit. Tori places her mouth on Debra's large breast, and begins to bite her nipple. Debra's free hand slaps at Tori, knocking her to her back. Luna quickly seizes the opportunity, and she quickly pulls from Debra's hand, and straddles Tori's face. Tori resists as Luna presses her mud cov

Wwe 2
Stephanie McMahon Helmsley and Hunter Hearst Helmsley (HHH) are sitting backstage watching DX's match on the monitor. Stephanie is wearing a short black skirt, with a tight white sweater. HHH is wearing a pair of black wrestling trunks. His hand slides up Stephanie's skirt, and she softly moans as his hand touches her silky panties. "Mmmm, you know how to make me hot" Stephanie purrs. She reaches between HHH's legs, and begins stroking his crotch. His cock begins to harden, and she smiles as she watches the bulge between his legs get larger and stiffer. HHH brings his hand to his nose, and sniffs his fingers. "Mmm, you smell so good" he says. He slips his finger inside of her panties, and Stephanie moans as he begins rubbing her clit. She grunts as his finger slides into her pretty pussy. She removes his cock from his trunks, and marvels at the thick throbbing cock. She begins to run her small hand up and down his thick cock. She grips the massive head with her hand, and squeezes it

Soooo Fkin Bored!!!!!!
Well i am glad i signed up on lost cherry last night,this gives me something to do seen as i cannot work till i have had my baby in 2 months time,but damn i get so bored not working,if anybody else has the same probs then please lemme know lol,but anyway please all rate my pictures and my profile and i will do the same for you guys,just wanna make some new friends on here,but anyway thats it for now.

Despair
Another year wasted Another pointless day Another boring conversation For which I’ve heard a thousand times before Another life gone Another starving mouth Another beaten child For which has been left to die Another migraine Another pain in my chest Another reason to let go No one would remember me anyway Another stupid question Another annoying response Another day in my Hell For which there is no escape Another turn into darkness Another feeling of abandonment Another reason to turn away For which there is no return Another year wasted Another pointless day Another boring conversation For which I’ve heard a thousand times before Copyright © Ted E. Brown II January 26, 2006

Quiz Results
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility a fair amount. You tend to be an easy going, humble person. But occasionally your ego takes over. You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from yo

The Circle Continues
And the Circle Continues I got a message on my phone last night from my Aunt Mary saying she needed my help with an incoming flight. The flight was coming in at 2:30AM and I got the message at 12:30AM! So I rush home and put on my USO clothes and head over to the air field. Before I can get to the air field I see the plane landing. Oh crap!! I'm late!!And it's only 1:10!! I get my pass and make my way to the hangar. Funny thing..there were no busses out front..hmmmm...that's strange. But I figure the plane is early so maybe the busses are late??? So I go inside and look for my aunt. She's so frazzled! She comes up to me and starts telling me that a huge mess is going on. She says instead of an incoming flight, this is actually an outgoing flight! She has no care packages to give out and she's frantic. I look across the room..and sitting on the floor are about 40 soldiers. They're just sitting and waiting. Damn! I wasn't mentally prepared for this! I thought this was a happy occas

Wwe
Terri Runnels, the manager of the Hardy Boys, stood in front of Matt and Jeff, slowly removing her top. The Hardy's watched with glee as the short, pretty blonde tossed her top to the floor. Her perfect, firm breasts stood proudly, her tiny nipples very erect. She was now playfully raising her skirt upward, and the brother's watched as she showed them her tiny white cotton panties. Terri seductively slid the skirt off, and stood before them wearing only the tiny panties. Matt and Jeff inched closer to Terri, both filled with lust. Their cocks very hard, and pressing against their baggy pants. Jeff gripped Terri's panties, and he tugged firmly, pulling them from her petite frame. He slid between her legs, and pressed his face against her shaved pussy. Terri moaned, as he began kissing her wet pussy slit. Matt was now standing before her naked. His erect cock a little over 7 inches long, but quite thick, and pretty. Terri quickly opened her mouth, and accepted Matt's cock between her

/what English Speaking Country Are You
You Belong in the USA Sweet! People either love you or hate you And you really don't care what anyone thinks Big and bold, you do things your way What English Speaking Country Are You?

To Everyone
this is my life it sucks big time but that just me thinking that tho i have 2 sweet and lovely friends that care about me well really 3 her name is sherry and her husdand 3 kids then my sweet daughter that i love so much she is my world just like sherry and her family they are my world too love ya.ll guys dont never for get that

Well On Your Way
Monday, September 25, 2006 Well on your way Keep your eyes on the goal and your feet on the path. Let the long-term consequences of your efforts encourage you forward as you give your focus to the task at hand. Any achievement is within your reach because the next step is always accessible to you. You can take that step any time you decide to do so. And when you do, the step after that is suddenly there for you to choose. By putting one foot in front of the other, the once-distant goal grows closer and closer. Yes, it will take sustained effort and commitment. And yes, you are fully capable of doing whatever it takes. Your dreams are longing for you to bring them to life. And the process of doing so will indeed bring you more fully to life. You can do it, in this very moment, and in the next, and in the next. Set your sights high and keep moving, for you're already well on your way. -- Ralph Marston

Anything
Hey my peeps...just thought I would let you guys know that I haven't forgotten about you guys. I have just been really busy. Between work and things I have been doing at home to get our place fixed up to get it ready to sell, I have been putting about 15 hours in a day. And believe you me the only thing on my mind at the end of the day is a hot shower and the bed. So anyhow don't think I have forgotten you guys cause I haven't. Well looking at the time its about that time again to get ready for work,...I just have one request. At least stop by and say Hi!!! I will say Hi back adventually. Well gotta go! Take Care...

Hey, Nature! Kiss My Butt!
I hate Nature. It's all full of those bugs that bite me in the most awkward places. Splain to me how a mosquito manages to bite my left buttock whilst said buttock is fully clothed and doused in bug repellant. (And I don't think I spelled repellant correctly, but my butt itches and I don't care.)

Yes I Do
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Introduction
A little more about what I'm wanting to do with this little adventure. See I'm in a good and open relationship. Trouble is my 'misses' has a physical condition that affects her, she has varying stages of pain to which unfortunately doctors just can't figure out why. How this affects our relationship, sexually, is that when she feels up to having some fun it is only a couple of times a month, sometimes a little more often. Usually though, she hurts the next day and it isn't really from me being rough or anything. Could be her back, her neck, a thigh muscle. Never the same place. Anyway, when we do enjoy each other, we really do. I usually feel down though knowing that she's hurting afterward. Several years ago we explored swinging, and I don't mean the form of dance. We both had a lot of fun and became comfortable with the other partner having a purely lustful encounter. We had to stop when I got her pregnant with our youngest, which was a surprise for us. We thought she

Was My Last Weekend
This last weekend was my last weekend before I go back to work today after almost a motnh off, itll suck, I'm already tired and doesnt start for an hour lol, ohwell I'll sleep good tonight I guess lol

I Dont Know
well its like this "boy falls for girl....girl falls much harder for boy" and its not fair...the exact way i feel for him is how he feels for this girl. everything i say he can relate to it because of this i dont know any advice except this ...the only remedy for love is to love more you know who you are babe and i love you with all my heart ...please love me back...please my heart cant take another rejection

Poem : The Dog
The Dog I am Max the dog I get more kisses than a frog But I lick my balls with such grace Then give my master kisses on the face Can put on the sad face when I want out Not returning to them till they scream and shout Its fun to shit and make them gag Especially when they have to lift it with a bag But they love me when I lay at there feet Laying there sleeping I look so sweet But I leave little messages here and there Its fun if they stand on it and there feet are bare

The Saga Of Humanity
You know the story...You know the Hero, You hate the Villain. And you know the story by heart and you've memorized the script . n Why do films appeal to us so much? Haven't we seen the same common theme time and time again? Maybe it's because they all tell a story that has been written on your heart, tales of a conflict that expands beyond a few actors ona screen. They tell the story of a battle for you .. Are you Ready? Are you equipped? Your role in this story is bigger than you might realize.

My Cop!!!
He sat in a secluded area, looking at the picnic tables in front of him. Looking at his watch, 2 am, his shift won’t be over for another five hours. He couldn’t wait to get home to take this vest off. He looks up, headlights approaching from the right. Unusual this time of night, he thought, until the car came into view. Red Mustang, black tinted windows, and that oh so familiar sound of Atmosphere track 12. She always knew where to find him on slow nights. But this time was a little different, she didn’t get out right away, as if waiting for him to make the first move. It had been nearly three months, he was not going to give in first. Then the car door opened. First legs, black knee high platform boots, white thigh highs, with a satin bow at top. She steps all the way out, he had to take a deep breath before he could even open his door. He cannot take his eyes off of her as he steps out and closes the door behind him. She steps towards him, her hands folded in front o

Bi? Who Knew!?!?
You are 64% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Of course I'm bi ;)

I Have Realized That
i really need to pick my friends better and also realized why i have never really liked having other women as friends. There was a couple things i finally found out the truth about this weekend....things i had already assumed had happened but found out for sure. One of the things is that this one girl who used to babysit for me and was always a pretty decent friend had given my bf head...not sure if it was while we were still together or on one of our off moments....but i finally found out it was true after both have lied to me for quite some time now...this girl is just nasty as all hell....about 5'6 n she weighs around like 250-300 lbs and then other that i found out was that someone whom i had met at one of my jobs and whom i became really close good friends with had sex with my bf again not sure if it was on our off time or while we were together....i had always assumed something happened between them cuz they'd hang out alot but she'd never return my calls or hang out with me o

The Beach!!
On our way back from a walk on the beach there came a down pour we ran back to the hotel when we reached the covering laughing so hard you wrapped your arms around my waste pushed my wet hair from my face and leaned down to kiss me softly on my lips I wrapped my arms around you and the kiss deepens You pull away we both start smiling we walk inside the hotel get on the elevator and start kissing again. Get up to the room peal off our soaked clothes and head for the shower we jump into the steaming shower and begin kissing again I push your back to the wall and started kissing your neck down your chest I slip down on my knees and start kissing your stomach and rubbing your thighs Sliding my hand up to your cock start playing with you and teasing sticking only the tip in my mouth you run you fingers through my hair pushing on the back of my head for me to go all the way down I give in as I do you start moaning loudly. I continue down until I feel you ready to cum I pull away to watch

Car
our car is nothin but a money hole . now theres something wrong with the exaust and the clutch and we dont have any money to get it fixed so looks like we may be car less for a while i have no idea how were gonna pull that off and i still feel like shit damn it

Need Help
What do you do when someone you loved more then anything in the world one day changes their mind about you? I mean Iam going through the transitionary phase from being a boyfriend to just a friend and it's hard.Iam not posting this so that person can see it or to get people sympathy Iam doing this because Iam having problems and could use some advice from anyone that may have gone through the same thing once because I want things to be right again and I want to stop being fustrated and sad and all that so any advice is appreciated. NOTE: Iam still friends with her so no bashing alright.

Ok People
Yeah, I know this is going to sound bitchy but I really don't care. I am begging to hate people. Ugh, they annoy the shit out of me sometimes. Especially the emo fags I work with. Hottopic started out as a GOTH shop, not emo. Blargh, I hate emo fuckers. Emo sucks. Sorry to whoever is reading this that's emo ( actually not really)Goth has been around since 1980. Emo has been around since 2001. If you try to tell me different I'll fucking bite your moron head off. I have been goth for 12 years. I know alot about the scene, I am a DJ, a artist and a writer. I love the victorian era and industrail music. So if your emo and your reading PISS OFF FAG.

Exposed Reality.............
Ya know, I just wish sometimes, just once in a while........ people would understand that somethings are best waited for. Somethings are best held back and left unexposed. Left for the imagination, left for your dreams and thoughts. Left for that time when it is right to unveil them. Somethings are best left in our minds so that the beauty of the moment when it comes........ is that much more special.

A Rose I Read
A Rose I Read by Anonymous_Xo Roses are read To show what is true. From each petal revealed, My heart is led To see different aspects Of you. This one, bare And soft to touch, Like you. I've longed To hold as such, with Tender, everlasting Care. Like a cheek, one turns, So very slight, Revealing to me Your gentle smile, Which adds to my day A glorious sensation: Delight. Yet, still another, fresh And as new As your presence In what was once A lifeless day so blue, Then suddenly became A time I bless, Through floral eternity, From a rose I read

The Battle Between The Sun And The Moon
The Battle Between the Sun and the Moon by Christina Courtney Policastro Reasons for love Are not physical. It is not something you touch. It is not spiritual But emotional IT touches your soul. Love is the feeling of happiness When together, and contentedness When apart. It is not your hand through my hair, But the urge behind it That makes you move. It is not your smile, But the happiness behind it That you choose to show. It is not physical, but the Emotion that we feel Together, that links our hearts. If this, I have said, is true, Why do I cry? Is it because of the physical beings Of others, or an insecurity I feel Within myself? Why, then, is it so hard for lovers To be friends? Or, why do friends Try to make lovers jealous? Time and time again the moon asks the Sun to stay away, to let it be alone with the stars, But still, the sun shines bright. A kiss is a kiss, Be it between fr

Life's Love Again
Life's Love Again by Peter Walsh Yesterday?s mongering now gone And earned idleness at hand, I sit to scan the mountain?s morn As Ra begins his flaming brand Upon all flowers, plants- and man. Another day presents its plea To use its time constructively And ne?re to waste the moment?s plush Or wonder how to join the rush That tramples thought and flavor, And prevents goodly, wistful savor If I could hold my breath (Not so long as Death) but long enough to see... Would Time then stop for me? A mere second, a minute please... To be all mine and not to ease Away among the flow That moves to go, to go.... Ah, what treasure then I?d have To use it like a salve When the sweep of passing on Becomes the briefest song? I?d use that moment then To live life?s love again.

Your Love
Your Love by Cheryl Ann Your love is like a bright full moon lighting up the sky in all directions. You're always here for me, loving me, guiding me. We will always be together. Your love is like the most wondrous fireworks bursting with color as they spread magically across the sky. I look at you and see your love shining down on me. You make my heart melt. Your love is like a newborn baby experiencing all of life's wonders for the first time. I trust you completely and feel such joy and happiness. Now I know what true love is. Your love is like the warm, glowing sun reaching out and touching all in its path. Your love is with me wherever I go giving me warmth and life. We are now one and always will be.

Remembering
Remembering by Isabel Caila Samuels I think of you and I could just cry Not because I'm sad that you're not here, But because you were here and you will be again. Tears of happiness flood my soul at the thought! I might not know when, but uncertainty is a beautiful thing... What fun would it be if we knew when, and from where our most joyous times were coming? And in the meantime, the few moments I spent with you held enough joy to last me a lifetime! Tears of complete rapture and serenity spring from my heart at every Thought of you. At the mention of your name, I can hear your voice in my ear. Upon picturing your face, I can see the reflection of my soul in your eyes... Hearing your voice on the phone warms me- And I can feel your arms around me. The sensation of your lips on mine... As vivid in my memory as it was at its occurrance. Your mouth brushes the top of my head and I shiver! Then I realize I'm only dreaming of past events. Then I smile as I

Twizted Rhino
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Hope
HOPE by Avery Robertson Fiery night, windswept days, a heart that bleeds hands that pray. Future is unsure, I live within the 'now' every moment passes slowly, still I survive, somehow. Within his dark eyes shines the ethereal moon, he whispers low and soft, "Soon, my darling, soon." The constant beating, of my ever faithful heart holds the fragile promise, "Never will we part." So, the steady rhythm of my hopeful life goes on, now within my hands I hold life... my past already gone.

Things I Love
Things I Love by Robert Louis Arehart The growing-out of buds in Spring The flight of new birds - taking wing. The heat of a June day - blazing noon The cry in the dusk - of a homebound loon. The smell of the rain on the countryside The silence of snowflakes on downwind ride. The jewel-dew of mornings - as bright as fire The wind in tall pines - a musical lyre. The whispering sonnets of rushing wind The swaying of tall pines - bright moonlight thinned. The feelings of triumph, of wildness, of joy The sparkle of fireworks - bright as a toy. The brilliance of moonlight - cold white heat The infectious rhythm of a Bongo's beat. The feeling of wildness and joy persists When one is aware and FEELS he exists!

I Am Everything You Gave
I am Everything You Gave by Ka Yang I am who I am because of you, My Sweet Tangerine and My Dreams All the love you gave me All the support you gave me All the time you're there for me All the time you let me... be me I am forever grateful You are my eyes when I can?t see You are my ears when I can?t hear You are my strength when I?m weak You are my courage when I?m in despair I am forever thankful You are my motivation and my inspiration You are my temptation and my salvation You are my direction and my navigation You are my venture and my future I am forever in your debt You are my moral and my ethical You are my prize and my pride You are my Vega and my Venus You are my Alpha and my Omega I am everything I am because of you, My Sweet Tangerine and My Dreams

Can You Hear My Heart
Can You Hear My Heart by Freddy Juarez Marmolejo Can you hear the beating inside my chest? Beating in hope of feeling your gentle caress Beating helplessly to feel your warm, gentle embrace Forever dying to touch your beautiful face Can you hear the whisper in the wind? Calling like an echo trapped hopelessly within Softly calling your name again and again Whispering your name, hopelessly, in vain Can you hear the prayers said in the night? In the darkness flies hope to hold you tight The still of the night carries believing words Floating in the darkness, hoping to be heard Can you hear the wish made on a falling star? Searching to find you wherever you are A star gave it's life blazing across the sky Begging to come true so the wish will not die Can you hear my heart calling out to you? Crying out in anguish to love you so true Prayers and wishes should not die in vain Can you hear my heart calling your name?

Angelina Jolie Look Out
I have been up all nite with the hives. MY lips look like I was smacked in the face by a 2x4. I feel like crap. My throats swollen. Anyhow..ill get to all your comments later. I have a date with some benedryl!

You And I
You and I by Bill You look but cannot see me, You listen but cannot hear, You reach but cannot touch me, You wish but I can?t appear. I dream but cannot love you, I desire but cannot hold, I pray but cannot feel you, I weep but you can?t console. We love yet cannot kiss, We desire yet cannot thrill, We long for eternal bliss, We dream... yet we can?t fulfill. We are... yet we are not, We are one- though still as two, We are the loves that we forgot, You are me... and I am you. We provide our souls with comfort, We cherish the words from each, We desire and also covet, We love amidst our speech. We are alive... yet still oblivion, We are lost but searching still, We are fabrics never woven, We are the one; that within can thrill. Destiny assures that love will come our way, Destiny will grant us our lips to gently meet, Destiny will give us that gentle light of day, For you and I are destiny? and our destiny?s complete.

Let's Be Honest
Let's Be Honest by Melissa Susan Hensley The truth is, I am happy To mean something to you. But if I am just a passing thought In your day- that just won't do. The truth is, I am happy Spending time alone. But I need more than an hour with you, More than just a minute on the phone. The truth is, I am happy Knowing you are mine. But nothing would make me happier Than if you'd notice I'm worth your time. The truth is, I was happy With the way you used to care. But you brought me to love's doorstep, And just left me standing there. The truth is, I'm not happy That you've forgotten what could be. But the saddest truth of all Is that you've forgotten me.

Blue Moon Love
Blue Moon Love by Wanda Lee Rohman The crystal liquid was tinted by the blue moon Autumn leaves chimed love that went too soon. Silver circles etched in blue would grow- grow upon the water- then fade and go. Ten years have come and gone but prints of you and bluemoon linger on. Two shadows on blue tinted water that night blended as one, long shadows painted by light. I come here alone with the blue moon to think, sitting upon old Emaline's bank. I watch blue tinted silver circles shine like the night of bluemoon when you were mine. I feel in the palm of my hand, cold pressure of a golden wedding band. Into liquid flowing crystal, tinted blue, I fling memories-- and the golden circled ring.

No Title
the clouds are hanging low in the southern sky... much like they always have in my heart the sun is trying so hard to shine through and somehow, i don't let it. rain, rain down on me; drench me in self-pity, why don't you? a warm heart so dear to mine and its arms wrap around me tight, and a calm breath in my ear... i don't know how much longer i can stay so sorrowful... rain, rain down on me; drench me in self-pity, why don't you? it's a different kind of poetry this morning, the kind that grabs you by the soul and jerks you head on into tranquility. my, how strange it is to somehow find solace in your arms.

Fragrant Roses
Fragrant Roses by Michael David Coffey Roses, exquisitely fragrant Overpowering me in the garden of love Their secret delight, delightful Spinning in aromatic pleasure Breathing in deeply of their complexity Their scent of pleasure, dreams of paradise Dazzling, glistening exotic petals in sunbeam days The pleasure everlasting in my mind of those roses Fragrant roses to soothe my soul Fragrance to delight my senses Fragrant roses of love

Longing
Longing by Michael David Coffey Longing to see you On a stormy strand of windswept sand, In a moist rainforest in an everlasting shade, On a bleached coral outcrop surrounded by an azure blue sea mirror, In a city cafe with your aroma in my yearning nostrils, In a spice market in Bombay, Even in my dreams and remembering afterwards... That's longing

The Way
The Way by Omen I love the way you laugh... (More of a chuckle really) The way you smile... As if you smile with your soul The way you touch... Like every caress- you feel with your heart "Every thing's going to be alright" The way you kiss... Just the way I like to Soft, simple, passionate Hold me The way you hold a treasure Love me The way you love a lover Keep me Like there is no tomorrow

Vampire
What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You? You are the Final Lover. Romanic, honey-tongued romeo, you are the master of love's last kiss. You woo the young ladies, pluck them from light's caress and give them a smile as they sink into death.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Close Your Eyes
Close Your Eyes by Jeremy J. Finch Oh, look longingly at life once more. Are there too many tears for you? Ponder amidst the turmoil which the world has subtly built around you! Thin are the wires that ruin and entangle your youth in such utter yearning. Thus I say to you, my dear friend: The well-withering wall which is about you Is nothing but a foolish facade... Hiding the fineness of you, my faithful friend. Tear down such masks, unfolded anger... Firmly folding those eyelids gently, And make much more than mourning from loneliness too deep to fathom. Find a beautiful tomorrow in yourself; Your soft silence, your inner sweet soul.

Want To Know More About Me Take A Look
I am from Australia, I live in the country NSW. I am 34 years old, I have just recently got married to my soulmate who i love with all my heart and soul. I have one teenage daughter and 4 step kids. My daughter is 14, my step kids are 16,14,8 & 4 years old. So when we have the kids the house is full,but we have fun spending time with them.Ok enough about the kids now abit about me i am a caring woman i love to talk online to my friends/ online sisters & brothers also love making new friends, i have a great personality and love to laugh i can also be funny. I like to help my friends out by helping them with a site they cant work out.Or if they just want my advise on something i help them out as much as i can i dont help anyone with money so dont ask me, i dont have enough for myself let alone for someone else. Anyway i think i will stop there if you want to know more just email me and ask me. hugssssssss Aussie :)

For What You Really Are...
FOR WHAT YOU REALLY ARE... by Ekatherina Michon I L O V E Y O U for w h a t y o u R E A L L Y a r e. I o n l y see in YOU the h u m a n being And I D O N'T CARE at all how famous you are! Don't you feel that? Don't you read in my eyes? Can you miss that? Do you call this aggressive? Oh, my God! Am I r e a l l y talking to you? Well, not at all... Our hearts only talk. I truly hope that you listen to yours. What does it say? Is that clear? But, p l e a s e, don't even t r y to tell me, dear, that you are too old or deaf to hear !!! !

I'll Be Yours And You'll Always Be Mine
I'll Be Yours And You'll Always Be Mine by Cheryl Ann Forever and always, I've loved you that long What was once just a dream has come true. For, you've lived in my dreams and are now in my heart. I've waited a lifetime for you. Each one of us has a true love, so I'm told One special person who makes us complete. From the moment I met you, I knew it was true You are the man of my dreams, my soulmate. Enduring and endless, our love will remain Our hearts and our souls intertwined. Always together, we'll walk hand in hand I'll be yours and you'll always be mine.

Cravings Of Desire
I crave the desire that matches mine. The scream of lust, ripped from the throat of one who's not sure if she's asked for more than she can take, but the tear-filled desire of one who will try. For your desires there will be a price too pay.........I would GIVE all that you could wish, but my turn will come......when it does,,,,I will not hold back. Thru the tears of pain, and a mask of painfilled mascara, you will ask for more. I feel you shudder, I feel the pain filled rack of vibrations that pulsate thru you.....you asked, i will not hold back! Slow, catch your breath,...is it over? With one strong, throbbing stroke, no ...not yet. You asked if you could ride me, you asked if you could find the "NEED" inside yourself...i said "YES" but at a cost,.... in your need, you never asked what that would be. Now laying, panting in passion, MY TURN! You wanted too feel the lust of a man....so be it...you wanted too feel the desire of a man......so be it....you wanted to be satisfied by a

Switchblade Kiss: Pleasure And Pain Ii
Switchblade Kiss: Pleasure and Pain II by CrimsonBrian I stand, it hurts, raining daggers and triple 8?s, short of breath, am I dying? they say you never get over the first one, I want to, I?m sick of you, demonic hurdle, I wanted your kiss and got it, but now my mouth and mind bleed with lies, you think you can get him? I thought my heart was gone, I guess you don?t have one, or it?s made of black ice, you?re willing to cause so much Crimson Sorrow to achieve Indigo Happiness for yourself, Angelic, maybe in grief-stricken love, Demonic, return to your flaming mind, and stay away from my Black Ice Heart!

Confused
CoNfUsEd by Lourdes Villamor I don't know what's happening I don't know what to do- But I know one thing for sure... I'm infatuated with you. However, it's not so clear How you feel about me. My heart was closed for good Yet, I thought you found the key. One minute, for me, You seemed to care Then the next minute... You act as if I'm not even there. I wish you could let me know What you are thinking. Maybe I won't be confused anymore, Maybe my heart will stop wishing. I wish you would let me know What you are feeling inside. You don't have to be afraid, Your feelings you don't have to hide. I've been so confused lately. To you, I don't know what to say. Sometimes, I don't feel anything, and other times, I don't want to take my heart away. Every time our eyes meet, It seems as if they're saying... That you need me, and that I need you Or maybe they are just lying. Just tell me, tell me how you truly feel- maybe we can be together and o

My Background
Here's what some people might find boring-the factual/bio stuff about me hence "about me." I was born in San Bernadino,Cali-home of the Hells Angels-then when I was 9months old, we moved to South Africa mainly b/c my mom was doing work for her Doctorate-both my parents are "Drs". We stayed there for 8 years, and my brother and sister were born there and have dual citizenship. My hippy parents studied baboons over there-my Dad has his Doctorate in Zoology and Primate behavior and taught Psychology at a university and also studied baboons in a lab (just their sex habits, not any weird experiments or anything, lol). His interests are primate and human sexuality and psychology-probly where I got most of my ideas-all those weird sex books lyin round the house growing up! :D just kidding-they were boring, never had any good pics anyway, just scholarly mumbo jumbo. lol My Mom taught biology at a boys' prep school and also tracked baboons on a game reserve with a radio,

Untitled
Untitled by Kevin Strong Bright streaks of electric fire Split the night in twain They looked each other in the eyes And knew they'd never meet again They had their endless summer Which they never will forget But now they go their separate ways So glad that they have met With one last glance, they drift apart Each heart holds in the pain And as they turn their backs to leave The sky lets loose the rain

True Love Awaits You
True Love Awaits You by Sam L. Bundy Eyes that are crystal clear, one thinks he could see forever. But within you lies uncertainty and confusion, like boulders in a raging river. The swift current, the choppy waters, this makes for a rough and tumble ride. Be brave, be true to yourself, with me there is nothing to hide. Conquer the rapids, guide this craft, don't sail this adventure short. At journey's end, where the water calms, could lie a safe and wondrous port. So, it's through great canyons, on to the ocean, let us greet the unknown. Paddle fast, my love, get to my heart, for it is there you might find your own.

I Wish It Were You
I wish it were you by Ann B Johnson A soft touch, holding hands he says his love is true It isn't fair, I know, but.. In my heart, I wish it were you When I watch the boys play or the baby learns something new A special moment to share In my heart, I wish it were you The mountains green against a clear sky White sands and the ocean so blue A day together as a family In my heart, I wish it were you Making love, Living life In my heart....I wish it were you.

Only You
Only You by Chastity Rebecca Barwick There is a special place in my heart... only you can see. No-one else even knows it's there.... it's the tender side of me. There is a special place in my life... only you can fill. Everytime I feel the heat blazing in my soul... I know our love is real. This is a special time in my life... I share with only you. The way we laugh and talk and care... like only lovers do.

What Is Your Fave Aerosmith Song
hey my blog readers i am curious again hehe i want to know because i am curious what is your fave Aerosmith song and it can be from any album including honkin' on Bobo and Rockin' the joint and if i get asked my fave song i will answer it for you all from Bruce

Forever I'll Wait
Forever I'll Wait by ITSme I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much I can't explain in words of how I long to feel your touch There is no way I can convey this emptiness inside That seems to tear my soul to shreds as time goes swiftly by If I could merely hold you near for just a little while If I could simply talk with you or only see you smile To have you look into my eyes and wait to hear you say Something that would help me to take this pain away If I have to wait forever I guess that's what I'll do For me, it will be worth it to finally be with you

To My One And Only Love
to my one and only love by Sanjay Patel i need not look toward the moon when you are the beauty of my life i need not seek the sun when you are the light of my soul i need not search the heavens when you are the very beat of my heart the universe is but an atom of my love all of which i find in you and with every breath i take i think of you, my love you are but a piece of moon on earth which i can never forget and if i was granted but one wish to make i would wish for thy eternal happiness i will love no one but thee till the day i die and then beyond...

Ten Basic Bdsm Principles:
Ten Basic BDSM Principles: 1) BDSM play should be safe, sane and consensual. 2) Know your SM player(s). Do not have BDSM play with strangers. 3) Always inform a friend that you are having BDSM play: where, when and with whom. 4) Always use safe words, i.e., 911 or red (STOP), yellow (slow down) and/or safe gestures (tap foot three times). 5) Negotiate the scene before you start. Communicate your limits, medical conditions, medications, experience and desires. 6) "No limits" is fantasy. Every sane player has limits. Do not be embarrassed to express them to the dominant player(s). 7) Do not have BDSM play while intoxicated or seriously stoned. 8) Expect the unexpected (fire, power failure, medical emergency, etc.) and be prepared. Another person’s life is in your hands. 9) Always have a first aid kit nearby. 10) Don’t play with a man/woman unless you feel absolutely safe! Thanks to Sir Critter for the list

Fire Song
Fire Song by Margot Bollock There is a cavernous chill outside. The sun is simply done With this day. And so are we. The night is brimming with marvel. While the sap whistles And boils in the burning wood, Orange flames joggle your face And gently suck attention from it. Our eyes are locked with bewitchment. I can sniff arson in your skin. I feast on your language. You swoop into me Like a blackbird zeroing to seed Or a hawk to prey Its talons raking stars from the sky. My eyes are glazed from the fresh winds Of our breath. My heart is a mare Galloping me to limbo.

Always, And Forever, You
Always, and Forever, You by A. Greco Why is it, I love the ones Who I can never have You are my inspiration You make me want to love You are the joy in my life And I know you know it Because you look at me With your gorgeous blue eyes And you make me smile With the look you always give Your bright smile Can take all the demons away And when you speak I get chills down my back The touch you give Is higher than heaven Forever you will be my Crush And never will I forget The days you filled me with joy And the times you made my life complete.

Night To Remember
Night to Remember by Jacob Silver Coman It was a night to remember In the crisp, cool air The stars were dancing like foxfire And my nose was in your angelic hair. We were held together by some magical spell Then, your eyes flashed like the brilliant diamonds above I looked away, scared, afraid, up to the celestial bowl I glanced back, only to find... a gateway to your soul. Your gaze cleared my mind of all impending fear It felt amazing, wonderful, extraordinary, to hold you near In a trance, I pulled you close- oh, so tight! Then a hand clasped mine and the electricity seemed just right. As your lips touched mine The flavor, like honey, tasted so divine. The feel like a chilling breeze in December Yes, I believe this was definitely... a night to remember.

A Dream Come True
A Dream Come True by Amanda M. Morgan As the star-lit sky climbs across his eyes, And the silver moon shoots down the skies, The lady walks along the streams; He watches and gazes imagining a dream. She reaches out and grabs a star, And with a kiss places it in his heart. He takes her hand and walks by her side- A tie through love never to subside. She calls out his name, he wakes from his dream; Then he looks to his side, and finds her asleep.

If Only
If Only by Rachel Molnar If only... the rain didn't fall, the sun would sleep a little longer, the nights were warmer, I said what I felt, I didn't say what I did. If only I could show you. If only... the stars stayed in the sky, the tides didn't change, summer could last forever, I could turn back time, things were different, I acted differently. If only I were me instead of someone else. If only... the sky weren't blue, you were here, things had changed, I hadn't changed. If only I wasn't afraid. If only these things would happen, Would you still be here with me? If only you knew I still needed you. If only you neded me just as much. If Only... If Only... If only I didn't love you!

One More Day
One More Day by BluSkies4Shy I had a wish for one more day that our time would just stand still but our time together has run out it was out of our hands... this was God's will I am broken but not angry it's just so hard to let you go love can make you selfish but pain can make grow I shall treasure every moment every minute that we shared I'll keep them locked in a special place hidden beneath my tears I will be strong, and you'll be proud for my strength has come from you unconditional was love the kind only known by few In this end comes a beginning for we will never again be apart your memories will live through me as your love lives in my heart Together we weep as one your tears fall from my eyes you whispered the day had come it was time to say, "good-bye" How could you go when there's so much I need to say grant me this one wish- please give me one more day So many years I let slip by so many pages left unread the love I kept in

Juggalo In D Skies
my bro iz a fukin kewl azz ninja that jes became a certified lo!! he iz my blood bro & my psychopathic fam!!! BUT hes been a lo all his life!!! down wit de clown til we're dead in de ground!!! mmfwcl4LYF Juggalo in D skies@ LostCherry

You Will Soon Be Gone
You will soon be gone by M.R.S. I must confess I didn't think you and I would last They said you were too young and I, of course, too old But you, for some reason, have touched my heart like no other Everything I do, everything I think... you're not far from my mind You're my life That will be the downfall of our love You will soon complain That I'm all over you, you will soon say, "you're too nice," and then you will soon say, "It's not your fault, it's mine." You must understand this is the only way I know to love I think and always have thought that to please is to love and be loved, But I am wrong It's to make unhapy and to make sad... is to love and to abuse and to cause pain ... is to be loved?

Who Are You - I Need To Know
Who Are You - I Need To Know by Carole Ann Beautiful poems, Long, loving talks, Blue skies & tender, Bright sunshine - a walk. Romantic & Sweet, My Sexy desire, This heart fell in love, All passion - all fire. Are you what you say? I've seen it to be true... Or are you what you do? For I've seen that clearly, too. Degrader of women, Sex without love, Selfishly using, No light from above. "We just used each other..." This is not true, you were the user it's her world that blew. "Can't understand doing a friend..." How horrible - grotesque. Words no "man" could defend. I've heard you speak... I've seen you do all... There I was... again... All alone in the hall. It's all true - it's all real. You can't understand.. I know who I am - And me, I can't scam. God, help me decipher, I want to be sure. Was it all the disease, Or is there truly no cure?

I Still Love You
I'll admit it, I'm not ashamed, I'm still scared That deep inside I still love you Why am I scared? Because I don't want this feeling But I still get butterflies When I hear your name When I hear your voice I don't want this pain, Not again I don't want to be reminded Of how I can't be yours, How I can't hold you in my arms Haven't I been put through enough? This pain inside just keeps growing I keep trying to move on But I always keep catching myself Wanting to be by your side What hurts me the most Is not being able to let you know Just how badly this hurts, Bot being with you Not being the one you want. I just want to be as happy as everyone else is. Is that so hard to ask for? And on that note, I still love you I just hope one day you realize it Before it's to late.

Something About You...
Something About You... by Cate Haggland I don't know how to explain it, If only you could truly see, How much I really care for you, How much you mean to me. I look forward to seeing you every day, The grin that belongs only to you, When I see you I can't help but smile, There is just something about you. When you put your hand in mine, My heart suddenly beats faster, I wish I could tell you right then and there, That my life could never be better. When you wrap your arms around me, For a simple, gentle hug, I want to stay in that moment forever, And tell you how much you really are loved. When we gradually come close enough together, Our lips touch, a kiss, Nothing around us seems to matter, Because there is nothing sweeter than this. No words could ever express how much you mean to me, I hope you have these feelings for me, too; I can't figure out just what it is, But there is definitely something very special about you.

You Make My Spirit Soar
You Make My Spirit Soar by Neil Bruce Ennis I look into your eyes, I'm falling Into you. I'm soaring In the azure sky In places and ways I never thought possible before. I touch your skin An electric tingle thrills me, I'm hectic As I wish your touch Would linger on me forever. I smell your scent the fluttering wings Of butterflies tremble in my stomach, As I long to immerse myself In all of you. Each little thing about you Makes the thought of life Without you, Seems as unthinkable As eagles that have never flown.

When A Heart Breathes
when a heart breathes by lorie ann hammond I ask people what love is... They usually tell me different things. They say it makes a heart breathe, I think it makes reality from dreams. My mother told me a story when I was a child. She said, "God gave it to you when you were born." "With His own breathe, He blessed you with his own," "that, my dear child, is how much you're adorned." My brother told me, "When Ronda found me, I was lonely." "But when I looked into her eyes, my heart could breathe." He also told me, "You'll find that someone." Growing up I didn't know who that could be. He said, "Love does make reality from dreams..." I know, because God gave it to me." I know now by what this means, for when I look into your eyes, my heart br

Early Mourning
Early Mourning by Rebecca Hazel Clegg The rain pours down and numbs my skin. The air is cold, I can't feel it anymore. I am no longer in my body. I can feel you in my soul, I can see you in my memories, I can hold you in my dreams. You are gone but not forgotten, AS LONG AS I LIVE, YOU WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN! I can hear your voice in the soft breezes caressing my face. In the silence around me, You are telling me you love me, All I can do is weep. I am the only one of us Who can feel pain now, I stare at the earth a final time, and wonder. Can a love so pure immersed in such cold hard clay Cleanse us all from a lifetime of guilt... No. My heart aches because I know it is true My love, all my grief cannot bring you back, All my tears just drown the cries of my broken heart

Father & Son
father & son by pedro pinon gregorio my father, he dreams a lot. i dream of you. to him the farewell once was a farewell twice, thrice until each day is a long talk of goodbyes. i say hello to you. he says goodbye to her. we both stare at the same sea. dark amber in our hands. he sees the sea and dreams of death, and empty room and dark stairs, of sisters and a brother, of sons and daughters, and grandchildren, he sees the sea but never her. i look at the sea and i see you riding the waves. and though my head spins i'll stay with him a little longer. and in a little while, he will ask me if the night is over for both of us. if the beer was enough or should he order more for two. (always for two.) order more, i'll say. order more for us. knowing well that the last thing he would want was to sleep. for sleep was dream, and my father, he dreams a lot. even though only in sleep will i come to you, you'll understand.

Thinking Of You. . .
Thinking Of You. . . by Amanda E. Rogers As long as my dreams are always of you As long as a couple means only two As long as forever contains me and you I'm thinking of you... As long as the moon shines in your eyes As long as faith will never die As long as there's love between you and I I'm thinking of you... As long as our eyes meet in burning flame As long as trust means 'no one's to blame' As long as the hurt ends in no shame I'm thinking of you... As long as we survive as a pair As long as I know that you'll always care As long as love remains true and fair I'm thinnking of you... As long as the calm follows the storm As long as the need becomes well-worn As long as I'm safe and left untorn I'm thinking of you... As long as your love keeps me from harm As long as we're together, I'll always be warm As long as I stay wrapped in your arms I'm thinking of you...

Speak Not The Words
Speak Not the Words by Thomas Lee Rhymes Speak not the words, "My Love" when thou hast seen my face when thou hast reached my side within this quiet place Breathe not, with tender sigh the words I could not bear as Time, could not, the wound upon my heart repair Speak not the words, "My Love" when thou look upon me today within this soft-silk cask whereon my body lay Those are not the words one speaks in reverent tones to one who died for Love to one who died Alone Instead - speak not at all as you gaze from above, brush my hair or touch my face but - speak not the words, "My Love"

Reflections
Reflections by Elena Klein I will be beautiful for him, Reflecting that bright image in his eyes And if that fine reflection bears small likeness To what the mirror frames, I'll choose The loving one. Love's image far outshines quicksilvered glass, Crackled with age and dulled with smoke and dust. His love persuades me. His vision is my trust. I will be beautiful... for him.

Lyrics
I'm pretty, what do I deserve I feel pretty, until I walk out the door I wonder when pretty's gonna bleed My monster has all the time he needs So I came home to feel ugly again Feels better alone, pretty ugly again If you come back around I may not let you in Cause I don't understand what this pretty is. You're so pretty, could I get the nerve You said, "I love you, pretty" What do I deserve I wonder if pretty's gonna waste My monster has all the time in the day So I came home to feel ugly again Feels better alone, pretty ugly again If you come back around I may not let you in Cause I don't understand what this pretty is. I wonder what pretty has to say I want to feel pretty every day I wonder what it's like to be pretty. ~ Kidney Thieves

Soul Mates!!
WELL, I FINALLY FOUND A MAN I AM GONNA MARRY! HE ASK ME TO MARRY HIM AND I SAID YES! I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH! I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM!!!I AM SOO HAPPY TO BE WITH HIM AND SUPPORT HIM THROUGH LIFE! I WAS THINKING HE AND I SHOULD HAVE A WINTER WEDDING! I MET HIM WHILE IT WAS WINTER TIME, SO I WAS JUST THINKING WE SHOULD HAVE A WINTER WEDDING! ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ARE INVITED! IF YOU ARE READING THIS, I AM ASKING YOU TO ADD MY FIANCE' ON YOUR LIST OR PASS HIM ON! PLEASE GET YOUR BUDDIES TO ADD HIM AND I WILL MAKE SURE HE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR! HE IS ON MY FAMILY LIST AND HIS NAME IS TAKEN! SO PLEASE ADD HIM AND MAKE HIM FEEL WELCOME! HE IS NEW TO ALL THIS! I TOLD HIM TO JUST TAKE MY BUDDIES FROM MY LIST AND HELP THEM OUT ALSO! SO IF YOU DO READ THIS, MAKE SURE YOU ADD HIM OR PASS HIM ON!!! THANKS A BUNCH AND GOD BLESS YOU!!! WELL, MY FIANCE'S NAME IS EDWARD C. KEITH AND HE IS 24. HE IS SOO SWEET! THE OTHER DAY HE BOUGHT ME FLOWERS AND SURPRISED ME WITH THEM!!! HE HAS BECOME SOO SWEE

Black Man (my Brother, My Ex-lover)
BLACK MAN (A brother, ex-lover) Black Man is my brother, an ally in war. Black Man was my lover, but not anymore. In action flicks, the black man`s always the first to die, But in relationships, the black man`s always the first to lie. I got tired,for he didn`t recognize my pain and strife. Black Man is my brother, wings on which to soar. Black Man was my lover, but not anymore. For when we swam, he tried to drown me. And when I sang, he wouldn`t let them crown me. The love he claimed, didn`t heal but hurt me. The one he blamed, I felt foreverunworthy. Black Man is my brother, and for thatI love him even more. Black Man was my lover, but not anymore. He still andalways has my respect, no doubt. Yet still, from my love, he expects a way out. In me he never dreams he could find that which he seeks. I shudder to think what that means, left feeling helpless and bleak. Black Man is my brother,

#7
It doesnt take a reason to love someone, but it does to like someone. You dont love someone because you want to, you love someone because you are destined too. Its because you fall in love with them, that you then try to find a reason, but you always come up with the same answer....No answer!

#6
Just because you love someone doesnt mean you love them, and just because you dont know people doesnt mean you cant love them. You can fallin love with a complete stranger in a heartbeat, if God planned that route for you. So open your heart to strangers more often. You never know when God will throw that pass at you ~Heather Grove~

I Had To Keep This One ...
This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are: I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry" If You're one of the few guys with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I appreciate you"

Top 10 Life Changing Albums!
ok so I was reading an article about the top 10 albums that changed the face of music and so i thought what the hell i'll just list the top 10 that changed me..... 1. Alice Cooper-Welcome to my nightmare-hes just totally cool 2.Lita Ford's first album because it showed women can run with the boys! 3.anything by Joan Jett because she kicks ass! 4. Pearl Jam-10 because it introduced me to a totally new type of music 5.Metallica-black-who the fuck doesnt love metallica 6.Guns and Roses-apitite for destruction--Metal gone wild! 7.Pantera-Cowboys from hell--OMG!!! love it! just because! 8.Korn-life is peachy-totally rocks 9.Skid Row-Youth Gone Wild--god, sebastian bach is just soooo hot! and the number 10 album of my life is drum roll please....... KISS ALIVE 1---look people I am a KISS freak! One of my first words was KISS! I wanted to be like Gene and marry Paul so, deal with it!

Our Day
OUR DAY it is our day today, so let the singer sing. let the song be of the joy in our hearts, and what this day brings. it is our day today; i give you this wedding band. let the circle symbolize our pledge of eternity, as i place it on your hand. by the power invested in the preacher, from the lord up above. let him join us in holy matrimony, as we declare our love. everyone has gathered both family and friend. let them witness our bond, which will never end. it is our day today, the one dreamt of our whole life. today we stand together, as husband and wife. the smiles on our faces show the joy in our heart. let us always be together, and never grow apart. may the lord bless us and keep us, in this we pray. there will be many days to come, but this is our day today.

The Touch
THE TOUCH it is your touch that sends me to a far away place. when you run your hands slowly across my face. your touch that makes me lose control, and forget how to act. the touch you give when you massage my back. i long for you day and night, and i miss you so much. i rush with open arms to greet you, so i can feel your touch. i can try to explain, and help you understand. at the moment of your caress, i feel more than a man. derrickbarbee copyright2001

Friends
Friends © Michael W Smith & Deborah D. Smith Packing up the dreams God planted In the fertile soil of you Can't believe the hopes He's granted Means a chapter in your life is through But we'll keep you close as always It won't even seem you've gone 'Cause our hearts in big and small ways Will keep the love that keeps us strong And friends are friends forever If the Lord's the Lord of them And a friend will not say "never" 'Cause the welcome will not end Though it's hard to let you go In the Father's hands we know That a lifetime's not to long to live as friends With the faith and love God's given Springing from the hope we know We will pray the joy you'll live in Is the strength that now you show But we'll keep you close as always It won't even seem you've gone 'Cause our hearts in big and small ways Will keep the love that keeps us strong And friends are friends forever If the Lord's the Lord of them And a friend will not say "never" 'Caus

Fucked Up If U Ask Me
ok soo life is not everything people tell u, people make promises that they themselfs cant keep but they tell u that u better keep urs, we are not perfect,we all make mistakes, people need to let some things go, now myself, i know i have alot to let go, i have some issuses but who dosent. I ould name a few ppl that do that i know one this site. but hey whos namin names here. All i'm sayin is if u have someone u have issues with dont go n put it up on a blog ur on the comments, let them know in a privite messege, itz not kool to blast them where everyone can see it, belive me i know, i've read it and done it.

Ten Commandments For "working Hard"
1. Never walk without a document in your hands. People with documents in their hands look like hardworking employees heading for important meetings. People with nothing in their hands look like they're heading for the cafeteria. People with a newspaper in their hand look like they're heading for the toilet. Above all, make sure you carry loads of stuff home with you at night, thus generating the false impression that you work longer hours than you do. 2. Use computers to look busy. Any time you use a computer, it looks like "work" to the casual observer. You can send and receive personal e-mail, chat and generally have a blast without doing anything remotely related to work. These aren't exactly the societal benefits that the proponents of the computer revolution would like to talk about but they're not bad either. When you get caught by your boss - and you *will* get caught -- your best defense is to claim you're teaching yourself to use new software, thus saving va

Music.
I love Metal. I love Concerts. Please I want to go now. I think everyone should love Meshuggah. Wait I don't think, I know. Damnit. I get to see the famous Massive Attack in Chicago this Tuesday~~ YEAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'm telling ya that is a once in a lifetime show.

Untamed Heart
Untamed heart I a wait the day of someone who will come and tame my heart not even i know when that time will come. He who tames my heart will forever be destined for my love & passion that I have burried deep within my heart My untamed heart burns with a longing to hold someone close let my wildest dreams come free. Only one man can tame my heart he is pure in many ways and yet has a longing to be with a woman that has a heart free and wild within. Brandy C Christian Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian

One Dark Day
"One Dark Day ". I dedicate this poem to those who lost their lifes. One dark day on September 11, 2001 So many lives were taken in a way that shocked the nation. In our eyes they are gone but in our hearts they live on we all morn the loss of loved ones It is not quite over and we have not yet won. it's a sad tradgety that began on One Dark Day. Many have vanished few where found we pray for the family's, friends that lost loved one's in their lifes on this one dark day. Brandylynn Christine Christian Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian

Introduction
Hi, I just joined LC a few hours ago. I've figured out the basics of this site now. I was impressed that some people immediately said hi, and that the site is a little more active than myspace. I finally figured out how to delete the 'tracks' that I did not add- the default ones. They were annoying. If you have links or codes for any of the bands/ artists on my music list, let me know and I might post those. I occasionally post my pics on yafro (no porn), and I have a myspace page that I am thinking of deleting completely. I also just got a deadjournal page going. What else? I am pretty laid back, easy to talk to. I leave my comps on most of the time, but I may not actually be sitting at the keyboard. If I get a message, I will do my best to reply, even if it is a delayed response. ;)

I Wish I Were
I wish I were I wish I would have been there for you to hold and comfort you when you are down. I wish i were different in somany ways all I wanted was to belong I wish I may I wish I might. That I will wish on a single star tonight from the heaven's above to the debth's of the sea I say unto you I wish. I only want one wish in my life and that wish is to be loved by you & to hold you tight I.... Wish I may I wish I might to wish on a single star tonight this wish of mine is the last wish that i will ever wish tonight. Brandylynn Christine Christian Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian

Death Within My Hands
Death in my hands I am as I am with death in my hands not a day goes by when i think about the death that will lay in my hands. Why is it that you ask of the way i talk of death why can't you see that death will always be apart of me. Death lays with all, but it stay's in my hands until the end of my day's i will have death within my hands Brandylynn Christine Christian Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Unknown
Unknown Whenever I dream I dream about a man just like you. I dream of you in a far away land enbracing me tight and holding my hand. When you are away it feels like evernity until we are together again. When i dream i see only you holding me tight an knowing it is I that loves you. In my dreams you are the one i want the one i love the one person i need. Brandylynn C Christian Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn C Christian (christian is my maiden name)

Unknown Title
please note that all my poems are copywriten so do not steal them . Unknown an emptyness i feel inside a lonely tear that falls each night a pain that can't be rid of. why ask about the pain inside can't you see how much you hurt me an all you say is i won't do it again now i see myself in the mirror with one lonely tear running down my cheeck wondering if your words will hurt me again i drop to my knees and begin to weep wondering why this has happened to me. Brandylynn C Curry Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn C Curry

Starship Nothing´s Gonna Stop Us Now Lyrics
Looking in your eyes I see a paradise This world that I've found Is too good to be true Standing here beside you Want so much to give you This love in my heart that I'm feeling for you Let 'em say we're crazy, I don't care about that Put your hand in my hand baby Don't ever look back Let the world around us just fall apart Baby we can make it if we're heart to heart Chorus: And we can build this dream together Standing strong forever Nothing's gonna stop us now And if this world runs out of lovers We'll still have each other Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now I'm so glad I found you I'm not gonna lose you Whatever it takes I will stay here with you Take it to the good times See it through the bad times Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do Let 'em say we're crazy, what do they know Put your arms around me baby Don't ever let go Let the world around us just fall apart Baby we can make it if we're heart to

Starship We Built This City Lyrics
Chorus: We built this city, we built this city on rock and roll Built this city, we built this city on rock and roll Say you don't know me or recognize my face Say you don't care who goes to that kind of place Knee deep in the hoopla sinking in your fight Too many runaways eating up the night Marconi plays the mamba, listen to the radio, don't you remember We built this city, we built this city on rock and roll Chorus: We built this city, we built this city on rock and roll Built this city, we built this city on rock and roll Someone always playing corporation games Who cares they're always changing corporation names We just want to dance here someone stole the stage They call us irresponsible write us off the page Marconi plays the mamba, listen to the radio, don't you remember We built this city, we built this city on rock and roll We built this city, we built this city on rock and roll Built this city, we built this city on rock and

Starship Sara Lyrics
Go now, don't look back, we've drawn the line Move on, it's no good to go back in time I'll never find another girl like you, for happy endings it takes two We're fire and ice, the dream won't come true Chorus: Sara, Sara, storms are brewin' in your eyes Sara, Sara, no time is a good time for goodbyes Danger in the game when the stakes are high Branded, my heart was branded while my senses stood by I'll never find another girl like you, for happy endings it takes two We're fire and ice, the dream won't come true Sara, Sara, storms are brewin' in your eyes Sara, Sara, no time is a good time, oh Sara, Sara, storms are brewin' in your eyes Sara, Sara, no time is a good time for goodbyes ('Cos Sara) Loved me like no one has ever loved me before (And Sara) Hurt me, no one could ever hurt me more (And Sara) Sara, nobody loved me anymore (Guitar solo) I'll never find another girl like you We're fire and ice, the dream won't come true

Memreis Of My First Ascension
I have ascended on Stargatewars.com for the first time it was quite the intresting event, I lost tons and gained nearly as much in bonuses :D I have since began the path to my second ascension. :D :D

One Of My Old Poems...
Abandoned World Touch upon the abandoned world Of primitive pasts once tender. To breathe the winds of arid dust Inhaled within the splendor. For art thou thee of spoken thought The man within the mirror? Reflections eye the image of self, Through sands of time made clearer. I hold the stone of which you yearn, Weighted through timeless grief This gem of history I do gaze, Where images grieve beneath. Gods of infinity unshackle your bounds Ficticious memories now dead. Within the abyss doth lie the currents, Of rivers once crystal now red. The dusted corpse from whence you rose This face I see but shattered Deeds of sorrow doth make you whole, And to this world not mattered. Chase not the winds which carry you free Set loose perversions of sin To sanctify this abandoned world Your path shall now begin. QueenofWolves.

How's Your Taste In Music?
Your Taste in Music: 80's R&B: Highest Influence Classic Rock: High Influence Country: High Influence Hip Hop: High Influence Old School Hip Hop: High Influence How's Your Taste in Music?

The Five Factor Personality Test
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Op

Ten Days
Well only ten days left til Rob gets home...I dont know what to think about it. I mean yeah I'm glad he's fianlly gonna be home but at the same time I'm nervous. As most of you know him and I havent been getting along the greatest and well I'm just scared shitless that when he comes home we are gonna continue to fight and then things aint gonna work out. Damn I hope this feeling is wrong and that things will work out just fine. Well just thought I'd let you all know its only ten days now.

The Dragon And The Knave
A dragon flew out of his cave, and killed a corpulent knave. He ate the fat man in four bites, then said, "Oh, that didn't taste right." The dragon sat by his cave wall, and wished he had Pepto Bismal.

That Unlucky Black Cat
My Grandma died and left me her cat. That puffy black cat sat on my lap. Now this was not going to do, because cats I'm allergic to. So I smacked the cat with a bat, and sent her on to Grandma.

How's Your Karma?
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?

More Surveys (see What Bordom Does)
the Ultimate Confessions Have you ever ___ survey. [It's okay, you can confess...mwahaha.]Have you ever...failed a test?:yup gotten an F on your report card?:yup gotten a D on your report card?:yup had a crush on a teacher?:nope kissed someone of the opposite sex?:yup kissed someone of the same sex?:yup been called hot by a random stranger?:yup been called ugly by a random stranger?:yup been hit on by someone a lot older than you?:yup been felt up?:yup felt someone else up?:yup been grounded?:yup been drunk?:yup been high?:yup dated someone without knowing their name?:nope given someone a lap dance?:yup seen a member of the opposite sex (outside your family) naked?:yup slept over someone of the opposite sex's house?:yup had someone of the opposite sex sleep over your house?:yup dated two people at the same time?:nope had a crush on one of your best friends?:yup dated one of your best friends?:nope been married?:nope been proposed to?:yup talked really badly behind one of your best frie

Gothic,vampire,etc , Poetry Page 3
"Unforgiven" And the sky, it burns like fire My world it comes apart You're up there now, just laughing, Laughing 'Cause you ripped out my heart Slowly I am giving in My heart is black as coal You've left me cold and empty You've destroyed my very soul So now I stand here screaming My mind is lost to rage My only wish For death to come So I can turn that page. By:kiss-bang_x@hotmail.com "These Thoughts" So many thoughts that run through my head, so many of them that had me wishing i were dead. You came to me so fast, but now your gone and in the past. I loved you so much that it kills to live, so many days i wish it were you to have lived. When i think about those days we were together, our love was strong and could be held on forever. Was it me that made you die, those thoughts of suicide. Oh how i wish you were by my side. For the fear of my fathers blows may be harder, i maybe able to see you sooner. please come back to me, for without you i have

What's Your Theme Song?
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

Gothic,vampire,etc , Poetry Page 2
Home About Me Beliefs and Opinions RIP JASON My Journal Suicide letter I had written Childhood Of Pain My Memoirs Of Death ~NEW~ My Creations of the Night My Creations Cont.. Gothic,Vampire,etc , Poetry Page 1 Gothic,Vampire,etc , Poetry Page 2 Gothic,Vampire,etc , Poetry Page 3 Reccommended Music for Listening Sites That Have Caught My Interest. Movie and Book Reviews Quotes My Happy Stuff Stuff from Past Relationships ~All For You~ Contact Me "My Life" by:Mike Healey Yes, I say to her Obviously your right, Understand my pain Reach into my heart. Sail into my mind Inside you will find, Trouble is brewing Everlasting suffering. Interior painstains Seek out my sorrow. Sail deeper Help me be free, Iquisite delight Troubling me.............. "Untitled" by: blingbling bunny My soul spills into bloody tears of joy, just looking upon you, your eyes so deep, our love so true, i wish i could hold your heart ti

Gothic,vampire,etc , Poetry Page 1
Alone Edgar Allen Poe From childhood's hour I havee not been As others were- I have not seen As others saw- I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood- in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountain- From the red cliff of the mountain- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. Poem 41602 By:Wynter Moonlight A place of importance In the past and present Future arguments arise Children cry out To mothers that never existed Awareness of surroundings A bridge l

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Pour Some Sugar on Me by Def Leppard "Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp Demolition woman, can I be your man?" Break out the baby oil, you rock it old school. What Song Should You Strip To?

My Creations Of The Night
Be still! You don't own me Be still! I am the one in control Be still! A prowling tiger moving in for the kill Be still! To late your dead and for once eternally Be still! Feeling of trying Love slowly dieing Pain growing stronger Depression having hold longer My life will know no love. You have to let life be in control Well I am the one in control I am going to allow death to rule I have always felt a burning pain The pain of letting my soul go. Crying tears of sadness knowing no gladness Surrounded by badness Death finally comes. Judgement meant for two But given to one An eternity of hell So much fun. Blue because of you Tears cried for two No more pain ever again I will never give in. If love hurts than why do you continue to let the things of pain continue. You say you love me But why can't you see I've given you my heart 100% free. The pain of depression I know is real These feelings I have you

Are You A Drama Queen (or King)?
You Are As Cool As They Come Rational and relaxed, no one could accuse you of being dramatic. You roll with the punches, and nothing ever gets you too worked up. You are able to maintain perspective and see the big picture. And even if you're emotional inside, you don't let it show. You're great at keeping it together, and you're rewarded for that. People see you as an ideal friend, employee, and partner. Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

Are You Romantic Or Realistic?
You Are A Realistic Romantic It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

What Kind Of Personality Do You Have?
You Have A Type A- Personality You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Boardum
well its about 2 in the moarning, and i can't sleep. I'm board as fuck and i'm looking for anyone to talk to. Well a short story short i decided to write my first blog. I did it out of boardum and to see if anyone would read the blogs on my page if i made one so hear it is my first blog. I bet it sucked.

What Is Your Birth Month?
Your Birth Month is January You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona Your gemstone: Garnet Your flower: Snowdrop Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blue What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

How Are You At Love?
How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?

Great Time!
Working at the shop this last weekend was awesome! Makes me want to do it full time, I was even learning how to set up and tear down the booths! It was interesting and I ended up learning a lot from everybody there.

Goodbye, Michigan; Hello, Texas
Well, I think it's pretty much official. Im moving to Texas, lucky me, huh? I guess it will be an adventure... I just don't know how well I will adjust to being down there. I'm really not good at meeting new people. I have an awesome personality, but I'm really shy. So, wish me luck.

A Week In The Life Of A Helhound
A week in the life of a Helhound Mani’s day: A group of leather-clad young ladies arrived. Claimed to be the hellcats. Chased them all up the nearest tree. Love my job. Tyr’s day: Visited hellcats up tree. Growled at them for an hour. Then sat just looking at them while licking my chops. Left them totally petrified. Woden’s day: Hellcats still in tree. Still petrified. Went to play with Hel’s daughter. Great throwing arm, her. Lobs a thighbone well over 300 yards. Gave me a belly rub, too. Only person here brave enough to do that. Got a bit excited and nipped her playfully. Sure her fingers will grow back. Daughter of a goddess and all. Thor’s day: Sneaked into Hel’s kitchen & nicked Hel’s sausages. Delicious. Wonder who they put in to make them taste so good. Hellcats haven’t moved an inch. Frige’s day: Damn! Found out why hellcats have been looking so petrified these past days. There’s only cardboard cutouts in tree! Searched everywhere for real hellcats. Chased them u

Handle You Stress Well
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Love This Damn Song!!
BILLY JOEL RULES!! Got a call from an old friend we used to be real close said he couldn't go on the American way closed the shop sold a house bought a ticket to the west coast now he gives them a stand-up routine in LA I don't need you to worry for me cos im alright I don't want you to tell me it's time to come home I don't care what you say anymore this is my life go ahead with your own life leave me alone I never said you had to offer me a second chance I never said I was a victim of circumstance I still belong, don't get me wrong you can speak your mind but not on my time They will tell you, you can't sleep alone in a strange place then they'll tell you you cant sleep with somebody else oh but sooner or later you'll sleep in your own space either way its ok you wake up with yourself I don't need you to worry for me cos im alright I don't want you to tell me its time to come home I don't care what you say anymore this is my life g

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MY FIVE SENSES AND YOU Category: Writing and Poetry MY FIVE SENSES AND YOU! AS I LAY HERE IN THE DARK A WARM FEELING COMES OVER ME TINGLING YET NUMBING THERES A FLITTER FLUTTER IN MY TUMMY I CAN'T CONTROL IT...WHY? WHAT IS IT? I KNOW...IT'S YOU! THESE ARE FEELINGS I CAN'T CONTROL AND YET I TRY TO BUT, DO I REALLY WANT TO; OR DO I WANT MORE? WHEN IT COMES TO YOU I WANT MORE THAN JUST THE TINGLING , NUMBING, AND THE FLITTER FLUTTER I FEEL I WANT IT ALL! I WANT TO FEEL EVERY BIT OF YOU AND I WANT EVERY BIT OF YOU TO FEEL ME. I WANT TO FEEL YOUR LIPS AGAINST MINE I WANT TO FEEL YOUR FINGERS AS YOU CARESS MY FACE AND YOUR HANDS AS YOU PULL MY BODY CLOSE TO YOURS AND AT THAT MOMENT I WANT TO FEEL OUR HEARTS AS THEY BEAT AS ONE. I WANT TO FEEL THE CHILL UP MY SPINE AS YOU WHISPER SWEET NOTHINGS IN MY EAR AND YET THE WARMTH OF YOUR BREATH, MELTS ME AS YOU WORK YOUR WAY DOWN TO EXPLORE ME ENTIRELY

Hmm
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ok im suck and fucking tired of chicks the can wear my pant leg as a skirt telling me im fat and ugly... well bitch i know im fat but far from ugly im the sexiest fat guy youll ever meet... ya see the vainess and self loathing of others makes me completely hostile to the belief that humans are fucking retarded. ok i see s kinny chick and i say to myself hey nice looking girl maybe an interesting person... i never to a forgone conclusion of wether or not that chick is a vain slut that only fucks guys the can fit her arms around and can out think.... but no a skinny chick sees me and says(on a normal bases not all) hey theres a fat guy i wondering if he can find his dick. ya know i garauntee that if someone gives me the time of day they will enjoy my company and time spent be it as friends or what have you... but this is to all the vain skinny bitches with no heart.... just cause i say hi to you does not mean my FAT ASS IS TRYING TO FUCK YOU.... there are people on this planet that worry

The Vain Dit Daa Dee Retarded Guys
Suzi says: will comment to that too.. i get alot of skinny pretty boyz who look at my face pic comment on it and then say then i opened your pix.. too bad your fat.... my friend said that to meee... that is the most retarded bullshit... ok i posted on skinny retarded chicks now its the guys turn.... ok guys if u dont know if she likes u stop trying to fuck her... there are more important things than sex. try talking to her getting to know her... i mean i understand sex will happen shit i somehow get alot of pussy. but its not the only thing im looking for in people.... now to the point of this bulletin... ok guys that will look at a chick and go damn her face was cute to bad she is fat omg dude i only date big gurls not because i cant get skinny chicks but because thats what i want... just because a person is fatm skinnym ugly stupid smart whatwever does not mean they cant be there and love u and ok fuck it if ur vain preppy skinny hip hop fake posing ass fucks a fat chick we al

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You All Have....in One Way Or Another
it's that time again people....time to get back to life and let the internet drama go for a while. i may or not be back..i don't know yet. what i do know is that something that was supposed to be fun turned out to be a popularity contest and that's really too bad. i've met some really sweet people on lc and, hopefully, they'll stay that way. i'm not going to delete my account yet. i may decide not to stay gone for very long so you all won't lose me and you can still get points for leaving comments and things. i just need a break from all the bullshit. the ones who were the most special to me know who they are so i'm not gonna be sending out special goodbyes to anyone. y'all behave and try to keep the drama down lol...*hugs*

Thank You Guys But Keep It Going Please..lol
I wanted to thank you all 4 ur support and love ya'll showing with your votes for me in the nipple nibbler contest.Remember you can vote once a day so please if ya go a minute to do so then please do, every vote counts as i'm neck in neck with another georgeous contestant.It dont cost a thing to cast a vote and you can browse the free tour area while your there and see more naughty pics of me and the other beautiful ladies of the site. the link to vote is also below i thank you in advance 4 all your 10's. I am gettin alot of messages asking about my paysite..ya know where all the good sexy stuff is at so this is the url to my part of the site if u like what u see and want to see more including a sexy lil video clip of me in squirt action just click my banner on the top of that page, plus when u join u also get access to see the other models private photos as well as live cam shows. hope u like what you see, kisses,hugs,licks and love mrshard2please http://www.bbwadultcontent.com/li

What Is Bdsm
What is BDSM..! BDSM = Bondage & Discipline, Dominance & Submission, S&M BDSM is a convenient abbreviation for most of the interesting activities discussed in alt.sex.bondage. It's so convenient that it packs six initials into four letters: B&D/D&S/S&M => BDSM. It's generally understood to include related activities/phenomena that don't fit strictly into any of those three catagories. An "umbrella term" like this is useful because so few actual (as opposed to theoretical) activities fit into only one catagory. Bondage Bondage deals with tying people up (or being tied up). Or chaining them up, or restraining them with straps, or straightjackets, or ... well, you get the idea, no? In theory it can be enjoyed simply for its own sake -- the sensations and images of it. In fact, some people do enjoy bondage as bondage, without any interest in D&S or S&M, but far more people find it pushes their D&S buttons at the same time, or use it only for the D&S aspects, or combine it with

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Name Change Procedure In Texas
Name Change Procedure in Texas 09/27/2006 This Blog entry is to inform those residents born and living in Texas how to change your legal name. 1st- Goto the local civil law library and obtain a copy of the following forms Original Petition for Adult Name Change Order Granting Adult Name Change Fill these forms out completely and Honestly in black ink only. Note; Be sure to complete the portions asking for any criminal records above a Class "C" misdemenor even if you have to aquire a copy of your criminal records for more accurate knowledge. 2nd- Make 3 copies of all these forms and get all 3 copies signed in front of a Notary in the Notary fields indicated. 3rd- Goto the local Civil District Court and locate the floor for Adult name change. Submit the $220.00 Filing fee along with two copies of the forms. There you will be issued a district court. Each court has its own set of finger print cards. You must use the two cards provided by the court in

Craaap
My honesty has once again caused me some trouble. I was talking to Glen on the phone and he asked me if I liked him. Well we're friends and all and I did actually like him as more than a friend so I said yeah. But then I went and fucked it up by going Hey wait...what kind of like are you talking about? He goes well...what kind did you think it was? Motherfucker. So I go well it's not like it really matters, I like you both ways anyway. AAAARGH well his reply was uuuh mumblemumblemumble I'm over Nicole but mumblemumblemumble so yeah. Which I took to mean as a sorry I don't like you. Which I am okay with. It's just that I don't think he's going to want to talk to me anymore...omfg everyone read the signs wrong, everyone goes and tells me that he likes me and then he goes and tells me he doesn't like me like that....wtf man. What. The. Fuck.

Oh Boy
Here is the good part of it all!!! Now she want to apoligize to me HAHAHAHA fucking HAHAAHA KNOW YOU REALY MIGHT NOT CARE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY RIGHT NOW. BUT I JUST WANT TO, FIRST AND FAR MOST APOLOGIZE FOR MY ACTIONS EARLIER. THAT REALY IS NOT HOW I AM. AND I KNOW IT WAS UNCALLED FOR. I HAVE KNOW JAMES SINCE I WAS ABOUT 14 YEARS OLD. I HAVE LOVED AND CARED FOR HIM FOR YEARS! WE BOTH HAVE HAD FEELINGS FOR EWACHOTHER. YES, IM MARRIED. IM IN A VERY BAD MARRIGE THAT IS BOUND TO END. I RECENTLY (FOUR WEEKS TODAY) GOT BACK IN TOUCH WITH JAMES (WOODY). AND THOSE FEELINGS ARE STILL THERE. AND SO, YES IT DOES HURT SEEING HIM CHAT WITH OTHER FEMALES. AND I KNOW I MAY HAVE REALY MESSED THINGS UP BETWEEN ME AND HIM. BUT I LOVE HIM AND CARE FOR HIM FAR TOO MUCH TO EVER GIVE UP ON HIM. I JUST CANT! I LOST HIM BEFORE, AND NOW THAT HE IS BACK IN MY LIFE, I CANT LET HIM GO. IM SORRY FOR ACTING LIKE A FOOL. I REALIZE HOW STUPID MY ACTIONS WERE. THATS NOT THE REAL ME!

My Great Canadian Blog...
well, canada, the great white north, the loft above a great party they say, but for anyone who has gone there, its a party in itself!! where you can smoke weed, drink at the age of 19 and see football, boxing... in the same sport!! where you have the RCMP ( for you americans thats royal canadian mounted police ) which is exactly the same as state police except on horses... where if you drive in any direction you will hit a lake in about 5-10 minutes... or snow 8 months out of the year... where our beer is stronger, but more expensive, why you ask, cause we get free health care!!! ALSO... I'm not a lumberjack, or a fur trader... and I don't live in an igloo or eat blubber, or own a dogsled... and I don't know Jimmy, Sally or Suzy from Canada, although I'm certain they're really, really nice. I have a Prime Minister, not a President. I speak English and French, NOT American. and I pronouce it ABOUT, NOT A BOOT. I can proudly sew my country's flag on my backpack. I be

A Close Friend
EMILY "RE RE" KENNON AUG 23 1985 - DEC 18 2005 Emily was a good person whom we really never understood but the one thing we did know is she touched everyones heart and soul. She always made us laugh even if we were laughing at her stupidity Like when we got beat with a flag on the fourth of july or even when she said she was going on vacation to tampon florida. There was a reason we called her "Re Re"! most of you know what i mean! Emily knew how to brighten our day even when she made us mad or even when she was sad and lonly I remember a time when all we did was get in trouble even when we were grounded we always found away to see each other. Even though emily lacked common sense we still loved her and it always made us laugh! We always had to explain to emily what things were! the one thing that she knew is how to love friends and family! She cared about everyone no matter how much they fought even with me and we did that alot!

The War Is On
The War is On! I know your out there somewhere watching me! I know your out there taunting me! I know what your thinking but your wrong! You can't stop me. The war is on! You put a knife to your throat nagging at me to push it in! You dug your own grave and wanted me to bury you. And everythings completely understandable. Why else would you nag me on and push my buttons til' they were raw? Why would you break my heart and lead me on, how could you be so wrong? Why would you lie so much and it be ok? Why would you use me and throw me away? Why is your heart so bitter and cold? Why did you sell the devil your soul? I know your out there somewhere watching me! Look closer Bitch! Im smiling. I know your out there taunting me, only if you could hear, I'm laughing! I know what your thinking, but your wrong. i really will cut your throat and be gone!

My Reality
As I lie in bed I dream of every touch, your lips apon mine, and how your fingertips slowly massage my hand. I dream of your skin so soft and how you look into my eyes, I can't help but stare! As you hold me your warmth keeps me there, right next to you I just can't control my hands! Your body so smooth I touch you and my heart skips a beat. As my lips touch your skin all I can think about is kissing away your pain. I sit here wishing your hurtfull memories would fly away. You look into my eyes, so gentle and sweet, for my soul is floating and all I want to do is weep! I love everything about you even you pulling at my hair, knowing it will get to me, for my whole body goes weak. I can't help dream of a world with right by me if you weren't i would be so empty. Everything about you is what I dream for that is all I think it is but when I awake your lieing next to me! I roll over and hold you and my dream becomes reality.

Definition Of A Transexual
Definition of a Transexual Transgender is an overarching term applied to a variety of individuals, behaviors, and groups involving tendencies that diverge from the gender role (woman or man) commonly, but not always, assigned at birth. Transgender is the state of one's gender identity not matching one's assigned gender which is usually based on physical/genetic sex or falling into multiple categories in terms of gender. It includes transvestism, transsexualism, and other traits and behaviours not typically associated with an individual's assigned gender.

The Thunder Bird
The Mystical Midnight Thunderbird" THE LEGEND GOES ON The lightning of a midnight storm has sculptured a Great Bird in the night sky over a beautiful bay on Northern Lake Michigan. It was claimed this mystical bird was the connecting link between the Indian People and the Great Spirit. The Thunderbird for the Indian people was the great protector, and showed himself upon their landscape, their waters, and their great natural cathedral. The Thunderbird was claimed as the great winged power, riding upon the clouds, whose voice is thunder, and a glance of his eye is lightning, making the axis joining heaven and earth. Jim's work perfectly represents the phrase "The honesty of Nature comes only from the Wild", they are paintings by Nature, Mother Earth and Father Sky, and cannot be improved upon. His Gallery features many years of his Upper Peninsula images of Wildlife and Scenics, specializing in rainbows, one of which he shows us, because both of ends of this rainbow

Help Me, Give Ideas
well, this is my first ever blog, YIPPEE, how exciting... now the question is, what am i going to write?? i got so excited that this was my first and i totally blanked out when i was going to type... ummmm... so hows the weather? hmmm, well hows this, you give me a subject and i'll write about it... i'll write a new blog for every idea you all give me... cause right now i've got writers block so do please help, and who knows, maybe it'll be the top blog... nah, who am i kidding! LOL well it could happen...

Sick Of These Contests
Who cares who has the cutest smile, nicest eyes, biggest or best looking dick or who has big boobs or not...I may not be a barbie doll but what matters is what is inside the person..Yeah I am rambling again..but if people don't like it then tuff shit...So come on people judge a person for what they are not what they have

The "one" That Got Away....
In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with ... and the one that got away. Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose. I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance. How often have you

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i want to win the lottery.... and drink lots of Jager.....take my clothes off.... and run nakked in the streets..... no seriously WTF IS UP WITH THESE DAMN MORPHING PICTURES?!!! reminds me back in the day when LC was AWESOME and everyone had cherries as their main pictures..... whatever to the good ol days.... i hate change ugh..... oh well time to find something to do!

Sunday
Well..today it's Sunday..for another 43 mins anyway...it's been a long day for me. Been sick for almost a week now, and just when I thought I was getting better, I had to rethink...and I can't take most meds! UGH..hubby goes back to work tomorrow so no more sleeping in and letting HIM take the kids to school..I gotta get back to that, sicky and all..oh well... At least the Broncos won today. Hubby made his famous chili, yummmm Oh! And jury duty? It was for a DUI case and it was done by 2 pm :) Too bad we didn't get paid to do it, at least they bought us lunch :) I'm out for the night..ya'll be safe and be good!

What I've Learned!
Sometimes, we get so caught up in life's little things that we forget to focus on the important things like Faith, family and friends ... we often neglect those who mean most to us taking for granted that they will be there tomorrow ... Have you told the people you care about most that you love them today? I haven't ... I simply assume that they know ... Sometimes we fight and argue and sometimes things are said that we all too often don't mean to say, but in the heat of the moment we end up saying it anyway ... With our words and actions we hurt the ones we love. I've too often, in attempt to get ahead, stepped over those who have offered a lending hand just so that I can say I did it on my own. God, works in mysterious ways ... he does everything for a reason. He puts certain people in our lives as a sort of guardian angel ... the people who are always there for us when we need them most regardless of how shitty you were to them the night before in your drunken rage. Because

To All My Friends And Family And How Ever Else
Hey everyone i need help lvl up i always go and help out everyone but i do be asking and know comes any one can come and see and please help me lvl i well returen the favor back to everyone else that can help

The Angel's Release
_______________Her Release___________________ The window is bare as the rains pours down matching her tear-stained face. The world seeming to move on, without thinking of who it is leaving behind. She shuts her eyes letting the tears drip onto her upturned hands. Lost in the uncertainty, she grieves for everything that she is. Yet everything that she is, Is wonderful. Alone yet not, uncomfortable in the crowd, in her mind she seeks a familiar face. There are few that can captivate her, few that can gather her close, her heart is torn. Mended it has been many times over, giving over to the calling that seems to take over the soul. No turning back. Welcoming the blessed numbness that comes with induced oblivion, she lets go of her earthbound restrictions and flows free. Watching waiting for everything and anything to come her way, the blissful state that only knowledge can bring her. They see her as an essence of sexuality. The passion that is her, is engulfing, the life led is a life t

Songs I've Written...
Locked Up(Part I) Locked in a cell I can't get out What the hell is this all about I want to get out of here now I'm stuck in a field like a plow This place is hell I get nothing done But if I quit Then they will have won They fill my head with many lies A girl peeks sadly as she cries Now my brain's in a giant twist Can't see my soul through this mist Given a book that keeps me sane Anger's as wild as a lion's mane They visit me as often as they can I don't wanna see them, 'sept one man This place is hell I get nothing done But if I quit Then they will have won See familiar faces I haven't seen before Most can't take it, don't want to anymore Stuck watching people fight like mice Try to get out, but have to act nice This place is hell I get nothing done But if I quit Then they will have won I'm having dreams of the damndest things God, why can't I just sprout some wings Everyone calls to see how I am The food here tastes like rotten spam

Killing Time..... Pt. 7
Got a story 'bout my life, like to hear it? Yeah..... well,... Sitting here, guess i didn't make bail, got time and a story to tell; started when i was 9 years old, woke up and my daddy was gone; I started hustlin', they couldn't tell me nothing; runnin' in the hood, tryin' to be somebody; but my soul was on empty, I was searchin' for something... I'm tried to be good (I tried), tryin' to keep from trouble; livin' too fast (too fast), tryin' to make good on a hustle; cuz times get rough..... [Chorus] Coming from where i'm from (I'm from); times got hard, yeah, coming from where i'm from (I'm from); sometimes you gotta walk to work, yeah, coming from where i'm from (I'm from); sometimes you gotta do a lil' dirt, yeah, coming from where i'm from (I'm from)..... Wasn't really lookin', guess I found it, 5'3", light brown skin; coming from the University, lifestyle lookin' kinda lovely; didn't know she had much game; down to ride out, even take the train; even took her to a poker game, sh

Love ...
Someone once said to me, "A bell is not a bell, until somebody rings it ... A song is not a song, until sombody sings it ... Love is not put in ones heart to stay, for love is not love until you give it away." So much truth pours out of that quote. A bell is a stationary object and is not a bell until it's ringing... a song, simply words on paper ... notes on a staff, until it is sung or played. Now love ... we all say we have love in our hearts ... what good is keeping love in your heart ... Love someone!! Show them you love them ... give them your love. Often times we find ourselves truly afraid to fall in love for fear that we may end up getting hurt. But, consider this ... what if he's the one and you don't get hurt ... doesn't everyone deserve the benefit of the doubt? Doesn't everyone deserve a chance? I know you deserve a chance at happiness ... so love someone and be happy ... show them you love them and make them happy ... You can never love too much or to

More! (the Bi Side In Me)
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding

One Of My Poems!
Forgivness In one single night I felt my whole world fall apart! You grabbed a knife and stabbed it into a place you already owned! As blood rushes out I look into your eyes and see the pain behind my lies! I bleed for you! I hope you do see! As my blood washes over your hands my body goes weak and I fall to your feet. I gravel down and beg for your forgivness not for my life! I don't deserve to live a minute more in your arms or in your eyes! I can't stay another minute in your world knowing the pain i've caused or how I broke your heart. I lie on the ground with you above watching my every move. I'm slowly dieing! Every breath slowly fading. Every ounce has been sucked dry! I have no more tears left to cry! As I stare up at your face I see my life flash before my eyes and know I'll be with you til' the day I die!

For You
Our military men and women, I want to say THANK YOU all for your hard work and many sacrifices.!! Y'all do a job that not many can or would even do and you all rock at it!! You've all made/make a difference not only for us now but for the safety and freedom of generations to come and for many all across this globe. We are a great country because of those like yourself and your buddies, our heros, and I am very proud of you. You're always in my thoughts and prayers. Take good care of yourselves. T

Telemarketer Revenge
Telemarketer Revenge The phone rang as I was sitting down to my evening meal, and as I answered it I was greeted with "Is this Karl Brummer". Not sounding anything like how my name SHOULD be prounounced, I realized I did not know this individual. I asked who was calling. The telemarketer said he was with The Rubber Band Powered Freezer Company or something like that. Then I asked him if he knew Karl personally and why was he calling this number. I then said off to the side, "get some pictures of the body at various angles and the blood smears", I then turned back to the phone and advised the caller that he had called a murder scene and must stay on the line because we had already traced this call and he would be receiving a summons to testify in this murder case. I questioned the caller at great length as to his name, address, phone number at home, at work, who he worked for, how he knew the dead guy and if he could prove where he had been about one hour before he mad

Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Should Children Witness Childbirth? Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very, very dark, so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-year-old girl, to hold the light high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently Kathleen did as she was asked. Her mother Heidi pushed and pushed, and after a little while Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-year-old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place. Smack his ass again."

Last Day
Today was a day of sorrow, Today I was going to commit suicide. I could feel the cold metal barrel on my head. As I pulled back the trigger, All I could hear was the pin slamming. Out of nowhere I saw my friends, my family and my life flash before my eyes. And now I wish i did not do it. But now it's too late. Now all I can hear from the heavens above is... ashes to ashes and dust to dust. This one was written by my brother.

Was Out Of Town But I'm Back
I went out of town for umm.."business" but i'm back now, hope everyone had a good weekend i know i did, next month i will be gone the 1st to the 4th b/c we're moving to a smaller place. B/c i'm a firm believer there should never be more toilets in your house than you have asses to use them so my husband and i are moving to a smaller/cheaper place then i will be gone the 11th-26th b/c i'm going home for deer/firearm season in missouri and i will have pictures up when i get back and i will label them "vegatarians not welcome" so those of you who have issues with wildlife management can avoid the pictures. anyway ya'll have a great night, cheers!

Bad Dream
I keep having this horrible nightmare, and it seems to never stop. Someone told me that you had shot yourself, and you had died from the injurys. I couldn't believe it was true, You would never do that, But you had done it. I went to your viewing on Thursday. The line was so long, So many people wanted to see you. I finally had my turn to see you... I walked up to the casket, Not knowing what to say or do, So I just stood there staring at you. You looked like an angel. They had your hair spiked, just the way you liked it. You were wearing you favortie red hoodie. You looked as good today as every other day. I triied really hard not to cry, But I couldn't help it when I saw you. Your funeral was the next day. So many people showed up, A lot of people cared about you. There were pictures of you all over the church, Everywhere I looked I seen you. Everyone said such nice things about you, Unlike what was said to you before. As we proceeded to the cemet

Massachusetts Bbws- Lets Dance!
Hey where are all my Massachusetts BBWS? I had posted earlier in my blog about wanting to take Dance lessons. Well I would love to go to dance class with another BBW or even see about getting an all BBW dance class together. So hit me up if you live in Massachusetts close enough to travel to Boston for the class. Who says Big Girls Shouldn't Dance!!! Hugs, ~Nadya~

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

What Is Your Inner Power?
What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results) Empathy- Your inner power is Empathy! This means that you have a talent for identifying others emotions, often by simply glancing at them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People sometimes dont notice youre around and seem surprised to find out you even exist in a big class. Youre the often silent, goody two shoes, and few get passed the walls youve built up to stop yourself being hurt, as you no doubt have been in the past. Not everyone understands you, in fact some think that youre a snob or worse because you rarely participate in group activities. Youre extremely sensitive, even the least harsh of words can hurt you. Only your very few, closest friends who have earned your hard-to-get trust know who you really are inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is lonely and so desperately needing friends to support you. You can get very depressed and not always know why, despite your power of

Thinking About Dancing
So have you ever thought about taking dance classes? I use to take jazz classes when I was younger but, being the only Big girl in the class didn't make it easy. Also when you have a teach interested more in what she looked like in the mirror then her students made a big difference for me to. Anyways lately I have been thinking about going back and taking classes not only to learn something fun but, for a good source of exercise. Anyone got any suggestions about what a fun class to take is? Hugs, ~Nadya~

Joining
Women of Fire, Love of desire, to share her warmth, no longer alone. There stands Speaks to Stone People. Beautiful morning these two will be joined forever and foever. In the eyes of the Mountain Peaks, her Dad speaks amongst the Earth People. Meta Tantay - Walk in Beauty and Peace

Web Designers
Hey everyone I was wondering if there are any web designers out there that can give me some advice and help. I want to get my site back up in the future but, right now I don't know if that is going to happen without some help. Any thoughts? ~Nadya~

Morphing
Ok people... um... why are so many of you using morphing from one image to another? I thought we all agreed that morphing went out of style like 15 years ago. And when you use it on a tiny profile pic, with improper looping and no holds... it looks REALLY retarded. If you have your images morphing, you really need to cut it out. You look silly.

Photographers
Why when you need a photographer can you never find a professional one that isn't going to charge you an arm and a leg? Since I recently moved I have been contemplating good places to shoot and if I should consider getting someone to shoot my photos for me. Any thoughts? I love to shoot photos myself and like taking my own photos but, sometimes it is just nice to get someone else to do it. ~Nadya~

A Soldier's Promise
A SOLDIER’S PROMISE The freedom to live The freedom to lie The freedom to give and take The freedom to buy. A soldiers promise The blowing wind The blazing hot sun The phone calls to tell you that the job is almost done A soldiers promise The dreams they come and The tears they flow The memories that stay forever In your heart. A soldiers promise Dusty boots Sun browned skin A watery smile A hug to hold one tight. A soldiers promise A saddened crowd The trumpet’s cry The guns they sound The flag draped coffin A soldiers promise FREEDOM FOR ALL

Web Modeling Return???
I know that are some who think web modeling is a disgusting and wrong thing to do. For those to have a problem with it then this blog message is not for you to read. I am trying to determine if I will be returning to web modeling. I wish I was lucky enough to do regular modeling but unless you are miss tiny it isn't going to happen. Most plus size models are even smaller then the average BBW. So I want to know what the public thinks. Should I return to web modeling? Would you like to see me back up my web site? If so I want to hear some suggestions as to what kind of photos my fans would like to see? I can't guarantee I will use every section but, if it interests me I will do my best to provide. So everyone I want to hear from you! Big Hugs & Euro Kisses, ~Nadya~

Let Me Ask You A Question
A little boy is in school working on his arithmetic. The teacher says, "Imagine there are 5 black birds sitting on a fence. You pick up your BB gun and shoot one. How many blackbirds are left?" The little boy thinks for a moment and says, "NONE!" The teacher replies, "None, how do you figure that?" The little boy says, if I shoot one, all the other birds will fly away scared, leaving none on the fence." The teacher replies, "Hmm, not exactly, but I do like the way you think!" The little boy then says, "Teacher, let me ask you a question. There are 3 women sitting on a park bench eating ice cream cones. One is licking her cone, another is biting it and the third one is sucking it. How can you tell which one of the women is married?" The teacher ponders the question ncomfortably and then finally replies, "Well, I guess the one sucking her cone." To which the little boy replies, "Actually, its the one with the wedding ring, but I do like the way YOU think!"

Female Models To Shoot With!
I am looking for some females within the area of Boston that would be interested in doing a shoot with me. First off this is not an opportunity for your boyfriend, husband, or best friend to meet me. This is a one on one shoot only. I like shooting with other web models or web model want to be. You don't have to be a BBW if you like hanging out with the big girls. BBWs and SSBBWs are preferred but not necessary! Oh, if you are a guy reading this I am not giving anything out to you for telling me you might have someone in mind. Also if you are contacting me asking if you can be in the shoot or at the shoot you can just keep dreaming because it isn't going to happen! Thanks! ~Nadya~

Friends Until The End
We used to talk We used to laugh We were best of freinds I thought that's how it would always be You taught me so much Told me exactly what to say I wish it were still the same But someday I know it will Maybe not today But we'll meet up again It won't be long until I see your face In heaven that marvelous day

Forest Gump Goes To Heaven
The day finally arrived: Forest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is met at the Pearly Gates by Saint Peter himself. The gates are closed, however, and Forest approaches the gatekeeper. Saint Peter says, "Well, Forest, it's certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you." "I must inform you that the place is filling up fast, and we've been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The tests are fairly short, but you need to pass before you can get into Heaven." Forest responds, "It shore is good to be here Saint Peter. I was looking forward to this." "Nobody ever told me about any entrance exams. Shore hope the test ain't too hard; life was a big enough test as it was." Saint Peter goes on, "Yes, I know Forest." "But, the test I have for you is only three questions. Here is the first: What days of the week begin with the letter 'T'?" "Second, how many seconds are there in a year?" "Third, what is God's first name?" Forest goes away to think the quest

Breast Cancer
Ladies I wanted to post this as soon as I got the e-mail my sister sent to me. Since so many lives are affected by Cancer everyday (my family included) please be aware of this form of breast cancer. Tell your friends and men tell your wives, girlfriends, mothers because they may not be aware of its existence until it is to late to treat. Please watch the video and be aware that this isn't a joke. You will be surprised at the age range of those who have lost the battle to IBC. Take care and be aware! Hugs, ~Nadya~ http://64.94.114.73/KOMOTV/komo_ibc.wmv

My Thoughts
The following is in my profile but not everyone reads profiles so this is for those that may have missed that vital part and needs to read it before they try to talk to me. --------------------------------------------- I can't stand all you spineless bitches that don't seem to care about anything but your own whiny asses. Just remember, without my friends and people like them YOUR ASS WOULD EITHER BE SPEAKING GERMAN, JAPANESE OR STILL TALKING WITH A FUCKING ENGLISH ACCENT. So don't come here complaining about what they do or try to talk shit about our military. My page has absolutely NOTHING to do with any type of political bullshit, it's all about our warriors, past and present, so go fuck yourselves. And get this I DON'T CARE about anything or anyone when it comes down to one of our men or women and their life...You wanna know what is wrong with America? You hypocritcal do-gooders that would be the first to run to one of our military and hide behind them, you don't even know t

Levels
god!!!! why is it that i need 20,000 points to get to the next level???? is this not insane?????? what happens when you become to level 10 or 11? do you suddenly become this point monger??? 20,000 points. it'll take years to get to a new level. this suckssssssssssssss

The Top 5 Men In A Woman's Life
The Top 5 Men in a Woman's life are: 1. Doctor. 2. Dentist 3. Coal man. 4. Decorator. 5. Bank manager. A Doctor says to take off your clothes. A Dentist says open wide. A Coal man asks "where do you want it, front or back?" A Decorator says "how do you like it now that it’s up?" A Bank manager says "don’t take it out you’ll lose interest"!

Questions That Have Confused Humankind!!
Questions that have Confused humankind!! a.. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, \"I think I\'ll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?\" a.. Who was the first person to say \"See that chicken there....I\'m gonna eat the next thing that comes outta it\'s butt.\" a.. Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human being would eat? a.. Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer? a.. If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about him? a.. Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane? a.. If the professor on Gilligan\'s Island can make a radio out of coconut, why can\'t he fix a hole in a boat? a.. Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don\'t point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is? a.. Why does your OB-GYN leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there a

Can Someone Explain This To Me?
Tell me y something that should not bother u at all bother u so much. I just dont get it. There is nothing that u can do maybe? This could be it. Knowing that there is nothing in the world u can do about something makes that thing so much more harder to deal with. That sounds about right. I mean hey knowing that ur helpless is hard. Knowing that u cant do whut u want to do is hard. Being this as it may y does it bother u so much? Maybe it is the fact that it is just happening is the reason y? Knowing that it is going on. But then could tie back into whut was mentioned above. Then there is the possiblity that something else could be happening and u might not even know that it is? This is something that everyone has gone through but hey, that is a whole different topic and should be saved for another blog. But if someone could explain to me y this happens please do. I need help to understand this whole thing. So ahh yeah, till next time...Same Bat Time, Same Bat Channel.

This Would Be Tina To A Tee
You Are An Elm Tree You are easygoing and a pleasure to be around. Good looking, you have a pleasant shape and tasteful clothes. You demand little in others, but you tend not to forgive their mistakes. Dominant, you like to lead and enjoy making decisions for others. Overall, you are cheerful, honest, noble, generous, and funny. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Learn To Speak Southern..lol
Before heading south for a vacation, it may be a good idea to learn the language of our southern brothers and sisters. And we're here to help... Hah Tu Spek Suthun: BARD - verb. Past tense of the infinitive "to borrow." Usage: "My brother bard my pickup truck." JAWJUH - noun. A highly flammable state just north of Florida. Usage: "My brother from Jawjah bard my pickup truck." MUNTS - noun. A calendar division. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck, and I taint herd from him in munts." ALL - noun. A petroleum-based lubricant. Usage: "I sure hope my brother from Jawjuh puts all in my pickup truck." FAR - noun. A conflagration. Usage: "If my brother from Jawjuh doesn't change the all in my pickup truck, that things gonna catch far." BAHS - noun. A supervisor. Usage: "If you don't stop reading these Southern words and git back to work, your bahs is gonna far you!" TAR - noun. A rubber wheel. Usage: "Gee, I hope that brother of mine from Jawjuh d

Tribute To Damon
Bullet to the brain We froze when we heard those words of pain What was to be said? Our friend, Damon was dead Suicide is what was done Why, he seemed the cheerful one. If only I heard his desperate cry, Then maybe my friend wouldn't have to die. They say the words to him were mean, Yet somehow they went unseen. This wasnt supposed to be this way! I still have nightmares about that day. In the casket, you lie. And all in all we really try, To hold back our grieving tears, I grab your frozen hanf to calm my fears. The red roses and cards all around, We place them in your casket with no sound. The memories of you begin to stack. Please, Damon, will you come back? I wush we could have been better friend, But now your gone and we must mend. I want to let you know that you were awesome from the start. And my friend, you had a good heart! *I miss you*

Success
What is a successful life? So often times I hear people say that one of their goals is to have a successful life. It has made me sit and ponder-what is success-what is a successful life? It appears to me that people measure success in a variety of ways. Many people measure success in a way that I find odd. They focus on the material things they have and don't have-the newest car,nicest house,finest clothes,jewelry and television sets. I think what material possessions we have or don't have in life is not at all important in the scheme of life, although others try to make us feel that it is.It matters not where we buy our clothes-at the mall or at a used clothes store. Money may momentarily ease a persons pain, but true lasting love can't be bought with clothes, food, houses and cars. What matters is if our family and others have clothes to wear, food to eat,and a roof over their heads, and happiness-not what they look like or what they own. Eminence is not important either.

Bloodstained Lips
I have been writing this stuff for awhile now. It's about a detective who is infatuated with this woman who killed a 56 women and men before she killed herself. (I need to do a lot more research about tracing body fluids and shit before I can make this more believable, so if someone can help me with stuff like that, that would be much appreciated) They link her through this notebook, where she basically talks with the ones she slaughtered, telling them, in detail, exactly how she killed them. He doesn't understand why she did this or even how she chose each victim. He doesn't understand her perversion with blood, death, and sex. This is the piece I worked on tonight (rough copy of course). Of course it's a part of the killer's writing, a piece of her notebook. Enjoy or something. I don't mind the comments. Good or bad, it helps me to realize what should stay in the writing and what can be taken out. I heard you scream. A chill ran down my spine. It stayed down below, where I

Hey Sweeties
been a minute since i hit this up and i know yall waiting on some new pics, YES they are coming... im gonna try and do a set tonight see what i come up with IF you havent joined my yahoo group WHAT THE FUCC YA WAITING FOR you think the pics i have on here are hot? well, if your really into this fat chick you'll like my clips i have in the file section of the group... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/WildGirlAries/ JOIN its FREE

Dani Filth Quotes
* "I fucking hate arrogance. No, correct that... I fucking hate people. Vast mindless herds of people, usually around Christmas time or rush hour. And TV stereotyping. Urrrgh! Normality, waiting for anything (patience is not one of my virtues), litter, concrete urbanisation, lack of vision, religious strangleholds, bigotry, sponge cake... hate them all." * "You tend to get rather bored with people or bands not making an effort to look less than ordinary, so we just try and be a little flamboyant, it's just the way we are. We're into this kinda thing." * (When asked why he has a skeleton in his kitchen) "Well, it's a new kitchen.. so we thought it'd be ironic really, to have a skeleton in there." * (When asked how he trains his voice) "Continual masturbation. I'm masturbating now. This arm is polystyrene." * (When asked about what he's going to teach Luna about religion) "I'll let her make up her own mind. I'm not going to force her into anything. I'm not goi

This Is Mee
You Are A Poplar Tree People tend to look up to you, and it's a bit lonely at the top. Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage. Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation. You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life. You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Jumbled Mess
Though I really wanted to write tonight my mind for some reason is empty of rationalization. Everything just seems to be jumbled together and trying to sort it out just makes it that much worse. I guess there are just to many things held within my thoughts right now for me to allow the words to flow. Maybe once I have had some sleep I can sort my thoughts one at a time and clear out some of my mind, though I know that many things will still linger. Sometimes I wonder how I could have so many things going on in my mind at one time and still have any amount of sanity...... Than again, I've heard there is something to be said for insanity!

The Last 2 Weeks
well I took a Job as a care taker for a older lady who can't walk and a nanny to her lil 2 year old girl that she is trying to get cousty of well was that a big mistake the 2 year old was really mean she didn't wanna listen she fault me when I would punish her and put brusies on me she would tell me no or laugh in my face I haven't ever had a child treat me that way I just got to my ropes end really quick and told em I was done , finished , that was it , it was over no more and I QUITE I tell you what I was a nervus reack no amount of money could make me stay there don't get me rong the lady and her husband are good ppl but that child man I caouldn't handle that no way a 2 year old is running my life and I have to be up her ass 24/7 Then last nite and today I got some really bad news My aunt has cancer i already knew this but it has spread to her lungs her kendneys are starting to fail and she is on oxgeon and marfine for the pain and they don't look for her to make it 2 more we

Blah!! My Feelings...
I often sit and think how is it that your 26 and do not have a man? hmm good question..but here is the ideal answer i have come up with..it is the simple fact that i am looking to hard and that i am very independent and i really dont need a man to love me, i love myself and i have all the love a girl could ask for. I liked this boy at work, went all out to impress him, but you might as well shot his ass in the head lol cuz he didnt have one damn clue that i was doing this..well i emailed him and pretty much said i liked him but in not so many words. well today he should have said bite me and get a life lol but he didnt he just sat there and asked me if i felt i was alone, i should try making friends.. i laughed and turned around and looked at him and said..I am not alone..i dont need love from a man to make me feel like im somebody..All my life i wanted to be wanted, to be needed and i got that when my two nieces were born..they are my world. yes it would be nice to have a boyfriend to

Looking Out The Window
Outside the rains begin to fall as autumn comes again. Winds grow strong and cold wraps around the earth creating a longing inside to belong and have some one there. Someone to hold through the long nights and take care of telling them it will be alright. Someone to say I love you to and mean it more then life. Hallows eve slowly approaches and the anniversary of giving my heart away. Little hope has been kept that I’d ever be happy again or consumed by the beautiful darkness that once crept into my soul; that feeling where you’re connected with yourself and everything around when you can hear the different sounds of the world and feelings hidden with in. Loneliness has to even vanish giving a void to its comfort of wallowing in sorrow and need turning life into a routine that you can’t seem to hate or love. Magic comes from a hidden place and life throws random things in your path. These paths do not follow any rules or structure though at times it seems to just be a circle. W

If You Were In Love What Would Tell That Person That You R In Love With
hey guys if u were in love with someone what would u tell them how you loved them so tell here and respost this to see how many people come to u and tell all

Suicide
I have so many things to tell you, that I dont know how to say. So many things are happening, and things are changing everyday.. Some things are getting better, and others are just getting worse. Everything is changing, and everyone is hurt... I am always hurting, I always seem to cry. Everyone is leaving, and dont even say goodbye... Suicide seems to linger in everybodys mind, they know that its a stupid thing, but still things it all the time... They think that thier depression is fatal enough to die. They think it would be better, and no one would even cry... They're just being stupid, they arnt thinking clear, and all they're doing is hurting the people they love so dear... I know you're in heaven, looking down from up above. Please just show these poeple that all they need is love.

Running Out Of Time - I Need Your Help...please!!!!!
Please Help Me Save Lives Light The Night Walk is The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society's nationwide evening Walk to build awareness of blood cancers and raise funds for cures. Walkers carry illuminated balloons-white for survivors and red for supporters - to celebrate and commemorate lives touched by cancer. Funds raised by participants support the Society's mission: cure leukemia, lymphoma, Hodgkin's disease and myeloma, and improve the quality of life of patients and their families. I'm participating in the walk on September 30th in honor of all individuals who are battling blood cancer especially Nicholas Kakolires, who lost his battle with this disease on March 4, 2006 at 9 years old. This walk is very near and dear to my heart. I knew Nicholas for many years of his short life. I am asking you to help me raise funds to help fight Leukemia so little boys and girls like Nicholas don't have to go through what he did. Please make a donation to support my participati

A Little More About Me
Hmmm.. Ok guys and gurls.. If you all have questions you can ask.. and I will edit my blog and put your question and I will answer too.. Go for it.. so you all could get to know me ok.. Alisha

We All Know
We all know you're gone and gone is forever.I sometimes think I hear and see you, then I think it's not true and it breaks my hearts in two- two pieces that slowly mend together, month after month. Memories are painful and also wonderful. Why god wanted you now is something no one knows why you took his hand and left us all behind. What we will always know and always show is that you are a wonderful friend. We love you Damon!

Sperm Donor
A man and a woman were waiting at the hospital donation center. Man: "What are you doing here today?" Woman: "Oh, I'm here to donate some blood. They're going to give me $5 for it." Man: "Hmm, that's interesting. I'm here to donate sperm, myself. But they pay me $25." The woman looked thoughtful for a moment and they chatted some more before going their separate ways. A couple months later, the same man and woman meet again in the donation center. Man: "Oh, hi there! Here to donate blood again?" Woman: [shaking her head with mouth closed] "Unh unh."

Things To Go Hmmm
I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically "wrap around" Rock, leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in about 2 seconds. When I play rock/paper/scissors I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I'm sorry I thought paper would protect you, you asshole. I just love that... what did one tampon say to the other? nothing. they were both stuck up bitches. There are 2 types of pedestrians, the quick and the dead. He who laughs last thinks slowest. Friends help you move; re

Damon
You have left me with many memories, I miss you everyday. Sometimes I think of you, Not more than today. You'll never be forgotten, In my heart you are there to stay. I wish I could talk to you, Where ever you may lay. But that would take a miracle. Each day I have to ask why, And why I couldn't say goodbye. I miss you so much, I can't do it on my own. I think of you constantly, And I know you're not alone. With that I want to say, I'll think of you everyday.

This Bites.
I hate being used. And now im pretty damn pissed. My annoyance levels high. And its gonna stay that way. Fucking people. Ugh. Thats what i get for trusting assholes. Puting my total faith in them.

My Card
You scored as XIII: Death. Death is probably the most well known Tarot card - and also the most misunderstood. Most Tarot novices would consider Death to be a bad card, especially given its connection with the number thirteen. In fact this card rarely indicates literal death.Without "death" there can be no change, only eventual stagnation. The "death" of the child allows for the "birth" of the adult. This change is not always easy. The appearance of Death in a Tarot reading can indicate pain and short term loss, however it also represents hope for a new future.XIII: Death100%XI: Justice88%II - The High Priestess75%0 - The Fool75%X - Wheel of Fortune75%I - Magician69%VIII - Strength69%XIX: The Sun69%IV - The Emperor69%XVI: The Tower