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Natures Waltz
The dance was invented by nature no less, us humans have tried for years I profess. But no matter how hard we try to copy nature is a natural from leaf to poppy. The leaves majestic in waltz with the wind, the grass rumbas wildly in contrast to send a message to faiery to come one come all and dance the ballet to nature's call. The roses curtsey, the dandilions bow low the tulips play jazz, the elves watch the show Here come the sunflowers tapping their toes to the tune of the rainbows deep voiced bellows Carnations add hip hop, jumping hither and there. As panseys pair off for a jitterbug scare. The trees add base, deep toned all around, as the pinecones piroute slowly to the ground. Ah, natures music, and dance can not be imitated, or copied by either you or me. So join in the fun, grab a faiery or two The invite extended to both me and you. © Copyright 2003 Amawitch-granny witch

Another Blog? Yes. Is It Going To Be Remotely Like The Rest?
No it won't. I won't even mention the boner. Stop reading this if that's an issue. So lately I've been feeling a little bit down. It seems like nothing ever goes right. One bad thing after another happens. I try really hard to look at the bright side of things but when you're struggling to pay your bills for 3 months in a row, you stop looking. I don't remember what it feels like to see the sunshine, to not worry. It's not only bills. My mom was in the hospital, now Alex's mom is. There's nothing I can do to make things better. NOTHING! I have done all that I possibly can and it's still not enough. I can't assure Alex that all is well with his mother. All I can do is sit there and hold his hand while his moms laying in a hospital bed. I can't fix all of my moms troubles, thus releasing her from her stress bound existance and not straining her heart. I need to win the lottery. I can't even find an old friend of mine that means the world to me. Stupidly, a year ago I blew him off

A Poem I I Wrote For A Homeless Child
Those Old Shoes Remy dear you come to me your head hung in defeat, kids you want to emulate,have Niki's on their feet. You want their clothes their friendship too But you just dont fit in no matter what you do. Its hard to be different, I know that is true. But Remy its better to learn to be you. Unique and special, in so many ways. You'll be remembered when they fade away. For beauty external, fades, ages and dims. Clothing gets old, discontinued like them. Yes Remy, one day they wont be like now. They will face escaped reality somehow. So let them huddle and giggle at you. Cause you have a secret known by just a few. Beauty burned brightly will soon fade away. You, you will shine, consistant every day. Lets go to the store, that new second hand and buy us some baubles, a pretty hair strand Some shoes that may have a history or two But worn in good faith by a beauty like you. © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

Autumns Gift
Nature has decided to show her colors the majesty of reds, golds and browns a signal to us here on this terra that she has gifted us with her best, and now its time to rest. Forgotten is the struggle she had pushing forth new life from dead soil poisoned by a species that insists she still produce abundance to feed those in need. There is a dancing in the fields a reaping of the harvest, as nature turns her sleepy eye inward from the ripping of her children from her skirt regardless of her hurt. I think perhaps she returns each summer to feed those that would starve without her persistance at creating new life, the other species, the ones who care the meek, the fair. Perhaps we would do well this autumn to remember and give thanks that she so kindly takes care, sending us her gifts of love as harvest her very best. This year as you eat the corn, the greens upon your plate, the red apples, the pears the things you need to l

He, She Or Shit
What the fuck is wrong with 'lost cherry' guys ? Not Me Me Notice anything different ? GOOD ! Then why the fuck do I get loads of lusty, letchy requests to be your fuckin friend ? I can list 3 possible reasons for this phenomena 1..ElizaJay sounds like a girls name 2..I do have long blonde hair

On A Positive Note
I have been reading through the daily blog entries this last week in the top 100 blogs. I had to be patient, but I found a few that were worth reading! I had to weed through a ton of crap though. I don’t want to read about some fat chics sexual fantasies, or see a bunch of porn pics, or anyones nude pics. I can go to 98753693 free porn sites for that. No I wanted to read a blog entry, a real one. I found some really good stuff. One girl wrote about how her boyfriend proposed to her, it was funny too. But it was a good thing to read about. Another girl is engaged to her ex husband. That’s pretty cool if you ask me. I even read one about someone who is taking medication and going through the adjustment and what that’s like. Real life stuff. There are a lot of really good writers on here that write short stories and poetry. And that’s what I want to read. Something real. Something to make me think. Something to make me smile and laugh. Good, bad, or indifferent it is a glimpse into

Seven C's
Seven Cee's you try it the point is to write a poem only using seven c's in the whole thing. Seven word beginning with "cee" Is the "challenge" you have give me. I'll do my best, and thats a fact I will "create" a poem that seems intact. It might be silly, it might be sad It might be good and it might be bad But seven "cee's" is all you will see. Regardless of how hard it might seem to be. 'creating" a "canvas" of words that ryhme Might take me a bit of time. But I will do it for g.p's sake And pray to the Goddess I make no mistake. I only have one left, I wasted the rest I hope you are smiling at what is my best. For then I am a winner, I helped a friend grin So the effort is worth it And I'll try again. That last word has got me stuck in a rut I want it to be a fantastic word but, I don't want it shallow, or silly and such Need to "choose" a good one, its worth so much. Ah, there I used my last little word So now I am done

New Life
New LIfe Under an ebony sky, thick with stars A Dolphin answered a call Across the waves of skylit waters She called to him to come. In the midst of an ocean gleaming with the reflection of a thousand stars, they met and joined, The need in them intense. With the goddess's blessing early morning found them floating side by side in an ocean as smooth as glass, a new life created. © Copyright 2005 Amawitch-granny witch

Heads Down
Like a dog sniffing the butts of the ignorant I now have to put up with the perfidy of Life Who I thought I knew and trusted, has spun his traitorousness face to show the other side. My body broke, my mind shattered the knight of ugly continues to partake, ingesting tiny morsels of my soul a slow and horrid torture. I can not run, I can not hide, I stand alone with no way to envelop my pains and fears, as my resilience is consumed. What better way could I have found to stand up tall and high So life, that gluttonous whore Would not see me. Ah,now I must find movement back from the impact,the results, that I am incapable of avoiding, preventing being removed from memory or existence. cc/amawitch 2006

Fun Famous Quotes From Fellow Drunks... Like Me.
“Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy.” “Worthless people live only to eat and drink; people of worth eat and drink only to live.” “I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day.” “Alcohol may be man's worst enemy, but the bible says love your enemy.” “Always do sober what you said you'd do drunk. That will teach you to keep your mouth shut.” “The problem with some people is that when they aren't drunk, they're sober.” “I am awake, I might as well be drinking” “It is well to remember that there are five reasons for drinking: the arrival of a friend, one's present or future thirst, the excellence of the wine, or any other reason.” “Sometimes too much to drink is barely enough.” “Responsible Drinking? Now that's an Oxymoron.” “I envy people who drink - at least they know what to blame everything on.” “Drinking is a way of ending the day” “Drink today, and d

Unreal
yes so this whole blog thing is kinda stooopid. this will be the only one from me haha just had to state the fact that it is really unbelievable that every site I have seen so far has a damned blog on it. Besides I have too many. If people were that interested in what was going on in my life they would ask me! haha

Fake Tumor, You're Kidding Me Right??
So for those of you who don't know let me give you a little background on some health issues I've had over the years. While pregnant with my second child I gained 80 pounds..close your mouth..yes I'm aware that's a ton of weight. The doctor's seemed to think it was okay because the baby's father was killed. I was also passing out all the time and suffering from vision problems and other assorted issues that they chalked up to stress. One doctor actually payed attention and said "None of this is normal and I do not believe its from your pregnancy" Fast forward a year. I got a migraine, I'd never had one before. I had a catscan, and mri, then two, a spinal tap, my feet started swelling, I started getting pains in my limbs, whooshing sounds in my ears, loss of vision, and the migraine wouldn't go away. Day and night for weeks on end..the migraine stuck with me. I saw specialists and all they did was scratch their chins and send me for more tests. I was finally diagnosed with

Not Sure Just Felt Like Doint It
Running low, feeling alone, not knowing were to go. Paths are long roads dark where to turn what to take life is maybe a mistake. Take my own or a go on? who knows what goes on? my head a maze my heart a puzzle spread all over like a jigsaw puzzle forgotten and dusty. Leave me there or fix it up know one can get my heart a wall of bricks covered by steal I will no longer let it feel. turns cold never warm. My soul is lost I want to cry and yet I cannot shed a tear for the feeling is lost. My life long my time even longer but what is the answer know one can say. No place to feel good no doors unlocked I lost the key to my heart its gone for good and I wont give it out. So if ya think you got it you probally dont.

Love
Where do we begin on love . Well all i can say is , ive been taken by it , That BIG FOUR LETTER WORD LOVE . That means so much , To so many different people ..... But at last i think i have it ... Ive grabbed it and taken hold of it . And im going to keep it for ever xxxxxxx It's a wondeful feeling to have ............ I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU . I LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXX

Damn I Miss It
It was only alittle over 2 yrs ago I thought I was with the woman I would spend the rest of my life with. I was so in love with her it was scary. Well that's gone now, we both grew and just decided we weren't for each other anymore. So now I sit here and wonder will I be in love again. I meet someone about a yr ago I thought I fell in love with but it just wasn't ever really there. I keep meeting girls that I think are amazing but live way to far away. Not having much luck around where I live, I meet someone I like and either they are already with someone else or just end up not being my type. Well to all of you out there that have someone you love good for you and make sure you cherish it. Love is a beautiful thing. Chris

Letting Go
Letting Go the circle of the trees the circle of fire the circle of stone the circle of desire wandering ways wandering thoughts wandering kisses ending with naught pullings and tuggings wants and needs giving and taking nothing but dreams giving up all needing only one wanting only to please seeing it done push away tossed aside no more important no more tears to dry longing and hurting trying to go on knowing there will never be another total song going through the motions pretending its done hiding the tears falling behind the light of the sun darkness comes and its back again looking for the box wanting it to finally win waking up moving on another day to go yesterdays gone hurt and pain a daily friend sometimes wishing so badly it would just finally end taking the collar taking the brand going to a safe place burying it in the sand never again to be worn never again to be seen never again to belong n

Moments In Memory
Moments In Memory.... Remember the picnic on the lake The days were shorter, the air crisper The leaves changing in beautiful hues The breeze just barely stirring, like a whisper The meal itself a simple fair all that was left was cheese & wine, Those we were enjoying as the fire that Kept back the chill, as the sun dipped the final time ... All that is left is the glow behind the horizon, The dusk of the night, The fire softly glowing with its warm soft light .... The sounds of the waves softly hitting the sand Just being together Silently holding hands Enjoying the silence Settle around us, whispering breeze the chill of the air as it gently becomes a tease ... Times when knowing this is what friends do Sharing a moment to last all time Knowing I found a dear friend in you ... Moments like this are far and few And one im glad I shared with you 9-20-06 ~*~Pixie~*~

Sheer Numbers
The number of people that respond on this thing is absolutly amazing! My friend has been telling me about it for weeks so I said to myself,"self, let's take a look" and wow wow wow. At this rate you will have myspace's ass kicked in no time!! The number rating thing is kinda dorky though. Who wants to insult anyone by giving less than 10s? No one as far as I can tell. Not all of us are 10s. The whole world can't be! Nonetheless I give this site a 9.75 . Cheers!

I Really Hate My Life
Everyone makes jokes about me being gay. I really don't see the problem. Everyone thinks that I'm suddenly different, but its practically the same. They don't see how I can like a guy, I don't see how they can like girls who are indeed whores! Well, at least my friends under stand me, I haven't even bothered to tell my parents. I f you meet me in person and I didn't tell you I was gay, you probably wouldn't know. I do all kinds of guy stuff. I don't dress any different from a guy, I don't like the color pink, but I like guys! So many people make fun of me by asking me if I like this girl and then saying, "Oh wait, I fogot you don't like girls!" then everyone laughs and then they talk about how discusting it is to even sit next to me because I might come on to them if they're a guy. People really need to get a life and I wish I had a better one...

Move It, Old Woman!
I hate waiting in line. I hate KMart. I hate waiting in line at KMart. I hate waiting in line at KMart behind an old woman with three inches of makeup on her face who smells like stale cheese. This woman is still alive in spite of the fact that I wanted to run her over in my car. She is lucky. So I'm waiting in line at KMart when this old broad tells the cashier to call back to the photo department to see if her pictures are in. "I called earlier and they said they weren't but I want to check again," she explained. Lady, I just want to buy my damn beverages and get back to work. I climbed up on the register and started screaming at her to shut up and forget the pictures. In my mind I did. I do a lot of things in my mind that I wish I could do in real life. Like some of you. hehe... "do" you. I am such a charmer.

Realizations
This is the name of my website. Here's a link to it: REALIZATIONS I will be trying to update it at least twice a week with new art, so come and check it out! I'm also open to changing the site, so I welcome your criticisms as they will help me make the site better. Thanks!

I Hid My Love
I hid my love when I was still young Couldn't bear the buzzing of a fly; I hid my love to my despite Till I could not bear to look at the light: I dare not gaze upon her face But left her memory in each place; Where're I saw a wild flower lie I kissed and bade my love good-bye. I met her in the greenest of dells, Where dewdrops pearl the wood bluebells; The lost breeze kissed her bright blue eye, The bee kissed and went singing by, A sunbeam found a passage there, A gold chain round her neck so fair; As secret as the wild bee's song She lay there all the summer long. I hid my love in field and town Till e'een the breeze would knock me down; The bees seemed singing ballads o'er The fly's bass turned to a lios roar; And even silence found a tongue, To haunt me all the summer long; The riddle nature could not prove Was nothing else but secret love.

We Found Love!
Baby baby don't you ever let go More and more until we both overflow Got a feeling that my heart's never known I found love Tender kisses and I'm floating on air You can have me anytime, anywhere When you need me I will always be there I found love And our love goes round and round Way up high, a joy ride We can touch the stars above We found love And our love was heaven sent From the day we first met We've got something they can't touch We found love Loving you is like a taste of heaven Wanna gaze into your eyes forever Run away and spend our lives together I've found love Baby baby All it takes is one touch And immediately I feel a rush Baby boy, too much is never enough I found love And our love goes round and round Way up high, a joy ride We can touch the stars above We found love And our love was heaven sent From the day we first met We've got something they can't touch We found love I don't need anything When you're here next to me Nobody in thi

Cover Girl!
I wish I could be That girl in the magazine everybody sees She so pretty, I wish I could be When I close my eyes I see What you want me to be That girl [chorus] Wish I could be your Cover Girl Mascara, and lipstick I would be so pretty A little blush, not too much Maybe you'll notice That I could be your Cover Girl Or accept me for me Cover Girl Boy, when you're alone with me I'm takin' good care of you Givin' everything you need I don't know if it's good enough for you Cause you're always in the TV When you're right here next to me I know I'm not Halle Berry, girls from videos I just want to be someone you can hold I just want to be the one for you Baby, baby [chorus] Wish I could be your Cover Girl Mascara, and lipstick I would be so pretty A little blush, not too much Maybe you'll notice That I could be your Cover Girl Or accept me for me Cover Girl Boy, I love you Just the way you are And if you feel the same way bout me Beauty is only s

Let Go!!!
I know its past tense Its been a minute since We were a couple And, walking and holding hands Kisses and I love yous Doing what lovers do Baby But baby that was then Cause now we don't Talk no more You gotta a new gurl And, it shouldn't bother me But boyits driving me, crazy And everybody says Guhl why don't you just leave it alone But I don't think I can [Chorus] I sit up all night Thinkin' bout ya And know it ain't right, baby But I don't I don't think, don't think that I That I can let go (Don't think I can let you know) I'm holdin' on to hope I know its a foolish thought Think that someday he might come back Wish on it all the time Knowin' it never may happen But see I'm not a fool Cause no we don't Talk no more You gotta new gurl But, I'm gonna keep it safe I've got the patience That some lack... But everybody says Guhl why don't you just leave it alone But I don't think I can [Chorus] I sit up all night Thinkin' bout ya And know it a

So Amazin!!!
Now see first of all baby take a seat sit back, relax, anbd listen to me see lately i've been feelin a change so it's time for me to clear up somethings see i remember when we first met we were so tight do you remember that and all i want to do is get back to those days i havent told you lately so first let me say that.... Boy ya so amazing ooh i cant explain it i gotta be with you cuz no one else will do all i want is you I dont kno why why you always thinkin that i just might pack up my things and leave when it was you that was there for me when i had no body boy you must be crazy i'll never leave baby i need you you got to be the one im comin home to and theres nothin that can ever change that your the one for me and that's a fact baby ya so amazin ooh i cant explain it i gotta be with you no one else will do no one else will do boy ya so amazing oh i cant explain it i gotta be with you no one else will do all i want is you!!!

Lies Of Love
How can so many words and so many promises just not mean not a thing? How can this gold here on my finger not signify unending value? How can the time We spent together in living Only turn out to be A memory of life now so jaded And thoughts of what now can't be..... For Lies of Love only work until you stop believing And these lies of love You keep on feeding me I am done believing... I am done believing... So many words So many promises broken in so many ways Words are so pretty but actions are needed to push all the doubt away... One simple compliment: time spent with me is all that could have been needed but theres not much desire I have at listening to Lies upon lies driven like knives through my heart.... For Lies of Love only work until you stop believing And these lies of love You keep on feeding me I am done believing... I am done believing... (C) september 20, 2006 karin-rochelle digrugilliers-wilmoth

Days Behide But Still News Lol
HONOLULU, Hawaii (AP) -- TV reality star Duane "Dog" Chapman and two co-stars accused of illegal detention and conspiracy in the bounty hunters' capture of a cosmetics company heir in Mexico posted bail and were released. Chapman was released on $300,000 bail Friday after spending the night in a federal detention center and his co-stars on the popular A&E show "Dog The Bounty Hunter" were freed on $100,000 bail each. Chapman, his son, Leland Chapman, and associate Timothy Chapman, no relation, were arrested Thursday on charges stemming from the capture of Max Factor heir Andrew Luster on June 18, 2003, in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico, officials said. (Watch how the bounty hunter landed in the doghouse -- 2:05) Chapman's capture of Luster, who had fled the country during his trial on charges he raped three women, catapulted the 53-year-old bounty hunter to fame and led to the reality series on A&E. Luster is now serving a 124-year prison term. Bounty hunting is considered a crime

Just Being Me
You scored as Super Horny. You are extremly horny. A little too much for your own good. Don't let it take control of you, try to keep those hormones in check ;) Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Super Horny75%Not horny69%Normal Horny63%Very horny63%A little horny44%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

A kindergarten pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead. "How do you know that the cat was dead?" she asked him. "Because I pissed in its ear and it didn't move," answered the child innocently. "YOU DID WHAT?!!" the teacher exclaimed in surprise. " You know," explained the boy, " I leaned over and went 'Pssst!' and it didn't move." A little girl goes to the barber shop with her father. She stands next to the barber chair, while her dad gets his hair cut, eating a snack cake. The barber says to her, "Sweetheart, you're gonna get hair on your Twinkie." She says, "Yes, I know, and I'm gonna get boobs, too." An exasperated mother, whose son was always getting into mischief, finally asked him, "How do you expect to get into Heaven?" The boy thought it over and said, "Well, I'll run in and out, and in and out and keep slamming the door until St. Peter says, 'For Heaven's sake, Dylan, come in or stay out!'" It was that time, during the Sunday morning service, for th

This Is Crap Or Not Crap Lol
NEW YORK (Reuters) - President Pervez Musharraf of Pakistan said that after the September 11 attacks the United States threatened to bomb his country if it did not cooperate with America's campaign against the Taliban in Afghanistan. ADVERTISEMENT Musharraf, in an interview with CBS news magazine show "60 Minutes" that will air on Sunday, said the threat came from Deputy Secretary of State Richard Armitage and was given to Musharraf's intelligence director. "The intelligence director told me that (Armitage) said, 'Be prepared to be bombed. Be prepared to go back to the Stone Age,"' Musharraf said. "I think it was a very rude remark." Armitage was not immediately available to comment and a Bush administration official said there would be no comment on a "reported conversation between Mr. Armitage and a Pakistani official." But the official said: "After 9/11, Pakistan made a strategic decision to join the war on terror and has since been a steadfast pa

Retardedness
Whys are people so retarded? Is it because schools dumb people down? Think about it. When you were in school did your teachers ever tell you to go and look for something before giving you the information? Of course not, you asked a teacher for something they got it right away like a butler. When a test came, OPEN BOOK!!!! Maybe people are retarded because the government implants people with a 'dumbass chip' at birth. Or perhaps aliens have come from outer space and probed our rears with gadgets that make us stupid so we will never figure out how to travel through time and space. Wait I got it ! People are retarded because we don't know how to put down the remote control and pick up a book! We fest on lard and salts at the local fast food joint clogging our viens slowing down blood flow to our brain and heart.We don't go outside to excersise when buildings with A/C and pretty TV's can blare in front of us. yep thats it. People are retarded.

On Being A Woman
A friend of mine, Cliff, has recently had a lot of deaths in the family, and is facing his own mortality. He wanted to write up a legacy -- a letter to each of his children in case of his own death. He asked for the thoughts of his female friends on what kinds of things to tell his daughter. Here's some random thoughts I wrote up: Do not be afraid to be yourself. To strive for the things that will make you happy, and to risk unhappiness by making reasonable gambles. But know that going your own way in life will not always make those around you happy. Do the best you can to go your own way, while maintaining good relationships with those who might not always approve but always want to support. Understand that truth is the most important thing, but truth tempered with kindness. It is easy to be truthful, but not always to be kind. Always FEEL... be up-front and honest about your emotions. Society teaches women to access their emotions in a way that it does not teach

Beware..and Be Aware
I hate my manic Depression. Whoever said life isn't bad obviously hasn't been inside my head. Everything twisted into something more perverse and sick. A simple hello can be turned into a "I say hello to you because your worthless piece of shit that I would fuck then kill and spit on your grave"...Most times I don't mind it..it entertains me in some forms. But then there are days that I lock myself inside my own head and I can't get out. Mobility is not an option. The best way to describe it, your mind talks to you about how pointless your life is, how no-one cares and you'll never become anything but a maggot feeding on rotten flesh of those around you and while you look at your arm or legs screaming at them to move you feel like the nerves are severed and your shit out of luck. The upside to all this is that it doesn't happen often and over years of having it I can control to some extent. But I warn and tell all....if I am with you..and you see me just sitting quietly

Damn As*hole!
Well I found out that my ex bf cheated on me before he dumped me. Freakin as*hole...thats fucked up. Well he quit his job so I dont have to see him ever again...so I hope him and his fiance...since they are engaged again after less then a week of being back together...I hope they have a great life together and the song on my profile is for him. And better hope he dont get a brand new truck like he said she was gonna buy him...>:) BisexualVampyre

Is Love Something True?
What is love? I ask myself, Late in the night. Is it beauty? Is it grace? Will I get it right? What is love? I ask myself, When every ones asleep. Is it charm? Is it wealth? Or something underneath? What is love? I ask myself, Is it something true? Love is what I see, When I look at you.

It's True That I Feel Nothing But Love
The first time we kissed, The first time we danced; Since the first time we met, I was lost in romance. Everything about you, I loved! You were like an angel, Sent from above! So this is a little something, To let you know it's true, I feel nothing but love, And I want to marry you!

Maybe It Is True
Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but oftentimes we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one, which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had. Maybe it is true that we do not know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime t

My Feelings For You Are True
I never really knew you You were just another friend But when I got to know you I let my heart unbend I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change just know they are true and remember one thing it is that I will always love you!

The Love I Have For You Is True
Every time I see you I cant help but stare All i think about is do you think of me, the way i think of you? I love you without a doubt no matter how hard I try I can't seem to stop loving you so baby I know this love is true When I look you in the eyes i melt because I know I've crossed your mind so you love me the way i love you? because... this love I have for you... baby im sure is true.

You'll Find It To Be True
I haven't known you very long but that's not the way I feel; I've told you all about me I have nothing to conceal. What I say may sound silly now but you'll find it to be true; I never thought that when we met I would fall in love with you. You are my new beginning, you're the door to life beyond; you're all that I could ever want or ever need to carry on. You're the future I have dreamed of, you're a new and brighter day; with you, there is no looking back, the past can fade away. Though I haven't known you very long you'll find all I've said is true; I never thought that when we met I would fall in love with you

Jimmy Fuckin Read This
YOU NEED TO CHILL! I HAVE GUY FRIENDS THAT I JOKE AROUND WITH JUST LIKE GIRL FRIENDS THAT I'M SURE YOU JOKE AROUND WITH! I HAVE SEXUAL JOKES WIT SOME FRIENDS AND NOT WIT OTHERS BUT SERIOUSLY!!! i'm not cheatin on u, stop pickin a fight on everything. YOU compare me to your exs almost as much as i compare YOU. i'm so TIRED of gettin home to do homework and talk to you and then ending up cryin or some shit cuz you say i did something to hurt you. just STOP!!! just fuckin tired of it, dude. yes, i'm makin this as public as i can cuz if YOU can post bulletins sayin i hurt you, then i post blog entries about how DUMB it CAN BE!!! 1) WE'RE an online relationship ANYWAY 2) i DO MEAN everything i said 3) i HAVE GUY FRIENDS!! 4) i'm FUCKIN tired of cryin, beggin you to NOT hurt urself and being depressed over you, STOP tryin to control me and keep me by sayin ur gonna kill urself or threatening to burn urself, cuz ur threatening a CUTTER so i DONT GIVE A FUCKIN CRAP! if i can

The Fear Of Anything Wrong
It has been two long months, Each day harder than the last, To see you locked away, And forbidden the ability to be, Every chance wiped away by the fear, The fear of anything wrong, The fear of allowing myself to be happy, With out pain, But when the time comes, My fear and doubt will be gone, And forever my life will be fulfilled, By the thought of if only.

While You Sit There Filled With Fear
Late at night when you are sleeping, that's when creatures coma a creeping. To your house these creatures slither making sounds that make you shiver. Scratching on your window pane Whispering your own first name. Tapping on the nearest door, creaking stairs and floors and more. Making you sit up in bed or pull the covers over your head. And while you sit there filled with fear, you wish that Nanna Mary was here!

Love Is A Sweet Dream Marriage Is An Alarm Clock
1. Marriage is not a word. It's a sentence (a life sentence). 2. Marriage is love. Love is blind. Therefore marriage is an institution for the blind. 3. Marriage is an institution in which a man loses his bachelors Degree and the woman gets her masters. 4. Marriage is a three ring circus: engagement ring, wedding ring and suffering. 5. Married life is full of excitement and frustration: In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year,the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the NEIGHBOR listens. 6. Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with friends. You order what you want, and when you see what the other person has, you wish you had ordered that instead. 7. There was this man who muttered a few words in the church and found himself married. A year later he muttered something in his sleep and found himself divorced. 8. A happy marriage is a matter of giving and taking; the husban

I'm Thinking Of You So Lonely
I'm thinking of you so lonely Hits: 80 I didn't expect when you left the drizzle kept falling Listening to the drops of the rain I stayed up day and night Silent tears were flowing out of the eyes they were the memories that were sobbing in the heart Having been pained and thinking I saw this clearly bit by bit Having looked calm I fooled you and myself Goodbying you with the smile I even wished you good luck forgetting to ask who would keep my heart When you hesitated between me and him I should not have just been waiting for you to make the decision If I held you tightly in my arms perhaps I would not have lost you I'm thinking of you so lonely I'm thinking of you so bitterly Shouting I love you to the sky I hate myself to have expressed love less than ten thousand percent Who can I say love to now I'm thinking of you so lonely I'm thinking of you so bitterly Shouting I love you to the distance Deeply loving a person you should not painfully hide it A b

I Built A Bridge Across Darkness
I built a bridge out of nowhere, across nothingness and wondered if there would be something on the other side. I built a bridge out of fog, across darkness and hoped that there would be light on the other side. I built a bridge out of despair, across oblivion and knew that there would be hope on the other side. I built a bridge out of hell, across chaos and trusted that there would be strength on the other side. I built a bridge out of hell, across terror and it was a good bridge, a strong bridge, a beautiful bridge. It was a bridge I built myself, with only my hands for tools, my obstinacy for supports, my faith for spans, and my blood for rivets. I built a bridge, and crossed it, but there was no one there to meet me on the other side.

I See A Darkened Land
I sit in the corner With my broken heart All you see is a mourner I see a world torn apart My tear drips to the floor And no one's there to catch it Can't see the point anymore Why would they care about it I lay on my bed Holding my own hand All you see is a lonely girl I see a darkened land I stand in the empty room Full of empty feeling You see a girl full of gloom I see a darkened ceiling I swing Hanging from a rope You see an empty corpse I see a new beginning

Fear
I met me an angel She gives me pure happiness Though I fear sometimes that the happiness will fade away I know I love her with all my heart and soul but sometimes I think and its sad to say that I will lose her I mean she is all I think about and dream about anymore An just talking to her being me such happiness that I haven’t felt in a very long time I wish every night I could hold her and kiss her, and just let her fall asleep in my arms just the feeling of her soft skin against mine would make my heart race. But she lives an hour away, which isn’t fair to most people Though it seems like a thousand miles to me since I love her so much I just afraid she will find someone there and I will fade out of the picture An that one of us will hurt the other one somehow.. Because I’ve knew my share of heartbreak to give someone your heart and soul only to have them rip it from your chest and step on it. I guess im just ranting on FIN

Look For A Dark Room
I want to run away. run to somewhere far. where nobody can get mad at me, where i can't mess up. i am looking for a room, an empty room. that is dark and has padded walls. so i can think and realize that i am nothing at all. i always say the wrong things at the wrong time. i get screamed at for not knowing. but it wasn't my fault. i know i am nothing at all. crying is my hobby looking at myself is my favorite thing to do. and making people hate me is my job. i stand in front of that mirror on my wall. realizing i am nothing at all.

My Darkest Enemy
We would've been perfect together For some reason you rejected me If only you gave us a chance… How do you think that made me feel? I breathed deep and cried for so long You don't deserve a single tear of my own Still, I can't help myself from loving you Every breath I take is for you Every sigh I make is because of you You're the only who could help me from myself My darkest enemy, my closest friend Be mine

Stephanie
She is a sweet southern belle I met by chance or maybe fate though I felt like I have knew her for a lifetime She is an angel with the most amazing moonlit hazel eyes, and a smile that could make the world stop though she doesn’t think she is beautiful I know she is because I melt every time I see her pretty face An my heart skips a beat when she looks at me. She had me from the first words she said An by the first smile she gave me She is so sweet, and caring An she can make me laugh when I want 2 cry or I feel sad Sometimes I do wonder what I did to deserve her But now that I have her I don’t think I would know what I would do without her in my life Though we do fight sometimes.. I know we will always make up Because we love each other so much Like I said she is a beautiful angel on this earth, and I’m so glad everyday that she is my angel... I Truly do love you baby

The Day Has Gone Dark
The day has gone dark and cold things gone wrong and out of control what was said had to be said there's no point in crying to bed I wish there was another way but too bad it has to be someday im just glad time is on my side these feelings and emotions will soon die

Things
It might seem crazy but it's the truth why do we do things, we aren't supposed to do? It's a matter of opinion, or matter of the fact that we always do bad things, behind peoples backs? Yes we do it, and we know it's bad but sometimes those times, can be the best we ever had. But sometimes it will backfire and stare into your eyes when you want to know the truth but your mind tells you lies. Then you realize those lies help you find the truth, and the reason why we do the bad things people tell us not to do…

Nasa
When NASA firts started sending up astronauts, they quickly discovered that ball-point pens would not work in zero gravity. To combat this problem, NASA scientists spent a decade and $12 billion developing a pen that writes in zero gravity, upside down, underwater, on almost any service includining glass and at tempatures ranging from below freezing to over 300` C. The Russians use a pencil.

Fiona Apple - Sleep To Dream
I tell you how I feel, but you dont care. I say tell me the truth, but you dont dare. You say love is a hell you cannot bare. And I say gimme mine back and then go there - for all I care. I got my feet on the ground and I dont go to sleep to dream. You got your head in the clouds and youre not at all what you seem. This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways. So dont forget what I told you, dont come around, I got my own hell to raise. I have never been insulted in all my life. I could swallow the seas to wash down all this pride. First you run like a fool just to be at my side. And now you run like a fool, but you just run to hide, and I cant abide. I got my feet on the ground and I dont go to sleep to dream. You got this head in the clouds and youre not at all what you seem. This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways. So dont forget what I told you, dont come around, I got my own hell to raise. D

But Insidely I'm Crying
I laugh, joke and look as if I'm having fun, But inside I'm crying. I smile, chat and act crazy, But inside I'm crying. I talk to you as if there is nothing wrong, But inside I'm crying. I see you almost everyday but you have no idea how I feel, And inside I'm crying. I don't show how unhappy I fell, And inside I'm crying. If a gang of lads were attacking me with bats, You wouldn't try to help, You wouldn't try to take care of me, And you wouldn't even care. If a car hit me one day you wouldn't be concerned. If I died tomorrow you wouldn't be crying, You wouldn't come to my funeral, You wouldn't at all dare. If I committed suicide next week, You probably wouldn't even notice. Even if I was on the front of a newspaper, Splattered on the floor, You wouldn't flinch an eyelid And I'm sure you wouldn't miss me at all. If I was dead, You might realise that you miss me.

Empty Suicide
She sits in th corner Pills cover the floor She's 17 years old and they call her a whore they call her fat they call her ugly When she cries they think its funny they pushed her to the limit till one day she snapped She took the bottle and opened the cap she swallowed nine hoping she'd die Now her lifeless body lays on the floor with a suicide note taped to the door So think twice before you end up like her and know that theres always something better in store

Problem Fixed
The feeling is numb, ever since this begun I am filled with remorse for ever trying at all From the highest floor of the building I'll fall I'll kill this nothing, no one will see it coming First I will speak up and cause a tirade I'll explain to them how my life has frayed But I'll let them know, that it's all okay Because once and for all, Im going away I'll end this heartache, this ill excuse for life Down my arms and legs I'll swipe All my thoughts flowing out of me I'll surrender to death and you will plead

Songs That Describe You
There are many songs out there today that describe who you are or how you feel..pick just one and explain why you feel it describes you the best way you can... Mine is: In His Touch Why: Everyday we go through life wondering if and when taking chances with our hearts...today i take those chances not knowing whats in store for me in the end...but whatever the reason...my heart needs to find out if there is a chance for "US"

So
I was sitting here for like a week almost trying to see some comments on my serious stuff blog category but everytime I tried to access it it said I didn't have permission (I had it set on friends only). Finally today I realize that you can edit the settings without accessing the blog. However, I do find it a bit amusing that in order for me to read one of my own blog entries I have to make sure the settings are set on everyone while I am accessing it. Seems a bit asinine to me.

Donna
Donna, this is for you! You are amazing! You know I love you! I think you should know that I have great respect for you and I am amazed by how you can be a rock for other people when you have been so much yourself. I have a golden treasure in you, my friend and I have been blessed more than once to have you in my life. I know I can call upon you and cry on your shoulder when needed. You have always been there for me and better yet, you understand me! I know we both havn't been ourselves lately and we both been hurt horribly, but you know what? We will always have each other and I'm at a point where I just don't give a damn anymore. I've decided that this will have to be my disposition to save what's left of my soul, so I still have something left to give, should I ever get that lucky in my life to find someone who will hold me as dear as I would him and understand that I'm true and for real... someone that can handle the love I have to give. Thank you for being there for me. You

Suicide Note
So close but so far away Never wanted this anyway If yesterday brings a better tomorrow I'm never gonna see today My heart is broken My scars split open So this knife will be my god And take me from this world Take me from this world Take me from this pain Take me by the hand Make it go away I am leaving home And if I never return You don't have to remember me

The Thought Of Suicide
The thought of suicide Put the gun to my head Put the knife to my neck Put the pills to my mouth The thought of suicide Jump off a building no screaming Put a plastic trash bag over my head Yes thanks I am done I am gone I am dead The thought of suicide blows my mind I wouldn’t do it if I was doin fine in this life of mine But it comes a time and I know this is my time to die The thought of suicide runs threw my vains exceeds through my brain The thought of suicide is in my mind

Am New
hi all, and thanks to those who have left a comment or something, I am really new to this and still trying to figure it out, I work at a local racetrack here in Olympia , Wa. married to a wonderful sexy redhead, we are swingers , having fun, Leave a message or can email me @ firerescue_the_man@yahoo.com

It's not easy being loganbeckfreakness. Im a dramaqueen Im a myspace/lostcherrywhore Im a slut I'm a pill popper I'm a drunk I'm just looking for some hot wealthy guy to mooch off of I'm famous for doing nothing (okay, flashing that one guy was nothing)... all in all, i am tarayne logan, action 13 news. And im addicted to older guys with gray hair. tara reid, anna nicole smith, paris hilton....add a dash of Lindsay Lohan and you got me.

The Time Is Right
The time is right to say goodnight to this world Ive come to fear This place filled with pain heartache and tears Ive tried so hard to give it a try but still in my heart I just wanna die I pull the razor out of my pocket My soul cries keep going don’t stop it I put the razor to my wrist so I can end this dark abyiss as blood trickles down my arm Im happy to say Ive done my self harm Endurance pumps through my vains I feel the rush not the pain I lay in my bed and away goes the high I think to myself why me god…why? Why do I live my life in such pain All these feelings are driving me insane I think about it day and night Maybe…just maybe the time might be right!!!!

Une Jeunesse Sans Ressentiment
Quand vous étiez jeune si vous êtes tombé(e) amoureux(se) de quelqu'un veuillez, le/la traitez tendrement Quel que soit le temps que vous vous êtes aimés si vous pouvez toujours vous traiter tendrement alors, chaque moment sera une beauté immaculée Si vous devez vous séparer dites vous au revoir gentiment maintenez la gratitude dans votre coeur remerciez le/la de vous donner une mémoire Quand vous grandissez vous saurez q’au moment d’évoquer le passé soudainement une jeunesse sans ressentiment sera sans regret comme cette pleine lune silencieuse au-dessus de la colline

What You Did Was Wrong But I Still Love You
It hurt so very bad, No one sees that I am sad, I long for arms to hold me, Is it too hard to see? I need you here today, But that will never be, At least I can think back on the days, When you belonged to me. You think that you're so funny, Wait til the cold hands grab your throat, you start to choke, you will not cope, you will be buried in the lies you have told. I cant believe you, What you did was so wrong, But i still love you, And i will forever long.

Overtime Bitchaz
yeah I was gonna have a blog but my manager just called me and said we need you to come in. so this means they give me sunday off or Im gonna be 5 hours overtime...which would mean time and a half which would be....10.50 an hour? I think? so about 50 something bucks added on to the check or a day off. I want my day off damnit!!! lol.... see ya'll tonight then rock on with your socks on

The Silent Treatment
The Silent Treatment A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM." He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests

Your Love Gave Me My First Breath
I look at the pictures of when I was happy Before I ever knew of the things that you could do Your love gave me life, Like my first breath You picked me up Took away my pain Then you must've had your share of me and left I fell and no one catched me I'm dying, bleeding Thinking of what we could've had There's nothing left to do I let you inside my soul You crushed till nothing was left You gave me my first breath And you took my last

Cigarettes And Tampons
CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string o n the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, "You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own ... so does she."

To All Of You:
To all of you: I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have learned that my pra

The Unwritten Law: It Is Written
Scarybirds has a number of characteristic beliefs. Some of these are: The world is harsh. Prosperity is rare. Life is for the strong, and we should take what we can given the opportunity. Especially if we're armed. We are free to shape our damaged fantasies to the extent allowed by our skill, courage, and cunning. There is no sentiment imposed by the will of any external deity. We do not need salvation. We're already completely screwed by any standards. All we need is a bottle of booze, some warm food, a porn movie and maybe a pack of smokes. We are connected to all our ancestors by police records and DNA matching via national databases. We should probably figure out a way to work this to our advantage. We are also linked to all our living kin - and to a lot of other stooges on the internet who are ripe for the picking. We are connected to Nature and shouldn't worry about urinating in public. Hell, I don't give it a second thought. The selfish egomaniacs often express

Jarhead
YOU MIGHT BE A JARHEAD IF........ > > > >1. You've ever used the term "Oohrah" in any context other than sarcasm. > > > >2. Your dream home is base housing. > > > >3. You've ever rolled pennies to buy beer on a weeknight. > > > >4. You've ever sold blood to buy beer. > > > >5. You've ever financed a tattoo. > > > >6. You met your wife at a strip joint. > > > >7. You and your roommate share the same woman. > > > >8. Your kid has a high & tight. > > > >9. You still have your full basic issue. > > > >10. Your boot polish doesn't come out of a bottle. > > > >11. Your cammies have more starch than your potatoes. > > > >12. You refer to McDonald's food as "chow." > > > >13. You've ever bought your girlfriend a "bag nasty." > > > >14. You've ever read your 'Battle Skills' book for fun. > > > >15. You still know all your General Orders. > > > >16. You refer to E-2s as "My PFC," or "Young Devil Dog." > > > >17. You call your fr

Bourgeois And Proletarians….
BOURGEOIS AND PROLETARIANS…. WILL GET THEIR ARSES HANDED TO THEM BY THE SCARY BIRDS. The history of all hitherto existing society is the history of class struggles. Here at the League of Scary Birds, you will be lucky to throw off the curse with which you’ve entered, and even more lucky to escape with your sanity. Fuck class and forget the struggle, you’re just not going to win. That being said, The League of Scary Birds is here to have you involuntarily succumb to networking with rather interesting, innovative, intriguing, inviting, and usually infected Scary Birds and Shameless Bastards in a way most instrumental to the greater good. We define “the greater good�? as both a group and as an ongoing aim of Scary Birds everywhere. The group consists of all people who immediately recognize the ridiculous in each situation they encounter. These same people refuse to take life so seriously they miss the whole point of it all. And the whole point of it all is there is no p

Oil Change Instructions
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: * Oil Change $20.00 * Coffee $ 1.00 * Total $21.00. Oil Change instructions for Men: 1) Go to auto parts store and write a check for $50.00 for oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree. 2) Discover that the used oil container is full. Instead of taking it back to O'Reillys to recycle, dump in hole in back yard. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: get hot oil on you in the process. 12) Clean u

Child Of The 80s
> > You know you grew up in the 1980s when.... >>>> -You know what "Sike" means. >> -You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off." >> -You know that another name for a keyboard is a "Synthesizer." >> -You can sing the McDonald's Big Mack,Filet-o-fish, quarter pounder, and French fry song. >> -You know who Mr. T is. >> -You know who Fat Albert is. And who was old boy with the pink mask? >> -You ever wore fluorescent, neon clothing. >> -You could breakdance, or wish you could. >> -You wanted to be The Hulk for Halloween. >> -You Believed that "By the power of Greyskull, you HAD the power. >> -Partying "like it's 1999" seemed SO far away. >> -You thought that Transformers were "more than meets the eye". >> -You knew that knowing is half the battle. >> -You wanted to be on Star Search. >> -You can remember Michael Jackson when he was black. >> -You wore a banana clip at some point during your youth. >> -You remember the garbage pail kids, and owned some. >> -You kne

First Month In College
alright guys ive almost been at UWM a month now and its time to start telling you how its going so far. the first week was alot of fun, we didnt have class so we got to just hang out and party. my suite-mate brought home so many drunks the first night, that was special...all i wanted to do was shower but a 350 lbs guy was passed out in our toilet. then classes started which killed the fun. i had to spend $400 on books and another $50 on architecture supplies. most of my classes are alright, math is shitty, the teacher is a d-bag, and art just drags on and on, it goes from 7-930 pm...ARG! but my roomate is kool and we get along real well. so then later on we got some liquour and that made every thing better. ive gotten soo messed up so many times in the last 3 weeks, its amazing. also, we made wine in our fridge but it wont be read for a few more weeks. well i gotta go to my math class now... but as a parting thought my address is: Matthew Borsecnik Sandburg Halls Box 0220

Being Alone Or Being Lonely (just My Opinion!!)
I've been in a writing mood recently because I have been approached or been in situations recently that have me thinking more about certain things. I don't know if it's the time of year, or something is in the air, but a lot of people, ESPECIALLY WOMEN, have came at me with this "Oh I'm so alone, I need somebody with me" stuff. And most of the times, my reply is, "That's life! You take the good with the bad". But more often than not, people opt for the bad, just so they won't be "alone". I've tried to be understanding and accomodating to such behavior, but I'm just tired of it. So I'll put it like this.....THERE IS A DIFFERENCE IN BEING ALONE, AND BEING LONELY! You can be in a room full of people and not be alone, but still feel lonely. You can be all by yourself, ALONE, and not feel lonely. So the easiest way to put it, if you feel lonely, that's YOU, not the lack of company. Loneliness is a desperate emotion. And when you're desperate, you will do desperate things to alleviate tha

Open Bar, Mission Ale House, San Jose, Ca 4-6pm Thursday
the LC crew will be at the mission ale house in downtown san jose, ca from 4-6pm today (thursday) with an open bar. everyone's welcomes to stop by for a pint if you're in the area, tell the bartender you're with lostcherry and we'll cover it. cheers! -mike

Getting Oral Sex Is.....(xxx Poem)
-BREAKFAST OF CHAMPIONS- I awoke early today, not by an alarm clock But from the warmth and wetness of your mouth Suffocating my cock Smothering it - With lips and spit Your hand and lips, moving as one Continuing the same motion That action is the mixture for a climatic potion Before I could put two and two together You had us together - Riding me altogether Skin as soft as a feather Softer than its ever been Pussy leaking extreme amounts of fluids As if it was sweating from within The more you stroke - The more I awoke The harder you bounced, to let your wetness drip The harder I got, blood rushing too my dick Finally - I become alert Flipping you to your back To see where the pleasure is coming from, and where to send it back SMACK - SMACK - SMACK Three intense pumps cause you to hand over power Sensing this, I become boulder Forcing your legs towards your shoulders Then pulling myself out Just to rub myself, over that warm spot I begin to tease... It do

Marines
Two Arabs boarded a flight out of London. One took a window seat and the other sat next to him in the middle seat. Just before takeoff, a Marine sat down in the aisle seat. After takeoff, the Marine kicked his shoes off, wiggled his toes and was settling in when the Arab in the window seat said, "I need to get up and get a coke." "Don't get up," said the Marine, "I'm in the aisle seat, I'll get it for you." As soon as he left, one of the Arabs picked up the Marine's shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned with the coke, the other Arab said, "That looks good, I'd really like one, too." Again, the Marine obligingly went to fetch it. While he was gone the other Arab picked up the Marine's other shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned, they all sat back and enjoyed the flight. As the plane was landing, the Marine slipped his feet into his shoes and knew immediately what had happened. "Why does it have to be this way?" he asked. "How long must this go on?

Creepy Mcsordid's 8 Personas
After a short time I've noticed certain types of behaviour apparent in virtual groups, whether the community's discussion is centred around lighting bananas on fire and throwing them at building inspectors, or discussing medical benefits of implanting deep electronic brain probes to solve disorders of the nervous system. After giving this extensive consideration, I've taken 3 minutes to come up with 8 distinct online community personas: The "Attention Monkey" (AM) - This person is terminally lonely and for good reason. When you read the AM's posts you get the impression he was tied to a street sign with his cheap woollen scarf on his way home from school. Every day. The AM offends 8 out of 10 people consistently. If someone said, "I think Nelson Mandela's speech yesterday was outstanding! He completely understands the disenfranchised and addresses these issues with compassion, grace and dignity." The AM will say, "I dunno, he probably should still be in prison. Maybe Mandela's reall

Hey Guys Peter And I R Hanging In There
thanks for who came here to show love and support some of my friends didnt come here or say anything you should of came its a child we r talking about its is life hey if u or your kids were sick and i was your friend i be there for u or kids or wife but u werent there for me or my kids shame on yousso if u give a fuck that my child is stuffering here cause both kidneys failing come on over here and show me you care about me or my kid ,to the ones that show up here thank u sovery much my son peter is also graeful u came to show him your love to a sick boy ,well guys come and say hi to peter tell him something to cheer my son peter up he said its not fun being sick ,so come on guys show peter how u feel,more up dates soon ,still wating on home nurse to come and results on kidney tissues they took from his both kidneys ,hugs kises love and smiley faces

A Few For You
A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should see a sex therapist to talk about it, but Bill said

Jack The Rippers Horriable Poem....
Got into From Hell last night with Jack the Ripper cases, and it was very disturbing, so i'm researching a few things on the net about him, i heard he was never caught and just suddendly died after his deathly dead was done. The Poem Eight little whores, with no hope of heaven, Gladstone may save one, then there'll be seven. Seven little whores beggin for a shilling, One stays in Henage Court, then there's a killing. Six little whores, glad to be alive, One sidles up to Jack, then there are five. Four and whore rhyme aright, So do three and me, I'll set the town alight Ere there are two. Two little whores, shivering with fright, Seek a cosy doorway in the middle of the night. Jack's knife flashes, then there's but one, And the last one's the ripest for Jack's idea of fun. The Letters of Jack the Ripper: I guess he tried to get caught though by the police in the 1800's in london, but none really never found him or came close so here are some letters I found were a

How Could This Weekend Start Any Crazier!
Ok, so on my way home i tried passing this really slow car...in a passing lane of course! anyways i go around look over and realize it was actualy about 10 cars in a row, since i cant get back over i floored it, halfway through it turns into a hill and passing area goes away and becomes a blind spot...i start freaking out and floor it even more all the way up. IT WAS AWSOME! and tonight im going to get my tickets for tomorrows convention. Its gonna be awsome! drinking all night and day for three days and raving I LOVE THIS FUCKING TIME OF YEAR!

Fuck People
I dont understand how people can make decisions for other people without knowing how they feel or what THEY WANT to do. Obviously the type of person that does this DOES NOT care about what the other person wants or DOES NOT WANT. Who wants to be told where they will live and what job they will have when they have a town they live in that they never wanted to move from in the beginning.It is Not a good plan when the plan doesn't involve any input or insight from the other person involved in the plan. BEING A PLANNER...LIKING TO HAVE THINGS PLANNED OUT. well FUCK so do I but I dont make Plans without someone being involved. I could have easily made a plan and not cared about what he thought. FUCK people. Everyone. ITS MY LIFE TOO AND I AM NOT GOING TO LIVE IT BEING MISERABLE AND DOING EVERYTHING I DO NOT WANT TO DO. thanks

Who Are You?
I'm a woman who wishes to be a girl again. I love films, they mean everything to me. I would die without music. I adore Japan and love to eating sushi. I'm a liar. I'm more truth than people can take. I'm the last flapper I'm on diet. Punk Cabaret is Freedom. I hate the sun but I love the desert. I wish it would rain again. I'm a complete witch. I never leave the house without a hat. I love to wear gloves. I prefer being slapped with real anger than being hugged with false sympathy. Sometimes I hate me. I'm a blowjob queen. I don't like being touched. I'm intolerant. I don't care. I love cats. My boss called me spooky. I don't mind being depressive. I tried to kill myself once or twice. I try to regret nothing. I love stockings. Louise Brooks is for me a goddess. Dorothy Parker is my favourite writer. I don't drink but I smoke too much. I never lose control but I wish I could. I want to be loved. Coldness excites me. I wish my skin was pale and white. M

My Game Plan
okay, so its not that many prolly care to much about my future plans but ive been thinkin about it for a lil while now and figure it makes lots of sense in my head so if i put down on paper or on something so i can read it, ill be sure that it makes lots more sense. so im takin an at home comouter course for graphic design and web page development...ive always been a big fan of porn and would like to be a part of the business one day...so wqith this currrent course im takin im gonna use it to start creating porn sites when i finish with the course. now this is just the start of things tho. once this course is finished ill be doin another course for 3-d animation, which i also plan to use for porn purposes, to create my own 3-d animated porn movies...im hopin this all works well for me cuz there is monewy to be made in the adult entertainment industry. well once im done with these courses and such and i start to make a name for myself with my websites that io create and the mo

Killer Networking By Creepy Mcsordid
Killer Networking - You just dont get it do you? So, you've got no friends, you're painstakingly cheap and you want to prove you're socially accepted by people who really don't know you. Have you tried networking? You see, I used to be just like you, sitting there in grey underpants which haven't seen soap in the better part of a month, eating Cheetos by the trough and ... well ... fantasizing someone, somewhere found me attractive. I needed to emphasize my good points and it was important there would be no fact checking or investigation into the photographs which I posted as "me" in my online profile. I needed to lie, and I needed it make sure I'd never be caught. It was just then I found "networking" which is formally defined as, "making links from people we know to people they know, in an organized way, for a specific purpose, while remaining committed to doing our part, expecting nothing in return. " I refer to networking as my "virtual ticket out of a lonely, dirty existenc

Lc First Blog
I am not a big blogger, but I do try to blog atleast once a month or so. I am a laid back person. I love meeting new people and having fun. If you ever want to chat, just send me a message, have a great day!!!

Enjoy
Erica and I had just gotten home from the club and were beat. Our Friday nights usually went on and on at the clubs. Most of the time spent dancing and drinking. Erica turned to me and said she was going to take a shower before we headed off to bed. I grinned inside, made up some lame line about being hungry, and was going to make something to eat. She nodded at me and stripped bare as she walked to the bathroom, tossing her clothes onto the floor. “Damn she’s got a hot body!” I thought to myself. I waited for a few minutes, to try and make her believe that I really was getting something to eat. I frequently hopped in the shower with her and she’s hardly ever surprised. I quietly stripped down in the kitchen and snuck into the bathroom. The tiny bathroom was filled with steam and the scent of her soap. I could feel myself grow hard as I crept up to the bathtub. I slowly pulled the shower curtain aside and there she was. Her back was to me, the water and soap blending and cascading down

Happy Blog!
Yes for once, im going to right a happy blog lol. I know suprising haha. Dear heart, thank you :) For this. For everything love me. Im happy. And im putting my past behind me. All of it. Matt and everyone else. Just letting em go. Moving on. Being happy and stuff. Ahaha and my brother keeps saying gag me lmao. But anyway. Hi :) haha. Oh and Mike aka Nizzie is awesome like woah. And onea the nicest guys ever. So show him love. And jason rocks like woah and is seriously just awesome :) < 3 Allie love ash ash < 3

Funniest Blog You'll Ever Read
Taoism: Shit happens. Confucianism: Confucius, he say: "Shit happens". Buddhism: If shit happens, it isn't really shit. Hinduism: This shit has happened before. Islam: If shit happens, it is the will of Allah. Islam #2: If shit happens, take another hostage. Islam #3: If shit happens, blame Israel. Catholicism: If shit happens, you deserve it. Protestantism: Let shit happen to someone else. Presbyterian: This shit was bound to happen. Episcopalian: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve the right wine with it. Fundamentalism: If shit happens, you will go to hell, unless you are born again. (Amen!) Judaism: Why does this shit always happen to me? Calvinism: Shit happens because you don't work. Creationism: God made all shit. Unitarianism: Come let us reason together about this shit. Quakers: Let us not fight over this shit. Utopianism: This shit does not stink. Darwinism: This shit was once food. Capitalism

Relationship Q & A
Thought I would fill these in while I had a moment... 25 Relationship Questions:1) Single, Crushin', Interested, or in a Relationship?Single2) Are you happy with where you are?Absolutely not, and even if I were I would always try for better.3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?Err right or wrong I always fall head first... 4) Have you ever had your heart broken?Yeah, so much I'm running out of duck tape... 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable?Err, if "cheating" is acceptable then its not cheating... I have heard of open relationships but they always seem to go awry... So in a word no cheating is not acceptable. 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?Yeah, though I hate to admit it. It depends on how much I think the person can really change and what caused them to cheat though. 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?Yes, and I would have gone through with it after college. 8

Anguish
I love you But I don’t have you When we met, a spark was lit A slow burning ember Fueled by the passing of time Has become a raging inferno I love you, but I have never told you Your smile, the way you laugh Your bounce, your quiver, your shake You take away the sadness when I’m with you I feel anguish without you Still, I have not told you….I love you. I’ve never wanted anyone like this Just a touch, a smile, a kiss For these simple things I wish Now you tell me that you’re going away I just stand there like a stone A lump of clay….nothing to say I haven’t told you that I Love you I’m a gutless coward I deserve this anguish

My Idea Of A Good Fight
a good fight has to consist of 3 things #1 blood must be present in both partisapents if not its just a rout and thats not a good fight #2 weapons must be used to not use a weapon makes bleeding harder and will create a rout much easyer and as we know a good fight is not a rout and there for weapons are a must #3 taunting yup thats right nothing like taunting your victim as you smash in his head in and lauph about it then relize he has just smashed you over the head with a chair you kick him in the nuts and punch him in the jaw watching him go down he is knocked out and bloody your a bit bloody but you know what it was a good fight so congrats have fun all

Super Long Pointless Quiz... If You Read This One You May Have Too Much Free Time....
*Basics* *Name - J. Ryan Bryson*Age - 26*Gender - Male *Height - 6'1"*Eye Color - Hazel*Hair Color - Brown*What Grade are you in? - Work*Name of your school? - The Real World*Nick Name(s) - Asshole and sometimes "god" when Im in bed with someone.*Birthday - March 3*Sign -Pisces*Location- CHATHAM, VA*Siblings - Shannon my sister*Do You or Are You* Do you drink [alcohol]?:YeahDo you party a lot?- Not anymore (sigh)Do you use drugs: Nah Do you skip classes? How often?: Yeah I used to lol still duck work. Do you have casual sex? Havent in a while...Do you steal?: Only girlfriends...Do you lie?: Not to people I care about... unless to protect them.Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: Nah, Im all about style. Do you watch a lot of TV?: None except movies.Do you ever watch the News?: Extra sleep = good Do you even care about world issues?: Very much.Do you read books often?: Yeah but nothing intellectual usually just drivel. Are you failing a lot of your classes?: Didnt finish college :

I Am So Bored
Help!!!!!!!! I am so done with some old day to day things. I need some new fun events! If one has some ideas, let me hear them! Well until I find something new to do, I am off to go chill at the same place. Later Kids JA

Creeper Alert!!!!
OMG you know those nasty greasy old men that think they're hot??? One of those refuses to leave me alone.. what kind of sick joke is it that the cute boy I like isn't interested but the dirty old man is? Sugar daddy's r one thing and I'd be all for that LMAO but EWWWWWWWW not likely!!!!! so much for being cute huh!! thats it for today! *SMOOCHERZ*

Which Fantasy Creature Are You?
You scored as Dark Magic User. You are a Dark Magic user....which means your race could be a wizard, witch, elf, or even a Nymph gone to the bad...however you are mysterious, obviously evil, and absolutely hate anything nice or happy. I don't even want to know what you do to your enemies....eek! Dark Magic User 75% Elf 67% Wizard 58% Nymph 38% Dwarf 25% Human 25%What Mystcial Medieval race are you?!(Kool Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.comDarkness beyond twilight... Crimson beyond blood that flows....

Which Final Fantasy Vii Character Are You?
You scored as Vincent Valentine. My Art Site, visit if you have time Vincent Valentine 83% Sephiroth 67% Aeris Gainsborough 67% Tifa Lockheart 42% Cloud Strife 33% Barret Wallace 33%Which Final Fantasy 7 Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com Sweet... Vincent and then Sephiroth... I can handle that.

Which Famous Vampire Are You?
I dunno how true this is but yeah I liked this dude a lot in the movie... You scored as Deacon Frost. Yeah you are the take no prisoners it's my way no matter what type. You do whatever the hell you like and make no apoligies for it. The tempermental vamp surrounded by lots of hot chick vampires Dracula 100% Deacon Frost 100% Marius 83% Lestat 83% Akasha 83% Armand 75% Blade 67% Angel 58% Spike 58%

Which Religion Do You Lean Towards?
You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe. agnosticism 88% Satanism 83% Buddhism 71% Islam 71% atheism 50% Christianity 33% Judaism 33% Hinduism 33% Paganism 33% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com Cool, I'm impressed with this since I really am an agnostic theist. Number 2 really shocked me though but as the number one religion with the least backsliders that really kinda makes sense since I HATE people who say they h

Congratulations Chris Anderson!!!!
Jack8off.com's sponsored superstar finishes well into the money at the 2006 WSOP Main Event!!! Congratulations to Chris Anderson for placing 336th in the WSOP Main Event in 2006 and pulling down nearly $35,000! Chris is sponsored by Jack8off.com. Chris also took down 1st place in the TFPL (The Fantasy Poker League) Nationals and walked away with $10,000! Jack8off.com is proud of Chris Anderson and happy to have him as part of Team Jack8off!! Congratulations Chris!!!! Chad T. Co-Founder www.Jack8off.com

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings. Bondage 83% Whips 75% Chains/Handcuffs 75% Biting 75% Blind Folds 58% Blood 42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Odd Little Facts
Odd Facts about ME DO YOU SNORE?: Yes, Like a Frieght Train LOVER OR A FIGHTER?: Lover until you threaten who I love... WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?: Failing those I care about... AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?: Hell yeah, I loved the airport WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?: Utter crap DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?: Nope WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?: I was a FAT baby HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?: It has its benefits, but downs as well. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?: Black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?: Yep, like Pavaratti HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?: Nope, and probably never will. ANY SECRET TALENTS?: I have the ability to bore people to death! WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?: Where the drinks are cheap and the sex is free! HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?: No but I want to. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?: yep, freaky yet cool. DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?: Kinda, but I think psyco environmentalism is not the

Baby Kadence
As many of my close friends know last Thursday was a very scary day for me. I was 33wks pregnant and my placenta ruptured and I had my daughter 2 months early. We both came through an emergency c-section just fine. She has had to spend the first 6 days of her life in a neonatal unit but a week to the day she was born she has been moved to the regular nursery and is breathing on her own and eating really good. Her daddy and I are hoping she will be home with us very soon. To all who has congradulated us and has said a pray or two for my little girl I can't begin to express how much these things have meant.

Man On Welfare
A guy walks into the local welfare office, marches straight up to the counter and says, "Hi... You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter says, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful nymphomaniac daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, but he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort her on her overseas holiday trips. You will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The starting salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, says, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker says, "Yeah, well... You started it."

Hello
How's everyone doing? Sorry I don't come here often but having dial-up makes this site a little slower... But be sure to check out my other blog at http://360.yahoo.com/poohbear14810 . I had a fun weekend and I hope you all did too... plus.. I hope you all have a great weekend!

19 Ways To Keep Her!!!
1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. [She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward] 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other. [She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel like you want her] 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. [It makes her feel like you really love her.] 4. Cuddle with her. [She'll feel like your there for her] 5. Hug her from behind [It makes her feel special] 6. Write little notes. [She smiles. They're cute; The end] 7. Compliment her Honestly. [No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her] 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. [It makes her feel wanted] 9. Be super sweet to her. = ) [All girls like a super sweet guy] 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. [She'll go to bed with a smile] 11. Comfort her when she cries. [She'll feel like you'll ALWAYS be there for her] 12.Wipe away her tears [It'll show you'

The Misuse Of The Term Milf...
This is my inaugural blog entry, and I did want my first blog to be more socially relevant or philosohpically deeper. Any one who has read my blogs on Myspace or LiveJournal knows I get a bit deep when I "blog". But as of recently, I've been noticing the nicknames people use for their profiles. And I've seen a lot, but probably the 3 top used profile nicknames (used by women, I hope LOL) are BABYGIRL, MZ. NEW BOOTY, and MILF. Now don't get me wrong, I like the nicknames. Even if your booty looks old, you can be Mz. New Booty, or if you don't look like anything that looks like a a baby, you can be babygirl, but my biggest pet peeve is the use of the term MILF by women younger than 40. Now we all know that the term MILF was popularized by the movie American Pie, in which Stiffler's Mom was the "MILF" in context. The acronym, if you lived under a rock for the past decade, means "Mom I'd Love to Fuck". But the term is meant to be used my a guy who is describing a woman old enough

Week 3 Nfl Picks :)
Visiting team in Lower Case Home in CAPS LOCK Carolina over TAMPA BAY Washington over HOUSTON MIAMI over Tennessee BUFFALO over NY Jets INDIANAPOLIS over Jacksonville DETROIT over Green Bay Cincinnati over PITTSBURGH Chicago over MINNESOTA Baltimore over CLEVELAND ARIZONA over St Louis Philadelphia over SAN FRANCISCO SEATTLE over NY Giants Denver over NEW ENGLAND Mon Night Atlanta over NEW ORLEANS Previous Weeks Records Week 1: 12-4 Week 2: 12-4 Good luck everyone!! Enjoy the games :)

Lovers
You my love, the one I always think of. Your presence on earth. Your life, your worth. We chose each other, to be together. Even though cold winds may blow. You and I both know. It could be as cold as the Siberian steppe. Don't worry, don’t fret. You won’t have a cold front tonight. © Charles Matheson

Psychological Profile
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 56% Stability |||||| 30% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||| 36% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63% Artistic || 10% Religious |||||| 23% Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56% Materialism |||||||||| 36% Narcissism |||||||||| 36% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||| 23% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%

Love Profile :p
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy:Your propensity for monogamy is low.You see love as a gift that you should give to many.It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...Let alone one person for the rest of your life!Experience Level:Your experience level is high.You've loved, lost, and loved again.You have had a wide range of love experiences.And when the real thing comes along, you know it!Dominance:Your dominance is low.This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.You know a relationship is not about getting your way.And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.Cynicism:Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.Independence:Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usu

Silence
Silence The young fight you with all their might… With imaginary worlds, With showdowns at noon, With parties of tea and cookies… And as we grow we run to you... Depend on you…. Crave every second of you… In what moment do you change from dreaded boredom to peaceful respite? When do we begin to see you as something we have far too little of? Time is the answer to this and all things… Time wears on the soul of man and woman alike… As the gentle water will tear through the hardest of rock Time shows us our imperfections unceasingly, unerringly, and unmercifully… You are the brief moment between the tears, You are the precious minutes we take to see ourselves, You are the few hours away from our obligations to others, You are the eternity we face once we are gone. We begin hating you because we begin with no past, no pain, and no self We end loving you to forget these same things… You are our enemy transcended to our savior Silence, thy mome

" In Praise Of Gluteus Maximus"
Thy power, thy grace, thy shape, from my gaze thou shant escape, sometimes my mouth even drops agape. Tho J-lo, Beyonce and Serena have made you famous you have always known love, long before the age of pharaohs. Your owners have been envied and admired through the ages the slave masters lusted after your form when you were chained in cages. Men adore you, some women abhor you, to me you are a force of nature, an essence, symbol of fertility, globes representing the globe, our world, the circle of life.

Suggestions And Disclosures
I just wanted to get off my chest that none of the AMV's appearing on here are NOT my own work. Most are currently found on www.youtube.com and many are on www.animemusicvideos.org as well. I don't use any method to rip their videos other than embed them if the code is already there. If I can figure it out reasonably I will always try to credit the original maker of the AMV. I am playing around with also taking suggestions for AMV of the week depending on how much interest I get in this blog. So be sure to visit often! I hope you enjoy these people put lots of effort into these please comment my page or better yet theirs on youtube if you like their work.

Sex All Day
The rays of the morning sun made me open my eyes and what I saw caused my manhood to rise. Your graceful silhouette highlighted by the wandering light. I need you now but the time’s not right. So we both get ready to go to work As I watch you dress My dick really hurts, I can’t take this stress My minds in turmoil, I want to rip off your skirt and put you against the wall while your fingernails rake my back until it hurts. Alas we can’t stop now we’re already late Off to work we go we’ve got contracts to honour we can’t tempt fate. Five hours later we meet up for lunch As we rub legs under the table I want to have you for lunch. Time passes so quickly, it’s no surprise To our desks we head In that corporate high-rise. We talk dirty on our phones as we head home in traffic Honey you know when we both get home your boo got’s to have it. We get home 5 minutes apart As you walked thru the door, I was on you like a pit bull

Volume 1 -- Ah! My Goddess -- Would You Be My Girlfriend -- Nsync Ft. Nelly
Though you don't see many AMV's to r&b and pop this one actually fit the theme rather well I thought. I got a few smiles out of this one and there's also a few of the classic "Awwww" parts in it also if you know the story. Hope you enjoy!

New Story To Read
My heart gave a little jump when the phone rang, here it was, 9:30 at night and I was waiting with great anticipation for the call. I'd sent her out just an hour and a half earlier, but it seemed like forever. And now at last, the call. "Hi Honey..." she said, "you want to know what I'm doing right now?". She had that tone of naughty impishness in her voice,. She knew it would turn me on all the more. But backing up for a moment. Becky, my naughty, flirtatious, tease, of a wife and I, have this very open and unusual relationship. She loves to expand her erotic horizons, and I've always encouraged her behavior. .with the provision of course that I either get to hear about or participate in her little erotic adventures. See, as her voyeuristic husband, I love the erotic thrill of watching her with another guy, or even hearing about it in detail later. It's especially a turn on to watch her orally pleasure a new and different hard cock, watching her smile at me with that naughty gle

Another Day And One Less Buck To Spend
HELLO AND HOW GOES IT IN YOR WORLD TODAY MINE IS KINDA SLOW BUT HELL IT HAS TO GET BETTER OR AT LEAST THAT IS WHAT THEY SAY ISNT IT...R IS RED V IS BLUE I SO WANT TO FUCK YOU...

Evan
I hope everyone can feel the way I feel right now. I'm the luckiest girl in the world. How do you describe the love you feel for someone when the word LOVE itself is not even enough. There should be a word that means the ultimate love, the most powerful love. Where's the word to describe the butterflies in your stomache or the permanent smile on your face. The funny look you have all day. When people ask you why you're grinning and you shrug your shoulders and all you can say is that person's name. You don't care if you get anything done because you are perfectly content with daydreaming about his face, his voice, his eyes, his laugh...all day. The last thing I think about before I fall asleep is him, the first thing I think about in the morning when I wake up is him, and then of course, dammit I don't wanna get out of bed. "they should name a gender afer him, looking doesnt do it, staring is the only way to get it right". He has my heart, and if he physically needed it he could have i

This Started Out Something And Ended Differently
alright, this is going to be the scary time where we really get into miss soriel's head. a place we dont find ourselves often, and when we do...we usually laugh. or run away screaming. So I've noticed something. you can rate blogs on here. like you can rate it from 1 - 10 like you do peoples pictures and profiles. So here I am thinking to myself...what makes a good blog. If I insert some ass in this blog does that make it a good blog? if that's the case then this blog is now finished and I expect everyone to rate it a ten (as well as the picture provided in the link) but surely that can't be a good blog right? what if I had some wisdom...some intelligent life changing thought provoking genius wisdom. and i left it here for you all to read. and then all of a sudden there was world peace. That would be awesome. of course world peace also involves cookies. I decided that. It sucks cause I have like over a thousand friends on here, but I never have the time to actua

9-21-06
Today is a rainy day so i am kinda depressed and i found out last night so bad news for me it brought me back to earth. so i don't have my head is the clouds no more. my long time love Matt met someonr else so now i know for sure he will never come to america to live with me and he told me he wouldn't have let me go to england away from my kids he loves me and i love him but he don't want me to have to leave the kids. Its ok i have dealt with it and i am good now still depressed but not going to take shit from any guy now how am i going to deal with Marc. I will figure it out before its too late

Cherry Popper (about Me)
As you can see by the subject, this is my first LC blog. I'd like to introduce myself by telling everyone a little more about me. First of all, my kids and my man are everything to me. Most everything I do is for them, in my eyes I don't think about myself when I make decisions. Next, I tend to be, not exactly shy, but I don't like to bother other people much. Once someone introduces themselves to me, I never shut up. Trust me, I can talk. I like meeting new people, especially interesting people. I tend to be childish at times, but not annoyingly so, more like the class clown. I love practical jokes, and gag gifts. I work all the time, or so it seems, so I'm sporactically on the computer. (not to mention I share it with several others, so at times it's a bit of a challenge to get to it!) Openmindedness is a rare gift I posess, the supernatural, the unnatural, spirits, witches, warlocks, psychics, all things they tell you not to believe in, I have a respect for. They all com

For My Son, Unborn Daughter, And My Special Someone
You changed my world with a blink of an eye, That is something I just can’t deny, You put my soul from worst to best, That’s why I like you from the rest. You may not know what you have done for me, You have pushed me to the best I can be, You are really an angel sent own from above, To take care of me & fill my heart with love. When I am with you; I forget my tears, Your touch has chased away all my tears, You have given my life a reason to make life worthwhile, It goes even better every time you smile. It is so magical – all those things you have made, Just to bring back my faith that was about to fade, Now my life is a dream come true, At all began when I was loved by you. Now I have found out what am I looking for, It’s you – your love & nothing more. Because you have given me a feeling of contentment, Something before I had never felt. I want you with me all along my way, But now I am out of words to say, So now I will end with a lin

Happy
I just wanted to say that this shit is good and I am going down a path that is gold in color and at the bottom of each bottle you will find happiness and if you don't let that felling die than you will stay happy so drink and drink a lot love that shit

She Hurt Me
my now ex-girlfriend hurt me and i just cant stop writing about it andcks that i hurt this bad i should be pretty used to it but it still hurts. i just wonder why if people can never really love someone truly and genuinly then why get into a relationship. especially if you might have second thoughts. that shit really does hurt people no matter how strong you think that they are. there is no cure for pain but you can cover it up. now in know what a real broken hearts feels like and i will never put someont through that. its horrible i dont even want to take a chance and wouldnt even think about doing that to someone. i feel sorry for all the people with lost love out there. my sympathy goes out to you. and if the person that caused this just know that i will never ever let you forget this. i can forgive but not forget. and im sorry about that. but you deserve it and i truly dont care if you hate me for saying stuff like this and if it makes you feel bad. but you have to know

"last Will And Testamwent" -amebix
The parchment of my flesh doth break, The winter winds my soul doth take, All beneath the heavens lies in peace A world will form and fade away Crystal dawn of the final day Breaks upon the shores of deaths release... Of deaths release Bring me my flesh and blood On land the Sea and Sky And light a blazing fire upon the hearth Gather 'round beneath the cloak of time and drnk A toast to these, our final days upon this Eatrh! We made the deserts from the gardens of our youth And spewed our blackened hearts into the sea Through darkened skies and poisoned clouds We blindly groped for truth We couldn't see the forest for the trees To my wretched son I leave this gun To slaughter all your race For this the beast you have become I have no longer taste And daughter fair with burning hair The swamp of life be thine And watch as even the great will mate With the lowliest of swine And breed the sons who will live in scum On this your barren land All my estate

Seductress!!!!!
Seductress by Bigg-G Mystical lady seducing me with words of torrid desire Carelessly undressing Delicious secrets Drowned in love. Your passion whispers Haunting my dreams with lust Your soft lips lead me away To the threshold of worldly Pleasure. I am bound by your spell Ecstasy ours for eternity. DgsII©, 2006

A Broken Heart Still Beats!!!
A Broken Heart Still Beats by Bigg-G I know what it’s like to want, To feel the hunger rumbling deep inside my gut. I know the emptiness is there but I refuse to believe in it. If I truly believe that it will disappear, then maybe it will someday. Maybe my deepest fears will cease and my nightmares will stop. But no matter what day of the week I still think of you. I think of the happiest times we shared and the funny think is now, They make me break down and cry. I tremble every time I think of what I don’t have. I’ve been alone so long, wondering if you Are going to be the last person that I fall in love with. I know you’re happy elsewhere, I can feel it in my bones. The worse thing about me is that I want you to feel as miserable as I do. I want you to be lonely even if there’s someone else lying beside you. I find comfort in wishing that I could possibly be the Only one to touch your heart so deep, they way you touched mine. But I think I’m lying t

A Poem
How do you let go of all the love you knew? How do you let go of the life you once knew? How do you let go of all the happiness you had? How do you let go of the one ting that made you smile? How do you let go and forget all the memories? How do you let go and try to move on? How do you let go of the love of your life?

Mother Taught Me !
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTION ISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"

Work
Well it sucks...boring..but makin them papers to pay them things..i have to pay...anyways...well...this blog sucks...haha...ure still reading so i guess ure interested in me...watch what i can do....##### i can type in ### arent i special...ure still reading so u must like me...u wanna get dirty with me........u must want to ure still reading...mmmm...sexy...haha.......still reading well ure special arent ya... LOVE U ALL!! Kelso

To All My Wonderful Lc Friends
HI all my special sweet wild wonderful friends i have this page it has a map of the world and if u are interested and would like come and join it is free,,,i just like it and its pretty cool.and if u like make your own page also take care kevo says see u later gator http://www.frappr.com/?a=myfrappr&id=1251732

My Secret Love
theres so many words i cant say when i look into your eyes. maybe youll reject me and shatter all my pride each day my love grows stronger but i wont let you know theres way to much behind my smile i could never show id hold you for a life time if you would take my hand id love you like no other but you dont understand everytime i see you your holding on to her the pain cuts like a dagger making wonds that will never cure so ill dream of us together of how it could be and i will keep the secreat love you could of had with me

Warped & Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Probation Sucks
I woke up at about 2:30 am to feed and change the baby. I do my thing and he just rolls back to sleep after two hits on the bottle. Great, now I'm up and cant go back to sleep. I head downstairs and sign on to LC and crack open a beer. I drink 2 beers and go back to bed. 4:45am my wife gets up for work and reminds me that I have an appointment with my Probation Officer (DUI Stupidest thing I ever did and there have been many stupid things) at 10:45 am. My brain knows that there shouldn't be anything in my breath after the 7 hours since that beer. But I'm freaking out anyway. I was just totally on edge right up until the breath test. Now I never dirk more than a beer or two. I never drink outside the home. I never drink and drive and I never will. But I really want this to be over.

So last Tuesday I went to buy a new monitor for my computer, and when I got to my car I had no free hands. So, stupid Natishia puts her wallet on top of the car to open the door. Well, once I got the monitor in my car, I got in and drove away, forgetting about my wallet totally until I was almost home. Of course I knew going back and looking for it was a pointless thing to do, but I did it anyways! It wasnt there no more, of course! And no one had turned it into the clerks at the store I was at..of course. So after a lot of cursing, mostly at myself, I cut my losses and came back home (without having my drivers licence on me I might add! lol) Anyways, I'm sure most of you at some point in your life has had to replace at least one piece of your ID, well...try having to replace EVERYTHING! I's not fun and not cheap! lol And all I have managed to replace so far is my drivers licence because the stupid government wouldnt let me replace my health card, birth certificate or my SIN card un

Best Friends
promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM, your the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND SEND THIS TO 10 OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS (INCLUDING ME) IF YOU GET IT BACK YOUR

The Male Contest Has Started Early Also!
Time to get some early votes in for the contestants of my hottest male Lc'er contest! Remember, I am going to count votes AND comments, so be sure to leave both! The contest doesn't official start until the 23rd of September, but since these gentlemen have already jumped at the chance to be entered, why not honor them with votes and comments? The contest will run for approximately a week after that, so don't be shy if you want to enter to! Just send me (seana) a private message telling me what pic you want entered, after reading my blog entry about the contests, and your in!! Good luck to all!!

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Dear Beer, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls:While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating:Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat at WHAT-A-BURGER, or JACK-IN-THE -BOX, or DENNY'S and some cold french fries (was

The Hottest Female Lc'er Contest Is Starting Early!
Time to get some early votes in for the contestants of my hottest female Lc'er contest! Remember, I am going to count votes AND comments, so be sure to leave both! The contest doesn't official start until the 23rd of September, but since these ladies have already jumped at the chance to be entered, why not honor them with votes and comments? The contest will run for approximately a week after that, so don't be shy if you want to enter to! Just send me a private message telling me what pic you want entered, after reading my blog entry about the contests, and your in!! Good luck to all!!

Darkness
As the sun slowly sets above the towering trees, In desperation I drop to my knees, As I know from the past what the darkness will reveal, Creatures in search of their next tasty meal, As the evening turns foggy & the silence takes hold, I watch in the shadows as the bashful turn bold, As they hunt for the unknowing, they see me & glare, They move slowly toward me, There's no time to spare, I run & I run but my I'm still standing still, There's no where to go, Oh this fear that I feel, As they come closer, I just remian still, It's all over now, I am their next meal, And as they start grabbing & clawing at my bod, I wake up from the nightmare, & say "THANK GOD"!

My Writing
Please forgive me for who I am I know I am not perfect, but I try. And every night as I lay in my bed I cry. Feeling the cold, harsh tears against my skin. Thoughts fill my head of what it would be like to be part of my kin. I hide Behind this facke smile. I try to turn the dial. But I cant seem to find the light. I feel the cold harsh tears of darkness run down my face every night. Please forgive me for who I am, I know not what i do, I try so hard to be like them. It hurts so bad like the thorns on this stem. Every time I wake, Its another breath I take. Locked in this world of hate, feeling so unloved that I can not stand. Every time your near, its just so hard I want to take your hand. Every time your gove I long to feel your touch. Pain, depression, hurt, darkness, with you there is no such. so take my hand and lets fly away because without you I just want to die. But in the back of my mind I know that can not be. It makes me wish that I could not see. All thi

It's Weird Weather In New Jersey
My Name is Charlie. Everything you need to know about me is pretty much on my Lost Cherry Page(with the exception of my financial information) lol Anyways, I am just trying this out to see how it looks. I would love to make friends in the North Jersey Area preferably essex county and to be more specific Gothic girls,skater girls etc. You know the group that doesn't idolize Paris Hilton Nicole Richie and many other silly trends and God awful role models ROFL Thanx for listening Charlie P.S. It's still kinda warm(high 60's to mid 80's) in Jersey during the day with the occasional light breeze but at night it's freezing thats what I meant by weird weather lol

Hello Little Bout Me K
Hello I am in MICHIGAN 33 bi female and love to chat with everyone so the BIG question on everyones mind is how big are they well dam if u must know I am a 48 DDD yes this is true my gift to share lol I also have my tounge pierced and my left nipple done a few months ago on the second one so it is new lol my tounge was done 2 yrs ago so i know how to use it well now lol anything else u will just have to guess lol have fun and hope to meet u soon add me as a friend and i will accept u k laters Ter-Bear

Another Poem Bye Me
For a taste of you My lips expolre forbidden pleasure, seeking to find your hidden treasure. Every drop dram for dram, my soul,my guilty joy does damn. My heaven,my hell, my sweet obbsetion, can not rest till in my mouths posstion. As i strive to bring you to your release, seeking to set my need at peace. Beneth my lips i feel you quivering, sets my flushed skin to shirving. As i greedily seek to slack this thirst filling me near to burst. Like some drug it overwhelms me, lost in a turmiolus pleasure filled sea. Groggy with pleasure need and desire, near consumed bye my own lusts fires.

Just A Poem I Wrote
Need I know you wanna kiss me, to feel my lips on yours. How sweet the wine of lust can be its sent expelling from our pores. I know you wanna touch me, to learn my bodies curves. To memorize every inch you see, to worsip it as it so deserves. I know you wanna feel me, my lips apoun your skin. My hands and mouth roaming free, as we reval in our sin. I know you wanna feel me, to learn each and every hole. As you pleasure me bye degree, to the climax of sweet pervertions goal.

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Manners
ok so like im far from being miss manners but there are some people out there who really need a crash course! first of all dont call a complete stranger little moma or babe (a guy decide to call me this the other day when I waited on him!!!!) secondly dont for the love of god dont tell someone that is waiting on you that your the man and therefore I have to do whatever you say especially if your in a store where only women work and your surrounded by female customers its not going to get you what you want its just going to get you dirty looks and possibly burnt at the stake! Just because your wife or girlfriend lets you pull that shit at home doesnt mean you can do it in public!!!!! thirdly just being an asshole in general is not going to get you what you want banging on the counter for attention and barking orders like your the customer in there is not going to get you waited on anytime soon and dont shove things in our face and dont throw your money down on the counter hand it to us

Oops I Feel Stupid!
so we just got back from the vet so our kitten could get the first round of shots. poor thing. but yeah thats not why i feel stupid. i had a feeling candi wasnt a girl, but i wasnt too sure. Well, sure enough, Candi is a male. so david and i changed his name to Crichton, like Crighton. we like it bc david likes it and i wanted a strong name. so daddy's little girl is daddy's little man. hehehe off to change the captions around!

Thursday
What up all you biotches..Aint that much happening here..Sitting at work..Supposed to be working..But i dont want to so im gonna chill for a bit..I feel so good today..The weather is great..Nice and cool outside..i can ride with my top popped and get all comfy..I drank a few jager bombs last night so i slept like a baby... it was great..well peace out turkeys...

My Blog
This is the area where I post MY blog. I have gotten numberous messages and shoutbox messages about me being too shallow and my rants being too offensive. You see, my blog is where I post whats on MY mind, no matter how offensive it is and no matter how much people hate it. I do it for entertainment and a positive way to express my feelings about how shitty life really is. If you read it, don't comment if you don't like it. I don't feel like hearing it and you 'knocks' about what I say will be erased. Simply put: If you like it, enjoy. If not, don't read.

Roses Are Red
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you I get fucking horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Lick me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

Going Crazy
None of you guys here at the LC know i take care of my mom a lot. Does anyone else go thru this? It would be nice to know someone else feels my pain and knows what life is like when you have to take care of not just your own immediate family, but your parents too. It's a lot of hard work. Harder than i ever expected, with a lot fewer rewards than your children give you. Sometimes, i wish i could just put her in a home, but i know she'd never be happy there. I can also admit i probably wouldn't visit her as often as i should, and so i strive to keep her in a normal apartment, badger my sister to help with bills, and generally go insane slowly. I don't suppose any parent would be easy, but my mom just seems determined to ignore the fact that she has problems. Her memory is the issue, she had some brain damage on the way to the hossy in March, and her memory isn't really getting any better. I hope someday it is what it used to be, but after 8 months of waiting, i don't think it's

Half Angel
about 4 months ago I set out on this idea for pictures, of me with angel wings, but I wanted to do something different, didn't want to photoshop a drawing or buy a set.. so i figured go big and draw the wings myself. I know it would take some work, and not sure how it would come out. Armed with paper and a pencil I went to work, but I procrastinated, more difficult than i thought.. whew.. only thing, it's a bit smaller than planned So, for the time being, one wing took much work, but I might start workin on the other soon.. someday

Moving.. And No Internet
Hey everyone. Im sad to let all my friends know that I will have no access to the web for a while. Im not sure exactly when I will but, I will check back every so often .. I will miss all my friends that I have met here. So here is my good bye. xoxo Always, Tina

Sotd - The Last Song
by All American Rejects This may be the last thing that i write for long Can you hear me smiling when i sing this song, for you and only you As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back Now i'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want Is this what you need, how you end up let me know. As I go, remember all the simple things you know, My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when I'm gone This is the last song The hearts start breaking as the year is gone The dream's beginning and the time rolls on It seems so surreal, now I sing it. Somehow I knew that I would be this way, Somehow I knew that I would slowly fade. Now i'm gone, just try and stop me now. And will you need me now, you'll find

I Am Married
I AM A MARRIED WOMAN AND WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED AS SUCH!!!!!!!! MY HUSBAND IS IN THE ARMY!!!! PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING!! **Army Wife's Creed*** I am the wife of an American Soldier I am a supporter of the United States Army an encouragement for the protectors of the greatest nation on earth. Because I am proud of my husband and the uniform he wears, I will always act in ways creditable to him, the military service, and the nation he is sworn to guard. I am proud of my husband. I will do all I can to protect and provide for my family in his absence. I will be loyal to my husband and to the vows that we made as we entered into the covenant of marriage. I will do my full part to carry on the values and goals we have set apart for our family and I will continue to instruct our children in the same manner. As a soldier's wife, I realize that I play a vital role in my husband's decision to become a member of a time-honored profession- that I am doing my share to keep alive the principl

Wondering
im just wondering if anyone reads these things, i mean im a mad blogger at myspace but i can see if someone reads it and here im not sure if anyone would really give a shit so heres a test to see if anyones gonna read it or if im wasting my time...

well i had surgery lastnight i have a staff infection on my leg and the had to cut it open from my upper hip to my lower calf and i have 401 stiches in my leg so just pray for me that i will be able to play football again plz and thank u for all of u that do i love all of u guys bye dustin

Nothing In Particular
Ok, so ya see....I keep seeing all these alerts saying such and such updated their blog and i'm thinking what the heck does someone say in a blog??? The way i figure it... you just ramble on jibberishly giving someone thats bored something to read! lol So this will be my first attempt to make a genuine blog! lol Enjoy! :) ---------------- Lets see...where to start...oh I know, I guess I could tell you that i was born in a small town in Kentucky (which explains the way I talk). I lived there until I was 18 then I hopped on a bus and headed for California. It was quite the culture shock!! I saw my first transvestite there LMAO Anyways I soon realized there was NO place like home (yes I tried clicking my heals together saying that many times!)Four years later I moved back to Kentucky. But by then I had such a feel for what it was like to have privacy that I realized I couldnt live that close to all my family(yes I have a big family). So now that explains why I live In Ohio

Rant #5: My Morning Of September 21. 2006
Omfg was I pissed the fuck off when I woke up this morning. I'll explain... A year and a half ago, I was first getting with a chick... the chick is now my ex, but whatever. Anyways, my roommate's best friend comes over a year and a half ago. My roomie (Monique) and her friend (Lisa) were both trying to get with me Lisa for about 2 hours that day. After a while, I got tired of hearing it so I told Lisa right to her face that she was too fat for me. Anyways, a year and a half later, being this morning, I woke up to hear her blabing away in the kitchen. So, I go upstairs, make a coffee and say good morning to everyone. They all say the same back. I go downstairs back into the basement and turn my monitor on. I don't even have the time to put the mouse in my hand, pick the shit out of my eyes, grab something to eat, have a morning smoke or even my morning coffee and I see the huge fat slob come down the stairs screaming my name "Eric! Eric!". She (finally) catches up to me and all

Lyrics 3
This song is one of my most personal favourites. It not only reminds the world of the New Zealanders who fought and died in WW1 and WW2, but also most of the major conflicts in the last century and also the last 6 years. It is also personal as my Great-Grandfather fought and died in Pashendale... on of the major battles in Europe... If you don't know Pashendale is in Belguim. Pashendale by Iron Maiden In a foreign field he lay Lonely soldier unkown grave On his dying words he prays Tell the world of Paschendale Relive all that he's been through Last communioun of his soul Rust your bullets with his tears Let me tell you 'bout his years Laying low in a blood filled trench Kill tim 'til my very own death On my face I can feel the falling rain Never see my friends again In the smoke in the mud and lead Smell the fear and the feeling of dread Soon be time to go over the wall Rapid fire and the end of us all Whistles, shouts and more gun fire

Help Find Trenton Duckett
=== '*Tif*' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-21 06:33:22'.. > > href='http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=24890550'>*i L0v3 Ma B3sTfri3nD D@ntiTo B3rry MuCh!*Date: Sep 20, 2006 12:22 PMPLEASE add this profile HELP FIND TRENTON DUCKETT and spread the word.This page was done to help try & find 2-year-old Trenton Duckett...if you have any information about him, please don't hesitate to call 1-800-CALL-FBI. Trenton is 2 years old & has been missing from his house in Leesburg, FL for about 2 weeks now. If you happen to see him ANYWHERE in the United States (whether it's Florida, New York, California, etc.) PLEASE call 1-800-CALL-FBI. I'm sure you'll see his story on the news & in newspapers, his dad has been putting flyers up everywhere trying to find him & it's not working. Look for the flyers to see more information on Trenton & another picture. Trenton was last seen wearing jean shorts, no shoes, & no shirt. PLEASE HELP US FIND HIM!Copy and P

The Little Purple Dress
I was going out with my friend Denise for a fun night of dancing and I had the perfect outfit, after putting on my make up I slipped on a pair of sheer to the waist pantyhose, my purple four inch heels and a cute new short purple silk dress, it fit perfect showing every curve of my body and since I wasn't wearing a bra it made my breast look huge and it did very little to hide my erect nipples. Looking at myself in the mirror I thought I was some sight to see saying hot, I knew I was going to drive the guys crazy tonight. Denise called from her cell phone saying she was out front waiting for me. I walked out my room going down the stair, as I reached the bottom in the other room looking at me was my twin brother Michael and his friends Buck and Phil, I heard "damn" from Phil's mouth, I chuckled saying "hi" to the guys going out the door but not before I heard Buck say "you got the hottest sister" which just made me smile. Getting in the car with Denise she said "gir

You Know This Lover
You drive through the night, the only sound your tires singing on wet black pavement and the rhythm of your own heart. You watch your small hands griping the steering wheel so tightly your knuckles are white with anticipation. You are amazed, why should you feel this tension? You have done this many times. This is no new experience, you know this lover. This is no single night's lust with a stranger. This is more than your lover you meet this is your love. But then you think. "Can I ever know this man?" "Will I ever understand the complex folds of his erotic mind?" or Learn to command the wheel of his passion?" You think not. He leaves you breathless. Always a step ahead yet never leaving you wanting, drawing you deeper into yourself. There have been times when you felt certain mastery. Felt that at long last you had reached a point of comfortable predictability. Even thought a trifle smugly of the accomplishment. Then in a gleam of his carnal eye your world

Sharing My Life With Love
A PRECIOUS MEMORY----IN MEMORY OF MY MOTHER Call i shall answer-ask and you shall recieve Reaching across the vastness of heaven, armed with faith as staff and rod- Asking why? her precious love was swept away from me- I remember the calm of her smile, and a hand with such a gentle touch- The warmth of a MOTHERS KISS, something i will treasure,and forever it shall be missed-I am forever holding you within, and never wanting to let go- I remember needing, but unable to be fullfilled within-i am forever searching within this soul,but failing to find-i remember holding your precious hand,within my own as i knelt upon bended knee-i prayed for remembrence of me-i remember she was choosen amongst a precious few,and much more was needed for me-so i grasp unto the truth,and ask to be forgiven-call and he shall answer,and pray eternally to recieve such a precious memory as mine--aka poe

Approaching Burn-out!!
Hey Everybody!! Sorry I haven't been around for a while. Work has been a bitch lately. I usually work nights, but recently the powers that be (obviously not me), decided that I need to start working some day shifts as well. So, now I get to switch back and forth every week. It's hard enuf getting used to working nights, so throwing a couple day shifts into the mix just screws with your mind and body. That being said, my wife and I are taking a 10-day vacation to Arizona starting tomorrow. We never took a honeymoon bcuz we were broke, but now, it's time. We both need it, and we certainly deserve it. I should be back around the 1st of October, so I'll talk to y'all then!!

If You Are In Your 30's, You Have To Read This!!!
Sorry...I had to steal this from a Bulletin going around. It was just too funny & too the point not too. Plus I have gotten similar ones in email, before. IF you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways ... yadda, yadda, yadda .. And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that...I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we

Today Is The Day
Hi I don't usually write these things but I am very exicted right now, because today is the day that I go to Jasperand hang out with some friends! I haven't seen nick, shane, or any of the other guys in like forever! I am so happy that I am going to jasper! yeah I wish Terry could go but he don't want to he has stuff to do around the apartment here in Corydon! I am so happy! 9-21-06 Angelbabe

For You
I love you more and more with each day passing. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, that I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. My love for you cannot be measured by words alone as "love" does not fully express my true feelings for you. When I think of our love it reminds me of the miracles of life that only God can produce. Like the beautiful sunsets and sounds of Mother Nature that soothe our hearts and remind us of something bigger than we can imagine, where two hearts can intertwine and become one. Like two birds in love that fly in harmony and appear to dance with the grace of Gene Kelly and the innocence of a child. You and only you have given me so much hope and have made me realize the true meaning of life. The true meaning of how a woman should treat a man and the true wonders of why we are here. please accept my heart as your own and listen to the rhythm of two hearts beating as one. This is my will and my reason to live, f

Bbw's
Big Beautiful Woman From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from BBW) The phrase "Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is used by its proponents to denote an attractive, self-confident "woman of size". BBWs are also the focus of a subculture with interests centered on the acceptance, support, and admiration of fat women. Exceptionally large women are called SSBBWs, with the SS standing for "super size". Recently, "Hypersize" has come into use to describe women upward of 500 pounds. The term "BHM," which stands for "big handsome man," is not nearly as prevalent as the term "BBW." Men who are attracted to BBWs are known to the world at large and the media as "chubby chasers" or "fat admirers" although many men who admire such women do not use either term to describe themselves. Some of these men are attracted exclusively to BBWs, while others are simply attracted to good-looking women regardless of size. There are also a large number of lesbian women w

-insert Juicy Subject-
-Insert JUICY subject- Breezing threw the subject titles of the blogs, I see a definite trend. I'm not immune nor am I condemning anyone. The trend I am addressing and accountable for is: D R A M A Its not just the blogs, its bulletins here on "Lost Cherry" ... its the news in the paper, television, radio and all forms of Media. I know this is no ground breaking NEWS, and the subject is brought up by every journalist at one time or another. Movies are made and books will sell for the: Drama, intrigue, sex and lies. We cant even have HEROES without some sort of drama for the heroic action to take place. Just watch the bulletins that go to the top (of the list) and are reposted ... If the subject title is one of Drama ... you might even see it last a couple of days. While if its one of a friendly and sweet nature ... it may only have a single view. Lets face it, that's why the head lines of the newspaper are those of dramatic accounts ... all

Early Morning
Well this is my first blog here so this is me. I am a single dad that has 2 girls. I work for a computer company doing tech support all day and farm and wrench in my off time. I am also working on fixing up a family cabin on the California Coast. Yea its nice there and surrounded by a forest and like everything else there are too many people there too.

I Feel Free
WOW How life can change just like that.......one day ur gloomy and sad and then one day someone walks into ur life and makes u feel like the world is urs.... like dreams can come through.......like u can do anything.....I have never felt so happy in my life, a joy I can honestly hold unto day to day....I feel as free as an angel with wings that I can fly with and go wherever....... I have found the sceret in life and thats you.....ur my everything.....ur love gives me the strenght to do anything.....I feel alive.....no longer weak........ thank you........

Email From The President Of The Group That Is Pushing For This Spin-off
We are hoping that with enough support from fans like you, we will get the Chris & Wyatt Charmed Spin Off we want. Please be sure to send in some postcards to the president of CBS, the president of the new CW network, the Vice President of programming for the CW and Spelling Productions, telling them you want a spin off. You can send them to: CBS Paramount Television 4024 Radford Avenue Studio City, California 91604 Spelling Television, Inc. 2401 Colorado Avenue, Ste. 110 Santa Monica, CA 90404 Dawn Ostroff President of Entertainment UPN 11800 Wilshire Blvd. Los Angeles, CA 90025 Les Moonves c/o CBS Headquarters 51 West 52 Street New York, New York 10019-6188 We have postcard templates at http://www.websitetoolbox.com/tool/post/thecharmedsons/vpost?id=882671. This spin off campaign is the only chance there is of continuing the Charmed legacy. The only chance we have of getting a spin off right now is if as many people as possible flood the network

So...why Is It....
...that the weather has such an effect on people? I mean today it is all rainy and icky outside and sure enough my mood matches it! Thank God for my LC friends...a few comments here...a shout there and presto chango...I am all happy again! Damn, am I really that emotionally "easy"? I can go with that! Well...I will stay in a good mood til lunch and then out into the "shit" I go...so to those who love me...better be ready to bring me back out of the Pit Of Despair (please notice the raspy Albino voice from one of the best movies of all time). Note...bonus points to anyone who can name the movie! love ya all!

Introduction
Hosted by Sparkle Tags I AM NOT ASKING YOUR OPINION ON WHO I SHOULD BE, HOW I SHOULD CONDUCT MYSELF OR THE PRINCIPLES I ADHERE TO YOU DON'T LIKE IT TOO DAMN BAD! That said i love people and love to conversate and will respect everyone until and unless i am disrespected. This however below is what i love to do and before you ask yes it's origional and mine you may frind it on my yahoo 360 but i wrote it! oh and no tats are not real! There are many sides to me; for i am the women of eternity ever changing, ever flowing ever onward and always growing evolving with time passing by still always left wondering why growing more mindful in each life throughout wars, famine, and strife But the spirit of all is within me i am connected to all i see earth's conception, mayhap before we traveled ever seeking more time linear and never ending does not break but always bending but one spirit,with many a face through out time and space on this journey to seek knowledge enr

Stop Domestic Violence, This Is For My Mom And Sister R.i.p.
I AM TRYING TO GET EVERYONE TO TAKE NOTICE AT THE SERIOUSNESS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. BUT, IT SEEMS LIKE THEY MOSTLY CARE ABOUT TITS AND ASSES. I HATE THAT!! TITS AND ASSES ARE FINE TIL THEY GET TIRED OF YOU AND BEAT YOUR ASS. BEAUTY IS ONLY SKIN DEEP AND DOESN'T LAST FOREVER, SO, THEN WHAT?? click here PURPLE ROSE IMAGE PLEASE JOIN THE PURPLE RIBBON CAMPAIGN TO END "DOMESTIC VIOLENCE" BY COPYING A PURPLE RIBBON OR A BANNER TO YOUR PROFILE. OCTOBER IS NATIONAL DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AWARENSS MONTH! " I am doing this in honor and loving memory of my mother Margarita and my sister Linda Anne Regan. And for all the victims of Domestic Violence." Banner codes can be copied from my profile. Ribbon pics can be downloaded from my pics. Thank you soo much for your support GOD BLESS SUSANA M. REGAN BIG SIS OF LINDA DAUGHTER TO MARGARITA PURPLE RIBBON

Girlfriends
This is a great Poem. Put it on your mirror so it is the first thing you see in the morning. A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS......... Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Someone of their houses will be bigger. Someone will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes.... might be lonely. And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing." So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed, to be disappointed!" "Winners make things happen-- Losers let things ha

What U Know About That?
:: waking up without ur love beside you.. :: feeling as if u have lost everything that means the world to you.... :: Loosing a child that haunts ur inner exsistance..... :: living without a voice, no expression, window of silence.. :: anger ur only means of self relief.......... :: feeling death creep up on you every sec u breathe.... :: NO u don't know about that :: :: So be greatful for what u have in ur life ::

The Web Inspired Spin-of Of The Popular Charmed Series
Started by two women on Yahoo IM's Charmed Sons is off to a great start. Actors Wes Ramsey, who plays future Wyatt on Charmed & Drew Fuller who plays Chris both fully support the idea and have sent words of inspiration to the group now numbering more then 5000 people that are supporting this program. If you are by chance hoping for the spinn-off to get off the group join the group and make your thoughts known. http://www.thecharmedsons.com its a really cool site and a great idea I think.

Why Didn't They Tell Us...
PARENT - Job Description If it had been presented this way when I was young, things would be oh so different. Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa JOB DESCRIPTION:! Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screams from the bac

Mornings Suck
I ran up the laundromat this morning to get some change for meter in the lot where I park. I run and throw a ten dollar bill in the change machine, grab my massive handful of quarters, jump in my car, and head downtown. Now Morgantown is very mountainous..well the whole state is but that's besides the point. So i'm heading downhill, I go around a small curve AND my purse fall over and quarter madness ensues!! They went EVERYWHERE! I think managed to lose a whole dollar somewhere in my car. Now i'm irritated. Its cold outside and i just want to go home. HUMPH!

Sex Myths
Sex Myths Unsolved myths The Venus Butterfly The Venus Butterfly is hinted at as not being intercourse but can supposedly, when practiced, cause hour long orgasms, hundreds of orgasms and multiple contractions in both women and in men, among many other things. Is this myth just an old urban legend, or does it really exist? It is my belief that the Venus Butterfly DOES NOT exist. Here's why: The only places you see saying anything at all about the "Venus Butterfly" or anything else you've probably not heard of are adult catologues, bookstores, TV channels, etc. that are trying to SELL you this supposed secret. No where else will you find any information about it all. Searching for this topic on the Internet will no doubt lead you to find only places where other people are asking, "What is the Venus Butterfly?" and not any useful information about it. In limited form, however, the venus butterfly may be a form of manual stimulation where the hands are used to stimulate the wo

Why Do People Have To Be So Fake???
I got a call about 30 minutes ago or so from my grandfather saying that my grandmothers blood preasure was spiking and she thought she was having a stroke. Of course, i freaked out and the worst case scenarios started racing thru my mind. I was terrified and scared of losing my Lorcey cause she is the cornerstone of my family... she is what keeps us all together. I still haven't heard anything from them yet as to her condition and I am so nervous I can't think straight... so I saw a person on here who claimed to be my friend and I had thought we had gotten close over the past few days. I kept trying to get her to talk to me and she wouldn't but i really need someone to talk to so i kept trying. She finally answered me and I asked why she wasn't talking to me and she said "Don't start with me thins morning, I have a done of paperwork to do" I then told her why i was trying to get ahold of her and that i needed to talk and there was nothing... pure silence... no response at all. H

Rock You Like A Hurricane!!!!!!
Take the quiz: What Kind of Storm are You?HurricaneYou are a hurricane! You tend to be outgoing, sweet, and everyones best friend. You have an endless supply of dancing and drinking partners because people think the sun shines out of your you-know-what!Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

School And New Photo Album
Ok got my second elements test back and again, I just missed one so I got a 96%. Misspelled the work Cartilage..blah! The new photo album is just a few of the things that turn me on. Vampires, for me whether female or male, so such a sensual qualities. I find them very erotic and sexy. I will soon post more pictures that I find very sensual! Hugs and Love Darla

Alone?
Alone? Sitting here alone the minutes passing by. Sitting here alone, Am I ? Sitting here alone, Mommy play with me! Sitting here alone, Trying hard to move Sitting here alone, Surrounded all the way. Sitting here alone. What did you say ? Sitting here alone. Watching life go by. Sitting here alone All I do is cry. Sitting here alone Forever as it seems Sitting here alone All I want to do is scream Sitting here alone Drowning in my tears Sitting here alone Facing all my fears Sitting here alone Searching for the strength Sitting here alone It seems I have nothing left Sitting here alone Looking for an out Sitting here alone All I can do is silently shout Sitting here alone Wanting to find a way Sitting here alone Will someone take me away Sitting here alone Looking up to the sky Sitting here alone Wishing I could fly Sitting here alone Am I? Sitting here alone I finally sigh. Sitting here alone, With Angels on my side! © T

How Is Everyone
HEY EVERY1, HOWS IT GOING. I THINK IM FINALLY GETTING THE HANG OF THIS SITE. ILL KEEP ADDING PICTURES AS MY RATING GOES UP. IM GANNA TAKE SOME NEW ONES TODAY. HAVE A GREAT THURSDAY PEEPS. HUGS N KISSES STEFFIE

A Solitary Island Surrounded By A Vast Ocean
While traveling along my chosen path in the pursuit of perfection I have become aware that I am a solitary island surrounded by a vast ocean. Through constant erosion the surface has worn where it was lacking strength. Occasionally something or someone will come and alter the island somehow. Something as insignificant as walking can leave a lasting imprint of their visit. The best visits however are when someone comes along who shares my love of this island. They do not fear the isolation and purity that it can bring as everyone else does. I embrace these few and draw them into the heart of it where the greatest secrets of understanding lie in wait. It is at this time that even the visitors that have constructed a home here choose to leave. Once again, I sit on my solitary island to contemplate existence. What makes this island so appealing yet so inhospitable? Could it be that upon finding this well hidden jewel that they finally realize, as I have, what is really wait

Oh Boy!
So As ALL of you know, I am pregnant.I decided to start adding up all the stuff we will need for the baby. Karma hit, 4 months ago,We had a yard sale.Got rid of ALL baby stuff thinking .No more kids!!! Got rid of 15-20 totes FULL of baby clothes,The crib the swing,EVERYTHING we had it all.Got so much from grandparents aunts and uncles with the first two.Now we need EVERYTHING for this kid!!! EVERYTHING! here's the list of stuff we need BEFORE the baby gets here..(good thing we have 7 months!) This is with OUT the Clothing for the baby :) Now,Do We need ALL this stuff..NO.Alot of this stuff is to make OUR lives easier :) But it's nie to have a idea to work for eh?/photobucket.com/" target="_blank"> Baby bath:$30.00 Baby Bedding(just bedding!!)$50.00 Car Seat (change color if a boy which I doubt it will be:) ) $69.00 Mobile::$32.00 Monitor::30.00 New born Bottle Set::25.00 Swing::85.00 Crib::$139.00 TOTAL::460.00 Sad part

Milkshakes Melt......people Change
Yeah Hmmm ok lets see well Stephen was suppose to come by and see Nicholas yesterday. Ha yeah right he never showed. Not that i'm surprised at all. He's such a little faggot. All he is is a piece of white trash and I regret our whole fucking relationship. He had the nerve to call me 2 hrs after he was suppose to be here to tell me he wasn't coming. I was so fucking pissed. Even though we aren't together he still thinks he can treat me like a piece of shit and he's gonna get his ass beat. Guys like him make me think I'm never gonna find a good one..... I'm just down for some reason this morning....

Lucia
What just happened down stairs? Was she serious? I just can't believe she said that, I never imagined she could be this forward or for that matter this bold, and the fact that she is my younger cousin makes it more difficult to assimilate; maybe she is drunk or stoned and probably won't remember the incident in the morning. Tossing and turning in my bed I can't get her out of mind, it almost five in the morning and my thoughts keep wandering back to her. I keep picturing Lucia's beautiful face and her perfect body laying next to me, wondering how it would feel like to touch her naked skin and to inhale her aroma; to make love to her and let her make love to me the way only experienced lovers do. My dick is so hard by now that it hurts, it hurts with desire, it aches, it aches to be touched, to be touched but not by me but to be touched by Lucia. Its morning now, I don't know at what time I finally felt asleep. I wonder if everything was just a dream, if it was just my imaginatio

Okay So
As I'm sitting here....I feel like I'm sitting sideways on a hill. I don't know why I feel like this. My balance is completely fucked so far today. I almost fell down the stairs and I'm stumbling all over the damn place. I just woke up like this. My dogs are barking at thin air. Me and ALex are going to see his mom in the hospital again today. She's in ICU. She has an overabundance of Lithium in her system....and I'm not sure exactly whats going on. I didn't win the lotto last night. :( If I win the lotto I'll buy everyone I know a cheeseburger. My erection has yet to go away and I haven't heard from my beloved lady lover in 2 days now. I HEART JENN!!!!!!! and the rest of you sexy bitches.

Eat At Sister's
I lay in bed dreaming that I was being ravaged by a group of four men, dimly I heard a telephone ringing and I wondered why they did not stop to answer the phone. Coming out of my lethargy I realised that the phone that I could hear was mine on the bedside table. I looked at the clock as I answered the phone and saw that it was 8.00am. I was mildly annoyed as this was Saturday my usual sleep in day. "Hi sleepy head" a cheerful voice greeted me, I realised at once that it was my brother Chris in Buffalo NY. Since he moved to Buffalo from St Louis 2 years ago I had not seen him although we spoke on the phone at least once each month. "Sis" he said, "I have two weeks off work and thought that you and Mike would like to visit if that no good brother-in-law of mine will get off his arse and bring you to visit." My husband, Mike and Chris got along really well and were always ribbing each other about anything that they could think of. "Chris, that would be great, I will talk it over

A Little Sexy Poem I Wrote
My Sexually explicit poetry Current mood: apathetic Category: Writing and Poetry Rapture Morning dew upon her thighs Passion expressed in baited sighs Trembling lips and expectant moans desire erupting from her very bones panting, hunger, explosions of joy her slender fingers she begins to employ erotic thoughts begin to expand as she deftly explores with her hands stroking gently her fingers probe deft dipping into her musky, moist cleft elusive rapture grasped in joy a sly smile escapes as she reaches for a toy. - John Wesley 2000

Thrus...
HEY EVERYONE..! GOOD MORNING.. OFF TO WORK NOW BUT WILL TRY TO GET BY EVERYONES PAGE TO SAY HI AND GOING TO START RATING PICS SO LET ME KNOW IF I HAVENT RATED YOURS AS YET.. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE AGREAT ONE AND THANKS TO ALL THE WOMEN FRIENDS I HAVE HERE.. REALLY MAKE MY DAY MUCH BETTER WITH ALL THE CHERRY LOVE AND CARING.. HOPE YOU KNO0W I CARE TOO! ALSO WILL BE COMENTING ON BLOGS TOO.. BOY IF I HAVE TIME..LOL.. HUGSS AND CHERRY LOVE TO ALL.. GERI!~

Visit To Buffalo
I lay in bed dreaming that I was being ravaged by a group of four men, dimly I heard a telephone ringing and I wondered why they did not stop to answer the phone. Coming out of my lethargy I realised that the phone that I could hear was mine on the bedside table. I looked at the clock as I answered the phone and saw that it was 8.00am. I was mildly annoyed as this was Saturday my usual sleep in day. "Hi sleepy head" a cheerful voice greeted me, I realised at once that it was my brother Chris in Buffalo NY. Since he moved to Buffalo from St Louis 2 years ago I had not seen him although we spoke on the phone at least once each month. "Sis" he said, "I have two weeks off work and thought that you and Mike would like to visit if that no good brother-in-law of mine will get off his arse and bring you to visit." My husband, Mike and Chris got along really well and were always ribbing each other about anything that they could think of. "Chris, that would be great, I will talk it over

Icp :p
words from Violent J himself Message From Violent J written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin e

Veronica.. Pt 2
This entire encounter with Veronica had taken me completely off guard. Suddenly my sister, who had been my primary object of sexual desire ever since that memorable day I saw her disrobe on the dock, was now splayed out naked in front of me. Moreover, she was giving voice to a taboo subject I thought would forever remain within the realm of fantasy. "It's just that…I mean, it would be different…" I protested weakly. "How would it be different?" she asked. "Well, if you were my brother I wouldn't be attracted to you--we'd just be jacking off together," I said. "But, you're my sister and I think you're really…" My voice trailed off. "Really what?" she said innocently. But as she said it, she sat up straight again, giving me an unobstructed view of her body. My gaze drifted down to her breasts and the smooth, toned surface of her abdomen. Likewise, her gaze dropped to my cock, which twitched once or twice with a renewed surge of lust. Almost without thinking, I grasped my c

Veronica..pt.1
"Who's there?" said Veronica, peering into the woods from the sandbar. I ducked behind a bush. "I know you're there, Sam!" she said. "Stop spying on me or I'll tell Mom!" It was a ridiculous thing for her to say. I was 18 years old and my mother had long since refrained from intervening in our disputes. But Veronica was 4 years older than me and still thought of me as her bratty little brother. In some ways I still fit the part. "I wasn't spying," I lied, emerging from the bush. "I can't believe you followed me here," she said. She regarded me with suspicion, but did not seem angry. "I found this place years ago," I said truthfully. I'd discovered the pristine swimming hole when I was 13. I thought I detected a mischievous smile on her face. "I know," she said, "I've followed you here a few times…" I started at this, though it merely confirmed my suspicions. I had had a distinct feeling of being watched during my last few visits to this spot. Still, when Ver

Ucking Irresponsible Asshole
I am totally pissed off. Across the field behind my house there lives a cute little boxer named Roxanne. Roxanne is a beautiful fawn boxer, petite in size and perfect markings- she lives with a big family a divirced dad and five boys- none of which will take resposibility for her. Becasue roxanne isnt fixed she goes into heat regularly. Anyways- for the past three months Roxanne's fence has had HUGE GIANT holes in it- in fact whole sections of fence knocked to the ground. Well, i have an australian shepard who is not fixed- because he will be eligible for studding in the next six months- and he is a perfect cattle dog- anyways- needless to say- these two have found each other- now i have had to put my dog on a lead in his own backyard becasue she comes to my fence and drives him crazy till he will actually jump the fence (simple you say...put the dog in the house- Ahhh- but then he tears my house apart trying to get outside with her) So since charlie cant get out- she has been g

Job Opening
Job Opening A little sicko humor for you. FBI Job Opening - Could you pass the test? The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists. Two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. . Kill Her !!" . The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn.

Happy Spring Day!
yes, today is the first day of spring time! and just when i came to the bank (where i work) they gave me a rose :) how cute!! i went to college before, so i start the papers for my paper degree or whatever is the name for it lol well, after they checked my information, and that i really finished all my exams, they sent me to pay... ya, i had to pay for it lol (the bad thing about privat colleges is, that you have to pay for everything) hmmm i hope today is a nice day, because i feel like there will be something really wrong... hugs for everyone Maria

Sooo Confused!
I just don't understand the Lost Cherry format. Myspace doesn't really give me that much trouble and at least I'm used to how it works! Oh well. I don't even know what my Cherry Points are for, but hopefully I'll get more by doing this pointless blog!

Poem 2
You bound my wrists and tied me tight Secured me to your bed one night. You made me beg, you took control And gained my heart while i lost my soul. You brought me to new heights of need My desire laced with wanton greed. Your touch inflamed, made me aware Of every nerve that pleasured there. You forced me up onto all fours As i struggled and moaned you made me yours. You entered me and took those things That only domination brings. My body and soul are yours for the keeping You awakened a life deep within me, sleeping.

Addendum To Post From Last Night
Not that I got any sleep or anything (I exaggerate.) I'll be better soon. And right now I listen to a quartet by a favorite composer in a live broadcast, not something I get to hear so very often this piece except in recordings - I have one, which I heard back in college in its LP original and now have in its CD "remaster". Anyways. Checked Mutopia. They do not have a Mozart work I've already begun - his "Hoffmeister" quartet - dedicated to, written for, a publisher friend of his, his string quartet in D major "Koechel number" 499 written in mid-1786. (Net connection decides to go down... whee... now it's back up.) I suppose since I've already begun that one, I'll just have to help them there... (Lovely piece by the way. The article I began about it, changed and renamed since then though with the LilyPond file I added, is here.

Poem 1
As I kneel before you in the light, infront of friends to our delight. Your voice and touch make me calm Your hands on my kneck, my soothing balm. I rub my cheek on your leg hoping to please Your stress and hurts I hope to ease. You make me do what no man has done You take me where I have never gone. I love your feel and your sweet caress The power you hold is nothing less. Your cuffs and collars delight me Will ever hold an command me. I am yours until the END!

Surely Here
Thursday, September 21, 2006 Surely here It only takes a moment to be renewed and refreshed. In one small, exquisite moment you can reconnect with the best of life. A touch, a scent, a pleasant and gentle sound can start the ball rolling. Or it could be nothing more than an affirmative thought. In an instant, all your worries can melt away. The awesome positive power of life can fill your awareness to the very core. No matter what happens or fails to happen, there is no sense in being anxious about it. Instead, look around you, take in the real and present beauty of what is. What is now, is more than enough. What is now, can surely transform your life into anything you can imagine. Look for that energy, for that spark, for that special something in this moment, for it is surely here. Make it into something great. -- Ralph Marston

Homeless Lol
As I walked down the busy sidewalk, knowing I was Late for an important appointment, my eye fell Upon one of those unfortunate, homeless vagabonds that are Found in every city these days. Wearing what can only be describes as rags, Carrying every worldly possession in two plastic bags, My heart was touched by this persons condition. Some people turned to stare. Others quickly looked away as if The sight would somehow contaminate them. Recalling some long ago Sunday School admonition to "care for the sick, feed the hungry and clothe the naked," I was moved by some powerful inner urge To reach out to this unfortunate person. Yes, where some people saw only rags, I saw a hidden beauty. A small voice inside my head called out, "Reach out, reach out!" So I did.......... I get out of the hospital in about 3 months. It would be nice to get a card or maybe a visitor.

Create Your Own Dom
re: relationships, as a subbie, i had some success with something that might be worth sharing. it can be hard for a subbie who doesn't live in a high density area to find a suitable Dom within realistic relationship distance. and versa-visa perhaps? also, a subbie may find itself in a relationship with a Dom who it loves and needs, but the Dom is not aware of how much further the relationship could be taken. and the subbie may feel out of place in telling its Dom how things could be. the effective solution i have found is to type up an OWNERS MANUAL and give it to a person who may make a good prospective Dom. anybody with whom you might be dating may make a very good Dom if they understood you better. i know that people who regard themselves as the "professional expert Dom" may object here. but realistically, these are natural traits that exist unmanifested in many people. unmanifest for lack of a true D/s relationship. if you are a hopeful subbie without a Dom in your area, c

Drive Thru Whorehouse
If you were the owner of a new "Drive Thru Whorehouse", what would you name your business? (personally, I'd name it "Buns on the Run".) Surely you men can come up with some creative names so cum on... write em down for me! If u can think of more than one, write them all down! I've been keeping a log of all the names people have come up with for over 2 years...

Relationshipssssssss
Ya know........ I could give this a big set-up. I could talk about alot of things......... but to the surprise of my kids and others. hehehe What a relationship was, is and will be is left to the people in it and what they both want it to be. It's that simple. One person can't carry it, it takes both. It takes a complete commitment to the relationship to make it work. The problem is most of us are more worried about what it is doing for us. What more can I say. Quit worrying so much about what you are getting out of it and start worrying about what you are giving to it. But, one person can't carry it. As for forgiving, it's the simplest thing in the world. "Sometimes you have to embrace the things you hate the most to let them go." That includes things about yourself. As for love, I wouldn't wanna love any other way than the way I love. Once I give it to you, it's yours forever. There aren't too many people I can think of that I don't love in some way. I thi

The Song Crazy
Ok, let's see if I can really define this. My Fav Verses are first and last. For someone else I love the second verse. and for all my daughters and myself the third verse. Crazy Gnarls Barkley I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind There was something so pleasant about that place. Even your emotions had an echo In so much space And when you're out there Without care, Yeah, I was out of touch But it wasn't because I didn't know enough I just knew too much Does that make me crazy Does that make me crazy Does that make me crazy Probably And I hope that you are having the time of your life But think twice, that's my only advice Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are, Ha ha ha bless your soul You really think you're in control Well, I think you're crazy I think you're crazy I think you're crazy Just like me My heroes had the heart to Lose their lives out on a limb And all I remember is thi

Ode To The Mighty - Poem
Ode to the Mighty - Poem the tails carress my thighs so tight her leather fingers releasing my fight with the hot white blast from deep inside her smile so wicked there's no where to hide her lips pull deep on the stained white butt as she blows her smoke to the face of her slut enhaling deep on all that she gives this puppy knows She is why he lives and she sits astride my chest so bare running her fingers through my long wavy hair slipping the length of her phallus so deep i will swallow each inch for i am Hers to keep and the power of her thrusts when she's taking my ass are like that of a Goddess from mythology past and she drives and she drives and she makes me cry out flicks her ashes on my back and smiles as I shout then she sits on my mouth as she reads from her book the subject of leather and chains and of hooks when her lips let her nectar trail down over my lips her hand slides in my hair and she tightens her grip Then her

Mistress Said - Poem
Mistress Said - Poem Walked into her room that night I took a look around, I knew I'd stepped where I belong But I could not hear a sound. From the top of the stairs she came She cast a look down on me, Her every step soft like silk in her eyes.. I know what I can be. In her skin tight leather and thigh high boots her kid leather gloves and crimson lips, her every step is commanding her tight black corset shapes her hips. and she said... "Welcome to my dungeon where wicked games are played. I am the Mistress won't you come this way? First, you must understand you had a name before we met, But when you're in my dungeon you are simply my toy, my pet. Is that understood my thing? In here, you belong to me, I can give you raw pleasures that you've only seen in your dreams. You're the latest of many so many good girls and boys, all the sweet young pretty things make the most wonderful toys." My eyes fell upon the floor her gaze on me so serious

Hanging On
I've had a bad day And nothing ever seems to go my way I've got a heartache Don't wanna think about it And everytime I try to smile, I cry, so I'll just hide my face Get out of my way Don't wanna talk about it And I'll be fine I just need some time I'm hanging on today And nothing's gonna stop me, anyway I'm holding on, I'm strong I'm the only one who can make it change I don't want advice Gotta live my life I'm gonna make it alright I'm hanging on and nothing's gonna stop me, anyway I went the wrong way But I'm not lost, it's a good mistake I saw the day break I'm gonna shout about it Oh, and everytime I turn around I find that, I'm alone again I've had a bad day I'm gonna laugh about it And I'll be fine I'm gonna be alright I'm hanging on today (today, yeah) And nothing's gonna stop me, anyway I'm holding on, I'm strong (I'm strong) I'm the only one who can make it change I don't wanna cry Gotta live my life I'm gonna make it alri

Wow, Learning My Way Around!
I just got this site from a friend. I am trying to find my way all the way around it. Seems pretty cool! I think its better than myspace. I love the way you can see who is viewing you and there's so many neat things to do. I am so excited to get even more into it. I gotta get some work done and then I will be back! Jessica

My Wish
I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you want to go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. and if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, more then anything, more then anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it, to your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more then you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, all the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, and you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake, and you alwa

For Him
For My One And Only, Joey! Current mood: cheerful Category: Writing and Poetry Have you ever held someone in your arms and cried just because you love them so much? Has your body ever trembled and quivered after you have felt their touch? Have you ever looked into someones eyes and saw all the beauty they possess? Have you ever found that special someone and knew they'll always be the best? Have you ever felt so much love it almost seems overwhelming? Have you ever felt that you have found the one thing your heart's been yerning? Well I have found that special someone and he has got my heart He is my one and only and I know that we shall never part!

Beneath The Sheets
Fuck me slowly, fuck me sweet Fuck me hard, stick it in deep Before you cum lay flat on your back So I can jump on, I know you like it like that I'm going to start off slow to make it last Now pull my hair and slap my ass As I start going faster we both begin to sweat Your body's gotten tense, you got me real wet You're ready to release, the blood begins to flow You start gripping at the sheets as you let yourself go I lick my tongue around my lips, there's a sweet and sour taste Now I must be excused so I can clean off my face!

How To Impress
HOW TO IMPRESS A WOMAN Compliment her, Respect her, Honour her, Cuddle her, Kiss & caress her, Love & stroke her, Tease her, Comfort her, Protect her, Hug her, Hold her, Spend money on her, Wine & dine her, Listen to her, Care for her, Stand by her, Support her & go to the ends of the Earth for her. HOW TO IMPRESS A MAN Show up naked. Bring food.

Title: Your Little Bitch
Let me be your little slut tonight Tell me what you want done Treat me like your little bitch It will be so much fun I will obey your every command I will do whatever you say You can guide me with your hands So come on, lets play I can rub and squeeze I can kiss and bite I can lick and tease I can go all night I can bend over backwards I will do whatever you wish I will do my best to please you Let me be your little bitch!

Invisible
Like a grain on the beach Like a star in the sky Far too many to count with the naked eye They won't see you Go ahead Walk on by You don't know I'm alive Maybe one day you'll find You should open your eyes You don't know me You're the one who looked right through me Now you're saying that you knew me When I was invisible And you're the one who walked right through me Now you're saying that you knew me When I was invisible Little things adding up Try so hard not to rush Giving in, letting go of the world we know They won't see you Force it down Lose the taste They all think it's a waste We don't need to believe every word they say, no They don't know me You're the one who looked right through me Now you're saying that you knew me When I was invisible And you're the one who walked right through me Now you're saying that you knew me When I was invisible It's so easy to be lost But maybe you're not lost at all

Nasty Sex Poem
Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are

What Is Your Fave Elton John Song
HEY People i am just curious i want to know what is your fave Elton John song it can be from any album including peachtree road and since he's released the captain and the kid i will later edit this blog to include that album and it can more than one if you choose to put more than one song i don't mind i am just simply curious from Bruce

Unfaithful
Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue But clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer I feel it in the air As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss upon my cheek As he reluctantly Asks if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it very well Cause I know that he know

London Bridge
Oh Shit! Oh Shit! Oh Shit! They aint ready for this? Oh Shit! Oh Its me, FergieThe Pen Polo Fergie, Ferg whats up baby? VERSE 1 When I come to the club step aside. Part the seas, dont be havin me in the line VIP cause u know I gotta shine Im Fergie Ferg and me love you long time All my girls get down on the floor. Back to back, drop it down real low Im such a lady, but Im dancin like a ho Cause you know I dont give a fuck so here we go CHORUS How come every time you come around, My London, London bridge want to go down, like London, London, London Want to go down like London, London, London Be goin down like How come every time you come around, My London, London bridge want to go down, like London, London, London Want to go down like London, London, London Be goin down like Now as the drinks start pouring and my speech start slurring, everybody start looking real good Oh Shit! VERSE 2 Grey Goose got your girl feeling loose Now Im wis

your figertips gently touch my face your lips touch mine, my body shakes your deep passionate kiss heats me up inside the way you make me feel time after time you kiss moves from my lips slowly down my neck my heartbeat increases as you reach my breasts your figertips slide across my thighs from my mouth a long soft sigh your body covers mine, so hot to the touch im trembling all over i want you so much make love to me, my body is on fire i look in your eyes so filled with desire my arms wrap around you, a slow thrust of your hips i close my eyes, a deep gasp from my lips our bodies trembling as we hold each other in the night your thrusts get harder, my grip gets tight I arch my hips as we lose control the passion burns deep in our souls we lay together hearts beating as one fall asleep in each other arms as another night is done.

Medtation Of The Day
Elder's Meditation of the Day - September 21 "everything is laid out for you. Your path is straight ahead of you. Sometimes it's invisible but it's there. You may not know where it's going, but still you have to follow that path. It's the path to the Creator. That's the only path there is." --Leon Shenandoah, ONONDAGA Everything on the earth has a purpose and a reason for its existence. Every human being is a warrior and every warrior has a song written in his/her heart and that song must be sung or the soul forever remains restless. This song is always about serving the Great Spirit and helping the people. This song is always sung for the people. Many times I need to learn much about the difficulties of life. I need to know this, so I must experience it. Then I can be of use to the people. Because I am experiencing difficulty does not mean I have left the path or that I have done something wrong. It means I'm doing the will of the Great Spirit during these times of testing. I nee

Finally Together
She married and had 12 children. Her husband died. She married again and had 7 more children. Again, her husband died. But, she remarried and this time had 5 more children.Alas, she finally died. Standing before her coffin, the preacher prayed for her. He thanked the Lord for this very loving woman And said, "Lord, they're finally together." One mourner leaned over and quietly asked her friend, "Do you think he means her first, second or third husband?" The friend replied, "I think he means her legs."

First Post
I'm using myspace as my serious blog (www.myspace.com/simian42) but sometimes I'll hear jokes and stuff that I'd like to pass on, and being that myspace is kind of weird about content, I'm going to post that stuff here. That being said, I just read this: Hung Chow Hung Chow calls into work and says, "Hey, I no come work today, I really sick. Got headache, stomach ache and legs hurt, I no come work." The boss says, "You know something, Hung Chow, I really need you today. When I feel like this, I go to my wife and tell her to give me sex. That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that." Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. "I do what you say and I feel great. I be at work soon.........You got nice house." ROFLMAO!!!

So True..
Thank You for those who *GOSSIP* about me...Your only makin me the center of your world, Thank You to those who *HATE* me... Your only makin me a stronger person, Thank You to those who *LOVE* me... You only make me love more, Thank You to those who *ENVY* me...your only makin my selfesteem grow, Thank You to those who *LIE* to me...you make me see the truth,and the truth about You,and what kind of person u are, Thank You to those who talk *CRAP* about me...you only make me popular,and show others u have no life of your own, Thank You to those who *WORRY* about me...you only make me realize someone cares, Thank You to those who *LEFT* me...you only make me think twice about makin the same mistake again, Thank You to those who *STAY*... you make me realize who true friends really are, Thank You to those who *LISTEN*...you only make me express my true feelings, Thank You to those who *CARE* about me... you only make me feel special, Thank You to those who

Alone With My Tazer...
I found this on the web a few months ago, i just came across it in one of my folders, i laughed my head off reading it again. Hope you all like it too...lol ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Alone with my Tazer. -------------- My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something like "Well, I have FINALLY outdone myself". No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Life Time movie in the near future. Here goes. Last weekend I spied something at a pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled.) I bought something really cool for my wife. The occasion was our 32nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my sweet girl. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two

Funny Joke..
A bloke pays a visit to his GP and says, "Doctor, I really need your help. I can't seem to get an erection." The doc examines him carefully, then suggests a number of possible cures. "I've tried them all," says the man. "Herbal remedies, Viagra, hydraulic pumps - nothing seems to work." "Well," the doctor muses, "there is a last-ditch option. The local hospital is doing experimental work with elephant muscle tissue transplants. But I have to warn you - they're not sure of the side effects." The guy thinks for a minute. Realising his desperate need for sex he pipes up. "Look, doctor," he says. "I'll do absoloutly anything." So he books in for the operation, and it all goes perfectly. Just six weeks later, the man has recovered sufficiently to try his luck with a gorgeous secretary in his office. They're sitting at dinner one night, enjoying their main course, when the man starts to get horny. Sure enough, he's getting hard, and he thinks his troubles are finally over - when suddenly

Tim Mcgraw
You said the way my blue eyes shined, Put those Georgia stars to shame that night I said: "That's a lie" Just a boy in a Chevy truck, That had a tendency of gettin' stuck, On backroads at night An' I was right there beside him all summer long An' then the time we woke up to find that summer'd gone But when you think: Tim McGraw, I hope you think my favorite song The one we danced to all night long: The moon like a spotlight on the lake When you think happiness, I hope you think: "That little black dress" Think of my head on your chest, An' my old faded blue jeans When you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think of me September saw a month of tears, An' thankin' God that you weren't here, To see me like that But in a box beneath my bed, Is a letter that you never read, From three summers back It's hard not to find it all a little bitter sweet, An' lookin' back on all of that, it's nice to believe: When you think: Tim McGraw, I hope

Black Longin
My wife Leigh and I have an ad on the internet that has nude photos on it. She told me recently that she believed some of the blacks she works with had seen them because of the way they looked at her. Well a couple weeks ago she found out they had seen her photos and wanted some of the action. She had a conference in Macon Ga. Where all her co-workers would be. They would be in a motel for three night. The first night there they were having drinks at the bar when one of the men that had been looking at her strangely told her he had something to show her and that she should follow him to his room. She asked why and he said he had some of her photos to show her and if she didn’t go with him, he would show them around. She followed him to the elevator when another co-worker joined them in the elevator. Eric asked Clay if he had told Leigh his secret? Clay said they were on their way upstairs to discuss it and told Leigh to ask Eric to join them. She did as

What's Your Inner Power?
Creativity- Your inner power is Creativity! Any of The Arts-music, dance, pure art, drama, creative writing-are your passion. You love the way you can control what happens to you and your life while you participate in any of The Arts, and you can push your emotions aside when you do so. You at times can feel very depressed and alone, and yet it only further fuels your love for your art. Life to you can often seem bitter and cruel, a world of darkness with only a few tiny flares of light, stretched out far in between one another. In a way youre confused with what you want in your life, and find it hard to trust people. Because of this people of the outside world see you as cold and uncaring, yet those who befriend you love you a lot, and know you are only very lonely and hurting. Boys are intrigued by your mysterious mask, and one day, one of them will reach passed your barriers and care for you the way you so desperately want to be cared for. Dont let the popular people get you down; y

Poem: Sport The Disabled Way
Sport the right way Today I watched Sport the way it should be Athletes of all sizes it was plain to see All having one thing in common Giving there all with all the strength they could summon Whether first and winning Gold or trailing a lap behind Taking part is all thats in there mind No Coaches, Drugs or Sponsors with big money Just appause when they finished ,smile like bees with honey Smiles and hugs are all they need Not Expensive Training shoes or any greed Who are these people that you would like to know They are all Disabled and put on a fantastic Show. (Thanks to all who took part in the Scottish Championships for the Disabled)

Note To Friends And Family
Hey all....It's been a rough week and I need some love...like only my friends can give!! It's not about leveling up...I just need some love, hugs, something to make me smile!! Most of you don't know me that well...but those of you who do know what's been goin on. Today marks the three year date since my accident and For some reason it's hitting me harder this year than it has the last couple years. I thought I would be further along than I am. I look at the last three years and yea it's been rough, and there have been more times than not that giving up seemed so much easier than fighting. Once again those who know me...know me well enough to know it's not in me to give up on anything! lol Through it all though the thing that's kept me going is the people in my life, my friends...who are my family, my life! My friends have been the one constant over the last three years during my fight that seems to get the best of me at times. To those who I call friends/family...Thank you from t

Daily Problems
I WAS SITTING HERE AT 5:15AM ALREADY BEEN UP FOR OVER AN HOUR BECAUSE I JUST CAN'T SLEEP. WHEN I REALIZE I WAS ABOUT TO SPOUT OUT ALL MY PROBLEMS AND THINGS THAT JUST AREN'T GOING WELL. WHEN POOF, SOMETHING OR SOMEONE SMACKED IN THE HEAD AND LET ME REALIZE WHAT IN FACT I DO HAVE. WHAT IS GOING YOUR WAY! PERHAPS WE ARE BECOMING A "POOR ME" GENERATION.WE THINK WE NEED OR EVEN DESERVE MORE THAN WE HAVE IN THIS LIFE. NOT SO, I FEAR. JUST LOOK AT THE NEWS AND BE THANKFUL. THE LADY WHOSE THROAT WAS SLASHED AND HER BABY STOLEN, THE SOLDIER WHO DIED IN IRAQ AND LEFT A FAMILY OF 5 CRYING AND SUFFERING. THE PEOPLE IN DARFUR WHO ARE SUFFERING ABUSE, DEATH AND STARVATION WITH NO HOPE OF HELP. PEOPLE OF THE KATRINA DISASTER WHO STILL ARE HOMELESS. THOSE WHO ARE ALL ALONE AND HAVE NO FRIENDS OR FAMILY. ~~ GEEZ NOT TO BE SO DEPRESSING BUT I HAVE A GORGEOUS, FUNNY, SMART, DAUGHTER WHO DRIVES ME NUTS CRAZY AND ALSO LAUGHING. `` SO I AM THANKFUL SO IF YOU EVER HEAR ME WHINING SLAP ME AROUND!!

Ignorant People!
how in the hell is somone that dont know u gonna message u and start shit with u? and what type of man starts shit with a woman? i hate ignorant people! u know wha ti'm sorry i'm not a size 2 and 5'9" but i didn't think that i was that bad that someone i dont even know had this type of opinion about me!!! this dude doesn't even know me! i haven't no idea who the fuck he is or nothin!! his name is coldstate on myspace...that's where all this shit happened! ************************************************************************************************** THIS WAS THE LAST THING I SENT HIM BUT TO START AT THE BEGNNING OF OUR CONVERSATION U HAVE TO START AT THE BOTTOM¡¦¡¦. no u wont talk to me later dumb bitch cuz i'm blocking u! ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: coldstate href='http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=112239189&MyToken=348a020a-99b5-40fa-b334-f0f54da114b9'>coldstate Date: Sep 21, 2006 2:1

If All My Words Were Beautiful
If all my days were told in angeled speech, would I be safe from harm? Would pumpkined coaches come for me with guarantees of honesty if all my words were beautiful? Would princes, charming, each deliver promises to breach the broken-hearted legacies my childhood kingdom left for me? If all my words were beautiful, would fairy godmothers appear with wanded wishes, freeing me from fear that every one I loved would go away? If all my words were neatly placed bouqueted and gathered, bound and laced with covenants before the altar of my heart, would I be free from treachery? If every word my soul released created harmonies, a potpourri of promises, a feast of things unseen by earth-bound eyes, would I be shielded from the lies that wounded me? I sing the stories of my heart, a siren in a raging sea, and hope my words will play a part in liberating me from all the dangers of a childhood’s world that fell from grace, and art, before my soul

Chapter 3
The Master of the City looked vaguely amused. If I smoked one of his vampires in self-defense, would he be pissed off? Probably. Then again, he did have the hots for me. In a manner of speaking. And he had looked more annoyed than aroused when the psychotic bitch had been pawing him. I made up my mind. Showtime, then. “I said I’m not the one dressed like a streetwalker, offering up my cookies, and pawing some Joe’s balls in public, so I’m not the whore here. Bitch.” I added, smiling pleasantly. She snarled and reached for me. “I’ll rip out your throat!” she shrieked, livid. A sliver of wood detached itself from my bar stool and hovered at her heart, pressing slightly against her skin. I smiled widely at her, and she stopped mid-stance, going very still. “I’ve been doing this since I was twelve,” I said casually, “So there’s a fair chance this will go right through all that silicone and pierce your heart.” A vein started twitching in her forehead, but she stayed put.

What Color Is Envy?
What color is envy? If you''re borne, you''ve felt it, Someone who gave you life first notices a sibling more and that new babe took your place Is it white? I think not. White is too innocent. What color is envy? If you''re still alive, you feel it, When persons do not notice your worth, By someone who And their praise is given to another. Is it yellow? I think not. Yellow is too bright. What color is envy? If you''re living, you''re feeling it. When another is declared the champ By someone who shouldn''t be judging, And you did better, but lost. Is it orange? I think not. Orange is too warm. What color is envy? If you''ve worked, you''ve felt it. When you''re passed over for a promotion by someone not as creditable as you, And your value is ignored. Is it red? I think not. Red is too fiery. What color is envy? If you''ve loved, you''ve felt it. When you want to be loved exclusively By someone who''s special, but you''re not,

Tattoos
Well, let's see..I have 7 tattoos. On my back left shoulder part of the family crest. It's a one of a kind dagger with a snake coiled around it. On my left bicep I have a portrait of my son Holden and his name underneath his portrait. Below that I have my band's name Taste of Heaven. On my right bicep I have a 9/11 memorial tattoo. It is very detailed with the towers in the background, an eagle and the american flag. It has the date of the attacks written above it and "We Will Never Forget" written below it. It's pretty big. On my left inside forearm starting from my elbow and ending at my wrist is my tribute to one of my all time favorite bands, Europe. It is a tribute to their new start in 2004. It is the band logo with the title of their 2004 album Start From the Dark underneath. On my right inside forearm Starting from my wrist to my elbow is the H.I.M. song "Killing Loneliness." On my back right shoulder I have the H.I.M. logo and the heartagram. Before

First Time Black
FIRST TIME BLACK Leigh and I have been married for 12 wonderful years. We are deeply in love and have always had great sex. Sometimes experiencing many exciting happenings such as flashing cars and trucks on the highway to having sex in motels with the curtains open to having sex in the pool and even in the ocean in broad daylight with a young black man watching. These times always turned Leigh on tremendously. We also enjoy porn a lot, especially amateur and group interracial movies. Leigh would get off so much watching them that I brought the subject up about bringing some attractive black men into our bed for her. She liked the thought, but worried about my feelings which were set on go. I would love to see her being fucked by well-hung attractive black men and told her so on numerous occasions. She finally agreed to post some ads with nude pictures on interracial dating websites. The responses she received were overwhelming to the point that she would pose for these ads every we

What The Hell
well everyone let me introduce myself my name is loretta from lewistown pa, looking for some friends i am 24 soon too be 25 looking too have a lil fun i just found out about this site so i must say i am new i am into rap/hip hop music and black and spanish guys so if you fit my catagory please chat with me online and i will add you and become your friend too anyone that just wants too chat hit me up ok thanks for your time

This Is Awsome...
so yeah i funkin lied... deal with it... but anyways, my good freind is here keeping me company... it's good to know i'm cared about... to bad this good freind of mine is depression... gota love the draw to this... so yeah, i have had a hard week and it isn't quite yet over... ain't that a pisser... i honestly hate getting bad news... i mean it's not so bad having the time... but shit, this was just the straw that broke the camal's back... now here is the fun part for me... lets see how i deal with the next few days... if i make it to friday nite without flipin out, i'll be impressed... so yeah thats enough of my whiney, petty, annoying, BULLSHIT... on a good note... i went to a show tonite... had a good time... only got turned down by two chix tonite... i expected the first but, i was pleasently surprised how i got turned down by the second chick... get this you'll all laugh at this i know i did... so i'm at the bar and this rather cute chick is standing there and we were making s

New York Yankees
WELL, THE NEW YORK YANKEES HAVE CLINCHED THEIR 9TH DIVISION SERIES AGAIN AND LOOK STRONG TO TAKE THE 2006 WORLD SERIES. SAD THING IS I'LL BE ON MY ROAD TRIP DURING MOST OF THE GAMES. SO I'LL TRY TO CATCH GAMES EITHER AT MY HOTEL/MOTEL OR AT FRIENDS PLACES. IM THRILLED TO SEE BOSTON LOSE AS WELL AS THE ANGELS.

Austin
I love my son but when it is 330 am and he woke up not feeling good then the only way to get him back to sleep was to let him sleep in my and not wanting to go back to his bed. I hate being up this late, unless i am getting breakfast after the bar. I find myself cleaning now to try to stay awake.

21th September Happy *40th* Birthday Lori !!
Koogerbabe@ LostCherry Want one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash ************************************ Happy 40th birthday Lori We love you!!! Much love, Lena and Mette mettekenzo@ LostCherry ~Engla~@ LostCherry ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Add yourself below~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~TRicky~@ LostCherry annitaly@ LostCherry (¯`·._.·gReEn-EyEd BrAtT·._.·´¯)@ LostCherry Tomcat@ LostCherry Helena47*

I Get A Dvd Player
ok 4 thos of you how don't know i hade to sell my ps2 to move. fucking tara, any way i finly bot a nother ps2 and sens i did not have a dvd player now i do with my ps2. now all i need it dvd to play on it and if u want u can help :D $10.80 - CHASING AMY (CRITERION) http://www.deepdiscountdvd.com/dvd.cfm?itemid=BVD017244 $6.94 - CLERKS (ANIMATED SERIES) http://www.deepdiscountdvd.com/dvd.cfm?itemid=BVD021707 $6.94 - JAY AND SILENT BOB STRIKE BACK http://www.deepdiscountdvd.com/dvd.cfm?itemid=BVD024665 $23.75 - CLERKS 10TH ANNIVERSARY ED (3D) http://www.deepdiscountdvd.com/dvd.cfm?itemid=BVD035006 $5.55 - JERSEY GIRL http://www.deepdiscountdvd.com/dvd.cfm?itemid=BVD036727 $15.41 - MIRRORMASK http://www.deepdiscountdvd.com/dvd.cfm?itemid=COL002505 $22.06 - DOGMA (SPECIAL EDITION) http://www.deepdiscountdvd.com/dvd.cfm?itemid=COL005614 $21.46 - EVENING WITH KEVIN SMITH, AN (2D) http://www.deepdiscountdvd.com/dvd.cfm?itemid=COL008976 $21.46 - THE CITY OF L

I Thought......wrong
I thought that I would look on-line for something, I don't know what I was really looking for. I guess something to make it all right again. I went looking for miscarriage sites and found tons. I read other women's stories and just cried and cried. I just feel like everything is just so wrong and I hate not being pregnant. Being pregnant is a wonderful feeling. I think me going with Josh over to Kris's house the other night was a good thing. Bri sat on the couch with me and we talked and talked. She wanted me to stay with her but I had to go home. Right before we left she hugged me really tight and thanked me for coming to visit her. It was really sweet and made me love her even more but it also made me want a baby. Josh and I might start trying sooner than next year but I know the doctor wants us to wait atleast for three months. I figure if I wait until after my first period that it should be okay. Though it could take a couple of months for me to get my first period. I really don't

Updated Repost Of About Me Section
FIRST OFF, FOR ANYONE OUT THERE WHO ACTUALLY READS PROFILES, I AM A GUY. YOU MIGHT HAVE KNOWN THAT IF YOU HAD READ THE PROFILE TO START WITH CONSIDERING I MENTION THAT I AM A PROUD FATHER. I GET VERY IRRITATED WITH PEOPLE WHO DON'T BOTHER TO READ THE PROFILE BEFORE THEY LEAVE COMMENTS OR SEND ME SHOUTS. THANK YOU...CARRY ON. My name is Rayne and I am a 23-year-old proud FATHER of a little boy named Holden. He is my world! I adopted Holden when he was 3 years old. (Yes, single parent adoption--it helps to have connections sometimes.)Holden's biological father is in prison and his mother had abandoned him in the snow not too far from where I live. I love this boy more than life itself. I love being with my family. I have a very rare family. We are a tight-knit family. You hurt one of us, you hurt all of us. We are also rare because we all get along. If you look at families today, they are always fighting, kids are getting into trouble in school and with the law. It's a crazy world

Bad Beats The Story Of Life In Poker
ok time to tell a bad beat story in this story i am in a .25/50 nl game i have $64 dollers my opponet has $47 i am delt a 9 os my opp is drawn q 9 os the flop is aq9 small raises on the flop 3 on the turn i go all in i am called then the river comes q i lose 47 bucks that hand on a 2 out merical thats myu bad beat story of the moment more to come

What Kind Of Piercing Are You???
You scored as Nipples. You're secretly kinky aren't you? I like you already. Don't let anyone onto your dirty side--it's more fun that way.Nipples100%Earlobe Piercing90%Tongue Piercing90%Labret Piercing90%Dirty Piercings80%Cartilage Piercing80%Lip Piercing70%Belly Button Piercing70%Nose Piercing40%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

How Horny Are You???
You scored as Normal Horny. You're normal horny. You're like most people. You get aroused but only when you should, for the most part. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Normal Horny75%Not horny69%A little horny69%Very horny31%Super Horny13%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

I won't be online much for a while.My best friend just went through some bad shit with her soon to be ex hubby & I'll be looking after her.I'm all she has & I have to admit I Love to girl to.She deserves to have her ass kissed not kicked & I hope she realizes that now.

What Mythical Creature Are You???
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Angel92%Faerie92%Mermaid67%Dragon67%WereWolf33%Demon17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Kind Of Angel Are You??
You scored as You are an Angel of Beauty. You are an Angle of Beauty. You seek all those things which are visually appealing as well as those that are beautiful on the inside!You are an Angel of Pain100%You are an Angel of Beauty100%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!69%You are an innocent Angel56%Angel of Light38%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes50%Passion33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Remanescence
Standing in a field, of lillies white, raining clouds, bleed upon my face, the flowers fade, but I remain All around me, skeletons from the past, the sun pulls itself, out of a wounded sky, bones turn to ash, but I remain the field is gone, now stands a hill, shattered stones, decades of decay, once was a hill, now is a mountain, But I still remain

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
1. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 2. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 3. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 4. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 5. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a three minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 6. Have a bad headache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget about the headache. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools:&nbs p; WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tap

To My Mother Thanx For The Inspiration
Hateful words and experiences, dead eyes that cannot see, rotting gray matter kills my senses, I stand in the dark and scream, my chest is empty, I try to inhale, the fire that burns my cancer away, my bones weak and thin, my skin so dry it peels back my soul, my child cries again, I am nothing like my father said, the truths and lies he told, of one day a happy ending, to sleep in a bed so cold, my mother regards me as a child scorned, and yet she holds no love, for the child that was is now a man, whose spirit is grown so old.

Tori Amos - Jackie's Strength
A Bouvier till her wedding day Shots rang out, the police came Mama layed me on the front lawn And prayed for Jackie's strength Feeling old by 21 Never thought my day would come My bridesmaids getting laid I pray for Jackie's strength Make me laugh Say you know What you want You said we were the real thing So I show You some more And I learn What black magic can do Make me laugh Say you know You can turn Me into the real thing So I show You some more And I learn Stickers licked on lunch boxes Worshipping David Cassidy Yeah I mooned him once on Donna's box She's still in recovery Sleepovers, Beene's got some pot You're only popular with anorexia So I turn myself inside out In hope someone will see Make me laugh Say you know What you want You said we were the real thing So I show You some more And I learn What black magic can do Make me laugh Say you know You can turn Me into the real thing So I show You some more And I learn I got

Bondage
Casting A shadow over the lifeless form, foaming at the mouth I can almost taste her flesh sucking her soul in deep breaths, heaving chest, glistening in sweat, dead hands unable to grasp, ropes tighten by slight movement, thrusting wedge of wood, between raw thighs, tiptoes, passion overthroes. bondage

Just A Little About Me
ok, so this is my first entry here so here it goes... My name is Matthew, Im 31 years old, for the last year ive been fortunate enough to take a lot of time off to just take it easy for a while. I work in electronics, mostly in manufacturing (i put together the things you use everyday to log in online, power your iPods, and the like), Im a mechanic at heart and have built and enjoyed many toys (cars mostly), My best friend in the world brought me here and she thinks im very sweet, which i am most of the time LOL (hey we all have our moments hehe). Im well educated, very articulate and horribly honest by nature. My Best friend is DirrtyGurl here, shes the single most incredible woman and person in world! She has been there for everything with me, good and bad. Shes Sexy, Smart, shes funny, and THE most beautiful woman youll ever see. Shes my whole world and the best friend anyone could ever have. I wish we lived closer to one another (shes in Michigan and im in California) but even a

Massage Therapy
Sarah was an average girl at 25 years of age. She was married to a great man and had a wonderful daughter, but she found her life unfulfilling. She owned her own massage therapy spa and had employed a few younger girls. As Sarah was the only one there with a Bachelor's Degree instead of just a certificate, she got the most customers. Sarah was jam-packed with customers every day as some would have to make an appointment a week or two in advance. There was one man she noticed a couple times a week named Jeremy. Jeremy always had the younger girls for his massage therapists since Sarah was so busy. Jeremy was a nicely built guy with blonde hair that was just very nicely spiked. He had muscles without them being too much. Sarah liked that. Every day when he would come in, he would give Sarah a nice little wink before going into the back room with either Cindy or Molly. After the spa closed every day, Sarah would have to stay later than the others and file paperwork. Most of the time, all

Part 2
She dropped him off at a quarter to nine that night. She asked if he wanted her to come in, but he said no quickly, as though he'd anticipated the question. She hesitated, taking the no to mean she had done something wrong. "Can I call you tomorrow, then?" she proceeded. "P-promise you will," he stuttered. "Promise, promise," she whispered as she leaned in to kiss him. His scraggly facial hair irritated her face, but she didn't care. She'd kissed a lot of guys before, and a lot of girls, too, but none of them had ever made her feel like this. As she kissed him she was filled with that feeling she had felt when she had locked eyes with him at the deli -- whole, she felt whole. She could tell by the look in his eyes when he got out of the car that something was wrong. She watched as he slowly walked up the path, and still she watched as he hesitated to open the door. She longed to know what kept him so inclosed. He could hear the screams from the walk. He prayed she cou

Part 1
It hadn't been long since she'd first seen him, but she couldn't shake that feeling. That feeling you get when you know something is wrong. She was just drawn to him. She didn't know who he was or why she felt the way she did. There was pain in his eyes. They were pale blue and it just appeared that the brightness had been drained from them. He had sort of a rugged look to him, he was short and stout and he was probably very handsome under all the sadness and facial hair. He was all alone there and she was surrounded by familiar faces. Why didn't she just walk over to him? Why didn't she ask him to join her? There was this feeling in the bottom of her stomach. Her heart felt as though something was resting still on it. The pressure was almost unbearable. She had to go back; she couldn't avoid the feeling. It wouldn't go away unless she did as it told her. She tossed her keys to her friend and told him to unlock the door and get the a/c running. She'd be right back she said. She f

Sex Poems
Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are

Thats Me In A Nutshell
You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.Biting100%Blood100%Bondage83%Blind Folds75%Chains/Handcuffs75%Whips42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Poker And Its Finer Qualitys
ok so i think that the finer qualitys of poker is being able to basicly rip off destroy and mutalate and oponet to the point that there ready to go bazerk and kill some one like when you flop a strait and check it to the river and just wait and wait knowing you might not get paid off then you find your oponet going all in and you got them you have taken all there chips and your lauphing at them you out played them, there the sucker and you know it oh ya poker its the game to play were you can kill a person and never get introuble for it heheheheheeheheheheh have fun people

Don't Know Anymore
Ok I am not having a really good day today my exbf and his gf broke up the other day which was good because we have been sleeping together and I love him so it is really hard to say no to him but tonight he is at another girls house he has this thing where he can't be single and "supposedly" he wants a seriouse relaitionship but I am sitting here right in front of him I try to make him happy and there is so much stuff that he does that makes me feel like he does love me but he seems like he dosn't care sometimes like tonight it hurts cause I feel like he is out sleeping with someone else but I dont' know for sure and I can't say anything even if he is and normally we act like we are going out he kisses me hugs me he fucking sings to me and I love it when he does cause it makes me feel so special to him and he says he cares about me but I don't know anymore I asked him for a kiss at his moms work and he wouldn't give me one and it just makes me feel like he won't be affectionate in publ

Can You See It In My Eyes?
Can You See It In My Eyes? by Sandy Fioretti You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

Coffee Lovers
Coffee Lovers by Aindréas Brennan Silently, He smiles to himself, As he thinks of her, Sitting alone in her kitchen, Sipping coffee. She thinks of him too, But little does he know it. Shamefully, Both pass each other every day, Without passing on the knowledge, Of their inwardly turned love. Time and time again it happens, For who has the courage to say it first, Or do they just enjoy, Their secret love affair.

Company
Company by Tina K Where are you going, where have you been? My dear, close, and quiet friend, As we sit in the soft springtime Saturday's end Taking comfort in each other once again. Tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine; And so we will pass a few hours time With the quaint and the comic and even sublime - Silently searching for that elusive sign. We'll fashion the future and polish the past, Allowing the memories to amass; While the grains of sand slip through the glass 'Til a tranquil lull pervades at last. Conversation fades with the eve's golden light, We cannot go on, try though we might; So you gather me an embrace so tight, And we wistfully, longingly say goodnight.

The Mistake You Cannot Forget
The Mistake You Cannot Forget by Ashlie You say you cannot forget And you aren't ready to forgive But I need your friendship More than you'll even know I need you there to live Without you by my side today Life's been going, oh so slow I miss your calls Our endless talks The places we would go You can't even bear to look at me, And I know my mistake For because of one night, And a few thoughtless actions, When you saw me you ran and hid I know we cannot take it back As much as we would like to But we could forget And start all over Just friends, that's me and you If time is what you need, Then I guess that's what you'll get But I need you there for me soon, My friend, I hope you will forget.

Can We Still Be Friends?
Can We Still Be Friends? by Kathleen Sheppard I was cold and hurting lost out in the night wandering and searching for heaven's light I saw the night sky clearing when you spread your rainbow wings But little did I know what joy you would bring From that moment on a friendship did start you kissed away my tears and sheltered my heart I bless the day God sent him from above But then I grew fearful for I had fallen in love I told you this feeling and what did you say? You said you liked our friendship and that's how it would stay I cried for a friendship I thought I lost But then felt your warm, gentle hand You then whispered in my ear that by my side you'll forever stand

My Gift To You
My Gift To You by Lonely Shadow I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Hello Everybody
hello everybody...this is the first time i posted a blog on here... so i just want to ask all of my friends if you can go comment on my photos i have uploaded and please rate them....i'd appreciate it alot if you do Linda

Differences
When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not fine at all and more than likely doesn't want to talk about it. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that. When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever or you were just an **** and should leave her alone.

Only One
Theres something in your voice That could make me fly away Sore through the clouds And live another day. And that sparkle in your eyes That makes me feel like That makes me feel light It's in your eyes. I just want you to know you're lovely And I can't let go Of this happiness you have Given me. And if you knew, how lucky I am feeling now I know I could stay here In your arms. You feel like paradise You feel like Christmas night You feel like the only one that's for me. You feel like a summer's beach You feel like I'm complete You feel like the only one That's for me. As the rain falls down I know you'll shelter me From the storm outside Because I know. Because I know you care Because you are still here with me To keep me safe And set my soul free. And now I know how much You mean to me This moment, this time Your touch. And if you knew, what it feels like To be me You'll want to wake up everyday Next to me. You feel like the o

Realistic Fantasy
Read between the lines. You render me helpless, unable to move, Your words bitter in tasting, Yet sound oh so smooth, With a piercing stare of a thousand suns, You leak memories of the past, Whispering idealisms, Of a feeling not built to last, Your tough, strong, built exterior, in itself, entangles lies, with a spotlight, slowly breaking down, hidden deep within your eyes, A twisted smile, masks all known as true, your hiding behind sweet porcelain, hiding away from...you, Your laugh seems to have vanished, I can't hear its delicate sound, enlaced into the eves of history, And yet its presence, so profound, Your short trimmed hair, So delicately gelled back, like an army of soldiers, or kangaroos in the outback, And when you close your eyes, you drift off into fantasy, Which is really reality, hidden in your own morality. (this isnt written by me i found these on the net.)

My Imagaination Or Love?
The things you say to me are unbelievable, Just the littlest things are indescribable, The feelings i have are unexplainable, But you,You are irresistible. Your the one i want to wake up to every morning. Your the one thing thats on my mind constantly.when i smile I'm thinking of you. You make me feel special, Its your smile,your laugh,your eyes,your hair,the way you talk, just to hear you talk...Makes me want to get up in the morning..your the one i want to talk to before i go to bed every night , your the one thats always in my dreams. And your the only one in my heart.Maybe this is just my imagination ...maybe I'm going crazy...or maybe its just... Love.

I've Got A Secret
There's this guy i know he's the kind of guy i wanted the Mr. Conio and the Mr. Nice guy in our section Some may notice that I've been staring at this guy since the day that i met him Until one day, we've been very close to each other since that day, he showed me his real attitude So as I go to sleep and as I woke up, He is the one that i've been thinking of But nobody knows what I really for that guy even my closest freind has no idea bout this guy.. It's just I who knows.. that I love this guy for being true to himself and showing me his real attitude

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. (this isnt written by me i found these on the net.)

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. (this isnt written by me i found these on the net.)

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. (this isnt written by me i found these on the net.)

None
As many of U know I'm very given to have brain diarrheas very often, I was just writting a message to a friend and tought about this, ( yes, I think every once in a while ) can U imagine how many ppl are not happy doing or working where they are, I have to admit I really enjoy my work, I have never been told that I'm unfair with the ppl I manage, actually I believe the ppl that work for me enjoy being part of my work team, I really give my best effort to what I do and try to always do my best. As a friend I have always tried to be there for the ones that needed me, on good or bad to the point that some ppl have told me that my friendship has been abused. In my family I think I'm the most fortunate man, I have the most wonderful wife that I know loves me for who I'm just as I love her for who she is, I have her trust and I trust her, we have based our relathionship on good communication and truth overall, we have our discrepancies as on every couple but she has never stop from giv

Friendships
You remind me of a flower, Pretty, inside and outside. A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all. You remind me of chocolate, Luscious and sweet. Someone people can turn to in crisis, Loved by all. You remind me of a teddy, Cute and huggable. Someone people feel comfortable with, Special to all. You remind me of a balloon, Happy and bouncy. Someone people can have fun with, Enjoyed by all. You remind me of a lot of things, But nothing can compare to the real person, A friend I can look up to, Cherished by me.

One Of My Reasons For Posting The Pages Of A 20-page Piece
besides practice using a notation/score preparation program - is that sites like Mutopia (www.mutopiaproject.org) and others accept LilyPond files of pieces they don't have (in uncopyrighted editions, ...) to better distribute these scores to interested people. If you don't have LilyPond they also offer the PDF that LilyPond can be used to produce. (Hrm. Though I see they do have KV478 - the piece in question - already. As I thought, I really should have checked! My main reason for choosing the first piano quartet wasn't because Mutopia didn't have it, but because I'd played it back in college. Wonder if I have a piece they don't, besides the Reissiger ... probably do. A Rubinstein piano work I bought at the Ithaca Friends of the Library Book Sale may do for the porpoise... but I'll continue working on the Mozart for practice. Hrm. Yes, I should have checked that months ago - found out by searching http://www.mutopiaproject.org/browse.html and clicking Mozart, then searching for 478 .

Please Help
sign up and vote to help my friends the black kings conglomerrit win the deal WHAT'S UP EVERYBODY!? help my friends win the deal sign up and vote please WE NEED YOUR SUPPORT!!! MAKE SURE YOU GO VOTE FOR US ON THE BODOG BATTLE OF THE BANDS MILLION DOLLAR CONTEST SO WE COULD WIN THE DEAL!!! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS HIT THE LINK BELOW AND VOTE FOR US... CLICK "VOTE" AND SIGN UP IF YOU HAVEN'T SO ALREADY AND VOTE FOR US, BLACK KINGS CONGLOMERRIT AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS TOO!!! THANKS FOR THE LOVE Y'ALL, WE ROCKED THE FIRST SHOW!!! CLICK HERE TO SIGN UP AND VOTE thanks a million if u do this always nellygurl

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About Me(for Da Ladies)
Wassup, ladies! , just thought, i'll write this to you to tell you more about me, this spot is just one side of my personailty, i looking hoping, to find that special lady, is it you! lol!, for me i'm a hopeless romantic, i believe that any woman should be treated as you would treat your mother, those little things like leaving notes, arround the house, or just anywhere, spoiling her!, but not too much lol!, i'm very affectionate, i like to hold hands, kiss in public, i like to cuddle, i'm very touchy feelly, i'm getting to a point in my life now, that i want to settle down and have a family. I like to be able to go back home one day back home proudly and madly in love with my woman and i side by side, or should i say my queen! i have a different aspect on life as what peeps see as sexy and beautiful, and by that i mean, not physical more mental, menatlly sexy what turns me on is a womans, mind , personailty, soul, as the same as beautiful mentally, but don't get me wrong there's

You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Flush
I.... I'm feeling rot.. I'm feeling rotten today... I.... Guess I forgot... I am shot I'm not ok... So long to pain.. So long to games.. So long... Say goodbye.. Someone tell me why.. I'm feeling cold inside.. Do I wanna, Do I wanna die? Someone tell me why its building up inside. Do I wanna kiss it all goodbye? I'm a sinkin ship on a sea of bliss I'm not ok. I'm blind to this. Is this just a test to help me see? So long to you. So long to me. So long. Say goodbye. Someone tell me why I'm feeling broke inside. Do I wanna, Do I wanna die? Can you tell me why? It's building up inside. Do I wanna kiss it all goodbye? You're the reason I will live. I hope that you can give me this. You're the reason.

Far Away
Far Away by Patty Payne You are far away, but you own my soul. You have stolen my heart, Another love I could never know. A part of me, you will always be. Only your love can set me free. Free from the loneliness and the pain. Will we meet? Or is it all in vain? I pray to my God above. Please baby I need your love.

Part One
The other day a friend and I was talking about Star wars and stat trek fans. (You know the fans that dress up like one of the storm trouper just stand out of the movies. if that is you don’t get pissed, this blog is also for you just keep reading). How these fans know every thing about there favorite person in the movies and will learn to talk like them and even act like and the star wars fans hates the star trek fans and so on and so on. Well that got me thinking if you took one person out of each of the 2 moves and made them fight who would win. So here is what we are going to do. I will give you the 2 fighter and you tell me whom you think would win. (Place your vote) and at the end of each round the winner will be the one who gets the most votes. I’m not going to tell you there powers are or the weapons they use I’m going to leave that up to the people who know more about them. There real fans Round 1 Star wars, Yoda Vs Star trek, Spock

Crying Is Gd For U!
"There was a study done where a control group of 100 people were divided into two. 50 people watched a very funny, tears-of laughter type movie. 50 watched a very sad and tears of compassion type movie. At the end of the sessions researchers collected the "happy tears" and the "sad tears" with eye droppers. They found that "happy tears" are made up of brine...salt water and not a great deal else However the "sad tears" were found to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumors, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses through out the body. This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness /heartache experience. Therefore if one holds back those tears, those toxic-waters will find somewhere else to deposit themselves... .and prolonged lack-of-crying-release will guarantee that the body will accumulate a huge amount o

Hurts
what did i do? fucked up again did i? can't tell. must have been... how can i know one from the next tippytoes around my broken heart and i've messed up again. lost a friend. given up and ran away. running again pain never goes away. i suck at this, i can't keep going hit a wall bounce and fall. but this time, i won't get up.

Three Birthday Gifts Ch. 3
First, Master Thomas gave me the gift of tight bondage. He tied me in ways I would not have believed possible. Next came Master Jacob, He gave me the gift of pain. I was tied and beaten until I passed out. When I woke up...I was laid out on a soft bed, all the ties, and ropes, and cuffs had been removed form my body and I was covered with a soft blanket. I think there was a one inch square patch of skin behind my left ear that did not hurt....everything else did. All three men were sitting on the bed with me, and when they saw I was awake, each leaned down and gave me a long, lingering kiss. Since this was Master Jeremy's turn, he did the talking. "You have one chance to decide if you want to go on with this or not...We know you've been thru a lot this evening" I thought about ending it here, I really did, this was the part that I had most anticipated, and most dreaded, I was sore and in so much pain over my whole body, but....if I ended it, I'd always feel that I had be

Old Lady!!
How To Get Out of A Ticket An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer?Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see. The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half! drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The

Why Oh Why???
ok so theyve changed my meds lunesta instead of ambein for the ever ellusive sleep we see how well thats working abilify for a mood stabilizer and still on lexapro they took me off lithium!!!! yay!! not like it was doing anything anyway but the next week or so should be fun it always is when they screw with my meds damn them!! the dr asked if i had thoughts of suicide i said increasingly lol asked if i wanted to harm ppl i asked other than my bf she said anybody other than yourself i said of course so here we go again on the drug cocktail of the month pray for me ppl!!lol or at least wish me luck!!

Deep Thoughts
Man it's too late to be doing this but I guess I've got a lot on my mind and I need to put some of my thoughts down. I've been down a lot here lately because I can't seem to keep a job I work two years for Arby's, and was fired over some stupid crap that was not my fault. I got another job work as a security guard at the hospital, and it was a easy job but I got laid off and now I'm sitting at home drawing my unemployment with no jobs in sight. This shit is killing me I don't know what to do or where to go I need to get out this small ass town and head out to the big city,but I hate starting over again. My thoughts has been on joining the Army because it's stable job and it would be a mean of supporting myself,but I'm 31 and there's a freaking war going on right now and I to be honest I don't thinking that the army would be the perfect place for me right now. I just don't know what to do cause I don't want to waste my life and having nothing to show for it. So I guess I need

Being Single Really Hurts...
What I'm really curious about is, why is it so hard to find someone that you'd love to spend time with, hold hands with, be intimate with, and just grow old with? I've been single for several months now, [since 10/03/05], and I have to tell you, it really hurts... it hurts eating dinner alone, it hurts going to a movie alone, it hurts just going out for a drink alone, and it hurts sleeping alone... and I'm NOT talking about sex, but someone that you can snuggle up to at night, put your arms around, and go to sleep with, knowing that when you wake up in the morning, he/she will still be at your side. I'm not asking for the world, and Lord knows that I've certainly made mistakes, and that I'm no angel, but honestly folks, I'm not an evil person, and I've been able to learn from some of the worst mistakes I've ever made, but does ANYONE deserve to be forever alone for calls of poor judgement? I can't un-do the mistakes I've made, even though I really did try, and now I'm being mad

You...
YOU MAKE ME FEEL...SO ALIVE...WHEN I AM NOT WITH YOU, I JUST WANT TA CRY...THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE MAKES ME WEAK IN THE KNEES...I WANT TO TOUCH YOU AND FEEL YOU...I FEEL THE NEED TO TASTE YOU...THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND MAKES ME MELT...OH TA JUST HAVE YOU HERE...SAFE FOR ME TA HOLD...I MISS YOU SO MUCH...PLEASE KEEP YOURSELF SAFE...SO THAT WHEN YOU COME HOME...YOU CAN BE MINE...TO TOUCH AND CARRESS...TA TASTE AND TA HOLD...AND FOREVER SAFE IN MY ARMS...

Hahaha
so i am new at this cherry stuff. my profile sux and it's ok for now cuz i am new. I am really tired and pretty bored, but can't sleep. my life is stressful, but just like everyone elses...i think. but all will be ok soon...i hope...i just need an arrest and the tension will lift off my shoulders and i will bring my baby back to me!!

A Tiger On The Prowl
Tonight I wanted to post a question to all the wonderful ladies on my friends list. Or at least those who are still paying attention and check these things when I post them. The question is a basic one and is the information gathered here could help me to understand why some things are happening in my life... or in this case, not happening. My question to you ladies is this: Can you tell when someone is “On the Prowl”? I don’t want to over do the tiger analogies but I didn’t know what other way to term it. Is it easy to tell if a man is single and trying to meet someone? Let me explain what I am talking about. I work with one of my best friends. We have a lot of things in common like sports and music; we both have a firefighting and emergency medical background. He is about 10 years younger than me but I don’t look my age (or so I’m told). He is friendly and charismatic and carries himself with a lot of confidence. There are two main differences, he is more of an endurance

About Me
OK here goes this is my blog.... My name is Angelicia and I am 22 I work for Ford Motor Company and ya i love it even though fords are going down the drain...I love my life alot even though i do stupid things sometimes, ok MAYBE alot of the times.. I have a twin sister Alexandria but we perfer Angel and Lexi.. No there is no bf at the present moment..I have a best friend Matthew and he is the world to me He is the sweetest man and is always there for me even though hes in Cali and I am in Michigan..I LOVE trucks and i LOVE racing ya and the 4 wheeling ya love that also...Love the hunting and no i dont care ur oponion i love to shoot deer and eat them u dont like it then i suggest go to another blog because deer season is upon us and i will be posting pics of me and my deer...I was referred to this by Breeze..Now talk about sexy...ya OK now so far i have been on here a month and its very cool and i have referred a few of the friends and they like it so i think i am staying..

ok, i dont know what to say on these things, but figured "what the hell!!! its almost 1230 at night & my kids are asleep, so why not come to lost cherry & see if i can pop it!!!"" lmao anyways, just wanted to say hey to all & huggs from me & my two little devils

Three Birthday Gifts Ch. 2
First, there was Master Thomas, he gifted me with strict bondage, I'd been tied for two hours, in some of the most agonizing positions I've ever been in. But now it was Master Jacob's turn, and his gift to me…is pain. With help from Master Thomas, the two men untied me from the post I had been bound in, first untying the lower rope from my arms, and pulling it from between my legs, roughly pulling the still humming vibrators from my ass and pussy. And, of course, pulling on my clit, which was pinched between the two ropes. Master Thomas, unwound this rope from around my tits and lifted the end over my head. Then the rope around my legs. Next, Master Jacob removed the rope from my the end of the single sleeve behind my back, allowing me to lower my arms for the first time in hours, and also unwound this rope from my tits…now all that was left were the clothespins tethering my aching tits to the pillar. Now, I knew that they could be removed fast, and cause a quick intense pain, or sl

2006-09-15 17:57:20 Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ __

Three Birthday Gifts Ch. 1
It's my birthday, never mind which one…I may be a horny, needy, painslut, but I'm still a lady and I wouldn't tell you if you asked. Since I'm an unattached sub, Three Doms that I play with have each offered a gift, and I have a feeling, it will be a birthday I will never forget. First there's Master Thomas, and believe me, this is a man knows his way around a rope like no one else I know….His gift is to me tonight is to tie me in strict, tight, excruciating bondage. He starts by placing my wrists together, back to back behind me, wrapping them with bondage tape. My arms are placed in a single leather sleeve behind my back and the sleeve is pulled up, forcing my chest to thrust out. A rope is threaded through an O ring at the end of the sleeve. Now the ends of the rope are draped over my shoulders and wrapped tightly around my tits, each one is wrapped three times, and then the ropes are crossed in a figure eight several times and drawn tight, then it's threaded around the crossings

The Weekend...
Well everythings been getting better with the whole guy situation. I have a guy coming to see me this weekend. I don't think he'll stand me up...I mean when we talk he always talks about how many days are left for the weekend. I must say this week has gone by so slow. Yeah I like him, and he knows it. But its a mutual feeling. And I'm not sure what exactly is going to happen though. I guess I'll keep ya updated. He's going to come out Friday night and leave Sunday I'm not sure if its going to be Sunday night or sometime during the day on Sunday. Well thats it for now. Like I said I'll keep you update.

Bilingual
So.... This friend I'm talking to on yahoo that I met on LostCherry sent me this song... It's called "Bilingual" by Jose Nunez. These are the words... I've had it on repeat for hours now. Goddess, it's an erotic song! ~~Bilingual~~ The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesne

Me
i work all night and sleep all day you work all day and sleep all night some how i think that aint just right i need a life but not at night i need to see the brite sun light i will go that you now know that my life is a whoe

Thinking Of You. . .
by Amanda E. Rogers As long as my dreams are always of you As long as a couple means only two As long as forever contains me and you I'm thinking of you... As long as the moon shines in your eyes As long as faith will never die As long as there's love between you and I I'm thinking of you... As long as our eyes meet in burning flame As long as trust means 'no one's to blame' As long as the hurt ends in no shame I'm thinking of you... As long as we survive as a pair As long as I know that you'll always care As long as love remains true and fair I'm thinnking of you... As long as the calm follows the storm As long as the need becomes well-worn As long as I'm safe and left untorn I'm thinking of you... As long as your love keeps me from harm As long as we're together, I'll always be warm As long as I stay wrapped in your arms I'm thinking of you...

My Love For You Grows
by Darrell Lamar Williams Everyday my love for you grows, At dawn it’s plentiful, By dusk it overflows. Saturating my world with splendor and light, By the next day It will be twice as bright. You give my life abundance where once was debt, As time passes My love grows stronger yet. My love I pour into you, may you never get your fill, For as I pour My love grows more potent still. Take these words and know they are real, For tomorrow Will only intensify the way I feel. As the sun retires, helping the moon to glow, Just another day My love for you grows.

Something About You...
by Cate Haggland I don't know how to explain it, If only you could truly see, How much I really care for you, How much you mean to me. I look forward to seeing you every day, The grin that belongs only to you, When I see you I can't help but smile, There is just something about you. When you put your hand in mine, My heart suddenly beats faster, I wish I could tell you right then and there, That my life could never be better. When you wrap your arms around me, For a simple, gentle hug, I want to stay in that moment forever, And tell you how much you really are loved. When we gradually come close enough together, Our lips touch, a kiss, Nothing around us seems to matter, Because there is nothing sweeter than this. No words could ever express how much you mean to me, I hope you have these feelings for me, too; I can't figure out just what it is, But there is definitely something very special about you.

The Start The Past The Present
The Start, The Past, The Present How did it all start? At exactly what moment did my heart, just fall apart? Her name started with a K; That’s as much about her I will say; My first crush; I was in such a rush; Now I’d say it was just infatuation; But at the time, that was not my interpretation; She had a man, but still was so interested; For some reason though as soon as he left, she became with me uninterested; I continued to try, but in the end I failed; And eventually I bailed; I never even got a kiss; Still to this day, her I do miss; That was eight years ago; But I still wish that I could know; Her name started with an M; Other information I will condemn; She was cute, and so funny; Again I tried so hard to make her my honey; Again there was no success; All this pain I started to repress; Until one day, at the strangest of places; I met one of the most beautiful faces; Her name started with an R; Though in the end she left me with a scar; She was grea

Whatever
So I'm trying this out, basically as another home on the web and to see what type of response I get. My girls are here to keep me company so that's definitely a big help. What else to say? Not sure atm. Will think of something later.