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My First Blog
Yippee!!! My lawyer told me that I can now look for work!!! I havent been able to work for a year now and I have so lost my mind. I'm so stoked!! But hell, what am I going to do....I can no longer drive cab for a living and that kills me I was a great cab driver. I have tons of experiance in many things ya know a "Jill of all, Mistress of none" lol Oh well, today I'm going to check the want ads and tomorrow I'm going to start hoofing it around and putting out some applications. Yeah for me, I'm going to rejoin the work force!!!!

What's Your Vampire Personality?
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Marius100%DraculaHosted by Sparkle Tagswidth="100" bgcolor="#dddddd">100%Angel100%Spike83%Akasha67%Lestat67%Armand67%Blade67%Deacon Frost33%Louis33%

Sorry I've Been Gone....
Okay after a week of intense battle with the phone company I have a phone line again. I find it hard to belive that I live 10 miles from town and have so many problems with my phone..no phone-means no internet..but I'm back and hopefully not forgotten!!! xoxoxox!

Hafa Adai And Welcome
Hafa Adai, todus hamyo.... Hafa Adai, todus hamyo! In Chamorro, the language of Guahan, or Guam as it is often called, this means, hello everyone! Guam is a tiny island of the Marianas chain, located 13 degrees N and 143 degrees W. in the middle of the Pacific Ocean. It is the southern most island in the Marianas Chain. While Guam is an unincorporated U.S. territory, the other islands in the chain make up the Commonwealth of the Marianas. Our one and only resource is now tourism. Dozens of hotels and duty-free shops and restaurants and clubs make up hotel row along the beach in Tumon. Beautiful hills and rivers make up the southern part of the island and limestone cliffs are in the north. Guam is predominantly Catholic, having once been owned by Spain, but many other religions are found. Our population is made up of Chamorros, Filipinos, Koreans, Chinese, and Micronesians from other islands such as Chuuk, Yap, Palau, Pohnpei, and Kosrae. I hope in this blog to give you the heads

Happy Birthday Baby!
Well today is my baby's 26th birthday! I have no idea what we're going to do to celebrate it.John doesn't really want to do anything....but stay home and relax.His boys are planning on taking him out to the bar and getting him shit faced,but he's going to avoid them! For both of us...birthdays are no big deal.We stayed home on my birthday and watched movies with the baby instead of going out....and that was actually nice. Anyways.....I am still sick with the flu.I ended up sleeping for 16 hours yesterday(I woke up every 2 hours for Buckley's and juice).And I got pampered,my baby took care of me(as he should)...which was nice. Well...Later Days!

September 19, 2006
THOUGHT I'D JUST JOT DOWN SOME OF MY THOUGHTS. TODAY HAS STARTED OUT TO BE A GOOD DAY! WHEW HOO!! I HAD A NICE EVENING HANGING OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS LAST NIGHT AND GOT UP THIS MORNING, TOOK CARE OF A COUPLE THINGS, THEN CAME ON IN TO WORK. GONNA WORK OVER AND THEN HEAD HOME TO TEND TO THE KIDS AND PACK SOME MORE THINGS TO GET READY FOR THE MOVE AT THE END OF THIS MONTH. NOT MUCH REALLY GOING ON DURING THIS WEEK. MAY DO BIKE NIGHT WEDNESDAY AT KAZABLANKA'S, NOT SURE YET. HEADING TO MT WASHINGTON, KENTUCKY THIS FRIDAY AFTER WORK. HAVE A COUPLE POKER RUNS WE ARE GOING TO GO ONE. ONE TAKES YA AROUND THE KENTUCKY SPEEDWAY. I'M HOPING FOR SOME NICE WEATHER TO BE ABLE TO REALLY ENJOY THE RIDE. IF NOT OH WELL...I'LL STILL HANG OUT WITH HANK AND BROTHER AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY. WELL NOT MUCH MORE TO SAY TODAY....TAKE CARE EVERYONE....HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND HUGS TO ALL OF YA!!!

Whoa
Not too much going on. Didn't realize there was a blog on here..is it new? Oh well. I'm off work today which is cool. I need to go pick up my car from the garage and bring it back home. Hopefully in the next two weeks, I will be taking it to carmax to sell it. I'm loving my new Jeep. I always wanted a Jeep and now I got one. The only sucky part about having a new car is now I low on funds and have to watch watch what I spend. Well thats all for now...Ya I know this wasn't fun to read but who knows in the future I might actually write something interesting in here..haha

Sex In Names
Sex and your name (it seems to run true!!!) According to studies, your sexual identity is revealed by the First letter of your First name...what do you think? (Those of you with names that start with "N" will probably wish it started with "K"!) -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising theualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dine

Sweet Embrace
I can feel your hands touching my body softly Your soft hands exciting me with every sexual embrace the desire deep inside of me awakens with every touch my heart beats so fast My body is on fire As you whisper your sweet love with every touch my body weakens surrending to you touch till no longer I can struggle till i am totally yours

If A Man Wants U.........
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have yo

Darkness
i've gone on several years in denial knowing you have done things to me being blinded by my love for you. i'm not taking anymore hurt, nomore lies, nomore cheating. Things will seem tough from here on, but its nothing i haven't been through. i've let you go knowing, i've left you sore. so i spread my wings, and begin to explore. My life has just begun, my dreams i've had will take place, with or without you by my side.

A Last Chance (repost)
There is a bulletin going around right now, I've reposted it at the bottom of this blog, and I almost reposted it as a bulletin, but decided to avoid the drama. People have said to me before why don't you go for the spotlight, or do a Cherry blast, and I've always told them that I don't want either, because I don't care about being center of attention. However, there was a day, a few days ago, when I did consider going for the spotlight. If you have read my blogs then you know about my neice, and the fact that she is very ill, and the fact we have to raise a lot of money just so she can stay alive. When I found out about that I considered going for the spotlight, not because it could help in anyway, I couldn't ever ask complete strangers to help with this, but because I wanted to be loved at the time, I felt that down, that depressed, I just wanted people to love me, to hold me, to show me some attention. That might make me sound childish, and selfish, but it's how I fel

Hurt... - 05/31/02 - For Cory
The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love,

Nice...
Awesome. Another blog. Actually, I like blogs. They're nice. I was wondering when LC would get a blog type thing... and now I see they have one. Which is great for me. http://www.loadingreadyrun.com/movies/getamac.mov Watch those. They're funny.

Nice Guys
Where are the nice guys i'm sick and tired of being part of fucking player games! How come it takes so long for nice girls like me to find a nice guy. I am extremely fed up, with men well not all men just the assholes! To me I am very pretty, I have good qualities, I'm not a bitch but if you do piss me off your going to know it. I have a job, a car and I pay my own bills. Someday I want to meet a nice guy and have kids with.

Night Or Light?
You scored as Werewolf. You are a Werewolf. You crave companionship, but hide your true self from others so they will accept you. You don't mind being alone, as long as it's your choice. You hate feeling left out, overlooked, boring or like you're a joke. Having others like and respect you is vitally important to your psyche. There are times you follow the group instead of speak up. You consider it taking one for the team, when really it's avoiding ridicule and discomfort. You need to believe in yourself and make more decisions based on what feels right, not what feels easier. Following someone is neither wrong nor right, it's the reasons that make the difference. All of the people who followed Hitler out of fear didn't make them right. You'll find when you stand up for what you believe and have the courage to be yourself, you'll never feel alone again. Have faith in yourself - and have faith in others. If you tied or scored highly on the other possiblities, here is what each means:

The Shakes
I am going to upload more pictures of Shakes later- but this cute little mouse of a kitten slept right next to my head all night long- he is seriously the most adorable little baby animal. He is fearless and playful, my dog is scared to death of him which is simply silly because the kitten weighs about 15 ozs and the dog weighs about 55 lbs- its prety funny to wittness.

South Park
You scored as Stan Marsh. You're Stan Marsh! Probably the sanest of the group, you're the mastermind behind the good plans and can easily resolve problems. To you love is amazing, and you're probably already in it. You can be a smart ass and don't have a problem saying what's on your mind. And you're probably an activist. Dude, this is pretty fucked up right here.Stan Marsh92%Kenny McCormick92%Eric Cartman75%Kyle Broflovski75%Jimmy67%Timmy58%Tweak58%Butters58%Shelly58%What South Park Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Angels
You scored as You are an Angel of Pain. You are the Angel of Sadness. You have been hurt many times in your lifetime, if you could call it that. You are in an almost constant state of depression because of the hurt. You fell in love and they were either taken from you or chose another instead!You are an Angel of Pain94%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!81%You are an innocent Angel44%Angel of Light38%You are an Angel of Beauty31%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Tale Of 2 Lovers
He holds her body tight Pressed close next to his He looks deep into her eyes And gives a passionate kiss. He kisses her graceful neck And her blushing cheeks But this doesn't satisfy them Ecstasy's what they need. He takes her as he finds her Their clothes are on the floor As he touches her gently She cries out for more. He takes into her His motions slow and deep They have found the passion So long in time they've seeked. She feels an explosion It moves from head to foot Her body feels true ecstacy Her world has been shook. Then when it's over He holds her in his arms Kisses her so gently Knowing she's safe from harm. They look into each others eyes And slip into the night Knowing that the love they've shared Could never be more right.

Soulmates
If you have found a smile that is the sweetest one you've known, If you have heard, within a voice, the echoes of your own, If you have felt a touch that stirs the longings of your heart, And still can feel that closeness in the moments you're apart, If you have filled with wonder at the way two lives can blend To weave a perfect pattern that is seamless, end to end, If you believe some things in life are simply meant to be, Then you have found your soulmate, your heart's own destiny

Family Guy
You scored as Stewie Griffin. Congradulations you are Stewie. One of the best characters on the show and the crowd favorite. Because you are stewie you prob are one evil sick bastard.Stewie Griffin88%Lois Griffin75%Brian Griffin75%Peter Griffin63%Meg Griffin25%Chris Griffin25%Joe13%Glenn Quagmire13%Cleveland Brown13%Find out what Family Guy character you are. (pics included)created with QuizFarm.com

Friends
Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND____

Fts
I'm so fukyn pissed right now it literally is making me sick.I hate 2faced fukfaces that live in a godamn fantasy world and aint gotta nuff drama in there lil pathetic live's that they fill ur time up wid drama!I have some serious hatred in my heart for sum certain ppl in my life right now.I hate being this way so much and I hate to let ppl get to me like this but FUK,...they have done a good job of getting to me.People these day's mistake kindness for weekness too damn much and dont respect ppl like they should.They dont think bout what the fuk they are sayin before they speak and could care less if they rub u the wrong way.I guess they jus feel better knowing they aint the only one's that got sum bullshit goin on wid'em. So to all u fukbitchassmuthafukers that r like this ,..here's a big FUK U!!!To everyone else that are actually decent and give a fuk bout yourself and others around u,..thank u and i'm glad to kno u r there. DAMN I feel a lil better now

West Virginia
((West Virginians have always known that the West Virginian is more American than America.)) We have the most pretties mountains and vallys. We have the longest arch bridge in the USA. We have everything that you love about our great America so why not come and grander at out mountains and valleys.

Whats Been Going On
i have not been on a lot latly as i been haveing some medical problems within my family no i havent left im here if you write to me ill get back with ya..things just been really crazy. i do miss yall. alot so if you stop by to say hi ill hit ya back i promise. when i check in,i love ya all and hope to talk soon cher

Part 2
This will be an ongoing thing. Blood Brothers by Iron Maiden And if you're taking a walk through the garden of life What do you think you'd expect you would see? Just like a mirror reflecting the moves of your life And in the river reflections of me Just for a second a glimpse of my father i see And in a movement he beckons to me And in a moment the memories are all that remain And all the wounds are reopening again We're blood brothers, we're blood brothers We're blood brothers, we're blood brothers And as you look all around at the world in dismay What do you see, do you think we have learned Not if you're taking a look at the war-torn affray Out in the streets where the babies are burned We're blood brothers, we're blood brothers We're blood brothers, we're blood brothers There are time when i feel i'm afraid for the world There are times i'm ashamed of us all When you're floating on all the emotion you feel And reflecting the good and the bad

Some Of My Favourite Song Lyrics
This is where I will be hosting some of my favourite lyrics... ones that have some meaning to me. Afraid to Shoot Strangers by Iron Maiden Lying awake at night I wipe the sweat from my brow But it's not the fear 'cos I'd rather go now Trying to visualise the horrors that will lay ahead The desert sand mound a burial ground When it comes to time Are we partners in crime? When it comes to time We'll be ready to die God let us go now and finish what's to be done Thy kingdom come Thy shall be done... on earth Trying to justify to ourselves the reasons to go Should we live and let live forget or forgive But how can we let them go on this way? The reign of terror and corruption must end And we know deep down there's no other way No trust, no reasoning, no more to say Afraid to shoot strangers Afraid to shoot strangers

My 4th Grade Teacher Is A Witch
My 4th Grade Teacher Is a Witch Last night I made a discovery A most horrifying one indeed My 4th grade teacher is a witch How could I have been deceived? There have always been clues lying about Like a black cat in the schoolroom Or last Friday the thirteenth When I swear saw her riding a broom I must confess that all the other students Had their suspicions about Miss Melancholy A few had even disappeared mysteriously Perhaps this knowledge was their biggest folly Were they boiled in her cauldron Along with some eye of newt Or turned into bloodsucking bats Perhaps this point is moot But, I now know the truth With my own two eyes, I saw her Dressed in all black with a pointy hat She is a witch, of that I am sure

There's A Skeleton In My Closet
There’s a skeleton in my closet There’s a skeleton in my closet Who hides away during the day He only likes to come out at night After Mother has tucked me in with a kiss and turned out the light There’s a skeleton in my closet Who possesses a heart of gold And cheers me up if I have a bad day I’m no longer afraid of the dark ‘Cause that’s when he likes to play There’s a skeleton in my closet Who chases the scary monsters away They never stay because they’re frightened And thanks to my pal Sam Skeleton I’m no longer scared of thunder or lightnin’ There’s a skeleton in my closet Who tells me of all of his adventures likes to read to me if I can’t sleep Sometimes we just gaze at the stars And dream, others we just count sheep There’s a skeleton in my closet Maybe there’s one in yours, too So when you hear a sound from within Don’t be afraid, it’s just Sam A skeleton who’s my best friend!

A Little Gem Of A Letter........... The following letter was forwarded by someone who teaches at a small high school in central Ontario. The letter was sent to the principal's office after the school had sponsored a luncheon for the elderly. Dear School, God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior citizen's luncheon. I'm 94 years old and live at the local Home for the Aged. My family has long since passed away and I rarely have visitors. As a result, I have very limited contact with the outside world. This makes your gift especially welcome. My roommate, Maggie Cook, has had her own radio for as long as I've known her. She listens to it all the time, though usually with an earplug or with the volume so low, I can't hear it. For some reason, she has never wanted to share it. Last Sunday morning, while listening to her morning gospel programs, she accidentally knocked her radio off its shelf. It smashed into many pieces, and caused her to cry. It

One Lazy Day In May
One Lazy Day in May It’s a beautiful spring day Little birds are chirpin’ I’m just sittin’ around, bein’ lazy It’s my day off, I’m not workin’ I’m just swingin’ back and forth Mr. Bumblebee’s buzzin’ about He’s flyin’ to and fro And I’m watchin’ ‘cause I’ve got nowhere I gotta go I’m just swingin’ back and forth Butterflies are droppin’ in And I say howdy hey How are you doing, friend On this beautiful Spring day While I’m just swingin’ back and forth Layin’ back, I’m relaxin’ Starin’ up at the sky Not a care in the world Watchin’ the clouds rollin’ by I’m just swingin’ back and forth A light breeze is rustlin’ the trees And the flowers smell like May Ain’t nothin’ that can go wrong Everything’s goin’ my way I’m just swingin’ back and forth

Which Type Of Vampire Are You?
You scored as depressed vampire. you are a depressed vampire. welcome to my world. life sucks as a human and vampire and you very well know it.depressed vampire100%weak vampire50%powerful vampire38%pathetic human38%dangerous vampire25%which type of vampire are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

1st Elements Test
Got my first elements test back yesterday 96%. I missed one question, not because I didn't know it, it was because I misspelled the answer! OMG! I was so mad at myself! But I guess an A is still not bad for a grade. Love ya! Hugs Darla

Love And Respect
Well it is simple, the things that a person could find out about me. I like to keep everything simple but rewarding. I had that drama kind of life and honestly if it means being bored for the rest of my life, I am so up for it!! There is several years here, that honestly, is what gave me my lst gray hair. That was a devastating moment in my life, lol!! I really don't know what is the absolute right things to do in life, but I sure can tell u about all the wrong decisions I have made in my life. Would i trade those moments for good ones,or would I wish I could turn back time, no I wouldn't. Those wrong decisions, bad mistakes, loss, and heartache I had to go through as an individual in this world, gave me the opportunity to learn and grow in to a person that my family, and myself can be proud of. I saw in my life what it meant to really give to someone, when I was the one in need, when I was too broken to stand on my own. People who I didn't even know too well was there to help me mourn

A Dedication For All My Guy Friends
this is a song dedcation i hope you like it IN YOUR EYES BOY YOU SURE MEAN THE WORLD TO ME YOUR SEXY EYES AND YOUR LOVE WERE MEANT FOR ME I NOW KNOW THAT YOU REALIZE YOU'LL ONLY FIND TEARS OF JOY IN YOUR EYES OH --- OH IN YOUR EYES I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DO THE THINGS YOU DO ALL MY FORSAKEN DREAMS HAVE ALL COME TRUE MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS MORE EACH DAY I HOLD ON TO EVERY WORD YOU SAY I SEE THE LOVE IN YOUR EYES UMM IN YOUR EYES IN YOUR EYES I SEE PEACEFUL DREAMS I SEE MY WHOLE LIFE AT LEAST IT SEEMS I'LL NEVER SEE GOOD BYE IN YOUR EYES IN YOUR EYES I SEE LOVE AND HOPE I'LL NEVER HURT YOU AND YOU KNOW I WON'T I SEE I'M ALWAYS ON YOUR MIND IN YOUR EYES I COULD NEVER REPAY WHAT YOU'VE GIVEN ME WHEN I LOOK AROUND YOU'RE ALL I SEE YOU'RE THE BREATH EACH TIME I BREATHE YOU ARE EVERYTHING I NEED I SEE MY SUN RISE IN YOUR EYES IN YOUR EYES I SEE PEACEFUL DREAMS YOU'LL ALWAYS B

FRIEND TO FRIEND As friends oft do for each other, I'm lifting you up in my prayers ... That God be with you through trials; Knowing how much He really cares. As friends oft do for each other, I'll give you a listening ear ... To help you work through your problems So the answer you can quickly hear. As friends oft do for each other, Yes, I'll be there for you today ... Being God's tool to fill your needs So you can help others to find

Hot Cherrrrrries
JUST WANTED TO ADD MY THICK SWEET SYRUPY CHERRY JUICE TO THE FACT THAT HERE ON LC WE HAVE SOME OF THE HOTTTTTTTTTTTTEST, SEXIEST, DESIREABLE, EXOTIC, EROTIC WOMEN ON THE INTERNET!!!!! I WAS BLESSED BY MY ANCENSTRY TO APPRECIATE WOMEN TO THE Nth DEGREE!! THUS, i AM WRITING TO ATTEST TO THIS FACT. SEXY PREGNANT WOMAN LIKE YUMMY, HOT LIKE STAINED, EROTIC LIKE ALWAYS INNOCENT, AROUSING LIKE MEG7777,THE SENSUALITY OF MICHELLE, SWEET LIKE FIDGET, EXOTIC LIKE ANGEL, ALL THE HOT CHERRIES! YUMMMMMMMMMMMY. JUST WANTED TO SAY I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU ALL.

Gotta Get Some Stuff Off My Chest.
I keep trying to understand why people do the things they do. How could a father screw around and lose his job and then walk out on his happy home? And how could that same father turn his back on his kids, his own flesh and blood, just because the courts no longer order him to help out? How could a mother keep her daughter from her father just because she wants to show him she can be a bitch? Does she not realize her daughter will grow to despise her when she learns the truth? How could someone who claims to be someone's best friend continue to abandon and forget about their friend, especially when they are needed the most? I was asked the other night why am I going to go out of my way to do some things for some of my friends who are not there when I need them, and my answer was very heart felt and honest. I said it was because no matter how I am treated by those I call my friends I still act as how a good friend should. No matter how far you push that knife in my chest or back I still

A Poem Written By Me10/3/ 2006 For The Girls.
Roses are Red, Voilet's are Blue,Take me to bed, cuz I love you, when the Roses are Red, And ready to be plucked, When I see you next, Your gonna get fucked, If I was A flower, would you pick me, if I was A sweetie, would you suck me, If i was A lolly would you like me, IF I asked you nicley would you fuck me?

Approval Ratings
IT IS INCREDIBLE TO ME THAT ANYONE BELIEVES ONE WORD GEORGE BUSH OR HIS CRONIES HAS TO SAY.! YET IT SEEMS HIS APPROVAL RATING ARE GOING UP! HIS LIES ARE LIKE THE WEEKLY GROCERY ADS,ALWAYS THERE. ALWAY A BAIT AND SWITCH. HE IS DRUNK WITH POWER. THERE IS NOT ONE ONCE OF OVERSIGHT DONE BY CONGRESS. REMEMBER BACK WHEN BUSH SAID HE CANNOT THINK OF ONE MISTAKE HE HAD MADE. WELL I CAN NOT THINK OF ANYTHING HE HASN'T MADE A MISTAKE OUT OF. THE MIDDLE CLASS IS SHRINKING AROUND OUR EARS. THE DEFICIT IS BEYOND OUT OF CONTROL UNDER GOP CONTROL. THE TRADE DEFICITS ARE ENORNOMOUS THE WAY HE HANDLED "KATRINA" WAS/IS REPREHENSIBLE. NSA WIRETAPPING AMERICANS SELLING PORTS TO MIDDLE EAST COUNTRIES OPEN BORDERS NO IMMIGRATION RULES AT LEAST FOLLOWED, DAMN I COULD GO ON FOREVER. BUT I DON'T WANNA RUIN MY ENTIRE DAY. BUT WHAT CONFUSES ME IS SO MANY AMERICANS JUST SEEM TO SAY "OH WELL" IT WILL TAKE DECADES TO REPAIR THIS MESS. OH WELL

BALANCE the Balance of life swings up and down. It is shifted by many things… A lie. A roll of the dice. A word spoken in anger. A judge’s gavel. All these things and millions more affect the balance of ones life. The balance hangs over me like a bladed pendulum that swings back and forth. Will the blade destroy me or will the hand of the Almighty stop its’ momentum. No one knows what their fate and future are. Their balance is held in the hand of a woman who covers her eyes and carries a sword. I ask myself, “Will Justice be blind or will she see the truth and set me free?” At the end of time when my scale is weighed will I have enough grains of sand to count against the darkness? Will I ever have balance within my soul? April 11th, 1998 Jason A. M.

DARE WE FORGET dare we forget the ones who had fallen? The ones who had given their lives for freedom. Dare we forget the bravery of the ones who had fallen…In battle. The men and women of freedom. Dare we forget Flanders Fields, Dieppe, Vimye Ridge, and other battlegrounds, were the forces of light and darkness clashed. Dare we forget the ones who had fallen? NO! Never dare to forget our fallen heroes! Nov 9/93 Jason A. M.

CANADIAN HEROES From the first gas attack to the last fallen bomb, only the worlds finest stood their ground without fear…The Canadian soldiers. These men and women were truly heroes…Canadian Heroes! From the trenches of Europe to the Jungles of Vietnam, there were men and women with the determination and courage to face any enemy. These were our Canadian Heroes! From the frontlines versus the evil of Nazism to the Peacekeeping of Somalia there will always be …Canadian Heroes! Nov. 9/93 Jason A. M.

Heroes Die Young (The Battle for Vimye) As the Commander barked his orders to his troops; he knew that the slaughter was unstoppable. He knew that heroes die young. As the Commander through wave after wave of his men into the enemy’s death grasp, he knew that many wouldn’t see the light of day. He knew that heroes die young. All of the Commanders’ men knew that this was the last try to gain a foot hold on the Ridge. The men also knew that heroes die young. After the smoke cleared and the last cry of death was heard, the Commander and his men mourned the deaths of their fallen comrades, and each man knew that their friends didn’t die for nothing. They knew that in the years to come they will never forget the Heroes Who Died Young. Nov. 9/93 Jason A. M.

THE WANDERER I walk down this lonely road in sorrow. Wondering if I will see tomorrow. Am I forever cursed to roam? Never to find a home. I am but a shadow of the man that I was yesteryear. And I pray that I can find the strength not to shed any tears. My heart beats in my chest like a caged animal wanting to be free. For I want a life again, a life just for me. I will forever travel these roads and highways until I have found myself. Until then I will forever be The Wanderer! Feb 8/97 Jason A. M.

Comments And Rating Ratio
Not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing.... I posted some pics last night and I have plenty o' comments (MUAH to all my friends) but at least one had no ratings.... Is that a good thing or a bad thing? It would be nice to get some ratings if you guys have time :) Oh and one more thing that confuses me... I have like 300+ friends which I really do try to comment on and check out pics at least weekly (if i am slacking please lemme know okay I am not here as a collector I truly would like to get to know and talk to as many peopla as possible. My Best friend DDD Goddess will tell ya I love to talk!)but I have noticed that I have 233 ratings for my profile and over 300 friends... I am going to go through my list today and make sure I have rated all your profiles if you could do the same I would really appreciate it. (and not just for me.. check out the rest of your friends profiles and make sure they feel loved as well) Thanks everyone! Have a great day Kisses Skit

Rating Of Pics N Profiles...
Listen if you take the time to click on a profile and look at the pics then do the nice thing and rate it damn it... if your already there.... what is the problem.... I mean i put up a new pic and almost everyone tht was online went to see it... but maybe only 3 out of 15 rated n commented on it... Damn... no you wonder why noone rates your profiles... Have a nice day!!

For My Friends
Once you read this letter you must send it to 10 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then u are loved." I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, yo

Life
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming ... "WOW!! WHAT A RIDE!"

Shadow
Outside the window Late at night Deep in the shadows But not beyond sight Illuminated by, The moon, pale, bright Stands a figure. Elegant, graceful, Tall and fair With hypnotic eyes And black shroud of hair. Inviting, beckoning, me to his lair. Whispers my name. Hollow eyes burning Murky, dense. The figure fades. Nothing but silence Intense and deafening. My body tense, I am afraid. He's still here. I feel His hunger. Chills run down my spine Heart beats like thunder. What is this creature that lurks, I wonder? Pleasure and pain. The form reappears Near my bed. Lord of the Darkness He rules the Undead, nourished by blood, fear, pain. With lips cruel, red, Stands above me. Descends upon my throat. Beaming. Foul breath in my face Sharp, white teeth gleaming. Three drops of blood fall, slip away, streaming. Warm crimson tears. Try to resist, but Paralyzed. Cannot fight this thing so strong, so despised. Defenseless. No one comes,

How is it a demon can find love? I welcomed the vampires kiss so long ago. I killed without mercy or regret. I savored the fear in my prey. For two centuries I killed, and fed. Never once did I feel remorse. I enjoyed the hunt. But now I have found my beloved. A heart that was dead is beating in me once again. Now I am haunted by demons.......as I was once was. I shed tears I thought I never could. For I can never be human again, and I cannot damn my beloved to live as I do. I will exorcise my demons in the first morning light I have seen in over 200 years. May they, and my beloved forgive me.

Feeling Better..
I was fighting a cold for what seemed endless...but was only about a week..but now all i have is this wicked cough..that could probably wake the dead..other then that i am in a good mood,tired yes...but good mood..got my kids up and off to school..and i dont have to much to do today..i am gonna enjoy the quietness without them being here..and probably just do somethings online,enjoy my coffee..before it gets cold..when u have kids...little things like hot coffee disappear sometimes,because by the time u come back after doing things for them..the coffee's so cold the flies could ice skate on it..LOL.. i am gonna post a few comments on here,rate some pics..catch up with some friends..and enjoy my day..til next time...

A Song 4 The Ladies By Adam Ferris Aka Fez
i no i dont know you that wel, but darlin theres sumthing i must tell, wyl youve bin gon ive bin thinking of you, n wots a guy like me to do to get wiv a girl like you, now i cud sing you a love song, get down on my knees, i can giv u evrything that you cud eva need. c* i need you more evryday i wish there woz sumthing i cud say, to hold you in my loving arms and soround you in all of my charmes. your such a good looker youve stolen my soul, your such a good looker im jus trying to let you know, i got you in my site n im not letting go, all i need is 1 more line to make you lose control. c* i need you more evryday i wish there woz sumthing i cud say, to hold you n my loving arms n soround you in all of my charmes. by adam ferris aka fez. sounds betta wen i sing it, not like you can hear it. this is copyrighted, do not rip or copy, any way what so ever!

Camshows..any 1?
GOODMORNIG EVERY 1,.....IM DOING CAMSHOWS..FOR ALLL U HORNY.PEOPLE...OR FETISHES..OR WHAT EVER U LIKE...CUM SEE ME ...CUM PLAY W/ME..IF U LIKE A SHOW EMAIL ME (TWIZTIDGIRLAMY@YAHOO.COM)OR CLICK ON MY PIC ONMY SITE.TO IM ME..SHOW ME SUM LOVE...CUM PLAY W/ME.....ILL MAKE U XPLODE...IN TO A GREAT DAY.....ILL SATICEFY ALL YOUR NEEDS OF THE DAY.....CUM SEE ME..HAVE A GREAT..DAY..ILL B HOME TODAY..NO SCHOOL 4 ME TODAY...SOOO TAKE ADVATAGE OF THAT.....

Sweet Morning Surprise
I halfheartedly drug myself out of bed this morning knowing that I couldn't return for more slumber with the long day ahead. Even if you're use to it sleep deprivation can really bite sometimes. After waking Cheylan for school and lighting my first morning smoke I sat down here to go in and create a tournament using the layout Angel sent me last night with my honeybaby in mind. Of course, I was sure to set it for a time he could jump and play. With that task complete I decided I would wander over here just to goof around for a bit. Upon my entry I heard the bomb of a user comment land my page. My eyes were automatically drawn to the little box to see where it had originated from and to my surprise it was my honeybaby. I could feel the smile automatically spread across my face and what seemed like another dreadful morning whirled straight into exileration........ Even though he has now slipped back into bed for some more sleep I can still feel the pounding in my chest from being a

Sisters Of St Mary's
"I was riding my Harley when I saw a sign by the road that said [Sisters of St. Mary's Convent, 10 miles, get screwed for only $50.], I thought, nahh must be a joke. A little further, there was another sign, [Sisters of St. Mary's Convent, next exit, follow signs & get screwed for only $50]. Well I thought I gotta check this out, so I took the exit & followed the signs. Pulling into the parking lot I saw only a couple of other bikes. I went up & knocked on the door, a nun actually answered. I said, "um, I saw the signs by the road." "Oh" she smiled, "Come on in." So I did, then she said, "You want to go down that hall on the right & then knock on the second door", so I did, (knock). A half dressed nun with the greatest body I've ever seen on a sister answered, & smiled, she said "I'm just getting finished so just put the $50 in the jar on the dresser & go through that door at the end of the room, & wait a sec" She winks, & points to the door, & then saunters out wigglin' on

Biker Saves A Life
Two bikers walk into a roadhouse to wash the road dust from their throats. They stand at the bar, drinking a beer and talking about the new model Harleys. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the bikers looks at her and says, "kin ya swaller?" The woman shakes her head, no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head. The biker walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her panties, and slowly runs his tongue from the back of her thigh up to the small of her back. The woman is so shocked, that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the biker walks slowly back to the bar and takes a drink from his beer. His buddy says, "Ya know, I'd heard of that there "Hind Lick Maneuver," but 'til today, I ain't never seen nobody do it." LMAOOOO

Sotd - Slave To The Wage
I have no idea when I'll get off of work today, so I thought I'd go ahead and post this now....this is my "theme" song, if you will...lol. by Placebo Run away from all your boredom Run away from all your whoredom and wave Your worries and cares Goodbye All it takes is one decision A lot of guts, a little vision to wave Your worries and cares Goodbye Its a maze for rats to try Its a maze for rats to try Its a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die Its a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die Sick and tired of maggies farm Shes a bitch with broken arms to wave Your worries and cares Goodbye Its a maze for rats to try Its a maze for rats to try Its a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die Its a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die Its a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die Its a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die Run away Run away, run away Run away, run away Run away, run away Run away, r

Drunk Biker
One night, a police officer was stalking out a particularly rowdy biker bar for possible violations of the driving-under-the-influence laws. At closing time, he saw one of the bikers stumble out of the bar, trip on the curb, & try his keys on five different bikes before he found his. Then, sat on the bike fumbling around several minutes, looking as if he might pass out right there. Everyone left the bar and rode off. Finally, he started his engine and began to pull away. The police officer was waiting for him. He stopped the biker, read him his rights and administered the Breathalyzer test. The results showed a reading of 0.0. The puzzled officer demanded to know how that could be. The biker replied, "Tonight, I'm the Designated Decoy."

Needing My Closest Cherries :)
So today my brother is leaving for NY and I will be home during the day till my kids get home from school by myself with no laughter :( I'm sad, hehe. So all you out there in cherryland need to come by my page and make converstaion with me to keep me busy during my next 10 lonesome days!! LOL later all and lots of love. Have a great day! Tiff :)

Ripping Pics
okay it's my turn to rant. It doesn't bother me so much that people have ripped some of my pics. what bothers me is first they rate my pics low, and then procede to rip them. It would be nice if they asked first, seeing as how they are doing it while I'm online. I guess their backyard isn't as nice as mine is when covered in snow. lol

What Next???
Just when you think there's no justice...A news article from a Florida newspaper: "When Nathan Radlich's house was burgled, thieves left his TV, his VCR, and even left his watch. What they did take was a "generic white cardboard box filled with grayish-white powder." (That is the way the police described it.) A spokesman for the Fort Lauderdale police said, "that it looked similar to cocaine and they'd probably thought they'd hit the big time." Then Nathan stood in front of the TV cameras and pleaded with the burglars: "Please return the cremated remains of my sister, Gertrude. She died three years ago." The next morning, the bullet-riddled corpse of a drug dealer known as Hoochie Pevens was found on Nathan's doorstep. The cardboard box was there too; about half of Gertrude's ashes remained. And there was a note. It said: "Hoochie sold us the bogus blow, so we wasted Hoochie. Sorry we snorted your sister. No hard feelings. Have a nice day."

Info
HEY ALL IM TRILLY AKA ALLIE, IM 2O NEARLY 21 OMG OMG OMG IM GETTIN OLD LOL. WELL THANKS TO ONE OF MY MUCH LOVED AND GOOD FRIEND GETTING ME HOOKED ONTO THIS LINK. Thanks mate i owe ya one i luv ya sis. well if theres anything else ya want to know just ask SIGNING OUT

For Guys Only!
Is it me, or is this site not at all what it's cracked up to be? First, I can imagine a few more navigational tools with some more detailed search criteria would be nice, like seperating guys from the chicks maybe. As far as "lost" goes, yeah I'm fucking lost and as far as cherries go, I think these chicks are keeping all them cherries for themselves. The closest I've come to anything "red" was 500 miles away; and from an ice cold cherry at that. What's up with you chicks anyways, the most I've gotten out of any of you was maybe one sentence and that's pathetic! Truth be known I've never met a woman who didn't just revel in speaking. We all know that Chicks love to flap their gums, but here's the problem...they can't hear themselves speak, which is what they really fuck'n enjoy: The idea of communication is somewhat irrelevant without the audible tones to decipher then decide if they like the sound of a guys voice or not. No wonder chicks love their cell phones so fucking much!

This Is For All My Guy Friends
to all my guy friends please don't hurt me in any way don't do what those two jerks did to me i got my heart broken to many times and my heart can't take it any more oh and one guy ran to his girl and she wanted to kick my ass don't hurt me like that either ok let me know what you think leave a comment ok all i do is be nice i get treated like SHIT i can get hurt very easy please don't any of my guy friends don't hurt me in any way please i was so hurt yesterday and thinking of killing myself and wondering if you all would miss me i also was wondering if i did that jerk would be thinking why did i do that to her i got help from a good friend he helped me through this bad time i went through if it wasn't for him i don't know what i would of done i was hurt so bad i am still going through it why did i get treated like SHIT PLEASE I NEED TO KNOW LEAVE COMMENTS PLEASE THANK YOU FOREVER YOUR FRIEND LISA

Comment Virgin Photo
it has come to my attention that people are putting very nice comments about my pictures and i thank those of you who have done so, but it has also come to my attention that 1 of my photos (personally i think that best one of me) is still a comment virgin. so i am asking you wonderful LC people if you could please coment on my picture. Take Care XLX

Mr #111, The End?
Today I am ranked #111 on Lost Cherry. Yesterday I was ranked #111 on Lost Cherry. It looks like I've finally found my ranking... I'm no longer moving forward, so I guess 111 is where my peers see me in the greater scheme of things. I guess, with there being 243,806 members on the site, being ranked #111 is pretty good, I should be happy with that, but the fact that I've now reached an end gives me another reason to consider leaving Lost Cherry. I'm not saying that a ranking on it's own is all that important, but it's part of the fun of the site, rankings, points, all that sorta shit is all part of it, along with making friends, or even just doing something. It's not the be all and end all, but it's part of the site, and the end of the game leaves me with one less part to play with. I also looked at my profile this morning, and noticed that I'm most of the way to level 18, two more levels and that game is over too, so another reason to be here will have gone. On

Island Encounter
The husband and I arrived on the island late Friday night. We settled into our room for the night after making plans for the next day. While my hubby went off to golf, I went to have a manicure/pedicure, shop for some nice club clothes and a nice bikini. I was told the best place to have my nails done was not at the resort, but was at a local shop in town. So I rode the resorts bus to the outskirts of town, where it dropped me off. I stopped a few locals, and after figuring out the accent, got directions to the nail salon. While having my nails done I noticed what had to be the darkest black man Ive ever seen , working at a tattoo parlor across the street. Looking at him from a distance got my nipples hard and I knew that if I got a better look, Id be wearing wet panties - so I decided to get a better look. After my manicure, I left for lunch (my pedicure was arranged for the early afternoon). I found a local grill to eat at. After I finished eating, I wandered over to the tattoo parlo

If Only There Were More Men Like Him!
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurge

Our Meeting
After exchanging several emails we decide that we'd like to meet. It just so happens I'm coming to your town for work in a week and we make arrangements to meet on Monday night for dinner, someplace public, neutral and safe. It's a few minutes after six when I walked into the restaurant. I notice you are already seated, reading the menu, and I recognize you from your picture. I come up to your table and startle you, asking you, "Mind if I have a seat?" That's the first you realize that I was even there, you didn't see me coming in. I sit across from you, and we're pleased as we both look a bit more attractive than the pictures we exchanged in our emails. Our nerves are on edge, but after our first round of drinks, the pressure feels like it's gone. We talk like old friends who haven't seen each other for awhile. As we talk, we look into each other's eyes and there's excitement, we realize there's going to be more to this evening than just dinner. We almost rush to finish our meals,

Motorcycle Wisdom
1. Every ride is optional. Every parking job is mandatory. 2. If you push the bars left, the bike goes left. If you push the bars right, the bike goes right. That is, unless you continue pushing the bars all the way, then the bike will go down. 3. Riding isn't dangerous. Crashing is dangerous. 4. It's always better to be on the sidelines wishing you were on the track than on the track wishing you were on the sidelines. 5. The only time you have too much fuel is when you're on fire. 6. The rear wheel is just a big fan on back of the bike used to keep the rider cool and his/her butt relaxed. If going into a corner too fast, slamming on the rear brake causes the "fan" to abruptly stop. When this happens you can actually see the rider start sweating and his/her butt become tense. 7. When in doubt, slow down. No one has ever hit something too slow. 8. A 'good' ride is one from which you can walk away. A 'great' ride is one after which you can use the bike again.

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hvad har jeg gjort for at fortjene det her ?? hader han mig virkelig så meget ?? det eneste jeg har givet ham er kærlighed, og så får jeg det her tilbage...et knust hjerte... a kick in the face !! tusind tak...det vil jeg aldrig glemme dig for

Battlefield
In this game that takes blood and guts Everyday is full of cuts You have to watch your every way Or it may be your final day Always fearing the whirling haze Runing all about the maze Protecting the ones you call brother So they may return to mother The unkowing of what lurks about Nasty names you hear them shout In the hole you go to sleep Often a time with a weep Battlefield sdj54321 april 13, 2004

Fade into you I want to hold the hand inside you I want to take a breath that's true I look to you and I see nothing I look to you to see the truth You live your life You go in shadows You'll come apart and you'll go black Some kind of night into your darkness Colors your eyes with what's not there. Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it's strange you never knew A stranger's light comes on slowly A stranger's heart without a home You put your hands into your head And then smiles cover your heart Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it's strange you never knew Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it's strange you never knew I think it's strange you never knew

Joke
It was a hot day in Wisconsin Helga hung out the wash to dry, put a roast in the oven, and then went downtown to pick up some dry cleaning. "Gootness, it's hotter dan hell today," she mused to herself as she walked down Main street. She passed a tavern and thought, "Vy Nodt?" So she walked in and took a seat at the bar.The bartender walked up and asked her what she would like to drink. "Ya know," Helga said, "it is zo hot, I tink I'll have myself a cold beer." Anheuser Busch?" the bartender asked. Helga blushed and replied, "Vell fine, tanks, und how's yur viener?"

I Know From Experince
i have learned that things are not what they seem you can fall in love 1 min and poof its all gone the next. so what ever you do cherish what u have because you may never know when it will be taken from you.

Please Pray For These Two Families
Keep these two families in your thoughts and prayers please!! Amanda was a senior at Wilcox Co. High School set to graduate in May. Her doctor's thought she had a sinus infection, but when went to sleep Saturday night..she didnt wake up. Her funeral is set at 11 a.m. tomorrow. Clay is also a student at Wilcox High. He was thrown from his truck late Sunday night. His speaker box came loose and hit in the back of the head. There's a hole in the back of his head and he's not respond to anything or anybody right now. This county has been hit pretty hard in the past couple of years with news like this and this is a close community around here so it's effecting all of us. ******IF IT'S NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK, PLEASE KEEP THESE FAMILIES IN YOUR PRAYERS!!******

Wonders
why do things always have to be so complicated in life? you find that 1 person that you love with all your heart and you pray that they love you just as much. then something goes a stray and you can't get that love back no matter how hard you try. i guess the old saying stands true to its words you always hurt the one you love the most.

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling, with anyone other than you.

Pixi Dust
I wish this poem were pixie dust To throw into your eyes And make you see the loveliness Beneath my sad disguise. And I would take you in my arms And weave a magic spell That I could utter anytime To make you love me well. But alas my simple words Are like summer rain That drums on hills and fields and hearts, Then vanishes again. And though my love might make you bloom, You turn with fragile grace To gaze in aching loneliness At someone else's face. We lust for what we cannot have, A long, unbroken chain Of lovers who remain unloved And loved who love in vain. While I'm near mad with wanting you As trees must have the sun, You cannot help but find a love

~*~ About Me ~*~
I am me, I am the way I am, and I do not change for anyone no matter what. I love to meet new people but I have the type of personality where you will either love me or hate me..lol. So who knows, maybe you'll be my new friend? I'm ALWAYS 100% brutaly honest, and I pride myself on being that way. I'm blunt, outspoken, and I say whatever I want to say. I don't really put much thought into alot of things before I say them, if it comes to my mind, then it automatically comes out of my mouth.. lol. I'm weird, and I know it. I love my weirdness! I'm quick witted and I maintain multiple personalities while most people find it hard to maintain one. LoL. My favorite colors are orange and blue. I love to laugh. I hate most people. Girlie girls make me hurl. I swear like a sailor when I wax my cunt. I swear like a sailor when i'm not waxing my cunt. I hate most things anyone else would like. I'm spiteful. I'm stubborn. I can be selfish. I can be jealous. I'm a flirt. I

F U N
i'm having so much fun it's sickening! Jammin out to some Korn while adding some pics for u guys,people rating my profile a 10,meeting so many COOL peeps in so little DAZE! I love you all and want u to come see me in New Orleans and let me show y'all a good time. THANKS to friends I've made, and those I haven't,.....YET Blessed Be

*wings Of A Butterfly*
Oh no here I come thinging of a way to love you more. You think it is a crime and you will never love me like you did. Why wings of a butterfly why this why now. You are the stars in the sky my life thought you where the one for but I've realize of what was going on and I don't feel you at all. Love is love, but if you stop and thinking about our truth our life, why would you do such a thing to me, behind my back. So now I'm getting the wings of a butterfly and let me keep you in my heart, but now I have to get rid of you out of my life, my mind, so no wI'm keeping the wings of a butterfly. Thinking of moving on and fine the right guy, how can I love him? I feel you all the way no matter what happens to us. So can we tell each other how we feel. I want to be with you. You are my love of my life, my future being with you forever, but if you can let me have the wings of a butterfly and I will be with you forever. Let me stay with you and, listen to our truth of what is going on.

Yeah I Am Horny Lol
You scored as Normal Horny. You're normal horny. You're like most people. You get aroused but only when you should, for the most part. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Normal Horny100%Very horny56%Super Horny56%A little horny50%Not horny25%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

My Day Off
Thank god its Tuesday. It has been great to actually relax all day and not worry about going to work. This is a big deal to me because I have worked the last 16 days without a break. I thought when I became Restaurant Manager a month ago that my work load wouldn't change that much, but I was wrong... endless paperwork... people calling in sick... people wanting days off... no definatly more work invloved. I do love my new role, it's alot of fun and I am enjoying it. But now that I'm in to my 1st day of and have tomorrow off, I thinkim going to enjoy kicking back and enjoy spring as it rolls in and the snow melts away.

H.i.m. In The Nightside Of Eden Lyrics
Divided we stand in the light of a frozen sun Cursing the Gods we have become We steal the fire from a sacred heart And bleed the wine unholy We fall in love with the serpent's song And fear nothing In the nightside of Eden We're born again - Dead "Forever we are Forever we've been Forever will be crucified to a dream" Deranged we're tearing away the petals of desire Learning the mathematics of evil by heart We deceive ourselves to start a war Within the realm of senses And descend to the circle number four Where we are nothing In the nightside of Eden We're born again - Dead "Forever we are Forever we've been Forever will be crucified to a dream"

"naughty Horoscopes...i'm An Aries
"Naughty Horoscopes...I'm an Aries and have 9 ferrets LMAO Virgo (Aug 23 - Sept. 22)-- This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy schedules to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! Some Virgos WANT to be punished. They will do naughty things to be caught so th

H.i.m. Drunk On Shadows Lyrics
Hiding underneath The veil of broken dreams we find her weeping On her once white wings She will be carrying the weight of our deeds And she bleeds for love forever gone Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie Killing ourselves, a kiss at a time Devils dance while angels smile Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie Finding souls to feed The nightside of Eden We see her struggling For her love's last breath And walk off Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie Killing ourselves, a kiss at a time Devils dance while angels smile Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie She's blinded by the fear Of life and death and everything in between We smile when she cries a river of tears A mirror where we see nothing but a reflection of heaven too far away Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie Killing ourselves, a kiss at a time Devils dance while angels smile Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie

What Would U Do?...
What would u do?... If every time that u fall in luv u have to say good bye? If every time u love someone he is never there? If ur best friend die tomorrow and u couldn't tell him how sorry u were? If u love someone but u just can have it? Some people fall in love, some luv, and some just die. But i want to tell u that i love u, cus u are my real and dearest friend. If i die tomorrow, u will be in my heart, am i going to be in ur's? Show some love to the ones u luv now when u have time cus maybe tomorrow it would be very late...

Which H.i.m. Song Are You?
Take the quiz: Which HIM song are you?Join MeYou take love very seriously and you have many problems...you don't want to leave your loved one so you ask them to die with you for love. You need this person more then they realise.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

H.i.m. Under The Rose Lyrics
I dream of the winter in my heart turning to spring While the ice gives way under my feet And so I drown with the sun I've been burning in water and drowning in flame To prove you wrong and scare you away I admit my defeat and want back home In your heart under the rose I open my eyes with a sigh of relief As the warmth of summer's sunlight dances around me And I see you with dead leaves in your hands I've been burning in water and drowning in flame To prove you wrong and scare you away I admit my defeat and want back home In your heart under the rose

H.i.m. Killing Loneliness Lyrics
Memories sharp as daggers Pierce into the flesh of today The suicide of love took away all that matters And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness With the warmth of your arms you saved me I'm killing loneliness with you The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness Nailed to a cross together As solitude begs us to stay We disappear in the life forever And denounce the power of death over our souls as secret words are said to start a war With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness With the warmth of your arms you saved me I'm killing loneliness with you The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness

This Is Were You Really Get To Know Me
Sunday, September 17, 2006 Great Night at the Cherry Pit Current mood: amused Category: Blogging Loved last night at the Cherry Pit. There was a little bit of drama but I guess I have just lucked out the last several times avoiding that. Brought a new friend into the swing scene and I was glad to see that he fit right in and was having a great time and still was having one when I left. LOL. Got to socialize after the party and just hang out. Havnt done that in a long time. I came home this morning the pouring rain to my loving ferrets. Got woken up a couple of hours later to one of my babies nibbling on my feet and bouncing around on the bed wanting to play. It has been a great 24 hours and I havn't had "great" that many hours in a row in a long time. Thanks Guys, Till next time. 7:26 PM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Wednesday, September 13, 2006 RIP Zorro Current mood: blank Category: Blogging Zorro moved

H.i.m. Wings Of A Butterfly Lyrics
Heaven ablaze in our eyes We're standing still in time The blood on our hands is the wine We offer as sacrifice [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul This endless mercy mile We're crawling side by side With hell freezing over in our eyes Gods kneel before our crime [Chorus] Come on lets show, them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) For your soul [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2] For your soul

H.i.m. Vampire Heart Lyrics
You can't escape the wrath of my heart Beating to your funeral song All faith is lust for hell regained And love dust in the hands of shame Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed And lead you along this path in the dark Where I belong until I feel your warmth Hold me like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me like you loved the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart I am the thorns in every rose, you've been sent by hope I am the nightmare waking you up from the dream of a dream of love Let me weep you this poem as heaven's gates close And paint you my soul scarred and alone Waiting for your kiss to take me back home Hold me like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me like you loved the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

What A Suprise
You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny100%Super Horny88%Normal Horny75%A little horny25%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

A Poem
for the night has begun the stars are out in full bloom the beauty i see will carry me past my doom for life begins and ends with a kiss which carries you to sweet bliss for how could anyone see what i see in you a beauty none can deny a vision of an angel in the sky

Which Album Of H.i.m. Are You?
I saw this on a cool person's profile and couldn't resist taking it! Take the quiz: Which album of H.I.M. are you?Razorblade Romanceyou are sweet and you choose the color pink for everything.you want to escape from this world to another that will understand youQuizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Ville, Linde, Mige, Burton Or Gaz?
Take the quiz: Ville, Linde, Mige, Burton or Gaz???Ville.... U are gothic, dark and mysterious.Ville is the man that created HIM, and he is dead gourges to.... But best of all, his voice is like an angel, even it is when he singing on cd or live or speaking...Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Maybe Going To Work
as most of u dont know, i have been off work for almost 3 years. xmas day will be 3 years since getting very sick with double pneumonia and 3 weeks later discovered i had conjestive heart failure. yes i almost died january 15th, was giving a 5% chance of walking out alive and have been told i would need a heart transplant. almost 3 years later im almost 95% full strenght and doing well. i still have trouble with some stuff but im improving on it. which brings me to this. come this thursday im going back to my old job hopefully 3 to 4 days a week, and make some extra cash for my trip. i deliver pizza so i can make alot in less time than a 40 hoiur a week person can make. i havent cleared it with my dr's and not sure when i will be released to go back to work since im still, according to them, 100% disabled. so i know i gotta take it easy and not rush it. so hopefully u guys will give me some support and wish me luck, thanks :)

My Husband
My husband has got to go to hospital this morning to the Cardio- Respiratory Department. He has got to go on one of them running machines to to test his heart. If he fails he will loose his driving licence and he is not happy about that. He loves to drive and loves to get out in the car with me and the kids.

This Is How I Feel!
Entry for September 19, 2006 This is how I feel! I am really not sure what to say today... I have been thinking so much about how things have been going in my life and maybe trying to move out of state. I am actually working on seeing about it. I am not sure it is the right thing to do...not sure what to do anymore. Too much drama for me is all I know. I can't take it all, so I do believe that running away would be the best answer. I am not one to run from my problems...but I think it has gotten to the point where I just can't make anything better for myself or anyone else. It is a get out while you can situation maybe...This isn't just one factor in my life...We are talking 100's of factors made me come to this maybe decision. I don't want to go, but I don't want to get so stressed that I make myself sick and die either, so I am trying to get to a happy medium for myself. This is a hard thing to decide. Anyway...gonna go night night! Still don't know!!!!!!!!!!

Life Is How You Live It!!
I HAVE ALL WAYS HEAR LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.. I SAY LIVE LIFE TO ITS FULLEST...LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.... HAVE FUN AND MAKE FRIENDS......AND NEVER PUT OFF TODAY FOR TOMORROW.. IT MAY NOT COME...... MY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! ENJOY LIFE AND BE HAPPY DONT WORRY.... JUST REMEMBER WHEN U THINK YOUR LIFE SUCKS, SOMEONE SOMEWHERE IS WORST THEN YOURS... AND IF YOU NEED A GOOD LAUGH JUST COME SEE ME I WILL MAKE U LAUGH..... WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE CRYING,TRY SMILING ... JUST REMEMBER GOD LOVES YOU AND SO DO I!!!!!!! YOUR FRIEND LUCKY

Have You Ever? Because I Have
This is a poem I wrote that I hope you like. It's just something sad but my feelings. ************************************************* "Have You Ever? Because I Have" Have you ever thought that the day was rough? Because I have Have you ever wanted to just close yourself from the world? Because I have Have you ever tried to change to make others happy? Because I have Have you ever hurt so bad you just cried all day? Because I have Have you ever been in love and then wound up with a broken heart? Because I have Have you ever wished you could make everyone happy? Because I have Have you ever wondered what it was like to be popular? Because I have Have you ever thought of what could have been? Because I have Have you ever wished you could turn back time? Because I have Have you ever wondered what goes through everyone's mind? Because I have Have you ever been stressed so bad you just want people to go away? Because I have Have you ever felt like the world was again

The Latest In My Life
Update from myspace! Well, if you have been reading on myspace, you know that Steve left me and I am single again, I have packed his stuff, looked for a job, ect. ect. ect. Well, I have found a job, I am back at Beverly Healthcare working in Dietary. Not a glamorous job but it will pay the bills. I think I am over Steve, I have been dying for sex and haven't called him the first time! Damn I am getting over him finally! I still have feelings for him but we have 2 boys together I guess I always will have feelings for him. We are still talking atleast we can still be friends. However I don't call him anymore than i have to! I have a secret crush! I want him so bad, but gotta wait til his divorce is final as well as mine don't want to cause any trouble for either of us! I am not looking for a new hubby, more or less a fuck buddy!!!! Pam If you read this and want to talk just call me or im me I hope you understand, if not i will fill you in on how he treated me exactly.

Urgent!!!!!!!
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=27996865 JOIN OUR GROUP! WE NEED MORE MEMBERS! WE NEED MORE SINGLE PEOPLE TO KNOW ABOUT OUR GROUP. INVITE YOUR FRIENDS TO JOIN UP! I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE THIS GROUP A PUBLIC GROUP NOW THAT WAY YOU DONT HAVE TO ASK FOR MY PERMISSION TO JOIN THIS GROUP!! I THINK MOST PEOPLE WILL BE HAPPY WITH THIS CHANGE! IT PROVIDES POSSIBILITIES OF MEETING MORE COOL PEOPLE! http://groups.myspace.com/wherelovehappens

Long Distance
So there has been alot on my mind, thanks to all that showed love and support and all to my family. I have had so much going on..... I enjoy being online and mainly on Lost Cherry meeting new people and everything. The comments and all make me smile and get me through rough times. Yeah its wild that my cyber life is the high point for me........ right now everything else is kinda crappy.... I still like to believe that it will get greater later..........well I'm thinking about posting some of my poetry so I might be doing that soon........ well I have to get up in the morning so.........till 2morrow or later if i can't sleep LMAO ;)

She Asked For My V
I was at her house with a buxom blond that I knew she was her friend and we had a three person party I was young and unaware of the adult womanly ways. my blond friend had a little to much to drink and fell asleep in the next room while her 29 year old married friend and I talked into the early morning hours. her kids were asleep and husband was trucking somewhere. We talked and talked then she asked me if I was a V-gin and I said yes. well thats all it took she was wearing a short night shirt. and she asked if I would like to have sex to which I replyed. whatever I never had before. but I was concerned about someone walking in to the front room which was well lit with light. so she unziped my pants and had them down to my ankles. before I knew it she grabed my cock and worked it up till I felt it slide into her wet-n-warm pussy we ground for what seemed an eternity till I came inside of her she was a very good teacher. I did'nt see her much after that till the county fair. I saw

Women Kidnapping Babies
What is wrong with these women who will kidnap other women's babies? Some women have even killed very pregnant women and cut the baby right out of the body. Sick. Well, I'm sure everyone has a clue as to what's wrong with them, but I can't imagine what it would be like to lose someone you love and have given birth to some psychotic witch. If these women want babies so bad, they should either adopt, go to a sperm bank, or go have sex when they're fertile. But that costs money, right? So I suppose kidnapping is a lot cheaper. Too bad they'll have a screwed history for the rest of their lives when they're caught

Alcohol
i have been drinking for a good 20 some odd years and about 4 months ago i went into treatment for the 3rd time and i finally let it go and before i went in i was drinking any where between 30 and 40 cans a day and i got scared coz i looked in the fridge the next morning to get me my morning kick and found that the 30 pack i bouth the night before was already gone and i looked over in the corner and found a garbage bag full of nothing but beer cans so i got on the phone and called a near by treatment center and went in that night and every sence then i have been dry to the bone so that is proof that any one can quit

Why I Don't Sleep
Every night I lie awake, After I've prayed the Lord my soul to take. I dare not shut my eyes and rest, My heart will weep, my dreams will test. So there I lie awake in bed, A hole within and I feel dead. For if I find that I should fail, The dreams of you they will avail. I smell your hair and taste your lips, I explore your skin with fingertips. We steal away to a secret place, I nibble your ear and your heart will race. It does not last, a cruel joke to make, It's but a dream and my heart does break. So many nights I lie awake, After I've prayed the Lord my soul to take. At my worst I wish to die, My life's a sham, a snowballed lie. Every morning I scream it's false, But I love you above all else. Once you were here now you're not, A scant few memories, it's all I've got. I'm so tired, I dare not sleep, For when I wake I will weep. I miss your soul, I miss your smile, I wish we could be together for just a little while. Every time I dream of us, Together we

One Nite In Florida
She came out of a store late one night and our eyes met. I asked ef she needed a lift. and she said yes of course could I take her to a friends house to see them. so off we went. she had me park down the street while she went inside. She told me to wait for her. when she came out we drove around a little more then she reached over and grabbed my crotch. and said lets do something about the bulge in your pants. I said ok lets find a room for the night. so I found a motel that was open. and rented a room then we went toan all night store and bought her a nice teddy and some other things. we found ourselves back at the room. She was standing in the door of the bathroom prepairing her self in the doorway light for our romp in the room. I could see every curve on her body. She came to the bed with her pretty yellow teddy on and laid beside me. So I said lets start with your feet. so I started kissing her feet moving ever so slowley up he ankle to calf and knee and to her thigh kissing

Love U
wow it took me long enough to find out were my blogs were but wow i did it so wat up how is everyone i foreal love all of u people on lost cherry you all hgave become like my second family but i gotta go love u all

Since U Cant Read My Profile Ill Post One Here
One of my poems please tell me what you think. and please dont rip this poem Wake me up inside now that im empty And im free to bleed Save me from myself So i can walk off the edge that ive been looking down Ive been living a lie im not here for you im not here for me And i cant begin to think Was this meant to be The darkness is closing in trapped in a corner with no where to run walking forward head on With this nothing ive become how can you look into my eyes dead save for my pain will you become me

This Is How Sex Starts!!!!
Was In a bulletin thought I would add it too my Blog... *a smile leads to a laugh* ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply!

Your Good At Dreams...
Its easy to be pulled from somwhere you love...from somthing that you feel is a part of you, to sacrafice your own feelings, and personal belongings for another. To give somthing, or lose somthing of equal or greater, much greater value. So what happens then? We end up in dreams, lucid and subcontious feelings that belong to us, that no one can steel, or make us change, or sacrafice, somewhere we'd rather be, or need to be. I often find myslef on the peek of a landscape, watching others lives, and having what i want right beside me, relaxed, content. In complete tranquility just to be somwhere and be known, and wanted by everything...Its my dream, and old habbits. My dream is my throan of Pride.

Get The Picture With The Cord Around My Neck
If you're reading this then I finally did it I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye There was no time Understand I was stressed Living day to day was hard and I gave it my best But there was nothing left For me in this world to convince me to stay Now I'm long gone away Don't you do that, don't you start those tears Just remember all the time we spent over the years Never cry, never think bad of me What's done is done and that's the way that it had to be I need you to be strong for me Say a prayer every day in my memory I'm sure it's helping me To earn my feathers, to get some wings And a halo and a harp and angelic things And even though I'm gone and outta sight Never worry about me, I'm alright. And if I should die Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside I'm alright!! And everytime you cry Don't break down and just keep me inside of your mind I'm alright!! You only saw the outside Never knew what I was feeling Now everyday you lay in bed staring at the ceiling But you don't see me no

Lennon New Cd "damaged Goods" In Stores Today September 19th...
www.lennonmurphy.com www.myspace.com/lennon Lennon,currently on tour with Motley Crue and Aerosmith,new cd "Damaged Goods" is in stores today!! Let us know what you think of the cd,feel free to post reviews right here!!

Hard To
It's hard to feel when ya do open up ya have to close...It's hard to imagine a life being so cold... Somtimes all you look for is some warm of a gentle soul... But when you get shut down... Ya switch to the defensive and automaticly your a dick... Ohwell shit happens.. I'm a dick deal with it...

House Band To Perform With Paul Stanley On His Tour..
PAUL STANLEY's backing band for the upcoming Live To Win Tour will be the House Band from the CBS TV Show, Rock Star. The band appeared on the first season of the show - Rock Star: INXS, as well as this year's Rock Star: SUPERNOVA. Comprised of Paul Mirkovich (keyboards), Jim McGorman (guitar), Rafael Moreira (lead guitar), Nate Morton (drums) and Sasha Krivstov (bass), the House Band is billed as "an eclectic, skilled group of professionals who know rock and roll." Stanley's new song 'Live To Win' will be available for sale exclusively at iTunes on Tuesday, September 26th. More details soon. Stanley's upcoming solo album, Live To Win, will be released by New Door Records/Universal Musical Enterprises on October 24th in North America (a day earlier internationally).

~hey Friends~
Thanx 4 adding me, and thanx 4 the welcomes. This site seems pretty cool. I love myspace so I figured I'd give this site a try too. The one thing I hate about this site however, it's extremely slow! Anyway, Gary comes home from Afghanistan in 7 days. I'm counting!!! I'm nervous as hell. Gary is someone I dated like 8 years ago. He found me on myspace a month ago, and since then we've been talking about giving it another shot. I'm definitely up for it! I can't wait til he gets here..The only thing that sucks is that he'll only be here for 2 weeks, he goes back there, and then comes home for good in March! I guess I have to take it one day at a time right?! Well, I wanted to shout it to the world..now I have to study a bit and go to bed! Hope all is well w/ you guys! Thanx again..Keep in touch Candy

Just Going Crazy!!
Well just going crazy!! I had a hard day at work and lucky me I get to do it all again tomrrow. Well just so you get to know more about me,I take care of older people and troubled teenage girls. The last two weeks have been split shifts ya!! It also looks like it's going to stay that way!! I need some rum,vodka,o-. Well thats all people peace for now!!

My Final Word
Today I was put in a position I really didn't want nor need to be put in. I really don't need anyone (or their family members) messaging me with bullshit. A future note when it comes to ANYTHING with me: I'm my own person. I'm a grown woman. I can and will do what I want, when I want. You can't choose that for me nor can you tell me what to choose. You can't tell me how to act or how not to act. You can't tell me who I can or can't talk to. You can't tell me who I can or who I can't flirt with. I'm not responsible for what happens in your life, you are. If it concerns your significant other, that person is responsible. I'm not accountable for what people in your life may or may not do to you. I'm also not going to lie to anyone. I'm not to be held accountable or responsible to anyone's lies. If someone finds out you lied, it serves you right. I don't walk in the truth, I freaking BATHE in it. Embrace it. If someone wants to be my friend, fine. If someone doesn't, fine. But I'm not

Cold
I want the cold to come and freeze my soul so I will no longer feel the pain and suffering of others. I await it with open arms so that I may sleep in this season of death until I can cope with the pain. The chill I feel inside can only be overcome with the fierce winter humanity brings upon itself. The snow will fall, the ice will come and all will be silent before me. Peace at last.

Friend
Nature A FRIEND Oh, the comfort of feeling safe with a person; not having to weigh thoughts or words, but to pour them all out, just as they are, good and bad together. Knowing that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then, with the breath of kindness, blow the rest away. ~*~

Internet Encounter Pt Ii
We danced to the music while the rythem slowly minipulated our bady's into a seductive mambo, oh my god i dident want this night to end, so we finished our dance then head back to our booth to gater our belonging's! he walked me to my car where we said our goodbye's, hey mamita im glad you decided to show ! me to, I said as I lowerd my head to hide my once agian flushed cheeks, well it's been fun and I dont want to hold you up any longer . it's ok mami i dont mind at all, we exchanged a simple smile that had more meaning then any kiss hug or flower could symbolize. well can i see you agian? without trying to sound to exicited I smiled and gave a shy nod of approval ! he smied back and said can i get a hug ? we embraced one last time and before pulling away he gave me a slight kiss on the cheek, and as we parted each ohter's embrace he asked. I'm sorry i hope i dident offend you! not at all i said as i said goodnight he opened my door for me .o started the car and rolled down my window,

Remember The Shelf
Thoughts When out on the water all by yourself Remember the memories you've put on a shelf The thoughts of a loved one, now gone from your grasp Memories of good times, now in your past Take only the good parts,throw out the bad Learn from your mistakes & make yourself a life Get to know yourself for You Go deep in your heart .. Be Honest .. Be True Dont let the bad take over your life Open a door and Invite someone in The pain and memories will soon fade away The Love you gave, will come back someday You are what You want to be ANYTHING, ANYTIME, ANYWHERE ! Be in control of what you want Dont let Yourself Get down and out ! Let someone in, To care for you To be a friend, To comfort you! To know just how you feel inside Who understands when you need to hide Take time in Life To Listen to nature Stop and look at how you've matured Dont let life just pass you by Find yourself, Dont run and hide You will see ... That time

Missing Scott
Missing you a lot everyday that passes by A little poem that makes no sense *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I sit here and wait till the day Scott comes back from his trip. I wonder if he is ok, but I know He is and having a good time. Time goes by so slow when Scott Isn't around to talk. I sit here waiting for Scott and I know he'll be here soon! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "When I Come Around" *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I heard you crying loud, all the way across town You've been searching for that someone, and it's me out on the prowl As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself Don't get lonely now And dry your whining eyes I'm just roaming for the moment Sleazin' my back yard so don't get so uptight you been thinking about ditching me No time to search the world around Cause you know where I'll be found When I come around I heard it all bef

Just Thinking Again ....
So many times we let others decide who we are ... where we are suppose to be in life ... how to dress, act, etc ... Just once it would be awesome to just be allowed to ourselves ... without having to deal with the ridicule or scorn or stupidity of those who just dont care for anything but themselves ..... Just once it would be wonderful if every person allowed themselves to see past the I wants ... to What can I do ..... I dunno Maybe I look for a heaven on earth ... at least in a small way .... None of us are Perfect None of us are without some skeleton in a closet But each of Us are who we are Why should You expect us to change ......... *** maybe one day People will see that "Being Just Me" is the best way to be *** Peace n Love n Hugzzzzzzzz ~*~ Pix~*~

Ripping Copywriten Photos
I have just found a profile on here named "@##RuleBreaker#@@ that has a photo of mine on it. It is some of my Digital art from 1999 that is copywitten. It is the skull that I let my girl use. Needless to say I am upset. It says on his profile that it was ripped. I am trying to trace it to who first used it and where they gotten it from. I havent heard back from him yet but I did leave a message. Am I wrong to be upset? I am pissed. I will take all my art off here and close everything out if people cant leave my copywritten material be. I probably would have let him use it had he asked but this...Hell no. Any thoughts or help with this would be appreciated.

It Only Hurts When Im Breathing.
Pretty much. I didnt know it was a crime to miss someone. See if i do it again. Im sick of him i truly am. So whatever i guess its time to move on. Dear heart. Dont let him in. Dont miss him. Dont talk about him. Dont look at him. Dont think about him. Understand. It only hurts when im breathing. < /3

Passions Dream
Passions Dream The feel of your hand Glides through my long hair Cupping my chin Your lips almost there. Warmth brushes my lips Yours upon mine My heart skips a beat Is this but a sign? My head leans back Your lips find my pulse It quickens yet more I react on impulse. Warm breath grazes over My breast’s, silky curves I feel my body shudder Nothing but nerves. Can’t think, only feel I am completely lost As your skin burns mine My clothing is tossed. The weight of your body Pinning me down I surrender to you With the tiniest sound. You plunder my body Making it your own Panting and gasping Hearing you moan. My body crests My passions you take Panting and gasping Coming awake.

Shadows
Shadows Shadow Ghosts Buried so deep yet simple words Bring em back to the keep Crying out wanting a friend Tired of being alone Time for it to end Looking for the reason Why It always ends this way Tired of being alone day after day Tired of wanting Tired of searching Tired of Trying Tired of Hurting ! ~*~ Pixie ~*~

Inner Void
Inner Void Deep black penetrates Consuming all light I spiral down Hell is calling this night. Anger flares Fury ignites Uncontrolled rage Blankets my sights. Hate, loathing I see but one face There is nothing but me Lacking in grace. Burning desire Passion awakes Heating the flames That cannot be slaked. Need for heat Hating my life Engulfed in the blackness Where is my knife?

Why?
Why? There comes a point in each of our lives Where we must make decesions... We have to decide... Have we done all that we know we could.. Have we allowed ourselves the chance to grow as we should.. Are we looking for tommorrow 2 make everything alright.. Or hoping that maybe the answers will appear overnight.. Are we willing to step into our past.. Open locked doors and deal with whats been hidden behind em at last ... or.. Do we pretend that life is just great.. That there are no ghosts playing a game of give n take .. Sitting in the quiet of the night .. listening so closely.. Hoping to find the answers 2 make it alright ... Looking to the stars.. searching for peace.. Seeking the one answer to put it all at ease .. To many people living life like a dream.. To many people say what they dont mean... To many people just out after lust .. To many people ... Who the hell do you trust .... To many actions that dont line up with words spoken.... To much deci

You Want A What??
Ok, so I get a call today at work from a female who wants to do something different for her friends Bridal Shower. She proceeds to tell me how her friend is strange.. yada, yada, yada!! She ends up coming in to look through my books to see if we can come up with some ideas. Needless to say the lady tells me how she and her friend sell dildos for a living and gives me her card! Next thing she asks... Can you make me a Penis Cake? I don't get many of those request so you can imagine the look on my face!! I eventually say , Ok I'll give it a try! Isn't it funny that once any body part of that nature is brought up in a conversation that even the most innocent thing just doesn't sound right!!! I ask her what time she wants it by, she tells me 4:30, so I say Ok that gives me time to play with it!! Needless to say I have to make a penis cake out of cupcakes... So come Wednesday when I go back to work I'm going to tell my Bosses to drop their pants cause I need a model!!! When I do the cak

My Writing
I have finally done it! I have finally put my thoughts done on paper, again! It has been a painstaking couple of years, to put it mildly. I was begining to wonder if maybe I had lost the ability all together until recently a friend fueled the underlying embers of my heart's true passion. . .writing! Now I need some more help. I need some ideas about what my latest piece should be titled. Can you help me? Here is my latest work. . .fresh from me to you. . .=) If you like this and would like to read more please feel free to read some additional pieces found in my profile under general interests. Thanks for you time! And please let me know what you think! Lost in the desolate fields of life I yearn for my soul’s dedicated companion. My heart’s tears echo through the vast chambers of heaven. Alone in my own inconsolable agony Waiting. . . Lingering. . . Hoping. . . Craving, passion’s caressing embrace Waiting. . . Lingering. . . Hoping. . . Craving, the echoes o

Great Song!!
"Wait For You" I know you're trying to get around me baby I know you've got me in your heart baby I know that you could love me If you only had a guarantee When I look at your face it's so empty I know I could fill you with love baby Your soul is dying for me Can't deny our energy And you're far I'm near you're there I'm here you're hurting for me I can see it in your eyes Some of the hardest things are easy to achieve with patience I'll wait for you until the heavens fall I'll wait for you until the end of the world I'll wait for you until I no longer breathe I know that it's not impossible I'll wait for you until you finish your fight I'll wait for you until the timing is right I'll wait for you until you knock on my door Cuz right now it's feeling just like a movie yeah yeah... Just like a movie I know that this is hard for you Want you to know that I'm feeling it too It's taken some time but now I see everything It's so clear to me I can't give up yo

9.19.06
Hope Again if it will heal those empty spaces deep in your broken blue eyes i will pulse my love across this space drag you into the light carry you in my heart which is as big as the world can stand if it will make you smile i will sing in the dark cry with you to those sappy love songs hold you with my voice until the last thoughts are still talk to you of the dreams we have and give you the last of the hope that remains in love, trust and faith i will wait for that first touch that brings the end of the journey Unanswerable Questions how have i earned this miracle when my sins have murdered the last of the faith how can i dare to dream again or open my wounded eyes when i have spent so many moments giving away my soul to the greed of the cowards i attract? how can it be that one as strong as you remains faithful when i have lost it all? Dreaming in Faith do you see? he's there in the night time and any time offering the best of what he is a

Sex
Okay, I don't mean to toot my own horn here and you'll see evidence of that in a second...but it is rare that I've not had a girl not come back for more on her own accord, repeatedly...and I wouldn't even consider myself to be a great lover. But, I laugh a little inside when I read your list, because while all of the above *are* aggravations to women on a purely selfish level - the reality is that those are the risks involved. I've had my share of 1 minute outings...I've had my share of midnight to sun-up outings (both alcohol induced and completely sober). Sex isn't a fairy tale experience - neither are relationships. Sometimes it's flawless...over the long run and in any given experience there are likely to be a few errors here and there. Pro quarterbacks throw interceptions. Mistakes in mechanics happen. Most men don't learn to avoid these faux pas until later in life, through trial and error, acting on the same selfish impulses that drive your checklist. The varting issue, fo

The Maid's Spanking
Ethel stood with her hands behind her back. Her black straight skirt falling to just above her knees. Her blouse was white and fit her perfect. It was not too tight, but still accented the twin globes of tender flesh she had encased in her soft bra. Her stockings were black with seams and she wore black inch-high heels. She wore very little makeup. But with her pretty face, she needed none at all. Her hair was black with just a few strands of gray showing. She wore it neck length with a short bang in the front. We had searched long and hard for a maid like her. Ethel stood 5'6" tall. She weighed around 160lbs. She had a 40 chest and a nice wide ass. Oh we could have hired any maid that came along. But our needs were very specific. We needed a maid that could do light housework, mostly shopping, cooking and light cleaning. She had to be 50-55yrs old. She had to be black. And most of all, she had to satisfy the needs of my wife and myself. You might say that to satisfy our needs we sh

9.19.06
A Story so lost and yet so strong my weeping angel and my mountain so far away how are you holding me up in your beautiful arms wings carrying us to the dream when you're so so lost? that perfect moment between two imperfect lovers is so close i can taste it in the night when my dreams and nightmares shake me to the waking time my gift is this tiny thought laced with reassurance in the deep dark night we both fear there is a miracle at our door that one beautiful horizon when you turn the corner and step into my world and i fall into yours when all the pieces of our lost moments all the questions that can never be answered come together and matter no longer when those fears we have are put to rest because the risk has been taken the journey started the beginning of the end of this torment Hardly a Sonnet did you know that this would be this? the life we would start to live when our tiring lives changed in an instant when the mourning in our hea

Friends
Friends are suppose to be a really good friends to you and be their for each other at all times.. A friend is supposed to respect of who or what you are.. You are supposed to love one another for better or for worst.. Don't say mean or rude things to them so you can keep your relationship with that friend.. Don't let them do stupid shit. Don't let them take a drink or drink heavy, take it away that is if they pick it up again you have to tell someone.. Right now there are some good memories of that person.. Deep in side of me she s in a better place that is all I have to say.. People is people, so they are what they are.. In my heart and mind I know that person is in a good place and a grading angel from above.. Life is life and god tells you it's time to go, he means it's time to go.. I will always remember that in my heart and soul.. So don’t ever feel sorry for your self, because it is not your fault of any kind of life.. By Alisha Collin

Um...ouch?
So...just to punish me for signing up for LC...I ripped my finger open when it caught on some velcro on my vest last night..and then this morning dropped my service pistol on my pinky toe...and it may be broken. THANKS LC.

Wanna Bet? Special Chapter
Kerry and Derrick were contemplating their last few days together when he remembered something he'd wanted to do before they left for school. Sure they'd still be dating, but in the tradition of this fantastic summer he'd wanted to do it before they left; one last thing, and the only thing that they hadn't really done. "Hey honey," he whispered to his girlfriend as they watched the movie. "Mmm?" she was a little distracted as she was fiddling with his dick inside his pants, not actually interested at all in the movie. "I've been thinking about that bet you lost, the one where you said that if you'd won you'd want to tie me up and play with me... would you still like to do that?" His question was well rewarded as her eyes lit up and she turned to look at him. "Really? You want that?" Kerry's voice was joyous and she gave his dick an extra hard squeeze, making his balls ache. "Oh yes," he moaned, "I know I'll probably pay for it when you're playing with me and I'm not gett

Just Curious What You'd Do
HOW FAR WOULD U GO WITH ME?! Copy and leave a message in my inbox...I just wonder after taking to some. Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy wit me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind on me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Do you know my B-day: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to bed with me: Stay up and talk all night: Take advantage of me: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: If so whats your number: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost dis so I can do the same for you:

Random Survey
RANDOM THINGS YOU MIGHT LIKE TO KNOW... by alwayzhammertimeName? Nicknames?: BrandyBirth date?: 9/14Do you have any siblings? Do you get along with them?: No SiblingsWhat are you wearing right now?: Clothes, DuhWho do you live with?: My Ex-BoyfriendDo you have any pets?: 1 KittyWhat's your favorite food?: Italian and MexicanHey slacker, what's your G.P.A.?: 3.8 in CollegeWhat's your major?: Psychology/Philosophy/EnglishIs your room messy or clean right now?: MessyWhat's your favorite alcoholic drink?: Hypnotiq and Pineapple JuiceWhat's your favorite non-alcoholic drink?: Energy Drinks, Pepsi, Coke, Fruit JuiceHow do you feel about cigarette smoking?: Hate it and I'm allergicIf you don't recognize the number on your caller ID, do you answer?: NopeHow many speeding tickets have you recieved?: Not a oneWhat's your favorite clothing store?: TorridDo you sleep with a stuffed toy? What is it?: NopeWhen was the last time you were on a diet?: NeverOnce you're finished with sc

Apply Directly To The Forehead...
So me and C-Money were surfing the interweb, looking up old commercials. lol... We came across this one. And American people, you've all seen it: Now the silly thing about this commercial is, they only tell you where to apply it, and where to buy it. Not too much info about what it's for? lol... But after finding this little fountain of youth...er... fun, we stumbled onto something even better... :P Wait, where do you apply it?

Food Play ( A Lil Story)
A lot of people argue that foreplay is the one of the most important parts of the sexual experience. With that in mind I decided to do something more creative with my foreplay. My girl Tina and I were out shopping at the local grocery store, and it hit me. It was there that I decided on food play. I began picking up strawberry jams, syrups, ice cream sunday toppings, and anything that I could find that would turn our foreplay into food play. When we got home I told her what I had in mind and she was all for it. She couldn't wait to experience food play. We went to the bedroom and she told me she wanted to do me first. I removed my clothes and took my position on our bed. She began to undress, revealing her Victoria secrets undergarments that consisted of and red laced pushup type bra that made her cleavage look like her breasts were ready to explode. Her panties were a matching red lace that were a hi-cut thong style. And then there were the garters.

Holly
I sit here as an american What are we fighting for? The thought of freedom? A message of hope? I come into the world as a passage of that hope I hear a story of a young lady only 16 Her life ended in what everyone thought was misery She was raped Then her throat slit THis is not a life that I would call american fit Her name was holly and a beauty she was young and hopeful with friends not only above Passionate to life yet a brother in law took it in the light One thing he did not know He never got her soul The one thing that brought everything about her he never felt The friends who miss her can feel all to well I raise my beer in one last rejoice Holly lived a life her friends can remember and know it was her choice Time comes and go and we meet all types I have had a few pass away in my life The one thing I remember is that laugh That was a moment they wont ever forget That smile could pierce for a mile That love you can feel it from above SHe know she is mi

Coming Over
IM COMING OVER i’m coming over, so unlock the door. i'm coming to give you what you been waiting for. play my favorite c.d., that i like to so well. burn the incense, that i like to smell. get some fresh roses, the color of red. take the petals, and spread then over the bed. wear your lingerie, that shows off you soft hips. pour some wine so i can kiss it from your lips. unlock the door, so i can creep in. when i walk in your room that is when our night will begin.

Erotic Story (graphic)
Dream Girl It was a hot summer day and i had just finished playing basketball at meder street park up the block from my mom's house on western drive. My friends were heading home and i decided i would just walk back to my place cause it's pretty close. i thought it would be a little quicker to go through the back way which meant going by way of the trees into a couple yards but i figured what the hell, “who's gonna care anyway?” So i'm making my way along a path which runs behind the houses along western drive and it's no real problem. As i go along i start to think that i am going to have to cut over soon or else i'm going to walk too far and pass my house as well so i try to find a house with a small enough fence to climb. i succeed in locating one that has a simple wooden fence that is only about 4 feet high. i jump it and as soon as i do i realize they have dogs in their yard which start barking and running at me. i freak out and basically throw myself back over the fen

Double Whammy!
So my dad finally bought me an extention cord, so I can simultaneously watch TV and chat it up on the computadore. And guess what I got to watch!? The Simple Life: 'Til Death, Do Us Part. aka, the greatest show on earth. aka, my beautiful girlfriend's show. So in this specific episode, Paris was planning the wedding of her two lesbian hosts. :D yay! So she invited a few bands to audition for the bride and bride. A mariachi, and death metal band, and to my utterly orgasmic delight... Micky Avalon!!! And that's the end of my story. Well, I guess it isn't. While watching the most wonderful 30 minutes on all television, I saw a very naughty commercial. Now... they actually played this... yes, during prime time, but my goodness people! It's a friggen discount designer clothes shop! Not SexToys 'R' Us... But I'll include it because I know you are all pervs. Me included. So enjoy it. Cherish it. Possibly touch yourself to it. I know that's what I'll be doing in 5 and a

Lost Cherry Stuff
Well for the past few days have made some pretty cool friends in a few of the esteemed lounges here one being a nearby neighbor and we didn't even know it ! Anyway Here is a shout out to Temptation Radio great music great fun, but remember folks all good things in moderation so those who are new don't feel overwhelmed! Anyway I am not the creator of the lounge nor radio, just some good advice.. LostCherry.com Terms of Use Agreement Updated August 23, 2006 LostCherry.com is a social networking service that allows members to create unique personal profiles online in order to find and communicate with old and new friends. The service is operated by LostCherry.com, ("LostCherry.com"). By using the LostCherry.com Website (the "Website") you agree to be bound by these Terms of Use (this "Agreement"), whether or not you register as a member ("Member"). If you wish to become a Member, communicate with other Members and make use of the LostCherry.com services (the "Service"), plea

New Camaro Release Date
FOR RELEASE: 2006-08-10 CONTACTS Auto Buyers Have Spoken: GM Will Build An All-New Chevrolet Camaro Next generation of classic sport coupe goes into production in late 2008, on sale in 2009; will be almost identical to wildly popular concept unveiled at NAIAS Camaro Photography TRAVERSE CITY, Mich. – Dear sports car fans: General Motors heard you loud and clear. GM Chairman and CEO Rick Wagoner announced today that GM will build an all-new version of the Chevrolet Camaro sport coupe based on the award-winning concept that stole the spotlight at the North American International Auto Show and has ignited the passion of car enthusiasts around the world ever since – even spurring consumers to start petition drives and send in certified checks in hopes of placing early deposits. “The overwhelmingly enthusiastic response to the Camaro Concept continues to remind me of the uniquely iconic place our products can have in customers’ hearts,” Wagoner said. “Camaro is much

Who I Would Be As A Superhero
Your results:You are Wonder Woman Wonder Woman 97% Supergirl 92% Green Lantern 85% Superman 75% Spider-Man 60% The Flash 60% Catwoman 55% Robin 47% Batman 40% Hulk 40% Iron Man 30% You are a beautiful princesswith great strength of character. Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

More Writings
Sunshine Dreams Candy coated promises feel nice when they go down But the sweetness only lasts for so long The feeling in my stomach reminds me of butterflies But the sensation quickly fades into oblivion Now it’s nausea, now it’s pain, now I hurt all over What happened to the pleasant warmth Where did the joy, the happiness, the love go When did the blanket I used to sleep with cover my eyes Blinding me to the truth I wander the streets in search of that which I lost With nothing but my newly discovered emptiness To keep me company on my journey into the unknown The strangers I meet along the way look at me With a pity and disdain I thought was saved For those much more worthless than myself I sit alone on a bench and throw breadcrumbs to the birds Wishing I could go back to the good days, the pleasant days When you were mine and I was yours and we wanted for nothing And then, there you are, like an angel in the waning sunlight Walking the path towards me

Freezzziiinnnggg
Alrighty... so my first blog on here... yippie!! so i just started a new job about 4 days ago at a store called DEB in gurnee mills, it's really tiering... and thats all there is to say about that... though i am working with my bestest friend lindsay... whom i actually worked with in my LAST job too!!! Crazzzeeeyyy world. ^^ Chris and I are comming up on our 5 month mark...I really am lucky to have him... against what my friends think sometimes... He drove 45 minutes to come visit me at work for my half hour break... and bought me lunch. He is such a sweetheart... for serious. =) college is a little tiersome too... i was really hoping to just finnish high school and be DONE with it, but no...my motivation to go to college was in order to stay on my parents health insurance...eh... what ev's. i am sleepy, so i am going to bed now... night all

Fuck Buddy
FUCK BUDDY...Y does it only have 2 b 1 Body: FUCK BUDDY...Y does it only have 2 b 1 There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck you. So lets play the fuck buddy game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "id hit it" Dont be scared - lol this is hilarious The twist is YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Myspace list that wants to fuck u so repost this as FUCK BUDDY... Even if you are in a happy relationship, repost.... It is just a giggle.... You may be surprised

Last Night As U Slept
LAST NIGHT AS YOU SLEPT i laid beside you and watched you sleep last night. i watched you body glow in the beam of the moonlight. i watched you lay as you slumbered and slept. all was well, quiet as kept. i saw my baby, my lady, my reason for life, my lover, my friend, my beautiful wife. a delicate flower so soft to the touch, i could caress you for hours i love you so much. i pondered on the dreams that ran through your head, last night when I watched you asleep in our bed.

Sex Me
sex me baby just do it fuck me suck me eat me love me you know you want to you just cant stand it fuck me suck me eat me love me make me sweat make me scream make me moan fuck me suck me eat me love me you dont be disappointed

Thoughts To Ponder
Have you ever looked in the mirror and wondered why you are you. Where does your spirit come from, who, what made it. who gave you a personality all your own. Why are we all so different if Adam was the perfect man and Eve was the perfect woman. Why are we not just copies of them which in turn would be ourselves. Have you ever wondered why!

Heading Back... (placeholder)
to upstate NY, probably back tomorrow (Tuesday- really today) afternoon, I think. May edit this then, probably will. So- placeholder. (Today wrote/translated a Wikiarticle, pleased with it. But- more-on-which...)*chuckle* Ok. Back, with new glasses, new cel, a chance to take a breath, ... bus got in on time- and it was mostly a great week-and-a-half. Some changes while I've been gone, of course.

I Hide(poem)
My Tears are so warm as they roll down my cheek, and why they are even there is really beside me. He wants to meet me plays in my head, over and over again with complete and total dread But why is the question that keeps going through my head why can't I show how beautiful I am, inside and out why does it scare me to let someone inside my heart. To see and feel the person I am I have mastered hiding so well so that he doesnt want me. But I want him, like I've never wanted anything before, I want his touch, his lips, I want to hear his Laughter I want his heart, I want...... But for him to want me I can feel this deep dark sickening pain in the depths of my soul so I hide.

Another Funny Song
Thuggin’ in Heaven I’ve been thuggin’ since the day I was born And now that I’m gone I don’t want you to mourn I’ll be lookin down on you from above Cause you know I’m thuggin in heaven, love A real bad boy from the streets of SC No one ever wanted to mess with me And my street cred has gone up 10 fold Now that God is on my side offerin his hand to hold And I need you to know that I’m doing just fine Sippin on Grey Goose and toastin with the best wine Cause I’m thuggin in heaven, don’t you see Kickin it for eternity with my real OGs Now to all those that I left behine Who think about me from time to time Imagine me, free from all the pain and strife Livin it up, drinkin it up, havin the life So pour out a 40 for me on the street And know that when again me meet And the thugs are reunited at last We’ll have stories to share and it’ll be a blast Cause while you’re keeping it real And thuggin on earth with mass appeal I’m thuggin in heaven with Jesus o

A Song
Sweet Smelling Swamp I don’t wanna live forever I don’t even need to live very long All I need is you beside me And your sweet love will keep me strong We’ll have a house down by the water Where our kids can run and play Watching the sun go down on another sweet smelling day Cause the sweet smelling swamp is near to us Yeah the sweet smelling swamp is dear to us It brings pleasure and joy and happiness Through it’s scent which is nothing but bliss Cause the sweet smelling swamp is near to us Yeah the sweet smelling swamp is dear to us And I’ll live on its shores till the end of my days Or go out in a fiery blaze Yeah, I’ll go out in a fiery blaze The aromas rise from the swamp with a swirl As a young boy kisses a beautiful girl The lilies float while the fat frogs croak Upon the water so flat and smooth Some say heaven is a place in the sky But I know the truth and this aint no lie It’s as clear as a jay bird’s song Though its surface stretches green

Missing You
I could cry my eyes out if I had some tears but they've all been used up used'em up through the years My clouds are getting darker world is on fade-to-black once that flame dies nobody can bring it back I just can't, I can't help missing you What happened, I don't know and nothing I can do I'm down, and I can't help missing you Close at heart but still so far away I'd like for us to get together again someday My clouds are getting darker world is on fade-to-black once that flame dies nobody can bring it back I just can't, I can't help missing you What happened, I don't know and nothing I can do I'm down, and I can't help missing you Now I know you have a lot to do but Shawna, I wish that I could hear from you when you get some free time why don't you drop me a line if you ever find yourself with nothing to do call me up I'd love to hear from you (prechorus) (chorus) Lyrics by: Joe "T-Bone" Heben for Shawna R. Prendergast

Lostcherry
i am loving Lc more and more each day. Everyone is so nice here and i have met a bunch of great people. And i hope to meet a bunch more. I am open to meeting new people and i'm extremly nice to everyone. i love the best friends i have made here and i think these friendships can last a lifetime. My Best Friends ♥ Blaze Infamous ♥ ♥ Game Champ ♥ ♥ Midighttaz ♥ ♥ Piggy ♥ These people are awesome and they are really helping me enjoy my stay. add them and show them love.

Amusings Of A Drunkard
the thought of you lingers in my mind to be in your arms is all I desire I spoke to your earlier but I cannot recall what I said was I a fool was I rambling maybe a mixture of both maybe I should try to be myself maybe you are the one the one girl I could possibly be myself with what a strange notion what a foreign feeling but yet I feel it but yet I know it I know the truth the truth is frightening god I’m scared you scare me but yet you are me I am you I am yours ________________________________________________ play Shagi!!! play DJ Quick!!! what do they know nothing what do they think worthless thoughts I am hindered by their noise it clouds my mind ruins my ideas they say goodbye so do I they mean it I don’t call me o.k. --- sure it’s endless it really is I have a headache I’m going to bed

Follow Your Heart.
"We've all heard the voice of our heart before, whether we followed it or not. As we learn more about the heart and find that we can trust its contributions to our awareness, a new and more rewarding life experience will emerge for individuals and for society. It's worth considering. After all, a life without heart just isn't that much fun." - Doc Childre and Howard Martin I know that there are a lot of us out there faced with difficult situations, and even more difficult decisions. Should I do it? Am I doing the right thing? Will it payoff for me in the end? Is it really worth it? These are some of the questions that run through our minds on a daily basis. None of these answers are cut and dry, life would be to easy if they were. Sometimes you just have to follow your heart. We as humans tend to over think our situations and let fear keep us from doing what we really want, but may not really know how to achieve. The only way to really succeed is to spend less time thinking about

More Poetry
love life lost A broken down vibrating bed A blood speckled mirrored ceiling A floor strewn with bodies dead Love is looked upon but nothing said As sun shines warm but with no feeling A broken down vibrating bed It wasn’t so long ago that we were wed Upon a bluff, ocean waves rolling, gazing A floor strewn with bodies dead Sweet grass tickles my legs crossed under her head Snap back only to hear silence crying A broken down vibrating bed The question: the answer: bullets, lead Somewhere, somehow, someone yelling A floor strewn with bodies dead I rise to leave without a tear having shed Cold metal on my temple, nothing but numbing A broken down vibrating bed A floor strewn with bodies dead

Poetry
here i sit I sit here wondering when will it end Whose hand will it be What way does she come to lend Will I be free of these feelings i cannot comprehend Days fall, nights pass, suns rise To whom do i owe the insight some would call wise A rough wind blows and comfort comes when it dies On the mountaintop i am at last Quiet crawls along I lay down my head, heavy with past deeds done wrong Lights flash, dying, she has come too fast

Part 1 - Spy Story
It all started on a cold California afternoon...the international terminal at SFO was bustling with people trying to get to their destinations...a silver Toyota Camry pulls up the curb along side a sign that says British Airways...out steps a strikingly good looking young man...his sandy blond hair is hastily styled with a wind blown sort of look...he has a light in his eyes alluding to the energy that lies beneath...he carries himself with a confidence and air of one who has been adored all his life...he walks to the trunk of the car and removes two matching suitcases and a garment bag...with a smile that is more of a smirk he says goodbye to the kind gentleman who gave him a ride to the airport...he looks over at the individual to his left...his father...and asks if he's ready to go...with a silent nod they proceed through the automatic doors and fade into the distance... Exiting the revolving doors at Heathrow airport in London the young man extends a hand and with an effortless

Tonight
ya know i was listening to the delila show on the radio on the way home tonight and it just got me thinking on how lucky ppl really r and they dont even know about it really...i mean there was this chick that was complaining that she and her man r gettin married finally after 8.5 yrs well man all i have to say about is be happy dont complain i mean i was with the same man for 7 yrs and now were not together. but were both happier this way so its better off...than all these other ppl just get to me they whine about the stupid things when there are so many other ppl out there so much worse...but i will admit there are some real good stories on there bout all our great troops and ppl and their kids i so give them props and luv. well i guess im done ranting for now...if ya want leave a comment ill answer

My Sunday Night With The Man
So I have this friend who told me to be somewhere tonight to meet up. This friend happens to know how much I love Jason Mraz and his beautiful voice, for he shares that love. As I am in line for a warm beverage and thinking why the hell am I here, its a work night, you should be in bed, etc. I look up and it was like a heavenly glow of Jason Mraz standing face to face with me. I know this sounds scary fan esque. But believe me I'm too shy to be like that. My internal energy went through the roof however and my normally loud mouth, was silenced. What's crazy too was I was listening to his cd on the way to this place also. Turns out he was performing there that night by chance and I look at a new text message from that oh so awesome friend say "your welcome - forever in my book he is awesome. So I got to enjoy such an awesome show and was sop entranced by his voice that my legs actually fell asleep from sitting so long and not moving and being so into the music. But I digress and sound l

Good News
well we got good news today...my husband passed his G.E.D. test so he's off to the army next month...i'm very proud of him...anyway..every that reads this needs tell him congrads...well if you wanna...thats all for now.. Lata...*kisses*

I Was Robbed
Most of you have read the scare-mail about the person whose kidneys were stolen while he was passed out. Well, read on. While the kidney story was an urban legend, this one is not. It's happening every day. My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. It was just that quick. I went to sleep in my body and woke up with someone else's thighs. The new ones had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Who would have done such a cruel thing to legs that had been mine for years? Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? I spent the entire summer looking for my thighs. Finally, hurt and angry, I resigned myself to living out my life in jeans and Sheer Energy pantyhose. Then, just when my guard was down, the thieves struck again. My ass was next. I knew it was the same gang, because they took pains to match my new rear end to the thighs they stuck me with earlier. I couldn't believe that my new ass was attached at least three inches lower than my

10 Things An Idiot Does On My Space
ONE W.A.K.E.U.P. there is NO SUCH THING as a myspace tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-EM-GEEEEE this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who the hell cares? ITS FUCKIN MYSPACE!!! SIX Who really gives a fuck if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up! SEVEN Little 6th graders wh

Bulletins
ok so all of those bulletins that say shit like: "If you don't repost this you can remove yourself from my list" Kiss my ass... I will not repost it because too many people on my list are already reposting it out of some pitiful fear of losing a "friend" and I will also not remove myself from anyones fucking list... that takes way too much effort on my side.. if you have a problem with me not reposting then you can get your own lazy ass up and delete me. Furthermore not reposting somthing DOES NOT make you a cruel and heartless person just because it has to do with a missing child/9-11/Steve Irwin or whatever the hell else. Yes it would be nice and lovely to save the missing chidren but let's just assume for a second that I ACTUALLY DID see this baby... IT LOOKS LIKE EVERY OTHER BABY... there is no way in hell I would recognize her and even if I thought I did and it for some reason seemed to bear an uncanny resemblence... I'm sorry but I would not take the very likely chance of

Have A Goodnight My Sweet Cherry Friends!
I'm tired so its off to bed i go! Have a nice night sorry I cant get to everyone but I would if I could. Talk to ya all tomorrow! sweet cherry dreams nighty,night! smooches to ya! P.S If ya leave me a message its easier to get back to ya, so yea, just do that! goodnight, hugs & smooches!!! talk to ya soon as possible!!

Nothing
I dont really have anything intresting to write, but i am once again in a peaceful state of mind. i posted alot of pics on tonight so i hope you guys look at them, there will be more to come..... I will be getting a pig this weekend..... i guess there some more pics huh? Anyways peace and love, Stephanie

Our Intoxication
Your Intoxication by. Amanda Erica Vicoria Come on baby i can sense the intoxication, I want to feel your lips sweet sensation. Lets do the dirty babe come and please me, You wont be disappointed i guarentee. Let me moan and scream, Baby lets take it to the extreme.

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? taken 2) Are you happy with where you are? for now 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? no 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yup 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? YES 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? nope 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? nope, was forced into it 8) Do you want children? have 2 9) How many? 2 is too many 10) Would you consider adoption? I would let the rich bastard adopt me! oh you meant me adopt, maybe 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? tell me 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? nope 13) Do you want someone you cant have? yeah 14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? Yes 15) Do you believe in celebrating anniverseries? not really 16) Do you believe that you can change someone? nope never!!! 17) If you cou

The 18th ~ Rock Vrs. Paper??
okay.. I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell cant paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why isn't notebook paper constantly suffocating students while they take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/paper/scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to beat me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole

Have I Ever....
been in love - yep..i'm dumb like that licked a stamp- i like the taste thought a cartoon was hot - i do have a thing for Sailor Uranus....seriously i do :S punched a wall really hard - it hurt me more than i hurt it. left all the windows and doors open and left the house - no babysat someone and didnt get paid - yeah...though i made sure i got paid when i babysat the little shitheads across the street when i was growing up. been scared of the ppl in hot topic - no sang a country song - unfortanely yes...did a duet with my father once kissed in the rain - where i live..that happens a lot.... ordered room service in a hotel - nope. had a random stranger call you hot - yes and usually i smile, say thanx, and walk away quickly before things get weird. flirted wit someone else when you bf/gf was right next to you - i'm guilty of that :S drank - me? never.....*hic* poured vodka in juice/soda - vodka is my fav wanted to be someone else - oh hell y

My Precious Daughters(poem)
From the moment you both came into my life You've decorated my heart with Love Two precious girls whom I've been blessed From Gods special hands from above. You're teenagers now and my memories flash To the moment I brought you home I'd sit and hold you close to my heart so my love you'd always know. I remember each night I'd watch you sleep The little smiles and laughter rang out and how happy the thoughts I'd have inside to know that this is what true loves about. Your first steps were much anticipated but now looking back came too soon, for now you dont need me to do those things as simple as tying up your shoes. Your first day of school has come and gone but I hold tight to those days, watching you walk in as though you were grown I'll never stop being amazed. Now I'm known as"Alycia and Laurens Mom" and with that I take such pride, There's been no greater gift for me than my two daughters by my side. No money in the world could give so much as the memor

Part
You say I love you Does not tell me whats in your heart YOu tell me you will have a 3some Does not tell me whats in your heart You send me nude photos Does not tell me whats in your heart I want to look in your soul See a person that is whole I want to see forever Deep in this endevour I want you to kiss me Tell me it is ok I want to hold you WHen I need you I want to see the heart and soul as one Not given to another one Give me your eyes I will tell you no lies Give me your heart I promise we will never part

Im Seriously Amazed...
at this place sometimes. I go for a week with my default picture. It's not adult. hell, it's fairly far from adult, imo. and I come home today and all of a sudden I get a message from lost cherry shop that my photo has been marked ADULT?! who the living hell makes these rules up?! seriously people...go into half the things on here and if you're not looking at cleavage you're looking at a thong that's flossing someones ass!!! But my picture is made adult?! hell, they have the same shit in maxim, and you don't see them censoring that shit up. Isn't this place 18 and over also? haven't we all seen butts and boobs by now? are we that offended by it? seriously, people...what do you think. what should I do. I want to kick something. lol.

Explination?
I just wanted to let those who rate/comment my profile, know why I may not have done the same back. See, I have a download limit, and because LC is so.. graphical, downloads images left right n center, it eats up at my downloads. I try to comment and rate atleast a few pictures of everyone, I'll get around to doing everyone's soon enough, but with the download limit I'm very limited as to what I can do. So I'm sorry if you think I'm rude or an asshole. I can't afford a higher download limit & Australian internet plans are shitty lol. Please forgive me & Know I'll get around to it eventually! xx Mell0rz.

Help!
So this has quite possibly been one of the worst months or so I have ever had in my life or at least close to it. In the last 30 days I have had my A/C quit working (and I live in Arizona) It cost me a small forture to replace. I was hit on the freeway not once but twice, the day after I refinanced my house to pay the car off and purchase a new A/C and the person that caused the accident was an uninsured illegal alien. I will be without my car for at least the next 30 days. I was seeing a guy who ran from hot to cold in a heartbeat, but I finally cut ties and am trying to move on, but it has been breaking my heart. All of that and my biggest problem right now is my 11 year old son. I am just beside myself as to how to handle him anymore. He is ADHD and we have dealt with that his entire school career (he is now in the 7th grade) He has been at a new school now for approximately 5 weeks. In this time he has ditched school 3 times. No matter what I say or do nothing seems to work. I

~*~my Very Own Angel~*~ Written By Sabrina Warden (better Known Az Sabbycat)
Its Been One Month And 13 Dayz The day I lost my bestfriend, my sis..I know shez safe and looking over me Feeling her presence, but i can not see her.but shez always there when I need her.Although lexeyz no longer here on earth with me..she will continue to be on my side and watch over me..lexey will never let me down when i need her..me and lexey, together az Bestfriendz? NO we are more than that.. we are bestfriendz who are like family she was always first on my list and will alwayz come first now shez up above in heaven I’ll see her again on our day and When I have a lot to say I know she will continue to watch over me Until that day itz my Angel that I see Mary Ann "Lexey" Hughes 01/18/1982~03/16/2003 plz comment off it & lemme know wut u think bout it i wrote it one month & 13 dayz after my bestfriend lexey died

Anyone Else Feel This Way
do you ever feel like everything is depending on you? or that it is up to you to always be the strong one? sometimes i just feel like it's to much and i'm just gonna explode if anything else happens. but i try and know i have to remember that God wont' put anymore on me than i can handle! but it is just so hard. i can't see my best friend right now and my other friend lives in maine so it just really sucks. other than my internet friends and my family i just feel like i'm totally alone sometime! anyone else feel this way?

Why Couples Don't Have Sex!
To My Dear Wife: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurr

Booty Call Application
Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: (____) ____________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N) __ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex ?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral ? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is your preferred pace? (place "X" in appropriate spaces) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous___ Do y

A Long Day
Hello, this is my first blog entry. I am not an interesting person, I have been home from work due to a hip replacement that I had done on the 22nd of August. I had to make a couple of phone calls to my DR's office and to the Human Capital Services dept at my job to clear it to go back to work...I actually hate my job with a passion and really don't want to go back, but have to work to get paid to eat and pay bills etc...all I do all day long is talk to buttholes about why they are overdrawn and they don't know why, I think unless a person takes a class on how to keep a checkbook they shouldn't be allowed to have a checking account...Get a clue folks I learned how to keep a checkbook register when I was in high school. My husband and I recently started two online stores, it hasn't exactly taken off yet, but we believe it will and we have other business plans in the making. If your interested in the store web address' email me.. Ok enough of me bitching about how I hate my job

Death
you really wanna know what i think well here ya go. this bullshit war in iraq that we are fighting needs to end. I have friends dyin and ones that lay injured. every single person i know is fighting that war risking their lives day to day to help people in a country that don't want it. There are plenty of other things that need to be taken care of in this country. What about research for aids? or what about finding homes for the homeless, or even rebuilding new orleans? I hear alot of people say if u don't support the war u don't support the soldiers well god damn it i do support the troops, but i don't support this war. The troops do what they have to do, and they do under unbelieveable stress and pressure. Who ever voted for bush is a dumbass. Yeah i am from texas and i think our president is a dumbass, it is a shame to say he is from texas. He has done nothing but hurt this country since he has been in office. everyone pointed the finger at clinton for getting his dick sucked and

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Blah
Blah is all I have to say, I have been doing school work since I got off at 12:15 and I am getting tired. I just hope that all this hard work pays off and I can finally get into nursing school. I try so hard but it always seems like there is someone better than me out there so I just have one thing to say to everyone who thinks they are better than me or someone of a lower class....BLAH

It Hides Inside Me!!!!! I Am Pissed Off!
LOOK FUCKING LO5T SOUL I TOLD YOU TO KNOCK IT THE FUCK OFF AND YOU DIDN'T LISTEN DID YOU? NOOOOOOOOOO OF CORSE FUCKING NOT! WELL THEN I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU DID, YOU HAVE OPENED UP SOMETHING VERY DARK AND EVIL INSIDE ME SO I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY NOW CAUSE I HAVE WARNED YOU.... HERE IS A SONG JUST FOR YOU!!!!!!!!! HOOKS AND SPLINTERS- OTEP YOU FUCKING PARASITE!! I'LL BEAT YOU TIL YOU DIE!!! it hides inside me, IT HIDES INSIDE ME! SIC SEMPER TYRANNUS! EVERYDAY YOU DECAY IN CHAINS, DISMAYED BROKEN SOUL, SPLINTERED BONES GHOST-CHILDREN IN THEIR GRAVES, SOLD AS SLAVES UNSTABLE, GREEDY FLAMES LIFE IS A SACRIFICE A 7 INCH SLICE THE STILL-BORN WASTE OF A SUICIDE CHRIST i'm learning to like the pain .... I HOPE YOU DIE WE, BROKEN PEOPLE I HOPE YOU DIE WE, BROKEN PEOPLE it hides inside me, IT HIDES INSIDE ME! EVERYTHING IS DEAD EVERY DAY IS BLACK WORD BECOMES FLESH BLOODIED, BURNED, & SCRATCHED EVERYTHING IS DEAD EVERY DAY IS BLAC

When Im Old Ill Bitch About This Stuff (rated Pg13)
What constitutes equality? That should be the question of the century. Really, I mean think about it for a second. And yes, I am going to bring up the race thing, the gay thing, and the women thing. If your delicate sensibilities cant handle that, then pull your dress over your head now and go screaming into the hills. We are supposedly all created equal right? And we are all supposed to be equal right? (wrong but Ill get to that later) So if we are all equal, why is that a small group, a ‘minority’ can go to their state for permission to do something, get told no, then go screaming to Big Brother and get their way so long as they scream loud enough? Does that not sit right with anyone else? Ill explain. Lets use gay marriage for now (and no my best friend isn’t gay and I don’t know any gay people, just to satisfy your need to know of my minority ass kissing habits) The gay community wanted to hav e the right to marriage. The state said no. So they formed a Coalition. (Catchy name fo

Just For Fun.
This random entry is brought to you by me. It's because this feature makes me adore this site even more. However due to my sudden change in lifestyle I cannot be active in this lively community of online people. I do however come here now and then to peek my head in and see how the site is holding up without me. Might I add, it's doing splendidly! Haha, just playing, it would go on splendidly with or without me regardless. My life is BUSY. My youngest son and eldest son keep me on the tip of my toes. I am also obsessed with WoW and have finally reached my ultimate goal of 60. For those that play WoW I am on stormreaver lvl 60 hunter and my name is Shalindra. Lions of Judah huzzah! Anyways. Thank you for listening to my totally random blog entry. Ciao.

Chokin On Him
Sudden Bliss Forsaken Kiss Untouched Skin Lost in Sin Lickin' lips Perky Tips Open 24/7 Lil' Piece o' Heaven Down it goes Where it ends.. who knows.. Out of sight Soul now taking flight Chokin on Him Such a Blissful Sin Harder.. Faster.. Slower.. Softer.. Chokin on Him Lost in This Sin Heart Stolen Moment Broken Chokin on Him.. -UnTouchedSanity -Loyal

Hopeful Daydreams
as i sit aimlessly wondering what tomorrow might bring i can't help but to start to think of you. The way u make me smile without effort. How excited i get when my phone rings. I begin to wonder what it would be like face to face. would things change? or would thing stay the same? I manage to bring myself from a day dream of what could possibly be. With a short attention spand on something else my mind begins to wonder again. Is it truly meant to be? Hundreds of miles between we begin to hold on to something that might change us for the rest of our lives. I want to embrace what we have now. The long phone calls, the pictures and even the texts. I have never felt so sure about something in my entire life until now. The urge i have to want to be with u, be in ur arms and lay next to you gets stronger with every passing minute that i am not with you. We may not make it, but for right now everything is alright and feels so right.

It Can't Get Much Worse
So today my dad tells me he thinks its time we put down the dog. She is 15, and for the most part you can't tell. What you can't see is that she is ate up with cancer and diabetes. The diabetes has ate away at her spine causing her problems to stand and walk. She has fallen down the stairs more then I can count and our biggest fear is she will fall and break something, causing more pain. Tonight, she fell while trying to eat. It wasn't the first time. It's something that my dad has put off and we both agreed it can't be done anymore. I am sitting here, crying over a dog. But she has been with us since she was just a pup. She has become part of the family and to know that tonight is the last night she will be here breaks my heart into a million pieces. I doubt I will be around tomorrow. We have to go at 7pm to have her put down. I don't think anything has ever broken my heart like this is right now. And I can't even imagine what my dad is downstairs thinking. He never

A Lot Better Today
WELL, TOMORROW IS PAY DAY AND MY LAST DAY TO WORK, WELL NOT MY LAST BUT I HAVE 2 DAYS OFF AFTER TOMORROW. I CAN'T WAIT! WELL YOU GUYS, I AM FINALLY OFF MY FUCKING PERIOD!!! I AM SOOO HAPPY! I FINALLY GOT ME SOME! I HAVE HAD A LONG DAY AT WORK, SO I WILL MAKE THIS BLOG SHORT!!! NIGHT LC AND HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK!

Work V/s Movie
ok so if you've ever seen the movie clerks than you know what Im talking about if you havent than you need to especially if you work with the public...anyways when I first saw the movie I was in college and was working at mickey d's so I could kind of relate but now that I work at a convient store I can really really relate!!!! For those of you that dont know what clerks is about heres the short of it....its about two guys one works in a convent store and one works next door at a movie store....but it mainly takes place at the convient store....like ok the beginning of the movie is that the guy who works at the convent store gets called in on his day off----been there done that--if you've never worked in one sometimes you get the privilage of working a double shift!---but, I digress--when he gets there to open the store someone had jammed gum in the locks of the sliding doors that cover the windows at night---anything that can go wrong at work will go wrong---but, it is just too hilar

Emotions
Plucking petals from a single rose, thinking to herself as the petals fall... " He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not!" With every petal she had plucked, her heart sank, and her hopes had dropped. Days went on without a call, her eyes watered, her head hung low; as days went by without a word... Her tears had dried, her heart turned cold, the soul he lifted; now so low... Begain building a concrete wall around her frigid heart, to protect her from the heartache, and the hurt. The idea of being alone again grinds into her brain, the thought of him only drives her madly insane. She thought she felt a love so pure, had opened a door that had been bolted before, only to be left standing alone, wishing she had never let him get so close. -Tina C.

The Reasons I Cry...
Some things are better left unsaid, even if they mean ur gona feel alone the rest of your life, although u may have someone in it. Things are said, people are upset, and no longer wish to be with that person because of some unresoleved issues within themselves. they no longer want to hurt inside, and no longer want to hurt others, so they keep whatevers holding them back, inside, thinking it wil be ok, thinking that if nothing is said about a problem your facing, that it wil al go away, and things will get beter.---truth is-they wont. Unfortuntly, to many people suffer from this..its called life.. and if the only one true person in your life cant stay true and help trhoughout your problems, then it was never really love. and that in turn only brings more hurt. This is what i go through everyday of my life..day after day i wake up wishin i was someone else, wishing i was beautiful, although others tell me i am... i will never belive it unitl i see it. Everyday i wake up hoping that th

Words Of Encouragement
words to live by*** ~WORDS TO LIVE BY~> ONLY YOU HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE YOUR SELF HAPPY. NO ONE CAN DO IT FOR YOU. YOU HAVE THE OPPERTUNITY TO LIVE LIFE AND SEE WHAT LIES AHEAD. YOU ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE TO LIVE, AND IF YOU SPEND IT JUDGING OTHERS, OR HURTING PEOPLE, YOU WILL GO NOWHERE< MAKE THE MOST OF LIFE, BECAUSE IT COULD END AT ANT GIVEN MOMENT STAY STRONG AND DONT GIVE UP. WHEN TIMES ARE HARD, HOLD ON, AND BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. ITS NOT EASY BUT YOU NEED TO TRY. KEEP ON DREAMING. DONT SPEND LIFE DWELLING ON THE PAST OR>NEGATIVES THINGS BECAUSE IT ONLY BRINGS YOU DOWN, AND EVENTUALLY, YOU LOSE ALL POWER TO MOVE ON. ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO CHANGE YOURSELF OR YOUR LIFE FOR THE BETTER SOMETIMES WE MUST GET HURT IN ORDER TO GROW, WE MUST FAIL IN ORDER TO KNOW< AND SOMETIMES OUR VISIONS ONLY CLEAR AFTER THEY ARE WASHED AWAY BY TEARS. LIFE COMES PRETTY QUICK, BUT COMES TO AN END EVEN QUICKER DONT MAKE THE WRONG CHOICES, MAKE THE WISER DECISIONS, AND IF YOU DONT KNOW WHATS WISE, LISTEN TO Y

Writing
Will You???(by me) Will he always hide? How can anyone mess up the mind of a little child? I was just 5 years old. I trusted him to take care of me and my family. instead, he hurt us with his hands, his lies, and hurtful games he made only us play. How can you live with what youve done? He never said sorry, hes too much of a coward to admit what hesdone, and how u hurt us. You ruined my life, until this day, and those games u made me play, will continue to haunt me for the future to come. Im haunted everyday- your liek a ghost-following me- tormenting me, but your not even here-thats how much it still hurts. He betrayed my trust, a little innocent gurl with ribbons in her hair, i was placed in his care. He robbed my innocence, and took the little happieness i had, that took me five years to gain- but thats all gone now, because he decieved me.. I feel rotten, dirty, from what hes done....i feel as if i have to shower five times a day just to get

Writing And Poetry
sometimes i ask myself where my life is really going, who do i turn too, or what options do i have left..all these are questions i am struggling to awnser, and think about day after day. some days, im happy, love where i am, and love being alive...few days later, one small thing goes wrong, or one big thing goes wrong, my life seems as if its crashing down, and i cant get it back together again. and i feel as if all i wanna do is die...sometimes i think its the best thing to happen to me and everyone who knows me...its like im lost, n confused, and cant seem to escape the harsh realities only i know im living...no one knows anything about me, they sit here and judge me, and think they can treat me however they want, even if it means hurting me. most people dont kno what i struggle day after day...something that seems to be taking over my life, and every morning i wake up, struggling just to breath and move on one more step...eating disorders--not sumthing to laugh about..i look in the

One More
One more piece of human waste one more body taking up space all I’m doing is wasting your time what have I done with my life that couldn’t be fixed with a knife I have nothing to claim as mine in ten years, it won’t matter you won’t even remember my name just some loser you used to know who got tired of playing the game I did a good job of fucking it up at least you had someone to laugh at spent my life as a great big joke yeah, don’t worry, I got that. I don’t want to do it anymore the judgements, the scorn, the pain nothing I do is good enough my excuses sound so lame

The 18th ~ The Aim Convo.
Noelly:im a loser baby so why dont kill me ? Me:cuz i dont wanna lol Noelly: lol Noelly: wow talking to my awy message? Me: oh yes u no it Noelly: lol Me: u no im special like that Noelly: lol thats my fred Me:hehe Noelly: lol Me: ah hhuummmm... i wanna be a kitten can i be a kitten? Noelly: hmm i lemme see Me:fred kitten Me:hmmm Me: pleeewwwwssseeee? Noelly: lol fine Noelly: your my kitten Me: hehe

Better
It's been a long couple of weeks now And I'm still trying to figure it all out You know I thought you would tell me If it was really that bad I just don't sleep at night now Because all I see is you standing there I beat myself up every day because I didn't see you were so sad I can't face the day now 'cause I know you won't be there There are so many pieces left to pick up From where you threw them down. Where do I go now It won't matter which way I turn It all leads me back to the same damn thing Somehow I let you down How was this supposed to make things better How am I supposed to just go on What made you think that this could be the answer What made you think that this is what I'd want

I'm Not
I don't want to watch it anymore I'm tired of sitting on the side lines It's all moving faster than the speed of me And I'm running out of time My box doesn't fit anymore The angles are too sharp, the surface flat There's not enough air in here How did I end up in such a stupid trap The view looks so much better from up there So why am I still standing here Wallowing in doubt and pity Is it so much easier to live in fear I am a part of the masses Another face in a sea of blank fixed stares Trying to make my mark with a paper clip On the face of a stone god's tears If I'm not here, then I'm gone If I'm not alive then I'm dead If I'm not right then I'm wrong If I'm not real I'm in my head

Stuff
Dark winds move softly Lifting my hair in long gray hands Black eyes catch my gaze and Hold me fast in tangled strands Caught between a land of Wishes, hopes and reality Mists move through my vision Promises return to haunt me Kisses of pain and tears Caress my face in the dark And the whispered promise of dreams Carve their mark in my heart I see you move in grace Around me, ready for the kill I lie in wait, my throat bare – A trap or just the thrill? Shadows move from the past To move before your eyes And cover your vision, saying Whispered love is only lies Embrace the blackness now That moves between our souls I move through you and scream From the pain of being made whole.

Morphing Photos???
I know that I was taught in Art school that art truly is in the eye of the beholder, but I cant help but to question some of the items that I have found labled art. Is it just me, or are there others that find that "morphing" photos has to be a truly bad art form. I do think that art should take some form of creativity on the part of the artist. Anyone can morph 2 photos into one seamless photo. Can we really call this art? I find that I cannot seem to lump this into the same cat as say Leonardo's work. I have been a Pro-Photographer (Artistic) for around 14 years and I truly love what I do. I know what it takes to "morph" photos and artistic ability is not required. I dont mean to step on anyones toes..On the contrary, I find it looks cool---Sometimes---but art? Hummm. Any thoughts? Anyone?

Msn
Hi guys... I dont mean to be disrespectful or anything.. but I absolutley DO NOT give out my msn to anyone. If you would like to talk to me for awhile on here I might consider it I hope everyone understands :D On a lighter note, If you have any requests for pics please msg me and tell me with the subject Request... I will look them over and take every one into consideration... I have already got good ideas from some ppl Thanks for your time Luv Tanni xoxo

Shitty Mood.....too Much Bad Luck, Read On
So, I got sent home from work yesturday right..... because Im sick, and I couldnt help myself from running to the bathroom to puke about every 20 minutes. So.... I went to the doctor today...and I have asthma, and I have broncitus and pnemonia shit again...on medication for that..... 2 different inhalors and antibiotics. Well, I also took a pregnancy test. Mind you, I have a IUD (intra uterine device) that protects a female from getting pregnant for 5 years. The test came up negitive....but thats not all. I had a pap smear and a test ran to make sure I dont have HPV again (human papilla virus)... Its contracted from having too much sex, with too many sex partners... YES, I guess you can say I was a promiscus girl when I was younger..... that is what caused me to get my cervical cancer when I was pregnant with Jacob. She also made sure that my IUD is still in place. And to my surprise, There is No IUD!!!! HOW THE FUCK CAN IT NOT BE THERE?!?!? So, my doctor ordered me a ultrasound.... I

Sotd - The Ghost Of You
Rainy night, and so tired.....perfect song to fit my mood... By My Chemical Romance I never said I’d lie in wait forever If I died we'd be together I can’t always just forget her But she could try At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are never coming home Never coming home Could I, should I And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever Get the feeling that you’re never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs, in my arms she dies She dies At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are never coming home Never coming home Could I, should I And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I, should I And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me If I fall If I fall (down) At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are

Illegal Immigrants
POEM - Illegal Immigrants I cross ocean, poor and broke, Take bus, see employment folk. Nice man treat me good in there, Say I need go see Welfare. Welfare say, "You come no more, We send cash right to your door." Welfare checks, they make you wealthy, Medicaid it keep you healthy! By and by, Got plenty money, Thanks to you, TAXPAYER dummy. Write to friends in motherland, Tell them 'come, fast as you can' They come in turbans and Ford trucks, I buy big house with welfare bucks. They come h

The Love Of My Life
The Love Of My Life To my dear sweet husband, this I must say, I'm falling in love with you more each day. I'm waking up happy, just to know you are there, So much love you offer me, along with so much care. We go to work each morning, parting in our own way, With a kiss and a hug, as we begin our new day. A telephone call, when we can find the time, Just to tell each other 'I love you', and 'I'm glad you are mine'. In the evening at dinner, we relax and we talk, Sometimes after we are done, we go for a walk. We talk about our day and express how we feel, The love we will share forever, is a feeling that seems so unreal. Please tell me where you have been hiding, in my past life- You were someone else's husband, I was someone else's wife. Then fate brought us together, a love that was meant to be, Please honor the love I offer you, its a love that's for eternity

Sept-18th-2006
To whom it may concern .To all who has an add request . Was my online g/f. an aquantance that I knew and thought I'd get along with .I asked time and time again too stop hounding me You will choke me .. She has a fixation about adding ppl from my list and others ppl list . We broke up cause of her jelously. I saw her on my page after we broke up and told her it was over.. and She has still went on my page .. she changes her name so There is no tracking .. I went too her page just now and saw she re added the ppl she told me she took off...she could possibly be vengful now what a name (you not worth my tears ..i knew it was her . duh you go on my page...or any one goes on any ones page ... they'll look at that persons profile..so i did .. i saw again new add re-quests. from ppl that she said she had deleted. I Believe she's doing this out of spite. and hatred . She just choked me .. Almost demanding my time at all times while chating ..PS: she will hange her background constantl

The Way It Should Be
The way it should be Most people do not know what love could be- But, I'll tell you what it means to me... Unconditional love without a doubt- "That" is what love is all about. It is "Truth and Honesty"- that is just the way it must "Always" be. A foundation built from "Friendship and Love"- Knowing you were blessed from the Lord above. Taking one another and promising "Forever"- Letting no other destroy what has been joined together. Loving thy husband as he shall his wife- "knowing" they will be together in another life. And when all those years have passed on through- That love still remains unchanged and still "Very true". This is what love should "Always be" This is what True Love means to me.

Pool Boy ( True Ghost Storys
My father decided that if I liked the pool so much it would be my job to keep it and the surrounding patio clean. I really didn't mind since the pool had a great filter and sweeping system. My job was mainly to skim the leaves and junk off of the surface and put away all of the towels and pool toys before I went to bed. The first strange occurance happened around the third or fourth weekend I stayed over. My bedroom window looked out over the patio and the pool itself. I woke one night to the sound of splashing. It didn't sound like people were swimming but more like someone was tossing something into the pool or something had fallen in. I got up and looked out the window but I saw nothing. In fact the surface of the pool was dead calm. I didn't give it much thought and went back to bed. The next weekend I heard the same splashing noises and this time I crept out of bed and went out the backdoor to the patio. Once again there was nothing or nobody out by the pool and the water was s

Can Sleep When The Wind Blows.
can sleep when the wind blows." Years ago, a farmer owned land along the Atlantic seacoast. He constantly advertised for hired hands. Most people were reluctant to work on farms along the Atlantic. They dreaded the awful storms that raged across the Atlantic, wreaking havoc on the buildings and crops. As the farmer interviewed applicants for the job, he received A steady stream of refusals. Finally, a short, thin man, well past middle age, approached the farmer. "Are you a good farm hand?" the farmer asked him. "Well, I can sleep when the wind blows," answered the little man. Although puzzled by this answer, the farmer, desperate for help, Hired him. The little man worked well around the farm, busy from dawn to dusk, and the farmer felt satisfied with the man's work. Then one night the wind howled loudly in from offshore. Jumping out of bed, the farmer grabbed a lantern and rushed next door to the hired hand's sleeping quarters. He shook the little man and yel

Past
u know i sit day by day wondering...why did i have to do it...why did that one person come into my life...i hate them...who knew someone u could care about could have such a black place in my heart...the pain the agony is like a dark anthem playin in my head as i walk to her touch her and say in the darkest most feared voice...karma is either a friend or foe...for u it will be ur demise...i start laughing cause i see blood rushing from her body pouring like milk from a carton...then i open my eyes and smile when i see her pic

Remember
SWEET SUMMER DAYS AND STEAMY SUMMER NIGHTS.. KISSES LIKE BUTTERFLYS WINGS... REMINDERS OF THAT TIME LION AGO...WHEN YOU THOUGHT LOVE WAS FOREVER... THOSE DAYS WERE THE BEST... THE NIGHTS YOUR GREATEST EXPERIENCES TA DATE.. BUT IT IS THOSE KISSES THAT YOU WILL NEVER FORGET... TO THIS DAY THE BEAT OF BUTTERFLY WINGS CAN STILL MAKE YOUR HEART FLUTTER.. REMEMBER FOREVER THOSE SWEET SWEET DAYS... AND THOSE HEAT FILLED NIGHTS... BUT NO MATTER THE PASSING OF TIME YOU WILL NEVER FORGET... THOSE KISSES LIKE BUTTERFLY WINGS... THEY WILL STAY WITHIN YOUR HEART AND BURN WITHIN YOUR SOUL... FOREVER...

Im Bored
hehe..this is my first blog entry on LC...im bored as hell right now...ive been sitting at my computer for a few hours surfing and logged in to LC...thank you to everyone thats left me comments and ratings your too kind...ok i know this song i have on my page doesnt gel with the theme but i like the song,my daughter downloaded it last week and i stole it lol....there are so many HOT guys on LC more then any other site ive been on...too bad im not single DAMN!...if i was single id be shopping for my next mate here.....lol...so many HOTTIES to choose frommmm...anyways i really dont have anything to say except i think im addicted to LC lol...and ill try to start rating ppl's pics and leaving more comments,its still pretty new for me and this place is a hopping something fierce...kk if anyone wants to ask me anything or leave me any comments please doooooooo...ty lol

Am I Asking To Much?
i dont think i am but some people doo --- i want to meet --- someone diffrent ****i want to meet a guy who **** trust me believes me when i say i love him has beautiful eyes has a good taste in music has a great caring heart has a beautiful smile has a one of a kind personality has there own style knows what he wants in life says "i love you" and means it wants love¢¾ over money$ will understand what i have been through wont try to impress me wont cheat on me wont lie to me wont use me wont check out other people on a date wont force me to do things loves to go the movies loves to go concerts loves to walk in the rain loves to lay under the stars loves to hugg loves to cuddle loves to kiss loves to kiss in the rain ¢¾ loves to smile loves to hold hands loves to go starbucks loves to take long road trips to nowhere loves to talk all night about nothing :] loves me,for me!!! kthnk¢¾ i am still adding more =/

Poem
Wrath I knew it was coming very soon he would be here and the it would be too late how little was the time left how soon would he be here? can I prepare? can I calm him with music, or a clean atmospheere. can I allay the anger, or will he explode should I stay here yo be cornered or run out that door would it make any differance if dinner is served or will he be famished for other things will I survive the night here will I get what I deserve with bruises to remind me to listen to mind him will I get through the night to start over tomorrow to feel his body around me and relive the horror or will I leave this torment and enter the sky and enter the heaven and enter the air oh' if there is a God Please let me Die By Kathleen Laura Hardy 1995 age 17

True Love
you ever met someone that you would do anything in your powers to make it right..even though you are not a perfect person..well i found this beautiful soul in this woman who taught me how to love again..i am so in love with her i would do anything for her to make our relationship work right..no i am not pussy whipped..but i give her total respect..and that includes her feelings...so you know who you are..i truly love you cj..por vida

Just More Of This Stuff
Lets make dress codes for everyone. NOt just males and females!!! by May 05, 2006 Ok, so it's ok to make different genders dress differently, so what would happen if someone made different dress "standards" for different races? or maybey people with different color eyes? Because different colors look better on different people. Maybe make a whole chart of hair color, skintones, eye color, and what looks the best for each. Then use that to decied your dress code. Or maybe heights? Or weights? That's even something slightly controllable. Even though it natureally harder for some than others. How about we make different dress codes for different religions? I wonder what would happen then. I know many of you say I'm crazy, and it's not the same thing. Apples and Oranges? Not to me. A lot of people don't really give a shit until it happens to them. Then some of you say it's fair because it's about money. Well that makes sense. Why make it wrong not to hire a guy

Stuff I Have Written In The Past. Some Might Over Lap Religion. How Strange.
Your lifesyle is abnormal, quit trying to make it seem like it's ok.... by Aug 25, 2006 So what people are saying is, anything that is abnormal is wrong? or not ok? It's saying your weird, so you are wrong. What kind of fucked up logic is that anyway? Well, My platoon sgt presented it to me like that one day. I was following the rules, we went over all of them right there. I was clearly within the regulations. But he asked me if I knew of anyone else who had hair like mine. That shouldn't have anything to do with it. Just because it's not normal, or not what everyone else is doing, doesn't mean it's wrong. What ever happened to all the anti peer pressure drug commercials? And the if everyone else was jumping off a cliff, would you do it too????? They use that thing sometimes, but then other times they do the oppossite. If you say, well all the other kids were doing it, then they say ask stupid cliff questions. But when it's something they support, they say well that's how ev

You Mean Everything To Me
you mean the whole world to me yet i cant tell you this because im to shy to say so. i knows its only beena couple months but its like your slowly slipping right out from uner me, and the only way to keep you in place is to let you know how i feel...which is soo hard for me.....i just dont under stand at all.

Ooo My First Time
This is my first entry yay! There's so much to do on lc, I forgot about the blog (thank you Juggalo in D skies!!!) Today is quite boring, to say the least. I could have some friends over, but I'm just not feeling it. The long weekend (at least to me it was, a had SOOOO many people over on Friday and Saturday, my house always seem to have people and then before you know it it's a full blown party) just makin me want to chill out and see what's up on lc and download the pics I have been meaning to download. I'm still in the process, but wanted to enter in the blog before I forget (again). Much love to all who reads, not that there was much to read!!

Ember Falls-check Them Out!
www.myspace.com/emberfallsmusic Great band from St.Lucie County,really digging their singer Audrey! amazing vocals.. and the band just rocks!! check out their page,and see em live!! Next time I am seeing them is at a pool party on the 30th of September... cheerz DJK OF HSR

Wanna Bet? Ch. 09
Kerry and Derrick began their bet as usual... although they were getting much less creative. Either way they were going to have some kind of sex - Derrick wanted to spank her and then take her in the pussy AND ass, Kerry wanted to tie him up and play with him. Neither of them even really cared if they lost, they both knew that they were thoroughly going to enjoy the afternoon... and it was a good thing too. The end of summer was coming closer and they would be going back to their separate colleges soon, a sad prospect but also an inevitable one. Sitting on the couch, neither of them could have said who started it. They were idly caressing each other of course, teasing touches designed to arouse, get each other going... waiting for the end of the bet had become a lot more fun of late. Derrick slid his hands under her shirt and brushed against her breasts - a teasing gesture that backfired on him when he found that she wasn't wearing a bra. Sliding onto his lap, Kerry ground her ass d

Wanna Bet? Ch. 08
"So, if I win today, I want to tie you up and play with you." said Kerry, her eyes twinkling as she winked at Derrick. The idea of being totally at her mercy was both frightening and breath-taking... but he had his priorities too, "If I win, I get your ass cherry." And he leered at her. He was dying to take her in the ass ever since she'd had him, and although last bet he'd lost had ended up being thoroughly enjoyable, he still hadn't been able to stop thinking about winning. After all, Kerry did have a fantastic ass, and since she'd taken his cherry it was only fair that he took hers. This time, as they watched horse-race, she climbed onto his lap and let him play with her tits as they watched, her ass grinding down into his dick. He could feel her firm cheeks between the clothe that separated them and was very very hard already; pinching her nipples tightly he listened to her moan. There was also something exciting about losing, he'd have no control over what she did to him and

Wanna Bet? Ch. 07
This week Derrick was feeling much more prepared, after all, last week he'd been through what he'd thought would be his biggest boundary pusher ever. He'd let Kerry take his anal cherry with a strap-on, this week he announced, "If I win, I want to take your ass, " and he leered at her. She giggled at his mock threatening look and tossed her head, "And if I win, I want you to fuck me..." his face brightened up and she laughed again, "and then eat me out after you cum." Now he just looked conflicted and she started laughing again. Making a face at her, he examined his feelings about this... well either way he was going to get a lot of pleasure, but he wasn't sure about eating out a pussy full of cum. Even his cum. Maybe even especially his cum. Well, no... now that he thought about it he felt more comfortable eating his own that someone else's... the thoughts were just all going circular in his head. Kerry watched him from the corner of her eye as she again wondered what it would b

Honey Trivia
1. How many flowers must honey bees tap to make one pound of honey? Two million. 2. How far does a hive of bees fly to bring you one pound of honey? Over 55,000 miles. 3. How much honey does the average worker honey bee make in her lifetime? 1/12 teaspoon. 4. How fast does a honey bee fly? About 15 miles per hour. 5. How much honey would it take to fuel a bee's flight around the world? About one ounce. 6. What is mead? Honey wine. 7. How long have bees been producing honey from flowering plants? 10-20 million years. 8. What Scottish liqueur is made with honey? Drambuie 9. How many sides does each honeycomb cell have? Six 10. What is the U.S. per capita consumption of honey? 1.29 pounds 11. What state is known as the beehive state? Utah 12. How many wings does a honey bee have? Four 13. How many beekeepers are there in the United States? An estimated 211,600. 14. How many honey-producing colonies of bees are there in the United States?

Wanna Bet? Ch. 06
Kerry put the dreaded strap-on onto the table again, grinning, "Same as last week," she told him, "I win, I get your cherry." Derrick gulped, but countered valiantly, "Fine... but if I win, I get yours." The obvious challenge didn't make her hesitate an instant, she'd known what she was getting herself into the moment that she'd even brought anal into the picture. It was something she'd always been rather curious about anyway, even though it was something that she thought was kinda dirty, the naughtiness of it had always turned her on. And fair was fair if she was making him bet his ass, she might as well have hers on the table too. ********************* Derrick trudged upstairs heavily, following Kerry's swaying ass. Cold comfort that he might have had that if he'd won... he was very unsure about how he felt about this. On one hand, yeah it was with a girl, on the other hand, he'd never wanted anything near his ass. Social stigma maybe, but it was also supposed to hurt and

Wanna Bet? Ch. 05
"If I win... I want to pop your cherry," Derrick looked anxiously at Kerry, waiting for her reaction. He was being awfully bold, but it was true. It was halfway through the summer before they left for college, they were both virgins... and she was the girl that he'd always been the closest too. Sure they'd keep in touch, but they wouldn't see each other as much. And he cared about her, maybe he was doing this as a bet, but heck, might as well if that was how he could do it. He'd rather lose his cherry to someone he cared about. To his relief, Kerry smiled at him. She'd actually been expecting something like this ever since their bets had started to push more boundaries, "Fine," and she'd come prepared, "If I win I want to take your virginity." Derrick was confused, "Isn't that the same as what I get if I win?" "Oh no," her grin broadened and she took the item she'd brought with her out of its bag and placed it on the table, "If I win, I want to pop your cherry with this." S

Wanna Bet? Ch. 04
This time Derrick had a little bit of a surprise for Kerry, "If I win, I want to watch you masturbate with this," he said, grinning at her startled expression as he put the large dildo on the table. It was a dark tan color, 6" long and 1" around; nothing too hefty although slightly longer than the vibrator she usually used on herself, "It's got a remote," he showed her as he continued to grin. Kerry just laughed at him, "Fine, but if I win, you've gotta eat me out while you masturbate." Squirming a little at the thought of having to show her just how much she turned him on, for some reason it seemed kinda embarrassing, he nodded. And they turned to watch the swimming. One nice thing about the Olympics, it gave them so many opportunities to bet. Derrick whooped and cheered as two of his picks came in first and second on the 200 butterfly, their chosen race. Flicking off the TV, he tossed the dildo to Kerry with glowing eyes. Just as she had found it exhilarating to strip for

Wanna Bet? Ch. 03
Kerry laughed at the end of Jeopardy when her chosen person won, Derrick was smiling too. This time she'd bet him that if she won he'd have to eat her out. Sure, he wasn't going to get his own sexual satisfaction until later, but he'd been looking forward to getting his mouth onto a girl's pussy for the first time. Tell the truth, Kerry was actually more hesitant about it then he was; she'd never had a guy down there either. The only thing Derrick was worried about was that he'd be bad; but ever since they'd first made the bet where he'd risked eating her out, he'd been asking some of his friends and looking online for some tips and how-to's. He thought that he'd probably be ok. Getting laid out on the bed, Derrick started to unbutton her shirt, Kerry laughed and tried to close it again, "Hey, that's not part of the deal!" she told him. Grinning, "I have to get you in the mood though," and what a chance to get his hands and mouth all over her body! Smiling, seeing his point, she

Wanna Bet? Ch. 02
"Ok," Kerry said, "So if any of the horses on my list win, you have to give me head." Derrick grinned, "And if any of the horses on my list win, I want to watch you masturbate." Kerry's eyes got wide, "Oooo... actually I like that one better! I want to watch you masturbate too if I win." "Really?!" Derrick was surprised. She laughed at him, "Hey, not all us girls are rampant sex-starved fiends... I've always wondered what it looks like when a guy masturbates. I'd rather get that one first, it's a good one." Of course Derrick always hoped to win, but this time he especially did so. Somehow masturbating in front of Kerry seemed more embarrassing than erotic... ************************* They were both screaming "GO GO GO GO!!!!!!!!" As two of their horses jockeyed for first... Kerry screamed triumph as Windfoot crossed the line ahead of the Red Baron and Derrick groaned. With gleaming eyes she turned to him, clicking off the TV with the remote, "Ok, so where do you

Honey History Facts
LITERATURE: 21ST CENTURY B.C. Honey is alluded to in the Sumerian and Babylonian cuneiform writings, the Hittite code, the sacred writings of India, the Vedas and in the ancient writings of Egypt. BIBLICAL Palestine is often referred to as "the land of milk and honey." (Exodus 3:8) EGYPT: 30TH CENTURY B.C. Honey was used in most households as a sweetening agent. The people of this time valued honey highly, thus, it was commonly used as a tribute or payment. Honey was also used to feed sacred animals. SUMERIA, ASSYRIA AND BABYLONIA: 21ST CENTURY B.C. Honey was poured over thresholds and stones bearing commemorative offerings. Honey and wine were also poured over bolts that were to be used in sacred buildings. GREECE: 7TH CENTURY B.C. An ancient custom was the offering of honey to the gods and to spirits of the dead. Mead, an alcohol drink made with honey, was considered the drink of the gods. GERMANY: 11TH CENTURY A.D. German beer was sweetened with hone

Wanna Bet?
Kerry and Derrick had been friends for a very long time, both of them were very competitive and a long time ago they'd gotten into the habit of making bets. Over the years the bets had become more and more sexual, they'd been each other's first kisses, he'd been the first person to see her breasts... now they were both 18 and they had an entire summer before they were separated by attending different colleges. The bets had become more and more interesting; since neither of them were seeing anyone they felt pretty free to challenge each other. And Kerry had to admit, her bets with Derrick were much more interesting than anything she'd done with any of her boyfriends, and for some reason she felt a lot more comfortable with him than she had with them. Maybe it was because of her closeness with Derrick - and his with her - that neither of their relationships with other people had lasted very long, but she was content with that. Besides, it was kinda fun to have the same person be all of h

Looking For ....
hey this is for all the ladies i am a single male just about 21 who just moved to the syracuse cortland area. I have had a rough past relationship and honestly am looking for a little fun and i mean like wild fun. so if anyones intrested i am very serious so message me sometime...

Feelings
The Feelings That I Have For You Can Not Be Said Or Felt So True Until I Gaze Into Those Deep Brown Eyes And See My Feelings From Inside With you I Feel There Are No Chains My Soul Is Free To Soar Again And Leave Behind That Karmic Debt That I once Had Before We Met. I Feel Our Souls Are Intertwined My Feelings Clear To Read Your Mind How Can I Tell You How I Feel And Show You That Those Thoughts Are Real I See Us In My Dreams At Night Talking By The Candlelight While Holding You In My Arms So Tight To Kiss Your Lips And Say Goodnight So Why Then If The Feelings True Can I Not Say That I Love You.

The Storm
The Rain Drips from the overflowing Gutters Landing atop My head Soaking to the bone The peace I once had, Knowing I was protected from the rain, Is now a fading memory. If only I could go back in time to when the gutters were not filled with anger and resentment toward one another. Another time, where they worked to protect me. It seems the storm is just too strong. I am no longer sheilded from it's wrath. At least the rain will hide the tears, as I watch My parents say goodbye, Leaving me alone to drown in the sorrow of the storm. Copyright ©2006

Trapped
You And I Alone inside This Place I Love to Run And Hide Where We Can Always Be Alone No Knocking Doors Or Ringing Phones Only Us With Time To Spare As I Gently Caress Your Hair I'll Kiss You Like It's Our Last Days Before The Memories Start To Fade Nothing Here Stays Very Long It turns To Hate And Bitter Song Which I Am Left to Face Alone I regain My Strength And Carry On To Face The World In Which I Dread Loneliness Trapped In My Head. Copyright ©2006

Number 2
How Can You Leave Me Here This Way With So Much More I Have To Say All The Pain I Feel In Inside, I Can't Hide These Twisted Thoughts Consume My Mind And I'm Feeling Cold Like That Long Winding Road That Leads Me Back To You How Can You Say You Love Me Too When In Your Heart I'm Number Two How Could I Have Been So Blind To Think That One Day You'd Be Mine I'm So Alone I Hope I'll Wake Up And Find It Wasn't All Just One Big Lie And I'm Feeling Cold Inside Like All The Times I Cried When I Was Away From You And Everything I've Done Don't Seem To Mater None Cause I Am Still Just Number Two Copyright ©2006

Ecstasy
The Feel of your skin against my hands Makes me quiver with anticipation I need to have all of you Bring you to the edge That spiritual union of two souls lost in each others body The things I would do to you can't be explained You'll have to wait and see, and trust It is all about you My greatest joy would be taking you there To that point, no thoughts in our heads but the simple bliss Chills running down our backs as the moment nears An eruption of emotions and feelings both physical and mental. As we lay there starting to come down, I hold you so close, and gently tickle your body with my fingertips Making those chills run all over your body I'm lost in your eyes, and the feelings are so strong. I now start over and gently tease to the point again Another release that brings us closer The ecstasy I feel is you. Copyright ©2006

Bitter Tearz
In My Dreams I See Your Face It Takes Me To Another Place Where Everything I ever Felt Was Real. The Times We Shared Now Mean So Much Remembering Your Gentle Touch Will You Please Come Home And Take Away My Fears. As I Awake The Dream is Gone The Nights so Cold Now Seem So Long As I Scream Your Name To Take Away The Pain. How Will I know If You Still Care When I Need You Most Will You Be There To Help Me Wipe Away My Bitter Tearz. Copyright ©2006

The Sparrows Song
A Pain Stricken Robin With A Bitter Song As The Days And Nights Grow Ever Long Yearns For Peace And Comforts Of His Home With Another Bird To Call His Own The Sands Of Time Slip By The Pain Now Stronger In His Eyes With A Single Tear He Starts To Cry His Time Has Come It's Time To Die His Pain Is Over He Is No More A Desperate Sparrow Knocks At His Door Waiting To Be Loved For Ever More. His Body Lays And Rots Away The Sparrow Has Since Flown Away He Missed His Chance At Happiness In This World. Copyright ©2006

Bitter Tearz
In My Dreams I See Your Face It Takes Me To Another Place Where Everything I Ever Felt Was Real The Times We Shared Now Mean So Much Remembering Your Gentle Touch Can You Please Come Home And Take Away My Fears When I awake The Dream Is Gone The Night So Cold Now Seems So Long As I Scream Your Name To Take Away The Pain How Will I Know If You Still Care When I Need You Most Will You Be There To Help Me Wipe Away My Bitter Tearz. Copyright ©2006

A Typical Day
seeing as this is my first blog and i don't really have anything to gripe aout i am going to go through the day i just experienced. It all started with me waking up at 6 am for work. i am the get up and go person.. so iget to work 3 minutes late... go to where i am working and start on my daily routine. i work with my stepfather so it's a pretty cushy job. i heard a rumor from my sister that he was going to take my car cause he can't afford to keep paying for his. which makes no sense since i am the one who bought my car.. i just needed a co-signer.. but anyway... i confronted him on it today as soon as i saw him... he said it was a lie and that he had no idea what i was talking about. ah well.. if he does try to take my car then he can go fuck himself. after that i endured 9 hours of hard labor and punched out for the day.. i get home to be greeted by 3 lovely kids and my gorgeous girlfriend. she was on her way out the door to go to work which leaves me here with the ki

Just A Monday Night
So i got home a bit ago. Got up at 4am, clinicals today. Guess that was ok- only it is way easier to stay up til 4am than to get up at 4am. Then stopped by the store on my way home, realized my scrubs had blood on them. Found an old shirt to change into. Had to stay at the store to wait on people. Now here I sit bored. Thinking of going to take a super long, super hot shower. Mmm... nice. Then laying down in the bed. I love how cold sheets feeling after a super hot shower. Best feeling. Just curling up in the covers, bundled down. Surrounded my pillows- the only thing missing right now would be someone to hold me close. Someone to cuddle me, and rub my back and help me fall asleep. Not that it will take much. It has been a really long day. Wonder what is on tv. Oh wait everytime I walk by it I see ads for all the new shows coming on. I dont watch that much tv anymore. I do watch Lost. I love that show- believe the season starts Oct 4th. Such a nerd. Also, I have sta

Mirror Mirror
Mirror mirror on the wall Tell me who I see Who is that girl standing there Is that really me? Happy go lucky? Happy go me Happy go what? Unhappy I’ll be. I smile when I can Smile even when I don’t Smiles are but a window dressing You may wear, but I don’t Not sure about the cause Now sure of the effect Never be sure of me Always sure I’m imperfect

I Want You, I Need You, I Love You
I want you..... I need you..... I love you... I want you to fuck me I need you tied up and submisive to my will I love you when I fuck you so hard that I lose controle I want you.... I need you...... I love you..... I want you to paiste me together I need you to worry for me I love you when your desperate I want you... I need you... I love you I want you to beg me I need you to lose your will to me I love you as you bow to me I want you.... I need you.... I love you....

well. i am 22 years old. im pregnant with first baby. i just found out that i have the pregnancy diabetes. and i dont know what to do. my husband is being very comforting. telling me we can make it through this and all that good stuff. i just am very afraid.

Boyfriend Aplacation
******************************************************************************************************************** ****** THEZE ARE ALL RANDOM QUESTIONS I FOUND ALL OVER THE PLACE FOR******* ****** ANYONE WHO TAKES THE TIME TO ANSWER THEZE THANK YOU SO MUCH******* ********************************************************************************************************************* BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Fave Color: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/

Dublin Slang!
dublin slang Act de magget = Behave in a humourously/irrational manner Alright? = Question/Are you alright? Animal = Wild /uncontrollable/ exciting Arse about face = Backwards/The wrong way Arse over kick = Head over heels Arseways = wrong way/mixed up Aul fella = father/ older man Aul wan = Mother/ older woman away with tha fairies= not right in the head Banger = Old non-vintage car Banjax = Ruin, Injure, Smash, Destroy Banter = Discuss, Rebuke, Admonish, Challenge Baths = Public swimming pool Batter = Assault Ban Garda = Female Police Officer Biddy = Meddlesome old woman Bird = Female/girl Bite Me Shite = Fuck off and leave me alone Bleedin' = Used to express serious emphasis blow = hash Blow in = Foreigner Bogger = Country People/not from dublin or the north Bollix = Dispicable/unsavoury individual Bollocking = Scolding Bowsie = Lout/Gurrier/ Troublesome Character Boyo = Lad ( only ever heard tha garda use dis) Brickin it = Back out of something due to n

Thoughts Stopped Flowing Please Come Back Later
I wounder around, walking and sometimes just sitting at spots in this city. I stop in and look at the galeries and storefront displays. Some are flshy while other are simplier and I wounder why. How did I go from holding hand and kissing sweet lips to dancing fingers across keys and :*? I look at the store front I am at and

The Gift Of Love
hi guys my son peter has fluid in his lugs now the drs r trying to figture out whats wrong with his kindeys he just had 2 biooposyies from his kindeys ,if the teatment dosent work he might have a kindy tranplant i ask some of my family some r willing most of them r not my exhusband family said they r not willing to be tested so my son can have kindey ,the drs saids that if peter was on a donors list it would be to late it will have to done soon ,if there are people that would give up one of their kindeys for my sonto save his life im not saying that u have 2 im just asking as the last hope if u feel in your heart to do please let me know im going to be tested but the dr said they might not use mine cause i have a kidney prom my self the other family members said that they will get tested will but others said no well this another updated i promise you all love u peace

This Is Too Funny! Wrong, But Funny.
I am better than your kids. If you work in an office with lots of people, chances are that you work with a person who hangs pictures up that their kids have drawn. The pictures are always of some stupid flower or a tree with wheels. These pictures suck; I could draw pictures much better. In fact, I can spell, do math and run faster than your kids. So being that my skills are obviously superior to those of children, I've taken the liberty to judge art work done by other kids on the internet. I'll be assigning a grade A through F for each piece: Megan, age 4 First of all, I don't even know what this is. If it's supposed to be a dog, then it's the shittiest dog I've ever seen. F Kyle, age 8 You spelled America wrong asshole. Also, I could have sworn America's colors were red, white and blue. There's no yellow anywhere, traitor.F Lisa, age 6 Holy shit, I almost had a seizure when I saw this one. Three words: too many colors. Also, eggs aren't supposed to have ears, d

Awwwwe.
I was reading my sister's blog,and I thought that this WAS such a cute thing! It's about how she wants her wedding day to be...she only 13, but still...it was cute. She started off by saying "i thought that this would be a fun post" Location: The Rio Grande Club Dress: Pure White Silk strapless with a snug bodice and long train Veil: Long gauze with diamond tiara looking thing Shoes: High heel strappy white shoes Flowers: Long stem Red and White roses Colors: Ivory and Burgundy Wedding Party: Best Friend, Husband to be, Best Man and thats all Reception: all the people that came and just mints and nuts later though a dinner with famiily and wedding party and cake and dancing Dinner: Chicken Cordon Bleu, Herbed buttered potatoes, Aspargus, Salad, and Rolls Cake:Three Tier Black forest Cake First Song to dance to: Bless the Broken Road- Rascall Flatts First kiss: Perfect See,in my religion..your first kiss is SUPPOSE to come on your wedding day! LMAO...Lord,forgive m

Fill This Our Please
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29.

Mad
I am so sick of fucking hoes on LC. If you Value you life I suggest that backing off! that would be good. I am sick of you hoes thinking you can try to be sneaky and not know that I FUCKING know what the hell your up to. dee dee dee WICCAN dumb ass! I know what your up to and if you all don't stop it I will put an end to it! this Dose not apply to anyone on my list so none of you have to worry. I am speaking of someone on one of my friends list and she is pissing me the fuck off...trust me you don't want to do that!!!! So if you are reading this lo5t_soul........... BACK OFF or I will make you!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I Know How They Make Money
I am positive this site makes a ton of money from the "Cherry blasts". What an innovative idea. Wish I had thought of it first. LOL Who out there has actually SPENT money on a cherry blast? Hmmm?

Im Really Tired Of.
People who are trying to be something they're not. Honestly have some self respect. Has the world fallen that far into patheticness, that everything has to be based upon sex, and sex appeal. I mean seriously. Why do so many females feel the need to be catty and fight with other females because of the need for CONSTANT attention. Its honestly pathetic. It truly is. Why cant everyone seriously just get along. On that note. I miss him like woah < /3 I wish he were here. I < 3 you i hope you know that. Blah. Blah. And pretty much more blah. Dear Heart. Make the memories fade. Make him go away. Make the pain stop. Take away my tears. Take away my past. Make me whole again. Love Me.

Monday Night Serenity
The day though beginning as a dreary sleepy day has actually not all been in vein. I started seperating and packing my things up for my upcoming move back home. The elation it gave me is indescribable even though there is still much much more to do. I have hosted three tournaments for our Gamers today with my final one for the day coming up shortly. Than I will return to working on things here until time to play in my babys bowling tourney. Even though I know that 9:00 isn't far away it seems like it's an eternity knowing I want to hear my honeybabys sweet soothing voice. I can never get enough of hearing him on the other end of the phone knowing that we can't be together now. I long even more for the day that the phone no longer seperates us.

My Mom Is In The Hosp
Hey everyone. I have had a really shitty day. My mom went to the hosp today with chest paine. They don't know what exactly is wrong with her. Please pray for her and our family. Thanks everyone!

Good Night To All
I JUST WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS WHO HAVE LEFT ME A VOICE COMMENT TODAY! YOU ALL ROCK AND ARE THE BEST!! AND IF YOU READ THIS AND HAVEN'T LEFT ME ONE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LEAVE ME ONE! THANK YOU FRIENDS, FAMILY, FANS. I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOUS. LATERZ.

In What Location Are You Most Likely To Get Laid?
You will get laid online You will most likely get laid online. You enjoy the kinkiness (and convenience) of meeting someone online. Plus you don’t have to deal with the bar scene and are able to get what you want, when you want it. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lol... Online Fun N Games...
So someone please fill me in on what the fascination with the online games is, because I really don't quite comprehend. LOL... inevitably the lie comes to the surface and you get caught. So begs the question, why lie?? Why disrespect the people you call friends by being dishonest with them?? Just a little food for thought on this chilly Monday...

What Is Water Supposed To Taste Like
ok so we are at a very public place waiting as always and i over hear a conversation behind me...probably because the loud mouth was yelling...but who knows she is a VERY VERY large woman complaing that she needs to drink water to thin her blood( i'm thinking the stopping at the 3rd order of cheese sticks may help that) so she gets her friend to get her a cup of the bottled water they have there, im assuming because if she got up the chair would be attached to her ass,and starts loudly protesting about the water having no flavor....that it had no taste what the hell is water supposed to taste like?? i drank some amazingly it tasted like water!! then going off into some other jibberish where four is prounounced foe etc..... and starts to yell its cuz im black im black i felt an entire race drop its head and shake it in disbelief im still searching for what water is supposed to be flavored like.... if anyone has any info on this please let me know ill need it for the next t

I Want You To Know!
My love for you will always remain to love me for the rest of your life i want you to know i love you never will it fade off. cause true love is pure and my love for you-its true! The way i care will always remain in your heart the moments i have with you will always be in your thoughts- even after my dying day! the memories i leave with you unto my last breath will remain in your soul like flowers afresh oh lord! the way i love you can never be expressed because,there ain't any words strong enough! To remember me to love me through time i want you to know love is pure-its eternal never will it fade off i love you-and it'll never fade off i write this today cause i want you to know!

well the other day I went to westen to help baby sit and i met this guy..he was cool..he wouldnt stop flirting with me but he was cool. He was mexican and he was fine..but i have a boyfriend that i love very much..life sucks balls cuz everytie i turn around im hurting someones feelings and i hurt his when i told him i had a bf..lol

Chocolate
push me, touch me, slip me, slide me; pull me close and whisper to me; grip me, grab me, hold me, stroke me; realize you cant be without me; feel me, dig me, need me, crave me; go with it you know you want me; turn me on and light me up

Omg!
i don't think you people understand that to be added on my Family list you either got to be really really really hot! Or you read my profile... can i not make anything Clearer...I love meeting new people i really do! ... but come on i can't just let every Tom,Dick and Harry into my Private Photo's... Get to know me Send me a shout.. Or be Super hot! Today sucked! i had such a boring day i just wanted to come home from working with my dad and Sleep! i woke up so early this morning ... And i was waiting inline at this Coffee Shop today and THIS FAT BITCH cut me off!! she just fucking used all her flab and bumbed me out of the way ! i was like WTF who do you think u are!! Thank god the woman at the cash noticed and warn the bitch that it was My turn because i would have smacked her Anyway whatever Love Raven

Just Writing
how do u describe a best freind? or freind a freind is a person when u have a break down is there to pick up the peaces a freind is there for every thing a best friend is the friend who help hide a body for u

Hinder
Get Stoned Video - Hinder lyricsHinder Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCure.com In the winding down hours I let your heart down again (What did I do to make a scene so gory?) (I'm no better than the ones before me) Old habits die hard I always end up hating the end (What did I do to make a scene so gory?) (I'm no better than the ones before me) I'm in the middle of a breakdown Watching you scream In the middle of a breakdown Screaming at me And by the way By the way What made you think you'd have it your way? And by the way By the way Don't say I didn't warn you That I'll always stay the same Speechless and frozen Uncomfortable silence again (What did I do to make a scene so gory?) (I'm no better than the ones before me) I'm in the middle of a breakdown Watching you scream In the middle of a breakdown Screaming at me And by the way By the way What made you think you'd have it your way? And by the way By the w

Silence
i thought you to be the one but you made my life a living hell you brought more pain then you took away you brought more tears then you wiped away so in the depths of the night in the dead silence i put a knife to my throat and i made it bite deep to end my pain in the silence of the night

Last One For Today
Dawn As I lay here. The day is gone. Night has come. With it the dawn. Of a new day Of a new world of a new universe of a new existence As the dawn turns to dusk The dreams come out and the day dies Always to be reborn. never to fade for long. With it the hopes and dreams of us all

You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Response 2 Her Blog!!
OK, so my girl Claudia from Myspace posted this blog and this is what I had to say>> ~HER~ Friday, September 08, 2006 Through with love. Current mood: refreshed Category: Romance and Relationships Only God knows when I will be ready to try it again. But as for now, I have enter into a loving relationship with my self. I am tired of these men tryin to half step me-- Wantin' relations and no relationship. I am better then that... I deserve not your best, I deserve your all. I am sick of "these" type of men. I don't believe in sharing my man nor being involed with one who's torn between the two. I am not the one to ride in "old school terms", stashed away - meaning... I'm available at his convenience. Naw, not me man-- try that on a sister who acts like a nicca which y'all classify as a 304 'cause she let y'all take ownership of her pussy. I love my self; therefore, I have commited to my own well - being. ~THE QUEEN~ Alright, I have to put my two cents in on this o

More Poetry
The Game Death comes into play We all skitter away But death is not shaken easily Until one of us is taken away So we all take a roll To see which one will take the toll We all hope and pray... Its not us hes come to play

Just Some Poetry I Did A Couple Yrs Ago
Battles As my soul slowly fades. My body rots away. The darkness engulfs, and the day is enraged. As it fights the blackness of night. Never to succeed in its endeavor. Only to gain the hope again when, when its light once again. As the world battles itself for sovereignty. Never to win, but always to be in constant battle. As my soul fades. My body rots away. So dies another day. With it a few more casualties. For the rotting bodies of Compassion, Understanding and love.

A Good Thing
you said good-bye and stood there as i walked away you didn't even try to stop me but there were tears in your eyes i just wanted you to call me back but you didn't and with every step i took my heart began to break but i kept on walking holding back my tears and all my fears your love for me may have tarnished may have disappeared but know that my love for you will forever stay but remember that it was your decision to let me go..... but you also decide how far i shall go before you realize what a good thing you had

I Need You Now
I need you now-- please take me by the hand stand by me in my hour of need, take time to understand, take my hand, dear friend, and lead me from this place chase away my doubts and fears wipe the tears from off my face Friend, i cannont stand alone. i need your hand to hold the warmth of your gentle touch in my world that's grown to cold please be a friend to me and hold me day by day because with your loving hand in mine, i know we'll find the way

One Tear
One tear, one salted, crystalline orb, one drop of hope, or love, laughter, or dispair, one passing moment, or memory that will last forever, one day, you and I, forgotten pasts, renkindled tomorrows, a flame of passion, a fashion for the dramas of love, and a moments hesitation, before it all begins again. One drop in an ocean, one emotional drama, one second of regret, or compromise, as a hand doesn't quite touch what it's dreaming of, and goes home wondering, unsatisfied, alone, and all the time the clock keeps running, until the tear has traced so many contours that it has melted into a memory.

Home
I’ll be coming home Just to be alone Cause I know you’re not there And I know that you don’t care I can hardly wait to leave this place No matter how hard I try You’re never satisfied This is not a home I think I’m better off alone You always disappear Even when you’re here This is not my home I think I’m better off alone Home, home, this house is not a Home, home, this house is not a home By the time you come home I’m already stoned You turn off the TV And you scream at me I can hardly wait Till you get off my case No matter how hard I try You’re never satisfied This is not a home I think I’m better off alone You always disappear Even when you’re here This is not my home I think I’m better off alone Home, home, this house is not a Home, home, this house is not a Home, home, this house is not a Home, home, this house is not a home I’m better off alone No matter how hard I try You’re never satisfied This is not a home I think I’m better o

He Loves
his eyes are full of emotions that i cannot place his embrace has a tenderness that warms me his heart beats out a rhythm that matches mine he is the only one to lay claim to my heart and i to his he holds a dream for the two of us a dream of the future he loves me and i him

Learning Some New Songs
i'm learning the following new songs on the guitar: rocket man -- elton john under the bridge -- red hot chili peppers volare -- gipsy kings when september ends -- green day maggie mae -- rod stewart i miss u -- blink 182

Your Angel
her wings are not draped in gold her gown may not be a pearly white her eyes may not shine like the stars she may not be ever so perfect but she is yours she may not have it all she may not be beautiful she may not be soo tame but she is your angel she is trapped inside herself trying to find a way out trying to find her way home she was trying to be someone she's not but you came along and taught her to see that no matter what she is special her heart is now filled with joy and love for you you saved her from the dark and from insanity you saved your angel

Well...
I am lookin for a job which sucks. Sorry about not bein on the LC as much as I was. I hopefully will have Internet of my own so I don't have to use other peoples anymore in like 3 weeks or so. I will most likely be on here at night when I get it cuz of some of the things that goes on at this site. Anyways just thought I would clear the air about where I have been and also say I will get to ur new pics you guys have posted as soon as I can. Peace out and prolly some more blogs in the future.

Stone Angel
she stands there stiff as stone starring down at you a tear falling from her eye her arms outstretched waiting for you to fall into them and yet you don't see her heart is breaking as you leave her behind without even a single glance suddenly everything disappears but the stone angel that is still waiting for you

My Brother
You are always there for me Through times of trouble and grief. You always tried to protect me Even when I got myself into trouble, You would take the blame for it. This I thank you for most sincerely. Though you did some stupid things in your life. I still look up to your because you never let life get you down. And even though I did and said some pretty mean things to you, That I wish I could take back, You still call me the best sister ever. This I thank you for as well! There are no words that I can put down on paper That can express my gratitude towards you. Just that I'm glad you're my brother and always Will no matter how many miles may be between us. BY: Sheila Christian Dedicated to Lenny on 11/12/03 Letting him know that we may have grown apart in distance, he'll always be in my thoughts and in my heart. Bro if you read this I miss you and know that I love ya dearly bro!

Honesty
Lo5t Soul, your emotions are triggered by your underlying belief in Honesty In other words, your commitment to leading an honest life, and your belief in the truth, directly affect how, and how often, you experience certain feelings. For example, your test results indicate that you're most fulfilled when you can share all your thoughts and feelings — good or bad. That factor is directly related to your fundamental belief in honesty and the range of emotions it triggers. Based on your belief in honesty, where do you rank in the emotional landscape? Which of your emotions dominate your life? And how can you learn to control your emotions? This is how I live my life. I say what I mean and mean what I say. All that is said to me stays with me and I would like to think the same goes for those I have told things too. Honesty is the only way to go even if it hurts others. Love, hugs and kisses lo5t soul

How Do I Right My Wrongs?
a broken heart and a bleeding soul all this from a quick good-bye how do I right my wrongs? your death is on my hands your pain was all my fault how can I right my wrongs? it is too late to tell you I love you too late to wipe away your tears too late to love you like I never did before how can I right my wrongs?

Lost Love
dreaming of what could have been wishing with all my heart that you will remember how it felt to be with me but I know no matter how much I beg...cry...wish for you to come back to me it will never happen I guess our love was never meant to be just something the heart wanted but was impossible so I am entitled to one last good-bye a gentle kiss upon your cheek and a quick whisper of the word good-bye I leave you to your bidding and my heart to yearning

Dreams Of You...
Sometimes I dream of you, laying gently in my arms, resting your head softly on my chest, as I gently kiss you. Sometimes I dream of running my fingers through your hair, and pulling you closer to me, safer, watching over you as you sleep, or gently kissing you awake, to see a smile upon your face. I want to hold you tight against me, to feel the warmth of your breast pressed up against mine, to feel the pounding of your heart against my body, to feel your heart and my heart pounding together, two hearts, but one rhythm, two people, almost as one, aching for each others touch, driven by passion and lust. I want to run my fingers gently down your spine, and then to branch out, to explore your body, to learn it, to learn every inch, to love it, to please it, I want to kiss it and taste it I want to love it with my fingers, with my lips, with my tongue, I want all of me, and all of you to know each other, to be a part of each other, to be a part of the same moment of exstacy.

My Piece Of Heaven
standing there before you as you place the rose in my hair and gently stroke my cheek which slowly takes on a tint you smile so brightly making my legs begin to melt a soft rain begins to fall the wind begins to blow you take my hand and gently run your lips over it my heart skips a beat I feel like I can fly slowly I press my lips to yours as you begin to swing me around if that moment would last forever then every single minute I spend with you would be my piece of heaven

Word Of Wisdumb
Do not walk behind me,for i may not lead.Do not walk ahead of me,for i may not follow.Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire.Its always darkest before dawn .So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newpaper, that's the time to do it.Dont be irreplaceable. If you cant be replaced , you can be promoted.Alwalys remember that you're unique,Just like everyone else.Never test the depth of the water with both feet.If you think nobody cares if you're alive try missing a couple of car payments

Blog
I'm not sure how much I'll actually use this thing, but I'll give it a shot. First of all, I'd like to thank all of you who have rated and commented my pictures. I try to return the favor whenever I have a chance, but I'm sorry if I've missed you. I get a lot of requests to add people to my messenger and I just wanted to let you all know that I don't chat that much and I don't cyber or cam either. If you want to add me to talk books or photography, that's cool, just don't ask expecting me to cyber or cam with you. Thanks again and I hope everyone has a great week! XOXOXO Illuminaughty

Lonely Dreamer
just a lonely dreamer on an unwinding path looking for the one thing I cannot have lost inside myself starring blankly into the abyss finding out that truth is better then your lie crying tears of pain wanting only one thing but it is out of reach taunting my every move their is no hope no chance for me for I am a lonely dreamer on an unwinding path

See What You Do?
hidden deep inside unseen by the blind eye a desire trying to get free see what you do to me? a dagger pointed at my chest a broken heart and streaming tears see what you do to me? in a box of wood surrounded by lace with a rose clutched in my hand see what you did to me?

Addictive Personality
Craziness!!!! Like I need something else to be addicted to. When I first joined myspace I was literally ADDICTED for the first 3-4 months. I can tell that it will be the same here. Thanks Julie!!! LOL

Do We Have It Bad
I posted some Pictures that were e-mailed to me. Feel free to Rip them and pass them along Lets show our troops we do support them. Lets get the Message back to the Men and women that are serving our country in Iraq and those that have returned already.

VOTE HERE =========================Graphics by Audomic for Commanding Heights Enter. ========================= Always a party going on at my place! Crank up your volume and come on in!!! cHeck out my FRIENDS the S.E.GA BOYS!!! WAYCROSS GA! hottest new rap group outta da durrty SOuth!!!! Album on sale in stores NOW!!!! GEt yours TODAY! i got MINE! Pure fiya, every single track!!! FIrecRACker luvs ya BOYS!!!! You can even buy it here and now, ya might have to wait on the mail man, but they say "good things come to those who wait"!!! I couldnt wait past 10am on AUG 22 when it went on sale!!! Yall gotta hear track 11!!!! "I MISS YOU" R.I.P. Kelly BOY! Go now to S.E.GA BOYS and show them some love! THeyve worked very hard to get to where they are and if anybody deserves it, its them! Always remember to receive love you must first show it. It really pays off, trust me on that one!!!! If they on my top list, you know they somebody and have shown love in one wa

Your Happiness
hearing you say good-bye and standing there as I watched you walk away didn't hurt me near as badly as seeing you with her you had a smile upon your face one that I could never bring so I guess letting you go was the right thing to do but for me it is a slow torture that grows with everyday I cannot be with you but I forced a smile and told you I was happy for you even if it was all a lie I would do it again if it meant your happiness you are my everything no matter who you are with and alls I want is your happiness

To The Girl That Will Replace Me
To the girl who will replace me There are just a couple of things that I thought I should tell you. I learned these while I was the object of your guy's affection. First of all, don't be frightened if he smothers much more love on you than you had expected. Don't be surprised if he treats you much better than any other guy you have ever met. And let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully to every word you say, even when you're just speaking quietly. Also, you should know that he remembers everything you will say. He's hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. If you do hurt him, then you'll have to pay the price of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep blue eyes and watch the light in them fade. But if this happens, all is not lost- a kiss and an "I love you" can heal anything. And please, don’t say I love you to him unless you really mean it. Nothing hurts him more than someone who really doesn’t care. Somet

Headache
i have a headache from hell (again)!!! i really need to make a dr.s app. for my blood pressure. i took myself of my meds back in feb cuz i didn't like the way they made me feel...plus they made me eat like crazy. i'm already a big chick, i dont need to get any bigger. i checked my BP earlier and it wasn't too bad 145/76 with a pulse of 96. def. not as bad as it was in the past. k, well i got errands to run so much love all!!!! -nessa786

First Letter
Sex and your name (it seems to run true!!!) According to studies, your sexual identity is revealed by the First letter of your First name...what do you think? (Those of you with names that start with "N" will probably wish it started with "K"!) -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising the qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and di

~Long Road~ Look how far we've come at the end of a long road Spending years just to get where you are.... Thousands of Obstacles overcome A great mile stone has passed battled many battles in your path you've had triumphs, you've had casualties. you've been blessed, and you've been damned. We have made many different choices, choices between right and wrong. We've discovered pain and anger, we have experienced true love. Clinging to our life dearly we dont know any other way Entered life through the will of God, by the will of God depart one day. What do we have left to discover? In this world of many wonders Remembering all that was said and done you cant take nothing when you are gone. Enjoy your life! be young inside your soul live your days up to the max have no regrets when you get old. Build memories of happiness, spread laughter,share a smile Take time to smell the flowers relive your innocence,like a child. Don't

Freaky Ol' Me
MySpaceQuizzer.com Type of Kisser Quiz You're a freaky kisser When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go (Take this quiz) (Check out others)

Why?
why did I have to go and make you cry? when I know how much you care why did I have to leave you there? when you are my everything why did I have say good-bye? when you are what keeps me alive why have I done everything? when I know I push you away? so why have I done this?