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Stupid People
Ok, I just wrote all this and it said there was an error and I lost it all, so now I am even more pissed.....Ok, once again......Why is it that people bitch and moan that they are single and nobody wants to be with them and they are all "I totally want to get to know you" when they don't want to make an effort? Duh, wtf, if you only talk to someone 20 minutes a week, you're always gonna be single! I understand that people have lives, but quit bitching about it if you don't want to make the effort or take the time to get to know someone. (I am not talking necessarily about Fu, I mean IRL too) Quit fucking with people's heads saying that you want them and then rarely talk to them because of your "work" or "kids". If you cannot take time out of your life after work or when the kids go home, then quit initiating conversation with people who genuinely like you! It is not fair to people. Not to mention, it makes you look like assholes. So, either STFU and quit bitching that nobody wants you,

Moving
Well i am deffinatly moving out of Erie where my melodramatic life will end. I am going to start fresh where no one know's me, and I will hopefully find new friends. I will talk to you all once I can get another computer.

Cali
the home of the bloods and crips, niggas that not scare to empty a clip. where the police are no to be full of shit, the govenor just had to be a movie star and rich before he got his office, some of the dangerous street in the world are here, but dont be scared u can have alot of fun here. the beaches are as beautiful as Florida and keep alot of people happy,the weather is the best and wouldnt change it for the world. beautiful women are everywhere but every once in awhile you'll find some one with a jerry curl and even someone dance like a robot on the corner for fun.

My Baby Love
My Baby Love by LateNiteFantasy© You are my crazy love baby love the one I love to love The night holds a new sort of comfort in you as the wind bears witness to volumes of secrets whispered between us. Victoria’s secret’s cradling the secrets I know so well. The lips I would kiss the scent of being spent... Extravagant. The progression of my obsession to have you in my possession is endless. Insatiable Irreplaceable my crazy love for my baby love The one I can’t help but love. Your lips will frame the words that would touch my heart as your fingers make wet trails down my sweaty back Gripping and slipping as you get closer. Breathless I want to breathe in your essence and in your presence I am humbled Overboard over the top I won’t stop My baby love who I love to love

This Thursday Night
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 6.26.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...This show is ALL REQUEST Night and celebrates our inherent right to goof off! Lord Genocyde will regale you with weirder than weird news from Reuters' Oddly Enough as well as other strange and bizarre stories, facts, and footnotes as researched by Lady Genocyde! So

Hell Just Got Nicer
An engineer dies and goes to heaven. St. Peter meets him at the gate and says, "What! An Engineer! You're in the wrong place! Beat it!" So, he goes down to Hell, and gets settled in. But he soon becomes dissatisfied with conditions there, and begins to make improvements. Before long, there's running water, flush toilets, escalators, even air conditioning, and the engineer is a pretty popular guy. One day God calls Satan up on the telephone and says with a sneer, "So, how's it going down there?" Satan replies, "Hey, things are going great. We've got air conditioning and flush toilets and escalators, and there's no telling what this engineer is going to come up with next." God replies, "What! You've got an engineer? That's a mistake -- he should never have gotten down there. Send him up right away! Satan says, "No way! I like having an engineer on the staff, and I'm keeping him." God says, "Send him back up here or I'll sue your shiny red pants off!" "Oh, yeah?" the

Thank You Friends
I want to thank everyone for all the rates and love you have shown me and my page. Fubar has once again froze my points because I did not renew my vip, for the reason I am just not into being on here anymore. I have too much going on in my real life, so I may be deleting my page, I will decide within the next few days. If anyone has a myspace that is where I will be, it is much more lax there and I can keep in touch with the bands and such. Again thank you for everything and take care:) Here is my link to my myspace http://www.myspace.com/minabloodykisses Bloody Kisses to all!! MIna

Snow White & The Seven Dwarfs
The seven dwarfs always left to go work in the mine early each morning. As always, Snow White stayed home doing her domestic chores.As lunchtime approached, she would prepare their lunch and carry it to the mine. One day as she arrived at the mine with the lunch, she saw that there had been a terrible cave-in. Tearfully, and fearing the worst, Snow White began calling out, hoping against hope that the dwarfs had somehow survived.'Hello!...Hello!' she shouted. 'Can anyone hear me? Hello!'For a long while, there was no answer. Losing hope, Snow White again shouted, 'Hello! Is anyone down there?'Just as she was about to give up all hope, she heard a faint voice from deep within the mine, singing . . ... 'Vote for Barack Obama! - Vote for Barack Obama!' Snow White fell to her knees, crossed herself and prayed, 'Oh, thank you, God! At least Dopey is still alive...

Why Dream...
Why dream about shit you can't have. For instance, what's the point of dreamin about some hot guy or girl you will NEVER get. Face it, if you could get them, you'd have them. WHy dream about shit you can't afford. The only thing that will hapeen is either it'll break and cost a fortune to fix and you ain't got the money for that cuz you just spent every dime you had buying the damn thing, or it'll wind up losing it's wow factor in a month. Be happy with what you have, and what you can afford to have. Live life in the here and now, and love those people and things that are around you and obtainable. If you pour all of your love and effort into those things, 1)It will mean more to yourself, and 2) You'll be a hell of a lot happier.

A Wonderful Woman
"A wonderful woman is proud. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is within Nor does she expect the people she knows to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A wonderful woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love; therefore she gives all her love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be shared If her love is taken for granted, it will soon disappear. A wonderful woman has a dash of inspiration and a lot of endurance. She knows that she will at times have to inspire others. A wonderful woman knows her past Understands her present and faces toward the future. A wonderful woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences are Just lessons meant to bring her closer to self-knowledge And unconditional

Underwear Dust Not What U Think
Underwear Dust One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it Would take a few inches off of your butt!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a Comment go un-rewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the Hell is this??' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud Appeared when he shook them out. 'April,' he hollered into the Bathroom, 'why did you put talcu m p owder in my underwear?' She replied ...'It's not talcu m p owder......It's 'Miracle Grow'.

The Real Strength Of A Woman
"The mother with 3 kids and no father to support them The woman with cancer who still manages to come out on top The grandmother who is forced to be a mother yet again Because of her daughters mistakes I wonder myself and I still have a long way to go But I believe that they all have one thing in common The Real Strength of a Woman The ability to shield themselves from the hurt while in others view The ability to make their children believe that everything will be ok The ability to make everything ok despite their hurdles The ability to stay close to God despite how difficult it may seem The ability to be strong and remain a brick wall for their loved ones A real woman can console others even when she is worse off She can find it in her heart to somehow give, even when no one is giving her She can endure many hardships and sacrifices because of the ones she loves Yet she somehow still remains strong I still don't fully know the strength of a woman But ever

I've Been Hit!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? Significant? 3. Your hair? Dark 4. Your mother? Dependable 5. Your father? Passed 6. Your favorite thing? Fubar 7. Your dream last night? Interesting 8. Your favorite drink? Free 9. Your dream/goal? FuLord 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? Loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Georgia 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? Hungry 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Car 18. Where you grew up? Arkansas 19. The last thing you did? Undress 20. What are you wearing? Nothing 21. TV? Movie 22. Your pets? Big 23. Your computer? Phenominal 24. Your life? Standard 25. Your

Yeah Feeling Good.
Yeah so I have been sick for almost 2 months. Just getting to the end of it where I have just a slight cough. So sitting at a red Light yesterday and cough and blam one of my ribs on the left hand side of my body pop out hell of loud and pop back into place. I cant breath from the shock and the pain shooting through my body and I start to pass out. Luckly I get off the road and spend the next 10 to 15 minutes relearning how to breath. So the rest of the night I try not to cough which means of course I cough, my holy body learns new meanings of pain and tears are flowing easily. Damn maybe icy hot this shit and get a good nights sleep will help. Nope my bad. Wake up and cant hardly move. Whole body is in pain, and I know I have to go to emergency room as my roommates are telling me to. Well dropping 100 (thank you medical insurance) I get told rib popped out and back in, but bruised a whole bunch of muscles and they will give me pain killers but they are not going to wo

My Weapon
Which firearm is best suited for you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Sniper RifleYou like sniper rifles. Sniper Rifle 92%Shotgun 75%Uzi 75%Nuke!!! 67%Grenade Launcher 67%Flamethrower 67%Bazooka 67%Crossbow 50%

Ex's Should All Die!!!!
GOD GRANT ME THIS ONE WISH: HAVE MY EX-WIFE SAVAGELY GANG RAPED BEATEN AND MURDERED FOR ALL THE SHIT SHE HAS PUT ME THROUGH... HIDING MY KIDS EVERY TIME I FIND THEM, BEING A CRACK HEAD METH ADDICT, TELLING MY KIDS IM DEAD AND WAS NEVER ANY GOOD. AND TAKING MY 800.00 BUCKS A MONTH FOR CHILD SUPPORT FOR KIDS I HAVENT SEEN IN 5 YEARS CAUSE I TOLD HER TO GET OFF THE DAMN DRUGS. GOD GRANT ME THIS ONE PRAYER AND I WILL NEVER ASK FOR ONE LIKE IT AGAIN! PS. IF ANYONE IN WASHINGTON STATE WANTS TO DO IT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A GREAT FRIEND TO ME. SO TAMMY LYNN MORAN YOU 31 YEAR OLD CUNT I HOPE MY PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED SOON SO I CAN HAVE MY BABIES BACK

Final Destination
We it is official. We are moving to Fairfax, VA. Dad's job went through so now I just need the tranfer for me to go through an I'll be set. My only complaint now is the moving part. I am so tired of seeing my stuff in cardboard boxes. Thank goodness most of my stuff is packed. I new this was temporary but DAMN! 2 months is such a short time to be anywhere. I am gonna miss how nice people are here. Everyone has such a good attitude. I know going back to Northern Va is goona suck on that part. At least I know where things are there. Maybe I can catch up with people I used to know. That would be a bonus. Although the guy seen is alittle tougher. Oh well. If i need some I got "big JOE". Hahaha. (buzzzzzzz)

For Katherine
For Katherine by LateNiteFantasy© I’m in love and I feel silly So I’m writing you a verse so you’ll know a fraction of what I feel My heart says forever my lips say for always my soul could echo the words for a thousand eons and still my love for you won’t be explained and still my love would remain I can’t even begin to count the ways there aren’t enough numbers or enough days I can’t even remember the beginning but I’m already writing the ending Like Once Upon a time We lived Happily ever after

Red Light District
~*~Turn The Red Lights On Ladies!!~*~ Auction officially starts Friday, June 27th. But as soon as I have your pics and offer the bidding will start! So put on your Sexy Red Dresses, send me your offer and $50,000 fubuck entry fee and lets turn the Red Lights On!! Your Hostess: *Pink0828 ~*~Snatch My Panties*~*~Lovingly Owned By Keith67 ~*~Sarges Bad Girl~*~@ fubar

Hartford, Ct
Hey: This is my first blog of many, I am new to this and I definitely will make some mistakes, can I get a "Hell Yea" and a "Miller"!!! Anyway, I am in Connecticut, and if anyone's from here, I'm sorry, it is one of those places where I can say Nice Place but wouldn't want to live there. I have been stuck here for almost three days now, as my truck is broke down. Perhaps I will get out of here tomorrow. If anyone's in Hartford or actually South Meadows section of Hartford, drop me a note and lets kick back with a beer.

Good Student
Your Bedroom Grade: A+ You've got it going on in the sack. You know how to please your partner in every possible way. You are a one in a million, and anyone that is lucky enough to get with you will agree with this quiz! What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

Uh Uh
dammit, posted it in a wrong blog. OFcourse everyone cares which it was in. What makes me a misanthrope? The answer is simple: I hate humanity. Or about 87 % of it. It is funny to hear people talk about morals, trust, values, when they are nothing but walking meat sacks supported by bony frames. Life is too short for all the petty stuff and materialistic acquires. Will gettin a fancy car or a diamond ring make you less prone to slowly diseasing year after year until all your parts fail and you are forever encased in a wooden box with worms crawling through your eyeballs? Probably not. Is your man/woman sleeping with someone else a biggest trouble in your life to whine and bitch about? Do you HAVE to want all men to be after you because you are such a hot piece of ass, just to call them pervs if they say something suggestive? Or think that somehow you are better than others because of the way your features sit on your face? I get often asked what brought on this bitterness. The ans

Entry For February 14, 2006
It's truly amazing how time can slip right through your fingers so quickly. It's been a busy past four days around here. "Beanies" been terribly sick and has been keeping me up all night with her so I haven't had a whole lot of time to spend online. Chris has settled down ... more or less ... Have you ever been in love with someone who is your total polar opposite? I mean you know you love them deep down, but the things that they do and say just drive you to the brink of insanity? Take for instance Chris ... She is a very loving mother and decent girlfriend but she makes a terrible housekeeper and isn't the best at making judgment calls regarding the kids and their health. I had Chris take Beanie to the walk in clinic over the weekend because she started throwing up quite a bit; the doctor diagnosed her as having a touch of the flu bug that's going around. He didn't give her any medications or any recommendations as to how to comfort her and speed her recovery; he just sent her h

Entry For February 08, 2006
I don't know how many times I have heard women bitching and moaning because they are expected to perform at or above the level of their male counterparts, too many times have I been heard saying "hey, it was your ancestors that fought for equality". Now, I don't know about you but I do know that every time I say that to Chris she jumps down my throat telling me that it wasn't HER idea to fight for equality. Ok, fair enough, it may not have been her idea but she sure does support it ... when it benefits her. Let's see if I can put this as gently as possible.... Chris is the kind of woman that wants to have her cake and eat it too. For instance, She gets so pissed off when I tell her how masculine she is but yet she continues to talk, act and dress in a masculine manner or, this is my favorite, she constantly tells me that she wants me to be more "masculine" but when I do act more masculine she bitches that I don't spend any time with her or that she can't understand the way I talk

Understand Me Plz....
The first time that I saw you, A smile is all I'd see. What a gift a angel brought down to me, for me and only me. Each time we spent together more precious than the last, A love so true and deep was hitting awfully fast. My love for you grows stronger still-it lengthens every day, "I can't believe i let this happen" is all that I can say. If I could have just any wish, I'd be forever yours. A fate I thought I could obtain, but now I'm not so sure. I've cried so many tears that they no longer come, My hope for you is that you can see that you're my number one. I'm not sure what you're thinking I'm not sure what to do, The only thing that I can think is I belong with you. I don't want you to think I changed for only you, A realization came to me when I was sad and blue. I realized I was not the person I wanted to be hurting those around me, I couldn't let that be. I know we have ups n down I wish I could take them all back, But eveyone has rough times and t

Recovering
Well for those of you who might actually read this dayum thing, I am recovering from my second brown recluse bite of the year, got bitten the first weekend in the new house which left a pretty bad scar and hole in my right shin. Well last night happened again when i went to bed. Felt two little stings, just wiped it off as feather stick maybe since i use a down comforter, and sure enough 1/2 later i looked like the stay puff marshmellow man, rushed to ER and spent the night in ICU before checking myself out AMA(against mediacl advice) I hate hospitals as you can tell! So keep me in your thoughts, those few who might read this and I should be on here sporadically the next few days. I also have my daughters up for the summer so my time is gonna be limited as far as internet. TY to all my friends here you have been gr8 and hope to hear from you,if u can't reach me here try my yahoo bluesman341971

Entry For January 14, 2006
Ok, it's been a little while since I last blogged so here goes ... Quite a bit has been happening with me lately, it seems like my whole outlook on life is changing once again and I believe that this time it's for the better. I have left Wendy's since I last blogged due to conflicts of personality ... well ... that and my manager's health ... if I had stayed, his health would have gone down hill in the blink of an eye (LOL). Child support is finally working with me and we got my payments down to sixty dollars a month for the next two years, granted I had to take a leave of absence from school in order to get that done, but hey, we all have to make sacrifices at some point or another and it's not like I'm not going back. Since Chris is working at the airport now I have been staying home with the kids to avoid having to pay for childcare and I'm waiting for her boss to get back in his office so that I can meet with him about a job that he offered me through Chris. From what she has told

Why
I was just inspired by a chick in a blast that had a quote that said "I am addictive". Funny its always the dullest and the boringest of people that claim to be interesting and exciting. Is shoe shopping for hours and roaming through sale pamphlets give you a high? I am perfect! Does your ideal female have a voice of a trucker, obesity problem, and 10 kids? I am perfect for you! Is your idea of hot, kinky sex would be me laying my 500 lbs on your dick and rocking back n forth? Then I'm acrazysexywild_girl.

An Idea...
Ok so... Between here and a page on myspace that u have called Digital Damned ( which is a digital art page I co-host) I have been getting a lot of demands for pics done. So many so... thats it's getting hard to keep up with. So.. I have decided that I will start selling my creations. I will be starting out with just digital picture edits. You will have the option of buying an edit that i can just send through email, a photo quality print that comes framed shipped to you, or both. Eventualy I will expand this to hand crafted atr works...as well as a variety of custome frames for the art. Pricing and guidelines will be posted soon.

Losing A Friend
Soooo...today has really been a hard day for me...sunday my dad called to tell me some bad news...one of my coworkers had gone in to have his appendix removed and while in the hospital had two major heart attacks...and fell into a coma...well i got a phone call later that night from one of my coworkers saying that they had done some tests to check brain activity...and NONE...well today i recieved a really bad phone call...my friend and pal Federico Acosta had died... Im not sure how i feel right now...so many things...sadness...first off...and then the rest is all just confusion...im sure eventually things will all sort out...

Welcome Back Kotter!
Ok, So my life has sped up quite a bit since deciding to give my ex a second chance and trying to find a job to help supplement the lull in my technology consulting/repair biz. Today was especially hectic, I dropped Chris off at work this morning ... clear on the other side of town ... just to get home and try to catch a little nap before heading out to an interview that I had lined up. I had just settled into a nice dream when the phone started screaming in my ear, when I picked up it was Chris's employer telling me that she wasn't feeling well. My first thought was "ok, so?" but then she went on to tell me that Chris had actually fainted, her left side was numb and they had an ambulance on it's way to take her to the hospital. I shot straight up and probably sounded like a complete idiot to this woman as I was like "who, what, when, where, why and how!?!!" She managed to tell me what hospital they were taking Chris to and I said that I would meet her there. On my way I decided to swi

I Taught Duece Bigalow Everything...
Ok, I often get asked how many kids I have and I always cringe when I have to answer that question because, the truth be told, I have five kids. No, they aren't all by one woman nor are they all in one state. When I was sixteen I was blessed with my son, Timothy. Because his mother and I were so young, not to mention too much family involvement, things didn't work out and we part ways. in 1993 after the floods subsided I moved to Iowa with my fiancee. Things got rocky between us and she was stepping out on me so after almost a year of dealing with her infidelities I decided to step out for myself. At the ripe old age of 21 I was blessed with a daughter, Mariah and a son, Jacob. Mariah's mother and I worked together and Jacob's mother and I met at a local bar that I used to manage. Mariah's mother was 17 at the time and graduating high school. We had plans of staying together and making a go of it but I left to visit family back home and when I got back she and her family had all mov

Life Doesn’t Get Any Easier The Older That I Get....
For quite awhile I have been writing in this journal and putting down what I feel from time to time and here I am yet again doing this. This time I have a serious dilemma on my hands and I am torn between doing what some would term as "the right thing" and what I feel in me. For the past year I have pretty much dedicated my life to Chris and the kids. And... As you could probably tell from my past entries, I have been pretty much miserable. Don't get me wrong, we have had some good times together but sadly enough those don't outweigh the bad times by any amount. I struggle constantly with finances and Chris's urge to spend impulsively. Her kids are getting more and more rebellious and everything is taking its toll on me making me very irritable and in no shape to try and enjoy anytime with my baby. I work constantly now trying to make ends meet only to see it all disappear in a day. Chris is once again pregnant with our second child together and I should be happy, but I'm not.In fact,

How Much More Before I Blow?
Ok, I dont know how much longer I can do this. I mean I have been dealing with Chris and her kids for almost three years now, trying my damnedest to make things work, but the more I give, the more they want.I can't keep this up. Physically I am literally hurting, my muscles are constantly tense and just being around them anymore makes me irritable. Something deep inside me says that I should leave ... I know I should leave but, Chris has my daughter and soon to have my son and I just can't bring myself to leave them. I've said it before and I still feel the same way, I refuse to have this nut case raise my children without me being there to make sure that she doesn't screw them up the way that she has screwed her first two up.If you have been reading this journal from the beginning then you know the difficulties that I have been dealing with when it comes to Chris and the kids. If not, well, Chris doesn't clean..... At all, she does very little at all to discipline her children and whi

Butch Or Bitch?
Ok ... I'm probably heading for some serious trouble with this entry, but I really want other's opinions on what I am dealing with here. Chris and I have been trying to work through some problems as best as we can lately and one of the biggest problems that we are dealing with is gender roles. Chris has let it be known that she doesn't like the fact that I stay home with the kids and take care of the house. She and I have had fights in the past where she has told me to be more masculine ... more masculine? Could someone please help me with that one? I asked her what made someone masculine in her mind, after almost a whole week of hearing it, and she told me "I dont know, beer and football on Sundays ... cookouts ... Now, Chris has known since day one that I really really really don't like sports. I probably would if as a kid they weren't forced upon me, but they were and I don't. I tried explaining this to her again to which she got really defensive. She told me that she really like

Rest In Peace, George Carlin
Alas, I woke up early this afternoon to read the paper about my longtime hero and his passing. I remember seeing hin the first time live. It was the day of my 13th birthday. He was playing the Civic Center in Rapid City for the Sturgis Motor Cycle Rally. My dad had bought tickets, up in the nosebleed section, and took me to see him. I was stoked. Even wayyyyyy up there, he had this huge, hilarious presence. I was saying some of his jokes right along with him (some from his book, Brain Droppings, which I carried around like a bible in high school, then took with me to Job Corps and eventually college, and more from his tv show). I had this guy next to me roilling because i was going along with it, right down to when Mr. Carlin started his spiel about fat-ass boomer yuppies and their 'loose fitting jeans'. Dad even bought me a shirt, which I no longer have. It was called 'An Incomplete List of Impolite Words- 10,000 Dirty Words and Phrases Compiled by George Carlin'. I wore that to mi

Fast Food Employment Is For Kids!
Ok, when did the fast food industry become so damned cut throat? Just recently I started working for Wendy's out in Urbandale and I have noticed that, once again, ignorance rules the company. I don't want to say that I hate this job; but, it does leave much to be desired. Mostly in the way that it is run. Right now I don't understand why they even bother making out a schedule for the employees, the way it is right now you MIGHT get off when you're supposed to, but most likely it will be an hour or two beyond your scheduled time. Typically in a place like this you have three shifts, the lunch rush shift, the evening shift and the late night shift and they overlap each other to allow for shift change, clean up etc. Not here! Its more of a ... as I like to call it, clusterfuck. You have people getting off and coming in at all different times which causes mass confusion when it comes time to change shifts and do clean up. For instance, they have had me working the first drive up window ..

Can I Get Directions To "a Happy Balance" Please?
WOW! I just reread my last journal entry; I must have really been hacked off that day. Things didn't bother to get any better throughout the week, well; they did, but not really a marked improvement. On 05/06 I got a letter from my P.O. stating that I had missed an appointment with her and I was failing to comply with probation rules by not attending a job seeking class. Funny thing about that though, I called her the very first day that I took this assignment and told her that I was working, I even rescheduled our appointment for the date that I did miss, then I had Chris call her for me, since I was at work all day, and reschedule my appointment for me. Chris told me that Shelly, my P.O., kind of got snippy with her when she called to reschedule, but did so anyway, needless to say, it was after that that I got the letter from her. I returned her letter by e-mail. I tried not to be too cynical and condescending in it, but I don't know just how successful I was at that. I have yet to h

Who Wants Some Kandy?! You Know You Do!! Yummy!
Who wants some sweet Kandy?!You know you wanna getcha sum!I've entered my first auction and here's what I'm offering:As the bids go higher, so does the stuff you get! I'm negotiable!! PS you get family pic access... *SHHH*I'll be your bestest sexy slave EVER!!If you can't bid, please rate the picture.Much ♥ to all of you!Sweet Kandy Kisstina@ fubar

Happy Freaking Thirtieth........
Ok, It's Cinco De Mayo, A day of celebration for Latinos across the land ... except one. Seeing as how it is the fifth of May, it's also my birthday....Today started off well enough, I woke up around 5:00 a.m. and headed for work, I noticed the sky, the moon and nature in general on the way there and was feeling whole again, at ease with everything, I was certain that today was going to be an awesome day. Boy! Was I dreaming?I started working for this company called Profile Foods through a temp agency and they decided to hire me on, so, now I am considered a temp to hire. Well, they have me in the kitchen making lasagna sauce and rice, which is a great relief from being out on the production line. There's only one problem with this place, well ... maybe, no, definitely more, but only one that has me hotter than hell right now. I work with two Mexicans in the kitchen, one cooks alongside of me and the other works in the spice room, getting all of our spices mixed up and ready for us. Th

Things To Ponder
Since leaving my position of second assistant manager with Advance Auto Parts and being out of the work force for a month or so now, my nerves are beginning to settle down quite a bit, especially since I applied for S.S.I. / S.S.D.I. and services with "Project Employment" through the Workforce Development Center. I'm probably jumping the gun on things, but I am already planning a life based on receiving S.S.I. benefits but, GOD! It would be so much easier, Id be able to get so much done during the day if I didn't have to work, but still received a check.I could have the entire outside of the house done in one season and get the inside of the house done in the other season and finally be done with it all.After that, I could move on to getting our current vehicles rebuilt and in good working order as well as getting my license back so I could work part time as a delivery driver or something of that nature in the evening to help compensate my income.Chris and I have even talked about me b

Please Save Your 11s Help Make Fu History...
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3:03 A.m. And My Mind Is Wide Awake....
Wow, I think I'm heading for a mental overload. The stress in my life has been increasing by leaps and bounds over the past few weeks. My job wants us to pass this new "certification" which has absolutely nothing to do with automotive parts but more with company history ... who gives a shit? My customers don't come in for a freaking' history lesson! They want this done by the first of the year as well as for us to be all caught up on our training programs. Cool, great, awesome.... just one thing, I work less than 30 hours a week and get slammed with customers when I am at work as well as having to take care of the other fifty jobs that they want done daily ... No problem, I'll just schedule all this in along with saving the world.Then I have my concerns about my child support and all that it entails. They want three hundred bucks a month. Funny, that's not much less than what I make a month. But, what do they care right? I mean, Here I am, a guy with stress so high that it is causing m

Christmas Brings Good Tidings?
OK, its December now and everything sucks. The truck down again, its a timing problem and I can't seem to figure it out. Chris is emotional and moody because there's no money and she wants to splurge on Christmas and the worst of all is now she's telling me that all these mall security guys are hitting on her. One guy just broke up with his woman and the other is expecting a baby with his. Guys hitting on her doesnt bother me. What bothers me is the fact that she blows up when I flirt online, but it seems ok for her to do it in person? Come on now! Lets get real here. I may flirt ... but to me it's just words, not to mention the fact that these people are usually a few hundred to thousand miles away, hardly any chance of me ever meeting them.Her, on the other hand ... up close, in person, easy to sneak anything in ... Wow. Well, I suppose it's time to tuck my tail and take the truck to the shop and have it fixed right, pack up my stuff and make a move. She's always telling me that I'll

Help
I want to know if there is snyone out there that can draw me a pic of Papa Smurf with a ball cap on and with his arms up showing his muscles. I want it for a tattoo for my dad. Please let me know if this can be done. AND if it can be done. let me know if u will do it. please. and when ur done with it. upload it and i will rip it or email it to me please. twnsmama121476@yahoo.com

Every Cloud Has A Silver Lining....
And a big ass bolt of lightening to keep ya from getting it.I finally got my truck back up and running after almost a full 24 hours straight under the hood.I got my intake gasket replaced with the right one this time and got everything sealed up nice and tight but then it wouldn't start for anything. I thought that maybe that was due to the fact that I still had water in my oil so I drained the oil and replaced the filter. Got everything refilled and ready to go and still no luck, by this time my battery was dead and I was frustrated. So I put the charger on the battery and hit the books once again.Nothing I was trying seemed to work so I finally broke down and called in the big guns.I talked to my long time friend and professional mechanic, Ray Schiltz and the owner of a local performance engine shop that supposedly built this engine, Larry Laverty.Ray and I went over everything that I had done so far and he was as stumped as I was so I called Larry and explained that I was getting fu

The Powers That Be Are Sadistic S.o.b.s
On Thanksgiving I was stuck replacing my intake manifold gasket on my truck, so I didn't get to enjoy the day with family and friends like so many others across the nation. I was happy though, finally I was getting a major problem fixed, and things went pretty smoothly. The manifold came off with little struggle and everything went back together just like it should. I should have known something was going to go wrong.The next day I went and checked my oil and it had turned into "vanilla Ice Cream", for those of you who don't know what that means, my truck was now leaking water into my oil.Turns out that the gasket kit that I got was the correct one, but it wreaks more havoc than it does any good. I was talking with a customer last night at work, a guy they call "Jersey John", and hes a huge Ford fan and long time performance engine builder. I told him what was happening with the truck and he told me to "get that piece of shit outta there, now!" because if I don't, it'll spin the bearin

Playing Daddy....
Chris had to work tonight, So, I got stuck with the kids. She at least had her brother come and pick up the baby and watch her so that I wouldn't be so stressed out.HA! Me stress!?!?!?! Why would anyone think that I would be stressed??? With her gone tonight, and it being just the two boys and myself, I decided to clean up the house a little bit. Well, a little bit has turned into a major undertaking and I am pissed about what I have been finding.Ya know, weve all heard the jokes about bachelors being filthy, but the majority of women that I have met and/or dealt with in my life have had SOME degree of domestic ability.Why oh why did I have to hook up with somebody that barely knows how to use a broom, much less, what a trash can is for.I may be exaggerating a bit on this, but I doubt it, but she could make the worst bachelor look like a neat freak.OK, enough about that, I went to see my counselor today. Boy! Did I ever unload on him. I even requested that he sign Chris and me up for c

Being A Father Is Tough; Being A Good Father Is Tougher, Being A Great Father Is Near Impossible
Ok, its eleven o'clock here and "bean's" grandparents just came and picked her up.I dropped Chris off at work today at nine o'clock and came back home to try and enjoy my day off. Just me and "bean.... Yeah, right!I remember now that I have been telling Chris for almost a month now that we need to figure out some kind of daycare plan for "bean" because for some reason I can't please her when it's just the two of us. I feed her, change her, burp her, try giving her medicine when she needs it, try gas drops if she's having trouble burping, try her swing chair and even just hold her, patting her back while walking around the house. No matter what "Bean" still cries, not just cries, but howls.That scenario happened yet again this morning and I called Chris and told her that I can't handle this, no matter what I do, it's not working. She sounded disgusted with me and said she'd make some phone calls. A little bit later she called and said that her parents were coming to take her until 12:30

Somebody Stop The World! I Want To Get Off!
DAMN! Just how much shit can get piled into the short time that I last wrote an entry here? Well, since my last entry, I have traveled to Oklahoma, Laid my Grandfather Martinez to rest, repaired practically all of my family members computers, put $1,500.00 worth of repairs into the Audi and been informed that since my mother has passed away before my grandfather, my sister and I become the beneficiaries of his will in her place. Some of you would say "AWESOME!" I say "FUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I mean, come on now! Heres a man that came from the mountains of Colorado, Served in three wars, lived like a pauper but had the money of a king..... Now that he's gone it's up to my aunt, me and my younger sister to uphold his honor as well as his property and make money on top of it all.It's like I told my Aunt when she was telling me that my grandfather was living "comfortably.... "Great!, Part of me wants to jump for joy and the other half wants to break down and cry

Moonlight Lies.....
Resting in the light of the full moon above, I cannot help thinking of his once kind, gentle love. As the tears stream down my face with calm subtle ease, I gaze out of my window at branches in the breeze. Streaming down my face are things I'd hoped to lose, All the tortured feelings that left my poor heart so bruised. Now, I cannot help but cry when I think of how I care, How he made me feel, was it a dream was i ever there. He hurt me even though he never did see, Just how things made me feel, just like a night that would never be. In the midnight shadows of a new morning just begun, I can see the moon above me, and the dawning of a sun.

Some People Never Learn....
Kind of like Chris. I've always told her that if somebody is always bringing something up that they want me to do, chances are more likely than not, I won't do it. Well, we were out at the mall about a week ago or so and stopped in to see the guys at the jewelry store that I used to work by. They started teasing us about marriage and all, which was fine, until Chris started looking at rings. Then it turned into "James's day in HELL". I gave her the benefit of the doubt thinking; she'll just look and leave it at that. HA! Who was I trying to kid? It was all kinds of hints and outright comments time; needless to say, I got really irritated and started making some pretty rude comments every time she'd make one. Tonight she was lying in bed and out of the blue she asked "Will you marry me? That prompted a response of, "What!? I mean, hell, I just signed us up for couples therapy and she's asking about marriage? Either she's nuttier than I thought, or she's just plain stupid. I asked her wh

Life Goes On
Its been awhile since Ive been here and so much has happened. On September 30th I was blessed by the birth of my fourth child, a second daughter.She is wonderful! So beautiful but oh so cranky. LOLI worry about her though. I mean her mother and I do basically nothing but fight, we did it mostly through the pregnancy and continue to do it now. Not because its fun or anything but mostly over money, relationship insecurities and such.I was working for a western clothing retailer called RCC Western Stores for awhile before realizing just how badly I was getting raped by them. They had me working almost 40 hours a week for $6.50 an hour with no benefits or anything. They thought that because they gave their employees a discount of 10% above cost on all items that it was all good.... Well what about those of us that don't want any of that crap??I mean, 10% above cost won't pay the doctor or dentist, fix my car or put food on the table.Needless to say, I switched jobs. I now work for Advance

Late Night, Random Thoughts
Its been a little while since I last entered anything in here, so here goes. You ever just sit down one day and think "My life isn't going anything like I had planned"? I have been doing a lot of that here lately. I mean, perhaps it's just stress coming down on me but my life just doesn't seem to want to get back on track for anything. After I went home for my Grandfather's funeral and came back I started trying to rectify my finances and all. You know, try to get things back where they belong. Well, I started by filing my taxes for the current and past two tax years and then trying to work a deal with child support for the amount that I owe in back support. Funny thing about doing the right thing, it always seems to come back and bite you right in the ass. The same night that I talked to the local child support office, I got served with court papers telling me that I am being found in contempt of court for failure to pay child support. Isn't this grand!? Now I have to have a court app

They Say You’ll Never Be Given More Than You Can Handle....
Well, I introduced you to the family in my last entry, so you kind of have an idea of what Im dealing with here. This morning I woke up to John, the three year old telling Chris that he wasn't going to lay down. After about three times of being told no, Chris gave in and said "fine! Go watch T.V.", OH BOY! Dontcha know that I was up in a heartbeat after hearing that. I walked out to the front room where mom had laid down on the couch and John was sitting in his "kid" recliner, which was right up against the television. I looked at Mom, then John and proceeded to swat his butt once and lay into him about listening to his mother, and then I laid into Mom about giving into John. Everybody wound up lying back down. LOL I wish that she could just be more aggressive with the boys and "persuade" them to do what she tells them to. She just has such a hard time with punishment, let alone spankings. All these boys have to do is smile at her when she's getting on to them and she melts. Now, I und

Let Me Tell Ya A Lil Story About A Man Named Jed.......
OMG!!!!! Somebody save me! I swear I am stuck in a bad episode of the twilight zone. Growing up as I did, a privileged child, my friends and I used to make fun of anybody and everybody that lived in a trailer A.K.A mobile home. As I got older and supposedly wiser I started to change my thoughts on "trailer dwellers", I started being nicer to them and looked upon them as equals. Now, before I get too far into this, if you are reading this and you, yourself are residing in a trailer, you might be exempt from most of what I have to say here. I am just rambling on from personal experience in only one place and situation.We all know that I have gotten back with Chris and the boys, and those who have read this journal from the beginning know my past struggles with her and the boys. Well, I have gotten to see things in a whole different light now. After Chris and I broke up she decided to move back in with her parents because she couldn't stand seeing me and "her" together, being so happy and

The Emotional Rollercoaster That Is My Life.
WOW! The past month or so has been nothing if not eventful, I believe that it has been exactly one week since Virginia (Jinya) and I have split up. I can't say that I am honestly surprised as everybody and their damn dog was telling me that I was a God Damned Fool for dating a 21 year old virgin.It all started with her deciding that she wanted to try living apart for awhile, this coming after her little incident with her fellow school mate, Brian Johnson (B.J.), you remember? The one where he kissed her and she did virtually nothing to stop him or even let him know that he had offended her. Anyways, I tried hanging on to what little relationship there was left only to have her begin spending more and more time away from home, out with her "friends". I use that term loosely because god only knows where she really was or who she was really with. All I know is that she did everything in her power to stay away from home.Finally, Things got so bad that my temper started to emerge and I woul

The Shape Of Things?
OK, I had a thought.... scary but true. There's a movie out, maybe some of you have wasted the time to watch it, called The Shape of Things. It's about this guy in college who falls in love with this girl; I think her name was Eve in the movie, well; He falls for Eve who convinces him to make some drastic changes in his life, both personal as well as physical. She had him get a nose job and change they type of clothes that he wore, the way he walked, talked and basically thought. Eve is an Art Major, at the end of the movie he is ready to propose to Eve at her art presentation for finals. This is when he finds out that he was her art project, that there was no emotional attachment on her behalf. She took his ring and put it on display with all of the other items that she had collected during their "relationship".This movie just happens to be one of "jinya's" favorites. I often wonder if she was trying the same crap in real life that she had seen in the movie. Too bad that she chose suc

Time To Wrap Things Up
Ok, well now, she told me that she was "leaving to rescue a crying friend.", then I saw her log off Yahoo! at 12:03a. She had gone invisible and remained online, probably talking to her mom.Well, with that in mind I have decided to wrap things up and move on to new hobby. As I said before, she "kicked me out" about 2 weeks back and I was moving into a friends house. That never really happened. I wound up spending a hell of a lot of time with my ex, Chris, during that weekend and eventually found myself staying with her again. Things are good; she has worked out a lot of her issues that drove us apart to begin with. She seems to be more motivated but still has her moments, don't we all? She isn't quite as clingy anymore; it seems that she has regained some self confidence. The boys have slipped in their behavior but are back on the rise since I returned. They say hindsight is 20/20. I agree, the whole idea of taking on a girlfriend of an 8 year age difference was just plain nuts on my p

Time Too Say Good Bye Too Fubar
i have been on fubar for almost a year now and in that time i have help countless number of people well how easy they forget i hardly ever ask for help for myself i am always trying too help everyone now comes the time i need help but once again only a hand full of my friends help me like always and that shows me there my true friends and out of the 539 friends and the 39 family members i have on my list its always the same people that help me. its like wtf when i help people get there vips how soon they forget so now its time for me say goodbye ok people are misunderstanding me i need help with a comment bombing contest i have almost 4,000 need 2000 2 finish if you would care too help plz click the pic below love&respect n_b_k

The Virgin In Me Part 2
THey decided to grab a bite to eat,and stay in a motel and head out that morning.Would be there by night fall the next day.It was like being on their honeymoon,before the wedding.She set beside him,casualy,placing her hand on his inner thigh,she could feel the beginning of arousal,he look over,with a smile,and blushed.A gleem in his eyes.She smile and looked the other way.A blush came over her too.He struck up a conversation,trying to adjust the sudden discomfort.She was being wicked with her hand place just inside that certaiin place,he so many times told her about.At that time he didnt care what the motel look like.He wanted her.Wanted her bad.Three months playin ,teasing each other through cyberspace,and on the wire.He wanted this woman that could drive a nail up his spine,and make his whole body gringe at the sound of her voice.It was getting hard to even drive,his thoughts travel not,to the roads,and parkways.But her,was she wearing panties or no.Rolling down the window cooling o

Flaggers
Lets see why is it that some people on here can have almost nude @ss pictures of themselves on here and not get flagged. Yet as soon as I put one up with my arms or my butt showing with cloths on it, I might add, I get flagged NSFW. What kind of crap is that. Do I need to blow or lick a certain person on her to "be aloud" to show certain types of body parts. Now if I had a picture that I really considered NSFW I wouldn't even put it up, but really a butt picture isn't that bad, atleast I don't think so, as long as the butt has shorts on it. It's not like it was bare. So if you're the person flagging me don't come to my page go bother the people on here with real NSFW pictures or text or whatever.

Letter To My Domme
I came across this while going through a stack of papers the other night. I wrote it shortly after returning from basic and realizing the way that I felt towards my wife. Letter To Chris I would love for you to have me massage you and finger you good and hard soaking your panties before removing them and folding them so that the wet spot is in my mouth as you gag me and proceed to attack my genitals and abuse me verbally and physically. Slapping me around and calling me names like little bitch, slut, whore etc. and telling me repeatedly, to truly convince me, that I am yours, that I serve only you, I'm your property, you own me, I'm nothing to you but your toy until you see me begin to cry and make fun of your little baby and continue your attack to further your point saying how you don't believe before having me bow at your feet as you place a leash around my neck only to have you further humiliate me by having me follow you everywhere you go on all fours. I love you so much!

Sittin And Thinkin
I really miss being able to dress like I used to but the addition of 4 kids into things has pretty much put a stop to that anymore. I think it still please Chris that I'm not able to dress as much as I would like because she still desires that masculine man although, she has tolerated my wearing panties for a little while now and has even mentioned buying me more but that has yet to happen. Close friends of mine keep worrying and asking me if I have lost touch with Jaime but the truth be known I will always be in full contact with that side of me. Most of all I really wish I could get Chris more interested in the type of lifestyle I have presented to her numerous times before. But, the kids, depression and stress have continued to stand in my way. If only I could get her to see the benefits she stands to gain from this lifestyle. I started giving her body massages without even asking for sex awhile back and slowly have integrated orally servicing her as well as foot worship. She's resp

2/16/2008
I just got asked by a friend of mine the question of, "If you could have your perfect life how would it be?" That's a hard question to answer for me because so many exciting things go blasting through my head at once when I think about it. First off I suppose that I would want a vanilla appearing household but, with that being said I would suggest that my S.O. and I address each other as jaime and Mistress when initiating play. That way there is no confusion as to whether or not we are both on the same page. For instance, "Jaime?.... Yes Mistress?" would be understood as yes I agree to play whereas "Jaime?.... What? or No." would be taken as I'm not ready. Next I suppose just like my household I would also appear vanilla but would be in chastity and forced to wear undergarments of my owners choosing outside the house. Inside the house my wardrobe and I would be at the mercy of my owner. I would most definitely have a dungeon at home with many types of toys and devices avail

Today's Entry ...
Well, I HAD typed a whole entry for Today, but this site, being the P.O.S. that it is, erased it when I tried to post soooo... If I can remember what I typed I will repost, otherwise.... I dunno. anyway, This site sux! for now ....

And Now, The Rest Of The Story (second Entry For January 31, 2006)
Ok, When I left off I was headed downstairs to finish some things that needed to be doen for work and was wanting to drop in and see my new friend. I walked out the door and was coming around the building when I noticed my friend's patio door was open so I popped my head in to say hello. Well, we got to talking and my work never got finished. I woulnd up staying with her all day and watching movies together, we discussed Chris and all for awhile during our time together and both agreed that it was a bad situation that I would be better off seperating myself from, only problem, as we later found out, was that my boss had agreed to give Chris and I a new apartment for free as part of me working there, but when he found out that Chris and I were splitting up he left me with nowhere to go. Upon hearing this my friend offered to let me stay with her until I could find someplace of my own. Well as time went by my friend and I grew closer and more time went by without me finding my own place.

A Good Cause !!!! Teddies For St. Jude Charities !!!
The HWE & king_ofkings1984 are making teddy bears for the St Judes Hospital for kids with Cancer Charity. Plz visit the link below to Rabbit's teddy bear & remember that all the money made for profit will be given to St. Judes to help out the research! http://www.cafepress.com/RabbitZtuff.278947299 THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT ! ! ! PLZ visit MY SUPPORT section my Fotos For a look on the cute ßear!!! :-)

The Virgin In Me
There morning started of,like a typical morning would for awhile in her life.They made a desicion,that living together would be their best choice for right now.Although,doubts laid in the pits of her stomach,why,she should'nt.Many nights she ponder,what it would be like laying next to the man that would soon be her husband.To feel his actual touch,of her skin.Carrasing her flesh with his tonque,kissing her so hard,til she was wet,with the anticipation of him driving hisself deep.Another part thought,how sweet the sound of his voice next to her,and not on the receiving end of a phone.He never blinked an eye,nor asked her if this is what she wanted,he knew deep inside,she was his.He pack up enough clothes,and climb in his red truck,and thought of nothing else,of being with her.So many times he laid among the covers clutching the pillow wishing she was the one he was holding,asking himself,if he was a fool,for loving someone so for away,but knowing she was right there in his heart,all alo

Just Life
whats up every one im kinda simple not to much going on right now i just moved back to my home town in salem ky 'BORING'but i like to hunt and fish but most of all i like boxing and mma i train at the XFL acadamy in paducha ky im a boxing instuctor for usa and golden gloves. I now hav a great family that i love very much ,I hav 2 wonderful daughters kala and amanda ,kala is now 18 ye haw ,but i work most of the time so i dont hav time for much right now but all in all its a pretty good life.

Pls Dont Read If Easily Upset
well what can i say it is alot harder than i ever imagined to get life in order im sat here thinking of my gorgeous son and wishing i could cry and scream i would give my life to hold him one more time smell his gorgeous baby smell see his beautiful smile see him pull tongues at me one time or just to sit there watching him sleeping i feel so alone i have no one to turn to no one to care how i feel no one who will ever understand how i feel it is 11.30 at night and all i want to do is to go and sit by his grave i wish someone would just sit there and listen to me let me just talk but there is no one i know i sound self centred and and atention seeker

The Battle Of The Ants
The Battle of the Ants That is not which is. The only Word is Silence. The only meaning of that Word is not. Thoughts are false. Fatherhood is unity disguised as duality. Peace implies war. Power implies war. Harmony implies war. Victory implies war. Glory implies war. Foundation implies war. Alas! for the Kingdom wherein all these are at war. --Aleister Crowley

You Light Up My Life
As I awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true.. The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face; Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace The gentleness of your touch, The sweet passion of your kiss. Just a couple of many pleasures, I longingly so miss.. The sound of your voice, Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start. We've shared many joys, And also felt some sorrows, Yet our future is filled, Of wonderful tomorrows. So, until that bright day, Far away such as it seems, YOU shall always be my one TRUE LoVe. The man of my dreams...

To All My Friends!
Due to some recent drama and crazy crazy bullshit, which most of you already know about, I am only allowing my family memebers to contact me directly... via shoutbox or fubar email. If you would like to directly contact me, I have deleted my yahoo email also, so you will no longer be able to contact me via yahoo. Leave me a publicly displayed message, and I will private message you my alternate email for you to contact me. Sadly, Only people with verified salutes, will be given my email, and this will be after an investigation into whether or not you are 'part of them'. I know this sounds sad, and quite pathetic. And I assure you, it truly is. But i have been harassed to the point I can not longer stand it. It's caused to much bullshit drama in my life and It's coming to an end. Feel free to show me love, I'll always return it, and thank you to all of my very close friends who have stuck by my side during all of this bullshit. Like most of you, this site is about 'making friends' and '

Nextel Chat
Just looking for cool females with Nextel or boost cell phone to chat with my number is 131*428*2980 say hello sometime im also looking for ladies that speak spanish to help me brush up on my language thanks guys

Relationships
I came across this article recently and thought I would share it along with my own 12 cents added in here and there. Just to be PC “Nice Guys” can be interchanged with “Nice Gals” and “woman” can be interchanged with “man”. Oh and if you don’t choose to actually read the details of this I suggest you scroll down to the last paragraph. It just might be the answer you need. Why "Nice Guys" are often such LOSERS- A woman’s Perspective... You hear it all the time: "He was such a NICE Guy, and she's such a Heartless Bitch for dumping him." I get letters from self-professed Nice Guys, complaining that women must WANT to be treated like shit, because THEY, the "Nice Guy" have failed repeatedly in relationships. If you have one bad relationship after another, the only common denominator is YOU. Think about it. What's wrong with Nice Guys? The biggest problem is that most Nice Guys (tm) are hideously insecure. They are so anxious to be liked and loved that they do things for othe

Im That Girl......
I'm that girl that holds a smile on her face, even when things are a mess and her faith falls out of place, I'm that girl who believes in taking chances for what I want, instead of pretending to be happy as someone I'm not . I'm that girl who's not afraid to let her emotions show, and learns to go on as her feelings start to grow, I'm that girl who would never give up on the love of her life, because thereare two paths she can make the wrong or the right, I'm that girl who would travel a million miles away, just to find the love that shes been waiting for everyday. I'm that girl who dosen't care about what other people think of my style, the one that savors every moment even if its only for a little while, I'm that girl that can never keep a secret, I'm shy but that dosen't mean I can ever keep it, I'm that girl who kisses but dosen't believe, because she's sad if she lets go and then her love would leave. I'm that girl that p

I Am.....
i am a girl writting of pain. i am a person living life of shame. i am yourdaughter hiding my depression. i am your sister making a good impression. i am your friend acting like iam fine. i am a wisher wishing this life weren't myne. i am girl who thinks of suicide. i am a girl pushing her tears aside. i am a one who doesnt have a clue. i am the girl sitting next to you. i am the one asking you to care. i am your bestfriend hoping you'll be there

Her First Happy Hour
hi all my friend debicakes is hosting her first happy hour tonight (6/24/08) at 8pm. please lets all show her what we're made of!! add,fan,rate, & love her :). she has lots of cool pictures so lets all give her a hand & help her level up. shes a wonderful friend & yes i'm her owner lol. for anyone with 100 11's, if you give them to her during her happy hour i will send you 20k fubucks. Show Debi made fu-love with bling bling bling. Just click on her link below to show some love :):) once again her happy hour is tonight at 8pm thank you everyone. debi cakes Fu-Owned by Dust Me Pink@ fubar

Getting Rid
OK so tomorrow afternoon (gmt cos im british and proud of it!) I shall be cleaning up my entire account - that includes making profile changes, (so if you read this go straight to my profile and sign my guest book - the more I get the more likely I am to keep it!! and also leave me a voice comment thing on my thingy - they both might be gone!!!!!!!) In addition I shall be deleting a load of fans, mainly those that are not on my friends list cos they are just well kinda there!!!!!!!! Further more I shall also be deletin friends that I aint heard from since like the first week that I was on here - of course if you are in my top friends you will stay cos we is friends!!!!!!!!! I shall also be deleting friends that dont return the favour (they know who they are again if you are in my top friends or family - dont worry we is friends and I .llove you!!!) Finally my bf rocks - you cant show him love cos he aint on here - he is on traitor site (moo haha) I LOVE YOU ALL YOU ARE TH

Nsfw???? Ummmmmmmmmmmm Ok!!!!!!!
Now you tell me how in the hell this can be nsfw!! The nsfw was lifted, and now its back on!!! WTF????????????????? CAN ANYONE HELP ME WITH THIS????????????? SHOW ME WHERE THE HELL IT IS NSFW????? SINCE WHEN DID X-RAYS BECOME NSFW. Instead of flagging stupid shit, where are the bouncers to get them 13-17 year old kids on here? Ive had that pic up on myspace before and NOT once was there ever a ban on it!! UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! opps i better mark this nsfw as well.......... Go ahead look at the link and tell me where its nsfw??????????????????????/ http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=209304&albumid=0&i=477466134

In My Daughter's Eyes
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero I am strong and wise and I know no fear But the truth is plain to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughter's eyes And when she wraps her hand around my finger It puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about It's hanging on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes

Take Me For A Ride
Black paint laced with intricate red spider web patterns gleamed in the sunlight. I ran one finger along the hot metal, tracing the blood red lines, and imagining what it would feel like to fly on this machine. Mind lost in fantasy I did not hear anyone talking to me until the words breathed by my ear. "Like what you see?" Thankfully I did not jump a mile at the sudden appearance of a male voice, but my fuzzy, fantasy laden mind moved slowly, and in turn so did I. Slowly, I turned to look upward at the man standing behind me, a smirk sitting crookedly on his face. Inwardly I thought, a cocky one, and I bet this is his bike. "Actually, " my finger lifted off the hot metal of the gas tank of the motorcycle I had been caressing and I turned to face him, "I do like what I see very much." My eyes roamed his form as I said these words, slowly, and sensually. Normally I would not have been so brazen with a stranger but the heat from the metal and my own lewd thoughts were coursing

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There are a few Fu's that we should all get to know!! This is Def one of them! tbonedaddy-FuOwned by })i({@ fubar He is one in a million and he is working his way up in ranks to a Henchman. So help me help my friend and make him a friend of yours as well! You will be glad you did! I have even paid for his Manboobs lol...Just ask him! Ok so Fan Add and Rate....get all those pics and stash them pm me and tell me how much you did and I will pass out the goodies!! Of course him and I will both show you some fu love in return! Come on your gonna get more than you give so there is no reason not too! Mz.Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ *GIRL NEXT DOOR*@ fubar

Venting
DOESN'T IT BUG YOU ON HOW SOME PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW WHEN TO QUIT. THERE IS THIS CHIC WHO THINKS SHE IS THE SHIT....... WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY SHE MAY LOOK LIKE SHIT, SMELL LIKE SHIT..... KEEP STALKING ME ANGELA...... GET A LIFE. ERNEST IS MY HUSBAND NOW. HE LEFT YOU 5 YEARS AGO....... IT'S TIME TO LET HIM GO.

Inconveniencing Porcupine Caribou
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Fly
fly I wish that i could fly high up in the sky, like birds soaring though the sky, with the wind beneath my wings. fly soaring though the sky higher and higher i go everytime getting close to god and everytime feeling free of all my pain,my fears, and my tears, fly by cleon

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THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR - Various Artists A friend is in a contest for a 30 day blast 1st place or vip 2nd place. It's his first contest he needs 40000 !!! Lets show him some fubar luv plz. 1 bling for all that help constantly till the end and a 2 credit blingy for all IF we win to all that help till the end. I WILL BLING MY FRIENDS WHEN WE ARE DONE.Thnx you all !!! PLEASE SHOW THE HOST SOME LOVE AND ADD HER THANKS ♥ßllondie♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhernBadAzzCrew@ fubar LOVE YA ALL!!! ~BRATT~

Lost
Lost I stared past my preacher as he lectured me, tears poured down my face I knew what this was I needed no lecturing I only came to him for help all I needed was moral support I looked into his face I knew what he was saying, (the same as everyone else) though I heard no words I only cried harder I understand everything I don't need people to tell me what's wrong he seemed to be my last resort he was the only person I had left to turn to and he had failed now what?

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BAFFALO WALDO... Well today we have a new update on our new casting star Vannah Shiddon. NANCY- Good evening this is Nancy Zucks. NEIL- And i am neil N. Bobbin NANCY- Today we have a shocking story ,police found a ransom note from a kidnapper who has taken Vannah against her will. who is Vannah Shiddon, she is americas newest hero for the A.U.A.D. SERIES. The nabber said they want a million dollars,and a can of Lishous. Detective Tracy asked why the Lishous cuz that is a soda thats soda-lishous. have A good evening for i am Nancy Zucks NEIL- and i am Neil N.Bobbins This commercial is brought to you by... LISHIOUS- its a soda that taste soda lishious With 8 different flavors that makes your mouth water -Grape and tomatoes -Strawberry and carrots -Pineapple and ham -Yams -Gasoline -Licorish -Garlic -Liver and onions Mmmmm mmm mmm mouth watering Ok well we are back to the main subject. The kidnapper left a number for police to call but wer

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Hey Friends and Fans I have been on this site for awhile and would love some help gettin in to the spotlight.. if there is anyone out there that could help me I would reall appreciatate it, and will do anything to pay you back however I can.. Thanks, Chocolate Bunny

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When I pick her up she has on a peasant skirt and a white sleeveless blouse, buttoned high, but not too high. The blouse is sheer enough that the shadow of a purple bra shows through. I laugh and tell her she couldn't possibly be wearing anything more unsuited to a motorcycle ride up into the mountains. I try and tell her she should change, but she doesn't want to, even vetoing the helmet I've brought along for her. It's pointless for me to argue, as I've only jeans and a t-shirt on myself, when by rights I should be helmeted and sleeved from stem to stern. It turns out to be something of a chore for her to climb onto the bike in that skirt. Before I can look away, I can't help but catch a glimpse of her pale thighs as she gathers the excess material in her lap and grips my hipbones snugly between her knees. The road from Tucson up to Mt. Lemmon is full of steep climbs and switchbacks, gaining some seven thousand feet in altitude along the way. It's an appealing run at any time of

Hi There
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Cleaning House For Real And Now!!!
Well, It seems I have ammased alot of fu-buddies! I am going to do something drastic, since I only talk to to those in my family on a regular basis, and a couple of new friends If I have not talked to you in the last 6 months for longer than "Hi, what's up? How are you?" and this means by shoutbox or e-mail or profile comment or pic comments, you are gone! I know that a lot of you won't give a damn, well, nor will I cause you will be history! lol! For all my fu-peeps on my fu-peeps list and those I know in real life, you are safe and I love ya all! If you want to change this yah better get at me some how before I get to your profile, or If you realy spark my interest I may shout at you! Thanks guys, Shannon

Just Needed A Friend
In another world, In another place, I try to find the reasons why, life is so hard. I have some good times, and i have seen some bad. I never needed fortune or fame, just a friend to shelter me, from the rain. I never needed any money, to buy friendship, love, or happiness. Never needed a castle built of stone, just needed a friend. I just needed someone to believe, and love me for who i am. In another time another place, i still try to find the reasons, why finding friends seems to be so hard, why being me seems to turn so many away. Never needed fortune or fame, just alittle shelter from the rain, someone to help pull me through. Never needed any money, cause money cant buy friendship. was it too much to ask, when i said will you be my friend? was it too much to ask, when i said can we talk? I never needed anything, fortune and fame never meant a thing to me the only thing that ever meant anything was your friendship. I only needed a friend, and alit

Does God Talk To Us Ordinary People?
An article by Susan Shumsky It is a rare gift to be called to hear the voice of God. By reading this article, you demonstrate faith in the prospect that two-way communication with God is feasible. This is indeed atypical. The fact that you even consider this possibility places you in a unique category of uncommon individuals. For example, were you raised in a family, religion, or educational institution where you learned that God could speak to you directly? Few people reading these words can answer "yes." Many people believe that God exists, yet few believe that God hears their prayers or answers them. Fewer believe that God is accessible and can talk to them. Exceptional people are willing to allow God to speak to them directly, but only extraordinary individuals act on what God guides them to do. Do you want to be one of these people? If so, you are rare and unique. We are taught from an early age that when we talk to God it is called "prayer," but when God talks to us, it is ca

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Just a Little Longer Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, S

The Cab Ride
THE CAB RIDE Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. One night I took a fare at 2 :30 am , when I arrived to collect, the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation.. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80's s tood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pill box hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940's movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase The apartment looked as if no one had lived

The Pleasure Train
The Pleasure Train All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... Chocolate Bunny Fu- Wife to Bitchwhisperer & R/L GF**Club F.A.R.**Owned by PebblesinAZ@ fubar 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on The Pleasure Train please remember to put The Pleasure Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture Everyone have fun ridin the train.... sexy thang owner of 2thick@ fubar ~PebblesinAZ~FAN ME BABY! xoxo@ fubar BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs ClUb i DoNt ChAsE ThEmE IrEpLaCe ThEmE So GeT In WhErE Y@ fubar ?~MscFrk~?~Club FAR ~Club United~World Cruise~FuAngel~Free Spirit Leveler~@ fubar Lost soul Fu Owned by Sexci Girl & Lost Souls Baby ~ Greeter @ S&S~Redneck Family Circle Club Unite@ fubar *Pink0828 ~*~Snatch My Panties*~*~L

Tag Your It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. I DID IT (almost) ALL ONE WORD ANSWERS! It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? "POCKET" 2. Your significant other? "GONE" 3. Your hair? "REDDISH" 4. Your mother? "AWESOME" 5. Your father? "AWESOME" 6. Your favorite thing? "my BOYS" 7. Your dream last night? "NIGHTMARE" 8. Your favorite drink? "MUDSLIDES" 9. Your dream/goal? *AUSTRIA* 10. The room you're in? *BEDROOM* 11. Music?

Hmmm
I thought i was through with DJing but i am still craving to do it, so i was thinking either i'd find a new place to dj and ask them if i could put their player in my lounge or , find somewhere to get free codes(no point in spending money on internet broadcasting ) right?

Why Me? Lol
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Hiya
Letter To All Hey There!! Hope everyone is well… Miss each of you so much!! Just a little update since its been a while since I have signed on to My Fubar: The Kids and I are trying hard to adjust to our new life in Fort Walton Bch., Florida. We have been here a month and a ½ now… I am still waiting on my Florida Nursing License here and have been working on Okaloosa Island at a lil T-shirt place…lol yes I know~ not very glam!!! Hahaha…But its an easy job and it helps to make ends meet. We are currently still residing with my Foster Mom (with a ton of other people)….SOLITUDE is a luxury, but we are grateful :) I hope to be in my own place again and completely independent ..for now though, I hafta deal with one baby-step at a time (who’da thought that at almost 35 yrs old, I’d be starting completely over LOL.) Anyway, we have had our share of changes in the past year…more to come… Hope everyone remains well and happy! Special Hugs and many thanks to

Tag!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. Ha ha ha ha! I couldn't do it....So good luck you guys! It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Yay! I don't have one any more! LOL! 2. Your significant other? Ha ha ha ha! I don't have one! 3. Your hair? Strawberry Blonde 4. Your mother? Don't have one of those.... 5. Your father? The greatest person ever! 6. Your favorite thing? The time I spend with my kids, family, and friends! 7. Your dream last night? Yes, I and it was of someone that is on here, but I'm not telling! He he he he! 8. Your favorite drink? Mountian Dew 9. Your dream/goal? Travel more.... 10. The room you're in? My kids call it the "Cave", but it is also known as my bedroom! LOL! 11. Music? Not listening to it now, but I love i

~theres A Place~
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Updated - Keep The Bully Reposted To Keep Riding
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Flowers, I Got Flowers Today
Ladies, This is dear to my heart, because I personally know women who have suffered in silence. Each one of you are special and I hope can never personally relate to this. I got flowers today I Got Flowers Today We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn't mother's day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry becaus

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Verse One: Puff Daddy (Yeah... this right hear... goes out to everyone who has lost someone they truly love) Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show I laced the track, you locked the flow So far from hangin on the block for dough Notorious, they got to know that Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh) Words can't express what you mean to me Even though you're gone, we still a team Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right) In the future, can't wait to see If you open up the gates for me Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh) Try to black it out, but it plays again When it's real, feelings hard to conceal Can't imagine all the pain I feel Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath) I know you still living your life, after death Chorus: Faith Evans Every step I take, every move I make Every single day, every time I pray I'll be missing you Thinkin of the days, when you went away What a life to ta

Sickness
So, now, she's trying to get people I haven't wanted to talk to in months to bring me into voice conferences! LOL! Pathetic! She could have avoided all of this but, instead of owning her part, she tried to make it seem like me, catching her in lies, was something I did wrong! Liars HATE getting caught! LOL! Her: "I don't like the way Leslie talks to you. She's VERY disrespectful." LOL! Birds of a feather screw over peoples' lives, together. The real problem, here, though is she gets to "play the victim" instead of talking about the person that REALLY victimized her (But, I'll get to that in my other blog: "Her Dark Secret" where ALL the dirty little secrets will be revealed! LOL!)

Men!
So before i used to think that i was doomed to be an old lonely spinster the rest of my life yes im only 18 but im an impatient S.O.B...neways ive decied that im just going after the wrong guys!! my type is the thugged out ghetto white boi who will never amount to nething..all those tats and badd asssss attitidue really turns me on...but i realize that i need me a nice preppy boy bout 21-24 whos got a job and a car whos life is together..im glad i came to this revolation! LET THE HUNT BEGIN!!! lol

Loss Of Our Son
My beloved little boy, I felt you grow inside my body for 6 months. Sometimes u kick your mommy so hard and times you were gentle. Daddy and I were so excited about bringing you home. We never knew you be taken from our arms. The doctors tried so hard to keep you inside mommy but it was nothing could prevent what happened. You were so beautiful when me and daddy held you for the few moments of life you did live. I will never regret us holding you and that you passed away in our arms. We rather had you die in our arms than in a strange doctors. Mommy and Daddy love you so much Danger,but know you can not be with us. You r our little angel looking down at us from heaven. We will always have u in our hearts our baby boy.

Mya
Ok so here it is people, you see this candle burning strong all over fu?? well this is a silent prayer going out to a special little girl Mya! Her Mother and Grandmother are going through a hard time right now and this is a way of us showing our support to much loved friends! Mya's father is the reason for all this, He is a disgusting,cruel man, who deserves.. well i cant even say what he deserves He has admitted to abusing Mya. He was charged with a class X felony for aggravated assault to a child. He is looking at 6 to 30 years in prison. His bond was set at $500,000. The monster had caused bleeding and swelling on her brain, multiple fractures to her ribs, bruising to her pancreas, and fractures to both of her legs. Baby Mya is doing better now, although the doctors say she may have hearing, vision, and/or learning disabilities. Lets pray for the best, and hope she makes a speedy recovery!! & lets all hope and pray for that sick bastard to get what he deserves!!!

Two Choices
Two Choices: What would you do...you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where in the natural order of things is my son? The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.'

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R.i.p George Carlin
A sad loss ... ET breaks the news that comedian George Carlin has died from heart failure. The man who made famous the "seven words you can never say on television" passed away at 5:55 p.m. Sunday at Saint John's Hospital in Santa Monica, his longtime publicist said. He was 71. Carlin, who has had several heart attacks and a history of cardiac issues, went into the hospital this afternoon after complaining of heart problems. Carlin has more than 20 comedy albums, 14 HBO specials, numerous TV and movie roles, and three best-selling books to his credit. Last year, he celebrated his 50th year in show business, and he had just finished his last HBO special in March, "It's Bad for Ya." This Message brought to you by Chaos & Mayhem Creations Chaos&Mayhem Creations@ fubar

Blah
soooooooooo yea some of you i told personally (if you were one of those that means you are a VIP in my fulife) some of you probly saw in the bar tab, that i changed my status to "in a relationship" yea yea, i know, i know.....i was the poster child for staying single. oh well when you met someone special stuff changes. well part of the reason i'm writting this blog is to let everyone know that nothing is changing. i'm still the same ol' anarchy! another reason i'm writing this is cause i had a few people delete me off myspace when i changed my status. if you wanna delete me cause i have a boyfriend now so be it. i don't need a bunch of fake friends.

Reason I've Been Gone
Coming back from grand rapids on sunday june 15th a tire blew out on my truck, car went airbourne rolled about 4 times, lost my mom due to the wreck, kids got alot of bumps, bruises. me, i broke my left arm, bruised from head to toe was in icu until wed june 18th then released on thur then had to go to my moms viewing then buried her on friday :( please keep me and my family in ur thoughts and prayers. ty

Update On My Father
First off, thank you again for all of the outpouring of support and genuine concern for my father! First it was my son, who is improving each day, and now this. He is a "cantankerous" 80 year old. He was admitted to the hospital yesterday morning with a temperture of 105, couldn't stand because of cellulites in the leg in which he had a knee replacement 4 years ago and would NOT allow the ambulance to be called. So, my two younger brothers got him there. To make a long story short, he also had elevated BP, sugar levels and they found blood poisoning, among a few other things. So, today, they will remove the artificial knee, clean out the joint and replace it with a temporary joint. The utmost concern are the infections he has and to try to remedy those. This will be quite a drawn out affair, but at least he is in very capable hands. Thank you again for all the love and concern you have shown!

New Members Added - Panty Raid Train
It's... ...for the NERD in all of US! Some good clean FUN AND FANS FOLKS! Rate, Fan and Add Request each of the FUs on this Bulletin to take part in the fun! Be sure to show everyone lots and lots of love and give everything you get back! If someone is already on your list, be sure to leave them a comment! For the Guys... Your add request or comment should say, "GIMME UR PANTIES!" or if you try to keep the nerdy perv in ya on the low say, "I'm a Panty Raider!" I suppose if you are FAR'in a DUDE YOU CAN SAY...ummm...whatever you are comfortable with. HAHA! For the Girlies... Your add request or comments should say, "HE TOOK MY PANTIES!" or if you are a little shy say..."My Panties were Raided!" So, join the silliness and show me the NERD that lives inside you! Be sure to private message me when you are done! ~PebblesinAZ~FAN ME BABY! xoxo@ fubar AND REPOST THIS BULLETIN! Now, go get them Panties and make some new FRIENDS! *Pink0828

How To Love A Woman!!!
How to make love to a woman, Romantically and Patiently. Take the time to make love to her mind Fulfill all of her midnight wishes Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses. Tell her, so that she will know! There is no place on her body your tongue won`t go. And when you love a woman, you love her real slow. How do you make love to a woman, Passionately and Sincerely, Let her Sweetness become your Weakness Do not use just the %#&@$!(NEVER); But include your ear Listen to the sweet sound of her moans and see what you hear. Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste. How do you make love to a woman, Sensually and Honestly Say what you mean and mean what you say Tell her that you love her, more and more with each passing day Let all of the fantasies that dance in her head Become her moonlight reality when it`s time to go to bed. Kiss and lick all over her body until you find all her right spots Touch and caress he

Its About You
these blogs start out the same way but this time is different. You are in my mind A LOT! I am imagining us together in many different situations. Some kinky some caring all of them exciting. Us meeting and falling instantly in each others arms, kissing passionately not caring who is around watching. Getting totally lost in the moment staring into each others eyes as our hands (with a mind of their own) search each others bodies. Our tongues dancing around each other, our breathing labored with excitment. Needing to find a place to be where we could rip our clothes off and make passionate love to each other. a different encounter where I come straight to your house and you invite me in wearing nothing but a soft robe, opened slightly to tease me with what is to come. As soon as you see me you embrace me and we kiss. A deep kiss, lustful, wet. my hands reaching inside the robe to carress your breasts, you guiding my hand down to feel your soft pussy waiting for my touch. I

Copper
As some of you know about three weeks ago my dog was acting odd first losing her balance then limping some. We woke up to find that she couldn't stand and took her to the vet. She also had a blood nodule on her shoulder that he drained and the vet indication was that perhaps a stray cat got ahold of her and she was sore. We should watch it and see where it went and then if it wasn't better he would do some close observation of her while my family was on vacation. The vet re xrayed her and thinks she may have bone cancer. She spent yesterday at the vet who removed the blood nodule, a growth on her leg and also did a bone biopsy yesterday and sent them to Texas A&M. So we now are in the wait and see phase. Trying to bribe her to eat and take her antibiotic and pain meds. She was refusing peanut butter last night. So we are just hoping today is better.

Our Lifes Leading Us....
You finally think you have it all figured out, and that it all makes sense. The hurts and mistakes of the past finally washed away to bother you no more. But the sad truth is the past always has a way to catch up with you, the pain and hurt is never truly gone just hid away for a bit. Hid away in moments of happiness and longing. Longing for that future you always thought you would have but always stayed just out of your reach. Thinking perhaps this time you had found it, found just what you wanted and just what you were looking for. And for that brief moment of time you probably had and it was real, but only for that moment in space and time. Each day, each minute, each second brings with it new challenges and new discovery’s into who we are and what our lives have become. Sometimes they are good revelations, other times they are just the opposite. We can never tell what each moment will bring and if that moment will be a good one or a bad one. Sometimes it is so hard not to get caugh

Re: Ebay Responds To Privacy Busting Payment Legislation
RE: eBay Responds to Privacy Busting Payment Legislation ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Jun 2008, 18:36 eBay Responds to Privacy Busting Payment Legislation The global online auction giant eBay has responded to a frightening piece of legislation that will force retailers to report every transaction to the federal government, warning that it will "negatively impact individual Internet users, the growth of small businesses, and entrepreneurial and economic empowerment." http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/june2008/062408_privacy_busting. htm

Computer Crash
Last night my main computer crashed. Am on my mom lap top during the day. When leave for work got to turn her off and wait til the moring to talk to yaw. plz leave me some love. return in the moring when get on

Tagged
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. 1. Where is your cell phone? By my side. 2. Your significant other? Nahshon 3. Your hair? Red/brown, wavy and long 4. Your mother? Shes in heaven, where all angels should be 5. Your father? Gone...died many years ago 6. Your favorite thing? Sleeping while its raining 7. Your dream last night? Dont know if I dreamed 8. Your favorite drink? Dr. Pepper and Chocolate milk 9. Your dream/goal?To die happy and loved. 10. The room you're in? Busy... 11. Music? R&B, Hip Hop, Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive...and healthy. 14. Where were you last night? In my bedroom 15. What you're not? A bad person 16. Muffins? Banana Nut 17. One of your wish list items? To go on a Hawaiian vacation with my significant other. 18. Where you grew up? Houston, TX 19. The last thing you did? Sent a m

O' Dad N Mom
Our parents strain their every nerve to make us laughing... yeah... Its our foremost duty to see not even a single drop of tear rolls down from their eyes...For every drop of tear you have to answer in the final day of judgment...Just read the life history of Abraham Lincoln..he punished himself for his discourteous action to wards his dad...Send message in support of this...yours lovely " lov "

Realizations
[disclaimer: I'm not a therapist, nor do I play one on TV, I'm speaking from experience, and whether you agree or not, is completely up to you.] *deep breath* I've been doing a lot of thinking over the past few days - even weeks, and it's been quite enlightening, and quite upsetting at the same time. I've realized that I've been way too expectant of other people, as I also saw other friends' blogs mentioning them doing the same, and I realize I've been putting too much into what I want - what I'm expecting, rather than just letting happen the way it was happening. I've been to thousands (scary, huh?) of therapists, read countless articles and stories, and have done more research on the human psyche than you'd imagine. All of it has brought me to one simple task. Let it be. There it is. A gazillion words and thoughts and ideas, in that small sentence. Even as I type this, my eyes fill up at the power and the truth of that. I've always had an issue with the fear of abandonm

Three Months Of Being A New Mom
well it's becca's three month birthday today. it's hard to believe that it is all real. every morning me and my husband wake up and talk silly to her, she smiles. it makes my heart just melt. i love my daught so damn much. i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. mine and my husband's 1 year wedding anniversary is coming up next month and i can't figure out what to get him for our anniversary. hope fully i'll think of something soon!

Cleaning
Just wanted all of my friends to know that I will be cleaning out my friends list. No offence, but if I dont hear from you by Sunday, I will remove you. Not on here just to collect friends. I want real friends who will talk to me. Thanks for understanding. Bill

Tribute To Carlin!!!
Carlin's `7 words you can't say on TV': Overheard? Published: 6/23/08, 7:05 PM EDT By FRAZIER MOORE NEW YORK (AP) - More than 30 years after George Carlin pronounced "Seven Words You Can Never Say On Television," some of those words have lost their sting. Some of those words still aren't welcome on the public airwaves (or, for that matter, in print) and they are still being debated in the courts. But you can hear those words voiced in everyday discourse more than ever. Carlin, who died Sunday at age 71, observed in his routine: "We have thoughts, but thoughts are fluid. Then we assign a word to a thought and we're stuck with that word for that thought - so be careful with words." Good advice. Carlin's seven words, he would caution ironically, "are the ones that'll infect your soul, curve your spine, and keep the country from winning the war." Or course, times - and wars - have changed. At least one of Carlin's words (a rude term for urine) wouldn't raise an eyebrow

The End Or The Beginning?
For those of you that really care enough to read this, Kyle and I seperated yesterday. I was the one that left him. We both had faults that probably could have been worked out, but I just made a snap decision. I still love him with everything I have and then some. Maybe in time there will be a future, but right now I just don't know. I guess I can only hope for the best. To be honest, I don't know if I'll be ok. I can't sleep, can't eat.. I know, it all goes with being depressed, but I feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life. I can't change what has already happened, but I can try to change what happens in the future. We have talked and maybe, just maybe there may be an "us" again. Kyle - If you read this, please know that I love you very much. I hope that maybe we can try again, but if not, I want you to be happy. If you decide to move on and find someone else, I wish nothing but the best of luck to you. I will always love you no matter what happens. I don't even know wh

Hotel
I thought I spotted her across the hotel foyer - she was average height, and she had a pretty smile. She seemed to recognise me immediately and walked over. I stood up and gave her a kiss on the cheek. She smiled and said "are we ready?". I assured her we were and led her over to the lifts. We got into a lift with no-one else in there. She smiled at me again and said she had a little surprise for me. I felt something in my trousers give an involuntary twitch. When we got to the hotel room, she simply told me to "strip completely". This I did, not quite knowing where we were headed. She undid her skirt and removed it. There, standing before me, was this incredibly sexy lady with the most gorgeous panties on. They were a pale creamy silk, and they had some lacy edging on them as well. She was also wearing black stockings - the contrast between those and her skin was beautiful. "Do you like them?" she asked. I just nodded dumbly - they were so pretty -

Address At Rice University On The Nation's Space Effort
President John F. Kennedy Houston, Texas September 12, 1962 President Pitzer, Mr. Vice President, Governor, Congressman Thomas, Senator Wiley, and Congressman Miller, Mr. Webb, Mr. Bell, scientists, distinguished guests, and ladies and gentlemen: I appreciate your president having made me an honorary visiting professor, and I will assure you that my first lecture will be very brief. I am delighted to be here and I'm particularly delighted to be here on this occasion. We meet at a college noted for knowledge, in a city noted for progress, in a State noted for strength, and we stand in need of all three, for we meet in an hour of change and challenge, in a decade of hope and fear, in an age of both knowledge and ignorance. The greater our knowledge increases, the greater our ignorance unfolds. Despite the striking fact that most of the scientists that the world has ever known are alive and working today, despite the fact that this Nation¹s own scient

One Of Our Members Is In A Contest!
Here is one of our best Levelers ButterflyMajic and she is in a contest! She has a list of items she is offering! They are:: 100 comments = Morph 250 comments = Animation Click the pic! bomb the amount u choose! then Private message ButterflyMajic for ur trade! ButterflyMajic (repost of original by 'ButterflyMajic{fuSlave2Boom&DarkGod}{StaffOFSpiritOfGaia}{Force~3~BombersHeadGreeter}' on '2008-06-24 09:49:08')

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Pisces
(2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!!

I'm Moving
well this is my last day on here for awhile maybe a month don't stop believing I will be back... trust me.... good luck to everyone... and best of wishes to all and to my crush... I will return.... I will miss everyone thank you all for your help... see you all later Robert

Ladies, Do You Like To Read? Try Reading This!!!
If you do not have a copy of Peter Britt's book, "All That I Am, I Think!" you are missing out. A clear understanding of a woman's feelings and a complete guide to emotion is what you will find in the pages. Not to mention a lot of humor, tears and enriching feelings. Peter's book has been critically acclained "The Woman's Nightstand Companion", and for good reason. Get your copy today and find out why this book is headed towards being a best seller! Peter Britt Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt EXCERPTS "A quote of the heart from Peter Britt" "The passionate wings of a woman have I found shelter under. Paradise

Gave Life To Christ
--- On Mon, 6/23/08, PASS THIS ON TO SOME ONE THAT JUST GAVE THEIR LIFE TO CHRIST , OR IS S EARCHING FOR CHRIST TO COME INTO THEIR HEART TODAY > > ROMANS CHAPTER 12 VERSES 1&2 > > I BESEECH YOU THEREFORE BRETHREN BY THE MERCIES OF GOD ,THAT YE PRESENT > YOUR BODIES A LIVING SACRIFICE,HOLY,ACCEPTABLE UNTO GOD, WHICH IS YOUR > REASONABLE SERVICE. > > AND BE NOT CONFORMED TO THIS WORLD: BUT BE YE TRANSFORMED BY THE RENEWING > OF YOUR MIND, THAT YE MAY PROVE WHAT IS THAT GOOD, AND ACCEPTABLE, AND > PERFECT,WILL OF GOD. > > our enemy does not take a day off , we are in a battle daily ,we have to > stay prayed up , and armed with GOD'S WORD ,if we expect to win , we > say > we are on the battlefield , but how do you know ,the enemy comes at you > from all sides , just when you think you can rest, here he comes again , > that why we need the HOLY SPIRIT in our lives , that way the battle's > not > your it's the LORD'S,we have to renew our minds daily , by stud

Skipper's Shipwreck Beans
1/2 lb bacon 1 onion chopped 2-3 sweet peppers chopped 2 T. minced garlic 2-28 oz cans baked beans 3-4 cup brown sugar 3/4 cup pace picante' sauce 1-16 oz can pineapple (crushed or tidbits); drained 1-12 oz can Skipper Soda (or another similar to Dr. Pepper or Mr. Pibb) 1 teaspoon prepared mustard 1 teaspoon Worcestershire 1 teaspoon apple cider vinegar 1 teaspoon lemon juice Heat Dutch Oven using 18-20 briquettes in the sand and using tongs, arrange briquettes with an inner circle and outer circle then place the Dutch Oven on the briquettes (shipwreck). Meanwhile slice bacon into 1 inch squares. Fry bacon in Dutch Oven. When bacon is crisp, add onions, peppers, and garlic and continue cooking until tender. Add remaining ingredients. Reduce heat by lowering briquette count to 12-14 and simmer for 30+ minutes, stirring every 10 minutes.

Do You Believe This???
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Here's The Scoop
Well Ive got just a few more days till my vacation and I cant wait to get there ... seems like its taking forever ..UGH !!!! When I took my lil step back from the site i had a lot going on in my life . and Thankfully its calming down somewhat .. When I come back fully . ( After Vacation ) ill get to all of the friend requests that are in my in box .. Ill leave everyone lots of love and catch up with you all .. Ive just one lil request for my friends .. Please keep my Father in your thoughts and prayers .. he's got to go in for surgery while im up home and he could use all the positive thoughts he can get .. Its a rather common surgery from what I hear .. he's gotta have some work on the ol' ticker .. and well to tell the truth . im a wreck about it .. but glad im going to be there for him ... Have missed you all . and will be back before ya know it leavin luv and all that fun stuff *HUGS* to all .. talk soon Wen :)

Getting Your Freak On
I would like to pose a question,not that anyone will probably answer it.That is something I have noticed,it is like some are afraid to say it out loud or something.I on the other hand really don't give a fuck what others think of me. In other words do not judge or thoughest will be judged. I am opposing the question of how do you like to get your freak on.(Have sex,make love,fuck etc:) Is there something you have always wanted to experiment but was shy or embarassed to do so? Are you a little on the kinky side secretly? To get it started I will answer first. I am the type of person that can make love to a person,but I have a bad side to.In other words I am a little kinky,well alot. I like it hard,being told to do what pleases him.I like to know what makes them feel good and focus on that.I like to be spanked at the right moment when it feels the best.(The heat of the moment you know when your ready to cum).I also think it is exciting to be tied up and let him take advantage

For Those Of U Who Give A Fuck
I AM JUST LETTING YA'LL KNOW THAT I WILL BE LEAVING FUBAR IN THE NEXT 72 HOURS SO IF YOU WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH AND YOU HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER PLZ FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I WILL SEND U MY YAHOO ID I REALLY LIKED FUBAR AND HAVE MADE MANY FREINDS BUT THE DRAMA THAT IS HAPPENING BETWEEN ME AND MY SOON TO BE EX IS OUTRAGOUS EVEN THOUGH I HAVE HIM BLOCKED HE HAS OTHER PPL THAT KNOW HIM COME TO MY PAGE AND ALL THAT WONDERFUL CRAP..WELL IF I AM SUCH A PSYCHO BITCH I WOULDNT BE DOING THIS SO JUST WANT TO SAY GOOD BYE AND I WILL MISS EVERY ONE OF YOU THAT I HAVE MET ON HERE.... MyHotComments

In A Perfect World
I wish I had the power to heal the world so no one would die from wars, diseases or anything of the sort. Think about it, thousands of soldiers would be home with their families. Helping to raise their children!!! Where does all the research money go that we can't find cures for AIDS, CANCER, ALS & many others????? We would live in a peaceful world if my wishes and powers were granted. My Fu Sister would not be missing a very special and dear friend or having to cope with an Angel of an Aunt that has ALS. No one would starve or be homeless. I am not asking for much, just a little less sadness and suffering in the world!! I wish for my true love yet that is not as important as all the above!!! Hugs to All!!

Re: Media Loathe To Explain Real Outrage Behind Terror Comments
RE: Media Loathe To Explain Real Outrage Behind Terror Comments ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Jun 2008, 13:23 Corporate Media Loathe To Explain Real Outrage Behind Terror Comments The media circus surrounding McCain advisor Charlie Black's statement that another terror attack would be a "big advantage" in the election contest has completely failed to explain why such comments are so disturbing. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/june2008/062408_real_outrage. htm

Harsh Comment
I commented on a mumm earlier and my comment was short and after it was pointed out...was a bit harsh... The question was what could this person do to find out which man cared about her more (ok...she was struggling on which of 2 men choose from)...That's a hard one... My initial comment was...You can ask them how they feel...but a man will hardly ever tell you the truth as to what he is feeling... Yes...Very harsh...and gender biased... I shouldn't have generalized all men...There are women that have the same problem with showing emotion...And with voicing it as well... I'm the type of person that wears my emotions on my sleeve...Ask me what you want...And I will give you my answer...I do my best to hide certain feelings because it's a door opened that might invite pain in...But for the most part...I'm very open as to how I feel...and for showing it as well..Most of the time my mouth opens stuff just spews out before I can get a hold on it... There are those that you

Re: George Carlin Part 2
I was out. By the end of the 60s, all of my friends, the musician friends of mine, had gone through a transition in their dress, and especially in their music, and what I noticed was that all of these great artists—Bob Dylan, Buffalo Springfield, Joan Baez—all of these people were using their art to express themselves politically and socially. And I was not. I was still doing people-pleasing. I was 30, and I resonated much more truly with the 20-year-olds. I was more in line with them than I was with these people I was entertaining in nightclubs. I began to notice that. I began to be affected by it, and along the way, the judicious use of some mescaline and some LSD managed to accelerate the process. It gave me more of an insight into how false the world was I was settling for, and to see that there was something much richer and better and more authentic. And those changes happened, they just—they happened naturally and organically. It took about 2 years for the total changeover to occ

Skinny Women Make Me Sick
I can't stand looking at skinny women. Fake, plastic, big boobied chicks! Why can't you just be real, and be yourself. Personally, I like BBWs, and women with some meat on their bones. Why? 1) I know they ain't gonna break and get bruised up during some sweet love making. 2) BBWs make the best lovers. They love you from their hearts to their souls, through and through. This is just the way I like women, and well if you don't like it, well don't comment ;) L8r

Re: George Carlin's Last Interview By Jay Dixit
h1>George Carlin's Last InterviewBy Jay Dixit.. on June 23, 2008 in Brainstorm.. .. Ten days ago, on a rainy Friday evening, I had the extraordinary privilege of talking to George Carlin. As far as I know it was the last in-depth interview he gave before he passed away yesterday at age 71. Originally it was slated to run as a 350-word Q&A on the back page of Psychology Today. But I was so excited to talk to him—and he was so generous with his time—that I just kept on going. For question after question he indulged me, speaking thoughtfully about his childhood, his theories about humor, and his creative process.What struck me most was the joy in his voice as he talked about how much he loved the wonderful, happy feeling he got while writing—which surprised me, given his grouchy stage persona. I was also moved by the gratitude he expressed for his mother, who he said “saved” him and his brother—leaving her bullying, alcoholic husband when George was just two months old

New Members Added - Come Join Now!!
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Whats With People??!
The people who tend to float in & out of my life are annoying. This is a rant fair warning... situation #1 - I have a friend who for the most part I would consider one of my closest friends. She has gotten herself into some not so great shit as of late. Im not sure how she feels because honestly instead of realizing that I am different than others she lumped me in to assume Im mad like everyone else & wrote me off. That sucks I thought we were close . The issues she has with others,although they may possibly make me more cautious are not my issues. She is my friend & we all do stupid things, friends forgive our stupidity sometimes. *believe me I know ask some of my friends lol* Some things take time to work out and I wish her all the luck in getting her shit straightened around. Situation #2- I have a ex. He screwed me over bigtime , broke my heart . I was willing to give up almost everything for this man & almost did only to find out he was lying cheating & doing drugs. The 3

Amy's Date
Well, where to start. We went to the wing place but the wait was more than 30 minutes so we went down the road to a sports bar. We didn't get there till after 8. We ate then sat and talked till 11pm. He took my back to my car and we sat in his car and talked and had tickle fights until 1:30ish. THEN he finally kissed me. It was super! I swear I felt like I was in high school all over again. We kissed for just a little while, he felt my bewbies, LOL. Then he walked me over to my truck and he smacked my ass! haha. I told him he missed and he better do it again. He was such a sweetie. It was actually a HUGE turn-on for him not to be a horndog. I'm so used to guys being pigs, it was great to meet one that wasn't. I think I'm still smiling. When he kissed me he gave me a quick peck, being funny. And I looked at him and said, "That's all I get?" Then he busted out the making out kissing. It was SUPER. This was so funny. He copped a feel earlier when he was tickling me and I teased him abo

Lesson Learned
NEVER, I MEAN NEVERRRR BELIEVE AND TRUST SOMEBODY THAT CLAIMS TO BE A FRIEND, BETTER TO JUST NOT BELIEVE THEM THAN 'TO' BELIEVE, THAT WAY WHEN THEY STAB U IN THE BACK, IT'S A LITTLE EASIER TO PULL THE KNIFE OUT :)

Texas
Things Ive learnt living in Texas 1. A possum is a flat animal that sleeps in the middle of the road. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in Texas . 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in Texas . 4. If it grows, it'll stick ya. If it crawls, it'll bite cha. 5. 'Onced' and 'Twiced' are words. 6. It is not a shopping cart, it's a buggy. 7. 'Jaw-P?' means, 'Did y'all go to the bathroom? 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. 'Fixinto' is one word. 10. There is no such thing as 'lunch.' There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals, and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar. 12. Backwards and forwards means, 'I know everything about you.' 13. The word 'jeet' is actually a phrase meaning, 'Did you eat?' 14. You don't have to wear a watch, because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too d

Oh Canada!!!
Well ya'll I am in Canada now! I will take plenty of pictures and will post when I get home.. we will be leaving for the campsite tomorrow night. Sure is beautiful here! Lovin' and missin' ya'll!!! Blessed be! Light & Love Always, Paulette

Why???
So why does it always happen no matter what ya do to try to avoid the headache from allergies from takin the stupid meds the doc gives ya to avoiding everything that can flare it and what happens ya the headache the sneezing the damn swelling eyes and face. Why!!! Move to somewere else ya know it does not happen that wat , I moved out of chicago and look what happens the allergies only get worse.Yet again I say why??? Also when you wake feeling like this why is it like a magnet for kids to get as loud as they possible can just so you have to yell I mean its like they know you feel like shit so lets put ya thru more misery. Why? Nothing can ever go just right and when it seems like it is gonna be perfect them bam!! You are wrong. Why??? Just once I would like for all my family and freinds to have a perfect happy life and nope that does not happen. Why??? so here are just a few why questions I am not lookin for answers I just know this is the way of the world but I felt like writing and

What My Name Means
What Christine Means You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for

Wedding
Obviously, one would want to examine possible trigger events, such as other weddings in waking life, before too much interpretive work goes into this dream. This dream may be simple wish-fulfillment or personal anticipation. However, if you aren't in the midst of such activities, other scenarios may exist. Initially, it is worth examining other commitments in your life. Are you becoming over-committed, or on the brink of making a major commitment to an employer, romantic partner, or other relationship? This dream may be commenting on how appropriate the commitment is for you. If the wedding goes well, you may see yourself as entering a sound union. If the wedding is a catastrophe, or your role in it is unclear, you may need to reexamine your commitments.

Mirror
In dreams, mirrors can reflect directly, reflect with additions or deletions, or serve as a doorway into another reality as in Alice in Wonderland. The mirror is troubling because it shows us plainly what is before us, forcing us to interpret and evaluate whether or not we like what we see. If the mirror is inconsistent-by adding or deleting images-it is a projection of perceptive versus actual reality. In this case the dream may be a herald that you are misinterpreting the motives of others by not accepting them at face value. (Who or what is being added or deleted from the mirror?) Finally, the mirror as a doorway to another world is usually a fantasy created by the subconscious. As Alice discovered when she went through the looking glass, the mirror is a metaphor of possible worlds. Does your dream mirror function as a gate or access out of one boundary and into another possible world? What is more desirable or more threatening about that world?

Drugs
Drug use in dreams is often a sign of taboo violation. Drugs have powerful social symbolism attached to them that makes it difficult for a drug-user to feel good about himself or herself as a user. The exception is use of drugs in spiritual preparation. In certain Native American groups, the use of peyote as dream preparation or during a dream is associated with journeying to find one's self and life vision. As interest in Native American spirituality increases, some people may dream of themselves as participating in sacred rites. How does using drugs affect your relationship with others in the dream? Do you fit into or become excluded from a particular group? Do you feel guilty or good? Effect of drug use on dreams Drug use affects the brain by enlarging the time spent in Stage 4 deep sleep and shortening REM-phase dreaming. Since certain drugs are consciousness-altering, they may cause dreamers to feel expanded consciousness prior to going to sleep. However, drug use ult

Just A Thought I Stole From An Email
OPEC sells oil for $136.00 a barrel. OPEC nations buy U.S. grain at $7.00 a bushel. Solution: Sell grain for $136.00 a bushel. Can't buy it? Tough! Eat your oil! (Not sure this price is still current... But seems like an effective solution...)

What U Think
A nigga has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or o

My Name Meaning , Dyanna
What Dyanna Means You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Wtf Is Wrong With Some Ppl
i swear some ppl can be such assholes sometimes online they talk alot of shit to anyone who will listen but when it comes down 2 it they r such scared lil bitches and thats real fucking sad...and another thing ppl who have nuttin better to do then to talk shit about everyone else or spread bullshit rumors about gossip r such total dumbasses cuz they feed off the pain of others to make their useless life better which is just sad...its happened to me many times and i use to care alot about what ppl sad about me then one day i just gave up caring what anyone said about me cuz think about it 4 a sec if u go around giving a shit about what anyone says about u ur not gonna have mcuh of a life or ur not gonna enjoy ur own life very much so anyone who reads this my advice to u is 2 stop giving a shit what anyone thinks about u and live ur life the way u want

Best Place
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Wolves
Drums pound as gourd rattles shake in rhythm with the joyous heart of Earth Mother Spirits of Earth and Sky loudly rejoice at birthing of new Wolf pups Tiny new lives beginning in innocence their eyes closed to what might be Gently, as the caress of a Butterfly Wind Spirits stroke their fur Sleeping pups, dreaming dreams of ancestors roaming free Prairies, mountains, valleys, and streams were once a home they shared with all Awaken young pups, and grow strong for yours is not the path of your ancestors No longer will you roam wild and free upon this land that was once theirs For generations you kept balance among creation and of close family you lead the way With stealthy swiftness you move and protect your family as no other You are great teachers among earth relations yet many lies have been spoken of you Each of you is a gift to all that is yet many two leggeds would not agree They would destroy all of you and your young if only they could secretly fin

This Is The Real Me
sometimes i think that ppl cant have a normal life b/c of all the bullshit thats goin on in the world which makes it hard for anyone to have a normal life...but then i think of this quote i had heard in a child's movie which states..."that the circumstances of ones birth are irrelavent, its what you do with the gift of life that determins who you are"... i have always lived by this one and alwayz will

Abandon Ship
give me some religion pass the wine 'cause this time I can't hold it in like I always did give me some more TV make it loud, make believe I've a desperate need for some company attention this is not a test help me get this moving target off my chest from my closest friends save me from this hopelessness talk some sense into this head I'll stop this endless S.O.S. treading water with weights around my neck a shipwreck of reckless accidents overboard and I'm about to quit head first and dive in this deep end abandon ship 'cause it's sinking way too quick give me some forgiveness and I'll try 'cause this time if I pull the pin I'll be blown to bits give me some more music I'll sit and read the lyrics like a bible, a gospel, a sing-along attention this is not a test swim to shore before unconsciousness my hands feel like they’re made of bricks save me from my recklessness talk some sense into this head I'll stop this endless S.O.S. treading water with

Victoria
What Victoria Means You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you. You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions

John
What John Means You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. Yo

Feeling
im in kosovo, and im bored and feeling useless. i wish i was in the sandbox, doesnt matter which one.im on a peacekeeping mission here. im not a peace time soldier, i discovered that when i was doing the bulshit training to come here. im a war time sodier.i have to be in danger, doesnt matter i could get killed. i am happy when im in danger. i dont fear death. i dont feel the same way as alot of the guys i deployed with do.

Novemeber 5, 1966
Using the website below, I received this information about the day I was born... Quite interesting actually... Try it sometime... Might be fun... http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp 5 November 1966 Your date of conception was on or about 12 February 1966 which was a Saturday. You were born on a Saturday under the astrological sign Scorpio. Your Life path number is 11. Your fortune cookie reads: Do not mistake temptation for opportunity. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2439434.5. The golden number for 1966 is 10. The epact number for 1966 is 8. The year 1966 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese

Lesley
What Lesley Means You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy

I'm Up For Auction!
Hey everyone! I am up on the auction block! Come check it out at Party Pad. Their is a link to the lounge on my page. The auction is on Saturday! I have also posted a bulletin about it so if u would please repost it and come bid on me on Saturday! Have a great day!

What My Name Means
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a d

Please Show This Lady Lots Of Luv!!
I Met NYSweetHeart during her HH and I must say she lives right up to her name! She's only 600k from becoming a GodMother! So Pretty Pleaaaaaaaaaase Hit Her Up With Love!!! just click on the pic below, to take you to her pics!

Need Help Please
My dear friend, Archangel is in a contest. It ends tonight at 10 Fubar time. At the moment, he is in 2nd, but is 3600 from being in the lead. He is trying to win a 25 credit bling pac, which he can use to help level people. If you have a few free minutes and can toss a few comments on him, I would greatly appreciate it. I would really love to see him win.

What Makes A Cowgirl A Cowgirl???
Recently I was asked the question What makes you think you are a cowgirl? I was raised on a farm in Canada. I recall the early mornings as young kids...we were rousted out of bed at 4:30 or 5am...to get started with our day. My job was to milk the Jersey Cow Bessy. I couldn't stand that cow. Everytime I would get the stainless steel bucket full she would kick me and knock me and the bucket over. I was 5 then. There was one morning where I got up on a barrel and kicked that cow in the arse. When my grandmother saw this she knew it was time to change my job. The next day my job was to fetch the eggs, feed the chickens and give the horses their feed. There was a big bull named Calvin won't ever forget him he was miserable as hell. I had to get past that fucker to get to the horses. The way to get around him without him being able to come at me was to go over him. So, I would jump up on the gate step on his back...and leap over the other gate. He got used to me doing this and beg

Questions We Might Ask Ourselves
1)What am I going to do now? 2)Will i ever find the love of my life again? 3)Why do i still love him? 4)Am i that stupid or am i just still in love with him? 5)Are we still going to be friends? 6)Will we still do stuff together with our kids? 7)How can i let go? 8)Will i ever be able to let go of the love i feel for him? 9)Will i ever get into a relationship? 10)Why does it seem that i can't get a relationship,but can get FWB's? I know this might sound depressing,but that is the way i feel right now!!!

My Life Lately
My life lately has been spiraling in every direction. One minute things are going well then the next i have no control over it and it is going downward. I started a new job 3 weeks ago. I love my job, i am a CNA, i work from 2:30 to 11 pm. I make $10.50 an hour. Everything was going good, then i started going to the hospital because of severe migranes. Turns out i was dehydrated and they gave me IV fluids and some prescriptions. THe other night i go into work and when there are supposed to be 3 people on the floor to take care of people, there are only 2. SO everything HAD to go haywire that night. Call bells going off left and right, bed alarms going off because residents are trying to get outta bed. THEN we had to make sure our residents are in bed by a certain time. Lucky for us we managed to get them in bed. That day that this all happend was also the day my family had a graduation party for my brother, so i was upset i couldnt be there. But when i got home from work i was happy

Just My Luck
I called my Dr's office yesterday afternoon, to let him know that I still had pain. He was busy at the moment, and they called back at 430, saying that he had left, and that they would let me know what my next step was. They call me this morning, to let me know that he's on vacation til after July 1st. I a little miffed, because I have 2 days of pain pills left, and I need them sometimes. Back to Alleve I guess. On a side note, I've gone against Dr's orders, and have started walking on our treadmill. I rested it for 2 weeks, and the only time it's felt good is when I'm walking, so walking I shall do. Besides, I need to do something to lose a few pounds.

Moonlight Drive
Let's swim to the moon Let's climb thru the tide Penetrate the evenin' That the city sleeps to hide Let's swim out tonight, love It's our turn to try Parked beside the ocean On our moonlight drive. Let's swim to the moon Let's climb thru the tide Surrender to the waiting worlds That lap against our side. Nothin' left to open And no time to decide, We've stepped into a river On our moonlight drive. Let's swim to the moon Let's climb thru the tide You reach your hand to hold me But I can't be your guide. Easy, I love you As I watch you glide, Falling through wet forests On our moonlight drive. Midnight moonlight drive. Come on, baby, gonna take a little ride, Down , down by the oceean side. gonna get real close, Get real tight, Baby gonna drown tonight. Goin' down, down, down. ~Jim Morrison~

Tag Your It
ou Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? With Me 2. Your significant other? AJ 3. Your hair? Blonde 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? coffee 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? corona w lime 9. Your dream/goal? island 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? helpless 16. Muffins? yuck 17. One of your wish list items? lottery 18. Where you grew up? southwest 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? top with slacks 21. TV? have 2 don't really watch em 22. Your pets? Buttons 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life?

Tag Your It
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? alive 6. Your favorite thing? friends 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? budweiser 9. Your dream/goal? Independent 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? helpless 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? husband 18. Where you grew up? anadarko 19. The last thing you did? drive 20. What are you wearing? dress 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? no 23. Your computer? storage 24. Your life? Boring 25. Your mood? ok 26.

Sex For You
Sex for you was thread which binds us even now on this pale planet. To the poet & cover-girl, photo and color, to armys that join, out on a desert, & to samson & all his generals bound quiet now w/exotic arch-angels of dusk, in Sumarian & N. Afircan slumbers. The bazaar is crowded as dancers thrive. Snake-wreaths & pleasures. I take you to a low cave called "Calipah". ~Jim Morison~

Just Stop!
Just stop being such a bitch would ya? Stop naggin' me, stop buggin' me, just stop. I hate it when you ask a million question about the same damn thing and then fuckin' ask more question 5 mins later. Holy shit, just stop being such a fuckin' bitch. Why are women like that? WHy do they ask fucking question they know the fucking answer to already, and then when you give them an answer they don't fuckin believe you. Just fuckin pisses me off.

Darkness Cannot Overcome The Light!
Darkness Cannot Overcome the Light! by Rick Renner "And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not." (John 1:5) I know of no great Christian leader who hasn't faced some kind of opposition as he or she sought to do God's will. But the truth is that darkness does not have the power to overcome light! Every believer can overcome any attack if he or she won't quit first! John 1:5 says, "And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not." The word "comprehended" is the Greek word katalambano. It is a compound of the words kata and lambano. The word kata carries the force of something that is dominating or subjugating. The word lambano means to seize or grab hold of. When the two words are compounded, the new word means to seize, to pull down, to tackle, to conquer, or to hold under one's power. Therefore, this verse could be translated, "Darkness does not have the ability to suppress or to hold the light under its domain." This

Unicorn Dreaming
Unicorn Dreaming Uni’s eyes flickered as he dreamt, and he tossed and turned as the images and thoughts went through his mind. In his dream he saw Jola running towards him, barefooted, as he tried to keep the wolves attacking him occupied so they would not notice her, once again he felt his heart leap as he looked at her beauty. Then his dream jumped to when she had left him for another man, and had stopped believing in him. He felt his death closing in, until she at last admitted her love, and came to his aid, she had stayed with him for weeks until he had recovered, and during that time he had felt her love grow. She had become pregnant with his child, and his pride and love for her was so great, that he wept at night, but as she prepared to give birth, the wolves tracked them down once more, and aided by the entire community, he went to her rescue, where they fought until the wolves were all dead, and at last they had a daughter, a filly, who they called Kasandra.

Pete's Pet Peeves - Vol 2
Roadside Memorials When someone dies in an auto accident, the bereaved feel the need to put up some flowers, maybe some balloons, or something in the spot of the accident. Herein lies my beef, are you going to forget where it happened? Is it some magical treasure map of morbidity and suffering? Why do I have to look at your garbage long after the flowers wilted and the balloons have deflated? I'd say I feel for you, but odds are I didn't know the person, and I got my own losses that you know nothing about. Plus, do we really have that bad of ADD that if we dont put some kitschy crap in the ground we forget that someone died? Oh Jeez, I am glad I put that stick in the ground or I would have invited Jimmy over for dinner. What's next? Should we start marking where someones life begun if it happened in a car? If so, you'll excuse me, I have some sticks to put in the ground.

There Is Something To Be Said For Caring...
I care too much. I do. And I hate myself for it. But what else can I do. It is in my nature and I can’t help putting others before me to the point that it is detrimental to me. Why did I move? I didn’t care, but a friend needed a roommate. Why do I concern myself with her shitty relationship? I don’t know but it makes me sick to my stomach. Why do I go out of my way to help them? Can’t tell you but I never ask for anything in return. Why am I the shoulder and ear to turn too? False hope that it will dawn and they might realize, I am the guy? Who knows. Why do I bend over backwards and ignore everything to ensure the happiness of everyone else around me to the point where I am depressed, broke and physically worn? Cause it makes them happy? Maybe one day I will wake up and realize that, yeah it’s cool helping people, but Jim is number one. Jim’s needs should be first. Self preservation right? Anyone have the answer? And for those few of you that read this through, Thank you and I

Hello My Fubar Friends!!!
My friend Thomas and my curiosity brought me here and Fubar was an extremely different experience for me...challanging as well but I think I can say I was lucky to meet a few wonderful people here which I value very much! I have learned quite a lot too... smiling, how to make nice graphics as well... I sent roses to some of you to THANK YOU for being Special and show you how much I appreciated you! I really do and... please, never change!!! I am leaving Fubar for a few different reasons which I would rather not to talk about... Thomas convinced me to leave my page as it is in case I decide to come back...so I will...you will just not see me around unless...I come here to...just check on you, wink! and leave my foor print on your page! Thank You kindly for your warm words and good bye gifts...I was really touched/moved by that! My Best Wishes to you all...success with your plans, love and happiness! ALWAYS!

Pretty In Pink
Cum watch as this BBW MILF dressed in a see through pink spaghetti strap shirt. I got so hot thinking of you in front of the window. So I start to strip down for you. I show you closeup of my wet pussy and round ass. You also get to see lots of great cleavage. There is over 2300 photos and 15 video clips in the members SEXtion. I also have 11 videos. I do custom sets and videos. If you want one done just for you please let me know. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

In Honor And In Loving Memory Of Keira Lynn Deluca
In Honor and In Loving Memory Of Keira Lynn Deluca Our Little Angel Keira Lynn Deluca I felt your presence there inside of me, nestled soft and warm; Sweet scent of baby's breath, precious words left unadorned. I saw your tiny heartbeat, then I knew that you were fine; A perfect baby we created, one that would be mine. Then that tragic day it came there was nothing I could do, Only wait and hope for the precious life of you. Yes in the beginning your daddy was afraid; Only he would love you unconditional and never run away. He loved you more this I do know, as he cried for you that day, When the doctor said that you were gone, daddy wanted you to stay. He would have held you close to him, and see your perfect form, A gift of daddy's love, would have kept you safe and warm. Only now you are an angel over me beautiful and bare, My heart would hurt if you cried for me and mommy was not there. Still we are together in my heart and

Pervert On The Loose
This guy is a pervert. plus he beats up on over weight women and women who have a mental illness. He talks them into giving him naked pictures of themself then threatens to post them if they don't behave. He should be removed off of fubar so he can't pray on anyone else. Thankfully he did not get to me but he did hurt my friend on here and threatened to show her pictures with her face in the pictures. This man discustes me. HeartStopper http://fubar.com/user/1827162

So Unbelievably Sad
The following are my friend's words.. If this doesnt break your heart.. Then you're made of stone.. Please read this, and keep her in your thoughts.. Be strong Kelly.. KJZ My Angel Roxxy Chops She gave so much to be so little.. but Angels always do. Parvo killed my dog today. I'm an emotional wreck, I'm having a hard time even writing this down, so please bare with me. I wanted to share this now, and early, because Parvo kills fast with minor warnings, and it's this time of year when Parvo is most likely going to be spread to your dog. Parvo attacks puppies and small dogs more than it does adult dogs, but don't think your pooch is safe from Parvo just because he is older. Parvo attacks lining in the dogs intestines, which causes diarrhea which can become bloody, depression, and vomiting. If not treated fast enough the dog will lose all of it's nutrients and electrolytes. Roxxy died in 72hours, thats how deadly it was. She was brought to the vet the day before and

Confessions
I thought I'd make a confession blog, it can be really powerful and healing, being able to let things out and share our stories. I'll start... I confess that I always worry that my cancer is back when I feel pain in the area where my right kidney use to be. I confess that I don't answer my sister's calls because she talks to damn much and it's usually about some ignorant shit. AHHHHH...I feel better :D your turn...

Noooooooooah
If you receive an email entitled 'Bedtimes' Delete it IMMEDIATELY. Do not open it. Apparently this one is pretty nasty. It will not only erase everything on your hard drive, but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer. It demagnetizes the stripes on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM access code, screws up the tracking on your VCR, and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will program your phone auto dial to call only 0898 numbers. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. IT WILL CAUSE YOUR TOILET TO FLUSH WHILE YOU ARE SHOWERING. It will drink ALL your beer. FOR GOODNESS SAKE, ARE YOU LISTENING? ? It will leave dirty underwear on the coffee table when you are expecting company. It will replace your shampoo with Nair and your Nair with Rogaine. If the 'Bedtimes' message opened in a Windows 95/98 environment, it will leave the toilet seat up and leave

Updated Riders List!!!!
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Joke
A woman decides to have a facelift for her 50th birthday. She spends $15,000 and feels pretty good about the results. On her way home, she stops at a newsstand to buy a newspaper. Before leaving, she says to the clerk, 'I hope you don't mind my asking, but how old do you think I am?' 'About 32,' is the reply.' 'Nope! I'm exactly 50,' the woman says happily. A little while later she goes into McDonald's and asks the counter girl the very same question. The girl replies, 'I'd guess about 29.' The woman replies with a big smile, 'Nope, I'm 50.' Now she's feeling really good about herself. She stops in a drug store on her way down the street. She goes up to the counter to get some mints and asks the clerk this burning question. The clerk responds, 'Oh, I'd say 30.' Again she proudly responds, 'I'm 50, but thank you!' While waiting for the bus to go home, she asks an old man waiting next to her the same question. He replies, 'Lady, I'm 7

Always Something
Always something Do what you can do, with what you have, every chance you get. Moving just one step forward will give you a positive foothold upon which to build. Often it is easy to choose to see yourself and treat yourself as a victim. Yet by making such a choice, you quickly surrender control over your own life. Instead of giving up and becoming a victim, know that there is always something positive you can do. There is always some action with which you can move yourself forward. Life's greatest triumphs often have their origins in times of great difficulty. In each challenge there is fertile ground for building great value. Do you feel overwhelmed by your circumstances? The best way to get away from that feeling is to step forward and do something positive and productive. With every positive action, your power increases. Step by step, moment by moment, move your life exactly where you choose to go. -- Ralph Marston

Do I Have A Good Picture Of Myself Today?
You are reading from the book Today's Gift Self-image sets the boundaries of individual accomplishment. --Maxwell Maltz The way we think about ourselves determines how we behave and who we become. If Eileen believes she is good at baseball, she will swing the bat more confidently and catch fly balls more easily. And her extra effort will generally pay off. At math, Steve thinks he's a whiz and it makes him proud. He studies so he'll continue to be a whiz. The image we have of ourselves is like the blueprint the contractor follows when building a house. When we see ourselves sad or angry, our behavior and personality will match it. When we see ourselves withdrawn and afraid, we seem to avoid activities that involve others. How wonderful that we can change our behavior and thus ourselves by changing the picture we carry in our minds. Do I have a good picture of myself today?

Ahhhhhh, This Ol World...
The "Naked Cowboy" is suing M&M's for copyright infringement, because they have adds depictiong their lil guys dressed as cowboys in adds. This is why America is so expensive. At least part of the reason. I have been looking at their adds for years, and they've dressed up as various occupations before, never with clothes, but the accesories. And a guy who has become "famous" because he sits in Times Square in his underwear, playing a guitar, wearing a cowboy hat, is suing them. I'm all for big business getting taken down a notch, but in this case, I hope they win. In fact, I hope they counter sue, so that celebrity wannabe has to put some clothes on. It brings to mind other famous lawsuits, that juries have dropped the ball on. You know the most famous. The 80 year old woman who sued McDonalds because she spilled it on her cooch, and it burned her. She claimed it was too hot. I've been drinking coffee for years, and you get it two ways...too hot, or iced. But th

Poor, Empathic Hotrod. :(
Hotrod's my oldest, he's almost 11 (acts, looks, 6 or 7). he's brilliant. he learned to roll over with me showing him *twice*. he learned to do it in less than two minutes, basically. he also can do other sorts of things. so, even though many cats are smart, Hotrod's not only smart, but desirous to please. we've always been very close. the first time i was away from him, i was in NYC for about a week. i came back to a cat who'd run away from home. i spent hundreds posting ads, only to find, as soon as i had posted said ads, that he was pouting in the barn behind my house. angry, pouty, in just a SHITTY mood. after that, even though, of course, i had him neutered, he made a special effort to get into a fight of some sort and get an infection whenever i'd be out of town for more than one day. anyway, i got in from work last night, and HR was vomiting and in pain. i took him to the animal ER in town, and they figured he had hairballs or somesuch. they gave him stuff for it all

I Know The Truth
Woke up this morning and found more evidence that you have never been true 2 me...You never were and i know that you never planned 2be..like in my other blog you did take my heart for granted and sad 2 say that i wasted a year on you...What a waste..No woman should be treated like this!!! Just when u asked if my other blogs were for you....Well They Were!!!!! I'm tired of this crap!!!I should have let u go when i was going 2 in 2007. should have listened to people and 2 my heart!!!!! Never Never shall we be what we were!!!!

Your It..
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? sleeping 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? overbearing 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? friends 7. Your dream last night? nothing 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? Country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? mean 16. Muffins? nope 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? Here 19. The last thing you did? slept 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? no 22. Your pets? many 23. Your computer? emachine 24. Your life? hectic 25. Your mood? annoyed 26. Missi

4th Of July Weekend
hey all i will be out of town this weekend coming...going to tenn with my cousins and some friends until maybe monday or tuesday...just wanna let u all know ahead of time!...I hope someone will miss me!

Flinging Bra At Trolley Car Saves Missing Gal
Good Morning, now I have been to Coyote Ugly before and seen Bras dangling from the ceiling…some big’ns too…but this next story has got to take the Bra world by the…hmmm Wonder Bra world by the cups… An American woman was airlifted from a German mountainside after sending an SOS signal… with her bra. The woman - missing for over three days - hooked the brightly colored sports bra on a cable used for transporting logs to a valley below hoping it would lead rescuers to her. The 24-year-old outdoors enthusiast from Colorado injured herself in the Bavarian Alps while walking solo near Berchtesgaden close to the border with Austria. "She was saved because she was really clever and in good physical shape," said police chief Adolph Günther. “Hanging the bra out saved her life because a logger saw it, heard about the search for a missing woman, and called mountain rescue.” The 36" DD bra’s owner was found a few hours after it was spotted three days later by a helicopt

Help Fight!
Help fight domestic violence, educate young girls on the subject and help fight against breast cancer! $13.00 is all it takes! Mary Kay Inc. will donate 100% of their profit from the Apple Berry lipstick sales to each of these causes. Please go to my website at www.marykay.com/jtemple13 for more information

Great Thoughts
Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun. Birthdays are good for you: the more you have the longer you live. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. I have noticed that the people who are late are often so much jollier than the people who have to wait for them. If ignorance is bliss, why aren't more people happy? Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us. If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day, how come nothing in the store is free yet? You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once. Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened. We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors ...but they all have to learn to live in the same box. Everything should be made as simple as possible, but no

The Awakening
A time comes in your life when you finally get it. When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter). and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you, and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that

Music The Pogues
I just want to see you When youre all alone I just want to catch you if I can I just want to be there When the morning light explodes On your face it radiates I cant escape I love you till the end I just want to tell you nothing You dont want to hear All I want is for you to say Why dont you just take me Where Ive never been before I know you want to hear me Catch my breath I love you till the end I just want to be there When were caught in the rain I just want to see you laugh not cry I just want to feel you When the night puts on its cloak Im lost for words dont tell me All I can say I love you till the end

Update Regarding Mum
Hi I hope you are having a good week. I received a phone call last night, my mum has been admitted to hospital with breathing difficulties. The doctors have diagnosed a chest infection and left - sided heart failure. Her chemo has had to be put on hold for now. Please keep her in your prayers, she is vey poorly at the moment. I'm going to be back and forth the hospital again so i won't be on here much but i will try to get on in the evenings where possible. I will miss you all while i'm away, stay safe all. EDIT It looks as though mum has some liver problems too and the chemo will be stopped permenantly. If that is the case they will try and find an alternative treatment for the cancer. My mum is undergoing some tests at the moment - ECG,Echocardiograms,Blood tests,X-rays and a Body scan. She is on IV antibiotics for the chest infection but they are having trouble stablising(sp) her temperature. Thank you all for your kind words, they mean so much ((((hugs)))) t

Sry...been Bizzy
so yah....shit tons of work and stuff.... and i got a new phone.....so whatever... :P so im finally online 4 a sec... and i see nothins changed but some new pics and weird faces..... blahhhhhhhhh cmon fukrs.... gues my middle name... 1 person did...but she knew it already.....hahaha n e way...its fun here in denver....met a few ppl i never met b4...its cool... hahaha... 1 of them stopd callin me.....L WELL lmao! so if u got my #...call me ps. mark knopfler 2day...rush 2morrow !

Nearly Unnoticed
Nearly Unnoticed She is lonely Even though you can't tell She is reaching out For what, she doesn't know She will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across Her and all of her emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise she will have drifted too far And she may let go Of whatever grasp of the world she has As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed.

Feeling Down
Been feeling down on myself lately..and did some serious thinking last night. Part reason lately..is I feel like couple of my closest friends have left me. Even though they said they still care..I have taken it personally. Anyways,, I am done feeling that way. If they leave..or don't care no more..guess they never really did. Another reason been feeling down..is I have gained a bunch of weight this past year. Didn't actually know how much til I weighed myself lastnight. Anyways..it was enough to get me motivated. Today is a new day..I start my dieting. UGH. I am also getting a new bike. I will get myself motivated..if it kills me. Anyways, I am sure I been moody with a few of my friends on here..and just letting you all know..why. Todays beginning of a new me. Well I am off to work right now.. have a great Tuesday!

Tagged
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bedside table 2. Your significant other? missing 3. Your hair? red 4. Your mother? gone 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? contentment 7. Your dream last night? my daughter 8. Your favorite drink? coconut rum 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? blues 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? rich 16. Muffins? banana nut 17. One of your wish list items? travel 18. Where you grew up? Mississippi 19. The last thing you did? coffee 20. What are you wearing? lingerie 21. TV? sports 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? con

My Reunion 'part 3
Life sure has a way of smacking people back into reality. The reunion sucked. Without going into any great details, let me just say that no matter how much time has passed, some people never change. They were and always will be total dillweeds! I can't say it was a total loss. I did get to spend some time with my family and some friends from long ago. I guess the saddest part of my journey was that my parents are getting divorced after more than 23yrs of marriage. I got that bomb dropped on me the day after the reunion. Such is life i guess. I kinda seen it comming for the last few yrs. My mother beingall wrapped up in her church and ministry. She left dad by the wayside. I guess I can't really blame him too much for wanting to end the marriage. I know he wasn't very happy for the last few yrs. Qite frankly, i'm suprised it took this long.

Great News!!!
MyHotComments I just found out that I'm going to be an auntie to 2 brand new babies! My sister Lacey and sister-in-law Samantha are both 7 weeks pregnant!!! Both are due in early Feb. 2009. Will keep you all updated. This is so exciting! 2 beautiful babies to love, spoil and GIVE BACK at the end of the day! :P

Vote For Me In 2020 Part 2
This is a continuation of part 1 on my campaign for President. -The 4th of July, my favorite holiday. Okay, too many restrictions have been placed on the explosives manner of this holiday. Alright, I'mma lay it out right quick: There shall be no restrictions on the type of fireworks that can be used for the celebration of this holiday. BUT!!!! Some of y'all know I am a firefighter.. so, if there is a burn ban enacted, there will be at LEAST somewhere to light them off, with fire crews standing by. We don't want the whole fucking place burning down, but at least people will get to have fun, celebrate, and all that goodness. I'm not saying set them off wherever, especially if there's a Red flag Warning in effect (look it up, i ain't your search engine), but the citizens should be albe to light some up. I can't let it get too lax, lest someone burns their entire state down. Then people will be homeless and there will be kids without a place to crash and play video games and play and

Dont Worry
Life is a mess my son, this you will see Though your 7 years old, loved and protected by daddy So much innocence I find in your little face Not a care in the world, not aware its time to set your pace I know youll do fine my son, though your not aware That the world is tough and hard out there Leave your mark young Zachery, and leave part of you where ever you go The world will change with you, your love to be known Touch lives where ever you roam within this world Get married only once, but love many girls Dont ever sell yourself short, and always remember this Dont ever give up, and always love those that you will miss

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Patrice Oneal, Many New O&a Videos, New Boobs On Ratemywow, George Carlin Tribute, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) The Opie and Anthony Radio POgram is broadcasting LIVE on this somewhat damp Tuesday morning. Our own Jim Norton is out today, so we'll be hanging with the host of The Black Philip Show himself, Patrice Oneal. We're also going to take a look back on the late, great George Carlin, who passed away over the weekend. ...speaking of Mr. George Carlin... we've got some videos to show you... OLD SCHOOL O&A - George Carlin Clips: Also, be sure to check out George Carlin's video clips from his last appearance on the O&A Show, as well as some clips of him on Tough Crowd: George Carlin Returns to the O&A Show - Part 1 George Carlin Returns to the O&A Show - Part 2 George Carlin on 'Tough Crowd' - Porno George Carlin on 'Tough Crowd' - Molestation George Carlin on 'Tough Crowd' - Legalizing Gay Sex George Carlin and Jim Norton do a skit together Thanks to the tireless efforts of our own E Rock,

Barely Graceful
My precious girl, now 12 years old You try so hard to go forward as your world unfolds No matter what battles we have faced Even when homeless, we shared such strength You and mommy have so much in common Our will to survive, is biggest amoung them Life isnt easy, and its been so hard on us both Yet you came through with me, of this you should be proud and boast I love you my girl, and I am so very proud And through it all, weve never had doubts You continue in your world, so confusing and torn Fighting like a trooper, not allowing yourself to be beaten or torn You have my strenght and Im so proud you do Just like me, the world will never get to you So take my hand, and together we will share When our fight stops, I will still be there I love you

Vote For Me In 2020 Part 1
I've announced that I was running for president in the year 2020. Why so late, you may ask? Well, that's when I'll be old enough to run, that's why. So here are my thoughts: -I support gay marriage. I believe that gay people should have every right to fall in love, get married, move together, get in a fight, get pissed off, get a messy divorce, and lose half their shit like the rest of us do. -I would like to start a new branch of the Military. Called 'The Horde', that branch will be the main one dedicated to Homeland Security. And they'll start with the prison system. There are a bunch of motherfuckers on death row. Some for heinous crimes. The Horde will take them out. The ones that have been convicted beyond a shadow of a doubt of rape and crimes against children will be in the front of the line. Those fuckers are soaking up tax money by getting 3 hots and a cot for too long, when that money could go toward bettering education systems and providing aid for them hardworking mo

Here I Am
Here I am, Love me for what you see I will never be anything more than just me My heart open, my head strong my heart focused Away I go, alone but never feeling hopeless I have the strength of many men and a heart determined to never give in To love me is a challange, yet here I am To hold me is a battle, but do as you can Have faith in yourself, before you take hold of me Because without faith, Love will never be Keep your mind pure and your heart true Before you can love me, you must first love you So again I say, and for a final time Here I am, and I am fine

Steven
Since I really dont know how or where to begin here, the best thing would be to just let it flow, I guess. Seems to be the norm for me lately. I never seem to stop and think about what I am saying before I say it, and it is a harsh reality when you have to live with the fact that you have hurt someone really bad and you cant take it back no matter how bad you want too. It is a harsh reality when you realize that the words that brew up inside of you in the heat of the moment can ruin your entire future. Once they are said, they will forever be there. It doesnt matter that you didnt mean a word that you said, doesnt matter that the words were said in anger and in a moment of being hurt. It just doesnt matter. I look back on my life and I realize that the past 20 years I have walked around and functioned as little more than an empty shell. I was so unhappy and miserable that I wasnt even really alive, I was just going through the motions. It saddens me to no end that it took me thi

Fubar Auctions
I am very new in here and just noticed these auctions that are going on. I got a bit of info on what they are. I do know that the people being auctioned off list a number of things that the winner would receive from the person being auctioned off. Does the person being auctioned off get anything out of the deal? Just curious on getting more details in case I were to bid on someone one of these days or in case I were up for auction, what kinds of things one should offer to hopeful winners.

In Need Of ............
I guess I should give you the back story that goes with this. Okay so I met this guy online {i know what your thinking} we started to date but because we couldn't see each other as much as we would have liked to we agreed to see other ppl but to stay friends. Anyways he met this girl.... all the power to him. I'm just not sure what to do with the situation below because apparently now he doesn't want to talk to me and she is threatening to beat my skull in. I guess I just need to get this off my mind. Do you all think that it is fair that just because I was talking to my ex bf online that his new girlfriend needs to threaten me. She told me I shouldn't be talking to him and if I continued to do so that she would get her friends up where I live to beat me up!!! I told her that it wasn't worth my time to get into it with her at over this and that she should grow up. She is continuing to harass me over this and I am fed up with her and this fucking situation. I am afraid that I am

When There Was...
When there was me and you, I knew where i stood i never feared rejection, i had all the love i could want When there was me and you, I beleieved in myself words couldn't hurt me you stood by my side. When there was me and you, i felt beautiful i didn't need a mirror, it shone in your eyes. When there was me and you, I truly felt alive but now you've gone away and left me, just a shell

Nasa Morons
WASHINGTON - Exactly 20 years after warning America about global warming, a top NASA scientist said the situation has gotten so bad that the world's only hope is drastic action. James Hansen told Congress on Monday that the world has long passed the "dangerous level" for greenhouse gases in the atmosphere and needs to get back to 1988 levels. He said Earth's atmosphere can only stay this loaded with man-made carbon dioxide for a couple more decades without changes such as mass extinction, ecosystem collapse and dramatic sea level rises. "We're toast if we don't get on a very different path," Hansen, director of the Goddard Institute of Space Sciences who is sometimes called the godfather of global warming science, told The Associated Press. "This is the last chance." Hansen brought global warming home to the public in June 1988 during a Washington heat wave, telling a Senate hearing that global warming was already here. To mark the anniversary, he testified before the House Select Comm

If You Can Afford Me
If you want me, a cherry on top, the pick of the peck, The crème de la crop. If you want me you better do better than that tonight. Oh, Oh. If you want me, it takes more than a wink, And more than a twink and more than you think. If you want me you're gunna have to break the bank, tonight. Cuz some don't have the patience, some call me high-maintenance But you pay the bill, cuz, that's the deal. If you wanna ride, just name your price don't play cheap, with your heart Don't make a bet if you can't write the check, for me, for me. Cuz I can be bought, but you'll pay the cost If you can afford me If you want me, I'm not a piece of ass, a one night stand, a storage ship I think you better walk by, tonight Oh, no. If you want me, then stop begging I don't put out for charity If you want me there's no discount price tonight But I don't need your dollar bills I just want something real Cuz, nothing's free, except a lovin' me If you wanna ride, just name your price d

Hello All My Friends
Just wanted to let you know i miss you all and hope everyone is doing well...I have gotten pretty busy and just havent had that much time to get on fubar. You all may email me if you would like and I will make sure to reply back...my address is mom2nvb@yahoo.com kisses to you all..and take care, muah

"the Freak Within"
"The Freak Within" Well if you want a freak then step this way, Because your pussy is gonna scream with what I'm about to say. I want you handcuffed to the bed nakedly waiting, You can't move now so let me help you with your masturbating. You’re licking your lips now getting hella wet, Begging for this dick like a porno vet. Licking on them pussy lips, Making you moan when I get between your hips. Now I gotta let your hands go, 'Cause I'm gonna put you on your knees and fuck you in your asshole. Penetrating now that I'm deep inside, You’re starting to shake on this freaky ride. Your wet pussy is dripping on the floor, Begging, screaming and asking for more. Now how about you suck my dick, Get the whip cream and you can have a banana split. I'm gonna pull on your hair and get hella wild, Jump on and ride me rodeo style. Slapping you on your ass while you jump up and down, You’re my queen now so take your crown. I know you came hard cuz even my balls are wet, And ou

Butterscotch Sunday
Butterscotch Sunday Sunday night with nothing to do, All alone just me and you. I've got an idea that seems just right, Lie down and relax 'cause this is gonna take all night. I've got some "Butterscotch" that tastes so sweet, For you to put on me from head to feet. "Butterscotch!" Yes that's the shit, That'll give you a night you'll never forget. First you can start around my tits, From nipple to nipple with a couple of licks. Then you can smother it between my thighs, Only to hear my "Butterscotch" cries. Down my ankles between my toes, This is where the "Butterscotch" goes. Hold on a second 'cause you’re not done, For we've only begun our "Butterscotch" fun. Then up my thighs you'll start to lick, Not stopping till you reach my clit. I think you should stay right here a while, As I wiggle, giggle and give you a smile. Sucking and nibbling gonna taste it all, It's not just a party it's a "Butterscotch" ball. Rubbing my nipples while sucking my clit, Until a ti

June 2008
Diese Mail markieren A Message from Tyler Perry - I Had to Share This Freitag, 20. Juni, 2008 23:40 Uhr Von: "Tyler Perry Mailing List" Absender in den Kontakten speichern An: all_lists@tylerperrystudios.net Something happened to me yesterday that I had to share with you. I was dealing with some foolishness, as we all do from time to time, and I was about to get frustrated and start to complain--but before I could get a negative word out, I caught it. It’s always better to bless than to curse. So I decided to think about all of the blessings in my life. I went for a ride over to 47 Twenty Fifth Street, Apartment 8 here in Atlanta. This was my last apartment; right after being homeless. I lived in it just 10 short years ago. When I got there I saw that they were going to be tearing it down soon. I asked the new developer if I could get in and take some pictures (I have to show you these pictures). I wasn’t prepared for what happened when I went in. I opened

Multiple Sclerosis Challenge Walk
Here is the deal I do the 30 mile Multiple Sclerosis Challenge Walk evey year. The MS Society requires each walker to bring at least 1500 dollars in sponsorship each year. The walk I am doing this year is in Washington D.C September 27-28. We walk 20 miles the first day and 10 the second. We will be finishing on the steps of the capitol building. You can donate online thur the MS society website on my page. Any and all donations are appreciated and welcome http://main.nationalmssociety.org/site/TR?px=3013301&fr_id=7970&pg=personal

Do U Want To Own Me !!!!!
ATTENTION LADIES!! ITZ AUCTION TIME AGAIN AND WOULD'NT U JUST LOVE TO START YOUR SUMMER OFF BY OWNING THIS MAGNIFICENT GENTLEMAN!! *BIG POPPA'S* UP FOR AUCTION AND HE CAN BE YOURS FOR AN ENTIRE MONTH SHOWING YOU MADDDDDD LOVE♥! SO COME BY AND CHECK HIM OUT, RATE HIS PIC AND GET TA BIDDIN'!! U DON'T WANNA MISS OUT ON THIS ONE, HE'S A TRUE FRIEND & ONE THE REALEST PEEPS ON THA FU'!☺ JUST CLICK ON HIS PIC TO RATE IT AND THEN BID ON IT!☺

Rip George Carlin
SANTA MONICA, Calif. - A publicist for George Carlin says the legendary comedian has died of heart failure at a hospital in Santa Monica, Calif. ADVERTISEMENT Jeff Abraham says Carlin went into St. John's Health Center on Sunday afternoon, complaining of chest pain. Carlin died at 5:55 p.m. PDT. He was 71. Carlin, who had a history of heart trouble, performed as recently as last weekend at the Orleans Casino and Hotel in Las Vegas. It was announced Tuesday that Carlin was being awarded the 11th annual Mark Twain Prize for American Humor. The dean of counterculture comedians, Carlin constantly pushed the envelop with his jokes, particularly with a routine called "The Seven Words You Can Never Say On TV."

1st Reactions
This is called “FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ. You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 33 things. You can’t think and go back and change your answers. TIP: erase all of the other persons answers first..that way u can think in blank Beer:>>> Bud-wise-er McDonald's>>> 1/4 pounder w/ cheese Relationships:>>> suck Purple:>>> donny osmonds socks Power Rangers:>>> my nephew loved them Steroids:>>> small balls Cartoons:>>> saturday mornings The President:>>> asshole Tupperware:>>> party Florida:>>> sun Santa Claus:>>> a fraud Halloween:>>> mike meyers Alice:>>> a bad radio station Myspace>>> booring Clowns:>>> poltergiest Paris:>>> royale with cheese....from pulp fiction Patty:>>> charlie brown Redheads:>>> Lucy Blondes:>>> have more fun! Pass the:>> buck Donald Trump:>> bad hair Neverland:>>> my anus! Pixie:>>> dust Vanilla ice cream:>>> chocolate is better Hooters:>>> Bewbies High schoo

Safe, Sane, Consensual For Your Health
Because i am a nurse...health concerns me. This information is to serve as guidance only! Always check whether your play partner is on any medication or has any medical condition that may become complicated during play. Always tell your partner if you are on any medication or have any medical condition. Seek full medical advice from your GP if s/he is BDSM friendly or ask anonymously at one of the many internet doctor sites on the web. Never compromise your health and safety. Bruising Repeated bruising could cause anaemia, (a pathological deficiency in the oxygen-carrying component of the blood, measured in unit volume concentrations of haemoglobin, red blood cell volume, or red blood cell number.) Scarring could occur at the site of the bruising., from the bruises or from compaction of the skin layers caused by use of hard wooden or leather paddles. Scar tissue has less circulation and this may show as whiter areas on a bum reddened by spanking or a bum reddened by hot bath wat

I'd Rather Fall In Chocolate...
Love is only a dirty trick played on us to achieve continuation of the species. ~W. Somerset Maugham, A Writer's Notebook, 1949 When love is not madness, it is not love. ~Pedro Calderon de la Barca Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ~Sandra J. Dykes Love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker. ~Author Unknown Love is a sweet tyranny, because the lover endureth his torments willingly. ~Proverb When a man is in love or in debt, someone else has the advantage. ~Bill Balance Love is an ocean of emotions entirely surrounded by expenses. ~Lord Dewar Love is an exploding cigar we willingly smoke. ~Lynda Barry Love is the word used to label the sexual excitement of the young, the habituation of the middle-aged, and the mutual dependence of the old. ~John Ciardi People who are sensible a

First Thoughts
This is called “FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ. You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 33 things. You can’t think and go back and change your answers. TIP: erase all of the other persons answers first..that way u can think in blank Beer:>>> gross McDonald's>>> big mac Relationships:>>> for chumps Purple:>>> tinky winky Power Rangers:>>> the pink ranger's real name is Amy Steroids:>>> MLB Cartoons:>>> saturday mornings The President:>>> douchebag Tupperware:>>> I need some for my apartment Florida:>>> old people Santa Claus:>>> my mom Halloween:>>> Franklin St. with my girls Alice:>>> the Mad Hatter Myspace>>> not as cool as fubar Clowns:>>> stupid Paris:>>> smelly, from what I hear Patty:>>> sausage Redheads:>>> LEXI! Blondes:>>> have more fun! Pass the:>> dutch. haha. It's a good song Donald Trump:>> loser Neverland:>>> child molestation Pixie:>>> Tinkerbell >> chocolate is better Hoote

Tied For Darius..............
She awoke softly, a gentle breeze blowing across her exposed skin. She looked up and smiled as a sparrow hopped along her open window sill. Stretching, she turned her gaze to the clock... 8am... still early. She lay there, basking in the warmth of the sunlight, not quite ready to get up and out of her comfy bed. Her slender hand covered her full pink lips as she yawned softly. As she began dozing off again, a soft whine got her attention. She looked over to her little puppy in his kennel. Sighing softly, she rose from her bed, taking the robe that was hanging on the chair nearby. She tied the robe around her naked body as she walked to the kennel. Bending over, the edge of her robe rose up, exposing the slight curve of her ass. A quick pull on the latch and she opened the kennel door. "Morning Adam, did you sleep well?" she asked the bouncing puppy as he bounded into the room. She looked down at him as he greeted her by licking her toes and wagging his white flag of a tail furious

Hwezhop =)
If you like wrestling please come buy some items from the links below! Cheque these sites out! http://www.cafepress.com/HWEZhop http://www.cafepress.com/DanteCruzItems http://www.cafepress.com/Reaperstuff (More wrestler links to come as the creative team thinks of ideas for designs)

Drunkeness Is A Temporary Suicide
Stay busy, get plenty of exercise, and don't drink too much. Then again, don't drink too little. ~Herman "Jackrabbit" Smith-Johannsen Always do sober what you said you'd do drunk. That will teach you to keep your mouth shut. ~Ernest Hemingway A hangover is the wrath of grapes. ~Author Unknown I prefer to think that God is not dead, just drunk. ~John Marcellus Huston If you must drink and drive, drink Pepsi. ~Author unknown, as seen on a bumper sticker Draft beer, not people. ~Author Unknown The first thing in the human personality that dissolves in alcohol is dignity. ~Author Unknown Wine is bottled poetry. ~Robert Louis Stevenson When the wine goes in, strange things come out. ~Johann Christoph Friedrich von Schiller, The Piccolomini, 1799 If drinking is interfering with your work, you're probably a heavy drinker. If work is interfering with your drinking, you're probably an alcoholic. ~Author Unknown If you know someone w

Let Your Tears Flow To Water Your Soul
The sorrow which has no vent in tears may make other organs weep. ~Henry Maudsley When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. ~Kahlil Gibran Let your tears come. Let them water your soul. ~Eileen Mayhew Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward. ~Kurt Vonnegut Heaven knows we need never be ashamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts. ~Charles Dickens, Great Expectations, 1860 The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears. ~John Vance Cheney Tearless grief bleeds inwardly. ~Christian Nevell Bovee Time engraves our faces with all the tears we have not shed. ~Natalie Clifford Barney Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water. ~Antoine Riv

Wtf...
What is a bigot? I get accused of being a bigot in chat. Is this because I have strong beliefs and share them? If so .. then it's untrue. I listen to everyone - then tell them to fuck off and leave me alone! Labels - Why is it people say "Don't label me!" and then later I see them saying "I'm a sub/slave/Master/Dom" or "I'm looking for a sub/slave/Master/Dom". Surely labels help to define who we are and what we are and therefore helps in finding a kindred spirit. They might not be quite sure of what they want but must have some sort of draw to bring them to the BDSM arena in the first place. I think labels are good!!!! They help us define who we are. i am a sub :-p Lots of subs with bad 1st experiences – main causes : this is when dreams are in fluffy- cuffy land and then they've met a proper bdsmer – go to a club – think it's all fet wear – dom canes or crops – maybe they've made out in chat that they can take a caning – (famous sub saying : I have some experience) note : silk

Men...
You [men] are not our protectors.... If you were, who would there be to protect us from? ~Mary Edwards Walker Can you imagine a world without men? No crime and lots of happy fat women. ~Attributed to both Marion Smith and Nicole Hollander Sometimes I wonder if men and women really suit each other. Perhaps they should live next door and just visit now and then. ~Katharine Hepburn The first time you buy a house you see how pretty the paint is and buy it. The second time you look to see if the basement has termites. It's the same with men. ~Lupe Velez The tragedy of machismo is that a man is never quite man enough. ~Germaine Greer All women become like their mothers. That is their tragedy. No man does. That's his. ~Oscar Wilde, The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895 A man snatches the first kiss, pleads for the second, demands the third, takes the fourth, accepts the fifth - and endures all the rest. ~Helen Rowland It takes a woman twenty ye

Look Here If You Tagged Me Or I Tagged You!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Purse 2. Your significant other? Away 3. Your hair? Dark 4. Your mother? Dependable 5. Your father? Missing 6. Your favorite thing? Son 7. Your dream last night? Forgotten 8. Your favorite drink? Coke 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? Black 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Car 18. Where you grew up? Texas 19. The last thing you did? Undress 20. What are you wearing? Nothing 21. TV? Movie 22. Your pets? Big 23. Your computer? Old 24. Your life? Boring 25. Your mood? Good 26. Missing

Randum Thoughts.
Hello I decided to post my first blog here. I sometimes blog alot but sometimes I make no real sense. I just like to type things off the top of my head just to clear my mind. Things have been so crazy here lately in my life. My past likes to come bight me in my ass. I can't seem to get away from it. I hate some of the stupid mistakes I have made but what was done is done. I can take it back and I can't change anything. I hate it when people like to continuesly judge me for what I had done. I am so tired of saying "I'm Sorry" to the same people over and over again about the same subjects. It's like they don't hear a damn thing I am saying to them. Well if you decided to continue to judge me for my mistaked I have said over and over again that I was sorry about them just piss off. I refuse to continue to talk about it. Nobody is purfact. Everybodies shit stinks. And I refuse to be judged like I am the most wrongest person on the face of the earth. That is just one of my many issue

Good Quotes
good quotes......."if you love something let it go, if it comes back to you its yours if not it never was." "wanting and wishing aren't gonna get you anywhere doing and pursuing will.'' Listen to the logic side of your heart" "over 1,000,000 times I have failed, and that is why I suceed." "Dare to be different" "take a walk in the pouring rain" "don't get an STD" "don't trick people into doing something they don't want to" "be kind" "always believe in yourself" "use others doubts as fuel to your fire" "Set goals, achieve them, and then set more goals" "always have a direction to follow, but if there are flowers along the way make sure you stop and smell them" "be aware of our priorities, be responsible, have respect" "Fall in love, but only when your ready to be able to give them your heart and give them the ability to crush it but trust them enough not to" "love the life you live, live the live you love" and when someone calls you wierd simply enjoy the fact that you are not the typic

Enough With The Damn Bouncer Checks Already.
A while ago they installed bouncer checks to curb all the comment bombing that was going on. So you don't comment bomb and think you're immune? Think again. Now they show up randomly while your rating photos, reading someone's profile, going back and forth through a profile and even sending private messages to other people. They sure have sucked the fun out of this place ever since the Lost Cherry days.

One Word
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Book 2. Your significant other? Beautiful 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Awesome 5. Your father? Super 6. Your favorite thing? Baseball 7. Your dream last night? Dunno 8. Your favorite drink? Water 9. Your dream/goal? Happiness 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Lots 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Home 14. Where were you last night? Texas 15. What you're not? Awake 16. Muffins? Chocolate 17. One of your wish list items? Money 18. Where you grew up? Nicasio 19. The last thing you did? Shower 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? Baseball 22. Your pets? Lovable 23. Your computer? Rough 24. Your life? Decent 25. Your mood?

Perfect Dream
> i close my eyes, i think of you > away i slip into a dream to a world > where everything is perfect, > the days are so bright, the nights sky > full with beautiful stars > > im long awaiting for a knock at the door > it seems like ive been waiting forever > but there, i hear it, you are here at last > the man of my dreams, > > i open the door and just look into your eyes, > with a smile on my face > i reach out and take your hand, > leading you into the hallway > i close the door behind you, > > i gently push you against the door, > and brush my body sloftly against yours > i whisper in your ear, i want to kiss you > i feel your heart beat faster, > your breathing stronger and your > manhood harden. > > i close my eyes and softly brush > my lips across yours, then i run my tongue > over them and kiss your bottom lip then the top, > i slip my tongue just between your lips and you > touch it with yours, we kiss with such passion > and desire i see it in you

Nail Biter....
For those of you who antisipate a lively blog that is witty yet suspensefull, I hate to be the bearer of bad news on this one...but in all honesty this blog is exactly what it says it is...I'm a nail biter, and after several months of long strenuous nights fighting the urge to nibble I had managed to grow lovely, beautifull, long nails that my daughter so inquisitively asked "mommy are those fake?" To which I responded with most pride in saying "no, they're mine...all...mine!" until... Last night! Oh I could just shoot myself for doing this! I can't believe in one sitting I managed to do away with ten digits worth of lovely manicured, all "real" finger nails! Why must my oral fixation dominate my coping strategies?!! It happened late last night while catching the latest tivoed episode of Ghost Hunters...You should of seen the footage they caught with the thermo camera...Omg...you could totally see a figure, shaped like a person walk in front of the camera then walk away...

Auction..
Well Bad habitz is havin an auction on their staff..which kinda gave me the idea that Im going to auction off some of my pix to the highest bidder..so yeah I really dont know what pix to auction and I will put them in a folder..so if u see a pic that u think would be a good auction..holla at me.

Slipping Away
Slipping Away Deeper and deeper Into the abyss of humanity Broken promises Betrayals in my bed Words of "always" Like smoke in the wind Knowing the light Is not enough To a weak heart Kiss me before speaking Know me by my embrace I beg of you Join me in my castle keep Drink the wine of kings Look in my eyes Ask no questions tonight It's all slipping away It's all up to you now Freely do I give my life And my soul Choose tonight The head or the heart All that I am Awaits...

In Your Eyes
In Your Eyes Tonight you are celestial In a crowded room of want and desire I feel you letting go of earthly walls Pulsating lights match starving hearts Hunger in your eyes A banquet in mine In this world of inescapable fantasy We will dine tonight On pleasures locked tightly away No boundaries in your eyes We've both dreamt of this release Open to the touch Waiting in a room filled with indecision This night is forever Selfishness in your eyes All you've desperately deserved All your body yearns for No pretense No lessons in etiquette You will be fulfilled No illusions in your eyes Finally you see me as I am From the first I have wanted you Tonight we both feast Damn the first who screams "enough" No escape in your eyes I'm lost and home in where I've dreamt to be No pretense Lust and desire have your name You lead in every thrust Fulfillment in your eyes Giving completely to one who desires all I am in paradise You explode in a rainbow

So Many Things....
I've had so many new things happening in my life it would take forever to type it all.... I am currently enrolled in Photography classes, after completion I will have a certificate for Photography .... I have recently enrolled to The University of Pheonix to earn an Associates Degree in Business.... Which I'm thinking about following up with an Associates Degree in Graphic Design.... I've found out sooo much good news today that has made my day just totally estatic.... My student loan for the Associates Degree was granted.... My Pell Grant was also granted !!!! The good thing about the grant is that I do not have to use it to pay for my schooling, so NEW CAR HERE I COME !!!!! I ended up not moving to Virginia But as soon as I finish my Associates Degree Im getting the hell out of this town.... Not really sure where Im going but Im going to leave everything that doesnt matter behind.... No furnaiture (except maybe my bed because I love my bed), No problems, No drama, and no fucked u

Unfaithful Melody
Unfaithful Melody Songs sung once brightly Play tones of lies and deceit Poetic melodies that move like a tigress Stalking their next victim A dove of peace with arrows of pain A Southern breeze that blows poisoned kisses A lie A charade We are all maestros of promise So easily to fall As conductors of pain and pleasure Tread carefully in forums of sweet smiles For in the songs of an unchained melody Lie the seeds of a desperate soul

Cross That Line
Cross That Line You walked cross the floor I could scarcely believe How a song fills the night A blessed evil angel in black You gently took my hand And led me to dance I shook at your touch I wanted too much But please don't cross that line If you'll leave me tonight I've waited so long My hearts not that strong I've been lied to before I need so much more So if you want to be mine Then please cross that line Then on a night we walk along the shore With words of love, and dreams of hope You asked to be mine You looked at me you smiled so bright I waited to hear your next reply Would you truly be my angel in white? But please don't cross that line If you'll leave me tonight I've waited so long My hearts not that strong I've been lied to before I need so much more So if you want to be mine Then please cross that line Yes if you want me tonight God, please cross that line

George Carlin - In Memorium
One of the most influential figures in my life died this weekend, and yet, in a way, I can't be sad. Not because he disappointed me or became a hypocrite in his later years. Not because he ever softened his edge or repented for his youthful extravagances. Not because he switched parties, recanted his comments on Viet Nam, joined the Baptists or shaved his head and hosted possibly the single lamest game show ever produced. George was guilty of none of these, and what he may or may not be guilty of, I can hardly fault him for it. I am not sad, because just thinking about the man fills me with too much joy. How can I cry with "Shit-piss-fuck-cunt-cocksucker-motherfucker and tits" running through my head? How can I frown when I can still hear his voice saying, "Tippy, did you fart? Look at him, he knows he farted. I seen his ass open up"? How can I honestly mourn, with memories of Al Sleet, the hippy-dippy weather man, or Wonderful WINO Radio still vibrating the plaster off the walls of my

Vanishing Sunset
Vanishing Sunset A night A thought A fantasy A reality cloaked in long hidden dreams Of desires to be loved To know you are needed Can you feel drinking deeply into another's arms? Can you imagine a night with only givers and no takers? Have you seen a newborn day in the eyes of another dreamer? I have I will again I will sip deeply of my vanishing sunset And feel alive again

Wondering??
Do any of you know what its like to love someone for so long that after awhile you give up altogether and then out of no where the person you thought u were just getting over comes back into your life. You realize at the point that you never gave up on him.her. They impacted your life in so many ways that you are glad to have them back again and you hope they stay this time and do run away cause they are afraid. Well I do. I have been in love with person for so long but never told them till just recently because I was afraid and I was told by a family memeber not to let him know that he had that kind of effect on me. I am just so glad he is back in my life again. I hope he doesn't runaway.

A Decision .......again
A Decision ....Again Windy nights and a dark new moon Shine blackness on a high cliff Overlooking a siren filled ocean of peace Each visit here is a choice A moment in time to decide Only one step forward Perhaps today Finally

One Chance
One Chance A story is told about two lovers Their souls entwined in forms all too human He treasured her beyond all thought To her, he was her life. Then one day he hurt her greatly A wound of the heart In bitterness she ended her world with him "You had one chance and you ruined it" In desperation he tried to win her back Tried to show her how his heart felt Begging forgiveness for a moments indiscretion Roses....wine...poetry Nothing would change her mind. As the years past he found another Leaving for other lands She sadly was alone in her world One day she turned to her sister Who was married to a wonderful man "My dear sweet sister. What is your secret? I know your husband hurt you once as well. What magic happened to make you two together and so happy?" Her sister replied to the teary eyes sibling "Oh dearest young sister, there is no magic, No formula to bring two hearts together And to remain as such. All I can say is how "we" survived.

The Platters - Earth Angel
Earth Angel, Earth Angel Will you be mine My darling dear Love you all the time I'm just a fool A fool in love with you Earth Angel, Earth Angel The one I adore Love you forever and ever more I'm just a fool A fool in love with you I fell for you And I knew The vision of your lov-lovliness I hoped and I prayed that someday That I'd be the vision of your hap-hapiness Oh, Oh, Earth Angel, Earth Angel Please be mine My darling dear Love you all the time I'm just a fool A fool in love with you-uuu

Abandoned
Abandoned Tell me you love me Tell me all you desire revolves around me You lie A game to you A deception to please you for the moment Do you enjoy playing with a romantic? What will you blame it on? A momentary need? A brief stop on your way to destroying dreams? Damn you for you concepts of "love" You have no idea beyond today And you have no right to tomorrow

Every Moment
Every Moment Seas of endless possibilities drift in time with tears In music, in every melody the dream pulls us onward I'm no stranger to the whim of chance Or the urge to end my time in this life Why is it that all I've loved Slips away like grains of sand In a world where the quest to love eternally is mocked I have little use Looking in the cold winter waters As I have done so many times before God sits beside me as my thoughts sail into a deep abyss A goal is not only beautiful when its attained It�s precious in the seeking And in the hearts you touch Make every moment count Touch someone Feel the warmth of their cheek as you stroke it softly Don�t be afraid Let a tear fall and the moonlight dance off it As a sign to all You still believe in the dream The world needs more dreamers More tears of understanding Tonight I start the flow

Prelude To A Seduction
Prelude to a Seduction A touch of your cheek A warm breath across your lips A whisper of a fantasy Released from you to me Your secrets unveiled Without words But with full consent You tremble as I see through you As your passion intended all along I walk forward Softly Times is mangled in a multitude of possibilities We have found ourselves Found our desires Move and counter move My darling Your turn

Intentions
Intentions Lights strobing Music beating in wild abandon The player in your eyes Knows you control each and every response Hypnotized by your body A captive of your intentions Just as you planned No surprises I let every moment pass As you intended How could I not? I�m lost in you As you intended

Always Something
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 Always something Do what you can do, with what you have, every chance you get. Moving just one step forward will give you a positive foothold upon which to build. Often it is easy to choose to see yourself and treat yourself as a victim. Yet by making such a choice, you quickly surrender control over your own life. Instead of giving up and becoming a victim, know that there is always something positive you can do. There is always some action with which you can move yourself forward. Life's greatest triumphs often have their origins in times of great difficulty. In each challenge there is fertile ground for building great value. Do you feel overwhelmed by your circumstances? The best way to get away from that feeling is to step forward and do something positive and productive. With every positive action, your power increases. Step by step, moment by moment, move your life exactly where you choose to go. -- Ralph Marston

R.i.p. Pop Smith
over the past few years i came to know this man.. his name is lary smith but his friends call him pop..i met him nearly 3 years ago helpping his daughter inlaw with a few programs for his website. little did i know that i would one day stand in this mans living room.and possiably one day be his daughter inlaw.. first impressions last a lifetime. althou this man drank heavily everyday he never once said a mean word to me. he welcomed me into his home to visit and recently to living with him.. well 3 weeks ago he desided to take that online journey hisself.. met a woman offline.. this morning we recived a phone call saying he had had a stroke.. he had hemoraging of the brain and a few hours ago was pronounced brain dead. the machines he is on keeping him alive will be shut down tomorrow morning.. when this man left for his trip this day i was here with him he was a nervious wreck worried of flying and meeting this woman whom he only knew online..he told me amber your gunna miss me gurl i

Lonesome, Broke And Cold
Lonesome, Broke and Cold Here I sit along this country road My truck was tired, that I knowed. I never thought she'd up an' quit But, beside the road, well - now I sit. My most faithful partner when it comes to travelin' I guess I shoulda paid better attention to all her rattlin'. My buddies all warned me; I said she weren't too old, Now I am stuck here - feelin' lonesome, broke and cold. I guess it don't matter much anyhow; Bucked off the last few, aint got the entry fee now. It's just a small-town rodeo, I'll miss it - won't be the first time; Just burns me up though, 'cuase I'll have to pay a fine. Been a rough go lately, them injuries seem to linger, Got that pulled groin, cracked ribs and I busted my finger; Seems they used to heal faster, guess I'm gettin' old; I'd give it some serious thought - if I weren't so lonesome, broke and cold. I could hang it all up, head home and work steers; Tho', I've been runnin' from steady work for years. Besides punch

Silent Abandon
Silent Abandon Hold me tight in your arms Close to hope Close to dreams far away In a dark room full of shadows Follow your dreams in lost hallways In silent abandon you have lived so long And have sent others to their long march Let those memories fade Believe that this time is real Walk like a child In comfort In silence Dance to new music Listen closely Listen my love For both of us

The Edge
The Edge Day in and out I find myself caught Between my life and the world beyond the horizon So close to the final dream The resolution of a lifetime of escapades And silent wonder At the edge of the world I question all I am All I have become Grant me the wisdom To tear down the walls I need to Give me the strength To thrive in a fantasy I can call my own

Blowing A Kiss
From across a crowded room A slice of heaven can be found From across a room Decades of dreams can be found No words spoken Or even a simple touch I've already lived a lifetime As simply as Blowing a kiss to a dream

This Sucks
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Dance In My Eyes
Rhythmic music bounces off your body Watching you entice to levels Levels which intoxicate And drown most men in a sea of unhoped dreams Drinking in all of you Slowly drifting across my body Dancing to start an evening of pleasure Let me take the time to enjoy All of who you are And let the moving light show which surrounds me Speak volumes to a world That I will dance With no one but you

Living Illusion
An enticement to a kiss A prelude to a seduction An invitation to eroticism Breathe with me Give in complete submission Take in total lust Heighten to my dance Open yourself to all possibilities Cleanse your palate for my desires Drink deeply My once and future fantasy

Top 100 Albums Of The Last 25 Years
Entertainment Weekly released a list of their "Top 100 albums of the past 25 years"...but its a joke. Read my take on it here: http://web.mac.com/tony.b.cook/Quarter_in_the_Jar/Blog/Entries/2008/6/21_dear_entertainment_weekly...we_are_so_over.html

Something I Wrote. This Was True.
Today, he had to leave to take care of our car. We are due for an oil change and it is now raining. He will be okay, for he always takes care of himself. When he left, we kissed very passionately. I love kissing him, his lips are so soft and tasty. I wanted him right then and there. I knew we had to stop, for if we would have kept on going he would have never left. So, I am playing around on the computer and downloading new music. I love all kinds of music, especially 80's and country. I get all the music together and burn a new cd, I must have almost ten of them now. Told you I love music. I love to jam, love to dance. The day is really dreary and boring, but the kind of day that I love when I am with my husband. When we don't have kids or friends over it is the perfect day to really be with him. Damn, especailly having a day of nothing but making love to him, but right now that is not happening. I have been kind of bad today waiting for him to

Dreams Of A Friend
I hope you enjoy this.... You have your back to me as I walk into the room. I walk up behind you and place my hands on your hips. Gently I kiss the back of your neck. You lean back against me, trusting me to hold you. I reach around you, holding you tight as kiss your ear. My hands move up to your breasts, cupping them in my hands. Your breathing increases a little. My hands slide down to the edge of your shirt, where I take a hold of it and begin to lift it up. You raise your arms as I pull your shirt up further removing it. I let it drop to the floor. Then I reach for the clasp of your bra, unfastening it and letting it drop to the floor too. My hands move to your breasts again, this time though, there is nothing between your gorgeous breasts and my hands. I cup your breasts, giving them a gentle squeeze. You moan and lean back against me again. Your nipples get harder as my fingers and thumbs gently squeeze and roll your nipples. You feel my breath on your neck as I kiss yo

We Need You!!
o To Check us out CLICK on the moving dice GET THE WORD OUT! Thank you! Pimpout brought to you by: **LiL_§tar**§ĒRGrεεtř-FUŴifeŷ2♥ÐámmeR♥/RevEternalsAssistant (repost of original by '**LiL_§tar**§ĒRGrεεtř-FUŴifeŷ2♥ÐámmeR♥/RevEternalsAssistan'

People Ask Me Why I Hate The "n" Word...
une 1 On this date, we look at the history of word “nigger” in America. This word still sits at the center of anti-Black verbal distortions. *Note: some of the content in this writing may be offensive to children. The history of the word nigger is often traced to the Latin word niger, meaning Black. This word became the noun, Negro (Black person) in English, and simply the color Black in Spanish and Portuguese. In early modern French, niger became negre and, later, negress (Black woman) was unmistakably a part of language history. One can compare to negre the derogatory nigger and earlier English substitutes such as negar, neegar, neger, and niggor that developed into its lexico-semantic true version in English. It is probable that nigger is a phonetic spelling of the White Southern mispronunciation of Negro. No matter what its origins, by the early 1800s, it was firmly established as a derogative name. In the 21st century, it remains a principal term of White racism, regardl

Hwe Wrestling Merchandise
I am selling HWE merchandise on a website right now to raise money for stuff we need to become big in the business. So if you like wrestling please come buy some items from us! http://www.cafepress.com/HWEZhop http://www.cafepress.com/DanteCruzItems http://www.cafepress.com/Reaperstuff (More wrestler links to come as the creative team thinks of ideas for designs)

A Friend
A friend is a person to laugh and cry with, An inspiration, Someone who lends a helping hand, though friends may not be forever, And they may not end up together, the memories of a true friendship will last forever. A friend is not a shadow nor a servant But someone who hold a piece of a person in his heart. Someone who shares a smile, Someone who brightens up your day What makes a person a friend? Is by saying your Love will stay.

A True Friend
True friends are for life Until the end They\'re more than special They\'re your bestest friends. They\'re the ones you can go to When you\'re in despair The ones that\'ll help you Even when you got gum in your hair! They\'re the ones who\'ll laugh And go laughing with you all through the night The ones who\'ll help you Help you with all their might To have a good friend You have to be one So be nice to one another So you can be friends forever And that\'s how to be the best friend you can be.

Dad
Dad Do you know our pain? Do you know our hearts are breaking? Our childhood years with fun and games. Our adult lives sometimes brought pain. You were there when you were needed. Your love for us was all we needed. Now you're gone and we're still here. We'll miss you more each passing year. Our hearts are heavy filled with pain. Life will never be the same. We saw a rainbow bright and clear. We hope that means you're staying near. If we could have just one more day. We'd tell you all we didn't say. We'd tell you how we love you dear. And how we wish that you were here. And when our saddest days are done. One day we'll look and see the sun. Maybe see a bright blue sky. A river gently flowing by. Thoughts of you will ease our pain. we'll remember you and smile again. In loving memory of Robert Woolsey. Dec. 1944 - March 2008

Come Join My New Lounge
hey everybody come join and enjoy movies a the hot flicks theater i think its the first loung of its kind if who gives a fuck this shit is costin me 500 fubucks a day to keep it up ....lol,i need members hit the spot up new movies every other night......and for all you late nighters catch that porn you love on the late night creep..... look for:HOT FLICKS THEATER

Oppsie!
Opps, I Did It Again? Or Should I Say, My HOT New Owner Argonutz Did It!! Argonutz Thats right ladies and gents, Wednesday June 25th @ 7pm FU Time/10pm EST I'll be in your top left corner again! My friends were SO amazing last week!!! I got 850K in points which got me to Fu Queen! Woot! YOU GUYS ROCK! Now, its my goal to get to GodMother! If you can just spare a few minutes of your time to help me out, I will return ALL the love! Bling me Hard baby! I &hearts Bling! ....of course Rate me! Stash Me! Add Me! Crush Me! Fan Me! Muah!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY:

Dream
it was a dream that i felt your presence near me as i slept and heard your breathing your heart beating the rustle of the pillow as you moved i lay still so still trying, so very hard to stay within the dream i yearned to roll over and see your head resting on the pillow your back towards me curving gently awaiting me to slide over and spoon so i lay still because i knew that the moment i moved the moment my eyes opened my heart would break shattered because dreams they do that thing they do they disappear when we wake and i knew as soon as i woke the tears would come because i would know for sure that it was a dream

Speech To Text
I downloaded software that converts speech to text. This stuff is amazing. I'm using it right now. This just adds to me being lazy. It works rather well, but it needs to adjust to the way I speak. I taught it how to say fuck you and cunt already. Building the basics, oh yeah!

Caddy's In A Contest Help Me Bomb It!!!
Hey All... My Wonderful Cat Caddy aka Cadillac is in a Pimp Your Pet Contest... and I realllllly need all of your help!!! (CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO HELP BOMB IT) Rates are counted as well... Thanks! [ fubar.com photo: 3563640352 ]

Actions Vs.words
It's the actions that are to be more watched than words. Words can be taken in many forms. Personally I think if you take offense to what is written or said... Somethings lack in communication or understanding or is just not learned yet. Words can mean a variety of things and I learned this through Poetry and stories, etc. I was amazed at the power of words, but I have come to learn that it's not hardly at all the words that affect me, but the actions behind them. You don't say or make promises without doing them as if you just say... Your words become hollow. The only person you'd have to proove is yourself. To learn, to become better, is an understanding. Actions are stronger. You may promote a fight with words, but I have seen people walk away, because it was truly not worth it or they didn't want to stoop that low and may have chosen to let the other learn on their own or the hard way. Some that didn't walk away, end up in more drama than it's worth. If y

Tagged
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? wife 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? precious 5. Your father? living 6. Your favorite thing? sex 7. Your dream last night? nothing 8. Your favorite drink? pepper 9. Your dream/goal? manager 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? hip-hop 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? mean 16. Muffins? nope 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? Memphis 19. The last thing you did? talked 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? no 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? peaceful 25. Your mood? relaxed 26. Missing

An E-mail I Had To Share With Everyone !!!!
Ok everyone I just recently received this in an e-mail and it is just to AWESOME not to share with all of you.... I hope you enjoy it as much as I did !!!!! Amazing striped icebergs Icebergs in the Antarctic area sometimes have stripes, formed by layers of snow that react to different conditions. Blue stripes are often created when a crevice in the ice sheet fills up with meltwater and freezes so quickly that no bubbles form. When an iceberg falls into the sea, a layer of salty seawater can freeze to the underside. If this is rich in algae, it can form a green stripe. Brown, black and yellow lines are caused by sediment, picked up when the ice sheet grinds downhill towards the sea. ... Is this amazing?? Antarctica Frozen Wave Pixs - Nature is amazing! The water froze the instant the wave broke through the ice. That's what it is like in Antarctica where it is the coldest weather in decades. Water freezes the instant it comes in

What Have I Done?
When I think back on my life....what I've done, what I want to do, what I should have done, who I loved, who I left, who I've helped, who I've hurt. There is one conclusion. I've hurt more people then I've helped.... Towards a medical view you could disagree anyone could but I'm not talking about that, I'm talking personal. I've left more then I have stayed with, I've shut my mouth when I should have spoken up, I've done so much when I should have done something else. I admit there are 3 x's that I still think about and we still talk. One is married now, the other has a girlfriend, and the last well I'm not really sure lol. I'm friends with them which is great although sometimes I wish I was still with them. When I think about it, I know the reason I left......mostly it was because 1. I wasn't ready for a serious relationship then. 2. I was scared of getting close 3. I wasn't happy so how could I make other's happy. Now I look back and I cry because I miss th

Lines Or No Lines
I lay out a lot and do tanning salons in the winter. You know that 7 day period in late february and early march here in houston. I personally like having thong tan lines. It seems that guys get off on my little white tits and pussy all cuffed up helpless for them to fuck and torture. Is this my imagination or what? Guys do you prefer tan lines or not? Do you prefer tan or white? You tell me. luv u Tara

Lqqking Glass
LQQKING GLASS by LateNiteFatasy© Beautiful images hidden in the obscure. Search the light , the dark, the shades of gray for clues. Talk to you in my riddles and rhymes if that is how I wish to speak. Or is it the only way I can? Let your eyes go hazy as my words sink in. Just read between the lines and catch glimpses of me In the crowded dance of words. Piece by piece I fall into place. The puzzle incomplete. You raised the looking glass to us, But did you know? The looking glass goes both ways. By touching me, I touch you too. Keep reading and I’ll keep writing. Follow the lyrical breadcrumbs that lead to my inner self. Getting closer each time to the beat of my heart. I’ll show you mine, if you show me yours.

You Save Me -kenny Chesney
Every now and then I get a little lost The strings all get tangled The wires all get crossed Every now and then I’m right upon the edge Danglin’ my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you’re here (Chorus) ['Cause] when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun ['Cause] when I’m a firecracker comin’ undone When I’m a fugitive ready to run All wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It’s hard lovin’ a man That’s got a gypsy soul I don’t know how you do it I’m not sure how you know The perfect thing to say To save me from myself You’re the angel that believes in me Like nobody else And I thank God you do (Chorus) Well I know I don’t tell you nearly enough I couldn’t live one day without your love When I’m a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a high wire that’s ready to break When I’ve had just about all I can take Baby, you, Baby you save me

The Reason The Ocean Is So Salty!!
DYK: the reason why the ocean is so salty is due to whale sperm? yea i said it WHALE SPERM!! Every time a male whale does his woman. about 20gals of sperm misses the target there for making the ocean salty. Every time you accidently drink ocean water- your drinking whale sperm. Some may see it also getting a facial. Any who i wanna say hey to my closest friends for still being there even tho i'm twizted at times!!!

Bi-polar Or Self-centered
Lately on this site, I have been living on it way too long, changing too much than I want to. I seem to have forgotten all the real friends that I have on here, as I tend to rate/fan/add by the dozens hourily, and when online 13 or more hours lately, that is alot of humanity, which I seem to be glarily guilty of acknowledging. I have changed so much so fast on here, that I am losing focus of my persona on here, keep in mind that even if you are online 13 hours a day or more, when all is said and done its just an alternate world, an escape world, but its not healthy to so. Furthermore, from changing my top friends and top family, I seem to have forgotten my true friends on here. I miss the way on other sites you have the option of reading all your profile comments, and that was where I was normally best at keeping that on track. Additionally, about all these group changes lately, from having a close knit small family, to a rather large family, and then to now a small family,

About Women
About WOMEN, Women have the tendeny to have moodswings which are natural due to there cycles. Women will decide to quit talking to you, then later on they will beg for forgiveness and want to talk again. Women like to look good, but that tends to make us guys flirt, even us married guys. Some guys like women who are tall and muscular I confess that I'm one of them. Their are women that are healers, they like giving backrubs and massages, tending to a sick child or spouse or boyfriend, footwashings and haircuts. Their are women who are mothers, they change our diapers, they wake up at all hours to feed us, they cook for us when we are older, they pack our lunches, help us with our homework, they go to our baseball games and help us thruogh the tough times. Their is something about a woman who knows how to sing that is aluring and sexy.

Rokbar Rokstar Tour
ROKBAR by *Shady n bbG* Owned and Operated by SBR Family & Staff Invites YOU To Tour With The Rokbar Rokstars!~ It is easy to do... You click the Rokbar banner below and become a Subscribed member to Rokbar... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Then You Click Rokbar Rokstar and their Rokcar Of Your Choice To Sign Up To Ride With Them during the Rollin Wif Da Rokbar Rokstars Tour. To Sign Up... Leave a comment that you would like to ride with that person under their photo. ***THIS IS NOT A FAN RATE ADD TRAIN. YOU ONLY HAVE TO BECOME A MEMBER OF ROKBAR TO RIDE. FANNING, RATING, AND/OR RATING ANY OR ALL MEMBERS IS YOUR PERSONAL CHOICE*** Jokers Wild! The Puppet Master Visit Joker's Page By Clicking Below Jokers Wild Shady! Head CEO Visit Shady's Page By Clicking Below shady326 bbG! Executive CEO

Read And Rate This Please!!!
Friends and people who view this pease rate my blog!!! first!!! Ok a little about my self... i am in college in birmingham, Alabama. i play college football for a school in birmingham. i love women... like love them! basically in the bed room you could call me a freak but im really not. i just love sex!!! its my favorite thing to do.... i love meeting new people and i love talking to women/girls. hit me up if you want to chat. i love chating to anyone so just hit me up....

A Real Eulogy For George Carlin
I was but a tender eight "years young" when I first heard George Carlin's "Seven Dirty Words" bit. My parents were watching a VHS copy of that particular George Carlin stand-up routine. They tried to usher me out of the room to protect my sensitive young ears, but after I had heard the seven dirty words as spoken by George Carlin, they assumed no more damage could be done. I watched the rest of the bit, finding humor in the dirty words alone, not realizing how much of an impact that George's philosophy would have on the rest of my life. Over the course of my life, I've always been a fan of George Carlin's. He's always been the comedian philosopher that has told it like it is. Much of my life philosophy is based on his insight and wisdom. With his "Seven Dirty Words" monologue being my first experience of him, it's always remained my favorite - not to mention the impact it had on my life. Because of George, those words never seemed any different to me than any other word in

Ramblin'
i want things to go my way...who doesnt l think if i want to go to camp in the middle of the night i’m gonna...i’m the person that you can call for anything i got it you can have it i dont own anything that cant burn down to the floor that i’m gonna give two shits about...i will go fishin’ all day and not catch anything...and be happy why is it so hard to get a boat in the water...why if i’m in town is nobody there but when i get home everyone calls to see wgere i am...i’m the person that hates a big deal being thrown...about anything...if you tell me something it wont be repeted unless the info. hurts someone close to me...dont give me shit about my family i’m related to them...i know them and i dont need people thinkin’ i can do shit about it...dont put down my friends or family the only thing in the world that will make me knock the teeth out of your mouth is that shit...dont tell me gossip it deserves a slap or two also...if i stay home and dont visit people or dont call dont give

Tagged
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? loving 3. Your hair? reddish 4. Your mother? loving 5. Your father? missed 6. Your favorite thing?family 7. Your dream last night? weird 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? skinny 16. Muffins? yummy 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? louisiana 19. The last thing you did? read 20. What are you wearing? t-shirt 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? aggrivating 23. Your computer? friends 24. Your life? eventful 25. Your mo

Everything
have you ever been in a spot...the kind you want gone but cant get out of and it seems like every corner you turn makes you sooo happy and then you return to that spot and fall in your hole again...i dont want some one to dig me out i dont want a hero...im my own hero i'll get myself out but when is the question...will i be too late...will my chances be passed by...and if they are i find my hole will be deeper...i wont want to try i'll give up and face the fact that my decisions have fucked me...or will i...the only person that can help me...IS ME and because of that...i need to go to bed and wake up tommorrow...and change my own future...i've changed other people's futures...it's time i fuckin changed my own...yup....note to self...get off your pitty wagon and walk the next mile...lol

Painting Your Picture Into Mine
Painting Your Picture into Mine by LateNiteFantasy© The pictures on my wall, In fifteen different colors, Starting with Forsythia The first flower of summer And I don’t think I’ll be finished Till I’ve begun to understand this But you are stretched out in the sunlight As your laughter fills my canvas As the sun falls into my fingers On your back against the blinds Tracing out your hours And filling in your lines I curl in your spirals As you silhouette the window When my brush forgives itself It spills lines upon your pillow And standing in the middle Of the lines you’ve laid down before Trying to paint my picture into yours When I paint you in the corner As your shoulders trap the light See the sunshine filling golden cups Smell the wine scent of the night I’ve seen your eyes in paintings As cathedrals cried to the Christ Let me paint your face in colors Hang your hair down in an elaborate mane You’re standing in the middle Of lines you laid down befo

Family
Okay it has now been one year since my father passed away. I feel that when I lost my dad I lost my family too. We weren't all that close to begin with but I thought after he passed they would think about me a lil more but it is more like I don't exist anymore. All I wanted at Christmas time was to be with family and every time I would walk over to a group to talk they would walk away. Honestly it is suppose to get easier as time goes by but for me it has gotten harder everyday, I would give anything for one more day, but not to see him suffer. I have yet to sit down and cry and mourn cause I have to be the strong one for my mom. I think that my nannie (grandma) holds it against me for not being there more and dropping everything to go be there and that I wasn't there when he passed but it is bad enough I think about that everyday. Just some feelings sorry to bend your ear.

Witty Questions
1. If practice makes perfect & nobody's perfect, why practice? 2. Why does Sea World have a seafood restaurant?? I'm halfway through my fish burger and I realize, Oh my God....I could be eating a slow learner. 3. What would a chair look like, if your knees bent the other way? 4. Why do our noses run and our feet smell? 5. What does "it" mean in the sentence "What time is it?"? 6. If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors? 7. Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? 8. When someone with multiple personalities threathens suicide, can that be considered a hostige situation? 9. What Happens If You Get Scared Half To Death Twice? 10. If the #2 pencil is the most popular, why is it still #2? 11. Why do they call it "common sense" when it's so rare? 12. Why do they put Braille dots on the keypad of the drive-up ATM? 13. If you get corn oil by squeezing corn, how do you get baby oil? 14. Why is it th

Tagged
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? none 2. Your significant other? distant 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? dysfunctional 5. Your father? uncaring 6. Your favorite thing?friends 7. Your dream last night? nightmares 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? hip-hop 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? heavin 14. Where were you last night? police 15. What you're not? happy 16. Muffins? fatning 17. One of your wish list items? love 18. Where you grew up? Manchester 19. The last thing you did? hurt 20. What are you wearing? blue 21. TV? no 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? friends 24. Your life? sucks 25. Your

This Is Funny!!!
1. Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start With. 2. Reintarnation : Coming Back to life as a hillbilly. 3. Bozone (n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future 4. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, whi ch renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period. 5. Giraffiti: Vandalism Spray-painted very, very high. 6. Sarchasm: The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit and the person who doesn't get it. 7. Inoculatte : To take coffee intravenously when you are running late. 8. Hipatitis: Terminal Coolness. 9. Osteopornosis: A Degenerate disease. (This one got extra credit.) 10. Karmageddon : It's like, when everybody is sending off all these really bad vibes, right? And then, like, the Earth explodes and it's, like, a serious bummer.

Human
When I sit here in tears because I can't face my fears and I just can't seem to steer away from the darkness after all I am only human and there is no reason for me to feel less I don't see what is the deal behind the big ideal of making me feel less and less like a human just because I sit here in tears because I can't face my fears.