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Daddys Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a m

Loss
In the last month a close friend lost her baby to miscarriage, I recently added a very good new friend that lost a baby too, and tonight at the hospital we learned my wife has now lost a child. In the span of about 2 hours we learned she was pregnant and that we lost him/her. Can't say much more right now. The words just won't come out right.

Sub Verses Slave
SUBMISSIVE vs SLAVE This distinction appears muddled, misunderstood and generalized by a great number of the people that I converse with. First I would like to make a point. Language at it's best shifts from area to area. Within this one continent we have many variations or dialects of usage. This can be seen in terms like sweeper meaning vacuum cleaner etc. So, many words used within a community can mean different things to different people based on the 'age' of the person, their background and the common usage of the area they live in. The submissive is a volunteer. The slave is not a volunteer. This is the core and substantial difference between the two terms. Within the BDSM community this can be interpreted in this way. The submissive individual may be lightly, moderately or heavily submissive. The submissive has a desire to submit to the direction of another person which in this community we call the Dominant or Top. Their submission may be quite limited in range, for

Just Added New Passengers!! Im Done For The Night Any New Add Ons Will Happen In The Morning
IF ANYONE IS GONNA GET THROWN OFF THE TRAIN ULL HERE IT FROM ME PERSONALY PEOPLE ARE GETTING ADDED TO THE TRAIN FROM OLDER BULLETINS SO THEY ARE MISSING SOME THAT ARE ALREADY ON IT EVERYONE IS BEING VERY GOOD AT GOING BACK THROUGH N GETTING PEOPLE THEY MISSED SO NO NO ONE IS GETTING TROWN OFF THANKS

Change
I commentted on a mumm a little while ago. And not that I understand how come. But I understand more why I changed. Going down a path of self-destruction is a very lonely road. And a lot of things in my life have changed. Not just my attitude, but my attitude about people and who they are has. I know I must try harder than most or I feel that way. And I ask for no pity, because what had happened I created. And I may not have or consider myself to be the most desired person. But I will always put my daughter and others before me. It is just who I am and how I live my life. I consider others before me, such as health, there needs, and just showing the compassion I have.

Gitlfriend Application
Girlfriend Application: Please fill out to the best of your knowledge. Basics Name: Location: Hair color and style: Eye color: Piercings/tattoos: Height: Age: Other interesting physical features: What are three of your actors/ actresses/singers? Do you drink/smoke? Do you play an insturment? If so, what? Would you call me after you saw me? How would you rate your hugs 1-10? Would you approach me at a club/bar? What would you say is the best thing about yourself? Would you give me kisses just because? What would you do if... I cried? I ran away? I said i liked you? I kissed you? We got in a fight? I got dumped? You saw me one last time forever? What do you think of my... Face? Personality? Hair? Eyes? Humor? Friends? Would you... Be my best friend? Tell me the truth no matter what? Keep a secret if I told you one? Lie to make me feel b

Why?
why do we do the things we do? some days i have no clue wtf I did what I did. why do we want things we can't have? material things and people, people can be worse. Why do we love the people we do? Love is a bitch Why do some days feel worse then the day before? and last..... WHY ME???

Less Than A Week...
My 22nd birthday is in less than a week!! I'll have a blast out soon and my HH will be on my birthday, 3-31. I'm not sure what time yet. I don't know what time is best. But keep an eye out. I expect a lot of fu-lovin!! :D ♥♥♥♥♥ Amy

Domestic Violence
ONCE AGAIN I WAS ABUSED BY MY EX,THIS TIME I DECIDED TO FIGHT BACK.THE LAWS IN CANADA AND EVERYWHERE NEED TO BE CHANGED.FOR I AM BEING CHARGED FOR ASSULT ON HIM.EVEN THOUGH HE BEAT ME,AND RAPED ME.WE AS PEOPLE NEED TO MAKE OUR VOICES HEARD,AGAINST ABUSE OF ANY KIND.I AM NOT SORRY FOR TAKING A STAND NOR WILL I BE.PLEASE IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS BEING ABUSED ,REPORT IT! LOVE LIZ

The Road To Hell - Underground Bases And Fema Camps
The Road To Hell - Underground Bases and FEMA Camps Secret Underground Bases - A.W.A.R.E. Command Confessions of an Area 51 Employee Part 3 (Underground Base) hmmmmmmmmmmmmm hmmmmmmmmmmmmm Confessions of an Area 51 Employee Part 2 (Phoenix Lights) Confessions of an Area 51 Employee Part 5B (Black Aircraft)

My Grandma Died This Morning 3-24-08
A brief history: My grandpa passed away when I was 15. My mom passed away when I was 19 of breast cancer. So all that was left was my grandma who was always strong as an ox mentally and physically. But about 4 years ago the old age finally started to win and she came down with Alzheimer's and dementia. So she had to go into a nursing home. Me and my sisters are her closest living relatives but because they have lived in Cali these past few years I took on the responsibility's of being Power Of Attorney for her. Anyways besides the dementia we found out she had level 4 cancer all over her body. When just 6 months ago she had no cancer. But I guess at 87 if it hits...it hits hard. Chemo would kill her just as fast as the cancer so its one of those things where u get Hospice and let her be. So it finally happened this morning. It is sad but I see it as a good thing. Even before the cancer she was a vegetable. Im glad she no longer trapped in that body. My sisters got

Lordgarfield's Giveaway
EVERYBODY'S DOING IT! I WANNA DO IT TOO, LOL. WON'T YOU PLEASE HELP ME OUT GUYS? PWEEEZEEEE... I NEED 50,000 COMMENTS FOR A HAPPY HOUR! YOU MUST RATE/FAN/ADD THE HOST LORD GARFIELD. HE LOVES NEW FRIENDS. HE IS THE BESTEST FOR LETTING ME DO THIS GIVEAWAY. GIVE HIM HUGZ~N~KISSES FOR ME! LordGarfield *Love the FU-Bombers* Family " Space Hotties Bartender & Co- Leader@ fubar THANKS SO MUCH E-ONE!

Random Facts
The purpose of this little game is to list 10 random and/or unusual facts about yourself,then you tag 5 people on your friends list and have them do the same thing. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Ok here goes........ 1. I collect lighthouses all different shapes and sizes. 2. I would love to time travel. 3. My favorite christmas decoration is snowmen. 4. I have a quick temper. 5. I consider loyalty the most important quality in a friend. 6. Autumn is my favorite season. 7. Unlike most women, I hate shopping for shoes. 8. I believe in the "conspiracy theory" of JFK's death. 9.I would love to see Alaska someday. 10. I wish I were taller sometimes. Ok the people to be tagged are Chuck, little Italian, Dave,n1kgm, and crow.

Awww Ty Silent Lizard!
Hey you!! Do you know this nice lady?? ~PebblesinAz~ You don't!! Well, first you need to go Fan/Rate/Add her...I will wait..... . . . . . . You did it? Ok, then on to the true purpose of this :) She is in a giveaway for a Happy Hour, and needs your help!! She needs 60,000 comments to get it. Rates count as 5 points and comments count as 1 *well, duh* Here is the pic you need to bomb like mad!! PebblesinAz But make sure you Fan/Rate/Add the host too!! Cappy Every little bit helps, whether it be 1 comment or your max for the day! I will even pay you to bomb her!! For every 100 comments you leave I will give you 2,000 fubucks!! Count up or down, just fumail me when you are done!! This message brought to you by the one and only: Silentlizard Please Repost!!

My Vows I Would Love To Say To Someone Special!
IF THERE WAS REAL HAPPINESS, THEN I NEVER KNEW UNTIL I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. MY DAYS WERE ALL FILLED WITH CONFUSION AND DREAD I FOUGHT AND I STRUGGLED WITH THE DEMONS IN MY HEAD, I LONGED FOR A LOVER TO SHARE IN ALL THAT I'D DO ONE DAY I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. I CRIED AND I PLEADED WITH THE SWEET LORD ABOVE TO BLESS ME JUST ONCE AND INTRODUCE ME TO LOVE. I PRAYED FOR AN ANGEL AND FOR ALL MY DREAMS TO COME TRUE. I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. I HAD WAITED AND ACHED FOR SOME LOVING ARMS AND SOMEONE TO EASE MY PAIN AND HELP ME FEEL CALM, FOR THE BLESSINGS I WONDERED WHAT I HAD TO DO I JUST OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. I HAD NEVER BELIEVED IN THOSE FAIRYTALE THINGS HEARTS AND FLOWERS AND VALENTINE CUPID THINGS, IF THERE WAS TRUE ROMANCE THEN I NEVER KNEW UNTIL I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. SOMEHOW MY LIFE CHANGED AND IT SPUN ME AROUND I WAS GIVEN A CHANCE TO ENJOY THE LOVE THAT I FOUND, I FINALLY FELT

Some Things I've Writen Up In The Past
From my year in Iraq Reasons I shouldn't work alone nights- 31 Oct 2004 The strangest things occurs to me at 2 or 3 in morning, I guess I shouldn't work alone at night. Odd things like this: The real four stages of life 1) you believe in Santa Claus 2) you don't believe in Santa Claus 3) you are Santa Claus 4) you look like Santa Claus Or how `bout the weird cycle of success in life at age 4 success is not peeing your pants at age 12 success is having friends at age 16 success is having a drivers license at age 18 success is going all the way at age 30 success is having money at age 50 success is having money at age 60 success is going all the way at age 70 success is having a drivers license at age 80 success is having friends at age 85 success is not peeing your pants ---AND--- More reasons I shouldn't work alone at night- 17 Nov 2004 Reasons people over 30 should be dead: According to todays regulators and bureaucrats those

Pissed Off At Dickless Wonders
Pissed off at dickless wonders From June 11, 2007 I'm so fuckin' fed up with these stupid, dickless, amoral cum-bags! If anyone knows even the tiniest thing about me then they know I just don't give a fuck about most people. I don't care, on the main, if I've hurt your feelings, or if what I've said or done has caused you the slightest bit of discomfort; if anything said, done, thought or attempted to do is considered anti-social, politically incorrect or against the grain. "Politically incorrect?" Fuck that! the first amendment of the Constitution gives me the right to freedom of speak! If i want to use words like dot-head, camel jockey, sand-nigger, jungle bunny, porch money, cracker, "boy", slant, gook, trailer trash, whore, cunt, dick, ass-munch, fag, fudge-packer, rug muncher, bend over bobby, kraut, limey, frog, spic, wet-back, texican, dike, tree-hugging-man-hating-lisbo-Fermi Nazis, then Goddess damn it I will. Stop looking at me like it surprises you! If we're in a ba

Poem Dedicated To My Best Friend Who Recently Lost Her Dad...its About The Way She Feels Inside And All The Pain Shes Going Through
all this pain she held inside an all the tears shes ever cried she fell apart the day he died all the pain she tried to hide she tries so hard to hide the pain to make believe everythings ok she knows he is in a better place but it hurts so bad to lose your hero the one you looked up to the one who no matter what stuck by her side the one who always told her everything would be alright her lifes been hard but not this hard she never thought she would have to say good-bye, to say good-bye to her dad, her hero the one that took care of her when everyone else stopped trying he was there for her through it all an now he is gone an her..shes lost and confused she doesnt know what to do she misses him so bad she wishes he would come back she stands alone in the dark and whispers "i need you dad please come back" but she knows that it wont work, she falls on her knees and cries like a baby wishing he was there to tell her one last time everything will be alright. R.I.P Mr. Chaffee

For My Brother-in-law
You know you’ve been in Iraq too long when... When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes" When you start humming with the Arabic song playing on the radio on the shuttle bus Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive You walk an extra 6 blocks to eat at the KBR (contractor run) dining facility to have the exact same food they are serving in your dining facility because you think it tastes better You actually volunteer for convoy security duty because you still haven't seen the country yet You start picturing your wife in traditional Arab dress The contractors have more fire power than the military combat units. (This is true) You take the time to add your lines to this list You've spent $200 dollars at Haji mart on DVDs buying Basic Instinct, 9 and ½ weeks, and Body of Evidence just for the sex scenes

Us Military Iraq Toll Hits 4,000
US military Iraq toll hits 4,000 Sunday saw widespread violence in Iraq The number of United States military personnel killed in Iraq since the US-led invasion five years ago has passed the 4,000 mark. The latest to die were four soldiers whose patrol vehicle was blown up by a bomb in southern Baghdad on Sunday. President George W Bush offered his "deepest sympathies" to the families of US military personnel killed in Iraq. Separately, the bodies of two US security contractors kidnapped in Iraq more than a year ago have been found. The Federal Bureau of Investigation said it had recovered the remains of Ronald Withrow, who was seized in January 2007, and John Roy Young, abducted in November 2006. On Sunday, insurgent attacks and military operations left at least 47 people dead across Iraq. The bloodshed comes despite an overall reduction in violence since last June, following the US deployment of an extra 30,000 troops in violence-hit areas - the so-called

Achilles.. Helping A Brother Out.. Thanks Man!
HELLO THERE FUBARIAN! Boatman needs your HELP! DO YOU KNOW This Person?? DO YOU HAVE THEM ON YOUR FRIEND LIST???You DID ! His Account was reset for whatever reason..but whats Important is HE'S BACK!! Please re add and FAN Help how ever you can to get him back on his feet again Thanks all ! HAVE A GREAT EVENING LOVE Y'ALL Tiffany and Christian BOATMAN@ fubar (repost of original by 'ACHILLES™.Married to Tiffany' on '2008-03-24 20:24:18')

While Time Moves By>poem
A little sigh , she lets out , wondering a to what about? When stones are thrown at her in wrath , she stumbles thru to create a path. Find a away to to cope with it.. Just sighs as she lets go > But no fight will she make> For she is week and is forshook..> God hath a plan Im sure and she will know its right all a along. With what she is wanting, is to be loved . For scorn many yrs , its her time now to prevail > She isnt gona loose cause , this man she is attached to, said he never go , he said she wont loose him and she know >its to be so. love diana

Round 1
Round 1 is in the books. In true march madness fashion there were a few upsets thanks to you great band of mummers. One number one seed fell in round 1 which has never happened in the real tournament of course, but hell we all know anything is possible on Fubar. Round 2 is under way now and well it can only get more intense as the point whores fall one by one. Luckily for you all there are only 16 games in round 2. Round 1 took quite a bit more time than I thought it would because there were 32 games. Oh well anyhow, do what you all do bitch, moan, and yes vote.

Look At This!!!yumm Yumm!!!
I FEEL BLESSED TO KNOW ALL THESE AWESOME PEOPLE! THIS PERSON HAS BEEN MY FRIEND SINCE I JOINED FUBAR AND HAS BEEN A TRUE FRIEND TO THE END!!! I WONDER IF HE KNOWS HOW MUCH I CARE FOR HIM?!?! PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE WHILE HE IS AWAY IN IRAQ SAVING OUR COUNTRY. MY MARSHALL A.K.A THE TWISTEDCHILD N.K.A DA GIFT N DA CURSE FAN/RATE/ADD/CRUSH THIS SEXY SOLDIER!!! Da Gift N Da Curse - Master Of Artz@ fubar ~KISSES FROM YOUR BABYGIRL KARMA~

Cozumel March 2008
This trip was booked through Apple Vacations. Accommodations were at Hotel Cozumel. Dive Operator - Dive Paradise Dive Paradise has at least three dive operations that we would stop at. One was up just south of town, Another was at our hotel Cozumel and another further south just north of the International Pier. We were on their slow boats. Renegado Day 1, Calypso Day 2 and Tonga Day 3. The quality of the boats increased each day with Tonga being the nicest and fastest of the 3. Day 1 we had 7 divers with two dive masters, one who was a private DM for a junior diver. Day 2 had 8 divers on board with a single diver master. Day 3 we had 14 divers with three dive masters and an instructor. One was again the private DM for the junior diver (who also had a private videographer too). The instructor had two divers working on their Advanced Open Water. Then the rest of us were split into two groups. At Hotel Cozumel, they had lockers just off the pier, with fresh water rinse tanks. Had to g

Some People
Some people just thrive on being jerks. Take this latest one here. For no reason other than to be a jerk, he rates people a 1. I think, unless someone does something to you directly, everyone should be given a good rating. After all, when you give a good rating, you get one back. But if you do not like them, do not wanna be their friend or fan, you have a couple of choices; rate them and do not fan/add or go to someone else's page. There is no need to be a rude jack-ass. This one made my list for those very reasons. I hope he really feels good about himself, because he is just showing that he is an insecure dolt who makes himself feel better by being mean to others. To him I say K.M.A. Learn to be decent or go away! Grim_Reaper87@ fubar http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1592281

Help Her Get Her Happy Hour!!
Hey you!! Do you know this nice lady?? ~PebblesinAz~ You don't!! Well, first you need to go Fan/Rate/Add her...I will wait..... . . . . . . You did it? Ok, then on to the true purpose of this :) She is in a giveaway for a Happy Hour, and needs your help!! She needs 60,000 comments to get it. Rates count as 5 points and comments count as 1 *well, duh* Here is the pic you need to bomb like mad!! PebblesinAz But make sure you Fan/Rate/Add the host too!! Cappy Every little bit helps, whether it be 1 comment or your max for the day! I will even pay you to bomb her!! For every 100 comments you leave I will give you 2,000 fubucks!! Count up or down, just fumail me when you are done!! This message brought to you by the one and only: Silentlizard

The Flood
I should have let it all wash away. Just walked away from my past. Instead I held fast to it. I don't know wich is worst, The Demon I am, The ones I am Fighting or The ones I'm holding. So many Wrong desions, So few bright spots in my life. Death follows me, just out sight. waiting/watching/planning. How much more will it take ? How close am I to loosing all that I am ? What Demons await around the next corner to pull me futher down. I am alone, Hope has left me. I grow weaker by the day and my Deeds grow stronger by the minute. Help Me ©

Say Anything
Say you love me , Say you hate me. Say you miss me, say your waiting. say anything. Say you promise,"you'll still think of me". First thing in the morning, last thought at night. When our song plays, just smile and Say "you love me". Say "you love me"., Say you hate me. Say anything.©

Dusty Undies
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife "Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!" His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. "What the Hell is this??" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. "April," he hollered into the bathroom, "Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She replied with a snicker... "It's not talcum powder......It's 'Miracle Grow'."

Italian Erotique/german Erotik/french Erotique
*ITALIAN: Come sono uscito della vasca calda con la brezza fresca esponendo il mio capezzolo sinistro - la trattengo ed estasio la sua bocca col mio bisogno di lingua ed avere calda del desiderio di lei ed il suo pene duro nella mia bocca ed il mio pussy caldo bagnato. Come la bacio, lei muove giù il mio collo assaggiando il sale dalla mia pelle e l'acqua calda contro la sua lingua. Erotico nella maniera la voglio in me - come sorrido guardando profondo nei suoi occhi affamati come lei si tuffa succhiare sui miei capezzoli duri portati avanti con l'aria fredda. Scivolo le mie mani giù i suoi pantaloni ed afferro il suo asino con le mie mani calde bagnate - adesso il suo asino è bagnato e trascino i miei chiodi in esso. il massaging il suo schwanz con ogni capezzolo dei miei capezzoli diritti - lei bacia le mie labbra ed io il lamento come il suo indice va nel mio pussy sdrucciolevole, bagnato caldo - dolgo per lei - ogni mattina succhio il suo gallo prima Lei si sveglia così lei sogne

Haters Lol
· Who Me? Never! LOL rated you a '1'! · Who Me? Never! LOL just checked you out! Haha. So I go you know just to look at who this is... its some ugly fat bitch and I go to rate her a 1 back because I'm childish and her profile says: ERROR: this user's permissions don't allow you to do this. if you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list, click here. So I'm assuming she does this to be an ass... or out of jealousy. Haha. I just find it funny someone would rate you a 1 and then immediately block me from viewing her profile and rating her picture. Lol.

Every Problem Has A Solution
A farmer stopped by the local mechanic shop to have his truck fixed. They couldn't do it while he waited, so he said he didn't live far and would just walk home. On the way home he stopped at the hardware store and bought a bucket and a gallon of paint. He then stopped by the feed store and picked up a couple of chickens and a goose. However, struggling outside the store he now had a problem - how to carry his entire purchases home. While he was scratching his head he was approached by a little old lady who told him she was lost. She asked, "Can you tell me how to get to 1603 Mockingbird Lane?" The farmer said, "Well, as a matter of fact, my farm is very close to that house. I would walk you there but I can't carry this lot." The old lady suggested, "Why don't you put the can of paint in the bucket. Carry the bucket in one hand; put a chicken under each arm and carry the goose in your other hand?" "Why thank you very much," he said and proceeded to walk the old girl h

Fort Lauderdale / Miami, Fl (3/28/08 - 3/31/08)
I'll be heading to The Sunshine State this weekend. Plan on staying for 4 days. Going to visit a few friends, staying at a timeshare in Fort Lauderdale and partying in Miami. Not sure what I should do while I'm down there. Sure this will be a small break from the norm. Any suggestion's, please feel free to reply. Thanks in advance.

Nothing Really
is life real or fake? do we have real emotions or is it what people put in our heads? im not sure all i know is i will try to sculpt my life into a good thing that will help all who need help. i will try to help all who need help in life and i will help them understand how to help themselves. because we all need alittle help and alittle love. with out that there is nothing in this world but soulless creatures that like to hurt.

'mate Match'
One of my Aussie friends sent this to me and I thought I'd share a laff with u. Just imagine sitting in traffic on your way to work and hearing this. Many Sydney folks DID hear this on the FOX FM morning show in Sydney. The DJs play a game where they award winners great prizes. The game is called 'Mate Match'. The DJs call someone at work and ask if they are married or seriously involved with someone. If the contestant answers 'yes', he or she is then asked 3 random yet highly personal questions. The person is also asked to divulge the name of their partner with (phone number) for verification. If their partner answers those same three questions correctly, they both win the prize. The Harbour City dropped to its knees with laughter and is possibly the funniest thing you've heard yet. Anyway, here's how it all went down: DJ: 'Hey! This is Ed on FOX-FM. Have you ever heard of 'Mate Match'?' Contestant: (laughing) 'Yes, I have.' DJ: 'Great! Then you know we're

Blond Snow Removal
One winter morning a husband and wife in northern Ohio were Listening to the radio during breakfast. They heard the announcer Say, "We are Going to have 8 to 10 inches of snow today. You must Park your car on the Even-numbered side of the street, so the Snowplows can get through." So the good wife went out and moved Her car. A week later while they are eating breakfast again, the radio Announcer said, "We are expecting 10 to 12 inches of snow today. You must park your car on the odd-numbered side of the street, so The snowplows can get through." The good wife went out and moved Her car again. The next week they are again having breakfast, when the radio Announcer says, "We are expecting 12 to 14 inches of snow today. You must park..." Then the electric power went out. The good wife Was very upset, and with a worried look on her face she said, "Honey, I don't know what to do. Which side of the street do I Need to park on so the snowplows can get through?" With the l

Fuel - Leave The Memories Alone
So here I am with my thoughts of you And this world I've left for me Stoic faces when I think of you And how I once believed So now you call me, but you know I won't let you through I've myself to deceive So leave the memories alone I don't want to see The way it is, as to how it used to be Leave the memories alone, don't change a thing And I'll hold you here in my memory So I find me in your garden now A sad smile for the scene And all the flowers that we planted now Taken by the weeds But in my minds eye, you know they still bloom for me They stand tall there, in that summer breeze Leave the memories alone I don't want to see The way it is, as to how it used to be Leave the memories alone, don't change a thing And I'll just hold you here in my memory In my memory, yeah So leave the memories alone I don't want to see The way it is, as to how it used to be Leave the memories alone, don't change a thing And I'll hold you in my memory You'll never

My Poetry
True perfection is what i seek Be it flatter abs or pearly white teeth Gain a pound? I barely eat for a week Are my eyes too close? My nose too wide? What should i do, run and hide? Perfection to me is a waste of time Cause nobodys perfect in everyones eyes Vixxen

Alone Again Naturally
--------------------------------------------------- In a little while from now If I’m not feeling any less sour I promise myself to treat myself And visit a nearby tower And climbing to the top will throw myself off In an effort to make it clear to who Ever what it’s like when you’re shattered Left standing in the lurch at a church Where people saying: "My God, that’s tough She's stood him up" No point in us remaining We may as well go home As I did on my own Alone again, naturally To think that only yesterday I was cheerful, bright and gay Looking forward to well wouldn’t do The role I was about to play But as if to knock me down Reality came around And without so much, as a mere touch Cut me into little pieces Leaving me to doubt Talk about God and His mercy Or if He really does exist Why did He desert me in my hour of need I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally It seems to me that there are more hearts broken in the world that can’t be mended

Don't You Know Me
It all started with a text from someone whom I didn’t have any desire to have any contact with at all. So just delete it and forget it would have been the most sensible thing to do. But some people know what buttons to push, and this in turn made me ask a question. A question that I should have been able ask. I should be able to ask you anything. Isn’t that part of all this. Trust is very important to me. I trust you with everything, and I thought you trusted me. It confuses me how you could have ever thought that I would have behaved like that. I thought that you knew me better than that. Can't you see that I am not like the others? Why would I purposely put myself through the last hour of tears. Cause that isn't who I am. I am NOT drama. I am NOT a psycho chic who enjoys stirring things up. I do NOT play those kind of games, that's not what I am here for.

Just Seemed Right
It just felt right u and i alone in the night hold to each other tight the moments were not enough my dreams a reality for a minute but never what i want u'll never be mine always hers i'm just the other woman never number one

God Is My Strenght And Love. Buy My Boy Friend Is The One >>
He knows when I am lost and he leads me along to strive to be strong. My boyfriend said when we first met ,that he knew God had other plans for me . He said My friend Don was wrong.. That I wasnt to waite only on heaven.That God wanted me to have a man and love and much>So In him i put my trust> he my b/f said Trust in me and all I am . He sent a marriage certificate oh just a fun ..One I know ..But as time went on, he really did propose..> I love him now always I know and Ill never let him go. He is so carzy about me , he tells me in many ways . i know im beside myself when I speek of him to someoneelse.He says he,d be devasted if I ever leave , I say he is my destiny and here to fill my dreams. MWAH LOVE diana

5 New Songs On Our Fubar Page
I finally figured out.. well, with a little help from my friends here on Fubar, how to get our music on here. I sent out a MUMM last week telling everyone to go to our main page. Wow! What a mistake. I guess i should have read the rules first. Anyway, they are on here now for you all to enjoy! The 3 latest tracks are 'Heaven Knows' that was played on Denver's Rock station KBPI and 'The Way'. The third one 'Believe in Me' we are waiting for copyright paperwork to come back. So please... add these to your pages and share with your friends. I love you all! Dave

In My Dreams
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRATIC OR REPUBLICAN, GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since Congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning, I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is NOW time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The second list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, for

A New Account
ok someone deleted my old account kinda bums me out but its all good so anyone who knew badhabits...well this is him...Paul...i just made some changes so i could get back here am the same guy stop by and add me PLEASEEEE

Newest Update!
Sam is still in California, but she's coming home tomorrow. Van doesn't want to let her go, but she has to go home and get things in order. It looks like she's going to be going out there about one weekend a month, until she moves out there permanently. Sam has been making Van get up and out of bed and get her Coffee, or chocolate, or hunt down Chinese. I just also got a text where it said to add to it him cooking for her.

Why
Why do grown men act like they care when a week or so down the road they throw you away like yesterdays news? Why would they go to all the trouble of making you feel comfortable talking to them...tell them all your secrets...get you to really open up to them...then never talk to you again. Then if thats not bad enough...they dont even have the nerve to tell you they dont want to talk to you anymore...they just leave you hanging. I am to the point where I say to hell with them all!

Re: Ex-communist Official Accuses China Of Staging Tibet Riots
RE: Ex-Communist Official Accuses China Of Staging Tibet Riots ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Mar 2008, 14:41 Ex-Communist Official Accuses China Of Staging Violent Tibet Riots A former Chinese Communist Party official has accused China of staging violent riots in Tibet in order to demonize Tibetans in the eyes of the international community, justify a brutal paramilitary police crackdown and force the Dalai Lama to resign. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/032408_staging_riots. htm

Re: Abc Smears Scientist For Questioning Climate "consensus
RE: ABC Smears Scientist For Questioning Climate "Consensus ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Mar 2008, 23:23 ABC Smears Scientist For Questioning Global Warming "Consensus" Global Warming Denier: Fraud or 'Realist'? is the headline ABC News uses to attack Princeton-trained physicist Fred Singer who dares to challenge the mainstream scientific "consensus" on the causes of climate change. http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/240308Singer. htm

Echo 419
Can anyone guess what my title comes from? I'll give you a hint it's from a video game a popular game that came out last year right before Call Of Duty Four...... it was the Xbox's first game for the first xbox. It also had has an AI beauty.... Anyone know what Echo 419 comes from?

Inconvenient Truths
The dust is settling over the flap involving Barack Obama and his pastor at Trinity United Church of Christ in Chicago. The presidential hopeful delivered a rather stirring and generally well-received speech last week in response to the Rev. Jeremiah Wright’s rather intriguing comments about race relations made during a sermon. Most of you should know the story by now: Of course, mainstream (er, conservative corporate media whore) press outlets salivated over what they considered the most incendiary of remarks: "We bombed Hiroshima, we bombed Nagasaki, and we nuked far more than the thousands in New York and the Pentagon, and we never batted an eye. We have supported state terrorism against the Palestinians and black South Africans, and now we are indignant because the stuff we have done overseas is now brought right back to our own front yards. America’s chickens are coming home to roost," Wright said, implying that the United States was partially at fault for Sept. 11. "The gover

Ugh~!
I am ready to go to work tomorrow and shoot the radio station they just switched to over the weekend. I have this stupid song stuck in my head.. I have been singing this version - and the Weird Al version..! Doh! Sing along with me!!!

All I Ever Wanted.
I wanted a car. A nice one. Haven't got that yet. I wanted a motorcycle. Got it. I wanted a home of my own. Haven't got that yet. I wanted an entertainment center with a big teevee and stereo. I got that. I wanted a perfect body. Close but not there. I wanted a family. A beautiful wife whom adores me, and understands me. Kids. A life to live. A future to share. Haven't got that yet. But I'm never going to stop trying. -Rafael

For My Angel
The day you came into my life will be cherished always. An angel sent from heaven above for my lonely heart to hold. My heart is no longer lonely, but instead filled with the wonder of a love like I’ve never known. When you first held me, it was magical! A touch no other but my soulmate could provide. Truly the passion needed no words. Your kiss on my lips is something I long for each day. With a single kiss the intensity of your love so incredibly clear! Your eyes melt me with emotion so intense it is beyond belief. A caring and unconditional love that shines from them that makes me shiver with excitement for our life to come. Each day your smile fills my heart with a joy like no other. Oh but to have you in my life is truly a blessing! I promise to you yet again my unconditional love and devotion. For I will cherish each day that God gives me with you, our own little piece of heaven on earth. I will love you always.

Fantasys Of Life.
i like to dream of possibilitys, cause its the fantasy we all strive to obtain, it is the one thing in life that drives us, if we did not have fantasys we would not endevor to better ourselfs... once the fantasy is obtained you must create and dream a new one, for that is the variety of life that keeps us living.

Inconsistencies
it's easy to stop smiling when backs are turned. that's when it's ok to bear the fangs. the ones you sink into trusting necks. They'll never know who wounded them! the fangs sink deeper into backs than they ever could face to face. but you already know that. and you know how much more pain jumps through the body when the cut is deep; the harsh criticisms spread and the damage is done. and all the while you're distracted by your own self pitying, self promoting evil. it may be unseeing, but it keeps you busy and concealed. your biting inconsistencies will be your downfall.

A Dream Come True
Feelings that once were hidden Are now expressed to you. Days that once were stormy Are now the brightest blue. Times that once were lonely Are now filled with pleasure. All that once was mine alone Are now things we both treasure. Nights that once were cold Are now comforting and warm. Fears that once were very real Are now gone with the storm. A heart that once was broken Can now finally mend. A person once alone in life Can now call you a friend. Dreams that once were longed for Are now all coming true. The love I once thought was gone I have now and forever in you.

Hot Boy Of 3-24
OK...so I still love Jacoby of Papa Roach but there is one rocker boy who's had my heart for the last 20 years. I actually had the honor of meeting him in July 2005. I won't post the pic of me and the bad boys of Motley Crue because I was 30 pounds heavier back then. This man, who I like to call a genius, is the reason for my alias 'Shandra Sixx'. It is none other than... Nikki Sixx of Motley Crue...

Ten Questions!
I HOPE I DONT REGRET THIS... YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Girls First Time
A girls first time As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him-he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an ease entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and nod f

Are There Angels?
It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love

Joke
A boy gets on a bus, as he sits in his seat he notice man sitting next to him wearing his collar backwards. So The boys ask the man, Y do u have wear ur Collar to ur shirt backwards?. The man replays, Im a Father. The Boy says well my dad is a father an dont wear his collar backwards.The Man replys Im Father of many. The boys says My dad is father of many I have 3 brothers an 2 sisters an he dont wear his collar backwards. The many replys well Im Father of Thousands. The boy leans over an says, Maybe u should wear ur pants backwards!

Thinking Of You
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. The way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion. The way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where I want to be. The way that I feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Seeing You
i checked out your profile today and gazed int othe eyes of you...found myself lost in your dreams, not wanting to come out, i held you in my arms, smelled your hair and it was wondeerful, i kisseed your soft lips just to hear the moan from you. i felt you breathing..and your heart pound against my chest..and when i woke it was just a dream as i slept at my desk

Pb And J
The things I do to earn a living! Granted, I shouldn't complain. I shouldn't moan, I shouldn't get cross. I mean, after all, it isn't like I am doing anything physically demanding out in the hot sun or flipping burgers at the local greasy spoon (is there such a thing any more? And do burgers actually get flipped? I see at McDonalds they flat fry them on some sort of grill press and at the Burger King, they are 'broiled' on an evil conveyor belt...anyways, I digress.) So, my job, in various forms, is nothing to complain about. I write, I travel, I meet interesting people, I go to cool events, on occasion. Sometimes, it is boring. Sometimes, I have to go through things that other people have written and re-write them. Most of the time, when I do that, I have very little idea of what they have written about. It is often way too technical for my little brain. But, that doesn't matter. I just have to re-write or edit it into something that reads reasonably well. Mostly, though, la

Will You Ever
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

Fade To Black...... Invisible.
Fade to Black; Invisible; It happens once again. You have to be responsible, which leaves you alone again; The trials of life become overwhelming, You need to turn within. People say they understand, but really I don't believe, As when you don't know what to say, they all just tend to leave. Fade to Black; Invisible. It's time to turn within To focus and realign the things that are out of hand. And where are those supporters, The group that cheers you on They are out there when you reach for them when they themselves have time. Fade to Black; Invisible; You look for those to share time with, but time and time again; Fade to Black; Invisible; seems closer and closer at hand; So many things you want to change; So many things to address; It's simply overwhelming at the very best; Fade to Black; Invisible; Some day I'm sure it will change but until then, Fade to Black; Invisible;

Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me

Any Advice?
ok so yea my dad wants to bring sum chick from africa to the us and im really against it but he wont listen to me i still live with him and i think its should be part of my decision to even tho its his money i jus think its a really big mistake....any one have any advice as to what i can do to show him shes jus lookin for a sugar daddy?

Its Just A Number
just something to think about for today ======================================== "Next day" Girl: hi Boy: hi whats up Girl: nm you Boy: i got my G.E.D. Girl: OMG!!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU Boy: yeah thnx Girl: i have to tell you something Boy: go ahead Girl: well i love you. i always have i cared about you and your always in my heart Boy: thats cool i love you too but your too young your 14 and i'm 17 Girl: but i love you, age shouldn't mater Boy: i know u do and i love u but i found this girl and shes my age Girl: i just thought......(crying she logs off) The next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 year old girl cut her wrists and wrote on the wall "Age never matters. " The boy then recives a call from the girl he chose and she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love. " That night the boy hangs himself and writes on the wall "She's right. Age doesn't matter. I love you and always will. " Drowning by ~myndsnare on devian

Girls Night Out!! I'm Soooo There!!
It all started out with (Deb) Blueroses ~Blueroses~ you just never know@ fubar and (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar talking about needing a girls night out. Ha! It didn't take much to convince us that even tho we're in different states, we ARE going to do this! Calling all girls needing a night out! Saturday, April 19th, 2008 in Richardson, Texas, be there or be square! So far we have (Deb) ~Blueroses~ (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / RisingStar ~@ fubar (Amber) Sexy Green Eyes Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar and (Nikki) ^Sin^ ^sin^-¢¾fu gf 2 sexy sheila¢¾@ fubar Mel will be there if she can get away Sweet Mel*Sarge's Bad Girl*Greeter Club F.A.R@ fubar (Charlene) Goddess Devine said she will be there! Goddess }|{ Devine

The Magic Of Love
Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery

Help------contest
Can you add http://fubar.com/user/1129026 so you can help me in this contest http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1129026&albumid=903940&i=2898071816&idx=2 all you have to do is rate me and comment bomb my picture. Thank you

What Ya Waiting For? Come On.... *updated*
Hello my fu-family! How is everybody? I just wanted to introduce ya'll to some of the most awesome people on fubar! If you don't already know them, click on their link and stop by and say hi, maybe even R/F/A them if you like... Mr_Hott**MsRain'sHottLove** {Please read my "AboutMe" to get to know me!}@ fubar Ms Cj Timberlake ~* The Hottest Head Bartender at GCS~@ fubar seankilloran1978@ fubar lovelace@ fubar -Jamiie -@ fubar pjcountry**Member of Spankers*@ fubar ~snowflake~ fuwife of wiggles@ fubar wiggles fuhusband of snowflake@ fubar *BooBooKittyFuk* * FU -OWNED BY *A-MAIZE* & *RAINDROPS*..fan&rate b4 add,favor is ALWAYS returned!@ fubar budman_35@ fubar tappinit ~~ Up for BID ~~ Get your very own Animations ! ~~ C Blog

Todays Comment 3/24/08
Thank you for all the compliments on the comment I sent out...but...I have too give kudos to Mantis...the guy I own this month for making it for me. He did an awesome job. I love it! Below is his link: Ð®ägØñ¤†ämë® - Please read profile before adding@ fubar Thanks Mantis...you ROCK!!

Big News Updates And My Latest Work Of Art
ok news update, i'm done with the drama in life, thanks to a few people i came to realize that i don't need or want that shit in my life ... secondly believe it or not, My bf Gerald has turned me into something i didn't think would ever happen lol ...... he talked me into the whole church thing so i'mma start goin to church again ..... thirdly, i'm goin for my license in a few weeks, once i find someone to take me to get them ove in state college, and fourthly, i'm looking for a job, even if its a volunteer job, money doesn't matter to me but helping people does ...... oh yeh on my family's behalf a little news, my bro got his gf Joey knocked up so congrats to them and he's thinking bout marrying her...... my cousin wendy is preg again if its a girl she's nameing her Andi so congrats to her too ........my friend kaydee is expecting and i'm expecting her kid to just jump right out of her lol .........also i'm considering moving in with my boyfriend because he's asked repeatedly and i've

I've Noticed
It never fails that I seem to have trouble starting any kind of project. Ok, let me clarify.. I'm working on a Bachelor's degree in Psychology. I'm getting there, but dammit... fubar keeps getting in the way of my thoughts! So many people to look at and talk to.. I want to give them all of my attention. Hell, i cant even concentrate on the weddings i'm trying to plan!! Someone save me.. I know they are out there. I need a face to face individual that will keep me occupied. Takers?

Life Isnt Easy
Well not sure where to start. As my my close family members knows ive been having some problems with my husband. On February 14 we had split up and we had worked things out and went back together. Things wasnt getting and easier. So we had split up again. Well I went through alot of thinking about what was going on and today I had decided to end the relationship with him because he had put his friends first. It looks like i wasted 10 and a 1/2 years trying and hoping he would change. But nothing worked. So now im sitting here wondering is there really love out there? As of right now I dont believe in love.

Fight Over Being Boss..
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. 'I should be in charge,' said the brain , 'Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen.' 'I should be in charge,' said the blood , 'Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away.' 'I should be in charge,' said the stomach,' Because I process food and give all of you energy.' 'I should be in charge,' said the legs , 'because I carry the body wherever it needs to go.' 'I should be in charge,' said the eyes, 'Because I allow the body to see where it goes.' 'I should be in charge,' said the rectum , 'Because I'm responsible for waste removal.' All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery, and the blood was toxic. They all decided that

Ponder This
Here's another one of my dads idiocies He was a racist (unfortunately) and had no friends due to being drunk most of the time. So he started eating and hanging out at the YMCA. Bear in my mind that our local YMCA was pretty much all black and mixed race people. Hence the idiot part. Worst thing about it though was one night, without telling me wherewe were going he took me up into one of the tiny little rooms in there, drunk and with about 6 black guys squeezed in this tiny place. I was shitting myself. As it happened nothing bad occured but still. Just another reason I hate beer. Until next time, thanks for reading.

When Is Ur Birthday??
Which Baby are you... ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spe

Week 3
WELL I HAVE TO THANK ALL OF YOU AGAIN!!!! I WON WEEK 2. I HAVE PASTED THE CONTEST BLOG HERE FOR ALL OF YA TO READ. IT GETS KINDOF TRICKY THIS WEEK. PLEASE STAY POSTED FOR MORE DETAILS. THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE!!!! Congradulations to the winner for the second straight week Chevy! I know that there was already talk about this maybe being a popularity contest, but the reason that he won this week was based on the fact that he hit the 15 point bonus. It leap frogged him into first place over 2 of you that had been tied for the lead. The bonus kicker this week was for longest comment. I see many people leaving comments like 'vote', 'nice' and 'pretty' and I wanted to award the person that had a picture left with a real honest and true comment and this was Chevy and he won because of it. I want to also say thank you to Ape for joining and Im sorry he had to exit so quickly. Have fun man. Now, onto the week 3 contest. This week is going to be a little different again. Im going to ass

A Woman Of Her Own Words
As i stand upon these tall rocks along the shore of the sea I stretch my arms like wings and let the wind come beneath my ffeet i take pride as i gaze up into the sun and see the beauty of its light I love how the rays of light touch the water of this giant mysterious sea thank you god for letting the spirit of the earth be apart of my whole world for i love it so and thank you for giving me the strength and wisdom to live my life the way i should i relise i am not like many other people for this is a unique gift i may not be smart at everything but i am wise i may not appear to be as old as my words but let that knowledge and wisdom that i love and care for become stronger and wiser when they need guidance i may not be as beautiful as the moon and stars in the night sky but i am beautiful in my own special way ether through my words wisdom strength knowladge or just the way i am i am my own unique person and that shall never change even as i grow old b

Spring Break
This past week was the best week i could ever ask for. i was able to spend the time with my family all together. My daughter who is in high school and goes to Monahans high ( that is monahans texas), had break the same time my jr high daughter did, and my husband brought both of my kids to see me so that we could be a family for the week. i dont i could have asked for anything better, than to spend it with all three of my girls together. it was the greatest week ever......

Him And I
And I have been waiting 29 years! But FINALLY...it's MY time to be happy! It has happened and I'm not fighting it! Out with the old and in with the new! I'm gonna leave you all on this note for this week: You will never know what is right in front of you waiting for you if you walk around with your eyes to the ground! So keep your head HIGH, grab those wings you see in front of you....and FLY BABY FLY!! I'm holding on to my special wings and we are going places and seeing things. No one but Him and I...

Disgusted
What is wrong with people. You tell them that you dont want to talk to them and they throw shit in your face that you said when you were drunk. They say you cheated on them when actually thats not true at all. Its quite opposite, he cheated on ME! But I am done with that stupid rediculous phase of my life. I have moved on. Nothing good came of it other than lessons learned. NEVER TRUST THE ONE YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD TRUST THE MOST. they will send you to hell and back over and over again. Other than that things are going great in my life right now. I am staying strong and not going back to the past. All it is, is a horrible memory. Work is going great right now. In fact I just got off work bout an hour ago. The hotel party kicked ass, I had an unexpected visitor but he made me very very happy......and satisfied. The best yet. LMAO. He is so fucking sexy. LOL. My very own bad boy. And when I say bad......lol i mean in a very good way. Memories that will stay with me for a long long t

My Crappy Week
Im writing this because after the week ive gone through a lot has happened to me. me and bri have split up. I didn’t do anything to mess it up just in case u all r wondering. But I love her to death and I would give anything just to have her back by my side. I mean im sorry if this hurts a few people when I say this but yeah, she is the world to me and right now its hard to not think about her. She has been so good to me and I just want her to know that I love her with all my heart and that im here waiting for her because she is the one person I want to be with for the rest of my life. Now on to something more important that I need ur attention on. Recently ive had been sent to the hospital twice cause of my stomach pains because its been hard for me to eat. I mean I want to. I want to bad but when I see it I just lose all apetite and all I do is go lay down and cry myself to sleep because what is going on really sucks. Im really scared because its not fun when the doc is looking u

Enough With The Sex!
Hi everybody! I'd like to take the time today to talk about Pervocity, but first I'd like to say this...To all the Nancys out there who I'm about to offend: GET BENT! Ok, now that I have that out of the way, I feel better. I don't know if anyone has noticed, but the definition of Pervocity differs from person to person. Everyone has a line that they won't cross, and if you've done something that makes you feel icky inside, you've crossed a line. That said, there are sometimes when crossing the line is a good thing. The definition given here is my opinion only, based on my own experience. So all of you who are easily offended, and those who disagree can go F*$ yourselves! Now that I've alienated my entire audience, I can continue. Pervocity is a funny thing. What's pervy to one person is just Wednesday to someone else. In my estimation and experience, I have to say that Pervocity is a very good thing. It gets a really bad rap however by those who take it to a icky place.

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun.You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too.Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

We Are In Trouble
We are in trouble... The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2. 8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10. 8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me.

Oh Dear God.....sex?
PERVOTARD: A DEFINITION Category: Parties and Nightlife ~PERVOTARD~ ~Noun~ An individual who enjoys, or is aroused by deviant sexual activity, but lacks the skill to perform it properly. Usually due to inexperience, ignorance, or laziness.

Yet Even More Sex?
Pervalicious {per-va-lish-us} ~Adjective~ 1. Acknowledged by the individual or individuals in question as unnatural sexual thought,word, or activity, but still immensely enjoyed by them. ~Example~ I'm feeling extremely Pervalicious this evening!

Survival
A lost soul an endless black hole Try not to fall ignore it's call Sleepless nights endless frights Frozen by fear evil is near It tries to deceive but do not believe Remember what is true and you will get through Scared and lost survival at any cost Entering the final hour show them your power Unleash the inner beast evil will be its feast Eyes of fire, teeth bared no more reason to be scared Darkness becomes light you won the frantic fight Do not live in fear the power will never disappear

Ercho Cancelled Again & Link To "vent"
THIS SUCKS! I UNDERSTAND THE PRODUCERSREAD THIS BOARD MAYBE THEY WILL PICK UP ON FX, SCI-I IF YOU ARE A FAN- LAST CHANE!! http://jericho.wetpaint.com/thread/1317217/Jericho+cancelled GO HERE TO "VENT" HERE IS THE STORY: LOS ANGELES (AP) -- "Jericho," the post-apocalyptic CBS drama whose devoted fans rallied to save it from cancellation, has met its end. The show failed to increase its audience and will air its final episode Tuesday, the network said Friday. "Without question, there are passionate viewers watching this program; we simply wish there were more," CBS Entertainment President Nina Tassler said in a statement. "We have no regrets bringing the show back for a second try." "Jericho," which stars Skeet Ulrich, was canceled last May, triggering a fan protest that deluged the network with about 40,000 pounds of peanuts - a tribute to the defiant "Nuts!" line uttered by Ulrich's character in the first-season finale. CBS relented and ordered seven new episodes, wh

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Pets And Animals
~APPLICATION FOR HOUSEBOY~ Are you now or have you ever been naked?...............Yes/No/Maybe Please give a short list of cleaning credentials______________________________. What size speedo do you wear?......................small/med/lg/XXXL(it means exactly what you think) What is your agility/flexibility range on a scale of 1-10, 10 being most agile_____. Pervocity is not only demanded, it is a requirement and a priviledge. Anyone who does not comply with all Pervocity related standards shall be placed in the Genital Cuff until further notice! THAT WILL SHOW YOU!!!! Are you accustomed to living in a basement?..........Yes/No/Where are the shackles? What awards among Mud Wrestling/Jell-O Wrestling/Baby Oil Wrestling do you hold?__________. How often do you masturbate?..... NEVER!/Hardly/Often/Pervotard/Lost Count/Broken Wrists Do you cry during orgasms?.................. Yes/No/Mommy Didn't Love Me! A description of your sexual stamina level is…

In My House
In My House, In my house there lives a little mouse, Soft,squeekie,fat and gray, He eats my bread, shits on my counter, runs across my stove, fast as his little feet can go, Finds a mouse trap, smells some cheese, Slap! goes the trap, Good bye little mouse, that once lived in my house! by:Pat

1 Day Left 2 Own Me!
Thers only 1 day left 4U 2 own me! Please click the pict N bid N dont 4 get 2 rate! P.S. Dont 4 get 2 rate fan N add the host so U can get 2 it! ~PebblesinAZ~Happy Easter All~Tappinit OWNS my FU & ¢¾@ fubar

Wildfire
Wildfire She came to me like a Texas sunrise, golden yellow in an Azure sky, slowly cresting, cresting the horizon of my heart, warming my entire being. As she stands before me I realize the sun of yellow is her hair, the Azure sky her Blue eyes, the warmth of the sun her heart, encapsulating mine. A new day now has dawned, a fresh start two hearts beat now as one. Tho miles apart the two are entwined joined as the sun is to day, the moon is to night two together, one needing the other, essential to the needs of each. One never being without the other, nurturing, protecting. Always there in mind and spirit, miles apart but never yet never separated. A cool breeze blows by what is this, this scent, it is she. It is her essence, reminding me I am here, always with you. I am in your heart, your mind, your soul, I will never leave, you can feel me, see me, I'm never far, always and forever I'll not be far. She is my shining star guiding me to a place a valley, a valley so magical you but

More Sex?
~Pervertology~ ~Noun~ ~Pronounced~ {pur-vur-tol-o-gee} The study and experiments with food, small animals, and inanimate objects for sexual pleasure in the name of science. ~Pervertologist~ ~Noun~ ~Pronounced~ {pur-vur-tol-o-jist} An individual who studies and experiments with food, small animals, and inanimate objects for sexual pleasure in the name of science. Also, see MetalGirl_1

I Am In A Contest
I need some help to win this contest. Well you help me? I got alot of friends that comment boom right? where are you now that I need help. I helped alot of people win things and now I need your help. So here is the link. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=99257&albumid=415715&i=4126044610 so comment away and thanks for the help!

Lone Star Biker Rally - Oct. 30 - Nov.2, 2008
THE 2007 LONE STAR RALLY WAS A HUGE SUCCESS!!! 486,000 attended as per TX.D.O.T. figures Dates for the 2008 Lone Star Rally are Oct. 30 - Nov. 2 Here are just a few of the many things we are working on for 2008 * Pirate and Halloween Theme * Ride in the World’s Largest Halloween Costume Biker Parade on Friday night to win $1,000! * Attend the World’s largest Leather and Lace Ball on Friday night at the Convention Center. * Tour our Ghost Ship “The Elissa!” at Pier 21! * Three stages with over 60 live concerts! * Lone Star Lady Riders Conference * Ms. Lone Star Rally Pageant and Fashion Show- * Lone Star RV show returns to the floor of the Convention Center * Leather and Lace Ball plus Costume Contest- Featuring Vince Vance and the Valiants Costume Contest winner gets $500! * Demo fleets- Factories return with great free rides on all of their new machines! * Dolphin Tour (formerly the champagne cruise)

Love At First Sight
Love At First Sight You froze me in place the first time I saw you, My feelings are deep and my soul full of many passions. Why do I feel so strangely after one glance? All those stories about love at first sight. Maybe my mom was right. Your smile was warm and reached from ear to ear. Your laugh is contagious and warms every corner of my soul. Why do I feel so connected after one glance? I try and shake it but you already have a hold on my heart. Your voice as resonant as a bass guitar and is felt throughout my heart. It is magical and soothing transporting me to a place I have never been. I try to hear the thoughts of my head but my heart whispers back, it is ok to love. Your walk both sturdy and fast, it reflects your strength. The vibrations of your surrounding energy engulf me. I can see and feel the essence of who you are. I want more but I am afraid, I know everything will be alright because I already love you. Time has passed and we have had so many adventur

Rot Biker Rally - June 12-15, 2008
There's a group of riders coming from Ohio, with Ohio Biker Babe, that me and some local Houston area bikers are gonna meet up with, then ride in to Austin, together. here's her link.. pop in and say Hi, and tell her that Dale sent ya. She rides an '08 Dyna Screamin Eagle Ohio Biker Babe@ fubar

Halt Execution Of Saudi Woman For Witchcraft
''"HALT EXECUTION OF SAUDI WOMAN FOR """ http://www.PetitionOnline.com/AIDFAWZA/ Thought you might like to give thought of this matter. And decide if you would like to sign or not for yourself' s. Please give feedback on your thoughts of this. All would be welcome. Dark Nights By the way are you ready for Ostara.

My Life
Ok well this is like my first blog on here! So I dont know what to really say! But I guess I will start by saying that I love FUBAR! It's so much fun and I have met some really kool people! U know who you r! Ummmm Im gonna be graduating in May! Im really excited for that! I'm not working yet but am looking for a job! Im really family orriented! I love my friends! Im single!!! So Im free boys! But I do like someone right now but we'll see! Well I guess thats all I mean like I said I have never done one of these before! But hey R8 me add me fan me anything and I will return the favor! Much Love!

I Wish You
Subject: i wish you all the sunshine and love that your hearts can hold i wish you happienest when the nght falls i wish you peace of mind when troubles come i wish you laughter throught the song i wish you find the one true love in yourselfves and know the beauity of all around you and never take one breath of life for granted and enojy what life has to hand you in every way may every dream came true and every prayer be answer for you with love

How Much Do You Know About Me?
I thought this might be fun to do and I can't wait to see your answers! Laurie sent it to me to fill out and I never had the chance to send it to her so here ya go Sis! ;) Copy it and send it in a P.M. to me if you would like. Have fun! :-) Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name? Do I smoke? Color of my eyes? Do I have any siblings? What's one of my favorite things to do? What's my favorite type of music? Am I shy or outgoing? Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules? Any special talents? How many children do I have? If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is one thing that we would bring?

Tag You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love animals 2. I like to play in the snow 3. My lucky number is 13 4. I am fascinated with panthers 5. I listen to all types of music 6. I can't go to sleep without my electric blanket 7. Everyday I wake up with a headache 8. I love playing on the beach 9. I am a romantic at heart 10. I am deaf in one ear from a car accident I tag Bri, Melissa, LukeNgood, cajun magick and Randy! :)

Starry(my First Fu-owner)
Meet my new FU-Owner...This Girl will leave you "!Starry!" eyed!! One of the most THOUGHTFUL people I have ever met!! She may not like the best football team but she will surely "Steel" your heart!!! Is it you she's daydreaming about?? Check her out and find out!! You too can catch this falling star..click on her pic below to check her out and show her some love...I guarantee you won't regret it!! I sure don't!!! !Starry! Fu-Owned by JOHNNY~~Fu-Owner 2 SoNiC420!!@ fubar

Tag, You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was born in New Orleans,LA 2.I was adopted. 3. I love to cook/bake. 4. My favorite color is yellow. 5.I used to have a cattery and bred show cats. 6.I was part of the team that was responsable for getting the IMAX camera operating on the space shuttle. 7. I hate yard work. 8 I grow orchids.. 9. I love classsical music. 10.I'm an amateur radio operator, and certified skywarn spotter/storm chaser. I am sending this to...Chell, Beep, Sylvia, Learning to Fly, and Cheryl.

Floods
For The 1% Your face. Your voice. Your flaws. Your simplistic perfection. Your stupid little grin. Everything about you. In my mind it Floods. Hopes long since forgotten. Emotions, thoughts, actions. Doubts, fears, confusion. Needs, desires, overwhelming.... Floods. I don't know how, Or when, Or even simply why. You are forever on my mind. From the second my senses awake Till I finally drowned them out at night... Floods. Wishing deep Prayers unheard. Maybe unanswered. Wonders to be called your own... To my existance, overpowering Grabbing my soul at my core, it Floods. Sitting alone Hoping to hear some sound Anything telling me your here.... I suddenly realize to my own dismay What was a simple attraction A momentary infatuation Turned on myself to your requirements Submission to domination Has become something more And you yourself in me Floods. Somewhere between then and now This flood crept in. This flood is likely to drowned me,

Dark Desires 3
Michele started to take a seat on the leather couch in the room when Becca motioned for her to follow. Becca headed toward a door in the far left corner of the room, when she opened the door Michele saw flickering light coming form within. Becca stood to one side allowing Michele to enter first. To Michele amazement, the room was filled with large brightly colored pillows, candles, and a small bar. “I thought this might be more comfortable for us my friend. It’s a bit more private and I honestly believe it’s nicer then being in the study or the library.” Becca smiled at her friend. Michele walked around a little bit, before finding a large pillow to sit down on. “This is nice Becca, I had no idea this room was even here, and it’s so hidden by the shadows of the study.” Becca smiled at Michele and went to fix them both a strong drink, hoping to relax her friend enough to maybe play. Becca handed Michele her drink and then took a seat beside her friend. The two fr

Pattern
I have a Pattern. This Pattern has ruled my life for years it would seem. I have a Pattern of falling for men and a woman(love you Robin) that are incapible of ever truely being mine and mine alone. I fall for married men, engaged men, significantly attached men or men who just in general live far enough away as to they may as well belong to someone else anyways. Not to say that any of these people or the relationships were/are bad ones. In fact they are the best ones of my life. They have been the relationships that had the least bullshit, the most honesty and in general were the reasons I survived relatively emotionally intact this long. These men I have loved. I have cried for and cried with. They were my best friends. Some where lovers. Some never did more than hold me. But each loved me with all they had and their devotion was complete. Granted for the most part save one or two relationships, every second I have had with them, every I love you, every desire and hope was stolen

Sayings
ASAYINGS: All generalizations are false, including this one. All I want is a warm bed, a kind word and unlimited power. Always be sincere, even when you don't mean it. - Irene Peter Always remember no matter where you go, there you are. Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else. Ambition is the last refuge of the failure. An unbreakable toy is useful for breaking other toys. Angels can fly because they take themselves so lightly. Any fool can criticize, condemn, & complain. And most do. Any technology distinguishable from magic is insufficiently advanced. Anything good in life is either illegal, immoral, or fattening. - Pardo Anything that is designed to do more than one thing can't do any of them well. As I said before, I never repeat myself. As long as I can remember, I've had amnesia. As soon as the stewardess serves the coffee, the airline encounters turbulence. Be nice to your kids. They'll choose your nursing home. Better to understand a lit

Deceitful Spawn
->Vampire Heart: what mad cuz ya got caught in a lie or two or three, anything else ya wanna add ->Vampire Heart: so now youre adding cheating March 24, 2008 @ 3:26 pm #3 of 4 she was cheating on him and did not want to tell him and all he was doing was working and taking care of his kids and giving them everything and got himself nothing and while he was at work and was having surgery she cheated on him and wanted to be with the other guy and instead of being an adult she just keft ->Vampire Heart: ya think dishonesty has played enough of a part in the kids lives or are they even yours ->Vampire Heart: i asked if any involved parties had been charged with anything, had any kind of record at all, and you were still referrin to you as 'the friend' Vampire Heart: yes the guy she ran off with you asked if he had been charged Vampire Heart: see this is why i don't tell anyone it is me because they assume the worst of me and they assume that i did the wrong when they do not know

Come Check Him Out
COME CHECK OUT THESE HOTTIES IN CLUB TOOSEXY WHERE YOU DREAMS MIGHT JUST COME TRUE WITH THE SEXIEST PEOPLE ON FUBER COME SEE DJ TWIZTID OUR HOTTEST NEW DJ HES ON THE MIC AND HE WILL NOT DISAPOINT YOU (repost of original by 'DJ SEXY BADBOY~DSC~ HUBBY TO DJ TOOSEXY~OWNER OF SEXII CHIQUITA~' on '2008-03-24 16:06:40') (repost of original by '~SiMpLy AmAzInG~Fu Fiance to DJ Twiztid~DSC~RisingStars~Enforcer For Club TooSexy~' on '2008-03-24 16:09:10') (repost of original by 'DJ SEXY BADBOY~DSC~ HUBBY TO DJ TOOSEXY~OWNER OF SEXII CHIQUITA~' on '2008-03-24 16:14:02') (repost of original by '~SiMpLy AmAzInG~Fu Fiance to DJ Twiztid~DSC~RisingStars~Enforcer For Club TooSexy~' on '2008-03-24 16:28:20') (repost of original by 'DJ SEXY BADBOY~DSC~ HUBBY TO DJ TOOSEXY~OWNER OF SEXII CHIQUITA~' on '2008-03-24 16:35:00') (repost of original by '~SiMpLy AmAzInG~Fu Fiance to DJ Twiztid~DSC~RisingStars~Enforcer For Club TooSexy~' on '2008-03-24 16:38:36')

Storms Bring Out The Eagles But The Little Birds Take Cover
When the "storms of life" gather darkly ahead, I think of these wonderful words I once read And I say to myself as "threatening clouds" hover Don't "fold up your wings" and "run for cover" But like the eagle "spread wide your wings" and "soar far above" the troubles life brings, For the eagle knows that the higher he flies The more tranquil and brighter become the skies... And there is nothing in life GOD ever asks us to bear That we can't soar above "ON THE WINGS OF PRAYER" And in looking back over the "storm you passed through" You'll find you gained strength and new courage, too, For in facing "life's storms" with an EAGLES WINGS You can fly far above earth's small, petty things.. (Helen Steiner Rice) ~...they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings as eagles...~ Isaiah 40:31

Contest Week 3
Update** Aww crap. Sorry everyone. I didnt open up the pictures. I wasnt really around all weekend and tonight. Internet was down tonight. Using the neighbors right now. Im opening it up now and the results will be posted on Wed. We can do this like football where this week wont start a new contest. Its a bye week. Ill post something on Wed and give everyone an extra few days for next weeks.. so it should be a big one. Sorry again!! Congradulations to the winner for the second straight week Chevy! I know that there was already talk about this maybe being a popularity contest, but the reason that he won this week was based on the fact that he hit the 15 point bonus. It leap frogged him into first place over 2 of you that had been tied for the lead. The bonus kicker this week was for longest comment. I see many people leaving comments like 'vote', 'nice' and 'pretty' and I wanted to award the person that had a picture left with a real honest and true comment

Men......
Ok so i've been dating this guy for two years. He treats me like shit. I ask myself, why do i stay? And the answer always is : because of the kids. I know its not right to do but i feel i don't have the strength to go on. I am sure there is someone better out there, but will i find him? Who is going to want someone that has four kids? He downgrades me, tells me to leave, just an ass....... and yet i stay. I do have bipolar, so i know i can have my own moods, but, this is bullshit! any advice??

Really Need Ur Help Guys
i am in a new contest. need 50000 comments to win 1 million fubucks. the contest starts 8 eastern time tonight. would appreciate any help u can give me......the main reason i am in this one is because since my other account was banned . i lost alot of fubucks and i just want to get some of them back. i know this is alot of comments but if any of u could help me out. id greatly appreciate it click on this pic to comment bomb me. the contest is open

Girl's Nite Out Near Dallas - April 19, 2008
It all started out with (Deb) Blueroses ~Blueroses~ you just never know@ fubar and (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar talking about needing a girls night out. Ha! It didn't take much to convince us that even tho we're in different states, we ARE going to do this! Calling all girls needing a night out! Saturday, April 19th, 2008 in Richardson, Texas, be there or be square! So far we have (Deb) ~Blueroses~ (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / RisingStar ~@ fubar (Amber) Sexy Green Eyes Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar and (Nikki) ^Sin^ ^sin^-¢¾fu gf 2 sexy sheila¢¾@ fubar Mel will be there if she can get away Sweet Mel*Sarge's Bad Girl*Greeter Club F.A.R@ fubar (Charlene) Goddess Devine said she will be there! Goddess }|{ Devine@ fubar (Kris) Cowgirlup signed up! wo

Wyf, Yo!
Walking around my house, I had noticed some things... It didn't occur to me when I had bought them, but now I have and WTF? My microwave is an Emerson... My TV is a Polaroid.... And... My coffee pot is a Black and Decker... WTF? The world's coming to an end, isn't it?

It Is The First One That Scares Me A Lil'
My Bar Tab: For Me: clear 'for me' tab · angel of death just checked you out! 2 min ago · dirt track driver just checked you out! 2 min ago · Basil, Leave me... just sent you a message! 2 min ago · ' ~ HoT ~ &... became your fan! 3 min ago · ' ~ HoT ~ &... rated you a '10'! 3 min ago · bigstan just checked you out! 3 min ago · ' ~ HoT ~ &... just checked you out! 3 min ago · GABO just checked you out! 4 min ago · fair1 rated your photo a '10'! 4 min ago · fair1 rated you a '10'! 5 min ago · fair1 just checked you out! 5 min ago · hyteckredneck74 just checked you out! 5 min ago · hawkeye rated you a '10'! 6 min ago · batch just checked you out! 6 min ago · hawkeye just checked you out! 6 min ago · new friend request from 'fyrso' received! 6 min ago · fyrso just checked you out! 7 min ago · bladibla just checked you out! 7 min ago · new gift: Fuzzy Navel from 'Basil, Leave me...' received! 12 min ago · the_pictureman rated you

Bachlorette Party Tonight!
TRACY IS DANCIN ON THE BAR IN THE LOUNGE!!!! GET IN HERE AND WATCH THE SHOW, LISTEN TO THE KICK A$$ TUNES AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS!!!! Gonna have Niecee and Christina's Bachlorette Party Tonight so get your asses in here woohoo

Anxiety
ok so Ive got bad anxiety which if its really acting up makes my insomnia really bad an makes it so i cant sleep. Now yesterday I was having major problems with my anxiety and had a crap load of tour buses hit us at work. A grand total of 20 or so buses came threw from twelve noon to eight pm. During my entire shift at work i must have delt with at least 800 customers plus cooked all the food for the Chinese side of my work area. It was so busy that we were very backed up and sold out our entire stock of pizza thus making a few customers mad, but that could not be helped. Thus yesterday I dealt with way too many people that i almost lost control on the slight grip on my anxiety and blew up at quite a few people including the punk ass eighteen year old guy that doesnt really do his job in the first place. So today, being monday now, and tomorrow are my days off and im not planning to go anywhere i dont have to go. You might see that i am online but that i may not answer your shouts

Mumms
i just have to laugh....people ask questions on there poll wise and even when they ask for help with probs they still get ransacked with haters and and such! what do the haters want if we cannot ask question without bein doucheraggeed on by these guys why dont they just stop the mumms and put polls up for pollsters or something..makes it easier or are the staff on here that hard to do things?

Girls Night Out!!!!!!!!
It all started out with (Deb) Blueroses ~Blueroses~ you just never know@ fubar and (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar talking about needing a girls night out. Ha! It didn't take much to convince us that even tho we're in different states, we ARE going to do this! Calling all girls needing a night out! Saturday, April 19th, 2008 in Richardson, Texas, be there or be square! So far we have (Deb) ~Blueroses~ (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / RisingStar ~@ fubar (Amber) Sexy Green Eyes Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar and (Nikki) ^Sin^ ^sin^-¢¾fu gf 2 sexy sheila¢¾@ fubar Mel will be there if she can get away Sweet Mel*Sarge's Bad Girl*Greeter Club F.A.R@ fubar (Charlene) Goddess Devine said she will be there! Goddess }|{ Devine@

Song I Wrote...
JUST SLOW DOWN Wait a minute God, just slow down I’m try to keep up But the world keeps goin ‘round I’m feelin dizzy and a little weak I tried to yell But I couldn’t speak Yeah… Out of control and my voice is gone Stop for a minute, just slow down You’re going too fast Moving too quick I know you have jobs to do You paint the sky, the deepest blue Fill the darkness with Twinklin light Listen to my prayers late at night So could you do me a favor I won’t ask much Just wait a minute God Just slow down I’m try to keep up But the world keeps goin ‘round I’m feelin dizzy and a little weak I tried to yell, but I couldn’t speak Yeah… Wait for a minute, just slow down You’re going too fast Moving too quick, yeah Moving way too quick, uh huh Stop for a minute God, listen to me It won’t take long You will see I’ve got something to say and things to do But I need your help, you’re the only one I could never survive without you So listen to me, it

Sorry Darlin, But No One Can Hear You...
i feel like everyday a little bit more of me slips away making me more numb to my surroundings and everyday interactions i cling to what i can as i can feel myself slipping but all that does is keep me from falling completely off the edge and doesnt stop the downfall so many things seem superfluous seem to not matter and i cannot find the comfort i once did i can feel and see my detachment but can do nothing to draw out real emotion except fake it when it wont present itsself don't get me wrong not every smile is fake not all laughter is forced but the brutality of this vacancy is surely taking its toll.

Be Discreet If You Play
It was late, my wife had already gone to bed and I snuck downstairs to turn on my computer. Moments after signing online, I received my favorite smiling happy face. You were online too. Immediately my cock stirred in my boxer shorts and I typed back my response, ‘Are you wet?’ Immediately your response in capital letters was and emphatic ‘YES’. My cock grew harder, my hand found its way into my boxers and yanked it out and began stroking it. I met you on MySpace. Just my luck, you lived in MI close enough where I travel to several times a year. You too were sexually exploratory, needing a friend at first. I did not want to play any mind games with you, and I told you exactly what I was looking for from the start. I needed a discreet, no strings attached fuck buddy. This was to be hot sex and nothing else at first. You admitted to me that you too were interested in that kind of a relationship, but I must absolutely love eating pussy. I informed you that you had definitely come to

3 Hrs
STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters.... S.T.R. Picture . If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. Seriously.. Please read: STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .....she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00 pm Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die.... they end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead. It only takes a minute to read this... A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim w

Down In It
NIN - Down In It Kinda like a cloud I was up way up in the sky and I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe sometimes I don't believe them myself and I decided I was never coming down Just then a tiny little dot caught my eye it was just about too small to see But I watched it way too long and that dot was pulling me down I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it Well shut up so what what does it matter now I was swimming in the haze now I crawl on the ground And everything I never liked about you is kind of seeping into me Try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out ("I guess the jokes on me" she said) I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it I used to be so big and strong I used to know my right from wrong I used to never be afraid I used to be somebody I used to have somethin

Some Reflections
Me and my boyfriend Shawn have been together almost 3 months now and I feel like I have been reborn...When Ron passed away (almost 2 years ago June 28th) I thought I would never open my heart up again and love but Shawn has shown me that indeed it's safe to love again..This was my first experience with death and losing someone close to you changes you in so many ways..I wonder, is it better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all? YES...Ron will always hold a very special place in my heart and in some ways, I will never be the same..His death was sudden- it seemed like a week before he became ill we were both living life to the fullest...sure, we didn't have alot of money or good jobs but we had LOVE and for us, that's all we needed..and in a second, it was all gone..so it seemed....I feel guilty even to this day sometimes when I find myself laying in Shawn's arms...I wonder if I deserve his love...was there more I could have done for Ron to help him? How come I cannot accept

A Simple Reflection
In front of the mirror I stand A reflection looks back at me The image that I look at now I ask, “Why must this be?” I see the darkness circled around Eyes so tired and weary this day I see the sadness on the face Of a body filled with dismay I can see the sorrow they carry As through life they go I see the furrows in the brow As many wonders they show I can see the emptiness they carry From a heart that does not love Sealed forever deep inside Their body protecting it like a glove I can see a tear as it forms Flowing like many that came before I watch in disbelief now As this vision makes my heart so sore I turn from the mirror now No more of this reflection can I bear The pain I have now in my heart The two of us silently share The image I had seen in front of me Is now gone from my view Inside I carry it with me each day As it is the life I live through © Tall Mountain Dreamer March 24, 2008

Blind Painter (yes, A Blind Painter)
This is one is just amazing... from theTexas Country ReporterJohn Bramblitt, Blind Painter University of North Texas (UNT) student John Bramblitt paints beautiful works of art in vivid colors, despite the fact that he's been blind for years. You really ought to visit his website: www.bramblitt.net

Ya So Like Ya Kno
ok so i suck at making bullys so heres my plain n simple one my bestest fubar friend pounce is like 83,000 from leveling so plz go show her some love she is a awesome bish ♥DJ Poundexter *Happily Taken* HELLBILLYS HIDEOUT (just a listener bishes)@ fubar

Earth Hour Draws Near, What Are You Doing?
On Saturday, March 29th from 8-9pm millions of people will turn off their lights for one hour - Earth Hour - demonstrating that united together we each can make a difference on climate change. Sign-up at http://www.earthhour.org/user/npJ3Earth Hour Movie - Narrated by Jeremy Piven .. ..Sign Up Remix ------------------------------------------------------------AMERICA’S MOST ICONIC LANDMARKS AND SKYSCRAPERS TO GO DARK FOR EARTH HOUR Additional cities join World Wildlife Fund’s global climate change movement taking place on ..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O />Saturday, March 29, 2008 at 8p.m. (Washington, D.C.) – March

Test
center> Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking.You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself.Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

True Love
People for thousands of generations, claim that they have found their True Love. The truth is, not many people find their true loves, very easily. Couples around the globe, stay together for long periods of time. But, just because they can stay with each other for that long, doesn't exactly mean their love is true. Now, that I have your attention. What exactly is tryue love and How do you know, your feeling true love? In my opinion, True Love, is the unconditional love, the love that never falters. The love that you share with that special someone. To me, the feeling of true love doesn't always come from the heart, it comes from the entire body. True love is the overall sensation when your with somone that you really care about. True love should be the way you miss your siginificant other, when their not around. The way they make you feel, when they are around you. The way they hold you at night, while your sleeping. Thats they way I have felt, well.........About a month now.

My Wife
Well I am more confused now then ever. my wife kicked me out of the house a month ago now and on Easter she said she still loves me but doesn't want to talk to me. To me that doesn't make since. If you love someone wouldn't you want to talk to them at least?

Tag....
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a hopeless romantic. 2.I love Alan Jackson. 3. I got married when i was 15. 4I love ballet and jazz dancing . 5.I love to eat ice cream in bed. 6.I was born at home in the hills of Kentucky. 7. I hate to cook. 8 Summer time is my favorite time of year. 9. I cry when i hear sad songs no matter where i am.. 10.I am kinda shy believe it or not... I am sending this to...chell. Mark. Bobman101. All american reject. and Blue eyed devil.

Motel Rendezvous
You meet me at the local motel. When you enter the room, I'm waiting for you right by the door, and I cover your mouth with my hands, motioning you not to say anything. I grab you in my arms, and I kiss you deeply and passionately. You are immediately turned on, for you can't believe how I took control of you. I push you back against the door, and I don’t ask, as I move my hands down you body to your skirt, and I pull it up to your waist. In the same movement, I unbutton your blouse as my hands continue to work up your body while I don’t let you move against the door, locking you lips to mine with a deep exchange of passion. My right hand continues beyond your breasts and moves behind your back between you and the door and with one movement, unhooks your bra. You barely notice when I slip off your blouse and bra in one movement. I don’t even bother to remove my clothes, only taking the time to unbutton my pants and let them fall to my knees as I pull you panties to the side, shoving

Opinion
Ok,I have a guestion for everyone. Well, i die my hair all the time. So, do i look better with or try: *Blonde *Brown *black *Blonde with brown *Blonde with black *Brown with black *orange, blonde, brown, with black ??????????????????????????

Kluckin Films Monday Midnight Massacre Radio Show.
Kluckin Films Monday Midnight Massacre Radio show. We want to invite you to listen in on Kluckin Films Monday Midnight Massacre Radio show. Yes, you heard that right, We now have our own radio show. BlogTalkRadio and Kluckin Films announce the launch of Kluckin Films Radio show. Hosted by the Inde Filmmakers of Kluckin Films Dwayne King and Wendell Smith, with Priestess Kandi Ranson behind board making it all happen! Kluckin Films will debut their first Monday Midnight Massacre Radio show in Monday March 31, 2008 Kluckin Films Monday Midnight Massacre Radio show is a live radio show from the creators of Kill Syndrome, Piggy, Nightmares and many other horror films. Kluckin Films gives horror fans a place on the radio to call our own. This program will feature Interviews with celebrities and stars in the movie & music industry, as well as other entertainment venues. Live listener call-ins Updates on Kluckin Films Movie Reviews Contests Gi

Disclaimer!
! Since alot of half baked whores are having issues with reading my disclaimer and understanding it, I wanted to write this blog and break it down for those of simple mind. if you're some half dressed whore looking for attention, look somewhere else. I already have a great woman, Rayvenred, and she means more to me than all you skanks combined. I'm here for friends only, so don't even bother. Now, if you're just looking for a good laugh, I'm the guy. I am a mummer by choice, because the lounges suck, and I love to piss people off. If you get mad over a comment I made on your mumm, put on your big boy/girl panties on and deal. Like I said, I love pissing people off and seeing them get all butt-hurt. Also, if you rate or fan me, don't expect to get rated or fanned back. And don't come bitchin about it either.

Here A Song That Is Realated To My Bitch Of A Mother To Bad She Cant See This Maybe Then She No How Badly She Hurt Me Mentiley And Emotionly
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll

Words Of Wisdom
Words of Wisdom This is a story told about four people named, Somebody, Everybody, Anybody and Nobody. There was one important job to be done. Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about it because it was Everybody’s job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it. Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn’t do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

Mom Of The Year Award
Please take a moment and vote for this mom, she has created a network of over 180,000 volunteers who write weekly to soldiers who have no one! She deserves it. I am a member! http://www.americasfavoritemom.com/mothers-day-2008/mom/Patti-P-3418

The Most Romantic Thing
Well I was reading a mumm on what would be more romantic, a special dinner or a walk on the beach. That got me thinking, what really is romantic? I guess, and I don't know this for sure, but I think its when you make a really big effort or sacrifice to show someone you love them. When you show your adoration maybe? When I was a teenager there was this boy who liked me. He was my brother's friend and I did not feel it was right to get involved with him. He was three years younger than me. I felt uncomfortable with that. AND he was my brother's best friend. Me and my brother lived in a house together for a while, with no parents. Yeah it was not normal, my mother moved out and left us there. We were teenagers. I don't get it either. Anyhow, my brother's friend, lets call him Joe, was always there. Always there. And then we wound up working together at a job. Yeah, we were around each other a WHOLE lot. He tried so hard to get to me, and I kept pushing h

03-24-08 (tv)
March 24, 2004 While I was unable to log-on and with the yucky weather outdoors I found myself watching TV again. Not my usual sporting event playing while I hang with YOU on the fu either ... I was 'WATCHING' shows ... something I rarely have done these last couple of years I've been enjoying downtime it's been with YOU here on the fu. And I have this old style consol TV like the type your parents had ... That was actually a piece of furniture ... that there may of had photos on, Or lined with a doily overlay even? Instead of one that hangs on the wall like a photo & has the resolution like a window! I mean - TV's have grown up to be amazing technology that's astounding when you compare them to what we had as kids.

I Am Getting A Job Woooohoo
just wanted to let everyone know that i am going to be going back to work here shortly ,so i won't be on during the day .it will probably be next week sometime but i am not sure yet .i will let everyone know through a blog :D.i am going to miss everyone severely ,cause i am probably not going to be on that much period ,but we will see how things go .well just wanted to give you all the heads up on what's going on in my life right now ,oh and i almost forgot to tell everybody ,my wife and i finally got a place of our own :D.

Silent Auction No Late Entries Will Be Accepted Auction Starts 3/26 @12:01am Cst
***!!!SILENT AUCTION!!!*** So far 9 women including myself are entered and only 1 guy Okay I thought it was time for something a little bit different so I though I would try a silent auction...the key to this is when making your offer you must make the highest offer you're willing to do for whoever bids on you no matter the bid and the bidders have to private message their bid to me and need to send me the highest bid they'd be willing to pay, no going back and out bidding the next bidder this is a one shot to bid deal! And only myself will know what the bids are until the auction closes and I post the results! There is an entry fee (will not be refunded if you drop out) of 25k fubucks!Auction starts Wednesday March 26th @ 12:01am cst and will run until 10:00pm cst Saturday March 29th! [no late entries will be accepted] Private message me with a link to a non animated photo you'd like me to use along with your offer. Do not send your entry fee until I message you back confirming you'

Let's Godmother, This Huggable Woman ! (tysm "missb" For Making This)
HUGGABLE ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Photobug"@ fubar She is so close to Godmother, let's do this , let's make the next God mother.

Crazy In Love At Love>> Poem
we are at that, Crazy and adorned .. Always wanting so much more . Lust is a powerful thing but love is carzy, we say this again and again. I love you my dear man and you seem to love me < I do understand...Body lauange is starting to show.. Moves we make , as we do let go. Give into temptations that run high, It will go on hours thru the night..Deep breaths of warmth and some of the finest sexy things worn . We disrobe soon to be in the nude , you and I are about to conclude , what our souls bodys longed for . Lust and love forver more. Tantling sighs go on and on thru out the night. As passions are a running high, throbbing sensations and given in to the temptations > Crasy as crasy does, who cares as long as its us , who revolves in this beatiful Lust. Kisses are wet and so is she as her guy inter s thee. Oh a sigh and he is looking now , at her in a reddish heat as he seems to go from head to feet , she on top or under , its about to burst into a thunder of and ending

Stories And Chapters
Stories and Chapters ~ There are stories we write on our page that tell much of our life at each age Some stories we never want to end like saying goodbye to a dear friend ! Falling down that train of thought forgetting all the trouble I bought still wanting just to hold her hand remembering all the dreams we planned ~ Hurting from self inflicted wounds unable to forgive myself on grounds unwilling to forget special feelings yet trapped by reality's ceilings ~ Let this be the end of my madness Let me overcome this deep sadness Remember there was love that was shared remember that it was an us that cared ~ For in the last chapter, the story must end the final page turned for life to again begin a treasured book lovingly filed away yet though I know there's more to say

Tomorrow Was Yesterday Again
Tomorrow was yesterday again Today flows into tomorrow Erasing yesterday's sorrow time and hearts flowing on a river the movement of love from the giver One love can change one life one life can change the world One smile can change an action and one action can change a person Just a few more smiles to share and little more love to care can heal a heart so badly broken just to hear these words spoken If only for a moment, a smile sharing within a smile, a feeling of caring the pale words pouring across space from across the universe to this place Each one, a different role to be played in a multitude of interconnected plays like a walk in part in a stranger's day or a lead role in a dear heart's way Each life, a nexus within the universe connected yet separate, a blessing curse only hurting those whom we love the most hearts purchasing with tears, life's cost

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy photography. 2) I would rather smoke pot than drink alcohol. 3) I have two sons: 20 and 23. 4) I have live in every part of the U.S. except the southeast. 5) I don't own a car. 6) My favorite music is "Industrial". 7) My musical tastes are quite eclectic. 8) Winter used to be my favorite season, now it's summer. 9) I like spicy hot food. 10) I like to eat organic food whenever possible. I tag Learning2Fly, SassyGirl68, Pussay, Berry Berry, and Kassidy.

Sold!
And the auction ended. With a bid that was much higher than I expected Soulsearcher, or the adorable Nikki as I call her , bought me. So I already changed my name... will probably be busy rating pictures and stash an leaving her comments the next weeks... But she's worth it!

Taste My Sweetpinkberries Birthday!!!
DAMN RIGHT YOU DO! Tomorrow, It's Taste my SweetPinkBerries Birthday and we have decided to take over Fubar for her special day! All day long will be filled with Happy Hours so that you can show her love, buy lots of drinks and gifts and even get yourself leveled!!!!! Here is the schedule!!!! imikimi - Customize Your World suave_da_great_1*Fu-Hubby 2 Mizz Trouble Da Great*@ fubar Happy Hour Schedule: 6 A.M, 2 P.M, and 7 P.M Fubar Time hush.... seductively silent@ fubar Happy Hour Schedule: 12 P.M and 3 P.M Fubar Time

Why Men Cheat
Very good article from Men's Health Dave Zinczenko's Mysteries of the Sexes Explained Your Man's Infidelity Triggers Posted Wed, Mar 19, 2008, 10:54 am PDT When a high-profile man gets high-profile press for high-price sex, it's enough to get the collective voice of women asking a whole bunch of why questions. Why do men cheat? Why can't they control themselves? Why do they have to pay for it? The answer may seem simple at first (if he's not being satisfied at home, he'll roam the neighborhood). But the reasons are a little more nuanced than that. Some guys are simply serial cheaters - think about the trail of rumors that followed Bill Clinton into the White House. But other guys, like Eliot Spitzer, seem like upstanding citizens until wham, bam, thank you ma'am, they show exactly how low they're willing to go. What is it, then, that triggers a normally faithful man to cross the line from from being committed to breaking trust, from home cooking to ordering out?

Help Trese, We Could Lose Her!!!!
Please help Trese. As many of you know she is in kidney failure and in desperate need of medical attention from a specialist. Due to a previous knee injury she has been out of work for nearly two years and has no medical insurance or the money to see this doctor. They are giving her a professional discount because she is a nurse which is going to help a great deal. So let's get her in there. She is getting sicker and sicker and we could possibly lose her. I think we can all pull together to show her how much we care...so let's do it. Any amount is welcomed. If we all gave just a few dollars we could get her in there in one day. Mystic Illusions has set her up a Trese Fund on her site (see the link below). You can go there to make donations. Be aware that their meter isn’t working for some reason, but the money is coming in, although it still shows zero, we have had donations. Also, be sure to leave a note to say that your donation is for Trese so it w

Midnight Specials Most Current Bulletins!! Can I Get A Repost Pleaseeeeeee
Welcome to the MIdnight Special If youd like to b part of the crew send me a message in either shoutbox or email id b happy to add u ILL TRY TO KEEP THE MOST CURRENT BULLETIN HERE SO NO OLDER BULLETINS FOR THE TRAIN GET POSTED EVERYONE DESERVES THE SAME ATTENTION WE ALL GOT IF THE BULLETS CURRENT I WONT HAVE SO MUCH TROUBLES THANKS EVERY ONE U ROCCCCCCCCKKKKKK WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE TRAINS CRUISIN ALONG WHEN I ADD RATE N FAN U BACK IM MAKIN A NEW BULLET N THATS WHEN ULL B ADDED THANKS EVERYONE HOPE U ALL HAVE A GREATTTTTTTTTT RIDE OK SOMEONE REPOSTED ONE OF THE FIRST BULLETINS SO IF EVERYONE WASNT HIT BY THE NEW PEOPLE GO BACK AND HIT THEM PLEASE so heres the deal rate fan add EVERYONE thats on board IF U DONT HIT EVERYONE AND THEY LET ME KNOW ULL B REMOVED THIS IS MENT TO HELP EVERYONE THAT JUMPS ON NOT JUST THE FIRST 5 OR 6 PEOPLE SO READ THE FOLLOWING IF U CANT RATE FAN ADD EVERYONE AND SOMEONE TELLS ME U MISSED A FEW U WILL B THROWN OFF THE TRAIN AT FULL

The Loss
The Loss She took you away from me The memories of your beautiful faces Is now all that I can see I love you all with all my heart I have been so very devistated As the days and the miles drive us apart I have never stopped loving you You are all my angels Without you all my heart is blue Now as I sit here and see in my mind’s eye You all are growing up and getting older As the days just roll on by Now our time will be here And we do all the things we do We will be together with no fear

March 24, 2008
0k here we g0.. I've g0t al0t 0n my mind lately. Well I just m0ved int0 my 0wn place and thinking w00h00 this is g0ing t0 be exciting. 0mg the first week was heaven I g0t t0 run ar0und naked and just enj0y it.. Then reality hit 0mg c0uld this be anym0re b0ring?? I am a c0untry girl and m0ved fr0m the city back to the g00d 0l c0untry and I l0ve it here but my s0 called friends never c0me and visit me. (That sucks huh).. So n0w that am here by myself I spent al0t 0f time on the interent and man are there s0me weirdos on here.. Ive came acr0ss al0t of g00d sites, Fubar to name 0ne, but I need m0re. So d0es any0ne have any ideas? D0es any0ne 0n here ever have like get t0gethers 0r meet & greets 0r s0mething? Well if y0u have any advice or c0mments by all means please resp0nd.. Thankd f0r taking time t0 reading my vent sessi0n.. Mander

A Letter Of Love To You
To my dear friends, I want to tell you that I love you. Yes, YOU! There is no one special person in my life right now. But I have an immense amount of love to give. I do not feel that I am capable of loving any one person right now. To give all my love to one is a risk I am not ready to take again so soon. So, instead, I would much rather share my love with as many people as wish to receive it. I do not mean this in a sexual way! So get that nasty thought out of your head this instant! I mean that I am interested in so many things and in learning so many more things. I am interested in finding out what you all have to say and share with me. I am becoming a new woman and to that end I need help from my friends. Those of you that have become close to me know that I am searching frantically for my place in this world. I am searching for a purpose and a goal, and YES, someone to share it all with. Now, with that all having been said, I hope each and every on

My Friends Are Awesome!!
JUST A QUICK THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HELPED ME WIN MY CONTEST FOR THE HAPPY HOUR!!!YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!!!I LOVE YOU ALL!!! MY HAPPY HOUR IS SCHEDULED FOR THURSDAY THE 27TH AT 8PM EASTERN TIME...MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ♥BABYGIRL♥

Do You Know How Bad>>aa Lady Wants A Man>>poemt You
Shewant to hold ya or kiss ya or be under the sheets with ya. Dream and dream of ya and long to be close to ya. These are the things a gal wants with a man of her chosing > Lust want , to feel his breath upon her skin , tounge kissing and touching with in , to be endevered more into his arms ,locked as one. Heart on fire , passion and lust ,are the ultimate thrush ofdesires . Oh what it all lead to orgasam for her and something for Him... Screaming out of the most desire is her sounds and her crys. while your so engaged in what ever , and where ever she takes you to, Heaven on high and back down again though you know not why. . Poem But you do reach a heavenly high.. by Diana

Thank You King Of Kings
I just wanted to take a minute and thank the winner of my first auction. He thought he was bidding on a 2nd alarm hottie and look he won a dream girl. Lol So thank's George for winning me! :-) I have my very first Happy Hour 3/24/08 at 6pm all thanks to the KING OF KINGS!... my current Fu-Owner! :-)

Disclaimer
I was talking with my (only) friend Alexis about peoples' bad habits. She made the comment that she wished everyone came with a disclaimer, forewarning those they encounter of possible failings and flaws. She thought they should have it tattooed on their forehead to be read upon first approach. So I was thinking about mine. It would go something like this: Intense, prone to over reaction. Loyal to a fault, quick to defend friends. Loner, arrogantly intelligent, with serious blonde tendencies. Brutally honest. Tends to speak before thinking. Horribly sarcastic I know there is more, but that's all I have for now. Please feel free to add anything to you want.

A Plethora Of Vampire Heavy Metal For Your Ears
Hey guys how you doing? Hope you all enjoyed your weekend & I wish you a great week ahead. Yesterday Alexis Machine (my boyfriend's band) was offering 10 tracks down loadable for free on Reverbnation. Due to the tremendous response & feedback they’ve received, they decided to extend the offer. I am pleased to let you know that these tracks will be available for free all this week! (Monday March 24 - Friday March 28 @ Midnight) To receive your free down loads simply go to: http://www.reverbnation.com/alexismachine Hope you enjoy ;-) Tattooed Angel

What Is Autism? Here It Is ...
What is Autism? Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. It is part of a group of disorders known as autism spectrum disorders (ASD). It occurs in all racial, ethnic, and social groups and is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person's ability to communicate and relate to others. It is also associated with rigid routines and repetitive behaviors, such as obsessively arranging objects or following very specific routines. Symptoms can range from very mild to quite severe. Did you know… * 1 in 150 children is diagnosed with autism * 1 in 94 boys is on the autism spectrum * 67 children are diagnosed per day * A new case is diagnosed almost every 20 minutes * More children will be diagnosed with autism this year than with AIDS, diabetes & cancer combined * Autism is the fastest-growing serious developmental disability in the U.S. * Autism costs the nation over

A Very Bad Monday
Today is the shittiest day I've had in a very long time. I got a co-worker hurt on the job. I was assisting the civilian crane crew that work in my building with the installation of a gangway (we call it a brow in the Navy) that went from the shore to a floating platform that is in the water. This float has been a pain in the ass since I got to Point Loma. Basically what happened was my welds failed causing the brow to drop 3 to 4 feet into the rocks below. The rigger (his name is Randy) that was on the brow with me got thrown into the side of the brow and got the wind knocked out of him. But when it happened all I heard was a loud "POP", the brow dropping and Randy moaning and holding his ribs. My first thought was "Oh my God, he broke a rib". He lowered himself on the the deck and started gasping for air. 9-1-1 was called and a Corpsman from a nearby submarine was brought over to check him out until the ambulance got there. After Randy had a C-collar put on and was put on a

Cams And More Cams>
what is the fanasty about all this cam stuff hehe. Wish some one would enlighten me < no I wont cam , i use it to take pictures but >/ it is ones chioce to change ones mind hehe on accasion hehe. What ever all hugs diana

I Have A Dream
Iranian president Mahmud Ahmadinejad calls President Bush and tells him: 'George, I had a wonderful dream last night. I could see America, the whole beautiful country, and on each house I saw a banner. 'What did it say on the banners?' Bush asks. Mahmud replies,'UNITED STATES OF IRAN. 'Bush says, 'You know, Mahmud, I am really happy you called, because believe it or not, last night I had a similar dream. I could see all of Tehran, and it was more beautiful than ever, and on each house flew an enormous banner. 'What did it say on the banners?' Mahmud asks. Bush replies, 'I don't know. I can't read Hebrew.'

~i Love To Touch Her~
~I Love to Touch Her~ Her skin, I love to touch, I love to touch her skin. Soft, succulent, delicious skin on legs, belly, breasts, her folds. I love to touch her skin. Our mouths, with gentle suction, pulling and drawing, Our tongues, entwined in rhythmical dance, sliding, swirling, simulated movements when united. Thick protrusion enters her skin, Her skin, I love to touch Peace.

I'm Still In Love With You
"I'm Still In Love With You" by New Edition (still in love) Im still in love with you.... Still in love Listen... Oh what can I do girl So much in love girl But your friends got you thinkin And its affecting you What can I do girl So in love girl And I dont know what to do cause I dont wanna lose you No what would I do without your love Baby its heaven sent from above So you dont believe What your friends tell you about me Im still the man for you And Im still the man thats true And Im still the man whos lucky And Im still in love with you It dont matter what your friends do Theyre just jealous of me and you And Ill always keep you happy cause Im still in love with you Im still in love Time passes so fast babe I wish it would last babe cause I know in my heart That my life ends and starts with you And baby I know that this feeling Im feelin just wont let me go away cause youre the first true love Ive ever known So what would I do wit

~one Taste~
~One Taste~ When I see you I can feel you In my soul - my heart takes flight. I can hardly wait to taste you In the darkness of the night. I feel your breath so hot and sweet Circling in my soul. When our bodies come to meet It's then that I feel whole Peace.

Goodbye?
When I first signed up on here I really enjoyed it. Met a lot of really great people, one in particular. But lately it seems all anyone cares about is NSFW pics... or rating pics NSFW when they shouldn't be... and leveling up. No body wants to chat anymore. And as for that one friend. Well her and I had become "best friends". However recently things have gone down hill between her and I. Not really sure how it all started. But awhile back I... well lets say I did a favor for her. She told me recently that she would be able to "return" that favor. Hmmmm yea hasn't been returned and in fact I now can't get her to return my calls, emails, etc. Guess so much for that "friendship" What a laugh, right? Guess you could say I learned my lesson. There's not much point to this blog... just needed to get some of my thoughts and aggravations out. Not yet sure if I'll leave this site for good. Although some of you may have already noticed I'm rarely on here anymore anyway... now

I Dont Get It!
okay.. for those of you that decide you aren't talking to me anymore cuz i am not constantly on your profiles commenting you... get a freakin' LIFE! i have one......... fubar is NOT it!!! i do what i can when i can... if you choose to validate a friendship with how many comments you get... sucks to be you!!! for the rest of yas... i love yas!

~lover's Stolen Moment~
~Lover's Stolen Moment~ A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames Peace.

Theme Night...(short Story By Me) Comments Welcome
At 8 o'clock at night, on a quiet evening, just sitting on the couch in the living room is the last place you would expect to hear a loud bang. But, as the front door comes flying open, the only thing that protects the wall from being smashed is a pillow that happens to be laying on the floor. You are startled at the intruder standing in your living room. He is a tall man, at least 6 foot tall. He is dressed all in black with a black ski mask covering his face. His dark blue eyes are offset against the dark mask and clothing that he is wearing. But, you have more pressing concerns. In his right hand is a gun. The man scans the room and sees you sitting there. Since you were not expecting company, you are only dressed in a pair of lacey silk purple panties and an oversized tee shirt As you start to stand, the man takes 3 steps toward you and points the gun directly at your chest. The only thought that crosses your mind as you stare at the black gun with the brig

School Or Not?
Well its been about almost a year and a half now since I graduated with my bachelors degree and life came to a crashing stop. I dropped out of med school and decided to party and travel. I finally found myself in Tennessee with a decent life but not being satisfied. I have been contemplating life what I really want to do. I am debating on going back to med school and finishing. But in order to do that I would have to sell my house and move. So what do you think I should do? Should I just live with what I have and keep living my life or should I go grow up and go back to school?

Cum Play With Me In The Firefighters Hall Free Drinks If You Are Really Nice To Me I Might Give Ya A Lap Dance
OK ALL IM SINGLE AGAIN AND I NEED SOME ATTENTION CUM JOIN ME FOR FREE DRINKS AND DANCING CLICK ON THE PIC TO TAKE YOU TO ME just click on pic to join us

A Big Thanks Is In Order For Those Who Made It Happen
i would like to take this time to reconize those who have help me throughout the compition and those are ZGIRL~~ BARTENDER OF ZMANS DOMAIN &~~ ¢¾TrueLycan Free Lance Bombers~ &heart;@ fubar ~*Chaotic Princess*~@ fubar DEEDEE~PROUD OWNER OF JOKERS WILD@ fubar ♥SexyBitch♥@ fubar AngelnDiscEyes~Sexy BBW~ {**DirtySouthCrew**} ~a.k.a.~ $*Dirty Sowf Boop*$ ~Fan~Rate~Add~Crush~Drink@ fubar canadianchik@ fubar and last but leastDJ DemonWolf PersonalBitch2ACESANGEL Kindred2WhiteWolf420~ FuWifeOfDragonPoet Owner of TLFLB@ fubar go and show these wonderful ppl some love and then go bid on me in the auction lol thank you all who has helped if i missed anybody i am sorry but u are thanked as well from the bottom of my heart

Been Awhile!
Its been probably almost a year since I've been back here and holy crap the changes.. first off noticed its not cherry tap no more lmao. And also noticed a lot of little changes.. hmmm get some getting used too. Life so far with me has pretty much been the same. Kids are doing find and dandy growing like weeds. Hubby and I started a gym at the end of december and also watching our calorie intake.. I've lost 17.5 so far and hes lost 24 in 3 months.. slow but good is better. spring is here! yay I so hated winter.. got a new van.. dumped the old gas hogger. And this summer I'm excited about going on vacation.. yay!

Staind - Its Been Awhile
It's been a while Since I could Hold my head up high And It's been a while Since I First saw you And It's been a while Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been a while Since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that i've rendered I stretched myself beyond my means And It's been a while Since I can say That I wasn't addicted and It's been a while Since I can say I love myself as well and It's been a while Since I've gone And fucked things up Just like I always do and it's been a while But all that shit seems to Disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I'm gone and fucked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And it's been awhile Since I could Look at myself straight And it's been a while Since I said I'm sorry And it's bee

Bid On Me!! :)
> The B*tch Your Mom Warned You About!!! She is up for Auction and deserves an AMAZING OWNER! (click her picture to take you there) Come check out the benefits you will receive and put down a BID that beats the current offer!

My Wonderful Friend/owner!!!
IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THIS WONDERFUL PERSON BELOW, YOU ARE TRULY MISSING OUT. DJ~YUM YUM~ WIFE TO DJ~MR.KIDD ROCK~~Owned By DJ KiddRock, Beagle&Dave@ fubar HER NAME IS YUMMY. SHE IS SUCH AN AWESOME FRIEND.. AND NOT TO MENTION MY NEW OWNER!!! SO GO SHOWER THIS WOMAN WITH LOVE! GO F/A/R HER, BUY HER A GIFT OR 2, LEAVE HER COMMENTS, RATE THE HELL OUT OF HER PICTURES, WHATEVER!!! JUST MAKE SURE YOU SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!! This pimp-out brought to you by none other than: SpizZyGooDNesS ♥Crushed by RaZorsEdge♥Head Manager @ The Hot Spot@ fubar Little ol' me!!!

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both, depends on my moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: Opposite SexHow often do you like to have sex?: When ever i can get it lolIs sex a top priority for you?: Nope, My daughter isDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: Depends if were havin rough or sensual sexHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: I dont drink n i have never had sex with a strangerHow do you feel about one night stands?: Not for me!!!How many one night stands have you had?: 1 Never do it againWhat's your favorite position?: AnyWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: atm homeDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: bothHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yepHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: as long as we want it to, or until we cant take it any longerDo you get off first or do they?: bothDo you like kissing during s

People.....
It is a real shame in this day and age that i should have to lock down a public profile because of certain individuals so interested in my life, and for reasons i cannot even fathom. As some may state it is what you have to deal with on sites like these...well yes i agree...But the individuals who are doing this arent doing this out of just basic curiosity...this is done out of down right drama seeking bullshit. So what i am thinking at this point is this...You want to know what is going on in my life so bad?...let me go ahead and tell you every last intimate detail of what has happened in the past month...and it is ugly...and when you are done reading this...i hope you feel good about yourself. In the past month...I have been diagnosed with "early cancer"....and have gone through my first treatment of it... And now will have to deal with this for the rest of my life ....The icing on the cake happened last week...i was diagnosed with diabetes, turns out i have been living with it u

We Had A Blast!!
Well my 8 year old daughter and I had such a blast in San Francisco and will definitely go back. We stayed at the Radisson on the Wharf, great Hotel, typical hotel, never absolutely quiet as a hotel is not unless you spend lotsa money but it was very nice. Got there kinda late the first day, so just kinda walked around the Wharf a bit and had dinner. Next morning, did the Alcatraz tour. What a trip!! Never knew so much history there and would love to do the night tour. Ooooh scarey!! Went to the Aquarium on the Bay which was very cool. My daughter loved it. Took the BART to Downtown Berkeley to see an old friend and had dinner with her. It was a wonderful visit. The last full day we had there it was kamakazee!!! Rode the old trolley car, chinatown, Gheridelli, Museums, did alot, I mean ALOT of walking. Spent the last evening on the Wharf and just enjoyed all the sights and sounds. Didn't get to do all the things we wanted to do but next time we will do things differently. At least n

Ughhh The Nerv
the nerv of some ppl...what just cuz ur a "man" n u what "balls" means u can ask a female what size her boobs r...um i think not...most girls will take affn to that its disrespectful towards her exc when u DONT know her...yea yea yea i have heard all the lines tryin 2 butter u up tryin to get a "sneak" "peek" well guys guess what...thats NOT me yea i may show cleavage but thats about as far as it goes 4 some of u...some of the REALLY special ppl see more or has seen more...no that doesnt mean ask u will get chewed out!! so plz do me a fav dont think just cuz u have "balls" means u can use them n ask me about my boobs its disrespectful!! oh yea n read my page 2 has more info thanks

~ 'til The World Ends~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 'Til The World Ends~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Seasons change and summer's gone Another year of love I've known Fades like a dream Rearrange, girl, make yourself strong You're not the first or last who's lost everything And you can bundle up your feelings Hang them in some closet Until you need them again All of us brokenhearted young lovers Oh, we'll search for one another 'Til the world ends Frosty window, scribbled name Stabbing sad refrain of What's come to pass The candle glows, so follow the flame The light of hope can ease the pain of loneliness And you can bundle up your feelings Hang them in some closet Until you need them again All of us brokenhearted young lovers Oh, we'll search for one another 'Til the world ends You know we all live for once Using is a part of living your life Daylight always follows the night Looking at life as it's always been It will be that way here 'Til the world ends Peace.

Stroke: Remember The 1st Three Letters.... S.t.r.
STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters.... S.T.R. Picture (Device Independent Bitmap) My nurse friend sent this and encouraged me to post it and spread the word. I agree. If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. Seriously.. Please read: STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .....she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00 pm Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die.... they end up in a helpless, hopeless condition i

~pieces Of April~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Pieces of April~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ April gave us springtime and the promise of the flowers And the feeling that we both shared and the love that we called ours We knew no time for sadness, that's a road we each had crossed We were living a time meant for us, and even when it would rain we would laugh it off. I've got pieces of April, I keep them in a memory bouquet I've got pieces of April, it's a morning in May We stood on the crest of summer, beneath an oak that blossomed green Feeling as I did in April, not really knowing what it means But it must be then that you stand beside me now to make me feel this way Just as I did in April, but it's a morning in May. I've got pieces of April, I keep them in a memory bouquet I've got pieces of April, but it's a morning in May.......... Peace.

A Wild Night To Say The Least!
To start this blog off, I am finally among the living. I had a wild Saturday night and paid for it all day yesterday! Having to be around family all day long with a hangover and 4 hours of not so good sleep does not make for a fun Easter. Saturday was a busy day of cleaning and shopping and appeasing Peter's sister by showing up to her house for their BBQ(even though I didn't go)but Peter did for a short while so that made it ok. We then went to our friends house for dinner. We had planned to get together for some drinks that night but she bought salmon and shrimp for dinner and invited us over for that as well. Dinner was delicious and we started in on the margarita's. We were having a good time. Their older son left and their younger son was asleep, passed out up stairs in his room because he had stayed up all night at a friends house the night before playing xbox live. We really only intended to drink 2 bottles. We somehow went through them pretty fast. The stuff i

Heat
Heat We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a heap Disordered in our semi nakedness I caressed her breasts Teasing her nipples First with fingers Before attending to them orally I moved my hand across her soft belly And pulled up her skirt My mouth alternated between Her swollen nipples and her eager mouth My slipped under her skirt And I reached up Until I felt the silk of her underwear I pulled them down to her ankles urgently Then I moved my hand steadily Up her long stockined leg From ankle to calf to her inner thigh The soft naked flesh above her stocking Before combing my fingers through Her luxuriant growth She turned her attentions once again To my ear frantically exploring it with her tongue I cupped her pubic bone in my hand And rocked it gently Then I slipped my fingers between her lips Into t

I Have To Leave Again
i know i just bearly got back here but i have to go again more drama has come up and the sme drama never left so i'll miss you all(you most blunt) i care so much about the great friends i've made here..i'll pop on now and then to say hi and see how you all are doing...peace love and happyness to those i'm very close to

What A Way To Go
“Now about that time Herod the king stretched forth his hand to vex certain of the church.” Before we delve into Acts chapter twelve today, let’s clarify which Herod we’re talking about. Seven people in the New Testament bear this name or a derivative of it, and it probably wouldn’t surprise you to know they’re all related. The Herod referred to here’s known to history as Herod Agrippa; I expect Luke didn’t differentiate between him and, say, his grandfather Herod “the Great” who tried to kill Jesus as a baby because the very name provoked a gut reaction among most Judeans, Samarians, and even some Romans. Caesar Augustus, the first Roman emperor, once said he’d rather be Herod’s hog than Herod’s son because his sons tended to get killed when they threatened to take his job. As a “practicing” Jew Herod wouldn’t have touched a hog. Herod’s family remained rulers by the grace of Rome until Jerusalem fell in A.D. 70, and it was a good deal all around. Under successive emperors,

Son's Prayers
One night a father overheard his son saying his prayers "God bless Mommy and Daddy and Grammy. Goodbye Grampa." Well, the father thought it was strange, but he soon forgot about it. The next day, the Grandfather died. About a month or two later the father heard his son saying his prayers again "God bless Mommy and Daddy. Goodbye Grammy." The next day the grandmother died. Well, the father was getting more than a little worried about the whole situation. Two weeks later, the father once again overheard his sons prayers. "God Bless Mommy. Good bye Daddy." This alone nearly gave the father a heart attack. He didn't say anything but he got up early to go to work, so that he would miss the traffic. He stayed all through lunch and dinner. Finally after midnight he went home. He was still alive! When he got home he apologized to his wife. "I am sorry Honey. I had a very bad day at work today." "You think you've had a bad day? YOU THINK YOU'VE HAD A BAD DAY!?", the wife yelled, "The m

Funk Martini's I Swear They Will Plz Ya!!
FUNK MARTINI 1 1/2 OZ. Vodka 1/2 OZ. Triple Sec and a splash of Cranberry juice, and Pineapple Pour liquid ingredients into a cocktail shaker with cracked ice and shake well, strain into a chilled martini glass!! now I tend to not be so fancy, lol, and mix the ingredients right in my glass(and i'm not classy enough to use a martini glass anymore lol so i use the rocks glass) I also want to add that this does sound sweet but I promise you will enjoy it has a fruit punch taste that will knock ya on yur butt!!! lol enjoy! ROCK ON DANI!!

Dog Prays And Meditates
Dog Prays at Japanese Zen Temple Mar 24, 7:25 AM (ET) (AP) One-and-a-half-year old Chihuahua dog "Conan" prays with his owner and chief priest Joei Yoshikuni... Full Image NAHA, Japan (AP) - At a Zen Buddhist temple in southern Japan, even the dog prays. Mimicking his master, priest Joei Yoshikuni, a 1 1/2-year-old black-and-white Chihuahua named Conan joins in the daily prayers at Naha's Shuri Kannondo temple, sitting up on his hind legs and putting his front paws together before the altar. It took him only a few days to learn the motions, and now he is the talk of the town. "Word has spread, and we are getting a lot more tourists," Yoshikuni said Monday. Yoshikuni said Conan generally goes through his prayer routine at the temple in the capital of Japan's southern Okinawa prefecture (state) without prompting before his morning and evening meals. "I think he saw me doing it all the time and got the idea to do it, too," Yoshikuni said. The priest is no

Driver Blames Speeding On Bad Oreo Dunk
Mar 23, 7:08 PM (ET) SALISBURY, Conn. (AP) - Police say a man's excuse for speeding through a small Connecticut town takes the cake - or, at least, the cookie. A state trooper who stopped the 1993 BMW last fall says its driver, 28-year-old Justin Vonkummer of Millerton, N.Y., blamed his driving problems on an errant Oreo. Vonkummer told the trooper that an Oreo had just slipped from his fingers as he dunked it in a cup of milk, and that he was trying to fish it out when he lost control of his car. Prosecutors learned in court this week that Vonkummer had been charged with speeding and driving under a suspended license - not driving under the influence, as a clerk had mistakenly noted in the court records. Vonkummer's attorney declined to comment. The case is pending.

Union Workers Pissed Off
Union: Workers Told to Use Urine Bags Mar 20, 10:48 PM (ET) DENVER (AP) - Union officials in Colorado say a Qwest supervisor tried to cut down on lengthy bathroom breaks by telling workmen to use disposable urinal bags in the field. The manager distributed the bags to 25 male field technicians, telling them not to waste time leaving a job site to search for a public bathroom, the Rocky Mountain News reported Thursday. "We deal with a lot of silliness in corporate America, but you've got to admit, it takes the freakin' cake," Reed Roberts, an administrative director at the Communications Workers of America District 7, told the newspaper. Roberts did not return a message left by The Associated Press. Qwest spokeswoman Jennifer Barton said, "There's no policy whatsoever" requiring field technicians to use the bags. "They are there for convenience, and they are there because employees asked for them," she said. The union has not filed a grievance, Barton said, an

Fubar Low Raters
I'm not sure what the epidemic is going on around here, but there are some people that just don't get it. If I were to even think of rating someone low, I would rather not rate them at all. Everyone should be very aware of the following person. I will update should others occur! Grim_Reaper87@ fubar

Woman Chokes Out Cab Driver For Using Cell Phone
Woman Chokes Out Cab Driver For Using Cell Phone Assailant Arrested After 3 Cab Drivers On Other End Of Phone Hear Struggle Scott Weinberger NEW YORK (CBS) ¯ A city cab driver is back on the job after she was allegedly attacked by an unruly passenger who was angry she was talking on her cell phone. Neeru Singh says she picked up 43-year-old Paula Mergal, a Bronx resident, on the corner of 55th Street and Tenth Avenue at 9:30 a.m. Tuesday. Mergal asked to be taken to 27th Street and Broadway. At the time, Singh was on a hands-free conference call with five other taxi drivers, including three women. Within moments of the trip to Chelsea, Singh says that Mergal began berating her with racial slurs, asking if she was Hindu or Muslim, and telling her to go back to her country. Mergal allegedly claimed she was an undercover officer and threatened to arrest her if she didn't hang up the phone. Singh says she eventually complied and put the phone on the seat next to her, bu

~eve's Side Of The Story~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~EVE'S Side of the Story~~~~~~~~~~~~ After three weeks in the Garden of Eden, God came to visit Eve. "So, how is everything going?" inquired God. "It is all so beautiful, God," she replied. "The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but I have just one problem. It's these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. They're a real pain," reported Eve. And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc......... she felt that having only two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically balanced". "That's a fair point," replied God, "But it was my first shot at this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I figured that you needed only half of those, but I see that you are right. I w

For The Ladies. . . .
Women A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence(and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM "He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. WIFE VS HUSBAND A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically

My First Happy Hour
Just want to let everyone know I am having my first Happy Hour this Wednesday, March 26 @ 7PST / 10EST. This will Probably be the only one I have unless I win one. Please help me level up to FU KING or even get close to GodFather. Hope You'll be there. Thank You All. Muaaaah!!!

70 Real Things About Me!!!!
Well If You Were Curious About Why I Am The Way I Am,LOL Here Are 70 Real Things About Me!!!! 1. Ever kissed somebody of the same gender? Yes 2. What's your favorite color? Red 3. Have you ever done drugs? No 4. Do you sing in the shower? I sing everywhere, but especially in there. 5. What do you sleep in? Sometimes a nightie, sometimes nothing. 6. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? Losing the rest of the weight I've been trying to and toning up. 7. Do you have a tattoo? No 8. What is on your bed right now? Pillows and stuffed animals. 9. What's your favorite word or phrase? Ya Know(Geez I Use It Way Too Much,LOL!!!!) 10. Have you ever been to a strip club? No 11. What your favorite ice cream flavor? Cookies-N-Cream 12. When you go shopping is there one thing you always get even if you don't need it? Either Logoed t-shirts or logoed underware. 13. What's the last sporting event you watched? NCAA Tournament 14. Woul

Korn - Here To Stay
This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem With me getting in the way, my violent side So I take my face and bash it into a mirror I won't have to see the pain, pain, pain This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked-up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm done, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore My mind's done with this Okay, I've got a question Can I throw it all away? Take back what's mine So I take my time Guiding the blade down the line Each cut, closer to the vein, vein, vein This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked-up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm done, I'm not a whore You'v

Something To Offend Everyone
What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 20 years and 55 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a n

My Web Site (updated)
Ok everyone we have gone back to Shriners Burn Unit in Galveston, TX. on Easter Sunday and worked with the burn patients as well as held an easter egg hunt with them. Fell free to goto my web site and check out the photos and the site. While you there please sign the guest book. www.carlcaresbears.com You will need to copy and paste the site. Thanks, Bam Bam

Salute Contest
Im putting on the "who loves RyaWolf" the most contest. make me a salute and send me the pics so I can make a folder for it for the most original out of ordinary salute. Winners get a fu-bling package and a 7 day blast. so get those pics going :)

Life
Well I recently found out that I have alot of loose ends still out there.... Is it human nature to always wounder what if or what could have been? I feel so guilty, I have a bf I am truely in love with, but yet I still wounder what could it have been? What if he would have choose me over his problems? I wish it would go away! I am happy with the one I am with and dont want anyone or anything else, but yet I keep thinking about it. Its not like I am going to leave, I have no intentions on that. I just want to know why I have to wounder about something I don't even want? Any words of wisdom? I need help!

Saying For All You Married Folks
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you. -A. A. Milne This was a saying that came up to me, and I thought back to a blog I wrote a little while. This is something for those who are still in love, or with thier husband to think about. As much as I wish for someone one, this has nothing to do with me. What does is this. I have been scorned and I am not sure of my feelings of late. I know a small part longs to have Stephanie back in my life. But the majority of me knows that she doesn't want this, that she is no longer has any feelings for me. I wish I could simply just ask for that piece of my heart back, but we all know its not that simple. So my only option is to try to move on. And I have. Tiffany I felt would have been my future. And still, she may still be. If I hadn't gone though what I did then perhaps our breakup was premature. But I wasn't strong enough deep down to maintain the pressure

Just My Shit To You !!
ok your a tooth decay, your mouth is open your disgusting , wtf ya eat for lunch a bunch of sweets or something , whatcha munch a bunch of crunch a munch your tooth is rotten ,and your gumz ,your breath stinks wanna chew some gum

Questions And Answers
Sometime you think you have all the answers and sometimes the answers only lead to more questions. thats about the way I can describe my life right now. The more I think I know the less I find out I actually do know. Ive started down a path that I thought I knew where it was going only to find myself even more lost. The truth is Im the kind of person the makes up my mind to do something and wont stop until it is done. Ive kind of made up my mind but all ways to get there just seem to not take me where I want to go. That is frustrating me in a ways I never would have imagined. Its like I woke up one morning and found that everything is not what I thought it was and I was trapped going a direction that is completely different from what I want. I sold out and took the easy path for a long time. Now the easy path isn't easy any more and I want to go somewhere else. So now Im faced with having to rethink everything. Ive realized Ive been watching life from the outside instead of l

Disabled Pregnant Woman Used As Target Practice
ALTON, Illinois (AP) -- Banished to the basement, the 29-year-old mother with a childlike mind and another baby on the way had little more than a thin rug and a mattress to call her own on the chilly concrete floor. Dorothy Dixon ate what she could forage from the refrigerator upstairs, where housemates used her for target practice with BBs, burned her with a glue gun and doused her with scalding liquid that peeled away her skin. They torched what few clothes she had, so she walked around naked. They often pummeled her with an aluminum bat or metal handle. Dixon -- six months pregnant -- died after weeks of abuse. Police have charged two adults, three teenagers and a 12-year-old boy with murder in the case that has repulsed many in this Mississippi River town. "This is heartbreaking," police Lt. David Hayes said. "It was almost as though they were making fun of the abuse they were administering. This woman was almost like living in a prison." Investigators put much

A Christmas With David
Note: My mind is overwhelmed with thoughts of him. I can’t shake them and they come so frequent that it’s almost like they are playing a movie in my head. I see everything so clearly, kind of like really being there. Here is one of them. I’m living in a nice sized white house that’s twenty minutes from the city. David and I don’t live together, but are dating. Even though he doesn’t celebrate Christmas, he was willing to come and enjoy Christmas dinner with me and stay the night to help put out the presents for the kids that night. Both of my brothers, their wives and my younger brother’s four kids along with my daughter were there too. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I get up on Christmas Eve ready to start cooking. It’s around 6am and I’m the only one up. Fumbling to the kitchen without trying to wake anyone, “Thank goodness I set the coffee pot.” As I sit in my pajamas sipping my coffee at the table I hear the back door open and close. “Hay mom.” Jean says as she walks in. “Shhh, not t

Party Time!!!
I partied HARD at 13Pure in Colorado Springs last weekend!!! Do you want a peek LOL?!? I would LOVE to share it with you!!! Check out the little video I made, and the pics we took that night. The girls and I had tons of fun LOL!!! If you're in my area, you HAVE to come out and party with us next time :-)

Sorry About The Past Couple Of Weeks
I know I haven't been online lately. Its been a rough couple of weeks. Really ROUGH!!! Things are happening here in my real world that are making my head spin. Then with Easter coming up, my youngest child coming home, family and friends visiting for the holidays... it was an absolute mess... I am sorry for not being around. Hopefully things are slowed down enough for me to be on line a little more. I am still awaiting my 4 (soon to be 5) year old's arrival. That should be TOMORROW!!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! Once my life gets back to some level of normalcy... I will be online more often like before. I am sure you can all understand... somethings in life... have to take PRIORITY over FuBar!!! With Much Love To All!!!! ~AngL~

Romance.
Romance People are constantly asking why their spouse/SO isn't romantic, but I think romance varies from person to person. Romance to me is A little note sitting on the car window when you leave work at night, or leave for work in the morning Flowers for no good reason..not every day or even once a month..just occasionally to show you care (even when they say they hate flowers cause they just die! :p) Buying a little gift..nothing major, maybe a card or a dvd that you know the other person wanted A surprised picnic, run to a KFC and get chicken..just go to a park or something and have a nice picnic set up smaller things.. a kiss on the forehead out of no where the possessive hand on the small of your back when you're with a crowd of people going out with a blanket or in a car and just looking up at the stars watching fireworks together on the 4th of july There are many more, but suddenly my mind went blank..so what are your ideas of romance?

Come N Own Me! Auction Ends The 28th.!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ! Come bid on me and I could be all your for 2 weeks! Secret additions added! Come buy me so you can find out! (You may need to add JC to view the auction block) Will you come bid on me? http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=216966&albumid=908980&i=3772205893&idx=7

Friend...
friend –noun 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe? 4. a member of the same nation, party, etc. 5. (initial capital letter) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker. –verb (used with object) 6. Rare. to befriend. —Idiom 7. make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to. [Origin: bef. 900; ME friend, frend, OE fréond friend, lover, relative (c. OS friund, OHG friunt (G Freund), Goth frijōnds), orig. prp. of fréogan, c. Goth frijōn to love] friendless, adjective friend·less·ness, noun —Synonyms 1. comrade, chum, crony, confidant. See acquaintance. 2. backer, advocate. 4. ally, associate, confrere, compatriot. —Antonyms 1, 4. enemy, foe. My mother used to

Set Me Free
A picture is worth a thousand words, at least thats what I've been told. But a picture of you is worth more to me than gold. Cause you are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. Illuminate the dark and set my spirit free. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. With eyes like diamonds you draw me close Until your lips touch mine and were nose to nose. A million butterflies flap their tiny wings, As a chorus of heavenly angels gladly sing. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. You asked if our love will last and I think it might, If we try hard to make things right after every fight, To wipe away eachothers each and every tear, To be there for eachother year after year. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. © Brett Harper

Awake Athena!
Awake, awake oh mighty Athena, feared and honored goddess of war! Awake, awake for America has spread its legs far and wide like a whore! She has sold her soul for oil, money and power, She has set out to kill, maime, and devour. Awake, awake Athena for now is the time, To punish this nations leaders for their hellish crime! For the price of blood is cheap and the cost of oil is high! Our leaders have no honor! They allow the innocent to die! Awake, awake Athena! Show us the power of peace! Move us! Shake us! Make these wars cease! For we fight for a cause that is not just, And our country has become consumed with greed and eaten up with lust! Awake, awake oh mighty goddess and cause us to bow! Awake Athena the time is finally here! The time is now! © Brett Harper

Do You Still Love Me?
I look across the room and what do I see? A beautiful angel staring right back at me. Looking into her eyes I knew right from the start, That she had a hold on my soul and had captured my heart. Well now I'm left to sing... Well I miss you more each day, And I don't know what to say, Cause words can't explain the way we were meant to be. Well are you still in love with me? Well we walked across the beach on a stary night, And we held eachother tight till the morning's light. We passed a sea of people and stood together above the bay. Well this is how I feel inside so its only right for me to say... Well I miss you more each day, And I don't know what to say, Cause words can't explain the way we were meant to be. Well are you still in love with me? Well I still got your number written on an old bus pass, It reminds me of your smile, our love, and our golden past, And as I write this song waiting for you to one day return. The fire deep in my heart and soul be

Woke Up Dead
Woke up this morning feeling cold and dead. Woke up this morning with a coffin for a bed. The day has turned into eternal night, And I can't find the switch, I can't find the light. Mirror mirror on the old brick wall, Whose the pailest one of them all? Looking into the mirror what is it I see? A souless monster staring back at me. His eyes comma white and sinking in. His soul black and dead eat from within. Cursed forever and fallen from grace. I retreat to my coffin. I run to my lonely place. Let me rest, let me sleep and never wake. Let me dream of the past, the light, and let me dream for Hell's sake. Cause dreaming is all that this broken jaded man has left... © Brett Harper

Fragile
Whose that girl with the fake smile and sadly glazed eyes. Who is she underneath her mask and her ever clever disquise. Shes too afraid to let it all out. Shes too afraid to cry. She remains distant and silent. Shes obviously very shy. She just sits by her phone and waits for somoene to call, But as time passes slowly ticking by it doesn't ring at all. She trys hard to hold back her sentamental tears in a crowded city subway. Theres so much she needs to let out. Theres so much she wants to open up and say. Shes fragile. Her heart is ripped open, bleeding, and starting to ache. Shes fragile. I think shes on her way...I think shes about to break. The little boy next door just sits on his front porch all day. With his head burried in his hands he trys hard to look away, From a drunk ass dad beats him down and then up every night, And a strung out pair of parents that do nothing but constantly fight. His birth parents passed over last year in a cruel and devistating car cra

Whithering
I always had a smile that I was willing to share, And there wasn't a burden that I wasn't willing to bare. Put your tears in a bottle and I'll keep it by my side. Oh run to me my children, my arms are open wide. As I say... Oh won't you hold me now while you still can Cause I'm fading fast I'm withering. Won't you save me now while you still can. Before this becomes my bitter end. Well your too late, your too late. I was always kind to you. I loved you from the start. I fought to keep us together but you tore us all apart. I was the bind, the spine, the family's binding glue. And now with pain in my eyes I turn and look up at you... And I say... Oh won't you hold me now while you still can Cause I'm fading fast I'm withering. Won't you save me now while you still can. Before this becomes my bitter end. Well your too late, your too late. Memories of holidays in a distant past, Are all I have left of my children...tell me will it last? Cause my mind is s

Stitched Up & Caged
I'm all stitched up now. I have nothing more to say. Oh well, fuck it! They didn't want to hear it anyway! All alone in my cell I sway with rage. Alone in the shadows I'm locked in a cage. My heart is black and my skin is numb. I go through times where I feel blind, deaf, and dumb, To the world around me though there it may be, Yet I find myself paralyzed but what I see. Waite! I feel something! It must have been left on the floor of my cage. A pin, a razor blade and a tattered old page. The last page of my journal or so it would seem to be. My last chance to cry out and make all you people see. That I used to sing and be happy. I had love, money, and a family. But thats all gone away now and I'm left here today. I'm stitched up in my cage what more can I say. I've stitched my heart back together and I've glued it shut. Black it still beats and it pumps despite all these cuts. Black blood flows underneath my flesh underneath my skin. And these soulless eyes are

Shattered Shards Of A Broken Heart
Lying alone in this cold, dark, and lonely place, Tucked away, hiding from the world, I allow the tears to flow softly down my face. As the laughter, smiles, and good memories of distant past, Flash through my mind and dimly fade like reflections in a poorly tinted glass. I clench my pillow and hold it tight o'er my face and I cry out in pain, As a sharp pain in my chest makes me toss and turn, as a gentle flow of tears turns to rain. Little black tinted shattered shards of my broken heart lay scattered o'er the floor. As I ask myself a question I must have asked myself a hundred times before. "Will I ever love and be loved even just once, just once more?" Little shattered shards of a heart once whole, now lay scattered o'er the floor. If you see me with my head down and a hood o're my grim and sickly pale face. Its probably because I'm hiding from all the people and creating my own dark place. Where I can sit and reflect on better times and happier rhymes, Times when

See You Soon
Sitting by my computer waiting patiently for a letter. Hoping I'll hear from you and then maybe I'll feel better. Because I'm sick and lost without your love my gentle morning dove. You were given to me, sent to me, you flew down from far above. I miss you like the dry desert misses the dew and the rain, And my heart aches for you with a sharp uneasy pain. So then I hear the news that you won't be coming back. Seems you were caught up in a crash and everything went black. Well I'd give anything to have you here with me my dear, Because now I just sit here lifeless drinking year after year. Did I fail you? Was I not good enough? I'm trying my love. I promised I'd be tough. Could I have saved you if I had never let you go? Oh my dear angel please tell my my love, say it isn't so! Now my heart is black as coal, And I've given away my soul. My head is growing dumb, As my skin goes slowly numb. I shed a thoughtful tear, As I cry, "Why did you leave me here!" Alone

My Heart's Only Prayer
As my tired eyes gaze ahead at the mountains set before me, As I struggle, as I fight to be all that I'm suppose to be, As the night turns to day and the day slowly fades into night, As I'm stumbling, lost in the darkness, deep in the absence of light, As I grow weary and faint, and as my skin turns deathly pale, Can you hear my heart crying out in pain? Can you hear it wail? As the tears flow from my stormy eyes like a flood, As I slice my wrists and stand over this pool of blood, As I lie here whispering and writing letters to the one who gave me life and now has tasted death, As I hold, ponder, and then cherish the little bit of strength I have left. As I grow weary and faint, and as my skin turns deathly pale, Can you hear my heart crying out in pain? Can you hear it wail? As the people praise the power of my words of poetry and song, As they stir, as they move, and as they all sing along, As they smile, as they gather closer and begin to dance, As they pretend t

Cnn Wants Your Stories And Questions About Autism For A Full Day Of Coverage
On April 2, Autism World Awareness Day, CNN is planning a full day of autism coverage. You heard it right: a full day. To gather content for such a massive undertaking, CNN and Dr. Sanjay Gupta are soliciting public input in the form of stories and questions. Here's what it says on the CNN site: It's your turn to have some of your own questions answered. CNN is planning a comprehensive day of coverage in recognition of World Autism Awareness Day on April 2. The latest statistics from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention say that at least 1 in 150 children are affected in the United States. In a report called, the "Myths of Autism" we hope to dispel any misperceptions about the disorder and the people who live with it. We also want to be very clear that there is still a great deal the scientific community has yet to learn about autism and its related disorders. Here are some ideas that we hope to address: * Every autistic person has savant abili

My Dieing Wish For My Bitter End
My Dieing Wish For My Bitter End" Slice my wrists and erase my past. End my life and make it fast. Empty my veins of the life therein. This life of emptiness, this flesh made of lust, dust, and sin. Grind my bones to dust and smash my eyes. Slice and dice up my tongue and all its lies. Burn my remains and scatter my ashes to the wind. This is my dieing wish for my bitter end. Tear these stitches I don't want to ever mend. Let me bleed, let me die, let me transform, let me transcend. For these tired eyes need and ever seek the deepest rest. Eternal sleep in deaths illusive, dark, and twisted nest. So... Grind my bones to dust and smash my eyes. Slice and dice up my tongue and all its lies. Burn my remains and scatter my ashes to the wind. This is my dieing wish for my bitter end. © Brett Harper

My Dear Dead Valentine
My throat is an open grave and my minds an endless hallway. My lips are stitched together, my tongues too dead to say, That I love you with all the pieces of my broken, tattered heart. When does life truly begin where does death end and where does it start. Feeling so cold and I doubt I'll ever feel warm again. I doubt my heart and mind will ever be able to transcend. Because your dead now, gone now, you were taken from me. Now my heart is shattered and my tired eyes refuse to see, Why something so beautiful, something so pure, Something that would have had a happy ending I'm sure, Would be taken from me, please tell me your still mine. Please cry out to me from the grave my dear dead valentine. © Brett Harper

Little
Little hands and little feet. A little smile I'm glad to meet. Little eyes and little ears. Little giggles and little tears. A little soul. A little boy. Mommy and Daddy's pride and joy. A little man is born today. Hes ours to keep. Hes here to stay. © Brett Harper

Hold Me While I Shake
One step forward and two steps back. The more I gain the more I lack. Searching, crawling forward now and fading so very fast. My only goal is to finish, even if I finish last. I'll vanquish the demons that oppress me with words from the heart. I'll weave the tapestry of success, I'll move the world with my art. But in the end I'll be lost in the revolution, lost in the quake. So hold me close, someone! Hold me while I shake. © Brett Harper "Life Is A Roller Coaster" Every rose has its thorn. In pain a beautiful child is born. There is no yin without a yang. There is no "proper" without "slang". There is no life without death and there is no death without life. There is no gain without pain and there is no peace without strife. There is no good without the bad. There is no happy without the sad. There is no choas without balance. There is no being sure without taking a chance. So remember this my son. Listen to these words and be wise. Stand up my child,

Hold Me Dark Angel & Never Let Me Go
Wallowing in a sea of tears Surrounded by a swirling whirlpool of all my worst fears, I'm being slowly dragged farther and farther down, drowning as the silence slowly creeps into my ears. The music that once so clearly in my heart forever played has faded far, far away, I'm left without so much as a guitar to sit, muse, and play. I sit a wretched broken man. I'm slowly drowning in a pool of my own tears. Pondering all my sins, my deepest regrets, and the pain of the last 2 years. Reflections of my jaded past, Flash before my eyes so fast. I never thought I'd be here so alone. I cry as I struggle to pick up the phone. I'm numb and long to find some rest, In deaths dark eternal nest. Will someone please come and and show me love...oh please someone hold me! I think I'm going blind now...my eyes are to blurry from these tears to see. Hold me in your wings dear dark angel of my dreams. Hold me in your wings tonight. Hold me in your wings dear dark angel of my dreams.

A Night After The Show
A Night After The Show I was laying on the hood of my car after the concert listening to the music coming from the busses across the way. I keep my eyes closed to make it easier to concentrate on the throbbing beats flowing through the chilled night air. Keeping my arms crossed I tried to keep in as much warmth as I could, and wearing just a sweatshirt didn’t seem to provide the protection I thought it would when I packed it the night before. From the distance I hear a noise, different from the music, slowly getting closer. I keep my eyes closed thinking that it was just a late spectator soon to pass me by. I notice that whatever it was didn’t seem to be veering from my direction. I slightly open one eye to view someone coming up on a bike, but then close my eye again trying to get back into the distant tunes. Unexpectedly I hear a strangely familiar voice from beside me ask, “So, what are you doing out here in the dark by yourself? Aren’t you worried that you might get hurt

He's Still Got A Dream
As a boy he sang in the choir. Worshiping nothing but his desire. To play rock and roll, so when he was twelve he sold his soul. Hear him as he sings... Sir could you spare just a moment of your time? I just wrote this riff. I just wrote this rhyme. I can make these strings sing and every note ring. I might not look like much, but it isn't as easy as it may seem. Sure, I'm just a boy, but I'm a boy with a dream. As he grew older it was all about Friday night. Getting high and playing until the mornings first light. People loved to hear him play. They always asked him to stay. He was on his way to fame or so it would seem. A teenage boy who was working hard for his dream. So as he grew older fame seemed to slowly slip away. Soon less and less people demanded to hear him play. Still he kept playing bars and street corners wherever he could. He sang and danced wherever it was he sat, wherever it was he stood. Some fans stood loyal and were forever by his side,

Poem
The Moon and Stars are the objects In my mind. When the night falls in to the darkness, my mind drifts in to sleep. I think of you, the only one for me. Wonderful thoughts, of our past, fill my mind, your soft touch, your arm around my body holding me tighter and tighter each time. Then my mind wonders to our future on the day I wish I could be with you. In a few hours I will be with you, and It will be like it once was, and our life will be happy.

Sts-123 Endeavour Perpares For Undocking After Highly Successful Record Breaking Mission.
2:10 PM EST 3/24/08, Update: Astronauts prepare for farewell, undocking. Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive. Image Above: STS-123 Endeavour sets a new shuttle duration record- 16 days in space. The Endeavour astronauts are gearing up to undock from the international space station this evening to close out a marathon five-spacewalk assembly mission. A brief farewell ceremony is planned for 5:13 p.m., followed by hatch closure around 5:30 p.m. With shuttle pilot Gregory Johnson at the controls, Endeavour is scheduled to disconne

Dreaming Of You
With my head upon my pillow I shut my eyes. In slumber and in deep sleep my spirit begins to rise. I am carried far away from the cares of this world. To a sacred place of the ancients. A sacred place of old. A place of inlightenmant, wisdom, peace and love. A place of purity, a place of perfection, a place far above. Here in this place I see with different eyes, A brighter horizon and clearer skies. Here in this place I hear with different ears, Music that is so beautiful it brings me to tears. Here in this place I feel with smoother, younger skin, Pure, ecstacy from without and within. Here in this place I run with different, faster legs, lift with different, stronger arms, speak with a different, more fluent tongue. Here in this place of perfect bliss I sit bathing in the glow of the warm, sweet summer sun. Not more than 20 yards away under the shade of a cherry tree, My eyes catch a glimpse, and I can't believe what they so clearly see. There you sit my love, yo

A Shelf Full Of Bottles
I keep a shelf full of bottles that I've collected over the years. I keep a shelf full of bottles full of thousands of my own tears. I keep a shelf full of bottles all neatly in a line. I keep a shelf full of bottles to remind me of a better time. I have a shelf full of bottles these ones I don't keep, But instead I allow the poison into my veins and liver to seep. I have a shelf full of bottles kept neatly in a line. I have a shelf full of bottles to help me forget about a better time. My bottles are always contradicting, And I seem to be self inflicting, A sort of amnesia if you will. That comes from the cabinets by the window sill. © Brett Harper

Condiments..or No?
Well according to Mel and Ty tartar sauce and mayo make pretty good substitutes for sperm, but now this has me thinking... If you could actually chose the flavor what would you chose? Sorry Mel, if I hijacked your blog..but thought this would be a funny add on..because mayo and tartar sauce makes me wanna puke at the moment! lol Would it be a condiment..or something better?

Wake Me Up
Wake me up when this pain has passed. Wake me up when love and passion last. Wake me up when the sun's rays smile upon the earth. Wake me up to a new beggining, a new birth. Wake me up when my tears have dried. But untill then in slumber ill hide. And this man will dream of better days. While people continue their selfish ways. While men and women like leeches suck eachother dry. My eyes will be shut . My soul will rest, my soul will sigh.

Story Of Us.
In the movie of our life, starring you and me. Hollywood is in for a treat, wait until they see. The stage is all ours, so let's put on a good show. We act these roles so well, but they will never know. Shakespeare seems out of date, Romeo and Juliet got old. Baby they have nothing on us, so let our story be told. We write romance scenes, like forever had no end. It all comes so natural, with an amazing boyfriend. We've only gotten started, the end is far from now. Nothing can break us up, not even a broken vow. People watch the notebook, is that all Hollywood's got? Boy, you and me alone, make those scenes look hot. They'll write a story one day, and a movie to go with it. Just get us to act it out, It would be the greatest hit. We may never be Hollywood's hottest, Brad and Angelina will be in the past. It will last as long as their careers, but baby you and I will forever last.

A Love Without Goodbye
A lifetime filled with cheating hearts, all echo from my past, The "promise trues" and "I love you's, " each one was meant to last. So fine this line of sharing, built with honesty and trust, Each vow left inside my head, now slowly gathers dust. I struggle to tomorrow, searching hope, yet walking blind, While broken dreams, and silent screams, play re-runs in my mind. I try to shake, each past mistake, and meet what lies ahead, While hearing cold reminders of these promises once said. It's hard to feel, what's wrong from real, when shadows dim the light, I close my eyes and dream a dream of heaven every night. Will this all unfold, in this history I hold is it a guiding hand? These scars I show, a lesson, I yet don't understand? Another day awaits me, in this life I call my own, A cruel delay frustrates me, as I face this world alone. Let words once said, and tears long shed, rest peaceful in this heart, I know the pain of lo

My Easter Day
I spent all day yesterday with my in-laws.we went there for my 2 yr old to have fun and spend easter with his family. well at this family get together there was like 16 adults, 2 2yr olds, and a newborn. well i got to watch everyone treat my 2 yr old like he wasn't good enough for them. they sat there all day and praised the other child and almost totally ignored my son. he sat and said his ABC's in front of them and all they did was ignore him and talk about the other child. during the easter egg hunt the other child had 10 ppl helping him search for eggs but when me and my husband tried to help our lil one look we were told to let him do it on his own. they let the lil boy push and hit my son but if my son fights back they yell at him. and it makes me so pissed that "family" treated my son this way. I just can't understand why they feel the urge to treat my baby that way.

A Daydream Remembered
A Daydream Remembered I was sitting in my small condo on my bed wrapping gifts to send to my little brother and nephews. Startled, I hear a knock at the door. Beings I was sitting in my pajamas, a night shirt and shorts, I decide to grab my robe putting it on, on my way to the door. I peek through the peephole to find David standing on the other side. Opening the door I stood there in a bit of shock, “Hay, what are you doing here?” “Just thought I would stop by and see how you were doing. Is it too late?” He asked noticing me in my robe. “No, not at all. Come on in. I just had to get comfortable after my shower. I’ve only been home for a couple of hours from my second job.” “You have a second job?” He asks as he walks in and starts taking off his coat. “Yea, it helps me to save to get a bigger place.” He walks further in and notices the cutting mess on the bed. “Are you busy? I can come back later.” “No that’s ok; I was just finishing wrapping a few gifts for m

Weekly Pimpout Of My Owners And The Ones That I Own! Check Them Out!
Just wanted to pimp out my awesome owners! First is Teresa. Show her page some love and tell her that Carebear sent ya! TERESA~PITBULL MAFIA ~OWNED BY HUNTER~@ fubar She is in a giveaway. Please go leave some comments for her on it. She would greatly appreciate it. She needs 50,000. As of right now she is around 28k. My 2nd owner is Mikey!!! Go show him some major love. He does alot for us here on Fubar especially keeping up with the Godfather list! Mikey The Pіŧßull МãҒiã Hitman & Club F.A.R. A Tempting Tiger@ fubar Now for the 2 that I own!! Tracy! She is a wonderful lady! SHe is one of the best friends on here you can get. If you guys havent checked her out, you better go do it. You wont regret it! Go spank her page hard with lots of love! ☠ Trâçý/Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠ /«LØN€L¥ $ØUL®» 's Mistress@ fubar And then there is James aka BigSexy! He is an awesome guy! If you ladies havent checked him out yet you really need

Stages
They say we go through stages of our life, but I think it is more like our life is on a stage. We are all in some dramatic play. One act may be cheery and sweet and the next turns twisted, full of rage. I have seen a lot of acts, actors, stage hands in my day. Some stages were more intense than others & it is their acts that have a tendency to replay. I'd like to think I have learned something from these acts, in at least some small way. Some valuable experience out of all the stages I have performed on, but in reality I wonder. Have I? And should it bother me to not know the answer or should I just continue on without asking why? Blindly performing until the final act in which I die.

Beauty That Never Fades
Beauty that never fades To gaze upon her beauty was a treat , she was kind, beautiful,smart and sweet. This lady could knock you off of your feet!!! Her eyes laughed and danced about and her eyes were intense and her lips did pout She could sing, dance and and run about. her reputation had a good deal of clout. This dear soul would never let you delve into her heart, for she had Dom Perigonon on her shelve, She was adored by many, and loved by none. Her mind was fragile from what her drinking and partying had done. She craved acceptance and stability, and all the world wanted was her nakenedness to see. When you look into her eyes, what did you see??? What can we learn about her life??? Wages and trust are earned and when you have no peace you have strife. Beauty and riches fades your legend will not be forgotten throughout the decades. Mrs . Donna J. Gill

What I've Lost
Why does it hurt so bad? To lose something I never had. To have these feelings and nothing to do. Just to sit around and wait for you. Why is it hard to move on? When all my feelings for you should be gone. In my soul when you are around. Your name is a beautiful sound. Now all I can do is wonder How I lost it all in a blunder. By not telling you how I feel, Trying to act like it's no big deal. Now I know the nature of my errors I just wish I can get rid of my cares Yet I know my heart won't let me Get rid of the person who fills me with glee. Just by hearing your sweet name Knowing my feeling for you are just the same. I must move on to a new life. Leaving behind the feelings and strife. I am only human and I am weak, But for you, there was a beautiful streak. I would do anything to repeat that day, When you hung on my words waiting to say. Now I am on a new track, Knowing that I can't have you back. No matt

Get Over It
Time is a scenery. No matter how long, you look at it, it's just not, going to change. Words are words. Sometimes, you just have to take action. Love is a window. So stop staring at it, and open it. Cause it's not going to open by itself. Anger is a door. Don't fear it, lock it, and swallow the key. Life is a wheel. Sometimes, you roll over mud and rocks, And sometimes, you go over rainbows, But most importantly, You are you. And I know you are wise enough, To tell the difference, And sometimes, you just have to chill, And Get Over It.

Cnn Wants U
On April 2, Autism World Awareness Day, CNN is planning a full day of autism coverage. You heard it right: a full day. To gather content for such a massive undertaking, CNN and Dr. Sanjay Gupta are soliciting public input in the form of stories and questions. Here's what it says on the CNN site: It's your turn to have some of your own questions answered. CNN is planning a comprehensive day of coverage in recognition of World Autism Awareness Day on April 2. The latest statistics from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention say that at least 1 in 150 children are affected in the United States. In a report called, the "Myths of Autism" we hope to dispel any misperceptions about the disorder and the people who live with it. We also want to be very clear that there is still a great deal the scientific community has yet to learn about autism and its related disorders. Here are some ideas that we hope to address: * Every autistic person has savant abili

Storms
Storms Shackled, tied Leather embraced, Freedom of movement Bound. My canopy is shut With “G’ suit tightly strapped, Soon the jet screams Allows me to pierce the sky Soft whimper Eyes pleading, Muscles stretched Ability to touch constrained. Clouds envelop my Mind with rapidity, Turbulence rocks My very essence in violent loops Intense gravity Every orifice stretched, Wetness Pouring down legs. Taken violently With pain come shudders, Yet each tear Frames a silent smile. When bound Willingly, and Bound by choice. Can there be greater freedom? Fly free, Embracing the storm. Physical constraints Accenting total freedom, Choice Poet

Peanut Butter Cake!! So Yummy!!
This is an easy recipe and fun to make hope you enjoy!! PEANUT BUTTER CAKE!! INGREDIENTS * 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour * 2 cups packed brown sugar * 1 cup creamy peanut butter * 1/2 cup margarine, softened * 1 cup milk * 3 eggs, lightly beaten * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1 cup semisweet chocolate chips DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). Grease the bottom of a 9x13 inch pan. 2. In a large bowl, combine flour and brown sugar. Cut in peanut butter and margarine until crumbly. Reserve 1 cup of crumb mixture. To the remaining crumb mixture, pour in milk, eggs, vanilla, baking powder and baking soda. mix well and pour into pan. Sprinkle top with reserved crumb mixture and chocolate chips. 3. Bake in the preheated oven for 45 to 50 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into the center of the cake comes out clean. A

Soundgarden - Burden In My Hands
Follow me into the desert As thirsty as you are Crack a smile and cut your mouth And drown in alcohol 'Cause down below the truth is lying Beneath the riverbed So quench yourself and drink the water That flows below her head Oh no There she goes Out in the....sunshine The sun is mine...sun is mine I shot my love today Would you cry for me? I lost my head again Would you lie for me? Close your eyes and bow your head I need a little sympathy 'Cause fear is strong and love's for everyone Who isn't me Kill your health and kill yourself And kill everything you love And if you live you can fall to pieces And suffer with my ghost I shot my love today Would you cry for me? I lost my head again Would you lie for me? I left her in the sand just a burden in my hand I lost my head again Would you cry for me? It's just a burden in my hand It's just an anchor on my heart It's just a tumor in my head And I'm in the dark So follow me into the desert As d

Green Chili Cheese Beer Bread!
Ok for those of you who know me cooking is my passion so I wanted to share a few recipe's that are favorites of mine hope you read, cook, and enjoy!! GREEN CHILI/CHEESE BEER BREAD INGREDIENTS * 1 cup chopped green chili pepper(I use fresh but you can use a can if not available) * 1 cup shredded Cheddar cheese * 3 cups self-rising flour * 3 tablespoons white sugar * 1 (12 fluid ounce) can or bottle beer DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease a 9x5 inch loaf pan. 2. Blend green chili's and cheese together in a blender until smooth. 3. In a large bowl, stir together chili mixture, flour, sugar and beer together in a large mixing bowl until you get a sticky dough. Scoop dough into prepared pan. 4. Bake in preheated oven for 60 minutes, or until the top is golden brown and the loaf sounds hollow when tapped. I also add an egg wash to the top you don't have to but it's simple one egg 3 tsp o

I Am Back And Need You!
I am back and I need your help. I am in a fubucks giveaway. I need a minimum of 2500 to qualify. This ends March 26th. Please come and show luv. Any an all comments are a huge help! thanks in advance. hugs Carrie

I Put This In The Wrong Blog Before...oops.
[I love this song...except for the Jesus part...but I'll let it slide] Driving away from the wreck of the day And the light's always red in the rear-view Desperately close to a coffin of hope I'd cheat destiny just to be near you If this is giving up, then I'm giving up If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up On love, On love Driving away from the wreck of the day And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus 'Cause love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love I'm just falling to pieces And if this is giving up then I'm giving up If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up On love, On love And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love When all my resistance will never be distance enough Driving away from the wreck of the day And it's finally quiet in my head Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up On love, On love

Stupid Ass Men
So, there is this butt fucking faggot... to protect the names of the innocent, we'll call him... Allan. Now, Allan was dating, lets call her, Chastine. Now, Chastine is a wonderfully sweet and amazing girl. And allan, who is a butt licking ass pirate, screwed over this poor girl. ANd, tried to make it out to be, ALL MY FAULT. Although, I didn't even know either of them during most of their "relationship". Now, Allan lives at home, never lived on his own, plays WoW and DnD all the time. He is fucking stupid. He actually thinks he's hot shit and lies like you wouldn't believe. He told me he had 5 girlfriend at one timem and they were all ok with it, and he's take them out for dinner, and they'd all do each other... Riiiiight. This guy couldn't get a cow in bed. (NO offense to my lovely Chastine cuz she just didn't know any better.... she was blinded by love) Seriously he's a fat ugly sloppy icky, ewwww. Seriously. Eww.. Now, Allan wont stop talking shit about Chastine. ANd he talks sh

Fubucks Spotlight Who Wants It
Ha ha che questo oscilla. Potete crederli? 20 fubucks per il prezzo di un commento. Rend contoere quanto velocemente quello aggiunge. Prima che lo conosciate vi sederete nel riflettore che ottiene slamed con tutti quei tassi voi stessi e che prova a continuare con tutti gli vostri nuovi amici. È semplice e facile e voi vada al vostro proprio passo. Appena diagli una prova e vedi quanto velocemente i vostri fubucks cominciano crescere… Rememeber chiunque può essere nel riflettore. Dovete andare appena per esso. Colpiscalo un grido e sarete sul vostro senso ad essere nel riflettore di Fuabar. Pace tutta. In other words... Ha Ha this rocks.. Can you believe it? 20 fubucks for the price of one comment.. Do you realize how fast that adds up.. Before you know it you will be sitting in the spotlight getting slamed with all those rates yourself and trying to keep up with all your new friends.. It's simple and easy and you go at your own pace.. Just give it a try and see how

Got Ya
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy alone time quite a bit 2) I have two daughters 22 and 18 3) I have a pretty short temper 4) I don't like to be messed with 5) I enjoy my time smoking and drinking 6) I am going to shoot TicTac 7) I am a sarcastic person 8) I enjoy SEX a lot 9) I like to have fun 10) I try to treat all people fair Buck,MikeHammer031,Dr.Strangelove,BGAME63,Fordman77

Sent To Me!
If we had never met, Would your life still be the same. Could your world still be intact. Without even the slightest of change. If this is true,then I have done wrong, To think possibly never having you friend. Having that kind of hole in my life, And not knowing till my times end. In a world where everyone, Does and can not trust. In your heart and mind, To be a better friend,I must. Now that this has been said, A stronger friendship will now stand. Never will I find another like you, Here or across any other land. 9 More till # 200 yeah!!!!!!

My Prayers Are With Her
As always start at the bottom. Name: ♫Punkin™♫ ♥♥... (Online) Level: Henchman (22) Gender: Female Plymouth, IN Buzz: 0% -- dry, get them a drink! Enter message: ->♫Pun...: I do wish you the best of luck .. Later.z ->♫Pun...: I won't bother you no more .. you think I am just a rambling ex ... but I am the one that is smart enough to say he isn't worth it ... ->♫Pun...: I really hope you get to read what was talked about. I have no ill will toward you .. I just don't want to see you go through the same shit I did ->♫Pun...: all I have to say is he is good ... I wish you the best of luck .. you are gonna need it ... ->♫Pun...: he used the same lines on me Punkin I swear to you ->♫Pun...: why didn't you just take him wiht you when you came here?

I May Be Nothing
You said you were my friend but ran every time , it got tough you said forever but it never seemed to be enough you promised me the world, but all i got were lies you opened up your mouth and i opened up my eyes i may be nothing but thats more then you have i may be nothing but its more then you are worth you said you loved me loved me to death all you ever wanted was what ever serves you best

Users
Name: Jedi Master Goatse Level: Pimp (17) Gender: Male Plymouth, IN Buzz: 0% -- dry, get them a drink! Enter message: ->Jedi Maste...: did he tell you about the song Wonderful One by Robert Plant .. .or was it Wish you were Here by Floyd? ... o0o wait the one he got me with was Thank You by Led Zepplin ... ->Jedi Maste...: I should have listened to John and Joe .. I really should have ... ->Jedi Maste...: there are messages in there from the beginning .. back in November ... of 06 ->Jedi Maste...: Kara ... he used the Anamchara line on me a long time ago I can send you the phone to prove it.... if you would like ->Jedi Maste...: how do you have the nerve to say you ever loved me ... the only reason you stuck around is cuz I bought your clothes food and housed you ... ->Jedi Maste...: where else have I messaged anyone? ->Jedi Maste...: the messages on Punkins page ... and Tony .. that's it Jedi Maste...: sounded a bit mor requently; im talking about on

If You Care....
....and even if you don't. I'm taking my kiddos over to Dallas tomorrow....for a couple days. We are going to stay at the Great Wolf Lodge there.... it's www.greatwolflodge.com It's a large indoor waterpark themed hotel. We'll hang out there for a couple days....visit with my sister that lives in Dallas....then head down to Houston for a family wedding the latter part of the week. I hope to be heading back home after the wedding on Saturday but I guess it depends on how long I have to be there....lol....6 hr drive back home from Houston. So...if anything it will be late Saturday or sometime on Sunday when I return. I hope you all have a great week. Leave me lots of love as I will miss each one of you....and will think of you often. Love to all, d

What Can U Say About That?
How do u feel when I suck on the head Mouth getting even wetter as I go a little way down Pass the head, mouth tight Pulling on ya dick as I come Back up to the head Sucking and pulling Tell me how do u feel When I get in my own beat Mouth tight as I go down Not all the way yet Just enough for the head To hit my throat Sucking, pulling, sucking My throat muscles massage The head Yea I know u like that shit But how do u feel When I just put all of u in my mouth Throat muscles working ya dick As my tongue flick against ya ball Damn baby y u all tease up Toes curling u pushing my head back Nah none of that I’m not finish Pulling ya dick as I come up slowly Then all the way back down Yea u about to explode Back up to the head sucking, pulling, and flicking my tongue All ya good juices enter my mouth Just one more time all the way down In my throat then back up So I ask u once again how The hell does that feel This poem was written because it was do

A Picture's Worth 1,000 Pervs??
There is this strange phenomanon sweeping Fubar... Women with skin pics getting bombarded with rude sexual comments in their shoutboxes, and friend requests from men rolling in at alarming rates! Pic comments! Rates! Drinks! Gifts! Sexual inuendo! But only if you have a lil skin in your default pic.. Because a lot of men seem to think we like to be treated and talked to that way and that that's the only reason we would have sexy pics of ourselves... for the sole purpose of providing them to others as a masturbatory aid and a reason to treat us like cheap prime rib. Experiment: I used this pic as my default for 2 weeks: .... It's cute, you can't deny it! But I repeatedly signed on to Fubar with no messages, no comments, no shouts. And at the end of 1 week I had a grand total of 10 friend requests. I recently changed my default pic to this: I got up this morning and signed on to Fubar.. And in 9 hours my homepage looked like this: Disgusting. Why? An

Stole These Lyrics
This is a song for the ladies But fellas listen closely You don't always have to fuck her hard In fact sometimes that's not right to do Sometimes you've got to make some love And fuckin give her some smoochies too Sometimes ya got to squeeze Sometimes you've got to say please Sometime you've got to say hey I'm gonna Fuck you softly I'm gonna screw you gently I'm gonna hump you sweetly I'm gonna ball you discreetly And then you say hey I bought you flowers And then you say wait a minute sally I think I got somethin in my teeth Could you get it out for me That's fuckin teamwork Whats your favorite posish? That's cool with me Its not my favorite But I'll do it for you Whats your favorite dish? Im not gonna cook it But ill order it from Zanzibar And then I'm gonna love you completely And then I'll fuckin fuck you discreetly And then I'll fucking bone you completely But then I'm gonna fuck you hard Hard

Sunday Law
[ Home ] [ The Controversy ] [ Online Books ] [ Study the Word! ] [ GOD's Health Laws ] [ Religious Liberty ] [ Links ] MANY CHURCH LEADERS and politicians are unified on the hotly debated issue of legislating Sunday as a day of rest. Today, great efforts are being made to gain influence in the executive and legislative circles of the United States federal government in order to enact laws for the observance of Sunday as a national day of rest. The thrust is not overtly religious but is couched in a concern for the welfare of the American family. This activity is being duplicated in other parts of the world as well under the same pretense. It is ironic to see this kind of legislation being promoted when you consider what has been said by the leaders of the Christian churches at different times in history. Considering this, it is also ironic to see what was the practice of Christians throughout history. In even stronger words, Pope John Paul II has asked for more st

More Of My Poetic Point Of View!
Here comes the fall Everything to gain, but willing to lose it all I can feel myself drop And there is no way to make it stop I have never felt so alive Joy beyond measure, it brings tears to my eyes I dont care if I dont have all the answers I could live like this forever Heeding my hearts calling Care to join me in the falling?

Penance
Monday, March 24, 2008 penance Glory of lord speaks on the version of penance which plays a unique role in life. Though life itself is a penance if truth ness added to it among the profile of acts their in. “Marvel not to hear this; for nothing is difficult to obtain through penance. By dint of penance Brahma creates the universe; by dint of penance Vishnu assumed the role of its preceptor, by dint of penance lord Shiva oblige the life by changeover in this world; there is nothing in this world which can not be attained through penance.” Broad classification of penance is very simple that dedication with vision to interact with life in right pace and true mode. In other words it is also taken the way this chanting of name of faith, fasting with optimization and spiritual celebration, yoga, concentration, meditation, devotional chapter, rules the life on true principles, compassion on the subject as interact with life and above all it’s a simple living with realization the

Got Ya :)
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy alone time quite a bit 2) Have two kids boy 3 and girl 1 1/2 3) I have a pretty short temper 4) I don't like to be messed with 5) I enjoy my time fishing on Lake Michigan very much its my drug for sure 6) I knocked down the Christmas tree at school in 2nd grade 7) I am a fairly sarcastic person hehe :) 8) I enjoy Wine on occasion 9) I like to have fun w/ everything I do even work when it sucks... 10) I try to treat all people fair Posting this on 2muchtrouble4u2, Lady of Chaos, So good at being so bad, Lucy, & Gypsy Rose

5 A.m.
Usually arrives with the sound of my neighbor hacking his lungs out. I can't tell if he is a smoker and, at 5 a.m., he is coughing up all kinds of gunk from not having smoked for the however long he had been asleep, or if he brushes his teeth to the point that he gags. Well, either way, really, you would think he has morning sickness. And it's EVERY day. At the same time. It's disgusting. I thought at first that he just gagged himself with a tooth brush, but after having seen him, I'm leaning towards the smoking theory. All was peaceful before he moved in...sigh. I don't know if I should say something to him, or just let it go.

Glory Of Name
Monday, March 24, 2008 glory of name Glory of lord reflected by the story of its name, name of lord Rama is a wish yielding tree as per the quotes of true saints. It is very home of beatitude in this kali age. Just with the help of this simple mode, remembering the name at heart and though with cool mind and spiritual pace a simple man was transformed from an intoxicating drug like hemp plant in to the holy basil. By the grace of name alone that adepts, sages and yogis like suka, sanaka and others enjoy divine rapture. This bare fact was known to sage narada, only because of that he become the very dear to Lord Sri Hari. By just remembering the holy name of lord Rama, son of wind god holds lord Rama under his thumb. It is beyond reach to depict the glory of name: no can adequately glorify it. It is not only in the kali age but in all the four ages, all the times past present and future and in all the three spheres heaven earth and the subterranean region creatur

Footprints We Leave Behind...
I'm sure that many of you have heard or read the poem, "Footprints in the Sand", by Mary Stevenson. This is such a beautiful poem, and it touches so deeply and reveals our vulnerability. Some place within, we all want to know Someone is looking out for us. A Higher Power that knows all and cares for us especially in our greatest time of need. This poem gives comfort in that. And yet, I think we can take it further and consider the footprints we’re making right now as you walk along this path of life. What would you most want to be remembered for? It’s not just what you’ve accomplished but the imprint you’ve made along the way with your loved ones and those you come in contact with everyday. Do you think they’ll remember you and how? Or, perhaps more importantly, why should they remember you…or me? These are the footprints. Dr. Wayne Dyer talks about our lives being like a beginning parenthesis when we’re born and when we die an ending parenthesis. We don’t bring anything in and we d

Nectar And Poison
Monday, March 24, 2008 nectar and poison The creature has created this world with the mixture pairs their in life as joy and sorrow, sin and virtues, plenty and poverty, matter and spirit, birth and rebirth, pauper and king, holy river Ganga and celestial rivers, saints and wicked, day and night, pain and pleasures, nectar and poison soul and god. The good and the vile all have been brought in to being by the creature it is Vedas or wisdom of knowledge that has differentiated them in on their merits for life to carry on with an appropriate mode. God has created the universe consisting of animate and inanimate being as partaking of both good and evils; swan in the form of saints imbibe the milk of goodness rejoicing water in the form of evil. May god bless all on the subject of true human life. Thanks please.

Figured Out How To Amuse Myself Here!
First, I come in to see I have no messages. Then I make sure I'm always dry, God forbid I should even cyber drink, lol! Then, comes the fun part.. I look at my albums, notice no one else has, & just enjoy them myself. So, I don't much care who looks, rates or enjoys my albums...I DO, & YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT GOOD PICS YOU'RE MISSING, lol. Anyway, that's a day in the life of Kell on fubar. I'm usually here all of 5 minutes, then I just log out. At least I found a way to enjoy my time here, lol....oxoxoxoxo Kell

These Ppl Fukin Rawk Show Them Mad Luv!
The Photographer@ fubar {D.S.C} COME LUV ME@ fubar Big Daddy woowoo fu-hubby to brittanysmommy1303{owner of rebel bombers}@ fubar ~brittanysmommy1303~ fu-wife to Big Daddy woowoo~member of rebels rule and got-r-did bombers~@ fubar sammy@ fubar THESE PEOPLE HELPED ME IMMENSELY IN MY GIVEAWAY...THEY ROCKED THAT SH*T AND GOT R DID!!! SHOW THEM SOME MAD LUV...CHECK EM OUT AND SPANK EM TWICE FOR ME!!!!! :D

The Guessing Game
ok i was sitting here thinking. there are 4 types of friends 1. your true friends the ones u talk too 2. the ones you admire from a far and you talk to once in a while. 3. ones that just pretend to be your friends untill u stop playing and want to be come serious 4. then u have the wanna be friends who in some ways are like the pretend ones. but are more fake so i decided to clean my list and beleive me i don't have much to clean on there. so if u get a comment from me oh say tomorrow then u know your still on my list and those that didn't well then i guess u fell into the wrong 2 catagory of friends.

I Love This Song!
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my

Walk Went Great!
We only had 26 walkers show up for the 1st cure chiari walk but we managed to raise $1,242.00!!!! Next year is going to be even better cause now I have a pr specialist on board and 5 people to help me out!!! Im sooo excited!!!

Monday March 24th 2008 8:53 Am
just now waking up, am so hungry lol im thinking of french toast and bacon and eggs big ole glass of chocolate milk. dont mean to make anyone hubgry but me. looks like anice day out today i may go walking to lose some weight before june lol. my back is killing me again. gotta wear back brace again i guess. im perky now lol how long it will last who knows! :P

Climaxxx Of The Day 3-24
I was told it would be a good idea for me to post a Porn of the day on here off my porn site www.climaxxxporn.com. If theres a certain kinda porn you like more then others let me know!(keep it legal) Huge dick into a perfect ass! horny babe with a perfect ass really knows how to drive his partner with a Huge dick.she really looks hot when she move and shake her bootilicious ass 1 http://www.climaxxxporn.com/perfectass.php

The Knewest One Written
when i dream at nightit feels so real to hold you close to feel your touch againest my skin my heart begins to pound as i look into her eyes full of so much desire i can almost smell her perfume an taste hers lips againest my own an with such overwhelming beauty i begin to awake restless in need to dream alittle more i lay there for hours trying to feel it the same but yet i know i must wait till the next evenings brush to fall asleep an dream of you once more.

Review Of "autism: The Musical," Scheduled To Premiere On Hbo Next Week
I've rarely thought as much about a video as I have about Autism: The Musical. Based on others' reviews, I'd expected a fun, frothy musical comedy that skipped lightly over the issue of autism. Instead, the documentary is an extraordinarily true-to-life presentation of what it's like to be or to raise a child with autism in America today. Director Tricia Regan chose to focus her film on the Miracle Project -- a program developed by Elaine Hall, which involves children with autism, their siblings and their parents in developing and presenting a musical. The musical, though, is more a vehicle than a focus for the film. In fact, you won't get to see most of the final production at all! Autism: The Musical does a terrific job of presenting a group of kids who represent the entire breadth of the autism spectrum. You'll see these kids at their best and worst, and you'll almost certainly do some laughing and crying. Of course, no group of kids can represent every aspect of autism, but m

People
Why is it when you Think you know someone well you find out you really do not? They make all the promises in the world.You find out the truth and your heart is ripped out or your hurt terribly. Life sometimes does not make sence. Some people do not realize that everyone has feelings. Some show it more than others. Lieing gets people no where in the end. If you know that you will not love someone till the end or you tell them that they mean the world to you and you like them and your stringing them along, shame on you. Your a lier deciever and a user. Grow UP!!!

Sick....
http://www.cnn.com/2008/CRIME/03/21/torture.slaying.ap/index.html?iref=mpstoryview Disabled pregnant woman used as target practice Story Highlights Investigator: "This is heartbreaking" Dorothy Dixon was 6 months pregnant and lived in the basement Housemates tortured Dixon for weeks, and withheld her social security checks Dixon also had a year-old child, who weighed 15 lbs. at time of mom's death ALTON, Illinois (AP) -- Banished to the basement, the 29-year-old mother with a childlike mind and another baby on the way had little more than a thin rug and a mattress to call her own on the chilly concrete floor. Dorothy Dixon ate what she could forage from the refrigerator upstairs, where housemates used her for target practice with BBs, burned her with a glue gun and doused her with scalding liquid that peeled away her skin. They torched what few clothes she had, so she walked around naked. They often pummeled her with an aluminum bat or metal handle. Dixon -- s

Check In Is Open For Auction
Come one come all and get in THE Slut's first ever all woman auction....who knows, maybe I'LL own ya!!!! Auction starts April 1, 2008and Ends April 7, 2008. Entry is 100k (pls have in by March 31st) and we'll start ALL bids off at 125k to ensure that ya get your bux back. If you want in PLEASE send me a private message with the link to your pic you wanna use as well as your offers. I will promote you as best as I can and you can feel free to do the same. I'll guarantee your entry fee by saying that if you get no bids I'll bid on you....;-) AND if I want you, I'll bid on ya first....lol....or 2nd, or at some point...hahaha. So what are ya waiting on, go on, pick out a pic, make up an offer sheet and message it to me...go on...NOW.....PLEASE NO DRAMA, ANYONE CAUGHT PURPOSELY DOWN RATING OTHER ENTRIES, OR STARTING TROUBLE WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE AUCTION WITHOUT WARNING AND FUBUCKS WILL NOT BE RETURNEDCASH VALUE ON FUBUCKS:STICKY BULLETIN = 250,0001 TICKER = 250,0001 DAY BLAST = 375,0003

Walk On...( Song)
WALK ON... Why do they do the things they do Don’t they know it hurts them too They say you’re the only one But then turn around and run Into the arms of someone new Without any thoughts of you So much for being true If she only knew The things you do I should tell her Be the one To let her know Not to believe in you so You aren’t who you claim to be If she could only see What I do What I do… Your Mr. Right Is completely wrong His Eyes filled with lies Camouflaged by ocean blue Lips stained by others Everyone knows but you So grab your shoes Open that door Tell him you aren’t takin no more Remove the footprints off your back Let the floor be the only thing he walks on Yeah he walks on Walks on… I’m here to say Your Mr. Right Is completely wrong His Eyes filled with lies Camouflaged by ocean blue Lips stained by others Everyone knows but you Now pack your bags Open that door Tell him you aren’t takin no more Remove the footprint

Only In The Wonderful State Of George Bush
http://cbs11tv.com/politics/Sex.Offender.Candidate.2.681963.html WILMER (CBS 11 News) ¯ On May 10, the voters in Wilmer, Texas will elect a mayor. But what makes this election controversial is that a sex offender will be on the ballot. James Brian Sliter is running for mayor of Wilmer. Sliter is also a registered sex offender. "People need to realize that people make mistakes, and they need to look past those mistakes and forgive and move on," said Sliter. "I'm not asking anybody to condone what I did." His picture appears on the Texas Department of Public Safety sex offender Website. It was four years ago and Sliter was 38 when he was arrested for soliciting sex from a minor. Sliter was busted during an Internet porn sting. He was chatting on-line with a person he believed to be a 15-year-old girl. When he showed up for sex, the police were waiting for him. Sliter received deferred adjudication and was placed on probation for ten years. He was also required to r

My Fu-owner, Chell
I am fu-owned by the most wonderful lady on Fubar, her name is Chell. I'm very lucky to have such a sweet lady in my life. Click the link pic below to check her out, and show her some love! **Chell** RisingStars**owner of*Mark*@ fubar

Watch Out For This Guy He Is A Down Rater
WTF THE IS UP WITH DOWN RATERS THIS GUY JSUT STARTED DOWN RATEING MY PICS WHICH I DONT REALLY FUCKING CARE ABOUT THAT BUT WHEN OYU MESS WITH MY KIDS AND DOWN RATE THERE PIC THAT IS FUCKED UP THEN HE TELLS YOU HE IS AN OWNER OF A LOUNGE AND WANTS YOU TO JOIN EVEN THOUGH HE JUST DOWNRATED YOUR PICS SO IF YOU HATE DOWN RATERS WATCH OUT FOR THIS GUY 'DJHollow88*OWNERofFROZENTEMPTATIONand Fu-HubbyofWolfie'

Oh Hey!
yeah so last night i met the most freaking amazingly beautiful kid in the world. he's the singer for one of the co headlining bands we (me and Ruby) went to see last night. we weighed out all the pros and cons and um, yeah must have his children. :) How is everyone? btw, watch for a blog alert from Ruby... she lies I tell you. LIES.

Later Start Means New Faces At Arts And Crafts Show
One side effect of a later start for this year's Cherry Blossom Festival is that several merchants and artists who traditionally attend the Mulberry Street Festival won't be on hand this year. But Lisa Howard, president of the Middle Georgia Arts Association, said it may actually have a long-term benefit for visitors to the arts and crafts show because new artists and merchants have signed on to replace them. "(Some vendors) have a festival in South Carolina that came at the same dates," she said. "So we have quite a few different vendors. I think that's a good thing. There's lots more variety. A lot of the vendors have been here before, and there are a few favorites, but we're going to have lots more new people." For example, of the 21 jewelry vendors, 10 are new this year, Howard said. Wright Tilley, president and CEO of the Cherry Blossom Festival, said the festival will have about as many vendors as previous years. "We lost some vendors, but we were able to replace them with ot

Gone
this place is worse then myspace, I never thought that was possible! but yeah unlike most of the emo induced bulletins i see about people leaving, this one has nothing to do with not being apart of some interweb click or some slore breaking my heart. it's simply because you all need to be raped and tortured for being such mindless sheep... this site is seriously a fucking joke and it's mind boggling how many people use it and take it so fucking seriously. "home of the online happy hour" gimmie a break. eat shit faggots!

I Hacked My Sony!!!
How & Why I hacked My Sony Ericsson w580i What I am about to show you can RUIN your Cell phone. Unless you are VERY Familiar with a computer & hacking cells, I suggest you don\'t do this. Understand Debranding Hacking your phone will void your warranty, but it will also give you really kewl options that are NOT available on a branded phone. I nor FUBAR is responsible if you mess up your phone. I STRESS this - YOU CAN Make your pretty lil\' phone a PAPERWEIGHT! On another note - if you follow these steps DO NOT Fu-mail me with questions. I have done the following procedures I know they worked for MY phone. I will NOT say it will work for yours. I will not assist you in hacking your phone. Again this is here for Educational Purposes ONLY! The Why: So, I needed a new phone, my contract has been up.. so I have decided to buy a Sony Ericsson w580i. I have several mp3\'s & I wanted to put some of my favs on a cell. After doing what I am about to show you. I will do it again 100 tim

Body Found Could Be First Atlanta Tornado Death
Workers clearing rubble from the tornado that slammed into downtown Atlanta discovered the body of a man on Saturday who could be the city's first fatality of the storm that hit earlier this month. Workers using a Bobcat to scoop up bricks and debris called police after seeing a hand sticking out of the rubble, said officer James Polite, a spokesman for the Atlanta Police Department. The tornado ripped through the city's downtown March 14, causing extensive damage to Atlanta's core.

First Day Back To Work After Spring Break
Well it was first day back on the bus. Our going concern trouble making kid came on the bus with attitude this morning. He then went over to the seat that is not initially his and sat down. I had to ask him to move he punched me. Typical, I'm tough enough to take it..and not back down either. I told him move or get off the bus and his mom can drive him to school. He moved, reluctantly, but he did..and I received yet another punch in the arm. You have to understand that I am on a special needs bus and the kids aren't going to behave in a perfect manner. Yea I have patience I guess lol I think the biggest thing I don't get is why people get so pissed because the bus doesn't move fast enough for their satisfaction. It's the law that states they must stop at the railroad tracks..open the door and the side window to make sure no trains are coming. We have precious cargo on those buses. Imagine if some bus driver was transporting your children and they drove like complete mani

On My Way To Virginia.
Being it Monday morning, 9:30am, in about 30 hours from now I'll be on the plane "moving" to Virginia. It's been ten years since I consider Virginia home in a sense of living. It'll be an interesting move seeing that dad said he'll find me a place to live, till I can find a apartment to move into. Only thing he says about me having a place to stay is "we'll stick you someplace", 'we' being the family that would not think twice about sticking family members in hotels when no longer tolerated. It'll be an interesting move but worth it.

Dear Supporters And Constituents Of Debbullan Inc:
Dear Supporters and Constituents of Debbullan Inc: We have several important announcements for you. Scroll below to find an explanation and link to each topic. We have news from Egypt and follow up on a recent media announcement regarding medical cannabis and liver fibrosis. We start here: Thanks to our sponsor for the fourth consecutive year: Texas Land & Air It is time for Debbullan's FOURTH ANNUAL RUBBER DUCKY RACE! May 17, 2008 In 2007 Debbullan placed the cause of raising positive awareness for the families, friends and victims of Hepatitis C in front of over 200,000 (TWO HUNDRED THOUSAND) people in 13 Countries. The only focused fundraiser we have held every year has been this Ducky race. Help us to continue raising awareness it only takes a minimum of $5.00. To learn more visit this webpage: http://debbullan.org/annual_rubber_ducky_race.htm If you already know Debbullan's work and wish to participate straight away here is your link to the rules and re

Ive Got Engaged
THERE IS A GREAT GIFT THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME AND I'M TRULY BLESSED AND TOUCHED IN A PROFOUND AND VERY EMOTIONAL WAY THIS GIFT I HAVE HAD GIVEN IS THE GIFT OF CRYSTAL FULP BECOMING MY FIANCE AND I COULD NEVER EVER ASK FOR A GREATER AND MORE WONDEFUL FIANCE SHE IS THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE AND THE ONLY ONE IN MY WORLD THAT I COULD EVER LOVE AND BE LOVED BY SHE IS A BLESSIING AN ANGEL AND THE MOST INCREDABLE BLESSING I COULD EVWER WANT

Doug....
For the ones who don't know Doug.... he is a guy I met off of fubar. He is a really sweet guy! He makes me the happiest that I'v been in a very long time. He is very special to me and I care about him deeply. I would never do him wrong or hurt him. He treat me like a princess and that has never happened to me before. Being with him makes me feel like a love struck teenager again. Examples: I cant wait to see him again right after he leaves. Everytime i get a text from him (no matter what it says) it makes me smile. I could sit on the phone with him forever and not say anything but be happy just cause i know he's there. He's my number one on here if ya didn't know. Thats not all just enough for now..... :)

Hoping For The Best
Things have been a bit rough lately. I really hadnt been able to eat a regular meal without feeling sick to my stomach or even throwing up! I am beginning to wonder if I aint pregnant but I will find out today when I go to the doctor about it! I am somewhat hoping that I maybe but I aint holding my breath. Tomorrow I go to legal Aide to file my divorce papers from James, so its gonna be very stressful for me! But I pray that my test comes back negative today. Granted I would love to be having a child but I am scared after the lose of my third one during the preganancy at 5 months along into it! But only time can tell what will happen for me!