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Thoughless Kids
Psalm 63:9,10 But those that seek my soul, to destroy it, shall go into the lower parts of the earth. They shall fall by the sword: they shall be a portion for foxes. Tracy couldn't believe the girls at school would be so cruel. She never did anything to any of them, but they were always finding some way to hurt her. It was all she could do to keep from telling them all off. Her mother told her to ignore them, but that was hard to do. Her mother also said that they would eventually have to pay for all the nasty things they did, but Tracy wished that day would come soon. No one likes to be picked on. Some people love to spend time making others unhappy. These people will have to answer to God for their actions. We are called to love one another and to look for ways to give one another encouragement. While the nasty people will answer in shame for their deeds, the kind will rejoice with Christ in heaven. Prayer: Help me to shrug off the unkind words and actions of the pe op

Thought This Was Funny And Very True
Jersey Born, Jersey Bred, Jersey Trash Till I'm dead! Yeah, I'm from Jersey, have been all my life. I'm gonna give you everything about jersey, the good, the bad, and the ugly. First... New Jersey people are conceited. It's true. We hate everyone else. And we think we are better than everyone else. And we never stop talking about how great jersey is. Then we tell people to "shut the fuck up" when they tell us all we talk about is jersey. I've been to many places ... and I can honestly say, that I do think that with some exceptions, I am better than them. It's not my fault. It's cause I'm from jersey. We're the rudest, most obnoxious people wherever we are. Everyone just stares at us. Then we see other rude people, and ask them where they're from. They say jersey. Why are New Jersey people self centered? Because we have reason to be. Next, some of the most famous people have come from our state. Just to name A FEW... Frank Sinatra, Bruce Sprin

Thoughts To Live By...
· Only YOU can decide if you are happy or not. Decide to be happy! · Not everything has to be meaningful, It is "OK" if some things are just fun! · Let's have fun together! · Treat everyone with a smile · Try to make everyone around you happy. Never try to make anyone sad or frustrated. You'll be happier if you do. · Pray as if everything depended on God, but act as if everything depended on YOU! · Pretend that everything is great, while praying it really will be

Thoughts On Vic
It's actually late for me to be on here...7:23 AM. I just went through re-rating a friends pics. I rated them 10's before, but now 11's. Funny thing is the 35 or so 11's I had left, never added up! Now I'm not a points whore, but if you pay for something, shouldn't it work for you. Does anyone know about this? I'd like to know what I did wrong? I didn't find anything about this at CT Support, so I figured I'd hit the blogs. BTW, excuse the rambling, I'm falling asleep wgile typing this.

Thought For The Day.
As we learn we always change, and so our perception. This changed perception then becomes a new Teacher inside each of us. --Hyemeyohsts Storm Hyemeyohsts Storm's book, Seven Arrows, tells the stories of one of the Indian tribes in this country before most of its members were killed. They believed that change was important for growth. Change is sometimes frightening. We usually prefer the familiar, no matter how uncomfortable, over taking a chance on the unknown. When fear gets in the way of making healthy changes, we talk to fear, inviting it along with us on our course of action. Getting to know fear allows us to ask it for a gift: the courage to walk with fear by our side and learn from it as we go. It allows us to learn which fear is blocking our progress and which fear is healthy - cautioning us against actions that might be harmful. What fear might I make a friend of today?

Thoughts About The Wind And Where It Blows
You call me and my soul does hear With words your soul draws me near And holds me yours for all time To be yours alone the dream sublime Kept by you love and passions deep My devotions the harvest you alone reap My desires to tease your sweet flesh My fires burn and needs refresh nothing can quench This undying flame My spirit only your sweet love can tame Is this desire lust ? Have I sinned Your soul calls, mine answers in the wind By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Thoughts Of A Teen
THOUGHTS OF A TEEN…… Hey welcome to my site!!!!! I don't know what to tell you about me so just ask me! I'm A Mother Fuckin Princess pretty much ne where i go i always am looking for hott guys to talk to...umm and i dont no what else there is to no Crunk: To be crazy and Drunk at the same time. Remeber its not rape if you like it! yelp thats me!!! dis be me..aint much but its me Where Reality is only a Smokey Dream... THANKS FOR THE SMILE U HAVE PUT UPON MY FACE "It STILL gives me butterflyzz." The outside of a horse is very good for the inside of any person! Aha lette til i die got my hatchet raized high! so yea haha If it's got to end, then let it end in flames... Live Life Like There Is No Tomorrow... Do As You Plez And Have No Regrets!!! don't call me obsessed when i'm only scared of losing the best thing that's ever happened to me. i love to have fun wow.... wat ta say??? idk but anyways, i guess bye! lol A song is not a song until someone sings it Ju

A Thousand Different Directions...
I worked all day today.. In a hawt ass factory.. but im not complaining.. a job is better than not having one at all.. I bid on a job at work today as a back up QC (quality control) and I am hoping that I get it.. but.. if I dont oh well.. but... other than that work is work... My grandpa's birthday was yesterday.. YAY hes 74 and doing well.. I miss my grandparents.. I am really close to them I guess.. out of everyone else.. My lil brother turned 19 the other day.. GAWD I feel old.. hhaaaahahahaaa... my birthday is soon// Im excited.. lol.. well thats about all im not to exciting I know.. k later homies

Thoughts
I had to move the blog of this morning into this new blog: I have read a bulletin about someone, who is saving animals, and in a bulletin he talks about helping him in spending food to the animals. There is of course a reason that one should help those animals, but I ask me how many children are living in bad circumstances, and I see my first obligation in helping the children and then I go and do this for animals. I understand that it breaks someone's heart to see suffering pets, but please remember at first the suffering children in this world. Sometimes it happens that little dogs in richs families have a better food than some children in emergency. One can help BOTH, but the main for me are the kids. As long as this fact is reality, that children must suffer, I can't decide different. I don't say, that it is bad to help the animals, in itself it is a good thing. But the children are there and they need us. Suffering persons have priority. It sounds perhaps revolutional, but pleas

Thoughts Of Suicide
Thoughts of You Run Through My head Just like thoughts of suicide Will I live in the end When these thoughts of you are over And the thoughts of suicide take over Our Love will never last With these thoughts of suicide Mixed in with you These thoughts of suicide will soon take control of me And I will no longer be able to love These thoughts of suicde mixed in with you Will kill me soon Ill break your heart and Kill myself Thoughts of you run through my head Just like thoughts of suicide

Thoughts
I am constantly amazed, at the amount of really "fake" people, that live in the world. Few, it seems, value honesty, integrity, responsibility, simply as being part of life, and what we do as humans. Ok, the opposable thumb, and being able to manipulate our environment technically set us apart from Bambi. For me, it is our ability, to learn, and to control who we are. In public, I always smile when I see a two year old, screaming and writhing on the floor of a store, while most people give the Mom a sympathetic look. Two year olds are allowed to throw tantrums, not share, lie, invent stories, generally do as they please, because they are learning, and becoming comfortable with their environment. Learning to make good choices. So what happened to the 23 year old who is still throwing tantrums, not sharing, manipulating people, telling lies, but thinks of themselves as a great person. Is it possible that our intellectual development could stop at age 2?

Thoughts... Or At Least Maybe One...?
Some of my thoughts... Breath me in like tired wind- That crosses oceans and rivers- I'll breath you in like smoke from a fire- The two are never severed- Look at me, I look at you- I see the things you've been through- I know your pain- It too, is just like mine- I've been through all of it too- If you could live in my flesh for a day, You'd wish that you were gone- And if someday I disaapear- I'll know my life was for none- I can't imagine what happiness is- Because,I have never felt it for to long- And, I can't begin to know true joy- Because, I've never lived it- I'll never know all the answers- If I never ask the questions- But, if I ask I only fail- And face my friend, rejection---So it never ends! Because, it never began- And, all that, is truth in the matter- In life or death, If I had the choice-- I'd chose the latter.......

Thoughts
Who the Hell said I was nice? Some people have the nerve to tell me ... "hey your not nice". Well who the Hell told you I was? I never did. Hell I'm generous, loyal as Hell, honest to a fault, even understanding of people's plights, but nice? Look if you are brave enough to ask me for the truth ... that is what I am going to tell you. Why spare your feelings when the truth is what you want to know. If you want sentiment at that time, then ask me to send you a Hallmark card don't ask me to be honest. Believe me I am doing the more generous thing by telling you the hard, crusty, bitter tasting, hard to swallow, unmitagated, ugly truth as opposed to some sweet, smooth tasting, lovely to behold, leave your breath minty fresh, easy to swallow ... LIE. But hey I respect your right to want that, just don't expect it from me. I would die for my friends but tell them lies to spare feelings is not my style. And to those I don't count as friends or strangers ... well I owe you nothing, but I wi

Thoughts At Night
I couldnt sleep tonight you weren`t by my side I couldnt put my arm around you And show you that my love is true When i cant sleep at night I dream you were by my side I imagine i put my arm around you and show you my love is true

Thoughts
Today was actually an okay day, Work was well, work. It was nothing special, but then again it never is, I was proud of myself when I figured out how to refresh the screen on the computer that we have, they didn't have a place where you could click 'refresh' so I pushed F5 and it worked! I felt special >.< I found a dollar at work, that was the highlight of my day! But yeah I asked my father if Amar could stay from June until August and he said it depends, I have to find out what the laws are about people visiting here, apparently there's laws against how long someone can stay in your house (when visiting) That's fucking gay =/ So now I have to figure it out but whatever, if he does stay until august then in August i'm going back to NJ with him, I get to stay at Oscar's =] But yeah i'm tired but yet i'm full of energy =/

Thought
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY MY FRIEND WHO THINKS ALOT. I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT. Category: Religion and Philosophy If you are reading this then PLEASE read this entire disclaimer before you read the passage below. I did NOT write this for other people. I wrote this for myself and myself only. I wanted to try to place a sense on what I was supposed to be doing with my life and these words below are my argument to myself on why we are here on earth. Be warned... I did not start out this on the intent on writing on religion but in the process of writing I had to intertwine the subjects further down on this collection of thoughts. THIS IS NOT A PREACH TO OTHERS, THIS IS JUST MY INTERPRETATION OF WHAT I SEE AROUND ME AND WHAT I WANT TO BELIEVE IN. I did not write this in the terms of one religion for a reason. This is DEEP reading and if you are not in the mood to think deep and hard, you do not want to read this at the moment. I am also warning that if you do not finish reading this throug

Thoughts Of A Retiree's Wandering Mind
1. I had amnesia once -- or twice. 2. Protons have mass? I didn't even know they were Catholic. 3. All I ask is a chance to prove that money can't make me happy. 4. If the world were a logical place, men would be the ones who ride horses sidesaddle. 5. What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free? 6. They told me I was gullible and I believed them. 7. Teach a child to be polite and courteous in the home, and when he grows up, he'll never be able to merge his car onto the freeway. 8. Experience is the thing you have left when everything else is gone. 9. One nice thing about egotists ... they don't talk about other people. 10. My weight is perfect for my height ... which varies. 11. I used to be indecisive. Now, I'm not sure. 12. The cost of living hasn't affected its popularity. 13. How can there be self-help groups? 14. If swimming is so good for your figure, how do you explain whales? 15. Show me a man with both feet firmly on the ground, and

Thoughts On A Poem
LOVER IN ALL SHAPES. Van Goethe To be like a fish, Brisk and quick, is my wish; If thou cam'st with thy line. Thou wouldst soon make me thine. To be like a fish, Brisk and quick, is my wish. ( An interesting opening. Sets an easily understood pathology for what comes after. The musings of a lover for their paramour about how the attraction would play out if the poet were in another physical form. Personally, it reminds me of Nancy who wanted to dive into things too quickly. For some reason, she wasn't interested in learning about who I was.) Oh, were I a steed! Thou wouldst love me indeed. Oh, were I a car Fit to bear thee afar! Oh, were I a steed! Thou wouldst love me indeed. (A bit of dramtic whining. The concept of being willing to change yourself because you think it will make you more attrative is not a new one. Too often, though, the facade will come down, and then the paramour is left looking at someone they do not recognize and usually a

Thought And Questions Over Coffee Alone.
I was at the bar the other night and I saw your face pass me by again. It was a ripple in time and all of what was in momentum paused while you moved. I was standing on the corner and I saw you pass in a car with out saying hello. Then again it was a dream that keeps moving along in fast motion and maybe I was waking up. I have been waiting to see you, but you never turn my way. Last night I dreamed that I was next to you and you never let me go. This morning I drank my coffee alone and I thought of you. I don't know what love is…I thought I did, but when there is only one giving it, is it really love? Why does this man speak of love so much, when he was so damned afraid of being around it? Is a wounded heart like any other wound, does it heal and become stronger or does it scar over and become very tough and ugly? Why do I feel safer in front of friends and smile for few hours, then in front of someone that possibly could make me smile for the rest of my life I feel like I need to

Thought
You thought you wanted one thing, but now something surprising has happened and it turns out you want something else entirely. Well, who'd have predicted that? Accept that your destiny has surprising twists and turns.

Thou Shall Worship The Ten Comandments
THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF A CHEMICAL ROMANCE: 1; Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head. 2; Thou shall be willing to die for love. 3; Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you 4; Thou shall be a demolition lover 5; Thou shall unleash the bats 6; Thou shall protect thy lover from everything (even vampires) 7; Thou shall respect the lord, Gerard. 8; Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance 9; Thou shall see beauty in bloody love. 1o; Thou shall rock hard

Thoughts
Okay Ladies and Gentlemen these are just my thoughts on life in general. First aand foremost let's talk about sex. I believe that all the inhibitions need to be let go. The truth should be said at all times because I can't read minds so ladies should talkopenly about their needs. I love sex and I'm straight, I like women and as far as homosexuals are concerned. I have no problem with homosexuals, if that's the way they roll then that's their business. Ladies my goal is to give any woman that I have the honor of having sex with is to give them 3 orgasms then start all over again. If I don't please a woman I want to know what I'm doing wrong and then fix it. So far I have accomplished my goals and I'm looking for new women to satisfy. I'm clean and I make sure that I am healthly at all times. I use condoms and YES I like to get freaky. Showers together and I'd wish I could find women who would also do anal sex. One problem I have noticed is that most women don't know how or just are not

Thoughts On The Whole "god" Notion
ok.... I was one of those that thought she needed to "go to church" all my life.... I've wised up in my mature years :) I'm beginning to think it's nothing but brainwashing and cult like... even those happy religions like christianity... Why should i have faith in something that focuses it's principles on fearing this omnipotent being they call "god"? Why should i believe that there is this one "mighty hand" that controls anything and everything i do? and yet supposedly we still have free will under this control??? right.... Now i do believe in a kind of destiny i guess... that some things are just meant to be. But that has nothing to do with "god". You all don't have to agree with my thoughts. They're just mine to share.

Thought This Was Interesting
> The young soldier knew it was Sunday, the holiest day of the week. > > > > As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. > > > > Just then an army sergeant came in and said, "Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?" > > > > The soldier replied, "I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord." > > > > The sergeant said, "Looks to me like you're going to play cards." > > > > The soldier said, "No, sir. You see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, > > > > I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards." > > > > The sergeant asked in disbelief, "How will you do that?" > > > > "You see the Ace, Sergeant? It reminds me that there is only one God. > > > > The Two represents the two parts of the Bible, Old and New Testaments. > > > > The Three represents the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost. > > > > The Four stands for

Thought For Today
No matter how bad things are, no matter how sad you get, always be thankful for something. Being able to see something good in the roughest of times will give you something to be happy about when you need it the most.

Thoughts And Prayer
TONIGHT THINK OF SOMEONE YOU LOVE OR MISS AND SAY A LITTLE PRAYER FOR THEM IN HOPES IT REACHES THEM AND FEELS THERE HEART WITH LOVE AND WARMTH IN REASSURENCE THAT SOMEONE OUT THERE IS THINKING OF THEM AND CARES FOR THERE SAFTEY AND WELL BEING......SO TONIGHT BEFORE I LAY DOWN I AM GOING TO THINK OF EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ON MY LIST AND SAY A SMALL PRAYER AND THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO DO SO..... DON'T TAKE FOR GRANTED WHAT YOU HAVE TODAY BECAUSE IT MAY BE GONE TOMORROW ....GOOD NIGHT AND GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. LOVE, SHELLY JEAN

Thoughts
Well I really don't know what to say here about my self. Lately I don't think I even know who I am or what is going on in my life. All I do know is I feel pain. My world has been falling down around me for the past two years now and it does not look like that will be changing any time soon. I am just so confused I have all these hopes and dreams for my life. But at the same time I feel this huge void in side me that nothing fills. I have tried turning to the lord and praying but I don't feel like I am getting an answer any where I turn. I am tired of being alone and betrayed not knowing if I am getting the whole truth from people or just half truths. I want honesty in my life and assuredness. I am just so tired of this numbing pain that never fades. I am lost in side my self in this sea of uncertainty and I just don't know where to turn. I feel my soul slipping as odd as that is to say back to a place it took me a long time to escape and it scares me. This pain is so familiar an emptin

Thought For The Day
The Duck & the Devil There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods; but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner. As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head and killed it. He was shocked and grieved! In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile; only to see his sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing. After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the dishes" But Sally said, "Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen." Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?" So Johnny did the dishes.. Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, "I'm sorry but I need Sally to help make supper." Sally just smiled and said, "Well that's all right because

Thoughts On Fluffy Bunnies
Well it is a problem espically if one is young and has romantic veiws of magic and witchcraft. It seems that there are two poler opesits those who say if it is writen it is the law and those are around for ffellowship or due to it is cool right now. I get as excited when a spell dose as requested it is the joy that I am doing something that is great and the glow i feel is bubbly. many think this childish hence I may not know what iI am doing. I strive to treat others as I wish to be treated. this means everyone young or old. I try not to judge cuse i userally am only know one side. And the fluffy bunny could be the new Gardner, Conway, or Sliver RavenWolf if brought along with understanding and compassion. The pacence showen should be like the pacent showen you by your deities. Think on this for a while, in your own growth in your path how many folks aided you in your search to find your place and path. Now pick out the ones that impressed you the most and look how they apporached teac

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts Of You How many times have I thought of you And the many things I'd like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your White robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without the robe, Your body to touch,caress, and probe. I'd lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into..... heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, to feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn't be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You're all to perfect in this man's eyes.

Thoughts For Today 6-13-07
Let's see...Well first of all, I am loving working. Yes I spend about 8 hours a day pulling weeds or moving large boxes (some weighing as much as 50+ lbs) and yes I am getting the sun burn from hell but over all it makes me feel like I am accomplishing something. That and can't complain about $8 an hour either. Things have been slightly less hectic around here as summer has finally come. The babies will be spending alot of it with Jeff while the girls are simply gone until long after sun down so there's an air of tranquility to be heavily appreciated. I'll finally be getting my first check next week!! Buying me a new MP3 player since mine is no longer capable of working for more than 15 mins at time. Debating getting myself a DS. I've been getting alot of new clothing (some very very expensive brands and other not so expensive) but still considering more. Alot of these clothes I've had since high school (out of need, not want) and mom insists its time for new ones...I cant argue

Thoughts Of Tomorrow
Trying with silent grace to look at the world Even as the "big picture" is glanced upon One realizes there is so much evil in the world A sickening pain strikes the heart Does mankind really stand a chance Is there enough good in the world The time will come when few shall stand against many Blood shall flow and many shall die Who shall be left to sort through the ashes Even though no one really wins wars Who shall be the victor Look upon the faces of innocent Fear for what is in store for them

Thought For The Day
There is more money being spent on breast implants and Viagra than on Alzheimer's research. This means that by 2030, there should be a large elderly population with perky boobs and huge erections and absolutely no recollection of what to do with them.

Thoughts For Today
Ok so today is the big "40", still can not believe I am that old. Good news is I have recently been talking to someone on here (you know who you are) and he makes me smile everytime I think about him, I am leaving for vacation later this evening and will not be back until sometime Monday. I guess what I am trying to say is I am going to miss "this person" more than I thought, I mean I have only been talking to him for a short while. But he has the biggest heart, and is just about the sexiest thing I have seen and heard in a REALLY long time. Also he has made me realize this "big" birthday, just isnt as big a deal as I thought. Ok so I am rambling now.....Just what I have been thinking about today....and for you know who....MUAHHHH

Thoughts
1. No one is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 2. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 3. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 4. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 5. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 6. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 7. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 8. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 9. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 10. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more carefu

Thought For The Day
well he wants to go and do every thing with out me. he is faving me out of the picture. slowly.but as he wishes. then maybe one day he will understand i never do any thing he thinks i do to hurt him . I love him . and well we will see where it goes.

Thoughts
GLANCE, WINK, STARE, AND UNDRESS, USE YOUR EYES TO SILENTLY EXPRESS. COMPLIMENT, GIGGLE, CHUCKLE, AND LAUGH, USE YOUR VOICE TO OPEN THE PATH. EAT, DRINK, DANCE, AND FLIRT, YOU'LL WIN HER OVER BY DESERT. HOLD HER, KISS HER, WALK THROUGH THE DOOR, IF YOU'VE MADE ITNTHIS FAR, THERE IS FUN INSTORE. FLIRT, FLIRT, AND FLIRT SOME MORE, WORK YOUR CHARM RIGHT, AND PLEASURE WLL BE YOURS LIVINGROOM, HALLWAY, BEDROOM IS NEAR, DONT STOP NOW, DONT SHOW YOUR FEAR. SWEATY PALMS, A NERVOUS HEART BEAT, DESIRE, LUST, AND PASSION NOW MEET. SHOES, SHIRTS, PANTS, ON THE FLOOR, STANDING THERE NAKED YOU BOTH WANT MORE. TOUCH, RUB, FEEL, AND CARRESS, HOW TO TREAT THE LOVELY BREASTS. FINGERS, PALMS, AND LIPS, KISS AND SUCK THOSE BEAUTIFUL NIPS. CHEST, STOMACH, NAVAL, THATS IT, MAKE YOUR WAY DOWN TO HER DRIPPING SLIT. GENTLE, SOFT, TENDER, AT FIRST, SIP FROM HER JUICES TO CURE YOUR THIRST. MORE PRESSURE, MORE SPEED, INTENT YOU MUST BE, TO RELEASE THE BEST ORGASM,

Thoughts On The Monster
I know that wanting to have a life from ED should come from within but lately I had been feeling just to give up. Then a month ago I met my boyfriend Steve at the club. Our first date we went to a restaurant and of course I didn't want to let the ED show. I ate something I knew would be fattening. But it ended up being so good. Then the next day I had the urge to cook so I made another fattening meal. I ate a good dinner that night. It seemed like we would always end up going out for meals. Normally he would ask me if I was hungry and I would be like "I ate a bagel for breakfast" and he would be like that doesn't count and we would end up at a restaurant. It seemed like whenever we would go out I would order a large meal to hide the ED from the world. I think he could tell I had an eating problem when I would be looking at the menu and be like "that is so fattening" and he would reply "you can eat anything you want and not worry about it. In fact you can order the brownie sundae and I

Thoughts On Love
Ever feel like everything that comes out of your mouth isn't right? Every time you think you found a plausible solution to a problem it only leads to either more problems or it was wrong solution? Love feels like that. No matter what you do or try - there will always be some tripping point where you feel utterly useless. You do what you can for it - because in the end, we all want to be loved. However, what do you do when it takes its toll on your mind and well being? Not the hopeless addiction - rather when it hurts so much to deal with it. It hurts because of the world you have set up. You really want to scream and cry In fact, you have screamed and cried - yet there is still nothing you can do about. Then love because shakey. It becomes unstable and uncertain. It threatens to take away its happiness and only causes fusteration. Can you find happiness in lonliness? No - I really don't think so, but I think you could be forced to find out because that is all there

A Thought
im down right now well my dad first of all is a dick and then not only that my electric goes out then my tv goes and it doesn't come back on and then my stereo goes and it hasnt' come back on and then to make matters worse my electric in my room is out. im done trying to make my room my space. im frustrated with how things are getting given to me. i get the shitty part of every hand and i got a shitty dad im sorry to those dads that are dads but my dad he isn't a dad he hasn't been for a while. i cried my hardest today and i hate it that now i can't be in my room cus the electric is out. im sick and tired of this shit. im down cus each and everyone of my friends are married and have a family of there own and im left out in left field. my dad has a new life and he is remarried and happy and he doesn't care bout me his wife is the number one thing in his world that makes him happy and live life to its fullest.

Thoughts
You know if I would have wrote this blog last friday or sat morning heck even sat. afternoon, it would have been much different than it will be now. Sat night was hell pure and simple, Sunday wasn't much better, but it was more of letting the emotion drain and come out, and boy did it. I had never felt this before, but as I laid in my bed and laid on my pillow i cried hot tears, and i mean that literaly, they were warm to the touch, i've cried before, but never where the tears were warm or hot, so that was strange. I probably didn't cry as much as I should have, i really didn't drain all of the emotion out like i should have but eh. I have to start the healing process, after getting my teeth kicked in, relax my friends i didn't get beat up physically, tho I wish i would have been, that would hurt less. I'm going to need help to get back to where i was Sat. morning so...... I wrote 2 poems in my angel series sat. night that are very good but very intense as well. Every single poem in

Thought For The Day!!
Thought for the Day: If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it. If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.Â He sends you flowers every spring.Â He sends you a sunrise every morning. Face it, friend - He's crazy about you!Â Send this to every "beautiful person" you wish to bless.Â God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.Â Read this line very slowly and let it sink in ...Â If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Thoughts On Random Shit
Now I am not a very smart or religous person, but I do know that everything in this world happens for a reason. Althought the reason might not be seen at first, finding that reason is usually harder than the action that is taking place or that happend. How does someone tell someone that they love them when the other person has made it painfully clear time and time again that they have no interest in you. Its even harder to put that person out of your mind in your daily tasks. Being in love with that person even affects your realationships to the point that the fail because you are not giving that person everything. You try to put it out of your mind and tell yourself that she isn't worth it, not worth you being miserable, not worth you missing her day and night, not worth the heart ache you go through when you see her whith another man. But you cant put it out of your head, even though you know that there is no chance. How does one cope with that. Friends of convienece, these a

Thoughts Of Him
Thoughts of him In the morning when I wake thoughts of him my mind creates As I begin my long filled day from thoughts of him I can not stray I dream the moment his voice I'll hear his soft sweet words whispered in my ear the feel of his breath on my cheek his lips so soft they make me weak His words so tender and so lovey they make me feel all warm and fuzzy His arms around me wrapped so tight stress of the day takes off in flight We float upon a cloud of haze deep in my eyes his sight does gaze A kiss so tender on my skin A promise of tomorrow spoken from him I drift to sleep, and so it seems there's nothing but him in my dreams Nikki 11-4-04

The Thoughtful Husband
Jim-The Thoughtful Husband... It is important for men to remember that, as women grow older, it becomes harder for them to maintain the same quality of housekeeping as when they were younger. When you notice this, try not to yell at them. Some are over-sensitive, and there's nothing worse than an over-sensitive woman. My name is Jim. Let me relate how I handled the situation with my wife, Susan. When I retired a few years ago, it became necessary for Susan to get a full-time job along with her part-time job, both for extra income and for the health benefits that we needed. Shortly after she started working, I noticed she was beginning to show her age. I usually get home from the golf club about the same time she gets home from work. Although she knows how hungry I am, she almost always says she has to rest for half an hour or so before she starts dinner. I don't yell at her. Instead, I tell her to take her time and just wake me when she gets dinner on the table. I genera

Thoughts From The Universe
Each blossom still blooms in its field; each child still clutches your hand; each friend still lingers in your heart. And that, dear friends, is where time goes. Forever young, The Universe Always, it's the one with a certain and definite dream, who boldly steps into the uncertain and indefinite, who goes the farthest and throws the best after-parties. Toga, toga, toga - The Universe

Thoughts On Love And Marriage By Our Children...
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. -- Lynnette, age 8 (isn't she a

Thoughts..
Lived in the same neighborhood all my life - 10+ years in the same appartment. And I'm feeling tremendous wanderlust. 'Been a mom for 12 years now and just geting to the point where I can have a bit of freedom. I actually took a walk with one of my daughters while the other kids stayed at the house...We were able to have some one on one time. It seems like a small thing but It's HUGE. As a single parent of three who doesn't drive (working on it now) I've been pretty much chained to the house ..like I said about 12 years... Lately I've been thinking about how my Mom left my Brothers and Sisters when they were about the same ages as my children are now(mine are 12, 11 & 10. I'm not talking left to go to the supermarket - I'm talking left them in the custody of our (formerly)abusive Dad and left the STATE. When this wandering feeling hits me I wonder if I'm capable of the same disgusting selfishness. Deep down I know I'm not - I'm a very different person than my Mo

Thoughts As Deep As The Pools Where Misquitoes Give Birth
The army is still in a recruiting slump and I've been giving some thought to how they could change this. I think if they give the people they sign up a pound of marijuana they'd get more people from the gang infested and heavily violent areas in our country. Just hang around Flint Michigan with Marine recruiters passing a bowl. Looking from Crips or Bloods. It would work. They all have the same color uniform after recruitment anyway. Just give them what they'd want to get in. You've got a militarized populace there. Our ass backward corporate ghettos can easily supply troops for our country. They know how to shoot already as it is. Why not use that economic inequality. Just ask the CIA for a little share of their drugs and hey you'd have divisions of willing young men. A pound on enlistment and a brick a month. That would solve the waning interest in joining the military as opposed to going to college for six years for the master's degree required to get any job paying ove

Thoughts
The light in her life dwindled away so quickly she began to wonder if it had only been a dream. When the shadows crept in, it was a bitter ominous darkness that shrouded her soul. But she embraced it as a prisoner embraces his cell, because it is easier to sit in the dark than it is to walk to the light.

Thoughts
Thoughts for the day — Sunday, July 01, 2007 I crave what I don't have, but I fear what I'm unfamiliar with, wich is often what I don't have. So I guess I sometimes fear what I crave, and crave what I fear? So a maybe it has come to be that I am moslty hooked on the anxiety that comes with or from getting what I want, more than the actual things I want. Maybe I enjoy the feeling of wanting and getting more than the feeling that comes with having? Well, no. I am actually pretty happy with a lot of the things I have. Many of those things seem to have just kinda came about. Many of the things I try for and get, I appreciate less than the things that happen to come durring the proccess of trying to get things, or just seem to come out of nowhere. That's sometimes nice, but not too encouraging. I think it leads me to not try so hard, and wait for things to come out of nowhere. That doesn't make a lot of sense does it? I don't know. The more I read about narcissi

Thoughts
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company ...a church ...a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past ...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ...I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you ...we are in charge of our attitudes. When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions

Thoughts On 7-7-7
Ok now you have done it and this old dragon needs to post so much on being quite. this frist son of a seventh son. May the union that has been denied In fact and history be reveled this night as Dragons and dragon freinds take flight May all who have woundered what their essance was Learn the path they are to fly evermor May the differeences of the paths not cause strife but bring about the kindship that was lost Where many natures walk upond this plane none seeking sway over another only woking together for the greates gain. Those who have walked the walk of teachers and protectors be seen now and the guides that stand by their side be visuable throw others eyes, with the smoke clearing the way and giving way to a brighter and beatiful day Those of the night who walk the darkest relms be allowed the light that has arromored them from the bane and may their dark light fusse with the light of day to burn away the illusion and mistrust that has held sway for eons

Thoughts Of A Loved One
At 95 MPH She reaches over, To touch his skin The heat radiates From his body and she Feels safe in the Darkness of the night Her hand slide to his Thigh and feels the pulse Of blood beneath his jeans She throws caution to The wind and releases his Bonds of clothing. As she Engulfs him, she knows This is her man and where She belongs....By his Side and Beyond. For eternity At wide open throttle. This poem was written for me....Love you baby 07*02*07

Thoughts Of A Loved One.....2
Kneeling before the Master Wrists tied to ankles Blindfold, robbing her of Sight, she waits...... Waits for his touch Waits for his taste Waits for his teeth. She feels the Leather brush between Her breasts to her thighs And she sighs contentedly But longs for more The bite is sharp and Sudden, the blood flows Freely as she drinks, She knows freedom and Slavery as one..... Written for me..... 07*02*07

Thoughts Of A Loved One.....3
Oh To do such nasty things With such a beautiful, sexy woman The mind soars to new erotic heights And sinks to levels of depravity never Before experienced. Taste, touch, smell, pain, blood All senses play a part Used or not Up for the challenge?, willing Victim or casual observer, Everyone plays a part in The Theatre of Chaos Called Life but Few go the full distance To be called STAR Written for me...07*02*07

Thoughts Of A Loved One.....4
She awakens to the Sound of dirt hitting the Lid and knows where she is Her Lover, cold and lifeless Lies next to her and she swears She can feel his warmth She always said she didn't Want to live without him So they go to the afterlife Together......Maybe he'll Be waiting for her She kisses his dead lips And waits........ As more dirt falls This one brought tears to my eyes...many of you will not understand this but i do...to love somebody so much that you can't live without....wanting to die...a feeling that only some can understand....and true....He stole my thoughts and put them down on paper....How can I not cry..... written for me on 07*02*07

Thoughts Of A Loved One.....5
When you ran into his arms....I saw you. When you were together in the park.....you were seen when he held you close, and you smiled........I cried You thought all these moments were private....and for me they were. Watching you from so close, yet miles away..... except in my dreams. So much pain......Nobody can understand.....I don't even understand sometimes..... This has nothing to do with me or him.....:) Written for me on 07*03*07

Thoughts About Love...
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn’t really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if his or her happiness means that you’re not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn’t love you, don’t be afraid to love someone else again, for you’ll never know unless you give it a try. You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk loving them. Love strives in hurting. If you don’t get hurt, you don’t learn how to love. Love doesn’t hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If

Thoughts From A Friend Of Mine...
I don't know if I feel as strongly as this person does, but I love the way he writes and I like what he has to say about the topic at hand. You know. I am all about independence and freedom as most of you know. This was a pretty good holiday for me. We just had a baby, it was my last paid holiday for work and we were with good people. But thinking further about what we are celebrating is a bit disturbing to me. We light small explosions to celebrate a war that happened to free mankind of a brutal and unfair government. While at the same time we have a government that is oppressive and obtrusive. Our phone lines are tapped without due process. Children are taken away from parents who deserve to keep them and left with parents who shouldn't have a pet. Every day the abuse of power by our corrupt and illegitimate system grows. There are camps being made to house people when they do just kick it into gear and set up a quarantine for an outbreak of a disease or plague that they created.

Thoughts On Pain
One of the most common causes of pain today especially in our stressful society is headaches. Aspirin will tear up the lining of your stomach and you may not even know it is doing it until it is to late and Tylenol and like products can damage the liver and kidneys after prolong use. One of the most soothing and fast acting treatments I like for headaches is to take a few drops of lavender oil and massage it into the temples. For the same effect without the sedative properties that come with using lavender oil trying using lavendin oil which can be bought at any good health food store. You can also use the good old earth's natural "aspirins" for the pain of a headache and other aches and pains. Willow bark and meadowsweet is the two most common herbs used instead of aspirin and won't irritate the stomach like aspirin. In fact meadowsweet is used for the pain of stomach ulcers. The helpful ingredient in these herbs is salicin that turns into salicylic acid in the stomach that helps w

~~thought For The Day~~
FRIENDS . Watch the two little people for a minute before you read on down. Thought for the day... Friends... Friends are like butt cheeks. Crap might separate them, But they always come back together. Send this to all your butt cheeks.

Thoughts For The Day!
well things have still be tuff. And are going along slowly. I got my job back and still going to school. I will end my schooling here in a month. Sams father has come and to be honest . I wish he would go on and leave. It is nice for her to see her father. but seems that i am still having a hard time with charlie leaving. And since he has gone . things have been up in the air. I have my boss asking me for her brother to sleep on the love seat.And she has been staying here and there. seems like my home is turning in to a flipping boarding house. I miss charlie. But that is another subject. went tonight to see the fireworks. The kids have been doing good. and will start back to school here in a month. never got anthony. told then i could not adopt him . I had my own to raise. I sit here with folded clothes. a truck out side. and not sure where it is going to go. but i know sitting around the house watching people drink really sucks. I enjoy the quiet drunk. lol and watching the race. wel

Thought For The Day
Sometimes I wish I had to pay my insurance on my truck every week, or maybe a couple times a week. For those who are confused, go to the American family place by the wallmart down the street from where I live. You'll understansd why.

Thought On Being Single -y It Sucks
1- eating out by yourself 2- going to a movie by yourself 3- going to sleep alone 4- not having that person to kiss hug and even hold their hand 5- no romantic walks 6- watching their face light up when ya do something funny sweet or exciting!!! 7- watching them eat food you have made and them liking it 8- having a bad day and them making it better 9-taking a shower with them 10-their smell 11-the sound of their voice 12-seeing their stuff around the house or your car 13-car ride that now seem longer than b-4 14-the lil things they do that annoy you you even miss them 15-watching a movie at home having them cuddle with you 16-play fighting even when you loose (lol) 17-having them rub on you when your sick 18-them making you smile even when you don't want to 19-people asking you why is a pretty young intelligent woman like you single??? (wtf am i suppose to say to that???) 20-sex becomes something of the past and that's ab

Though In My Head
thoughts in my head swimming around the calm inside it just cant be found words can be twisted and taken as more why bother sayin i love you more if you loved me at all id not sit alone if you loved me at all yud be on the phone if you loved me at all in me you 'd believe if you loved me at all yu would not decieve if you wanted my heart you give me your time if you wanted my heart thered be no more rhyme if you wanted my heart youd give me yours if you wanted my heart youd open the doors to say that yu love me and act like you dont to say that you love me and act like you wont to say that you love me while telling her too to say that you love me yet making me blue i dont ask for much i dont need much more just your heart and soul to explore just tell me you love me with all that you are just tell me you love me near or from far DONE BY CHRISITNE .

Thoughts.... Mine... Yours... Advice?
I'm not sure how this will turn out, hence the NSFW rating. I know, my wife isn't part of this network. So she won't see this. The only thing that keeps me from killing myself are my son's. In the last 4 years of my marriage, I've lost my Apt., forced to live in a motel room for 8 months. Then we got a trailer(still owned by the motel). And up until Feb. 07, thats where we lived, granted not the best, but it wasn't a motel room. She and I worked different shifts, her's mostly Swings and Midnoght shift. Mine was mostly day shift, till they needed night cook. But we hardly saw each other. She slept most of the day, away till it was time to go to work. The last two years she had been thinking about this separation. Course, me being me, I agreed to most of her points, that I was not that great of a husband. But now that I've had 7 months to think... I wasn't that bad at all. First, the reason we lost the apt., was my wife was gambling. As I was on the road driving truck, she

Thousands Commemorate 1947 Ufo 'crash'
ROSWELL, N.M. - If you truly believe a UFO and its crew of bug-eyed aliens came crashing down here 60 years ago, rest assured: You're not alone. At least 35,000 people have descended on Roswell this weekend for the 2007 Amazing Roswell UFO Festival to commemorate a purported flying saucer crash on a nearby ranch in July 1947. Participants have filled hotel rooms and nearly doubled the southeastern New Mexico town's population for a few days. ADVERTISEMENT The festival, which began Thursday, is a mixed bag that includes live concerts (one headlined by a band with a computer-generated 'alien' drummer), costume contests, a Main Street parade and a slew of lectures that ponder everything from body snatchers to "What Does NASA Really Know?" The festival emerged in the 1990s to spark debate about the purported flying saucer crash, which the government says was a top-secret weather balloon. Believers in the Roswell Incident say the government is conspiring to hide the truth about the e

Thoughts
Everything for You You are my everything When I wake up it is you on my mind All day You put a smile on my face You have come in to my world My heart I want you and need you You complete me What was love without you? NOTHING You are my love My future is with you I am yours for the asking My love, my heart my time I love you It is unreal But yet true How much my heart belongs to you Do not hurt it Take care of it And it will take care of you

Thoughts....
What does love feel like? When we reach that stage in our lives where we are at peace with our sins and in acceptance of our past do we feel a calmness in our souls or a roaring in our hearts? Do you love someone enough to give all of your mind body & soul ... Does love give you that person that walks beside you in life never in front or in back of you? How do we know when we find that person? Is it a look, touch, taste, smell, laugh, smile....does it hurt... does it consume you so much that you lose your breath? Does your heart bleed when you are apart?

Thoughts Of Me
Thoughts of Me Please give me your honest reply to all of this! Don't worry about your response, just give it, it is just for fun....Only because one of my "Cherry Tap" buddies asked me to repost, so I am being true to my word! Do It For Fun Mark the answer with an "X" [x] How old do I look? [ ] 21 [ ] 22 [ ] 23 [ ] 25 [ ] 26 [ ] 27 [ ] 28 [ ] 29 [ ] 30 [ ] 31 [ ] 32 [ ] 33 [ ] 34 [ ] 35 [ ] 36 [ ] 37 [ ] 38 [ ] 39 [ ] 40 [ ] 40 + Describe me in 5 words 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Would you rather.. [ ] fuck me [ ] Date me [ ] Both [ ] NEITHER!! Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I.. [ ] Hot [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute [ ] none Would you rather.. [ ] Make out [ ] Cuddle [ ] Go out [ ] Kiss [ ] fuck [ ] just chill [ ] all of the above Would you go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Would you g

Thought Of The Day - 12 July 2007
When I finally get round to writing my Good Psycho Guide, this place is gonna get raves. Accomodation - excellent. Food - first class. Resident nutter - courteous and considerate. Psycho rating's gotta be four-and-a-half chainsaws. Higher, maybe.--Lister

Thought Of The Day - 13 July 2007
Random Chuck Norris Fact:Contrary to popular belief, the Titanic didn't hit an iceberg. The ship was off course and accidentally ran into Chuck Norris while he was doing the backstroke across the Atlantic.

"thought You Were Done With Ai, But You're Not" Fun Stuff
Caught you napping..... No,wake up, the beast lives on. Here are some assorted nuggets of Idoldom: From: CJM Date: May 27, 2007 08:39 PMMessage:Error at line 1, column 44-- Subject Constantine's Everybody Loves on Rose Radio's Top 30! Body: Reposting for CMST:http://roseradio.blogspot.com/Constantine's "Everybody Loves" is No. 7 on Rose Radio's Top 30Internet Radio:Rose Radio An internet radio station broadcasting through Live365. Listen to an eclectic selection of pop and oldies as well as recordings by various American Idol contestants including Clay Aiken, Taylor Hicks, Carrie Underwood and many more.Sunday, May 27, 2007Rose Radio Top 30 chart - 5/27/07 Here are the Top 30 Songs on Rose Radio this week. Remember, this chart is based on the votes you placed for your favorite songs while you listened.Top 30 Songs:1. Latoya London - State Of My Heart2. Josh Groban - February Song3. Clay Aiken - Perfect Day4. Paris Bennett - Dreamin'5. David Radford - Take It All6. Clay Aike

Thoughts Of Mine Dec. 12, 2003
March 15, 1999, at 12:00 p.m.; was the FIRST DAY I BEGAN TO DIE. Struggling to know the TRUTH TO MY EXISTENCE. Is if all "Fiction" or "Reality"? Drifting through MYTH or DREAM? Some medical sources say I am dying of "Natural Causes"; But LISTEN & KNOW, ALL of You who know me and ALL of You who don't.. I AM DYING from being SILENT when I should be SCREAMING, CRYING when I should be OUTRAGED!! Because of being Sick, but Refusing to let anyone know because I FEEL MY PAIN MAIGHT INCONVENIENCE THEM.... I AM DYING from an overdose of Other People clinging to me when I don't even have enough Energy for Myself. I AM DYING from Men who don't even LOVE themselves & can only OFFER me a "Crippled Reflection". I AM DYING from raising My Children ALONE & for not being able to do a COMPLETE job. I AM DYING from the LIES My Grandparents told My Parents, & My Parents told to Me. I AM DYING from being SEXUALLY ABUSED as a child & having to take that TRUTH EVERYWHERE I go, EVERYDAY for the

Thoughts Of Sex In The Night
Has it ever occurred to some people that life holds many different kinds of dementia. I have strange thoughts at night. I think of many things at once and sometimes i can't filter out what's really important and what is nothing more then filler in my mind. Sometimes i think of money and sometimes i think of sex. And naturally i like the sex better. I have fantasies of women that i'll never know or meet. Women desiring me and wanting me. Coming close to rapping my body of all it's pleasures and ravaging my soul with their breasts and mouths and warm, soft, wet, pussies. Having no connections or ties to bind the lust in their hearts for me. How their bodies move on me. How they moan and scream my name in ecstasy. The quivering of their bodies as they reach the climax of their orgasm and the limp way their bodies fall over on top of me and the heavy breathing that fellows. Now if i could only find a woman that would want me so bad that all this would happen.

Thoughts
why do I bother anymore?? I open up and all I get is rejection. I do one thing and expected to do something completely different. I act one way and get told to be different because no one likes the way I am. Will I ever be loved for who/ what I am? What is love anyways? anyone care to answer?

Thousands Line Up To Buy Apple Iphones
On the eve of the day of reckoning for the most-hyped gadget in recent memory, eager customers lined up Thursday, a few even braving torrential rain, to be among the first to get their hands on the coveted new cell phone from Apple Inc. The gadget, which combines the functions of a cell phone, iPod and wireless Web browser, will go on sale in the United States at Apple and AT&T stores at 6 p.m. Friday in each time zone.It's been the focus of endless anticipatory chatter and even parodied on late-night TV. It's hogged so much of the media spotlight, a St. Paul, Minn., minor league baseball team planned to spoof its porcine mascot by selling a real 'iPig.'"This phone is going to blow everything out of the water," Tony Cecchini, 40, a San Antonio, Texas, air conditioner salesman said while braving a downpour to wait outside an AT&T store Thursday morning.Apple and AT&T Inc. ? the phone's exclusive cellular carrier ? have not disclosed how many units will be available at launch, adding to

Thoughts From Today's Drama!
I have been through alot in my life but this shit really makes me angry! I dont get into drama but everyone here needs to know and be aware that there are some on this site with some real serious issues. Read from bottom up....I cant even write anymore im so nauseated and pissed off! My Shoutbox ->!!!horny a...: you said that to the wrong person, i was sexually abused from 7-10 and my son was abused by his own father, you make me sick ya know that read my blogs instead of lookin at my goddamn pics and maybe you wouldnt ask such a a stupid fucking question !!!horny a...: sorry sorry sorry...... ->!!!horny a...: offended me that is called incest you have some serious issues dude !!!horny a...: just wondering...i dont know u...sorry if it offended u ->!!!horny a...: i cannot believe you just had the audacity to even ask that question !!!horny a...: i just wana play wit u sooo much!!! !!!horny a...: hey do u and ur son ever.....u know.....play???

Thought For The Day - 19 July 2007
Polly Pry: How are you doing?Alferd Packer: How am I doing? Have you ever been sitting around waiting to die?Polly Pry: Yes! I have as a matter of fact!Alferd Packer: When?Polly Pry: Well alright, I never really...

A Thought During A Conversation With A Friend...
my spirit and my body co-exsist... but are two separate things.... i can be a warrior and not be filled with hate.... i can love, and embrace without sacrificing my warrior spirit, in fact im coming to learn that compassion and love are parts of the true warrior spirit

Thoughts Since My Divorce
Prologue: I was at the park with my kids today thinking recent events in my life and came to a blinding realization. I am writing from my own perspective and catch A LOT of flak for it. Everyone takes what I say personal because it is personally from me and they relate to it because they feel it is about them or something that can be connected to them. I have seen people in a way that I am not too proud of and people that I feel like they are flawed by their gender roles, lately. I am not "woman bashing" in anyway! I am, however stating what I have seen lately and have broke down these individuals into groups, not by who they are, but by what they do. I want to share this with the planet. Body: Men and Women relate to each other in many ways. The usually pick a mate due to the impact their actions have on them. They are usually attracted to a certain "type". This means a group of individuals hold characteristics (or lack of character or characteristics) that draw them to an

A Thousand Bottles Call Out Her Name
"If she could just walk away, It would ease all this pain, but she's right there in Front of me. She has my heart in her hand. I'll never be the same again. Never be the same again. I'm slowly dying. Dying. Dying. I'll never be the same again. Never the same again. I gave it up all for you and this is what you put me through. This is what you put me through. you put me through. I'll never be good enough for you. Your killing me. I can't be what you want from me. it doesn't make me happy. You never make me Happy. I'll live my life in misery just to make you proud of me. Are you proud of me. Are you proud of me? Are you proud of me? I'll never do this one last time. (tonight you failed) I wont cry (i've done it a thousand times) I'll walk away (From all the pain and misery you've caused me) Just hold on to the night and stare at the stars in the sky. I would have pulled them down for you. Just to see you shine so bright. This misery is holding me down so tight I cant fuck

Thoughts For The Night
just sitting here thinking how bad can things really get .. then i stop and think of all the people who dont have homes and dont have a hot meal or a warm bed to sleep in .. why do we always feel sorry for ourselfs when there is someone out there who is worse off than we are. things dont always turn out like we want them to .. its like the cycle of life one minute we have good luck then we have a ton of bad luck.. its like a roll of the dice we never know whats gonna happen from one min to the next.. ok thats enough from me tonight

Thoughts 4 Ur Day...
********************** The sweetest fruit, if unripe, is sour when eaten. ********************** There may be more to learn from climbing the same mountain a hundred times than by climbing a hundred different mountains.... ********************** A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad. **********************

Thought For The Day - 23 July 2007
The 213 Things Skippy Is No Longer Allowed To Do In The U.S. Army:123. i should not teach other soldiers to say offensive and crude things in Albanian, under the guise of teaching them how to say potentially useful phrases.

A Thought For Tonight
the thought for tonight ..... some people think that they are better than others .. but in fact they arent no one is better than anyone else .. if there was a perfect world with perfect people in it we wouldnt have war , crime, or homeless .. it doesnt matter if you are rich or poor ... you are a special person.. this is the thought for tonight ..

The Thought
Her Thought or is it his thought ? How did you see inside my heart, Shine your love into every part, Illuminating my soul, And for the first time made me whole? How did you know that I was lost, Like a ship in a storm roughly tossed From wave to wave of desolation, With no home port or destination? Until the beacon of your love Lit my heart from up above, Made calm the waters of the storm, Soothed my fears and kept me warm. And when I grew to need you so, Came then the time you had to go. I grew to hate the word “goodbye,” “It’s for the best,” I had to lie. But best for whom I dare inquire? Not best for me; my soul’s afire With empty heart and tear-filled eye, That cannot change or rectify This fatal love that we have shared, Of which we both have now despaired, And turned to go our separate ways, Each longing for those glorious days When life was good, and hearts were light, We knew we’d seen the last of night. But here we sit and dream and s

Thought For The Day............
Thought For The Day............ True eloquence does not consist in speech. Words and phrases may be marshalled in every way, but they cannot compass it. It must consist in the man, in the subject, and in the occasion. It comes, if at all, like the outbreaking of a fountain from the earth, or the bursting forth of volcanic fires, with spontaneous, original native force. -Daniel Webster Ah, but a man's reach should exceed his grasp, or what's a Heaven for? - Robert Browning A candle loses nothing by lighting another candle. - Erin Majors The day the Lord created hope was probably the same day he created Spring. - Bern Williams Hope is the companion of power and the mother of success, For those of us who hope strongest have within us the gift of miracles. - Sydney Bremer The human heart feels things the eyes cannot see, and knows what the mind cannot understand. - Robert Vallett The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams

Thought For The Day - 25 July 2007
Edgar Allen Poe's "The Raven" as a LimerickThere once was a girl named LenoreAnd a bird and a bust and a doorAnd a guy with depressionAnd a whole lot of questionsAnd the bird always says "Nevermore."

Thought Of The Day
Why is it so hard for a man to "read between the lines" when a woman is trying to be a caring and loving friend? Just because I say I care about you doesn't mean I wanna be with you, especially if I know you ain't ready to be in a relationship. Believe me, if I wanted you like that, I would let you know flat out and that person DOES know who he is and he knows exactly how I feel about him, but the time just isn't right yet. Men, lighten up and realize that us women are good for something more than just a mouth, an ass, or a pussy.

Thou Shalt...
Thou shalt not kill. Murder. The fifth commandment. But if you think about it...if you think about it, religion has never really had a problem with murder. Not really. No, more people have been killed in the name of God than for any other reason. All you have to do...all you have to do is look at slavery, the Middle East, the Crusades, the Inquisition, the Holocaust, and the World Trade Center, and you'll see how seriously the religious folks take "Thou Shalt Not Kill." The more devout they are...the more devout they are, the more they see murder as negotiable...it's negotiable. It depends, you know? It depends, it depends on who's doing the killing, and who's getting killed. -George Carlin

Thoughts Of Love..
Thoughts Of Love.... Love is forgiving Even though it is hard to forget Holding hands and never wanting to let go Hoping that tomorrow will be as wonderful as today Sharing secrets in a star- spangled night And most importantly love is knowing That you will never be lonely again

Thoughts Of Abundance
The abundance in your life is precisely what you think it is. It can be great or small, meaningful or useless, conditional or unlimited, based on how you imagine it to be. Why do some people seem to enjoy extraordinarily good fortune? Because they realize how truly fortunate they are. You receive all the abundance you are willing to accept and allow. When you long for anything, that is your way of telling yourself to stop fighting it and to let it be. What you desire has always been yours. You can live it and fulfill its reality whenever you choose. You are already immersed in much more abundance than you could ever need or desire. The abundance you're able to make use of is the abundance you choose to see and to accept. Consistently focus your thoughts on the best you can imagine. The ability to make it real has always been yours. -- Ralph Marston

Thoughts
we go in to life with thoughts of hope and dreams of beauty close to unthinkable,we smile,we think,we hold dreams close to our hearts and smile .we dream of thoughts that happen everyday and hold them close inside ,always waiting for hapyness to shine down from heaven like a angels breath or a suns slow warming kiss,but some times it slips though your fingers like a warm brezze or sand .i will always wait for my angele breath and hope to feel its touch .

Thoughts From Women About Being A Woman
Thoughts From Women About Being A Woman The hardest years in life are those between ten and seventy. * Helen Hayes (at 73) I refuse to think of them as chin hairs. I think of them as stray eyebrow. * Janette Barber Things are going to get a lot worse before they get worse. * Lily Tomlin A male gynecologist is like an auto mechanic who never owned a car. * Carrie Snow Old age ain't no place for sissies. * Bette Davis If you can't be a good example, then you'll just have to be a horrible warning. * Catherine Aird A man's got to do what a man's got to do. A woman must do what he can't. * Rhonda Hansome The phrase "working mother" is redundant. * Jane Sellman Whatever women must do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult. * Charlotte Whitton Thirty-five is when you finally get your head together and your body starts falling apart. * Caryn Leschen Whoever thought up the word "Mammogram"? Every ti

Thoughts About This Sitestuff
Tittles and such. ' the dirty whore of who ever wants me to be theirs ' lol. ' prince of the manwhore family ' Whatever makes people feel special or cool, or happy. It's great people have so much fun on here. Atlest the internet keeps the psychos off the streets. I hope that doesn't sound too mean. Lately I've been reading these profiles that talk about - don't expect anything other than a friendship. Others talking about how they don't have msn, yahoo, or aim, or have a webcam. I feel like I might be crawling out from under a rock. Do guys really add girls expecting sex? Are the girls who add me expecting sex? That might be kinda creepy. Some of the people who add me are a little too old for me to be interested in, in that way. I think more people ask me if I have yahoo or something than I ask other people. Are they asking me because they want to see me on cam? Am I simply being used for my body? I think it's sad that people are getting bothered so much that they think to put s

Thoughts....
MY FEELINGS ON LOVE HERE ARE A FEW THOUGTHS OF MINE, I SEEN TO WRITE ALOT WHEN I AM ALONE, FEELINGS THAT FLOW OUT OF ME. I HOPE YOU ENJOY. Sooner or later we begin to understand that love is more than verses on valentines and romance in the movies. We begin to know that love is here and now, real and true, the most important thing in our lives. For love is the creator of our favourite memories and the foundation of our fondest dreams. Love is a promise that is always kept, a fortune that can never be spent, a seed that can flourish in even the most unlikely of places. And this radiance that never fades, this mysterious and magical joy, is the greatest treasure of all - one known only by those who love. When you love someone, you do not love them all the time, in exactly the same way, from moment to moment. It is an impossibility. It is even a lie to pretend to. And yet this is exactly what most of us demand. We have so little faith in the ebb and flow of life, of love, of rel

Thought About You
Thought About You... All day long, I thought about you. Even when I tried not to think about you, I thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I thought about you. When I thought about the beauty of the season, I thought about you. When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays, I thought about you. When I heard a love song on the radio, I thought about you. When I checked my email, I thought about you. Even when I said goodnight to the stars, I thought about you. And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, I thought about you. I just can't stop thinking about you.

Thought For Friendship
THOUGHT FOR FRIENDSHIP friendship is not just the name of an ordinary feeling.but it is the name of the feelings of understanding,honesty and frankness between two persons.and these feelings keep the two very special persons bounded together and such a frienship lies in two of us.

Thoughts
You know, I'm pretty cool with things. I bite my tongue, and hold a lot of shit back. But, I'm done holding it in. some things 're just ridculse. Like, writing blogs about another womans boyfriend on a public site that she's on, knowing that it'll be a bit frustrating. It's childish and stupid. certain people need to stop holding onto things that don't exist to them, andi nstead of showing themself to be a complete moron to everyone, just fucking deal and get it over with. Though, I am not heartless andI know it must hurt. But it's not as bad as it could be, at least I show a bit of respect, unlike that certain "she". If you want to be treated like an adult, and have the respect of one, present yoruself as one. not that hard. more importantly, understand that it's gone and it isn't coming bak, hate me for saying it or understand my frustration. rather simple, if you ask me. Anyway, I will hold back a lot of things I want to say, because i'm not a bitch andi partl

Thought Of The Day
God says: When somebody punches you on the right cheek, give him your left cheek Question: When somebody kisses me on the right cheek, should I turn left also? :) :) :) Hope this made your day.

A Thousand Years
A thousand years, a thousand more, A thousand times a million doors to eternity I may have lived a thousand lives, a thousand times An endless turning stairway climbs To a tower of souls If it takes another thousand years, a thousand wars, The towers rise to numberless floors in space I could shed another million tears, a million breaths, A million names but only one truth to face A million roads, a million fears A million suns, ten million years of uncertainty I could speak a million lies, a million songs, A million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time But if there was a single truth, a single light A single thought, a singular touch of grace Then following this single point, this single flame, The single haunted memory of your face I still love you I still want you A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves Like galaxies in my head I may be numberless, I may be innocent I may know many things, I may be ignorant Or I could ride

Thoughts On Seducing Me
I am headed out for my lunch but I got his idea.I would like to know how you would seduce me.What methods would you use?What words would you say? No emails please or the use of this shout box.It is set for friends only so if you are worried that someone may see it look on my friends list and see if that person is on it.Otherwise let me hear your thoughts.Do you have what it takes to tell me?

Thought About You
All day long, I thought about you. Even when I tried not to think about you, I thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I thought about you. When I thought about the beauty of the season, I thought about you. When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays, I thought about you. When I heard a love song on the radio, I thought about you. When I checked my email, I thought about you. Even when I said goodnight to the stars, I thought about you. And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, I thought about you. I just can't stop thinking about you.

Thoughts About Me
I am really less open then most people would expect. I spend most of my time by myself watching. Watching the interactions of others. When approached I really won't say much, even online I don't say much unless I have to.

Thought For The Day - 2 August 2007
Cat: Okay, I say get into the jet-powered rocket pants and junior-birdman the hell out of here.Kryten: An excellent and inventive suggestion, sir, with just two tiny drawbacks: A ) We don't have any jet-powered rocket pants; and B ) There's no such thing as jet-powered rocket pants outside the fictional series "Robbie Rocket Pants."Cat: Well that's put a crimp on an otherwise damn fine plan.

Thought For The Day
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Just thinking how great it is to have grandchildren! My grandaughter Kyleigh the night I went to the ER she did not understand and would go to sleep that night because her grandma was in the hospital. As some of you already know a week ago yesterday I had my gallbadder removed I'm doing good now. Anyways the love of a child is so great my granddaughter had her father bring her to the hospital to see me she told me " grandma you not to be sick you have to come home me and brother want you home!" She brought me a card to make me feel better. The day of my surgery this what is messed up my boyfriend wasnt even there when I woke up but guess who was there? Yes Kyliegh telling me "grandma look at the balloon I got you!" Now you tell me who wouldn't want to hear the sweet voice of a child just coming out of surgery? This also for being a recovering addict I'm taking no pain meds so for those out there recovery is the best thing in the world!!!!!!!!

Thought For The Day - 3 August 2007
Random Chuck Norris Fact:Chuck Norris starts every day with a protein shake made from Carnation Instant Breakfast, one dozen eggs, pure Columbian cocaine, and rattlesnake venom. He injects it directly into his neck with a syringe.

Thoughts
The Sun comes out the cloud covers it The Moon comes out the next moring the sun comes out to cover it 24 hours in a day never enough time to do all you need 2 People expected to call but never call People not expected to call end up calling Hopes are raised for the moment Hopes are never as long as you want them to be People who once enjoyed talking to you Dont enjoy talking to you anymore What was once good and happy wont be good and happy anymore Your young and excited once Your not getting any younger and you sit in house all day on the computer hoping something changes Me sitting at home on a friday night is normal

Thoughts Resurfacing
i just realized after laying in the dark, that my child would've been 8 months old now. i wonder what he or she would've looked like....? it doesn't pay to think on such things when my eyes are dried up...

Thought This Was Funny
Two hillbillies Ed and Red walk into a bar. While having a shot of whiskey they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, "Kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, "Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver', but I ain't never seen nobody do it!"

Thought Of The Day 3
You see, wire telegraph is a kind of a very, very long cat. You pull his tail in New York and his head is meowing in Los Angeles. Do you understand this? And radio operates exactly the same way: you send signals here, they receive them there. The only difference is that there is no cat. - Albert Einstein

Thoughts On His Thoughts
thoughts on his thoughts - when you place yourself in front of a mirror you see the outward image of what is. the shell, sometimes polished and presentable sometimes startlingly raw most time, reality tweaked for presentation as needed. too, you see the image often scrutinized by the surrounding world regardless of their unjustified opinion. the image, vulnerable to what is actually powerless. you see what sees; even that which you use to evaluate the self, looks into this window of knowing veiled truth, wearied by the judgement of others. the self only allows certain scrutinization. you see within - icons of the past representative of volumes. memory vivid as reality and vague as revision. dreams embodied albeit altered. decisions that forevermore add their hue to our canvas. you see the changing constant of who we are, innocence tarnished by foolishness and fictional vision. the current self formed only in part by decision,

A Thought Of You...
A Thought Of You © By Erika K. Page My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this especially for you And you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing and listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... And when everything Is said and done, The night is over And we've had our fun, Out of all th

Thoughts To Ponder
1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 a piece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE **************~* 2.Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? **************~* 3. OK.... So if the Jacksonville Jaguars are known as the "Jags" and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers are known as the "Bucs," what does that make the Tennessee Titans? **************~* 4. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? **************~* 5. There are three religious truths: A. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. B. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. C. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. **************~* 6. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes

Thoughts For Today---or Tomorrow....
Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lot to be thankful for if you take time to look f

Thoughts
Thoughts Of You Thoughts of you have drifted near I sense them in my heart Along with all the sorrows not being with you has brought My tears are no longer empty they are filled with pain and such The sea they form is lovely yet deadly to the touch. When peaceful sleep encloses me I only dream of you These dreams are what hold me when my wishes don't come true This longing never ends and will never be satisfied Until my life is over and my heart and soul have died

Thought This Cute...
This sent to me by a good friend... He is a man with a sense of humor. Hope you like.... Because I'm a man , when I lock my keys in the car, I will fiddle with a coat hanger long after hypothermia has set in. Calling AAA is not an option. I will win. Because I'm a man , when the car isn't running very well, I will pop the hood and stare at the engine as if I know what I'm looking at. If another man shows up, one of us will say to the other, "I used to be able to fix these things, but now with all these computers and everything, I wouldn't know where to start." We will then drink a couple of beers and break wind, as a form of holy communion. Because I am a man, when I catch a cold, I need someone to bring me soup and take care of me while I lie in bed and moan. You're a woman. You never get as sick as I do, so for you, this is no problem. Because I'm a man, I can be relied upon to purchase basic groceries at the store, like milk or bread. I cannot be expect

Thought For Today >>who,s Here 24/7 Or ?
Who Is here fo You 24/7 or shall I say round clock always and forever till ? For all your days on earth or in Heaven ; The Almighty God is here. He shows us love , he gives love, He is all ,,does all, created all ; He has answers for your life . So Ask him all. talk to him and he,ll anwer and he is a great listner too.. .. huggs diana

Thoughts About Marriage
Getting married is very much like going to a continental restaurant with friends. You order what you want, then when you see what the other fellow has, you wish you had ordered that. At the cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" the other replied, "Yes, I am, I married the wrong man." Man is incomplete until he is married. Then he is really finished. Marriage is an institution in which a man loses his bachelor's degree and the woman gets her master's. A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" And the father replied, " I don't know, son, I'm still paying for it." Young son: Is it true, Dad, I heard that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her? Dad: That happens in most countries, son. Then there was a man who said, "I never knew what real happiness was until I got married; and then it was too late. A happy m

Thoughts
Okay, so these thoughts are always runnin' around in my head, and I just have to get them out. They aren't directed at anyone. Its just a little release - thats all. Sometimes, you think you have a really good connection with someone. You try your best to connect when you can. Time and distance makes life and living difficult. Then you discover that everything you've been told, everything you believed - was a lie. If I could - I'd scream in your face. If I could - I'd scratch at your eyes. If I could - I'd shove you away. But I can't. And even if I could - I won't. I wish that people could be up front and honest. "I can't stand drama. I don't like to play games." How often do you hear that??? Seriously. Well, I say "FUCK THAT SHIT" I'm done. I've had it. Don't cover my heart with sweet sugary drippings of love and affection. You don't mean it, and I don't want it. If you want to be in my life - tell me the truth. Love me. or Hate me. It doesn't matter, really. I'll

Thoughts Bleeding Out....
Right now, at this very unique moment in time, I am trying to conquer a nose bleed that has lasted for the past three hours. I only get these when I'm completely stressed out and on the verge of a complete breakdown. So I know what's coming and if I don't write it out I'm going to be screwed. See, I can't take an hour to calm down or regroup. I have to pack. Of this 13 room house, no one room is finished. I'm under the gun because the lawyer/executor of my mother's will is a real cocksmoker. I stand to lose EVERYTHING belonging to me and my mother if I don't move.... FAST! This weekend is the big move. I've got several friends coming to help out. No, they are more than friends, they are my family. These very few people are the people who are always there for me. ALWAYS. They know me the best and always have my best interests at heart. They all calm me in their own ways, which I need right now. It's not that I have to move that is stressing me to this point. I've moved a zillion

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you and I run through my head Keeps me alive. Keeps me awake. Awake with longing. Awake with desire. All this love with no where to go. If I give it to you will you cherish it? Will you nourish it to help it grow? Will you hold it gently cause it's a little bruised up? I'm a little scared. And I'm a little nervous. I've never had someone to love me back when I've loved them

Thought For The Day - 15 August 2007
A young girl who was blown out to sea on a set of inflatable teeth was rescued by a man on an inflatable lobster. A coast guard spokesman commented, "This sort of thing is all too common."--The Times

Thought I Was Over 18 ?
let's just put it this way i'm 27 and back living with my mother till i get my apartment again well i came home from texas thinking that my mother was not a control freak again well guess what i was wrong? she is treating me like i'm 15 again gee i thought that i was 27? hummm this is making me want to go back to texas really fast

Thought This Was So Sweet
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Thoughts
....you saw me, made me smile, made me cry, made me yours...I'm here...my heart is racing for every moment thats passing by hoping to see you, hoping to hold you close to me, wanting to kiss your lips, to touch your skin to hold you in my arms......... ....Hugs and kisses baby....:) I'm scared of not being able to see you and hold you or be held....I'm scared of today, I'm scared of tomorrow, I'm scared of the future....

Thoughts
At times I think and ponder thoughts, wondering if things would have happen a certain way what life would be like. Oh, I've been through alot, but so have many others. The abuse I suffer through my previous marriage made realize certain things. But instead of whining about it, crying about it, I tried to take the bad and learn and make myself stronger. I love my husband with all my heart and soul. When I look within his eyes I see the love that he has for me. My grandson well that little has me wrapped around his finger and don't even know it yet. My husband has taken my children and my grandson and wrapped his love around them as if they were his own. He makes me laugh, and we have been together for 3 yrs. and yet have had a argument, no yelling, just talking. We've learnt in the pass getting angry, upset, pissed off doesn't change the fact of things. Communication and open to one another is the best thing. So, my past experience I hate, but I wouldn't change a thing, "Bec

A Thought
"A THOUGHT" how long have i been in this world? so over whelmed by this places cheapest form's life is getting harder to tread, with these thoughts going threw my head. if i just had you everything would be alright, and if i could just see you , this darkness i would try to fight, i know you didnt want me to die, so why am i six feet under, can you hear my cryies barely surviving is all i've known, cause i'm so used to living alone, by;Paul A. 8-16-7

Thought Of Today
Instanstinces in time leave me wondering in the present; mindless and with out indulgence. We connect to oblivion only to find the truth..WHcih in lies nothing...How can we scrape together, as humanity I speak, the will to go on..Support this and free them we will all fall to the sword in this day. Are we as animals so depedent upon technology and others to not use our God given senses. I have to lie in oblivity just to cope with the day after day life and having to be part of this collective. There is a side to life that no one sees as it only pains me to know and have seen this side of life.. I see pictures and potrayls of hate and violence only to exceed ourselves in previous generations. I give a clap and applaud to us! Let us destroy ourselves I only ask let me help. Take away the law of man and let the law of nature prevail.. I feel so many things in my inner soul and wonder are there others? I only know of one and God guide her down her path... It is truly amazing this year come

Thoughts For The Day
Gentle thoughts for today. Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong , you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lot to be

Thoughts For The Day
If someone is really big, and they get tattoos all over, and then they lose lots of weight, what happens? There is a site call sugurdaddy.com. There isn't one called sugarmomma.com. That's kinda messed up. I think I want a sugurmomma. It would be fun, for atleast a while. Maybe more than that, I'll never know if I don't try it though. Maybe I should make my own site for sugurmommas.

Thought Of The Night..
why would someone chose to hav a kid, when down the road they are just going to decide since the kid isnt perfect they are just going to tell them to fuck off? i mean really.. i dont get it...

Thoughts And Views
MY THOUGHTS AND VIEWS AT MOMENT OK first off this may rub some the wrong. but I have things to get off my chest. I AM SINGLE====last time I checked that meant alone not with anyone, no attachment. This means I am free to talk to whoever say whatever or be with whoever. Im single for a reason and somewhat enjoy it. just cuz you got a crush or like me get to know me first before you say lets be together. I believe in friendship first I Flirt. If you have a crush on me COOL, I crush on alot of people. just cuz you chose me dosent always mean I feel the same back or cant feel the same back just give it time So Regardless how I know you from what site or how I talk to you its just that.. I refuse to get involved with anyone when reality is that we will not meet, what is the point. I have many friends that I talk to in special ways thats all so if your jealous or you think there is more DEAL with it. I dont play games If you are talking to me be considerate understand I do talk to

Thoughts For The Day
Love is Very hard to find....easy to lose...and difficult to forget. So be true to the ones you love because you hold their heart in your hands.You have the choice to either crush it....or keep it safe by holding it close to your own heart. Whether it be the love of a sibling, a parent, a friend or a lover....make sure you tell them you love them all the time!!! You never know when they might not be there to tell them....or when it would just simply brighten their day to be reminded that someone cares. With so much sadness and hate in this world....its so important that we remember the wonderful things in life like love....and also the people that have given us a place in their heart. Much love goes out to the people who have let me into their hearts.....and who have found a place in mine as well Curvalicious xoxoxox

The Thought
The Thought I walk along the shoulder of This worldwide interstate. I put my thumb up in the air Expecting nothing great. So many people pull aside They offer to assist. Despite the urge to ride along I know I must resist. Then one day I spot your car My thumb is in the air. You smile and offer me a ride. I act like I don’t care. I slowly climb into your car It feels so safe and warm. Unlike the ones who came before I know you’ll cause no harm. As we drive down this lonely road We slowly to start to share…. The heartache that our lives have had. The cross we’ve had to bear. We find that we are so in tune To one another’s thoughts. We find a simple type of trust That simply can’t be bought. The miles fly by down this long road And suddenly we’re there. Before I open up the door I let you know I care. Now I stand beside this road again Your words I hold inside. The only thing that keeps me sane Is the thought that you’ll drive by. By Rus

Thoughts In Your Mind
What do you think about while having sex? Do you ever wonder what others think about while they are in the middle of the act? Is their mine on their partner or elsewhere? Feel free to leave me your thought and comments here or if they are to NSFW, then feel free to email them to me. Much loves! Peggy

A Thought
Your eyes remind me of a sunset the color so deep that you have to look and stare affraid that if you look away you will miss the most beautiful thing you have ever seen. Your smile can make even the badest of days seem miles away. When I see you smile I foget all my troubles and get lost in the moment. Your hair is like a sunrise so bright and red and smells like a beautiful spring rose. This is for no one particular just something I wrote while bored.

Thought Of Life
My soul is falling into a bottomless pit To a never-ending place Thoughts of regrets i did in past years Dreams turn to nightmares of my my worst fears Tears and sadness fill my heart Untill it cant take no more And spills out my eyes Like a flowing river of sadness The walls are closing and there is no way out Just the thought of life is what i think about.

Thought For The Day - 21 August 2007
Ever since I saw the commercial where the Pillsbury Doughboy invited his "friends" (some M&Ms) over to "make cookies," I knew he was insane. You see, he baked the M&Ms INTO the cookies.They never saw it coming...

Thought For The Day 08/21/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt And out unto the people, I send a message, my voice to be heard. Ringing back, do I hear the cries of souls who care not for what is within me. To they who know me, none is ever lost. To those who judge me, all is forgotten as easily as it was born within me. Am I to shine for those who care not for my heart? Certainly, I could not. To those who see me for my tears, they, may I always call friend. © 2003-2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions Read below: Subliminal message: *%^&&@@#!!!!))(:>>

Thoughts About Sex, I Guess
Culture shock? Generation gap? I might have written about this before. It's just on my mind again though. I'm not trying to be condemning or anything here. It's just weird to me. I'm 25. I haven't had sex with many people. I don't really even talk about sex much, especially compared to the stereotypical guy. Maybe I'm off in my own sheltered little world or something. There's these bullitons and blogs and things from teenagers that talk about sex. And teenagers using words like "sexy". Surveys talking about - would you kiss me? would you have sex with me? - and stuff like that. " What would you do if I was locked in your room for 24 hrs and you could do anything you want? " What's up with that? I didn't even has sex until I was 23, not that I can say I would for sure have turned down oppurtunites before that. It just adds to the confusion. Maybe I'm just jealous or something. I don't think so though, it seems like sex just makes life more complicated. Well, t

Thought These Were Funny Lol
have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back or that you could crawl into a hole ? *I was at the golf store Comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good- looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." *My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, "No, I'm just looking at your nuts." My sister started to laugh hysterically, the boy grinned, and I turned beet-red and walked away. To this day, my sister has never let me forget. *Have you ever

Thoughts From The Bikini Blast...
Some thoughts from the swimsuit shoot I did last week: 1. The weather was cruddy. High 60s (if that warm), overcast and drizzly at times. But shoot we did! 2. What happened to the 45+ models who signed up? At most, we had 12 models at any given time and 20+ photographers... At times the photographers were bumping into each other to get pictures! LOL 3. What's with the tattoos thing? I know they're popular, but geeze! Most of the models there had more than a couple of discreet ones. I think only two or three had none that I could see! 4. I worked mostly with one model and I got some very nice topless shots of her on the beach. Hopefully when she gets the CD with the images, she'll like them too! 5. I met some great photographers and became "friends" with one. That's always a plus!! 6. Lastly, I will definitely go again next year!

Thought You'd Like To Know....
My doctors at the VA are just full of gloom and doom, it seems that I don't just need a liver transplant but now also need kidney transplant. Those of you who know me from talking to me know what kind of person I am, here is your chance to thank a soldier, a worrier, a friend. I'm not one to ask anything of anyone, but if your blood type is A+ won't you consider giving me the "gift of life" by donating a kidney. My options are very limited...total renal shut down, dialysis and death. There is a 7 year waiting list for a kidney unless I find a donor, I can not pay you so it would truely be a gift of life but you medical needs and expences would be covered.

The Thoughts Inside Within
Sometimes I sit here and roam the net and get inspired to do things. Like today, was no exception, was a very inspiring day for me. I was on many different FUBAR pages and found out how many BBW's are out here. ALL of them very proud of this image too. It inspired me to do something too. Showing more of who I am. I am not ashamed of being a BBW I am just ashamed of what I have allowed others to say about me. I am an adult, still growing up. Something that other adults say they don't need or want to. I know that there are more major achievements that I have yet to do in my life and one of them is to start being proud of who I am. I know I am not as large and in charge like others but, damnit I am a good looking woman. And what is the best part of this is that I have a damned hot man beside me, holding my hand, and smiling every step of the way with me. I never realized how much he is in love with me till today. When we were in a conversation about one of his past friends here. Talk abou

Thoughts
its been said men only have to things n the hearth!1 is love,and the other hate,,i ask my self sumtimes witch 1 will preveal over the other,,and ive come to the point where i feel like which ever 1 u feed the most,is the 1 tht preveals!!!hmm,i wonder which i has filled mine??!!

Thought For The Day
Let me share this with you: Discovering ur purpose in life is very important, know what u are cut out for, dont just be a wanderer moving from what u think is right to what they think is right. Be who u were originally meant to be, look inside and dare to stand out. Remember that a walk to greatness starts with a single step. Dare to take that step. U are a Survivor, even if the ship sinks, you gonna get out alive. Dare to Stand out, Dare to Live Strong. U are an achiever. Lots of Love

Thoughts For Life
A good message. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students resp

Thoughts Of Ex's
Dont you just love those ex's that go around talkin shit pissed off bc they fucked up and lost you.So they decide to trash you bc they feel like a complete dumbass...Well I know you are reading this..Grow the fuck up..Stop acting like a child and act more like an adult mother for once...I am tired of stupid fucking people..I am tired of the fucking ignorance....GROW THE FUCK UP PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!

Thoughts For Today...
"Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives." I was sitting here today thinking about all of the people that have recently touched my life in some shape, form or fashion. I remembered seeing this phrase on a very good friends blog and knew that it fit my mood perfectly this afternoon. "Happiness lies for those who cry"...to me this means not to be afraid to show your true feelings...what's in your heart. It does not mean that you're a weak or simple minded person...it just means that you can feel and relate to the emotions that's in your heart. These kind of people are the type that I can relate to the easiest... "Happiness lies for those who hurt"...to be or to have been hurt is something that a person will never forget. They may, in time, forgive but there will always be a constant reminder in that person's mind and heart of how painf

Thoughts On Nothing
In deepest contemplation of a serious thought Dwelling on a Subject of which I know naught I’ve decided that the knowledge that is needed for this stuff Is not within my scope of things, I do not know enough Some day when I have learned some more, I may think on this again Off in the future far away, If I remember to begin Doc 2007

Thoughts
I am a little confused at the moment, trying to figure out life and such..But i seem to ponder on the thought of love. Now i was recently in a relationship with a man that seemed to have to be in control at all times, I am not use to that at all and when i say in control i mean like, Knowing where i am 24/7, who i talk to at all times. I couldnt go out unless he said I could, I had to call him every break i had at my job and every morning before i went to work,had to get rid of friends he didnt like cause he was always scared that someone was going to take me from him.. now to where i don't understand is that he couldnt do the same for me. Everything and everyone was more important, he found excuses to call me.. Its like everything that he wanted out of me he could not do in return. I dunno maybe i'm being childish but i think it was a bit unfair.. and when i said anything about it I was in the wrong.. I'm always in the wrong. Can anyone tell me if yall think i am wrong? I just feel so

Thought Process For A Mumm
When it boils down racism is a big thing that hurts modern society, but also racism, of all types, is breed in areas in where money is less available to the majority. This brings up my thoughts on an idea call economical classism. This is where people are treated as sub-human, not because of skin or creed, but because of their relative socio-class standing. Think about it, schools with the highest test scores get more money, to get the higher test scores you must have money, so to get money you need money, same idea with loans. Now how does this effect our society. Well it creates a division in which unless you are in the upper middle to upper class economically you are fucked, even if you have a house and nice toys, you still don't have much. In fact those that are on welfare, after you take out all the debt those in middle class owe with credit issues, are about as rich as a person in middle class. So what makes this difference the ability to be loaned a few extra dollars, that yo

Thought For Today
Thought for Today I receive Divinely inspired ideas in response to my requests for guidance. When I put them into action, I am bringing forth the answers to my prayers. I am motivated and organized to act on what I believe.

Thoughts For The Day...more To Come!
Thank you to the one person who read my blog...why do I bother with this site? Really...I get so many ppl wanting to be my friend and THEY can't even be bothered to look at what I have to say! Seriously...come on! Don't bother asking to be my friend if you don't want to know who I am! I mean really! What is the point? OH...yes...points...ooops silly me...it's all about the points! What the hell was I thinking? *smacks forehead* If you are all about getting ahead on this site...don't bother trying to friend me..I have enough ppl on my list and even they don't really give two shits about who I am or how my life is going...

The Thought Of Sex
These thoughts saturate my mind Prey and infatuate my mind I don’t mean to procrastinate my time But all these beautiful women I can’t help but to think of them The footage of their every motion Stored away in my memory The leading lady in my sex film Only lords know how bad I really want to sex them When my rose finally peeks Through it’s concrete Will they stop to smell the roses? And grab me by my stem I will catch them if they fall All they have to do is Grab me my sexual limb I will lift them up And take them back down again

A Thousand Times A Day
I gave up cigarettes I haven't had to light one yet And it's been a year since I stopped The same goes for alcohol I don't touch the stuff at all And I used to drink till I dropped Those were tough, this is easy And it feels so good to say Forgetting you is not that hard to do I've done it a thousand times a day Friends said it'd take some time To get you off my mind They thought I'd never let you go Well, I guess I proved them wrong One more bad habit gone Just like the whiskey and the smokes Those were tough, this is easy Well, I'm all right, yeah, I'm okay Forgetting you is not that hard to do I've done it a thousand times a day I've given you up for good Just like I said I would The night you walked away Forgetting you is not that hard to do I've done it a thousand times a day Yes, I've done it a thousand times a day

The Thought!!!
Just wait until u read this one .. lmao you all better be prepared for what your about to read.. I am not responsible for any thing that is spit out your mouth while reading this.. so be forewarned.... ha! READ ON .... THE RANGE OF 8 INCHES LONG. THE FUNCTIONING OF WHICH IS ENJOYED BY MEMBERS OF BOTH SEXES. IS USUALLY FOUND HUNG, DANGLING READY LOOSLEY FOR INSTANT ACTION. IT BOASTS OF A CLUMP OF LITTLE HAIRY THINGS AT ONE END AND SMALL HOLE AT THE OTHER. IN USE, IT IS INSERTED, ALMOST ALWAYS WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY, INTO A WARM, FLESHY, MOIST OPENING WHERE IT IS THRUST IN AND DRAWN OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN MANY TIMES IN SUCCESSION, OFTEN QUICKLY AND ACCOMPANIED BY SQUIRMING BODILY MOVEMENTS. ANYONE FOUND LISTENING IN WILL MOST SURELY RECOGNIZE THE RHYTHMIC, PULSING SOUND, RESULTING FROM THE WELL LUBRICATED MOVEMENTS. WHEN FINALLY WITHDRAWN, IT LEAVES BE

Thought For The Day - 4 September 2007
I was watching "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon" the other night and I was wondering where all the tigers and dragons are... Then I realized they're all crouching and hidden.--Flamebird

Thoughts Into Joy
Thoughts into joy Your thoughts are what frighten you. Choose to change them, and the fear is gone. Your thoughts are what cause you to be frustrated, angry, disappointed, impatient and uncomfortable. And your thoughts can also take you far away from all those things. For your thoughts can transform anger into forgiveness, disappointment into determination, discomfort into inspiration, and fear into love. The choice is always yours. The world is what it is. Yet your thoughts determine how you situate yourself into the world. By controlling your thoughts you control the kind of world in which you live. At the times when you realize it, and at the times when you don't, you are always controlling your thoughts. Deep inside you is a beautiful, unique person who seeks true joy and fulfillment. Let your thoughts resonate with the genuine person you are, and that joy does surely come. -- Ralph Marston

Thought About You...
All day long, I thought about you. Even when I tried not to think about you, I thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I thought about you. When I thought about the beauty of the season, I thought about you. When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays, I thought about you. When I heard a love song on the radio, I thought about you. When I checked my email, I thought about you. Even when I said goodnight to the stars, I thought about you. And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, I thought about you. I just can't stop thinking about you.

Thoughts
I gotta speak on this, Where did I go wrong? I accepted all the blame, Beat myself down,cause you're gone. Tasted all your razorblades, Took your abuse with a smile. Danced on your fingertips, With you laughing all the while. Gave all I had to give, Shut my world down for you. Why did I get involved, Why couldn't you see it through? What didn't I do for you? Put on the happy face, That you expected from me. I asked you no questions, About what I'd heard or seen. I burned myself,made fire for you, I ground my pride to dust. Forgave all that was you, Sacrificed my trust. But that wasn't good enough......... And now I hear from you, It's been so,so long You burned all your bridges down So you say we went wrong, But where did I go wrong? So I send you on your way, a single tear is all I see. It's not you that I'm afraid of, It's the fool that dwells in me, The man I can no longer be............ Good-bye.......

Thoughts Questions And No Answers
So i guess this is another night that i get to sit here pretty much alone and i have nothing but my thoughts to keep me company. I'm working my ass off to get just the simplist things done around here and i often wonder why it is for all my hard work nothing seems to actually get better. I'm lost within the mix of things and i dont know where i am anymore. The 7th is my very last day as a soldier for the rest of my life as i have no intentions of returning to any military service. I do not do that for the simple dislike of the military the army has done nothing but treated me well and for all that the army has shown and tought me i will forever remain in the debt of many who have shown me how good it can be. However in all honesty the military has inflicted more then its fair share of damage in my life too including the loss of friends in combat who often i miss and more then often wish i could of traded my life for any one of theirs. I seem doomed to actually be happy because an

Thought For The Day - 6 September 2007
Dylan Thomas's "Do Not Go Gently Into That Good Night" as a LimerickThere was an old father of Dylan,Who was seriously, mortally illin'"I want," Dylan said,"You to bitch till you're dead."I'll be cheesed if you kick it while chillin'."

Thoughts On Children
Cleaning your house while your kids are still growing is like shoveling the driveway before it has stopped snowing. "There is only one pretty child in the world... and every mother has it." -Chinese Proverb. A child's greatest period of growth is the month after you've purchased new school clothes. Anyone who says, "Easy as taking candy from a baby" has never tried it. Mothers of teens know why some animals eat their young. Children are natural mimics who act like their parents, despite every effort to teach them good manners. Children: You spend the first 2 years of their life teaching them to walk and talk. Then you spend the next 16 years telling them to sit down and shut-up. The best inheritance parents can give their children is a few minutes of their time each day. Children will soon forget your presents. They will always remember your presence. Children seldom misquote you. In fact, they usually repeat word for word what you shouldn't hav

"...thought You Might Want To See This."
No. No, I do not want to see whatever the fuck you think I may be interested in. Trust me. Have any of you been recently deluged by people on your "friends" list sending you e-mail that has the subject line heading "Soandso@fubar.com thought you might be interested in seeing this."? Then you click the link, and it's either a member (skanky...always skanky), or a bulletin, or some such shit. I click "Block this sender", which I don't want to do to my "friends", but it's OK...there's no block, they keep sending me this shit. It's predominantly been within the last week...is this a new Fubar feature...? Mass SPAM? That's just what this fucking place needs, right? Well, here's my solution...since the "Block Sender" feature on my mailbox doesn't seem to work, I'll be removing from my Friends list anyone who sends me this crap. Starting now. Think you know me well enough to send me something I'd be interested in...? I doubt you do, so here's a list: Female Hot Nude Shave

Thoughts That Make No Point.....
It is so easy to get caught up in what the crowd is doing and what we perceive as cool. Be it our friends, our families and sometime even complete strangers constantly projecting who they think we are, or who we should be. With so much continuously coming at us, it is easy to get caught up in that that is not real. For some there is the struggle to live up to the expectations of others until we either don't remember or don't know who we are. Then one day we wake up unhappy with the life that we're living. And, if we listen closely to our words, we can hear that everything we hold important is about someone else. Finding ourselves is an interesting journey. It is a journey that, although there will be guides along the way, you can only truly make the journey alone. It takes getting out of our comfort zone to explore things that interest us, and on occasion, the unknown. Once we are on the journey to ourselves it is about claiming yourself no matter what, and not settling for

Thoughts On The Lifestyle.
Sometimes you learn really who has control. Ahh how funny when so many tops think they have the control but, they do not realize that the bottom is the one in control. at any point in time they might use their safe word. But when you ask the bottom if they remember their safe word and they respond that they have no need for it, even when they are in pain and You as the Top are being careful of their body. It Makes You realize that You as the TOP are in complete control and the bottom has given herself completely to You. Nothing phases her. no matter what you do. And what You do to her makes You fel more confident and strong each and every day. Sometimes that's all a Top needs once in a while is to feel like they have the complete control. I feel that I can take control at any given point and have it until the time has passed and W/we return to the nature of the civilized world on the outside to put up the front. Even though W/we both know Who owns who completely.

Thought You Would Like This....
please my friends stop sending me those you think i would like this stash, picture bulliton, blog or whatever emails! im currentlyl getting like 10 of those a day...i do appricate it that ud think id be intrested in what ur sending me, just dont really have the time to check them all out so pleast just stop sending them to me....

Thought I'd Let You All Know...
In case you haven't noticed I haven't been on here at all. I preety much gave up since I couldn't get girls from the club on here. Oh well, I did try. I will be deleting this account and my own as well since I am never on here anyway. Thanks to all that have been here from the beginning and to all the friends I have made. I wish you all the best in every aspect of your life. This account will be deleted at the end of the week. If you would like to stay in touch w/ me lemme know and I'll give you an e-mail where you can contact me. Thanks again to all Dakota.

Thoughts Of You
As I sit here thinking about you I realize that we have a love that is strong and true It all started with a few words that were softly spoken And now we have a bond that could never be broken You are the love of my life My best friend, and my future wife You mean the world to me And I will do anything to make you see Just how much you truly mean to me. You are more than my best friend you are my lover And I feel very privileged to know that your an angel undercover As I sit here thinking about you And all the wonderful things you do I am very blessed to be with you You are like a dream come true I wish that i could show you how much I love you You are all that I want and need, You are all that I could hope for You mean absolutely everything to me There is no way that anyone could ever love you more.

Thoughts To Share About 911
Six years ago nearly nearly to the hour I was sick and called off work. At about 8:30 AM I made a bed on the couch so I could watch TV and rest all day. When I turned the TV on it was on our NBC channel and the Today show was on. I hate watching network news programs because they hype stories and twist facts so bad in order to grab an audience, but I lay there and watched, too lazy to turn the channel. After a few minutes, they showed a shot of the WTC where flames and smoke were pouring out of it. As Katy Kuric was talking about the possibility of an air traffic control problem, I saw the second plane hit. I must have stopped breathing for a minute as I sat up and looked at the mayhem. I think I remember every minute of that day from that point on - making phone calls, messaging people, and eyes glued to the TV for most of the next few days. As flights were canceled I realized I had friends ad family stranded all over the country and wondered how they were coping. I talked to my d

Thought For The Day - 11 September 2007
One of the most horrible features of war is that all the war-propaganda, all the screaming and lies and hatred, comes invariably from people who are not fighting.--George Orwell, "Homage to Catalonia," 1938

Thought And Feeling
WELL IT HAS BEEN 6 YRS. SINCE THAT FATEFUL DAY AND WE ARE STILL AT WAR IN IRAQ FIGHTING TO OVERCOME INTOLERANCE OF A PEOPLE THAT BELIEVE THEIR WAY IS THE ONLY ONE THERE IS. AND BEING FROM ONE OF MANY FREE COUNTRIES WE ARE A TARGET , CONSIDERED INFIDELS FOR OUR ABILITY TO CHOOSE THE RELIGION WE WISH TO WORSHIP IN. THE FACT THAT OUR WOMEN ARE ABLE TO VOTE , WORK SOMEPLACE OTHER THAN HOME , HOLD POLITICAL OFFICE , AND BE FREE TO DRESS HOW THEY WANT .. YES AMERICA IS A YOUNG COUNTRY, COMPARED TO ALMOST EVERY OTHER ONE WE ARE A TEENAGER , BUT WE HAVE LEARNED FROM OTHERS MISTAKES AND SUCCESS’S , THAT IS WHAT MAKES US SO GREAT ANYONE CAN BE ANYTHING THEY WANT TO BE WITHOUT LIMITS NO MATTER WHAT YOUR RACE , RELIGION , NATIONALITY , SEX , OR SOCIAL STATUS. I SUPPORT OUR MEN AND WOMEN FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM AS WELL AS THE FREEDOM OF OTHERS. THIS DAY IN 2001 WAS ONE OF THE WORST IN AMERICAN HISTORY AND WAS A CALL TO ARMS BECAUSE THE LIVES THAT WERE LOST WERE INNOCENT. AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED O

Thoughts In My Head Right Now
WELL OBVIOUSLY I'M PISSING OFF FRIENDS OF MINE, LEFT AND RIGHT....I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, BUT THAT'S WHAT SEEMS TO BE HAPPENING. ONE OF THEM THINKS I TEASE HIM BECAUSE I BELIEVE CERTAIN THINGS......WELL I'M LETTING HIM KNOW NOW, I DO NOT. I VALUE HIS FRIENDSHIP VERY MUCH.......ANOTHER, IS LEAVING THIS SITE BECAUSE OF ME....ONE OTHER, IS UPSET WITH ME BECAUSE I DON'T SPEAK TO HIM ANYMORE ON MESSENGER. I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO WIN, NO MATTER WHAT I DO. I ACTUALLY ACT MYSELF WITH ONLY A FEW CERTAIN FRIENDS AND I SUPPOSE THAT IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I'M AN HONEST PERSON AND I ALWAYS ADMIT WHEN I AM WRONG. WELL, I'M NOT ADMITTING ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, BECAUSE QUITE FRANKLY I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I HAVE DONE...ALL I'VE BEEN IS HONEST WITH THESE FRIENDS. (NOT NAMING ANY NAMES) AND THEN, I HAVE MY BEST FRIEND MOVING TO FLORIDA ON THURSDAY....SO I WON'T TALK TO HER AS MUCH AS I USED TO..SHE'S THE ONE I TALK TO ABOUT ALL OF MY "ISSUES". SHE'S MY LAVERNE AND I'M HER SHIRLEY.....OR IS IT THE OTHER WAY AROUND?!? AN

Thought I Knew
I'm sitting here just wondering how i thought i knew someone and not know them at all, or i should say i didnt see all the mascarade mask they were hiding behind and im telling you for each person they had a whole different mask. i thought i knew them entirely and it blows me away how much people can pretend to be who ever they want you to believe they are and its scary how do you ever know whos true anymore. those are just some of the thoughts i've been dazed and confused about

Thought For The Day - 12 September 2007
The Top 20 Bad Suspense Novel Metaphors or Similies19. When she stepped out of her dress, she had the body of a 90-year-old nun, if the nun looked as young, attractive, and sexy as the dame standing in front of me.--Top5.com

Thoughts Of You
I am awake. I cannot sleep. I lie here and my heart feels numb and weak. I wish you were here, near me, beside me, Holding me, cuddling me all while loving me. When I am with you, your presence near, The rest of the world does stand still. Worries and cares all disappear. Life is blissful when it's you and me, In our own lil' world where we flee. Hold me, caress me, show me you care. Till I fall asleep with the knowledge That in the morning, You'll still be here. Crissy September 13, 2007 Yes, it's short. No, it's not finished. It's a work in progress I guess. I dunno, the words where there so I wrote them, like always.

Thought Of The Day
how is it that you can sue a cigarette company for giving you cancer. mcdonalds for making you fat........................ but you can't sue budwiser for all the ugly people you have fucked!!! ???

Thoughts On Love
Does anyone know if REAL love exists? Or is it always onesided? Does anyone ever make a committment and mean it? At this point in my life, I am believing that I wasn't meant to know love. I loved this man and thought we would work through anything and something just snapped and he no longer wanted anything to do with me. Another woman? Not sure. Would hope not. Isn't something that I would think he would do. I have moments where I just don't believe I was meant to be loved (except by God). There seems to be a curse on me. How can you love someone so much and mean so little to them? How can people just walk away without a care? Well, I will no longer search or hope for THAT kind of love again. I will learn to be happy with the love of my kids. My head hurts. Too much running through it. Time for a break...a nap...quiet time....something. more later....

Thought Wtf
Infest My name's Coby Dick Mr. Dick if your nasty Rock a mic with a voice that's raspy 'Cause I'm poetic in my operations My God given talent is to rock all the nations Infest, the theory of my first manifesto Push ya wig back with my Lyrical pistol Blow now Papa Roach is on your mental Bangin' like your head piece it's just that simple Cock back and unleash with my physical Wrap you in my thoughts and become indivisble Centrifugal forces individuals into my mind As we rock into ritual PRE-CHORUS: You better do just what we say And if you don't then you'll pay CHORUS: We're going to infest We're getting in your head What is wrong with the world today The government, media, or your family Now, that i got your attention Did I forget to mention All the head we be INFESTING Hope ya'll people learn your leason 'Cause the game of life is crazy Got all the people guessin' What is wrong with the world today The government, media, or your family Would y

Thoughts For Today
There is a voice within which occasionally gets our attention and tries to remind us of how good and beautiful we are! It calls us from a time long... ago when we first arrived for our journey in and through time and space. Those first moments were filled with pure joy, pure play, pure adventure. Whenever you meet someone today with a pure, innocent and trusting heart let them remind you of yourself during those first early years. They invoke the purity of your own heart, and invite you to be innocent again. It also shows you one of the greatest keys to real relaxation. It is the truth that we are all pure in heart... forever. It is only what we accumulate and learn from the world around us that blocks and clogs our heart. All evil is learned and fortunately can be unlearned. All depression is the result of the illusion that we have lost something, when in truth, we cannot lose what is of true value to us, the eternal qualities of our own spirit, our

Thoughts
There Is No Such Thing As Love. Just Desire Leading To Passion That Was Caused By Want. Never Tell Me You Love Me Because I Do Not Believe In That Word Anymore. I Have Given Too Many Yet Too Little Chances And Have Fallen And Burned With Them. Dont Tell Me Im The Only One For You When You Know You Have Another. In This World There Should Be One Who You Devote To. Not A Million. I Do Not Take Those Games So Easily And I Am Not Dumb Enough To Be Turned To A Complete Fool. I Know What I Feel And I Know What Ive Felt. And I Have Learned Though My Life So Short How The World Runs. I Have Much Still To Learn Yet To Know The People And Their Wicked Intentions, Their Greed, Their Selfishness. It Is Not Worth Anything To Take For Granted The Hearts Of Those Whom You Could Care Less To Crush. The World Has Lost Most Of Its Truth. And Truth Soon Shall Fade Away Completely. Because We Let It. We Trust In Those Who We Know Are False. We Trust In Fools That No One Should. We Believe Lies To Make Our

Thoughts Of Hatred And Murder
liars. what are their purpose? why do we lie? is it because of fear? greed? anger? perhaps it is all of the above. we generally do not do it without a cause. nor do we consider all of the effects it will have on those around us. and if we do consider it, it is usually only to see what damage we can do. but lets say that human kind was to take a second and consider the negative effects of a lie. it destroys the trust someone has in you. there is no real motive behind this, other than to help people understand the effects of a lie. it demolishes trust. i hope after reading this you at least consider telling the truth. sacrifice for gain.

Thought For The Day - 17 September 2007
The 213 Things Skippy Is No Longer Allowed To Do In The U.S. Army:87. If the thought of something makes me giggle for longer than 15 seconds, I am to assume that I am not allowed to do it.

Thoughts
been thinking on al;ot of things these past few weeks, people i know and want to know, here and offline its hard to meet someone tho online, and really get to know them unless you go and meet them in a public space like a restaurant or cafe where people are millin about andopen. I too have my fears of meeting people, tho i met some here iam very honored and happy to know they knowwho they are because hey treat me with respect asi do them, i love all here very much for that is who i am..right or wrong, how i write things on here, my typing isnt the best but most do understand me. back to meeting people tho. whyen one person lives thousands of miles away or even a 100 miles away is hard for them to meet....does it mean that we have to keep our distances away fom each other online? no i dont think so, friends can be justt hat friends no matte what the miles are.

Thoughts
its amazing how we can be surrounded by many people but still be lonely ever notice how as always want what we cant have the fear of telling someone how we feel about them is because most the time it isnt felt back or we are laugh at, so we instead hold are feelings to ourselves, never acted on and left alone and sad is it better to be in love or lust? love last forever but lust is a emotion we act on always should we shoot for the stars when it comes to relationships or except what comes our way? either way we take a chance to be in a relationship we are not happy in or to keep getting our hearts broken having a friend with benifits is a great thing, no strings atttached and you can still go drink a beer afterwards more to come

Though The End Be Near Now..??
Ill be missing my friends always , he is my support in here and my friend; We grew close thru our Lord leading us to one another ; to love and share God,s Word , and give to others in here and out in the real world . .He is a great man and Loves God so, as I do . I want to say such things; How I feel for Donald but he knows , I cant say or find the the right words say to him . It ,s just I cant seem to find them at all.. God has a comforting word , I am the light, life and the way > No One comes to the father except thru me.Jesus Christ.love on another as I have loved all you ; as you do love . Donald Ill see you again in heaven , yes and we will meet there . hugs diana

A Thought To Ponder
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "If I could only see the world, I will marry you." One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most pai

Thoughts On Men.
I wish I could understand why men are all programed to lie. WHY not just tell the truth and let it be that? EVERY man I have ever dated, etc. has lied and most ALL cheated. WHY? It makes me just want to forget about dating. Live the rest of my life alone, raise my kids and not suffer because of being hurt over and over. I am such a loving and giving person that I don't believe I deserve to be lied to. If it reaches the point you no longer want me, say so and go BEFORE you start something with someone else. And they lie about some of the stupidest things. ONCE you lie to me for the first time, I KNOW you will lie to me again. AND MEN, if all you are looking for is to get laid, then you make that straight upfront and don't pretend there is the option of anything more. Believe me, us ladies would much rather know and be given the choice. Thanks.

Thoughts
Thoughts My voice is silent The thoughts race Trying to escape My opinions remain locked away My mind can't stop It reels on Worries, hopes, dreams all swirling around Grab one And five more come in. I wish there Were a door Step in and see The madness inside Save me Release me From this prison In my head.

The Thought
The thought of your touch sends chills down my spine, The thought of your smell sends my mind into a frenzy, The thought of your voice makes me warm inside, The thought of seeing you brings tears to my eyes, The thought of your taste sends my tastebuds wild, The thought of losing you causes my heart to start to die.

Thought For The Day - 20 September 2007
The very existence of flamethrowers proves that sometime, somewhere, someone said to themselves, "You know, I want to set those people over there on fire, but I'm just not close enough to get the job done."--George Carlin

A Thought Of Our Special Day To Come
To wrap my arms around you and get lost in your eyes my heart will never be blue my spirits forever will be high For better and for worse to never be apart it could never be a curse because you forever have my heart I say to have and to hold and truth and dignity I DO together we shall grow old forever i shall love only you With you is the life i choose oh so much happiness and love i hope everyone knows you make my spirits soar like a dove written by : William P.

Though Out Life
though out life you will meet one person who is unlike any other, you could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they wont judge you .this person is your soul mate, your best friend.. don t ever let them go.

Thoughts To Live By....
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievem

Thoughts For A Slow Week:
THOUGHTS FOR A SLOW WEEK: Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? Just remember, if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off. If raising children was going to be easy, it never would have started with something called labor! Brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells live forever.

Thoughts And Prayers
Hi, I know alot of you do not really know me but some of you know me well. I really need my fubar family's support as my family is going thru a really tough time...My Dad had a hip replacement on april 24th he was doing well and in re-hab...7 days after surgery a nurse left him unattended in the shower...he fell..they picked him up and put him to bed...a couple of hours later they called to tell us thye were taking him to the hospital...he had displaced the new hip..fractured his pelvic and shatterred his hip socket...the tried to operate the next day and his heart stopped on the table they got him back but had to stop the operation....5 days later after a few transfusions they were able to do all that was needed...Dad is also a diabetic...while in the 2nd re-hab Mom noticed a blister forming on the bottom of his right footfrom him rubbing against the sheets..she told the nurse..a few days later it became merca and he got c-diff(reaction to too much antibiotic)once again he was in the

Thoughts!!
thoughts of you feel my mind, I think of you all the time. There's a thought of you in every rhyme, I thought of you in every line. All this thinking of you leaves me confused, so many thoughts of you, sometimes I feel used. I thought we would be together, till death do us part. You said we we're soul mates, nothing could tear us apart. I can't believe your gone, then again you weren't here from the start. I will always remember the love we've shared. I thought of you in every line, there's a thought of you in every rhyme. I think of you all the time, thoughts of you feel my mind.

Thoughts And Aspirations
`~~Don't ask people about stuff you don't want to hear about. If you don't want to hear the answere to a question, don't ask it. It seems like common sense. But some people just seem to like causing themselves pain. Well, whatever you are into I guess. If people ask me something, about 99% of the time I'm going to give them a straight up honest answer. I don't usually just vollunteer upsetting information. That would be mean. But if people ask me stuff, then I answer, and sometimes people don't like the answer. Sometimes people can geuss the answere to the question they just asked, but it still hurts them to hear it. If you don't want to know, just don't ask. Do I ever follow this advice of my own? Yup. I sometimes let myself live in a little ignorant bliss by not asking to confirm the things I suspect allready, or have heard elsewhere. I don't want to know. Yes, I sometimes do my best to sit and lie to myself. Knoweldge may be power, but it's often sort of a crutch. To me, it seems to

Thought This Was Cool
You scored as Guardian, Angel of the universe, protector of the weak, defender of all that is good and real, you shield the inhabitants of your world from the perils of damaged dreams, broken hearts and bad advice.Guardian100% Guru83% Philosopher75% Torch Bearer75% Star Child67% Sage67% Impressionist67% Designer58% Lone Wolf58% Maverick50% Navigator50%

Thoughts And A Comedian!
hes stands about 5'5" not quite small but not quite tall he is a stalky man with full gray hair, i am fucking bored out of my damn mind. I dunno something about sitting on cucumbers. Thats what happens when u stick your dick in the fish tank, LMFAO why is it masterbating is bad for you?? I masterbate like I'm winning something. Quick call the police my hand and my penis are fighting, OH NO hes 21 and from Los Angelas California alot of wind alot of noise and I'm outta burgers could you get me some more? You've seen him on ABC. ... WHAT THE???? Here we go again back to Walmart for some rectal exams!

Thoughts On Ur Confederate Flag
Why should we honor the most anti-American, inhumane people in America as heroes? The Old South should be seen for what it really is...absurd. If one can't recognize the injustices that the Old Confederate South had bestowed on slaves, then one is truly blinded by ignorance. Injustices continued AFTER the Civil War in the form of Jim Crow laws, lynchings, church burnings, terrorist attacks, intimidation, etc. When the time finally came to clear away such injustices, supporters of the Old Confederate RESISTED! They bombed churches; stood in doorways to block children from gaining access to quality education; unleashed dogs unto crowds who protested to be treated as human beings; the list can go on...

Thought For The Day - 27 September 2007
The old USSR had one single time zone too. They had a hammer and sickle in the ground near the Kremlin and used it like a sundial. Arguments raged for years as to what to call the timezone. Moscow Time? Comrade Time? In the end they all agreed: Hammer Time.--Hara

Thought For The Day!
If at the end of the day you know you've done your best, Regardless of the outcomes you can peacefully rest. For you can’t control the results of anything you do, But if you know you've done your best, to yourself you've been true.

Thoughts Of A Crazy Man
So when i get pissed off i write you dont like it then dont fucking read it easy enough? Anyways certain fucking people piss me off, and why do i let them push my buttons? Well its not that i let them, its just that they know where they are and take FULL ADVANTAGE of that shit, really pisses me off but more at myself for letting them have that control and power over me. I used to be a really nice guy, but the more i deal with this bullshit the more i just wanna say FUCK YOU to each and every fucking person in this world. I do have some good friends here and they know who they are and this is in no way directed at them. All i have to say love is a fucked up thing and as much as you try not to love someone it makes it that much more powerfull and totally makes you do things that are against your will and things you know better then to do. I am really over her in a sense but at the same time i still feel enough where her words can sting me. Right now i am in a fucked up mood and sorr

Thoughts Of Destruction
punching through layers of denial i find myself facing the fire. the fire that warms me also burns me, and as i have learned to enjoy the heat i also feel myself grow weak from its power always yearning to draw me in and make me its fuel. have i harnessed it or has it harnessed me? it is said that you must first tear something down to rebuild it stronger, but what if your walls are too high, your thoughts to jumbled what happens when you cant seem to find a way to break down the barrier? are you doomed for failure?

Thoughts ....
Healing Prayer .. for 1 Oct. 2007 With this new day, I wish to send surrounding Healing Energies to all my friends. To their friends… To those I don't know… who touch the lives of those I do. Ever spreading every widening until it encircles the planet. May all be healed ... May all be blessed .. May all find peace with in their chest and mind and spirit.. Aho ========== This mornings sunrise will be like no other. My soul has a new calling, an new urging. How fearful yet excited i am. seems the further down my path i go the more if find that parts of me already knew. This was told to me by a dear friend once already. very interesting. AS i travel my road and look towards the hidden tomorrows, I dare not even think of what the possibilities are in case I'm let down from high expectations. Yes, I know that's not a good thing. But i am human for now

Thoughts For The Weekend
Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press ' Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? If raising children was going to be easy, it never would have started with something called labor! Brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells live forever. But Most Of All, Remember ... A Good Friend Is Like A Good Bra: Hard to Find, Supportive, Comfortable, And Always Close To Your Heart!

Thoughts
Life can be much more than this When angels waken with a kiss Sacred hearts can take the pain but mine will never be the same Breath in and breath out When your heart is full of doubt Take a breath and let it out If you have to, scream and shout

Thought This Quite Amusing
A local councilman, well I doubt he's a councilman anymore but who knows with this town; was arrested back in June for DUI...not a big deal, he's been through this before. he was supposed to go to court this month but it was postponed due to a change in lawyers...he switched from a local lawyer to someone from cleveland. Here's the amusing part--according to the news, this councilman, when pulled over by the police, told them that he had kept driving around the block because he saw a 12 pack in the road. I about died laughing.... I sure hope the rest of our city council have a few more brain cells than that one. His court appearance has been moved to some date in November... My opinion on the whole thing--he'll probably get a hefty fine and no time in jail--after all he was part of city council!

Thoughts
New Comment GraphicsSexi Graphics This is one of the truest proverbs written. I love someone, but I know that he can never be mine. I think of him often and wish it were different. I know that when the time comes and he finds someone, I will have to make him a memory. New Comment GraphicsSexi Graphics

Thoughts
the depression slips in as he sits alone on the weekend for the first time in over a month actions in anger were taken and words were said that fill him with regret a mixutre of boredom depression and alcohol drive him crazy thoughts race and feelings explode why does this always happen why is it that this marine cant ever get a grasp on his temper and fears till its too late maybee she will forgive but till then he will sit alone not knowing what to do...

Thought For The Day!
Have a nice day! Current mood: Fucking wonderful! The world keeps turning! You might as well smile. NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT ANYWAY!!!Hope all is well in your world,the sun is shining brightly in mine! :p Lots O'luv,Lil'Bear

A Thought
surpressed by loneliness bound by pain,what would it take,to make it all change? angered by passion,never to be shown,anguished by love never to be shown!!!! tortured by many,just asking why,bowing his head,as he tries to hide. a moment of peace,remembering one time,almost forgiving,almost to shine, grasping his heart,to stop the pain,here in this moment,nothing has changed!!!!! by;Paul A. 10-6-07

Thoughts
so many ppl in this world look at me and say im not there type.. or that im just not that pretty.. an sad thing is it hurts.. though there are some that thing that im very pretty and thats great and all, but its the ones u want that will hurt more.. when u want them to be the person that thinks ur pretty and ur worth loving.. though in so many cases that does not happen.. i know in the 10 years i was with my ex.. it was so painful at times.. cause he would always go be with others, yet come home to me and say im so sexy and beautiful.. being he did it so much ihave had to question men.. what really sucks is im questioning men that are or was good to me.. like i try to find the bad in it all.. the more quite time ihave the more i see my self not feeling as if i will ever be abble to change that.. i got a call from some one in my pass. asked how was my love life and things like that.. an then this week i hear all about his new gf.. an i do mean all about.. mind u this so was not what i w

Thoughts
These eyes have cried the tears that fill the ocean blue Lying there The pieces of my newly reborn heart Fading in front of us Those now so distant memories Those rare blissful moments Repeating in my mind You brought me here To this world of false hopes You've got me lost Now I cant find my way out

Thoughts
we all state that heroes are the men and women we ssee on tv who save lives and have strange and wonderful powers..who show bravery beyond anyone c an percieve, but in all actuality there are heroes that do not have powers who go out and save lives, show bravery above and beyond the call of duty. i have several "heroes" here at FUBAR..im not gonna name names but they probably know who they are, becausethey are my very true friends who stand by me and talk with me make me laugh when im feelin down all of u are really my friends like me or not why? because you are here talkin with me for one thing lol. but to move on here...our real heroes are our police dept., fire dept, doctors, nurses, our soldiers men and women both who serves us here and abroad who brave the perils of war and terrorism, who fight for our rights to do what we want, would we be abnle to get online if we were under a tyrany such as Khadafi. Hussein, and many others? I doubt it seriously think for a moment wha

Thoughts Of Life
These sad days they pass us by. Watching every moment with that evil eye. Unable to tell us exactly whats right. Hoping everyday that they might, Be that last and final push. Toss away your thoughts For they mean nothing to you now. But in this end, it'll never work out. Try to see things even that you can see. To this day its nothing, but your reality. Die another day, live another life. Hate what you have done, And battle through your strife. Unfortunate we are to live through pain. Guiding us all, will we truely ever gain? Live for nothing, but die for all. Fight for everything, always just to fall. In this life we never really achieve. Just to try because its all we believe. I lay back and wait for the end. To have my story close, never to begin. This final moment, this final day. I cease to exsist..... in any form or any way....

Thought For The Day....!!
When Ever You Need a Hand When ever you need a hand, I will give it to you When you need a friend, Count on me to always be true If you ever fall because of the rough times ahead, I will carry you If you ever become weak, because of all we’ve been through I will fight for you... When ever you are feeling lonely, I will be by your side When you need to talk about any thing It is in me that you can confide If you ever want to smile, because sadness has tempted you I will make you laugh If you ever need a hug, because your “so called” friends have left you, I will be there to make it all right When ever you are feeling depressed, I will be there to wipe your tears When you are feeling scared I will help you conquer your fears If you ever need to release you feelings, because of all that has happened I will be your shoulder to lean on If ever heartbreak comes your way, I will be there to relieve your pain When ever you need guidance, Depend on me t

A Thought Of A First Time
She is in the moment. Her breath, coming slow and easy. Her wrist bound by silk rope, Stretched towards the ceiling, As though she where reaching for her God. Her eyes, covered in a silk and leather. Her body draped in lose white satin. And nothing else. He moves about her slowly, softly. She can hear the light sound of his movement. His quiet breath. His deep whispers of his intent, His commands. And she trembles, In anticipation. For he is her God, in this moment. Nothing but he exists. Nothing but him, matters. And as he moves about her, Touching lightly, gently. Her nipples harden, Skin glistens. Breath comes shorter. Clit becomes erect. And she becomes wet, In sweet anticipation. He talks of his love. His uncompromising devotion. His honor, of her complete, Submission. In whispers. And by his deft touch. She trusts him, Without question, pause, or fear. For she knows his love is real, As Is hers. Unto him she gives up her soul, Heart,

Thought Of The Day
I just want to eat you out. I want to lick your pussy, want to taste you. I want to run my tongue up and down the length of your lips, taste you, taste as your juices start to flow and mix with my saliva as I keep running my tongue over your clit. I want to nibble on your clit, flick it with my tongue, suck on it, tease it, rub it with my thumb as I tongue fuck you, slide my tongue as deep as I can into your hot sweet pussy and wiggle it around, sucking, pulling, teasing your lips, sliding my fingers into your hot cunt as I lick your clit. You taste so good that I just want to swallow every drop of juice that is coming out of your pussy. I look up and see you, head tilted back, holding your breath as I tease you with my tongue and my fingers. When I’m hard and think you’re ready, I stand up and slowly put my cock into your pussy, slowly, slowly filling you up, feeling your hot pussy enveloping my cock, clinching me, not wanting to let you, I pull out and thrust back in, and again, and

Thought Id Let Everyone Know Why Im Not On
I went to let the dog in at midnight this morning and the cat got out I went to get her and step on a board with a big nail in it and the nail went threw my foot. So I spent most of the day sleeping and laying around with my foot propered up and on pain meds they take off the edge but the pain is still there. Im hoping by tomorrow Ill be able to get back on the net. Just wanted to let everyone know whats going on. Hugs to all my family friends and fans know. Love yall! Talk to yall later. Thanks for reading. Hope everyone has a great weekend.

Thoughts On Hst
I've been re-reading one of Hunter S Thompson's books on and off over the last few days, and it got me thinking, and remembering why he is still one of my very favorite writers. I was immediately struck by how much I still love his writing, and how truly unique it is. No one else has his ability to turn even the most mundane into something interesting like he did, nor can anyone else create such amazing flow of consciousness thought processes seem so logical, effortless, and amusing like he did. He had a way of seeing to the heart of things, especially politics that was amazing. I caught myself thinking once again what a huge influence he has been on my life, and how I look at things. I realized that while he may not be the best role model in many ways, attempting to live as he did has made my life pretty interesting. I concluded the world is a sadder place without him in it. I understand why he killed himself, maybe more than most people really can, and sincerely wish it coul

Thoughts On Vernon Bellecourt...r.i.p.
It is always hard to put into words our feelings when someone passes, even more so when that someone has had a great impact on your life. So it should be no surprise that adequate words escape us at this time. Vernon Bellecourt, a long time friend and supporter of the Oglala Commemoration has passed. Yet these words are not nearly enough to convey what Vernon really was...to me and my family, he was a friend, an uncle/grandfather, an inspiration, a mentor, a guiding light in troubled times...this, and so much more. As I have seen so many others write recently, Vernon was truly an inspiration to Native people everywhere. His strength and courage was infectious...you could feel the power of his words as he spoke about issues facing Native peoples...especially as he spoke them in the proverbial "Lions' Den". Outside of Jacob's Field in Cleveland, he steadfastly conveyed the message that using Native people as mascots continues to dehumanize and objectify us, even as drunken fans dressed

Thoughts Of You
How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

Thoughts
Aaaah,the RAIN! Don't think that when the clouds have come and the sun has been obscured that it is not a beautiful day. The weather should move with you,the wind should carry you,for if it was not for the wind there would be no change,life would be static and there would be no rain!The rain carries with it LIFE and ENERGY! Many places suffer drought on this earth and would be grateful for just one drop!It is charged with electrical energy,do you not feel a spark within you once the rain has touched your skin?Feel its lightening energy strike flash within your mind and body(I love the lightening...what a SHOW)!Even the sound of rain is music! Rain is the reason for our colorful EARTH full of vibrant plants and trees...and an abundance of wild life for we all need water for survival as we did come from that very substance itself! So embrace the rain and dance with its descent...loosen your clothing (All of them,if you can!)and let it soak your skin! Don't sit inside wai

Thought For The Day & Days Adhead
I sit back and remience about the week and how quickly it has went by and I know my days off will even go faster! But the most important thing we all tend to forget is we are to cherish every moment of life we have and the people who is in our lives and comes into our lives no matter what we are still to cherish, even the enemies (lol) even though it hard too, it is just a learning process to make us stronger.

Thoughts Of A Biker
Thoughts of a Biker By: BlueWolf © God, yes, I'm a biker. Yes, your know what its like, You feel the vibrations, hear the sounds; You shift into gear and move away with easy, balanced, grace, Up hills, down hills, and long stretches of hi-way; God, yes, I'm a biker. You feel the wind, smell the earth, discover life, Twisting and turning, or running straight and true; You may chase a golden eagle, high in the bright, sunlit sky, Or seek a star at midnight, on the moon-lit horizon; God, yes, I'm a biker. You know freedom such as no other, You seek adventure, you seed solitude, you seek friendship, You are a friend to all and all, a friend to you; You are a nomad, exploring life, seeking your way, Without charts or directions to guide your way; God, yes, I'm a biker. Your know the feeling, seeing, smelling the early morning foggy air, As it gently caresses your face, and greets you on your way; You wave at others, as you pass by while they wave back, Wishing they w

Thoughts Of You
I feel alive and free, When I'm with you, And, you with me. The passion so exciting, The love so inviting. The magic so enticing. The way I feel in your arms, Is too good to believe. Your affection and soft touch, I'm anxious to receive. How could I ever make you see, Just how special you are to me? Years have passed since I've felt this way. The memories we share continue to stay, Within my heart, and on my mind, Day after day. Author --- Trinity3

T- 12 Hours
Rotating Service Structure (RSS) rolled back, weather still questionable. 22 Oct. 2007 KENNEDY SPACE CENTER, FLA. -- On Launch Pad 39A on NASA's Kennedy Space Center, space shuttle Discovery is fully revealed after rollback of the rotating service structure. Seen above the golden external tank is the vent hood (known as the "beanie cap") at the end of the gaseous oxygen vent arm, extending from the fixed service structure. Vapors are created as the liquid oxygen in the external tank boil off. The hood vents the gaseous oxygen vapors away from the space shuttle vehicle. Below it, also extending toward Discovery from the structure, is the orbiter access arm with the White Room at the end. The crew gains access into the orbiter through the White Room. Rollback of the RSS started at 3:34 p.m. EDT and was complete at 4:20 p.m. The RSS provides protected access to the orbiter for changeout and servicing of payloads at the pad. Rollback of the pad's RSS

Thoughts
The saying that it is better to forgive is easier said than done, to some it comes easy, yet to others its a struggle. We go through trials in life and during our journey mistakes are made along the way and every s often we learn from them. yet there are others who hold onto the the resentment and the pain because its all that we have, and if we let it go it would leave us with nothing. and thats the scariest thing of all, having nothing to hold on to. No love, no hate, no resentment or pain, only you..

Thousand Questions
From the darkness, I can almost smell the fear. My fears of being unloved and alone become all too clear. There is no where to run, no where to hide. For most of my life, I have done nothing but cried. Standing alone watching the moonlit sky, A thousand questions, with no answers, whiz by. Dreaming about what could be.. Is that not living in pure fantasy? Can it be more than wistful thinking? Makes one wonder if and what I've been drinking. Standing alone watching the moonlit sky, A thousand questions, with no answers, whiz by. Seeking answers to silently spoken questions. Knowing, that I, myself have many imperfections. Wondering, if that "special one" is really out there. But, to my real life, is that really fair? Standing alone watching the moonlit sky. A thousand questions, with no answers, whiz by.

A Thousand Years Ago Today
A Thousand Years Ago Today A thousand years ago today, somone moved beyond their own fears and... you were the result. Five hundred years ago today, someone chose to forgive a wrong that, after much struggle and heartbreak they discovered was not beyond forgiveness, and... you were the result. Three hundred years ago today, someone chose to trust and have faith, in spite of overwhelming evidence to the contray... and you were the result. One hundred years ago today, someone chose to commit to telling the truth no matter what... and you were the result. A few years ago someone took a risk, with a smile, a kind word, a phone call, flowers...and you are the result. Now it's your turn. Early in the 31st Century someone will evolve from what you choose to do this very day.

Thought
I am a man, who lives to teach, of spirit, of life, of love, I do preach. Though alone, I walk in this world, I make everyone smile, both men and girls. I dance, I sing, to amuse them all, I pen my wit, to my rise and fall, I voice my wisdom, to those who take heed, I show my charms, to plant truth's seed. I have been blessed, all know my name, a legend of kindness, I have became. Many know me, as the lone wolf in black, for many names I have, which are all intact. Yet there is only one, they never do see, the name I hide, when alone I be. A man who does weep, silent, alone, A man whose heart, has not a home. For all I have done, one thing for I pray, to hold the one, who would love me, both night, and day.

Thought's After Losing A Loved One!!
What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes. GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hat

Thoughts
Michelle, Thoughts of you run through my head, like visions of pure desire. You amaze me, astound me, always take me places ever higher. Always reaching, wanting more. To always be there, never bored. Basking in your love, and you in mine. To have you near is so divine. Your touch, your kiss, your luscious essence. I love to drink you all in, just being in your presence. No other do I want, of this you can be sure. You are my life, you are my world. All my love, For now, and forever, Michael

Thoughts On Yungins On Myspace (long Response To Another Blog)
myspace is a subculture in itself (much like fubar) - but at least in fubar's case,while I have spotted a teenager or two on here (at least they seem to be by their pics), it *seems* for the most part, a lot less encouraging of youth as myspace is. The provocative dress, belly/crotch shots that are popular on myspace reflects bored teenagers on a slippery slope. If its among friends @ school, I figure its mostly harmless...have a "private" (ha ha) profile, only add known people --- myspace makes it easy enough to have a closed "clique" of friends. When used in that manner, I don't care *what* they do online. B4 myspace, they had polaroids. But when the profile is public and sexualized --- THAT'S what gets creepy. Teens beg parents "Mom, let me keep the computer in my room" - always a mistake. What homework gets done on the computer anyhow? Yet, parents are still fooled, seeing their kids as little kids not realizing that the feeling of "it's just online - it's safe - it's not

Thoughts On Autumn
Autumn is one of my favorite seasons. It only comes around once a year and it’s sandwiched between Summer (beaches, parties, amusement parks!) and Winter (snow, skiing, holidays!). So what’s so great about Autumn? If you’re lucky enough to live where there’s an actual Autumn, then you get to see leaves die. It sounds mean, but it looks really nice. Instead of a bland green a forest top can look spectacular with all kinds of red, golds, browns, and yellows. You can walk down the street and listen to dried leaves skitter across the pavement when a breeze is blowing. If a strong wind blows you can see it by the way the leaves fly. The cool weather means you get to wear different clothes. More of it, in fact, that you can show off to your friends. Hats and gloves can make fashion statements. Long coats look good and menacing. Autumn has the bumper holidays Halloween and Thanksgiving (in the U.S.). Thanksgiving is great because you get to eat all the Autumn type foods, li

Thoughts
SO SURPRISING NOW A DAYS TO FIND A MAN THAT SAYS SOMETHING AND DOES WHAT HE SAYS I MEET A WONDERFUL FRIEND ON LINE AND SAID SOMETHING SWEET TO ME AND SAID HE WANTED TO SEN ME SOMETHING AND ME I THOUGHT IT WAS ALL TALK BECAUSE MEN LIKE TO GET INTO A WOMENS PANTS AND SAY ALMOST ANYTHING WELLTHIS MORNING I WOKE UP TO A DOZEN LONG STEM ROSES AND A TEDDY I THOUGHT IT WAS SO SWEET OF HIM TO DO THIS FOR ME I KNOW THERE GOOD GUYS OUT HEWRE BUT NOT MANY AND REALLY NOT THOUGHT I WOULD MET ONE ONLINE BUT DID ... SO SURPRISING THAT A MAN ACTUALLY DONE WHAT HE SAID HE WAS...

Thoughts....
Things seem to be so crazy... you meet people and they seem to be so nice and caring yet they tend to get so upset, touchy, and rude if you do not pay attention to them every second your online I just don't get it... Why must people be so touchy with things like this? I am not a rude person and always try to talk to everyone I possibly can but cant always be there 24-7 for everyone.. what is a person to do when this happens? do you just get upset over it? do you try to patch things up? I am only 1 person and I cannot please everyone all the time, but the main thing is I have to stay true to myself and not change who I am for others for then I wouldn't be me!! I would merely be who they want me to be or feel I should be towards them. I am sorry for those who act/feel this way but all I can say is this... I am who I am and nothing more, you either except me for who I am or you don't that is NOT my fault nor my problem!! Sorry I live my life to its fullest and bending over bac

Thoughts..............
There are times when I wish I could hold you. But you live so far away. I'd love to feel you touch me but next to me you cannot stay. I'd love you forever if you were mine.... But it seems as thought there will never be time...... For you and I to become one.. I've thought about this moment for so long. I feel it rising inside of me like an unwritten song. It makes me happy to feel this way. Oh! How I have longed and dreamed of this day! You could have never imagined how this could make me feel. Just to hear you say I love you. And I was you to know....... That I love you too!!

Thoughts On God
"In making up the character of God, the old theologians failed to mention that He is of infinite cheerfulness. The omission has casued the world much tribulation." Michael Monahan, Palms of Papyrus "But I think that the best way to know God is to love many things." Vincent Van Gogh "It is a mistake to suppose that God is only, or even chiefly, concerned with religion." William Temple Archbishop of Canterbury "Organized Christianity has probably done more to retard the ideas of its founders' than any other agency in the world" Richard Le Gallienne "We have just enough religion to make us hate, but not enough to make us love one another." Jonathan Swift

Thought This Was A Good Joke!
Not meant to appear racial in any way...just a joke. One day a florist goes to the barber for a haircut. After the cut he goes to pay the barber, the barber says, 'I am sorry, I cannot accept money from you, I'm doing community service.' The florist is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank you card and one dozen roses waiting at his door. A cop goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber after the cut. But the barber replies, 'I'm sorry I cannot accept money from you, I'm doing community service.' The cop is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank you card and one dozen donuts waiting at his door. A Mexican cook goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber after the cut. But the barber replies, I'm sorry I can't accept money from you I'm doing community service. The Mexican cook is happy and leaves. The next morning when the barber go

10 Thoughts To Ponder
10 THOUGHTS TO PONDER Number 10 - Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 - Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 - Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 - Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 - Some people are like a Slinky..... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs. Number 5 - Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 - All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 - Why does a "slight tax increase" cost you two hundred dollars and a "substantial tax cut" saves you thirty cents? Number 2 - In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird a

Thoughts
to love without worries and faults is to love with no ending to a feeling that was suppressed for years. To find the love that completes you as a person is a love worth holding onto , some of us have found that love while others still search . to love among the broken dreams and despair of hope. is beyond the reach of all reality of life in itself.. I have given up on such love for now my love is in my child and forever his ...

Though We Are Apart Right Now
Dear T.L.C., 'How are you my dear, are you tired, are you ok?' and lots of questions like these I always ask you. Not because I just want to ask or curious, but every question comes from inside of my heart. I know we are so far apart from each other and I try so much to be with you. I know, this is so hard but nothing on earth can make me lose my true love for you. I really love you. I don't know when I started to love you, it started with sending e-mails to you everyday wishing you a good morning and good night with a lot of feeling in them. Then, one day, I found myself loving you and couldn't stop this feeling. Just you knowing me more and more each day and how you understand me in everything, that's why I love you more and more. Every time you say hi, you brighten my life. The distance is our problem but if we look at it in a different view, we will know this is the thing that can prove our true love. It's not so long Baby, every dream will be come true and we will smile with

Thoughts From The Heart
Lately, I've morphed into something even I can't recognize. I tried stepping out of my comfort zone, only to be shot down and forced back into seclusion. I get sick to my stomach almost daily now, and I really can't tolerate anything anymore. I had heart, but people ripped that apart. I kind of just float on now, allowing things to pass me by. I can't communicate to save my life, and when I try to, it comes out even more mutiliated. I'm currently stressed out and exhausted, and tired of dealing with people who don't care about me. In the end, all I ever wanted was compassion. For someone to just say, "Jessalynne, I fucking love you."

Thoughts Before A Kill
I pull the charging handle and a round chambers. I see you running, and the world around me stops. I feel the sweat on my eyebrow, and I am ready. I see you with iron sights, and I feel your fear and anger. I ponder what you've done to me, and I ignore my thoughts. I think of the round finding you, and its hard to imagine. I try not to freeze, and fear engulfs me. I worry of the side effects, and if you will haunt my dreams. I stop all thought, and I prepare to pull the triger. I feel my heart freeze, and my breathing slows. I see you stop, and I know you see it coming. I wait till my natural pause, and my muscles relax. I pull the trigger, and it surprises me. I see the shell eject, and I trace the round. I see your eyes widen, and you say something. I witness the round strike you, and you are no more. I know you are dead, and my first kill is unforgiving. I am an American Soldier, and I follow orders. Turner

Thoughts
thoughts to those that know me, and the ones that think they know me.... i don't want to go on living a lie. i am not happy or content...not even a little bit glad aoubt somethings in my past however, the one thing i can be certin about myself is that i have a open heart. granted i wear it on my sleave at times and holding it close at others, even giving it fully to another i just can't find anyone to take it from me this is in no way shape or form a plee for love just a way for me to express everything on my mind as the tears fill my eyes untill i can no longer see these keys,least not i whipe them away this is my soul(if you beleive in it the way i do)no covers no fillers just raw open me telling the world that i know (aka my readers) the i ity anyone with the emotional weakness lesser than mine i do amaze myself as to how far i can go most days what with all the regrets...lost momwnets and word that should have been said but my cowardness would never let slip.

Thought For The Day 11/03/2007
Hi everyone.... I've been off here for a while,. but I am back. I've been going through a lot, still am honestly, but I am back on here with a new thought. I hope everyone enjoys it. A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Weeks pass and the pain does not subside within. The heart bends for no one it seems, not even my will at times. It does bleed for me, for the others whose faces and hearts are etched inside of me. The love which fills me inside gives no peace, it cannot while time stands still. Happiness is in my hands, I feel it clearly, yet it runs through my fingers in an attempted grasp to hold it. Happiness does not elude me, rather, it demands I embrace it once my grasp is secure upon it. I reach up from the pool where I fight to breathe, holding myself up another day and hoping my salvation will touch my hand for me to relentlessly cling to. My resolve is strong, I give not into weakness and let myself slip under to perish. I reach out again, there must be someone to

Thoughts...
Its not just him thats amazing the amazing thing is talking to him for 10 seconds and his ability to brighten up the worst day ever Think of how different it would be if you never met the one person who changed everything Someone asked me "why do you like him so much" but before I could answer my best friend put her hand over my mouth and said "dont even get her started I wanted to get over you so I listend a million things that are wrong with you. But in the end I realized it's your imperfections that make me love you like I do I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control and at time i'm hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

Thoughts, Feelings, And My Attitude
Sometimes I get depressed. Alot of people do, esp. during the "Holiday Seasons" Nothing new there. However, November and December just suck for me. I get kinda depressed, I feel out of place, no one understands me, I just want to run away from everyone. I want to start arguements, yet, cannot quite bring myself to do it.(I just lied...I have and do, I'm a rotten person) Nothing feels right. November was always sad for my family. My oldest brother Tim died in November, years ago, but my Parents never got over it. I guess no parent would...I couldn't imagine it. November bothers me though...I think what kind of person my brother would have turned out to be...I still cry for him, although I know he is around me and he is ok. Still November just sucks! Let's jump to December, shall we? OVERRATED!! I don't do Christmas....I did the gift thing and stuff for my kids, however I screamed at the top of my lungs many years ago that I want NO gifts from anyone, actually that ha

Thought Of The Day
redneck term.... sum bitch translated son of a bitch haha ..... you know im like gosh these are some weird people that hang out online...im thinking im possibly the weird one hahahaha... no im normal just a dork ....peace!!!

Thoughts On Life
thoughts on life Last night a 22 yr old young man was killed in a head on wreck west of tye texas. It took me back to when i was 23 and made me realize just how lucky i am to even be here. We go through life looking at just today lets live for today forgetting that God has an ulitmate plan for us all. My family has been very fortunante we have not had a death due to a vechile accident as far as i can remember my brother lanny came very close back in 1986. The doc said that if the board had gone 2mm further into his eye he wouldnt have made it and my Brother Carl got t boned by a drunk driver and now has rods in his leg from it. This boy wasnt so lucky he was prounounced D.O.S. . I look at the accident and look even though i probably never even met the boy it makes me think how much potential he had for his life. Speed limits are there for reasons and thats to prevent things like this from happening. Lives are precious folks so yes live each day to the fullest but search for gu

Thoughts That Run Through Me
TO LIVE ALONE IN THIS PAIN OR TO LIVE WITH SOMEONE WITH ALL THE LIES AND THE PAIN STILL THERE I HAVE THIS THING CALLED I HATE BEING LIED TO AND WHEN I THINK THAT I AM READY TO MOVE ON OR TO FORGIVE AND LET GO PEOPLE BRING UP THE PAIN THAT THEY DONT KNOW IS THERE I KNOW ALL THEY ARE TRYING TO DO IS HAVE MORE FUN AND THEY DONT KNOW WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON BUT STILL. WHATS IN THE PAST NEEDS TO STAY THAT AWAY. I CANT GO ON IF ALL PEOPLE WANT TO DO IS HURT ME EVEN IF ITS UNKNOWING. RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE PACKING UP AND LEAVING BUT I HAVE LITTLE KIDS TO WORRY ABOUT. THAT RIGHT NOW IS THE ONLY THING HOLDING ME HERE NOT LOVE AND NOT FRIENDSHIP MY KIDS ARE THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING EACH AND EVERYDAY

Thought For The Day 11/06/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Another day with seemingly little possibility to me. I strive to hold onto whatever measure of sanity I may grasp yet, again it eludes me, the answer. A sky filled with clouds, dark and formidable, they hang over my world and violate all aspects of my life. I look for the clear sky, it must be there, somewhere. The reason is transparent and hides itself deep within, it evades me now and the light is hidden. The truth lies deep within and I must see it eventually, there is little choice. This day, only cold consumes me, it ravishes and carries its absolute promise unrelenting, unforgiving. Destiny echos somewhere, muffled by the pain of those who surround me and fill me. Their future awaits, but what calling do they embrace. I must know." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thought 1
Have you ever been told something that leaves you in a state of denial and anger? have you ever lost someone just to see whisps of them here and there? i have and i'm not liking it. once again i'm facing loosing a person i've grown to get to know and it's painful to see it happening. all the warning signs are there for they've already moved on to other segments. i don't see the whole person anymore. a wall i will mend around me for i'm not family or anything. i talk even less on yahoo anymore

Thoughts Of Pleasure...
I laid in bed and as I closed my eyes I started to wonder, my heart was beating so fast, I felt a tear fallling down my cheek, it was heart ache that I felt. It was different this time so I gathered myself up and refused to let this take the rest of my day. I stood up and went into my closet to open up my magic box...I sprinkled some of my favorite fairy dust on my bed and then gathered some of my favorite items...I removed my silky robe and I lay down. I closed my eyes and his face was in my thoughts....I started feeling his soft fingers on my body...as I touched my breasts my breathing started to get heavy, my nipples were hard and I started to moan.......I took my good friend and inserted my bullet into it....I gently stroked my clit with it and when I was nice and wet I inserted him, it was so pleasurable, I could feel his lips on my lips, his chest on my body, his breath on my neck. My pussy was throbbing and my moaning was deep and loud, I couldn't resist the thought of not

Thoughts About School
Lately my mind has been wonder, and this isn't always a good thing, because my mind can be quite a distraction. I don't know why but lately I just haven't been myself. There's something bugging me that I just can't lay my finger on. I'm in college, and don't exactly know what I'm going to major in. So my mind has been caught up in that lately. I've been considering possibly majoring in Biology, or Hospitality and Restaurant Management. With Biology I could go into many different professions. Also I could go into several different graduate programs. So this seems like a good option for me, but I'm not sure if I want to further my education after a four year degree. But I could also take that degree, and apply it to secondary education, and become a high school teacher. Which wouldn't be a bad thing for me, but I'm not sure that if I became a teacher if Biology would be the subject for me. With the Hospitality and Restaurant Management, it's just something that I've alway

Thought Of The Day
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (Replace the word "Love" in this humbling passage with His Name "GOD" peace n balance my friend.) 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails.

Thoughts On Fubar
Someone online here asked me what i thought about bein on FUBAR and what do i get out of it> i had to think alot on this subject and told them id get back to them asap. And now they can read this blog and find out what i think after a few days of thinking on it. QUESTION: WHAT DO I THINK OF FUBAR? Answer: i think FUBAR is a terrific site to encounter people, yes it is a somewhat adult site but it can be a friendship site aswell with all the filters on and people blocking albums and such on their profiles.There are some people on here that may not want to make friends or whatevere so i tend to avoid them at any cost..but mostly others are willing.

Thought For The Day Thursday 11/08/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "The clouds, they slowly break and reveal the sun to me. Its warmth overtakes me and lets me revel in the peace of this day. Perhaps tomorrow may not be as forgiving, but today, yes today is a good day and I rejoice to see the sun. No one knows what lurks within but me. No other fights these demons and no other must show their mettle to themselves. Alone I stand against the tide with sure footing against this cause I cannot see. Its sight eludes me, yet it manifests itself throughout my body, twisting and destroying what is within. But today, there is the sun. My strength renews so I may continue, yet one more day." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thought For The Day Saturday 11/10/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "A light appears, and suddenly I am lifted within. Direction evades me, but the light, it gives a momentary peace I long for. For just this moment, one moment with no pain, no turmoil, no dying within I am thankful. To know peace and merely a semblance of serenity in this heart, unknown to me have these things been, it seems a lifetime. I revel in this sliver of time I am given and embrace it fully. To understand its worth to this man, others could not. My face bears witness to those scars which flow freely upon it. Their traces unseen, yet known to me. Reminded within that I am, but a man." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thoughts
1. What have I received from what I have given ? 2. Can you truly say \"Gratitude and thanksgiving are my way of life\" ? 3. Gratitude is the substance of a heart ready to show appreciation & thankfulness. 4. What you focus on is what happens in your life. 5. When you help other\'s,you go outside yourself. 6. When you change your perspective,you change your life. 7. You cannot express what you are not, it is not congruent. 8. Change your thoughts and you change your actions. 9. Values are like finger prints, you leave them on everything. 10. A goal is a dream with a deadline. 11. They may forget what you said, but they will always remember how you made them feel. 12. Our thoughts create our reality. 13. You gotta let your heart be broken by what breaks God\'s heart. emotion is the end result of a feeling, Feeling is defined as a partly mental, partly physical response marked by .... pleasure,pain

Thoughts
Isn't it interesting how things periodically change; people you thought would be in your life forever, the ones you couldn't ever imagine being able to live without gradually are replaced? People change, styles... change, && maybe over time even hearts change. 'They' always say that love, taste, thoughts, desires are all a choice, a concious decision that you can choice to make. And i guess it's just supposed to be that simple. It's one of those things you never truely understand until one day you wake up and you just sort of know it's time to just let go, and you too unaware give in to the "choice" theory. That morning you wake up in a calm and rational state, you assemble perfect attire, and it just so happens to be the perfect weather so you walk out of the house start the car drop the top pick the perfect song and as you start your drive along with sun and hair in your face.... you let go. It's funny, strange rather, how hearts too can change. It happened to me recently

Thought For The Day Sunday 11/11/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Scornful this night, the very blood from my own veins turns against me. It assaults me with a hatred unknown before this. Only a monster does it see before it, not a man. A lifetime of good, discarded and forgotten, this is my punishment. Those things I have forged with my life, meaningless now. None know the sorrow within me, none care, even revel in its sweetness to me. My just rewards served with a smile and sardonic merit are they basted with. Feast upon them freely I am, yet sadly as I am offered yet another helping on this plentiful plate. A delightful glow of anguish surrounds me and few dare approach. Yet even a monster may be loved, and those few who do judge not, only real love do they offer to calm the pain. A lucky man is he who stands in the shadow of genuine love, he is bathed in it." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thought I Like To Thunk
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger thin

Thought For The Day 11/12/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Living in the darkness gives one keen eyes to see more than we normally see. Although the dark offers grief and pain, it allows the vision to gain clarity and to be pure in some ways. We trudge along daily wondering why we cannot envision our future when it is within us, we merely cannot see it. These things are clouded and obscured by all we build within ourselves. Clarity is elusive. It eludes us as we do not know how to see it, to find it. These things inside myself are clear, the confusion that is. Clarity eludes me as well, it avoids these eyes and hides in the deepest corners to go undetected. Still, I seek it out. It cannot hide forever, I know it will not. I shall find it no matter what it is. The day approaches." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thoughts
In the still of the night I hear footsteps. I feel things that aren’t really there. They tell me this is natural with all that I’ve been through. It seems nobody ever really cares. The man that haunts my castle is a man I’ve never seen but I’ve felt his arms around me. It seemed much like a dream. He caressed me and he held me He made love to me that night. He always is here with me and he fills me with delight. His eyes reach my very soul there’s nothing I can hide. The man of which I speak this day is my one true love He knows all there is to know and still he loves me so. He is with me when I’m lonely and with me when I’m sad. He comforts me in such a way no mortal ever could. I find it hard to tell him the way I feel inside, but he can read my thoughts it seems. In silence we can ride. It pains me and it tortures me to know that he is there He fills me with a passion that no one can compare. Let them call it fantasy or trauma if they will but “The only t

Thought Of More
I wear combat boots. (so do my 2 oldest daughters) Actually, I love boots in general. Boots are hot! Im all about shock value. I love my Bondage.com shirts. They are Fantastic for shock value. More so here in Small Town Hell. I enjoy corrupting people. my best work all time, was convincing my siblings and cousins at a funeral to play Vatican Hold Em with the mass cards. You know, "Ive got 3 Marys and 2 Jesus" Its all good. Made them laugh instead of cry.

The Thought Of You!!!
I think of you in my sleepless solitude tonight. I think of my life before you. Before I gave you my heart. My love. I wonder at your silence. And know you will speak when ready. I think of how beautiful I feel. And know that before you, I felt it not. I think of your smile. And know it's just for me. I think of your arms holding me tightly. And know when you return I will feel them again. I miss you. But you talk to me every night. And though you don't say it, I know you care. You shall return soon. And for that I am ever grateful.

Thought You Would Like This One
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and its harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast. You'll eventually lose someone you love. So...take too many pictures, laugh too much, Dance like noone is watching, and love like you've never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Dont be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin

Thoughts Of My Star
My passion for you, it burns so deep, bright as a thousand suns, warm as a million stars. Beyond the horizon, there I wait for you, warming the cold land, lighting the dark skies, and suddenly I see you, laying there asleep, so fair, so beautiful, so gentle, so pure, so calm, so very serene. I can but only hope, for a single day in time, that she will be mine, and naught but mine alone. As my longing takes over, driving me towards you, I warm you with my touch, my fingers of pure light, they glide over your body, gently touching, caressing, caring for your tender flesh. Oh the possibilities! The many loving acts, all I would do for you, accomplish with you. Your still body begins to stir, eyes beginning to open, revealing the gateway, a gateway to a beautiful mind, a mind so true and unique, I can only smile in its presence. I gaze upon eyes so deep, revealing a beautiful universe, a universe where you and I are, are united and nothing else is,

Thoughts As Darkness Falls
I close my eyes My hand touches But I wish it were you The flowing emotion swirling within your eyes Soft kisses upon your lips to mine The sweet scent wafting from your hair The warmth of your body intertwined with mine Reluctantly my lips leave yours And plant gentle kisses to your throat and shoulders Across and down your chest I crave to explore your every inch to taste Slowly my tongue travels to one breast Sliding slowly, Circulating, nibbling, sucking I taste your nipple and suck Moving to your belly, sucking, nibbling from side to side Slower I move as your fire and juices come to boil My hands slides up your chest, carressing your hot breast My fingers fall playing gingerly with your feminine folds As my tongue travels across the hardened awaiting nipple Yearning for a caress as I suck and swollow To the back of my throat as you let out a moan I kiss your ribs, your stomach, Sucking your belly botton

Thoughts
Well it has cleared up now them ghastly ghostly invisible emails are gone lolm but here is a thought that crossed my mind. As a friend told me on here this is just a website and i should ignore all the BS thats goin on here with staff. True ishould but it seems no matter what we do or say they will be here messing things up or whatever. Some say they are "kids" running this site, and always will be...thats a possibility is all im saying but we have to look at it this way too. a)if we had actual adults running this site lol, there would be no NSFW for no nudity pics would be prolly disallowed. b) if it was allowed there would probably 100 bouncer checks everytime some one commented and rated the pics So i guess we are very lucky that we have the "kids" running this outfit.... but still i think the scene from that scifi movie with the ANDROID in sdaying wake up! time to die? but change the words "WAKE UP" TIME TO GROW UP! lol nuff said

The Thoughts Of Good Things To Make
The thoughts of good things to make the night go special By Eric Ethan Let me touch those lips with a soft kiss to make your heart be filled with joy and happiness The kiss on the ear to make you feel tickle inside The kiss on the neck to make you feel to let a moan of goodness and joy of relaxation that you feel wanted tonight The hug that is tight to feel the care and love in your hear tonight The massage to make you feel in heaven The kiss of passion on those lips makes you feel comfortable tonight Resting in my arms make you feel safe in heaven like angel covering you with the wing s to keep you from danger and harm Whisper in your ears of caring and good things you never ever heard before to make you feel good to make you feel special inside. I put a beautiful white flower in your hair to make you beautiful in the nite air Let’s dance under the moonlight as the stars shine so bright like diamonds in midair Let

Thoughts Of The Evening
...my life feels like an enternal fiery pit of abandonment wrapped in grief and fury. I feel as though i'm waiting on a cold monsoon to wash away the sorrow, and endless suffering i'm forced endure. However that monsoon has already dried and turned to dust....it'll never make it to my world in the time i need it in. Life is to have me wait, and wait..listening to Father Time tick away the remaining shreds of sanity in this desolet place of my horrors and convictions. . Fate is to teach me my goal of simply being a empty shell for other's to fill with their own self-loathing and self-pity. 10 years from now, if you are to see what remains of this souless pathetic being...don't pity the withered ruined waste. just continue to pass it by. I know then,as i know even now..that I'm already dead and to have a passing concerned look from you would only be overdoing your obligation to pretend to care.

Thought For The Day Sunday 11/18/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And no words come forth in thought. They only subdue this mind and confuse the sight of the path I am to walk. I continue knowing all those things which comfort me, those hearts which console me and offer life. The precipice before me and I stand long with the thought of this quick journey. Few know truly how deep this heart runs or how burning the fire may be within it. Few look this far within to see completely who resides there, who hides there. This darkness, warm and safe. It resists all who would demand their light be taken, for in this place, only one light can be chosen. If only I can find it." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thoughts About Life And Changes........
It's a beautiful day today. I'm sitting at my desk, trying to study a bit and for a moment I stop, reach the window and watch the cars that pass down the street...I don't feel sad but a strange feeling has possessed me, something like a sweet melancholy, as a friend of mine would say... It was raining before but now the sun is out again and as I look up at the sky I smile...I feel worried and happy at the same time. Optimism and fear combined and expressed through this smile that is drawn on my face for the last two minutes...Many changes and there have been times lately that I caught myself just watching all that was going on, from a distance, unable to react; I don't know if I really was unable to react or if I needed to just follow things without intervening in life's plans! "How and where am I gonna be in some years from now?" That's the thought that dominates my mind the last few months. I'm not a fatalist but I do believe that we can't avoid destiny...We can act and react, m

Thoughts Of A Sadist
Sadist Black hair Red lips Pale skin These help me hide my tear soaked eyes Pierced skin Tattooed body Dark clothes These help me hide the scars on my knees Spank me Pull my hair Tie me up This helps me forget my inner pain **** I like who I am So why try and change me? I love the pain This kind I can control. I can't handle your kind of pain. Yours cuts to the bone. It cannot be healed by a bandage. Don't you see that I have had enough of that to last a whole lifetime? Sadism is honesty It is trust It is forgetting all the pain in your heart In order to endure the superfical. So call me a bitch Just don't forget to call. Hurt me and make me cry, But don't hurt me and walk away.

Thought For The Day Monday 11/19/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Through clouds of dark and unrelenting pain, the light reveals itself only to tease and scorn this heart. No release at hand, save those moments of truest compassion given through a love with no other purpose than to uplift a shattered mind. Those who know this heart are few, they truly look to find what lies within. Many are those who seek not what truth they can find, but only what truth they wish to see. Painful is this destiny and understood is its purpose. For one, there is salvation. Yet another recounts moments of peace and another still, awaits the light. To sit alone in the darkness, to know its sweet and exquisite flavor, this destiny is known, and embraced." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thoughts To Think About ...
We all want it, we all search for it, we all hope once we find it that it stays forever. Now if youre asking yourself what is this, that we all want so bad. Its LOVE. Everyone wants to be loved, and needed by someone special. Well I have that someone special. Hes my soldier. He came into my life and totally captivated me. Theres nothing I wouldnt do for him. Id climb the highest mountain, swim the deepest ocean, or walk through burning coals, for I know at the end Id be in his arms where I belong.

Thoughts On The Upcoming Season
I write this on a gray day after four wonderful services of Thanksgiving amidst plans for that holiday, but if I am honest, another holiday intrudes on my thoughts and plans. It has loomed in my thoughts since I saw the decorations and early ads sometime BEFORE Halloween. Even as the turkey recipe is checked and re-checked, the shopping list composed, or perhaps because the list can be composed, I am caught wondering this year. How will I ever make room for Christ this season? I have the presents for nieces and nephews already, my brother, sister and I have the plan in place for mom and dad and each other so that aspect is largely taken care of. My calendar is so full my BlackBerry can’t sort it out. Oh it will be a successful holiday season, lots of activity. How will I ever make room for Christ this season? I go and sit in my favorite book stores soon: Prairie Lights, Borders, Barnes and Noble, but not without a certain amount of anxiety and dread. It’s a busy season, lots of comm

Thoughts Of You
I miss you ~ Want to be in your arms ~ Feel your embrace ~ Breathe your air~ Melt in your presence ~ Lose myself in your gaze ~ Love you like you've never been loved before ~ I crave you ~ You're incredible ~ The song of my soul ~ My laughter ~ My fulfillment ~ Long for your closeness ~ Love you more everyday ~

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you drifting by me... its another day spent without you. And that is why the place where my smile comes from is empty. because your sweet hand is not folded gently into mine. And no matter how I try I cannot stop tears that write I miss you when they fall...

Thought Provoking Questions
Did Adam and Eve have navels? Did you ever notice when you blow in a dog's face he gets mad at you? But when you take him in a car, he sticks his head out the window! Do one legged ducks swim in circles? Do atheists get insurance for acts of God? Do vegetarians eat animal crackers? Does anybody ever vanish with a trace? How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him? How come you press harder on a remote control when you know the battery is dead? How does a shelf salesman keep his store from looking empty? How fast do you have to go to keep up with the sun so you're never in darkness? How is the handicapped parking situation handled at the Special Olympics? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another? If a mute child swears, does his mother make him wash his hands with soap? If a synchronized swimmer drowns, does her partner also have to drown? If a tu

A Thought For You
I sent a thought flying out through space last night, It travelled 'cross the skies. 'Neath the cold waning moon, at mountain top height It carried my whisper, my soft wanton sighs. I watched as it wandered o'er forest and lake, Frozen and sleeping land. Across the bald prairie, on a tiny snow flake, And then to your window, and into your hand. My whisper unfurled and blew into your ear, A shadow of your name. My sighs breathed out hushed, as they hovered near, And into your sleep, they wait without shame. To show you the journey I take in my dreams, The rapturous passion I feel. The heat of my need, the release of my screams, Sometimes so intense, this cannot be real. When you awake I hope you will find, A kiss soft on your cheek, A blessing I share with your brilliant mind May you always find what you seek

Thought I Would Share:
One of the biggest things about me is my inconsistency. In my defense I would like to attribute that to my work schedule. My work schedule dictates what I can and cannot do. Due to the nature of my job I have to be available to work 24/7. Often plans are made but they change, once again due to the nature of my job. Today is November 21, 2007 and thanksgiving is tomorrow, as of right now I have tomorrow off; however something might come up between now and then and I might have to come back to work. Some people cannot deal with that, and I totally understand that. I do not expect any one to be on stand by for me, or have to adjust to my ever changing schedule. However, if any one ever wants to be part of it all, this is something that they will have to accept. I love what I do, I have a lot of fun doing it and I don’t want to stop right now. It goes on to why I am in my current situation. I don’t expect any one to have deal with my schedule, and I don’t expect drama from any one beca

Thought For The Day Saturday 11/24/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Tortured. Shall I breathe or shall my heart beat on? Surely inside me I know, these are both my life's blood. I cannot cease to breathe, nor can I survive without a beating heart. This dilemma consoles me not, it mocks me and cradles my darkness so tenderly. It asks me to follow a path, but I cannot clearly. My master deep within beckons that I release my pain, yet I hold it tight against my breast. No release this day, nor will any come for me. Forsaken, this is my path and it bears no fruit, only thorns for me to fight against with each step. Tomorrow no different, today is my destiny." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

A Thought
i just got done watching 'The Stand' on scifi and it gave me to thought of something deep and important to what we are this day. And you all should give it some thought, i think what Stephen King was trying to tell us was the fact the tho that movie is fictional, we look at our lives and what we have done in the past and what we can do now and what the future holds for us, the char Randal Flagg who was actually the devil or a demon working for him and running Las vegas aka sin city wew should stand together and laugh and not fear as the 3 others did....we all should believe in God for we live in his world this earth we live on..it was created for us in his eyes. Yet we always forget that we are here due to him and his son who gave his life. we dont have to become Martyrs in his name but to stand with him and believe in him and what he does for us, he gives us lifer and when its time takes it away. i dont think it means all that really in the movie but..it also points out that the l

Thoughts...mine....
our "heaven"...our "hell"...will drag on our bootheels...wherever we go...they are our fiber...our being...distainfully true...no escape...none...they...are parasitic...feeding...hosting on us....for some reason...we are the chosen...the reason..???...does it matter???...when we know this???...does it matter...does it really matter???...just knowing...we are the crucified...the chosen...for only the blind...that can see... i do believe...i believe...this...is our purpose... ...Belle

Thought For The Day Sunday 11/25/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "A brightness falls upon me this night, filling me with hope. One road before me, but not alone do I walk. Destined to follow my path now that I have found it and it, has found me. My path, no easy task to navigate, but I know the steps I take. They lead me to a place where all things come to me, where they consume me in wonderous ways and I know that which, is bestowed upon me. Few are this blessed, and my thanks is undying for those gifts I have. To know what is in my heart, is grand by any measure. More than one deserves does it hold, yet I feel undeserving of it, but I will not relinquish it, ever. Deep in the darkness, two points of brilliant light show my path. They burn ravenously within me, their fire is blinding, and I am no longer alone. Never to be again." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision productions

Thought Of Suicide
to all those who want to take the easy way out, let me tell you it is not the easyway out, life is far too short to try to step out by suicide, it causes more pain to everyone around, much more pain than one would think, they think that hey i will be out of pain and my family and friends wont hurt anymore but please think about it the ones it hurts the worst is family and friends, if one is having some problems seek out someone you feel that you can talk to stand tall, and stand your ground. it is hard sometime when you have been put down or hurt constantly but it will get better. just turn it over and let the almighty one have it. i know that i was not ready to go and i saw the pain that it would cause the ones that were loved the most but the one that caused the pain and hurt just continued to cause the pain and hurt this did not phase them at what they had caused one to do so please just turn it over and seek the help and seek the love of the almighty creator of all much love to

A Thought For The Restless Mind!
Sometimes we sit and think why is life so hard. Why are all these bad things going on in my life. Then you are faced with the unspeakable. The lost of one of your limbs. I lost my left leg in a motorcycle semi accident. I find myself thinking who is going to want me. My kids look at diffrently and treat me a little diffrent now. My family is the same way. My friends don't talk to me any more. So you think is there anything eles to live for but you get up everyday and push throught the day even though it hurts. But i also think that god saved my life for some reason. I'm still on this earth for some reason and that reason is his. So if anyone has any thoughts to add feel free. They are always welcome.

Thought
§Well I was day dreaming... long enough to remember he broke my heart maybe not once but twice. Maybe thats why I have these feelings?. I need my moment. I think I thrive for it. is it ever possible? maybe he owes it to me. Possible not unless I go against my morals and possibly give up my life as I know it and my life is not a bad one. Im happy mostly. I feel like Im stuck but I shouldnt. I know I gotta but I cant let it go it was so long ago but still a blur of unfinished happenings. It's not like I expect anything more to come of it I wouldnt know where to go after the first touch or kiss. like I said its only a dream. A dream that torchers me If only I could timetravel and done something a little sooner but then I thought the same as now (would it work) and now I feel Im in to deep. Where do I go from here? I will just have to let it eat me up inside and tear my world apart or let my wold as I know it crash and burn around me.

Thoughts
How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

Thought For The Day... 12/01/07
"A friend who is far away is sometimes much nearer than one who is at hand." "Is not the mountain far more awe-inspiring and more clearly visible to one passing through the valley than to those who inhabit the mountain?" - (Kahlil Gibran) and of course my horoscope.. lol You've got quite a lot to think about today and your mental state is perfect for rearranging priorities and coming up with new options to help you adapt to the changing circumstances of life.

Thought For Now
why is it there are such words as taboo and morally wrong who is the one that thought these words up i am totally head over heals in love with a women that has another wonderful man and women in her life and we are all o.k with this why should i be neglected or not loved just because someone else came first when you love someone you love them regardless of there situation you love them totally and completely and they in turn do the same i am a man that will be the third in a family it isn't a sex thing and i don't do men i just care for them both enough to love without borders or restraint and if that is wrong or bad then so be it this is my choice and my life and i will live it to its full potential kalira i love you and scott i care about and i will be there to support the two of you any and all ways i can no matter what

Thoughts (sorry It's Long But Worth Reading)
Things havent been the best for me lately and I was starting to feel like it was me. I still feel that way, but I spoke with a friend of mine and he emailed me back his thoughts and I was so thankful for his insight - - - (and yes ladies a man actually wrote this) email to me from a friend: i just have some thought of what i have learned of love. love begins with our thoughts we become what we think about. loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourself and others. if we want to love someone we need to consider their needs and desires thinking about your ideal partner will help u recognize him or her when u meet them you cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them but first you need to respect yourself to begin to gain self-respect ask your self what do i most respect about myself to gain respect of others even those u dont like ask your self what do i respect about them if u want to r

The Thought Of You
just the thought of you gives me the power to get up every single mourning the thought of you keeps me going every single day the thought of you makes me want to go to sleep just to wake up and see tomorrow the thought of you gets me to pour my soul unto a piece of paper the thought of you keeps my life going just thinking about you is what i love to do

Thoughts
I hate it when memories come back to slap me in the face, and I don't know how to deal with some of them. I don't know whether to be angry, sad, or even happy. For once in my life, I'm actually happy about something and someone, even thought there's a lot of bad things happening at the same time. But I honestly don't care about the bad stuff. For once, I'm not dwelling on the bad stuff..... for once.... the bad isn't outweighing the good. I know that memories are memories and should mainly remain in the past considering that's what they are.... but they still creep up on me and then I can't focus on anything but them. And I also am aware of the fact that I should get over them, because there's nothing I could have done, or even do, to change them, no matter how much I'd love to. I've learned not to regret things and to just live by mistakes that I've made. But when one of those mistakes that I've made, is that something told me to stop and see how my friend was doing and see how his li

Thoughts Of Love
There are times, That get you thinking. Why does love, Make you feel like your sinking. It drags you down, But you don't, Want to lose the feeling. I love you, With all of me being. Try to stay, Let way you are. Don't even change, If you become a star. I love you, Now, tomorrow, forever. So please don't leave me, Never ever ever. Tyler Montgomery 3 Dec o7

Thought Fer The Day
Thought for the day: > >In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American > >sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime >Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by >one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he >said: > >"A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many >want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have >ever offered to die for you: > >1. Jesus Christ >2. The American G. I. > >One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. > >YOU MIGHT WANT TO PASS THIS ON, AS MANY SEEM TO FORGET BOTH OF THEM. >AMEN!