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Why-a Poem
Memories linger in still of the night Loneliness has never been to far from me Clinging to me like I was the carrier of a viral disease Stupid I was to think that you’d actually come back for me What was I thinking? Did I really think you were going to remember me and come back For someone like me? Someone of your stature shouldn’t be seen with someone such As myself because it only gives you the bad name. The negativity is pouring from me now, yes But can you honestly blame me at this moment? Can you truly land all of the blame on me, Someone who has waited for you for so long Only to find that all I get are e-mails every so often And endless nights of wondering who you’re lying next to All the phone calls that come in only to find That not one of them is from you? Looking at the mail box every day dying to see If anything came in for me A piece of paper with words of hope on it telling Me that you’ll be home soon and to not worry About anything that everythi

25 Interesting Things You Will Find Out If You Are A Parent Of Boys! (from Bullitin)
subject: 25 interesting things you will find out if you are a parent of BOYS! haha! (repost) date: 2007-02-04 21:08:26 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. ) When you hear the toilet f

Damn It's Freakin' Cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok for those of you who AREN'T from the midwest, we are now in somewhat of a deep freeze. It's been dropping to about below 5 at night.. but today is a whole new ballgame!! It's gonna be -15 degrees and the high is gonna be about -3 on Monday. Which is today. It's so cold, I call it "snot sticking weather". Everytime you sniff, your nostrils almost stick together! It sounds gross and funny all at the same time, but unless you live in a state where it gets this cold, you might not understand. But it won't last long.. I hope. Well, if I don't freeze today when I go into work, I'll catch ya later! Stay warm my northern friends!

What Celeb Am I Most Like
You most resemble Winona Ryder You are good looking and clever. You are also an active thrill seeker. You have a fairly acceptable personality, except for that pesky theft problem. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Best Super Bowl Commercials #8
E-trade made two decent commercials. This one has many different uses using just one finger. Problem is, the most use of one finger uses the wrong one. Maybe that was the reason why its not no. "1"

What Am I?
BEAUTY OR BEAST? I peer into the mirror... I peer into a mirror am I beauty or beast no one can see my heart but others feel the radiance I emit as I reach out to offer a friendly smile a helping hand and let others see HE lives in me.

The Ambassador In My Arms
I think you’re so beautiful And you’re so damn smart Out of all the guys, you picked me You make me feel, like I’m a king I never know what to say Because you take my breath away When I see you dance I forget everything I’m eternally grateful, that I have you You always know what to say You make all my worries disappear I think the only reason you’re Still me, is because the way you make laugh I never know what to say Because you take my breath away When I see you dance I forget everything I’m eternally grateful, that I have you At the club, when I found you I never thought I’d find love too I wish there something I could do So that you would know, how much I love you I never know what to say Because you take my breath away When I see you dance I forget everything I’m eternally grateful, that I have you

~ Always Burning ~
Like a candle A heart only burns so long, Always hoping to find my true love Waiting for that special love song, Around every corner Never knowing when, Not knowing what to expect Somewhere I haven't been, This candle still burns Like the sun up above, It wont be long I'll find my true love, She's out there somewhere Looking for me, With a lonely heart Just like me, As I turn this corner A new life will begin, Candles burning higher What a beautiful grin, My hearts getting larger Her heart is too, Candles always burning Our hearts we will renew, Just like a candle A flame burning high,

My Heart
When will the madness end. When will my sorrow leave. When will my heart not feel so heavy. I want so bad to tell you how I feel. I don't want you to leave but I want to be alone. I have loved you for so long. Since you first smiled at me. I knew you were mine and I was yours. But now I wonder who you are. I wonder why you act the way you do around me. I want to go back when everything seemed normal. When we were able to go out, go and do stuff together without fighting. Without wondering what was going to happen next. What happened to those days. My baby just remember one thing. I will always be there for you. No matter what happens. No matter who comes between us. I love you

The Fear
The Fear of losing you... each day i fear u to say i not true i love someone else then each day i feel bad till u arrive my past haunts me taunts me but dear i know u would never hurt me but things happen if they were suppost to happen i know when i look in to your eyes its true you do love me but things u say and do blind me or do they show me what i can not see. well dear this means i love you but don't hurt me my heart belongs to you take good care of it charish it as i would yours i love you but my past haunts me help me learn to leave the past behind and open new doors to the better things in life

Friends?
IF YOU ARE A REAL FRIEND..DID YOU READ MY PROFILE AND GET TO KNOW ME A LITTLE BEFORE YOU DECIDED TO ACCEPT ME AS FRIENDS...OR EVEN ASK ME TO BE FRIENDS? ON MY PROFILE ITS STATES THAT IM VERY BLUNT.YOU HAVE A QUESTION FOR ME,I WILL ANSWER IT THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE,I WILL NOT!! BEAT AROUND THE BUSH TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.YOU WANT ME AS A FRIEND.KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER FUCKING LIE TO YOU.IF YOU ARE AFRAID OF THE TRUTH,THEN PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME..AND PLEASE REMOVE YOURSELF OFF OF MY FRIENDS LIST.IM A REAL FRIEND,JUST BECAUSE IM NOT THERE PHYSICALLY DOESNT MEAN IM NOT MENTALLY,I LISTEN TO ALL MY FRIENDS.I TALK TO ALL MY FRIENDS.I WILL NEVER FUCK A FRIEND OVER.AND IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT MY PROFILE HAS TO SAY...THEN HELL RATE IT A 1...I DONT CARE ONE LITTLE BIT,WHO IS IT HURTING? IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE THE BIGGER PERSON RATE ALL THE ONES IN THE WORLD....OK?

Constant Dilemma
This was sent to my bulletins on myspace and I thought I would share it here because it is so damn true. Have you ever experienced getting out of a romantic relationship where you felt as though you were already at the end of your rope, but you were still determined to go on? Sadly, many people unconsciously give a negative answer to this question by denying themselves the right to be happy. While some people see finding someone to love as a "dream come true," others view it as their "worst nightmare." For the latter, falling in love is a constant dilemma that puts them in an emotional roller coaster. People who have loved and lost often become emotionally scarred. They may be haunted by disillusionment because of unrequited love, or they could be traumatized by pain from previous relationships. Their hearts pound with joy when they feel that new love has come along. They consider the possibility of loving and being loved again. Still, they are afraid to welcome the love that k

This Sums Me Up Pretty Good...i Think
Your Birthdate: June 4 You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Moving Yay!
Im moving in 2 days yay!!! For all of u that dont already know. Savannah GA here I come!!! Hope ur ready for me. 2 days baby 2 days!!! Ill be there friday. Im moving down there with my boyfriend I ♥ You babycakes! Soo i wont be on for a few days... 17 hours on a bus exciting I'll prob be tired when I get there cuz I was told I prob wont be able to sleep on the bus. Hopefully no weirdos are on the bus, that I'll have to put up with the whole way there... Well time to go back to packin!

Me And My Heart
My heart dreams it swims a river in a land of gardens graced with moss-draped oaks, magnolias, jasmine, Cherokee roses, Calla lilies, and you. A land of prophets, prophetic poetic flow whipped into their backs by shunning, the blood drizzles down, drops mix with Jesus' tears, Samsons, Hannibals, Esthers and Sojourners leap from rusting shackles on the climbing arc of Apollo. Nothing holds them down unless they let it. Rise on marsh mist and walk as dead to ones blinded by pride, yet the risen live, robust and hot-blooded, singing "Swing Low" they learn word under cover then jitter out the bug, wring out the grooves of pain with hustle of jazz and blues, preach get thee behind to hellspawn that slither in darkness, scat healing to the bound. They soar in time as eagles. My heart hopes it flies with one, as I, the wheel, spin out.

We Finally Get Together
I circle my apartment finding and returning things to their rightful place. I'm doing anything to keep my mind off my plans for the night. We have fooled around. Tonight we are going to make love. Fantasies keep popping in my head. I may have to get started before he arrives. I hear the knock. I throw a par of jeans on a nearby chair. Who cares? "I love it when you smile like that." he says. He is so tall. I'm lost in his eyes, unable to say "Hello." I never want to forget his smell. Indescribable. I take a deep breath as he walks past. It is his first time in my apartment. There is not much to look at and not enough space to give a tour. I'm certain he's at least semi-hard. I understand older women wanting twenty-something men. There is complete silence. We both know what he is here for but we are both too afraid to make the first move. I move him to the couch. "Sit." I sit in front of him. I want to see just how excited he is going to get. It's my own form of passive t

Problems With Galens Ex...hope It Stops Soon
Well Galen and i have been together for a year now and we have been through some trials, but nothing like we are going through now. Our problem started when we started dating with his kids and last thursday was the straw that broke the camels back. he found out that his son who is 11 had been sleeping on the laundry room floor because his mom took away his room. So Galen called children and families to report her. On Friday his mom called after she found out that the family wasn't letting him eat with the them and that he was having to eat in the laundry room by himself. HRS went out and talked to the children and then they had a meeting with the mom at the school on monday. We were told by HRS that it isn't abuse to make him sleep on the floor of the laundry room as lond as his basic needs are being met. How is that not abuse? Might not be physical abuse, but it is abuse of some sort. Well anyway, Monday he called his kids to find out how they were and was told by the new hus

1st Contest Heres The Details
I think I have been tricked... (just kiddin embyr) I have entered my first contest and I need votes! Click my pic below and BOMB the hell out of it. Any votes you Guys and Gals can throw my way, one or one hundred! OK so what are you doing still reading??? Go vote already! (please... LOL) Laterz "work_in_progress33" AKA David

Emotional Exhaustion
I've been feeling real compelled to write lately. I've been feeling as though I'm so emotionally strained that I'm to the point of just shutting everyone out. I'm making false plans, false promises all for the sake of.. nothing. Being in this house all the time and working all the time are starting to take their toll on me. I feel as though I'm in an airtight box trying to escape. I'm trying to tell everyone that everything's okay and that I'm fine.. "never better". But inside.. I'm screaming out for some help. Help for what? I don't know.. I'm just at a point in my life where nothing is happening.. in still in the same situation that I was in a year ago. Don't get me wrong.. I've been blessed with a great job, I got myself a brand new car, and have the most beautiful baby boy that God has ever created.. But I can't help but feel as though there's still something missing. I want to feel happy. I want that God-given happiness again. Everyday is just the same as yesterday. Nothing ch

The George Carlin Solution
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline: Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq. Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, with out the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem s

Pentacles - Extract From Writings By Magus
Of MAGIC PENTACLES and their COMPOSITION. WE now proceed to speak of the holy and sacred Pentacles and Seals. For these pentacles are certain holy signs and characters, preserving us from evil chances and events, helping and assisting us to bind, exterminate, and drive away evil spirits, alluring the good spirits, and reconciling them to us. These pentacles consist either of characters of good spirits of the superior order, or of sacred pictures of holy letters or revelations, with apt and proper versicles, which are composed either of geometrical figures and holy names of God, according to the course and manner of many of them, or they are compounded of all of them, or many of them mixed. The characters which are useful for us to constitute and make the pentacles are the characters of p. 81 the good spirits, chiefly of the good spirits of the first and second order, and sometimes of the third order. These kind of characters are especially to be named holy.

The Submissive's Creed
I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master/Mistress and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master/Mistress. I will not push. I realize that my actions and behavious reflect upon His/Her skills as a teacher and a Dominant. I will not intentionally embarrass my Dominant. I wear the honor of being His/Her submissive. I take pride in who and what I am and will never portray myself in a negative way. I will gracefully accept in the responsibility of a scene or relationship gone bad. I will not place total blame on my Dominant if it is not warranted nor will I trash His/Her character, in front of Others just because I am angry or jealous. I realize that things may not work out as planned and shall strive to put it behind me and move on. I will keep an open mind about trying things tha

Spankings
A sensual spanking experience can start long, hours or even days, before the actual spanking. For some people, the anticipation of the event is often more exciting than the event itself. One thing you can do to heighten anticipation is to go toy shopping together. Check out your local kink shop. If you don't have one in the area, beauty supply stores, kitchen shops, hardware, pharmacies, pet stores, and tack shops offer a great selection. Another thing you can do is to simply talk about what is going to happen. Tell your sub what you will use on her. Tell her what position you are going to put her in. Let your imagination run wild. Another fun trick is to tell your bottom *exactly* what time she will be spanked later in the day. Then, call her with the countdown every once in awhile. I guarantee there will be nothing else on her mind all day long. Perhaps you are going out to dinner that evening. Request that she doesn't wear any panties, and when you get to the restaurant, have her sl

Safety Rules
Safety for Real Life Meetings "Your own safety is at stake...." --Horace Know who it is you are meeting!! Going from online to RT is a giant step. Emotions run high for both partners. "Trust'" has built online, and on the phone. Each of you is more than ready to come together in RT. BUT-- it is so easy to BE who you are not online. It is easy to convince ourselves that we KNOW our partner. Get references!! Do background checks! A real Dominant will NOT be offended!! Think with your head first! Know your own emotional and physical limitations!! It is one thing to trust your Dominant to know you from the inside out. It is quite another to expect him to know that you have arthritis in your left knee and cannot stay on your knees for long periods of time. Communicate, Communicate, Communicate!!! No one can read minds. It is up to you to make sure your Dominant knows all there is to know about you. Anything (emotional OR physical ) that could be a problem during a sess

Help!
okay... why would the american cancer society website be considered an credible source?? I can't think, and this assignments due in less then 30 minutes!!!! omfg... i just looked at the sylabus and its due tommarrow at 11:55 pm, not tonight at 11:55 p.m... I thought it was the eighth today! but thanks for any input, cause i still cant think!

Blah Long Ass Day
So today has been one trying day. I feel like it's only been one rotten event after another and it didn't end until I got home. Really it's only been a few events but they all occured within a few hours... I was hanging out at home this morning minding my own business when my mom called and told me about her idea to attempt to find a child to do day care for and that she had called Kristin to talk and that her voice mail message had changed. In fact it had changed to, "Hi you've reached the former extension of Kristin *****." This seemed rather odd to me so I called Westwood College and asked for her, where I was promptly told that she was no longer with the school. This wouldn't really bother me except for one thing. In our divorce agreement Kristin agreed to cover my health insurance for a year. Unless she got fired first. Which you know, stuff happens you can't help it. However it seems to me that if she did get fired, and most especially if she quit, that she owes me a phone

I Want A Blast...
I was going to buy one this week, but then i had the emergency room visit on Sunday, and already two unplanned dentist appointments to repair the damage along with doing a spur of the moment root canal...so that idea went out the window...grrrr I hate being poor! It's off to bed for me... sleep well everyone

Arch Enemy-bury Me An Angel
Symbolical and mystical Between life and death we're torn A constant struggle Like an apocrypha Nobody can be certain A thousand days, spent in hell The ultimate sacrifice Your voyage starts With a question mark But the distant future Will not tell [Chorus:] Bury me an angel Set my black soul free!! Blackened chariots Bearing evil souls Ride the surface of burning holes Nocturnal... traveller You represent the ruined spirit Symbolical and mystical You shall be damned for all time ----------------- The beginnings of Arch Enemy with Johan Liiva and this sweet number that requires you to bang your head on a hard surface at the 25sec mark. Ready set go!

Why Wear Red
Subject: Why wear red A long time ago, Britain and France were at war. During one battle, the French captured an English colonel. They took him to their headquarters, and the French general began to question him. Finally, as an afterthought, the French general asked, "Why do you English officers all wear red coats? Don't you know the red material makes you easier targets for us to shoot at?" In his bland English way, the officer informed the general that the reason English officers wear red coats is if they are shot the blood won't show, and the men they are leading won't panic. And that is why, from that day to this, all French Army officers wear brown pants.

Motivation
I just don't have any lately. I don't sleep at night because my stinking ankle hurting. I'm lucky if I sleep for an hour without getting up because it hurts. I need sleep. Well.. I need other things too.. but I will settle for sleep. So somebody come pull my butt up off the couch and push me over to the computer to do my work..lol I need to work on a redesign of 10 sites for one customer. Not complete redesign, just laying things out better. The sites were fine when we did the originals back 5 years ago, but screen resolutions and changes to browsers cause some issues. I've got 4 or 5 other projects going on too. Business is picking up a lot. I need a good assistant.

Call Me When Your'e Sober
Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I let you fall Lose it all So maybe you can remember yourself Can't keep believing We're only deceiving ourselves And I'm sick of the lie And you're too late Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Couldn't take the blame Sick with shame Must be exhausting to lose your own game Selfishly hated No wonder you're jaded You can't play the victim this time And you're too late Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind You never call me when you're sober You only want it cause it's over It's over How could I have burned paradise How could I - you were never mine! So don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me Don't lie to me Just get your things I've made up your mind!

Might Have Been
This story is dead and gone You might have been the one, I might have been wrong But you can sweet talk me like all the rest Or can you make me stop and resist? Just when I try to let go, You bring me back to your show You can turn them off and on, Your feelings for me I think I fell harder for you Than you did me.

Grrrrrrr.................!!!!!!!!!!
I hate comcast the really like to dick people around when their shit dont work right! It took them two and a half weeks to come out and fix the modem them gave us i hate them!!!! and i pay my bill for this and the time i didnt have internet they still charged me. Well anyways this is too all my friends whatn to say hey how ya doin and got the internet back so chat with you all later!!

Who Wants A Naught Picture Of Me ???
Okay, I would really like to win one of the contests that I'm in, so I am offering something special and rare. I will offer a naughty picture of me that I will not take until the contest is over. It will go to the person(s) that helps out the most during this contest. I'm in a Valentine's Day contest. Think I'm the cutest? sweetest? nicest? Why don't you come vote for me? Do you have anything better to do? Just click the picture to vote and comment. Commenting/voting ends February 13th @ 11:59 pm Please repost this for me. I usually only do one bulletin for a contest, but it's been recommeneded to me to do another one. I don't beg, but I would really appreciate your votes / comments. Thank you! Rebekah For those of you that put up new items frequently, you know I always rate/vote right away if I am on. Would you please help me out this time?

Phone Call
On a Saturday night several weeks ago, this pastor was working late, and decided to call his wife before he left for home. It was about 10:00 PM, but his wife didn't answer the phone. The pastor let the phone ring many times. He thought it was odd that she didn't answer, but decided to wrap up a few things and try again in a few minutes. When he tried again she answered right away. He asked her why she hadn't answered before, and she said that it hadn't rung at their house. They brushed it off as a fluke and went on their merry ways. The following Monday, the pastor received a call at the church office, which was the phone that he'd used that Saturday night. The man that he spoke with wanted to know why he'd called on Saturday night. The pastor couldn't figure out what the man was talking about. Then the man said, "It rang and rang, but I didn't answer." The pastor remembered the mishap and apologized for disturbing him, explaining that he'd intended to ca

Falling
I SEE THREW PERFECT EYES I LOVE WITH PERFECT LOVE I EMBRACE WITH A PURE SOUL MY BLUE EYES SEE A WORLD FILLED WITH HATE MY LOVE IS SHATTERED UPON THE GROUND MY PERFECT SOUL HAS BEEN CORRUPTED THESE WINGS THAT ONCES SHIELDED ME FROMM THE WORLD MY WINGS HAVE TAKEN FROM ME I FEEL LIKE A RAPE VICTIM EVERYTIME STEP OUT MY FRONT DOOR HIDING MY EYES I DON'T SEE THREW PERFECT EYES ANYMORE MY LOVE IS NO LONGER PERFECT I NO LONGER EMBRACE WITH A PURE SOUL MY BLUE EYES ARE BLACK MY SHATTERED LOVE HAS FADED AWAY I LIKE BEING BAD BEING GOOD IS HIGHLY OVER RATED I JOINED THE DARK SIDE THEIR RULES ARE BETTER THERE ARE NO FUCKING RULES LOL

My Participation In The Mumms...
I'm getting to the point anymore, that I hardly post mumms, and comment in them less and less. Mike's said it before, and it's a good point. These mumms can be looked at by anyone on the net. Is the impression that we want to give possible new members one that is negative and bitchy? They most likely won't join if all they see is people bashing each other on here. They will move on and not think twice. I know I would've moved right on to the next site, if what came up was plain bashing and negative comments. For when I get to surf and interact with people online, I want to relax and not get pulled into drama. This is Mike's business, whether it is online or not.. from what I gather it's a full job and his income... with all this negativity it's hurting what he needs to survive. Would you do this to a local business in your town?

Ensign: Fashion And Faith
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 9 February 2007 Occassionally I read a devotion in the morning -- I try to do them before everyone else in the house is up, or I get distracted and procrastinate; you know how that goes -- that really strikes me better than what I was planning to write in this week's Ensign. I call it the equivalent of being hit by a spiritual 2x4, and I think you might find something in it too. The focal passage is Jeremiah 17: 5-10, and here's the devotional. Because I don't want to get in trouble for plagiarizing, here's the citation too: Grothe, Rebecca, Hanson, Laurie J., and Satter, James. (Eds.). Christ In Our Home: Light for Today. Minneapolis: Augsburg Fortress, 2007, (54), 1, p. 43. It is easy to be distracted from the principles

A Loss Of A Person In My Town
A loyal Marine's final sacrifice Killed in chopper crash, former Islander had extended his Iraq tour Friday, February 09, 2007 STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- When Marine Cpl. Thomas Saba, 30, learned last month that his unit had been called for Iraq duty, the former Grymes Hill resident chose to forgo his discharge in April and extend his tour as a helicopter crew member until September. Yesterday, Saba's family mourned the loss of their hero son -- one of seven American troops killed when a U.S. Marine transport helicopter crashed in flames Wednesday in a field northwest of Baghdad. "He was due to come home," said his mother, Barbara, through tears, as she and her husband, Tony Saba, waited yesterday to fly back from vacation in Florida to their Toms River, N.J., home. "He didn't have to go to Iraq. He chose to go. He wanted to be with his brothers." Saba, a 1994 graduate of Susan Wagner High School, moved with his family to Toms River in the late 1990s. He made a five-ye

Do You Need Help In A Contest!!!
I AM IN THE SAME BOAT I NEED SOME HELP. SO HERE IT IS YOU HELP ME I HELP U JUST SEND ME THE LINK AND I AM ON MY WAY THIS WAY WE ALL GET THE HELP WE NEED. HERE IS THE LINK TO MY CONTEST. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339852&albumid=188333&i=1705006537

Jeremy< Jeremy< Jeremy!!!!
Well ladies and gentlemen, I am pleased to announce that I had a really interesting date tommorrow evening! His name is Jeremy, he's from Kittanning, he is a total sweetheart to talk to, very down to earth, social, but a little shy...and here's the kicker, neither one of us knows what the other looks like and I think it's going to be pretty cool to finally but a face to all the kind words. So wish me luck or rip away all you want....I don't care...

To Be Good
You try so hard to be good You know what's right Do you do what you should? Or do you do what feels right? You back away Trying to be strong Maybe even believing its wrong. But who makes you feel the way I do? With me, you know it's true. The touching, the holding, the all night lovemaking Next to you I find myself awakening To your look of stress, "I've got to regress" and get back to reality. So I watch as you close the door Thinking I'll see you no more But a phone call can change all that Meet me here, or let's simply chat Yet you try so hard to be good But I don't think it's you.

Ll Cool J-phenomenon
Ah ah Baby girl was draped in Chanel Said she love Tupac but hates some LL Seen her at the bar with anklets and toe rings She can take a prince, turn him into a king I was looking at her in the limelight, pearly whites Said her man get paper but he don't live right All these emotions flowing inside the club Do you really wanna thug or do ya want love? She gets the paper when it's time to get it on She keeps these clowns thinking like Jack B. Quick Honey smoke make you click, feel it in their throats No joke all this love, let it stay broke out Behind every playa is a true playette Bounce you up, outta there, push and check Taster's choice, have you nice and moist Or play paper games or floss the rolls royce Something like a phenomenon [repeat 8X] (uh huh) (go ahead daddy) He was king of seduction, cop a suction Now she was the cat that worked construction Starve her with the paper, abuse the mind Dis a new lover, when you know it's on mine that's on top, lap

Online Radio Station - The Absolute Hardcore
(NSFW Just in Case......) As always I am looking for ways to share my music with my friends and family becuase, well I just enjoy it... That and after I get my DJ equipment I will be deffinatly broadcasting my live mixes just for fun. I'm not expecting anyone to be listening, but since I ALWAYS have my music going non-stop (duh major part of my life), moves my sexual being to deeper appetite wetting experiance. So now the only thing I need to do is get my IP address set as a static so that people can actually tune in to it. No point in doing all that hard work for nothing, lol.

What Rising Sign Are You?
Sun sign is Virgo...ok ok no one cares...lol Your Rising Sign is Aries You're full of energy - and people look to you to get the party started. Confident and honest, you'll be the one to say what everyone is thinking. You are easily bored, and you always find unique ways to do things. You don't just dream it, you do it. And that's why you're so successful. Too intense for some, often times people are intimidated by you. But you're usually smart enough to charm them anyway! What's Your Rising Sign?

Surely I Can't Look That Old...
> Surely this can't be us.!!!!!! > > > Subject: "SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD?" > > > > HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS > YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, > "SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD?" > WELL... YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE! > > I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST > APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW > DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS > FULL NAME. > SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, > DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME > NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 40-ODD > YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE > THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK > THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, > HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. > THIS BALDING, GRAY-HAIRED > MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO > HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. > AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD > ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH > SCHOOL "YES. YES, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED > WITH PRIDE. > > "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?"

This Is To My Family, Friends And Fans
This is a hard blog to write but I wanted all of you to know. If you guys don't see me on tap in a while here's why. Back in 2000 I had my first heart attack, I've been on meds since then. In 2004 I had heart cath with two stints put in. Now because of alot of stress and heartbreak in the past few months, I had another attack on Jan 17th. Since then everyday seems to be a struggle with chest pains and other things. I've refused further treatments because I simply don't want to go through all of that and I don't want to pay for some doctor's new Mercedes. I've gotten everything in order, there are no loose ends dangling. My brother's kids will get their college education and he's going to be more secure too. I've even taken care of my ex-wife and the last woman I loved and will ever love inspite of what has happened between us. To all of you, I've enjoyed being a part of Cherry Tap since Christmas Day. You guys have been great, especially a couple of you that I grown very fond

How Sexual Am I?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%A Sicko40%Average30%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Greed
A long, lightly tanned naked leg dangled from under the bedcovers. The owner of that leg, her dark red hair scattered wildly across the white pillow, lay nestled in the tattered whisperings of last night's dreams. She rolled over, trying to push away the insipid awareness of daylight that comes after a long happy slumber. She didn't want the day to start yet… not when the warmth of the soft king-sized bed and even warmer hardness of the body next to hers beckoned her to stay buried under the comforters and tucked away from the rest of the world. Her long slender fingers snaked out from under the pillow. Although the texture of his skin and the crisp feel of his chest hair were etched on her memory forever, the need for her to remind herself was overpowering. She could smell him already. Catching it more firmly to her, she buried her face in the pillow, rolling to her belly and sliding her arm across his lean waist. The other shapely leg draped intimately over his hip, brushing d

Stupid Bullshit
I am typically really easy to get a long with... Granted I can be stubborn (to say the least) but I am a brutally honest person and I really mean well in all that I do. I am happy with who I am. If you have issues with me, maybe you should look in the mirror and not throw stones while living in a glass house. There are not many people who I can't stand. If I don't care for you, I avoid your existence. I cannot change people but I can change my self and/or surroundings. If I have a personal issue with you, I will set you aside and talk to you about it. Believe it or not, talking about issues usually works well in the real world! That is talking to one another about issues. This does not entail talking shit behind someones back and not having enough courage to state your feelings to their face. I have learned the hard way that true friends are few and far between and that most women are not content without a little bit of drama in their lives. If you are dramatic, de

More Lyrics To Make You Think
"The Priest", by Limp Bizkit It could be the absinthe talking I dont think so I dont either Ive gotta find a new place A new place to feed Gotta be Stop everything, something is not feeling right The planets are not all aligned I know when I felt this before My evil is thirsty for more I need a new allie to feed What can I do? I've got an idea I think I'll just become a priest Decieving them with my belief I'll preach about what life is worth And cover my sins with the church My demons can run around free No one will suspect a thing I'll show them its okay to lust A priest is a church you can trust I found a new allie to feed Baptized by the unexpected Terrorized by the imperfections Somethings not right The planets are not all aligned I know when I felt this before My evil is thirsty for more I need a new allie to feed What can I do? I've got an idea I think I'll just become a priest Decieving them with my belief I'll prea

What Kind Of Drug Am I?
You scored as Ecstasy. You are Ecstasy (aka: MDMA, XTC, adam...). You are confused, you need everybody's support to feel secure, you like to be around people, you have your own fantasy world you run to every time you feel helpless. You are classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs. Ecstasy100%Marijuana83%Cocaine67%What kind of drug are you?created with QuizFarm.com

No, Im Not Depressed, This Song Is Just So Deep
"Bleed" - Cold I'm feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange Just like the things I used to love Just like the tree that fell I heard it If art is still inside I feel it I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Take all these strings They call my veins Wrap them around Every fucking thing Presence of people Not for me Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Won't you let me take you For a ride You can stop the world Try to change my mind Won't you let me show you How it feels You can stop the world But you won't change me I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed

Speaking Of Music!!
I hope you all read and add your favs to the R&R Greatest tunes!! I'm listening to my computer "library" of tunes which is ecletic to say the least! One tune that makes my hair stand on end and touches me to the point of tears each and everytime I hear it is: "Nessum Dorma" by Luciano Pavarotti from the album "The Essential 3 Tenors" You may wish to give it a listen!!

Finally, The Ingredients
FINALLY, the ingredients Now this is some good information............ I knew it. . . I knew it!! I knew they would finally release the ingredients in Viagra: 3% Vitamin E 2% Aspirin 2% Ibuprofen 1% Vitamin C 5% Spray Starch 87% Fix-A-Flat

Cliff Burton Remembered...
JAMMING SANITARIUM BY METALLICA,FROM MASTER OF PUPPETS! IN MEMORY OF MY MAIN MAN,CLIFF!! I CONTINUE ON FOR AND IN MEMORY OF YOU!! CLIFF BURTON WAS THE BASSIST FOR METALLICA,WHILE THEY WERE ON TOUR WITH OZZY,THE BUS FLIPPED OVER AFTER HITTING A PATCH OF ICE...KIRK,LARS AND JAMES WALKED AWAY ,WITH MINOR INJURIES COMPARED TO WHAT TRAGICLY HAPPEN TO CLIFF,WHO LOST HIS LIFE IN THE ACCIDENT...SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT METALLICA,BUT THE FACT THEY NEVER STOPPED,SHOWS THEY ARE TRULY IN IT FOR THE MUSIC AND THE MEMORY OF CLIFF BURTON..METALLICA GOES INTO THE STUDIO TO RECORD WITH RICK RUBIN ON MARCH 12TH...LOOK FOR METALLICA TO ANNOUNCE SOME ESCAPE FROM THE STUDIO SHOWS SOON... METALLICA 4 LIFE...

Ok Here We Go
OK HERE IS ANOTHER ONE FOR YA I REALLY NEED SOME HELP CATCHING UP IN MY CONTEST I AM WAY BEHIND THE CONTEST ENDS AT NOON EST TODAY PLEASE COME BY AND BOMB THE HELL OUT OF ME. JUST CLICK THE PHOTO BELOW.

I Never Would Have Believed It
The VIC and the happy hour thing. Why? I guesse it makes people happy or whatever. That's a lot of fucking money to spend. And on what? attention? It's not like I don't like attention myself, but $100 for an hour is a little much. Especially for now physical attention. I can see spending that much on hookers, or strippers or something, but for people to leave you comments and stuff? It seems so insane. It seems like there would be better things to spend money on. It's almost valentines day. Spend it on your freakin girlfriend or something!!! Or, if you don't have one, spend it on an imaginary one. Buy some of the clearance stuff. Then just save it for when you actually have a significant other. Maybe some of these people are looking for one. It still doesn't make much sense. Go out and do somthing. Go to a bar, buy someone a drink. I don't know. I'm deffinantly no expert on meeting people, or finding a significant other. I do doubt that spending the money on a happy hour wil

Unlicensed Love
On a summer's day long, long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When e'er I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrender to your lover Oh yes, it's tha

You Are Poetry
You come outside To view the faint sunset Light bewildered by trees Shines through quietly You glide your soft auburn hair Perched behind your ear And in this moment I feel at home Beneath the interior You are my humble abode... Your company is soothing Calming and reassuring Inside, the wind chimes ring You saunter and my hearts sings Bit by bit I begin to recognize The enchanting glow in your subtle eyes Hidden in all abstract paintings It’s you; what all artists see You are poetry...

4!!!
I can't believe it!! 4 Grammy's!!! Best Rock Album of the Year!!! You should have seen me screaming, eeeeeeeeeing!, and jumping up and down!! Their album Blood Sugar Sex Magik absolutely saved me during my childhood. And now, obviously, I am obsessed. I am in love...I can listen to them and forget the world.

Error:you Have Reached You Daily Photo Rating Limit
it has been giving me this error since yesterday.i have also reached limits on leaving user comments,photo comments.why is this?do they want you to pay money to take the limits off?i think it sucks.as soon as i am able to rate photos again,i'll get caught up with everyone that has rated mine.

Ummmmmmmm
Lost isnt just a tv show it is me on this site but i am slowly learning things so bear with me i will be posting and commenting and all that stuff after i figure this all out thanks for all the comments and adds for those that have HUGGLES to you all

My Friend Kimmy Needs Your Rates For This Contest... Please Spare Five Seconds?
Her bullitin: This is my final attempt to try and get more ratings. If I'm still far behind after this and the blog..then I'm done because it ends tomorrow. Anyways I even offered to give an 11 to everyone who rated our pic a 10 but so far it doesn't seem to be working. (repost of original by 'Kimmy (plz rate my profile & fan me plz)' on '2007-02-12 11:49:08') (repost of original by 'BisexualVampyre ~*B&A Family Princess Bitch*~' on '2007-02-12 12:07:11') (repost of original by 'Kimmy (plz rate my profile & fan me plz)' on '2007-02-12 12:28:26')

Delivered To Balcony
Valentine's Day theatre balcony threshold to somewhere I don't know. Show's about to start: "Pandora's Box." Long to look in but I am a bit singer, plot does not involve me, yet still find pleasure to be here now ironic theme of today's play. I grin at Video Man who sees all, his painstaking vantage, tripod tall, proud, camera's eye filled with all the world. He smiles, an insatiable nova blistering through darkness so so sure of self love at first sight. Me, not yet. Conservative in hetero motion, cautious, wary acknowledge he's nice not my tall, dark father unattainable standard. Something intriguing about this Video Man he's nice. I trade cards, so jaded by waiting list of men who need me, keeps me from feeling flint-spark of this man I will marry. Valentine's Day theatre balcony Pandora's Box peeps open, light seeps out, love at first sight he sees immediately while I pretend to need more time, still our fate is sealed. Inside the

Ask Me
ask me So here's the deal, you get to ask me THREE questions no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just plain random they are. And I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (that's the truth part). Now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you

Only 2 Participants
Only two people have signed up for my contest. Please guys and gals I want at least 10 people to do it. I think its easy.. take a look at my blog about it and sign up. its for a free cherry blast !Timmy!

Tell Me Why?
HEY EVERYONETELL ME WHYIS LIFE JUST SHITTYDO WE NOT REALY CAREWHY DO FRIENDS BACKSTABIS THERE NO LOVE TO BE FOUNDDO WE HAVE TO ALWAYS DISTROYDO WE HAVE TO MAKE FUN OF OTHERSARE WE FALLOWERS AND NOT LEADERSDO WE PREFER SO MUCH VIOLENCE ALYWAYSDO WE HAVE TO HATE EACH OTHER ALL THE TIME DO THE GOOD PEOPLE HAVE TO LOOK BAD ALWAYSDO WE HAVE TO ACT LIKE SOMEONE AND NOT BE OURSELFS

Alone In The Crowd
I sit Alone in the crowd Being told by a many â€œYour beauty amazes meâ€ â€œYour smile lights up the roomâ€ â€œYour hair like fire.â€ I look to the mirror What are they seeing? I see ugliness I see sadness I see much pain I see more ugliness A distorted image of what I once was Pieces of me left for all who wants to take Picking at me like vultures Devouring their undead prey Leaving nothing Not even a piece How can they not see what I see? These walls I have spent many years building Yet they still seem to get through them Why donâ€™t I see what they do? Because I know the truth This will not change Not now Not ever Not ever Â©DGTFB 2007

Could You Help My Friend Out? Please?
Her bullitin: This is my final attempt to try and get more ratings. If I'm still far behind after this and the blog..then I'm done because it ends tomorrow. Anyways I even offered to give an 11 to everyone who rated our pic a 10 but so far it doesn't seem to be working. (repost of original by 'Kimmy (plz rate my profile & fan me plz)' on '2007-02-12 11:49:08') (repost of original by 'BisexualVampyre ~*B&A Family Princess Bitch*~' on '2007-02-12 12:07:11') (repost of original by 'Kimmy (plz rate my profile & fan me plz)' on '2007-02-12 12:28:26')

It's Been A Bad Week :(
now with my dental insurance backing out of the claim after they said they would cover the cost of complete mouth overall, I owe the hospital almost 1,500 at least for work that has been done thus far! and I still HAVE TO get the crown done on the tooth that broke off last Sunday. Retail isn't a good profession to be in when you have a bad front tooth. It looks better then it did before, it's now 90% there instead of only half present. I was going to buy a blast, but then my hair dryer died yesterday so that is more important. Just been a bad week :( and I'm getting really sick on top of it all. Going to bed as soon as this Nyquil knocks me out. Then I shall complain no more tonight...

Psychopathic Women And The Men They Leave Behind
Psychopathic Women and the Men They Leave Behind Oh yes, ladies, it's your turn tonight. Men are an easy target because they bring so much shit upon themselves. However, there are many of us that do some pretty stupid things and I think it's about time, we get a woman's perspective on the shit we do. Since people are such poor adaptations of living creatures, it's easy to categorize us. Therefore, I am going to break us up into groups. Where you fall is your thing. Do not assume and do not for a moment think that you do not fall within one of the mainframes of what I'm about construct. 1) Poor Pitiful Pearl: These are the women who have the victim routine down. These women will constantly whine about every fucking little let down in their lives and will continue to blame everything in their lives on every fucking little mishap. These women are never the culprits and they're never at fault for anything. Whatever their problem is, it's your fucking fault and if you don't

Back In College
I use to be a theater tech for my old community college. We were doing a production of Spoon River Anthology. Anyways i was first to arrive at the theater, i went around to unlock the dressing room "green room", the shop and the lighting booth getting ready for the show. We had this one kid in the show i couldn't stand. I was going through the prop closet out of bordem and saw caps, capgun and looked over to the table and saw my camera and that was when i got my idea. i am going to scare this fucker. the toliets are around the corner from the rest of the green room so i load up the camera and gun and hide on the boys side in the dark. A few moments later i hear the door open. It was one of the actress, so i figure if i can keep quiet she wont know i am there. A few moments later the other actor showed up so now i am like, shit she is going to come back and ruin it, but he never came back to where i was located. Then my little bitch arrived. After shooting the shit with the oth

In My Head
I sit here and wonder would you miss me if i was gone tommrow would you cry if i closed my eyes and never opened them again would you remember the sound of my laughter if it faded away would you miss my voice if i never spoke again would you even notice if i wasnt around anymore or would i just be a random thought in the back of your mind...... Sometimes i just wonder but ill never know!

Masks
I sit alone and noone hears my screams noone hears me cry they cant hear the sound of my broken heart they see the mask i wear that hides my pain and dispear they say i know you so well i feel your pain but how can they when all they see is the mask they dont see the twistedness of my true self they dont se the darkness that lurks just ubder the surface if they could would they still stand by me or would the run and hide and pray to their gods to protect them would they hide away or brave the darkness and lead me away form the pain and suffering? What would you do hide from the darkness or embrace me for who and what i am?

;-))
A man walks into the front door of a bar. He is obviously drunk. he staggers up to the bar, seats himself on a stool, and with a belch, asks the bartender for a drink. The bartender politely informs the man that it appears that he has already had plenty to drink--he could not be served additional liquor at this bar but could get a cab called for him. The drunk is briefly surprised then softly scoffs, grumbles, climbs down off the bar stool, and staggers out the front door. A few minutes later, the same drunk stumbles in the side door of the bar. He wobbles up to the bar and hollers for a drink. The bartender comes over, and still politely--but more firmly refuses service to the man due to his inebriation. Again, the bartender offers to call a cab for him. The drunk looks at the bartender for a moment angrily, curses, and shows himself out the side door, all the while grumbling and shaking his head. A few minutes later, the same drunk bursts in through the back door of th

Open An See Whats Inside!!!
I would have gotten to all of you however right now I'm having troubles with my oldest son an can't think str8,,, please forgive I do hope you all have a great tuesday.... Much love to you & yours!!!

Employment And Everything Else That Pisses Me Off!
Well where the hell do I start, hmmmm. Well to start, I am sick and fucking tired of not having a job. I am pissed off that all the jobs I have applied for have NOT returned my phone calls and emails. I am pissed off that the bar and restaurant that I applied to (and have worked for before) has NOT made a damn decision on who they are going to hire. I feel like such a damn loser and freak. I have never gone this long without employment. I am a total burden to my roommates. I feel horrible about that so much that I wake up in the middle of the night crying. I hate it that I can not see my son whenever I want, and now not having employment, I am scared that I won't be able to make my yearly visit back home to michigan to see him. But hey LIFE IS FUCKING GRAND! Well thanks for letting me vent. Talk to yous lata! Bubba

Piece Of Peace
just to be that piece of mind and too maintain a peace of mind is being like the eyes of god contributing to the greater vision and an extraordinary way of life intending for the highest good compassion, kind, and joyful too I express my gratitude and love the life we live

Fresh
Speaks of my soul and of my heart Long before life had it’s start Feels like destiny took a hand though time like the shifting sand Came one soul to touch me as no one can One heart to hold me as only her man One who knows my heart and mind One who is far the rarest of find Speaks of my thoughts never to part Owner of my love, soul and heart By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Thoughts Of You
Late at night when dream's occur when the sky is black and looks like shiny pearls your the only one who crosses my mind and the only one my heart prefers when we meet hoping my feelings are obvious and our souls intertwine cause without you my hearts incomplete hoping our life making goes past just something to do when we meet eye to eye your the only one my heart has chose no other guy would replete your love and affection cause your love is like a trance so I'm taking a chance to be next to you

One Of A Kind
To you I've promised my heart and soul, As well as my body and mind. And now I'm going to tell you, How our love is one-of-a-kind. I tell you all of my secrets, Some funny, some good, and some bad. In return you do the same for me And for this, I'm eternally glad. We have never had a fight, An argument or anything of the such. We fit together so perfectly And these are the reasons I love you so much. You listen to all my problems, And you tell me you'll always be there. If only you knew how much that's helped me, So now I'm no longer scared. I know I'm not perfect, Though you tell me you think I'm wrong. But, I'll be as perfect as I know how, And knowing you believe in me, has made me strong. Love like this happens once in a lifetime, And is usually so hard to find. But, by now I hope you can see, What makes our love... One-Of-A-Kind

Murder ( A Must Read )
Murder Please lets take a seat while you justify your actions to me wait let me explain you say but why you got to cheat we start screaming plate's start flying you start right back up denying i fall to my knees i cant take no more god please i want a divorce i say at the top of my lungs we were married to young i was only 17 now you got a gun i see from the corner of my eye you kiss your child goodnight and say mommy just fell she'll be alright you grab me by the hair i was scared you push me to my knees and you say my kids are not leaving me but i cry and i cry harder hoping this dilemma doesn't effect my baby daughter she's only 3 shes so innocent she needs mommy to kiss her knees when she scrapes or bleeds yelling back and forth i get off my knees i say god forgive me please i grab a gun he says b your gonna die if you don't slide it aside i say i rather die then my kids live a life of lies with you cause daddy's a murder and raven saw it with

To My Unborn
TO MY UNBORN Photo's of my baby would of shared now figments of your look i may never know hoping you will forgive me please tell god to save a spot for me cause i will be next to you in heaven looking back smiling now i lost my first unborn its hard to sleep knowing your in heaven looking down at me I've made mistakes i feel guilty not being there when you needed me the most now you're in heaven with god and the holy gosht i cry and hold my pillow wishing that you be alright you need daddy and daddy needs you so i hope my words get through if you were a boy i was going to take you out and show you what a mans about if you were a girl i was going to make you watch out cause cause guys can be sneaky and daddy's always here to help you out now your lost crying i can hear you in my head smiling giggling and playing and taking you to school would be a joy cause you would be apart of me thats daddy will never forget our day will come we may meet aga

Letting Go
THIS IS ONE OF THE FIRST POEMS I EVER WROTE DONT LAUGH TO HARD IIGHT ITS CALLED(LETTING GO) Letting go is the hardest part about love we may never know but let me tell you a story about a boy and a girl who were deeply in love but she end up above walking to school everyday trying to get this girls attention in every way peeking behind bushes trying to hide but then confronted her with pride took her out on dates but after a while became soul mates listened to her every thoughts they were all each other gots took her to school when she needed a ride but little did she know the real man would arise picked her up after schoolcause she walked home late he became a fool touched her in ways he normally wouldn't do used his fist to put her in placemade bruises upon her face tried to use makeup to cover up didn't work where's the love everyday pushing and shoving teasing and taunting now its her dreams he's haunting nightmare's about dieing woke up every night crying andin cold sweats a

You Were A Exception Always
YOU WERE A EXCEPTION ALWAYS I still look out the window you know, Waiting for an answer, maybe a sign. That you're out there somewhere But you just got lost in time. It's almost been three years. Since I've seen your face. I'm always searching for something, To fill this empty space We got caught in the moment of life, It seemed as it was just you and me. We didnt have a care in the world. Our spirits were so free. Now, your soul is so distant from me. You still here with me though , Just so much farther away, But you'll never let it show. And I may dig my own grave, Waiting for you to come back. But it something I'm willing to do Because acceptance is what I lack. The cold, harsh reality of all of this is I wake up, knowing I won't see you I know you've moved on with life I guess I always knew. You always said time was on our side, That the memories would keep us together And I still really want to believe you... But because of time I'v

Mary Rose Scott
Oh hallowed ground where the dwell I sit and listen to thy stories tell Your voice is in the wind and rain Your sorrow caries so much pain You walk with me from grave to grave For our relationship I must be brave You died in ninteen and six so tell me why do we click Your gave stones beauty calls to me And Mary Rose Scott on it I see So many Scotts with you there lie But no others have sought my eye People feel you when I am near And I can hear you in my ear I see you walking sometimes there But always feel your great dispare Sometimes I see you oh so pale And in my heart I feel I've failed I know not what it is you need But I can not set you free Someday I hope you'll tell me true Just what it is I can do for you I've searched the records in the town And of your name not can be found Someday I'll find you in a book I'll find it in a dusty nook And then prehaps I can decern What you would have me learn ©Dark

Mommy Where Did Daddy Go ?
"Mommy? Where did daddy go?" She just turned and looked at me, She smiled but it wasn't real, "Honey, he's just busy." So I waited by the window, To watch for my daddy's car, "Mommy, why isn't he home yet?" "It's okay...he's not too far." That night I stood by her bed, "Mommy, daddy's not there!" "Its okay baby girl," she whispered, "He's asleep in a different bed somewhere." "Mommy...does dad still love us?" A tear came to her eye, "Of course he loves you, baby." She didn't want me to see her cry. Sometime a week later, My daddy finally came back, By now my mommy looked so tired, The circles under her eyes were black. That night I heard them arguing, "So where have you been??" My dad's voice was quieter, I couldn't quite hear them then. When I woke up he was gone, My mom hugged me tight. I petted her hair and kissed her cheek, "Mommy...its going to be alright." "Baby...your daddy loves you," "I know mommy...its okay." Deep down inside my lit

To My Parents (please Read Sad As Heck)
Could you please stop yelling This screaming is hurting my head Please Dad, just quit cursing at me Stop acting as though I'm dead "Haven't you planned dinner yet?" No sorry Dad, i really did try But you pushed me aside again You feed me with more lies I'll try harder today, Dad! I'll clean up as much as i can Just so you can be proud of me And realize what sort of daughter i am Dad, why won't you listen? Is it because you don't care? I'm really sorry i was born I just wish you and Mom were there "Child, I wish you'd grow up" Well Mom i tried that to But every time i stood tall You told me i wasn't as good as you You always brought me down You told me to hide away Never was i allowed to live In my room i had to stay Did anyone know about me? Did you tell them i was your girl? I guess it was hard for you You never wanted me in the world Mom, i hate this pathetic family You both laugh in my face It's like you're both heartless So it's time to

Gurl In The Mirror (please Read And Comment Thankyou )
Theres a girl in the mirror whose looking back at me Tears and no self control are what my two eyes see Her face is slowly fading her smile turned to a frown How do I make this girl better instead of feeling down Theres a girl in the mirror whose crying out tonight And the darkness in her eyes can't be turned to light She reaches out her hand to hold, underneath her lies This girl is looking back at me with her innocent eyes How do I tell her that the sense of loneliness will fade Life's full of hope and accomplishment so don't be afraid The slightest trigger is all it'll take for this girl to snap Love will take its toll as she pours her heart on a map The girl that is looking back holds her tears to not cry But every forward step she takes gives her butterflies How can I make her see theres nothing to lose or gain When all this time her heart breaks out into lonely pain Theres a fire in her eyes that u can see burning inside But no one can stop the aches & pa

Your Eyes
IF I WAS DROWING IN THE SEA WULD U DIVE RIGHT IN AND SAVE ME? IF I WAS FALLIN LIKE A STAR WULD U BE RIGHT THERE TO CATCH ME ? IF I WAS DREAMING OF UR KISS WULD U LOOK RIGHT THROUGHT ME ? ALL THIS TIME I WAITED AND IN MY HEART ITS RANING UR EYES R HOLDIN UP THE SKY UR EYES MAKE ME WEAK I DONT KNO Y UR EYES MAKE ME SCARED TO TELL THE TRUTH AND EVERYBODY KNO'S IM INTO U IF MY HEART WAS SADDER THAN A SONG WULD U STILL LISTEN? IF MY TEARS FELL ON U ONE BY ONE WULD U C THEM GLEASING?

One Of The Best Danzig Songs Ever!
"Am I Demon" Hordes of faces Empty eyes I see nothing new Seasoned schemes of slimy curs Offer up their flu Am I beast or Am I human Am I just like you Power seething Really reeling Reaching out for you Am I demon You need to know Faces of a million hells Rage inside these veins Pounding out desrved pain To anyone in need Am I beast or Am I human Am I just like you Power seething Really reeling Reaching out for you Am I demon Need to know Wo-oh, wo-oh Am I demon Need to know Wo-oh, wo-oh Every world And every limb Torn asunder base Everything I need is me Everything I am Am I beast or Am I human Am I just like you Power seething Really reeling Reaching out for you Am I demon You need to know Wo-oh, wo-oh Am I demon Need to know

Meds
I am so tired of bouncing from one medication to the next and not having any of them help my depression. I cried pretty much all of yesterday afternoon. I have cried once already today and will probably cry more later. I am in the process of getting off one medication while slowly increasing a new one... it's got me all fucked up. I just wanna go to sleep.... I'm so tired all the time. It's a good thing I have a beautiful son to give me a reason to wake up everyday.

Today Is Not Happy
Its valentines day and a few very few people have told me happy valentines day.Guess what?ITS NOT!!!!!!! I am still mourning my grandmom and it is the one year anniversary of the day I had a miscarriage.What is so happy about that?Plus the guy I have been in love with broke up with me yeasterday.No one has giving me any valentines gifts except for one person.Thanks shmoo your a sweetie for that.So no nothing very happy about today.

Baby Airplanes
> Subject: Curious 5 year old > > > A mother and her 5 year old son were flying > Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago. > > The son (who had been looking out the window) turned > to his mother and asked, "If big dogs have baby dogs > and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes > have baby planes?" > > The mother, who couldn't think of an answer, told > her son to ask the stewardess. > > So the boy walks to the galley and asks the > stewardess, "If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats > have baby cats, why don't big planes have > > baby planes?" The stewardess responded, "Did your > mother tell you to ask me?" The boy said, "Yes, she > did...." > > "Well, then, tell your mother that there are no baby > planes because Southwest always pulls out on time. > > Have your mother explain that to you."

R.i.p Ken
this goes out to the farther and my mates dad ken griffiths who passed away at 4.AM this morning (gmt) we have known each other for over 18 years we all shed some tears im sorry to see you go me and your son have got into bother together aswell you know, we will miss you man as long as our tears flow but hopefully the carnival will pick you up as they go, ken you were my next door neighbour my friends farther and a savior hopefully we will meet again all the best and god speed to you my friend To ken a 46 year old that past too soon my friends dad a good mate and a great farther we all miss you man god speed to you and heavens best good night mate. 15/02/07 4am

I Won Second Place
i just wanted to say thank u to all the people that voted for me thank u very much i didnt get much but i did get second place i got a platinum cherry so yeah thats cool but thanks for being so cool and now i know who to count on when im in a contest and i know who to help when they are in contest but think u anyways

Sorry Daddy
Daddy where are you? Why did you leave me? Was it something I did? Why don’t you want me? I just want your love. That’s not to much to ask. I hate hearing mommy cry She is always there. But it’s hard to know that my daddy doesn’t care. Did I ruin your fun? Was I too much trouble? Tell me what I did I will try to change. All I want is your love. I never asked to be born. I’m sorry daddy please come back. I didn’t mean to mess things up Was I hard to care for? You left me alone. Now I have to grow up without you. I hate seeing mommy sad. She is doing her best. But what’s worse is having you for a daddy My daddy who doesn’t even care. By: Cassandra Royline Nolasco

Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
I have tryed to be nice and not hurt his feelings, but I am starting not to care. I have told him nicely that I am not wanting to be in a relationship, but he just won't get it. He thinks that there is someone else and there is not. I don't know what else to do or how to tell him that it is not him, but that it is me. I guess I will have to bring the bitch out and tell him to go fuck himself. I am starting not to care if I hurt his feelings or not cause being nice isn't working I see. He says I broke his heart, well guess what I won't be the first nor will I be the last and if he reads this, I hope he understands that life is full of heartache and that everyone gets there heart broken more than once in life. He is starting to scare me cause he won't just let it go and move on. If he don't stop I will have to find other ways to block him from me and then maybe he will get the hint. But for now I hope this will help. So get the hint and back the fuck off.

I Hate Shoveling
The only part of snow I hate is shoveling. Everything turned to ice. I shoveled 2 hours yesterday and probably 3 today and barely got the car out. The tires were stuck in so much ice. So now I am sore and in need of a massage..lol. My ankle hurts like ____. I twisted it so many times on the ice. So now it hurts even worse than before..lol. Will it ever get better? My son is here till Monday. Right now he is talking on the phone with one of the kids from school.. playing RuneScape. I know.. boring stuff tonight, but I have my son with me so thats all that matters. I'll sneak some time in though while he plays.

"play With Me" Icp
What ya'll think [Children laughing, Toy cranks up] Hey [x54] [1st Verse - Violent J] Every year it's more of us and all we do is fill the box You might play with me at first, a couple days, a week at tops Just like your Atomic Supersonic Retro Plasma Car We will all get tossed inside just like the piece of shit we are I will be your fantasy imaginary special friend I can fill you, I relate, with you no need to talk to them But instead you toss me in the box, leave me to rott away Hoping you'll pick me again someday...hey, hey [Chorus - Violent J] Why don't you come play with me and take me to the other side (take me to the other side) Lost under Ann Raggedy it's lonley when your locked in side (It can be so lonley) [x2] [2nd Verse- Violent J] I will sit and listen to your bibble babble jibber talk But when you go in tonight you'll leave me out here on the walk You'll ignore your little friend or trade me for something instead Please come get your dog

"ohne Diche" Rammstein
If you can read it what ya think Ich werde in die Tannen gehen Dahin wo ich sie zuletzt gesehen Doch der Abend wirft ein Tuch aufs Land Und auf die Wege hinterm Waldesrand Und der Wald er steht so schwarz und leer Weh mir, oh weh Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein Ohne dich Mit dir bin ich auch allein Ohne dich Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich Mit dir stehen die Sekunden Lohnen nicht Auf den Ästen in den Gräben Ist es nun still und ohne Leben Und das Atmen fällt mir ach so schwer Weh mir, oh weh Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein Ohne dich Mit dir bin ich auch allein Ohne dich Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich Mit dir stehen die Sekunden Lohnen nicht ohne dich

Confused
Why am I here? Why don't I die? Once I was happy, confident and carefree What happened to the days when I could be me, On the surface I smile and act like I'm alright, But when I get home I cry all night, This pain I feel why won't it go away? I wish they'd stop what they are doing coz its not okay. I don't know what I'm doing and I don't know what I've done, I wish they'd just leave me alone because they know they've won, I wish that they could see, That they're killing me!

Free Confrence Call
Hi everyone, I'm going to be doing a confrence call on Sunday Febuary the 18th at 7pm mountain time. Anyone who wants is welcome to joininng in on this and just be sure that you let me know so that I can give you the number to call and the instructions. Basically I'll be talking about e-commerce; where it was, where it is, and where its headed in the future and its defenatly some good info! So like I said it is open to anyone basically you just call a number put in the password and just listen in and you'll want to be in front of a computer so that you can see exactly what I will be talking about with you as I go through it. The call will last approx. 35-45 mins and I will provide my contact information on there so that you can get a hold of me if you have any questions. - Ransom

"the Journies Of Sir Rychard..."
It was a cool spring day as a lone eagle soared upon the winds of time. Wisps of white clouds coasted along amidst azure skies. The eagle would gently bank right and then left as he searched for the thermals that would lift him to new heights. The vast canyons below were normally deserted as far as the eagle could see but this day his soaring was interrupted as his attention was beckoned by a small plume of dust on the horizon. It appeared as if something travelled along the trail that snakes along the rim of the main canyon that leads to Visonia, the City of Visions. Who dared invade upon the eagles domain? His curiosity bade him to swoop in for a closer look. As he drew nearer the sound of hooves upon rocks began to fill the once quiet of this beautiful day. The eagle espied a lone rider upon a rather large black steed. The rider was tall and slender garbed in well kepted glistening armor, he was obviously a knight but from what kingdom he could not ascertain. Upon the stallions back

To Waken In The Night
To waken in the night To always find your there To reach out in the shadows and touch of you face and hair To waken while you sleep And as I stare; to feel you strong arms close around me To know that you are real, To sense the steadfast throb Of your heart beneath my cheek! To surrender to your lips As drowsily seek mine in tender passion…. In the dark to hear your whisper From the land of dreams

My Life....and Im Sure You Can Relate....
When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively

A Very Sick Joke!
kari gerstenberger (2/15/2007 5:04:47 PM): so he passed away at what time last night? did he go fast or was he pronounced at the hospital..... he was a very good friend of mine...... well please let me know what is going on... smores_74 (2/15/2007 11:44:40 PM): I recently got home not long ago to find out my roommate thought it funny to say i was killed kari gerstenberger (2/15/2007 11:44:58 PM): WHAT! ARE YOU SERIOUS smores_74 (2/15/2007 11:45:08 PM): yes smores_74 (2/15/2007 11:45:12 PM): i am here kari gerstenberger (2/15/2007 11:46:05 PM): JASON I HAVEA TOLD A FEW FRIENDS THAT YOU WERE KILLED IN A ACCIDENT LEANNA EVEN PUT UP SOMETHING ON YOUR CHERRYTAP PROFILE THAT YOU HAD PASSED smores_74 (2/15/2007 11:46:33 PM): i havent been there yet but going now kari gerstenberger (2/15/2007 11:46:40 PM): OK kari gerstenberger (2/15/2007 11:47:01 PM): AND SO DID I ON YOUR PROFILE AS WELL THINKING YOU REALYL DID PASS AWAY kari gerstenberger (2/15/2007 11:47:16 PM): WHO IN TEH WORLD IS

United States Marine
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is th

Pls Help...hottest Woman Contest....
Hey all, Im in a hottest woman contest, and it would be great if you could comment my profile pic. If you can comment bomb it I need all the comments I can get. Just click on the pic below and comment as much as you can. Wish me luck...

Job Interview In India
Mujibar was trying to get a job in India. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Personnel Manager said, "Mujibar, you have passed all the tests, except one. Unless you pass it you cannot qualify for this job." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mujibar said, "I am ready." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The manager said, "Make a sentence using the words Yellow, Pink and Green." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mujibar thought for a few minutes and said, "Mister manager, I am ready." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The manager said, "Go ahead." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mujibar said, "The telephone goes green, green, green, and I pink it up, and say, 'Yellow, this is Mujibar.'"

Pisces
PISCES Drinking style If you're a Pisces, you've probably already heard that you share a sign -- and an addictive personality -- with Liz Taylor, Liza Minelli and Kurt Cobain. Not only do Pisces like to lose themselves in the dreamy, out-there feeling that only hooch can give, but they build up a mighty tolerance fast. Who needs an expensive date like that? On the other hand, they're fabulously enchanting partners, whether in conversation or in crime. With the right Pisces, you can start out sharing a pitcher of margaritas and wind up in bed together for days. The phrase "addictive personality" can be read two ways, you know. Trademark Cocktails Pisces rules fresh mint, and they do love a mojito or three -- though a julep will do just as well. They also like punches, like sangria or the oh-so-aptly named fish house punch. (Pretty much anything will satisfy a Pisces in a pinch, though -- "drinking like a fish" is an idiom pulled out of the zodiac, not the deep blue sea.) P

30 Things Guys Should Know About Girls
30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS: written by a guy after many years of experience. 1.Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8.If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. 8.5

Coinsidence? I Think Not....
syn·chro·nic·i·ty (sĭng'krə-nĭs'ĭ-tē, sĭn'-) According to Wikpedia, "Synchronicity is a word that Swiss psychologist Carl Jung used to describe the "temporally coincident occurrences of acausal events." Jung spoke of synchronicity as an "acausal connecting principle" (i.e. a pattern of connection that cannot be explained by direct causality)" I define syncronicity as two or more unrelated events that intersect. One of Jung's books about syncronicity descibes the world as an interconnected network, a lattice of invisible lines that connect us all, a "Matrix" if you will, in which even the most seemingly insignificant event such as a butterfly flapping it's wings on one side of the hemisphere, can create a sort of ripple effect. An innocent flap of the wing by a butterfly, could potentially trigger a tsunami on the other side of the world. Do you ever have days where things just seem to intersect so perfectly that it gives you chills? I'll bet you

Survey Answers
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: What ever you want it to be.... Baby Birthday: yep every year Birthplace: in a hospital Current Location: hahahahaha ... wouldn't you like to know Eye Color: Purple Hair Color: Blue Height: not tall enough to reach the ceiling yet Right: pretty much all the time, yes. Your Heritage: something along the lines of drinkin like a fish and wearin those wooden shoes. The Shoes You Wore Today: what about them? Your Weakness: there's no crying in baseball Your Fears: what was that?! Your Perfect Pizza:any kind that is not plastic Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To FINALLY be a member of my daughters secret club! Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Suck it up WUSS Thoughts First Waking Up: OMG ... he's still here, oh Shit! gotta go Your Best Physical Feature: well that's an easy one... My left boob Your Bedtime: What the heck is a bed time am I like 3? Your Most Missed Memory: the ones I can't remembe

You're Not The Shit
You say you love me. You say you care. But what you do to me isn't fair. You lie. You cheat. you think of girls as a piece of meat. Do you think it's okay? Do you thinkit's right? To be sneakin around all night? I'm tired of your shit. You're not worth it. You think you're all that. You walk all over me like a mat. I'm not puttin up with it any more. I'm starting to hate you to the core. This is about a certain mister That we pretty much had feelings for and I found out some stuff it wasn't pretty awesome and I needed to vent it lol

Us States I Will Date
Alabama *Arizona Arkansas **California *Colorado Florida Georgia **Other islands in Hawaii Idaho *?Illinois Indiana Iowa Kansas Kentucky Louisiana Maine Maryland Massachussetts Montana Nebraska *Nevada New Hampshire New Jersey *New Mexico *New York North carolina North Dakota Ohio Oklahoma *?Oregon *?Penssylvania Rhode Island South carolina South Dakota **Texas Utah Wyoming **Washington 2 stars mean I will move there 1 star means in only certain cities 1 star plus a ? means not sure

Drown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A bright light fading to the darker point of sorrow, Yesterday was lies, will truth be in tomorrow? The deeper part of you, more likely drown than fly, Driven to the bottom by the waves of you and I. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So I Just Recall Him I Was His Friend Hi Hi
So he hasn't told anybody he had won one million dollars, but we just found out on the tv... so i wrote him this letter. it's in french in the text, translation means " we have your dog..."

What Type Of Fantasy Creature Are You?
img src="http://www.quizilla.com/images/blue_drk_corner1.gif" style="float: left" height="4" hspace="0" /> What type of fantasy creature are you? beautiful pics! You are a unicorn! You feel quite ordinary, but there is one thing about you that others love and that one thing makes you, you. You like being with others of your kind, but hide from things that are new or strange to you. You are very peaceful and calm and often lose track of time. You daydream a lot. You like a lot of cheerful colors.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Do You Think?
What ya think 'bout me..... Come on now...Don't hold back...Let me know what ya REALLY think!!! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When is the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this in your blog and see what I say about you?

U+me+your Room+alone=???
WE'RE L0CkED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING...u + me + your room + alone= ??

Music/lyrics 4
"Emily" Smiles and her laughter It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time ...the only thing that I've been waiting for. I hope it's something worth the waiting 'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real Thunder storms could never stop me 'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily She's simple yet confusing Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble Days seem like years in this month of December The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me I hope it's something worth the waiting It's the only time that I ever feel real 'Cause thunder storms could never stop me 'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily, There's no one in the world like Emily.

Music, Music, Music
I've had a ball adding some music, jokes, and Dunno's to my site. Check out all the new stuff that was added to my Cherry Stash! I've added a lot of music, and a big variety. I still have much more to share...but definately won't get to it all at once. Hope you enjoy!

Legs Behinde Your Head
Two women were talking about their lives since they had become Nursing home residents. They both agreed that life was good but one woman, Ethel, said she was rather upset because her sex life had really died out since she and her Husband had come to the nursing home. The other woman said that her sex life was great! "The secret to great sex is this," the woman told her, "when my husband is getting ready for bed, I get undressed, lay on the bed and put both legs behind my head. When he comes out and sees me like that he gets so excited, we have wild sex the rest of the night!" Ethel says, "I'm going to try that tonight!" When Ethel's husband is getting ready in the bathroom that night, she takes off all her clothes. Although it's a struggle, she gets one leg up and behind her head. Pretty soon, she has the other leg behind her head as well. After accomplishing this great feat, Ethel falls backwards and can't move. It's not too long before her husband comes out of

Penis Raise
The penis requested a raise in salary for the following reasons: * I do physical labor * I work at great depths * I am always using my head first * I do not get RDO's, weekends off or public holidays * I work in a damp environment * I don't get paid overtime or shift penalties * I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation * I work in high temperatures * My work exposes me to contagious diseases Response from Human Resources After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: * You do not work 8 hours straight * You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods * You do not always follow the orders of the management team * You do not stay in your assigned position, and often visit other areas * You take a lot of non-rostered breaks * You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working * You leave the

Lol
I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when quite near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day her little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock and

Philosophy Of Housecleaning!
I don't do windows because ... I love birds and don't want one to run into a clean window and get hurt. I don't wax floors because ... I am terrified a guest will slip and get hurt then I'll feel terrible ( plus they may sue me.) I don't mind the dust bunnies because ... They are very good company, I have named most of them, and they agree with everything I say. I don't disturb cobwebs because . I want every creature to have a home of their own. I don't Spring Clean because . I love all the seasons and don't want the others to get jealous I don't pull weeds in the garden because .. I don't want to get in God's way, HE is an excellent designer! I don't put things away because . My husband will never be able to find them again. I don't do gourmet meals when I entertain because . I don't want my guests to stress out over what to make when

You Woke Up Where?
If you woke up one mornin and saw me in your bed wat would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) give me face 7) make me breakfast 8) ask me my name (lol) 9) call the cops 10) Other..(Explain Please)

Same As The Bulliten..
ok ok.. i need everyone that's talked and has meet me let me know as to what you think... One said i have a mysterious side but i would like to know as to way is it most Female are intimated by me... its not just me say that i talk to one lady last night and she said that she feels intimated but this is not the first time a woman has said this..

Shallow In What Way?!
i thought i knew ppl after spending such mounts of time,weeks,months,and even yr. but then after suttle things i was so shocked to know. little hints that this person was not who i thought to be. such for example playing on feelings. do you ask ppl to do something for you by telling them to come see you and then ask for things to be done while your there every time your there? i mean i could seriously go into details and forget the thing called privacy but im not into bashing ppl such as others im finding on this land of cherry tap. but what hurts me greatly is to see just how fakes ppl ive called my friends are becoming greatly fake by standing on one thing but then right behind a post they post another bashing they very ppl they were fighting for. why do you post something and then turn around and bash them in another? can we say split personality? do you realize thats what your doing? do you realize that you are just as fake as the ones your against in your posts? i really cant beli

Steak And Blow Job Day
Celebrate March 20th Steak And Blowjob Day Guys, you know the drill. Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for a significant other by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other crap that women find romantic. Every Valentines day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really do love them more than any other. Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret; guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret; guys feel left out. That's right, there's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or too embarrassed to admit it. Which is why a new holiday has been created. March 20th is now officially "Steak and Blowjob Day". Simple, effective an

How To Save A Life
Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones yo

:(
Went to bed winning and now I am losing. :( I am in the "Looky I have a Pic contest" Could you all go drop a rate and a comment or two on it? Pleaseeeeee It would make me smile and I am begging here. It only takes a min :) xoxoxo ImmortalLove

Talk Dirty
Learning to talk dirty is a labor of love, it takes time! Here's How: Be authentic in your dirty talk. Dirty talk can feel silly if you expect it to be what you’ve seen in the movies. You might have this idea that dirty talk is something specific. But good dirty talk is completely what you make it, and to do it well, you have to be yourself. While you may take on a role in your dirty talk (e.g. the ravished submissive) you need to find something of yourself in the role. Make a list of different aspects of your personality you can draw on for inspiration. Find your dirty talk voice. You need to find your own way of talking dirty. Your dirty talk might be low rhythmic grunts, high pitched squeals, or precise whispers. It might reflect the way you talk in your daily life, or it might express a different aspect of your personality. You don’t need to pick only one voice, the element of surprise can add an extra sense of anticipation, when your partner doesn’t know what they’re going

Rate My Music Guys. It Means Alot To Me
Hi good people. Hope that this little note finds u all in good health. I would like to ask a favour on your opinion with regards to my music.So please Ladies and Gents, kindly do me the honour of giving your votes and views on them.It means alot to me as one of my songs will be chosen for the MTV awards. So far NO PROMISES is on top. I would appreciate your comments.Every vote of yours puts my music higher. My music will have a list of songs which u can go through one by one. It starts off with NO PROMISES. I thank you all in advance and hope to hear from you. Have a good day Delta

Worth Burning
We were in love Or so we thought Talks of getting married Talks of our future But you changed You changed your mind Thinking of Someone else I kept you alive I was your world Well you must've died And the world no longer exists And this is how it ends With us "just friends" But I'm tired of pretending I'm tired of holding back Holding back these feelings And all that time And of all the people I trusted you Did you hear me? I fucking trusted you! You hurt me So bad And your sorry And I'm tired of forgiving you I'm not going To put up with this shit Not anymore Tell me, Is this worth burning for? Are you worth burning over? I once though you were But now I'm not so sure No, I'm not so sure Anymore ...I wished you were...

Witch-woman
The swamp witch lives about a mile from my cabin. She ain't ugly. Nawser. Picture Elvira at 35 and you get Sindy Spellcast the swamp witch. Sindy used to be a Trainer with a semi-pro football team. She retired and became a full time swamp witch. Sindy makes love potions and things like that. She also does a horoscope column fer the local newspaper. I saw the red smoke coming out of Sindy's chimney. That's a sign that Sindy wants to see me. It's the horny signal. She's hot to trot and she is calling on me. Witchy Woman came over and We shagged this morning and then she went home. It is a terrific relationship we have! Just sex and nuthing else. I like a woman with a one tract mind. It makes life easier.

Funny
In the weightlessness of space a frozen pea will explode if it comes in contact with Pepsi. The increased electricity used by modern appliances is causing a shift in the Earth's magnetic field. By the year 2327, the North Pole will be located in mid-Kansas, while the South Pole will be just off the coast of East Africa. The idea for "tribbles" in "Star Trek" came from gerbils, since some gerbils are actually born pregnant. Male rhesus monkeys often hang from tree branches by their amazing prehensile penises. Johnny Plessey batted .331 for the Cleveland Spiders in 1891, even though he spent the entire season batting with a rolled-up, lacquered copy of the Toledo Post-Dispatch. Smearing a small amount of dog feces on an insect bite will relieve the itching and swelling. The Boeing 747 is capable of flying upside-down if it weren't for the fact that the wings would shear off when trying to roll it over. The trucking company Elvis Presley worked at as a young man was o

Well........
well......ok the quitting smoking isn't going so well. LOL....i'm really going to try this weekend. I just been so stressed out lately. Home life sucks as always....between the kids and low finances it's crazy. Wish I had a millionare for a friend. They say money don't buy happiness but it sure would make me happier then a puppy with two dicks!

Reaching 4 You
L`atteindre Pour Vous "Reaching For you" I reach for you, Mon Amour, Across the years and miles Crystal echoes of memory Merge with flaming fantasy I have only to look beside me And you swiftly appear In the bed we have never shared Scent of your warm skin surrounds me I hear you speak my name With the same sweet affection You call me Darling, and Babe My heart melting like candle wax Within my breast at the sound Of your loving, masculine voice Tears fall freely, longing, aching, To feel your touch of fire To taste the sweetness of kisses Upon my waiting lips And the ardor of your tongue As it dances with mine Soft whispers against my neck Sending shivers of ((deliciousness)) Though my fevered body Hot fever only your love can quench Soft kisses and nips on pleasured mounds I arch toward you and give offering Of rose buds, hard with desire Hands, lips and tongue, moving slowly Over their well memorized terrain Wine of love

I Walk Down The Street
i walk down the street and what do i see the house i adore and where i should be the white picket fence the porch swing right there the couple snuggled up hes stroking her hair i see the playset with kids swinging hard i see that retriever running mad in the yard i see the barbq smoking with meat i see the grandkids playing at grandmas feet why is this dream that i dream everyday so hard to find and so far away my wants they are simple not hard to achieve yest all of them seem so lost in the weave i dont ask for much as yu see from my wish to have that one sweet succulent dish to have someone adore me the way i adore you to have my one true complete and finally be thru to be that sweet woman who sits on her swing gazing and remembering looking down at her ring together forever never apart finding the one who can hold my heart done by chrisitne

Love Style
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Musik 2
"Rose Of The Devil's Garden" There is a rose in the Devil's garden In shadow it grows alone Many things are dangerous now In this garden we call home Be careful as you make your way Some things are poison to the touch You've spent your life here in this place You long to run away so much [Chorus:] My love it is a black rose (my love it is a black rose) Held out to you by the hand of fate (held by the hand of fate now) And as this dark romance grows... It's not from the sun, but the starlight that's so far away Above the Devil's garden The fertile soil of poisoned hearts Fed by tears and nighttime rain Under Transylvanian moon Grows the flower bred from pain Death is pure - life is not So ask yourself, what do you want? As for me, well I want you So pick the black rose and let its thorns cut you [Chorus]

I Got Choked By A Stripper.
Yup that's right, I put my money up on the sniff bar, she grabbed my hair pulled my head back and choked the shit out of me... I must say I avidly enjoyed it, and wanted to get beat up a bit more, unfortunately I'm sitting here alone kinda drunk, and want nothing more than to get attacked by a girl, and choked some more... It was delicious. If your'e bored drop me a line, shout at me or get ahold of me on AIM: Dismay36, or Yahoo: Gazoo_37 Peace.

Always Wear Underwear
From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car breakdown in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand up his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead.

~~self Cpr ` Very Important~~
Subject: FW: Self CPR - IMPORTANT ALWAYS BE PREPARED IS A GOOD IDEA. What are you to do if you have a heart attack while you are alone. If you've already received this, it means people care about you ... The Johnson City Medical Center staff actually discovered this and did an in-depth study on it in our ICU The two individuals that discovered this then did an article on it .. had it published and have even had it incorporated into ACLS and CPR classes. It is very true and has and does work. It is called cough CPR A cardiologist says it's the truth ... For your info If everyone who gets this sends it to 10 people, you can bet that we'll save at least one life. Read This...It could save your life! Let's say it's 6:15 p.m. and you're driving home (alone of course), after an usually hard day on the job. You're really tired, upset and frustrated. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out into your arm and up into you

Bored In Nc So Far!
Since i moved, i haven't gotten the time to go out @ all yet. I'm SO bored, last night, my left hand got me drunk & my right hand tried to take advantage of me. I said "NO!". My hands & I still aren't on speaking terms! I hope you all enjoy the shit my BORED mind thought up. If you don't, GET A FUKN' SENSE OF HUMOR!!

About Me
SECTION 1//GENERAL Name: Acacia Birthday: December 30 Call me: Acacia KiKi Kasha, Keisha i dont care Height: 5'3" Hair Color: Its Really Strawberry Blonde Eye Color: Blue and Gold where i'm at?: Computer Room SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER?? Peed in your pants? When i was wearing dipers lol Fallen off the bed? Yup Fallen for a relative? FUCK NO Had plastic surgery? HELL NO IM BEAUTIFUL Failed a grade? Ummm kinda Failed a whole year? No Broke someone's heart? IDK i think so Had ur heart broken? To many times Had a dream come true? Yes Cheated on a test? Yes Broken a body part? To many to count SECTION 3// CURRENTLY Wearing: Really short shorts, and a long t shirt Eating: Yougrt covered raisens Feeling: Bored, and Anxious Reading: this Watching: Computer Craving: Mahmoud SECTION 4//DO YOU... Brush ur teeth? 5 tiems a day Have any piercings? 15 Drive? yes Love GOD? IDK Ever get off the damn computer? Only When Im Not Home SECTION 5// LAST PERSON

"perfect Drug" Nine Inch Nails
"The Perfect Drug" I got my head but my head is unraveling cant keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling I got my heart but my heart's no good you're the only one that's understood I come along but I don't know where you're taking me I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky the more I give to you the more I die and I want you you are the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug you make me hard when i'm all soft inside I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed the arrow goes straight through my heart without you everything just falls apart my blood just wants to say hello to you my fear is warm to get inside of you my soul is so afraid to realize how every little bit is left of me take me with you without you everything just falls apart it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

Multiple Partners And Bdsm
Multiple Partners and BDSM Choices, choices: Polyamory and monogamy in BDSM relationships BDSM Versus Swinging Polyamory (or being poly) means having multiple beloveds (as opposed to "monogamy" -- one beloved). The word "polyamory" has a different meaning than sexual profligacy, open marriages, and swinging in that polyamory typically refers to having multiple long-term lovers, all of whom know about (though they may or may not be mutually intimate with) each other. The emphases on openness of communication and balancing the multiple commitments is the key feature that distinguishes polyamory from other forms of multiple partnering. Often, one's closest lover is called one's primary, with other lovers being called secondaries. Many successful polyamorous relationships revolve around a centrally strong primary commitment, one that may even have started off being monogamous and only gradually extended to include others. However, polyamorous relationships have other express

Polyamory
Polyamory By Non Famous Lauren Polyamory (or being poly) means having multiple beloveds (as opposed to "monogamy" -- one marital partner -- or "polygamy" -- multiple marital partners). The word "polyamory" has a different meaning than sexual profligacy, open marriages, and swinging in that polyamory typically refers to having multiple long-term lovers, all of whom know about (though they may or may not be mutually intimate with) each other. The emphases on openness of communication and balancing the multiple commitments is the key feature that distinguishes polyamory from other forms of multiple partnering. Often, one's closest lover is called one's primary, with other lovers being called secondaries. Many successful polyamorous relationships revolve around a centrally strong primary commitment, one that may even have started off being monogamous and only gradually extended to include others. However, polyamorous relationships have other expressions as well. One form of polya

Feels Lile Home
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love anyone so much It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me I

Don't Understand
I don't understand why people feel they need to give up and walk away from the ones that love you. I know that I would have loved to give up a long time ago, but the one thing that keeps me going is my son and he needs more then anything else and I am not going to take myself away from him. He is the love of my life and though there are times that I would love to hang him upside down so that he is out of my way, I would never do it. I know that my life would be lost without my son. These last five years he has taught me that there is more to live for then what I think. He loves me and I know this. I know that no matter what I do in life he will always love me and he will never leave me. I just wish that other people would look at what is around them and what they have and that it is more important then anything else in life. I know that men will come and go, but my son will always be here with me and for me no matter what I do in my life. I wish there was more that I could do or say to

Blackness
Peaceful at the night sky Scariest in love like a Pearl Jam song Describes the mood of an entire emo fan club Of a panther party with rebellion to overcome Outer Space with the sun and stars Like the black ashes from a warm fireplace If you want it to be sadness Or anger at an ex with a that rose Blackness describes more than just negativity Its more of where you see it When you feel it ~~Timmy~~~

Why Write A Song When Somone Eles Said It Perfectly.
I did not write this.... Sometimes I lie awake in bed Thinking about the things you said So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel So terrified of changing what I thought was real It's too bad, you're gone It's too bad, you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's too bad that you're gone And not here with me Standing here, trying to make some sense of this There's nothing between us Still I can feel your awkwardness You're so lost for words So you just tell me I'm your friend There must be one reason Only one reason in the end It's too bad, you're gone It's too bad, you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's too bad that you're gone And not here with me So why are you pulling away It must be from things that I say And I'm thinking you're thinking of him So why do I even care at all

Never Say Goodbye
A glimps of happiness, And fears of rain, A time of laughter, A year of pain, Willows will sway, As birds will fly, To lose his love, I would rather die, To not break his heart, And yet lift his soul, To embrace his mind, I’ll never let go, To see him smile, Or to kiss his face, Is a memory that I, Could never erase, To be truly his, And have no doubt, Is what I am, I would never leave out, To caress his mind, And give him strength, It is my job, Through all this wait, To wipe his tears, If they should fall, To be the woman, That he would call, To help him grow, And yet again, be reborn, To make sure he’s content, And never again scorned, I will have my man, Hold his head up high, And know that his woman, Will never, Say Goodbye. written by: Azalia

A Women And Her Hair Dryer
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Ireland asked the priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday that is unopened and well over the Customs limit, and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so he asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused." Roaring with laughter, the official said,

Exposure
Is this what many soliders had to go through in World War One...Same goes with World War Two... Yet is it the same right now? Do our men and women today go through the same thing today? We thought that may be the use of technology would help things today; our modern society...but dont you think that the outcome is worse? This poem is again by Owen, called Exposure. I think you can see why it is called Exposure. Our brains ache, in the merciless iced east winds that knive us... Wearied we keep awake because the night is silent... Low, drooping flares confuse our memory of the salient... Worried by silence, sentries whisper, curious, nervous, But nothing happens. Watching, we hear the mad gusts tugging on the wire, Like twitching agonies of men among its brambles. Northward, incessantly, the flickering gunnery rumbles, Far off, like a dull rumour of some other war. What are we doing here? The poignant misery of dawn begins to grow... We only know war last

17 Questions About Ur .1?
DON'T change your top friends, and answer 17 questions about the 1st person in your top friends. 1) What's their name?ALI 2)Wheres # 1? SHE'S AT HOME SLEEPING 3) How did you meet them? SHE MET ME ON MYSPACE 4) How old were you when you first met? 27 5) Is this person one of your friends? MORE THAN ANYTHING 6) Say something that only makes sense to you and them? I LOVE YOU 7) Is this person older than you? NO WERE SAME AGE 8) Do you love this person? YES VERY MUCH 9) What are three words that describe this person? SEXII, SWEETHEART, NOT THE CHEATING KIND 10) Are you related to this person? NO 11) Are you their b/f or g/f? YES, SHE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 12) Do you have nicknames for each other? I CALL HER BABY 13) Do your Parents know each other? NOT YET 14) How many times do you talk to this person in a week? A COUPLE OF TIMES WHEN WERE ON THE NET 15) Do you think the person will repost this? YUP 16) Have you seen this person cry? NO

Seven Steps
The Underground's seven step program, and support group for Smoking Cessation. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cold Turkey is the way to go. If you live with someone else that smokes, kick em out, or leave. Don't drink, but if you do, see step number 6. Give, and/or receive, lots of oral sex. I can't ever recall breaking from oral sex to have a smoke. Next time you feel like lighting up, slam your dick in the door. Rest assured, this will definately kill that craving for a cigarette. When an overwhelming urge for nicotine hits you, stick a finger, or two, firmly up your ass. Note: This may not work for all women, nor most gay men. If you do light up again, simply kill yourself. This works everytime. If you follow these 7 simple steps, it is guarenteed your smoking addiction will cease. Check out these testimonials: ~ I used to smoke 3 packs of cigarettes a day. Now I just run around with a couple of finge

More Stuff Im Bored :d
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are a straight You are good at planning for the future and living well but you will probably not be seen at that wild party going on this Friday night. You have moderate luck when playing poker, and you are probably not that good at bluffing. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You should make love to soul You like to groove, slow and steady. Throw on the James Brown and let the atmosphere envelop your lovemaking. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Karina is most likely to get laid in Macao, in a bar. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com As it turns out, Karina is aroused by ... Library cards 'What crazy thing are you aroused by?' at QuizUniverse.com You are 33% easy You are not very easy. You like to at l

My Ct Hubby, Oifsapper (roger) Is On His Way!!!
Sometimes, people just "click" and then they want to see what happens next. Roger is probably the best thing that has happened to me in a long while. Ever since I started talking to him, I think we both felt a special connection. He's a very sweet, kind and thoughtful person - that special someone that we all wish we could have in our lives. Fortunately, for me, he's in my life. We have been talking for some time and we have both found that we have more in common than any two people could possibly have. Tuesday, Roger will be leaving MN to come visit me here in FL. I am truly excited about meeting him and seeing what our reaction to each other will be. We hit it off on here, so after much conversation, we decided we wanted to see where this friendship could lead. Who knows??? :) Personally, I can't wait to find out.

I Am Your Mother
I AM YOUR MOTHER by Wazi Nagi, 'Pine Tree Soul' I am your Mother, do you not hear my heart beat, Can you not feel the love I send; Was not the air you breathed, my scent so sweet, Is my pain hard for you to comprehend. Upon my body snow lays soft and white, Beneath my skin the future sleeps; My blood flows to nurture and delight, Into the ground it deeply seeps. Mountains tall, clouds wreath my crests, Rolling hills once wooded thick; Gentle prairies too were once lush with grass, Where did my bounty go so quick. Sandy beaches and rock girded shore, Where ocean waters sweep and crash; A land of beauty, once so pure, Marred by man's actions heedless and rash. All this beauty was yours to behold, Your duty was to love, cherish and protect; Feel my anguish, the pain in my soul, All I asked was your respect. I am your Mother.

Sex Appeal
You Are 85% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Atmosphere
Walk in silence, Don't walk away, in silence. See the danger, Always danger, Endless talking, Life rebuilding, Don't walk away. Walk in silence, Don't turn away, in silence. Your confusion, My illusion, Worn like a mask of self-hate, Confronts and then dies. Don't walk away. People like you find it easy, Naked to see, Walking on air. Hunting by the rivers, Through the streets, Every corner abandoned too soon, Set down with due care. Don't walk away, in silence, Don't walk away.

Okay Boys...seriously
DO you think shouting us girls with the following is gonna get us to talk to you: "I'm Horny" "Wanna watch me jack off" "Can I see your private pics" "Wanna see my huge c*ck" "I'd like to....." " If you were a new hamburger at McDonald's, you would be McGorgeous." AND MY FAVE ADD ME TO YOUR FAMILY... I don't add just anyone so don't ask! And so on... This is not the way to make friends or get girls. Stop viewing us as MEAT and as smart women..(most of us) capable of intelligent conversation. Start thinking with the big brain and not the little one.

Why God Created Children.....this Is So True
Why God Created Children (this is great) WHY GOD CREATED CHILDREN (AND IN THE PROCESS GRANDCHILDREN) To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T ! " "Don't what ? " Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit ? We have forbidden fruit ? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit ! " "No Way ! " "Yes way ! " "Do NOT eat the fruit ! " said God. "Why ? " "Because I am your Father and I said so ! " God replied, wondering why H

Dr. Smith
A flat-chested young lady went to Dr. Smith about enlarging her tiny breasts. Dr. Smith advised her, "Every day after your shower rub your chest and say, "Scooby doobie doobies, I want bigger boobies." She did this faithfully for several months and it worked! She grew terrific D-cup boobs! One morning she was running late, got on the bus and in a panic realized she had forgotten her morning ritual. Frightened she might lose her lovely boobs if she didn't recite the little rhyme, she stood right there in the middle aisle of the bus closed her eyes and said, "Scooby doobie doobies, I want bigger boobies." A guy sitting nearby looked at her, "By any chance, are you a patient of Dr. Smith's?" "Why, yes I am... How did you know?" He leaned closer, winked and whispered, " Hickory dickory dock..."

Body Image
my but is big and round like the letter C and ten thousand lunges have made it rounder but not smaller and thats just fine its a space heater for my side of the bed its my ambassador to those who walk behind me its a border collie that herds skinny women away from the best deals at clothing sales my butt is big and thats just fine and those who might scorn it are invited to kiss it

Cherry Lucsious Lips!
Ok heres the deal: This is the luscious lips contest. So pretty your lips, take some pictures and have fun! The rules of this contest are: 1. All contestents who participate must have a picture of just their lips. 2. Only 1 picture per entry. 3. All contestents may comment bomb their own pictures. 4. The lips with the most comments at the end of the contest will win. The prizes: 1st Place: First place will recieve a Yacht and a Porsche 2nd Place: Second place will recieve a Corvette 3rd Place: Third place will recieve a silver motorcycle. This contest will begin on March 3rd at 12am and will last 1 week, ending on March 10th at 12am. Those of you who are interested in participating in this contest, please contact me and let me know! So put your lips together and start shooting!

Through The Glass
Looking through the glass at what i fear most not understaning this pain seeing the fear in their eyes as well the wind wispers his name reminiscing on what could have been shivering from what had occured only dreaming of what can happen next wishing for that happy ending is the only thought absurd Seeing the happiness on his face the gleam in his eye rather to sacrifice what i fear most than see pain, prefer to die looking back at the glass understanding what must be done but praying it never has to be seeing the suprised expression on her face, realizing the enemy in the looking glass, is me.

A Single Tear
A look, a quick glance. From across the room, our eyes dance. Hot breath on my face, the soft touch of your lips. The sweet whisper, of your voice in my ear. The calming sensation, as you touch my soul. The very thought, of not being with you. Not being able to see you, hear you, touch you, I fear. All of this is more, than I can bear. On my cheek, a single tear. A hot tear, that burns. My stomach, starts to churn. My deepest fear, seems so real.

Can You Say Idiot?
wow lets see how does it happen that we get such morons in charge of watching over this site? Great screening process. example. one of the million dollar bouncers told me that someone using a fake salute as is ok. when i asked if i did the same with their salute they told me its not ok. do that make any fucking sense? I guess its a do as say not as i do situation?

What Is Love???
A group of professionals posed the following question to a group of 4 to 8 year olds: "What does LOVE mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined: °When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love. Rebecca- age 8. °When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy- age 4 °Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving Cologne and they go out and smell each other. Kari- age 5 °Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs. Chrissy- age 6 °Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. Terri- age 4 °Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. Danny- age 7

Once Again
1 person has a CRUSH on you rite now! :-D Ha Ha,, who is it this time??? I found out who the last person was,,, an then they gave up on MAMA,,, sniff sniff... Now I've got another one so who huh who is it?? (TEE HEE).

Ever Feel Like Your A Soilder When Ur Not
bombshell #2 guy: hey girl: hey how are u sorry long time no here i was strictly busy and didn't have time to go on computer i got married last year and i moved out of my parents boy: how long you two know each other girl: for a few months but i knew he was the one so we just got married and we are happily together ----------- UGH

Addendum To Previous
It's a darn shame when you have to hide in your kid's room b/c the damn fool is ringing your doorbell and will not go away. I fear this is going to become much more serious than I had anticipated. Wish me luck on this one friends!

If
IF I WAS IN YOUR BED If you woke up one mornin and saw me in your bed wat would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) fuck me .... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!! an see how many ppl want u in their bed.u might be surprised by the answers u get back

My Everything
You are the love in my heart, the song in my soul, the answers to my prayers, the One who makes me whole!.. You are the oxygen in my life, the air that makes me breathe, the strength to keep me strong, and the truth that I believe!.. You are my warmth when I am cold, the light that helps me see, my laughter when I'm sad, the very best of me!.. You are the star in all my dreams, my logic when I'm wrong, all my greatest thoughts, and to whom I do belong!.. You are NOT just my somebody, You're my world, my life, my love. You truely are MY EVERYTHING, and much more than all above!!

Phone Comments
Hey if you wanted to leave me a voice comment on my page. Go to my homepage and scroll down there will be a box about phone recordings. Ring the number and type in my code then leave me a message. By the way its a freephone number which is even better lol. Hope to hear from you soon.

Your Touch
Our bodies meeting, And our bodies greeting reacting to the slightest nudge, the slightest kiss only you can do this you can make my blood flow make my heart race moving in a slow pace keeping the rhythm inside in your mind you're thinking while my love is sinking deeper and deeper in your soul "is this for real? this feeling that I feel... that takes my breath away..." among the heat and every heartbeat you sigh in relaxation "and now you see what you do to me after every slight touch..."

Passion
My best friend Chelle wrote this and I just love it. She's so full of love and passion, it takes my breath away sometimes. Soft, supple lips entwined passionate yet tender Feelings so amazing love surely will render Lustful touch brings her arousal so intense Mind swimming in pleasure that nothing makes sense Stiffening pressure from deep within passion Moisture that glistens is passions reaction They join and become one so slow and controlled Orgasmic delights soon taking it's hold Release turns to longing more ultimate pleasure Lust turns to love then something to treasure by Michelle

Q'vo Le
Greetings to all of CT and all of my gente buena, fea y grotesque. This is The FullMetal Mexican here with My First Blog and Im going tell la pura neta aqui y ahora. Yo soy de Los Angeles California y tengo un orgullo a ser parte de mi raza mexicana and even though people say im "white-washed" and I dont do what most of my pinche gente does well I dont need to listen to mexican music and I dont need to join some pendejo and his barrio para ser lo que yo soy; un verdadero Mexicano. I lived in Southern Califas, born and raised, but I got fed up with the gente out their and since I was wrongfully fired from my job I was going to come back to the Midwest anyways. Mi gusta el ambiente de aqui anque mucho de los gringos son de por aqa pues its hella cheaper and it snows something nuestra raza aint used to seeing because our querida tierra is usually hot. Right now I just got through a rather bitter break up con mi Ex Fiancee and im only looking out for me and my homies. You know who you are.

Count On Me
Count On Me If life becomes too much for you And a friend is what you need Just place your hand in mine And when things are rough...I'll lead. Feel free to lean against Me If your burden is too much I'll help you carry all the weight With just a gentle touch. I've strength enough for both of us You can always count on Me Give Me your heart to care for Let Me set your spirit free. I've time enough to listen To all you have to say I'm waiting just to hear from you All you have to do is pray.

Crush
I have a monster crush on you, A super-dinosaur! It sits upon my chest and throat And yet I beg for more. When you're away I miss you so My heart is full of sand. Yet when you're here my stupid fear Won't let me touch your hand. I cannot sleep, I cannot eat, I'm so wrapped up in you. My thoughts drift up, away from words, And fade into the blue. I know this crush is not your fault; The dinosaur is mine. Yet if you could, please rescue me, And put your arms around me, and hold me, and say you love me, and Oh! God! Would that be good!

Without Him...?
God, when I received this I thought... I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work. Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is.... Exactly, what has caused lot of the problems in our world today. We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning... Maybe, Sunday night... And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness... And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play... Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking... That... there is a time or place where.. HE is not to be FIRST in my life. We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us. MAKE TIME THIS WEEKEND TO LISTEN TO RADIO PROGRAM #2 It will truly bless you. http://www.lightforyourpath.com

People!
Just a little FYI before i start venting. Its very close for my monthly stomachs, bloating and temper to rage. Im not to book smart and i dont spell to well but I have common sence and I am a very good driver with road rage for people who dont know how to operate their machainery. DRIVES ME BONKERS! Green=GO! Dammit! Anyways. The MOST anoying thing is when I go somewhere to eat, through a drive through, to shop or to speand money I get someone who is a slacker and dont wanna do there job fully right or just dont care about what they're doing. So I end up wasting my time couse i have to either take my food back or like if im dealing with retail slackers, i have to call and talk to someone on the phone who at least acts like they're intreasted in whats going on. The food thing though, i dont understand how its so hard to make a freaking sandwich when everything you need is right there. I can say that couse i have worked in fast food and making the food is where i wanted to be couse i

Fortnight Of Fears
my heart, weak. my strength, no longer there. my fears are being verified. you don't care. i've felt it for some time, the list when you say it. as if you're a recording, on a loop never to quit. like the tape is worn. my world is torn. you were my strength. now, you left my heart forlorn. i said i loved you today, and did you find the words to say? no, you just changed the subject. i'm in disarray. don't want to hurt anymore. bet i'd find my courage, as i lay here on the floor, to do the thing my soul craves, if steven hadn't hidden my blade. alas, this is not the end. i sit and type as you play your role on cherrytap again. the more you think that things change, the more you see that they're the same. and as such, here i sit in pain. how i long to breathe. but it's getting hard to.what's left of me, will it be enough for you. i already know. NO! --Sent from my Helio

Notices
STARBUCKS DENIES COFFEE TO MARINES >> >> Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let >> them know how much they liked their coffees and >> to request that they send some of it to the troops there. >> >> Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of >> their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone >> in >> it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. >> So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by >> buying >> any of their products! As a war vet writing >> to fellow patriots, I feel we should get this out in the open. I know >> this >> war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't >> mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street >> and >> house-to-house for what they and I believe is right. >> If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard >> it >>

Love
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In re

Blue October - Hate Me
(If you're sleeping are you dreaming If your dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe you actually picked me.) (”Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you ware doing. You sounded really uptight last night. It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too. I just wanted to make sure you were really OK, And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication. You know I love you, and... Take care honey I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye bye”) I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you neve

Stuff
now ill have time to think about stuff.. which i really need to... to make sure im making the right decisions.. about everything... sometimes i dont think i do... "I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than everything" "The hardest thing in life i to find someone who knows all of Your flaws, differences && mistakes ++ Stil loves everything about you " "Never give up on something that you cant go a day without thinking about"

To All Women
To All the women in life, Hey how are you ??? I hope this letter finds you in good health, and in good spirits. I am doing well myself , but I am a little concerned. My concern is about your self-worth. Do you know your own self-worth??? I am not being funny, this is so, so serious to me. I hate seeing grown women who have so much going for them and everyone can see it but them. I hate reading about women who allow men to beat them and they come back for more because they dont wanna be alone. It hurts me to my heart when I read about throwing your life away to chase some fool who doesnt even know how valuable you are. You are worth more than most men are willing to say. You are worth more than the images of yourself that are seen and heard daily in the media. I want you to know you are special. You are a grown woman. Beautiful, smart, vivacious and full of life. Other women want to know you and men want to be with you. Take the time to become something glorious. Be a mother, bu

I Am Cancer...lol....
What Are You? Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward in a new email with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sigh t. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy.

Dreams To Reality...
If dreams could be reality Then I would be afraid I dream all night of evil thoughts Dreaming it`s to late The world would come now to an end All love is growing dim If dreams would be reality this is how I mean I`m hoping, praying, preacing Better days would come But all I see is chaos Mass destruction can`t be won Humanity has killed therselve saw it coming for too long But they could not redeem therselve about all that they have done They destroyed all what they loved All creatures great and small That`s why I dream this dream today becuase this day, Will come .....

Reward-true Story
Reward-true story ( From my Captain on USS Nicholas DD-449...True Sea Story!!!) This Texas type decided to try reward in the toilet training routine. Do well all day and you get a trip to IHOP. One day, it seemed to him that his daughter was behind the curve, so he said "if you go in now I will give you a piece of candy." His daughter looked at him and said, "I only work for IHOP." R/ DEC405

20 Puns: These Are So Bad; They're Actually Quite Funny..
1. Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. 2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." 3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted. 4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra. 5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm and says: "A beer please, and one for the road." 6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?" 7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home!" "That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome" "Is it common?" "Well, It's Not Unusual." 8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly. "It's true, no bull!" exclaimed Daisy. 9. An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at either. 10. Deja Moo: The feelin

Lets Share
Ok I get it no one wants to show me their tits. This is unfortunate for me. I thought there were more daring people on here than there actually are. I guess I was wrong. If you want to show them to me then by all means do so msg me and tell me HERE THEY ARE.

The Marine. Semper Fi
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! Its Just Me remove friend subject: The Marine! (repost) date: 2007-03-02 05:47:40 Please don't delete this until you send it on, Let's send it around the world. FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE ! We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country >From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But sti

Hmmmm
I have alot on my mind, and honestly I don't want to write it. The last time I bared my soul, the haters came through. I am not one to hate anyone or make fun, so when someone attacks me for no reason, I get pissed. Especially when it comes to attacking MY feelings and looking for comfort and answers from friends. Or just wanting to type it out to vent. All I can say is that I AM moody, must be, I am sooo fuckin moody. Lately I've been catching myself. Just because I know I am doesn't mean that I really SEE it. I think I've been driving others away, and I don't mean to. Just I an't stand when someone is so thoughtless or plain airheaded. I can't stand it. So I go off and then well, I feel bad. Alot of times I get mad at myself because I do but I do have feelings too. I'm not a coldhearted bitch. So I wonder if I just flipped out for something small or not. And so I apologize and then something bigger happens. So then what. Yeah, I'm a moody bitch but I am not gonna tolerate just pla

Arctic Monkeys - Mardy Bum
now then mardy bum i see your frown and its like lookin down the barrel of a gun and it goes off how come all these words oh theres a very plaesant side to you a side i much prefer its one that laughs and jokes around remember cuddles in the kitchen yeah to get things of the ground and it goes up up and away oh but its right hard to remember that on a day like today when your all argumentative and youve got the face on now then mardy bum oh im in trouble again arnt i i thought as much as you turned over there pullin that silent disapointed face the one that i cant bare why cant we laugh and joke around remember cuddles in the kitchen yeah to get things of the ground and it goes up up and away oh but its right hard to remember that on a day like today when your all argumentative and youve got the face on yeah im sorry i was late well i missed the train and the traffic was a state but i cant be arsed to carry on w

Wwe Recap, Wrestlemania Recall, Final Thoughts
Here we go again! This has been a crazy week in WWE! Let's recap the week that was! RAW The night began with Rated-RKO planting a seed in the head of WWE Champion John Cena regarding Shawn Michaels and his past with his Tag Team partners. Rated-RKO warned the WWE Champion to watch his back and be wary of HBK because of said past. HBK proved time and again that he had Cena's back...until WrestleMania. The proof was when HBK turned that seed against both the Legend Killer and Rated R Superstar. A shot with the Championship title to Edge's back had Edge wondering who hit him...until he caught Randy Orton with the "smoking gun." That move proved to be fatal as Orton was hit with a double dose of Sweet Chin Music and an FU. Also in the Battle of the Billionaires, Donald Trump chose ECW World Heavyweight Champion Bobby Lashley as his representative. Lashley will face Mr. McMahon's representative, Intercontinental Champion Umaga. Even with extra security on hand, Lashley and U

A Rose
A Rose...It's beautiful, delicate, silky, smells wonderful, always colorful, sexy in so many ways, yet still has a thorn that can come out and bite you. A Rose, becareful how you touch it. Will you get bitten, caressed or nibbled...your choice....

March Madness
Gotta love my basketball. It won't be into true effect until this weekend. Pretty much excited about Maryland going in. I know most are like... urgh basketball but hell.. it always makes me remember when I played rec league. It wasn't as good as HS volleyball but it definitely was fun. I just wish it was more than just Sundays and i wasn't such a spaz. Oh well..ya grow out of that shit eventually. Nothing really much else to say. Anything good for you? ~Timmy~

A Mother's Beauty
A Mother's Beauty by Storm (EMB) Beautiful as a flower Unknowing of her power Gentle as a breeze Admiring all she sees Touch of a feather Hair is of heather Eyes are all knowing Skin softly glowing Heart of a saviour Loving is her behavior Helpful and giving More than mere living A star shining bright Brightest of light More sturdy than oak Warmth of a cloak Strength of a storm Above all the norm A rose like no other She was my Mother

Growls_ Apparently I Need To Repeat Myself
If you seek a cyber partner... a web cam buddy etc.. Leave me Alone! I dont want nor do I need your attention... I am not seeking to get laid !!!!!!!!!! While that maybe someone else's issue it is not mine!! The first in a list of people was banned tonight.

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Christians Murdered Indians Even in the initial stages of contact between European Christians and Native Indian people the stage was set for ethnocentrism, and the attitude towards the Indians was that of Christian superiority. The Indians were read a proclamation in Spanish which they had no hope of understanding, they had no hope of understanding the death sentence they were being read, and it went something like this: "We ask and require you to acknowledge the church as the ruler and superior of the whole world and the high priest called pope and in his name the king of Spain as lords of this land. If you submit we shall receive you in all love and charity and shall leave you, your wives and children and your lands free without servitude, but if you do not submit we shall powerfully enter into your country and shall make war against you, we shall take you and your wives and your children and shall make slaves of them and we shall take away your goods and shall do you

Poetry That I Write.
MY DEATH It's cold, so cold Darker, it is growing darker I can hear the sharp, cold point cracking the many layers of cold, cold skin. I smell roses Aaah... the death rose It gets colder No! No! Please! Hold me one last time as my cold, cold blood spills upon the darkest floors It hurts so bad I look up and see ur empty eyes You never cared One tear u shed for me Now I lay here and welcome the once feared death!

Medical Concerns
>>After his exam the doctor said to the elderly man, "You appear to > > >>be in good health. Do you have any medical concerns you would like > > >>to ask me about?" > > >> > > >> > > >>"In fact, I do," said the old man. "After I have sex I am usually > > >>hot and sweaty, and then , after I have sex with her the second > > >>time, I am usually cold and chilly." > > >> > > >> > > > >>After examining his elderly wife, the doctor said, > > >>"Everything appears to be fine. Do you have any medical concerns > > >>that you would like to discuss with me?" > > >> > > >> > > >>The lady replied that she had no questions or concerns. > > >> > > >>The doctor then said to her: "Your husband had an unusual concern. > > >>He claims that he is usually hot and sweaty after having sex with > > >>you the first time, and then cold and chilly after the second > > >>time. Do you know why?" > > >> > > >> > > >>"Oh, that crazy old fart,"

Passing
"Passings" Barely breathing; hardly here A life soon passing; drawing near Walls of the soul keep closing in Where it may go; where it has been Darkly shadows; wicked light They sit right by your side tonight A stranger's voice is calling you, To bring it home, and dawn anew Lifetime passes by your eyes Truths are told; wears no disguise A soul's been cleansed; prepared a course, For all its good; less its remorse Lifting upwards, Heaven brings Angels bear untarnished wings And guided to that promised place, To taste the light of sweet embrace

I Believe
I believe- That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- That you can keep going, long after you can't. I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I believe- That money is a lousy way of keeping score. I believe- T

Slave Boy
Slave Boy Bend me over and spank me ass Tell me I’m bad make it last I am a slave tonight for you Whatever you want I am here to do Treat me the way you would your slave Put me one my knees make me beg Tie me down nice and tight I’m your toy to have all night Crawl up my body Come on baby lets get real naughty Kneel right over my face and tease Tell me to lick you but make me say please Make me taste your sweet juices tonight Get closer to my face and grind me it’s alright Turn around and bend down Ride my face and make me go downtown Take my cock in your mouth and start tease Grab me hard and make me say please This 69 will be just the start of it tonight Because I’m your slave boy who can go all night Poetry In Motion “Mario” http://www.myspace.com/dying_poet http://blog.myspace.com/dying_poet

Handcuffs And Blindfolds
Handcuffs and Blindfolds Dark room lit by candle light Knowing this will be one crazy night You and I with no boundaries Being as kinky as two people can be Tonight our passions will be set free I start to strip away all your cloths Naked wondering what this night will hold Out come the handcuffs to cuff you to the bed And if that isn’t enough remember what I said No boundaries tonight Now a Blindfold comes to take away your sight Naked and helpless cuffed to my bed Fingers touch you softly messing with your head My tongue is licking you teasing your body As I start to get a little naughty Making you wet for me as I start to tease Going to have you begging me Saying please oh please I will bring you to the gates of heaven Having you hitting orgasm again and again Tonight’s going to be a night of pure passion Because handcuffed you’re going to be my sin Are you ready for tonight’s fun to begin Handcuffed and helpless you’re ass is mine Tonight’s goin

Cry
CRY There’s nothing wrong with the down pours of sorrow for it Wipes away the distress of tomorrow But allow me to swallow my pride because I was told as a child a lie, You know the one about a man is not suppose to cry Now I’ve realized if you don’t cry Internally you’ll die I’m surprised that today I’m still alive All of the hurt that has consumed me from the inside When I thought that I had someone by my side and to find out I was on a solo ride. Going through this life living a lie, Thinking while I was sinking and shrinking into a shallow grave Swallowed by the tears that flow to and fro like crashing waves Drowning in a tear filled grave Now I express my pain instead of allowing the veins of my flesh to protrude To the vision of another Calling out to someone who was suppose to be my lover Foolish thinking on my part as my heart was torn and ripped apart Contemplating suicide as I sat in the dark Listening to the slow palpitations of my heart

My Guest Book
HEY EVERYONE THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE BUT PLEASE STOP BY MY PAGE AND SIGN THE GUEST BOOK YOU CAN DOWNLOAD A PIC AND IT WILL SHOW WHERE UR FROM ITS GREAT AS U CAN SEE IM UP MORE NOW NOT SO STONED(DAMMIT) SO I AM ON HERE A LIL MORE. MISS ALL OF YOU MUAHHHS IF YOU HAVE A GUEST BOOK LET ME KNOW ILL SIGN URS YOU CAN GET ONE BY CLICKING MINE. LUV YA ALL MUAHHHH

Invincible By Crossfade
I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that is just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder have you already figured out All these things I tried to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I wanna make sure everything's perfect for you If you only knew that's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey ya I wonder if you have already figured out All these things I tried to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me N

Be Careful Of Who You Meet Up With In Here!!!
You know I am having as much fun as the next person at this site. I'm having a peachy time leaving comments on peoples photos, talking with interesting people, posting my own stuff, looking at all the photos and what people consider sexy ..especially the ink!!! Thanks to all that have written me. But ya know... you just gotta be careful!! That person on the other end may look hot to trot..and over the internet and webcam,or phone, they are just the nicest person. So you strike up a friendship and start talking on a regular basis. "Wow, we have so much in common! " you think. "She really likes cheese, I like cheese!" "She thinks Van Halen was better with David Lee Roth,too!" Or " He thinks Howard K Stern Killed Anna Nicole,too!" or "He thought E.T was a stupid movie ,also, and the only reason he was crying was that little rodent looking alien DIDNT die .Wow thats what I think !" You know what I mean. And then you start wanting to meet in person ..and do all sorts of nice things tog

Thanks!!
Ya know...lots of people on CT have been really cool since I got on here...Added me, talked to me, helped me win the MILF contest...and I've made some friends! So thanks! To all of you really cool people who have made this so much fun, I hope I've done the same for you! If not, then tell me I need a boot up the ass or something! Love and hope you're all having a good time!

No Good Deed...
...goes unpunished. It's not often that I get as irritated as I am right this moment. I hate when people make assumptions. I mean really, REALLY hate it. I became friends with this guy while he was in Iraq. Yeah, there was some casual flirting and stuff, but that was about it. We became good friends. He confided in me about issues he was having at home. I gave him advice. I also saved his bacon several times because he wasn't the best judge of people. He was looking to spread his wings. He was married and felt trapped. Things weren't going well on that front. I somehow turn into Dear Abbey with most of my friends. I don't mind. If I can help someone I'm cool with it. I tend to be blunt and I don't play BS games. The last time I talked to him he'd finally made some permanent decisions about his life. I was happy for him that he'd finally gotten some closure on some of the issues that seemed to be haunting him. I hadn't talked to him in a while. I've been pretty b

Fog
Walkin through the foggy valley, searching for something, but what? Have you ever wondered why you wander again for months searching for nothing? A sense of completion comes over you one foggy night, you finally realize there is nothing to be found... yet still having hope, you still search... That is why we are all human... We walk on this earth always pretending to know where we are going yet truly don't have a clue... Just makes you sit back, nod, and just think... There will be a day where the fog lifts and we do see our future... If I don't find it here on earth, I will when the light comes again

I Want To Get To Know You
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANT TO KNOW YOU I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE 1. Can you cook? 2. What was your dream growing up? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. What zodiac sign are you? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? 10. Do we know each other outside of Cherry Tap? 11. What is your favorite sport? 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16. Do have any pets? 17. Do you know how to do the macerana? 18. What time is it where you are now

Im Sorry
ok yesterday i was pissed at my soon to be ex husband because he is a jerk ass...i decided to get online and my good friend marco was on and of course asked how i was doing, and me being the retard that i am jumped his ass...i told him the fuck off and more..when i woke this morning i was feeling bad so i gave him a text that said i was sorry and i didnt mean what i said..long story short we made up and all things are cool...we are the ninjas of the world...

Im Sorry Part 2
ok so i did say a lot of hateful things to him, if he reads this, which i hope he does then he will understand..im fucking stressed out and im on the edge..im about to check myself into a mental ward...my second marriage and it goes bad,,,,wtf is wrong with my ass...how do you fuck up 2 marriages..ok so anyways no more rambling.:)

Jokes
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ************************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ************************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test. The optician showed him a card with the letters: 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the o

Muahahaha
SECRET LOVERS By: Atlantic Starr Here we are, the two of us together Takin’ this crazy chance to be all alone We both know that we should not be together ‘Cause if we’re found out, it could mess up Both our happy homes I hate to think about us all meeting up together ‘Cause as soon as I look at you it will show on my face, yeah Then they’ll know that we’ve been loving each other We can’t let ‘em know, no, no, no We can’t leave a trace Secret lovers, yeah, that’s what we are We should not be together But we can’t let go, no, no ‘Cause we love each other so Ooh…ooh… Sittin’ at home, I do nothin’ all day But I think about you and hope that you’re okay Hopin’ you’ll call before anyone gets home I wait anxiously alone by the phone How could something so wrong be so right I wish we didn’t have to keep our love out of sight, yeah Living two lives just ain’t easy at all But we gotta hang on in there or fall Secret lovers, yeah, that’s what we are We shou

Floater...
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her oldHammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the best of him and he could no longer resist. "Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it

Lost A Friend Saturday
Lost a good friend sat. Had a stroke in his sleep after from returning from the bar and when to sleep to never to awake. Was kept on life support until tue 3-6. Going to miss him very much. too many good times to talk about. He will be missed.... rip jame's daniels 42 yrs of age.

Buying Dog In Sin City
Buying Dog In Sin City When I lived in NYC my girl & I developed a crak & heroin habit. The crak we just got bored with, but heroin’s roots run a taste deeper. We self-medicated buying 400 lortabs @ a time. Even though we took 16 a day each, we were still in pain & could smell the aspirin coming thru our pores. Finally, we bought enuff methodone to kill most of the craving. We hoped to tough out the rest. When my girlfriend & I moved away from NYC we thought we’ld die, no way we could find methadone or heroin in Lexington. I’ld never found heroin even when I was up to my neck in drugs, I had a friend who always had me on the lookout to spend her inheritance. Hell I didn’t even know what methadone was til I found out it took away the pain of withdrawal. I wish there was a word that fit better than pain. Pain doesn’t scratch the surface of what you feel. It’s an insult to the word. To my surprise, we had no problem finding methadone. A sleazy little friend of Shannon’s told us

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok guys goin to put in some wonderful songs next week all ready got a lineup ready but until then enjoy Rage Against the Machine with Renegades of Funk :D No matter how hard you try, you can't stop us now No matter how hard you try, you can't stop us now We're the renegades in this atomic age This atomic age of renegades Renegades in this atomic age This atomic age of renegades Since the Prehistoric ages and the days of ancient Greece Right down through the Middle Ages Planet earth kept going through changes And then the renaissance came, the times continued to change Nothing stayed the same, but there were always renegades Like Chief Sitting Bull, Tom Payne Dr. Martin Luther King, Malcom X They were renegades of their time and age The mighty Renegades We're the renegades of funk We're the renegades of funk We're the renegades of funk We're the renegades of funk From a different solar system many many galaxies away We are the force of another creation A

Semiawake
Bright sunny morning here and looks beautiful with the snow on the ground. :) And yes I went out in my barefeet last night. I don't remember waking as much last night. And wanted to sleep longer this morning. Ankle feels a little better. Grandpa Dick came home from the hospital late yesterday. He will still be given an IV with antibiotics every day at home. Still feeling pretty good about things. I just have to keep a positive attitude and remember that I have lots of friends that care. Sometimes I forget that and feel alone. Not too much planned today... work and then choir practice tonight. I have been a lot more focused lately with work. I guess it has helped in the last week that I just haven't tried to think so much. Thinking gets me worried about things I have no control over. Why should I worry about things that I can't change right?

Jesus Christ Superstar - Act 7 - Pilate's Dream.
Pilate, the man who later is forced to crucify Jesus, has a dream about Jesus before even meeting him. He dreamed that he was forced to kill him and then millions and millions of people cried and they all blamed him for the death of that one man. Horrible dream, if you ask me, but yes, that's his nightmare and here he is crying.

Ink
I PRETTY MUCH GREW UP IN A TATTOO SHOP. INK HAS BEEN MY LIFE MY WORLD WHATEVER YOU WANNA CALL IT. I VIEW TATTOOS DIFFERENTLY THAN OTHERS. INK IS A FOUNDATION OF A PERSON SOUL EVERY PIECE YOU HAVE PLACED ON YOUR BODY HAS A MEANING RATHER IT BE A STUPID ONE OR A DEEP ONE THERES A REASON. EACH TIME YOU HAVE INK PLACED INTO YOUR SKIN YOU COME CLOSER TO YOUR INNER SELF THE PAIN MY BE THERE BUT HEY PAIN IS ALL PART OF THE GAME. THATS WHAT I LEARNED FROM A VERY CERTAIN TATTOO ARTIST KNOWN IN DALLAS, TX KNOWN AS REV JOHN.

"near You Always"
Please don't say I love you, those words touch me much too deeply and they make my core tremble Don't think you realize the effect you have over me Please don't look at me like that It just makes me want to make you near me always Please don't kiss me so sweet it makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow And please don't touch me like that makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow And please don't come so close it just makes me want to make you near me always Please don't bring me flowers they only whisper the sweet things you'd say Don't try to understand me your hands already know too much anyway It just makes me want to make you near me always And when you look in my eyes please know my heart is in your hands It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms you have complete power over me So be gentle if you please, 'cause Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth And it makes me want to make you near me always Your hands are in m

I Found A Pube...
I found a pube upon my desk. I wonder who's it was. I found a curly browny pube I KNOW it wasn't fuzz. I sit and stare and wonder how This pube has come to rest Right here beside my very chair Next to my writing desk.

I *heart* My Crazies
I don't care for boring people. Because they...well...they bore the piss out of me. I don't care for people who say "I have a funny story" and then continue to go on and tell a completely UN funny story. I don't care for people who are all stiff and judgy. I don't care for religious people who judge others because they do not go to church and worship every Sunday. I Believe in God. I believe in the Goddess earth too. I like to stick my bare toes into the grass, raise my face to the stars and worship like that. I think that the human body is a beautiful thing. And that it should be worshiped as well. From one lover to another. And not necessarily from only a man to a woman. I believe that you can love another persons soul. And that It doesn't matter where it resides. I do not believe that there is a thick line between sanity and Insanity. I think that if there is indeed a line there. It is blurry. And I'd rather take a step on the crazy side thankyouverymuch. I r

Don't Ask...
If you call me up in the middle of the day and ask me what I am doing. Please don't be surprised if I say "Laying on the bed naked drying off" or if you ask why i didn't answer the phone and i say "I was masturbating" stifle your intake of shocked air. Especially my girls. They have both heard this from me. I have the best time playing with my Geeka. One day she called me. Here was our convo from a couple months back... "Hello?" "Good MORNING Beanie beanie bo beanie!!!!!" I laugh. "Good morning geeks." "I miiiiiss you beanie, what are you doing?" "Laying on my bed drying off." She pauses. "Drying off from WHAT! Beanieeee?" "My shower." I answer "you just lay there and dry off?" "No.....I have the fan on my crotch." "WHYYYYY!?" She squeals "Oh Sheryl! Don't tell me you dry off with a towel...oh no!!!" "Yes i do I DO beanie......why?" she sounds worried. "I bet you have a wrinkly pussy." I could barely stifle my laughter. Barely. I had to co

Thank You All
hey everyone, thank you all for the ratings and comments and all,i just wanted to tell you all that im trying to return the favor and i will but its really busy in here and i want to get to all of you dont leave me i;ll be there soon

Devotion
Bound, not by rope, chains or restraints, but by the love for a man. I can feel the strength of your love surround me, and as I am enveloped by it, our souls tangle. My emotions overwhelm me and I begin to weep, As the tears roll silently down my cheeks, my eyes are cast downwards in shame.. What can I do to prove my worth? I am filled with the fear of failure, not only of failing you, but myself and the person I long to become.. As you gently wipe the tears from my face, and hold me tightly, I look into your eyes and realize, you are the person that has been missing from my life for so long.. Only with you in my life am I truly complete.. I am yours and I hope that I can show you what you truly mean to me.. All I ask is that you hold me, hold me tightly until the fear subsides..

Stealth...
I am stealth. I tiptoe to the bedroom and look at him asleep. His soft snores fill the air. I gently pull back the covers and ease into bed. His snores are indisturbed. I creep over. His breath hitches. I stop. His snores resume. I am beside him. I look down at his head. The blankets are pulled up to his ears. He lays on his left side. Facing me. I peel back the covers and expose his face. I lean in. I lean in. I can feel him awaken. I can feel his breath hold. I lean in. Until my lips touch his ear. And I whisper. "WHACCHA DOIN?????" His laugh rumbles and shakes the bed. I swipe my tongue across his eyelashes. "Are you busy?" I whisper into his eye. "Noooooooo stupid head!" He whine whispers. I stick my finger into his nostril and say "Im just barely touching youuuu Im just barely touching youuuu." in a singsong voice. He snorts my finger out of his nose. "wake up wake up lets have coffee!" It's morning i

Scottish Patter
[edit] A * amurNay - I am not! * aslaat - I was remarked to say (So the boss sez tae me that I was lazy, and aslaat "Naw amurNay!") [edit] B * baltic - really cold (It is the Baltic!) * bampot - an idiot, unhinged person (He is a bampot) * bawbag - scrotum, pejorative (That guy's a bawbag) * bawsed - drunk (I was pure bawsed the other night) * blootered - drunk * boggin - smelly, dirty (That's boggin'!) [edit] C * chib/chibbin - a chib is a weapon (knife, bat, wood) - chibbin is the adjective (He is gonna get a chibbin!) * coupon - face (What's the matter with your coupon?) [edit] D * dog/doggin - to skip school/play truant (Dogger's card - a card where person has to get signed for attending each class) [edit] F * faird - to be scared (I am faird of the dark) * fousty - dark/damp [edit] G * geggy - mouth - "( Wheesht yer geggy") * ginger - carbonated drink, red hair

How Pathetic Am I?
Kay So Basically I Just Got Dumped By Cantrell Because I Didnt' Go Online And Tell Him I Couldn't Be Online Cuz I Was At The Hospital Watching My God Daughter Be Born.Now I Understand That I've Been An Extremely Seflish Person When It Comes To Myself And Cantrell But I Really Wanted To Work On It...I Meant it. And Then Fate Steps In And I Have To Go To The Hospital...GOD DAMNIT If I Could Turn Back Time I Would've Called Him. I Would've Got Online. Just So Everyone Knows I'm Seriousely Done With Love. I've Resigned To The Fact That There Really Isn't Anything Out There For Me But Friendship. I Mean Really...I Just Got Him Back And I Fucked It Up Already...I'm Mans Friend...Not Mans Love. It Just Hurts Soo Bad To Finally Realize It. I Wanna Crawl Up Into The Fetal Position And Cry Myself To Sleep. Welcome To The World Of Heartache Aubriana Nichole....My Little Angel. At Least I Have That Preciouse Face To Look At Every Day. Thank God For Life....I'm So Fucking Sorry Cantrell. It's Like

Lol Here We Go Yet Again
If someone tells u they love u do u believe them???? I never know what to believe comein out of a mans mouth.....does distance ever play a part or should it if someone really loves someone???? Do woman fall faster then men ??? or Do men fall faster for a woman ??? Does showing on here make someone like someone more or less ???? Let me know what u think lol i know im a bitch lol

What Really Happened To The Dinosaurs
HOW JELL-O® KILLED THE DINOSAURS by Frank Wu and Ben Lethbridge We believe Jell-O® may have played a major role in the mass extinction of the dinosaurs. Background: The Collision In 1979, geologist Walter Alvarez discovered unexpectedly large amounts of the metal iridium in sediments that date from the time of the dinosaur extinction. Alvarez and others have taken this to be evidence that a large object struck the earth and, directly indirectly, killed off the dinosaurs. The Presence of Jell-O® Trace metal analysis performed with atomic absorption spectroscopy revealed that some flavors of Jell-O® contain small but significant levels of iridium. The comet that collided with the earth, causing the dinosaur extinction, may not have been a dirty snowball or a big rock; rather, this body perhaps represents a previously unidentified class of comets called Jell-O-roids, which consist of lumpy, improperly mixed Jell-O®. A ball of Jell-O® 10 to 12 miles in diameter (a Jell-O

The Genocydal Empyre V2.0 News 3/10/07
Hi everyone, Lord Genocyde here and normally, I'm clowning and promoting shows using this but today, this won't be the case. I have something very important to announce to listeners, fans, bands, etc. Doc Nasty (Owner and Operator of KrushRadio Networks): "okay, so, yesterday, the Govt passed specific legislation that was initiated by SoundExchange, wwho is the licensing body of the RIAA...for lack of a better explanation what this legislation does is ....for lack of a better way of putting it .... outlaws the way we broadcast, which is via mp3. the way it works, is that we have to have DRM Enabled streams... This will kill our ability to do what we do. The main reason for this new law, and new fee structure is because XM and Sirius are merging. which means, they are losing a couple million dollars in licensing. to make it up, they have to get it back somewhere As of today, krushradio, and other stations of hte krushradio networks, are now operating withou

Possiblities
Surprising what will land in you lap when not searching when looking for simplistic, complexity arrives But through the complexity the uncertainty, the unclarity suddenly becomes clearer, less uncertain Holding off, closing off not allowing to feel suddenly dimissish as i get near to you the hate, the pain once felt is slowly dimissing away happiness, joy, love are replacing the pain not allowing it to remain The strength you give me allows me to grow in to myself again never allowing me to be that person again opening myself up to the possiblities of love again allowing myself to be all that i can be; to feel all i can and to share all i am

5 Questions
Since I already know my friends on LJ rather well, I'll just transplant this meme here. 1. Leave me a comment saying "Interview me". (If you want to, of course! No pressure at all.) 2. I'll respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature (or not so creepy/personal). 3. Update your blog with the answers to the questions. 4. Include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post. 5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, ask them five questions.

Another Poem
In this world. When people are mean, hateful and cruel These are the type of people in this world who rule. No one really cares who you are just what they can take. This is what the world has come to people that are fake. It seems there is no more love in this world to find. No one has love anymore its seems there unkind. If there were more love in the the world it would be a better place. In this world we live this is what we all face. In this world no one is the blame Put more Love in the world there is no shame. When people are mean, hateful and cruel These are the type of people in this world who rule. By native.

How Immature
Ok, so the more I'm on this site, the more I realize how cool some people are, and how immature some other people are. I apologize if anyone found my last bulletin offensive. It was meant as mostly a joke... Someone took offense to it and took me off his friends list, re-rated me a 1 and blocked me... WTF is that? I don't even need to watch soaps anymore, there's enough drama here, lol. Love you all :) Hope no one else takes offense to my drunken ramblings :)

Ranting
Entry for March 10, 2007 A shitty day Have you ever had a day where you just know you should roll over and go back to sleep instead of wakeing up ? Well today was one of them days for me and I am telling you next time you feel like that just rool over and go back to sleep because it is just going to be a shitty day trun the phones off trun the comp off lock the doors and go back to sleep!!! I no know the meaning of a day from hell I do not think I could take another thing going wrong. I found out how hard it is to love someone so much and they dont care and they dont love you back. (or at least that is how i feel) But I guess life moves on and so do they .. Why do people like hurting other? Do they get a kick out of it ? I am not saying it is always men that do the hurting because there are some women out there that do it just as much as the guys do. I am not pointing fingures yet !! Just kidding.. Some thing in life really suck. If I had just one wish it would be to rewind bac

My Feelings Today..lol
well just wanted to leave a note to say the last few days have been pretty awesome.. start with sat 3/10 me and my oldest sons father got back togther and we took all the kids to a park and had a great time.. and then 3/11 did the same thing.. I had suck a good time both days with my children and him!! Its awesome!! I love my boyfriend and now I know it's real!!

The Year So Far...
What a year so far... Current mood: distressed Another weekend down the toilet. Man am I tired of making plans and them being cancelled. I am tired of attitudes as well, always bn miss understood. I don't understand that when u say something the negative way is how everyone takes it. Like when ur just stating a general answer and someone assumes that it was a malicious comment. If anyone has a reason 2b negative its me. I have signed a transfer at my job, and been waiting to tansfer since September, and it looks to be a couple of more months til the transfer takes place. Getting off of a 14hr shift is one of the reasons I signed the transfer, I was tired of it and was starting to be constanly late. Due to me being late I will now b fired the next time I am late. Yet if I had transfered back in September I wouldn't be in this predicament. I also have a union contract with my job coming to a close and it doesn't look good. It seems that we will most likely strike. Thats fine I b

Some Of My Poems
I BEEN WRITING ABOUT THIS SUBJECT ALOT....LOL I Want You To Need ME I wanna be the face you see When you close your eyes I wanna be the touch you need Every single night I wanna be your fantasy And be your reality And everything in between. I wanna be the eyes That look deep into your soul I wanna be the world to you I just wanna be it all I wanna be your deepest kiss The answer to your every wish And all that you ever need. I want you to need me Like the air that you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream. The way that I taste you Feel you Need you I want you to need me Like I need you! Brian March 09,2007 Intimate thoughts I want someone true To share my life My innermost thoughts Know intimate details Who'll stand by my side Give me support And in return Will get mine And will listen to me Wh

Can't Help Falling In Love
Wise men say only fools rush in But I can't help falling in love with you Shall I stay Would it be a sin If I can't help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I can't help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I can't help falling in love with you For I can't help falling in love with you Elvis

No Online Relationships
this is gonna piss alot of people off BUT! NO MORE ONLINE RELATIONSHIPS, GIRLFREINDS OR HUBBYS OR WHAT EVER FRIENDS ONLY!!! IVE SEEN THE WORST OF IT ON HERE IM DONE WITH IT ALL IM TAKEN IN REAL LIFE HER REAL NAME IS LEXY THATS ALL I NEED SORRY IF I SEEM LIKE AN ASSHOLE OR BASTARD BUT IM DONE WITH IT ALL!! ONLY ME AND MY FREINDS THATS IT!!!! SORRY BOUT YOUR LUCK!! ONLY MY REAL FREINDS WILL RESPECT THIS!!! TO ANYONE WHO HAS A PROBLEM I DONT CARE ITS THE INTERNET AND KISS MY ASS!! THEE SALEM LACROIX!!

I Am Back In Charge Time To Cowgirl Up An Cowboy Up
ALRIGHT I KNOW THIS HAS BEEN A CRAZY ASS RIDE BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IVE SEEN LITTLE OUT THE COWGIRLS AN COWBOYS OF CT AND IM ALITTLE PISSED OFF AS EVEN WHEN I WAS AWAY NO ONE SEEMED TO CARE THAT I WAS MISSING SO NOW IM SAYING NOT ASKING I WANT TO KNOW WHO ALL IS STILL WITH THE GROUP CAUSE I HAVE LOST TRACK AND IF YOU ARE APART OF THE GROUP YOU ALL NEED TO STEP UP YOU KNOW THAT THIS GROUP IS NOT A BULLSHIT GROUP AN NO DRAMA AND YOU KNOW WE NEVER TOOK BULLSHIT SO HOLLER BACK AN LET ME KNOW OH AN IF YOU LEFT THE GROUP WITHOUT TELLIN ANYONE DONT ASK TO COME BACK YOUR NOT WELCOME ROBIN THANKS FOR TAKIN THIRD IN CHARGE AN TO THE PEACEMAKERS THANKS FOR KICKIN ASS ! THE COWGIRL IN PINK HEAD OF THE C N C OF CT!

This Aint Tennessee
It's a big estate With wrought iron gates And palm trees standin' tall Fancy mirrors and chandeliers Comfort wall to wall And the ocean air is so crisp and clear And they rave about our view But there ain't no mountain breeze And there ain't no hickory trees And this ain't tennessee And she ain't you There's a bedroom suite Where she comes to me And as her fingers touch my face I close my eyes and I fantasize Of another time and place What she feels is so warm and real And I know her love is true And she tries so hard to please Still I think sometimes she sees That this ain't tennessee And she ain't you It's not that it's not good enough And it's not that I'm not man enough There's just somethin' easy goin' that I love About you and tennessee So I made up my mind to learn my lines And try to play the part But part of me is in tennessee And deep down in my heart I miss my smoky mountain home And I miss your lovin' too And it's deep inside of me And

Insanity
SEEMS AS THOUGH NOTHING I DO IS GOOD ENOUGH. NOTHING I TRY IS WORKING... I TRY NOT TO THINK OF U BUT UR MEMORY IS STILL LURKING. LIKE A DUSTY SHADOW IN MY MIND, U LINGER THERE, NO WORDS, NO VOICE.. I DONT WANT TO THINK OF U BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE. U HAVE CRAWLED INTO MY HEAD MAKING ME CRAZY AND INSANE AND I CAN SAY IS I HAVE ONLY MYSELF TO BLAME.

A Mixed Salad Of Emotions
I should probably be angry about what happened to me this morning. But I'm not. I should probably be sad...well, sadder than I am. But I'm just plain tired. I'm tired of what I have to do to get it all together again. I need a nap. Good live music tonight is my only sanity right now.

I've Learned....
Taken from a friends Yahoo 360 page I'VE LEARNED that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved....The rest is up to them. I'VE LEARNED that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I'VE LEARNED that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I'VE LEARNED that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I'VE LEARNED that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I'VE LEARNED that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I'VE LEARNED that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I'VE LEARNED that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn

Back From 3 Weeks Of Hell
I am back from the field. I am now PSD Personal Security Detail. I will be protecting our Battalion Commander. There is a total of 15 soldiers that are on the Detail. I will be on it until we return from Iraq. The field problem sucked ass. Our Battalion Commander decided to do a night mission that started at 10:00 at night until 6:15 in the morning. We then had a mission at 11:30 that same morning. We were totally exhausted but we kept going. I, myself, am glad it is over.

What's Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Perfect.
I know we're just like old friends We just can't pretend That lovers make amends We are reasons so unreal We can't help but feel that something has been lost But please you know you're just like me Next time I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect Perfect strangers down the line Lovers out of time Memories unwind So far I still know who you are But now I wonder who I was... Angel, you know it's not the end We'll always be good friends The letters have been sent on So please, you always were so free You'll see, I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect strangers when we meet Strangers on the street Lovers while we meet Perfect You know this has to be We always we're so free We promised that we'd be Perfect SP Billy Corgan

An Intimate Affair
Hah...well, now that I have your attention, actually, that is the proposed name of a business I hope to start (you ALL have dirty minds!). The past couple of weeks, I have had to take a hard look at my life and where it is going. One of the major subjects I had to evaluate was my career. As some of you know, I was working at a factory until I developed tendonosis in my elbows, which has limited my lifting. i am currently involved in the drawn out process of Workman's Compensation, but I think I have decided that when it is all done, I am going back to school to pursue my lifetime passion: cooking. As an adolescent, I was in the 4-H cooking club, and even took some ribbons at the Delaware County Fair for my red velvet cake. I have always recieved compliments for my cooking, and did enjoy a short period working for a high end catering company, which I really enjoyed, till they went out of business. Columbus State has a chef apprentice program that is 108 credit hours. Of th

Today . . .
I just wanted to thank everyone for all of their concern and kind words during this rough time I am going through. Sometimes, those that you don’t know that well are the only ones that can make you feel better. A special thanks to “Bunny” - You made me smile when I thought it impossible and I will never forget that. You kept me on the phone the night it would have been the toughest, when I wouldn’t have received my usual phone call. Today, I am better than I was yesterday, and tomorrow, I know I will be better than today. I know what happened wasn’t my fault. Just like what happened to my Father, there was nothing that I, or anyone for that matter, could have done any different that would have changed the events. It is not ours to question the “plan” that is laid out for us, nor will we ever know why things happen. The “guilt” I feel is subsiding, but it will still take a long time to heal. No, we don’t have to think it fair, and we can tear ourselves up and wonder “Why?”

Inside The Project Echelon
This Blog is a continuance of my previous two... with permission of my co-conspirator Pat Poole.... You will find all the previously mentioned references at the bottom of this posting for your own further research... This can also be found in its entirety at http://fly.hiwaay.net/~pspoole/echelon.html Inside Menwith Hill The Menwith Hill facility is located in North Yorkshire near Harrogate, England. The important role that Menwith Hill plays in the ECHELON system was recognized by the recent European Parliament STOA report: Within Europe, all email, telephone and fax communications are routinely intercepted by the United States National Security Agency, transferring all target information from the European mainland via the strategic hub of London then by satellite to Fort Meade in Maryland via the crucial hub at Menwith Hill in the North York Moors of the UK. The existence and importance of the facility was first brought to light by Briti

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How Can I Hate You?
HOW CAN I HATE YOU? by Sri Chinmoy I shall leave you If I have to. I shall forget you If I have to. I shall forgive you If I have to. But I shall not hate you Even if I have to. How can I hate you, Whom I have loved so devotedly And so unreservedly?

Just A Taste....
I'm working on a new story concerning a very confident woman who makes a wager concerning her oral skills. If she loses, she will be used in any way deemed fit by the man she has made the bet with. The story takes place outdoors, and thus I can explore the danger of public play (or punishment, depending on your perspective). It's not finished yet, but I thought I'd give you a taste of it, and let you decide if you wish to see more. In this excerpt, the woman has just lost the bet... “All right,” she said sullenly. “You win.” He smiled coldly. “Yes, I do. And now it’s time for you to pay off your debt.” He turned her around and she heard the small click of the handcuff keys. A moment later the rings of steel fell from her wrist. She turned to face him, her cheeks burning with embarrassment and anger. “Strip,” he said. She did not move. She merely stood there, eyes wide and blinking in surprise. “You don’t mean right now,” she said. He said nothing. “B

Hump Day
Now if I only had someone to help me with the humping part..lol A little overcast here but still beautiful. Temps are in the 70s. I think I will take the laptop out on the porch after lunch and work there. When warmer temps come I am gonna get the hammock out and work from there all summer :) No word on Grandpa Dick yet. They had more tests scheduled today. His oxygen levels had dropped 12% yesterday. They were talking about a pacemaker as well.

Last Resort - Papa Roach
Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding Would it be wrong, would it be right If I took my life tonight, chance are that I might Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright, nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late and I was empty within Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself and no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright, nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I can't go on living this way

My Job Has Gone From Dangerous To Deadly
Auxiliary Police Officer Injured In Greenwich Village Shooting March 14, 2007 An NYPD auxiliary police officer was shot Wednesday night when an unidentified man opened fire near the corner of Bleeker and Macdougal streets in Greenwich Village. Witnesses describe a chaotic scene in which people shouted and ran for cover during a barrage of 15-20 bullets. The officer was reportedly shot in the head. The incident began when police confronted a man with a gun outside a bar at 208 Sullivan Street, witnesses say. Another auxiliary officer and at least one other man were injured during the confrontation. The Auxiliary Police Program is a volunteer program made up of about 4,000 men and women in New York City, according to the NYPD’s website. Auxiliary police act as unarmed, uniformed liaisons to the NYPD in the event of an emergency. Wednesday night's incident is the third time in two days that NYPD officers have been injured in the line of duty.

Almost Here
Today I approved the cover of my next book: "Your Fitness Trip: Start, Have Fun, Don't Stop!" I'll keep this blog going as I get the different things that are necessary to put it on the shelves and on the internet.

Craving
I want. The craving So strong It drowns My heartbeat In layers Of lust. I need. The desire So powerful It overflows My banks And leaves thirst In its wake. I yearn For love so real It cannot be Contained In a vessel So fragile. I gasp For air With lungs Cracked Parched Wanting for love So I cannot Breathe from it. I reach With grasping tendrils And wonder why No one Reaches back. Am I so far ahead Or so far behind I cannot see The light. My skin tingles From the moisture Of your lips As you breathe life Into me. Let me drink you down To your soul. I wrap your life Around me Like skin. Breathing in the scent Of your love Quenches my thirst. I cannot see you With my eyes But my soul knows yours. Who are you? ~Selene © 2007

When A Guy Misses You!!!
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

Friday
Went to get David early. No use trying to work with him here. :) Not sure what we will do thisweekend yet. Getting a decent amount of snow. Strange with the temps so warm the other day. No word on Grandpa Dick yet. Thats all for now.. back to playing :) Maybe more when he goes to bed tonight.

Wow
so yesterday was my sons third birthday but i was calling it the 3 yr anniversary of the day i became a mom . i know lame huh. but man 3 years has gone by so fast. i remember him being a aby and now he is going to school and learning how to read and talking up a storm. he is so funny though he always cracks me up. i can sit there and laugh for no reason and he will just start busting up laughing with me. he is such a character too. he loves action movies. most of my friends tell me i should put him in acting but i think when he is a lil older i will let him decide. well sorry i was on a rant about my son. oh another thing we are still going to be moving soon just not to sure where yet. wish my family luck. ok i better get back to work leave me comments all and lots of love and i will return the favor muahzzzzzzzzzzz to you all

Sad/dark Poetry
Screeming In Silence the torrid waves of disparity with in my heart n soul beckons me into the mire of the darkness that taunts my inner being deeper then anyone can know torn from the sanctuary of the love You once shown trapped in Your complacency with no where else to go reaching out for help as a beggar to a thief smashed with neglect beyond my minds eye could never see drowning with in an abyss that never exist barren as a deserts sea lost & tossed aside look what You have done to me encompassed in emptiness left in the dark & cold no more hope for compassion screaming in silence with in my heart & soul _____________________________________________ Copyright ©2007 David Joseph Canfield

Submissive Owner's Manual
Submissive Owner's Manual I need to feel safe. Before I can begin to open my submissive nature to You I need to feel safe and have reason to trust You. To let down my walls and give You control of my will may take time and testing before I feel safe enough to permit either of us to go beyond the initial stages of our relationship. Even after I've given myself to You fully, I need to be reminded I am safe with You. I may like to feel the thrill and excitement of fear and the unknown, but I need to be sure no matter how You stimulate those emotions during an intense scene or situation, I will remain safe in Your care. I need to know You accept me for all I am. I will be many things to You as our relationship grows and I need to know You accept me as a person during each transition along the way. I need to know You accept me as a friend, lover, companion, and Your submissive but also accept me as parent, child, employee, community member or other roles I fill in my obligations to fa

Forbidden Fruit....
Forbidden fruit Forbidden fruit I want to taste thee Nice and slow can you feel me Teasing your body with every touch Licking you slowly wow what a rush Hands trace your heavenly frame Loving you tonight will be my only shame To tease your body is my dream come true Making you guess what next I will do Blindfolding your eyes I take your sight But don’t worry baby there’s no need to fright Soft silk touches on your smooth skin Rest now angel I’m about to begin Fingers tease your body ever so right Letting you know it’s going to be one hell of a night Warm breath hovering over your breast Soft lips coming down kissing your chest Sliding lower with every kiss I go Making sure to do it incredible slow Fingers start to toy and tease My tongue slips in slowly to set your body free Trust me girl there’s no place I’d rather be Forbidden fruit I now taste thee Poetry In Motion “Mario” http://www.myspace.com/dying_poet http://blog.myspace.com/dying_poet

Send It Back
1. ever been naked while chatting online? 2. have u ever masterbated on cam? 3. have u ever picked yur nose and whiped it somewhere is so where? 4. ever farted during sex? 5. do u fart in the tub and giggle? 6. do u shave or trim or wild rice it? 7. ever dated someone cause they had a sweet truck or car? 8. if i asked to see u naked whould u show me if u could? 9. do u like huge house sterios or lil desktop ghettos? 10. do u love black label society? 11.have u ever peed yur pants as a adult? 12. is there any differance between circumsised or not? 13. ever had sex with a guy with a lil winky? 14. do u like it in the bum? 15. tell me a secret a dirty one? 16. do u love giving blowjobs or just give them to be nice? 17. do u like me? 18. would u cyber with me? 19. whats the nastiest thing u ever done comeon i wont tell ima fuckin freak here? 20. tell me a something funny that happened to u during sex

Why Parents Drink...
Subject: Why Parents Drink A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuan

March Specials
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Inner Californian
You Belong in San Francisco You crave an eclectic, urban environment. You're half California, half NYC. You're open minded, tolerant, and secretly think you're the best. People may dismiss you as a hippie, but you're also progressive, interesting, and rich! Where Does Your Inner Californian Belong?

The First Time
The first time we came Just the three of us We brought you up from the dust We gave you the knowledge Of right and wrong So you could find where you belong We gave you all that you needed In a wild paradise And left you alone for a million years To live your lifes,your lifes,your lifes Oh sweet man and sweet woman Can you find your destiny It's there waiting,You can touch All that you see,You see The stars are yours For we have pass And we are gone We were the last,We were the last Now you find that there are troubles On your rocky road,It's such a load But you can take it If you only look around you with open eyes You will see the light and know the right Yes you can make it Oh man of man Please understand We did'nt put you here to suffer You are only here to carry on,To carry on We leave you the stars They were once ours So take your space And eternity. Jimbo/Copyright/3/18/07

(03/18/2007) Car Boot Sale, For Baby Cuddly Toys, To Decorate With Hehe.
Today we went to the car boot sale, big wide open field with about 100 cars n vans, selling all they didnt want, i love these things hehe pic up some right stuff in them for practicallu nothing. we went down there with the intention of buyin loads of cuddly toys to fill some selves with in the nursry, for when we start gettin it all together. But unfortunatly we couldnt get as much as we wanted because one we dont have a car and can only carry certain things, and two the wind and wheather was unreal, we had several types of it, during the day went from sunny to really strong winds then nearly blow men AND chris off our feet. to rain and snow, really strange wheather, so we had to be careful. anyways, we got there and some ppl had already started to pack up because the wind was so bad, so we had to be quick, we went looking around, and found an elderly couple packin up with a big teddy tiger, i wanted it real bad but they were chargin just too much for what we had, £10 which i

Dreams
Oh! that my young life were a lasting dream! My spirit not awakening, till the beam Of an Eternity should bring the morrow. Yes! tho' that long dream were of hopeless sorrow, 'Twere better than the cold reality Of waking life, to him whose heart must be, And hath been still, upon the lovely earth, A chaos of deep passion, from his birth. But should it be- that dream eternally Continuing- as dreams have been to me In my young boyhood- should it thus be given, 'Twere folly still to hope for higher Heaven. For I have revell'd, when the sun was bright I' the summer sky, in dreams of living light And loveliness,- have left my very heart In climes of my imagining, apart From mine own home, with beings that have been Of mine own thought- what more could I have seen? 'Twas once- and only once- and the wild hour From my remembrance shall not pass- some power Or spell had bound me- 'twas the chilly wind Came o'er me in the night, and left behind Its im

Tired Of Emo Bullshit Just Keeps Bringing Me Down
i am so tired of ppl claiming to be my best friend and then they don't talk to me.my best friend of 10 years don't want to talk to me or hang out with me anymore over something that isn't even fucking true.either he has to clean his ears out or he needs a new memory b/c wut he said happened is not wut happened and either way that would not be a reason to stop talking to me.he said i lied to him about going to a meeting when i was meeting some guy over the internet. 1st of all i told him the meeting was cancled and that i was meeting a friend for dinner.and i may have met him over the internet but he has been more of a friend to me then wut this kid has been.

Models Needed!!!!!!!!
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Well Fuck You Right Back!
Dont you just love how lyrics to a song say everything that you couldn't? ;) You know...I just wanna let you know...that I never felt this way about anybody else...I...I...I think I love you...so don't think I'm crazy when I tell you this...but if you ever hurt me, I'll fucking kill you! Chorus: 2x You better go down when you get with me You better realize that I'm what you need You better get here before I count to 3 You better do Right I'll fuck you up!! VERSE 1: You never thought, that a bitch like me, would fuck you up If you cannot please so you betta bow down and get on your knees, pull the diamonds out, gimme what I need. Hold up! Do you see me laughing? You think that it's a joke Imma start harassing, all your little hoes that be trying to pass here, you better tell them imma kick they ass in! WHAT! Who are you talking to? You better hang up or I'm through with you! And who the fuck is this bitch on your page, with her big ass tits up on your top 8? 'c

Cinderella
Cinderella The wife of a rich man fell sick, and as she felt that her end was drawing near, she called her only daughter to her bedside and said, dear child, be good and pious, and then the good God will always protect you, and I will look down on you from heaven and be near you. Thereupon she closed her eyes and departed. Every day the maiden went out to her mother's grave, and wept, and she remained pious and good. When winter came the snow spread a white sheet over the grave, and by the time the spring sun had drawn it off again, the man had taken another wife. The woman had brought with her into the house two daughters, who were beautiful and fair of face, but vile and black of heart. Now began a bad time for the poor step-child. Is the stupid goose to sit in the parlor with us, they said. He who wants to eat bread must earn it. Out with the kitchen-wench. They took her pretty clothes away from her, put an old grey bedgown on her, and gave her wooden shoes. Just look at the prou

The Six Swans
Once upon a time, a certain king was hunting in a great forest, and he chased a wild beast so eagerly that none of his attendants could follow him. When evening drew near he stopped and looked around him, and then he saw that he had lost his way. He sought a way out, but could find none. Then he perceived an aged woman with a head which nodded perpetually, who came towards him, but she was a witch. Good woman, said he to her, can you not show me the way through the forest. Oh, yes, lord king, she answered, that I certainly can, but on one condition, and if you do not fulfil that, you will never get out of the forest, and will die of hunger in it. What kind of condition is it, asked the king. I have a daughter, said the old woman, who is as beautiful as anyone in the world, and well deserves to be your consort, and if you will make her your queen, I will show you the way out of the forest. In the anguish of his heart the king consented, and the old woman led him to her little hut, wh