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If You Have Kids Or Even If You Care About Kids!
McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story... One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Now read this: PRETTY SCARY!! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland,TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his 3rd birthday. After he fi

Someone Please Tell Me
sittin here wondering why i am always the one who gets shit on .maybe i should quit being so soft hearted i dont know. everytime i think i got something goin....BAM i find out other wise. why is it MY feelings......MY heart is the one that always gets stomped and trashed on . i dont wanna be a bitch cuz that is jsut somethin i aint but dam i am sick of being put down cuz of my fat rolls or sick of eing told i am a sweetie and this and that then come to find out that is not the real thought behind half the people i talk to so from now on if ya aint true about it dont be tellin me lies feeding me a line of shit someone please tell em why this always happens to me and what i can do about it cuz i tell ya i am about sick of it i am a good person ya knwo and wanna well shit nvm i am ramblin on about shit that prolly half of the people on here could care less about sorry for being bitchy ay all tis been a rough few weeks

... And Not Always Something Good
yes, it's not being a nice day few things happened yesterday night, and now i feel depressed... i can't do my work (and i need to be concentrated because it's programming) and my coworkers started to notice i'm not very well and they keep asking what happens but i can't hide it, and my face tells everything... i'm listening this song, and trying to follow what it says... and i just pray so the pain i feel is gone soon... ..... Thats not the beginning of the end Thats the return to yourself The return to innocence. Love - devotion Feeling - emotion . Love - devotion Feeling - emotion . Dont be afraid to be weak Dont be too proud to be strong Just look into your heart my friend That will be the return to yourself The return to innocence . If you want, then start to laugh If you must, then start to cry Be yourself dont hide Just believe in destiny . Dont care what people say Just follow your own way Dont give up and use the chance To return to innoce

Chapter 11- Hold On!
as she lay fallen and slowly being drenched in her own blood the small child began to squirm and cry louder and louder in the big man's arms..clinging to him helplessly..the entered Violet as Joseph echoed Kit.. "What is going on? What is that?" she did not register the girl as human offspring at first. "Shhh. It's ok darlin.." he tried to soothe the child as he pryed her loose from him and handed the once again squallng child to his bewildered android "little sister". Standing there was Android, Drednaught Violet Culver, 5'8", soft brown eyes stared almost blankly at the child..shoulder lenght brown hair swayed with her movements as she lifted her hands to take the child Joseph was throwing at her.. "For God sake Violet its a baby girl.. here take her or her uh sister there is gonna bleed her life out." her eyes switched to look at kit laying there on the floor. she held the screaming child at arms lenght as she shifted her gaze again to the little girl.. thigh hig

I'll Get Back To You With The Answer For This One.
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an ____expression of the affection of your lover

Monster Truck Girl
LMAO...jade just came out and told me there was a new show (cartoon) on that was about monster trucks and there was a GIRL one and she HAD to show her to me and was so excited she was pink and had a pony tail! lol! then she ran back to watch, saying as she left....."I'm going to drive a monster truck!!! So now she wants to be on tv, make movies, dance and sing AND NOW drive a monster truck, too....oh boy!

Going On 30
well only 9 days till im 30 i cant believe time goes by so fast its crazy i hear after 30 it goes faster then ever lol well at least i look young for my age i guess thats a good thing lol im holding on to the last few days of my 20's lol

Your Love
when I look into your eyes I see love, a love I need every day of my life. I don't know how to tell you I love you all I can do is be there for youand show you the love I have for you. I've come so close to you I feel the compassion in your voice the soft touch of your hand in mine. I pray I will soon know your love then we can be one, I love you...

Fill This Out To Order Your Personalized Picture
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Blow Me Pt. 2
Well this day just keeps getting better and better. Nicholas is very tired and won't go to sleep, so my mom is tryin now to get him to sleep. When my A/C leaked all over my room I had all my clothes that needed to be washed in a bag. Well my mom thought it was trash and threw them away. I seriously have almost no clothes at all. I went from havin' like 50 shirts to like 4 or 5 and most of my pants yeah GONE. I'm so freakin upset it just sucks. It seems like things just keep getting harder and harder. I don't wanna do it alone anymore. I just need to get away.....

Differences Between Men & Women
Here's something I received in an e-mail that gave me a few good chuckles... WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. MARR

Speak The Words I Wanna Hear, To Make My Demons Run
Well Today is so much a better day. I'm sitting here rockin' out to some old Metallica (If You Couldn't Tell) Class was great, Nichaols is in a good modd, and even better yet I might have a job! It won't be a lot of money but hey it's money none the less. I'm so excited! I want it to be xmas break already. I miss my Hezzy and I know NY is just gonna be awesome while I'm there *winks* HAHA I noticed I have road rage like really bad. I'm always yellin at someone whem I'm driving if not flippin' the bird. LoL No Not me i'd never do that! I'm so sweet and innocent. (falls to the floor laughing) Well I must be going now Nick's tired of his jump-a-roo. Why do babies have the neatest toys?? ~shakes butt~ LoL Later

Just Some Frustrated Ramblings....
hmmm.... ok i doubt anyone reads these anyways.... so im just gonna rant for a few minutes... LOL! ok so on tuesday and wednesday a few members of my volunteer group and I went to the skytrain station and handed out 1,000 flyers...in about an hour and a half of our own time not to mention the fact that flyers arent cheap and that has to come out of someones pocket! so all these people who took the flyers were all for our rally that we were holding thursday... everyone was all for 24 hour security brought to the skytrain station and more lighting brought in to our city so that we can all feel safer walkin down some of the streets in our community and have more police presence in the bad neighbour hoods!!!so why did those people not come and help support us, how are we going to get the attention from our city officials if no one makes a big enough effort and take control of the situation. do you think if you close your eyes the problems are going to go away... no im sorry they are only

Uncle Jack
Are you ready, for suicide? Let me run a razor across your throat. You took a child for a ride. Led them down a long and shameful road. It rips my heart out to see you living. You gave them money in exchange for pain. You're the monster in the closet. They'll take your secrets with them to their graves... Locked you away behind cast iron doors. Rather see you dead on the floor.. I hope that you're feeling so much pain now. Uncle Jack, Can you hear them still screaming? Broken hearts broken dreams.. Uncle Jack, is your evil still creeping? Never coming back here again. What were you thinkin? Are you human? Took their innocence and made them slaves. You want forgiveness? You're so sorry? I'd rather put you in an unmarked grave. Uncle Jack, can't you see them still bleeding? Uncle Jack, tell me, how are you sleeping? Never coming back here again. I just wanna tear your goddamn HEART OUT!!!!!

Libra's
Libra (Sept. 23 - Oct. 23) Let the games begin! Libra will try anything once. Twice to make sure they liked it. Three times to be absolutely sure. Do not touch a Libra's head during oral sex...that may work with an Aries, but not here. Libras LOVE giving oral - They LOVE getting it , too. But don't feel like they get enough...too bad, because they sure as hell are getting enough of everything else. They will buy toys to make YOU use it on THEM. Libras are mental creatures that believe in living and fulfilling fantasies that they haven't done in real life...which is rare because they have done almost EVERYTHING. They have no problem sploshing. To them, sitting in a pie COULD be fun. Porn? Bring it on! Sex, video AND food? ALRIGHT! They are heavily exhibitionistic by accident. They are accident prone, they lose bras, underware, condoms....they also accidentally end up in bed with people. Amazing how THAT works! They like to cross dress. Both sexes do this quite

Take This If U Really Care
I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! 1.Your Middle Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. Whats your philosophy on life? 3. Would you have my back in a fight? 4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 5. What is your favorite memory of us? 6. Would you give me a kidney? 7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 9. Can we get together and make a cake? 10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately? 11. Do you/have you

Mud Puddle
Me and buddy's went to a concert this weekend, and it was freaking great! I got too see Incubus, Rise againt, and Jacks Manequin.. it's was cool. Best part of the night though was when me and my buddy Smitty were standing around just talking, and we see this mud puddle that people keep accidently walking into. So were laughing, and everytime someone walked through it, we would be like "ooooooooohhhh" and start to laugh and point. Before you know it there's like 30 of us standing around this mud puddle laughing at these people walking into the mud. Every 10 seconds, it never failed. Then we were instigating people to jump in the mud. A couple drunk dudes got in it, but everyone was trying to get these two girls to mud wrestle. What's even funnier is people are throwing money into the mud, like these chicks are supposed to just jump in and grab it.....

Top Ten Reasons Beer Is Better The Religion
10. If you have a beer, you don't go around door to door trying to give it to someone else. 9. You can prove that you have a beer. 8. It is against the law to offer beer to little children who are not old enough to think for themselves. 7. Nobody has ever been hanged, tortured, or burned at the stake over his particular brand of beer. 6. If you have a beer, you don't have to wait over 2000 years for another one. 5. There are many federal laws that make them print the truth on beer labels. 4. No one will kill you for not drinking beer. 3. Beer does not tell you when or how to have sex. 2. There have been virtually no major wars fought over beer. 1. If you have devoted your entire life to beer, there are groups you can join to help you stop!

Your Father Might Be A Witch If ...
Your Father Might Be A Witch If ... 1. He uses a screwdriver for an athame because everything in the house is falling apart. 2. He chants spells before and while opening a box for the new toy; in hopes that the instructions are in English and that he can follow them. 3. He now uses candles and wine as seduction tools for casting a circle around his wife; convincing her that he is invoking the Goddess within her. 4. His book of shadows now consists of instructions on what to do when mom decides to take off for the day. 5. He tells everyone they need haircuts; so secretly he can cast spells like: the baby will sleep the whole night through, and the wife will get her "before she was pregnant" sex drive back. 6. He replaced wine and cake with beer and potato chips.

Blow Job Revenge (adult)
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it,the more excited she gets,and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar - - A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks - this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second th

Lost
well tonight is the season premire of lost. hmm. wonder what will happen. i am such a dork- everyone managed to get be addicted to that damn show! well let ya know how it was... sure it will just leave me frustrated with more questions. started watching jericho, needed to pass the time til Lost came on... so far seems to be an ok show as well.

Damned Days
well....Ive been doing so well at my job.......or I think so, my boss even sent me flowers. but I make salary damn them! I can't work twenty four hours a day! what the hell do they think I am? I like spending at least a little time with my daughter and I mentioned this to my boss, wanna know what he said? 'I havent seen my kids since July' (he lives in PA, kinda) I was like wtf! I dont make enough money to sacrifice my life for this hellhole...so stuck between being a single parent, having a professional working schedule and attempting to have a social life, I am drained! this guy Ive had a physical fling with is getting pissed b/c I dont have time to spend with him! (thats a fuckin switch!) I told him when I met him that I was a busy girl.......did he think I was kidding?? god life sucks.......trying to get approved for my home mortgage (second time buying).......I have very little time to find a place now......I guess shit just falls from the sky when you really need an uppe

Too Damn Funny
DEAR DAD, IT IS WITH GREAT REGRET AND SORROW THAT I'M WRITING THIS. I HAD TO ELOPE WITH MY NEW GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I WANTED TO AVOID A SCENE WITH MOM AND YOU. I'VE BEEN FINDING REAL PASSION WITH BARBARA AND SHE IS SO NICE EVEN WITH ALL HER PIERCING, TATTOOS, AND HER TIGHT MOTORCYCLE CLOTHES. BUT IT'S NOT ONLY THE PASSION, DAD - SHE'S PREGNANT AND BARBARA ASSURES ME THAT WE WILL BE VERY HAPPY. EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T CARE FOR HER SINCE SHE IS SO MUCH OLDER THAN I AM, SHE ALREADY OWNS A TRAILER IN THE WOODS AND HAS A STACK OF FIREWOOD ENOUGH FOR THE WHOLE WINTER. SHE WANTS TO HAVE MANY MORE CHILDREN WITH ME AND THAT'S NOW ONE OF MY DREAMS TOO. BARBARA TAUGHT ME THAT MARIJUANA DOESN'T REALLY HURT ANYONE AND WE'LL BE GROWING IT FOR OURSELVES AND TRADING IT WITH HER FRIENDS FOR ALL THE COCAINE AND ECSTASY WE NEED. IN THE MEANTIME, WE PRAY THAT SCIENCE WILL FIND A CURE FOR AIDS SO THAT BARBARA CAN GET BETTER; SHE SURE DESER

The Dream
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange. I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gent

Justice In America
Sentence of Reid Remember the guy who got on a plane with a bomb built into his shoe and tried to light it? Did you know his trial is over? Did you know he was sentenced? Did you see/hear any of the judge's comments on TV or Radio? Didn't think so. Everyone should hear what the judge had to say. Ruling by Judge William Young, US District Court. Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant if he had anything to say. His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to the religion of Allah," defiantly stating, "I think I will not apologize for my actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country." Judge Young then delivered the statement quoted below: January 30, 2003, United States vs. Reid. Judge Young: "Mr. Richard C. Reid, hearken now to the sentence the Court imposes upon you. On counts 1, 5 and 6 the Court sen

My Boy Richie Wrote This For Me
Late at night I lay thinking of you, knowing that this love is true. I can't be with you, it hurts so much, can't see your face, hear your voice, fell your touch. the feelings I have are hard to explain, My heart filled with joy but also with pain. I'd do anything just to have you here, To scare away all of my fear. My fear to love, to get too close. Loving you has highs but few lows. Just let me tell you, I will not lie, My love for you will never die. My feelings for you will leave me never, You'll be in my heart always and forever. What should I say, What can I do? all I want is to be with you

Meeting On The Internet?
Day after day she sits there smiling and we exchange our thoughts... Our desires from 2700 miles away. The internet extends it's hands for us to meet from over mountains rivers and street lights. She waits for my tickets each day as the mailman's foot steps come and go, wearing a path in our imaginations to what can be possible. Will her lips be as sweet as described...? Will our eyes lock as they do over pixel? Finally the day arrives with touchdown from thought to California.... straight through. Each footstep brings our thoughts to a boil as I am stuck on the otherside of her security checkpoint... (much less romantic now due to todays terror restraints). She peaks over heads and shoulder to see her destination. I stand at a distance with the upperhand as she has never seen CA. She truststhat I be there and I am. Waiting to pass through her eyes and make our ears ring w/ excitement. There she is! Never more beautiful, even from my imagination... I was wrong! My hand

My Day....
I sent Fred a package today. And let me tell you it is not cheap to send a 5 pound package to Japan. it cost $115. It should be there Monday. I put a surprise in there too. But I cant say what it is because he reads these. But he will love it. I miss him soo much right now. I am going crazy sitting here with these four kids. Thankfully I have my best friend right next door. She took the kids for an hour tonight so I could unwind. The good side to freds new job is the benifits and money. They are so awsome. He works for Toyota. He gets to play with humanoid robots and gets paid for it. How cool is that? Well I think I am going to bed now...Good night all!

October 11th
Bad things always seem to come in threes. First of all a guy gets killed where the human wonderbra(aka my bf) works...then a friend gives me a rabbit which i dont want, and my drummer leaves the band ten minutes before practice. Fk me running. Since this is my new place I can also whine that I havent gotten laid in three fkn weeks, work has been slow and I'm about to climb on the roof and see how well I fly. sigh...and I turn 30 in 2 weeks...kill me now god...stop toying with me like a rotten kid pulling wings off of flies.

Italian Men . . . . . Gotta Love 'em
Italian Men An 80-year old Italian man goes to the doctor for a check-up. The doctor is amazed at what good shape the guy is in and asks, "How do you stay in such great physical condition?" I'm Italian and I am a golfer," says the old guy, "and that's why I'm in such good shape." I'm up well before daylight and out golfing up and down the fairways." "Have a glass of vino, and all is well." "Well," says the doctor, "I'm sure that helps, but there's got to be more to it. How old was your Dad when he died?" "Who said my Dad's dead?" The doctor is amazed. "You mean you're 80 years old and your Dad's still alive. How old is he?" "He's 100 years old," says the old Italian golfer. "In fact he golfed with me this morning, and then we went to the topless beach for a walk, that's why he's still alive .. he's Italian and he's a golfer too." "Well," the doctor says, "that's great, but I'm sure there's more to it than that. How about your Dad's Dad? How old was he whe

Whats Oral Sex?
A young fellow was about to be married and was asking his grandfather about sex. He asked how often you should have it. His grandfather told him that when you first get married, you want it all the time....and maybe do it several times a day. Later on, sex tapers off and you have it once a week or so. Then as you get older, you have sex maybe once a month. When you get really old, you are lucky to have it once a year....maybe on your anniversary. The young fellow then asked his grandfather, "Well how about you and grandma now?" His grandfather replied, "Oh, we just have oral sex now." "What's oral sex?" the young fellow asked. "Well," grandpa said, "She goes to bed in her bedroom, and I go to bed in my bedroom. And she yells, "Fuck You", and I holler back, "Fuck you too."

Smart Test!!!
Test for Smart People.....I have determined that you qualify. The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be a professional. Scroll down for each answer. The questions are NOT that difficult. But don't scroll down UNTIL you have answered the question! 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator? Wrong Answer. Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions.

Simply A Joy
From My heart and mind: A smile says "I'm happy to be in your presence, even if it's just for a brief moment" A smile can also say: "I admire and respect you for who you are and what you're doing" Inspiration for these... I smiled at a lovely jogger today; she smiled back!

Don't Be Shy
Drop By For A Quick Chat I'm Broad Casting Live From Seattle Playing Paul McCartney And Waiting Out The Rain Storm Come Visit Awhile If You Have Cam I'd Love To See You If Not You Can Still Chat You Can Hear My Voice And Tunes I'm Playing Now Drop By Ladies Love Ya All Danny Click on ipod type thing round botton click enlarge screen type in name to chat

Just In Case You Missed My Bulletin
Some of you people need to seriously get lives or pussy out in the real world or some shit. Im sick of reading stupid ass bulletins and blogs about the drama on LC. NEWSFLASH! Its a fucking website. If you dont like what bithes have to say, click the mother fucking X in the corner and shut off your computer. GO read a book or something, lord knows some of you need a better education. There is a life outside of this website. Go fucking do something productive, stop your whining, stop spreading rumors. FOR FUCKS SAKE, JUST FUCKING STOP THE BULLSHIT. Ive talked to some really cool people on here, but most of the shit I read is just dumb. Stop being a bunch of whiny ass pussy bitches and grow the fuck up already.

Everyone Stoned (here I Became A Hippie)
I worked as a teacher every morning, at 1:00 I got home from work and as I arrived home there were already many friends waiting for me to arrive, to turn on the music, to lite the candles and to open THE VIP. Parties were everyday, every night for those who attended they were some of the best times in their lives. ps. more pics will be posted in the future. under the blog History of Nirvana Rock-Cafe

My Friend Mrrunt2u
I am writing this blog to express my greatest thanx to someone for the first time in my life a perfect stranger at first, a friend on Lost Cherry. This gentleman took it in his own mind to make a pic of me and my family together in a way that shows awsome work, a unique pic that I will cherish. I just wanted to show my gratification to this man. Thank you so much mrrunt2u. This has really brightened not only my day but touched me in my current state of depression and has made me happy. Thanx again so much mrrunt2u. A very thoughtful individual. You made a mother feel proud and appreciated.

Jill Goes Crazy
So my sister is pissed off at her dad. After a heated argument she gets his bank account number and routing number and is paying off her credit cards. I mean 5 grand and 10 grand bills off fully. This is her father and she is doing this so now I take the note to never piss her off. Ok that is all for the moment if anything else pops off Ill let everyone know. this is crazy

Good News
Doug has been talking to ma almost constantly and today he brought me a book that I wanted to read and fixed my cd player!! He also asked me officially to be his date to the winter ball!!! I am soooooo happy!!! It has been a great day!

My Day Went Nothing Like I Planned
Thanks to me being a snooze junkie, my day went nothing like i had planned at all. I planned on waking up around 11 this morning, because well i stayed up all damn night long enough to get the kids off to school at 7 am then i laid back down expecting my check today and i had some errands to run and so forth and so on. Well when the phone rang at 1 this afternoon, I was pissed at myself because i knew i had hit the snooze button a few times eventually just turning the alarm clock off all togehter. These are the times i thank God Kenedi stays up at night but sleeps till noon during the day. I think.... anyhow here was my sleeping daughter in the bed beside me and she was warm and snuggly, I didnt want to wake up, i wanted to sleep all day long and not get up till the boys came home from school but alas i had errands to run and toilet paper to get. We hopped in the car and went and cashed my check making our 1st stop the smoke shop because we had been out of smokes since about 5 thi

You Never Know Until You Try
One Way To Find Out When contemplating whether to do something or not, a plucky voice in our heads may say, "You never know until you try." This is time-honored wisdom that encourages us to be game rather than to hold back. It reminds us that it is only through experience that we learn about this world and ourselves. Even if we regret the outcome, we have learned something, and the newfound knowledge is almost always worth it. This wisdom can be applied to situations both large and small. From crossing the Atlantic on a boat to trying Ethiopian food, there's only one way to find out what it's like. We have all had experiences where we tried something we didn't think we'd like and fell in love. We may have found ourselves stuck with nothing to read but a "boring" book, only to kick-start a lifelong passion for Victorian literature. We may have decided that sailing was not for us until we fell in love with someone with a boat. On the other hand, we may try tofu only to learn that i

Check Out The Eve
hey ya, if anyone has the time...i would love a comment or two on my band the eve effect. we just finished our first cd and i have some tracks put up on lostcherry for your listening pleasure! they should be under my tracks and i know theres nothin sexual about listening to a song, but we can try right! haha! love you all and gimme a shout! toe-knee

A Depressing Poem
Another slash across my wrists, The end is coming near. I do not know who will save me now, And my mind is full of fear. The hatred inside myself grows, To an unimaginable number. And pretty soon if I let the blood flow, I will be in eternal slumber. I have been through this before, But this time I seem so sure I will die. Because other times I knew it would be stopped, And the ticket of death is what I refused to buy. I am fading now right out of existence, I will soon be at rest. Once more I have tempted fate, And put it to the test. Will someone in my life whom I hold dear, Save me from my self today? I want to live, And the help of a friend is now to what I for prey. Â© Tanya Lanea Carson 2006

Eternal Youth
I am glad to not be 21 again. as much as I would enjoy the energy and zeal, the uncertainty of the future, and not knowing truley who I was or what I wanted was the part that I'm glad is over. It is rumored that Ponce de Leon did find the fountain, but it was up in the mountains, or somewhere else remote that he could never leave and he figured, what is the point? I will wear my grey hairs as badges of honor, I will never call myself wise and constantly seek truth, and I will love my God always. Bobby

Compairing The Wold Series Cities!!!
10/19/2006 11:57 PM ET St. Louis and Detroit: A tale of two cities A look at the locales for this year's World Series opponents By Mark Newman / MLB.com Detroit is area code 313. St. Louis is area code 314. Detroit is the Ford Expedition. St. Louis is the Lewis and Clark expedition. Detroit is Motown. St. Louis is a MO town. Detroit is Berry Gordy Jr. St. Louis is Chuck Berry. Detroit is Ty Cobb. St. Louis is Stan "The Man" Musial. Detroit is the birthplace of Charles Lindbergh. St. Louis is the runway for Charles Lindbergh. Detroit is Magglio Ordonez's walk-off homer to win a pennant. St. Louis is Albert Pujols' homer off Tom Glavine that changed everything. Detroit was a key stop along the "underground railroad" before the Civil War, due to its proximity to the Canadian border. St. Louis is the Old Courthouse that was home to the Dred Scott Trial -- the case of a slave who, along with Harriet Scott, filed suit in 1846 to obtain his f

Take Careful Aim (adult)
A man who just got a raise decides to buy a new scope for his rifle. He goes to a rifle shop, and asks the clerk to show him a scope. The clerk takes out a scope, and says to the man, "This scope is so good, you can see my house all the way up on that hill." The man takes a look through the scope, and starts laughing. "What's so funny?" asks the clerk. "I see a naked man and a naked woman running around in the house." the man replies. The clerk grabs the scope from the man, and looks at his house. Then he hands two bullets to the man and says, "Here are two bullets, I'll give you this scope for nothing if you take these two bullets, shoot my wife's head off and shoot the guy's dick off." The man takes another look through the scope and says, "You know what? I think I can do that with one shot!" Thanks to: PITA BUNNY

Suture Self (song Lyrics And Music To Go With It.)
Love Sex n Death SUTURE SELF (click the song title to play) You don’t got to remind me to drudge up everything You don’t have to find me to make me feel the sting of your venomous and potent neuro- toxic injection that paralyze me at the moment I drown, I drown in my affection No breath No shame in your game when you hung me on your shelf but you didn’t hang me up you hung yourself (Chorus) Hung out and strung out, (so suit yourself), and left for ,(so suture self), left for dead You don’t got to listen you don’t hear me anyway There’s a feeling that you’re missing but you don’t feel this way You failed to see the fire in eyes that see through you You want to fuck with me bitch? No! Fuck you! You opened up your own veins when you hung me on your shelf So lick your self inflicted wounds and suture yourself (Chorus) Repeat

Rough Sex
RoUgh Sex... Body: A hug leads to a kiss... A kiss leads 2 A finger... A finger leads to A hand... A hand leads to A lick... A lick leads to A suck... A suck leads 2 A fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math... U add the bed... Subtract the clothes... Divide the legs... Leave your solution... And pray you dont MULTIPLY! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4 -10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke... Someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whiten's your teeth Having nice sex burne's 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it h

Addicted To Love?
You Are 57% Addicted to Love Might as well face it, you're addicted to love. You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it? Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships. Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself! Are You Addicted to Love?

After A Long Day At The Office (long Day Part Ii)
I know I need to proof this one... but I'm lazy.... I arrive at home happy to be off work. After that mind blowing episode with my woman I am spent and ready to come home, eat some dinner and lay down. She wore me out. Wow, I’m like a kid on a sugar high right now. Only if I knew that I was going to be that same kid on a sugar high and a trip to the toy store….. I pulled up to my parking space in front of our apartment. There her car was parked in her normal spot next to where I normally park, but in my parking spot was another vehicle that I really didn’t recognize. Normally I’d get frustrated, but I was feeling so good that it just didn’t matter. I would just pull to the other side, park, walk in and kiss my woman. Knowing her something was on the stove. She loved serving me. Not that I ever said she had to be that way, but she always took good care of me. I can already hear it. “Hi daddy. Food will be ready in a minute.” Let me tell you, I have got to be t

How Will You Die
You scored as Posion. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.Eaten87%Posion87%Bomb73%Stabbed73%Suicide67%Disappear67%Disease67%Gunshot60%Cut Throat40%Accident40%Suffocated33%Drowning

I'm In This All About Love Wiritng Mood
Today I called my hubby only to be told he might have to go outta town and stay over night. I know he has to work and it's part of his job. But I really wish he doesn't have to stay over night in charlotte. But anyways. Then I felt like writing this little picker upers. About love and stuff like that. I thought that they we're really nice. And I wrote a little thing for the people that have stuck by my side. But other then that I'm just spending time with myself while everyone is gone. I'm ready to pull Alex outta school cause I'm tried of being home all alone. But I know that he really likes it and I know that it's something good for him. He's also in speach class's too. He's talking better. His fav thing to say is look at my new toy. He can be talking about a toy he's had for a long time but he still says look at my new toy. It's so cute so I've never told him other wise. I got him one of those new fp3 players I haven't gave it to him yet and boy those things aren't cheap eighter. He

Siblings?
Man How many people out there hate their siblings. I admit it!!!!! I hate all of them. But one in particular. This one sister is such a bitch. All she ever does is put everyone down. She thinks she is so better than everyone. She flat out told me that I was not good enough for her. I can never amount to her. But see there is one thing. I am not on meds. to make me happy or anything. I do not have bi polor. She has just pissed me off so bad today that now all I want to do is go over there and hurt her. But see I am better than that. I will just ignore her. That makes her even more mad. Then I will just laugh at her. The one thing that ticks me off is when she says I am a bad mother. Trust me My kids love me and are not afraid of me like her kids. I do not yell at my kids on the top of my lungs and cuss them out. I never tell them that I hate them like she does. Man I can go all day and night about her. But I don't think she is worth it. So I will leave you guys wit

Harry Potter
ok u can call crazy or a dork or what ever but i love harry potter and a planning on making a pic album for my favorit harry potter pic and all...lol so go make fun of if u like that not going to stop me from like harry potter lol ~*GaiL*~ p.s. i might not have it up in till tomorrow or something maybe some tonight

Attention Attention Please
I WANT TO ANNOUNCE THAT MY 14 YEAR OLD GRANDSON THAT IN THE TOUCH OF GOLD MARCHING BAND. FROM DENISON TEXAS. AND HE MADE THE FIRST LINE. HE PLAYS THE FRENCH HORN AND TRUMPET. I AM SO PROUD OF HIM. HE IS ONLY A 9TH GRADER

For Friends.........unknown
"trees wisper, shadows in the wind... my anger shallow, waiting-wanting to unleash. i watch, i wait...no u to breath in- to inhail, But anger has set in -even better- i HOPE to get loose..on you, the way i please, -to let it out- are you here? am i pleased? help. a silent scream....do you need this? PATHETIC DISEASE....i want to adore you and with my touch i do, JUST RIGHT NOW i hate you so much-it turns me- the like fire of a gun..the beggings begun. a scratch, a tear, cutt cutt i want you to see. but besides me, not much there so listen- please- slice, slice don't mention it... i have my own agony, my own way. im no fortune, waiting to be seen. it's not like you can't hurt me. so, i don't show... i don't know.... help. if u want it to spread. Stay Away From Me...." 2mcl......... By...***unknown** (a down ass jugglette who wants to stay unknow...)

The Perfect Murder!!!
I've seen alot of stuff my life, and most of the stuff i've seen is kinda stupid. I've seen alot of idiots get caught doing the simplest tasks, such as murder. Now murder can be a tough task, if it's not planned out right. During a murder case, investigators look for the following....connections meaning who could be connected to this murder and the person murdered, motive as in what reason this person was killed, contacts as in who all this person knows and who may have something against them. Evidence may include jewerly, ripped clothin found, DNA, as in blood, sweat, nail, hair and finger prints. So when creating a good murder think about those things. Most people dont really have a motive for murderin someone. They do it for the fun of it, for the adrendaline rush. They love to take risks and live on the edge, such as my self and they've done everything under the moon and still are not satisfied, so they commit murder so they, plan (what they think is carefully) but still they slip

Condoms
A young man goes into a drug store to buy condoms. The pharmacist says the condoms come inpacks of 3, 9 or 12 and asks which the young man wants. "Well," he said, "I've been seeing this girl for a while and she's really hot. I want the condoms because I think tonight's 'the' night. We're having dinner with her parents, and then we're going out. And I've got a feeling I'm gonna get lucky after that. Once she's had me, she'll want me all the time, so you'd better give me the 12 pack." The young man makes his purchase and leaves. Later that evening, he sits down to dinner with his girlfriend and her parents. He asks if he might give the blessing, and they agree. He begins the prayer, but continues praying with his head down for several minutes after everyone starts eating. The girl leans over and says, "You never told me that you were such a religious person." He leans over to her and says, "You never told me that your father is a pharmacist."

Hehe
Well today I got my costum for halloween...I am gonna be a vampyre fairy. I will take some pics if i can tomorrow and let everyone see or I could make you guys wait until I get my camera developed next friday...I dont know yet. What do you guys think? Bisexualvampyre

Heros
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A MOMENT TO SAY HOW GRATEFUL I AM FOR ALL THOSE WHO SERVE THEIR COUNTRY AND NOT ONLY THE SOLDIERS, BUT THE AWESOME MEN AND WOMEN WHO MAKE UP OUR POLICE AND FIRE DEPARTMENTS. THIS FINE AMERICANS THAT PUT THEIR LIVES ON THE LINE EVERYDAY SO PEOPLE LIKE YOU AND CAN HAVE THE FREEDOMS WE TAKE FOR GRANTED. YOU MAY DISAGREE WITH OUR NATIONS POLITICS BUT DONT TAKE THAT OUT THE PEOPLE THAT DEFEND YOUR RIGHT TO SLANDER OUR GOVERNMENT. THOSE MEN AND WOMEN ARE THE TRUE HEROS OUR YOUTH SHOULD BE LOOKING UP, NOT OUR PROFESSIONAL ATHELTES OR CELEBERTIES. BUT NOW A DAYS WE ARE SO CAUGHT UP IN THE MASS MEDIA FANTASY WORLD WE HAVE CREATED THAT WE HAVE FORGOTTEN THE MEN AND WOMEN THAT THIS NATION SO GREAT. SO THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE A SOLDIER SHAKE HIS OR HER HAND THEY EARNED IT.

Love
Love is ………. Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love

Nickelback If Everyone Cared Lyrics
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellites I never dreamed that you'd be mine But here we are, we're here tonight Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive [Chorus:] If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died And I'm singing Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive And in the air the fireflies Our only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrong And teach them all to sing along Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive (I'm alive) [Chorus x2] And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we are If they could love like you and me Imagine what the world could be If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died When nobody died... [Choru

Only One Parachute
You are one of two people on a malfunctioning airplane with only one parachute: Pessimist: you refuse the parachute because you might die in the jump anyway. Optimist: you refuse the parachute because people have survived jumps just like this before. Procrastinator: you play a game of Monopoly for the parachute. Bureaucrat: you order them to conduct a feasibility study on parachute use in melti-engine aircraft under corde red conditions. Lawyer: you charge one parachute for helping them sue the airline. Doctor: you tell them you need to run more tests, then take the parachute in order to make your next appointment. Sales executive: you sell them the parachute at top retail rates and get the names of their friends and relatives who might like one too. Internal Revenue Service: you confiscate the parachute along with their luggage, wallet, and gold fillings. Advertiser: you strip-tease while singing that what they need is a neon parachute with computer altimete

Vices
Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Very Angry
I don't know if it's the pain pills talking, or if it's just due to the fact that i'm very pissed off and am very tired of the people that like to play games with others on this site... hell, the ones that like to play with others in general... I'm so sick of opening up, feeling like I can trust again.. only to realize that in the end, it was all a damn game. That once again, i was someone's damn play toy.. to toss about, made to believe in WORDS... another friend once told me, all it is, is WORDS... damn, why didn't i pay attention?? But no, i gave in, trusted again, let someone in, only to be shit on... Never again.. NEVER. If you want to be my friend, that's fine, but if you EVER want anything more than that... find another play toy because this one is done messing with it... feeling the after affects of the WORDS... WORDS that only turn out to be lies.

What Things On Your Resume Really Mean ........
"What things on your Resume really means" 1. I KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH STRESSFUL SITUATIONS: I'm usually on Prozac. When I'm not, I take lots of cigarette and coffee breaks. 2. I SEEK A JOB THAT WILL DRAW UPON MY STRONG COMMUNICATION & ORGANIZATIONAL SKILLS: I talk too much and like to tell other people what to do. 3. I'M EXTREMELY ADEPT AT ALL MANNER OF OFFICE ORGANIZATION: I've used Microsoft Office. 4. I'M HONEST, HARD-WORKING AND DEPENDABLE: I pilfer office supplies. 5. MY PERTINENT WORK EXPERIENCE INCLUDES: I hope you don't ask me about all the McJobs I've had. 6. I TAKE PRIDE IN MY WORK: I blame others for my mistakes. 7. I'M BALANCED AND CENTERED: I'll keep crystals at my desk and do Tai Chi in the lunch room. 8. I HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR: I know a lot of corny, old jokes and I tell them badly. 9. I'M PERSONABLE: I give lots of unsolicited personal advice to co-workers. 10. I'M WILLING TO RELOCATE: As I leave San Quentin, anywhere's better.

Xxxsexxx
SEXXX YES PLEASE........... LOOKING FOR SOME FUN IN VA BEACH VA AND WOMEN INTERESTED IN SOME PARTYING, HOOKING UP AND OF COURSE DRINKING LIKE FISH DROWNING IN A SEA OF CAPTAIN MORGANS..... YEAH BABY........ LADIES LIVE LIFE AND HAVE FUN DOING IT..........

Stay At Home/ Work From Home Parents
Just want to say that any cherries that have a partner/spouse that is a stay at home parent should give that person a big hug. Make sure to tell them how much you appreciate all they do. I have stayed at home for 3.5 years taking care of the kids. I work from home doing computer consulting/repair/web design so it works out. My wife is an EMT and at work more than she is home. And unfortunately when she is home she sleeps. So for the most part 24/7 I am DAD. So for those of you out there that take your S/O for granted (and I am mostly talking to the men because there are less of us that stay home) just remember what ol' pirate frog said and thank them. Be glad it is not you at home because it is nowhere as easy as you think it is. Anyone that has/does stay home I am sure will agree that it is no walk in the park. PIRATE FROG

Talk Radio
I don't know about you all but I hate those stupid morning radio shows like those two idiots "Bob and Tom". When I turn on the radio on my way home (I work nights) or even more so when I go TO work in the morning I don't want to hear people cackeling and laughing at their own jokes...I want to hear music! I thought that was what AM radio was for, so that these mindless idiots could talk about nothing and make fun of handicapped people and whatnot. It just puts me in the mindset that I want to strangle somebody even before I get to work. I am thankful that Im not driving stuck in traffic somewhere and having to listen to this crap. I'm not real certain WHO does like it or listen to it, I guess someone does or they wouldnt be on the air. I just really hate the shit and I have a hell of a time finding a station that doesnt have it. Now I know why Satellite Radio has become so popular!

Skeleton In The Closet
Skeleton in the closet noun 1. A shameful or slanderous fact concerning oneself or one's family that one tries to keep secret. I suppose we all have skeletons in the closet. Secrets about ourselves that no one knows, not even our closest friend. Shameful things that we have done or have been done to us, things we keep hidden away, trying to forget they ever happened. For some it may be ugly things that happened to them as a child, for others it may be cruelty and abuse suffered in a relationship, or for others an assault that occurred recently. For someone it may be all of the above. How long can we keep those skeletons hidden away? Though we try to ignore them, they take on a life of their own, growing, affecting every area of our lives. Perhaps we’ve had to move our skeletons into a storage locker or even a warehouse already. Do we dare open the door and expose the skeletons? Pull them out into the open, for all the world to see? Do we dare expose ourselves to t

Read This Poem And Tell Me What You Think Please
Pain a sadness an ache inside looking back haunted by memories left alone whispering Dreams left to die unrequitted love withered Past and echoes of the future no hope

What Is Love?
Accoring to Webster Dictionary the definition of love is: "1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of love 2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion 3 a : the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration b (1) : a beloved person : DARLING -- often used as a term of endearment (2) British -- used as an informal term of address 4 a : unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another: as (1) : the fatherly concern of God for humankind (2) : brotherly concern for others b : a person's adoration of God 5 : a god or personification of love 6 : an amorous episode : LOVE AFFAIR 7 : the sexual embrace : COPULATION 8 : a score of zero (as in tennis) 9 capitalized, Christian Science : GOD - at love : holding one's opponent scoreless in tennis - in love : i

Somethings I Would Like To Know About You
Can you answer some of these questions for me: a) what other social/business networking sites are you a member of? b) which ones do you use the most? c) which ones do you like the best? d) and the ones that you like the best, why do you like them? It would be a great help as I am trying to find outwhere people hang out mostly.

Lost In Thought...
Trying somthing new... Current mood: calm A fewness of word, Greatness of deeds... What are you waiting for? with all you say you want, there is: A dream for you to follow; A dream for you to set; A plan for to make; A project for you to begin; An idea for you to act on; A possibility for you to explore; An opportuniy for you to grab; A choice for you to make. If not, you shouldn't have anything to talk about... Today i will make it my business to say less and do more.

What Is Npt?
Ive been asked...."What is NPT?" Well NPT stands for "Nasty Past Times". That is where I work. I am a phone fantasy girl, a phone sex operator in other words. Our site is called NastyPastTimes. WWW.nastypasttimes.com Is the address to the main site if anyones interested in calling or are interested in joining the team. We are always looking for new people who enjoy earning $1.00 a minute for talking on the phone. Its an easy job if your into roll playing or nasty talk... Check it out sometime!

Sadam Must Die
the trial is over and now the appeal for the butcher of bagdad but how does killing one man leval the score when he put to death countless others ? and did anyone really believe he would not be put to death I think it would have been easier just to give him a cigar and a blindfold and walk him to a wall compaired to the number of people who have died durring this trial so far but that is just my opinion me

I Wrote The For Someone ,she Wasn't Smart Enough To Understand It . I Hope Someone Will Enjoy It.
Tomorrow dawns and the sky will break with nebulous emotions you may never negate. So wake warm and content nursing on innocence, free from this world of malevolence, happy and benevolent. As sweet as nectar exposed in sunshine. More intoxicatng than crimson wine, remain ardently divine, be sublime. Eyes scintilla blue, essence of aster in bloom, never let anyone askew, the beautiful exuberant you.

Just Me Being Bored :)
I’m reaching for the stars the ones there just boned my fingertips. I see the light in the dark of the night so close yet so far. Will I get there this I do not know, but with my friends close at heart I can wish and I can hope that one day ill reach one if even just the tip. The sky’s the limit after all if you have true friends they will catch you when you fall.

Shag Or Pass
sorry to keep posting these but i think they're funny: There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to Shag the hell out of you. (if they havent already ha ha) So lets play the Shag or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to Shag the person who posts this, send them a comment(or a message if you don't want anyone else to see lol) saying "yep, I'd Shag you." ! haha YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Shag or Pass"

Beautiful Days Chapter Three
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER THREE BROWN EYED WALTZ When she looked at me. With those eyes. All i remember was how beautiful they were. I was in a daze for mere seconds. I was lost in them. Human nature's a bitch. It stirrs up emotions. Makes us weak at times. Her face. It had the most frightened look on it when she gave me that quick glance. Almost as if she was calling for help through those gorgeous eyes of hers. I saw the face in my mind again, but instead of hearing a beautiful voice crying for help...all i hear is this... "GOD DAMMIT, REED!" That's enough to snap me back into reality. I'm still at the crime scene. Dead bodies, bingo chips everywhere, the whole nine fuckin' yards. Oh by the way, that God dammit, Reed!, comment comes courtesy of our very own Seargeant Shaw. You know those scenes in the cop movies where the renegade cop goes out and does something really against all odds and then has to get his ass chewed off by a superior officer? Yo

One
okay so i write and post my poetry, appreciate my effots at the least. I am not just like you I am not what you see I am not what you think I am not who you like I am me. I am Wiccan, a trying vegetarian, a woman in distress My world is small compared to yours, my life Useless, and my body defenseless You once thought of me as a chain I may be sliver but with dulled spots And a little rusty, but my grip is strong I will hold tight, I must hold tight, I can hold tight My tries, my eyes, my lies Back. . . .hold me pinned to the ground down People look at me odd, like I don’t exist Like I am only a dream like the C ROS S did he die for my sins? Did he exist at all, Prove to mw This fact and I will believe you Make me believe, destroy me if you must With all of your technology Drop your! atomic bombs upon me Make this year have a nuclear winter And once you destroy me, destroy yourself Destroy the world if you haven’t done

Excerpts From My Book 2
Remember me? The forgotten one with the penchant to help lost souls, even though I my self am lost? They say that that which does not kill you only makes you stronger…or makes you mad enough with a vengeance to find that which tried to kill you in the first place. Am I mad? Am I mad because I have tried to find that very thing…Death. Death is no stranger to me. He comes to me in the middle of the night to steal away the only ones I truly loved. My mother. My father. My precious, beautiful, princess, Carrie. He stole them right from my very grasp. Yes, I mourned for my mother and my father. But not nearly as deeply as I have mourned for my Carrie. Some say circumstances change people, sometimes down to the very core. And I am not the same man that I was ten months ago. Not the same gentle, kind, loving soul who would literally give the shirt from his very back to one in need. No, I am much different now. More callous, and cautious. Carrie’s death saw to that. I hav

Dreams Of Passion
Dreams of passion and heat untamed, calling his name until I am shamed. Closing the door to my heart's hold, he shows me swiftly how he's gone cold. He tells me sorry and do not cry, it's just not worth one last try. Passions hold has slipped away, running fast and swift the other way. To try again would be a shame, sending me reeling and turning to flames. My touch was so gentle and sweet, I thought that it to be a great treat. Hearing his words cut as a knife, sent me running burning with strife. Could I know how this could end, no one knows it was just pretend. Lora

Yodeling
Have you ever wondered where and how yodeling began? Many years ago a man was traveling through the mountains of Switzerland. Nightfall was rapidly approaching and he had nowhere to sleep. He went up to a farmhouse and asked the farmer if he could spend the night. The farmer told him that he could sleep in the barn. As the story goes, the farmer's daughter asked her father, "Who is that man going into the barn?" "That fellow traveling through," said the farmer. "needs a place to stay for the night, so, I told him he could sleep in the barn." The daughter said, "Perhaps he is hungry." So she prepared him a plate of food for him and then took it out to the barn. About an hour later, the daughter returned. Her clothing disheveled and straw in her hair, Straight up to bed she went. The farmer's wife was very observant. She then suggested that perhaps the man was thirsty. So she fetched a bottle of wine, took it out to the barn, and she too did not re

Wicca
Q. What is Wicca? A. Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrogance of human technology as they touch our souls. To be a Witch is to be a heal

Read Me...
hey everyone....the title was just to get your attention. Hopefully you're not too disappointed at the lack of sex in this blog. Anyway, I just wanted to say that I'm pretty new to this site, so check out my page, rate it, leave comments, all that stuff....maybe I can get some more friends and no longer be fresh meat....anyway, check me out and leave some love...looking forward to hearing from ya.

Poem Second Edition
The One For Me Laying together our hearts beat as one, you ask if i have regret, I have none. Looking into your eyes so beautiful and loyal, I wanna take you in my arms and treat you so royal. Deep within me there is someone to love, I'm glad I finally found someone to hug. To hear your heart beat and have you near me, to tell you about my day , and have you to hear me. Someone to smother, with a thousand red roses, someone who needs me, and is not afraid to show it. Looking into your eyes I can finally see, that you and only you are the one for me. This is one of my earlier poems. I hope you al like it.

New Job
well i start my new job on saturday....i get the feeling i'm gonna be tired alot....i have to be there for 5pm and won't get off until 1:30am then it takes about 35-40 minutes to get home and my kids are up about 7:30 am......hopefully they'll let me sleep til at least 8...but ya gotta do what ya gotta do i guess....toodles

Open Source Software
Would just like to you know if you use any open source software and if so what programs also as I have been using drupal which is a open source software for creating social networking sites and also the wikis and also dotproject. just interested in seeing how many people out there use it.

Great News
Well guys, it looks like some good news on the horizon. My neighbors and I have an interview with the local newspaper on Wednesday. And today I received a e-mail from the mayor no less! He wants to set up communications so that we are all informed of the development plans and progress, this way we are not asked to move at the last minute with no where to go. Also he wants to set up a meeting and bring in some organizations that can help with relocating us understanding that some need to remain close to work because they walk there. I'll post more later.

Sinfully Yours
Sinfully Yours by YeahBabyyy © Slightly Parted lips Soft to the touch Lingering whispered kisses Stroking each other’s curves Flames of a candle Flowing with her sent Sultry silhouettes Hints of heated passion Dampness of desire Just a taste away Shivering sensations Stroking deep within

Why Is It
you find someone where everthing click, you want them they want you, and not just in a sxual way, i mean you want each other mentaly pyschically emotionally, and sexually. your not happy if there not happy you worry about them above your own self. why is it that when you find these people there are so many things keeping you apart? cause ive found someone i totally click with but shes so far away, and i feel its my fault.... god if she was here all the things we could do.... :(

The Rain
The Storm she sits and waits on the hill she feels the breeze begin to pick up The clouds begin to churn The sun begins to fade she lifts her face toward the sky and closes her eyes she is alone and wonders why she watches the animals run into the brush There is no movement from her...waiting The clouds darken; the rumbling begins The crack of the faraway lightening The first drops of rain touch her face and open bosom Shuddering with the assault she becomes still she knows it is what she wants The rain pours on her drenching her every curve... every part of her skin Laving back and watching the clouds strengthen The lightening hitting the ground; the surge it puts through her body The tingling through her sweetness, her bosom The rain beating on her in rhythm She cries out knowing she wants more Knowing The Storm is her Master; and she merely wanting to be the rain

My Nightmare
nightmares Current mood: scared A very good and trusted friend suggested that i write about my nightmares in order to try and get them out of my head. i'm not much of a writer, but here goes nothing. Most of you know a little about my past marriage. It WAS a good one, until one night last year when everything changed. My husband, at that time, was "working" in NJ. i, as usual, was in Vt with our son, DJ. i got woken up around 2 or so in the morning by my car alarm. Someone had tried to break into my car. What would any wife and mother do? i tried to call my husband on his cell phone. When a female voice answered, i thought nothing of it since he was staying at his friend's house. Mikey is something of a "man-whore", so i figured it was one of HIS "friends". i didn't get upset until she said,"Honey, wake up. It's your wife on the phone." Then, i knew it was time to get mad. i strongly suggested that he get his ass home, NOW. i'm not that forward or bold as to

Venting
ok so i had the busiest day ive had in a long time at the gas station tonight, and the damn delivery truck was five and a half hours late so basicly it was one guy on the register the other unloading the truck stuff and putting it all away, not to mention since we switched off from time to time, both drawers netted over 4000 in sales each, which is close to double a normal wednesday night, im exhausted, im hungry and im whiney dammit, lol ok i feel a lil better now, time to eat dinner while im on here and then hit the hay.

I Am Sorry Guys
I know a am around 300 houndred friends gut is you stop by and show love I will return it promise I am not a selfish guy promise and would love to leave you all coments I have almost 80 pics and not sure how much stash but if you post and coment I will be sure to return it and thank for all of you being my friends you people are wonderful other then this one set back I am not going to talk about cus I am in a good mood well love you all and hope you have a safe and happy thanksgiving and again thank you all love you all have fun

Being Single
Being single can sometimes be a good thing i guess be able to do what ya want and go where ya want. But it can also be lonely and i hate being lonely i hoping someday i will meet the man of my dreams and finally be with that special someone i have been longing to find in my life. Here is a song that reminds me of an ex i had who was a part of my life til things got turned around and we arent together any longer But days go by i do miss him alot and we still remain friends as always It's 3 AM and I finally say I'm sorry for acting that way I didn't really mean to make you cry Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why Does it always have to come down To you leaving Before I'll say "I love you" Why do I always use the words That cut the deepest When I know how much it hurts you Oh baby why, do I do that to you I know I'd never let you walk away So why do I push you 'til you break And why are you always on the verge of good-bye Before I'll show you how I

Funny Story About Men/women
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one t

Why
Why. Damn it why. Did the attention mean that much to you? Seriously, if it did then you should have told me. I would have tried my best to give you more? Was i not good enough? Did i not try hard enough? Cause i sure the fuck thought i did. Im sorry. I really am. I have so much shit going on. And now i have to deal with one of the FEW people i had faith in. And now, thats just gone. I dont want to talk to you. I dont want to know you exist anymore. Cause as of now, you dont. Im done. Whatever. Ive officially meet 2 people on this site who fucked me over! Woohoo. Anyone else wanta add there name to my list? If so please say now, so i can add it and get the bullshit over with. Cause my tears are done. Fuck that shit. So much for being there. -God broke the mold, When he made this one I know She's breathtaking but so much more She walks in the room, your loves closed Making you never want to breathe again Her boyfriend has got so much dough So much ice his neck and w

Loonggg Surveyyy
Name: Jon Eye color: Blue Height: 6'1" What are you wearing right now? Black tee, blue jeans, black Chuck T's where do u live? At my house. Sometimes in my car Righty or lefty: right Can you make a dollar in change right now: Shoot, I live in Vegas. I've always got change ----------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: Favorite kind of pants? That is a wierd question. Ummm, ok. Favorite pants...jeans. Animal: Meerkats Drink: Like in alcohol? G and T Month: May Juice: Mango Favorite cartoon : UnderDog ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath: Yeppers Bungee Jumped? Why would I want to do that? Made yourself throw-up? I can't. I've tried. skinny dipping? Certainly Loved someone so much it made you cry? Yes Broken a bone: I broke my thumb like 5 times Played truth or dare: Yes Been in a physical fight: I am a

The Inbetween
A world with no darkness,a world with no light, A world without black , a world without light. We live in the shade of grey , with no time of the past , the future lays waste . We search for ourselves inside everyone we meet , but we cease to look within ourselves to see who we really should be . The time has come and now is gone , and we still sit one our lonely thrones . Life will pass us by if we do not see it , and it will be gone if we dont live it . Live life to the fullest , treasure every day that you get , take all chance and make that bet . You only get one chance at life , so face with with honor , fear or strife .

Story 2
She lay in bed listening to rain beat against her window, the soft tinkling forming its own intricate melody gently pushing her towards sleep. Her aqua sheets fell out in waves around her. They were the color of the Pacific as it kissed the shores of the Keys. The moonlight danced over the sheets creating a light that shone like diamonds around her. She wrapped herself in them over and over, bathing in their comfort. She couldn’t get it out her mind; get him out of her mind, the way he looked at her, the way she reacted to him. “Come here, now.” Elita stepped proudly across the room. She drew out every stride, every look, every breath. If he wanted her he was going to have to wait for it. She rested her hands on the arms of his massive chair and tentatively leaned into him. She breathed in the scent of him, fresh pine and sweat, and just below that, something richer, deeper, and intoxicating. Any suggestions?

From Tim
I recieved this from a friend. So I wanted to sharethis with my friends..... Thanks Tim!!!First I want you to know that I love you to death and you are amazing.. if I don't get this back I understand.. I have a game for you. Once you read this letter you must send it to 14 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are loved." nobody knows what they have until they loose it You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love Tonight right at 12:00am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years. sends this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who your real love is! I promise you m

Combustible Flowers
The one who dreamed of long kisses with no lips To pass the perilous season That day I was but two legs walking Two wild rose vines filled with a gentle inflexible will There are to many names Detours and eyes In my encounters with life and its face But in an instant dream My glass legs have sprung Out of our play Descending like experience of reality And for a brief while we act like life itself Carried away, not thinking about applause An ambush strangely tragic Of art love and history speeding past She opens a window and the fields breath A river covered in white mist And the sky is a purple porcelian I always watch the violet sea fade away As the solitary wind retraced my steps In my pocket the soul of the world And always you refuse Tranquilly you continue On the days gentle dawning rays But the clock will bend time And bend the earth to us That is our victory Forestgreen

Hmmmmmm
How far would you go for the one you love. Would you risk your life for that person. Would you do anthing in the world for that person. Could you risk you whole life to try and show that person how much you love them. Would they just use you for everything your worth. Do you think the other person would do the same for you. Would they risk thier life for you. Would they do anything in the world for you. Could they risk thier whole life for you. Could they love you like you love them. Or would you just take them for what they are worth. By:MoMo

Random Things About Me ( I Might Loose Some Friends Lol)
- i sleep with 7 pillows. try to take them away from me and we r gonna have problems. - i like when its real cold outside. i hate being hot. - i like pizza with hot sauce - i think im a real ugly person but once in a while ill call myself a hot sexy piece of ass LOL - i always have to have socks on i hate feet. - i sleep with a stuffed animal. a garfield one. - i like to change my hair a lott. - i love love love build a bear. - christmas time makes me sad because i have no bf. - ive never smoked before in my life - im a sucker for a sweet talker - whenever a boy breaks up with me for some reason they can never stop talking to me even if i tell them i never wanna talk to them again they still try to talk to me for months n years. - i think im a really stupid person. - i dont think im good enough to get into college - i write down my random thoughts sometimes and then i read them to my friends n they die laughing. - I LOVE SLIPPERS i have

*i'm A May Baby... Thanks Jp*
JANUARY BABY Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when Restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside

Love Tips
LOVE TIP #232: It may not always seem this way, but it's far better to be single and working on yourself than to be in the wrong relationship and losing yourself -- which is oftentimes what happens. Cherish your time with you; it'll make you stronger in yourself when you do partner up!

Hey Guys
please come vote for my wife in hottest military wife contest, she needs those comments like a few hundred of them, she so deserves this win! what'd ya say! ,.-~*´¨¯¨`*·~-.¸-(_sªpÞhï®ê_)-,.-~*´¨¯¨`*·~-.¸@ CherryTAP VOTE FOR ME INTHE HOTTEST MILITARY WIFE CONTEST!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!!! send a few hundred votes !

What I Want
These are things I want...If you can't complete these you need not apply. Make sure you read the first blog first because fake fascaders do not apply. 1. I want a guy who is real and honest. Who will tell me straight up if he does or doesn't like something that is going on. That won't say I look good if he thinks I look like a tramp. 2. I want a guy who still knows what the word chilvery means. Open a door for a lady, give her your jacket when its cold hold and caress her for no reason. 3. I want a guy who will love me for me. A guy who doesn't want me to change completely who will accept me for me and not change me into something I'm not 4. I want a guy who doesn't have to have a reason to want to spend time with me. Whether its just driving around in a car or walking along the streets or just chilling on the couch watching tv. I want a guy who likes to spend time with me. 5. I want a guy who will protect me and take care of me. I mean there is a certain level to this, I can defe

Sensual Finger-tips
How much I want you to whisper I love you Lightly softly sensually into my ear How I want your finger tips to sweep along my curves I want magic to seep into my veins for you to make the pain fade away I dream sweetly about you Always at the corner of my thoughts I want you to soak beautiful into me So I'll blush at your words not cringe inside I want your hands to find my perfections for your lips to make flawed imprints I want my eyes to sparkle as you enter inside and corrupt my soul Claiming me with each thrust Taking my heart with each body melting kiss I want to sink into soaked sheets of my sweat of my juice I want you to swill my forbidden fruit on your tongue to turn me inside out For you to taste me as I come quickly Hardly breathing as you take me away I want to lose my sanity in you To forget the world around me To only see you when my eyes open instead of shadows of the lover in my dreams I want to make m

Men & Women X-mas
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions." "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only.

By Demons Be Driven
By Demons Be Driven Serving the faith Abduction the oath It lie in wait for the offering Religion is old For drawing the young Purity withers and dies Never return to the ones that provided Children draining parents of will I hold out my hand to bloodless child I'm taken by the one I was saving From death [Chorus] By demons be driven Beckon the call With decline in mind End not far We're left hanging alone here He pulls us from nails Shatters our bones Leaving us crippled and strewn Boiling my corpse in the blood of his children Praying for his god to prevail Burying us with loved ones To sleep with shelled children of the sixth dimension [Chorus]

I'll Cast A Shadow
I'll Cast A Shadow The end will crush the light And sends a message, It won't please The naked eye Without and end there is no light To foretell, to blind you The law of the claw reigns on and after still When I die, I cast a shadow And I'll rise, I cast a shadow I'm leaving more eyes open I close up both of mine For the ones that chase my life They're looking over shoulders Let paranoia in Spontaneously rule them When I die, I cast a shadow And I'll fly, I cast a shadow Everybody get fucking up! I cast a shadow... I... I cast a shadow I cast a shadow... I... I cast a shadow When I die, I cast a shadow And I'll rise, I cast a shadow

Judging A Book By Its' Cover!!!
Have you ever went to someone's page on here and just stayed on there a lil longer then your usual page browsin' and you said to yourself *Damn this person is really fine, goregous, sexy, seems very intelligent, etc?* Then when you finally get to know this person on a personal level you've realize that this person attiutude does not match their physical appearance?? Does this really prove to never judge a book by it's cover??? Please feel free to comment!!! ; )

A Gentleman Speaks In Rhyme . . .
A gentleman speaks in rhyme . . . Forgive the intrusion please for I'm usually not so bold but I find that situations dictate the actions that unfold I've watched disjointed at these lavish goings-on and truth be told I find the context embarrassingly wrong to covet and procure that which is not yours time and time again to shame yourself hopelessly with the veracity of this sin For true men of honor wouldn't dream of allowing flesh to contort the mind And it is these truths within my sorrowed heart that I do find that the current dilemma is one that simply begs tell me sir did you know that happens to be my wife between your legs November 18, 2006 Ezequiel J. Flores Jr.

My Celtic Tree Sign
The Ash was a sacred chieftain tree, believed to "court the flash" since it was prone to be struck by lightning. The wood of the Ash was thought to be enchanted and was used by the Druids to fashion wands and spears. Its twigs were placed in circles as a protection from snakes, while witches would use the timber as handles for their broomsticks. Children would be passed through the branches of an Ash in order that they might be protected and to cure them from illness. Ash leaves were placed under pillows to induce prophetic dreams or placed in bowls of water to ward off ailments. The Celts believed that the Ash originated in the Great Deep or the Undersea Land of Tethys. It belongs to the trilogy of sacred Irish trees (the other two being the Oak and the Hawthorn) and is said to offer particular protection from death by drowning. The seeds of the Ash have long been used in love divination. If the seeds did not appear on a certain tree, then its owner was thought to have been unlucky in

A Wtf Moment For Everyone
so 11 am came around and its lunch time so i walk across the street to go to my usual chinese restuarant. AS soon as i get across the street a guy (race witheld) wearing beige carpenter pants and a heavy jacket and a beanie starts walking all weird towards the entrance as well not quie noticing me. he puts his hand in one of his pockets and starts to heard towards door and then starts to withdraw his hand and i see he had what appeared to be a gun. i immediately yelled at him he turned around looked at me anf since iwas double his size took the fuck off into dodge. i walked into the restaurant and procceded to remain there for an hour talking ot police. Question why did i yell at a guy with a gun? WEll honeslty i dunno it seemed the only thign for me to do. I wasnt about to let him go in ther and shoot my freinds ya know. So now the police went looking for him but i dont think they found him . Well thers my excitement for the year lol

To Whom Ever Will Listen...
***(let me know what y'all think. Thank you)*** For the first time I feel apart. When did it all start. For now I loose your heart. People say lovers come and go. But your more then my lover. This is tell you so. Are we now over. There was no passion in our kiss. No feeling of heavenly bliss. This is to whom-ever will listen. Or to whom I will allow in. In my thoughts I wish to share. But in the end I will have to bare. I find it hard to believe, that I worked so hard, to achieve. Something that used to be there. Now I shall sit and stare. At what used to be. The one I love is he. Can he hear my silent cries. Or am I really feeling something that died. This is to whom ever will listen. Or to whom I allow in. Can you forgive me in the end. Or is what we have a forever bend. Please take my hand. Be my forever friend. I never want to loose you, Ever. Will you brush what I said off? Never. I see you in everything I do. How you may ask? This

Love Or Something Like It
A Girl I knew I remember sitting on a driveway in the suburbs, with the girl from the coffee house I had met just days previous. The moment was breathe taking to say the least Her hair smelled like roses… And I couldn’t believe she was leaning against me I felt her heart beat fall in sync with my own, and it was then, that I knew I was hers Her hair… It was a certain shade Nothing extravagant… But oh so elegant It just flowed down her shoulders And as oceans of red and blonde fell over my eyes… It caressed my face slightly, before meeting her back We sat on that driveway for what seemed like forever But I discovered later that it was only a few hours… A few hours of contentment, in every conceivable definition of the word As life unfolded that miscellaneous evening, so did my introduction into love So much was said with little conversation But everything made sense, and every undertone was understood Her eyes seemed to almost sing to me Saying to me… You ar

Ok Ladies And Gents Contest Information
i AM STARTING THE CONTEST IN AN HOUR AND i WILL BE E-MAILING YOUR SITES OUT TO THE CONTESTENTS RULE ONE YOU CAN RATE YOURSELF BUT NOT COMETHS ON YOURSELF THE COMENTS TO YOURSELF WILL BE DELEATED BUT ALL OF THE COMMENT AS MUANY TIMES AS YOUR FRIENDS CHOOSE TO COMETHING ON YOU SO WHEN THEY COMENT TELL THE TO COMENT AS MANY TIMES AS THEY WANT THE BIG WINNER WILL GET A RING OR A ROLEX UNLESS i GET MORE CONTESTENTS THE THE PRIZE GETS HIGHER

Another Great Bulletion Thank You
but this little story kinda touched me and it's definitely fitting for Christmas time :) I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadl

I'll Never Reform My Thoughts (don't Try To Make Me)
"Don't remember me in daisy-dream dresses, reality-wrecked trails of mascara, and the utterings of star-stapled syllables," I want to growl beneath my breath as the world spins me insane with monsters that thrive on the shadows of anger and hearts that quit beating decades ago (when a thousand goodbyes have speckled my dimples depressed and left me pondering how it could be that the sunrises of tomorrow promise nothing new) "Don't recall me in tones that don't fit me, make-believing I'm worth more than a dust-monkey's tail when my lips have dropped nothing but lies," I want to share with the ears that will listen as I'm stripped of all will to survive the storm beneath shoulders weighed down with echoing heartaches and paranoias of the creatures that lurk in the past (because I lose my breath when the nightwhispers start, and I can't hear myself in silences if I've been blinded by unmovable hands) "Don't you dare bring back the

Take The Test
You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.Exciting88%Soft69%Violent63%Hot56%Sweet31%Shy25%Wet19%Awkward13%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Hero For A Day
Again Im in a state of shock at the way the world is working. its a tragedy everyday to turn on the television to see more lives lost domestic and foreign. from war to hate crimes to randoms acts of violence the world is in a sad state. the grief we bring upon ourselves is building up and the emotional dam is about to break releasing a flood of tears and broken hearted people. everyday another person dies in iraq or is attacked on the streets or is murdered over some stupid thing this is not the way the world should work. everyday we slip deeper into depression and the media is no helping hand with whats going on who can stand up and be the hero for the day i myself have been a hero for the day i once saved a girl from a suicide attempt after she got drunk at a party all the warning signs were in place just seemed that no one cared to notice we as people should be more empathetic in helping our fellow man and bringing kindness to the lives of those in need had it not been for me the mo

Fighting On The Internet.
Someone once told me that. "Fighting on the internet is like competing in the special olympics. Even if you win, you are still retarded." (Before anyone gets upset, it's a quote and I don't mean it as a slam against the special olympics which is a wonderful organization. Jesus, quite sad when you have to clarify so much in a free speech society.) I have seen many people fight on the internet. It's pretty stupid. I mean how does anyone win when everyone else can't tell which one is the idiot? Again, if you are so involved in the internet that you can't stand to hear one thing said against you, it's time to shut off your computer, step out your door, see what else the big wide world has to offer, and get a real life.

12.08.06
Accept the Sickness there is a cold tonight that settles in an aching breaking heart an unwanted knowledge that peace will never last and love can not stay true weary, wounded by neglect and poor choices will slide the regretted acceptance back to where it was at first touch so returns the greatest enemy of confidence and faith returns the knowledge that there should be no more last chances and alone is a permanent state of being so cliche that it nauseates be alone or be dead Impossible Questions where is the end of this diminuendo? when the heart stops racing for the moment that won't arrive the sickness of the soul is accepted or expunged where is the end of the attempts the wasting away over the impossible the acceptance of defeat by too stubborn a will who wins in the end when the cynical were right?

Try It
Can you find the "C" ??? (Good exercise for the eyes!) OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Once you've found the C.......... Find the 6! 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999699999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999

Let Me Get An Ink Pen
LOL.... As I heard this from a caller tonight, I was wondering if there was any other kind of pen. Do you know of any other possible type of pen? I would think that the term "pen" would mean that it was a writing instrument with ink, right???? Just struck me a bit funny as I heard this....

Stop Havin A Cry Over Rip Pics Like Gee
ok if i have to read one more friggin bulletin about someone havin a cry about another rippin pics i going to scream (quick cover ur ears lol) or that ppl feel they have to say sorry to me cuz they have ripped my pics and it wasnt til another member got so upset that they didnt realise u have to ask permission which u dont!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MEAN COME ON for every time u have a cry that some one has ripped ur pic just have a think how many times someone has right clicked it and saved it to their computer dumbass and taken from the horses mouth::.. this is what babyjesus has in his blog --Remove the photo ripping feature *never* upload anything to the internet that you don't want someone else to have. you can't stop someone from taking your photos, so i'm not going to remove the rip feature, stop asking. http://cherrytap.com/blog/30473/113508 which sums it up perfectly so geeeee GROW UP!!! much love to u all *giggles* thanks for the rant

Tonight
I am sitting here eyes closed, hard as a rock, thinking about you. It has been so long, but I can still feel your warmth, as I imagine sliding into your warm pussy. I can smell your juices on the air, I can still remember how your breasts feel in my hands and taste on my lips. God, I wish you were here right now, I would ravish you. I would treat you like the goddess you are, and give you orgasms until you beg me to stop. I would push far inside you, and pull out till I couldnt feel you any more, and slide right back inside you. Oh god, I want you so bad. I want to taste your warmth on my lips, I want to put my toungue inside you. I want to suck you clitoris until you scream. I want to watch you ride me like a pro, bouncing your tits in my face because you know I love it. I want you to bite me, and scratch me, clench me tighter as you explode all over my cock. I want you to fuck me hard, until I scream and beg for you. I want you to make me come harder than I

Anytime, Anyplace (poem To Get You Wet)
Anytime, Anyplace Hear the thundering rain, I move to your side. gently kiss your neck, our bodies begin to grind. Anytime, Anyplace, I'll make your body yearn Anything you have me taste, teach me and I'll learn. I can feel your hand, it's moving up my thigh, reaching for my love, I gently push inside. Anytime, Anyplace, I'll always give you more. Anywhere you need a touch, that's what I am for. I can feel your heart, beating strong and fast Ecstacy unwinds, We try to make it last. Anytime, Anyplace, My fantasy's realized Everytime we caress like this, I'm captured by your eyes Our bodies entertwined, passion starts to burn lay back and anticipate, tonight it is your turn. Anytime, Anyplace, our bodies turn to steam. This time you close your eyes and try to supress a scream. Soft, hot, and wet, we move up the pace. Pulsing jets of love, through your body race. Anytime, Anyplace, I'll make your body scream, This is my only wish

Light The Candle Please
Bristol-Myers Squibb......the pharmaceuticals company is donating $1 for everyone who visits the following link and " VIRTUALLY LIGHTS A CANDLE" to the NATIONAL AIDS FOUNDATION......please take a moment to light a candle and to LET YOUR OWN LIGHT SHINE: www.lighttounite.org

Senses
When I look into your eyes, I see your soul. When I hear your gentle voice, You take my breath away. When I listen to your heart beating, My pulse quickens. When I smell your scent, I soar. When I feel your touch, I melt. When you embrace me, My body shivers. When you kiss me, My passion stirs. You ignite the flame within, The flame that burns - Smoldering, fiery and wanting to consume. You stir ancient beast, Awakened and starved she roars And is mad with desire. Take me, as you want my sweet, For I am no longer mine, but yours. Given to you of my own free will, To please and to serve. Show me how well you know what is yours. Lead me to the wantonness, You so much desire. Make me crave and writhe in reckless abandon, And fill your ears with speechlessness. For all else is gone, Floating on waves of ecstasy. You evoke such power, Yet are gentle and generous. You stroke me in ways I never knew, And make me purr softly. You blend pleasure and pain, So

Most Seductive Eyes Contest(finished)
Hello Ladies, I am finally doing my first Contest "Most Seductive Eyes Contest" or some say "Bedroom Eyes" I am looking for 15 people to enter, please serious offers only. They will be chosen by the first fifteen woman to personal message me with the link to their entry in this contest CHOOSING A WINNER COMMENT BOMB The winner will be chosen by the most number of comments on the picture, the pictures can be commented as much as any person wants to comment, you may comment your own entry over and over, ~~Prizes~~ the winner is guaranteed a V.I.C. gift any one who breaks 5000 comments is guaranteed a gift worthy of that task whether they win the contest or not the gift is guaranteed!! CONTEST START Once i have received all of the 15 entries into the contest I will then personally message each contestant letting them know that the contest has began PLEASE GO VOTE SEDUCTIVE EYE CONTEST OVER IN... Free Countdown Clocks at WishAFriend.com

Maybe I Won't Look Back!
I woke up from dreaming I dreamed I got a call from a friend of mine, she sounded really lonely But I had somewhere to be I said I'll call you later 'Cause I really had to go, I can't be late, she'll be okay, this is important Then I forgot completely You can be who you choose to be But whether you do, or whether you don't Depends on your priorities And I know that it's not easy I'm looking for the peace to find some sleep tonight 'Cause I'm Not very proud of the way I have lived today But if I choose to Follow Him along the way Then maybe I won't look back Feel like time has gone and passed me by Then maybe I won't look back On those days I could have said something In those times when help was needed I was busy Was it worth it, no I don't think so, Cause now I see the moment is gone In some way I could have done something A thoughtful word a simple smile but I was selfish, But if I change my heart today, tomorrow it may be okay And maybe I won't look ba

I Do Believe You're Trying To Wake Me Up
Words so secure screaming like an alarm Are you trying to wake me up Now what was that you were trying to pull Is it my arm I do believe you're trying to wake me up Now could it be maybe It's not me sleeping Could it be maybe you awakening Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk in the light Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk out of sight Now here I am, but I'm just sleepwalking Yes here I stand But I guess I'm just sleeptalking for myself Now could it be maybe It's not me sleeping Could it be maybe you awakening Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk in the light Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk out of sight One day this world will see me at the horizon One day from a distant light And just before I stand to face my love I'll turn around And with a smile I'll say my goodbyes Just one last goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Sleepwalk in the light Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk out of sight Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk in the light Sleep t

45 Random Things Aboiut Me:)
Here are 45 Randoms things about me.... 1) I have a thing about smells... if a hotel room, or a restaurant smells "funny"... I have to leave, or hold my breath. 2) Adding to my smell thing - I LOVE LOVE LOVE the way babies smell; their heads especially. My ex husband had always said that if you blindfolded me and put me in a room with 50 children, I could find all mine by head smell in about 5 seconds flat. 3) I love kids... love them... any age... any gender... I love to just sit back and LISTEN. It's amazing what you can learn by just listening to them talk. 4) I drink, smoke and curse like a sailor. My family taught me to hold my liquor well, and I've been known to drink grown men under the table. 5) My favorite season is summer. 6) I procrastinate... a lot... a LOT. 7) If I could, I'd live barefoot. 8) I love playing with hair. Cut, color, you name it. In a rut? Go wil

Journey Of Life
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know wht is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Do not let your life slip through your fingers By living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds is to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love; The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly. In addidtion, the best way to

Nudist Colony
A man joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day there he takes off his clothes and starts to wander around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him and says, "Did you call for me?" The man replies, "No, what do you mean?" She says, "You must be new here. Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection, it implies you called for me" Smiling, she leads him to the side of the swimming pool, lies down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Later, the man continues to explore the colony's facilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down, he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers out of the steam room toward him, "Did you call for me?! " says the hairy man. "No, what do you mean?" asks the newcomer. "It's a rule that if you fart, it implies that you called for me." The huge man

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All The Subtlety And Grace Of A Shovel To The Face
Bent over Left hand on hip Right hand gripping hip My stiff dick Into your hot pussy Place your hand between your legs and massage your clit Stroke at my slapping balls Let go of hip lift head Steal a brutal kiss Wrap fingers around your neck Fuck you like a train wreck Switch positions Get on top of me Bounce those beautiful tits for me Lower yourself, and place a nipple in my mouth Dig my fingers into your round ass Gag me until I drool out of the corners of my mouth Bite my chest, pierce me Do I taste like copper baby? Climax on me Throw you off and attach my mouth to your cunt Taste your cum Cum again On top of you Grabbing shoulders bruising you Grab at me Violate me Cum so deeply you can taste me Now put my cock back in your mouth And make me hard again We’ve only just begun

Never Gonna Stay In Your Hotella No More
Never Gonna Stay In Your Hotella No More The Manager Y.M.C.A. Hotel LONDON Roma 28 sept. 1981 Dear signore Direttore, Noew I am tella you story wot I was a-treated at jour hotella. I am a-comma from Roma as tourist to London and stay as a-younga christian man at your hotella. When I comma in my room I see there is no shit in my bed - how can I sleep with no shit in my bed? So I calla down receptione and tella: "I wanta shit" They tella me: "Go to toilet" I say:"No, no I wanta shit in my bed". They say: "You'd better not shit in your bed, you sonna-wa-bitch". What is sonna-wa-bitch? I go down for breakfast into restorante. I order bacon and egga and two pissis of toast. I getta only one piss of toast. I tella waitress, and point at toast: "I wanta piss". She tella me: "Go to toilet". I say: "No, no I wanta piss on my plate". She then say to me: "You bloody wella not piss on the plate, you sonna-wa-bitch". This is the second person who do not even know me calla me

Dimesearch
Sup fellow CherryTappers... I found CherryTap via the myspace account of Belladonna (a true honey). I noticed there are tons of hot women on CherrTap. I then decided to try to be "friends" with as many of them as I can and try to compile a list of the most beautiful women on CherryTap. I'm not trying to be an asshole or anything, I just thought it would be fun. So, if you read this, let your hot friends know that they need to get at me. More to come...

Please Repost To All Friends
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Cherry Tap
Well im new on cherry and i have to say this place is the shit i just had to get it down because im so excited its not even funny i just like meeting new people and hope that i meet some great peopleso if anyone is interested let me know, lol

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im not tall enough. I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

Damn ....im Feeln Ollllllld !
OK , SO IM CRUZN THRU YOUTUBE TRYN TO FIND SOME MUSIC VIDS TO THROW INTO THE STASH ......IM REMEMBERN STUFF AND FINDN IT , AS I DO THIS I START TO ACHE AND FEEL FATHER TIME BREATN DOWN THE BACK OF MY FRGN NECK ! I CAN REMEMBER GOING TO MOST OF THESE SHOWS WHEN THEY CAME OUT AND HOW IT WAS BACK THEN . I CAN REMEMBER (I CANT BELIEVE IM PUTN THIS IN WRITEN) I USE TO HAVE VARIOUS COLORS OF CROSSCOLORS SHORTS ...MY FAV WERE THE PURPLE ONES WITH A WHT MISFITS"EARTH AD" T AND A PAIR OF 21 EYELET DOCS , WITH A FOOT HIGH BLEACHED WHT HAWK !!! GOOD I LOOKD STUPID ! OR BETTER YET ...CHINO STYLE SHORTS (FLAT FRONT ONLY) WITH THE HAWK A WIFE BEATER AND 3 EYED DOCS WITH EG'S (DO YOU REMEMBER EG SOCKS ?) FK , THIS WAS THE TREND BACK THEN (EARLY 80'S TO THE 90'S) !!! I LIVED BOTH COASTS AND GREW UP BOTH SIDES OF THE STUPIDITY !(FL,CA,NY) I WAS A FKN DORK !!!!WELL , AT LEAST WE WERE ALL DORKS BACK THEN !!! I DONT MISS THAT ! I DO MISS MY BOOTS AND BRACES THO !!!I RETIRED THEM MANY YEARS AGO (PRO

A Firehouse Christmas
A Firehouse Christmas By Aaron Espy . . . she stood in the station doorway framed by snowflakes the size of a toddler’s hand. Heavy, white ones, falling like tiny angels who couldn’t resist a short dance in her hair. Like Santa she brought joy, Her bulging bundle of teddy bears and woolly mammoths, their faces pressed against the opaque bag, hoping for escape, a chance to be squeezed again by little hands, and held close to tiny faces . . . Seattle Decembers are misty and steel gray, like the navy ships and aircraft carriers that silently ply our waterways. Three or four times each winter a heavy, wet Puget Sound snow bends the cedar boughs and hemlock branches and the carpet of ferns on the forest floor with white wonder. It blankets and crusts our curving, winding roadways, turning every hill into a toboggan course for kids and the adults who wish they still were. For a fire-station lieutenant, it also fills the nights with fender benders, aban

Where Were You
WHERE WERE YOU YOU SAID YOU'D BE THERE WHERE WERE YOU I WAITED THREE AND A HALF HOURS FOR YOU WHERE WERE YOU I WENT HOME AND WAITED THREE AND A HALF MORE HOURS WAITING FOR YOU WHERE WERE YOU I CALLED NO ONE ANSWERED THE PHONE I LEFT A MESSAGE WHERE WERE YOU YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T MAKE ME WAIT WHERE WERE YOU WELL I GOT A PHONE CALL THEY SAID YOU CUT YOUR WRIST I ASKED IF YOU WERE OKAY THE SAID NO HE HE IS DEAD WE ARE SORRY

Shakin Abit
i was chatting with this guy i really like we went out twice and are very attracted to each other but he's backs off does a disappearing act i told him i like him but i also asked if i should stop wanting to see him he keeps saying no and says im sweet and sexy but i have a feeling i'm being played again i really have those feelings so much my heart beats so much faster when we chat. i've told him over and over don't play games with me because i am so damn vulnerable now nobody has given me those weird feelings for a long time and am so afraid i'm setting myself up to be hurt again. should i just walk away put a end to it or just go with the flow maybe he's afraid to get close to me i feel sick rightnow i hate when my stomach gets twisted why do i find men who just want to play a game like this. it bad enuff with the younger men who want to just bang me men who want no physical contact just get off on cybersex even fetishs who want a piece of my clothing i know and i try to separate re

My Baby Girl
the things i never knew... when i lay down next to her i feel like im laying next to an anagel from heaven .. lights of the stars and moon likght up my soul her warm body next to mean make me feel like im a kid all over again . i lay there watching her sleep can this be a dream my dreams are like one ... is this the girl who will be my wife the girl who will be by my side to i died ..... i know she great but how do i tell her that her body is so sexy my figers run over her body like water in a river falling over the rocks under a waterfall.. my angel my love i just want to hold you tho time and wipe always the tears when you hurt kiss your lips who your happy let you yell when you mad i want to slow you the world tho my eyes and heart i want to pull you in my arms and hold you safe ... i love you baby girl and i will always love everything big and little about you smile and dream of me baby i will never stop caring

The Battle Of Bulletin 404
The Battle of Bulletin 404 or How World War I Cost Us Hemp & the Forests The Setting In 1917, the world was battling World War I. In this country, industrialists, just beset with the minimum wage and graduated income, tax, were sent into a tailspin. Progressive ideals were lost as the United States took its place on the world stage in the struggle for commercial supremacy. Is is against this backdrop that the first 20th Century hemp drama was played. The Players The story begins in 1916, soon after the release of USDA Bulletin 404. Near San Diego, California, a 50-year-old German immigrant named George Schlichten had been working on a simple yet brilliant invention. Schlichten had spent 18 years and $400,000 on the decorticator, a machine that could strip the fiber from nearly any plant, leaving the pulp behind. To build it, he had developed an encyclopedic knowledge of fibers and paper making. His desire was to stop the felling of forests for paper, which he believed to be

What Kind Of Car Are U?
I'm a Chevrolet Corvette! You're a classic - powerful, athletic, and competitive. You're all about winning the race and getting the job done. While you have a practical everyday side, you get wild when anyone pushes your pedal. You hate to lose, but you hardly ever do. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Jokes
The morning after a wild party, a man noticed two rings on his dick. He went to a doctor, who told him "The good news is that the first ring is lipstick." "Whats the bad news?" the hungover man asked. the doctor replied, "The second ring is chewing tobacco."

Chapter 2!
[justin's pov still] i get out of the car at the jewlery store, walking in i spot this silver ring (since amanda told me she preferred silver over gold), it had a beautiful blue sahire in the middle with little diamonds around it. it was small, but i know amanda would love it. she's never really been one to be too crazy about something big, just something small and meaningful. i ask the clerk how much it is and he said it was on sale for $200. i handed him my credit car and he give me the ring in a silky celcet black box, my credit card, and the reciept. we exchange goodbye's. then i get in the car and drive home. [end of justin's pov] [nobody's pov] justin walks in the house and finds amanda sitting on the couch watching degrassi. justin: are you watching degrassi again? lol. amanda: *smiles big* uh-uh. justin: *shakes head and laughs sitting next to amanda, wrapping his arms around her cuddling her* amanda: *smiles placing a hand on his neck kissing him softly* justin: (

I Truly Need Your Votes...
Greetings My Friends, The Holidays are about over, and it is 2007. Next year is the best chance Americans who want to live their lives in accordance to the Constitution, the way our Founding Fathers wanted us to live. The right of freedom of religion, speech, press and the ability to pursue our dreams, is something we haven't had in decades. Unlike the present President, I will support and protect all Americans. I ask you to take a minute out, and click on this link; http://thenextprez.blogspot.com/ and stroll to the lower middle of the page, and under Independent Candidates (L-Z) vote for me. This poll will show the establishment, that you are tired of their BS! I thank you for your votes on the other poll. I have 60% of the vote. Nel Sangue, Jonathon "The Impaler" Sharkey

New Year's Resolutions
I guess it's that time of year for personal reflection and to find ways to be a better person. The pace of life is so hectic and unplanned sometimes I'm reluctant to devise a long list of things to accomplish for 2007, so I'll keep it simple: 1. Be a better husband (I forget to take the trash out--I wish that's the worst I've done :-( ) 2. Be a better dad (I'm tired when I get home from work, but I need to do more) 3. Be a better Airman (show my people I care about them personally and professionally) 4. Be a better citizen (be more patient, forgiving, and volunteer) 5. Meet more CT friends! If I can do these five things, 2007 will be a better year. Sean

My Broken Heart
I have sat quietly in my corner in the darkness just thinking about the past and the present. I had posted a blog just resently or rather yet a blog I had posted long ago however it was deleted the first time. so I reposted it because I felt as if it belonged here because it is apart of my life. Now since the first time it was posted... I have fallen in love again, and have been for awhile. Unfortunely he has dumped me, then decided to be with his ex. So again here I lay yet alone again deep into my sorrow. At the same time sitting back and watching whats going on, he is fallg into peices, and there is nothing I can do about it. She has dumped him and moved on. So now there is another girl in his life. However this other is no bed of roses either for him, shes not talking to him at the present time. I sit back and I watch him scream and shout and protest his love for her, and how much pain and sorrow he is in. Now while all this is going on I am sitting here in my own tears watchi

Ill Gotten Gains....
Sun sets into Darkness Darkness gives way to Light Enter the Endless Cycle Filled with Plight Into the trap, the animal fed Left in solitude Shackled with Anguish Mingled with Pain and Dread Bars of Turmoil and Confinement bred Pillows of Ash Blanket of Fear Broken glass and razors make the bed Howl at the Moon Silence Scream Cower from Shadows Madness sets in Warped visions of dancing dragons Dreams unspoken shattered Rain of Acid descend Melt away troubles again Forcefed humility and servant's role Filled with wine of desolation Spilling drops of violence Once more graced and shared upon a weary head Prison of ill-constructed misery Held by the Hand of Fate Release from here Nightmares Payment for ill-gotten gains

New Oklahoma Black Label Society Group
http://www.myspace.com/blsoklahoma Please join ....thx ....Penny ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: †Pureknight†®™ Date: Jan 4 2007 8:16 PM TA DA!!! †Pureknight†®™

Wedding/new Years
omg! my new years was AWESOME! my cousin got married on dec. 31st and i was the maid of honor for it :-p needless to say i had a blast! got some married guys into some trouble, my bad >:-) i will have some pics uploaded soon. so come on back and take a boo. have a good one

2007 Blog~~not Feeling Good
I wish I could say that so far 2007 has been happy, but alas it hasnt. The past few days has been very sad and down for me(personally), that I almost feel like just crawling under a rock and just staying there...It just seems that love was not meant to be for me and I need to accept that; as painful as it may sound, I just attract some bad apples and cannot do it anymore.. I feel that I have some inner strength deep inside my soul, but where is it? Even when I do some PSP stuff, it has affected me in a way that I wanna feel cold, distant and just dark towards others, and that is NOT how I wanna feel.. I need a guardian angel to help me not enter the darkside and get me out of this unhappiness..Where is she(or he)? What am I to do? Perhaps when I retutn I may be a little better, but for now, I feel that I have no one to turn to or talk to and that is not good..

Survey
1. Do you have any rings on? NOT AT THE MOMENT 2. Last time you kissed someone? ABOUT AN HOUR AGO... 3. What is something you've learned about yourself? IM A BITCH... 4. Do you have earrings in? NOPE 5. Do you like someone? LIKE? I LOVE SOMEONE... 6. Are you close to your mom? I AM NOW... 7. Who's your best friend at work? I DON'T HAVE A JOB ANYMORE. 8. What are you listening to right now? "DIME PIECE" 9. What's your favorite stuffed animal you have? THEY ALL MY FAVORITES... 10. What color are your pants? THEIR BLUE WITH SMILEYS ON THEM...I IN PJS 11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? HAHAHA YUP 12. What color is your bedroom flooring? DIFFERENT COLORS... 13. Do you have a chair in your room? NO... 14. What time of day were you born? IN THE MORNING. 15. Do you know anyone who is engaged? YES...A LOT... 16. What's your favorite movie?

" Her Name Was_______ "
(This girl broke my heart, so i wont write, her pretty name) My love was kind, my love was true, Her heart was broken, while mine was blue. Her tears were real, my words said thruth, My love comeback, cause, i, need, you. Her name was _______, that was her name. That does not matter. If she's far away. I pray the day, that she comes back, So, that, I can love her, until time stops. My friend is love, my enemy is time. My love was true, my love was kind. Her name was _______, that was her name. But i could only, be her friend. Until i lost her. On that day, I hadn't seen, my big mistake. To love her not, to love her so, Those were the roads, in wich to look. I chose to love her, but too late, And now she's gone, and far away. She was the "one" that got away. Her name was _______, that was her name. I lie here saddened and distraught And all i do, is-whisper-her-name...

Real Love
Love is often in the air True love is in the heart Love always comes together True love never falls apart Love ignores all the lies True love know the truth Love is the reason True love is the proof Love keeps you warm at night True love keeps you awake Love is real what you see True love is never ever fake Love was a child, so meek and so mild Love was a child who smiled. Love was a child who played with a toy train Love was a child who jumped in puddles in the rain. Love was a child who laughed and played. Love was a child God lovingly made. Love is a child that God now holds Love is a child who will never grow old. Love is a child we sorely miss Love is a child who Angels now kiss. Love is a child.

Talk Story Or Piss Up A Rope
I just dont get it, every one votes each other tens and then ask for friends request and then aquire them and then hardly speak again. It seem like most people vote profs. as tens as well as piccies. I need schooling on this or I have just lost the plot. So let's talk story

Pick Up Lines (omg This Is Funny)
Top 15 Pick Up Lines Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again? Look at the tag on their shirt and say, "Just as I thought, made in heaven." Do you have a map,? I just got lost in your eyes. Can I have a band-aid? I scraped my knees when I fell for you. My name isn't Elmo, but you can tickle me anytime you want! I hope you know CPR, because you take my breath away. Kiss me if I'm wrong, but don't I know you? Does my tongue taste funny? Excuse me, are your intials M&M? Cause you look so good I bet you'd melt in my mouth. The word of the day is legs. Let's go to my place and spread the word! I hear kissing is the language of love. Dare to indulge in a little conversation? Your name MUST be Campbell's... 'cause you are mmm mmm good! Your body's name must be VISA, because you are everywhere I want to be. If you were a hamburger at McDonald's, you'd be a McGorgeous. I may not be Fred Flinstone, b

Tomorrow Is D-day!!!(testing)
Tomorrow I have to be at the hospital at 7 am for a series of blood tests I have to have each and every month!!! Some of you know that I am a breast cancer survivor, but know that I lost my left breast in the process... Thats why I have implants!!! Neways at a routine check the other day my dr found 3 lumps in my right breast. Tomorrow I go for a biopsy and to be honest with you I am scared to death!! Many of you know I have 2 small kids who are my world who depend on me every day!!! I ask that each of you say a prayer for me tonight that things will turn out right!! My grandmother died of this disease at 39...Therfore I am really very nervous each month I go in!!!! Just remember me if only for a brief moment and think good thoughts!!! Love yall, Chele

Mudvayne - Happy?
MUDVAYNE LYRICS "Happy?" In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed Oh, this pressured center rising My life overturned Unfair the despair All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set; all darkens Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path-way to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Are you HAPPY? Are you HAPPY? Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted What's my release?? What sets me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again? Peel

Chocolate, Spit, And Love
Chocolate, Spit, and Love by Travis J. Teeter Crushed hearts shedding tears of blood today, All because of the remembrance of lost loves. Break through the pain and drama, find the words to say. Give a smile, a hug, a kiss. Or cuddle together like Turtle doves. It really doesn't matter. Eat some candy if your not into kissin'. Remember to smile, because doubtless, someone loves you. And if ya don't swap spit, ya really don't know what yer missin'. Write a little note to that special someone. Do what you do. Ha. Can't go wrong right? Worst they can say is no. ..Actually, they could laugh and ask "Are you kidding?" But hey, who cares right? Take your chocolates and go. Gotta love the chocolate. In some ways, its better than a girl. It doesn't complain when you nibble on it, err..I mean.. Its always there when you want it, pop it in your mouth, It'll melt just for you. And it doesn't care if your lean. Screw the kissing. Get some chocolate. I'm from the south.

L0vin Y0u..
Love...I never knew what this 4 letter word was suppose to mean until you came into my life...You have showed me love in so many ways...you have taught me what Love is suppose to be...Its not to be beat on, cussed at, cheated on...It is something very special, two people share together, through lifes ups and downs you have stood by my side...Through any challenge or hurt i have thrown at you we have always made it through it...I want you to know I Love You with all My Heart...Not for the things you give me...But for jus being you...I couldnt ask for a more loving caring person to spend my life with...YOU are the one i wake up to everyday jus to feel your touch, see your smile, and know your love is true...I am so thankful, You were brought into my life...Not only to Love me, But to teach me as well...I Love You April Denise... Love Always, Amy Denise

Busy Week
This week has been very busy for us. Adam started school Monday, Monday night was our first parenting class together, and that went well. Yesterday I had a job interview at the grocery store we shop at, and they're looking for a cake decorator with experience (which sux, cuz I wanna work in the bakery/deli section). Today, I met with my case worker so she could place me at a job site, and she is having me do clarical work there at where she's working, and she's also going to find me an actual job as a clarical reseptionest type of person. She's just trying to find me a job that isn't involving much moving around, bending and lifting, because of my injured left knee. Then at 4 pm, I met with my psychitrist Brent Hoppe, and that went well. Trinity found his goodie drawer in his office, and was grabbing granola bars, lollie pops, corn, and all sorts of other things. She was even kind enough to offer her Gerber Graduates Vegtable crackers. We talked about mine and Adam's relationsh

Hot Or Not
HOT OR NOT***POST THIS IF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as heck! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = 'effin hottie! 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = lets Make Out!! 14.= I'd hit it!!

The Best I Can...
I am at peace. I used to dwell on the past and try and analyze my mistakes and what I had done wrong, why these things had happened and what I could have done and could still do to change them. I cannot change the past. It is the past and all I can do is influence the future. It took me 19 years to realize this, but for many it takes a lifetime. Recently... Two months ago: I was forced to face facts that something I thought would always be there wasn't and now I can honestly say, it never was. It was a falsification of facts. I was delusional and thought I knew someone who never existed. This person was not whom I thought they were at any point of me knowing them, it was all a sick attempt at an act. However, two months ago, I still did not realize this. Three weeks ago: I was forced to partially see the truth that another thing I thought would always be there was gone. At first this hurt me and then a few days later I came to the realization that I really didn't ca

When A Guy/girl Misses You...
When a Girl/Guy Misses You!!! Guy Facts: When a guy calls u he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes, he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do? When you're laying your head on a guy's chest he has the world When a guy calls you everyday he is in love When a (good) guy say he loves you he means it When a guy says he can't live without you he's with you till your done When a guy says, "I miss you, " he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else girl facts: When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that ur not hers any more When u break a girls heart, she still fee

Thought For The Day
Thought for the day: In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-Americanand negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of hisParliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.

Dark Poetry
Damned and Eternal. Those who the light of day have forsaken to an unearthly loom of life, siphoning all religion. Those who once knew the joy of warmth but have had from them their soul taken.Those who from others may only take. Those who are our fears of the dark and those who in dark our nightmares make. Forever is the blood. That deadly smile which sustains a mockery of life. That which is a curse passed along by death a double-edged sword, the unsheathed bloody knife. That which gives power beyond compare, holding tight, clutching to the darkness.That which causes the hunger ravenous beast who forces them to feed from throats laid bare. Undying. A cage. Screaming in sounds engulfed in flame. Shadows stretched, lurkers loom at the fringes of our mind. Shadowy words spoken in dead silence grows cold, choking through the frost. Shadowy worlds best left unseen. For the sins they call upon the house of ravens crow. No one may pay penance. Immortal is the Pain. Bloody tears cascading d

Do You Have A Crush??
I love this new crush feature and plan on having lots of fun with it. If you dont know what it is yet here is a lil about it. What is a crush? A crush is an anonymous infatuation with another CherryTAP member! You may only have a crush on one member at a time, but you can change or remove it whenever you like. If anyone has a crush on you, it'll tell you how many on your homepage and public profile page, but it won't tell you *who* they are! You'll need to find that out on your own... :-) When you have a crush on another member, they'll receive an alert that someone has a crush on them, but it won't say who.... I plan on changing my crush daily to keep it fun...Lord knows there are many CT hotties to go around. *wink* So quit your bitching at the new stuff BabyJ comes out with and just have fun dammit!! x0x0x0x

What I've Been Up To Part 5
What i've been up to so far in 2007 well i spent new years day at home and then for 3 days i watched the cricket test match between Australia and England and then on the 10/1/07 or 1/10/07 my time i had to deal with the fact i have no best friend in my life anymore and it was a sad and hard day for me because it was 1 year ago since the friendship ended between me and my now ex best friend Geoff after a 16-17 year friendship all because of a way overprotective and jealous mother and is a control freak of her now 34 year old soon to be 35 year old son and she would answer his mobile/cell phone even if he's standing right next to her at the time i ring him up and i am not sure how 2/14/07 will go for me my time only time will tell i guess until the next part of this blog series take care people from Bruce

The Difference Between Boys And Men
The Difference Between Boys and Men By Travis J. Teeter Males have two types of being, Men whom take responsibility for their Choices, And boys who still sit down peeing. Both could have money, or seductive voices. Men know how to treat a lady right, even when mad, Boys know how to lie, and make you be bad. Men aren't afraid to admitt when they're wrong, Boys ignore their faults, singing that same song. "What does it matter, if you're my girl or not? You'll never have as good as me, you're not hot." Childish isn't it? When you put it like that, The boy forgot to notice, he's ugly, poor, and fat. But still these sweet and innocent girls get taken by boys. And as a consequence, the poor girls get used like toys. Played with, abused, then discarded to the winds.. Its a vicious cycle that never quite ends. And its only because the girl finds a boy, instead of a man.. When she finds the man, she'll know she's found her lifes biggest fan. Not perfect by any means

Im Glad My Friends Are Okay
Man these last couple of days have been a rough one late saturday night the apartment complex right next to my work set fire killing several and leaving a hundred residents homeless. Including several of my friends from work I went into work the next day they couldnt even get the people out of the building. I went to work Sunday morning only to stand there and watch as the pulled body of body out of the rebel . I was so scared several of my friends lived in the aprtment complex. They had the body bags laid out right in the ally behind my work. I was filled with relief when my friends showed up. They may now be homeless but iwas releived to see that was safe. They are going back today and diggin through the rubble agian to see if they can find any more bodies. Man you I have learned to expect the unexpected. Life is precious until it is taken away from you.

Everlasting
I look to you Lips of satin, lashes lace your crystalline eyes Your flaw is self perception Perfection unseen. I reach to you Love and frustration sadness in joy Bonded through distance Adoration unconditional I bow to you Admire your sense of honor, of sisterhood Love among dragons Everlasting

The Memory Tree
I remember when danced beneath the old oak tree, hand in hand remembering the way we used to be. Kissing in the moonlight for the very first time, was an unspoken promise, between your heart and mine. You gave shelter to my soul from the frigid night air, as we swayed to the rhythm of my heart's answered prayer. From the warmth in your eyes I could suddenly see, that together we would dance for all eternity. Yes, I knew you were the one right from the very start, God made a perfect angel then placed you in my heart. Just a glimpse of our destiny on that magical night, would seal our love forever, and forever hold it tight. And I need you more now than I ever did then, you'll always be my lover and my very best friend. There's no other place that I would rather be then dancing with you, my angel beneath our memory tree.

Question?
ok i got a question for anyone out there who may be having he same problem with this place as me. my page for like the psat week has said the same thing over and over it has the same people floatin by up top and keeps sayin o gto 9 unread comments and 2 unread messages.my alert box also keeps resetting itself to waht it said almost 2 weeks ago. so therefor i dont get on here much whats the since when i everyhtring is broken? so sorry folks that is why i aint been on but is anyone else having problems with ther profiles as well? if so let me know would ya? this is really starting to get aggravating... much love...krisite

This In Thoughts Of A Soldier's Sweetheart..
mesmorized by your beauty i feel powerless in your gaze ostracized, treated unfairly at night i dream of blood filled days because in this world no one has your back a lifetime of devotion all i feel is had what's the price of freedom what's the price of integrity should i suffer for your sins and live this life of agony because in this world a lifetime is devotion and all i feel is had a generation of apathy with folk heros from infamy empty lives now have direction just one bullet changed perception kicked and beaten for so long pushed around and told i'm wrong with you in my sights i'm free no longer fear but strength you see

Fantastic Time
Times flies when you're having fun. We went to Desire and all we can say is WOW! We we're planning our return trip 10 minutes after getting there. Some things you should know about the resort: Extremely clean - saw them wash the windows everyday. Very compact - its not a big place so you won't get lost. Nudity is great! If you haven't tried it, do. You'll never want to put on a bathing suit again. Beach Beds - Totally decadent. Laying on a platform bed on the beach nude while stroking your lover while sipping drinks while the warm ocean air washes over you is unbelievable. You should all experience it. Jacuzzi - Nothing like having drinks with 50 of your newest naked friends while watching people have sex on the nearby beds. Then putting on a show yourself. People - we met the nicest, warmest people from all over the globe there. We could go on about the food, disco, rooms, entertainment staff, etc. but you can read all about that other places on the net.

Sexual Horoscope
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just A Rant, Another Bad Day......(i Know It's Deep. I'm Capable Of That Sometimes) Lol
Well, the kids are gone again.... I have had some time to think today...(I know a lot of you will say not again ....and that some people will hear this that shouldn't but oh well....) And I have come to the conclusion I don't like myself! After 15 years of being with the same person...Not doing a lot of the things I could have or should have done.... I feel I should have been a better father, husband, and protector of my family. After my accident I tried to be that person and I have come to the conclusion that maybe what I have been told here recently is just the plain ole hurtgul truth! "...It's too little, too late...!" No matter what I done there was always something missing, no matter how one sided it is, the truth hurts! Did I do too much, or too little? That's the one question that I'm left to answer everyday, and I just can't seem to find the answer! I tried I really did! Being married, you find yourself, If you truly care for that person, wanting to express yoursel

A.f.i. ~ Miss Murder Lyrics
Miss Murder lyrics Hey Miss Murder can I? Hey Miss Murder can I? Make beauty stay if I, Take my life? Whoa-oh-ohh With just a look they shook And heavens bowed before him. Simply a look can break your heart. The stars that pierce the sky; He left them all behind. We’re left to wonder why He left us all behind. Hey Miss Murder can I? Hey Miss Murder can I? Make beauty stay if I, Take my life? Whoa-oh-ohh (ohh) Dreams of his crash won’t pass Or how they all adored him. Beauty will last when spiraled down. The stars that mystify He left them all behind. And how his children cry He left us all behind. Hey Miss Murder can I? Hey Miss Murder can I? Make beauty stay if I, Take my life? Whoa-oh-ohh What's the hook, the twist Within this verbose mystery? I would gladly bet my life upon it. That the ghost you love, your ray of light Will fizzle out without hope. We're the empty set just floating through, wrapped in skin, Ever searching for what

Girls Only
You Are Boyish Sexy You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football... Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox. You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.What Kind of Sexy Are You?

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Kissin Game
THE KISSIN GAME Everyone has at least one person on Myspace who would LOVE to kiss them! Repost this to find out who would want to kiss you!!! 1-Tongue 2-Lips 3-French 4-Make-Out 5-Ooops, there went the clothes 6-cheek If u wanna kiss me.. reply to my inbox and use one of the above numbers YOU MUST RE-POST EVEN IF YOUR TAKEN

Just Sumthin I Wrote
I'm wallowing in my depression watching everyone else happy in their relationships while I'm ever so slowly killing myself to the music of their joy :(( I guess the darkness of loneliness in my soul its the only companionship i have. I'm falling into a never ending pit. As i fall I see everyone at the top laughing at me. Goodbye to happiness and everything that is pleasurable as I enter the abyss. I wish, just wish I had some glimpse even a speck of hope but all that was light has left my heart or is trapped beneath the pain. Will I ever experience love again? I doubt it...guess there are some destined to be alone. So I give up on ever finding some one to truly love me for me. The joy of marriage...the bliss of children...the overwhelming pleasure of grandchildren. Everything that everyone else will achieve. Everyday I struggle to maintain this "façade" called happiness. Some times I can, Sometimes I fail. But it never really matters...no one ever notices.

Latest With The Band
Hey there ppl, Its Sebastian! Thought I'd let everyone know about the latest with the band right now. Overall, we are pretty much getting plans together for some upcoming shows that may take place as early as this April...possibly sooner. We're currently working on some newer songs right now that we will unveil at the live shows only. Tracii has been quite busy these past few weeks and my boy Izzy is excited to get back to stage and melt faces. Keep up with the comments on our photos and your support. We all appreciate your feedback to us. I am counting the days to get back on stage and rock the place apart! Keep in touch everyone... Cheers, SL

Why
Its weird how you can like someone when all you do is chat on the comp....Its weird when you get to know someone and you start to like them... but your likeing someone over the net...Why does this happen to people? Why does it happen to me... when i stat talking to someone over the comp. i start to like them.. then it gets to the point that iwould really consider to date them because i have gotten alot of feelings.. its weird .... WHY does this happen to the good ones... you start to like them and then when you do...ur cought up in wanting them in ur life WHY!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME CASSI

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Candy Heart
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Hi
hi everybody this is my frist blog ,i would like to say hello to all my friends and fans and family,wish u all have a great fun and pls for other cherrys members please feel free to stop by and say hello and comment and rate.xoxo to u all

~goodbye Cherrytap~maybe ???
THE CHEATERS, THE HATERZ, THE FAKES & THE WHORES YOU WIN - Im so over this shit! - I CANT KEEP UP WITH IT ALL - THERE ONLY ONE OF ME AND THOUSANDS OF THEM so once my blast runs out in the beginin of feb (8th of feb to be exact!!) i am out of here to most of u - THANK YOU and hugs u made my time here a lot of fun - and i did meet some really cool ppl which i am so grateful for BUT it has become pretty obvious to me that this site supports and wants the cheaters & fakes more than us decent normal REAL ppl again THANK you i really did have a great time while it lasted! ---------------------------------------------- ok so a small update - ive been told if i leave [[B-Rect-Shen....Send me panties....]] will come and kick my ass and we cant have that happenin LMFAO i have started some changes tho ONLY FRIENDS will be able to comment me now - on photo's profile everything im still undecided as to what to do with shoutbox - i may just let family be able to use

You Must Be Getting Older...
PERKS OF BEING OVER 50 If you are not over 50, this is what you have to look forward to. 1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you. 2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first. 3. No one expects you to run--anywhere. 4. People call at 9 pm and ask, " Did I wake you ???? 5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac. 6. There is nothing left to learn the hard way. 7. Things you buy now won't wear out. 8. You can eat dinner at 4 pm. 9. You can live without sex but not your glasses. 10. You get into heated arguments about pension plans. 11. You no longer think of speed limits as a challenge. 12. You quit trying to hold your stomach in no matter who walks into the room. 13. You sing along with elevator music. 14. Your eyes won't get much worse. 15. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to pay off. 16. Your joints are more accurate meteorologists than the national weather service. 17.

I Yelled At A Permanent Marker Because I'm Naked :p
Try it! Pick the month you were born: January--I kicked February--I loved March--I smoked April--I dry humped May--I choked on June--I murdered July--I did the Macarena with August--I had lunch with September--I danced with October--I sang to November--I yelled at December--I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: 1-------a birdbath 2-------a monster 3-------a phone 4-------a fork 5-------a Superhero 6-------a gangster 7-------my cell phone 8-------my dog 9-------my best friends' boyfriend 10-------my neighbor 11-------my science teacher 12-------a banana 13-------a fireman 14-------a stuffed animal 15-------a goat 16-------a pickle 17-------your mom 18-------a spoon 19-------myself 20-------a baseball bat 21-------a ninja 22-------Chuck Norris 23-------a noodle 24-------a squirrel 25-------a football player 26-------my sister 27-------my brother 28-------an ipod 29-------a permanent marker 30-------a llama 31-------A h

Happiness And Light
I'm just saying......I had a friend tell me this. I love ya man!!!! But, you cannot make me believe that shit!!! I would REALLY like the whole happiness and bullshit thing.....First off...I do not deal well with bullshit!!! And, because I don't deal well with bullshit, that is exactly what I'm going to have to learn how to deal with once again!!! Yes.....I took another job at a bar. Something I did not want to do at all. But, when no one is calling you to work.....you have to do something. So, I start in a few hours. You see....I finally realized, that no matter what any person tells you, you just cannot trust them! You want too...but, eventually you just can't do it anymore! Such as life!!!!

Take This Sexy Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ice Princess
As she lays sleeping with her hand on her cheek, I sit here watching her and wondering to myself, What thoughts and dreams are running through her head. Shes my ice princess, Cold like the winter, White as the snow. awakening my soul My ice princess Her tears seem to be frozen to her pale face, Like the icicles that hang in the break of a cold dawn, Needing the warmth from the glowng winter sun. Shes my ice princess, Cold like the winter, White as the snow. Awakening my soul. My ice princess My ice princess stirs my spirit, and fills my heart, Her coldness is the mask she wears to hide he fragile state, So lost inside as she wonders aimlessly through life. As she lays sleeping i watch her with such awe, So still, so pale, and so quiet as she lays there, Unaware of my thoughts and the lust i have for her. Shes my ice princess, Cold like the winter, White as the snow. Awakening my soul. Shes my ice princess, Cold like the winter, White as the snow.

Imbolc Correspondences
Imbolc Correspondences One of the 4 major Sabbats, Imbolc, celebrates the banishing of Winter and welcomes the Spring. At the time of Imbolc, the newborn Sun God is seen as a small child nursing from his Mother. Imbolc is a time to swept away Winter and nuture new beginnings. This Sabbat also represents spiritual growth. Imbolc is a good time to get your life in order, whether mentally, physically, spiritually or emotionally. The name Imbolc, is derived from Gaelic, and means "ewe's milk" after the lactating sheep that are feeding their first born lambs of the new season at this time of year. Imbolc is also known as Imbolg, Oimelc, Candlemas, Feast of Brigid, Festival of Light, Candlelaria, and Anagantious and is celebrated on February 2nd. Symbols used to represent Imbolc are: a representation of a snowflake, a dish of snow, the bride, burrowing animals, grain dolly, sun wheels, candles. Foods in tune with Imbolc are: seeds - pumpkin, sesame, sunflower, poppyseed breads, cake

Bad Day
Its been a bad day today if you can't tell... I wold really appreciate it if yall would send me a message or something... idc about points or any of that shit right now... just needing some luv or something...

I Am Too Busy Daydreaming To Sleep At Night
I have taken too many strangers into my life. Talking to these people at work, on the street, in the club---it is so different from talking to someone from heart to heart. I have been talking and people hear me, but they don’t feel me. I AM NOT LIKE THEM AND I CANNOT PRETEND TO BE. Lately, I am seriously doubting the consciousness of the world. I tried to lose myself in everyone else, but this idea doesn’t work out for me. It turned my reality into an illusion. I became different as I broke down the barriers to the realm of the unknown. I have struggled to get as far as I am but I had forgotten for a moment that I had some place to be. I have had a different routine every day now for quite some time now. I am not sure what is out there, but I am still looking. It’s hard to regain the moment after it is lost. My third eye is blinking at you. It’s time for me to keep on going.

Wake Up Call
for those of you who are lucky to have my cell/house number, think before u say i'm not wanting to talk to you, because i am, i've had one good friend come back n talk to me, the other one wont forgive me, which i dont blame him, i wouldent forgive me for what i did, but i'm tryin here, i'm tryin to get people to see i'm not that bad, i'm trying to make everyone happy but myself, which i dont mind at all, but sometimes i just need to make myself better in all ways. I understand that yall wanna talk to me, just take into account, ur not the only one with my numbers. i will talk to you ok. i cant drop who i'm talking to just to talk to u. please understand i'm only one person that can only do so much at one givin time dont think i'm tryin to be a b*tch, i'm not trying to be, i'm just making it known i do have a busy life now days. soo please relaxe, I do love each n everyone of u.

Signature Evil Plot
Background info: I own a Q36 space modulator Signature Evil Scheme: I plan to overtake all the marble companies of the world, kidnap all their marbles, load up the Q36, modulate to the Earth's outer atmosphere and release all the marbles. It will rain marbles, then no one will be able to walk because of all the marbles on the ground and I will sit back and laugh at how silly everyone looks. I will render the world powerless to help themselves... mmwwwaaaahhhaaahhh!!! I shall be called MARBLE MAYHEM!!! this part you have to read really fast: *this signature evil scheme is patented. It is a federal offence to utilize the ideas herein for any purpose. Ideas are subject to change, void where prohibited, and if I'm gonna keep using the word 'modulate' I really need to look it up. And that's what it's all about *clap, clap*

Soulmate
Meeting the love of your life Doesn't happen everyday You go through many heartbreaks Without knowing the price you have to pay The tears you shed The heart that needs to mend You feel as if your life has ended That one special person who walks into your life Lifts your spirit so high You know you are ready to fly No more tears The heart has finally mended At last you have no fears That one special person is all it takes To open your heart And let them in Knowing that you will never part It gives such comfort to the soul You have been joined as one You are now a whole Two souls joined as one The lifetime of soul searching Is now done.

I Am Canadian
ok let me start off by saying my visit was good with my kids. now it`s time for me to deal with you drama people. i`m going to be very blunt and foward. it seems that a few of you have a problem with me sticking up for canada. i would just sit back when ppl talk shit about the country i love and live in. so if you got a problem with canada plez save us both the time and remove me from your friend list.i dont talk bad to no one or talk about what country they are from.so no i wont let you dis my country. if this blog bothers you just remove me. i am canadian i`m not going to change cause ppl dont like me or my country. mike

Earth Girl Loves
Earth girl loves © By BlueWolf The first thing I loved was the dew on a spring morning giving me a thrill from the scent of fresh hay, sweetness tickling my nose giving me a faint feeling to sneeze, wondering if I could freeze time to enjoy the feeling just a wee bit longer, green enveloping my vision, all signs of winter obliterated from the earth before the heat of the sun overcomes the atmosphere pushing the scent of hay away to the heat of the day that was once a dew-filled spring morning into a heat-filled spring afternoon showing that nothing lasts forever or at least until the next morning and the day repeats itself by starting with dew on the grass all over again. But maybe tomorrow or the next it may be cold and decide to snow giving a blanket to Mother Earth because she's been so cold since her blanket melted away and the sun refused to shine to warm the embodiment of her being, showing feeling where none is, hoping the summer sun warms the soul of that which she al

How To Eat Pussy!!
How to Eat Pussy *or Everything You Need to Know About Cunnilingus But You Were Too Busy Picking the Hairs Out of Your Teeth to Ask Eating pussy can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential to give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake you in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex are always in demand. If you gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of your league, may overlook your other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse to talk more about vaginas. The vagina is a mystery to most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only for special occasions and then quickly put back into hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. For something so complex you'd think there wo

S.t.f.u.
I can see you smile on my TV A spewing bile necessary Dementia of your deception "I don't wanna be the" tolerant "I don't wanna be the" consequence "I don't wanna be the president Doesn't really matter what I say Nobody listens to us anyway Doesn't really matter what I do I'm so sick of you Shut the fuck up! A pathetic talking head You product of your walking head Your war machined evangelistic mission "I don't wanna be the" tolerant "I don't wanna be the" consequence "I don't wanna be the president Doesn't really matter what I say Nobody listens to us anyway Doesn't really matter what I do I'm so sick of you Shut the fuck up! Shut the fuck up! Doesn't really matter what I say Nobody listens to us anyway Doesn't really matter what I do Doesn't really matter what I say Doesn't matter what I do I'm so sick of I'm so sick of I'm so sick of you! Shut the fuck up!

The Mafia.......
So who wants to play a game? There is a game out there called themafiaboss.com/ It's an online community type game without any really experince neccesary. If you're interested in joining it let me know. My name is kaos_theory on there. Contact me. We can have fun and hit other people on there too without real blood or guts. I will guide you and we can buld or own family. If you're interested let me know. All ages, races and sexes are invited. Let's kick some ass people.

Beer Facts
WATER It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces, in other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. BEER We do not run that risk when drinking beer (or rum, whiskey, vodka, wine, or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. WATER = Poop BEER = HEALTH FREE YOURSELF OF POOP ... DRINK BEER It is better to drink beer and talk shit than it is to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information, I am doing it as a public service and because I have a kind heart BEER TROUBLESHOOTING GUIDE

These Are Cute :-)
1) NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, "Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!" 2) OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, "The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents." 3) KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. "Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle." 4) MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies s grabbing towels and running for cover. The little boy watched in amazement and then

Jokes
nutty_licious@ CherryTAP ................................................. A Little Boy A little boy walks past his parents bedroom, peeks in the keyhole and says to himself..... And this bitch gets mad at me for sucking my thumb!! ................................................. Woman's Prayer As he lay me down 2 hit, I pray his dick aint small as shit; But if his dick aint long and thick, I pray he's good at lickin clit!!! LMAO!! ................................................. Three Tampons Three tampons walkin down the street, Super, Maxi & mini.... which spoke first? None,... they all stuck up bitches LMAO!! ................................................. Blondes & Noodles What does a blonde and a cooked noodle have in common? They both wiggle when you eat them Wooo Hooo!! ................................................. Men Are Like... 1. Men are like ... Laxatives ... They irritate the shit out of you. 2. Men ar

Ever Feel....
ever feel like you are being so overwhelmed with things? ever feel like you are being consumed by the things in your life? i feel like i can't breathe at time,like it is slowly draining my body of it's life. like no matter what i do i just can't escape from everything. i guess in time things will get back to normal i suppose. all i want is just one breath, just one. that's all i ask.

Adult With Pet Contest Updates Are....
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~ Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your pic link to my inbox and i will enter you! one with most comments wins! 1st person is...... with 2527 comments 2nd person is...... with 1268 comments 3rd person is...... with 508 comments 4th person is...... with 328 comments 5th person is...... with 160 comments 6th person is..... with 110 comments 7th person is...... with 4 comments Contest from 2/1 thur 2/8 thanks maria

Enjoy The Silence Lyrics By Depeche Mode
Words like violence Break the silence Come crashing in Into my little world Painful to me Pierce right through me Can't you understand Oh my little girl All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Vows are spoken To be broken Feelings are intense Words are trivial Pleasures remain So does the pain Words are meaningless And forgettable All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Enjoy the silence

Fellas, Do You Agree With Me?
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not using this time as a woman-bashing blog. But recently I have seen a lot of women (gorgeous women may I add) send bulletins or blogs that say this one thing....."Nobody shows me luv anymore", or "Nobody thinks I'm attractive", or the classic one "Nobody wants me". And a lot of times, this is after a guy has spent the last 30 minutes showering her with compliments, ratings, and gifts. And now I realize what it's all about. Most of the women who say these things are REALLY saying, the one guy they want to drool and fawn over them isn't doing so right now. And that one guys is equal to the amount of the other 500 guys who are drooling and fawning over them at that moment. I just find it funny to read some of the bulletins and blogs from a lot of women that say they don't get a lot of ratings on their pics or don't get a lot of comments anymore, then you glance at their page, and they have 1000 ratings and comments on almost every one of their pics, an

Astrology
Sun signs Aries (March 21 - April 19) is the sign of the natural born leader. Always impulsive, spontaneous and headstrong. They often remind one of a Mac Truck barreling down the highway. Never malicious, though often self-centered. Set on a mission carving their own way in life. Not aware of their actions until later. An Aries is fearless and brave almost to a point of foolishness definitely making their actions and presence known. Ruled by the head, they often look like a ram plowing through the crowd on the way up that mountain. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) manages to possess, and "have" just about everything possible. Very gentle, steadfast, stubborn and at times, slow. They plod through life making other's dreams come true by taking other's projects and making them shine. Down to earth with a no-nonsense approach, saying what they mean with a very strong sense of values. You will find nothing cheap or shoddy about them or what they own. Waiting until they can afford o

Age By Chocolate
Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but the Hershey Man will know! > > > > > > YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATH > > > > This is pretty neat. > > DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! > It takes less than a minute . > Work this out as you read . > Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! > This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. > > > > 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to > have chocolate > (more than once but less than 10) > > > > > > > > 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) > > > > > > > 3. Add 5 > > > > > > > > 4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator > > > > > > > > 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1755 . > If you haven't, add 1754. > > > > > > > > > > > 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. > > > > > > > > You should have a three digit number

Sex
Now that I have your attention.. Why do people send you comments and ask you to be their friend and when you accept...they don't contact you any more..Its all just getting all these little points and being popular..people are just out for themselves and really don't care about other peoples feelings..if you really want to be someones friend you would be there for them not for those little points and how sexy your picture is..

Had A Bad Day
today sucked at work was luckt in a way but made me feel shitty anyways as some know i work in the city of london digging up the roads to lay new electricity cables the cables range from 11000 volts upto 132000 volts today i was digging near st pauls cathedral and laying ducts and cable for 80,000 volts.in order to lay th enew cable i have to dig with a 3 tonne digger around live cables so the new ones can be connected as always i read the drawings and proceeded to dig after deciding which cable i needed to locate.according to the drawings there was 5 cables at a depth of 700mm however as i found out there was 7 at a depth of 400mm.once i hit the cable the digger i was driving was hit with approxiamately 15000 volts luckily for me the machine is well earthed with rubber matting and controls etc etc.i was unhurt just badly shaken and the real lucky part was that my labourer was not in the hole or near the hole otherwise he coulda been badly hurt or even killed. the part that really

True Or Not
love is when the only thing you can do is think about that person every waken momment.love is when you cry yourself to sleep when they are not with you anymore at night.love is when you worry about then way to much.love is a journey two people can take together an have good and hard times and make it through it no matter what happens.

The Loss Of A Best Friend
Several of my friends here on CT are friends with Sheersilks (Anita) as well...Anita lost her best friend Norma last night to Cancer. Anita needs us all for support during her time of loss. Anita means the world to me, she's one of the best that I have had the pleasure to meet. I would like you all to take a moment of your time to stop by her page and wish her well and lend her your support through her loss. *~*SHEERSILK*~*Lost My Best Friend To Cancer 2/5/07@ CherryTAP Just A Breath Away Look for me in the springtime As raindrops fill the air In the splendor of the rainbow You'll find my presence there. You will find me in the frangrance Of April's sweet perfume Drifting through the clover On a sultry day in June. An August day will find me Upon the summer breeze On the distant sound of thunder In the gently swaying trees. In the golden fields of harvest is where I can be found. As Autumn time approaches And le

Friendship Garden
Rhymed verse embraces a shadowed heart miles beyond our reach, we stand, far apart. Within magical shadows, of a moonlit night, there shining upon us both, a beaming light. In a magical song of the sun and moon, sung by friendship in a hearts tune. Through a seasonal changing breeze, secrets of dreams whispered in the trees. In a beautiful garden, of a deserted dream, two souls floated down a lonely stream. In a garden, where forgotten waters flow, dreams entwined under a forming rainbow. With stars shining a paths new direction, daydreamed thoughts in the waters reflection. Within a blossomed, tall standing rose, grows a friendship that a dream only knows. A garden blooms in the magic of night, dreams meet in a little moon birds flight. Dancing souls in the light of a bright star, shadows of the moon drifting from afar. Paths now turn to where friendships belong, in enchanting tunes, dreamlands enticing song. A rose sways and grows in this garden of lov

How Many Times....?
....do YOU get off in one sitting? i don't mean back to back, i mean before you go and get into something else (ie: eating, errands, chatting, etc). for me it all depends. mostly how much time i have when i'm feeling really 'frisky', but sometimes i have time i just don't FEEL it ya know? for a while there i was going twice in a sitting, so far today it's only once, guess i'm not FEELING it. my max when i've had sex was 4 times, but that was only once, my dick felt like it was gunna fall off! it's usually once, but there is a good amount of time when i fuck her twice. i know girls u multi-orgasim, so i'm curious what's your 'typicial' number of O's?

What Kind Of Pagan Are You?
You scored as Shamanic Pagan. A shamanic pagan's roots are generally found in Native American faith. A true love and respect for the earth and all that it yields is central to their faith. Wisdom is most often found in spirit guides or totems, who can be animals, ancestors, or spirits. Pagans who follow this path tend to be far more aware of the delicate web that interweaves the lives of every person and thus move within that web accordingly. They're usually deeply insightful, friendly, loving people and excellent friends and parents. Mysterious and strong, as well, they are often the protectors of their friends and family as well as the moral compass for their friends and loved ones. Shamanic Pagan100%Ecclectic Pagan75%Zoroastrian Pagan65%Eastern Pagan40%Kabbalistic Pagan35%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)30%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans30%Greek Pantheonic Pagan25%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan

Emotional Malice
do you see these scarring slashes upon my arm i am loving the cause of harm embracing the pain it is what is keeping me sane theres burning flames skorching my heart buttons u pushed causing the start now it is to late to leave you are like a drug that i need because i am wanting you more and more so its your last chance before i close this door will you slip through that tiny crack as i turn my back or when i come around will you still be found holding my burning heart or shall you allow me to be ripped apart like so many times before i am left on the lonely side of a slamming door

New Trance Set...published Tonight On Me Page...
View My Page...Fan Me...NEW TRANCE SET INCLUDES "DO YOU KNOW"BY SILVER BLUE,"SILENCE" BY DELERIUM,"YOU PUT ME IN HEAVEN WITH YOUR TOUCH"RHYTHM OF LIFE,CASTLES IN THE SKY"IAN VAN DAHL,"CRUZZIN"STEVE MURAANO MIX,"GIRLFRIEND"ROBBI RIVERIA...CHAOS ON PLANET CHERRY...

Freedom
Freedom Current mood: excited All tied up Anticipation rising Humiliation of love Freedom of submission Love of pleasing On my knees Pain to awaken every sensation Total submission of Mind, Body, Soul makes me complete

Posthumously
Posthumously slitting your wrists in the rain a clean start washing your life down a storm drain the world doesnt care your parrents were never there the anticipation of death subdued the pain his watter-logged corpse litters the street you thought they would say yet her broken heart thought you ere sweet your crystalized eyes bring tears to countless lives your mother and father have wept for weeks blue flowers cover your grave you were oblivious to all teh lives you touched your secret peers mutter your name you denied yourself happiness by suffocating yourself with loneliness if you hadnt been so blind you wouldve seen you were one of a kind and seen all teh lives you touched why did you refuse to see all those who offered a helping hand and help set you free from a life of self inflicted torment countless nights your tears ran like a torrent your reasons were irrational seven days of paradise the we

X-girlfriends
You know it's bad that I'm wasting my time even sitting here righting this, but it seems that some women jest refuse to give up when they know they have no win, look if a relationship is over then jest know that it is over and move on with your life. Stop trying to use all these sites like 360,tagged, and myspace to try and fuck up someone Else's life,especially if they have moved on,,some time you jest have to face the fact that they never did love and or care about you in the first place, and jest move on...some people you cant get back by saying all type of bad things about them, sometime it jest dint work, really if they dint give a fuck about what you got to say and who you got to say it to so give it up. ya i know that sometime us men can be dogg, but you all know that women can be doggs too, but just because they were a dogg with you don't mean that they will be a doggg with someone that they truelly love. so let me tell you and you know who you are, do like i did and get read o

Hardcore Anal, Fisting & Fucking
I think I'm over the whole CT thing.. To be honest I was on here looking for sex and I found myself doing things and acting in ways that are not like me. Sex is a crutch.. I mean I'm a really good looking guy. What the fuck and I doing on here? I've lost my shit.. It's time to get myself back together.

The Twins Of Kane – Genesis 1.1
The time has come for me to say good bye officially to CherryTAP. I was thinking about it all and realistically this place is just not right for me, and I am going to be leaving for good. It’s silly to stick around realistically and I have decided that it is best to just delete any account I have on any site so that nobody is left wondering when is he coming back? The answer will obviously be never. I decided since I was leaving though I might as well spell it out exactly for anyone that thought I was a bit to vague the last time. Like a lot of morons I spent a lot of money on this site in blasts, a couple of happy hours, VIC, and spent countless hours of time doing my thing around here and thinking that I could be a power of example in some regards, and I am sure that I have. You just never feel like anything is worth it and it leaves a bad taste in your mouth actually. The popular people here are some of the most deplorable human beings I have ever had the opportunity to even have t

Valentine Thoughts
I am not really sure where I could start. I do know that no matter how I start, or end for that matter, I am not going to be able to fully express myself. I have always been bad at that sort of thing...but I am just going to go for it. I am kind of against Valentines day. I spent most of the day avoiding it. We watch TV in the office while we work...when something of that sort would come on, I walked out and had a cigarette. I am not really sure what it is with me lately. I was almost furious at the thought of celebrating a holiday that was made up by a greeting card company. I just don't see the point. I only got one valentine today, too. It was from a friend of mine that I used to go to high school with. Not to say that there is anything really wrong with me only getting the one...I guess this whole thing is just kind of a mixed bag for me to really process. Too many thoughts on one subject and not enough time to digest...maybe I should just go to sleep.

Alright, Where's My Vodka And Orange Juice?
First of all, thanks to everyone who stopped by my page and made me feel welcome here on CT. I was suprised on how many people have stopped by. This is so much better than my other page *coughMyspacecough*. Anyways, I got a head cold right now. I hardly ever get sick, but when I do, I freakin hate it. Plus since I'm not too sick, I still have to go to work. Dammit! Oh well. That's about all I have to say. Later!

Driving Away
your tenderness and the taste of your kiss just a few of the things i pain fully miss out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away i still dono why exactly...you left that day cause you and me were there apitamy the apitamy of happy out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away

Me
Hello all, My name is Nick, I was just writing this blog to introduce myself... I will post my views of the world in here.. not that anyone really cares what i think, i just feel as though i can write a blog of how i feel... Ever make a mistake you wish you could take back? Everyone had, if not that makes you perfect. I made the mistake of getting married too young to the wrong woman...she wasn't very pretty, she has the personality of a six year old, she acts more like a man than a woman(scary a woman who acts like a man and is not lesbian, i dunno how that worked...) seven years later we are going through a very nasty divorce, she's taken most of my money, so much so that i can't move out of this god forsaken town. She actually thinks she can cheat on me and i'd be ok with that. It drove me nuts for five of those years... Now i found someone else (at least i'm talking to someone else, i hope it's more than talking though she's so much better than my ex-wife it ma

Ghetto Mindstate ... In Progress
Hook: 'Cause this is my Ghetto Mindstate/ kept my mind on pace while I ran these streets/ MY LIFE 'Cause this is my Ghetto Mindstate/ kept myself out of place as I try to live in peace/ MY MIND 'Cause this is my Ghetto Mindstate/ am I ever gonna change am I ever gonna see/ MY LIGHT Livin' that Ghetto Mindstate 'cause this block's hot/ Run up in yo' spot with my porcelain glocks cocked/ What you shocked? Now that you stopped/ I'ma take this opportunity to bust my shots/ Mercy's for the weak, and only the strong survive/ Countin' blessins that I'm still alive, Now I strive/ To change inside, but to the rules I must abide/ My mind and heart just don't wanna coincide/ Its like I'm being torn in all different directions/ When I look in the mirror, I see different reflections/ My intensions got the different sections respectin'/ 'Cause this Ghetto Mindstate got us money collectin'/ Through some violent visions, I've become increasingly driven/ Comtemplating ways, achievin' my own amb

Me
i really need help with this.... its nice to see that people cant have a conversaiotn without somebody juding them or yelling at them..what has this world come down to without a person trying to have a normal converstion with someone.. maybe i have the answer to all my questions and i just cant see it..when somebody questions you forsomethng and you have no clue what they are talking about ususally it means, 1 of two thngs 1. you really are cluess 2. they have something to hide from you that they are trying to out the blam on you. so in conculison to my idea and thought people need to stop talking to other people if you have no clue what is going on..and if you have something to ask and something to say to someone stop being chicken shit and just ask the preson whats the worst that can happend true or no.. i really need a respon to this..

Funnies
Two hookers were on a street corner. They started discussing business, and one of the hookers said, "Gonna be a good night, I smell cock in the air." The other hooker looked at her and said, "No, I just burped." -------------------------------------------------------------------------- A little boy is sitting in the barber's chair and becoming anxious, so the barber gives him a tootsie roll to keep him quiet. As the barber trims his bangs, loose hair falls over his face. "Do you have hair on your goodie?" asks the barber. "Don't be silly, you old pervert! I'm only eight years old!"

Im Hosting A Morphing Pics Contest
hi everybody i am hosting a morphing picture contest it just started yesterday.its quite simple really if ya think ya got a morph that could win just let me know. rules are; it has to be a morph not just a cool picture... you can comment on yourself as much as you like... you can send your personal link out to all your friends.... who ever gets 150,000 comments first wins... also there will be an extra prize for the one i like the most as well.wheather ya get comments or not.... thats really all the rules it doesnt end till all the comments are gotten....well thats all have fun...

Life With Iraq
once again my life has changed drastically my husband is Iraq again it is so hard to be alone for this long and i thought it would get easier and it doesn't. I will keep you posted this is week one of 8 months. So tommorrow is my wedding aniversary and i will not be celebrating it for the third year in a row. He's somwhere between destinations so i probably won't even get to talk to him. It is in crediblely hard when you are married to your best friend and then you go from being super close to strangers, when all you talk about on the phone is paying bills and power of attorneys......it is very hard emotionally but i will make it i always do i love him to much

Jazz Hands: Addictive Filth Of The World
jazz hands....if there's one thing that i strongly dislike, it's jazz hands. it's...it's just so wrong. if you're gonna wave those hands up while making stupid faces, you best be getting robbed and threatened for your life...otherwise, i might pay someone to slug you.how exactly did jazz hands become a staple of theatre, anyway? i see photos of folks working in theatres, and they usually look like this... how incredibly stupid does that look? let me answer that for ya....it's dumber than the rainman sans the savant parts. what exactly imspires these so-called jazz hands anyway? i've never seen a jazz singer raise their open hands and wave 'em around like a ninny....jazz singers generally look cool....and jazz hands generally make you look mentally challenged....like this lady here... seemingly, this so-called artform of jazz hands is as addictive as any drug on the planet....but twice as deadly. jazz hands gives you ovarian cancer. i'm completely serious. ovarian cancer's leading cau

A New Poem For Kristin
YOU SAY I DO NOT KNOW YOU YOU SAY, “YOU DO NOT KNOW ME.” WHEN I SAY SOMETHING YOU DON’T LIKE. EACH TIME I HEAR YOU SAY THOSE WORDS; I REALLY WANT TO FIGHT. I GET SO UPSET BECAUSE THE FACT IS I DO KNOW YOU, AND I KNOW YOU WELL. NO ONE COULD TELL ME ANYTHING NEW ABOUT YOU AND THIS HOW YOU CAN TELL: I KNOW YOU LOVE YOUR PUPPY AND THAT TOBERS MAKES YOU SMILE. I KNOW THAT YOU HATE TRAFFIC AND DEALING WITH DIFFICULTY TAKES YOU A WHILE. I LEARN MORE EACH DAY AND I LOVE EVERY NEW THING THAT I LEARN. WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME, I THINK IT IS YOUR TURN. NOTHING HUH, OK I WILL GO AGAIN AND NAME A FEW MORE THINGS I KNOW. I KNOW THAT WHEN YOU ARE CRYING IS THE ONLY TIME YOUR TRUE FEELINGS SHOW. YOU LOVE YOUR FAMILY AND WOULDN’T TRADE THEM FOR THE WORLD. SEE, I KNOW A LOT; I LISTEN TO YOU, GIRL. I KNOW THAT YOU HATE MEANNESS AND I ALSO KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY. I KNOW YOU BETTER THAN YOU THINK AND THAT’S ALL I HAVE TO SAY. I KNOW THAT YOU LIKE LOVE STORIES AND THAT YOU WANT ONE OF YO

Yay... It Is Friday!!!!!!!
I am going home... been a long day at work this week and I have 3 days off for the weekend. Lots of writing yet to do. I have put chapter four on hold for I am so busy at work but I hope surely to get to it again over the weekend so I can get it done and then on to chapter five. The writing really gets me charged up and aroused at the same time I see the movie in my mind playing of the story I am telling. And so far it seems that the people who have seen the stories so far do like them. So, I must be doing something right. I will spending the weekend reading other erotic stories online to see how other authors of erotica express their characters and plots to keep the reader involved and engaged. Ahhhh... the weekend.

Beauty Of A Woman
"Beauty of a Woman" The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman. With passing years- only grows! -author unknown

My New Pub ...for Science Mag .:p
The Quantum Gyroscop In this project we suggest to study noncovalent interactions between single wall carbon nanotubes, between concentric multiwall carbon nanotubes and between the inside of the tubes and carbon cages or other molecules which will be established inside the cage. Such interactions were claimed to be rather strong on the one side since nanotubes are observed to aggrgate into bundles or very stable multiwall hoses. Transport experiments demonstrated on the other side a current flow only through the outermost walls of concentric tubes with hardly any intertube leaking. Experiments will be carried out by light scattering spectroscopy in combination with analyses by scanning probe microscopy. Very special modes observable by the light scattering process allow to draw information on the tube-tube interaction and on the tube-cage interaction. Such modes have been observed sofar only in single wall carbon nanotubes but are expected to be also observable in multiwall tube

Happy Birthday To Me!!
So I am tooting my own birthday horn here.... Its my birthday weekend!! Waho0o0!! I love my birthday!! Its the one day of the yr just for me!! My actual birthday is Feb.20th but i decided to celebrate all weeekend :) This year my family is taking me for our traditional "Amanda's bday steak dinner" on monday. I cant wait!! I love steak and look forward to this evening yearly!! We rented a private room so the kids can be themselves and the adults can just relax and enjoy. Then tues its my birthday!! This yr it will be spent at a spa...getting primped and pampered from head to toe...the day includes a manicure, pedicure, hot rock massage, makeover and SO much more!! Ohhhh i cant wait!! My son is sooo excited and is already singing to me. Its sooo cute, and my daughter has something up her sleeve and i am a bit worried. hehe So Happy birthday to me!! Ok, tooting done :P Carry on with your weekend!! x0x0x0x0

Too Damn Funny!!!!! (and Pathetically True)
This was a bulletin that I reposted today and it's just too good to pass up! Stop by and show this guy some love if you can because this is the funniest thing I've read in a long damn time!!! :P ********************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************* I saw something new today, a different level of social extortion that just cracked me up....."Buy me Blast to see my NSFW pics" lmao. So I have to seize this moment before it gets away, cause so many times we wonder where terms or cliches' come from. Sooo... I, Majik, user #160789, hereby proclaim and add to the Cherry Tap Dictionary, that is level of social extortion be deemed "BLASTITUTION", and subsequently its endeavorers to be apply called "BLASTITUTES". Have as much fun with that as you like, as I know you will. Gimme a repost or a kudo if you see fit, no pressure or questioning your friendship involved there.

Alcohoroscopes 1-12 Aries
ARIES Drinking style Impulsive Aries people like to party and sometimes don't know when to call it a night. Their competitive streak makes them prone to closing-time shot contests. They're sloppy, fun drunks, and they get mighty flirty after a couple tipples. Getting Aries people drunk is a good way to get what you want out of them, should other methods fail. Aries can become bellicose when blotto, but they will assume that whatever happened should be forgiven (if not forgotten) by sunrise. They can be counted on to do the same for you -- so long as you haven't gone and done anything really horrible to them last night, you sneaky Gemini. Trademark cocktails Aries, born under the hot-stuff planet Mars, is the ruler of spicy food and red things -- and for balance, astrologers recommend they eat tomatoes, onions, olives and greens. That's right, Aries, you were born under the sign of the bloody Mary. Aries also rules grapefruit, and they've been known to kick back a salty do

Wrap A Belt Around My Neck
(If you read it, comment- even if you think it's drivel!!!!) I hate V-day. No it's not because I'm a bitter single woman pinning for love and an idea of romance that's unrealistic even by Hollywood standards... I haven't been single on V-day since I was 12. No, the reason I hate it is because it's bullshit. It's another excuse to buy things. Sure, dress it up as "celebration of love" but if you're really in love- you celebrate it everyday... not with gifts... but with gestures, touches, messages, conversations and time spent. Not money spent. My idea of a great V-day celebration- wild kinky sex... where your man throws you down on the bed, bends you over- on your knees, fucks you from behind while a belt is wrapped around your neck. Yeah, and that's exactly how I spent the day. Thankfully the scratches and bruise from the belt buckle were easy enough to hide with a little makeup! I dunno about all the other women in the world who need flowers, candy, or chocolate- but you wa

Ok Everyone, I'm In A Non-ct Contest And Your Help Would Be Appriciated!
Ok guys, here's the deal. I know most people can't stand reading poetry, however, I do write some poetry (if that's what you want to call it,) and poetry.com has started doing a rate your poem contest. I need people to click the link below and read/rate my poems. I can actually win some money off of this, so anybody that can help, please do!!! the link is: Click here to Vote

One Wish
A man was riding his Harley along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand our wives; I want to know how she feels inside.., what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment.., why she cries.., what she means when she says: "Nothing's wrong".., and how I can make a woman truly happy!" Th

Lyrics
These are lyrics I wrote a little while ago. I decided to share them, but please don't steal them...not saying they are good or anything, but still. Anyway, It's about dreaming big. What I Want: I want to be on TV, or in a movie, Or maybe on the radio Be in the lime-light, Show up to Spot lights And have my name on the marquee Have fans in the millions, making billions Be full of popularity Date a hot girl, make her my whole world Strike everyone with jealousy I just want fame, I just want happiness, I just want a single friend, i just everything that I don't have. When I'm on TV, or in my movie Or singin my song on the radio See my face under hot lights, you'll watch me all night If you want to be my friend let me know Break up with my girl, lose my love world I'm lookin round for some place to go Losing everything, not invited to sing I'm fading out into the unknown I just want fame I just want happiness I just want a single friend I just want eve

Creepy New Vid...
this one stuck out to me: http://www.myspace.com/elproducto some of his stuff I didnt get into but the video I saw on his profile I really dug... or as they are having issues posting randomly: http://elp.imeem.com/video/9HNsgg8M/deep_space_9mm/ its kinda "normal" looking but its hella creepy with people following him with bright red guns everywhere... might actually pick that up... even if he has worked with trent reznor v2.(sux)0(r)

I'm Standing In The Way
You're not ready For the world outside You keep pretending, but you just can't hide I know I said that I’d Be standing by your side But I Your path's unbeaten, And it's all uphill And you can meet it, But you never will And I’m the reason that you're standing still But I I wish I could say The right words To lead you through this land Wish I could play the father And take you by the hand Wish I could stay here But now I understand I’m standing in the way The cries around you, You don't hear at all 'Cause you know I’m here To take that call So you just lie there when You should be standing tall But I I wish I could Lay your arms down And let you rest at last Wish I could Slay your demons But now that time has passed Wish I could stay here Your stalwart, standing fast But I'm Standing in the way I’m just standing In the way

Want To Be Ur Angel
Theres only one thing in life she wants the most and thats to be your angel She wonders each and every night if he knows just how much she loves him. She can look in to his eyes and know that he still cares. They have choses differnt paths in life. Hers is going back to school and rasie the boys. His is to move on and try to find that true love. She looks around her and wonders where he is, He knows when she needs him before she says anything they have a connection no one will understand they have been threw so many things with each other she knows when he needs to know shes still there, They are little things they do to make sure the other dont forget The smell of his cologe in the air the feel of his presents when she cant sleep The smell of her stetson on his pillow mixed with the fragrance of her is enought to make any man want her. Theres only one thing in life she wants more than being the best mom possible and thats to be his angel.

Not So Soft Poem
I stand alone in the still silence, My foes at my feet after endless days. They fought bravely despite the futility. None could stand against my wrath. I struck them down by the score. Punishing blows to their pathetic bodies. They faced me with their pitiful might. Death rained down to strike them dead. I slew many in a furious rage. Too feel their blood on my skin, Hear their screams roaring in my ears. It was like an aphrodisiac to my soul. Urged on to more depraved things. I relished in the bloodlust, As I heard their cries, Realizing that in the end it did not matter. One fight, one battle, one war. I will not be stopped. I will not be denied. Forever in conflict I shall be. It is after all my destiny.

Dated Feb 22nd Poem
Sunset That night i stood alone watching the sky turn blood red as the sun set down on me for the last time I looked down at my hands beaten and bloodied from a long life of work and i bring them to my face trying to wipe away the dirt and grime trying to erase the years of pain a single tear falls clearing a path along my face Drained of everything numb except for pain and sorrow lost within my own dreams shattered and useless I walked away not looking back By Jason Hartle

Cant Catch A Break
When all shit breaks loose, EVERYTHING breaks loose. ...I swear, I can't catch a break for the life of me. Appearnatly, neither can my husband. Missed first day of Math. Husband forgot to leave me the keys to the car. Had to email teacher in hopes that I can play catch up. College called, husband owes big $$ because his old institute is appearantly pissing that he is going to my college now. There is some major fuck up there that we have to battle. Yay. Paper called my husband to yell at him about some bullshit, but they have also managed to break the contract.... lucky them ha. But we all know that they will fight to pay us what they owe us. Dickheads. ...Bad day again?... You have no idea.

Joke Hubbie And Wife
a husband & wife decide to take little davey to the nudist beach one day, davey says to mom, why do some ladies have bigger boobs then you, mommy said, the bigger the boobs, the sillier the lady. Ok davey thinks & returns to the beach. He comes back a short time later, says to his mom, why do some men have bigger pee pee's then daddys?. Mom says, the bigger the pee pee, the dumber the man is. Davey says ok, goes back to the beach. Short time later, he returns & says to his mom, " daddy is talking to the silliest lady i ever seen & the longer daddy talks to her, the dumber he gets".

My New Lounge And Familey.,.,.,.,.
This is The Twisted Zone.It is mine and a friend of mine..it is the home of the CT Shadow Bombers so come by check it out join the lounge and become a member of the CT Shadow Bombers and if you have any questions or ideas than message me or bucs24{CT Shadow Bombers Founder}and let us know what you thank...

Leo The Lion In Bed!!! Great Talker
Once you have opened this email, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there LEO The Lion in bed Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. VIRGO The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intel

The World
I Love him no matter what.. Jason Michael Is My Lover For Life.. He Means The World To Me. Nothing And I Mean Nothing Will Stop Me From Loving This Man.No Matter The Fights Or The Tears He Has Treated Me Well. So To Anyone Who Reads This. I love Him Music Video:CRAZY (by K-Ci & JoJo)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Sunday Feb. 25th 9:07 Am
OK first things first I didn't got to sleep till 7:00 O'clock this morning it's not 8 minutes after 9 am I'm still shaking and almost in tears. Dreams are a powerfull thing and I take them to the hear though I know sometimes I shouldn't this one rubbed me the wrong way for some reason listen. As I slowly drift in and out of sleep a picture fades in and out of my pooh whom just so happens to be my soon to be wife at the time and myself walking down the street hand and hand mind you I am just returning from a 3 day visit to my home town, I was only there a few days I keep telling myself thinking nothing could have happend that great while I was gone right... I notice something really strange the car isn't parked in front of our house it's strategically parcked a block away and I see no sighn of any cars in front of our home, when I ask the reason for a reason I got an excues " it was saterday and we live on campous there were alot of parties this weekend rush week j

Wow
so I got o line and was stuck on cherry for a week straight, them life got busy and so did I so much going on but I am going to back this week. I havn't made very many friends but a few good ones and isn't that what's important in life? I am excited to continue to meet people online, although I can tell that I won't be as popular as most because.. well I am not as naugty as some on here, thats ok with me! LOL! meanwhile I am just killin time waiting for my son to get home from his dads so we can go see a movie. I have missed him so much this week as it was winter break and he was at his dads all week, it starts to get really hard when he goes for several weeks in the summer. but thats ok cause I just got him his very own cell phone, the new firefly for kids... gotta love that! only the numbers I program in can he call or get calls from. I control all the phone ussage so no hidden kid surprises! meanwhile he can call me when he is at his dads cause he can't call me from his phone, the a

Song I Wrote
Memories get clouded by perceptions of a false reality every second seeming longer than the last your life moves on encircling my pathetic phalicy i long to walk beside you together hand in hand i dream of you next to me on beaches of black sand i look into the mirror shattered like my dreams but the person staring back just isn't me is love so blinding that we can't tell that every waking tragedy breeds hell? the divinity of your voice fuels my every nightmare and just looking at your picture puts me there i look into the mirror shattered like my dreams but the person staring back just isn't me is love so blinding that we can't tell that our every waking tragedy breeds hell? but what is real? dreams or perceptions? this lusty epitaph further signaling the ending of my questions the cross-breed from dark hearted souls attempted healing by apothecaric fools they don't even know me how can they say? why i picture your emblazoned face each day? i

Some Kneels I Have Wrote
below is some kneels i wrote awhile ago i had alot more but i lost them when my comp crashed which sucks cause i had some really good ones lol . i can see my errors in these but i figured i would share them anyways. crawls to Sir her golden thighs kissing as she makes her way closer to Him, her softly silky highlighted locks falling around her face , she reaches Him and raises to her knees her bottom resting upon her heels, her arms locked behind her back , back tall and straight, she looks to Him and smiles her heart pounding in her chest, her beautiful brown eyes sparkling in His presence, her thighs spread even with her shoulders palms open resting on her muscular thighs , a blush dancing on her cheeks, as she is knelt before Him , wondering what He is thinking she tilts her head to the side slightly giving Him a sweet innocent look . she raises her head back upright, giving Him a flirtful winks , she smiles sweetly her nipples hardend from the words He says to her, feeling

My Pictures
i just wanted to let all my friends know that i will not and cannot post explicit pictures on my sight for a few reasons. i have little eyes near me often and its kind of hard to put pics up like that when i only have your typical webcam. not to mention i do not have the body for that!! but i hope this does not discourage you to rate my pics or even leave comments.i hope you all understand, thanks for taking the time to read this blog!!

Abusive People
I look in the mirror at my tearstained face and I think to myself what a disgrace I have been here for hours crying my eyes out while you try to beat all my life out why are you doing this always to me this is painful dont you see you are not my mom or my dad but you are still making me sad you are not hitting me at least not with your fists but with your abusive words i dont think anything could hurt worse than this done by christine

Ty Too All My Freinds, That Bombed Me!!!
Wann say ty for commenting on my pic.. in the month blast give away.. you guys fuckin rock.. and I really appreciate it alot!!! ty sooo much.. xoxoxoox and here is the pic if you want to come back by to bomb more ty again. :O) Terminator123

Briefing
I've dated some outstanding looking girls. From models to jocks. From blondes to brunettes, and to be honest with you, I think I really found love in ONE of them. I won't uncover who exactly it was, but I really think she was a keeper. I know I've told other girls I loved them and at the time, I really did. I never told a girl "I loved her" cause thats what she wanted to hear or to get some ass. If I said it, I meant it. But I believe that the girl I refered to earlier wasn't the ONE for me, although she is a great girl who deserves a very worthy man. As for me, I honestly don't know whats in store for me. But as I commented before, I've dated alot of beautiful girls (and intend on dating a couple more) but seem to believe that none of them were the one I would spend the rest of my life with. So where do I go from here. As hard as it is for me, I'm gonna try to blind myself from all the girls out there and work on improving my future. You know, school, car, job, a

Tears Fall From God
Tears fall from above Because of a crying dove Someone fell 'out' of love This I hear a lot of The doves should be flying high No tears falling from the sky Everyone should be proud of Being forever "Embraced in Love" No more crying doves No more falling out of love Much more happier days Please change your ways

Montana Restaurant
MONTANA RESTAURANT Montana Restaurant (makes me want to go there) This is a great story, I wish I was closer to Montana! The radio station America FM was doing one of their "Is anyone listening" bits this morning. This first one was, "Ever have a celebrity pull up and say 'Do you know who I am?' routine." A woman called in and said that a few years back, while visiting her cattle rancher uncle in Billings, MT., they had occasion to go to dinner at a restaurant that does not take reservations. The wait was about 45 minutes. Lots of other rancher types and their spouses were already waiting. In comes Ted Turner and Jane Fonda. They want a table. The Hostess says they'll have to wait about 45 minutes. Jane Fonda asks the hostess if she knows who she is. "Yes, but you'll still have to wait 45 minutes" Then Jane says, "Is the manager in?" The manager comes out, "May I help you?" "Do you know who I am?" ask both Jane and Ted. "Yes, but these folks have all been waiting already and I can't pu

Words Of Advice As I Hit The Road Yet Again....
I took a much needed break yesterday into today, and hopped online to check out my closest CT people, and say hello and thank you to any new people I meet. And I did have a couple great convos and I do appreciate that. However, I have seen sooooo many bulletins and what-not just spoutin' and spreadin' BS. Now everybody goes on and on about all this hate, and how they're gettin' low ratings and mean comments, hell some of em are gettin' death threats!! (Gettin' killed via Cherry Tap...I'm sorry, that's some funny shit LOL). And honestly, we all have to be realistic and just get our priorities in order. First of all, YOU WILL NOT GET EVERYBODY TO LIKE, LUST, OR LOVE YOU!! Second, SPREADING BULLETINS AROUND ABOUT YOUR ENEMIES JUST GIVES THEM THE SPOTLIGHT AND REACTION THEY WANTED FROM YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE!!! Now isn't the job of a hater to hate? Instead of whining and crying about these one or two people, concentrate and shine the spotlight on the ones who are showin' you luv!!!

Sky Pilot
Sky Pilot Eric Burdon and the Animals (1968) Eric Burdon, Vic Briggs, John Weider, Barry Jenkins, Danny McCulloch Album: The Best of Eric Burton& The Animals The original Animals slowly disbanded but Burdon reappeared in California with his new group at the 1967 Monterey International Pop Festival. The band went on to define the era musically with many songs now considered hippie classics such as the fiercely antiwar song 'Sky Pilot'. Lyrics: He blesses the boys as they stand in life The smell of gun grease and their bayonets they shine He's here to help them all that he can To make them feel wanted he's a good holy man. Sky pilot, sky pilot, how high can you fly You'll never never never reach the sky. He smiles at the young soldiers Tells them it's all right He knows of their fears in the forthcoming fight Soon there'll be blood and many will die Mother and fathers back home they will cry. Sky pilot, sky pilot, how high can you fly You'll never never never reac

What A Farce!
OK So they won't let me pay my suspension termination fee over the phone... Why? Because the Visa Card is in my fiance`s name and not mine, and she had already left for work and they couldn't talk to her to get authorization. So I decide to go poking around the New York State Department of Motor Vehicles website. They have a link called "Online Transactions". So I click it and put in all my info and it comes up with my name, and it says "Suspension Termination Fee - $50.00" click here to pay by credit card. HA! GOT 'EM! So I click there, fill out all my fiance`s information and BOOM! The website takes the payment and gives me a confirmation number. In addition it tells me that processing takes 3 - 5 days and weekends count. So I should be able to get my Colorado Driver's License no later than Wednesday of next week. GODS I love the internet!! DemonStorm

U.s. Funds Being Secretly Funneled To Al Qaeda-linked Groups
Hersh: U.S. Funds Being Secretly Funneled to Al Qaeda-Linked Groups (Post by Nico) 25 Feb 2007 New Yorker columnist Sy Hersh says the "single most explosive" element of his latest article involves an effort by the Bush administration to stem the growth of Shiite influence in the Middle East (specifically the Iranian government and Hezbollah in Lebanon) by funding violent Sunni groups. Hersh says the U.S. has been "pumping money, a great deal of money, without congressional authority, without any congressional oversight" for covert operations in the Middle East where it wants to "stop the Shiite spread or the Shiite influence." http://thinkprogress.org/2007/02/25/hersh-qaeda

I Like It
These are song lyrics from MOBYS I like it...they are so HOT!!! enjoy! ~*~Jennie~*~ Oh Oh I Like it I like it a lot Oh I like it a lot Oh I like it a lot I liked it I liked it a lot Stip there, sooner or not Right there, there on the ground Did I say I liked it? Yes you did Did I say I liked it? Yes you did I like it I liked it a lot I like everything about you I like everything we try I like everything we did then I liked it so good inside, So good inside I liked it No, I liked it a lot I liked it Oh way to go Take this You did it a lot It's better Better then once I liked it I liked it a lot I liked it I liked it a lot Did I say I liked it? Did I say that now? Did I say I loved it? Did you understand? Did you get it right now? Didn't it sounds.. Did it feel good now? Did I say I liked it? I liked it a lot I liked it I liked it a lot Did I say I liked it? I liked

Wow That Wasnt So Bad
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thank You Friend
Thank You Friend I never came to you, my friend, and went away without some new enrichment of the heart; More faith and less of doubt, more courage in the days ahead. And often in great need coming to you, I went away comforted indeed. How can I find the shining word, the glowing phrase that tells all that your love has meant to me, all that your friendship spells? There is no word, no phrase for you on whom I so depend. All I can say to you is this, God bless you precious friend.

Nephew
so this is kinda an update for those of you who have been really sweet and asking about my nephew. i was told today that he is doing better and the seizures stopped :) his fever is down and he is up and smiling now :D so thanks for all of you that were asking about him and asking if i was okay :D. you guys are great ELEXA

Over 40 Contest Part 2 Update
Over 40 and sexy contest part 2 Still room for more. First one went so well others wanted to join to late. Contest open to men and women Lets go for round 2 anyone over 40 can join you choose picture but no NSFW pics allowed Prizes to top three and anyone with over 1000 comments over 8,000 will get a motorcycle over 15,000 will get a corvette over 20,000 will get a porsche Entries so far are:::: Pete Just_Me Brenda28557 teresa/ttweety a href="http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=71689&i=4020656018" target=_blank> ZEBRAfan & JustAGal Comment bombing allowed, you can bomb yourself Contest will start 8 am central wednesday march 14th Contest will end 8 pm central wednesday march 21st Come show all that life is just begining at 40 send pm to me with link to pic you want to use any questions please feel free to ask Contest will be promoted and results updated twice daily on bulletin hotbostontr