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This
This is what love means to me, your sunny-bright smile on my face The fresh little kiss on my cheek your arms entwined about my neck and all the stories that we share, That's what love means to me when all the world has turned to dusk Your sparkling eyes, so full of trust You never questioned what I've said I lay my hand upon your head And here the songs of your heart the whispered melodies that start to break the tension of the day Erase the wounds that others say. There is love in all you do, It takes away the harsher hues, I can't claim I have a part, But you're a treasure of my heart.

Thoughts Of Suicide
Thoughts of You Run Through My head Just like thoughts of suicide Will I live in the end When these thoughts of you are over And the thoughts of suicide take over Our Love will never last With these thoughts of suicide Mixed in with you These thoughts of suicide will soon take control of me And I will no longer be able to love These thoughts of suicde mixed in with you Will kill me soon Ill break your heart and Kill myself Thoughts of you run through my head Just like thoughts of suicide

Fletch
I'm sure that you hear a lot of stories, but I like to tell about Fletch, my American Bull Dog. Fletch was removed from a home where he was being trained to fight. The shelter in which he was placed was about to put him down because he was aggressive and a high risk for placement. I told them that I lived in the country and had no children, and asked if I could meet the dog. He immediately jumped on me and started to knaw on my arm. I knew that he was spirited and had personality. I felt that he was playful and not aggressive. They allowed me to take him. I later learned that he liked to play with people's shoes - while they were wearing them. Six years later, Fletch is the friendliest dog one could ever meet. He is not aggressive toward people or other animals (Good thing at 110 lbs.) It would be totally unfair if someone told me that I could not keep this dog because he is dangerous. I am with you. Rich MtnDweller@ CherryTAP FLETCH Thank you for sharing

The Awakening ( A Soldier's Story )
Out of the gloom and shadow, On a melancholy day A lonly soldier wandered pursuing his lonly way. Under the cover of darkness He layed down to rest And soon peacfully slumbered As the moon began to crest. As he layed there sleeping He dreamed of a humble place Of a little home in the valley And his mothers lonly face. As he layed there slumbering on He woke to a thunderous boom Shattering the surounding darkness Changing the night to gloom. Then came the realiztion He was at a war to serve To keep America safe from All that he had heard. Back to the battle he went Still thinking of home And his sweet mothers face So as you lay down to sleep tonght Please keep him in your prayers Remember the lonly soldier And the terror he now shares May all our service men and women stay safe and come home soon........ Candels and Blessings to them all

A Poem "dreams Of Death"
dreams of sticks dreams of stones dreams of rivers flowing with bones A blackened heart with crimson galore burns down deep but beats no more wrapped in flesh stone cold soul struggles within and pays the toll sweet tasting life it yearns to touch Grim Reapers digits reach out to clutch lips of pain brush by cheeks immortals touch leaves bloodless streaks Lady of Death leaves her mark upon the brow in silent dark the icy touch crawls down our spine he's not our friend this father time no mercy bestowed no joyful moan no tears to drown this painful groan so let us go into eternal sleep the lives we've lived we shall reap

Cancelled Vic
Hello my friends :) I cancelled my VIC and it will expire on June 3rd, according to the message it displayed. So please expect some changes to my page and lists. I am only allowed 25 family members and 250 pictures once it goes thru. Don't feel slighted if you don't remain on my family list. I will make sure I have a fast link to all of you :) Thank you all very much for taking the time to read this blog. Alana

Holding
In the bitter waves of woe, Beaten and tossed about By the sullen winds that blow From the desolate shores of doubt, Where the anchors that faith has cast Are dragging in the gale, I am quietly holding fast Tot the things that cannot fail.

Charge Of The Dark Goddess #2
Charge of the Dark Goddess #2 Hear me child, and know Me for who I am. I have been with you since you were born, and I will stay with you until you return to Me at the final dusk. I am the passionate and seductive lover who inspires the poet to dream. I am the One who calls to you at the end of your journey. After the day is done, My children find their blessed rest in my embrace. I am the womb from which all things are born. I am the shadowy, still tomb; all things must come to Me and bare their breasts to die and be reborn to the Whole. I am the Sorceress that will not be ruled, the Weaver of Time, the Teacher of Mysteries. I snip the threads that bring my children home to me. I slit the throats of the cruel and drink the blood of the heartless. Swallow your fear and come to me, and you will discover true beauty, strength, and courage. I am the fury which rips the flesh from injustice. I am the glowing forge that transforms your inner demons into to

Kidnapping
Okay, so here is the thing...my ex had the kids back in January for a few weeks and possibly almost a whole month. They were doing me a favor in helping me out so that I can get a fresh start of things in my life. (They as in his fiance at the time, now wife) My ex and I had a virbal agreement that he would have the kids for just three months so that I can find a good job and possibly a new place to live...was living with my parents at the time because of other issues. So during this time, I was putting in job offers after job offers, until finally I found a job. By the time I was workin again it was almost at the end of January. Well, my ex's fiance at the time decided to put me down a mother that doesn't know how to take care of her kids and she is much more better mother than I will ever be...that kind of speech I got from her. It was she that had to tell me that my ex and her was going to keep the kids till the summertime and if they feel that I havent changed by having a good j

Move Me, Hold Me, Care For Me
She walks out the door You won't make her cry no more She leaves this sad place Only to cover behind her pale face All those things you screamed Disappeared down the drain The dance floor is crowded She becomes surrounded This is her chance to forget about it Tears fall from her cheek She begins to feel weak She knew it would happen Her endless brown eyes close While she thinks of her chances She won't know of her mysterious glances Blinking to clear the tears She is in fear As she moves to the intence sounds She sees that she is not bound The music keeps playing Everything begins swaying This night is the first of many Shes had plenty She opens her eyes after awhile And she forces a smile

In God We Trust
One Nation, "Under God". One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God up there? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?

Winners Of The Most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest Are......
Winners of the Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest are...... 1st Place is...... Wins A Corvette + Trophy with 6582 comments + 24 Rates = 33030 2nd Place is...... Wins A Motorcycle + Trophy with 5648 comments + 12 Rates = 28300 3rd Place is......Wins A Men's Bracelet + Trophy with 270 comments + 4 Rates = 1370 I want to thank everyone who was in my contest! We had fun and it was close! Thanks Maria

Dad And Child Contest
Dad And Child Contest I Need Dads with their kid or kids in a pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Just To Let You Know
I am the most disgustingly selfish girl in the world. I am also an attention whore. I am pretty much out to destroy you and break your heart. Those are my only goals in life. It brings me pleasure to demand all your time just so I can fuck you over in the end. Fuck you.

Please Pay Attention: End This Illegal War
PAY ATTENTION MY FRIENDS: THE POLITICAL HEAT IS ON !!!!!! Between now and September, it is more important than ever for you to CALL YOUR CONGRESSMAN and tell them to PULL OUR TROOPS AND STOP FUNDING THE IRAQ WAR. If you get poll questionnaires in you inbox about the Iraq war.... fill it out and send it. If you get phone calls from pollster's, take a few minutes out of your day and let them know that you want our troops out of Iraq and to stop funding this illegal war. We are Americans... This is Our Country ... We live in a Democracy... Our voices WILL be heard..... You may think that your ONE VOICE does not make a difference. BUT IT DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE. Because your voice, along with my voice, and voices of millions of others... IS ONE BIG FREAKIN' VOICE. The politician's in Washington work for you. As an American, it is your RESPONSIBILITY to tell them what you want them to do. PLEASE PAY ATTENTION MY FRIENDS ! ! THE TIME IS BETWEEN NOW AND SEPT

Something I Read On Pisces.. Interesting Reading
Current mood: artistic Category: Life Imaginative and sensitive Compassionate and kind Selfless and unworldly Intuitive and sympathetic On the dark side.... Escapist and idealistic Secretive and vague Weak-willed and easily led Pisces, Pisceans possess a gentle, patient, malleable nature. They have many generous qualities and are friendly, good natured, kind and compassionate, sensitive to the feelings of those around them, and respond with the utmost sympathy and tact to any suffering they encounter. They are deservedly popular with all kinds of people, partly because their easygoing, affectionate, submissive natures offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. They accept the people around them and the circumstances in which they find themselves rather than trying to adapt them to suit themselves, and they patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out rather than take the initiative in solving them. They are more readily con

Mom And Kid Contest! Updates
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Mom is...... with 184 comments! 2nd Mom is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Mom is...... with 1 comments! 4th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 5th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 6th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

To Bettie
the sun will shine, when you not expecting it, it will shine again, you will cheer up, you will smile again, i talked to the big guy upstairs, he was crying over lost childeren, you will be fine, time for me to go, to say i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you. bedrock

Just Here
online tonight just here lol not really lookin for much just kickin it.. i wanna go to sleep but cant yet.. so i have to find something to do to entertain me self ya feelz me. if you are reading this you are really bored tooooo lolz... n e way this enough of this bloggg spitt.. bye

I Look And Feel Like A Lobster
So Saturday, I went out to be a human sign twirler to make some extra cash....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....ouch. I got so sick form the head I had to go home early and quit. My shoulders and nose are burnt to high hell...I got bit all over the damned place...and to top it off...my dad laughed at me becuase i looked like a lobster...not because I was sick..(still have the damned headache) but because i looke dlike a loooooooooooooobstteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer. And then today...I found out that David is getting kicked out of his apt. because his roommate had to mouth off to the landlord and get them al kicked out. Now he has no where else to stay because people are bitches and all "I dont have anywhere for him"..YOU HAVE A FUCKIN COUCH!!! thats all he needs..he's been nothing but generous to his friends when they needed him..and how do they repay him? They let him live on the streets. So yea, I'mma be major worried about him. On a better note though, my lil brother Ryan flies in

Eyes Can Change Color, But Not The Way You Think They Can...
eyes can indeed change color, but it doesn't have anything with the mood or the weather and whatnot. they change by reflection or looking at them at a different angle. so, there ya go, folks. now you know.

Death
Death. Is it the beginning of a never ending silence? We must be more than this blood, this fragile flesh that my eyes can gaze upon. The way my body takes in the cold air and turns the energy from food into energy that my body can use to move, to think, to rearrange molecules, is merely a machine made of flesh and blood. The way that my brain can transmit thoughts can be explained. However what those thoughts are, and why I think them can not. My thoughts are determined by my soul, by my conciseness, by the unexplained beauty that makes us who we really are. The flesh is so weak, but our conciseness is so undeniably amazing it makes my eyes well with tears thinking of the beauty that lies within us. When you see death come, you can not help but imagine what happens to that beauty. It can not fade away into thoughtlessness, into something that is nothing. Or can it? Are we just a cosmic mistake? Are we just a mixture of chemicals that for unexplained reasons created what we a

My Commandments Of Love
1. Just say What you mean and mean what you say. 2. Don¡¦t expect someone to read your mind and don¡¦t play games with the head or the hearts . 3. Don¡¦t tell half truth and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truth are no better than lies. 4. Don¡¦t be cold to someone you care about , indifference hurts more than angry words. 5. They say action speaks louder than words , but sometimes it is better to have both. 6. Say I love you as often as you can and make a little surprises for each other to make the romance alive . 7. Love and respect yourself 8. Don¡¦t expect someone to be perfect. They do not exist There are no perfect people, only people who are perfect for each other . 9. When he is angry give way. Stop , don¡¦t fight back.. sit back and relax smile and say ¡§ Baby your so ugly when you are angry, so smile..¡¨ and please never sleeps without reconciliation, Forget the pride. Love is not about who is better and who is not . 10. Giv

Time Takes It All Away.
Life...is boring. We all know that. My latest ex is a moron, and I've just recently cut all contact with him. (I've been getting a million texts a day that I never respond to.) It's so exciting. Aside from this, I'm nursing my new tattoo and two new piercings....and possibly beginning an ARG. (Alternate Reality Game.) I know, it sounds incredibly dorktastic but my friend, Rachel, and I decided to begin it. Anyway, much love. xoxox, Rylynn

Our Closest
It's not everyday that we find Friends that no matter what will be there through the good and the bad. Those Friends that when everything is going wrong in your life, and sometimes even with them, but they are there!! I can say that I have a couple of those!! I hold them close to me even though they don't realize it. I mean, Maybe they do know, but I haven't told them!! These few people that I can count on one hand are people that I know will always lend a hand, provide the shoulder to lean on, give some words of advice, and at least have a half ass answer for me if I Needed them to be!! No one can replace these people in our lives. We may come upon people in our lives that share similarities like these, but never make it to that line of trust that we thrive for in our closest. I mean, we can have friends that we don't talk to everyday...maybe once a month, but we know they are there!! For instance, I had a bill had to pay on a Saturday, and had no family close by. I didn't

Love Me Today!
I am happy to say, I have made a connection with someone that has been my friend for along time. I hope it will work out, for the long haul. But I know, as a person, I deserve this wonderful man and for me that was half the battle.

My Profile
Hi my name is Ian . I am an energetic and enthusiastic 28 year old, and I bring that attitude into my workplace. I am very experienced in customer service, and I demonstate confidence and enthusiasm Iam an avid photographer, and enjoy looking at the many different kind of digital cameras that are now available. I enjoy using my laptop, my MP3 player, and I love poking my nose around to find out what is the newest and available with todays products. I am very interested in my community, I groom and care for some of my neighbors pets. I occasionaly do dog walking, and boarding. I enjoy the challenges that have been presented to me during my career in the animal field. I am now looking ahead to new challenges and also satisfying my curiosity with technology, and all the gadgets that are I'm very outgoing..I'll do anything I can to make people smile and laugh. I'm not afraid to make a fool outta myself for pure entertainment. When I wanna do something I usually do it. I lo

A Guy From Ballymun
A guy from Ballymun walks into the local job centre, marches straight up to the counter and says, "Awwriiiight big man... you know, I just HATE being on benefit, and I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter says, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a Chauffeur/bodyguard for his nymphomaniac daughter. You'll have to drive a round in his Mercedes, but he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort her on her overseas holiday trips. You will have to satisfy her sexual urges! You'll have a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The starting salary is €200,000 a year" The Ballymun guy says, "You're bullsh!ttin' me!" The social worker says, "Yeah, well, you f***ing started it."

Pictures
Just because Rev. Savage and I don't give you a ten shouldn't make you mad. Sometimes the pictures we see don't flatter you. As for the soldier who insulted me, My grandfather served in the military and I have the utmost respect for the military. It is because of our soldiers fighting for my freedom that gives me the right to say what I want and rate your picture how I want.

Free Desk & Black Entertainment Stand For Sale
The Desk Below is free. Must pickup - Located in Seymour - The Black Entertainment stand below is for sale. $50.00 Located in Seymour - Must pickup - About 1 year old. Completely sturdy

The Escape
Alone in a white cell four blank walls without color, the silence is deafening I cant stop their screaming downward, we spiral completely, and totally out of controll. If I cant solve their problems then why do I beg to know I hear a voice, soft and loving, I dont know who it is, But they are calling, calling me to come home, to return to my normal estate To return to the darkness that only I have seen that I seem to grasp for once I would like to see the light, ya know the one at the end of the tunnel. But I will never get to experience that feeling, I am doomed to roam the dark streets For eternity. Doomed to a loveless, unhappy, tormentous life. No one seems to understand the pain the pain I deal with everyday. No one can grasp the concept of being alone forever No one understands just what it is like to be unloved, to be unhappy, There is only one escape from all this. The esca

You Make Me Feel .....
you make me feel so hot now .... tell me what you want me to do masteres... o you wanna tight me to your bed ? naked ? OK ... what you gonna do ??? please hurt me bad ??? for I'm such a bad boy .... mmmm you give me a striptease .... that's not a punish !!! mmmm i see you've shaved yourself... i see you're wet too !!! little drops of your hot juice roll over your legs !!! let me taste you please... - you wanna taste ? you say ... yes, please , -this ? and you put a finger in your wet pussy ... -you wanna taste this ???? while you put your wet finger in your mouth ... YESSSSSSSS please -" i don't think so you naughty boy !!!" and you come to sit between my legs at the end of the bed .... if i put up my head i can see right in your pussy, all opened and wet ... i see you put your finger inside again and you start to touch your clit with the wet finger... all the time you look at me as to ask if i wanna touch it .... my dick begins to gro

Poem
CAST NO SHADOW WITH PREDATORY DETATCHMENT /CASTING NO SHADOW HISTORY STARTS AFRESH/ EVERY DAY SWEET AND FORBIDDING/ OUR FATHERS GIFT TO US SINS PILED UPON SINS/ OUR FATHERS GIFT TO US PAST AND FUTURE / TANGLED IN A DANGEROUS BALLET NOT FORGIVING OF YOUTH / OR INEXPERIENCE NOT ESPECIALLY AFFECTIONATE / NOR CURIOUS PARTICULARLY UNSATISFYING / A DISTANT PROMISE VIELED THREAT / A SUBLIME WILDERNESS OF CONFUSSION AS PRETENTEIOUS AND PROMISING AS TOMORROW AS FRIGHTENING AS YESTERDAY / A LEGACY FOR THOSE WHO FOLLOW DEPRESSINGLY FAMILIAR / HAUNTING TREACHEROUS / COVERING AGES WITH OUR MEMORIES HEARTS AND MINDS LEFT BEHIND / AS IF THIS PLAY, ONCE BEGUN COULD NEVER END / REGRETS, A PART OF THE INHERITANCE CASTING NO SHADOW / TOMORRROW SLINKS TO HER BED LEAVING THESE IMAGES / FOR US TO CURATE PRESSERVING THE DESTINY / BEQUEATHED US UNASKED FOR / TRIBUTE PUNISHMENT, DESIGNED TO TEACH / CARELESSLY OUT OF REACH SILENT / MOMENTARY

The Love Is There
Is death an end to lifes problems? Is loneliness a punishment for lifes mistakes? To find a friend is a feat many cannot believe A friend finds you perfect no matter the mistakes How can someone with so many friends be lonely? Why does loneliness only creep into our lives? Life is a gift that so many squander Family is a treasure so many turn away Why is this life so hard? Why are friends so loving when family looks away? This world of so many people Seems to always look the other way Why is this life so hard? Why should this life continue? It's time to get up and move around Don't sit wasting your time feeling down Is there a world out there full of love? Do my friends and famly believe in me? Yes they do Actually, they love you

Cherokee Wedding Prayer
Father Sky please protect the ones we love. We honor all you created as we pledge our hearts and lives together. We honor Mother Earth - and ask for our marriage to be abundant and grow stronger through the seasons We honor fire - and ask that our union be warm and glowing with love in our hearts We honour wind - and ask we sail though life safe and calm as in our father's arms We honour water - to clean and soothe our relationship - that it may never thirst for love With all the forces of the universe you created, we pray for harmony and true happiness as we forever grow young together.

I've Been Awarded 315 Points For Being On?
HOW?!?!? I mena..thats hella cool but..hahaha..whose giving me points like this?? muwhahaha I have a new favorite song..it's Murder Potion from Razakel..heres the lyrics Murder Potion lyrics-Razakel listen up ya'll I got a lil story to tell straight out of the peirced lips of razakel Since I came out the womb momma knew I wasn't quite right daddy was a minister I was never good enough in his eyes I would stay up late at night with my voodoo dolls and black candles sexing and cursing and casting some evil spells touching myself and fantasize about the devil started sinning left and right so when I die I can burn in hell momma could tell, she got scared and told daddy they pulled me outta my room sat me down and started asking "Why are you so evil and why do you blasphene" "Because I hate your god and I'm possessed you see?" The devil fucks me in my sleep and in my dreams when I orgasm he strangles me and says I'm his wi

Why Do Webmasters Constantly Change Shit That's Not Broken??
Ok, so I created a blog simply to state how utterly retarded the new layout for Cherrytap is. RETARDED!! Teeny tiny bar tab, teeny tiny shoutbox...massive POINTLESS ATTENTION SEEKING BLASTS!!! Fuckin retarded. Ok, I'm done. Goodnight.

I Wish I Was Safe
He smiled at me He stole my heart I clung to him Falling through the dark I can't have him I know I never will His love is like a drug I'm addicted to him Everytime he goes He leaves me wanting more I must tell him the truth Or risk losing it all He could be the love of my life Or my worst enemy All we can do Is wait and see.

Fake Pis
why do people on there profiles place fake pics of themselves.for instance a met this lad of a website once and on his picture he was a stunner well in my opinion he was.he asked me out on a date so i said yes anyway to get to the point i met up with him and he looked nothing like the man in the pic he was horrible.why do people make themselves out to be something there not?

From Buster
YOU GET DA SEX BUNNY!! `;;;;;;;;._______________;;;;;;;` ;;;;;;;;;;;:_____________, :;;;;;;;;;` `:;;;;;;;;;;;`;__________, :;;;;;;;;;;;` _ `:;;;;;;;;;;;`, , _______, :;;;;;;;;;;;` ___`:;;;;;;;;;;;;_______, ;;;;;;;;;;;;: ____.`:;;;;;;;;;_____;;;;;;;;;;` _______`:;;;;;;_____;;;;;;;: ___________`:;;;;., .;;;;;; ______.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ____.;;;;;D`;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ____`;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; _____`:;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; _______`.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ___________.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;. ____(`*. (`*. .*) .* ) Ok This Is The Sex Bunny If You Recieve This Bunny That Means Your Fuckin Sexy If You Get This Back That Means Your Even Sexier Pass This Bunny On To 10 Of Your Friends, If You Fail You Will Be Cursed With 10 Years Of Bad Sex

Flat Belly
A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up."

Best Children On Ct Contest!
Best Children On CT Contest! I need pics of More then 1 child for my Children Contest! 1st Kids Pic is..... with 60 comments! 2nd Kids Pic is...... with 46 comments! 3rd Kids Pic is...... with 1 comments! 4th Kids Pic is...... with 1 comments! 5th Kids Pic is...... with 1 comments! Can be other Family members with your child in pic is fine! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! Comments + Rates = Total 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/12 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.*

A Little Mild Wednesday Reading :)
I used to be on ICQ, well, I still am. Anyway I used to send out a thought for the day to all my many friends on there. This went on for almost two years every day, so I have collected many of my thoughts for the day. I decided to begin sharing some here for all my friends. I will start with one that is particularly clsoe to my heart. Some are somewhat erotic and/or very sensual, some are born from philosophy, some are meant to elicit a certain feeling or thought. Well here we go with the first one, hope you enjoy :) Peter Britt A Thought For The Day by: Peter Britt "To this day I give my heart. That it might beat out the rhythm of my soul and the music within. Into the night I send out my song, that it might be heard and savored by waiting ears. Cast upon the waters I give the fluid lyric, that it might mingle with the drink of the earth. Amidst the darkness I release my passion, that it might call the light to brighten this world. If only, for a moment" ©1996Peter Britt

Track 4 - They Said That Hell's Not Hot
I kill myself in small amounts In each relationship it's not About love. Just another funeral and Just another girl left in tears. And I'm waiting With the sound turned off I'm waiting Like a glass balloon And I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone... They said that hell's not hot They said that hell's not hot I gave my soul to someone else She must have known that It was already sold. It was never about her, It was about the hurt. And so I'm waiting With the sound turned off I'm waiting Like a glass balloon And I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone... I kill myself in small amounts In each relationship it's not About love. Just another funeral and Just another girl left in tears. I'm waiting With the sound turned off I'm waiting Like a glass balloon I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone... I'm waiting Like a glass balloon I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm g

Cherry Blasts This Happened To Me
Hello all I am writing this bulletin because I am a little upset!!!!!Last night I bought a 7day blast and this morning when I went on tap to see if it had gone through I had a message saying my blast was rejected because I spelled "cum", when I should of spelled it come I would of been more than happy to have re-spelled it the right way but I wasnt given the chance to.Instead cherrytap took my 20dollars and gave me nothing in return.I think this is friggin wrong.I was given no chance to fix my blast,ended up with no blast and they have my hard earned cash.I think this is just WRONG WRONG WRONG!Where is the fairness in this?????I even sent a message to the help support shop but have not been answered.Am I the only one this is happened too????I work hard for my money and love my cherry tap friends and fans I just dont think this is fair.So anyone want to buy me a blastThanks for taking the time to read

Transformers Get Together July 4th
Ok Folks Gonna try this Again.July 4th, a Matinee MovieDover Mall, Dover Deleware. Come gather with us to see the premiere of Transformers, from Director Michael Bay! This is gonna be a good one Folks, and I KNOW there are other Transformer Geeks Besides myself out there. So IF your interested in going, PLEASE let me know, we will narrow down and EARLY time so everyone can get out for Fireworks that day!

Best Children On Ct Contest! Score Updates!
Best Children On CT Contest! I need pics of More then 1 child for my Children Contest! 1st Kids Pic is..... with 399 comments! 2nd Kids Pic is...... with 281 comments! 3rd Kids Pic is...... with 1 comments! 4th Kids Pic is...... with 1 comments! 5th Kids Pic is...... with 1 comments! Can be other Family members with your child in pic is fine! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! Comments + Rates = Total 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/12 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.

To My Friend Swanna
JUST SO YOU KNOW BEFORE I LEAVE...SWANNA, A GIRL I MET IN HIGH SCHOOL AND GREW CLOSE TO IN MY YOUNGER DAYS, REMINISCING ON THE SILLY THINGS WE USED TO DO TOGETHER AND ALL OUR CRAZY WAYS, REMEMBERING THE ZIP LOCK BAGGIES WE'D COMPRESS WITH LETTERS WE KEPT FROM ALL OUR FRIENDS, REMEMBERING ALL THE WAYS WE USED TO DRESS AND ALL OUR WILD ASS TRENDS. AND ESPECIALLY THAT SPRING DANCE PHOTO OF US WITH CARY PARNELL WITH HIS PANTS TUCKED INSIDE HIS BOOTS, OR HOW BOUT THAT BLUE DRESS I WORE THAT TUCKED UP UNDER MY BOOBS... AND ALL THE SAD POETRY WE'D WRITE.. FALLING FOR ALL THESE HEART BREAKING GUYS.. AND ALL THE TIMES WE HAD TO WIPE THE TEARS FROM ONE ANOTHERS EYES.. OR HOW BOUT THAT TIME I RAN AWAY AND CAME TO YOUR HOUSE.. YOUR DAD EVEN COVERED FOR ME....WHEN MY MOM CAME RUNNING THAT MOUTH... OR REMEMBER THE WAY YOU'D PICK YOUR HAIR SO PERFECTLY IN THAT ROUNDED SHAPE MOLD.. DAMN WRITING THIS POEM ABOUT US BACK THEN.. MAKES MY ASS FEEL SO DAMN OLD... GIRL I MISS THOSE DAYS WHEN I HAD YOU...TO C

Petal
Hi, Thank you to Sinastar for the guidance. My real name is Lisa but everyone has always called me Petal. There is a lot more about me on my website www.petal.me.uk. I found Cherry Tap when I was searching on the internet for ways to homebrew Cherry Brandy :-) and I,m glad that I did. I have lots of here already and I have so far managed to rate about half of them but I will eventually catch up. I chat at the first opportunity but I have a very old computer which regularly needs restarting so if I disappear don,t think I have logged off cos I,ll Be Back. Private folders: I keep these for my best friends on CT. I would like to see: A few more Brits on CT because the trouble with the U.S.A is they are often just going to bed when I log on lol. Our book Petal coms out in the U.S on the 1st July it will be available from Waterstones in New York which is very exciting. I want to (one Day) go to New York and go to the top f the tallest building and just look! Since we found CT I have

I Don't Care!
This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possessio

Crazy As Usual
COME AND JOIN US CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW ۞ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ ۞ MEET NEW FRIENDS,CHAT,CELEBRATE YOUR SPECIAL DAY AND ENJOY THE MUSIC WITH OUR GREAT DJ'S ON FUBAR DJ BIG AND DJ TAZMAN ON WILDCAT RADIO AND MOST IMPORTANTLY HAVE FUN! WILDCAT LOUNGE IS HIRING,WE HAVE OPENING FOR ALL POSITION. IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES,FEEL FREE TO STOP BY PLEASE. PLEASE REPOST THIS FOR ME AND HELP TO GET THE WORD OUT ABOUT THIS LOUNGE THANK YOU! ۞ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ۞ ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ, Ç.W.Ö.Ғ@ fubar

Mine (an S&m Poem)
To you are mine I take and do as I please of you, Feel my Vampiric kiss as I pull you in feel my blade peel your clothes away and rip your flesh. Feel my hand apon your throat as I take of your kisses feel me take and push into you feel your walls break and see me smile as I take whats mine. feel me hold you , for you are mine to hold and to treasure for all of time.

Let See What You Think ...
I posted this in my MS ... at 6:10 AM .. I am still teary eyed .... Current mood: teary Oh my God... I woke up at 5:38 to screams and no they were not my own. I waited thinking that it was a dream because there was a pause and then over and over again i heard screams with less intensity. To call 911 or not ... hmmm. I know exactly where it is coming from and who it is. and for a moment all I can think of is that the girl next door (who has a baby) may be getting hurt by her husband since they have had problems before (i.e. fighting and he has hit her [per her]). Ok i call 911 ... ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring (did i just hit re-dial and call Wendy). Nope, 911 operator is now on the line. Give name. address, issue, etc and then hang up. Well now there is no way i can get back to sleep and unfortunately my brain is taken back to childhood to several moments in time for both my self and my mom. Let me tell you no one called 911 then especially when i screa

Broken Spirit
With broken spirit inside feelings of soul so hard to abide, some have been hidden away and it seems they are there to stay. Each and every day is the same, lifes spirit fickers like a low buring flame. the spirit knows not joy, sadness nor fear, with eyes that can not shed one tear. The evenings long and into the night, sleep evades the soul with vengeful fight. Shadows dance slowly across the floor bringing back past memories once more. No feelings of happiness or pain knowing not loss nor gain A spirit that can no longer give or take No feelings of any kind can it make. Only my God knows the greatest sin is to break one's spirit from within. And this only He knows,but the spirit never shows... mine was broken long ago..

Nocturnal Waltz
Tis the night feel the wind through the forrest and see the shadows of the past dance and frolic around for know the forrest is empty yet the spirits do play and dance to the nocturnian waltz if ye listens one still can hear it now so sway side to side and let it be free for the night spirits are awake forever more so come dance like it is forever and when sunrises come lay in my arms till the night is once more

~dear Sister~
Look up at me and smile, dear sister of mine....... As i walk by push your knife deep into my back. And with my blood on your hands..... Go and take what is rightfully mine! As i stand here, alone, blood trickling down my back..... Come back for more! Smile at me while you take a bite from my still beating heart.... My warm blood runnig down your beautiful pink lips........... Look up at me and smile still. You, who has always had everything given to you, when you asked for it.... Come along and use your power to take the only thing i have ever wanted and needed, in my life. Leave me alone, yet again dear sister. While you are here, come closer..... And rip out my eyes, so i no longer have to see the smile on your face. And my ears, so i no longer hear your wicked laughter as you smile at me. Couldn't you have shown me..... Your sister.. Mercy... And just taken the very breath out of me? ~Patrice~

Frozen
I CAN SEE A FROZEN POINT IN TIME WHERE HER FIGURE STILL AWAITS (HER) TONGUE OF FIRE TRACING LIPS OUTLINE WHERE FROZEN BREATH ORIGINATES WITH ONE MOTION OF HER WANTING EYES SHE STRIPS EVERYTHING AWAY THIS ONE MOMENT IS INTENSIFIED AND COLORS ALL FADE TO GREY I AM IN THE ONLY PLACE THAT I WANT TO BE THOUGH WE KNOW THAT IT ENDS EVENTUALLY BUT IT'S ALRIGHT BECAUSE TIGHT NOW WE'RE FROZEN I WANT TO FORGET MISTAKES THEY'VE HELPED ME MAKE "IT'S BETTER TO BE BROKEN THAN TO BREAK" INSIDE THIS FANTASY-IT SEEMS SO REAL TO ME SYNTHETIC ECSTASY-WHEN HER LEGS ARE OPEN TRUE LIFE BEHIND A WALL-WHERE MEN AND ANGELS FALL A FADING MEMORY-WHEN MY MIND IS FROZEN I CAN SEE A FROZEN POINT IN TIME THAT IS EASY TO RETRACE LIGHT AND DARKNESS ARE BOTH INTERTWINED THE ELEMENTS ARE IN THEIR PLACE WITH ONE MOTION OF HER WANTING MIND THE REAL WORLD BEGINS TO FADE AND ALL THE HATEFUL THINGS I HAVE BECOME TEMPORARILY GO AWAY HOW LONG WILL I BE HERE WITHOUT YOU NEAR CUZ I'M SO COLD-BREAK THEM FIRS

The Good And Bad News On My Breast Cancer Test!
well went today for a mamogram! hurt like hell but i found out it was nothing major. i still have to go have a biopsy done to be on the safe side as the doctor said! yep i am still kicking. so it takes mopre than breast cancer to scare this freak and to put me down. any ways thanks for all the prayers my friends and to those that mean alot to me. freaky pagan

Barstool Enticer
I want to be Inside you Just to experience The feeling I am fearless As to what side effects May occur Be it the earth Exploding Or feeling it Slow down I know it could change Everything We could See differently If I was allowed To go down Who knows how life Would be I wish I possessed The knowledge To completely Explain You will soon Understand Everything It is in the pulse At the end Of my vein

A Friend Should Have Your Back
What is a friend? A friend is someone you can trust. A friend is someone who is there even when your family is not. A friend is someone to share things with. A friend is someone to laugh with. A friend is someone to cry with. A friend is there to lend a hand. A friend is someone you can count on no matter what. A friend has your back in a bad situation. A friend will tell you things straight...whether it's what you wanted to hear or not. A friend would tell you if they couldn't help ya out even if they were afraid it would hurt your feelings. A friend is someone who keeps your secrets safe. A friend is someone you would do all af the above things for. I thought I had friends like that but it turns out they had my back,they were just waiting to turn the knife.

The Sperm Donor!
A man walks into a sperm bank and declares, "I'm of royal blood and have an I.Q. of 165. I'd like to make a donation." The nurse gives him a sealed cup and directs him to a private room. 20 minutes later, the man hasn't come out. The nurse knocks on the door. "Is there a problem?" "I'm so embarrassed. I used my right hand. I used my left hand. I poured cold water on it and hot water on it. Could you help me?" The nurse replied, "I don't usually do this but you are kinda cute..." She gets on her knees and begins to blow him. "I really appreciate this, but I need help getting the cap off the jar!"

A Feeling Like That
I guess time doesnt fade somethings and youre left with what might have been the memories wont find their grave and you recall them again and again i guess the wishes you made and the dreams that you held just dont seem to come true without the one you shared them with the one who believed in you i guess in the end what felt so right is what you wish you could take back cuz love is nothing you can replace nothing can beat a feeling like that.

I Started A New Job
I started a new job this last week. I work for a convience store. I had never done this kind of work before and I am not to sure how I like it yet. I am going to give it some time. I guess I have to now because I got a ticket on the way home from work. I have been living with my daughter since my husband died. It was going ok for a while. I never realized how selfish she can be. It is always my my my. I am so ready to have my own house. I have never lived alone and am ready for it. Well have to go more later

War Wounded Underpaid
Even when it comes to taking care of our fallen heroes, we can’t seem to act as if we collectively owe anyone, anything. War Wounded Underpaid, Tom Philpott, June 14, 2007 VA Disability Pay Set too Low for Many War Wounded -- Disability compensation for veterans severely wounded in Iraq and Afghanistan, particularly the youngest, is set too low, creating a lifetime earnings gap with non-disabled peers, according to a draft study on disabled veterans incomes prepared for the Veterans Disability Benefits Commission (http://www.military.com/features/0,15240,139156,00.html) This of course is very different from how the vets were treated during World War but does coincide with the general depraved expression of the currently accepted unethical approach to capitalism today. This is especially telling since according to Phillips and Berman the war in Iraq is a war of corporate expansion and control of Iraqi oil reserves.

Depressed
The mental weakness is back again the same old anguish and the pain feels like my life is going down the drain The blood from the cut folding knife open and shut The stinging relief i feel from the blade's sharp steel All these things i want to go away not to return another day I am feed up with feeling weak I desire a normal life like we all seek I have anger and i am sad I hate myself I feel so sad I dont want pitty or to be a door mat A normal life is where i want to be at I need to find a getaway So i can fight another day not sure it will happen this time i am sorry to say.

Helloooo
To all my friends and everyone else. I would be highly greatful if you could please help me out here in a funniest photo contest. Please rate and bomb the hell out of me. I would love to win if I could. I would be really greatful for your help here. Thanks

Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Jeff
Ok, so people seem surprised sometimes when they start to get to know me.... So in lieu of this, I've decided to give a small run down of .. me.. ________________ So, I'm 23. I was born in Henderson, NV. Right outside of Las Vegas. I don't remember my biological father. All I know about him is that his name is Enrique "Rick" DeLaCruz. He was a graphic artist for the road dept. He is hispanic. I feel that I missed out on that part of my heritage, but there is nothing I can do about it now. No I don't hablan espanol. I failled spanish l three years in a row. Vegas and Florida were my homes for a couple years. I've lived in trailer before. I sleep walked to a convenience store once when I was 3-4. I've lived in 3 states, KY, FL, and NV. I've never lived in the same house for more than a year. (this always shocks people i don't know why. I can't imagine what it would be like to grow up in a house, have a room that was mine for years and years. Fe

Lol, Another Nsfw
Okkkkkkkk, well someone first rated my "downraters" pic as NSFW- it was just a tag-but it did piss me off a bit. Since i could not see who it was---I kinda "set them up." I intentionally uploaded a picture that was NSFW! I knew it would be tagged quite quickly--because WHOMEVER you were--you had just tagged one. Lmfao. And they did so. There were 2 names that were identical on both pictures and get this---I thought it would have been females--NOPE both MEN!! that were tagged NSFW. I removed them as a friend AND blocked. I have also removed all photo's but 2 into folders for just friends. Pretty sad when you have to watch your back so friends don't stab you in it. But hey---in the end, I nabbed them.. I did however remove a total of 7 friends. What a shame..because I know 6 of those were NOT to blame! If your a fan, getting this, and I have you blocked, my sincerest appologies. Kiss

What Part Of You That No One See's?
The Part of You That No One Sees You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Best Cleavage On Ct Contest!
Best Cleavage On CT Contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Lady is...... with 133 comments! 2nd Lady is....... with 23 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 8 comments! 4th Lady is....... with 1 comments! 5th Lady is....... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/16 thur 6/22 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ Soon To Be CT Wife Of Tigger~*~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

:'( Why Me Why Fucking Me!!!!!! :'(
why am i losing the woman i love i do not know if i am or not i have to see my po today and i have no idea what he is going to do to me and to tell the turth i i am scared and crying my eyes out right now cause if he revokes me i may lose my fiance and i do not want to lose her ever i have tryed everything i can think of but nothing i have gone to job after job and got turned away asked friends for help and got nothing i am sitting here crying my eyes cause i love that girl so much and i may lose her and i do not want to but because i am a useless i may lose her but i do not want to i wish their was someone that could help me just once PLEASE ~Lost In The Dark~ ~Cryingg His Eyes Out~

June 22
Well today was a typical day at work. I was completly bored at work today. For those of you that know me locally you know where I work for those of you that don't I work at my local video store. NO!! it't not a porn store even though we do sell such things. I guess it was the weather that brought the wild side out in some people. It was a busy day for the porn room. It was raining all day. At least the roof wasn't leaking well it was but not where anyone could see. I spent my day at work wondering what to do. Well I had things to do but with the way the weather was it was more of a day for daydreaming. Which is what I did. I usually take my mp3 to work and connect it to the tv to jam out. Unfortunatly my batteries were dead so i opted for movies. Movies I have seen over and over. I have a few memorized lines but hey who doesn't, right? I can't seem to get enough of the movie The Producers. After work I came home and hung out with my nieces they were fighting as usual and I had to but

Plz Help Me To Level To Godmother
Please I'm trying to make it to level 25 and become a Godmother! I need sum help to level up i got this much to go 460,357 but i got 1,000+ Pics up that everyone can just rate for me plz! Do as much as u can to plz help me out! For every 500 Rates i will buy the person a V.I.P. Gift from the shop! I can use any kind of help i can get! Thanks Maria Plz click on link to help me out! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~Soon To Be CT Wife Of Tigger~*~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

The Pics That Were Rated Nsfw
Hey all, Well I am not here to slam, just to provide information. It seems one or more of you "so called friends." Have felt the need to mark a lot of my pics NSFW-- Soooo I contacted CT Support, and asked them why, and how it could be removed. They sent me to a bouncer- This bouncer went through ALL Of my pictures. He clearned MOST of them up---there were a few that I had marked myself, seeing nipples, and possibly other things. Lol, I want to thank whom ever it was, because to be honest, I was aware that they may be walking the line. He let me know FOR SURE what it was that was over the line. If you report them again, I will simply go back to him, and he will unmark it- Its up to you---why waist your time? and thiers! Kiss

I'll Allow You
i'll allow you to taste it as long as you vow not to waste it allow the tip of your tongue to get tantalized by it's texture look at it, as if it were your livelihood with your tongue, give it a lyrical lecture or perhaps a lashin' just as long as when you're thrashin' every prod is a poke of passion i'll allow you to touch and smell it if during said process you compel it coerce it with the tip of your nose caress it til the curling of my toes gently collide with its composition, with its construction evoke a riot, within its walls excite it til its eruption i'll allow you to get at it only if you ensure me that my breathing patterns become erratic heart palpitations of you, make me an addict make my, otherwise steady, brain functioning sinfully sporadic i must advise before you even realize it'll have you sprung speaking in lyrical tongues once you indulge whats in your pants, will certainly bulge it'l

Second Attempt At Getting This Members List To Work.
THE FOUNDERS♂МдяQ v.2.0@ CherryTAPAchilles@ CherryTAP(PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO RIP option

My First Blog
I'm blogging about chst site drama. Yesterday I rated a profile photo as I always do and suddenly I get a guy viewing me. No problems the jealous types of guys usually check out other guys if they've been on a womans site. Its all good no worries! Last night though I get this pissy high school type reaction from this guy about his wife. It was immediately followed up by a comment from the girl saying don't flirt with me I'm married blah blah blah. My reaction was quite swift. I though it was funny that this girl reacted this way, purely because her guy caught her I suppose. funny thing is I was bluntly generic and never said anything remotely naughty. So, I told this (cherry) that he really should not be on the same site as his wife (Cherry Warrior) because he'll find himself pissed off every 10 seconds. I then send her a message telling her to get a life lol and I blaocked them both. Problem solved with minimal drama, but what a piss off! Don't people realize this

Thanks!
Thank you to all of you who voted on my mumm.And thanks to those who commented too!Although alot of the comments really weren't pertaining to the haircolor itslef.It was appreciated for opinions. I was intrigued by how many people found the idea of alternative hairstyling was...well wierd..But freedom of opinion..Its interesting really.The comments were not at all suprising,but incredibly amusing. Whats your feelings on this?Let me know. And my apologies to º°¤I.Ł.Ł.ų.Ś.&#... It was not my intention to delete your comment, and I do apologize.

Blinded By The Bitterness
[ Blinded by the Bitterness ] As the shadows overwhelm me My Days and nights go old Your love is digging me deeper Im sinking into your whirlpool My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleeding, bleeding into you now Im growing more to hate you Your turning into my bitter regret I spit at your comfort Cause its all bullshit My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleeding, bleeding into you now Your Love is just a cover up For games and alibies Your love is just a hatred Making me so insane My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleeding, bleeding into you now

What About Today?
what about today? well I got up at like 8am to leave my parents house to come over here and babysit for my brother, that was nice, we talked on the drive here..very lovely indeed holy crap I never seen it rain so hard ...like ever..haha..it was kraaazy well other than that..hmm what else? watched some tv watched the movie "Prime" and "Hitch" now im sittin here...being bored on CT and writing in my blog about my day did a few mumms..that was fun.. :) anywayz...got work tomorrow write another day!!!!!

Best Morph On Ct Contest! Scores Updates
Best Morph On CT Contest! I'm doing a Morph contest and i need morph pics! 1st Morph is...... with 19000 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 17433 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 2367 comments! 4th Morph is...... with 1328 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 21 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/18 thur 6/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Duudude, What Is The Meaning Of Life, Man?
If what God is makes is good, then why have we screwed it up? It's essentially the query my high school theology teacher, the Reverend Michael Wood, posed I believe during my junior year. It was time for the year-in term paper. The topic? The immorality of the destruction of the environment. I was and still am a theology and philosophy geek. Delving into topics such as cosmology, creatio ex nihilo (creation out of nothing), transcendentalism, liberation theology, existentialism, metaphysics, Niebuhr was and has been a sort of hobby when I had/have nothing else better to do. I recall scoring 100 on that term paper. I do believe in God, a loving, all-knowing being that created the universe – and everything we see and do – in what our human cosmological time scale claims is billions of human years ago. If the idea is that what God makes is good, why screw up a good thing? And what is our true relationship not only amongst ourselves but with other living beings on this planet, the

If You......
.....post poetry in your blog, I would love to know. I want to start a "Band Of Poets". I've come across some amazing poets here in CT and you all don't get nearly the focus as you should. If interested please let me know. There is strength in numbers and your voice in your blogs is just as important as anyone elses. Can't wait to read your work!! If you happen to read this, please click the "Share This" link. You get points for it!!!

At Least It Isnt Just Me.....
I got a phone call this morning from my brother, the most disturbing thing I have heard in the last few weeks, concerning my mother. Some of you know she has been less than a parenting figure to me. This kind of goes along those lines. My brother has a daughter. My niece, the most beautiful innocent girl I know, lives with her maternal grandmother. She has since she was 3. Anyone who ever met my niece fell in love with her right away, shes independant and funny and she loves so deeply and wholeheartedly. Anyway, my niece is allergic to cats. My mother has cats. I dont know how many, and I dont really care. Anyway my nieces grandmother told my mother if she ever wanted my niece to come over to her house again, she had to get rid of the cats. My outstandingly selfish cunt of a mother chose her cats. I cant even say anymore about it, Im stuck between crying inside for my niece, and hating my mother. I just had to get that out.

Hey I Need All Bombers
WE NEED ALL BOMBERS IN NATIVE HUNNYS DAUGHTERS CONTEST AND LETS GET IN THERE AND BOMB THE HECK OUT OF IT FOR HER.THE CONTEST END THE 29TH AT MIDNIGHT.HERE IS THE LINK PLEASE COME HELP US OUT. THANK YOU,LOVEABLESISSY

This Was Sent To Me..i Thought I'd Share It.
Ever wonder which movie star you are most like? Don't read ahead please! Well ~ A team of researchers got together and analyzed the personalities of movie stars. The gathered info has been incorporated into this quiz. There are only 10 questions so it doesn't take long. Number your paper from 1 to 10, then answer each question with the choice that most describes you at this point in your life , and then add up the points that correspond with your answers. Send this to all of your friends ( including person who sent it to you) with your star's name in the subject line. And don't be a butt and ruin the fun by not responding ... Now ... Don't look ahead or you will ruin the fun! 1. Which describes your perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner for two b) Amusement Park c) Roller blading in the park d) Rock Concert e) Have dinner & see a movie f) Dinner at home with a loved one 2. What is your favorite type of music? a) Rock and Roll b) Alternative

Shrimp With Snow Peas And Water Chestnuts
Shrimp with Snow Peas and Water Chestnuts In this simple, irresistible stir-fry, a sherry and soy sauce marinade doubles as the base of the sauce. Use precleaned shrimp to make the dish even easier to prepare. Credit: Lifestyle Cooks Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 pound shrimp (uncooked) * 1/4 cup dry sherry * 2 tablespoons soy sauce * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 1 tablespoon fresh ginger, peeled and minced * 1 cup fresh mushrooms, sliced * 1/2 pound snow peas, rinsed, stems and strings removed * 1/2 cup sliced scallions * 1/2 cup sliced water chestnuts * 1 teaspoon cornstarch dissolved in 3 tablespoons water * Hot cooked rice Directions: Peel and devein the shrimp. Combine the sherry and soy sauce in a medium bowl and add the shrimp. Marinate in the refrigerator for 30 minutes. Meanwhile, heat a wok or large skillet over high heat and add the oil. Add the ginger and stir-fry for 1 minute. Add the shrimp (re

Just A Note
Ok this is just a note to say to those guys that have gave me access to your private pics thank you. But there is a 90% chance I wont look at them. It was very thoughtful and sweet of you but the only man im intrested at looking at naked is my own man who I find very sexy. This also goes for camming. I have no intrest in camming with you, one reason is i have kids that are up till late since its summer and the other reason is again my man. So in closing thank you, please take no offence in this i mean to upset noone or hurt anyone feelings.

Hottest Morph On Ct Contest!
Hottest Morph On CT Contest! I need morph pics for this plz! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/30 thur 7/06 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Tim Mcgraw -- Toronto Delivery?
Tim McGrawTim McGraw was absolutely stuffed after a dinner at Vaticano near Toronto ... and he proved it to photogs outside his hotel. Tim and wife Faith Hill dined with country crony Reba McEntire for three hours -- and the father of three was feeling pretty darn perky afterward -- unveiling his belly for passersby and paparazzi. Make it four? Just to see you smile.

Bullet For My Valentine Two-fer
Tears Don't Fall Lets go With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading Would she hear me if I called her name Would she hold me, if she knew my shame There’s always something different going wrong The path I walk is in the wrong direction There's always someone fucking hanging on Can anybody help me make things better Your tears don't fall they crash around me Her conscious calls the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall they crash around me Her conscious calls the guilty to come home The moments died, I hear no screaming The visions left inside me are slowly fading Would she hear me if I called her name Would she hold me if she knew my shame There’s always something different going wrong The path I walk is in the wrong direction There's always someone fucking hanging on Can anybody help me make things better Your tears don't fall they crash around me Her conscious calls the guilty t

Just Caring Is The Combination To Her Box
Players don't exist in my place...there is no such thing as game here....this spot is reserved for those who care about passion....pleasure....not getting a e nutt....but providing one and usually several because I care more about pleasing than my own satisfaction....Big ups to those who care more for all of you....than yours truely... Maurice calls it "THE COMBINATION"....some of us got it....others should stick to masterbating if you just want a nutt.... Simply care about her needs in there and watch what She'll do for you!!!!!!!

Check This Out While I Away
I love you too... C'mon you fu buddies... add them, comment them, RATE them 10's~ Spreading fubarlicious Love! OH aren't the guys hotties?! This one is mine ronj369@ CherryTAP This one is single kingpin0768@ CherryTAP And so is this one yellow98bmw@ CherryTAP drippingwithsin@ fubar Why dontcha be the fantstic fubar buddies that you are and show them both some luvin'. Add them , Rate them, comment their pics and stash....and don't forget.....the love is always returned. Thanks and lots of fubar Love Chow Chow (repost of original by 'ChowChow' on '2007-06-28 08:36:57') (repost of original by '~Cute~But~Psycho~' on '2007-06-28 08:44:21')

Another Blast Contest Update!!!
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 203+ votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this is over, I''l buy you the most exspensive one I can afford with Cherry Bucks). I'll also rate everything on your profile with 10's(or until I run out of rates) And you will

Am I Inside
Am I Inside-Alice in Chains Loneliness it shadows me, quicker than darkness Close to the surface of my skin, theres a place surrounded by it Black is all I feel so this is how it feels to be free Surrounded by empty souls, unefficient courage youth Built because slow once was mine I walk this maze alone Black is all I feel so this is how it feels to be free Miles beside himself, miles below himself Miles behind himself, am I inside myself Chaos and hate shadow me, hate it fills me up Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me Black is all I feel so this is how it feels to be free Miles beside himself, miles below himself Miles behind himself, am I inside myself Chaos and hate shadow me, hate it fills me up Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me black is all I feel so this is how it feels to be free Miles beside himself, miles below himself Miles behind himself, am I inside myself

Happy Birthday!
Today is my husbands birthday!!! He is such a great guy MOST the time :P lol Hes a wonderful father to the boys.. and Im very honoroed to have him in our lives. Go show him some birthday loving! ~Mark ~Official Fallouts Blue Team Manager~@ CherryTAP

Bartman Big Bomb Lounge
COME AND CHECK OUT ONE OF THE NEWEST LOUNGES TO THE EXCALIBUR RADIO FAMILY.. CLICKING ON ONE OF THE PICTURES OF BART MAN WILL SEND YOU RIGHT TO THE BARTMAN'S BIG BOMB BAR WHEN YOU ARE GET DONE HANGIN OUT THERE THE GO TO THE OWNERS PAGE AND RATE HIM AND HIM AND LEAVE HIM SOME COMMENTS.. Bartman77 *Freak Show Families Futin Wetaad*Owner of Bartmans Big Bomb Bar IF YOUR ARE WANTING TO LEAVE A REQUEST FOR A SONG WHILE IN THE IN THE LOUNGE OR JUST WHAT TO HERE A SONG THEN CLICK ON THE EXCALIBUR RADIO PICTURE OR JUST CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW rrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7524" target="_blank">

What If V.2
What if Its still the big question for me and it always will seem to be What if I tried to be a better man to you Maybe you wouldnt leave me lost in the dark What if I was to go up to see you Maybe things would be clearer What if I was to never come back around, Would you even really notice? would anyone even realy care What if I was to die? How would it really effect you, for that matter would it effect you at all What if i got my shit together and tried to be a better man Would u truly love me the way you say you do? or What if this was really it and we decided to let things go would you just completely forget about me or would there still be a chance later in life What if this is our last goodbye.......... What if I still Loved you.............. WHAT IF???

Chocolate-hazelnut Cookies
4 to 5 dozen cookies Prep: 30 minutes Bake: 10 minutes/batch Cool: 2 minutes Stand: 2 minutes View Nutrition Facts Ingredients * 3/4 cup butter, softened * 1 cup granulated sugar * 1 cup packed brown sugar * 1 13-ounce jar chocolate-hazelnut spread * 1 ounce unsweetened chocolate, melted and cooled * 1 teaspoon vanilla * 2 eggs * 2-1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1/2 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon baking powder * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1 cup semisweet chocolate pieces * 1 cup coarsely chopped toasted and skinned hazelnuts* * 5 ounces white chocolate baking squares, melted Directions 1. Preheat oven to 350 degree F. In a very large mixing bowl beat butter with an electric mixer on medium to high speed for 30 seconds. Add granulated sugar and brown sugar. Beat until combined, scraping sides of bowl occasionally. Add chocolate-hazelnut spread, unsweetened

New Book
Well it seems that I was so desperate to get a new book on the shelves that I decided to just self publish one. I looked and found out that lulu.com lets you design your book for free and sell it with you getting most of the profits. So I finally published, Wild At Heart: The Beginning under the pen name LV Dutton, you can find more of my work on Amazon.com, where my first book Shannon's Heart: Fallen Angel is still for sale.

I Miss My Family
Hope Everyone Had Great Fourth. Spent It All Alone Didn't Hear From My Kids Or My Ex. Here It Is Seven Months Since She Left Me And Her And The Kids Are All That's On My Mind. You Would Think That I'd Be Over Her. But Fifteen Years Was A Long Time And Whether She Know It Or Not I Loved Her With All My Heart. I Don't Know How People Move On, I'm Tryin But It's Hard. Wish I Hadn't Been Such An Idiot And Realized I Forgot To Show Her How Much I Cared. Not Sure If I'll Ever Believe In Forever Again. I've Tried To Act Like A Single Man. And Aint Happy Doing That. I've Had A Few Dates Met A Few Ladies. But I Can't Seem To Move On. I Hear She Has And That Depresses Me More Cause That Just Means My Chances Of Puttin My Family Back Together Is Slim. Sad That Everyone Starts Out Believing In Their Vows And One Or The Other Stop Believing. I Undertand That Their Are Circumstances That Deem Divorce But I Never Thought I Was In One. I Don't Know How I Could Have Been So Blind.well Anyway Time To Wi

Wednesday, July 4th, 2007 - El Porto
From my page at: http://www.wannasurf.com/community/index.php?option=com_wclogbook&lbk_id=1017&task=showLog Session: 4th Of July @ El Porto Written by Jungle Bunny Wednesday, 04 July 2007 - 04:20 pm Spot: El Porto, USA California Session's Rate: Nb waves ridden: More than I thought, I was told after! Length of the surf session: 4 hours Surfboard ridden: 9ft soft top :( Blah Weather and water temp: not to cold, overcast Waves Quality: fun Description: So for the 4th, we decided to head out to my new fav spot at El Porto which was a fiasco due to road closures, but my determination was such that somehow I found our way there. The place was PACKED. We were super lucky to even find a parking spot. The day was overcast, which was actually nice, since I tan easily and needed a break from the sun for one day. For some odd reason, there were few surfers out there compared to the last time I had been there, last Monday. Which was alright, since I was abl

People Dissing On My Kids....
You know what really sucks????? When idiots respond to a rating of their pics with comments about my children. Yes I did call them people idiots because that is what they are. I am so tired of the immaturity. If you can not handle a rating take the picture off. I get low ratings and I don't respond with hatred. I just say what ever...

People Suck
people are mean and just rude they dont care about how somthing they might say may hurt the persons feeling what ever some people just need to die they are a waste of skin and air i dont understand why they open there pie holes if they have nothing really to say come on if you have to breath the air the i could be uesing you could say somthing good

Beginner’s Guide To Growing Marijuana
Beginner’s Guide to Growing Marijuana This is a guide that I pulled off the net that puts everything in plain and simple English, and doesn’t go to deep into advanced botany and gardening. I find this one to be the best guide out there. Indoor Marijuana Cultivation Introduction Growing marijuana indoors is fast becoming an American Pastime. The reasons are varied. With the increased interest and experimentation in houseplant cultivation, it was inevitable that people would apply their knowledge of plant care to growing marijuana. Many of those who occasionally like to light up a joint may find it difficult to locate a source or are hesitant to deal with a perhaps unsavory element of society in procuring their grass. There is, of course, the criminal aspect of buying or selling grass; Growing marijuana is just as illegal as buying, selling, or smoking it, but growing is something you can do in the privacy of your own home without having to deal with someone you don’t know or

2 Things I Want To Do.
Before the day after labor day I hope to do these 2 things. 1. drive out of the city. 2. Get another tattoo. (probably Abraxas since i keep saying that is what i want.) If i save my money and curb my spending I think I can accomplish these two goals.

Just Something Funny
Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were suppose to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two

My Dating Requirements
1. You MUST have a job. Keep in mind that I am NOT your sugar momma. I don't care if you're flipping burgers at McDonald's. As long as it's an honest job and you're a hard worker, I'm kewl with it. 2. Do NOT mistake my kindness for stupidity. I know far more than you think I do! 3. NO DRAMA. To quote a t-shirt I saw: "please cancel my subscription. I don't want your issues". 4. NO LIARS 5. NO CHEATERS if you want to be w/ someone else then be man enough to break it off with me. Refer to ..3 and a previous blog of mine about not giving a shit. 6. You must enjoy kids and be a positive male role model for them. They all have daddy's (good or bad) and I'm not looking for replacements. 7. No hypocrites or wannabe's. If you can't be honest, straight forward and YOURSELF just stop reading now. I don't want to try to change you and I don't want you to try and change me. I change for myself and kids ONLY. 8. No lushes. 9. Absolutely NO drugs. 10. I am a giver and a nu

Thrid Pressing Question Of The Day
One more question before I leave for work; Ya gotta love these questions: In the South the Civil War is referred to at the War of Northern Aggression. Since the South succeeded before Lincoln took office thinking that he was going to abolish slavery (even though he was on record saying that he was looking for a negotiated settlement on the dieing institution) is the label of Norther Aggression an institutionalized denial on the culpability for the war started by the Confederates?

Lost In The Moment-big N Rich
See your mama and the candles and the tears and roses I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle And my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher Don't she look beautiful tonight? All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinkin' Ya know I wanna say em all just right I lift your veil and angels start singing Such a heavenly sight Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you I smell the jasmine floatin' in the air like a love song Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus Please bless this brand new life, yeah Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment wit

The Road
The road we often travel is not the best way to go So many of us are lost that it makes our spirits low We know not where to turn,or who will help us thro We just keep on going cuz that's all we know to do We wonder as we go, where did I go wrong? And for the life we used to have , we wish and we long At what point in my journey did I make a mistake? That now all my actions and expressions make me feel like such a fake Where did all the people go that used to be with me? They are on a better path, and it's them I long to see How do I get them back and turn my life around? How do I explain to them the darkness that I found? I want to see the light again and all the friends I lost I realize how much I hurt them and how much of my life it cost I finally realized where i went wrong Now I can start over and sing a brand new song The road that so many take is not the best way to go Please listen and believe me,you can trust me cuz I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well Here We Are Again.
I Get To From Maryland To Nebraska. About Time My Miles Started Coming Back Up. So Far The Weathers Nice. Hot But Nice, Could Use Some Rain. Looks Like I'm Going To Be Moving Out Of Alabama Soon. And Headin To Georgia. Hell I Don't Care Where As Long As It's Outta Alabama A State I Once Loved And Now Despise. Anyway. Just Waiting To Iron Out Some Details On A House And I'll Finally Stop Livin In This Truck Again. Hope Everyone Is Havin Great Week. I Know Just Started The Week But We Bam Be Hopefull.

July 8 2007 Sunday El Porto
Sunday, July 8, 2007 Wow! What a day....where do I begin.... Well, for one thing, surfing every single day is really starting to pay off. That and some quality advice from a few trusted sources. This dude I talk to, who gives me really top-notch advice told me that arching my back is the key to taking off, without going over the falls, and keeping the board in trim, or, on an "even keel" as he put it, however, that single piece of advice really changed things for me. Keeping that in mind gives me amazing control when taking off. I not afraid of pearling anymore, because I know that I can keep the nose up this way, also, that once I get to my feet, everything is gonna be under control. Not being afraid of getting tossed has really opened doors for me, I go for bigger better shit, without the hesitation that was holding be back before. In fact, I landed my first trick today. A 180. It was AWESOME!!! The day was really trippy. I have come to find that blazing a bit of herb half w

I Miss You!
The following came from a blog of a young lady in my life that i am coming to love so much...she is surpassing my wiseness by leaps and bounds! she put theses saying in her blog and now i pass them into mine...some of the sayings really touch deeply in my heart! If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will." "I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother; for those were some of the best times of my life." "I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't

The Gratest Irony Of Love
THE GRATEST IRONY OF LOVE&m=Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right & finding out u love someone right after that person walks out of your life...& sometimes you think you're already over a person but when u see them smile at u you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again...for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person...in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else...most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. love is always present. it's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little...as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right...most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that

Life No More
Shallowness the people have became hollow is the value of mankind has became crumbling at the core watch the mass self destruction of a people worried on how they look when inside they are rotten the moral fiber dies and a people lack the weak are steped on and dreams get burned away weve steped into a world that is barren and so cold were realness is jus an option and fakness seems to rule then the voice beckons from the shadows screaming for the days when we use to be so real where the truth was norm and lies seemed not to be awake we are and see our crime where have we gone to be so blind to our own decay.........life no more

6/19: Idol The Off-broadway Musical?
With so many former “Idol” contestants doing or having done Broadway (Anthony Fedorov, Fantasia, Diana DeGarmo, Constantine Maroulis, Frenchie Davis and Tamyra Gray, to name a few), it’s inevitable someone has come up with “Idol: The Musical.” From the description, it sounds like a bit of a goof, especially of Clay Aiken fans. Here’s the link. The musical, which was tested in Syracuse, NY June 1 and June 8, is scheduled to begin previews at Off-Broadway’s 45th Street Theatre July 5. Todd Ellis is producing the Manhattan engagement of Idol, which will be directed by Bill Boland. Donna Reynolds, an Idol columnist for www.foxesonidol.com, said she heard it was entertaining but missed it because she had to work. Here’s a review from syracuse.com “The numbers are never less than serviceable, and several are quite appealing,” the reviewer Chuck Klaus wrote. Idol: The Musical, according to press notes, is described as ̶

Thoughts
Everything for You You are my everything When I wake up it is you on my mind All day You put a smile on my face You have come in to my world My heart I want you and need you You complete me What was love without you? NOTHING You are my love My future is with you I am yours for the asking My love, my heart my time I love you It is unreal But yet true How much my heart belongs to you Do not hurt it Take care of it And it will take care of you

Booty Call!!!
Body: BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. (To be taken very seriously) RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL! Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: (____) ____________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie ther

The Witches' Creed
Hear now the words of the witches, The secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destiny’s pathway, That now we bring forth into the light. Mysterious water and fire, The earth and the wide-ranging air. By hidden quintessence we know them, And will and keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring, We share with the life universal, Rejoice in the magickal ring. Four times in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, And the witches are seen, At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Even and old Hallowe’en. When day-time and night-time are equal, When sun is at greatest and least, The four Lesser Sabbats are summoned, Again witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, Thirteen is the coven’s array, Thirteen times at esbat make merry, For each golden year and a day. The power was passed down the ages, Each time between woman and man, Each century unto the other, Ere

Everone Winnz
ARE YOU TIRED OF BOMBING YOUR PIC AND GETTING TRIRD PLACE AND NOT WINNING ANYTHING FOR IT? LETS TRY SOMETHING NEW!!!! I HAVE NOT SEEN IT DONE, BUT IF IT HAS LETS DO IT AGAIN. I WILL BE RUNNING TWO CONTEST AT THE SAME TIME. THE FIRST WILL BE 3 DAY BLAST TOO EVER ONE THAT ENTERS AND BOMBS 10,000 COMMITS NO TIME LIMIT!!!! ENTER ANY TIME YOU WANT OR QIUT ANY TIME YOU WANT!!! THE SECOUND CONTEST WILL BE FOR A 7 DAY BLAST OR ONE MONTH VIC!!! ONLY THE FIRST 20 THAT ENTER!!! AND COMMIT BOMB 20,000 COMMITS!!! IT WILL BE THE SAME NO TIME LIMIT!!!!! JUST HOW BAD DO YOU WANT ONE!!IT CAN BE SOMETHING FAST OR IT COULD BE SOMETHING THAT MIGHT TAKE SOME A MONTH. I WANT EVER ONE TOO WIN AND EVERONE TOHAVE FUN THIS WAY THERE IS NOBODY GETS LEFT OUT!!! HERES A SHOURT CUT TO MY PAGE JUST SEED ME A LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT IN THE CONTEST OR IN BOTH IF YOU WANT THATS KEWL!!!!! YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT EVERBODY CAN BE IN BOTH CONTEST. NO FISRT PLACE NO SEC PLACE EVERBODY IS A WINNER.

This Will Give You Goosebumps
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about 'And blood was everywhere,' 'The sirens screamed out eulogies,' For death was in the air. 'A mother, trapped inside her car,' Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: 'Oh, God, please spare my boys!' She fought to loose her pinned hands; 'She struggled to get free,' But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused 'On where the back seat once had been,' But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; 'She did not hear them cry, ' 'And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, ' 'Oh, God, don't let them die! ' Then firemen came and cut her loose, ' 'But when they searched the back, ' 'They found therein no little boys, ' But the seat belts were intact. They

Driving With Friends
I got 2 chances to drive a car. I did ok both times. last night I drove my friend's car home as did i do the same today. I was coming home from a grove meeting :) He could not drive so i did. The second time was today when i got to drive myself home. but before going home i stopped for gas. I did descent but i still need practice.

Drinkage
Riddle me this...why is it that when you do go to a bar, it's 99% always the guy who buys the first round? And go figure...we buy the good shit while, when a lady does buy the round, it's a beer. What the Fuck? Some buy me a shot a TEQUILA with no Wheels!!!!

Sexy Singles Contest
Hey ya'll a good friend of mine entered his first contest for sexiest single! I thought i'd try to help him out and see if ya'll wouldn't shoot a few comments his way and rate his pic while you were there! He doesn't have a bombing family and needs to rely on the help of his friends and there friends. He knows from experience how awesome my friends are....so lets show him how this is done! This is Ms. Dallas' contest so you'll be helping her out as well. Thanks so much, Jackie PLEASE REPOST I'm sure he'd be happy to show ya'll some love back as well! :P

Viagra
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4. Viagra, Stron

Heartbreak
I have an emptiness in me I can't describe. A feeling of being lost, deep inside. Am I withdrawing inside myself? Putting my heart up on a shelf? I feel the ice run through my veins. The doors of my heart closing in pain. Turning away from potential friends. Back to the point where the begining ends Shutting down any possibilty of emotions. Living day by day, going through the motions. Wearing a smile that's no longer real. No love, no hurt, nothing to feel. This is my life on a day to day basis. The girl that was happy has left no traces. How much more of this life can I take? Welcome my child, to the world of heartbreak

Beep Pcd
"Beep" (feat. Will.I.Am) Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha Ha, ha-ha, ha Ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha Ha, ha-ha, ha [Will.I.Am] It's funny how a man only thinks about the... You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your... You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your... Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your... [PCD] I don't give a... Keep looking at my... 'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my... I'm a do my thang while you're playing with your... Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha Every boy's the same Since up in the seventh grade They been trying to get with me Trying to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha) They always got a plan To be my one and only man Want to hold me with their hands Want to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha) I keep turning them down But, they always come around Asking me to go around That's not the way it's going down 'Cause they only want Only want my ha, ha-ha Ha, ha-ha Only want what they want But, na, ah-ah Na, ah-ah [Will.I.Am] It's funny h

Something
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Please let this pain end,"

Im Sad Yet Searching For Answers!! :(
A Reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllly down night ..Feelin down in the dumps right now!!!!!..... (((((((Sighs)))))..............:( :( :( ================================================== I'm searching for answers Cause something is not right. I follow the signs, I'm close to the fire. I fear that soon you'll reveal Your dangerous mind. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I fear your smile and the promise inside. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside. I'm searching for answers Not questioned before. The curse of awareness, There's no peace of mind. As your true colors show A dangerous sign. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I see the truth that you've buried inside. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. There is no mercy, just anger I find. I just have to know, while I still have time. Do I have to run, or hide away from you? It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I see the truth that you'v

Rematch
down down softly to the ground never to get up never to rebound i've gone crazy i've gone insane no way to save me no one to blame it's all me it's all my fault i've pushed you all away i've let you all down am i ready for this round this is my rematch we're down to the wire am i gonna live or am i a goner it's up to you to decide i'll listen to what you say you may make me change you may make me stay or you may push me farther away (c) 2003 jmz

Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
Subject: MAINTAINING A LEVEL OF INSANITY/ HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT DAY Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity: 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, ! Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To

Sicko
So, I went to see the Michael Moore film "Sicko" tonight. I enjoyed it, although I'm not sure I learned much that I didn't already know. (Other that in France, you can get a nanny to come in a couple times a week to help you out with the children, the laundry, etc. Sweet!) In some ways, I think Michael Moore documentaries are mostly wasted. Those that believe as Michael Moore do will go to see his films, but they probably don't need much, if any, convincing. And probably most that believe he's "UnAmerican" will avoid them because they're told he's a commie or whatever. And those that don't believe as he does are those he most wants to convince. The trick is, of course, that Michael Moore loves his country. He just wants it to be better. And, of course, if America weren't a great nation, Michael Moore wouldn't have the freedom to speak up and criticize. A fact I'm sure he's aware of. By the way, I do believe, as Michael Moore does, that our country's medical system is

2300 Comments To Go
Lauria has entered a givaway awhile back. She has stopped voting on hers so many times to help us level other cherrys or bomb someone else. So Im asking my friends and those she has come to level would you return the love to her. Thank you

It's Nothing Really . . . I Promise
Oh I just need to vent really quickly so I can get back to cleaning my damn apartment, because that is so fun after all, lol. I’ve had a lot on my mind the past few days what with some people I have been talking to, some I haven’t been talking to, and of course the babies taking up a great deal of my time as well (just because they are so damn cute). I’m a confused mess and I freely admit that right now, but I am not unhappy about it, not sad, not upset, not searching for anything . . . I just am. Isn’t that all I should be anyway . . . Just Jessie nothing more?! Well, that is what I am right now. I have had a few people who dropped more or less out of my life at the same time a few weeks ago just pop back in at the same time in the past week. I have not been talking too much to the one person I really want and need to talk to and I can’t quite figure out what is going on with them. So, rather than let this all bother me and start to think endless thoughts of what may happen o

Feeling Better
BOY DAYS SEEM TO BE RUNNING BY.. I FINALLY DONT COUGH MUCH AND CAN SLEEP MUCH BETTER.. UNLESS I GET HOT FLASHES..LOL NOW THATS SOMETHING I CANT DO MUCH ABOUT.. BUT I DONT SEEM TO HAVE A LOT OF TIME ONLINE I AM MOSTLY AT MY DAUGHTERS SWIMING OR SOMETHING WITH GRANDKIDS.. BUT SOON THEY WILL BE OFF TO SCHOOL AND HAVE MORE TIME HERE.. JUST REMMBER I DO CARE.. SO KEEP IN TOUCH AND I WILL TOO AS MUCH AS I CAN.. I TRY TO GET TO EVERYONES PAGE BUT AS YOU ALL KNOW ALWAYS TAKES A LOT OF TIME .,. HAVE A WONDERFUL *HUMP* DAY.. HUGSS AND LOVE TO ALL GERI

Forever It Will Be
Hermione was laying by the pond in the back yard of the Borrow, she was staring up at the sky, her mind full. She just had another fight with Ron. They screamed and yelled at each other for at least twenty minutes before she had had enough and walked out of the room. It was over a little thing, then they said horrible things to each other, and she wanted to go up and apologize but she wanted him to say it first, which probably wouldn’t happen. She blinked back the tears away that were starting to welling up in her eyes. She stood up and started walking towards the woods, in there her mind would clear and she would be able to talk to Ron more calmly after that. Ron was laying on his bed, he was still trying to calm down from the fight he had with Hermione. She irritated him so much sometimes that he would snap and wind up saying something stupid and then a big fight breaks out. He sighed and sat up in his bed and walked to the window and saw Hermione walking off to the woods, for a m

Chapter Three
Chapter Three Well I'm back, sorry it has taken my so long to update it, So much stuff got in the way school, my parents splitting up, so heres the next chapter. Thank you for all the reviews I go so many and it means a alot. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Derek was on hit computer looking stuff up on leukemia. It was Saturday afternoon and Derek couldn't shake the look on Casey's face out his of his mind.' Why did she look that way?' he wondered. He sighed and got off of the computer and went down stairs to get some thing to drink. When he got downstairs, he couldn't find anyone, and shrugged it off since it was Saturday George and Nora probably took the kids out to do soomething like they did every weekend. Derek turned the corner and jumped almost out of his skin. He grabbed ahold of the wall and tried to control his heart and breathing, he saw Casey sitting on the counter reading a book of some sort. Finally

Wisdom Teeth
Well I had to get two Wisdom teeth pulled On Tuesday and I wonder why they call them Wisdom teeth when they are not smart at all. The Dr. Had both of them out and had me all stitched up in about 10 mins and I didn't even feel a thing until I got home about an hour later when the numbing went away and then I felt like I was hit in the face with a 2x4. I did find a new friend for the time being, It's name was Lortab, Took a couple of them and woke up 4 hours later just in time for another. I even had a juicy steak in a can (beef Broth) last night since I couldn't chew. I did manage to eat a sandwich at lunch today but it hurt. I figure a few more days before I can sink into a real steak. It seems to me that the past few weeks I have paid money out to people just to inflict pain on me. First I paid my artist for 5 hours of ink and then I paid the Oral Surgeon to Pull my teeth. Hell maybe I'll give the kid down the street a nickel to kick me in the leg next.

My Second Blog!
This is my first piece of culinary writing. I'm thinking about writing a lot more. Opinions are wonderful. The Best part of Misery My brother and I used to be very close. We would play basketball, we would wrestle, and we would swing like pirates in playgrounds together. We were booger and snot, inseparable. When we were in elementary school we joined the swim team. Since I have always been a little plump, I had a tendency to sink while my brother would dart through the pool like a hungry shark. Despite that, we still had a lot of fun together. When we were finished with practice my mother would take us to eat ramen at a shop near where we used to live. The ramen there was more than just something we ate, it was something that lifted our spirits and filled our souls. After eating this ramen, anything was possible. Everyone that ever ate it thought so after eating it too. The shop was called Gokuni. I grew up in Tokyo, so finding a little shop that sold ramen wasn't difficul

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Went to the Doc today And Finally had some Really Good News... 18 months Cancer Free no more Therapy Needed. No more WORRY Time to celebrate Living AGAIN... THE FIRST FUBAR MIRACLE: FROM MY DEAR SWEET FRIEND KCDee

Does God Hate Me.
I am trying to figure out wut i did to be punished like this. I am always sad. Even if my life is going great. I try to stay out of trouble but it is the one thing I am good at. It is the only thing I can do right. I try to get beater but its not easy. I have no one here to help me. I feel like no one wants to help. But I guess I will have to get use to it.

How Do They Find Me!
Ok before I post this I want you all to know that this has nothing to do with anyone on my friends list! Here we go... OK I get all the tards, sorry if the word offends you but I will not pussy foot anything! Every where I go I have Todd the tard following me around! I went into blockbuster and this dude with Tuna breath came up to em and asked to be my friend. I walked away and he followed me around saying out loud, " HI....HI.... I wike you! I want to be you friend." Now I tried to make a get away but he put down a layer of drool that had me surrounded! WTF was a I to do! I tried to lose him in the adventure section but he caught me in the romance isle. I couldn't get away from him, he was fast for a guy wearing a helmet and I don't know how he saw me! Finally I told him we could be friends and he vanished, I wiped the spit off my face and I left! The next day at the club some guy sits next to me and want to be my friend! I knew it from first sight! I saw the eyes and the helme

Idol Chatter: The Beginning Of The End
The "American Idol" season finale has begun with gusto. Express' Greg Barber hits the highlights. A FRIGHTENINGLY LIT close-up of Ryan Seacrest can mean two things: a) Welcome to Hell!, or b) It's the beginning of the "American Idol" finale, one of the most self-important events in the history of television (sorry, M*A*S*H). The crowd is already rowdy at the Kodak Theater in Los Angeles, and the judges are dressed for the occasion. Or, well, for some occasion. Randy appears to be wearing a suit from the Idi Amin collection. Paula misplaced the cap for her French maid outfit, but its many ruffles still look smashing. And Simon appears to be headed off to croon a midnight set at the Copa after the show. Seacrest calls him "Simon Cleavage," an obvious reference to his man boobs. No, his open shirt. Or both? They wink. They nod. Speaking of Paula and smashing, the first two minutes of the show offer the night's biggest disappointment: Paula's nose looks perfectly normal. See, she appa

New Feature
It's obvious that Baby Jesus is cleaning up his website. rearranging this and that, which is cool. Scrapper is in charge of MUMMs and he wants to 'keep it pure' That is fine also, MUMMs is what keeps me coming back. My friendly suggestion is: Post MUMMs rule on 'create MUMM' page or have them read & agree before posting MUMM. Since most new members don't know the 'rules of MUMMs' they get bashed and start to whine & whimper. I got banned from MUMM's because I didn't 'follow MUMM rules' but seen the rules broken daily by NOOBs. Most do Surveys, Philosophy questions and Hot Or Not. They get bashed for it by regulars and NOOBS think that MUMMs is just that. for bashing. I think there should be seperate place for Surveys, there is a need for it since every other MUMM is a survey. "Did you go to high school?" Are you going to High School Reunion?" Myspace or Cherrytap? or the very popular cherrytap or fubar? Even though they haven't asked specifically for Surveys, its needed. reg

Like A Trip To The Zoo
Ok this went on longer than the usual... if she hadnt started with me. I wouldnt have a new subject ( because I wouldnt care otherwise) You know the drill.. read from the bottom up ===== -§WËËT ÇHËR...: JEALOUST BITES GIRL....GET A PERSONALITY FOR ONE...GRAB A SENSE OF HUMORE FOR TWO AND WHILE YOUR AT IT...GO AWAYYYYYY YA ANNOYING ME NOW >§WËËT ÇHËR...: as I said.. you missed the point.. but Id say that term fits §WËËT ÇHËR...: THAT'S WHY YOU ONLY HAVE 150 FANS RIGHT...WHO'S BARKIN NOW BITCH ! §WËËT ÇHËR...: HEY YOU WANNA CALL ME A BITCH...YEA I'LL KEEP GOING.....YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME TO CALL ME A BITCH ->§WËËT ÇHËR...: theres nothing to be jealous of..... your like visiting thZoo §WËËT ÇHËR...: DAMN UR REALLY JEALOUS AREN';T YA...PUTTIN ME IN YOUR BLOG HOW NICE OF YOU THANK YOU ->§WËËT ÇHËR...: keep going.. ppl are going to love this. §WËËT ÇHËR...: NOW GO CRY TO BABY JESUS CAUSE YA CAN'T TAKE THE HEAT ! WAAAAAAAAAAAA ->§WËËT ÇHËR...: Thank You

Days Of Another Time... In A Future Without You - Pt.v
problems! we all got problems! but i aint trying to take you through the rain im trying to bring you a new sunrise! and we can walk down that unknown path while im making you laugh sitting beside the tub as you take your bath and i'll even wash your back with a blindfold on! and we can talk about the craziest things while Jodeci sings and we'll worship each other like kings and queens you make me feel like a new morning! happy to open my eyes your smile is like a surprise and when we hug it'll amaze us how time flies and we wont have to live life on the daily grind! because we can have a few drinks at the local saloon go on a picnic at noon or lay back in the meadow and howl at the moon i just want you to let me in and get closer - can i be your lesbian? then you can show me how to touch places you'll look me in the eye

Finally, The Guys' Side Of The Story.
Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfr

A New Beginning
Hello My name is Cashmere and I have a story to tell. I hope you like and understand how my life have changed. Four years ago I lost custody of my children because of a misunderstanding. I fought long and hard to get my children back. I lost hope many time along the way. I had to kiss many azz'z to have my life back to somewhat normal. As time goes by I will let you know alot about my new life. I'm just so Thankful to have my family back. I swear there was times I wanted to kill myself because I thought all my decision was wrong, but I prove to them, Social Services..aka..DHR...that I am a good mother. Four years I cried many nights, praying that the day would come that I will have my dream...My Family. I love what the Lord has done for me. I have three beautiful children, ages 19, 17, and 16. One boy and two girls. I'm proud of my family and I love them so much. I hope I meet alot of friends here, I'm a open minded person. I love reading, writing and being wi

Girl In The Mirror
I looked in the mirror this morning and saw a little girl. Her hazel eyes were full of pain and tears began to flow. She stared at me with deep regret In hopes that I would not forget. I could not break my trance from her, The more I stared the more I felt Her emotions come to me. The pain, the sadness, the abuse, the feelings of helplessness and abandonment. No one there to help her out. No One there to love her for who she has become. Her Self Esteem is non existant, Sex is all men think of when they see her. Lonely nights spent alone crying herself to sleep. Long Days spent behind her masks of Disguise, A Mask of innocents and Composure. Under it all her emotions are chaotic, Still she manages to smile and give all of her kindness. And as I stared into her Beautifil eyes, It all became clear to me............... And Tears filled my eyes When I realized that this little girl looking back at me was myself.

Always Wear Underwear
Always wear clean underwear in public, especially when working under your vehicle...From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car break down in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw apair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand UP his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead

So I'm A Bit Pissy...
For those of you that don't know, i am a landlord...stupidly, I let one of my friends move in...I thought it was ok, they payed the rent and they were clean...well, they decided to move beause they needed more room (they moved into a trailer) and they oved out Saturday. Not only did they move without paying what they owe me (over $1000) I went over there today, they left the keys they had laying on the steps, meaning they didnt even say goodbye, and I about shit when I saw how dirty it was!!! I want you to know, the friend that lived there, I was the maid of honor at her wedding in March!!! So needless to say, I have a lot of work ahead of me getting the broken window fixed, the carpets shampooed, the walls painted, the 2 holes in the wall need repaired, the kitchen light fixed that got broke, and the missing tile in the ceiling, and about 4 window screens that have to be replaced... Now, I have had ppl that I didnt know that lived there that took better care of it!!! So d

Tuesday?! Already? Lol
Time is moving at a faster clip all the time! It's a matter of learning those "life lessons" on the fly and move on - or else, lmao!! Take those vitamins! I have a late start to my day today, as you might have noticed! And I have another Belly Dancing class tonight - we dance at the Children's Miracle Network fundraiser on Sunday afternoon. Practice, practice, practice! It's supposed to be hot, but there will be shade this time. I have decided to officially join the second belly dancing group in town. That will mean two classes a week routinely! I need the exercise, lol. The fun will come with all the performances in the Summer. Fall is close, however!! Hope all are finding ways to survive this Retrograde! Not too terrible so far, but we've only just begun, lol. Question for my energyworker/Pagan/Wiccan friends: Has anyone ever dealt with dragons and dragon energy? I seem to have found "my dragon." So delightful! I do have Dancing With Dragons by D.J. Conway. Just wondered

Support The Troops Contest
Im in a support the troops contest please come by and comment and rate my pic as many times as you want you can use the link below This is what happen to me in Desert Storm and I would do it again to support our troops today [ fubar.com photo: 2696324338 ] Thanks so much

Karma
We all accept responsibilities at the time of birth. God creates a blueprint of life, so to speak, for each of us when we are born. Certain things in each blueprint cannot be changed. This is what maybe referred to as destiny. Other things in each blueprint are subject to revision in accordance to the way we live our lives. Environment is a key factor too. Think about it, we all affect one another in subtle or dramatic ways. Remember the old saying, "When you marry someone you marry their family." Many times we unknowingly take on the Karma of loved ones, family, and friends. One soul can affect multitudes of lives. I am sure we are all thankful for Thomas Edison. Let there be light! Every action and reaction is important. We can transform negative into positive. Concentrate on surrounding yourself with white light or the light of God. As you begin to sense or visualize this light you can surround others with the light too. This loving, healing, energizing light is there for all to use

The Sound Of Silence (echo...echo...echo)
The sound of silence can be a great sound. Or not sound? Which is it? Who cares! All I know is, as of about 2 hours ago the last of my 3 kids left for vacation! One left Monday, one last night and one this morning.....yippppppeeeee! I will be working on my tan with no tan lines. I will sleep in. I will not answer my door. I will read a book. I will dance naked in my living room singing at the top of my lungs. I hope to be able to chat with Martin as much as possible. I will enjoy life! Sound like fun? I think so. Well, it is time for me to go work on my tan. Ciao!

Is That Butt Really Out?
Good Morning. Before you flick it out the window make sure it is extinguished! Do you realize how many highway fires a year are caused by smokers flicking their butts out of a moving vehicle? It might amaze you. I don’t smoke and find no urge to but my golfing buddy does and a handful of other friends of mine still smoke. I do not rag on them about it and think some day perhaps they will kick the habit but on my way into work today I witnessed a truck in front of me flicking his smoldering butt out the window and the sparks flashed like lightning bugs in the distance. Without doubt that cigarette would have caused a fire had it made it to the side of the road where dried grass and weeds awaited their ignition…I am not getting down on smokers nor am I up on a podium touting the use of such items. But, in today’s world we do not need extra cause for fires and damage. Check these stats out: SACRAMENTO, Calif.) -- Based on a worldwide study of smoking-related fire and disaster data, UC Dav

Foot Prints
Footprints "Walk a little slower daddy," said a child so small. "I'm following in your footsteps and I don't want to fall. Sometimes your steps are very fast, Sometimes they're hard to see; So walk a little slower, Daddy, For you are leading me. Someday when I'm all grown up, You're what I want to be; Then I will have a little child Who'll want to follow me. And I would want to lead just right, And know that I was true; So, walk a little slower, Daddy, For I must follow you.

Pick Up Artist Vh1
Pick Up Artist vh1 Like a comedian, a pickup artist is also a performing artist. A pickup artist's task is to captivate a small group of people long enough to convey specific personality characteristics which ultimately make him interesting to the one woman in the group that he has his eye on. The material he runs is like a vehicle that he uses to convey his personality to the group — and obliquely, to her. When a comedian tells a joke, people say, "That's a good joke." But when he strings several good jokes together, people say "he's hilarious." It is no longer the matenal that takes the acclaim, but the comedian himself. http://clearblogs.com/pickupartistvh1

Shadow Heart
ENTER S. H. CHAPTER 1 A cloaked figure sits perched atop a branch in West Ronfaure Forest. The cloaked warrior scans the area in search of its next prey. The warrior spots a caravan off in the distance and counts the bodies in it. The warrior counts a total of 29 bodies and ponders, “Hmmm, too many even for me.” The warrior then proceeds to jump the forty or so feet to the ground below, landing next to an ancient Hume merchant. “Whoa! Watch where I’m standing will ya?!?” The merchant tells the warrior, who now leans against a tree and waits for the caravan to see its wares. The merchant begins to speak in a haggard voice that has seen too much dust and smoke, “What be you looking for there stranger? A new sword or dagger, perhaps some armor?” ”Some mage spells have I in the back if ye would like?” says the now annoying Hume merchant. The warrior simply shakes its head no, slowly but very assertive. In the distance the loud footsteps of Orcs ca

The New Arrivals And A Surprise!
I was sitting on the couch watching a movie not expecting company. When who should appear but August and Jae with the PUPPIES. I thought for only a visit but August said, no they are here to stay, they are winged and eating on their own. So Friday Night Adora-Bella and her brother Beauregard arrived to stay with us from now on. I am very excited and of course worried about the house breaking that lies ahead. But our biggest surprise was, Bella and Beau had a sister that was spoken for but then that person decided not to take her.....well what can I say, My heart went out and now she is staying also. Instead of 2 puppies I now have three.... Oh lord give me patience and lots of help from the girls....amen .....lol My girls are excited cause now everyone can hold a puppy and no fighting. We thought all last night and today and have decided her name will be Angelic-Breezy , because she hops and almost looks like she is flying , she is so peppy. We will call her Bree

How Do You See Me?
Some see me as a woman That is wild spirited and free Some see me as a mom Cool as can be Some see me as a person With a very open heart Some don't even see me Our worlds to far apart When I look into the mirror All I see is me A face I'm use to seeing And eyes that always gleem If I look a little deeper I will see the me that cares I always lend an ear to listen And my arms to hold you tight I will always be there for you During day time or at night Just let me know you need me And I will do my best To be the me I always am I will just be me a girl you call Sam Mar 2, 2007, 9:53 am

Millionaire Dreams On A Mcdonalds Budget
So yesterday a major chapter in my life ended. My Divorce was finalized yesterday morning @ 9:30. Since then my ex-wife left, things have never stopped changing. Some Good some bad. The picture is foggy, but here it is: I am standing in a field of corn, over my head on a cloudy day. I look for a direction but there seems no clear way. I walk and walk and walk. The stalks surround me, the wind just whispers by. I listen for a road, or a distance noise…. But nothing. Just the Hush of the wind. It rips through my mind like a knife in the water. It’s so quiet is deafening, I scream in agony & again in euphoria. There seems no escape, not a soul in sight. I look to the heavens, but my calls seem ignored too. I sit and look for a clue, I am torn on what I should do. Time stands still for hours and more, not a sound changes the pace. I feel like this place will be here for a while. I wonder why, what did I do. Why can’t I see it, the sign, the path, the answer? Is this my

What Fairy Tale Character Are You?
You scored as Rapunzel, Rapunzel: secluded in a tower by a witch, she lost her golden long hair after caught of loving a Prince and marries him after he finds her in the desert alone.Rapunzel100% The Little Mermaid67% Peter Pan67% Cinderella50% Snow-White50% The Steadfast Tin Soldier33% Sleeping Beauty25% Aladdin17% Ali-Baba17% Which Fairy-tale Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

August...
well for the last two years, the first week of august has been a bad week for me. two years ago my car was broken into when i was out fishing at the anna maria city pier. then almost exactly one year later, my car got broken into again but in my own driveway. so far, august isnt that bad. no bad luck as of yet...hopefully it stays that way.

The Penis
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You work in short spurts and then fall asleep after each brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative, you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working.

In Tha Both!
Ah Huh looka here i'm in tha booth once again doin my thang doin me and doin it how i do it and holdin it down fa tha few true dawgs i got ya understand what i'm sayin? anyways its payback fa yall bitch cats,cause i'm one of tha three ghetto muskteers lil boy i'll have ur ass in tears so why u hollarin at me fa a feature,cause A Dot Cizzile is tha preacher and ur teacher so don't make me get on u and bleach ur punk ass imma super soulja and yall some pour me over type of fakers yall really could never be on my style succeedin,cause i be dat chossen child laid back and never playin childern games..yall already know who it is A Dot Cizzile ur # 1 Original Plantation Village Boy Fa shiggity my dawggitys,cause u can only stop me if u press pause oh boy i'm smokin on dat dro in dat keep movin gar humbrizzile i'm threw imma let somebody else flip dis bitch holla one out prick.

Words Are One Of The Most Powerful Forces
the words are beautiful they are love itself or human insistence for believing a beautiful lie. the words are mirrors they are blurred with tears or the surrogate life in which we live. the words are wise they are refugees in our mind or a way to let past have its ashes. the words are center they are destinies, comprised of conscious, innumerable parts or of some life that isn't intellectual. the words are petals they are without stems, in water or dreams, modified down to reality.

Moving , Off Fubar For A Few Days.
I'll be moving out of my house into apartment . So until the internet can be started back up at the apartment I'll not be here for that time frame. I'll miss all of my friends and family on here until then. All my close friends and family on here,I'll be thinking about you and have you in my prayers. Popeye will be a cummin again soon. XOXOXOXO

Making Love
Recently I was asked how I would like to be made love to? This is my answer: I want a man to look me in the eyes and brush the hair from my face. Place his hand on my check as he leans in for a kiss. I want this kiss to make my knees weak and my heart race. Then I want him to run his fingers down my arm as he reaches for my hand, placing my arms above my head as he is kissing my neck, and moving over my breast. Slowly working his way to remove my shirt. Once the shirt is off he pays special attention to my breast, using his tongue to to trace my bra. With one hand he undoes the snap and moves the strap of my shoulder, followed by more kissing. Once all clothing is off he leans me up on the wall and starts to kiss his way lower, placing one leg over his shoulder he moves his tongue over my clit bringing me close to orgasm. Moving to the bed where he will lay me down and crave my body and touch. Wanting to make love to me like it was the last time in his life that he would ever be

More Than Just
More Than Just I am more than just tits, More than pussy and clit. I am more than just blonde, More than someone for you to cum on. I am more than just lips, More than just hips. More than some place for you to dock your ship. I’m a normal girl, smart, funny and kind. Which probably doesn’t change that fact that you wanna fuck me blind. Just once I’d like some one to see That there is so much more to me.

Most Affordable U.s. Real Estate Markets
If you're not sweating your monthly mortgage payment and don't obsessively check refinancing rates, chances are you live in one of America's most affordable areas. Homeowners in Indianapolis know what that's like. Its residents don't have to scrimp and save to afford a home at the median price. There, the bulk of the housing stock is well within reach of the average household. Savings depleted? According to our calculations, it would take just two years of gross salary to become a homeowner there. Cleveland, St Louis and Detroit are also reasonably priced. But affordability isn't limited to the Midwest. Pittsburgh, Atlanta and Greensboro, N.C., made our list as well. Affordability is more complex than sinking a third of your take-home pay into real estate. Instead, we calculated our rankings by using two measurements and applying them to the nation's forty biggest metros. Behind The Numbers The first is a look at the ratio of median home price to median household salary, w

Where Should I Start?
Where should I start? We both know so much about each other. First I should start off with, Have I told you I Love you today? Even if I have I’ll tell you again, I Love You Baby! Saying that really comes so easy to me .Because I know what we Have goes beyond just love. Someday you will realize I’m right, I’ve been telling you that all along. It’s like we were together in The past and were separated for some reason. Now time has brought Us back to each other. We must take the future in our hands and hold on this time, and never let go for any reason. Never let anything come between Us. I have issues that I deal with daily, as well as I’m sure you do also. One thing that always haunts me is that I will Be enuff for you. Can I be your everything, fulfill you every need As well as your desires. I’m not talking about you just being content. Will I always be your friend, your lover, the one you turn to for advice. Your Rock, your Steady Hold, Your All. Will you allow me to b

Missing Teen......please Look At This.
I know this to be factual and true. Please help if you can - please pray for her family.Thanks,BrandiA Princeton, Kentucky couple says they need help to find their troubled teenage daughter. Bonnie and Dwayne Armstrong say their 16 year old, Emma Louis ran away from home earlier this year. When they finally found her, she was ordered by a court to stay at a girls youth home in Louisville. On June 24 2007, she disappeared again. The following is a description of the teen:Emma Louise Armstrong Born: 3-13-91, Age: 16 Date Missing: 6-24-07 Hair: Brown Eyes: Brown Height: 5 8 Weight: 107 Physical Description: Ears Pierced. Emma was last seen wearing a blue shirt and blue jeans. As News Channel 6's Todd Faulkner tell us, the Armstrong family hopes Emma returns home soon. This home on Locust Street in Princeton is warm and inviting. You hear wind chimes from the porch and see painted butterfly art in the garden but there's something missing. "I'm hoping that we find her," Bonnie Armstrong sai

Save Our Kids....
McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... All places with ball pits in the children's play area. One of my sons lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find his watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often.. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren, or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland , TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his 3rd birthday. After he finished lunch, I allowed him to play i

Everytime I Speak
I don't believe in true love I am alone by nature I did not want to let you in So why does it feel so classic Like some romantic story Now that you're underneath my skin [Chorus:] Every time I speak I speak to you Every time I reach I reach out for you baby Every time I breathe I feel your heart beating next to mine Is it real What I feel This time I am distracted often Running to meet you somewhere Hoping the flowers never die And then you leave me breathless Rushing to look in the mirror Surprised to see the face is mine [Chorus] So what is wrong with me I know I should be happy I don't feel right in my own skin I'm just waiting for this whole damn thing to end All I can think about Is how I can just get out Love is maddening Love is maddening

Contest! Need More Rates And Comments!
My wife is in a Most Seductive Eyes contest! Need help with more comments and votes! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=551031&albumid=448508&i=3752719303 Thanks in advance, Mark and Lina

Quiet On The Set, Roll Cameras, 3...2...shhhh *whispers* Action! 12:48pm Sunday, Jul 1
The theme music roars throughout the entire studio, everyone's in their places, and yes, the cameras are rolling. Don't you see the red light on... Don't get too nervous, there's no studio audience... We're not live... you can make mistakes. I've told you a million times your line is: "But I DONT love YOU anymore..." For pete's sake, get it right. ...and cut, that's a wrap. Set it and print it, we've got ourselves a film here. A real classic. Fuck happy endings... There are no shootouts... Daring stunts, yea a few; but forget about riches and beautiful women (our stylest quit on the second day of shoot, so all we have are Plain Janes in this movie) Whad'ya mean you haven't heard of it, we've been advertising for months!! It's called "My Life", and its nothin but drama. Here's pretty much how the story plays out... The story pans out at the end of his high school year in a wannabe city in Kentucky... This kid, the main character, he has like no friends... Let me tell you,

Nobody's Friend
NOBODY'S FRIEND My name is Gossip. I have no respect for justice I maim without killing. I break hearts and ruin lives. I am cunning and malicious and gather strength with age. The more I am quoted the more I am believed. My victims are helpless. They cannot protect themselves against me because I have no name and no face. To trap me down is impossible. The harder you try, the more elusive I become. I am nobody’s friend. Once I tarnish a reputation, it is never the same. I topple governments, and wreck marriages. I ruin friendships, relationships, careers and cause sleepless nights, heartaches and indigestion. I make innocent people cry in their pillows. Even my name hisses. I am called Gossip. I make headlines and headaches. Before you repeat a story, ask yourself: Is it true? Is it harmless? Is it necessary

Fellowship With A Purpose
Starting A Group Human beings, by their very nature, love to gather. Yet as much as we crave community, the rigors of real life frequently interfere with our efforts to come together with like minded individuals. For this reason, fellowship is crucial to humanity's wellbeing now more than ever. Most towns and cities play host to a variety of small groups that allow people to congregate purposefully, but that does not mean we should not consider founding our own. When people with similar interests, ideals, or aspirations come together as a group, a community is built that provides a new dimensionality to our earthly experiences. The formation of a group is like an invitation welcoming all those desiring companionship and camaraderie into a circle of support. You may feel driven to found a group for women, healers, knitters, readers, writers, or political activists. Rules need only be a part of your communal experience if you find that level of organization appealing, and it matter

A Bad Day
This hit me all of a sudden...dont you hate how one minute ur kind of content, you know something is bothering you but you cant put ur finger on it? Man I was just sitting here and i started crying.... I was sleeping earlier and I had this bad dream. It was about my wuela and its like i was re living the day she died and the day of her funeral. Im getting close to the dates where last year we were spending all our time in hospitals, not knowing that we were gonna lose her no less than 3 months later. it seems like alot of people are getting sick and dying of cancer. Everytime i hear the word i wanna throw up. I know how it feels to watch someone die from that disease and it sucks...not only is it eating the person who has it but its eating at their loved ones. its a heartbreak...to me this heartbreak is worst than breaking up with that special someone who you thought was it. Your heart will eventually mend cause you knwo you can find soemone better. With my wuela dying that heart

Oh It's Time To Rock And Roll!!!!!!!!!!
COME JOIN US AND MEET SOME OF THE HOTTEST LADIES IN THE HOUSE ORDER SUM DRINKS OR BEER OR SHOTS WE GOT IT ALL!! YOU KNOW YOU WANNA CUM CHECK US OUT... COME MEET SOME OF THE BEST DJ'S AND SHAKE UR ASS TO THE BEST TUNES LIVE WITH OUR HOTTEST DJ'S FROM EXCALIBUR RADIO I'M HERE AND ROCKING THE MORNING FOR YOU ALL COME JOIN ME ON AIR! AND SEE WHAT ALL MASSES ARE DOING WHILE

Poem: Gray Wolf
This was the first companion piece to CCP's 'Walk with Wind'. From here our saga started. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. Gray Wolf Moving silently through stunted pine I slowly descend to the lowlands My ears twitch to every sound I seek each scent from the wind I see the prey that I would hunt Yet for now they need not fear For what I seek shall not be here I know that I must go and wait For one who comes from rocky waste My padded feet take me along Trails known since I was a cub I climb a rock and lay to wait My bones and scars ache After this is complete I shall go To the Dreamland and become a cub To jump for the sun and run with wind A scent, a sound, she comes I smell the blood, the fear and fatigue I see the two legs paws bleeding Her pelts are torn and she tires Rise, stretch and feel the aches anew I descend to the trail she must take Does she speak the lanuage of the people Will she be as a cub I must teach I

If Men Were In Charge Of Planning Weddings
1. There would be a "Rehearsal Dinner Kegger" Party. 2. Bridesmaids would wear matching blue-jean cutoffs and halter-tops. 3. Tuxes would have team logos on the back and the Nike shoes would have matching team colors. 4. Vows would mention cooking and sex specifically, but omit that "forsaking all others" part. 5. The couple would leave the ceremony in a souped up '69 Camaro or some other Chevy with racing tires and flame designs on the side of the car. Better yet, a Harley! 6. Big, slobbery dogs would be eligible for the role of Best Man. 7. Tailgate receptions. 8. Instead of a sit-down dinner or a buffet, there would be a hog roast or buckets of chicken, pizza, and plenty of barbecue. 9. The "bride's father pays" tradition could stay. 10. All dance-floor songs would be by Iggy and the Stooges, Ted Nugent, the Smashing Pumpkins, 2Pac, and Sir Mix-A-Lot.

I Think Its Funny
how having a few people dropping off your friends list can reduce the drama amount on your page by 100%... Just an interesting observation, that's all.. Anywho, I have a lot of trips to take here in the next few weeks so I will be on and off.. If I dont get right back to you, its not because I dont love ya, I just have a lot going on :)

Im Outta Here (for Real)
ok well i am down to a few pics in my folders i liked and i am also down to the only REAL FRIENDS i had on here ,, everything else and everyone else is GONE !!! i do not expect me to be checking in here to often im not erasing my account but i am erasing alot of things on it ... so i wish everyone the best and if u want u can chat with me on yahoo or myspace im pretty sure i gave u guys my address so yeah thats it

Loss Of A Mom
Wanted to thank all for the kind words and for caring. She will be sorely missed and her memories will live on my kids are doin fine and i will pursue what she left behind ill finish school and hope to work with the Juvinal Dept as a Probation Officer. That was her dream and ill do my best to see that legacy live on. OneHotPebbles

Days Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 13,2007 Not every day can be filled with action and excitement -- and that's a good thing. There's no need to raise your blood pressure over every little thing, so stick to your schedule and coast through the day. This ones good

I Cant Tell You!!!
I can't tell ya baby what went wrong I can't make you feel what you felt so long ago I'll let it show I can't give you back what's been hurt Heartaches come and go and all that's left are the words I can't let go If we take some time to think it over baby Take some time, let me know If you really want to go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long I can't feel the things that cause you pain I can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rain Ain't the same I hear you calling far away Tearing through my soul I just can't take another day Who's to blame If we take some time to think it over baby Take some time let me know If you really wanna go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long Do you wanna see me beggi

What Are We Looking For
how do we really know when we have found our soulmate. what are we looking for in that person are we looking for how much money they have or how good looking they are. i think we are looking for that person who has a deep love for things in life at least that is what i'm looking for. how do we know this person we could talk to them every day and then maybe they leave use before we realize that is the person for use. i think everyone has something specail about them and yet i'm lost for the one true love of my life. i dont know if i have found her because of the people who like to play and get you to crush them or just rate them. i dont have a problem with that i like to be able to rate such wonderful people and make great new friends that way. i love to learn about people and see things from there eye's . the wonderful things they do and have done. i hate that most people on here think we re here to see nude pics and things like that. i'm no angel but i really just want to know the per

Come Get Narlified With The Brutal Beast Hes On Air Now!
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Panajack
I am calling for help. Panajack is telling some horrible things about Isis. He is posting pictures up that are not her and releasing personal information about her. If you knew Isis at all you know that she was a very private person and this would have hurt her deeply. Please help me. All I am trying to do is keep Isis' name pure. She was a caring and wonderful woman who does not deserve this. She has not been gone for even 24 hours and the rumors and tall tales being passed around about her are just heartbreaking. I am begging for help. Please help me in protecting her name against the horrible things Panajack a.k.a Erik Anderson is spreading about her.

Hummingbird
Hummingbird by Raindear816© (sweet lil wicked one) I was a hummingbird hovering freely over flowers of passion drinking deep from them. You knew words were my nectar. Luring me with a mixture of love, sexual innuendo, double entendres and clever repartee. Your fake red sweetness seduced me and I drank of it. You led me to believe I could remain free to fly while you embraced me. Instead you crushed my wings, and I plummeted to the ground. Now I am no longer free to fly but caged and disabled. Made to drink that sick concoction you call sweetness. It leaves me with a bitter taste.

Disorder In The Court...
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. _______________________________________________ ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? ________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, "Where am

It's Thursday Already?? Good Grief!
My days and weeks are flying by! The boys are registering/picking up their schedules already - not that I mind, lol. Jenn, my oldest daughter who has been sitting it out at the LaCrosse County Jail, is scheduled to be released somewhere around September 15th. Has she learned her lesson? Stay tuned for further developments, lol. I've got an early start on my day today. Need to be out of here by 8:30 a.m. That's about 4 hours away, for those of you on the other side of the world. Couldn't sleep, so I decided just to get up and get at it. The coffee is on, lol!! For those of you having a hard time finding my new friend tinydancer, I will try to give you her link at some point. She's new to Fubar, not new to me, lmao!! She is a belly dancing classmate of mine! Let's see if I can add her link, lmao!! Yesterday's energy was a little bizarre. I felt very lightheaded and had this lovely brain fog I sometimes get, lol! It's all cleared now. I did have a couple of intere

Today Is A Bad Day For Me
HELLO ALL, TODY IS A BAD DAY FOR ME TODAY BECAUSE TODAY 4 YEARS AGO I ALMOST LOST MY LIFE IN A CAR CRASH. IT IS 7:57AM EST AND ALMOST TO THIS MIN GIVE OR TAKE 5-6 MIN WHEN I WROTE THIS BLOG. I WAS DRIVING TO MY FIRST DAY OF WORK ON A NEW JOB AND I STOPED AT A WAWA TO GET COFFEE. THATS THE LAST THING I REMEMBER. THE NEXT THING I KNOW IAM IN THE BACK OF A RIG WITH 2 EMTS AND A MEDIC. I FREAK OUT WHAT HAPPENED THEY ALL SAID YOU WHERE IN A CAR ACCIDENT Cooper University Hospital OK RIGH THERE I KNEW IT WAS BAD MEDIC IN THE RIG WITH US AND TAKING ME TO ONE OF THE BIGGEST TRAUMA HOSPITALS IN THE AREA. IAM AN EMT FIREFIGHTER AND I WAS FREAKING ALL THE WAY THERE BECAUSE IT WAS A RAINY OVERCAST DAY THE CHOPPER GOT NOT TAKE OFF TO FLY ME THERE. IT ALSO SUCKED THAT I HAD A MASK ON TO HELP ME BREATH. I ALSO HAD TO BE RESTRAINED BECAUSE I WAS FREAKING OUT AND TAKING MASK OFF. SO WE GET THERE AFTER A 45 MIN LITTLE DRIVE. AND I STOP BREATHING TWICE AS SOON AS I WAS WHEELED INTO ER. THEY

Memories
Good memories Bad Memories Memories to make you smile Memories to make you cry People fill your mind some that are special some you rather forget memories that haunt you no matter how hard you try to forget unanswered question did you? did they? did it? Memories to excite Memories to scare Our life's are made of memories No matter what Crazydave 16-8-07

Heart Like Fire
heart like fire, burning with desire, never to tire, and im not a lier, so true and kind, a unique find, passionate and sureen, in bed i'll make you scream, ill do it and never be mean, bring you to a place of deire, make your body feel like its on fire, as our extasy gets higher and higher, as your muscles get tighter and tighter, ill make you feel so much lighter, as unbelievable as it will seem, i will get you to scream, pleasure with out pain, im not being vane, in the morning youll have to clean the stain, two hearts beating as one, as we have terrific fun, never to rest until we are done, hours we will go, as orgasms will show, all i want you all to know, im always ready to go, as we stay in bed, on my chest lay your head, give me your heart, we will never part, pleasure of the body and mind, inside me is what you will find, so dont be afraid to explore whats here, you might be the one who gets lucky, and has me with you there, have a wonderful

One Wish
ONE WISH A man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking: the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries

Oh Thighs Of Creamy White
Original Poetry - do not rip Oh, thighs of creamy white, Wrapped around my head so tight. Throbbing, aching, delicious clit, How I love to suck on it. Your hands grasping in my hair, Pulling my face down into there. Your back is arching in so much pleasure, Muscles twitching, to many to measure. Peering into the abyss, body starting to lean, Then free falling in orgasm with a pleasurable scream. Body relaxing, breathing starting to slow, As you collapse into sweet afterglow…. -Brian 2007

Things On My Mind
Getting home yesterday after a wonderful 15 days in Vegas, its funny that the 22 hour layover at Chicago O'Hare took away all the flooding nice visuals and replaced them with disdain and bitter feelings. I know that the O'Hare layover is still fresh and will be a 'flash in the pan' compared to the embedding memories & joy felt piror to my miserable time there. I know that while reflecting back to my Vegas experience, it will eventually become a side note and even a learning experience to convey to travelers. Some notable things of the lay over experience is: O'hare has the most food courts I've ever seen. (with some exceptional places to dine) With it being the largest airport in the US it's ideal for people watching ... Even while extremely fatigued and massive sleep deprivation, I found myself chucking at a particular person or an event unfolding in front of me. Watching angry people yelling at the poor customer service reps ... actually reminded me

What Love Is To Me
Love to me is holding hands in the rain, looking into each others eyes and without saying anything yet knowing what is in the heart, Love is not about giving or receiving in physical , finical or emotional, Love is about being there for each other supporting each other no matter what even if you disagree, Love is supposed to conquer all. It seems to many people have what I see as a illusion of love. To many people stay for only so long. They think they are inlove until something happens a car wreck and lose their legs , or catch on fire and have burn marks all over their face, or get pregnant and gain weight , or just gain to much or lose to much. Love isn't what is on the outside , love is what is on the inside. You love someone not because how much they make, how big there pee pee is , how big there tits are or what they can do for you. You love them because they are apart of you and always have been. They are a piece of your heart,body and soul. They are the one that no matter wh

Maddies Dr Appointment
They checked her ears, her nose, and all that good stuff. Couldnt find anything. I told them that she woke up this morning grabbing her diaper so they wanted to take a urine sample. They put this plastic bag on her and we waited around trying to get her to pee. We sat there for over an hour, finally they sent us home with the supplies to take the sample to the lab when she finally pees. Well I just got back from taking that to the lab at the hospital. if she doesnt have a bladder infection.. they dont know whats wrong. Could be something viral and if thats the case there is no medicine for a virus.. so pretty gay appointment if you ask me. Shes not running a fever right now, but she was this morning and every day since tuesday.. hmm I wonder what is wrong with her. If she does have a bladder infection the on call doctor will call me tonight.. hmmm

Norfolk (meetup)
I am looking to rent a car tomorrow and head to Norfolk. Long ride with folk and death metal. It's a nice ride up there. I just hope i get there in time. Fucking traffic. I gotta go and get there soon. what a way. My only hope is that i can not too much for a rental car and still hare enough to do some other stuff. makes me nervous because i have not so much money to work with. I will find out tomorrow. I don't get too many opportunities for stuff like this. So i must go. In addition, i will be meeting up with an old friend who i have not met in almost a year.

Fdny Ladder 5
Lost 2 respected firefighters today... Robert Beddia who was close to retirement... and Joseph Graffagnino...who leaves behind a young child and a wife... To fight a fire in a building that has been condemned and abandoned since 9/11... I don't know these two fine firefighters but I do know someone from a neighboring firehouse who is deeply shocked and upset by their deaths... Bless them and their families...for that matter all fire/rescue/ems...police...military...all that take their lives into their hands every day to protect us...my hat is off to you all...thank you for all that you do. ~t

Looking For A Php Programmer.
Need a programmer to team up with me to create a really cool site with me. looking for a partner by partner I mean that we will share half of what ever the site makes. If you are a programmer them please contact me and we will discuss all this in detail

Deadbeats!!!!!
ok so theres nothing worse than sneaky people.... theres a certain ex of mine who wants others to take pics of our kids then upload them on the internet so he can see.... but heres the thing....in my opinion no one has the right to take pics of other peoples children then put them on the internet...to me this is unacceptable... not once has he asked me for pictures and how is it that when i offer him to visit them he always refuses....seems to me if you really wanted to see them you would come to see them....why refuse???? i'll tell you why...bc if he came here that would mean he would have to come up with child support!!! zero tolerance for deadbeat dads!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Very 1st Contest
Well I went and did it.. I entered my very first contest. It's for dimples :DIf anyone can spare a fewcomments and would be willing to help me out I'd REALLY appreciate it. Here's the link Thanks for any help :)

Hello To All
hello all im new here 29 female here to meet new friends and have fun lol but i just wanted all ma friends to know about my open chat room if they wanta join and chat with me and invite friends its open to all heres the link http://www.buzzen.net/chatui.aspx?rm=%25%23!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FLIRTATIOUS%7eMINDS hope to see all ma new friends there chatting in adult fun ~winks~! its a new room and we chat about everything adults like to chat about .. lol ~tease!~ any ways nice to meet yall

Welcome Andrea To The Club
andrea-want new friends@ fubar Just wanted to take a few minutes to welcome our newest member to the C&T Stash Club. She is very excited to be one of us and said that she loves to rate. So, show her some love. Stop by her page and introduce yourself. Don't forget to rate, fan and add her. Thanks for your time, Tracy C&T Stash Club

Domestic Violence
I am so sick and tired of hearing from girlfriends who are having "husband", "man", "boyfriend" drama, because these idiots can't keep their hands off women. God put women here to be a help to man-someone for him to love and relax with comfort one another. Not to shot at beat or threaten her. I know I was married to a gangster/thug whatever you want to call him until he die, he NEVER laid a hand on me. I have 7 grandsons who have been taught do not hit women. MEN KEEP YOUR DAMN HANDS TO YOURSELVES!

What Kind Of Seducer Am I
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Life---how Confusing???
How can someone so sure about life before now be so confused by it and fate itself. I'm not one to be content with the way things are. I am constantly trying to better myself and those around me. I'm not a judgemental person don't get me wrong. I usually accept all people and am pretty patient with them too. But I just don't see how most people have the opportunity to make a better life for theirselves and just decide not to take it. How can they be content with having nothing or should I say with what they have and where they are in life. Myself, I want more. I feel held back from what I could be and what I could have in my life. Most of the time I let my feelings and others feelings get in the way of me getting anywhere. That's not who I really am though. I'm a carefree person but at the same time responsible if you can believe that is possible. I sometimes care too much for people and at the same time sacrifice myself as a person. I wish I knew what to do in my life right now. I fee

Yet Another Idiot
This was a conversation that I just had with some guy... now... keep in mind that he was JUST telling me how sexy I was and how much he would LOVE to talk more... then I guess he decided to check out my profile and noticed that of the men in my "family", none of them were white...so I guess that irritated him just a little bit. Here is what he had to say: gqguy4u: i geuss im the wrong color to be on ur fam list ME: and I guess you like to assume.. My family list happens to be for those who are closest to me.... gqguy4u: its easy to fuckin do u make it look at ur profile screams nigger lover" gqguy4u: hurry block me gqguy4u: u know ur going to ME: not worth my time.... sorry love.. ur just another worthless racist. gqguy4u: worthless that mustang i dropped 65 cash 20k over to get paid cash MY house 550k paid off gqguy4u: But im worthless and ur trailer trash who sucks niggers gqguy4u: i problly have more layin on my desk that u have seen in ur life but im not her to brag gqg

Hero
Enrique Iglesias Hero Would you dance if I asked you to dance? Would you run and never look back? Would you cry if you saw me cry? And would you save my soul, tonight? Would you tremble if I touched your lips? Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this. Now would you die for the one you loved? Hold me in your arms, tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Would you swear that you'll always be mine? Or would you lie? would you run and hide? Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care... You're here tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Oh, I just want to hold you. I just want to hold you. Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care... You're here tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by your forever. Y

Stressing's & Blessing's
DATE: 14 Dec 2006, 6:53 pm / MOOD: Impressed {HOOK) (EVERY TIME THE LORD, IS TRIN 2 BLESS ME. THE DEVIL IS RIGHT THERE. TRIN 2 TEST ME). BUT HE AIN'T GONNA GET DA BEST OF ME. CAUSE IMA PLEAD THE BLOOD FROM MY HEAD 2 MY FEET. PLUS IM MOVIN 2 FAST 4 HIM 2 CATCH ME. TRIN 2 ESCAPE. CAUSE I CAN FEEL DA HEAT. TAKIN CONTROL. SO DEVIL TAKE A SEAT. HEADED 2 DA NEXT LEVEL. SO WHO WANT'S 2 COMPETE. WITH MY NEW LOVE. AND MY SOUL RELEASED., ONE DAY SOON, IMA HAVE REAL PEACE. SO SICK AND TIRED OF STRESSING. I WISH GOD WAS RIGHT HERE NEXT 2 ME. 2 PUT THA DEVIL UP UNDER MY FEET. AND 2 WATCH OVER ME WHEN IM FAST ASLEEP. CAUSE I KNOW THA DEMONS R AFTER ME. TRIN 2 BLOCK ME. TRIN 2 STOP ME. FROM BEIN THA BEST THAT I CAN BE. BUT IMA KEEP PRESSIN FORWARD HEAVILY. NO MATTER WHAT THA DEVILS TELLIN ME. HE'S JUST FILLED WITH JEALUSY. CAUSE GOD TURNED HIS BACK ON HIM. AND CHOSE ME.

Quit My Job
So yeah... I Quit my job tonight. I finally snapped. Sick of people walking al over me, and picking fun at me, and treating me like crap. I have worked there for 3 yrs over the past 4 yrs. I asked for two weeks off and even got the days covered and I still had to work two of the days, because it wasn't an "Official Vaction". A month later the NEW cook ask for tens days off a week before and gets them all covered..... even the owner covered five of the days. i had mine up for like 3 months and still i had to beg people to cover my shifts and till had to come in on my vaca and work.

Words To Muse Over…
"When you aspire for something with passion, all the universe conspires to make it happen..." "...there is one great truth on this planet: whoever you are, or whatever it is that you do, when you really want something, its because that desire originated in the soul of the universe. Its your mission on earth." "If something happens once, it will never happen again. But if something happens twice, it will surely happen a third time." "Intuition is really a sudden immersion of the soul into the universal current of life." "Courage is the quality most essential to understanding the Language of the World." "There is only one way to learn,...It's through action. Everything you need to know you have learned through your journey." "There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure." "The darkest hour of the night came just before dawn." "One 'dies of thirst just when palm trees have appeared on the horizon.'" "

Quitting Again..
My third attempt to quit smoking, I smoked my last cigarette hours ago, Emptied every ashtray and disposed of them. Now its just a waiting game, Until i start freaking out and looking for butts or anything i can smoke. Then after that its not so bad. I'll pop more pills and get really stoned,and drift off,Till the addiction runs dry.It should be fully gone in about 5 days,Ive gone about 3 days before..I really wanna make it through the 3rd day. I can do it damnit.lol

Stutter
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter." A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered," she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well," she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty, and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it he jumped over the fence into our yard!" "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty raised his back and went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say the whole "F" word, the Rottweiler ate him!

Grilled Corn On The Cob With Garlic Butter, Fresh Lime And Cotija Cheese
8 ears corn 4 fresh limes, quartered Garlic butter, recipe follows 1/2 cup grated cotija cheese 2 tablespoons chopped chives, for garnish Preheat grill to medium. Peel back the husks of the corn without removing them. Remove the silks and recover the corn with the husk. Soak in large bowl of cold water for 30 minutes. Remove corn from water and shake off excess. Place the corn on the grill, close the cover and grill for 15 to 20 minutes. Unwrap corn and brush with the garlic butter. Sprinkle with the cotija cheese and squeeze with lime. Sprinkle with chopped chives, to garnish. Garlic Butter: 2 sticks unsalted butter, slightly softened 8 cloves garlic, peeled and coarsely chopped 1/4 habanero pepper, seeded 1/4 bunch fresh chives Salt and freshly ground black pepper Combine butter, garlic, habanero, and chives in a food processor and process until smooth. Season with salt and pepper. Set aside until ready to use.

Happy Birthday 2 U!! 8-27-07
canonbill..................If You Fan Me.......I Will Fan Back twiztid_klown NYCGUITAR1313 Anji the Cute Lil' Salamander the irish gothic gypsy pagan freak ya love to hate Mittac ***BRITS ON TOUR & NAUGHTY NORTHERNERS*** Dre lambeausouth luci/ Club FAR/ Fan Add Rate ARROGANT BASTARD

How To Avoid Your Photo From Being Flagged
N.S.F.W. what does this mean? it means Not Safe For Work...its as simple as that, we all need to use some direction when uploading photos on fubar, yes the answer to everything here is "well this is an adult site" and yes it is but it is NOT a PORN SITE. Some adults on fubar are christian adults, I know this means nothing to most people but it is a good way for some of you to practice somethings that you have lost as a child its called respect for others. As adults we all know what the male body looks like as well as what a female body looks like. please take a moment and use your head when uploading photos. if you go to a photo on someones profile and your very first thought is OH MY!! then 9 out 10 times its a N.S.F.W. photo. please take the time to read the guide lines on this it is in the fubar bible N.S.F.W. Nsfw is stands for Not Safe For Work, to best explain it you can click here. http://fubar.com/bible.php#nsfw Jan 28th 2007 at 22:21:54 Quote Rules for forcing

My Flashing Text Problem
well, ive made a whole lot of words, especially including my "halfalien_s4" name into these neon flashing texts that i got from cooltext.com. the proble is that whenever i upload an animated neon flashing one into my photos it doesnt flash or look right, does anyonw know what the problem is and/or how to fix it? if anyone could help me on this i would be greatly appreciated, not to mention ill buy u gifts, rate ur stuff, ect. :-) btw, it works when i put it out on the very front of my page but not anywhere else. much help is appreciated!

Excerpts From The Jardin Blog On Slap And Tickle.
This is being posted to show just what people do in fact read and it is amazing that they do. So please let me know what you think because only five people ever drop by and make comments on the spiel below. I apologise in advance for it. ++++ Tres belated felicitaions mon cherest ami and Moi sees that tou have packed up for the night and who can blame tou. Well mon cher ami, it has been uno bella journo filled with muchas kisses from la sol which has been bella all jour. Oui, Moi even did some mega fettling aujour but that is non important really. Mon cher ami, after waking this matin from the Astral Plane Moi ovred the windows to see the bella bleu sky plus tiny white and fluffies. Oui, it was une bella sol rise so the weather omens were looking bon. Indeed. Then Moi went to the port to see thousands of birds sur la jardin and the most wondrous sight was that of the thrushes. There must have been ten enfants and Moi has non seen that many in eons. It brought une lump to the throa

Gotta Love My Life....right? Hey At Least Youre Not Me....
Yesterdays email from my mother contained the folowing: "No way to drop this bomb easy so here goes the total shite - The right side of my heart is dying for some reason. Have to go have various tests over the next couple days – on lasix to dump the fluid in my legs (looks like elephantitis) – it's ok for me to drive as long as I don't over exert – can't vacuum, lay my floor or do any heavy lifting – just sit around like a lump until they find out what's going on – I feel ok – I just went to the drs cause of "weird symptoms" that didn't seem to go away, like palpitations & racing pulses & no breath & water retention (all of which is just not me)" So if I'm not talking its because I can't.

Poem
Drifting and floating out on the ragged seas Aimlessly waiting somehow you've captured me Wave after wave of heartbeats pounding Just like the shore where the crashes are resounding ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My ship is not so safe sometimes There are leaks within its bow My soul starts leaking out somehow In all my desparate times ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Up and down my ship it goes Against the turbulent sea of hopes Dreams are all I have this day But they are what keep the demons at bay ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I see you off into the distant horizon My life boat coming towards me Your ship is sturdy and strong against the season A harbor that I can surely find refuge ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I close my eyes and your face I see My soul flies to you on gossamer wings to embrace Of tattered lace and memories Memories of what love in my mind should be ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I think that I will throw my anchor here And stay for a bit if you don't mind my

Epilogue..?
So..how does one say goodbye To everyone he's ever known? For I think I'm about to take a journey, you see. Somewhere far beyond the walls of sleep. It's NOT the kinda place you can send postcards from. Least I don't think it is. Then again... Aren't gravemarkers the ultimate "wish you were here" letter? Thing is... I DON'T wish you were here. Here bears this uncanny resemblance to Hell, you see. I'm pretty sure, if I look fast enough, I'd see Hitler, painting roses. It's like waiting at the bus stop, or train station though. The waiting kills, you see. And no, the irony of waiting to die, Is indeed NOT lost on me. I'm not especially good at goodbyes, you know. I just know I'm going..somewhere.. Not the kinda place one finds in a travelogue, though. Unless it's written by Rod Serling. The thought occurs to me.. Am I stalling for time? Am I then scared of death? If so, I'm a damn sight less scared of it than of this. They say when one's at the Station

59 Things Most Girls Dont Know
1. The guy you pass up for another one is always better, its a proven fact 90% of the time. And even if you dont talk to the one you pass up anymore, you will find yourself thinking about him, and realized that you possibly could be happier. And even if you dont talk, and it seems like he doesnt like you anymore, believe me, he thinks about you everynight if he loved you at one point. 2. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 3. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 5. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he g

Never More
Your wife deserves to be abused, Until she can no longer stand; For she is beneath your worth, And should follow your command. The blood that flows inside her, Is unequal, sad and weak; She has no rights at all, How dare she even speak? This is how you see her, Like pathetic cowards do; But, your childish mind and vision, Is warped and so untrue. You think women are inferior, Or, is that to mask your fears? For I know they can do anything, And have been doing so for years. I pity you for what you are, But, you're right, she's not the same; That woman that you degrade and hit, Is unequal to your shame. And she may think she's stuck with you, While you think you wear the pants; But, I'll be there when you raise a hand again, And I promise you, we'll dance.

My Bar Tab Is $835~! This Is Real Fun To Do!
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $15 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Asian -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the opposing sex (if gay hit on a girl/guy, if straight hit on a boy/girl) wh

Would You???????????
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you give me a hicky?? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you take your time if I told you to? 13. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would you want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 18. Would you fuck me today? NOW....ARE YOU GONNA REPOST THIS SO I COULD ANSWER THEM????

Vacation Update 3: Traveling Virus And Car Crash Comedy Coming To Philly, New Boobs On Rate My Wow, New Videos Online
Here's a li'l update to tide youze guys over while the Opie and Anthony Show is on vacation. We always seem to be getting new bits of information, so I'm sure there's going to be another one coming soon... The Traveling Virus Comedy Tour is ending its run in Camden, NJ on September 15th, and since Ed McGonigal backed out of his opening gig, we're doing another round of Car Crash Comedy to pick a winner. It's going to be at a live venue on the 14th, and you aspiring Philly comics can Email Sam @ Foundry Music.com with all your contact information if you want to participate. Do you have your Tickets for the Tweeter Center Show? No??? Click Click Click, Chester... go get 'em before all the fat hillbillies get them. NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: Thanks to a lovely young lady with a few tattoos, we can share with you the gift of naked breasts: RateMyWOW: Tattoos and Boobies (ladies, get YOURS in today...and don't forget the WOW in the photo with you. No WoW = Not getting posted) If you

The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands. This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other. DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine.

Should Have Locked The Door!
Flat Belly A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. the mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up."

Choices
“Life is full of choices, if you have the guts to go for it. That's why I get immediately bored with anyone's complaining about how boring their life is, or how bad their town is. Fucking leave and go somewhere else. Or don't.” ~Henry Rollins

Skills
At critical times in dreams, your faculties may become enhanced or limited. These include mental, as well as physical faculties. Suddenly, you find a great wealth of knowledge to resolve a problem, or acquire a skill to do so. Other times, you suddenly lose certain abilities. Acquiring The amazing thing about acquiring knowledge is that it is generated in your own mind in the dream. If upon waking the process used to solve the dream problem was logical, you may want to contemplate problems in your waking life that resemble the dream problem. Your mind may be accessing problem-solving skills that you have already eliminated from consideration, or never thought of in the first place. What was the nature of the skills you received? Were they logical, practical, or completely impossible to translate into waking life? Losing Of course, you may forget something or lose some faculty just as easily. In dreams of this nature, your insecurity about appearing incompetent is working i

I Can Also Be Reached At:
You can also reach ne at the following locations: First I spend most of my time at: Myspace.com/CBJohn or you can check out the items I have for sale at: Http://Members.ebay.com/aboutme/Johnk59poetry or you can visit: Just click onto the following link, add it to your pages if you want!! My Showcase Here you can rate a couple of my songs and a poem I wrote, and then leave a comment on the page if you want, I am not a singer I just write the words!! (also these are the same ones I am giving away on the free CD that you recieve if you purchase my Manuscript)

Today I Returned To My Studio For The First Time In Almost 2 Months
i never thought i would -on like 7/12 i disconnected my mixing board--as part of the sadness i feel--it extended to my very soul--the music i do--if i'm not good enough--why should i go on? then on 8/24--my last day of work before vacation--the classic rock station q104.3 i listen to at work played a brand new Bruce Springsteen song called 'Radio Nowhere'--they played it twice in a row--i said to myself--"A--D--A==E and repeat--the song was so good --it resonated. after sabbath yesterday-i rebooted the ol' board-my version of 'radio nowhere' is availlable weeks before the boss's! but the sadness brought me much anger--i so hope to express this soon with a new album--my 'shake the missile base' album which had 16 songs completed will be put on hold till after this angry albunm is done. i can't believe i went back in the studio. thank all of you who made my last three decades of music worthy

Venting Need Advice
Theres been a few time durning my days that if when things go great you always have a great feeling that something best will happen to you. But then something gets in your way and it all turns to dust. Then you just give up hope! I always have times when I just want to give up and just not care at all. Like noone cares, noone gives a hell about what you think. Thats why I dont bother with some people. I never depend on them. Because to me right now... If I worry about the people who is just going to bring me down then I wont get no where ahead to make things happen. So I dont bother with anyone who dont understand of what im trying to do for my self to make things happen. Well anyway... Even tho I feel like giving up! And even tho I feel worried about whats going to happen for me as I get older? Still yet I try to push my self to move on and get ahead to where I want to be. I just wish tho I have never messed up in the pass. Then I could of get somewhere along time ago.

1 More Day
So here it is, September already. After tomorrow I won't be here as much. I start school on Wednesday (9/5/07) and will be working during the afternoons and evenings. Be sure to leave me love during the week. I will check my messages one day on the weekend and will reply. Muah.

And So
Bill (thats the guy i talked to last night) and I spent 4 hours talking with little 5 min breaks here and there for us to smoke. It was great talking to someone and not having a lag in the convo and know that his attention was focused on me.. He lives in Owensboro so thats not all that far away. Hes a welder and works evenings I believe. I will be talking to him more and getting to know him better. 4 great hours chatting and laughing together...

My Newest Stalker?! Lol
My newest stalker?? If you are, be careful......I JUST might go "psycho bitch from hell" on yer ass, and THAT would not be pretty. Read from bottom up. ->Silver Dia...: everything you want to know about me is in my profile and my blogs. you need to post a pic of yerself. or at least send me one in a pm. wtfwasthat: dont think so i wanted to know u if possible ->Silver Dia...: do I already know you? wtfwasthat: virginia ->Silver Dia...: Steve who? from where? ->Silver Dia...: that wasn't a trick question. ->Silver Dia...: my name is Silver ->Silver Dia...: steve who? wtfwasthat: im steve wuts yer name beautiful ->Silver Dia...: ok.....ya got 2 choices.....let me know who you are.....or go away wtfwasthat: yea aint i cool ->Silver Dia...: lol yea, that I did. your arrogance is astounding! lol wtfwasthat: y ty glad u smiled ->Silver Dia...: omg well, yer a laugh riot, I'll give ya that! wtfwasthat: 1 daywouldnt want you falling to fast ->Silver Dia...: LOL oh really?

To All The Blazing Bomberz
Ok I am still sick and tired as hell.. This damn cold is still trying it hardest to kick my ass, so I am not going to be on long.. I will rate pictures, and do the commenting bombing when i get better.. there is alot of people in line I have to rate pictures, if I have not gotten to you yet plz be penitents about it plz.. I am only one person and doing what I can ok. I was in bed all day not feeling good and my sister came in my room and woke me up and ask if I want to go see my mom and I said yes I will go with her to the hospital.. My mom is ok.. can't go in detail about it my head is hurting like hell right now.. All I am doing is checking my email and picking up my tags.. Ok Talk to you all soon Virgo24

Mobile Diarrhea Jihad
All in all, it hadn't been a good day. Bad traffic, a malfunctioning computer, incompetent coworkers and a sore back all made me a seething cauldron of rage. But more importantly for this story, it had been over forty-eight hours since I'd last taken a dump. I'd tried to jumpstart the process, beginning my day with a bowl of bowel-cleansing fiber cereal, following it with six cups of coffee at work, and adding a bean-laden lunch at Taco Bell. As I was returning home from work, my insides let me know with subtle rumbles and the emission of the occasional tiny fart that Big Things would be happening soon. Alas, I had to stop at the mall to pick up an order for my wife. I completed this task, and as I was walking past the stores on my way back to the car, I noticed a large sale sign proclaiming, "Everything Must Go!" This was prophetic, for my colon informed me with a sudden violent cramp and a wet, squeaky fart that everything was indeed about to go. I hurried to the mall bathroom. I sur

Cool Breakup
Cool Break-up letter. & nice moral !!! JJJJ A soldier stationed in Afghanistan recently received a letter from his girl friend back home. It read as follows: Dear Ricky, I can no longer continue our relationship. The distance between us is just too great. I'm sorry. Please return the picture of me that I sent to you. Love, Becky The soldier, with hurt feelings, asked his fellow soldiers for any snapshots they could spare of their girlfriends, sisters or ex-girlfriends. In addition to the picture of Becky, Ricky included all the other pictures of the pretty gals he had collected from his buddies. There were 57 photos in that envelope along with this note: Dear Becky, I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who the hell you are. Please take your picture from the pile, and send the rest back to me. Take Care, Ricky Moral of the story: If you can't change your fate, change your attitude.

Riddle Me This Wise One
If a man loves a woman why does he cheat? And the same for if a woman loves a man? I dont see why a man would cheat on me but im sure they would.. It makes no sense a woman completely willing to fulfill all the fantasies shes told of.. and still ya cheat?? I tell you what world I wont put up with it. ABSOLUTELY NOT..... not happening to me more than once.... anyways thats all for my attitude tonight.

Whimsical Bravey
Tucked into my little bed, all safe and sound. I awoke and out the door, the hallway I looked down. Coming down the hallway a monster I did see, big and tall, with lots and lots of sharp and shining teeth. He looked round, high and low, and he seemed to be searching round, near and far for some child he could eat. Terrified, I made no sound, to keep him far from me. But I knew, I would be found - Protection I would need. I got up from my cozy bed and to my toys I went. My frying pan, I thought, I knew, would give his head a dent. Green Plastic smiled up at me, when I found that pan. I returned to bed with my toy and kept it close at hand. The monster still was in the hall, but I was no longer scared. Molded plastic helped me, Smiles made me brave. 7 April 2001 This poem is based upon something that happened when I was a child.

My Fun Filled Life...
work still sucks... home life is getting worse.. aiden will be 2 this weekend... doing her party next weekend... have some awesome new friends that just started working with me... the whole kitchen thinks im a traitor cuz i really like talking to one of the new servers.. lmao its like high school and cliques.... about to start a new book... trying to figure out a way to buy my bus ticket... gotta find a way to get rid of some roomies wish i were rich the i wouldnt have to make ends meet... ummm that is all... FOR NOW

Love Ur Mother
> > My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family. > > > > There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. > > I was so embarrassed. > > How could she do this to me? > > I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. > > The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!' > > > > I wanted to bury myself. > > I also wanted my mom to just disappear. > > I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?' > > > > My mom did not respond... > > I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. > > I was oblivious to her feelings. > > > > I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. > > So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study. > > Then, I got married. > > I bought

And What Were You Thinking !!!!!
There are two statues in a park; one of a nude man and one of a nude woman. They had been facing each other across a pathway for a hundred years, when one day an angel comes down from the sky and with a single gesture, brings the two to life. The angel tells Them, "As a reward for being so patient through a hundred blazing summers and dismal winters, you have been given life for thirty minutes to do what you've wished to do the most." He look at her, she looks at him, and they go running behind the shrubbery. The angel waits patiently as the bushes rustle and giggling ensues. After fifteen minutes, the two return, out of breath and laughing. The angel tells them, "Um, you have fifteen minutes left, "Would you care to do it again?" He asks her "Shall we?" She eagerly replies, "Oh, yes, let's! But let's change positions. This time, I'll hold the pigeon down and you shit on its head." ......... AND WHAT WERE YOU.... THINKING????

My Interviews
Yesterdays interview didn't go so well I guess I was to honest about looking for a full time job or another part time job to compensate for part time hours. So I never heard back from them. However, todays interview I'm quite optimistic about. It was a 45 minute interview and the gal in charge of human relations I use to work with about 6 years ago and she really likes me. The two ladies that interviewed me thanked me for being a "fun" interview and pretty much told me that all they needed to do was run everything across there boss and they'd be calling me in the AM. The only downfall is it's graveyard and i've never done graves so it's gonna be a huge adjustment for me. UGH. Moneys money and I need all I can get to get back on my feet. So cross your fingers or say a prayer that their boss likes what he hears about me. Love ya all

The Older I Get
It seams that with each passing day, My world changes, What used to seam important really wasn't. And things I thought I could live without , I realized I can't. I used to be ready to jump and stick to my guns at every turn,right or wrong didn't matter. I use think I need to make sure my opinion was heard no matter what, to people who really didn't matter. I just no longer care, I don't have the energy to fight any more. With each passing day I feel less of a need to confront just anyone who wrongs me , lies about or just talks trash about me, unless its something I am still very passionate about. I dont feel the need to get mad at people who don't really know me any more, why bother its a waste of time. I honestly think the older i get the more mellow I get, And I getting old before my time ? I used to say don't ask my opionion unless you want to hear the truth, I catch myself now taking the time to consider FEELINGS, and boy that was so not me, up to recently. All of a s

Single Dad Not Getting By
Well had to renew my welfare yesterday. Reported the 125 that a friends of mine is putting into my account from her navy pay. They are taking the full 125 out of my check. This money is what was allowing me to get close to paying rent still had to borrow a few dollars from friends or home I got enough out of recycling. But no I am going to be short of rent again. So may be looking at an eviction in the near future. Hope something comes up to help but right now my depression is beating my anti-depression medicen.

Remembering 9/11
Tomorrow lets all take a moment to bow our heads to remember those who died. I know I am and I am going to thank God for letting my family members make it out alive. I had family that worked in both the World Trade Center and the Pentagon. My cousins office was right where the plane had hit. He got sick, and called off from work that day, which he never has done before. I thank God that he was not there, because he would be dead. I thank God that he spared my ex husbands and his crews life too. My ex husband was supposed to be in the towers at that moment to paint a CVS, and the good Lord had his last job take longer then expected and he was across the bay sleeping in a hotel when they went down. Lets pray for the many families who weren't as fortunate as my family was, as they mourn the lost of their loves ones. Lets remember the firefighters that fought to safe life's that day. They are truly hero's and deserve to be up lifted.

Good Evening, One And All!
Just a short one again! My daughter Jenn, who was released from jail a couple weeks ago (I think??) and from the psych unit less than a week ago, is now back on the Psych Unit, having stopped taking her meds! As has been the case of late, she is hearing voices telling her to kill herself. If they would just stop messing with her medications, maybe she'd stabilize - but I may be dreaming! In any case, she is safe for the moment. But I have to say I feel she is getting closer to her personal end, for this lifetime at any rate. I hope not, but I can't deny that I'm worried this time. I'm going to sign off for the night. I think I need some meditation time, journaling time, whatever. And I need to send energy to those I have contracted to help! This has been a strange day, lol! Have a wonderful evening, dear friends! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings, lots of them, for all my friends/family/fans, all over the world! I love you all more than you'll ever know!

Sexiest Dj Contest
OKAY YA'LL KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN A DJ FOR VERY LONG! I AM LOVING WHAT I DO AND LOVE BEING WITH GRAND THEFT RADIO! I HAVE DECIDED TO GIVE ANOTHER CONTEST A SHOT AND ENTER INTO THE SEXIEST DJ CONTEST! EVERYONE HAS BEEN TELLING ME THAT I AM SEXY, SO I THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE IT A SHOT! HELP ME OUT BY RATING AND COMMENT BOMBING THIS PIC BELOW! COME ON FRIENDS HELP ME WIN THIS ONE!

Levelers To Level Up During My Happy Hour
8201 TO ROCKSTAR MzCaBBW*USAF Veteran*Writer Of Erotica-See Blogs: NSFW-FRIENDS ONLY*SF 49er Fan@ fubar 8445 HOTGUYINACHAIR~SHADOW LEVELER~FUBAR HUBBY TO ANGELOFDARKNESS@ fubar 4,025 punkin~*Insert smart a**ed comment here...*~angelofdarkness's pet~*@ fubar 7625 ~Ronja~ *Property of Birk*~*Owner of THE DARK KAVE*~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar 6890 Robert "n" Kim ~Part of the SHADOW LEVELERS FAMILY~@ fubarLEVE

Rotten Cherries!!!
Rotten Cherries! (developed by ~~ TheCureForSanity ~~) Copy and paste the Code below anywhere on your Profile or in Blog, Stash, etc. Click here to play or view Pop the Cherries! Click here to play or view Children of the Seed!

Why Are Chicks Her So Smug?
for example, the user LA LA, I mean come on, she gets her HUGE fucking horse teeth in a fuss when I leave a comment on her new pic saying "man you are smug huh?" the reason I did that because it was a 9/11 tribute gif, with random pics of her in it. Then I start thinking to myself, how stupid are these cunts, seriously! they spend hours upon hours on here getting attention from online losers, shit bought for them, but in the end they are just plain ole nasty. i mean this LA LA chick is "beat friends" with that nasty ass @ hard @ handle who has pics of herself up getting banged by 20 dudes and drinking a huge glass of jizz ( no I am not making that up, i swear to god). What even funny, is the La La chick said I was childish for calling her smug........ugggggg read above post...yeah...there you go, you know what I am going to say.

The New Job
So far I love my new job. It seems like an amazing place to work for. Everyone I've encountered is fantastic. The only downfall so far is the ride to and from work. Tomorrow I get to be photographed, finger printed and get my gaming license. YAY! :P I guess I actually start the job this weekend I sure hope I enjoy it as much as I have so far and from what I understand I will. Have a great hump day all. Thanks for all the encouraging words and checking on me daily to see how things are going. I couldn't be happier right now! Much love to you all.

True Love Last Forever
A love just like this When i 1st met you i had no intention, of falling in love with you but it seemed like an infection. you stung me with your charm, and filled me with sweet bliss, offering a love so unreal, A love just like this. When you 1st told me you cared, i told myself loving you wasnt fair, becuz you were there,and i was here, we couldnt be what it now is, but here we are entwined in, A love just like this. When you 1st told me that you loved me, i truly knew at that moment we were meant to be, bathing each other in a sweet kiss, Lost in love, A love just like this. When you 1st whispered forever, I hoped you really meant that,and that youd leave me never, I am always longing for you very much, and your touch I do miss, It's all in some kind of dream, In a love just like this.....

Banish The Muffin Top--from Aol.com
Banish the muffin top Posted: Aug 16th 2007 7:51PM by Martha Edwards Filed under: Natural Beauty You might have heard of the phrase "muffin top." If that mention got your mouth watering, you probably haven't been educated as to what the modern-day muffin top is -- it's that bit of flab that hangs out over top of your pants. It's also known as "Dunlap Syndrome" as in, your stomach done lap over your jeans. So how do you get rid of the "muffin top-Dunlap Syndrome"? Well, you start by doing 500-crunches and running a few miles every day for a month, or you could take a more novel approach -- buy bigger pants and looser, longer tops. Also, take advantage of the fact that high-waisted jeans are coming back into style and put your ultra low-rise ones away ... for now.

Pics And Friends List
Ok, I have 340 friends on my list and over half of those are fans of me too but anyways, half of them I don't think give notification of having new pics, I don't this for sure though, but if you have new pics let me via status message or shoutbox or private message, please and thank you!

I Need A Vacation
Just when I think its ok to come out from under my rock something blocks my way. We had what we thought was a tropical depression but damned if it didn't turn into a hurricane. WTF? Where did that come from? Then my Boss is being a jerk telling me that I should not have been 1 minute late. He then starts yelling at me about some paperwork (that I did not have anything to do with) and blaming me for the fact that it was not on his desk. I calmly looked at him and said sir you need to call sherry. She was the one in charge of it. Boy did that shut him up fast. Then he turned around and I noticed he had mud on the back of his leg. I really thought about it and decided you ass I am not going to tell you. Let you find out on your own. (he is very obsessed about his appearence) He thinks he is Gods gift to women btw. I was ready to scream. Then my Breakfast burrito oozed out on to my skirt. Thank goodness I had a spare change of clothes at the office. I need a long vacation complete with a

You're An Extreme Redneck When.....
You're An EXTREME Redneck When..... 1. You let your 14-year-old daughter smoke at the dinner table in front of her kids. 2. The Blue Book value of your truck goes up and down depending on how much gas is in it. 3. You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws. 4. You think a woman who is out of your league bowls on a different night. 5. You wonder how service stations keep their rest-rooms so clean. 6. Someone in your family died right after saying, "Hey, guys, watch this." 7. You think Dom Perignon is a Mafia leader. 8. Your wife's hairdo was once ruined by a ceiling fan. 9. Your junior prom offered day care. 10. You think the last words of the Star-Spangled Banner are "Gentlemen, start your engines. " 11. You lit a match in the bathroom and your house exploded right off its wheels. 12. The Halloween pumpkin on y

The 9-11 Trucker
Have you heard about the trucker who has painted his cab and trailer with the names of all those who lost their lives in 9/11 ? The trucker's name is John Holmgren from Shafer, Minn. He has been "pulled over" numerous times just so the troopers can get their picture taken with the truck. (scroll down to see the pictures) KEEP THIS GOING SO ALL CAN SEE.

10 Things
List 10 things people are surprised at hearing about you. 1. i don't smoke ( i dunno why people always think that i smoke!) 2. i'm almost 30 (i look a lot younger i guess.) 3. i didn't start drinking until i was 22 (cos i was such a big boozer for years--i still kinda am when the mood strikes me!) 4. i've never ever been to a wedding 5.i own a Michael Jackson cd (i dunno why this is so shocking i loved "thriller' when i was 5!) 6. that i don't have any kids (i guess cos i'm 29 & i've been married for 2 years) 7. that i don't want any kids right now & i'm not sure if i ever will 8. i don't have any grandparents ( 3 died when i was 10 & my grandma died 5 years ago) 9.contrary to popular belief i am NOT A BITCH! i'm only a bitch to people that i don't like ! 10. that i married Jamie Noggle :)

Love Is
I love is a living blaze of fire kindled by and attractive thoughts divine. it blooms and blazes at a rapture speed. According to the lord design. II It illuminates humanity, it circulates the mind; it destroys all savage liars among the human kind. III It deducts the stupid ignorance, it turns darkness to light; its power is stronger than heaven or hell, tis a brilliant blaze of light IV Love is a diamond set in liberty, Tis the anchor of the mind; Tis the sweetest bloom of all the flowers Among the human kind. V It bends right the stubborn will, it breaks the cruel mind; it builds well the forts of joy it takes care the feeble mind. VII Love is the spring of life, lovwe is the source of joy; Love sees the hungry fed; love saves the wondering boy. Although i am not very religious anymore these words i have studies from the fo

The Very First Appointment And How It Went.
Today was teh day we find out whats what and so on, been a bit of a wait for this and the nerves are setting in big time, not knowing what to expect or anything so we are going in blind lol. once at the medical centre we booked in and took a seat in the waiting area, we were there about half an hour before been called, ravens name came up on the board for her to go and see the midwife now. so we both got up and walked down the corridor to see the midwife, not knowing which door it was, but fortunatly the midwife came out, we knew we were gonna see a male midwife to begin with so naturally there was nerves about that too. the midwife must have known we were pretty nervous cuz straight away he made us feel comfortable, hes a very funny person and he has a kind nature too which will help raven a lot, shes worse than me for the nerves lol, altho i think it was pretty even that day lol. we went in and sat down but he didnt do anything straight away, we had a little chat and so on i

*hearts*
Heyy so ive been doing alot of thinking lately..My past has brought me alot of hurt and i would usually just get with someone because i thought they were cute or whatever..Ppl i wouldnt even be friends with first..Just jump into something. Well anyways..Meet Shawn..Me and him have been friends for a long time and i always had a lil thing for him but we were great friends and I didnt think i was his type. Anyways a few months ago he told me how he felt bout me and i was a lil shocked. Ever since that day things have been soo much diff for me. I smile alot more and i know he likes me for me. He is the first guy from online who actually "cared" that i had a real life boyfriend..Most dont and get with me anyways (if you've known me for awhile you know my real life boyfriend is a complete moron..im actually leaving him dec 1st and moving home with my mom for awhile)..The thing that makes this soo real for me is he dosent want to be with me when i have a boyfriend...he dosent wanna start a r

Some Women.. Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK.. enough of that shit.. gotta get ready to go to Kentucky.. BUT I AM FUCKIN PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..

For A Happy Hour
My great friend Nancy is hosting a giveaway for a HH Now I been stuck on level 24 for a lonnnnng time and this HH would help lots push me on to GodMother Rates count as 10 pts and comments are worth 1 I need a total of 50,000 in points. PLEASE come show me some lovin!

You Learn Something New.....
I have always heard you learn something new everyday. I suppose this is true. Of course I tend to wander around in a daze most of the time being distracted by shiny objects. So I miss alot. Last night I was working. I managed to gash my thumb open. I learned two very important things. 1. Having a bunch of beer in your system helps blood squirt all the hell over the place. 2. Napkins and electrical tape seem to make a good bandage for squirting thumb wounds. I think the phrase squirting thumb wounds should be right up there with the phrase sucking chest wound in cool things everyone should see at least once in their life. Well 45 mins give or take before the day is finally over. So I am going to smoke some shisha...have another beer and just relax until I am out of here.

All About Me
Get To Know YouWhats your name?:jessica What is your status?:single but not Do you have any children?:yes one amazing little man What does your name mean?:idk What are your nicknames?:mommy Do you work?:only taking care of my son Do you like your job?:love it Are you a people person?:oh yeah Where did you grow up?:alpharetta, georgia Where do you live now?:carnesville, georgia What is your most favorite thing to do?:either shop or watch football Where do you see yourself in 5 years?:hopefully happily married and buying a house Where were you 5 years ago?:living at home still in high school Do you consider yourself artistic?:not at all What was the last thing you ate?:coco puffs Who is your favorite Disney Princess?:princess fiona from shrek Who is your favorite Disney Prince?:prince charming How old is your inner child?:2 Where is your favorite place to eat?:taco bell What are your plans tomorrow?:call nanny and clean Whats the first thing you do in the morning?:tell john john to back

Ghost Rider Here
Fire My Words HEY EVERYONE I'M IN NEED OF A LITTLE HELP. I'M IN THE GIVEAWAY CONTESTS AND ONLY NEED 12,500 BOMBS TO WIN ME A CORVETTE. I WAS HOPING I COULD GET A FEW VOLUNTEERS TO SUPPORT ME A LITTLE. I KNOW ALOT OF YOU ARE BOMBING OTHER CONTESTS BUT I WAS HOPING SOME OF YOU OTHER FRIENDS AND FAMILY COULD HELP OUT. THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME OUT TO GLANCE AT THIS BLOG AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY DOMAIN. LOL

In My Mind
People are always asking what is going on in my mind, what I am thinking, why I think as I do . . . I never have an answer except that it is just who I am. I think and think and think but hardly ever figure anything out. I remember something and then something else follows and leads me in a different direction. I spin out of control into a world of lost thoughts, emotions, and fears. I find myself wading through a swamp of hidden feelings, trying to swing on trees of broken hopes and fall helplessly into a pit of shattered dreams. I am no different than you, only in the fact that I am not you. You have the same thoughts as I the difference being that you pay no attention to yours. I want to know my life, I want to know my mind, and I want to know me. I am not afraid of what I will find, who I will find, or what I may encounter along the way. I am ready to be what I was meant to be, good or bad. So, unlike you when my mind races I do not run away from it, I chase it until

Help My Brother Out In His Contest And Ill Put Up Nsfw Pics Of Me
contest is for 3 month vip ...ill hook ya up drinks 4 all 100 plus= big pimp gift... thxx in advance .oh and it ends on the 22nd at midnight central time .

Do You Have Any Common Sense?
Q: Is there a fourth of July in England? A: Duh! There’s a fourth of July everywhere. There’s also a fifth, a sixth, etc., Q: How many birthdays does the average man have? A: One. You’re only birthed once.. the rest are the anniversaries of your birth. Q: Why can’t a man living in Miami, Florida, be buried west of the Mississippi? A: Generally, people that are still living aren’t buried. Q: One month has 28 days. Of the remaining 11 months, how many have 30 days? A: The answer is in the question – 11. (You gotta have 30 days to get to 31.) Q: How far can a dog run into the woods? A: Only half way.. the rest of the way, he’s running out of the woods. Q: A farmer had 17 sheep, all but 9 died. How many had he left? A: You’re not very good at this are you… the answer’s in the question. Q: How many animals of each species did Moses ta

Well Here I Go
JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS FOR THOSE WHO HAVE HELPED ME IN THIS GIVE AWAY . YOU ARE THE BEST . NOW FOR THOSE I HAVE HELPED AND GET NO HELP IN RETURN I HAVE LEARNED A LESSON FROM THIS . ANYONE WHO HAS HELPED OR WANTS TO HELP PLEASE FEEL FREE . THANKS EVERYONE

Feelings
Ever feel you became so close to someone online that you could have shared your whole life with them and then have them turn around and take all that trust away without even blinking an eye? what a horrible feeling! Well anyway i just want to say Fantasia is not closing and we are still going hard in there like the day we opened so please feel free to still join us and become part of the family! Its hard to please everyone but we do are best just at some point i guess ppl need to move on and do there own things, So for those that left Fantasia best of luck and for those that stayed thank-you for your friendship! Love, Kerry

Attention To My Friends
My friend Stu lost a very close friend recently to cervical cancer after a long battle. She had just enough time to say a heartbreaking goodbye to everyone before passing away. Kelle, was a wonderful, upbeat person who held strong through five years before succumbing to the cancer. She had introduced Stu to the Maryland Renaissance Festival, where he will be this weekend. The festival will be a melancholy event without her this year and toasts will be held in memory of her. We are asking all our friends on Fubar to please have a drink in memory and send Stu a drink or sympathy comment for his loss at the link below. Thanks to my wonderful friends http://fubar.com/user/1086273

Remember This???
How things should still be! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way..... way.....way back..... I'm talkin' about: Hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodge ball until the first... no.. .second.. .no...third streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck. ...GOOSE! !! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cere

Random Prose
It's not that I'm dreaming (I am) It's not that I'm wishing (I can) It's not that I miss you (as such) It's not that I need you (too Much) It's not that I want you (I do) It's not that I love you (I could) I want to share a kiss, stay like this, feel like this, pray like this, touch like this, ache like this, please like this, take like this, breathe like this, give like this, need like this, live like this. I want to lose myself in you, sink into your skin, draw you in, clutch at your breast, pass your test, but do you frighten me? Nay. I'm scared to death that you'll be my downfall, my final breath, so don't let me discover your beauty within, just stop me, just end it, before love can begin.

Allison's Study Session
Allison's Study Session by gothicgoddess © "Oh shoot!" Allison hissed when she realized the book was out of reach. She had been studying in the campus library for the last four hours. She had decided this would be the last book she opened for the day. She stood on her toes and reached. Her cotton button-down shirt stretched over her full breasts alluringly. It rose to expose a bit of flawless midriff. "Let me help you," a deep, husky voice offered. Allison looked to the source of the voice. She was surprised to find a tall, blond Adonis. Her breath caught in her throat. He grabbed the book and gave it to the still speechless redhead. He pushed a curl from her eyes and tucked it behind her ear. "Don't stay here too late, the campus can be a dangerous place for a beautiful girl like yourself." Allison looked to the floor, adjusted her shirt, cleared her throat and managed a quiet "Thanks." The gorgeous stranger turned and left before she could form another coherent thought. Da

Why Peopel Are So Disrespectfull
i been on this for a while day by day i come on just to have a convo with any 1 its sad that people wont even respond back even if i just send a hello or want to chatwhy do people just bother coming on here what to add people just to be center of attention thats childish

Raitings
OKAY!!! Let's get one thing straight...I am not here to boost your rating and give you a 10 if I don't think it desearves one. I am not here to see your tits, your abs or how many hos or pimps you have on your arm. I like to see the real person, not a show....or something creative, since I am an artist. If you don't like my rating then stay off my page as your rude comments really don't offend me it just makes me eager to click the delete button!!!...So, with that said, have a great day!!!! Tina

Contest Update
It's a little more than 3 hours to the start of the contest...everyone ready? I hope so!!! Okay, for those that want to get started right away, go to my profile...there is a comment from the contest host and a thumbnail picture of me in the comment...just click on that and it will take you directly to the contest! But I will also post a bulletin and blog with the link as well! Get those comments ready!!!

Would You? Copy Paste And Reply
Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [] Push me into a wall and kiss? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want T

We Need Bombers
come help me bomb my sisters contest any and all help is appericated thanks ..come on click the picture u know u wanna lol :P ok back to bombing for me we r like 3000 behind come show some love and help her in her 1st contest

Womens Poem
To all of my girl friends who have a sense of the truth WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM > I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor> store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't care.>

Reason #1
The Shadow of Low, Low Prices Almost every dollar spent super-shopping immediately leaves town for corporate headquarters out-of-state, never to re-circulate again in the local economy. Life blood lost. Wal-Mart is so powerful, it usually gets its way through sheer economic force. It can under-price local businesses because it coerces suppliers to cut their costs in order to get the contract with them. As a result, manufacturing jobs fly to places like China, where girls and young women in sweatshops slave under horrific conditions for next to nothing, so Americans can buy cheap clothing & widgets 10,000 miles away. What a deal! The local hardware store, bookstore, sporting goods store, bakery, electronics store, music shop, toy store, food market—all closed through lack of local support because Americans chase those guaranteed lower prices. The local factory—you know, the one that used to manufacture widgets, that used to employ 100 local people at family wages with benefits; the

Subhead: Black Kettle: Wisdom Could Not Prevail
The despair of the Cheyenne dates back to the earliest known history. They were one of the many Algonquin-language tribes that ranged from the Rockies to the Great Lakes, north of the Missouri River. The Cheyenne, who called themselves Tstsehstahese, were located in Minnesota according to a map drawn in 1673 by the explorer Joliet. This was verified in February of 1680, when a group of Cheyenne visited with the explorer LaSalle. Hunters and gatherers who were just beginning to practice agriculture, their world was impacted by hostile Sioux tribes. These powerful enemies, combined with the steady tide of white settlers, eventually drove them from their lakeland home. They migrated westward into what is now the eastern part of North Dakota, and within two generations adapted comfortably to plains life. Somewhere in the mid-1700's the Cheyenne acquired horses, and started using metal knives. For a while, life seemed good. The young men hunted buffalo, and at first the tribe continued to

Life
I know that everything seem like nothing of will get better u just have to stay strong and hold on and it will get better You just have to beleve seeing the sun rise in the morn to watch light come in to the world then at the end of that day watch the light leve for most of what i know is i am broken how can i see to care or love again i do have one i think she would like to try to fix me up dose she know what she is geting her self in to and if i want to get in to it with her that is a hole another storey Your not alone Togeather we stand i will be by your said The pain i see behind your eyes you can not hind from me i am your angel here to pick you up when u fall and lose your waY my arms are strong to hold you when u need me When weak you do thing u would not really do for anyone then going though shit that someone u care about. You come out strong ready to do what ever u want and u don't care about anything but your self and ready t

Priority For This Evening
though I do keep putting it off... my external hard-drive arrived. Need to hook it up, transfer stuff to it. (Then soon format this machine and give it as a present, hook up new machine, hook up external HD and other gifts to it... and really, really clench teeth hopefully...)