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Click-it Or Ticket?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
What the hell is our government trying to do? First of all, what I'm about to say does not apply the anyone under the age of 18. Minors and children should be forced to wear seatbelts and child restraints. I understand that our "great leaders" in Washington are trying to create a safe living environment, but this is friggin' ridiculous. Who am I going to hurt if I am involved in an accident and am not wearing my seatbelt?? That’s right, ME! Not the other driver, not their passenger, not little Susie walking down the street with her lollipop. ME! I might bash my head against the steering wheel, be ejected from the vehicle at a high rate of speed, or maybe live though it with only a few scratches. But, that is my choice!!!! If I want to jump off a bridge, my choice. Gun to my head, my choice. This applies to the helmet laws for motorcycles as well. If an accident occurs, and there is brain matter splattered up the highway for a mile, I see that as a boost to the economy. I’m creat

This Was On The Bulletin Board All Women Please Read A Repost
if you have women on ur list you care about repost this (repost) date: 2007-05-15 22:58:00 NEW FORM OF KIDNAPPING Please take a minute to read this. This is very scary and could happen to any of us...Seems like every nice thing people do for one another can be perverted. A new twist on kidnapping from a very smart survivor: About a month ago there was a woman standing by the mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women. The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and discovered that she had a flat. She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat. A nice man dressed in a business suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said, "I noticed you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for you?" The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his help.

Sunrise
As I am sitting here staring out my window at the sun coming up, I wonder what the day will hold for me. Will it be another day of mindless task, or will I meet that one person who will help me find some answer to something that I have been wondering. Will this be the day that I realize the meaning of life is nothing more than what we want it to be for ourselves. Will this be a good day or a bad day? Will this be a day where my luck will get better or worse? Who knows. All I know is that everyday that I am alive is a day that I can ponder this over and over, and then realize FUCK IT......just let things be as they are and enjoy what I am doing at the moment....even if it is something I don't like to do because you will always learn something new

My Thought
While I was working last night I was thinking to myself how blessed I have been to meet such kick ass ppl on CT. Every single one of my friends and fans....ppl I have spoken to in lounges even the ppl that I have yet to meet...have made my day just a little better just knowing that at anytime they can pop in and say hey how are you? Or Just popping in to say hi...just makes a day a little more fun...give you something to look forward too

Ummmmm ....
Some day, if I play my cards just right, I just may end up with a normal, stable sleeping pattern ... what am I saying, that'll never happen. LOL Sorry, morning stupids are kicking in and I felt the need to write a weird, pointless blog entry. Nothing to see here, move along.

Html Comments
Ive temporarily disabled them again due to people leaving like 7 pictures per post :P I do appreciate them but some people have been telling me its locking their browser up when trying to view my prof. Sorry guys!!

The Stranger
The stranger stood across the room. His stare, like ice, penetrating my gloom. I didn't want company. Not that night I didn't find him a welcoming sight. And yet here He stood. In my space His intentions clear, upon his face. He turned to me, with murderous glare And I, in turn, returned his stare. He looked me up. He looked me down. His forehead creasing beneath his frown. But I would not be intimidated, His prescence here, had me frustrated. Who was he, to invade my haunt. This man standing here, this figure so guant. His fingers clenched, his blade he raised. So that was his plan. I wasn't fazed. He screamed, his rage, a battle cry. But I just smiled and passed him by. He stopped. He froze, then turned around. Unsure whether to run or stay his ground. He looked at his weapon, feeling unsure. Was he the hunter or I the lure? I looked in his eyes and saw the evil there. There was none in this world for whom he'd care. This man was rotten, to the core I was fil

Spill The Beans
1) Ever been to a strip club? Yes 2) Ever been to a bar? Yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Yes 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Yes 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? Yes (my son - calm down homophobes) 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yes 7) Had sex in a car? Yes 8) Had sex in a park? Yes (do cemetaries count?) 9) Had sex in a cinema? No 11) Had sex at work? Yes 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store Yes 13) Bought something from an "adult" store? Yes 14) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Yes 15) Have you ever had a threesome? Yes 16) Are your breasts real? Yes - I'm I Dude - I have Hot Natural Moobs. 17) Have you ever kissed a stranger? Yes 18) Does anyone have naughty pics of you? Yes 19) Who, on your friends list, will complete this survey? Hopefully all of them!!!

Kinky Survey
What is the kinkiest thing you have done? Had sex with my fiance in the back of her car while parked in a driveway right outside my ex-wife's open bedroom window. What is the kinkiest thing you have been asked to do? Pee on someone. What is your kinkiest fantasy? Takeing part in a bukkake party Have you ever had sex in a public place? yes Have you ever had a threesome? yes Have you ever been with a member of the same sex? no What is the kinkiest outfit you own? me? hahahahaha Have you ever been tied up? yes Have you ever tied anyone up? yes Do you like to dress up in the bedroom? yes Where is the craziest place you have had sex? Confessional Booth Have you ever tossed anyone's salad? Yes Have you ever worn anything belonging to the opposite sex? Yes Do you like to be spanked? sometimes Do you like dirty talk? yes Do you ever take naked photos? yes Do you ever video yourself? yes Do you

There Is Suffering...
There is suffering... The first noble truth is the truth of suffering. In other words, every single one of us experiences dissatisfaction, discontent, suffering, disease or other undesirable states of body and mind. If we look objectively, all of us have experienced disappointment, physical illness, anxiety, fear, doubt or disturbing dreams at some point in our lives. Even for those who have everything, things are not always perfect, something will always be unsatisfactory. We have the suffering which comes from having to separate from what we want or having to meet what we don't desire, and the natural unpleasantness of sickness, old age and death. This is what is known as 'Dukkha', a word which comes from the Pali language and basically means the dissatisfaction that comes as a natural consequence of having an imperfect body and mind. The first noble truth is not trying to say that everything is misery and woe. It is simply stating that there is suffering and that thi

Life With Me
About me: Billy Black 28/M/Gordon, KY. Waiting on The Rapture. I’m a paralyzed veteran. I’m a quadriplegic but I can use my arms. I’m partially numb. I can fell about everything, above the nipple line and (unlike most people, in this condition) my manhood still works perfectly. After my accident, my X refused to be intimate, now she left me and moved back to FL. My accident was on New Years Eve, of 05. I’ve not been intimate or been shown any affection since. I’m trying to live an honorable and godly life. I live in an old ran down house, and it doesn’t even bother me. I guess my Army Training has done me well. I have a lot of game chickens that run free and 2 dogs. There’s no way I would ever tie up or fence them in. that would be like taking their life away. They protect my chickens, from a lot of wild predators. I am in a fairly peaceful place and I don’t plan on going anywhere. People aren’t really aware of me, since I got injured but soon, I’ll be walking, again. 2-5 years, the

Oral Sex.
Oral sex can cause throat cancer 22:00 09 May 2007 NewScientist.com news service Roxanne Khamsi Related Articles Cervical cancer virus is common in the US 27 February 2007 Cervical cancer vaccine should also be given to men 15 October 2005 Oral sex linked to mouth cancer 25 February 2004 Search New Scientist Contact us Web Links Maura Gillison, Johns Hopkins Bloomberg School of Public Health New England Journal of Medicine People who have had more than five oral-sex partners in their lifetime are 250% more likely to have throat cancer than those who do not have oral sex, a new study suggests. The researchers believe this is because oral sex may transmit human papillomavirus (HPV), the virus implicated in the majority of cervical cancers. The new findings should encourage people to consistently use condoms during oral sex as this could protect against HPV, the team says. Other experts say that the results provide more reason for men to receive the

Please Read To All Friends.
HEY FRIENDS FANS AND FAMILY. I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I WON'T BE ON MUCH FOR A WHILE. I'M HAVING A ROUGH TIME RIGHT NOW. I MISS YOU PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH. PLEASE DON'T THINK I'M LEAVING CT CAUSE I'M NOT I'M JUST NOT ONLINE AS FREQUENTLY AS I WAS. FEEL FREE TO SEND ME PERSONAL MESSAGES ANYTIME AND I WILL CHECK IN FROM TIME TO TIME AND EMAIL ANYONE WHO EMAILS ME BACK. LOVE YOU ALL BI SWEETNESS....

Yay For New Everything
Well to my friends who wondered where the hell I was. I moved in to my own house that I own. And it took like two weeks or so for the phone and internet to get fixed here. And that and I'm working full time and don't get many days off. I get one if I'm lucky. So welcome me back suckas. Love you

The Night I Was Going To Die
The Night I was Going To Die by Charles Bukowski the night I was going to die I was sweating on the bed and I could hear the crickets and there was a cat fight outside and I could feel my soul dropping down through the mattress and just before it hit the floor I jumped up I was almost too weak to walk but I walked around and turned on all the lights and then I went back to bed and dropped it down again and I was up turning on all the lights I had a 7-year-old daughter and I felt sure she wouldn't want me dead otherwise it wouldn't have mattered but all that night nobody phoned nobody came by with a beer my girlfriend didn't phone all I could hear were the crickets and it was hot and I kept working at it getting up and down until the first of the sun came through the window through the bushes and then I got on the bed and the soul stayed inside at last and I slept. now people come by beating on the doors and windows the phone rings the phone rings

Geeze Can You Think Of Anyone Who Fits This Category?
People who feel wronged can really take it to heart A study finds that those who think they've been treated unfairly are more likely to have coronary problems. By Karen Kaplan Times Staff Writer May 15, 2007 If you think life is unfair, here is some disheartening news. A new study found that people who thought they were treated unfairly were more likely to suffer a heart attack or chest pain. Those who thought they had experienced the worst injustice were 55% more likely to experience a coronary event than people who thought life was fair, according to the report published today in the Journal of Epidemiology and Community Health. "Frequent experiences of unfair treatment can produce psychological distress that, in the long term, may influence health," said lead author Roberto De Vogli, an epidemiologist at University College London. The study, one of the largest and longest of its kind, examined medical data from 6,081 British civil servants. In the early 1990s,

Definition Of A Loser
Man accidentally shoots himself without a gun LAKE LUZERNE, New York (AP) -- A young man shot himself without using a gun. Damion M. Mosher, who put bullets in a vise and whacked them with a hammer to empty the brass shell casings, was hit in the abdomen by one of the shots, authorities said. Warren County deputies said they were called to Mosher's home in Lake Luzerne on Saturday afternoon after one bullet went about a half-inch into his abdomen. He was treated at Glens Falls Hospital and was released. No charges were filed. Mosher, 18, told authorities he was trying to empty the .223-caliber rounds to collect the brass casings for scrap. Sheriff Larry Cleveland said about 100 other rounds that Mosher hit had "fizzled," but one was somehow sent with more force. It was unclear if the bullet ricocheted or hit him directly. An employee of an Albany scrap metal company told The Post-Star of Glens Falls that the business pays $1.70 a pound for scrap brass shell casings. Cleveland sa

Some Real Ass Shit
I should start being more selfish. For years I've been everyone's friend, confidant, guardian, protector, etc but rarely have people asked me: "What can I do for you? What do you need?" Or have told me: "I appreciate you," "Take a break." So real talk fuck that shit. What you gone do for me?

At Least There's One Man In The Crowd. Jesus!
First guy: "You have no idea what I had to do to be able to come out fishing this weekend. I had to promise my wife that I would paint every room in the house next weekend." Second guy: "That is nothing, I had to promise my wife that I would build her a new deck for the pool." Third guy: "Man, you both have it easy! I had to promise my wife that I would remodel the kitchen for her." They continue to fish. When they realized that the fourth guy has not said a word, they asked him. "You haven't said anything about what you had to do to be able to come fishing this weekend. What's the deal?" Fourth guy: "I just set my alarm for 5:30 am. When it went off, I shut off my alarm, gave the wife a slap on her butt and said: "Fishing or Sex?" and she said: "Wear sun-block."

Daily Horoscope May 16
"Someone's soul makes you look beyond appearances. If ever there were a moment for opposites to attract, this would be it! You see past borders and superficial differences to the potential of a real connection." ... What? If this means someone else is gettin thrown into the mix, I swear I'll fucking stab someone! Opposite how? Seriously. Be more vague. I was more than likely ALREADY looking beyond appearances. It's what I do. Borders? What borders? Emotional? Mental? Relationship? State? Country? The spy cam must be broken today.

I Gotta Be By Jagged Edge
FOR KALLY AND ME Don't wanna make a scene I really don't care if People stare at us Sometimes I think I'm dreamin' I pinch myself Just to see if I'm awake or not [Chorus 1] Is it real What I feel Could it be You and me 'till the end of time Never part Take my heart Hold it tight It's true love you know I gotta be [Chorus 2] I gotta be the one you touch Baby, I gotta be the one you love (I'm telling you that) I gotta be the one you feel And I gotta be the one to fill your life with sunshine I gotta be the one you know Cuz I will always love you so (I'm loving you, girl) I gotta be the one you need I'm just telling you that I gotta be Picture you and me Starting a life together We could be We'll take this vow to love one another Make this thing a reality, oh [Chorus 1] [Chorus 2] You make me whole, you make me right Don't ever wanna think about you leaving my life [Repeat above until fade]

Sometimes
Sometimes, I remember First date, First kiss, First love. The Passion of it, The Fierceness of it, The Exhilaration of it, The Smell of it. The Caring talks, The Pillow talks The Need to talk, The Want to listen. The Holding of hands, The Caresses of face, The Gentleness of spirit, The Desire to just be. Sometimes, I remember, The Disappointment The Destroying words The Defeating attitudes. How did we go from love biting to backbiting? I don't honestly remember. When did we go from caring to cruelty? I guess we didn't care enough. Sometimes, I realize, This, Was going to happen, Had to happen, Has happened. Sometimes, Thinking of, Someone else tasting your skin, Knowing your heart, Breaks my heart with joy.

Lonely
16 May 2007 lonely Current mood: sad I now realize how it feels to be lonely I lost the one that I feel truly loved me I loved her and cared about her so much But now I realize how bad I fucked up Baby girl you really meant a lot to me sorry i can't finish this, you know who you are. I really did and will always love you and care about you. This fucks me up so bad that you don't even want to be my friend anymore. I'm really sorry. I can't even think straight right now. I love u no matter what happens. I just want you to know that I do..... I fuckin hate myself for doing this too you. nobody likes me anymore......

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Feenin' By Jodeci
To Kally...This is how you have me right now! Spoken Hit me All the chronic in the world couldn't even mess with you You are the ultimate high You know what I’m saying baby? Now check this out Verse 1 Take my money My house and my cars For one hit of you You can have it all, baby Cause makin' love Everytime we do Girl it's worse than drugs Cause I’m an addict over you And you know that I [Chorus:] I can't leave you alone You got me feenin' Feenin you got me feenin Got me goin' crazy I can't leave you alone You got me feenin' Girl I’m feenin' for you Verse 2 Said I’m feenin for you I don't have a mind It's all blown on you, baby Girl I’m so strung out All I do is wish for you So tomorrow if you're not here Then girl I’m down So I need you near I just wanna make it through the night So hold me tight Then girl I’m alright [Chorus:] I can't leave you alone You got me feenin' Feenin you got me feenin Got me goin' crazy I can't leave you al

Automatons In Training
Ignited within a combustible state, spiraling like a comet through the heavens. Turning a blind eye towards darkness. The reptile inside wishes to shed it's skin and decay into it's surroundings. An abomination seeking salvation with determination but no provocation. Licking it's wounds of shattered hope. Weighing the options of one more breath, but leaning towards one last breath. Enduring life as an incurable sickness. The end is near for all but comes quicker to some. Taking each and every breath for granted, we get in line, and follow the leader towards the edge as they step off and over. Everyone trapped within one mind doing the bidding of the almighty machine, bestowing us the power to do what we're told.

Differences In Men And Women
The Differences in Men And Women NICKNAMES: If Gloria, Suzanne, Debra and Michelle go out for lunch, they will call each other Gloria, Suzanne, Debra and Michelle. But if Mike, Phil, Rob and Jack go out for a brewsky, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Schmegma, Peanut-Head and Useless. DINING OUT: And when the check comes, Mike, Phil, Rob and Jack will each throw in $20 bills, even though it's only for $22.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their check, out come the pocket calculators. BATHROOMS: A man has six items in his bathroom -- a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of Dial soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 437. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. GROCERIES: A woman makes a list of things she needs and then goes out to the store and buys these things. A man waits

I Won't Be On Much
Unfortunetly I am not online much at all and now I will be on even less. I am now in charge of all the accounting of the shop too. Which means I have to do all of the paperwork and bills from the last year. I hope this means a raise.

Naughty Poll Quiz
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a foursome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others

My Type Of Woman
People have often asked me what type of woman or female friend do I like. Here goes She's beautiful, intelligent, loving, caring, a good friend, a good listener, understands my sexual side, erotic,sensual, will let me be a man, has my back, ride or die with me, freaky, did I mention intelligent. Can't get down with a dumb chick. She'll do what she can to make me feel better, be truthful, no bullshit..that's all I got.

Leaving New Mexico Again
Some of you on here that know me well know I love to travel. Well Jen's leaving again. Im headed back to Mississippi. NO not to see jerk. I promise. Im going to spend some time with some good friends who have been there for me through all the BS that has gone on in the last 5 months. Nicole you are an angel and girl we will have a blast. You know me well never a dull moment in my life or my adventures. Get the camera's ready LOL. Cooch you are a good friend too thanx for helping to open my eyes also. You better come out with us. I will kick your ass LOL. Are ya ready for me to kick your butt at some pool. I've been practicing LOL. New Orleans and Gulfport be ready this time for me. Oh god did I ever get drunk there on St. Patty's day but I have my bead collection LOL. Can't believe I did what I did to get those but hey all in good fun. Jessica oh gosh girl just be prepared you will have some good laughs with me. GOOD TIMES to come. No one will bring us down especially with me aroun

Gf Applacation
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.WOULD U LOVE ME? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you dance with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me?

Doctors And Hospitals
Well let's see, last night I called my Dr. and he tells me go straight to the ER. I get there and they do all these tests including a ct, full blood workup, and ekg, and something else that I don't even remember. After it is all said and done they tel me that there is nothing wrong but they need me to go on antibiotics anyway. Is it just me or do you guys also feel like they are trying to milk anybody who has insurance? Forget the money the whole pain about the tests. I mean really...Whatever

Bell 1...bell 2....bell 3
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband?" "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE!" *wink*

Bikers Help!
Bike jackets, you know the, fabric, waterproof armoured types, that you can't wash or use detergent on... How the hell do you get grass stains out of one? Daughter and moped parted company! ancient history but.... I'm staring at her jacket thinking how the hell to get it clean!! It was brand new and now as a case of gravel rash and a nice big grass stain up one side. BTW she's fine, mopeds not! but I can't afford to replace the jacket as its only cosmetic. I'm already buying her anew helmet and paying for the repairs to the ped. Need input so someone gimme a clue...

Fill This For Me? Thanks!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.WOULD U LOVE ME? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you dance with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me?

Trapped In The Hidden Truth
The always sudden in vision of me walking in a field of daisies Spinning around then stopped by a sudden sight in the corner of my eye A thing of beauty just passes me by I begin to chase it It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen I have to admit When suddenly something else so dark and amusing I knew something was wrong I knew something was about to happen like a horror movies foreshadowing song Then I let go of this thing of beauty and began to chase you Its dark shadow amused me it's color dark blue All of a sudden day turns to night It don't seem right I began to run Trying to find the sun Then ... I knew It was too good to be true This beautiful blue Just hypnotized you as it lead you to he's dark soul Left so cold and alone Hypnotized by he's stare With the most deadliest look But he didn't care His eyes are nothing but a tall tale of mystery The color of his eyes Their beauty tells nothing of his past or history The varieties of his li

2-cent Increase
The fact that stamp collecting has long been the most popular hobby in the world, with over 16 million enthusiasts in the United States alone, is a good indication of how much fascination and appeal these colorful little pieces of gummed paper exert. I have many favorites, here is one of them. {Giggles}

Just Wondering
This is for my personal wonders...lol Guys, if you are single with no kids, would you be hesitant about dating someone with children? Ladies, if you are a single mother (WE RULE!!), would you consider dating a man with no children? Is it easier to date someone with children already if you are already a parent?

Doing Nothing
It's Wednesday I'm being kinda lazy today just sitting around doing laundry. "what fun" Twister left out for a job this morning so I'm getting cloths cleaned. Other then that just taking it easy today. I need it been over stressed the past few days. I have my 6yr old Tate with me and the dogs to keep me company. I like this site its fun and theres always something to do.

How Come?....think About It
Can you cry under water? ________________________________ How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? ________________________________ Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts?" Where's that extra penny going to? ________________________________ Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? ________________________________ Why does a round pizza come in a square box? ________________________________ What disease did cured ham actually have? ________________________________ How is it that we put man on the moon b efore we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? ________________________________ Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? ______________________________

Love You All!
I love when guys give me a song, because i remind them of it. Or because they love me so much, that they wanna dedicate a song to me. It makes me all warm inside! I just absolutely love my friends. I want to thank everyone that has been there for me. The main people I wanna thank are...Lenny, Scott, Tina and Steph! I love you all!! You guys were there for me last night, when i was soo hurt and upset. You guys just made my night. I dont wanna make anyone mad, but the one that cheered me up soo fast was Lenny, him with his awesome jokes and makin me laugh my ass off. thank you soo much! I love you all deeply! Also I wanna think my Awesome Families! They are 1. BombShells and Grenade Launchers!!!!!! 2. Angel Family!! 3. The New Breeds!!! 4. S.U.P.'s!!!! You guys have been here for me! And we all stick together thru thick and thin! thank you all!! Love always, Jessi :D

Another Untitled Poem
This completes my night As I cry Expressing these feelings Become harder everyday You, there I'm here Never does me any justice This hurts I cannot ever control myself You're all I ever think about anymore Just one sound of your voice I wish you knew who I was Just to save me I'm holding this close But it will leave a scar I want to touch, your movement From one to another I'm begging for my existence to matter, To you, To me, To anyone Making the first move It never entered my mind Looking through me As if I was glass Nodding my head Listening to no words They mix well with my mind Just as empty as my heart Everyone is very much afraid So very afraid of the truth No one really knows It just slips through their fingers ~ L.B.~ written Aug 15, 1998

East Texas...gotta Love It!!!
The owner of a golf course in Lufkin was confused about paying an invoice, so he decided to ask his secretary for some mathematical help. He called her into his office and said, "You graduated from the University of Texas, and I need some help. If I were to give you $20,000, minus 14%, how much would you take off?" The secretary thought a moment, then replied, "Everything but my earrings, sugar." (You gotta love those East Texas women.) ******************************************** A group of Tyler friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. "Where's Henry?" the others asked. "Henry had a stroke of some kind. He's a couple of miles back up the trail," the successful hunter replied. "You left Henry layin' out there and carried the deer back?" they inquired. "A tough call," nodded the hunter, "but I figured no one is going to steal Henr

Be Back In A Few
I am going to be gone from CT for a few weeks. I am in the prcess of changing jobs (More moola baby!!! LOL) so I wont be online for a while. I'm aslo on vacation so WOO HOO! LOL I will miss you all and hopefully you wont forget me :) Have a gret day and I will talk to you soon!!! XOXOXOXO Trish

Too Much Time
At the root of insanity Is having too much time on your hands-- Too much time to think-- Too much time to remember past hurts And to wish things could be different. Too much time spent alone, Staring at these four walls With too much time to think, To remember past hurts And to wish things were different. Got to rid myself of this insanity. I'll busy myself with a flurry of activities And seek the companionship of others. They´ll tell me time heals all wounds, But for now I'll still cry-- When I have too much time to think And remember past hurts, Wishing things are different. --Jo A. Witt Copyright 1994

Top Ten Rights Of A Dominant"
Top Ten Rights of a Dominant" 1. A Dom/Domme has the right to absolute honesty from the submissive. 2. A Dom/Domme has the right to as much clear communication as the submissive can give. 3. A Dom/Domme has the right to be told All of the submissives' needs/desires. 4. A Dom/Domme has the right to be told the submissives' secret dreams. 5. A Dom/Domme has the right to be wrong, as long as it doesn't compromise the submissives' safety. (That's how we learn to get better) 6. A Dom/Domme has the right to safety as much as any subbie does. 7. A Dom/Domme has the right to experiment with ideas in a scene negotiation. 8. A Dom/Domme has the right to be silly. 9. A Dom/Domme has the right to call a safe-word. 10. A Dom/Domme has the right to Love the submissive for who they are, not who they wish to be for the Dom/Domme.

She Said Yes!!
I am so excited. I asked my ~BaBe~ to marry me some day and she said, "YES!!!" I can't contain my excitement. April if you read this, I want you to know you have made me the happiest and luckiest man in the world. I love you baby!! JT

The Letter (another Of My Stories)
The five policemen entered quickly into the room, led by the young student. A crowd was outside the room wondering what had happened. So many people in the hall at such an early hour was unheard of in the dorms. The room was clean, but in slight disarray. Two chairs were toppled over on the floor, right under a taut hangman's noose, which had nothing to hold it taut. "There you are. Could two of you please walk out of the room for a minute?” said the student, who was the hall's RA. Two of the policemen walked out to keep everyone else from trying to enter. When the three remaining policemen and the student looked back at the rope, there was a body hanging from it. The student was barely able to point towards the envelope on the floor before having to run out in tears. One of the policemen picked the envelope up and opened it. In the outside it said "To: Nobody Cares". The letter was typed and a couple of pages in length, as if the dead man had planned this for a while. T

Me
Yesterday I was advised that I'm a snob and a horrible friend. And basically a fraud. I'm sorry if anyone has taken my disconnection from people on here as being a snob. I tend not to connect with people online very well. I usually just figure its an online thing and leave it that way. But apparently my way of thinking can be misinterrpreted as being a bad person. I'm sorry if anyone has thought that of me. So if you think I've been a bad friend let me know. Apparently I need to change my way of thinking.

This Is The Week That Was 05/13/07
This Is The Week That Was For May 13th, 2007 Gimme Your Money Or I’ll Squirt Ya’” Two young Kansas boys, 11 and 14, walked into a Dollar General Store brandishing a weapon and demanded money. A skirmish between the clerk and the older boy ensued, (the older boy had the gun). While this was going on the 11 year-old grabbed the money from the cash register. The police nabbed the suspects within minutes and, later, found the deadly weapon… a squirt gun wrapped in black electrical tape. "It's very troubling that a kid that is 11 years old can formulate the thought in their mind to do something like this," police Maj. Pat Kitchens said. Police said that it doesn’t matter whether the weapon fired bullets or simply squirted water; a crime was committed. "The crime is dictated by the behavior of the suspects in this instance," Kitchens said. “Well, one thing is for sure; if you did not wet your pants, they could do it for you.” *******************************************

The Only True Lovers Are Chefs
it's practically amazing.. (a shower of immense proportions.. more awe inspiring.. more death defying... more dangerous than hanging from some very thin rope at the top of the very big tent... more difficult than putting the lions and tigers in the same cage... more better than anything at all) ... that mothers cook meals each day for ungrateful children and spouses. if we were fair about it we would enclose kitchens in glass... so that the passers by would stop and wonder at the beauty of the four plates stacked against the four glasses tucking the forks and knives with that wonderful gentle touch of a napkin just kissing the edge. if we were really fair we would hold contests for the ordinary housewife who is not an ordinary anything but a working mother though we recognize immediately that there is no concept of a working father though we all are told men have families too so that we might reward the best housewife with some sort of Silver Plate and the best housemother with a

Women Going To The Bathroom....no, I Did Not Write This!
A man never could have written this. It's so true you'll die laughing. WOMEN GOING TO THE BATHROOM.... When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter. The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" ( invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there were one, but there isn't - so you carefully but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR), yank down your pants, and assume "The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken

God Hates You
Seriously, I don't like songs about cars, girls, or horror movies that I'm the only that has really seen them. Seri-fucking-ously, is this just an actual attempt by local bands to be as bland as possible. Lets all write songs about the same shit. This will be great. Woohoo lets all sound like the Ramones. That will go well too. Can we all sound like Sum 41 now? That would be really fun. Lets all sing about demons and death if we all do it there will be no choice, but like us because everything is the same. Lets all write about money and escalades. We don't need to be deep because its all crap anyway. There is no actual culture in the united states past its ridiculous corporate consumer culture. Everything is currently being made with the likes of teenage girls in mind. Its great because marketing people like shit. Whoopity fucking crap doesn't that just make you want to shoot up does it?

Mistakes Men Make Online
MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE... 1)Remember those old fashioned manners your mama and grandma taught you?...they most certainly apply to women you cant see as well as ones you can.If you see ANY female online,sexy or not,USE THOSE MANNERS!!!Approach with respect...i dont care if you see a profile with pics of the girl compeltely naked riding a green banana...pay her the same courtesy and respect as you would a woman dressed conservatively.You dont know her,she doesnt know you.If you want ANYTHING to do with her,beit friendship or more then friendship,you are goi to have to act like a gentleman. 2)WATCH YOUR FREAKING LANGUAGE!If you approach a woman and start talking vulgar right off the bat that could be the deal breaker right there..Its natural to see a woman and think lusty thoughts,but until you have had a chance to talk to her,keep that stuff to yourself..dont IM her out of the blue with things like "i want to f*ck you,my d*ick is this big,i could f*ck you in the a%%...blah blah b

Going To Partayyyyy!
Just in case you missed my bullitin I thought I would put it here too, I just can't hide my excitement and know certain ppl want to know. There are a few of my best friends on here who know me personally offline as well as online, and well we have been waiting and praying for my very busy daughter, mother of 3, married, works part time, has several large pets lol. She is also full time student to become an RN. SHE DID IT!!! I will let you know when graduation day is, and you know I will have pics. I am so proud of her determination to succeed at this with all the problems she had to tackle. I cried when I heard, only was told by family because the family knew I was going buggy knowing she had called with the grade and hubby couldn't get off the phone, I cried a few happy tears,then hopped into the truck and drove to her house, and gave her one of the longest, tearful hugs ever. Sharie Berry did it :-)! Now back into reunion world lol. I have been absent because of being handed a c

I Dont Know
Randomness i tell you. I feel like everything just stoped and things are starting to sink in. Life wise i guess. Everythings going by so fast never really relized it till now. The only thing i really have to look forward to now im my life is finishing college, a career and a family. I just want to do what im passionate about and thats videogames, anything else after that is a plus. I doubt the family thing cause i guard myself to much to many times being burned. Don't want to risk it. Umm yea blah blah blah. Poem time maybe. In my travels never knew what was to come Walking past this morning sun, the morning mist kisses my skinn, and the wind whisps away sins guys named min i dont know lol I give up. I never know what to write. To many things on my mind. I guess whatever you guys who ever read this let me know what you want to hear about and maybe i can stay focused, Later all

Written Communication. Human Relationships. Assumptions. A Spiritual Connection
Written Communication. Human Relationships. Assumptions. A Spiritual Connection The word "Compassion" keeps coming up the last month. By compassion, I mean being gracious in relationships with others. Where love, life, light and truth abound, when those who do good come together for common purpose as ordained by the Divine to impact a community, a culture or a world, then the Darkness of this age will do all it can to minimize their impact, to tear down, and to divide and separate. As one of the most quoted individuals in history said, "The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy…"[1] When reports of such instances begin to pile up from all over the world and from people working in the same Industry, you know Darkness is not happy when it is losing ground. I have seen and experienced many situations over the past month that were not pleasant, as many of these others experiencing similar phenomenon could also attest. In addition to personal and fa

~*near & Far*~
Near and far no matter were we are we are close to each others hearts with a simple mind to gell no matter what we know when we are thinking of each other and we know when the other is down with out a thought of hesatation in our mind we manange to make it though it all because we are near and far and show our love for one an other with everything that we have ....We finish each other sentence we talk about the littles things and the big things. some say we are far apart but when you think of it all we are very near one another with a big kind loveing heard and loveing arms for all to see that nothing can break us because we are strong and very willing to push it all through and make it with all that we have ......With each moment that we take we get closer and closer to things that can only be true for us and with all that we love each other more and more each day .... Im closeing now please rate and leave a comment i hope everyones day / night is going good thanks all that read

Morph Contest
BEST MORPH CONTEST Best Morph contest. Looking for 20 contestants. The contest will start Sunday, May 20,2007 at 6pm EDT. The contest will end Sunday, May 27,2007 at 6pm EDT. Send me a PM with the link to the pic you wish to use. I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ♥MANDY♥@ CherryTAP RULES Contest begins 5-20-07@6pmEDT and ends 5-27-07@6pmEDT. Comment bombing and self-comment bombing allowed. 1 rate=1 comment so be sure and tell everyone to rate also. GOOD LUCK TO ALL PRIZES 1st-SILVER MOTORCYCLE 2nd-ROLEX 3rd-DIAMOND EARRINGS *PRIZES WILL BE PAID OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR* THANKS GABE~BIG G~ CT HUSBAND TO MANDY I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ♥MANDY♥@ CherryTAP

Temptation Sweet Dreams Of Sin
Tempted to play with fire Tempted by the darkest desire Tempted to run in the danger zone Tempted to live on the edge on my own Tempted to do as I damn well please Tempted to this moment cease Tempted to travel to a distant shore Tempted by desires forever more Tempted by an innocent smile Tempted by lusty dark style Tempted to take beauty and make her mine Tempted to show contempt for the divine Tempted to throw caution to the wind Tempted to never repent for I have sinned Tempted to never care ever again Tempted to put to sleep all the pain Tempted to give up and just yell fuck it all Tempted but never to give in to the fall Temptation is part of the souls deepest greed Temptations never truly have fulfilled my need By R. Thomas Dinsmore just more thoughts and a vain rant .

Prince Harry
So. Prince Harry is not going to Iraq after all. At first, I was mad, wondering why he is more important than my nephew who is IN Iraq. Then I started thinking, that the Prince would cause more of a safety issue for him if he DID go. I'm sure someone wants to capture or kill the Prince, and anyone near him. So, on that note, I think they made the right decision. I also wonder if there are any celebrities currently in Iraq. And if so, stay away from my nef!!!

The Misuse Of Power By The Mainstream Media..
It must be incredible to be a member of the all knowing media. I mean, they have to be all knowing for them to have already decided which candidates for office stand a chance of being elected and which don't. For example..they've already written Dr. Ron Paul off as a mere amusement. However, the people have said twice now that He is the man they want to run this country. After the first debate, initially Dr. Paul was not included in any of the post debate polls..after an overwhelming outcry from the people..he was included in polls from MSNBC and ABC News among others. And Dr. Paul OVERWHELMINGLY came out ahead of all the other candidates...thousands of votes of support compared to hundreds for his nearest competitors. At MSNBC Dr. Paul has the absolute highest approval rating and the lowest disapproval rating..by a HUGE margin. After this latest debate, FOX News puts him at 25%..just behind Mitt Romney (who has 29%). Giuliani is not even close. Yet still the media ignor

Friedship
This said by the best description in a movie and whether you like it or not for the most part it is true.... Sally: We are just going to be friends, ok? Harry: Great! Friends! It's the best thing. Harry: You realise of course that we can never be friends. Sally: Why not? Harry: What I'm saying is... and this is not a come-on in any way, shape or form, is that men and women can't be friends because the sex part always gets in the way. Sally: That's not true, I have a number of men friends and there's is no sex involved. Harry: No you don't. Sally: Yes I do. Harry: No you don't. Sally: Yes I do. Harry: You only think you do. Sally: You're saying I'm having sex with these men without my knowledge? Harry: No, what I'm saying is they all want to have sex with you. Sally: They do not. Harry: Do too. Sally: They do not. Harry: Do too. Sally: How do you know? Harry: Because no man can be friends with a woman h

Mummless In Illinois
I've been banned from posting mumm's, for an undetermined amount of time, and I was surprised because the content was from an event that occurred. All I asked was if you were in a plane crash, would you eat the children or the older first. I agree, it was tastelss. But is it any more tasteless than the 4 mumms a day we get asking if we prefer a woman shaved or not. Or how about which sized titty we prefer. Or my favorite, Dr Pepper or (fill in the soft drink). These Mumms are offensive because every one i read, I just get a tad bit more stupid. At least mine was thought provoking. I do not want to offend, I want people to use their noodle. I would thank that a Mumm about titties, or a cooch, would be NSFW. Apparantly I was wrong. But alas, it is not my site, and apparantly somebody who should have stayed on MySpace was offended by my Mumm, so I would like to offer an apology, very slowly, because they are a moron, and missed that it was tongue in cheek.

Modern Rapunzel
someone asked to see this ... I wrote it because once a woman told me there is no such thing as love and that she would never love any .... so closed ... so lost ... so alone . MODERN RAPUNZEL A modern Rapunzel is who you are Watching the princes from a far Safe in your tower beyond their reach Making sure none can attach like a leach To suck out the life that you cherish so dear keep them all out, don't let them get near None should touch that which is meant to be free keep the walls up and watch, you will see The facades of men surely will show then inside you are sure to know That love is a fair tale told to young women so they will fall for the lies told by us men The greatest lie that ever was told in the end leaves us tired and old Wasting the years on someone who will go that is a pain that is not worthy to know To invest in a false hood that takes all away best to keep the walls till the end of our day The day does not en

Now What?
Ok, now i have my very own chatroom, um lounge but noone to talk to. And if i post a whatsit, um, a picture of me holding some kind of identification as to prove that i am myself i can get to level up to having 6000 friends or something, like wow.. I have no idea how many "friends" i currently have here, i only know there are way too many of them and leveling up to 6000 friends or being allowed to post 3000 pictures of me would be a total waste of time and effort. I tried to sort my friends into subgroups by adding this one to my fan list or that one to my family but theres just so many of them that i cant really remember why i put this one here and that one there anymore. So now im going to stop adding people unless they request an add and maybe its about time i checked out who i have added and why, im sure i didnt only add the girls with the biggest boobies or i hope i wasnt that shallow anyway.

Boo-boo
Yesterday during the 12 Gage shotgun qualifications, I failed to snug up the shot gun to the "sweet spot" in the shoulder. When I fired the third round of the nine required, I got mule kicked. It looks gross, but is not all that painful. I did, as reported, finish my qualifications. Shotguns are no longer a requirement in Texas Commission officer courses. It was only an additional $25.00. I look at that as the cost of renting the shotgun. I don't know if it will look good on a resume or not, but I need need the training on a pump shotgun since I do own a 20 gage myself and have not had opportunity to work on it. I figured between qualifying with it, and needing to be trained with it for home-defense, it was worth the additional cost.

Process Of Thought
Thoughts, moving akin to a swift stream, cascading along the rough rocky bed upon the mountain. Never careing if the darkness has evolved, or the light is aglow. Cold, Warm, Boiling , or Bubbly. It matters not ..... for it is moving, ever moving, never stopping long enough to take form. This is my blog. Formless, Shapeless, Shallow or Deep. Droplets splashing out and back in. Sometimes, drying just outside the flow. Stagnant? I say nay, for it is ever moving, newly developing in the process of thought

Attention: All Guys Using "shirtless" Pictures Of Yourself.
Unless you have visible muscle tone and the "6-pack" abs of lore....please stop. You're only succeeding in making yourselves look even more like lonely horny guys hoping to see some pixellated boob.

Please Help
I have a lovely lady that needs some help with her contest...PLease come and rate her a ten and leave a few comments... I will repay the love...Thank you so much,Claudia Let me know if I miss you...hugs Click on picture and it will take you to the link... THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

What If Pagans Were Finally The Majority....?
Walking in the square, my silken hood sheilding my eyes from the midday sun, I smiled and shook my head as I passed an Evangelist on his proverbial soapbox, preaching to the usual bigoted rabble. "- and these abominations have convinced our government that they are the saviors of this planet- that they alone channel the power of Spirit needed to heal the planet of our destruction. So the planet ignores the will of God and filth like that one walk about like they own the place!" I halted in my tracks, unable to resist the temptation. "Maybe that's because I do." I turned and let the hood fall from my red-gold hair, midnight-blue eyes flashing in satisfaction as I saw the Evangelist's face turn white. The emblem on my brooch matched the emblem on several buildings surrounding the square- a cat's eye set inside the loop of an ankh, itself set inside a pentacle- the whole crest set in silver upon black onyx, the cat's eye a bright red

Sex
I’m setting in my chair there is a knock at the door I yell come in and it is you I never seen you before or the other way around I get up I walk over to you and start kissing you drop to your knees and start to rub me through my pants every rub un zips my pants a little more un till you have worked my cock out of my pants you rub it and thin lick the shaft and then put it in your mouth then you start moving up and down on it slowly but with a tight grip I pull you up to your feet and move you over to my chair I turn it on it vibrates I rub thru your pants until I fill how hot I have made you I un facen them and start to work them down while I kiss you I tilt the chair you are now sitting like you are in a rocket ship I move to the other side of you and put my self back in to your mouth and that’s when I start to pull your legs apart I rub all the way around it while you are sucking my cock I lean in and touch you for the first time with my finger I slip it down on top of your clit and

The Poet's Heart.
No uttered words the poet speaks, No skies of golden hue, No tales of unrequited love, They were lost when I lost you. No words to caress his lover's heart, And gone the dreams he swore they'd live, But alone within the poet dwells, No uttered words... none left to give. No music swells within his soul, Just silence surrounds his heart, And the solitude engulfs his world, When the poet and love depart. And lost the beauty he once could see, And the glory he saw each day, Now the poet pens his last farewell, No more love can he convey. But what's the poet's soul to do? To release the love he feels, For he'll surely die and wither, If that love he now conceals. He must hide the hurt and heartache, Just smile to friends and say, I'm fine... love doesn't matters, And deceive them all that way. For a different face he'll show them, To barricade his pain, To hide his shattered spirit, From the love he ne'er attained. But the pain within shall kill h

Reason To Leave Myspace.whats Happened To A World That Refuses To Protect Children ?
MySpace won't give names of sex offenders Online networking site says proper legal processes weren't followed By Elizabeth Dunbar Updated: 2 hours, 52 minutes ago RALEIGH, N.C. - Citing federal privacy law, MySpace.com said Tuesday it won’t comply with a request by attorneys general from eight states to hand over the names of registered sex offenders who use the social networking Web site. MySpace’s chief security officer said the company regularly discloses information to law enforcement officials but the federal Electronic Communications Privacy Act says it can only do so when proper legal processes are followed. “We’re truly disheartened that the AGs chose to send out a letter ... when there was an existing legal process that could have been followed,” the security officer, Hemanshu Nigam, said in an interview. In a letter Monday, attorneys general from North Carolina, Connecticut, Georgia, Idaho, Mississippi, New Hampshire, Ohio and Pennsylvania asked MySpace to

Hot Man Of Ct Contest!
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

I Thought I Couldnt Sleep
You Get Enough Sleep Although sometimes it make not feel like it on Monday morning... You are getting enough sleep. Want to sleep better? Try wearing socks to bed and turning your clock to where you can't see it. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Comeback Again
Even to say good-bye Even if it’s the last time Even reluctantly Even to hurt me again Even with the harsh acid Of sarcasm that stings Even with a new kind of pain Even fresh from the embrace Of another. Comeback, just come.

Five Little Hippies
Five little hippies, Looking for a score One smoked some rotten hash- Now there’s only four; Four little hippies, Freaked out on a spree; One went establishment- Now there’s only three, Three little hippies, Smelling like a zoo One copped some dial soap- Now there’s only two; Two little hippies Broke and on the run, One met a cop- And now there’s only one, One little hippie Zonked as he can be He revealed his stash Now there’s 43!

Long Distance Love
Long distance love In the air my tears fly by Trying to find a way A way for us A way for you A way for me Through out my discovery I have searched high and low all I could find is stones Stones laid in front of us Stones laid in front of you Stones laid in front of me I observed quietly And noticed plenty They were all little stones Yet as you look deeper Further then before There is one just one oversized stone A stone that would need two people Two people to life and move it from between From between us from Between you From Between me I can hear you Hear your voice at night and in my dreams I can feel you Feel the love inside me and warmth you create I can even see you Through a small pin hole in the rock abroad Three unfinished sense we have yet to fully experience when will I see YOU the real you The one In your body and unafraid The one who will hold me tight in tears While slowly scaring away the fears When will I feel YOU

Robert Mugabe U R A Noob!!!!!!!!
Robert Gabriel Mugabe KCB (born 21 February 1924) is the President of Zimbabwe. He has been the head of government in Zimbabwe since 1980, first as Prime Minister and later as first executive President. Mugabe rose to prominence in the 1970s when he led the Zimbabwe African National Union in guerrilla warfare against the white-dominated government of Rhodesia until the government accepted universal suffrage and black-majority rule. The Mugabe administration has been criticized around the world for corruption, suppression of political opposition, mishandling of land reforms, economic mismanagement, and the deteriorating human rights situation in Zimbabwe. According to most analysts his administration's policies have led to economic collapse and massive starvation over the course of the last ten years. Currently, Zimbabwe has the highest inflation rate in the world, and according to the United Nations Economic Commission for Africa, Africa's worst economic performer. Presidenc

For The Love Of My Life
I was scared I was alone The world was cold The life i was living Was a lie Everything was different Now im alive Now im safe Now im not alone Now the world has warmed up Thanks to you I give you my heart I give you my soul I give you my trust I give you the life You have given back to me I love you with all my heart All my soul Everything i am inside is The way it is because of you You were the one who gave me life again You were the ONLY one who saw the real me Behind all the lies Behind the life that the rest of the world Could see I thank you with the utmost sincerity I pledge my life My heart My soul Everything i am TO YOU You were the one to help set me free You were the one that helped me become me again You breathed this precious life into me I love you so much I am never letting go

You Tell Me Im Wrong
You tell me Im wrong For my beliefs You tell me Im wrong Because of the way I dress You tell me Im wrong Because of the music I listen to I look at you and all I see are sheep Sheep who follow the crowd Sheep that pass judgement on people Because they do not follow the same crowd Just because they choose not to follow that crowd They are treated different They are tormented They are tortured The life you have handed to us isnt right Just because we chose to be different Doesent mean we are not good people A good person is a good person No matter how they dress The type of music they listen to Or based on their beliefs If the world could see its self Through my eyes It would realize How fucked up it is

You Judge Me For Nothing
I try to be myself People judge me No matter how much I try not to be that person It always comes out I hurt inside Thus letting it show On the outside The pain is just too much To bare My heart cries out My soul longs to be touched No one knows the depths of my soul No one has touched the depths of my heart All these misjudgements about love No one understands me for me I try to love myself But I let others drag me down No more Nothing or no one will drag me down Any longer For I shall surround myself With people to lift me up in My hard times No longer getting hurt No longer falling too quick ly I maybe percieved as a bitch But I no longer care

Release The Demon
Release the anger Release the stress Help me become me again Help me figure out all those Little things That everyone loves in me Bring me back to life So to speak Help me get back to the person That i was before I cry myself to sleep at night Waking every other hour Wondering what the fuck happened To me The demons in my mind My body and soul are ravaged As this demon torments me Help me free my mind From this demon Help me free my body From this pain Help me release my demon Help me come back to me

Untitled
We sit here takling on the phone Me falling with you More and more every night Your voice and the things you say Kept deep in my heart The more we are together The happier I get I feel the warmth And the love in your touch I see the truth And loyalty in your eyes And I fall deeper The deeper I fall the More I realize That I I love you Your heart is purre The love i feel From the warmth of your touch I feel the caress From a true deep love I know tihs love is Completely true I can feel the feeling grow stronger Every time we talk Twice as strong as before I like this love That I feel I want to keep You and this feeling Forever

Popular Online Social Network Myspace Says It Has Identified, Removed And Blocked “a Few Thousand” User Profiles Of Convicted Sex Offenders
MySpace deletes convicted sex offender profiles Company says federal law prohibits sharing information with authorities MSNBC News Services Updated: 7:56 p.m. ET May 15, 2007 RALEIGH, N.C. - Popular online social network MySpace says it has identified, removed and blocked “a few thousand” user profiles of convicted sex offenders among its 175 million profiles on its service as part a previously announced program to protect its youth members from adult predators. The action comes a day after eight U.S. attorneys general demanded the News Corp.-owned company hand over the offenders’ names and addresses and to delete their profiles. In a statement, MySpace’s chief security officer said state and federal laws prohibit the Web site from sharing such information. “We are doing everything short of breaking the law to ensure that the information about these predators gets to the proper authorities,” the security officer, Hemanshu Nigam, said in the news release. The stat

Everything
Everything Ive ever known Falls into the unknown Everyone Ive ever cared for Slipped slowly through my fingertips This lifeless embodyment that is considered My body Is no longer the same Love was never an issue Until I met the one who gave me life and hope Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me Becasue hope has never really been there As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle With their boyfriends and girlfriends I wonder I wonder could things have been any different I am wondering if I was put onto the earth Just to make people see that world is not perfect I never understood what it meant to love Until it all fell distant From the person I am now

Some How
Life is crazy and sometimes mean Words of love is hard to find When I'm with you I lose control But somehow you don't seem to mind I look into my heart and try to see Where life will lead me with you I don't know what the future holds But somehow it seems that you do I look into your eyes and see your soul Wondering what you see in mine Are we dedicated or will this end But somehow you know everything is fine I can't seem to find the words If only my heart could tell the tale Maybe my mind would step aside But somehow you can always tell I say to you my love is for you You repeat the words I love you too I wish my actions could tell you more But somehow you already knew.

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not thin enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an bitch I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random girl. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always rubbed your back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another girl I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new girl dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to

Hmmmm
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem'' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go out with u. if u repost this in 2 min: the guy/girl that you like w

Your Eyes
your eyes, when i look into your eyes, a coming catastrophe of earth & undiluted sighs, don't you feel that your eyes sometime see so much light wounding and slipping its hands right there where thought turns into a firmament of incendiary impulses in electric fusion, atomic embrace of kiss and intense trembling, too unstable for our age of machine cathedrals, crackling, splitting, and spitting into each other's mouth so slowly, a single second an infinite pause of relentless creation, our entwined bodies so perversely embryonic, like a softly bristling olive branch smeared in a drunk goddess's prayer bled from her lips, each unholy drop of viscous ferment sizzling into ashes of our perpetual unbecoming, even as we lick each other's secret nucleus with hellish energy and momentously mesmerized lilt of our obscenely squeezed thighs, breasts, and asses, this agony of release your tongue draws from me as if my body were an incantation of mystery, undying phoenixes, a

Heaven And Hell
I WOULD TRAVEL THROUGH THE GATES OF HELL AND IN TO THE DEPTHS OF THE FIRE, TO BE WITH YOU. I SHALL FOREVER ACHE AND LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH, YOUR EMBRACE AND SWEET KISSES. AT TIMES I KNOW OUR TASKS MUST BE CARRIED OUT ALONE, YET THOSE WE SHARE TOGETHER BRING ME SILENT JOY. TO DANCE ALONE OR WITH YOU, MATTERS NOT AS LONG AS YOU ARE NEAR. YOUR HUMAN FORM IS TRULY BEAUTIFUL IN MY EYES, AND YOUR HEART AND SOUL SHINE QUIETLY FROM WITHIN. TO BE EMBRACED AND TO EMBRACE EACH OTHER WITHIN OUR WINGS, OUR LOVE SHALL FOREVER SOAR THROUGH STORMS AND BLUE SKIES. THE PEACEFUL RISE AND FALL OF YOUR CHEST, THE SOFT SOUND OF EACH AND EVERY BREATH, THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART, SWEET MUSIC TO MY EARS AND EYES, SWEET DREAMS IN THE NIGHT. MY ADMIRATION FOR YOU AS A WOMAN, A MOTHER AND AN AMAZING SOUL, YOU MAY NEVER FULLY KNOW, IT IS GRAND AND EMENCE. FORGET NOT MY LOVE, I SHALL STAND AND WALK WITH THEE, BE IT THROUGH THE GATES OF HELL OR THE GATES OF HEAVEN.FEAR NOT, FOR I AM HERE WITH YOU.

Contest Stress,high Blood Pressure.
Well today hasn't been my Best Day with some Awesome Friends, an myself.This morning I had to remove a Dear friend for Insubordination.Not something I Wanted to do,But something I had to do.That was Elizabeth,we weren't just Friends here we also were friends on Y Messenger.Then I posted a Blog,an my Awesome Friend Traci~Tall Blonde.Got Wicked Pissed at me.She then removed me from her Family as well.To Top it off,I had to Abort Comment Bombing for Stacy.There was noway we'd catch up with 7,000 point lead from the Leader in the 1st. to 35,000 Contest.It's Strictly up to Individuals in my Family if they want to keep at it,or Abort.Been a Bit Stressed.Then I had a Club F.A.R ,Disorderly Bitch .Down Rated a Morph.Thats like a Cardinal Sin to me.I don't give a Damn who u are,.They can stay off my pg.if they want to be an Asshole.I gave her an Aditude an left a Bad Comment.She return'd a Worse comment.Which I Should have Copied an Pasted,but didn't.So then I blocked her Ass.I had just come ba

A Curtsy To The Marquis...
Writer of joys we are to be afraid of, and lover of everything primal a dear master is the Marquis De Sade. Timeless in his works the man, dead, is immortal. His works are still debated and they will forever be as long as we are uncomfortable with sex. So bow to this Master he is forever in charge of some of our more.... carnal needs.

::crying Hysterically::
THEY ARE DISCONTINUING MY CIGS!!!!! ::crys hysterically:: what am i gonna smoke now??? damn it... bastards they are!!! ::shakes her fist malevolently at R.J. Reynolds:: sigh.... oh well guess ill return to camel menthol or ill just completely go to smoking a pipe... ... no not that pipe.... a tobacco pipe... ill find something..... guess i know how katy feels now that she lost her lucky strike lites..

Child Is Born
Child is Born An African-American child is born. A white child is born in the same hospital. The black child is put in the same nursery as the white child. They both get to go home. Three years later, the two children both go in for a checkup. They begin to play together, but the parents yank them apart. Seven years later, they meet on the street. They begin to talk, but their parents yank them apart and scold them. Four years later, they meet in a park. Their parents aren't with them. They don't talk, just stare at eachother warily. Five years later, they meet in college. They walk on opposite sides of the hall and don't speak. Ten years later, their children meet eachother in the doctor's office, and begin to play together. They yank their children away from eachother. Racism isn't natural, it's taught.

"always There"
Always There To the only one who never lets me down. God. You're always there, when I'm feeling down. You're always there, when I need a shoulder to lean on. You're always there, to lift me up. You're always there, to watch over me while I sleep. You're always there, to catch me if I should fall. You're always there, when I begin to stray off the path of righteousness. You're always there, to welcome me back home. You're always there, when everyone else leaves. You're always there, even though I can't see you. You're always there, this I'm certain.

A Few "pick-up" Routines
Read this blog about a "pick-up" line this woman had a guy say to her that she thought was cute. Was going to comment on some of my default things to say in any situation but my comment was too long so I'm posting it. I tend to teach women more about relationships and pick-up because guys who are willing to admit they need to get their dating life handled and how to meet women are few. but it IS changing, slowly. My coaching applies to both men and women, whether straight, bi, or gay. But if you have read enough of my profile and blogs, you know that I love all women, but only date bisexual women who like to pick-up girls together with me. They love women and so do I, so we have something in common. ====WIKKID'S BAD GUY NOTICE==== This is not meant to be taken and misused to trick, play, or manipulate anyone so you can abuse them. If you misuse it and intentionally do things to hurt others, you deserve the consequences. With that said. Let's get on with the examples. .

"these Are The Days"
These Are The Days These are the days. The days when we'll laugh. The days when we'll cry. These are the days. The days spent with good friends. The days spent with bad enemies. These are the days. The days we'll do good for others. The days we'll bring others pain. These are the days. The days when we can't wait for tomorrow The days spend wishing it wouldn't come. These are the days of our youth. The days that go by, oh so quickly. Treasure these days, for you never know when they'll be gone....

"the Morning"
The Morning It is morning. I look out my window and see the morning dew glistening on the grass. The sun newly rose above the horizon. There is a faint mist, dampening the air. I walk outside. The air smells of a fresh new day. A time to make a fresh start, a time to right our wrongs, a time for beginnings. I look across the street. A squirrel scampers down a tree trunk in search of food for the day. A neighborhood dog barks. The birds begin singing their praises. I go back inside, and eat my breakfast Today is good, for it is morning.

"the Evening"
The Evening The day is spent. The sun is tired. It goes to rest just beyond the horizon. The moon comes out giving an eerie glow to the earth. But I know, that somewhere someone is just witnessing the morning and the start of a brand new day. You see, evening is not an end, but a beginning. A great beginning. It is evening

"the Actress"
The Actress Be yourself, only then can you be truly happy. She is an actress always playing a part that really isn't her. She plays it well because everyone sees what she wants them to see. She fits in with the crowd; everyone loves her. She's beautiful and funny, with a dazzling smile. But what everyone doesn't see, is the soul that is inside. They don't see the torment she goes through in the day. The agony she goes through in the night. They don't put the facts together at lunch when she eats little bits of food, then excuses herself to the bathroom. No one bothers to follow her to see what is the matter. For all they see, is the act, that the actress is putting on

Love
The statement in this email is so true. I look at the elderly and it is incredible the different state that two people of the same age can be in. One can be youthful and lively and the other worn out. I hope that this hits home to all of you and that you can make many memories that will carry you through. Don't let others rob you of the essence of life. Keep pushing forth with all your might, mind and strength. It is life, love and our experiences along with spiritual guidance that helps us make it through. Make that choice to be happy and your bank account full! God bless and know you are loved by me! Cheltsy Families are forever so hold them dear to your heart and let those wonderful memories be your source of strength and want to continue creating more. Subject: OUR BANK ACCOUNT This might be a good way to open 2007 and live by it. This is AWESOME....something we should all remember. A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully d

Hello All Can U All Do Me A Favor..plz
Can u all help him out on his rates one his pics ..if u could be so kind so he can get to the next level i know he would appreciate it alot as well as i would...when u do u can leave me a privite message and let me know u did i will give ya a special gift...i promise as long as u tell me some how so i know to give u one ok thx..my friends...huggzz to u all ...u all mean alot to me..stacie brian..aka..Dark Prince (¯`·._)Dårk príñç€(¯`·._) ~ƒ®ëåk$ åñd G€€|{§ ƒåmî£ÿ@ CherryTAP

Thunderous Silence By Angel46901
Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove,searing to the heavens, Peace and tranquility among us... No words spoken, no words needed, just a glance or a touch... Two souls collide, becoming as one, they reach the ultimate exstacy and reach it as one. Life and love have no barriers, there is no judgement. For what is felt, is pure from the heart. Like rain on a misty morning, the soft touch of rain pattering on a roof. Two heart's beat as one....

Ha Ya My Try At Poetry
Empty your heart of what you think you know My life is not a show Does anyone understand my life is not a game Everyone seems to be the same So they say I'm crazy Crazy, I really don't mind Everyone wants to have a part In time letting there hearts grow cold I must be crazy I'm drowning in a hell And nobody can tell But, I'll always be there if they need me Oneday I'll set them free

New Member Of My Family
well its wedesday an well last niabout 10 pm my little granson Nicholas was born his heart stopped an he was green,witch means he had an infection but after 12 hours he is so full of umspa (means he is one powerfull young man) he is at 100% an is doing fine he has a dick for a dad but his mom is my second angel an ahe is doing fine so every one with good attitudes an only wont the best for me i Love you all because the prayers an love i get form my friends i feel keeps me from falling off the face of this earth, God Bless all my friends for you all are the best

Bits Of Wisdom
Just checking to see if you are at your computer Yep, you are! So, keep scrolling for Bits of Wisdom ************************* Love is grand!! Divorce is a hundred grand ************************* I am in shape. Round is a shape. ************************* Time may be a great healer, but it's a lousy beautician. *************************** Conscience is what hurts when everything else feels good. ************************* Talk is cheap because supply exceeds demand. *************************** Even if you are on the right track, You'll get run over if you just sit there. *************************** Politicians and diapers have one thing in common. They should both be changed regularly and for the same reason. *************************** An optimist thinks this is the best possible world. A pessimist fears this is true. ************************** There will always be death and taxes; However, death doesn't get worse every year. *

Help A New Friend
I got a new friend that needs help. She had an account here before but Somehow it got lost. She wants to get back to where she was. Help her out and show her some love. She'll return the favor. sexyandfun22@ CherryTAP Thanks to all that help her.

Tired Of Ppl Askin Dis So Heres Wat It Means
Juggalettes dont take shit from anyone. There behind all juggalos 110%. You fuck with them theyll fuck you up. being a juggalette is a way of life They don't give a shit about what the world thinks of them. A Juggalette don't think shes better than everyone else. It's a state of mind, a way of life. To truly understand a Juggalette or juggalo you must be a Juggalette-juggalo Anyone can just Like a Band, that makes you a fan. If your a Juggalette-juggalo your down for anything at anytime. A Juggalette and Juggalo are almost the same but Juggalettes are Females. And no matter how pretty, ugly, fat or crack headed they look, Juggalos love them. But if they are a Juggalo or Juggalette they are Down with the Clown for Life. Down with the cown till im dead in the ground.

Yay Mississippi
Well Im now Living in Mississippi again i moved back home a few days ago I hadnt really missed it but now that im back I have seen i missed alot of people and missed out on alot of things I already have a job and actually going to get a second one trying to stay busy Now that my husband isnt around to tell me i cant work I want to be like i use to be and do nothing but work drink and have fun with friends Tonight My friends and i went to the casino we lost our ass lol but we had fun and in the day ive been home ive ran into alot of old frieds and they cant believe i my husband has done what he did and told me to go back to being the Laura they use to know so thats my plan i just want to have my friends and my job and just have fun in life well anyways im going to wrap this up ill write more later

I'm Alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey boys and girls long time no see huh!!?? Well sorry, lots of crap has been happening in my "offline" life and I haven't had a chnace to get on!! Anyhow, for those of you that like me and want to keep in contact go to Xpeeps and add my new profile to your friends list!! http://www.xpeeps.com/sammi I won't be on Cherry Tap for much longer, and I deleted my MySpace profile... I'll only have time for one and I picked the perverted one!! (Xpeeps) LOL go figure!! ;) If you don't have an account there go get one or you'll most likely never chat to me again!! :( Go NOW!! haha PS: I have some naked pix up there... tee hee http://www.xpeeps.com/sammi Bye all!!! xOxOx

I Want To Cry Tonight
I WANT TO FEEL SPECIAL I WANT TO BE TREATED SPECIAL I WANT TO FEEL LOVE I FEEL SO ALL ALONE I THINK NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME AT ALL I WANT TO BE HUG I WANT TO BE KISSED I WANT TO SHARE JOKES I WANT TO BE LISTEN TO WHO WILL LISTEN TO ME? MAKE ME FEEL YOU'RE HERE LOOKING AT ME FROM THE CORNER LOVING ME SILENTLY PRAYING THAT WE BE TOGETHER I FEEL LIKE CRYING TONIGHT I WANT YOU OH SO BAD PLEASE SHOW YOURSELF IN THE LIGHT DONT ALWAYS WONDER WHY IM SAD

Busy
I've been getting ready to move the 18th. Sucks but life goes on. I'm excited to redecorate. Trailer moving into I got to fix up but it's better than living on the streets. I'm gunna miss Pittsburgh though :( I won't have the internet till middle of June probably. So don't be mad at me's k's!

Cool 3d World
RONNIE AND I FOUND THIS PRETTY COOL 3D VIRTUAL WORLD, IT'S ALOT LIKE HERE, BUT ITS MORE INTERACTIVE AND U GET UR OWN HOME TO DECORATE, AND YOU EARN POINTS TO BUY CLOTHES AND FURNITURE, ETC. THE LINK IS BELOW TO THE HOME PAGE TO DOWNLOAD IT AND TO JOIN. http://www.kaneva.com/home.kaneva

Arched Across The Sky
Rainbows created my imagination As it arched across the sky On one end there sat you At the other end, there sat I Imagining I could slide across Over the rainbow to the end There would be my pot of gold The sweet love of my dear friend The rainbow is a connection Like a bridge from me to you It appears joined by sunlight Then the grey skies turn to blue Arriving after the rainstorms It became so evident to me Thoughts of love follow rainbows They arched right across the sea A colourful arching rainbow It has no gate, it has no door It reaches from friend to friend It arches from shore to shore I smiled up today at the sky How far would my loving smile go It slid right over to the other side The other end of the coloured rainbow

Rafe
AN EXCERPT FROM MY 5TH UPCOMING NOVEL MISSY lay wantonly on the bed, weak as a baby. She was looking at his broad back, all powerful. Just for her, even though she knew that's far from the truth. She should be glad that she met this man and had him in her lifetime, twice for that matter. Rafe stoop up. Her eyes followed him, so gloriously male, his glorious body glistening with a film of sweat. “Rafe…” she whispered. She hoped he did not read the longing in her voice. She felt so vulnerable. She wanted so much to hug him and beg him to stay. She loved him so much. “I’ve decided to choose a woman who will bear my baby from those applicants.” That she didn’t expect. Not as bluntly as that. She literally stopped breathing. Oh God…! “It’s just as well that you’re not pregnant. What we have is a great fuck. Let’s not complicate it.” “O-okay…” Her voice was trembling, she was trembling. Oh God. “I need to go to the restroom for awhile.” Tumayo siya nang hindi hinihintay

May 17th
Hey all. Been a while. Been all over the place and tried a whole bunch of different songs. Tonight, I tried something totally different. I sang Tone Loc's Wild Thing (repeat) I sang Jim Carey's Cuban Pete from the Mask I sang a duet of Eve 6 Insdie Out (repeat) I sang George Michael's Faith I sang a duet doing Gorillaz Clint Eastwood I sang Metallica's Whiskey In the Jar I sang Nickleback's Figured You Out It was a night of mostly songs I've never done before, and for the most part, I feel good about the songs. Especially Gorillaz. I ain't happy I'm feeling sad I got sunshine in a bag I'm useless But not for long The future is coming on.

Feels The Same...
When these things that torture your soul are settled for so long, do they return when something so small has changed? I like to think I've grown, I like to think I know more, feel more, do more. But I still feel those simple and base feelings. The instant trust, and the even faster shattering of ones self. Perhaps I'm up to late, maybe I should sleep. Maybe I suck it in again, pretend it's ok, act like if no one saw it, it doesn't matter. That's not what I used to do. I used to cry, to contemplate, to think that it was a problem with myself. Now I ponder, I consider it is just someone else. That makes the answers simpler, but that means I cannot change it. Oh cruel and devious torment of the human soul, Love.

Fucking Stakers
MY BEST FRIEND GOT RAN OFF CT TODAY BECAUSE OF STALKERS ITS UNCALLED FOR AND THERES NO NEED FOR IT WHY BUY HERE ALL THESE GIFTS AND GIVE HERE 10 PROFILE COMMENTS AT A TIME THATS JUST FUCKING STUPID BUT IT HAPPENS AND ITS UNCALLED FOR WHY SHOULD PEOPLE BE SCARED TO LOG ON TO CT OR SITE IN A LOUNGE THAUGHT CT WAS FUN BUT NOW IT'S A GAME IT SEEMS LIKE WELL I AINT PLAYING YOU RUN ME OFF ILL COME BACK AT YOU EVEN HARDER FUCKING PRICKS TO RAP THIS UP I SAY KEEP THE HATTING TO YOUR SELF AND DONT BE RUNNING FRIENDS OF CT.

Yesterday
She sat there at the table, with cigarette in hand, Gazing into yesterday, Remembering a man. He wore a smile, so secretive, She couldn't really say, If he smiled it just for her, Or it just seemed that way. The year was 19 any year And slipping fast away. She could see it, like a glove, Slip, slip, slip, away. The back door slammed, on rusty springs, she jumped, then said to me... 'I made a wish for you today... That you won't be like me...' Ginny

Whatever
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

Forsaken
A restless wave, a dreamy glow, an ardent prayer was gushing, give me life, give me liberty, but pleading, ask no more of me. I’ve seen beneath the heaven’s blue, and I’ve felt a world of woe, the crushing pain of treachery, a vigil true you would not keep. I’ve felt the burn of a lover’s glow and treacherous, unexpected woe. I’ve known the pain of sore regret and the crippling throe of grief, like a tombstone laid upon my breast. Will my cold heart lie forever at rest? If one warm hand that held the key unlocked me mortal woe, my pulsing heart would throb again down the path my heart should wend.

.exhaustion.at.its.finest.
im... to tired to type anything of consequence went to the DMV for 900 million hours guess what have to go back tomorrow why? cuz they're retarded assmonsters who keep claiming this insurance company moms has never even HEARD of is claiming she let her insurance lapse. now uhm. moms might be ass when it comes to certain things... but not her car insurance not ever but whatever got the forms to blah blah blah hafta go back crack o dawn n then not again. fuckers Meems got suspended from the bus for the remainder of the year over the most retarded thing ever...im not even grounding her cuz i dun give a rats ass cuz the lady in the office has a great big giant dildo shoved tightly up her ass so anytime anyone does anything they hafta talk to the principal. for instance... some kid played in the water fountain n got his shirt all wet. guess what its the END of the world and it has to be addressed by the principal. listen. ya got the kids running around like idiots

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Queen "radio Ga Ga" (true Then, Too True Now)
I'd sit alone and watch your light My only friend through teenage nights And everything I had to know I heard it on my radio Radio You gave them all those old time stars Through wars of worlds -- invaded by Mars You made 'em laugh -- you made 'em cry You made us feel like we could fly So don't become some background noise A backdrop for the girls and boys Who just don't know or just don't care And just complain when you're not there You had your time, you had the power You've yet to have your finest hour Radio All we hear is Radio ga ga Radio goo goo Radio ga ga All we hear is Radio ga ga Radio blah blah Radio what's new? Radio, someone still loves you! We watch the shows -- we watch the stars On videos for hours and hours We hardly need to use our ears How music changes through the years Let's hope you never leave old friend Like all good things on you we depend So stick around cos we might miss you When we grow tired of all this visual You had

Sassy Cunt Strikes Again, Lol...
Ok... this is hilarious. Long, but hilarious. Now, we all know that any drama between members isn't handled by the admin. They pay no attention to it. The only time someone is banned from CT is when addresses, social security numbers or things of that sort are given out online. That's it. Coming straight from the CT Support lounge. I asked them what to do about this crazy 'Sassy Bitch' that has had her panties in a knot for going on 36 hours now. I logged into CT to find this in my shoutbox: It is backwards, by the way, and only half the convo, for some reason it's all the bitching that my shoutbox could remember since she's forgotten her Midol. Sassy Bitc...: i posted my Mumm way before you blocked me....(((((WHICH IS NOT TRUE, SHE WAS BLOCKED IN MY TALIBAN MUMM PRIOR TO HER MUMM AND SINCE SHE COULD NOT RESPOND, SHE HAD TO POST SOMETHING, WHAT AN ATTENTION WHORE)))))get your facts straight...you just didn't like the fact that i retaliated and yes 6 hours is a long

Demon Fuel
It lies beneath the surface, A yearning you can’t quite explain. A desire smoldering within, Waiting for the flame. The tinder stacked and ready A spark is all it takes. Illumination of the demons, That lurk in the wake. Demons live within us all. Some never see the light of day. For some a spark is all that is Needed to light the way. I know the secret, so Your demons do not have to hide. The fuel that feeds the fires, That burn deep inside. The conflagration that burns Long and bright. I am the fuel that brings Demons out into the night…..

Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am awake, pretty fried actually. All I do is work, work.... and work... I look forward to my one day off a week, where I can hang out with my family and friends, which I dont really have many of, because most people I know are fake little jerks who would not know the difference of being honest if the shit was literally coming out of their own mouths. I hate people like that. I dislike fake people. People who fake who they are to get everything they want. I dont like people who lie either. I mean is it so hard to tell the truth these days. I mean, seriously take me.. If you look morbidly fat in an outfit. I would be the friend to tell you that. YOU LOOK FAT! shit I dont do that stuff out of jealousy I do that because Im honest. Plain and simple. To be honest if you do not like that honesty then you can kiss my big fat behind. Because my honesty is the besat thing about me... kinda saaaad... NO?

My Special Tree
I was walking thru the woods, When I came upon a tree. There was something special, Something I could not see. I tried to talk To this very tall tree, And couldnt understand, Why he wouldnt talk to me. I came each day, And the tree began to speak, He told me of the Rivers, And of the Mountain Peaks! Each day I came to visit, The tree grew very old, But I loved to hear the stories, And fairy tales he told! I came one day, And found my tree gone! They had chopped him down, As though he didnt belong! I knew in my heart, My friend had grown old, But I will never forget him! Or the stories that he told! Written By: Sunshine I wrote this at 15 years old, thats when I first discovered I could write poetry. But it was much more then that. I had the biggest crush on a guy whose family ran the local T-shirt silkscreen/transfer shop in the mall. Although he was 20, I was 15, he flirted back to satisfy my childlike crush, as he was madly in love with anoth

Angels Blog 5-17-2007
WELL HERE IT IS A QUARTER TO THREE IN THE MORNING EASTERN STANDARD TIME AND I CANT SLEEP SO IM UP WRITING THIS BLOG TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THIS ANGEL IS UP TO HOPE FULLY ALL MY CT FANS AND FRIENDS ARE DOING WELL AND HAD A EXCEPTIONALLY GREAT MOTHERS DAY MUAHS TO YOU ALL. AS IT STANDS RIGHT NOW BIG PAPA PARKER AND IMA IS DOING GOOD AS FAR AS WE CAN TELL SHE IS ORNERY THAN EVER AS USUAL SO I KNOW SHE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH JUST FINE HERE IT IS THE BEGINING OF SUMMER AND I CANT WAIT TILL MY B DAY WHICH IS ALSO MY ANNIVERSARY AND IT IS IN 12 DAYS MAY29TH IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE CAUSE 4 YEARS AGO I MET MY WHITE KNIGHT AND SHINING ARMOR WHOM I LOVE VERY MUCH SO HERES TO YOU BIG PAPA PARKER I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND NEVER WILL STOP LOVING YOU EVEN AFTER MY DYING DAYS YOU WILL AND ALWAYS FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS HAVE BEEN MY SOUL MATE AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE MY SOUL MATE IF IT WASNT FOR YOU I DONT KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE IN THIS WORLD TODAY OK ENOUGH MUSHY STUFF IM GONNA CLOSE FOR NOW AN

Jokes:2
Three guy`s walk into a BAR,an IRISH MAN,ENGLISH MAN,AND A AUSSIE Bloke,IRISH MAN SAY`S: i bet you $50 that my dog beats your dog Lick that,ENGLISH MAN SAY`S:i bet you $100 that my dog beats your`s Lick that,AUSSIE BLOKE SAY`S:my dog has a DIRTY ASS i bet you $200 that you won`t lick that.LOL

Failure Pt 2
well I missed the other test I took for communications officer. maybe it just wasn't meant to be. i've kind of started smoking again because i'm so stressed out with my life and making ends meet. i don't want to go back to the hospital... i feel like i'm going back down that dark empty road again where nothing feels good. i am so sad... i hate myself somedays.. tonight i went to my friends house and watched Pan's Labrynth.... GOOOD movie... It's in spanish. Filmed in Spain... some lady called my work today to complain that the movie wasn't in English. She had rented it and demanded a refund. WTF it was MADE in Spain, by a Spanish director... doomazzz... Well I better get back to being depressed.

Mothers Day
okay so believe it or not i told this guy that i loved him for the first time on mothers day...it was awesome...i was on cloud 9 all day~!~ i've never felt this way about anyone, not even my daughter's dad...which sounds bad but it's true. he's absolutely perfect, he doesn't care about my stupid little blonde moments, the way i look, the way i talk...he just likes me for me...it's amazing how you can find true love in the oddest places.... well, today he asked me to marry him & i said yes...we kinda hinted around about it for a couple of days and today he just asked me in a totally random moment...i'll never forget it~!~ anyway, that's all for now, i'll try to post a blog more often..peace out all~!!!~ have an ~ApRiLiScIoUs~ day~!!!!!~

Inspired By A Passion For Music
Inspired By A Passion For Music Music, my passion, my love, my fear. Music, that is defined by what is pleasing to the ear. My passion, that is defined by my hunger for more, My desire to succeed, to make my soul soar. My love, betrothed to my passion, Both connected, linked as one. Together in this fashion, My life is theirs to run. My fear, my skeptic cogitations for success, Afraid of exerting maximal effort, and resulting with something less. My fear of competition, Overrode by my desire to compete. My fear of failure, That which makes victory so sweet

The Aggressive One
AQUARIUS - The Slut Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. PISCES - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. LEO - The Cool One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person Ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying... GEMINI - The CUTE onE Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. CANCER - The Irre

Its Been Kind Of Slow Lately.
Things haven't been going anywhere lately. It almost seems like CT kind of died a lil bit. I'm even contemplating whether or not I should stay with CT. Meh, oh well. Life is good for the most part. I miss chatting with some of my friends on here. Well I'm keepin it short. I hope you guys have a fantastic day! :D --Jon ;)

What Is Love?
What is love? Love is a feeling Love is a saying. Love is what you have for that someone special. Love is knowing you care. Love is knowing they care. Love is many things. Love is a very strong emotion. I love you honey. This is dedicated to Rachael the girl I love with all my heart she means everything to me.

Chicken Vesuvio
Chicken Vesuvio This classic Italian-American dish is a favorite in Chicago. Chicken and potatoes are cooked in olive oil, then dressed with garlic, parsley and white wine and finished in the oven. Toss a salad while the chicken bakes, and you're all set for a memorable meal. Credit: Chicago Tribune Test Kitchen Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1/3 cup flour * 1 1/2 teaspoons dried basil * 1 teaspoon salt plus more to taste * 3/4 teaspoon dried leaf oregano * 1/4 teaspoon dried leaf thyme * 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper * 1/8 teaspoon dried crushed rosemary * 1/8 teaspoon rubbed sage * 1 cut-up broiler/fryer chicken, about 3 pounds * 1/2 cup olive oil * 3 baking potatoes, peeled, cut lengthwise into wedges * 3 cloves garlic, minced * 3 tablespoons minced fresh parsley * 3/4 cup dry white wine Directions: Mix the flour, basil, 1 teaspoon of the salt, the oregano, thyme, pepper, rosemary and sage in

The Meaning Of Evanescence
So yeah I'm sittin here, and I'm thinkin...I wonder what the word EVANESCENCE means. So I look it up. It actually has a pretty damn cool meaning....one that I actually like....one that I think will fit me...so I think I will change my name to....lol...yeah I know that's going a bit too far. But here's the defination.... evanescence noun the event of fading and gradually vanishing from sight. Yeah so I think it fits...I think I'm going to use it....now if I can just figure out how to 'gradually vanish from sight' I think I'll be aight!! ~~~MATT~~~

Maddie - Day 14 - Still Missing
Russian questioned over Madeleine Last Updated: Thursday, 17 May 2007, 09:20 GMT 10:20 UK Police investigating the disappearance of Madeleine McCann are questioning a Russian man after removing computer equipment from his house in Portugal. Sergey Malinka, was taken to a police station in Portimao from his Praia da Luz flat. He has denied any involvement and says he is "completely" innocent. Briton Robert Murat, 33, is the only formal suspect in the case of four-year-old Madeleine, from Rothley, Leicestershire, who vanished on 3 May. Mr Murat's cousin says he denies any involvement and that his life has "fallen apart". Mr Malinka is believed to have previously carried out computer work for Mr Murat. He is said to have contacted detectives himself after reading reports police were probing links between Mr Murat and a Russian. Following his release, Mr Malinka said he was interviewed as a witness and not a suspect, and that he did not have a criminal record in any

My Sex Acronym
- BombSheDevil's Sexy Acronym - Bis for...BeguilingOis for...ObsceneMis for...MagneticBis for...BlueSis for...SteamyHis for...HornyEis for...EroticDis for...DesirousEis for...EagerVis for...VoraciousIis for...IrresistibleLis for...Lusty The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

In What Type Of Careers Can A Cj Tech. Bachelor Degree Can Be Used?
Hello to my fellow Cherries, This upcoming fall I will be attending the local community college to finish something that I started when i was 18. I am going to get my complete my A.S. in Criminial Justice Tech. Then after that completion, my goal is to obtain my bachelor in that same major. I sit sometimes and I wonder what type of career will I be able to use this degree towards so I will be able to make a good in socitey and for my life. We all know that all laws have a gray area and they don't apply to everyone. We have heard of technicallites and serial murders get off from serving time. I just want some adivce from my fellow Cherries so i can do my research so when I am done, I know totally what type of job to do. I appreciate all the help. God bless everyone.

Come Join Us In Night Stalkers My Baby Dj Sadistic Is Djin
come and listen to the best dj in ct all are welcome click the link below (repost of original by '~ÅnÅrchy~§küll~NSL~Head~Crypt~Keeper~ (mÅ§Tër~ Øƒ~§åÐì§Tï©~£ìgHt )' on '2007-05-15 02:54:34') (repost of original by 'Ðj §åÐì§Tï© £ìgHt {N.S.L Asst Night Manager} ÅñÅ®¢H¥ §kü££§ Mï§T®e§§' on '2007-05-15 02:57:57')

Evolution Answer
I don't know if I should approach this from a discussion on science or on religion. cootmasi did a fair job of covering the science, but I am not too inclined to teach religion to someone apparently with a fundamentalist view. There is a couple of arguments. One being that the creation story is actually a composite to two different stories. One is Babylonian in origin (the latter half) and one predates the Babylonian captivity. However, if you go into the Gnostic Gospel of John (not in the authorized bible) you get a very different picture of the ethos of the creation even as it become apparent that it is more metaphoric and mystical then literal. You may not be related to a chimp as you say, but being that people will believe what they want to believe based on needs and deprivations, this Mumm is making you look like an ass.

Do We Use The "wait And See Method" Too Often?
Good Morning. Gas prices are about to jump again. Imagine that! I wonder how the gas out on May 15th went. Must have worked…gas is on the rise again. The consumer has no say in any of this other then to talk amongst themselves and complain on how high it is to fill their SUV’S up… Well so much for changing that by strike. Let’s try a new approach. Let’s all quit driving… There ya go… that will teach Mr. Oil and Mr. Well. Oh wait, I have that soccer game to attend to, and I need to run over to see how Joe is doing…Oh and I thought I would take the dog out in the country for a stroll. I will quit driving after all that…ooops have to get groceries and get my hair done… can’t car pool to the salon. See, they own us, we need them end of story. We have to sit there and take it. You know I had a thought. If everyone in this gas guzzling nation just did without one trip a week. One trip say even up to the gas station for coffee would walk tag along with another, just once a week… think of al

Sometimes
She sometimes wake in the deepest part of the night,hoping to reach out and pull him into her arms.Holding him vlose to her beating heat. It brings tears to her eyes when she realizes that they can"t be together night. She can't help, but think that life is some what like a game of poker, We've been dealt a bad hand... Were the cards that don't go together...Some may call it fate,some may call it destiny,her love, but she has to believe whats meant to be is out of her hands and her control. Even those this maybe true,for a little while she was blessed with an angel in the cards,that was dealt by the lord himself.

Nsfw Pics Album Is Open
I don't know what happend but it looks like my NSFW was open as a parent under my private pics album that's why you couldn't see it... I have created it now under the default as a parent album.... so come come and check it out... I'll be putting more pics soon!!! Keep giving your Cherry love to your Mistress honeys!! Whips M

My Wish-for All My Friends
I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,

Broken Hearts Mend
Broken hearts mend no matter how shattered Because in the end something mattered. Broken hearts mend and souls find peace Maybe you'll find that your heart is only needing some release. Broken hearts mendand life goes on All we have to do is be strong.

Need A Skinz Made Plz?
OK SO I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY OWN SKINZ.. I NEED SOMEONE TO LEND A HAND IN TELLING ME HOW OR MAYBE EVEN DO IT FOR ME. I WANT IT TO BE ONE FOR THE STEELERS. HAVE ALOT OF PICS AND STUFF BUT DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THEM LOL. SO IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO BE NICE AND HELP THAT WILL BE GREAT

Bbq Verses Butt Measurement
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day and the Man looks over at his wife and says, "Your butt is getting really big, I mean really big. I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue grill." With that, he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measure the Grill and then went over to where his wife was working and measured his wife's' bottom "Yes, I was right, your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue grill!!!" The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, the husband is feeling frisky. He makes Some advances towards his wife who completely brushes him off. "What's wrong?" he asks. She answers, "Do you really think I'm going to fire up this Big-ass grill for one little weiner?"

Shes Realy Gone
people u know iv never realy loved a girl except for jen how i know this is cuase any other girl that i split up with i was sad but i easly moved on. but when jen left me my chest started hurting im mean it literaly started hurting and i knew it was a brocken heart. i didnt know what to do or say all actualy thought bout killing my self. and trust me im usualy the telling people their idiots for trying somthing so stupid becuase of a girl but now i know what was going through there head death was better than whjat they wre feeling but i didnt hoping god would help us save what we had.so i prayed i prayed tell i fell asleep at 3 in the mornig. and when i woke up things werent better they wer worse she dellered all contact with me what am i to do. iv never been hurt like this befor its hard to except that some one u love so much is gone. well no one wants to hear a mans story bout his brocken heart so ill go

Moving
Hello all... Just a quick note that I won't be around for awhile...I'm moving. I am sooo ready to be in my own place! It's been a long two years and though I still have some medical issues, I am now well enough to get back out on my own.

Life!! Special Thanks To ~cuddlebug~
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the j

34 Facts
1. Triangular sandwiches taste better than square ones. 2. At the end of every party there is always a girl crying. 3. One of the most awkward things that can happen in a pub is when your pint-to-toilet cycle gets synchronised with a complete stranger. 4. You've never quite sure whether it's ok to eat green crisps. 5. Everyone who grew up in the 80's has entered the digits 55378008 into a calculator. 6. Reading when you're drunk is horrible. 7. Sharpening a pencil with a knife makes you feel really manly. 8. You're never quite sure whether it's against the law or not to have a fire in your back garden. 9. Nobody ever dares make cup-a-soup in a bowl. 10. You never know where to look when eating a banana. 11. Its impossible to describe the smell of a wet cat. 12. Prodding a fire with a stick makes you feel manly. 13. Rummaging in an overgrown garden will always turn up a bouncy ball. 14. You always feel a bit scared when stroking horses. 15. Everyone always re

Make A Solider Feel Good Today
normaly my blogs are about me but today they are about my friends who are in the service just take one minute today even if you dont have one on your friends list find one and say hi ask them how they are or just give a hug or thank them for what they are doing for us and our country...never forget our hero's they are always on our minds and forever in our hearts......

Fame At Last ..........lol
Well ihave had another new experiance. I just finished an interview for the Fetish-channel.co.uk. What fun it was and not only that it is free advertising for my website. As a Professional Domme any free advertising is worth doing. The film crew were great and what was even better was they were old friends, from when i first started in the fetish scene. Which helped me relax as iwas nervous as hell before they arrived. Been up since the crack of dawn making sure that everything was done before they got here. Like a cat on a hot tin roof. (Not very Mistressy) Gloria (Cab driver by day Tranny by night)who interviewed me is a good friend and a very good interviewer. She ask me some personal questions as well as ones about my work so people could get to know two sides of me...there are so many sides i've lost count lol. well its all been very exciting if nothing else. Now i shall wait for it to appear on the fetish channel as unfortunately i will not be given a copy. May

And It Begins...
Yup, I have decided to Blog. Granted, I realize that the vast majority of humanity would rather read a shampoo bottle than read my thoughts and inner demons, but I figured "what the hell?" and decided to do it anyway. Write more later, after hang-over dissapates.

44 Rich Man
If I were a rich man Then baby would you take my hand Take you where there's no rainy days Take you where the sun it always plays If I were a rich man Won't you make me a rich man Come on lady try and understand Won't you make me a rich man Show me that smile and help me to stand When I was a rich man There was a day when I could take your hand Chasing the sun staying one step ahead But these could've beens are only in my head When I was a rich man

45 Jonah
Call me Jonah Been living in the belly of a whale Call me a loner Guess sometimes you never can tell Toss me overboard And watch me sinking like a stone No matter how I write this story It always turns out alone I'm trying to hide my shame Underneath this dying tree Picking up the pieces of my life like all of these dead leaves Now I can feel the slap and sting of fate on my face On my knees it brings laughter out of every dark place Call me Jonah Been living my life in the belly of this whale You can take this picture of me and hang it on the gates of hell When you hear me crying out You just keep on walking by I don't really need your help Getting this last good piece of me to die Oh Jonah Oh Jonah Oh Jonah

Thursday
Hope everyone is having a good day. Actually have had a productive day at work so far.. though my partner wants me to drive over to his house to play the new HALO 3 beta that came out. I should tell him to get back to work. That's the trouble with working from home.. too many distractions. David had his game last night. They lost 1-0. He played really well. ALl the kids did. The grass was so wet that they kept slipping, and the ball hardly ever went where they wanted. I've had a lot of disappointments in life lately, but I am back to working on being positive and not letting things bother me so much. I have to look at all the good things I DO have. And I know somehow the challenges life gives me willmake me stronger. Just as the only one that can make me happy is me, the only one who can make me sad is me.

It Is Sparky_g's Birthday..... Show Him Some Love
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May 15,2007
IT IS SO FUNNY HOW SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE THE SAME PROBLEMS EACH DAY. FOR SOME OF US IT MAKES IT EASIER TO KNOW JUST WHAT TO SAY. TO HELP SOME ONE ELSE THAT IS IN CRYING NEED. IT BEATS GOING OUT AND DOING SPEED. IT IS SO FUNNY HOW EVEN THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW HAVE THE SAME ISSUES; TO WHERE YOU CAN HELP SOME ONE BY GIVING THEM A HUG OR EVEN SOME TISSUES!

Leave Me Alone
LISTEN I DONT NEED U TO CALL ME EVERY 2 HOURS I DONT NEED UR MONEY AND I DONT NEED U ,. NOW GET IT THRU UR HEAD UR A PATHILOGICAL LIAR AND U DONT NEED ANYMORE HASSELS IN UR LIFE GET UR HEAD STRAIGHTENED OUT AND LEAVE ME AND THE KIDS ALONE, UR NOT WHAT I WANT UR NOT WHAT MY KIDS NEED AND UR DEFINITELY A WASTE OF ALOT OF PPL'S TIME NOW JUST STOP ALL CONTACT WITH ME, AND STOP PHONING ME AT 2 OR 3 IN THE MORNING, I HATE THAT AND I DONT LIKE U AND I DONT WANT U AROUND UNDERSTAND ENGLISH !!!!!!!

Nasacar And What They Did To Dale Jr
well those of you who are junior fans may or may not disagree. it seems that nascar is making a big issue over the bracket. but yet hendricks crew chief had an illegal spring on jimmy johsons car and jeff gordon's crew cheif got caught with something ilegal on that car but yet they appealed and got 1 race suspension but yet jrs crew chief gets 6 race suspension 100 points docked and a 25,000 fine. moral of what i'm getting at is those 2 crew cheifs(chad knauss, steve latart) are immune to any punishment but yet any other crew chief is fair game wtf is up with that?

Hugg War
HUGG WAR YOU BETTER HUG ME NOW! Pass this hug to all of your friends and back to me, see how many you get back! 1-5 HUGS....Your on someones mind! 5-10 HUGS...Someone likes you! 10-15 HUGS..Someone wants to be with you! 15-20 HUGS..WOW! you are really loved by alot! Good morning Hope you are doing well!

Times Have Changed!
TIMES HAVE CHANGED! 'School Days' - 1956 and 2006 Scenario A: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in his gun rack. 1956 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, then goes to his car and gets his rifle out to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail, and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario B: Johnny punched Mark and then the two of them get into a fist fight after school. 1956 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled---even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario C: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, often disrupts other students. 1956 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good pa

Fine Your Voice
I know you wanna speak but theres no sound There's something going wrong inside right now Silent tears cant eplain What your heart cant reveal Don't let your fear take control of what you feel When you find your voice inside your heart I will be there for you wherever you are When you are afraid to speak the words will come to you When you find your voice, be strong for yourself All that you had for so long will be proud of you When you find your voice

Love Hurts
why is it love hurts it is like no matter what u do u get hurt nothing is good enough for u partner or is it just a feeling of depression cause it has happen to u before an u just thinkit will happen again of being hurt

Abeautiful Message
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 20 million people around the world. If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world. If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, especially in the United States. If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed because the majority can, b

Tired Of Being Harrassed! So Here Is My Bitching On It!
well i just wanted to get some frustation off my chest! i am so fucking tired of my ex trying to harrass me constantly! calling and pming me on yahoo. i have ignored him and blocked him and he makes new names and still harrasses me! for god sake he is married now and got kids. wut part of i do not want a fucking thing to do with u does he not understand? please tell me how to get rid of his ass. police say till he does something to me they can not help me. i myself do not want to f=end up fuck dead because he can not understand it is over and i want nothing to do with him. i am gettin pissed off at the situation and it is going to force me to seriously do something evil and i do not want to have to do that but i will to protect myself. my god get a fucking life and stop tryin g to take mine. okay i am done bitching and whining. lol ya'll have a cherry day bye! freaky pagan!

Common Decency
Common Decency Once again I got to see first hand just a few minutes ago how RUDE and UNCARING some people acts.I ran into a local supermarket picked up by few things and lined up,in front of me was a lady who looked to be in her eighties.After the cashier took her money and the bagboy finished bagging her order,,,HE WALKED AWAY.I looked up watched that little old lady trying her best to move the cart as the cashier collected my money I grabbed my bag walked up to that lady and offered her a help hand.As we were walking to her car she placed her hand on the side of the cart to assist her in walking.As I placed the last bag in her back seat and as I walking away she said Thank you & GOD BLESS YOU HONEY..knowing I took a few minute outta my day to help someone in need put a smile on my face..PEOPLE PLEASE RESPECT OUR ELDERLY

Hottie Game
This is called the "Hottie Game" Repost this, and see what letter people give u..... [A] You're okay [B] Pretty [C] Hottie [D] Gorgeous [E] Amazingly Beautiful [F] Take you home in a second [G] I'd marry you right now [I] I would ask u 2 be my gf / bf [J] I would make out with you. [K] I'd do the crap out of you fo sho =] [L]Do you want to go out? seriously =] [M] You are so ugly that you make elephants seem attractive [N] You're not bad...I would do you for money :P [O] I just orgasmic looking at ur pic. [P] Looking at you makes me physically ill. dont be scared to repost this and find out what people think of u and please be nice !!!

Welcome To Paradise Bar
COME CHECK OUT THE HOTTEST GROWING LOUNGE ON CT. WHERE U MEET A NEW & GOOD FRIEND EVERY TIME YOU COME IN . WE'RE OPEN NOW . COME VISIT & HAVE SOME FUN.CLICK THE LINK BELOW & COME TO A TROPICAL PARADISE !!

Where'd You Go? -- Fort Minor
(Chorus Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home (Intro Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever That you've been gone (Verse 1 She said some days I feel like shit Some days I want to quit And just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long and I find myself trying to stay by the phone Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot: working my day around a call But when I pick up I don't have much to say so, I want you to know it's a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go. (Chorus) (Verse 1 Come back home You know, the place where you used to live U

Love Poems
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta -

A Man Who Said No More
All hope hasn’t been lost in the country I call home, in a small city in northeastern Pa has created a law which will penalize a landlord who rents to illegal immigrants. Sure enough how ever this law is under review due to some brown organizations bitching about it, however the way I see it is if you were not born here, you do not belong here. Though this law is more than likely going to be banned due to violating the civil rights of non Americans, it shows that the people in this nation are not all under the influence of the Jewish controlled media and it also shows that we may have a chance. We need more people like Mayor Lou Barletta, men who are not afraid of causing a few waves in order to keep the nation he pays taxes for free from the abuse of the men and women flooding over our borders. I do have to salute this man who said enough is enough and if I can’t personally turn these people away, I will make it dam near impossible for them to live in my city. My hats off to you

Window
The eyes; a window to the soul, I look deep in his two blue liquid pools, I see a creature so hideous, my whole body tenses. Feeling suffocated by this monster; fighting to escape his fixated gaze. Never before has anyone implanted a fear, so deep inside me. Where was the love that once glistened; in those vibrant sapphire eyes?

Short One
more randomness...found this one is one of my calendars at work..thought id share. "Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved." -William Jennings Bryan

Thank You Oh Mighty Creator
Thank you god for giving man kind the intelligence to make energy drinks. These cans of bliss make it possible for me to get my lazy ass motivated every morning, noon, and night! Am i addicted....HELL NO...i am simply showing my love for these by buying them everyday...sometimes even twice. if i would still smoke dope i would not have stumbled upon these drinks of hyper tension...so thank you too rehab! So god i just want to thank you again for giving man the ability to produce meth in a can....you've really done it this time!

Winter(published-2006)edited
One of my favorites Winter is gone , but my heart stays cold, Dwelling on words you said, lies you told. Blinding my eyes, with your smile, As you ripped at my heart, all the while. You made me believe in things that weren't there, Tricking me into believing , you really did care. Spring is here , bringing new life all around, But in my heart , there is not even a sound. Seasons will come , and seasons will go, My heart remains in winter, buried deep within the snow.

If You Can Title It, Let Me Know
As the day is upon us The wind calls our name As the voices heard around us We all feel a little insane Sanity is much over rated Reality is no more exciting The better half is unrarely hated My world is of much fighting Life is ultraly and unremittingly crazy Insanity is how we live out life My days are always a bit hazy Sanity is now our heavy strife Time is of no relativity to me The world is like a block in my hand The shape of life I cannot see So it blows away like unwepped sand Descnding rage awakens my eyes Full insanity and hatred has taken over Light is gone as dark is the skies Peace and Justice is no longer my lover

Call Me Wishy Washy
but i'm staying in colorado can't leave my kids i need to work on my relationship with both of them and if i move to indaina to run away from my problems i won't be able to do that, i'll loose what i have.... i've taken a second job at walmart to do this, i'll be working in the produce department at the platte walmart from 4 am to 12:30 sat thru wed.... i'll probably be hella tired, but in the long run it is going to be worth it..... i got some things to work on, and i'm finally ready to start

One Last Breath
Every time i touched you i could never imagine it could be the last every time my lips touched yours i didn't realize they could be gone so fast every night i dreamed of you i never imagined I'd feel different the next day i thought nothing could change that there was nothing you could do or say every time i looked at you and knew just how you felt every time i stared into those gorgeous eyes i felt my heart could melt when you left i felt so alone every day my pain had grown i tried to forget you but eventually i couldn't handle it i gave you that note and walked away tears filled my eyes knowing i couldn't stay you said we could be just friends that everything would be OK but hearing those words made it worse **if i had one last second to kiss you one last reason to be with you one last moment to tell you one last breath I'd give it to you**

Love Is
Love is... being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the other person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength. Love is... being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality. Love is... an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity. Love is... the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future. Love is... the fury of the storm the calm of the rainbow Love is the source of passion. Love is... giving and taking in a daily situation being patient with each other's needs and

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I Declare
From your tender rosie lips To your soft entransic eyes I declare to thee I will love you as the heaven flies From your smooth encondecent skin To your sweet smelling hair I declare to thee I will love you as long I breathe air From you corsid yet beautiful feet To your caring and loving hands I declare to thee I will love you until gone the grains of sand From your button red nose To your short quiveing fingers I declare to thee I will love you as long as time lingers From your tears of sadness To your tears of joy I declare to thee I will love you forever more

Pathetic......
I'm finding out how bad people really can be towards others just because someone new comes around. Or they get involved with someone that other person doesn't like. In the last couple of months l have lost 4 friends due to the simple fact their signifisent others did not like me or had penis envy or something i dont know. I guess it goes to show you how pathetic people can be. You shouldnt need to drop friends because of the simple fact that who ever you are with doesnt get along with them. Perhaps if there was a valid reason like assuming they were dangerous or would attempt something sexual with that other person i could see it but not when you are mearly long time good friends. And others wonder why i find it so hard to get close to people, All it ends up as is more drama and more bullshit that isnt needed and or wanted. Though i suppose i should get use to it. Because it will never end, not as long as people cant be honest with one another anyways.....

My Mistake
She told me she loved me and I turned away. The words wouldn't come, I had nothing to say. Her beauty was real as I stared Into her deep brown eyes. She had picked me and I couldn't understand why. Was it giving her a smile ,an arm on her shoulder? Her heart cried out for what I couldn't tell her. She wanted something that I couldn't give. A past mistake I didn't want to relive. Her eyes welled up, her tears bagan to flow. Her deepest,darkest feelings had begun to show. She offered me forever along with her heart. She swore on her life we would never be apart. If I would have lied then her heart I could save. Then maybe I wouldn't be here kneeling at her grave.

Just Another Day In....
most people would have thought i would say hell, but really its not that bad its just same shit different day and it gets really old. i myself just want to do something different one day out of the week instad of being able to predict what is going to happen. i dont know maybe im reading into my life to much. i truelly do not know. maybe something great will happen tomorrow who the hell knows. i will just have to wait til then to find out.....

Illegal Immigration
Lengthy read, but awesome! Want to know why I am soooooooooo opposed to illegals--read this. Those of us that work can't retire until Medicare kicks in because we need health care. Got the basics in life such as a house/car/food, you can get sued by the same city/state/fed government that advertises to be our "uncle" (ie: Uncle Sam). STOP REWARDING ILLEGALS FOR BREAKING THE LAW. Send them "home" w/o U.S. money. Let them come to the US legally (then I would welcome them). The U.S. had a campaign a few years ago telling Americans to limit their families to 2 kids because we don't have enough room/food/water but let illegals have a dozen kids w/o paying and they get rewarded. The American way is skewed. Careful who you vote for. Joanne Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas , Texas is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswal

I Saw You...
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had

We Finalized The Names!
May 14th- Well we have finalized it down to the names we like! If it's a boy we will name him Anthony Amico Marchione! If it's a girl we will be naming her Bianca Patricia Marchione! Amico is Tobe's grandma's maiden name and Patricia is her first name. We love having a bit of ancestry in our children's names! Thursday (May 17th) I will have my next OB appointment and the sonogram. Hopefully we will have a cooperating baby and will know what our child will be!

Questions
let me no wot u all think of me!!!!!! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and How did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Have you ever wanted to punch me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word? 8. What was your first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When was the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something that you couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Before Its Too Late
Why won't you say you love me tell me not to leave? Why won't you say you can't live without me can't bear the thought of not seeing me? To go or stay I do not know do you want me or is it only my fantasy? If there's a chance reach out to me grab me and hold me before it's too late.

It Is You
When I hear a love song It is you I think of When I sleep at night It is you I dream of. You are all around me Everything comes back to you When I think of love It is you I see. When I speak of happy times It is you I speak of When I talk about bad times It is you my heart pines for. You were my lover, my friend You were my world How could things become so crazy And turned upside down? Why is it you I think of Each time the phone rings And it is you I write of When I tell my story.

I Threw Your Love Away
I threw your love away I shook it off I left it at the door Never thinking There's no one I'd love more. I ran and I ran So far away from you I didn't look back Didn't think of the pain I was putting you through. I blamed you for my pain My hurt and my loss I didn't want to give our love Another chance I just gave it a toss. It was you I needed In my darkest hour I didn't admit it Couldn't let your love Have that kind of power. Now I dream of your arms Wrapping me up so tight Want to be immersed in your love I desire your love more and more Each day and each night.

His Favorite Flavor
To taste you is heaven. Every inch of you. To smell the fresh clean of your skin, lips brushing over your flushed cheeks and diving for the hollow of your throat, placing a cherished kiss at the indentation, an offering. Following the faint shadows to the cleft between your breasts and inhale your warmth, fingertips scouting ahead and teasing your sensitive nipples to draw into high peaks on the landscape of your body. What an exploration. Palms sliding over the fine smoothness of your stomach, skirting around the cavern of your navel and gracing it with the tip of my tongue, dallying lower still. Nails sliding over your pale thighs and pressing into the flesh of your ass as I spread you open, splitting you like some ripe fruit. Burying my face in the pit of your warmth and flushing with my own heat, tasting your nectar and drinking the juices you pour onto my tongue. Sucking on the very pith of your being and watching you arch up into the night. To savour you.

To All My Old Friends
Thanks for the great welcome back ....I had a bit of a dilemma to sort out which meant me leaving ct for a while but its done and dusted so i can start again :) ill get round to catching up on pics and stash as and when i can....see ya soon guys n girls xxx

An Angel Passed Me By Dedicated To Beastman
An angel passed me by today I thought, “Of all the things” I knew he was an angel Without even seeing wings An angel passed me by today He called me ‘shining star’ I never knew that they were real But I know now that they are An angel passed me by today He helped me find my way He dried my tears and held me close And kept my fears at bay An angel passed me by today He helped me fall asleep He rocked me while he sang a song His voice was soft and deep An angel passed me by today I asked him in my dreams To take me with him when he goes But he had some other schemes An angel passed me by today He said I had more time He told me what I was to do How far I was to climb An angel passed me by today And when I woke he said, “You need much rest and comfort So lay down your weary head” An angel passed me by today But when I turned around I looked but could not see him He was nowhere to be found An angel passed me by today I know because I saw

Wishes
Wishes I Stand in front of you But I feel so far away Wish I could just touch you But I’m scared of the price I pay I endlessly dream of you But night always fades away Wish I could just speak to you But I don’t know what to say I’m right in front of you But I feel so far away Wish I could just be with you But I’m scared of the games you play Wish I could show you What I hide within my heart Wish I could show you How you’re tearing me apart You could run with me Into eternity But instead I’m down here bleeding Down on my knees Can you hear my cries in the night Can you feel my eyes on you When you look back at me What do you see Is it the same as I do You could run with me Into eternity But instead I’m down here bleeding Down on my knees I know I can’t go on being such a fool Know I can’t go on hiding from you I know I can’t go on playing this charade But I can’t destroy this mask that I made I know I’m next to you But I feel so far away

One More Time
im only going to say this one more time because apparently no one reads blogs lol i dont have yahoo i dont cyber my boobs are 38F my name isnt sexy, mami, or baby study because there will be a test lol also please help me level up i am almost there ty so much

Nsfw Ratings
iT WOULD SEEM SOME COWARDLY SON OF A BITCH DECIDED TO HAVE ALOT OF MY PICS FLAGGED NSFW. NOW DO ASK ANYONE TO LOOK AT MY PICS? HELL NO! YOU LOOK BECAUSE YOU WANT TO. IT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW WHO THE BACKSTABBING FUCK WAS. FEEL FREE TO REPOST THIS OR FLAG IT NSFW ALSO. IF MY ACCOUNT GETS DELETED FOR BEING TO "ADULT" ASK ME IF I REALLY GIVE A FUCK. WITH ALL THE BACKSTABBING, COWARDLY, PANSY ASS WHININGG FUCKS ON HERE IT REALLY WON'T BE A BIG LOSS. TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!! LOVE YA!!! KEEP IT REAL!!! HUGS LeRoy

Rules Of A Blowjob (men Vs. Dazzy)
WHAT MEN HAVE TO SAY, AND WHAT DAZZY HAS TO SAY BACK...lol 1) MEN: First of all, yes you're obligated to do it. If you don't, we will find someone (younger, prettier and dirtier) who will. DAZZY: First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. Yes, sometimes we get in the mood and do it on our own free will. BEGGING is soooo not a turn on. And the more you ask, the more we refuse. You want someone younger, prettier, and dirtier, you can GO FUCK YOURSELF. IF YOU LOVE ME, THERE IS NO ONE YOUNGER OR PRETTIER. SO THERE. 2) MEN: Second, swallowing a teaspoon full of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. DAZZY: From a woman's perspective, NO it's not. I'm bisexual and I'll tell you straight up, i'd rather lick that dead fish then put that other nasty sweaty mothafucker in my mouth to begin with, let alone SWALLOW what comes out of it. 3) MEN: You want to talk about farting? Does the word "queef" mean anything to you? DAZZY: Um, yeah...The defini

Finally Divorced
To all of you that read my blogs, I am finally divorced, the bitch gets 50% of everything and most of the furniture, but I get the baby 4 days out of the week. In case some had wondered why I was not in for a few months, it was due to the divorce proceedings I just wanted to be careful and watch my back(follow me?) So right now I guess I am looking for someone to take care of me, is there any ladies willing?

All Growed Up..
I had to take my 3 month old to the doctors this afternoon and as I sat in the waiting room, I looked over on the coffee table and there was todays paper, my first thought was, Damn, thats what I forgot to do today...Then it hit me.. * usually get a paper everymorning * actually feel crappy until about 1030am if I didnt have my morning coffee * I write a grocery list and actually stick to it(when i remember the darn thing) * I try to remember everything * I forget everything * I am in bed by 11pm, on most saturdays * I actually read the sunday paper and clip the coupons * I got excited when I found two postage stamps in the cabinet yesterday.... yeah, I have no life. I am all growed up..LMAO

Hello Everyone,
Hello Everyone, I have missed you all. I have been very busy with photo shoots, etc. I have to brag a little. K-Ville, our New Orleans series has been picked up for thirteen episodes. It will air June 1st. My son Jonathan is in it so of course I am proud of him. The movie, College, will air in theatres September 14th. My daughter Tiffany is in that, we are so proud. Good luck to everyone in their endeavors and may we all be blessed in this life.

Another Poem
Starlights gentle shining, down on lonliness, everyone can feel it, if they'll just confess. No matter how the crowd moves, or the single stand. starlight, moonlight, lonliness, travel hand in hand. Used to think the lonely, poor saps that they were, ought to all be locked up, nere let themout of stir. They brought their feelings with them, and showered them a far, and even loving couples could see 'the lonely star'. For years I ws so happy, or so I thought was true. This was so long before I met the lovliness of you. I had a lovely lady, or so was in my head, but I found out her thoughts of me had long ago gone dead. So now I'm part of lonely, the moon light and that star, have brought me here to Folkston, and from all I'm afar. I work the days in prison, at night in prison too, these walls, and darkened windows, allow no outside view. I peek into a glowing, lite up CRT, and pray dear lord, do ask someone to sit and talk with me. I know this sounds so morbid, depression soa

The Rules Of A Blow Job For Girls And Guys!!!
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave

Update 5-17-07
Just an update, i'm doing pretty good, except in the process of getting my teeth checked out since i haven't gone since junior high 15 years ago, but my teeth aren't to bad, had one bad one they pulled and they are pulling my wisdom teeth. lol 2 down only one more to go. On the good note for those that have read my blog, they finally caught my ex, he's sitting in jail WOOO HOOO! I'm gonna get full custody of my daughter!!! Sorry i haven't been on much, i'll try to get caught up on everyones stuff... if i haven't done your pictures yet or even touched your stash please private message me and let me know... I'll get to it, i'm pretty good about keeping that up.. On another note i won't be around May 24th through May 29th, i'm going to see my daughter in Montana.. I can't wait either...Have a great weekend and Memorial weekend....

Apple Computer
Apple computer announced today that is has developed a computer chip that can store and play music in women's breast implants. The iBOOB will cost between $499 and $599. This is considered to be a major breakthrough because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them. ;p

Who Am I.....
Have you ever sat down and asked that question; Who am I and what is my purpose? I have from time to time. I am not sure that I can explain who I see myself as, but it is more as how others see me to be. Many have come to me over the years, some without reason, some are drawn and do not know why, others just like the name....but each has a purpose in crossing my path. I may not know from the beginning and it may not be known for a while, but I never turn away. I believe there is a reason and I do not have to understand it and nor do you. It is just going with the flow and easing. Many times I have questioned things that perhaps should not have been questioned. But it is a need for understanding so that I can continue the path that I am on or lead to. Yes my path, as others paths,have many branches along the way, but all is a learning. Yes, sometimes I stray and hope I do not so far that I can not find my way back. I do not have all the answers nor should I. But I do listen and hear

Stories
I found a line and then it grew I found myself still thinking of you I felt so empty and now I'm fine But still it's burning when will you be mine Too much of the same stories in our lives I think its time for change, don't you? Too much of the same stories in our lives I think its time for us to walk away from here Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside Look at me, still in your mind Our memories, so intertwined Well you broke through, you found your way And so did I, no need to stay In the same old picture, tried and true We've been through that, let's look for something new Too much of the same stories in our lives I think its time for change, don't you? Too much of the same stories in our lives I think its time for us to walk away from here Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night? Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night? Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote

The Guys Will Appreciate This
Wife: Honey..... What are You Looking for ? Husband: Nothing. Wife: Nothing...?? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour?? Husband: I was just looking for the expiration date. ********** Q - What is the Difference Between Mother & Wife? A - One Woman Brings you into this world crying & the other ensures you continue to do so. ********** Wife: Do you want dinner? Husband: Sure, what are my choices? Wife: Yes and no. ********** Wife: You always carry my photo in your briefcase to the office. Why? Husband: When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears. Wife: You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you? Husband: Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, "What other problem can there be greater than this one?" ********** Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden. Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I d

To My Uncle
TO MY UNCLE. WE NEVER GOT TO SAY ARE SORRYS OR NEVER GOT TO SAY HOW MUCH WE MEANT TO EACHOTHER YOU NEVER GOT TO MEET MY FAMILY. YOU NEVER GOT TO SEE ME GROW INTO THE WOMAN I AM NOW. YES WE TALKED ON THE PHONE.I HAD CHANCES TO COME SEE YOU AND I DIDINT. I AM SORRY I NEVER CAME TO SEE YOU.I KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO DIE MAYBE ITS BECAUSE. I DIDNT WANT TO REMEMBER WHAT MY MOM WENT THROUGH AND MY DAD. WE NEVER WERE CLOSE FAMILY ALWAYS APART FIGHTING DISOWNING EACHOTHER. EVEN THOUGH I DONT AGREE ON HOW THINGS WERE IN ARE FAMILY YOU WERE STILL MY UNCLE AND I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOUR HAPPY NOW WERE EVER YOU ARE RIP

Sinner
Forgive me father for I have sinned every day I find another way to not let you in Is there any other way to fall asleep at night other then bitter tears and fights? I turn out the lights and pray that it'll all just be a dream someones says their's a light maybe someday I'll catch a gleam I kick and I scream but I don't want a fight why can't you just leave me right here I only wanna sink into your floor. become a piece of the routine a crazy mixed up life swirling with hate I can't stand seeing your face It makes me want to rip out your heart is that bad? is it angry? Do I deserve what they say? Would it be better just to pop all these pills and whisper good night let the world drift away and leave me behind...? I'm tired of fighting the fear why can't it all just disappear? A fucked up dream whisked away by the light. ~Jess

You Gotta Have Friends!
The dictionary says: Friend (frend) noun. 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; partron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or Foe? Seems like it isn't all there though huh? What about the years that a friendship can last? What about the laughter that seemed non-stop when you got lost in conversation? There is just so much more that Meriam or Webster omitted. Ever lost a friend? The definition doesn't touch on the incredible pain that you must endure. Hmmmm, so is Friendship a magical thing? Is there a Friend Fairy that comes and sprinkles dust on you to sends you and this aquaintance on a journey that grows into a lifelong relationship? No.....No it isn't...wish is was, cos I would catch me a fairy and steal her dust :) So what is it? A mutual attraction? Admiratio

Lonely Plea
Stay with me tonight You see the blackness makes me cold I do not demand your love I just need someone to hold I am tired of always smiling Sometimes I need to cry I do not demand you listen But is it possible you could try For my weakness lays in the shadows Strength will surely find me come daylight I do not demand eternity Just stay with me tonight

With Heavy Hearts
Well it is with heavy heart's that we the officer's of The GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY announce our decision to remove a member.This member was approached last night by our chief of security and advised of his need for a verified salute.He refused to ever get a salute done and express that he would rather leave than do one.Well Billy Beer we wish you luck in the future in all your endeavor's but we must remove you from the family.

I Have A Friend
I have a friend that is in need of some help, in which I am unable to offer her. My friend is in love with a man, pretty much says it all. Although, she is in love, she feels completely alone. You see she has pretty much lost her best friends, due to events that she can't change. One, a friend that fell in love with a man, that she wants to be a father for her daughter. But no longer wants any of her friends to be around her to ruin her "true" happiness. Two, a friend that has been her best friend since she was young, has fell off the face of the earth. This friend has some issues of her own, but I guess just recently decided that she didn't want to be around my friend at all anymore. Three, a cousin/friend that would still be around as much as she ever could be if it wasn't for her father. You see her father thinks that my friend, is a bad person. Who's only purpose for hanging out with her cousin is to get her in trouble, influence her in bad ways and getting her into drugs. Not o

Months Of May/june...
For my friends, fans, and FAMILY: I have to blog this so all will be updated: I am going to be very busy for the next month w/ family issues and personal stuff...In other words, I am NOT going to be able to be logged in as often as usual...PLEASE don't take it as I don't care, or that I am playing around.......... I am still going to be checking in, and doing my best to keep up w/ ALL of "MY LOVED ONES" on CT. Jeanie (Slave J)

Spirit
The human spirit is your specifically human dimension and contains abilities other creatures do not have. Every human is spiritual; in fact, spirit is the essence of being human. You have a body that may become ill; you have a psyche that may become disturbed. But the spirit is what you are. It is your healthy core.

A Kiss
They kiss. A strange mixture of desire and love. He roams his hands across her body. Lightly at first. Getting stronger with every inch covered. She moans. He quiets her in his own special way. She is lifted off the ground. Slowly she feels herself hitting the softness of her bed. A hard body is suddenly on top of her. ON HER. IN HER. She screams in pleasure. He becomes more frenzied with his actions. Their bodies are thrusting against each other. Grinding. Moving like they never have before. Then all of a sudden something happens. SHE WAKES UP........ Dawn F 1993

I Tried - Bone Thugs-n-harmony
I Tried - Bone thugs n Harmondy - You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard, I tried hard...but I guess I gotta try harder. [Chorus] I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery man I try so hard will always be a victim of these streets it aint my fault cuz I... tried to get away but trouble follows me and still I try so hard hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow but until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough [Verse 1] First let me explain that I'm just a black man and I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man my mind be racin, and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet I been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see thats it's me where the complications at, but I'm layin back prayin that, you can't have piece of mind of me, I thought I was right but really I'm wrong, in the end I was to blind to s

A Letter To My Love
I want to take you to a place deep within me. It's someplace I think you should see. Take my hand if you will. It's only 2 A.M. we have time to kill. Please enter slowly at first, if you can. Pateiently I want it done so you will understand. You have to be careful, this place is sore. It had been torn to shreds years before. Some guys know, others find out. Yet it is still something I don't talk about. This is something I have waited awhile to share. So please handle it with care. I couldn't bear to see it once again torn apart. I mean think about it-I do have only one heart. Dawn F 1991

Me
A soul so young; yet so very old. A heart so distant and cold. Eyes that have seen love and hate. A body that has been used, abused and thrown away. Feet that have helped this body run away from a world of hate. A mind that cannot accept what is to be it's fate. Hands to reach out for something. Arms to comfort myself when my hands bring me nothing. Tears that scald my cheeks day after day. This is the true me. The one that has to deal with lonliness everyday. Dawn F 1993

Tonight
How can you feel a love for someone who doesn't feel the same? Especially when those feelings are mixed with shame. Confusion tears me apart inside day after day. Tonight when I see you, deep down I know I will pay. Guilt wrenches me apart. When I see the woman who already has your heart. I just smile at her like everything is alright. Beacause I know when darkness falls, you will be in my bed tonight. Dawn F 1993

Feelin So Alone
I have no idea what i am suppost to do i feel so lost .... I see others around me being happy and yet i stand here so alone. Where love seems to never really find me? When does it get to be me for once? Where does it get to be my true love? tired of these stupid games, Not sure in what to believe in again if its out there for me or if i am being silly. I guess all i am ever meant to be is a victom of these streets, cause it seems so impossible for it to ever be me. Seem doomed on bein alone doomed to watch as others get to be happy and find their ones while i stand around like im lookin threw the window on the other side of the glass to always see and never be. Never gets to be me.

Obsession
To me obsession is calling a special guy every night of your life. Doesn't really matter if he has a wife. Sticking outside his house day after day. Playing the game he wants you to play. I look at those girls and laugh at them. Don't they realize that guy will only pay attention to them on a whim. They supposedly don't realize they are obsessed. I guess they don't have enough self respect to possess. Can't you see them waiting by the phone for him to call? Then they don't realize it when they fall. Don't they realize it wasn't meant to be? Yet, I look in the mirror and realize one of those girls is me. Dawn F 1991

Words To Help In My Fight
O God, the Lord, the strength of my salvation, Thou hast covered my head in the day of battle. Lord, I put my trust in You. As I face the challenges of everyday life, help me to remember that You stand with me, supplying my strength and courage and wisdom.

Lost Weight
Ok Ya'll...I've lost lots of weight and wonder where it all went to lol. I had weighed up to 274 lbs little over 4 yrs ago when i was about to have my daughter and just over those past years i've managed to lose it all. Yea took 4 hellish long years to do it but just since last year of September when i dumped my daughter's father due to some personal reasons, i started losing weight. I am proud to say i am now down to 196 1/2 lbs!!! 3 1/2 more till i am back to my pre prego weight!!! I am not sure how i lost it all because i don't exercise much really...am on my feet alot but other then that?? LOL course it could be due to the fact that i am no longer under the stress i was when i was with Ruth's dad? Oh well...i'm just so f'ing thrilled i've lost it all and plan to keep on losing it. I don't really eat much anymore like i used to so that could be part of the reason why i have lost so much weight!! Any ways....I Just thought i'd share my excitement with all my friend's and family!

Today I Took The Authority Back
Today while doing what I do here at the house while the Ogre is out doing what he does (bringin home the bacon and he does it so well) I found myself in charge of the rugrats of the house while their daddy slept til time for work. The kids have repeatedly been gettin over on me because they know I don't really know the routine here and that I really don't know what they are allowed and such... so I'm the easy one to get over on. Not today, darlings, not today. The Wench dug deeep down in her thong and found those balls she knew were there somewhere. I made the rules. I turned off the video game. I made the little shits put on some freakin tennis shoes and GO THE HELL OUTSIDE TO PLAY. Yay me!

Just A Brief Detail Of My Enlistment
So i flew to salt Lake City last night, went my physical this morning, slept only for 25 minutes in the last 48hrs. Good news is that i have passed all of my physical test, and i sign the contract, and also got sworn in. I will be going for My Army National guard training from June 11th for about 22 weeks, so i will not be here for that period. I would like to thank all the people that gave me the advise. and prepared me for this, and helped out during this decision making, and suported me, even though most of you do not agree with what i am doing, but you have still manage to show your suport which is all i ask for. I am verry happy with the result and honor to be able to serve my country. Love you all, and thank you once again. PeacE Moe

Just Feels Right..
Yesterday it seemed like the world was over. Today I see sunshine and patches of clover. I wanted so much for the pain to cease. Now I have found happiness, even if it's just a piece. The promises made in the night time hours; They belong to no one else, they are ours. You look into my eyes and tell me what you feel. I look back and know that your feelings are real. You have to be gone, for just a little while. I'll wait forever, if it's just to see you smile. Your happiness brings peace to my soul. We think as one, and have the same goal. To be together when the timing is right. When love conquers all, it is worth the fight.

Tell Me..
Yo… am I out of my league when I say I feel intrigued to suit Bush up in military fatigues, have him face a blitzkrieg and see how quickly he fatigues? Tell me... Am I’m being immature because I am unsure if our elected leaders intentions are pure? They do a monetary downpour raining our dollars on a war funded by taxes of mine and yours Yet just take a neighborhood tour and realize that we can’t find a cure to provide assistance to OUR poor. I mean… the envelope do I too far push when I say I wanna wrongly accuse Bush and then douche him amongst criminals and make him watch his tush from a potential anal ambush? Let him get impregnated And he can give birth thru his cock Let him breed up a whole flock Have them fight around the clock His own personal war in Iraq I mean Iraq Then send our friends and loved ones back. Maybe he can get help… From his faithful lil sidekick That goes by the name of Dick Hmmm…a bush and a dick Yet something just don

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Elements
Your Love Element Is Earth In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation What Element Is Your Love?

Don't Forget To Add Me To Your Other Profiles!
Don't forget that I am on myspace, facebook, tagworld and livemansion. These are my official profiles. Make sure you add me if you have a profile at these places. Click the banners to visit each profile Thanks for being such awesome fans! It means a lot to me. muah xoxo, Breann

Losing My Religion
Losing My ReligionAdd a video to your site WebratsMusic.com: Music Video CodesUpdate your profile Now, this video seems to be patterned after this wonderful and touching short story. It will touch your heart. A Very Old Man With Enormous Wings: A Tale For Children Gabriel Garcia Marquez On the third day of rain they had killed so many crabs inside the house that Pelayo had to cross his drenched courtyard and throw them into the sea, because the newborn child had a temperature all night and they thought it was due to the stench. The world had been sad since Tuesday. Sea and sky were a single ash-gray thing and the sands of the beach, which on March nights glimmered like powdered light, had become a stew of mud and rotten shellfish. The light was so weak at noon that when Pelayo was coming back to the house after throwing away the crabs, it was hard for him to see what it was that was moving and groaning in the rear of the courtyard. He had to go ve

My Thoughts On What Is Important
This will be randomly written. See I got fired from Hardee's where i worked from age 16 until age 18 or 19. i'm not complaining, but it wasn't fair especially since i worked my ass off for them to outdo mcdonalds. but while i worked there i bought food for the place i live at now, had the place stocked to the rims with food. and now it's barely any food because most of the money goes to my stepdad's obsession with beer and bingo. i have no job so i have no say in what they buy right? but shouldn't a household have enough food in it to make 3 meals a day? i only eat one meal a day because i'm afraid that if i eat 3 meals a day that the food will be gone before the next day my mom gets paid. and sometimes i have to go ask neighbors for stuff which i know they get tired of supporting us when we should have enough money to get the things we ask for. what do ya'll think?

Which Horror Killer Are You?
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw100%Leatherface90%Freddy Krueger80%Michael Myers70%Jason Voorhees50%Pinhead50%Captain Spaulding50%Buffalo Bill50%Hannibal Lecter50%Candyman40%

Poem I No Longer Exist
I no longer exist I no longer exist part of me is missing, gone far away I am gone to a dark place were I will now stay No one seems to care the torment I face, No one hears me my life shall erase. I don’t exist no more I am numb and cold I don’t exist anymore even myself I cannot hold. Dieing on the inside no one really cares What shall I do this life is no fair Family is an illusion with no meaning it don’t exist to me There are no friends thats all a dream a fantacy Dieing on the inside my pain I cannot share I became someone I do not want to be I no longer care No one really loves or truly truly cares who you are are what your about No one really wants to take the time there is no doubt Selfish people who just hurt others for material or a single penny Selfish ones who step on others there is way to many No one really cares if you live or die They only want to hurt you step on you make you cry There is no hope for me anymore I have

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Diamond Eyes. You are full of confidence, just don't let it go to your head. Its great to know your worth it! Isn't it:D Just remember those of us down here. You are probably quite popular.Diamond Eyes67%Eyes full of Pain33%Mysterious17%Passion17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Why?????
ok,i'm tired of beating a dead horse!i guess im just going to play it by ear anymore.i mean i like getting out and having a drink,even if my other half doesnt like it.well i be dam if im going to do as she tells me!im tired of being at home or work and doing laundry and cooking without sum enjoyment! hell,im even going to look for a girlfriend that doesnt mind me being married!go for a ride on the bike with me,go to the bar after work wit me.maybe help me pierce myself more.just as a friendship or with sex doesnt matter to me!i love woman,just talking too or them using my tongue with no recipracating is good!if any are willing let me know!

Empty
nothing feels enough I know why God made life so rough but God, it isn't fair when everything is like a dare that dangles in my face and laughs at me I'm a disgrace for hating everything and giving in so easily materialism is a disease...

Bad Boys For Life?
Today was an interesting day, I saw someone I knew in high school, well sort of knew in high school, she knew me. I tried talking to her, you know, just to say hello and catch up on things and she more or less blew me off. It took me by surprise because for the most part I thought I was very well liked, especially throughout my high school years, I was voted best dressed, best spoken, and most eligible bachelor my senior year...well apparently I guess that wasn't the case. Apparently my reputation preceeds me. See...back in high school, despite being an oustanding student, active in lots of extra curricular activities, I had a bad streak, a real bad streak. In the school I was what you could call the ideal student, but outside, I did it all, I raced illegally, ahh...I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss my Corvette, I fought on the streets, often for money, and amongst other things, I really did things and got involved with people that I shouldn't have been. I guess you can

I'm So Sick Of The Bullshit
So I had a fender bender last week. OK. Well today the other parties insurance company calls me and tells me that they won't be covering the repairs on my car because they have a statement from a witness stating that this girl was already out in the aisle and turning her wheels to leave when I hit her. So I was at fault. Excuse me. Where the fuck did this person come from. I knew nothing about any witnesses. Why didn't this person come up to the both of us and say I saw what happened when I was there? Why did she wait until fter I left to leave her contact info with just the other if she was in a rush? She couldn't have been in too big of a hurry to wait 5 mins for me to leave and then come up and say I saw what happened. This sounds all kinds of fishy to me, that a witness should suddenly appear out of thin air that said nothing to me, when I didn't see anyone around when the other party and I were exchanging information. Is it just me who sees something wrong with this?

Breathe My Spirit
Let my spirit Breathe I just don't understand My dreams need words to speak My heart's spirit sleeps every second of the day I know I hold thee in my dreams Whispered and shouted I need to keep the spirit true People with respect are there to guide the way Only the spirit of the heart needs to fallow So Dancing out of step Keep the spirit awake Only a momment in time every word I say is mine So let my spirit breathe And I will give the ardent of words of love Never in my heart has my spirit breathed with out a thought to life, to love, happiness and joy or even faith So give my spirit a chance to breathe of hope and dreams And I will hold thee in the spirit of my arms Until thy dreams and spirit needs to breathe also So come let us share a dream and breathe over the sadness of time and not of ardent of love lost So please breathe oh spirit's of life help us capture the the wind in our spirit's of life Now can we dance a slow dance and let o

And Just When I Thought It Couldn't Get Worse......
The commitment phobe of a guy that I'm talking to decides today that he needs space again. Like I was crowding him, or forcing him to commit to me for the rest of his life. I went to his house to hang out on Mon. Called him when I got off work on Tues. like he told me to and he didn't answer or call back. I tried to call again on Wed to no avail. When I sent him a text today (Thurs) he tells me that I need to chill. WTF...over Can someone tell me how 4 phone calls and 3 text msgs in 3 days equates to me getting attached to someone who is just supposed to be P.O.A. in the first place? Come on Duckman you know the rest of the details, yes it's the same guy I told you about last month, enlighten me. Can someone clarify this for me 'cause I'm confused. I really am about to be done with guys.

Who Am I Looking For?
I would like a caring man. A man that can treat a woman right. One that can accept my faults as I accept his faults also. I know I am not perfect and I also know that no one is.I would like to have a man that has some of my interests. I like most kinds of music. I love to sing. I don't drink beer but the occasional glass of wine or margerita is nice. I have never used drugs and prefer not to be around ones that do. I also would prefer a non smoker. So, if a man can accept that, it would be great. I do not play head games and wouldnt want a man to play head games with me either.I do not tolerate liars or cheats. I believe a man and a women should be honest with each other; always tell the truth and be faithful. Getting to know--this will come after many chats online and the phone. I feel that after being divorced, i would like to find a good man; one i can trust and one that can trust me. I am ready to move on with my life. I do look at the inside and outside of a person

When God Made The Emt
When the Lord made the EMT, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel approched and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "have you read the specs on this order"? An EMT has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkel his uniform." "He has to beable to lift 3 times his own weight, crawl into wet cars with barly enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." " he has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel sook her head slowly and said, "six pairs of hands...no way. "its not the hands that is causing me the problems," said the Lord, "Its the three pairs of eyes an EMT has to have". "Thats on a standard model?" ask

Roy Orbison "only The Lonely"
ROY ORBISON lyrics - "Only The Lonely" (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) (Whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah-yaa) (Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa-oow, ah-ah) (Only the lonely) (Only the lonely) Only the lonely (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) Know the way I feel tonight (Whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah-yaa) Only the lonely (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) Know this feeling ain't right (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) There goes my baby There goes my heart They've gone forever So far apart But only the lonely Know why I cry Only the lonely (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) (Whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah-yaa) (Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa-oow, ah-ah) (Only the lonely) (Only the lonely) Only the lonely Know the heartaches I've been through Only the lonely know I cry and cry for you May be tomorrow A new romance No more sorrow But that's the chance You've gotta take If you're lonely heartbreak Only the lonely

The Summer Of 1957
It's the summer of 1957 and Harold goes to pick up his date, Peggy Sue. Harold's a pretty hip guy with his own car and a duck tail hairdo. When he goes to the front door, Peggy Sue's mother answers and invites him in. "Peggy Sue's not ready yet, so why don't you have a seat?" she says. That's cool. Peggy Sue's mother asks Harold what they're planning to do Harold replies politely that they will probably just go to the malt shop or to a drive in movie or maybe go to the local Dance Hall. . Peggy Sue's mother responds, "Why don't you kids go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it." Naturally this comes as quite a surprise to Harold and he says "Wha...aaat?" "Yeah," says Peggy Sue's mother, "We know Peggy Sue really likes to screw; why, she'd screw all night if we let her!" Harold's eyes light up and he smiles from ear to ear. Immediately, he has revised the plans for the e

The Coat Hanger
A woman was at work when she received a phone call that her small daughter was very sick with a fever. She left her work and stopped by the pharmacy to get some medication. She got back to her car and found that she had locked her keys in the car. She didn't know what to do, so she called home and told the baby sitter what had happened. The baby sitter told her that the fever was getting worse. She said, "You might find a coat hanger and use that to open the door." The woman looked around and found an old rusty coat hanger that had been left on the ground, possibly by someone else who at some time had locked their keys in their car. She looked at the hanger and said, "I don't know how to use this." She bowed her head and asked God to send her help. Within five minutes a beat up old motorcycle pulled up, with a dirty, greasy, bearded man who was wearing an old biker skull rag on his head. The woman thought, "This is what you sent to help me?" But, she w

Chapter One
Well, to start off with I'm not too sure on what I'm going to be doing. I have seemed to have fallen into this depression that I'm trying to pull myself out of. I am happy and satisfied with where I am living at right now. I love being with my Sister's. They have helped me sooo much. You couldn't ask for a better family than the one I have. They have protected me, and have supported me in everything and every decision that I have made. I love you, Kristie and Tera. You are the greatest sisters ever. The thing is is that I'm debating on going back to my husband or not. He really wants me to come back home, but I'm not sure on what to do. I do want to go back, and I really want to work my marriage out. I love and care for my husband an awful lot. I have let a few things get in between our marriage just as he has done some things that's broke the marriage up, also. Both of us realize now what it is that we need to do to work this out, and we are both willing to do it.

Cherry Tap!!
Hi this is about this site were all on Cherry TAP!! i think its site is great and lots of fun I like all the friends I meet and some I get to know pretty good and of course we all get points and money and E.T.C. of course . Some actually hook up here and continue in there lives and some well its not fare what happens when some 1 falls for some 1 and turns out there with some 1 else or flirtin or so. I have been on this site for quite a while now and made some good long time friends and still maken friends day by day and of course going up higher as we all do in time some faster then others some not at all depends on how long were online and how we promote our selves . Some of the contests are not fare and of course most of the contests are run by guys ok well thats not all to fare ok because if its all about women like there tattoo's or body parts well of course the leader of the contest or 1 of his good friends will pick some girl who is his best friend or so wel all hav

Its Sad
i stole this from some ones blog MOTORCYCLE Current mood: sad Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. *Girl hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? its bugging me. (In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. *The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

Shark Fishing
I leave June 2nd to go down to Texas for a few days to go shark fishing with a friend of mine, and I can't wait. Just the power a shark has, knowing the hour long fight I'll have is just the biggest rush I think I can have. Actually having one there to touch knowing I won the fight has to be the bigget adrenaline rush ever!

Whats My Name Say
Take the letters of your first name and put them together to see what you are like A : you like to drink B : you like people C: you are really silly D : one in a million E : great in bed F : you are dead sexy G : you never let people tell you what to do H : you have a very good personality,looks and, are a very good kisser I : great in bed J : people Adore you K: you're wild and crazy L : unbelievably great in bed M : best kisser ever N: you like to drink ALOT O: awesome kisser P : you are popular with all types of people Q : you are a hypocrite R : fuckin Crazy S : easy to fall in love with T : you're loyal to those you love U : you are really silly V : you are not judgemental W : you are very broad minded X : you never let people tell you what to do Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for Z : always ready Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your name say about you K: you're wild and crazy A : you like to d

Standard Lounge Skin
On the left of your lounge u will see "lounge options". Click on "Change motd" & copy & paste the code below. If you want to add a background copy & page the url of the image where it say's "URL TO BACKGROUND HERE". ________________________________________ body{ background-image:url("URL TO BACKGROUND HERE")!important; background-repeat:repeat!important; background-attachment:fixed!important; background-position:top!important; } table{background-color:transparent!important;}tr, th{background-color:transparent!important;} td{background-color:transparent!important;} td{color:white!important} } div.lounge_shoutbox_enter_data { border:2px solid white; border-bottom:none; overflow:hidden; width:600px; height:30px; background-color:white; color: white; text-align:right; padding-left:10px; padding-right:10px; margin:0px; vertical-align:bottom; } div.lounge_shoutbox { vertical-align:top; border: 2px solid black; border-top:none; overflow:auto; width:600px

Words For Another One Of My Brothers
Are we victims of a struggle, far beyond our strength, A product of our own environment so they say. Are we settling for their definition of who we are now and will become? Only a perminent statistic at the end of the day. Are these the choices we have mindlessly made under society's spell Our knowledge now forming of our true self, with the strength to clearly vanquish our way. Are we now capable of believing we can change the perception stereotypically put upon our birth, In triumph to achieve, rising beyond today.

Internet Communities
Hello Friends! I've been online with my photos since 2003, first on a Dutch webpage for Tall Women called Http://www.kaikura.net. I'm still now and then making a session for them :-) Shortly after that I started my own yahoo-group becuse I wanted to have more contact with the people who came and looked at the photos. Http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Tall_Josephine (it's free to join! this is my main photo-place, what you see here are just a few examples of what you will find there! ohyes :-) Then I was chatting for a while through msn but I stopped - it just took too much time. Chatting is just way too much fun! *grin* - In 2005 I started a Swedish weblog: Http://giraffen197.webblogg.se - it is in Swedish, but there are many photos there from my new home-town, The Hague. Especially if you go to the menu to the left and scroll down to "Haag" - you will be able to see them! And not long ago - in February I think, I joined MySpace - Http://www.myspace.com/talljo

Dad
Dad! I never ask for miracles, but today, just one would do, to see the door push open, and see you walking through. If I could have one lifetime wish, one wish that would come true, I would wish with all my heart, for yesterday and you. The things I feel most deeply, Are the hardest things to say, For I your daughter, loved you, I miss you more each day, for life is not the same, since you have gone away. My heart still aches with sadness, and silent tears still flow, for what it meant to lose you, No one will ever know. There will always be this heartache, And often a silent tear. I shall cherish those precious memories, of the days when you were here. Remembering you is easy, I do it every day. But missing you is a heartache that never goes away.

Our Reality
Dreaming of you, eyes wide awake vividly imagining the life we could make. Day dreams into night, feeling you are around me. Playing out a fantasy, fulfilling every need. Making this a reality has now become my quest. Only perfection for this King and Queen commanding nothing less.

My World
there was a time in my life where i wanted to die i felt so empty even when i was around friends and family....well one day i got a phone call and i was told that i was pregnant my heart skipped a beat i fell to the ground and started crying i was so scared i wouldnt be a good mom but the day they laid that littl boy into my arms that fear went away when i got to hold him all i did was starred into his eyes and cryed i didnt know what to do at that moment so i gentely kissed him on the forhead and told him he was mommys pride and joy... he gave me a new meaning of life that i never knew i would feel..he was so little i thought to my self how could something this great happen to me he is my hopes and my dreams i thought wouldnt ever come true he saved me in more ways then one he filled my life my heart my mind and soul with love and joy...i whisper to him everynight i love you my heart mommy loves you...the day i had him is the day my life beging..the first time he smiled i laughed and

Mommies Are Not The Only Ones That Like To Talk About Their Children
Good Morning…a slight pause as I am not sure this mornings story or missive or blog will have much response due to the audience is mainly woman. That is not a bad thing, actually I enjoy talking with women. I talk to men all day at work due to the type of business I am in and some women as well seeing that more and more purchasing duties are being trust on women for commercial and industrial accounts alike. The topic today is on the MSN TAB: Also on MSN, Moms: Share stories about your kids. Once that icon is clicked you get potholed into a site called “In the Motherhood” Which is great do not get me wrong this is a must. People should talk about their children, good, bad or indifferent. My dilemma is this Not that I talk mainly or write mainly to women, but more so that there are no Men sites to talk about their children. You know, I hear all the time from friends on what their kids doing, done or accomplishments are. Oh yeah, we guys love our children. We do not always show it, beca

Humor
Most people enjoy a good meal that has delicious flavor. To accent and enhance the flavor different seasonings are used which make the meal a truly delectible experience. Along the same parallel of thought, is a sense of humor that is used in good taste, no pun intended. A smile and a laugh make for an uplifting moment to enhance the day along the way. In addition, a smile and a laugh are absolutely free, bringing joy and happiness to others. A sense of humor seasons the day.

Thoughts On Vic
It's actually late for me to be on here...7:23 AM. I just went through re-rating a friends pics. I rated them 10's before, but now 11's. Funny thing is the 35 or so 11's I had left, never added up! Now I'm not a points whore, but if you pay for something, shouldn't it work for you. Does anyone know about this? I'd like to know what I did wrong? I didn't find anything about this at CT Support, so I figured I'd hit the blogs. BTW, excuse the rambling, I'm falling asleep wgile typing this.

Discovering Ones Self...
Discovering Ones Self... There lies a path Deep in the woods. Once it forked- The bad, the good. I chose to take The path which led to the left, I did not know what was in store For I had no map. Years have came- And years have gone. Now this road that I travel- Is dirty and battered. For it's littered with my dreams That have been broken and shattered. Paved with my wrongdoings- And dotted with pieces of my heart. That has been given away- And just torn apart. Revengence and anguish are common, Wherever you turn they're near. So close am I To falling- Into the darkened depths Of life. I cry out For help- No response I'm alone. There lies a path Deep in the woods. Once it forked- The bad, the good. Heed my warning, Because I know. Follow your heart- And you'll know where to go.

The Phone Call From James
a phone call....(ring)..she says "hello".....who is this?........whispers.....its James....lmao.."james" who she says........its me....James......i can hear the pause, before she explodes........JAMES, is THIS the james that dam near destroyed me, and my house? yes..............and the one word that sinks me....chica......I should of known then, but i didnt, like most men, i was only thinkin about ME...LOL....What do you want James, you know i remember you..if you come back here, i wont be "gentle". Why do you want too come back?....cause chica, im hurtin..i need too let some "things" out.....can you lead me mistress?.......what a fool a man can be.........and a woman. Yes James, come over, but i warn you....THIS time, you'll not run RAMPANT! OK, mamacita, i promise, ill be good. Hehehe, the chance too let the PAIN rage in my blood, too let the lust burn itself out...oy, i cant wait...........I was so ready too kneel, too accept the pain i'd earned, i never saw it coming..........she c

Oh My..
Well last night was another late night, or later than I intended on getting home. I had a chance to talk with one of the women that I see when I go to the club. I tend to stay on the pool romm side of the club, but last night I decided to venture over and say hi. I ended up getting stuck there for several hours, I was having a blast. I don't have anything to really go home to, so it wasn't like I was missing anything but a little sleep. Work is ramping up, so I'll be busy for a few day, which is good, I don't like being idle... I think that is it for now, have a great day! Ciao,

Teach Your Children Well:
they keep yor attention on things that don´t matter, they right things to eat so you won´t grow any fatter, the right clothes to wear, the right things to say, and the firends that you have depends on how much you pay. But maybe someday, if you´re lucky enough and you buy all their synthetic crap you can look like a girl in the magazine ad, or the guy with the girl on his lap. You try so hard to be good american you want to live your life like the people on your television. But to be a good american is to live your life in silence and if you stand up for your rights they´ll knock you down with violence. All you really have to do, if you want them to approve of you... is shut your mouth. Don´t complain. Don´t even try to think for yourself. Shut your fucking brain. The Power that they have ist the power that you give they take advantage of your ignorance to control the life you live. They process the people like they process the food, they process your children while they´re being schoo

Best Bong Ever
ok i know its in the camping section but hey why not take one camping its called the VORTEX GRAVITY BONG go look it up do your thing google it you tube it myspace ( sorry cherry lubbers ) whatever you do go get a clue ..... this may be old news but hey its new to me xox jess VORTEX GRAVITY BONG ahhhh with the smoothness of a vaporizer

So Close.
To being the happiest woman in the world. Thank you Tierre, for your neverending stalker persistence! I know it'll pay off. Nati, thank YOU for telling me to never give up on him. And not letting me. You guys rule. *I heart you both*

Gone For A Week
Hello there to all my friends, family, and fans. I am going to off Cherry Tap for a week. I am going to Alaska for a Ducks Unlimited national convention. We are leaving out on Tuesday and not returning until The following Tuesday. I hope you all have a wonderful week, because I sure am. Love to all, Moondawg

Won't Be Around This Weekend...
Just wanted to let everyone know I won't be on this weekend. So if you leave me something and I don't respond, I'm not ignoring you! Going out of town for State Fire School. I'm stoked, be my first opportunity to get in my gear and do some work! LOVE IT! See you all Monday! :)

What The Fuck Is Wrong With People!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070518/ap_on_re_us/gun_giveaway ANNANDALE, Va. - Openly armed firearms enthusiasts packed a normally sedate government building, hoping to win a pistol or rifle and at the same time send a defiant message to gun-control advocates, especially New York Mayor Michael Bloomberg. The Virginia Citizens Defense League, a gun-rights group, organized Thursday night's "Bloomberg Gun Giveaway" in large part to thumb its nose at Bloomberg, who accuses some shops of allowing illegal purchases of firearms that later were used in crimes in his city. The city has filed federal lawsuits against more than two dozen shops, including six in Virginia. Two guns were awarded Thursday, a Para-Ordnance pistol and a Varmint Stalker rifle, each worth about $900. The winners did not immediately receive the weapons — they will still be required to undergo federal and state background checks. The first winner, Jay Minsky, responded with an obscene hand gesture when as

High Speed Car Chase
News Correspondent: Why did you flee from the police and start a dangerous car chase that caused multiple wrecks along the I-9 freeway? Prisoner: Well you see ma’am, my buddy and me were talking and he runs a towing company. He said business had been really slow lately. He told me if I could wreck at least 15 cars he could get me free room and board, 3 free meals a day, and I wouldn’t have to work another day in my life.

Robber Gives Change Back
News Correspondent: Why did you rob Burn My Burgers and give them change back of $300.00? Prisoner: Heck ma’am, I wasn’t a robbin’ anybody! I been going there for 15 years and they been forgettin’ to give me my fries with every darn order. I thought it was about high time I be gettin’ my money back…and they call me a “THIEF”!!!

Man Accused Of Arson Claims False Arrest
News Correspondent: Why did you set the building on fire? Aren’t you aware that arson is a serious charge? Prisoner: Well ya see ma’am, my ole’ lady put her foot down and said she wasn’t going to fix me any supper ‘til I fixed the darn chicken shed. I was outta nails and couldn’t do any fixin’ on the shed and I was gettin’ mighty hungry. I thought a fella could fry his own chicken, so I set the shed on fire. Next thing I know I’m bein’ hauled off to jail for something called arson!

Taking Life For Granted
How we take our lives for granted and don't cherish what we have until we have it no more. We long with every heart beat, breath and tears to have it again. Your hearts break cause you want to hold and love them but can't. It is like torture cause you close your eyes, it is right there in your grasp, than reality hits and your eyes open and you know they are out of reach. Now it is when you wished you would of said the words you longed to tell them, and didn't and now you can't. Than you sit there in torture wishing you would of did this or didn,t do that. The only thing that you can do is embrace the memories until you are reunited, when that happens you will from now on cherish every moment and say the words you long to say and no longer take things for granted but embrace every moment like it is your last.

Dirty Talk In Chat
Dirty Talk In Chat I was chatting online last night and some babe asked me if I liked to talk about dirty things. What is the internet coming to! She seemed like a pretty nice gal until she started talking like that. I told her I was married and get hollered at all the time about dirty things. Like leaving my dirty socks out, dirty dishes laying around, and how my hands is always dirty!

Signs Of Female Infidelity
Signs of Female Infidelity Guys tips on the ultimate insecurity – is SHE cheating? by Drew Higgins If you enjoy our articles please visit www.SneakySpouses.com for more advice, tips, forums, and links about catching your loved one in the act of infidelity. She's no longer as needy and demanding as she used to be. At the begging of the relationship she couldn't even cross the street on her own. You were demanded to pick her up, drop her, go shopping, exercise, etc. Suddenly she doesn't need your company anymore; this clearly means that someone else is filling in your place. There is a slight possibility that she might need some time on her own, but if she is getting unusually independent when she used to be really needy and dependent, it is more likely a signal that she is no longer needs YOU. She no longer gets angry by herself. If your women used to be angry for anything and picked fights for subjects out of thin air, or for ridiculous issues like not bei

So Stoked!
BAM! in your face ;o) I'm gettin more ink done (finally) this Saturday!!! I'm way excited- finally going to get the piece on my back finished (the dove for my dad) and i couldnt be happier! after five fuddin years it will be complete! Ill post a pic after its all done ;o)

Changes Of Life - So Hard!
Divorce after 12 1/2 years doesnt come easily no matter how much you want it. I miss my girls..we share them equally and this has been the hardest time of my life ever! They are with their dad during the week for school since I was the one that had to move out since I was the one that wanted the divorce. I get them on the weekends and the hardest is taking them home on Sundays! I can't tell you how many times I've come back to my apartment and cried. My ex seems to think that I have no emotion over any of this...I just choose to not show it freely! In one more week (school will be out) they will be with me during the week and I can't wait for all that time with them. My girls mean the world to me but I will be honest and tell you I wouldn't stay married for them. I've noticed over the years that the philosphy of staying together for the kids has changed. Its not always better to do that! Even though I was married for so long I'm still so young! I have such a life ahead of me yet and no

Our New Home
BREAK OUT THOSE STRAIGHT JACKETS...THE MADHOUSE IS OPEN FOR BUSINESS... DUE TO CT GLITCH SAYS THERES NO ONE IN THE HOUSE...BUT WE ARE THERE AND WAITING FOR U TO CHECK IN... click on the pic below...for a free ride... COME AND HAVE FUN, BRING YOUR FRIENDS AND BOUNCE OFF OF THE WALLS. HAVE A GOOD TIME AND DON'T FORGET LEAVE YOUR MEDICATIONS AT THE FRONT DESK. SEE YA THERE THE MADHOUSE STRAIGHT JACKETS

Better Because We Love, Or Love Better For The Loving
When you are in love, does it make the loving better or is good loving make love better? I know one thing when I am with my lady and the time is right, the magic takes over. She is sexier, prettier, and better each time we are together. The loving is hotter and better than the time before and I had just thought the last time was as good as it could get. If any lady ever made me feel better or happier then I would just have to say I had not found my match. I will not say I do not admire the beauty of another woman, for that would be a lie. There are many portriats out there and I admire them all. But the work of art that holds me is the canvas on which I perfer to place my brush and the only strokes I really need. Now I will not sa that I would never stray for as a wise woman once told me you do not know what chemistry at moments notice will light off a chemical reaction or cause a sponteanous combustion, but it for what I have here I am greatful and never want to lose.

This Was A Tough Time Kinda Still Is
i wish there was a way to take the pain away. i wish i could just curl up in a ball and cry. i wish there was a button i could push to make it all stop. i wish i could take back the time i was an ass. i wish i could show her just how much she means to me.i wish i could go back to the first day i met her . i wish i could go back to that first kiss. i wish i could make her see what she means to me . i wish she would give me one more chance to show her my love . i wish i would not have been such an ass. To Be With You You are the one who keeps me strong, With you it seems nothing can go wrong. I can't live a minute without thoughts of you. Shows just how much I care about you. Yet you have the power to hurt to hurt me more, Hurt me like I've never been hurt before. I gave you my soul, love, and my heart. But why does it feel like you tore it apart? The sadness seems to never go away, I don't want to live with it another day. I wait all day just to be with you, A

Saying The Right Thing
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in Lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner ton

The Move... Part Deux.
The move is complete. I am so glad that is over. I am getting settled into my new place but will not settle to much for when the fall comes I will be out of there. Hopefully sooner but we will see. I went out yob-hunting yesterday and filled out quite a few apps. Mind you I am looking for what I would call crap work. Coffee shop, Goody's, etc. Basically HS stuff but a yob is a yob. For those of you who think I cannot spell I know I am saying Y O B instead of job. Inside joke, you had to be there. I was told last night that not to many people would do what I do just to be around a kid. I right now know it is the right thing to do but frankly I do not see the end yet, just the pain and bs of going through means. When I am done and have completed this part of my life I will look back and say, "That was well worth it."

Remeber
When I see you smiling back at me... it's like all my wishes have come true I heard your voice call out my name But you weren’t there, I cried till I couldn’t cry no more. I knew that if I waited long enough Someday I would get to hold you again. I feel the warmth of the hot summer sun Beating down on my face remembering How it was your touch that could only Heat me up. I've love you even though you Don’t feel the same anymore. I will always remember the times that We shared they have burned a special Place in my heart and forever they will Stay.

You Are
You are my sunrise in the morning and my sunset at night. You capture my heart, and let me be free You gave me back my life that was Bound and chained. You have opened the lock to my mistreated heart and made me realize I can love again.

Fun Stars 5-18-07
Go on, rediscover your inner child. How long has it been since you've done something for the heck of it? It's time to do something totally silly. Pointless fun will refresh your soul -- which is, after all, the point. have no clue what this all entails but i'm looking forward to anything that may actually come my way as is, I have a job interview today folks so cross your fingers and i'll give an update later

Artistic Wood Crafting
I love Artistic Wood Crafting. I have made everything from Jewelry Boxes to Dressers. That’s what I do for entertainment. Yeah, it’s boring I know, but I like it. I love building something with intricate wood carvings and sometimes I burn pictures and scenes in my creations. I just started selling my work and am doing pretty well with it. I charge $35.00 for a plain soft wood box (stained) and $55.00 for a plain box made of Cherry, Apple, Peach, Walnut, Oak, etc wood. Those boxes are 12” wide x 10” deep x 10” high. The boxes have Brass corners, hinges and chains. I charge more for hand carved or burned designs on them. I also do chairs, tables, dressers, cabinets, Just about anything. I am working on a dining room table right now (off & on) that has a dragon and unicorn war going on, on it. It’s done in cherry and mahogany and will be sanded to perfection and finished with a high gloss hardener. If anyone wants a one of a kind hand built, built for life, high quality piece of furniture

Tinted Glass
Tinted Glass With all that you've been through to shape the world that you perceive. A static point of view, you only see what you believe. Such skewed reality becomes so hard to live without. No objectivity, the only hope you have is doubt.

"where No One Else Has"
You gave me inspiration, and someon to believe in. To know these feelings, that I have are real. Knowing what not to expect is..... IF U WANNA FINISH READIN IT GO TO roadrebel63@ CherryTAP CHECK OUT HIS BLOGS & L@@K FOR THE ONE THAT SAYS "WHERE NO ONE ELSE HAS" (in poems)& that's where you can finish readin it,ENJOY,I DID,LOL! HE WROTE IT FOR ME,HOW C@@L IS THT? LV'D IT! :-) TY RAYMOND thediamonddew.com

For My Dad!
Aun no estoy preparada para perderte... No estoy preparada para que me dejes solo. Aun no estoy preparada para crecer y aceptar que es natural, para reconocer que todo tiene un principio y tiene un final. Aun no estoy preparada para no tenerte y solo recordarte... Aun no estoy preparada para no poder oirte o no poder hablarte, no estoy preparada para que no me abraces y para no poder abrazarte. Aun te necesito y aun no estoy preparada para caminar por el mundo preguntandome por que No estoy preparada hoy ni nunca lo estare. Te necesito.

She Really Lived
I stand alone, outside, in the dark The summer rain soaks me to the bone, As I stand here a familiar question comes once again to my mind, "Who am I?" I wonder quietly This is a question that I have yet to find an answer to There has to be more to me than just a name, I begin to think about all the things I am, I think about how I am my mothers daughter How we share the same stubborness and wicked sense of humor I am also my fathers baby girl And how I am sorry that we never got to mend our broken fences I am also a little sister, an aunt, and a graddaughter All of these are relationships I have taken to lighly in the past I should learn how to dedicate more time to these people I am a women, a women living with regrets Regrets from my past, for being weak, for never being the friend that so many needed me to be These are things that to this day hurt me deep inside and for which I am very sorry As I ponder this last thought another one

I'm Not Supposed To Love You Anymore
We agreed that it was over Now the lines have all been drawn The vows we made began to fade But now they're gone Put your pictures in a shoebox And my gold ring in a drawer I'm not supposed to love you anymore Now Sheri says she's jealous Of this freedom that I've found If she were me she would be Out on the town And she says she can't imagine What on earth I'm waiting for I'm not supposed to love you anymore Oh, I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are But I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart I'm fighting back emotions that I never fought before 'Cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore Now I'm writing you this letter And it's killing me tonight That I agreed when you believed it wasn't right And I couldn't sleep up on the bed So I'm down here on the floor Where I'm not supposed to love you anymore Oh I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are And I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart I'm fighting back emo

Hows Your Vibe?
HOWS YOUR VIBE? Life is honestly GREAT Im out of my mind.. Im out of control.. I dont trust anyone but myself Prove me wrong I've yet to find someone who can handle me.. which is probably the best thing.. Bottom Line.. IM an AWESOME BROAD Who isnt gay &keeps things real with great vibes who ACTS her age.highschool is over Fck dumb bitches!!! "Happiness is NOT a destination..but a manner of TRAVEL"

Curosity Kills The Cat..
So who has noticed that I am back? My love is back as well as you can see.Hope all has been well with everyone.I just got back from Italy but still am not home yet I am actually at my sisters will return home on Saturday.I can't wait & neither can she.LOL Anyway just giving everyone a big Hello!!!

Rated A '7' ???
OKay, so I understand we have a 1-10 rating system here..and in all fairness, I suppose not everyone understands that is just for show, right? Someone actually rated me a 7. And well, while people might feel that I am being a bit conceited when I say this, I am NOT a 7. And to add insult to injury, before they rated me a 7, they sent me a friend request. I don't think that this is quite the effective way to make friends. I'm only venting I suppose...not everyone has such a vast comprehension of the universe as I appear to. I should cut them some slack, right? HELL NO I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO, AND FURTHERMORE I REFUSE TO! Wow, do I feel better, or what??? LMFAO

Monday
Monday Morning, Angie and I are going to go pick my dad up from the Prison in Lapeer, Michigan. Then we have to go do all that crazy stupid stuff, so he can get on tether and be home! Then I'm coming home, getting my check, going to this little town north of Sagnasty with Andy getting his truck stuff! Then I'm going back to Vassar, and introducing andy to my dad! SWEET!

How's It Going To Be
I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore Before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for? When I say out loud, "I want to get out of this," I wonder, is there anything I'm going to miss? I wonder how it's going to be when you don't know me. How's it going to be when you're sure I'm not there? How's it going to be when there’s no one there to talk to between you and me? 'Cause I don't care How's it going to be? How's it going to be? Where we used to laugh, there's a shouting match sharp as a thumbnail scratch A silence I can't ignore, like the hammock by the doorway we spent time in Swing's empty I don't see lightning like last fall when it was always about to hit me I wonder how's it going to be when it goes down How's it going to be when your not around? How's it going to be when you found out there was nothing between you and me? 'Cause I don't care How's it going to be? And how's it going to be when you don't know me anymore? And ho

Another Song I Like
"Save Me" You know the summer time is gone now All the leaves are on the ground Everything is turning Stuck in a rut You know another year is over Add another candle is on the cake I ain't getting no younger Stuck in a rut And only you could get me out of this place [Chorus] Save me Give me what I need I know you can break these chains And set me free Save me Give me what I need I know you can break these chains And set me free Set me free You know the wintertime is here now And my poor heart is freezing up Keep the fire burning, baby Stuck in a rut And only you can melt the pain away [Chorus] Wishing you were here 'Cause I can't hold on calm me down when I lie awake All night long [Chorus] You know the summer time is gone now And my poor heart is freezing up

Soul Mates
You are everything I have wanted. You are everything I have looked for. You are everything I have dreamt of. Can not stop teh feelings I have. Can not stop the thoughts I think. Why do you live so far away? Why does it have to be this way? I do not want anybody else. You are the one for me. I feel I am the one for you. It hurts to deny it. It hurts to admit it just can not be.

Helicopter Ride
Helicopter Ride Morris and his wife Esther went to the state fair every year, and every year Morris would say, "Esther, I'd like to ride in that helicopter." Esther always replied, "I know Morris, but that helicopter ride is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars." One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said, "Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter, I might never get another chance." To this, Esther replied, "Morris that helicopter is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars." The pilot overheard the couple and said, "Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and not say a word, I won't charge you! But if you say one word, it's fifty dollars." Morris and Esther agreed and up they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers, but not a word was heard. He did his daredevil tricks over and over again, but still not a word. When they lan

Messy Fingers
Sticky fingers ' tangled hair, scattered crayons, everywhere. Fancy artwork ' on the wall ' drawn by midgets ' three feet tall. Tell me why ' and tell me how ' that was mine ' I want it NOW! Fix my bike. Buy me gum. If you have it, I want some. Dirty faces, grass-stained knees, learning words ' like pretty please. Endless hugs & goofy wet kisses, learning respect with 'Mr.' & 'Mrs.' Scraped-up hands, from falling down. Tender tugs - - on my night gown. Need more paper ' for Santa's letter? I wasn't so bad ' but I've been better. Watching a movie ' again and again ' Mommy, please ' put the tape back in. Messy fingers ' hair gone wild ' all in the life ' of our precious child !!