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Passion
It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we'd be truly dead. Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstasy of great passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping, waiting, and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir. Open it's jaws and howl.

The Earth In Perspective
EARTH IN PERSPECTIVE Thought for the day (and maybe for life) .... Now, THIS is really fascinating.It's rather dazzling to see it presented this way. 1) Size of the earth compared to other planets ... ok now go to image 2 ...... 2) looking small huh ......... 3) ok now the sun compared to other suns .... 4) Ok now look how tiny we must be if the sun is this small ....... 5) Antares is the 15th brightest star in the sky. It is more than 1000 light years away. Now how big are you? And, how big are the things that will upset you today? Or, for that matter, the things that are important? KEEP LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE!

Microsoft Admits Yahoo Isn't In The Bag.
Microsoft executives said Friday that they could have to compete with other potential acquirers to win Yahoo!, despite its generous $44.6 billion takeover bid. Microsoft (nasdaq: MSFT - news - people ) said on a Friday morning conference call that "any number of companies might have an interest" in also acquiring Yahoo! (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ). EBay (nasdaq: EBAY - news - people ), News Corp. (nyse: NWS - news - people ), AT&T (nyse: T - news - people ), and Comcast (nasdaq: CMCSA - news - people ) have each previously been speculated as possible Yahoo! buyers. (See: "Betting On Yahoo!") Microsoft isn't concerned about a potential bidding war with Google (nasdaq: GOOG - news - people ). On the conference call, Microsoft said antitrust laws prevent Google from buying Yahoo! According to Nielsen, Google controlled 56% of the search-engine market share in the United States as of December. Yahoo! controlled 18% and Microsoft controlled 14%. (See: "Google Beware") Micros

You'll Never Live Up To Me
Stripped of life, alone In the midst of something that I Want to play with your evil inside Wanting, letting go, of what never could be again Lost and alone Imprisoned now inside your mind With the way you tried To destroy me again You were waiting and living for no one With the way you tried To completely refuse all your life feed on your nothing You'll never live up to me Awaken you With little evil inside Feed on your nothing You'll never live up to me I've stricken you I don't want to live with the lie Feed on your nothing And you'll never live up to me Awaken you Can't live up to me I've stricken you Feed on your nothing And you’ll never live up to me Stripped of life, alone In the midst of something that I Want to play with your evil inside Wanting, letting go, of what never could be again Lost and alone Imprisoned now inside your mind With the way you tried To destroy me again You were waiting and living for no one With the way you t

The Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, When 24 Hours in a day is not enough, Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar And proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full.. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee From under the table and poured the entire conten

Waheeds Poetry Ty
Waheed's Poetry my companion, listen, let's go the the other side of the moon to such a world somewhere far, in which there's no sadness, no tears no sighs anywhere, but something else my love is there, close to you close to me, if you're ever lonely in life's journey, you'll hear my voice somewhere in my heartbeat if ever life separates you from me, i'll close my eyes and in those windows, i'll see you, like my shadow, you'll be there in every moment close to me, close to you ===========================================================================Sharing Waheed's Poetry "My Angel" You are my angel that I'll never be able to live without, You're the only girl I can think about. Some people frown upon us but we push them aside, Cause we both know were goin to be together till the day we die. I would do anything for you angel just so I would never see you cry, I could just lay with you and cuddle all the time. You're my angel

Me
Alittle about me...I love to laugh and have a good time meeting new people..I love all kinds of music..I dance around the room with my headset on (lol) I can be silly at times..I consider myself a good listener and a good friend always willing to help others..Im a working mom of 2 beautiful kids..I treasure my time with my kids..They are my whole world..I support all armed forces..I would love to meet new people so hit me up..

Are We Shallow?
An overweight (a lot) woman chases me down and says: Oh Amedeo, you are so sexy and I like you. I say: I love to be upfront and honest and to be honest with you I am not attracted to overweight women. She says: Well, Amedeo you are shallow for lQQking at the outside and not the inside. I say: Well, you are the shallow one for expecting me to love you the way you are. First of all why did you come after me (good-lQQking, handsome, stud) and not a heavy man like yourself (do you feel the same way?) And secondly, I believe the outside tells me a lot about whats going on on the inside! Would we not ALL agree? Love, Amedeo

Come And Win Blood`n`gore
> I AM IN AN AUCTION COME BID TO WIN ME LOL.,IT ENDS FEB 15TH 3PM CENTRAL TIME.,HIT THE PIC BELOW AND OUT BID THE LAST PERSON.,LETS GET THIS GOING.,CAUSE YOU KNOW I AM ONE SEXY FUKKIN BISH.,LMMFAO

I'm So Sick Of These Pathetic Idiots
I'm so sick of pathetic idiots! I know what y'all are thinking, who the hell is Todd talking about? Well, for one, locally here in Michigan, some little pathetic SOB takes Anti-freeze and gives it to four dogs, three of them stumbled and was very sick and had to be euthanized because of it and then the damn fool writes the people that own the dogs a note saying, "Paybacks are a bitch and woof woof", now I don't know who the hell this person is but I for one think that either the state of Michigan let alone the United States need to make stiffer penalties for trying to kill an animal, it's no different than some SOB trying to kill another human being no matter how old or young that person is, it's a cowardly act and that person needs his butt thrown in prison for 20 yrs or more to make him think of what that person has done, not this 90 days and $1000 fine crap, it's really sad that people have to be like. Now on another note, I found out today also watching the news that Terrorists, wh

My Aura
What Color Is Your Aura? We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Emerald vibe. Your bright, refreshing, grass-green aura tells us that you're a relaxed person with a laid-back attitude. Into living a healthy lifestyle — from eating right to trying yoga and aromatherapy — you're down-to-earth and always easy-going. You bring calm and peace with you wherever you go. A bit of a flower child, you're as unpretentious and open-minded as they come. Everyone is invited to your party. Chances are you have quite the green thumb, too, as well as a knack for healing people — both emotionally and physically. Sensitive and compassionate, you're as reliable as the earth and as natural as herbal tea and organic vegetables. http://web.tickle.com/rd/52658/invite?type=t&test=158&inviter_id=Nxi4ErQWhXOxPMx1&inviter=Sam

For Those Who Care
I am feeling like dog crap run over by a mac truck so I probably won't be really here much the next few days. When I'm here I probably won't answer many things, I'll be on to spend my 11s on CatDaddy and probably leave a few comments on my giveaway hosted by Stephanie.

Past Life
Sam, you could have been a famous Artist Oil painting, sculpture, photography. No matter the medium, it's clear that an imaginative soul like yours must have been an artist in a former life. With your creativity and originality, you've got a unique approach to the world that just begs to be shared with everyone. Like the great masters who came before you, you march to the beat of your own drummer and don't follow the herd. You live life by your own rules and aren't afraid to express your ideas. Lucky for all of us, they're great ones. So, keep expressing yourself. You're sure to be legendary! http://web.tickle.com/rd/52658/invite?type=t&test=1432&inviter_id=Cjf3APQYtfrxnNXz&inviter=Sam

Muthafucka!!!!!
did you know that you can make any sentance/question sound really hardcore? by ending it with the word muthafucka???? Like (for example) Would you like fries with that....Muthafucka??? Do you like green eggs and ham....Muthafucka???? Did you bathe today...Muthafucka???? shit, it could be the gayest thing you ever would think of and as long as you put "Muthafucka" at the end of it...it would be Hardcore....LOL. well i hope you all enjoy...and comment it. Mood:Hyper as Hell. Music:Terror in the Haunted House---Blitzkid.

How Can Something Like This Happen So Quickly! God I'm Not Ready For This! This Is Enough! Please Stop!
Well pretty much our worst fear has come to life... This morning Annie started to go down hill really quickly. She lost use of her limbs and then her voice and then she couldn't move her mouth at all and that ended up in intabation (tube breathing).... not only were those things happening but her heart rate went way down to the 20's and thye had to give her a shot of atropine to get her heart rate up a little bit. They gave me some horrible news... Pretty much every doctor said the same thing. We've got to take this day by day... The tumor is a High Grade tumor that means a really bad very rare tumor in a bad place and they guestimated hours to days before it finally took her life... They said they were going to do everything in there power to help fight this and they scedualed an emergancy radiation therapy session... I am still very upset and just cant fathum WHY on earth god would do this to my family. Did I do anything wrong? Is this a sign of something? Is she su

Feelings
If I could whisper in your ear I'd know just what to say, If I could hold you close my dear I'd do this everyday, If in your eyes I could take one glance I know with your love I'd take no chance, If ever one day I were to lose your love my mind could not erase the love, joy, and smiles you've put on my face, Not one day do I want to live without you, Not one moment are you off my mind, Be with me forever, until the end of time

What A January
Well this month didn't start off well my car was impounded... which cost me 1500 to get it out..... ten days later i was fired and my car totalled...... today being February 1st things are looking up.... i have heard they are gonna pay off my car.... they want to settle the bodily injuries part but i'm waiting. they offered my brother $1020..... and he took it.... they didn't offer me anything yet.......

I Fell For It Again
I had closed the door upon my heart and wouldn't let anyone in I had trusted and loved only to be hurt but that would never happen again I locked the door and tossed the key as hard and as far as I could My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life and made me change my mind just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find that is when you held out your hand and proved me wrong inside your palm was the Key to My Heart You had it all along

Father Confesses To Killing Son
Police: Father confesses to stomping baby until skull collapsed 12:47 AM CST on Saturday, February 2, 2008 By T.J. Aulds, Rucks Russell and Wendell Edwards / 11 News Wendell Edwards and Rucks Russell report on the ongoing investigation| 911 call from couple who discovered baby's body | Man who discovered baby's body speaks out | Click to watch raw aerials | Click to watch raw video of the scene Travis Mullis, the 21-year-old wanted in the investigation of the death of a baby boy found near the Galveston Seawall, turned himself in to authorities in Philadelphia. Galveston police said that he has confessed to killing his 3-month-old son Alijah. Late Friday night, Galveston police announced that Travis Mullis had turned himself in to authorities in Philadelphia. In a late-night press conference, Galveston Police confirmed what 11 News was first to report: Mullis turned himself into Philadelphia police Friday afternoon. Police said too he admitted to authorities he h

Feb. 2, 2008 [[2]]
Sugarland :: Stay I been sittin' here staring At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here praying Praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be beggin' you baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my heart on my sleeve Oh for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby why don't you stay You keep telling me baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used And I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I

Lost It
I feel there is a thing called Love out there.I just don't know where..If you do find it grab it and hold on to it.Cause its so hard to find.Take and worship it and cherish it for ever.Never let anything stand in your way.But of All things take and Love it with all you heart and let them know that they are your Love no matter what.And always keep the line of communcation open between the 2 of you.I know I did have it and let it go...But I won't ever again.He has my heart and soul.And its his to keep.I don't want it back.With out him love is just a 4 letter word and Its best that way.....So find it an hold it forever......

The Deal
So this is the deal. I have seen here on Fubar that some of the ladies have linked up. I hate to name any here for fear of leaveing someone out but maybe you have seen some of them around. I was thinking the other day that if there was one for motorcycle enthusiasts I would join up if I could. But after looking around for awhile and not finding one I decided it was time someone started one. With that said. If you or someone you know is interested in linking up with us this is what needs to happen. Their is no prospecting you just have to add **Fabulous Biker Boy** to then end of your name. After you have done that contact me and I will put a link up to your page with the rest of us. I also have a pic folder dedicated to this and will rip a photo from your file "of you with your bike" and add it to the crew. Thats all there is to it for now. If this takes off and gets to big I'll create a club page and it can stand alone. If you have any sugjestions of something I need to do let m

Understanding
Understanding I wish you would try to understand me Try to understand me, and my needs My needs, but rather OUR needs to succeed In our relationship,life, and other things. I don't ask for much, But when I do, it benefits both of us Like you in the sense that you won't be thinking I'm tripping, And me by knowing we have an understanding We need that understanding, That prevents us from arguing, And helps us work on compromising, And creates a relationship everlasting. We need that understanding, Where you can tell me ANYTHING I need you to know you can trust me Do you feel what I'm saying ? I need you to be be my friend, Not only my man. So we can be able to discuss What's going on with us. Baby, I need you to understand me, Physically,mentally, and emotionally. I'm not trying to make this all about ME Or what I want or feel I need But more like me, expressing this feeling Of a bett

A Older Blog Entry...a Oldy But A Goody Or At Least A Depressing One.
( THIS WAS FROM A FU BLOG FROM ABOUT A MONTH OR 2 AGO,I DELETED IT BUT FIGURED LET'S GIVE IT ANOTHER WHIRL) : So today is Thursday. I know, a very astute observation on my part. I'm still looking for "full time" employment....that never ending search (well that and love). I'd like to expound and expand on my previous blog entry. My track record with the opposite sex...or for you scientific types...bipedal sentient carbon based lifeforms of the female persuasion, has been,well, kinda crappy. How so? Glad you asked. Many years ago I was dating a young lady named,errr,I doubt she has internet access but to protect the innocent (and me from a slander lawsuit)..we shall call her WNY. Now Ms.Wny was a nice girl, or so I thought. I shall explain. She came from a single mother household..had 2 brothers and one sister. The siblings all seemed to "make something" of themselves except for our dearly beloved Ms.Wny. Now keep in mind that I'm a super uber laid back p

One Month...
Can't believe it has been a month since my mom passed away... It feels like it has been a year or more. I am really missing her I think about her constantly and I catch myself talking about her all the time. I finally went up to her grave Monday, I cleaned off all the dead flowers that were still there from the day of the funeral, I placed some artificial roses by her name plate. We have not yet got a head stone for her however we still need to go pick one out and we will have to wait til spring anyway to place it due to weather. There are days that I feel so lost without her. I have a few days that make it hard to go on. I put on a happy face and pretend that I'm not hurting inside, but the one's close to me can see right through me.

Nice Guys
So where to start, I have been on fubar for 2 months now and I guess i am a little confused. Trying to meet people has been harder than i thought. Perceptions of most guys on here are that they are pervs just trying to check all the ladies out. I think that perception while valid doesnt apply to everyone. Being a single dad of a 2 year old i unfortunatly dont have the opportunity to go out and meet new people. So if anyone has any suggestions feel free to let me know. I am always up for a good conversation.

What Is Anam Cara?
What is Anam Cara? Anam Cara refers to the Celtic spiritual belief of souls connecting and bonding. In Celtic spiritual tradition, it is believed that the soul radiates all about the physical body, what some refer to as an aura. When you connect with another person and become completely open and trusting with that individual, your two souls begin to flow together. Should such a deep bond be formed, it is said you have found your Anam Cara or soul friend. Your Anam Cara always accepts you as you truly are, holding you in beauty and light. In order to appreciate this relationship, you must first recognize your own inner light and beauty. This is not always easy to do. The Celts believed that forming an Anam Cara friendship would help you to awaken your awareness of your own nature and experience the joys of others. According to John O'Donahue, an accomplished Irish poet, philosopher and Catholic priest, "...You are joined in an ancient and eternal union with humanity that

A Special For "girl To Girl"
Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extende

Just To Let You Know
I have pneumonia and the flu. I am so sick. I barely have the energy to do this. But didn't want anyone to think i was avoiding them. I'll get back as soon as i am better. Hope everyone is having fun. Angi

A Poem For That Special Someone
You are my inspiration having you in my life revived my sleeping devotion You are indeed a special someone Loving you gives me hope to free this misery that I coped in those times I gave up You came and I stood up Never will I forget how you always cheer me up every time I’m sad and for that I’m glad Whenever I’m lonely You were there for me keeping my heart alive with your every smile I dedicate this poem to you to show how much you meant to me I love you My special someone

How Do You Like Being "old"?
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body--the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, bu

To Know And To Love
to view my pictures is to know the me the world sees to share my passion is to love what I do to like my hobby is to share in a common interest to love my loves is to be my family to read and understand my blogs is to see into a part of my heart and soul. to love me is see past these and see the part of who I am that cannot be seen by the eyes but must be seen by the heart

Rag Heads Last Prayer
screams of sorrow fill the night unsure of myself against their might not knowing what comes with the sun for tomorrow i know i must stare down the gun there is a man i do not know that will push a button to make me glow nukes will fill the air that is death for whom i stare so ill ride my camel's hump and dread that last bump ill drop my guns and run away cause ur taxes i will not pay i set my property on fire because thats what Saddam would desire but u put out that flame and forced me to hide in shame so now i sit here looking at the walls of the cave wondering if i should come out and behave cause i know what awaits me in here to live a life with out any beer but if i face the sand spiders and come out there you will arrest me and il hve to suck on bubba's pear so to ala i pray please protect me from his spray

Say Its Possible
SEE THE LIGHTS ARE TURNING AND I LOOK OUTSIDE THE STARS ARE BURNING THROUGH THIS CHANGING TIME IT COULD HAVE BEEN ANYTHING WE WANT IT'S FINE SALVATION WAS JUST A PASSING THOUGHT. DON'T WAIT ACT NOW THIS AMAZING OFFER WON'T LAST LONG IT'S ONLY A CHANCE TO PAVE THE PATH WE'RE ON I KNOW THERE ARE MORE EXCITING THINGS TO TALK ABOUT AND IN TIME WE'LL SORT IT OUT AND THOUGH THEY SAY IT'S POSSIBLE TO ME I DON'T SEE HOW IT'S PROBABLE I SEE THE COURSE WE'RE ON SPINNING FARTHER FROM WHAT I KNOW I'LL HOLD ON TELL ME THAT YOU WON'T LET GO TELL ME THAT YOU WON'T LET GO AND TRUTH IS SUCH A FUNNY THING WITH ALL THESE PEOPLE KEEP ON TELLING ME THEY KNOW WHAT'S BEST AND WHAT TO BE FRIGHTENED OF AND ALL THE REST ARE WRONG THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT US AND THOUGH THEY SAY IT'S POSSIBLE TO ME I DON'T SEE HOW IT'S PROBABLE I SEE THE COURSE WE'RE ON SPINNING FARTHER FROM WHAT I KNOW I'LL HOLD ON TELL ME THAT YOU WON'T LET GO TELL ME THAT YOU WON'T LET GO I'M NOT ALRIGH

My Medicine Is
My medicine is as sweet as a gentle breeze on a summer's day..It speaks of peace, love, and reconciliation. Applied to the heart and spirit, it breaks the powers of hate and confusion.. Your eyes blind you from the deepest pools of your hearts. You are my beloved People, the closest to my heart. I come in peace, with healing in my wake. I bare the wounds and many scars of your pain as a People. I reflect what your many enemies have done to you, the elders, the women and the children of your lodges. I have lost all things my home, even my own beloved children... I was orphaned, raped, molested and beaten for your sakes..So that I might know your great suffering, so we that we could have all things in common.. I come with the power of love and purification..Armed with truth, love and peace. I come to listen and to speak, but my words will be gentle upon your brusid resisting hearts. I will show you the Great Spirit's power and the truth which rings withing the whole Circle of life..I

I'm Never Here
Ok for starters someone left me a nasty comment on my page and Ismael I am not seeing Jeff so get over it. I have been sick and tired because of my health so I haven't had the time to get online and when I do I spend most of it playing an online gaming program called Guild Wars. If you want to get in touch with me you can either stop by my myspace page or email me at my yahoo account..which i don't check often. myspace.com/desire_fetish_me or vmwerman@yahoo.com Ok to all my close friends that I have neglected I am terribly sorry and I do love you all...xoxoxo

I'm Up For Auction...
I've decided to Auction myself off...Not that anyone will bid, but what the heck!!! Here is what I am offering: 1. Fu-Owned Added to Name for 1 Month 2. 1 SFW Salute, 1 NSFW Salute 3. Daily Profile Comments for 1 Month 4. Daily Gift or Drinks for 1 Month 5. Rate Pics 11's during HH up to 500 per week *** If bid includes 7 Day Blast or above *** 6. Permanent Add to Family 7. Added to Yahoo Messenger 8. Access to my NSFW Pics

A Thank You A Big Thank You
just wanted to say thanks to one of the best on fubar TO GEEGEE THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO TO HELP ME FROM MY GIVEAWAYS TO GETTING ME TO FUKING! THANKS SWEETY:) Terry HERES HER LINK! ~Padame~GeeGee~Lieutenant of the Confederate Bombers~Fu-Wife to Obiwan~The Watcher Captain Of Confe@ fubar

Page Two
Hi...sorry it's been a while since I've written, but here I am...well, most of me, anyway. Three mornings ago, I had oral surgery. Nothing life threatening, obviously, but moderately traumatic to me personally. Those who know me know I talk for a living, so any surgery in that general area could certainly damage a rather lukewarm career in broadcasting. As it stands now, three days later, I cannot speak any "s" sounds clearly and my chin is still numb. That may last quite a while, I've been told, as I had some nerve damage in my jaw. I've also noticed some swelling in my face, making me look like Tim Allen in "The Santa Clause". It is also disappearing, but for those of you who love to look at train wrecks, I will be posting the pictures of "Swolley Todd" sometime in the next few days. So, I've lived the past few days on lots of liquids, soup, ice cream and medications...the meds are the most solid thing I've had so far...and I'm soooooooooooo ready for a big steak dinner...or

Update 2-1-08
This is taken from Lilli's CarePage. I have been a busy little girl the past couple of days!! I got taken off of my high flow cannula the same day they moved me. I have been breathing on my own, Mommy and the nurses say I am doing great. Then today the nurse gave me a bath and took my iv out. Boy does it feel better. She said I am holding my feeds good and my tummy is staying small. I smiled really big for mommy today and she said I look like her cousin Alvis when he smiles. He must have a great smile cause Dawson's mommy said it lit up the room! Nothing much to report excet I am 4 lbs 1 oz as of Thursday night. I don't know why they won't give me a bottle yet but the Dr said soon. They have to wean me off the tube feeding to make sure my tummy is ok. I want a bottle now this binkie they give me doesn't fell my tummy up. Mommy has been spending alot of time here cause I am awake more during the day now. She said I have beautiful eyes and I am filing out. Dawson's mommy said I look s

Calling All Women On Fubar!
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Gone For Now
Hey all. This is it. I'm leaving. How long? Not sure. I have a busy weekend planned so I know for a fact I won't be online at all. I may come online briefly on Monday to check a couple of messages. I'm thinking of taking a fu-break for at least a full week as of Monday. If you wish to keep in touch, feel free to send me a shout or a private message with your msn or yahoo. Take care, all. I'm looking forward to seeing your messages and talking to all of you again soon. :)

Manly Man
to write and think they way I do and to say the things i sometimes say some would say I am not a manly man some might even say he must be gay and the things I think are cute and sweet or that to me would show romantic spirit others would say he must be kidding at your age, grow up, come on, get with it I cry for those that have no kind words and think they must put others down for the day may soon come to them that in their sorrow they will drown

Time Heals Everything So They Sa
This is for you...you know who you are In giant steps you have come so far Memories still haunt, and always will Ever present...their calling is shrill Healing is slow, with many set backs Evil verses good...just can't relax Always questioning have I done right Lost for answers...can't see the light So many thoughts and ghosts from the past Each passing day a total contrast Vigilent to voices that call in your head Endlessly heard but seldomly said Regaining your life will happen in time Yes it will...with feelings sublime This is my wish, with all of my heart Here now to you, my feelings impart I'm not sure you know just how much I care Never doubt it, for you, I'll always be there Growing you are...day after day Searching for something to end disarray Oh how I wish for you to be free Those demons that bug you...no longer to see Having you close makes me so pleased Each day I see your troubles are eased You will now grow...day after

How Can The Battle Be Won, When You’re Too Worn To Receive The Victory? . .
a house built of bricks should seem so secure. . . i sit alone zoning out as i listen to the storm. . . through a shattered window the rain forcefully intrudes. . . where is that secure feeling as the bitter wind whips around me? . . the darkness is what i'm accustomed to as my reality. . . yet tonight, there is a difference in the air about me. . . instead of a calm familiarity, i find myself anxiously uncomfortable. . . unnerving, the chaos surrounding conflicts with the void inside me. . . battered on the outside, hollowness within. . . how much can i take before i implode? . . where is that warm protective sun with it's healing rays? . . when not a single star shines, it's hard to believe in a brighter day. . . i hopefully search my mind to find an escape from this hopelessness. . . it's almost unimaginable, the thought of finding the balance i need. . . despair's destructiveness is becoming, quite too evident. . . i attempt to displace my energy to even out this equ

Saturday
I just realized I missed my physical therapy appointment yesterday. Damn it. I can't believe I did that. Now it is going to be hard to get in to see her. They are not happy when patients miss appointments. It is a waste of their time. I was working so hard that I just forgot. I got a lot done yesterday but still have quite a bit to do today. i really don't want to work both Saturday and Sunday so I m hoping I can get it done today. Peter will be working on the bathroom anyway. He finished laying the tile and needs to grout it today and put texture on the walls. We want our bathroom back to ourselves! I felt bad because he has been sick all week and tried working on it while he was sick. There may be some crooked tiles, I am afraid to look. LOL Anthony is at a class today that he has to take for part of his probation. I hope he learns something. He has also been sick and has not gone to school for 2 days so when he goes back to school Monday, we are going to have

Not Ready To Make Nice--goes Out To All You Who Have Hurt Me
Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt, There's nothing left for me to figure out, I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it, It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby, With no regrets and I don't mind saying, It's a sad sad story That a mother will teach her daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger. And how in the world Can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Saying that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I'm not ready to m

What To Do????
So, I had a friend call me last night, tell me the guy I have been "dating" was out with someone else. I believe her but we never set that we were "exclusive" so do I even have a right to get mad? I think we are more like a booty call type thing going on. I have had one bad relationship after another. I don't want to go down that road again. I want to find a nice guy, one who treats his woman with respect and equality. He nor I am superior to one another. We each bring our own qualities to the relationship. I don't want to meet the married guy again. I was the other woman for far to long. You get nice gifts but not the emotional support you need. You get the "extra" time, if they have any. You hear the lies, they love you, they are going to leave their wife. It never happens. And I am not that bitch, that bitch that will go to the other woman and rat her cheating, fake ass husband out. What do you gain in the end? Nothing, you lose everything anyways. Or do I just

Pre-booty Call Agreement
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMNET Body: ALL WHO WISH TO PARTICIPATE ARE REQUIRE TO FILL OUT FORM I NOW HAVE AN AGREEMENT FOR YOU GUYS THIS PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT, HERE-IN AFTER REFERRED TO AS THE AGREEMENT, IS ENTERED INTO THIS DAY OF _______________ 2006, BY ___________________ AND ____________________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER ALL THE FOLLOWING RULES & PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it wTHIS PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT, HERE-IN AFTER REFERRED TO AS THE AGREEMENT, IS ENTERED INTO THIS DAY OF _______________ 2006, BY ___________________ AND ____________________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER ALL THE FOLLOWING RULES & PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it was very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 p.m. - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that love making shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e., where are w

Unhappy
it hasnt gotten much better with me coping about nana's death though. sometimes it still doesnt seem real. it seems like she should still be alive and walkin downtown and talkin bout her singles group from church. she never did find her a man but a guy that she was in loooooooove with came to her funeral. she woulda loved that. i jus wonder if she was able to see her funeral and see how many ppl came. i didnt realize she even knew that many ppl. so many ppl miss her. it will never seem fair to me. i keep havin these dreams about her. that i'm at her grave or her jus sittin on her couch watchin tv. i wonder what it means. i've been wantin to go back to the grave and sit down and talk to her. but i jus dont know if i can. something in me keeps tellin me to. maybe thas y i keep havin dreams about her grave. i miss nana so much. u know u always hear stories about ppl close to u that have died come back to u in dreams or whatnot. i wish she would come back to me at least once and tell me

I Got Tagged..................
I got tagged by my boss and friend D. Raymond Cunningham. He sucks. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I am a Pro Wrestling fan, mainly WWE and local shows. I know it is fake but I love it. 2) Metallica is my favorite band, and I love every album they have put out 3) I won't eat most fish, but I will eat shark and tuna, and most other seafood 4) Football is my favorite sport, The Browns are my favorite team, baseball is second, I am a Red Sox fan. 5) Like my brother Bobby, I have an ability to fix stuff, I just don't like it as much as he does. 6) I love Halloween, thank to the Legion of Terror for helping

Ty Rumdumb
The winds sweep across the Kansas plains New life rides the waves It carries away the yesterdays Bringing hope to take its place Hope for bright new days ahead Hope for tranquility Hope for all you care about And the things you wish to be As each day gives way to darkness As it too is put to rest Like the new life carried on the Kansas winds I am wishing you the best! rumdumb~~Owned by eLLe~~Belonging to Krissy~~Poetic Azz@ fubar give this man some fu-love ;)

Argh!!! Make It Stop!!
if you read my last blog you know i just got out of the hospital..AGAIN!!...i swear you would think having hot nurses requesting to have you as a patient and having them touch, grop and grab you would be a good thing..but not when you cant return the favor!! lmao..anyway..i know ive posted this one before but im in that kinda mood...enjoy!! Lying naked next to you I know you feel it too Your pulse starts to quicken As my cock starts to thicken You roll over and spread your thighs I climb on top and look into your eyes You wrap your arms around me and press your lips to mine Your legs lock tightly around my hips I slip inside, such a tight fit Thrusting slowly in and out, making you so wet As I gently kiss you up and down your neck Pushing deeper as you begin to moan Your panting gets louder as my rod churns your honey hole Getting lost in ecstasy as we move as one Teasing your hard nipples with the tip of my tongue You pull my hair and arch you back as I bury my face

New Images
Hey all, I Just started using my new Camera. I will e posting new images here and there under my test images first! Be sure to check them out! Also, I will be going to Vegas for another 4 day round of shooting mid-March. I will keep you informed as to when those are posted. "Duty is Ours, Results are Gods" ~ John Quincy Adams

I Want A Goth Girl!!!!!!!!
After years of careful observation I've come too the conclusion that I would really love to have a goth girl in my life.And the reasons are in no particular order.....1. Goth girls are always fucking real.meaning they tell it too ya straight they don't sugar coat shit!they don't give a fuck what others think about them.... if u don't like em' fuck off u know what I mean. 2.They are some of the sweetest girls you'll ever meet.Meaning under the scary exterior they are some of the most sensative caring girls you'll ever meet. 3.And finally I just like the way they look. multi-color hair and mohawks and shit like that piercings and tattoos turn me on!!!!!!!!!

Better Year!
Im hoping to make this a better year! My life is finally goin in a better direction. I have a wonderful son whom i share with my soon 2 be exhusband. And Im datin well actually living with a wonderful guy who is also my best friend! And we r in the middle of making plans to better our life together.

Back At One
Brian Mcknight - Back At One lyrics It's undeniable That we should be together It's unbelievable How I used to say that I'd fall never The basis is need to know If you don't know just how I feel Then let me show you now that I'm for real If all things in time Time will reveal Yeah... Chorus: One - you're like a dream come true Two - just wanna be with you Three - Girl it's plain to see That you're the only one for me Four - repeat steps one through three Five - make you fall in love with me If ever I believe my work is done Then I'll start back at one...yeah... So Incredible The way things work themselves out And all emotional Once you know what it's all about, babe And undesirable For us to be apart Never would of made it very far Cause you know you got the keys to my heart (Chorus) One - you're like a dream come true Two - just wanna be with you Three - Girl it's plain to see That you're the only one for me Four - repeat steps one through thre

Sugery-2007
well as most of you know im heading to germany for suregery. i was down in arizona for physical therapy try to prepare for this surgery get as mentally and physicly prepared for itas possible. well i originally went down there for the possibilty of walking again and like i can kinda do that but its walking with braces and a walker and theres nothing wrong with that but i want more and im going after it. i loved it down there like i was so far away from anybody i knew i could do my own thing and not wory about a thing. let me tell you this surgery is no cheep opperation so we have pulled a few stings to really make this work. one included a benifit, where a few of you showed up most of you didnt wich is ok i dont care,well my surgery is march 21th i leave minnesota the 16th im really excited but so scared all in the same sense. im haveing an omentum surgery. theres a thing called an omentum in your inner stomache area and the doc can cut that into a form to where its like 3-4 feet long

Dancing With Tears In My Eyes.
It's been about a month since I've even logged into my Fubar account, for many reasons.... I was getting sick of my addiction to this site, it was taking time away from me doing real life socializing. So, here I am, I feel unaddicted, I'll check my account now and again to check messages and such, maybe I'll even have full days of Fubarring, but hopefully it will never be like before. We have a wedding date! April 12th for sure. I've been planning the wedding, things have been pretty busy for us all the way around, but everything is looking up.

Allison Aka 'sassy, Classy And If You're A Jerk, Scroll Right Past Me'
Allison aka 'Sassy, Classy and If You're a Jerk, Scroll Right Past Me' fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/1551650 Pictures can be located on the following pages: http://www.myspace.com/66828011 http://www.myspace.com/61018694 http://www.myspace.com/45220715 http://www.myspace.com/33219782 http://www.myspace.com/jennacarlin http://www.myspace.com/genesis_cherrylover http://www.faceparty.com/naughty_soph014 http://www.faceparty.com/leah_lowie88 http://www.crushspot.com/profile.php?u=FreakyBiGirl17 http://www.buddypic.com/users/kristen212 The list is ENDLESS of sites with this girls pictures. This person pictured has been listed with a FAKE Buster group since back in 2003. They closed the case in 2005 because NOONE from any of the listed sites would reply with a Salute. The girl pictured is listed as FAKE on every FAKE Busting site with belief the girl has not used the internet for many years. The sites listed show ages in range from 16 years old to 32 years old

Victim
The awareness of crime in our society is creating sensitivity about the potential victimization we all face. Dreams of being victimized are common and on the increase. You can be victimized by almost anything in a dream: beating, rape, theft, murder, a monetary swindle, an abusive sibling, parent, spouse, partner, object ... anything. Each means of being victimized carries with it certain explicit, as well as subtle, implications. The primary considerations are how vulnerable a position were you in prior to the victimization occurring, and who was the aggressor. Did a relationship that generated a sense of security suddenly turn evil? Was it a random act of violence committed by a stranger? Did you observe or have the feeling that the aggressor knew you or that you were somehow connected with them? After these considerations are elaborated, turn inquiry to the specific crime and the implications of it.

Music
If everyone had their own personal background music, interpersonal relationships would be a lot easier. If you didn't like someone's music, you would know to avoid them. If a love song was playing, you would know what to do; heavy metal likewise. It is not unusual to have background music in dreams. We are used to having music on television or in a movie set the tone of a particular scene or character. An interesting phenomenon is when you compose music in your dreams. It may be very telling regarding the emotions present in your dreams which, in turn, can help you decipher the meanings of the images.

Oh....
"Oh" The world is blowing up The world is caving in The world has lost her way again But you are here with me But you are here with me Makes it ok I hear you still talk to me As if you're sitting in that dusty chair Makes the hours easier to bare I know despite the years alone I'll always listen to you sing your sweet song And if it's all the same to you I love you oh so well Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow I love you oh so well Enough to fill up heaven overflow and fill hell Love you oh so well And it's cold and darkness falls It's as if you're in the next room so alive I could swear I hear you singing to me I love you oh so well Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow I love you oh so well Enough to fill up heaven overflow and fill hell Love you oh so well The world is blowing up The world is caving in The world has lost her way again But you are here with me But you are here with me Makes it ok Oh girl yo

From Crystal
I LOVE HER AND SO SHOULD YOU!!! Andrea only needs 28K to level! I know you all love her so go help her out!! She loves new friends too! Sean's girl & Fu-Fiance to LSD's Shell~Co-Owned by Irishpunk & LSD's Shell@ fubar

Don't Speak- No Doubt
You and me We used to be together Everyday together always I really feel That I'm losing my best friend I can't believe This could be the end It looks as though you're letting go And if it's real Well I don't want to know Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts Our memories Well, they can be inviting But some are altogether Mighty frightening As we die, both you and I With my head in my hands I sit and cry Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no) Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are... You and me I can see us dying...are we? Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause

Make My Eyes Shine
I feel the distance growing between us, you have your heart plus you have mine. How does it feel to have both beating inside you do you feel my love, or do you feel my pain. When you are near me I am elated, when you are gone, I feel emtpy when we are together, we are one do you see the happiness in my eyes, in my face, do you feel it in that heart that is in it's place. tell me how to go on tell me what I should do to live without the love i know is true. my smile is for you, it shines right through my eyes you say you love so much can you not see,it is because of you it is there. Help me my love to keep it there I love you til eternity and forever more. please keep my smile shining through my eyes and say you will try.

I Dunno....
I just think it's about time I left Fubar for awhile. I don't know whether I'll be back, but if I do return I hope to see you all doing well. I want to thank all my friends, especially Tharna, for everything. Good luck to all of you. Jim

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

A Letter To My Firefighter
Here it is two in the morning, I just woke up to the tones on your pager going off. Every time I hear the dispatcher say this is your fire call I feel like crying. I know you are a volunteer because you love it. That's why I save my tears for when you are out the door. As I sit here by the scanner, my only link to you at this time, I wait and worry. I know you think I am silly for worrying, but I just can't help it. I think back to the day in September, the day our whole country was forever changed. The day so many lost their lives, their families. I think of those firefighters that answered that call. I think of their families. The firefighters who went home with heavy hearts and the ones who will never get to go home again. I don't think they left on that day thinking that so many brothers would be lost. It still saddens my heart to think about it. I worry that one day a call will come and you will never come home to me again. You volunteer to help people and I love you for

No Show
No Show Sam goes to his doctor and says, "Doc, I have a problem. "My girlfriend is sleeping over this Friday, my ex-wife is sleeping over this Saturday and my wife is coming home Sunday. I need three Viagra pills to satisfy all three of them." The doctor replies, "You know three Viagra pills three nights in a row is pretty dangerous for a man of your age. I will give them to you on the condition that you return to my office on Monday so that I can check you out." Sam says, "You have a deal Doc." Monday morning, Sam returns with his arm in a sling. "What happened?" the doctor asks. Sam answers, "Nobody showed up!"

The Night Out,,,
ok.. so in all actuality, I condsider myself niether a playre nor a lightweight, btu these Brasilian boys have just pushed me to a whole new level of drunken debauchery... not that it went too far in any given direction; Luis has a girlfriend that ngave him a curfiew...so here is am nback in my room at 9 or thereabouts... trying to sober up and damned glad i have no need todrive anywhere... i did buy a Brasilian made guitar (YAY)... that stands a chance of being a regular in the stable,,,a little mpe than i wanted to spend, but it's everything i wanted so pbpbpbpbppbpbpbpbpbffffftt... mine more later if i sober up...

The Ground Folds
"The Ground Folds" Just throw it back, for one more night On a starlit and moon-struck night. The ground did fold and eat us both But all my love, I did devote. My heart, it always breaks, the blood did drip and I did take, another wish, another kiss, no more will for me to kill. We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me. The poem I wrote, it was for you To live inside of me, I'm dying inside you.

Nerve Tests
Just an update on my health problems. I went for my nerve conduction tests. Turns out that I don't have any problems with my nerves. This implies that I do not have Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. This probably means that I have some other form of Repetitive Strain Injury. I received a letter from my hospital today and my next appointment with my consultant is on the 11th of March. A fair wait, hopefully I will find out what the problem with my arms are now. Anyway they have been much better lately as I have been resting them more and not spending so much time on here chatting lol

A Thousand Fair Suitors
A Thousand Fair Suitors A thousand fair suitors all stab at your heart Those poets of movement and jockeys of art The high-volume vendors who hustle romance Splashing their canvas with color and dance The blasters of trumpets, gold banners unfurled They offer lush gardens in glistening worlds Yes, bearers of torches and carvers of stone Who whisper their sonnets and surrender their thrones And there in your doorway, no shadow is cast No lingering voices, no ghosts from the past Just a cluster of walls, and a window of pain Collecting the heartache like droplets of rain Still I stand before you, with palms to the sky No gold in my pocket, no thorn in my side And all I can offer, where words have no place Is a body that trembles, and this love that awaits

My Thoughts On Hilary Clinton :d
Well to be quite honest, she never really had a chance with me. I never really paid attention to her, and when I started, which was right around when the Bush gave his surprisingly pretty good (compared to his other speeches) state of the union address (it was good, though i didn't agree with what he had to say). after the speech, i ended up watching some of the post-speech commentary shows, and whenever someone would ask her a question, she never answered it- she's developed this talent of dancing around the question, all she had to say about his speech was that he looked nice- seriously, thats what she said. So anyway, that was her as a senator, and now that I'm seeing her as a presidential candidate, I like her even less. I personally think she's manipulative, and I might go as far as saying a but of a hypocrite. For one 1. She has Bill do her dirty work. Has anyone else noticed how whenever Bill is interviewed, he bashes Barack Obama, and yet when Hilary is asked about him, she

Help Me Get A Hh
please help me get a free HH ......i need 30,000 comments on this pic note: you must add the host in order to leave comments. the folder is set to friends only thanks everyone for helping me Sherrylicious@ fubar since your here why not click the pic and leave a few comments????

Murphys Sex Laws
1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are

I See A Lil Better When Sober..
Though the light hurts my eyes my blood seems to be nearly dry Blue eyes show the drinks My mind aches as I try to think I cant really speak and my insides feel weak Sometimes you think you have fallen Just to find you have hit your peak All or some things gone or forgotten Still you cant help but feeling rotton You hadnt felt your troubles while sipping down the bubbles Now you feel hollow , like the troubles only doubled What to do or what to say Put it in a blog and tuck it all away Guilty enough to beg yet too guilty to pray Seems lately it hasnt helped matters anyway Check your spelling and make the words sound alike Its going better than you figured but still may take all night Beads of sweat run all over Suck up the regret and just start all over But hey look you did it big If i could im sure i would renig Stuff happens and just doesnt help to rant You would be ranting alot and that would change your plans But lucky you its all on your hands F

Stupid Questions
1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you undress? 2. If a person owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way down to the center of the earth? 3. Why cant woman put their mascara on with their mouth closed? 4. Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say "hi, my names Bob. Im an alcoholic"? 5. If you mated a Bulldog with a Shitsu would you get a Bullshit? 6. Why are they called stairs inside but steps outside? 7. Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer? 8. Why does mineral water that has trickled through mountains for centuries have a use by date? 9. Why do toasters always have a setting on them which burns your toast to a horrible crisp no one would eat? 10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say "I think ill squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"? 11. What do people in China call their good plates? 12. If the professor on Gilligans Island can

Feelings Of Desire
in the mist of the night i feel Your the warm breath on my neck the touch of Your fingers on my body in the Dark of the Night i feel the passion and Desire Building with my hands tied behind my back i feel hot Wax dripping down to my breast the tingle from within awaiting more pleasures my breast are awaiting Your touch Please pinch them Sir make me squirm the smile on my face awaits a kiss from Your lips please Tease them Sir.. i feel Your hand on my ass You spank me gently then a bit harder and again i feel the heat building teach me to be a good Submissive show me Your Desires take me and mold me to a better Person give me the strength that i need in this crazy world passion and desire is what gives life more Zip and the Passion to feel more connection to others show me Your world Sir bound my hands and my feet take me places i have never been before......

One Day
One day a young man and woman were in their bedroom making love. All of a sudden a bumble bee entered the bedroom window. As the young lady parted her legs the bee entered her vagina. The woman started screaming, "Oh my god, help me, there's a bee in my vagina!". The husband immediately took her to the local doctor and explained the situation. The doctor thought for a moment and said, "Hmm, tricky situation. But I have a solution to the problem if young sir would permit". The husband being very concerned agreed that the doctor could use whatever method to get the bee out of his wife's vagina. The doctor said "OK, what I'm gonna do is rub some honey over the top of my penis and insert it into your wife's vagina. When I feel the bee getting closer to the tip of my dick I shall withdraw it and the bee should hopefully follow my penis out of your wife's vagina." The husband nodded and gave his approval. The young lady said "Yes, yes, whatever, just get on with it." So the d

A Collection Of Wytch's Proverbs
A proverb is a short saying based on long experience. Proverbs contradict each other. Such is the wisdom of mankind. General * The witch belongs everywhere, but fits in nowhere. * All the Craft is in the catching. * The Craft is a kingdom. * The world is full of magical things, patiently waiting for thy wits to grow sharper. * Neither so sinful as to sink, nor so godly as to swim. * One to rot, One to grow, One for the pigeon and one for the crow (for planting seeds). Fate, Destiny, and Necessity * Just because it is difficult does not mean it is not your destiny. * Do not curse the fool; let his Fate be to bear himself. * He that is born to be hanged will never be drowned. * If a man is destined to drown, he will do so even in a spoonful of water. * The bound must obey. * The weak shape their ow

Going Out
hey there fubar fans and friends here in west texas,,on the weekends i hate to hang around and do nothing,so i'm trying this out, lets all get together for drinks and what not go goofing around and get to know each other,,idea? we can meet up at differant places each weekend? and then come summer time have pool parties and bbq's and good stuff like that

The Meaning Of My Name
What Elise Means You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almo

Rip Alijah
ok i need to vent for a minute. ive been following the sory of Alijah Sporks baby boy. i was absolutely shocked when i first seen the story on the news a baby boy had been found i actualy cried wondering how any human being could be so cold hearted to even harm a baby let alone murdering and dumping the body like some piece of trash. when i logged onto fubar i learned this was sporks baby i cried even more i never met sporks but i have chatted here and there with her and it seemed so much closer to home. not being able to have a child myself at this time realy made my emotions boil.like anyone watching the story i had questions who realy did it? what does sporks know. was a person ive talked to involved in murdering a baby so many questions ran through my mind. knowing the father ran instantly i assume hes the guilty party. i dont see anything wrong with sporks jumping on the internet posting a message to find the murderer.for all the ppl asking wtf she was doin online posting tht mes

Wow
You cant meet some intersting people on here lost souls and funny people. Real people....with real lives. I donno about me I am tooo simple and tooo boring. My life is a mother of 6 and a fiancé. Two cats and doing everyday things, like dishes, laundry, cleaning house and things like that. I don't live the high life just a simple one.

Help Drew Please!!!
If any of you are looking for something to do, I have a great idea for you...Our very own sweetheart Drew is in a contest, if you can find it in your heart to take a lil trip over and give her a pic rate so she can win it would be greatly appreciated...Here's the link to her pic...Thanks to any and all of you that give her any help...Tina

Guys Dont Accept It...but Its Trueee
The problems with GUYS : If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him; If u Don't , he says u are PROUD . If u DRESS Nicely , he says u are trying to LURE him; If u Don't , he says u are from VILLAGE . If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN ; If u keep QUIET , he says u have no B RAINS . If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE ; If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT . If u don't L ove him, he tries to POSSESS u; If u Love him! , he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?) If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him; If u do !! he says u are CHEAP. If u tell him your PROBLEM , he says u are TROUBLESOME ; If u don't , he says that u don't TRUST him. If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him; If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED ; If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so. If u SMOKE , u are BAD girl;

40 Oz To Freedon
You got your hair permed, You got your red dress on, Screamin that second gear was such a turn-on. And the fog forming on my window Tells me that the mornings here And youll be gone before too long... Who taught you those new tricks? Damn, I shouldnt start that talk... But life is one big question when your starin at the clock. ...and the answers always waiting at the liqour store 40oz to freedom So I take that walk And I know that Ooohhh.... Im not goin back Ohhh, not going back Ohh, God knows, Im not going back Oooohhhh, not goin (hey man, anyone wanna make a run down to am/pm with me? its like quarter-to right Now bro. shit, can you like, loan me like, a buck or two dude? jai said he was gonna be Here around 2:00 I havnt even seen him. just totally broke, man owes me twenty Bucks man. get over it, fuck, sorry! Im not dealin with that fuckin chince no more. Take those bottles back eric? ) And you look so fine When you lie, it just dont show But I k

Fubar
Welcome Home! That's what it feels like. I hadn't been here half an hour and already was getting gifts, rankings, and friends. :) What a place! What people! Hopefully, I can make the most of this experience.... Doesn't seem like I'll ever be bored again... Bless! Bigs ups and props to fubar... Ya know, back in my military days... fubar had a very specific meaning... and I'm sure some of you know what that is... when something was 'fubar'd' it was f*** up beyond all repair... This place is like a Friday-night strip gathering, full of wonder and surprise.... Like Gump would say, 'You never know what you're gonna get...' well...back to the party!

Someone Who Isn't Me
I wish you could understand Who I am inside. Instead of letting my thoughts be known, I run away and hide. I have always been told That I would amount to nothing. To just accept that fact, And not waste time by fussing. I am far from being the person I always wanted to be. Someone with more to offer, Someone who isn’t me. I try to be a good mom, I try to be a good friend, But I tend to let people down, Always, in the end. No matter how hard I try, It is never quite enough. Fulfilling everyone’s needs of me Can be unbelievably tough. I wish others can just understand, That all I want to be, Is simply someone Who isn’t me.

To Hot To Keep To Myself! New Space Shuttle On Fubar! Jump On To Go To The Stars!
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Gentelman's Mumm: Friend Or Foe?
Since I'm a nufu, I couldn't reply to the question this brother raised on his mumm. But this is the reply I would have wrote. Hopefully he finds it. He as a friend that he thinks is a bad parent and what to do about it. He wondered what would be the correct course of action, talk to him/inform Child Services, or Mind his own business. This is my comment: Brother man, if you are concerned about the child, then express that concern to your friend. If you are concerned about your friend, express this concern as well. Few can judge what they know nothing about. What do you define as a 'bad parent'? Because one thing to you is often time different to another. Your friend could be depressed and suffering from low energy levels as well as a lack of empathy or sympathy for himself or others. If you think there is a SERIOUS danger to the child, of course inform the authorities. But if this is something that can be handled by your putting forward a little bit of effort, setting the

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my days extended to the wee hours of the morning hoping for a sign something thats says you care about me i guess i'm just grasping at straws i give and u take i should have known better again how stupid can i be

Vegas
Only a little over 3 weeks remain for Hannah and I to be together again. She is going to be meeting me in vegas this time and i cant wait til we are together again. I miss her smile, her lips, her kisses, her green eyes looking up at me, her excitement she brings to the realtionship, her passion, her beauty, and most of all I just love Hannah for being herself. This time I will be the one pining away and meeting her at the airport. I have never felt the way i do with her. especially since we met for 3 days. The waiting and being apart is making both of us crazy. I love you Hannah Michele Triolo and i cant wait to be falling asleep next to you again

All I Ever Needed To Know
ALL I REALLY NEED TO KNOW I LEARNED IN KINDERGARTEN (a guide for Global Leadership) All I really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not at the top of the graduate school mountain, but there in the sand pile at school. These are the things I learned: Share everything. Play fair. Don't hit people. Put things back where you found them. Clean up your own mess. Don't take things that aren't yours. Say you're sorry when you hurt somebody. Wash your hands before you eat. Flush. Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. Live a balanced life - learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some. Take a nap every afternoon. When you go out in the world, watch out for traffic, hold hands and stick together. Be aware of wonder. Remember the little seed in the Styrofoam cup: the roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but

True Color
What's Your True Color?You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color! My Result: Green You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You

The One I Love
Since the last time i saw your pretty face, Ive been here without you and it hurts, All the miles seem to be seperated but, I hope it get better as I go, just better, Although tonight it just gets harder, And I cant take away the love or pain, And I know thats its just me here Alone, These are the times i am so broken and hurt, It seems love does'nt want to be a friend of mine, So ill just lay here trying to forget but cant, Because loving you was so fine, And all I can pray for is better love, But for now I cant get a grip on it, I just want the one im in love with. (Blackrose)

Misery
Misery - 1990 Novelist Paul Sheldon (James Caan) doesn't remember the blinding blizzard that sent his car spinning off the road. Nor does he remember being nursed back from unconsciousness. All he remembers is waking up in the home of Annie Wilkes (Kathy Bates)- a maniacal fan who is bent on keeping her favorite writer as her personal prisoner... for the rest of his cock-a-doodie' life! Horror at it's best. no supernatural tale, just one insane fan who has totally lost her marbles. The casting of Kathy Bates was perfect. she plays Anne Wilkes perfectly, James Caan also captures the role of Paul Sheldon without flaw. As with all book based films there are changes made, probably to keep things a little more civil. The movie is not quite as graphic as the book but still had plenty of scenes to make one cringe. Wonderfully told by Stephen King and adapted to the big screen by William Goldman this story will send shivers down your spine. 5 out of 5 tankards for sure!

Accidents Happen
I went to dinner with my family this evening and while waiting for my kids to get their ice cream, my youngest apparently tripped over this "gentleman's"(I use the term very loosely) foot. Now I admit my son, who's 4, was not being a perfect angel, was running around when this occured. this "gentleman" threatened to call the sheriff' department over an accident. I could barely keep my temper in check as this weasel kept asking me who was going to pay his medical bills if he needed medical attention even after I apologized. Come to find out from some of the employees at this establishment that this jerk is a regular there and is always complaining about someone or something. If this schmuck thought he could strong arm me into giving him some kind of payoff by threatening me with calling the cops he is barking up the wrong tree. Using this guy's logic then I should call the cops anytime I get bumped into while walking down the street. Accidents happen. We can thank the "Ambulance Cha

Top Friends, Gotta Love My Answers...
Name Them 1. Angie 2. Larry 3. Dizzy 4. Risa 5. Chris 6. Kelly 7. Linda 8. Adam How did you meet? 1. Cherrytap 2. College 3. WarriorNation 4. Myspace 5. College 6. Myspace 7. Myspace 8. Childhood friend *Randoms* have u ever done anything with any of them that u regret? Don't remember which one could u be around for more than 24 hours straight? All except, Chris and Larry Did you ever hate any of them? Yeah at one point Go to School with any? yes Have any seen you cry? yes *Specifics* what would you say if 3 said they love u? Run because I'm sure her Bf will murder me what would you do if 2 went both ways? I be protecting my butthole what would you do if 7 died? I'd be depressed what would you do if 8 killed you? HAHAHA, yeah right... what would you do if 1 hated you? Move on... what would you do if 4 moved? I be happy since her place is a shithole. what would you do if you never met 3? I wouldn't feel a thing..

How Well Do You Know Your Corpse?
How well do u know your corpse? Her age: 21 Her Middle Name: Marie How long have you been together? How long did you know each other? a year What physical feature attracted you to her first? her eyes, her cute figure Hair color: black Eyes: green RELATIONSHIP STUFF: Are you “in love”: Yes Do your parents like her: Nope, and thats a good thing, cuz I dont like my family Does it matter? HAH Do you trust her? Oh yeah Does she let you wear her shoes? On my penis Do you have a shirt of hers that you sleep with? The Ed Gein Shirt she gave me for Xmas Can you picture having kids with her? Yeah, they be demented and twisted like us. Does she have a temper? Yeah, but not directed towards me yet... Are you happy to be with her? She's the light in my life... SOME OTHER STUFF: Does she have any tattoos? Yes Does she have any scars that you know of? Yes Is she a party dude or stay at home kind of girl? Stay at home Is she Outgoing or

Pic Comments
Pic Comments Are Under Construction! If you have suggestions on a category or some other type of pic comment please feel free to post a comment to the bog to help this to grow and become a bigger thing... Bellow I have started the putting the buttons so you can go to the type of pic comment you are looking for!

Fu-marriages
Are you high? Seriously, are you drugs? Not exactly the stupidest shit I've ever heard of, but it up there on the list. Are you serious? Oh, I love you with all my heart on Fu-fucking Bar, but I probably couldn't tolerate your existence in real life? Christ Almighty do you need to be beaten senseless?

My Best Friend
i had to put my dog sam to sleep tonight. he was the best thing ever. he was a short haired lab. i was friends with him for 15 years. ive lost most of the things in life that i loved. but he was always there. when i came home from iraq he was there. he never lied to me he was always true.

The Anglo-saxon Rune Poem
Wealth is a comfort to all men; yet must every man bestow it freely, if he wish to gain honour in the sight of the Lord. The aurochs is proud and has great horns; it is a very savage beast and fights with its horns; a great ranger of the moors, it is a creature of mettle. The thorn is exceedingly sharp, an evil thing for any knight to touch, uncommonly severe on all who sit among them. The mouth is the source of all language, a pillar of wisdom and a comfort to wise men, a blessing and a joy to every knight. Riding seems easy to every warrior while he is indoors and very courageous to him who traverses the high-roads on the back of a stout horse. The torch is known to every living man by its pale, bright flame; it always burns where princes sit within. Generosity brings credit and honour, which support one's dignity; it furnishes help and subsistence to all broken men who are devoid of aught else. Bliss he enjoys who knows not suffering, sorrow nor anx

Eleven Hints For Life
"Eleven Hints for Life" 1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a d

Only Thing Harder Then Being A Soldier
Machel Support The Troops!Date: Feb 2, 2008 3:13 PMWhen a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored.....to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes. ...to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ....to be silent when people pray to God for a new car....to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower...to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying.

Kitty Litter And Plungers
You know what? I just don’t think I can take much more. It’s been a crazy couple of months, but I really felt like I was keeping on top of things. But it always seems to be the small, bizarre things that finally put you over the edge. I run home for a quick cup of coffee. And you know how it is. You look around and try to figure out which household chores you can get done in 45 minutes. Throw a load of laundry in. Sweep the kitchen. And cook up a pound of hamburger to go with "God knows what". But my 15 minutes of "me" time are soon over and it’s time for the next errand. It's time to pick my daughter up from basketball. Grabbed my purse and ran out to the car. And of course plow into the garbage can backing the car out of the garage. This is no big deal in the grand scheme of things. It’s just a chunk of plastic. But I say a quick prayer that the bags didn’t break open, as I will be dealing with a large amount of kitty litter if they have. Nope, all is well, but I do have to

I Got Blocked By Trying To Show Someone Some Respect
this is so wrong--there was a person here--i became 'friends' and 'fans' with--they were there in bad times--albeit not in a big way--but any attention in times like that makes a difference--and some 'bond' is unavoidable. ok---so what? ok-the person had a number of picture folders--one called "my number 1" and "my treasures" the person had either a spouce or some kind of significant other--as well as a folder of their very naked body parts. seeing this i felt the person was disrespecting themselves and with the "bond" created between them and me i felt this was not appropriate. so-me never the one to hold back start commenting the nekkid pix--with the one that said me 'my 46 DD's--i say--ok--i'm a 46 too--but not dd"--there was one called something about 'my kitty'(it wasn't a feline)--i felt embarrased for them that about 12 guys posted the same comment ' a gormay meal'---DUDES---IT'S SPELT G-O-U-R-M-E-T" i just felt embarrassed all around--for the 'spouce' for the person'--all

"zin57" And "ammedd"
shoutbox: Zin57: Are you into anal? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What the fuck kind of conversation starter is THAT? Annoying thing is, this guy is supposed to be from the UK... I've had god knows how many pricks like him comment me like that who are supposed to be from the UK too, and its giving the damn country more than a bad name. The only thing guys like this are second to, are the US military guys who think just because they are military, you have to do exactly what they want. Fair enough, they're not all like that, but if I lived in the US, I certainly wouldn't want dickhead wastes of space like that representing me or my damn freedom, or whatever the lastest excuse is that the excuse for a president is giving now. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Next up we have this: ammedd: hello sexy teeen ........................ Right. Firstly, I am not a teen. If I was, I wouldn't be on here. Second; for this guy to look at me, and think of me as a teen, and s

Must Be Time To Turn Sb Off....
misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material?? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... adress me as sir and give me your yahoo or msn id so that i can contact you... if not... have a nice day

Go Away
Seriously, Go Away! I'm not gonna give you a 10 or an 11 but will give you a 1, I Will never be your fan, I have NO Interest in your sad little life & have No time for those who believe in a Invisible Sky Wizards or Net SKAGS Who Can't keep their clothes on. In other words (For the terminally stupid ): PiSS oFF Thank you & have a rotten day! (p.s) PiSS oFF Means just that... Don't leave your silly little photo comments/glitter text OR any other sillyness cos, they WILL Be Deleted. What Morons -=EDIT=- Please rate me a 1/one LoL Some of you Seem to "Think" that rating me a 1/one will hurt my feelings... As ANY Adult will tell you... You'd have to care about someone for them to be able to hurt their feelings and as I could care less about you morons... Bwaaaaaaahahhaaaaaaaaaa Oooohh and Hi "1180341" Why hide? Gutless?

Lynyrd Skynyrd ~ Southern Style Jamz
Southern Style Rock Lives On The Bands History 1964 Ronnie Van Zant hits a line drive that strikes Bob Burns in the head, who was watching the game with Gary Rossington. Burns is knocked unconscious but the three became friends and have a common interest in music. They soon form a band along with Allen Collins and Larry Junstrom. That fall 'The Noble Five' plays their first gig for $10. 1965 The core of Lynyrd Skynyrd- singer Ronnie Van Zant, guitarist Gary Rossington, guitarist Allen Collins, bassist Leon Wilkeson, and drummer Bob Burns- is formed at a high school in Jacksonville, FL, initially as the group, 'My Backyard.' The name is later changed to Lynyrd Skynyrd to immortalize school gym teacher Leonard Skinner, a legendary antagonist of longhaired students. Ronnie Van Zant enters into a brief marriage with Nadine. 1966 Ronnie and Nadine's daughter, Tammy Michelle is born. 1968 Lynyrd Skynyrd records 'Michelle' and 'Need All My Friends.' The latter is released

Arlen Specter
This whole Spygate thing is really bothering me. It's bad enough that the New England Patriots have been accused of cheating - maybe they did it, maybe they didn't - in the grand scheme of things who cares? If you can get an advantage on an opponent to ensure victory, go for it. If the opponent doesn't take precautions to ensure the secrecy of their "signals" or practices, or plays - they are stupid. It may be wrong - but what really bothers me is the fact that (R) Senator Arlen Specter decides that he has to stick his nose into the whole thing. Please tell ne that a US Senator from Pennsylvania has better things to pursue than the sanctity of the National Football League. To you Arlen, I say - go fix the economy, go stop the war, go get us a working medical coverage plan, go get us alternative fuel vehicles, go stop the poverty in our country. For Christ sakes - go do something that will have an impact in the history of the United States. Football is a GAME!!!! The record or integrit

Touch Me
Baby please just touch me from my head down to my toes Baby touch me everywhere take your time real slow Oh I love your fingertips leaving a trail of fire Baby please just touch me you are my one desire Trace a path down to my breast how they ache and swell Now my bodies burning up wherever your fingers dwell Now your hand moves lower my legs I willingly spread just to feel your fingers there followed by your head Baby please just touch me see how weak I am and all because of touches from my Lovers hand

I Got Tagged....
I got tagged by my lovely friend Sandy Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) My middle name is Tracey - so I am ET!! Thanks mum and dad :D 2) I have two cats although I prefer dogs! 3) I love speed (not the drug!!) and want to learn to ride a motorbike - I would love a Yamaha R1. My gawgus mate in the States is gonna teach me YAY 4) I used to cheerlead for an English American Football team 5) I lived in Germany from about 6 months old til I was 5 6) I love music and sing badly 7) I have a designer handbag and sunglasses fetish! 8) I have a weird sense of humour 9) Most of my friends think I am completely random :D 10) I'd love to be

I Got Tagged!
I got tagged by my lovely friend tra71. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I've nearly been hit by lightening 5 times. 2) I'm owned by two cats and I'm allergic to cats. 3) I collect gemstones. 4) I collect mooses. 5) I'm allergic to pork. 6) My thumbs and pinkies are double-jointed. 7) I enjoy old musicals. 8) I enjoy reading sci-fi. 9) I've been on crutches 13 times and now own my own pair. 10) I have werewolf blood from my mom's side of the family. I tagged: MishNumber1...WendiPooh...sxyrebel...JADE aka Flirtin With Distaster...kenny the concert man

She Needs Help To Win This One...
Yep she is in another contest already... This one is on Marks page... the link is below.. Here is the link to Jennifer's contest first..... Here is the link to Marks Page. ... check his blogs out while your there... Mark11779@ fubar

Imma Bird......
I dont want this weekend to be the begining of us falling apart.I dont see anything that is capable of pushing us apart,but life is trying to.I will not back down.I will not give up.Please promise me the same.I need you like the first time I saw you.I love you like the first time I said it.I refuse to let anything get in the way of my heart.Dont for one second doubt my feelings for you or that I am willing to do what needs to be done for us.Part of me died yesterday and I dont ever want us to feel like that again.No one in this world will love you like I do.And until the end of time,Im here. Love, Chris

My 100
Ok so here it is the "Essential 100" songs of my life.. the hardest list of songs I've ever had to compose in my life.. I'd like to thank those of you who gave me input into this list, I received a few lists from friends that were excellent as well as some song suggestions that made me go.."ok really WTF? do you really know me by saying THESE define and or describe me?" So without further adieu the 100 songs that define my life.. going to start off with the top 3, this is the only part of the list where the songs are actually "ranked" the rest of the list isn't in any sort of chornological order or form like that 1. Men Without Hats- Safety Dance (Greatest song ever...period) 2. Warren G- Regulate (wedding) 3. Drowning Pool- Bodies (Makeout music) None of my friends should question the presence of these 3 at all..the reasonings should be fairly simple.. Now to more songs that remind me of well me and some my friends, family and those who have been in my life... it

Imma Bird Too..
Everything that you mentioned in your blog. plus tears. I promise not to question your love,or stop loving you and charlene.. I was ment for you and you were ment for me. I love you chris,I honestly dont think I tell you enough. love Natasha

The War Again
Recently a drum forum buddy of mine was called up and leaves soon for Iraq. There was a guy there bashing away about the unrighteous war and the thousands of kids and women killed and how the United States has blood on their hands. Remember now I am from Canada. These are just my thoughts on hearing what other people are talking about. I support the soldiers and their efforts. Anyone from Canada who thinks the United States is there for just political strong arm think again. Those terrorists are here too. The 20 or so found in Toronto last year should serve as a wake up call. Recently in Windsor the police found a drug ring, all had high powered assault rifles, money and drugs. 2 were found to have links to terrorist groups. All 4 men had Arabic last names. The cops figure that they may have found a sleeper cell here? Hmm think about this, Windsor has the busiest United States/ Canada crossing with billions of dollars in trade going across ever hour. 4 young Arabic men found with

Take Me
The touch of your fingers on my skin Tingles run up my spine the feel of your lips on my neck my senses arch my hips raise to your touch teasing, nibbles, kisses on my skin you find the trigger a flick of your tongue a moan escapes me my eyes close, body tenses I can feel the energy mounting you back of slightly keeping the release just out of reach my fingernails dig into your shoulders my body begs for that sweet slip into ecstasy you look up at me fire burns in your eyes a silent communication you want to take me there one more flick of your tongue building to the carnal crest my body responds, you have me, heart and soul take me again, the the gates of paradise

I Miss Her!
February 13th is almost here again and that means that it has been almost 1 year since I lost my Mom to Pancreatic Cancer. She fought a long hard fight for almost 4 years but in the end, the Cancer won. My brother and I went up the week before to see her and spend some quality time with her and watched her stand up when we walked in the door to being bedridden in that one week. It hit hard and fast. It was a horrible thing to watch but I am so glad that I went. I would not trade this experience for the world but I have learned alot in the past year from that. My mom would never say the "C" word. She had alot of faith in her doctor's and in God. She just knew that she would beat it but you know how that went. I wish that I could get her back cause there is so much left to say to her and so much yet to learn from her. I really miss her alot! God bless you Mom and I really really miss you!

If Only I Knew
If only I had known,the regret you had inside If only I had seen,the pain you tried to hide If only I had realized,the things werent just quiet right If only I had looked and seen the pain you alone could fight Maybe if I had done this things You would still be here Now theres naught I can do, But cry another tears If only I had been there,If only i had known this regret,it fills my heart a pain that over time grows...

Great Read
This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee, by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a "viable! means of birth control." If someone is offended, no problem... I can designate a school day as "Earth Day" and involve students in activities to worship religio

A Valentine's Poem
a valentine's poem today is a special day, a day people all over the world share at different times or ways hearts, candy, balloons, teddy bears and all the fine things u can imagine well that day is call valentine's day where u take a chance in your life by showing through a card, flowers, songs and whatever u can think of the day where cupid plays and where love is made so today, i'm asking u to be my valentine's day what do you say?

To All Will Girls He Been Talk To This Is His Wife!
look truthfully i caught him cheating alreadly and sending messages to 5 girls abiout wantting to sleep with them some are local , we have 1 yr daughter , and im married in real life to him , im www.fubar.com/kristenvictoria , im not mad at angirls who he might be talking to i know not ur fault im just trying to find out whats going on if i alreadly asked and u replyed igore message cause im sending them to all girls on list babe has he hitt on u badly or send u messages about his email or call you? please let me know

Sundays Suck
so i pretty much suck at life i put myself in this position to get fucked over and now i live with my grandparents like a loser i miss the life that i used to have no matter how unhappy i was at times it was still better than this.... and thats the saddest part. at least i was miserable with someone instead of miserable and alone im never leaving my room again

What Makes Me Who I Am
People like to look at the outside of the person but I look at the inside... If people tok time to get to know the persons heart they would find out there are ALOT better people ion the world...

Mumm Joke Brought Out The Comic Geek
Superman was feeling bored after a long day of crime fighting and wanted to go out and party, so he called Batman to ask if he wanted to go to a club and pick up some girls. Batman said Robin was ill and he had to look after him. A little disappointed, Superman called Spiderman to see if he fancied a few beers. Spiderman told him he had a date with Catwoman As a last resort, Superman flew over to Wonder Woman’s apartment to see if she was free. As he landed on her balcony, he saw Wonder Woman naked on the bed with her legs open. Superman thought to himself: "I'm faster than a speeding bullet. I could be in there, have sex, and be out again before she knew what was happening". So Superman did his Super Thing in a split second and flew off happily. Meanwhile on the bed, Wonder Woman said: "Did you hear something?" "No", said the Invisible Man, "but my ass hurts like hell." ok i know its like whats the fucking point..well the point is that the entire..3r

To See My Private Pics
That's right. Since nobody can be nice around here I'm just going to let certain people have access to my private albums now. If you would like to have access to my private albums you can do so by purchasing me a blast, Happy Hour, or V.I.P. 3 day blast - 5 days access 7 day blast - 10 days access A 30 day blast will get you a month of access A Happy Hour will get you 8 months access 1 Month V.I.P. - 7 days access 3 Month V.I.P. - 3 months access 6 Month V.I.P. - 6 months access 1 year V.I.P. - 1 year's worth of access (One day blasts do not apply to this)

Anti-valentine's Campaign
Hey all, It is that dreaded time of year again; Valentine's Day is rapidly approaching. I know most of the ladies LOVE Valentine's Day. I AM NOT ONE OF THEM. Ladies, all you need to do is watch your men shop for your card to know that this is not his idea of love. I watch them every year scramble to get a card on the 14th and none of them have a look of love in their eyes. Why force men to proclaim their love for you on this one day of the year. It is not really meaningful when they are forced to buy you flowers, jewelry, and candy. So I propose that everyone express their love every day of the year, in ways special to the individual. Men, give your ladies a single rose tomorrow and when she asks why, you can tell her it is because you love her. She is more likely to remember that than some lame ass saying by Hallmark. Ladies, wear that little lacy number tonight and give it to your man like you did when you were first dating. And as he reaches that special point, whisper

Ok Im Still New Here
ok ive been here a week now and im still getting the hang of this site. Ive had a few helpers and i tyvm for that kinkstar princess rbk and iriegirl. Mostly ive just added random people and rated pics and what not to increase levels(hated being a newfu lol). So now im gonna post this blog to see which of all the people i added actually wanted to meet or just wanted points too. I am 37 years old and a single father. I have 2 teenage kids(one boy, one girl) and i have them full time. I like a very wide variety of music and movies, it mostly depends on my mood for the day. I consider myself to be intelligent and every1 on my friends first comments about me would be that im funny(not on this blog obviously but get to know me you'll find out). Imvery open minded and completely non judgemental. I dont have the time in my life to point out what other people should or shouldnt be doing and its not my place anyways. I love all of my local sports teams(i live in the detroit area). I like t

Yes I See You
You cannot tell me you are a slave when you go behind your Master's back and do things you know he would not approve of. You are a wannabe. The sad thing is that i told this to your Master and he says that i am the wannabe. I am the one with the real life Master. I am the one with the real life collar. I would never dream of stabbing my Master in the back. Get a real life. Quit being so damned codependent and start being a real slave or give it up.

In Canada Does Not Respect Human Rigth
In canada does not respect human rights, reminiscent of the unjustified detention of condorito, police canada does not respect human rights Detencion de Condorito en Toronto Canada Chile Entero ¿Exije una Explicación?

Time
Tides rise and, tides fall; time heals all. The sun rises and, the sun sets; in time there are no regrets. The moon waxes and, the moon wanes; the soul is refreshed; with the rains. Sands do blow, I think of you, I begin to glow. The islands and, the seagulls call; Time heals ALL!

Steam Room
It was around 4:00 in the afternoon when I finished my workout. I had an hour to shower before I had to get to work, as my shift started at five. I had pushed myself really hard today, trying to stick with my new year's resolution that has already helped me tone up quite nicely. I thought to myself, "Since I have an hour to spare, I'm going to treat myself to the steam room". I love steam rooms. The heat, the moisture, the smell of eucalyptus. I can feel the wonders it's doing for my body, ridding it of all impurities. The gym was fairly dead, and no one had even used the steam room all day it seemed – there was barely any steam and it wasn't too hot. I turned on the system and walked across to the far corner and sat down on the top step. Within minutes the faucets were pouring jet after jet of hot steam into the room. It became very dense in the air, and I inhaled the heavy scent. The heat slowly draped over my body, sending shivers up my spine. This seems like as good a place

Survey From Stacie
The Basics Your name? Nathan Birthday? June 15 Zodiac sign? Gemini Where do you wish you were from? Earth? Where do you wish you lived? Somewhere warmer! Are you married/single/divorced/player? Single...:D Vehicle Safety How long have you been driving? 6 Years Ever wrecked your car? Nope...had a few close calls though! Gotten a ticket? Two for expired plates...and I'm at 9 speeding warnings...:D Had sex in the backseat? -clears throat-...that would be a yes Played chicken? Not on purpose Likes Color? Green Brand of clothes? My Urban Pipeline jeans...:D Time of day? The night time is the right time! Thing about the night? It's dark Book? 10 Little Indians Movie? Too many to choose from...but i watched Snatch last night! Television show? Entourage Holiday? Thanksgiving...for the food!...:D Video game? Guitar Heros or Oblivion...Halo works too! Song? The Entertainer by Scott Joplin Type of candy

Alarm For My Jeep Wrangler
I have a Jeep wrangler, with a soft top. I need to get an alarm for it(a good one) because im moving to Chicago in 3 months. I do not have a hard top. Any advice or an alarm that offers what I need? Motion Sensors, shock sensors, long range notification, and ive heard of heat sensors too.. I need advice/experience comments.

Clubbin It!!!
You and you're girlfriend are at a night club and you've been dancin extremely close on the crowded dance floor all night. You whisper into her ear that the two of you could have sex right there, right now and no one would ever know. She whispers back that she's game. You feel yourself growing just at the thought. She's only wearing a very short skirt with thigh highs and just a thong underneath. She reaches down between your bodies and carefully pulls out your erection. You back her up so her back is against the wall. Someone bumps into you just as you thrust into her. The bodies around you keep bumping into you, causing you to thrust harder into her. The two of you are pretty worked up from all the dancing and grinding. You can feel her body tense all around you as she climaxes, bringing you over the edge with her.

What A Night
Wow last night was crazy. I never thought that I could get so damn drunk as I did yesterday. Oh my god that was nuts. I got so drunk I finally threw up. For those that know me know that I have never thrown up while drinking until last night. It was probably the craziest thing ever. LOL well I had fun. And my roommate took care of me as I paid homage to the porcelain god it was great. But now I am paying the price. I am so freaking hung over. I went over there just to hang out and ended up FUBAR lol it was great.

I Am The One
The Perfectionist (the One) Perfectionists are realistic, conscientious, and principled. They strive to live up to their high ideals. How to Get Along with Me Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the work. Acknowledge my achievements. I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am. Tell me that you value my advice. Be fair and considerate, as I am. Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive. Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get uptight, but hear my worries first. What I Like About Being a One being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal working hard to make the world a better place having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and figuring out wise solutions being the best I can be and bringing out the

Tag Your It!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I consider Olympia, Washington my hometown. 2. I hate being nagged about stuff or told I cant do something... 3. I love arts of many kind, both as paintings and as tats... 4. We have had WAY too much snow this year... I am in the wrong state lmao 5. I am very very opinionated and love to question things I dont think is right. 6. I can handle beer, only after I have had some hard stuff first. 7. I can read about a book and half a day even with the kids fighting. 8. I love to clean so it only takes me an hour and a half at the most to clean my house... 9. I collect roses and collectors plates 10. I k

Get Real
So someone please explain to me? WHAT is the Thrill and excitement of being FAKE? I am tried of getting f*cked around and dicked off by people that think they are cool by being how they're not. GROW THE FUCK UP! If all you are here to do is Fuck with people then you have issues you need to have checked. Seriously don't you have better things to do than just see how many people you can tear apart or make feel like crap. Here's my thought.... you have to make OTHERS feel like SHIT because YOU think you are special. NEWS FREAKING FLASH!!!! ALL YOU ARE IS AN ASSHOLE with NO LIFE..... STAY AWAY from my life if all you wanna do is start drama.....don't need the shit.... Alright i vented yet agin... wtf people grow up

Just 5 Minutes Of Your Time
OK MY BISHES, IF YOU LOVE ME, AND I KNOW YOU DO, PLS COME OVER FOR 5 LIL MINUTES TO HELP THROW A FEW COMMENTS DREW'S WAY FOR HER CONTEST...I'M SURE THE FEELING OF HELPING HER OUT ALONE WILL MAKE YOU FEEL ALL WARM AND FUZZY INSIDE...ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK ON HER PIC BELOW AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE...THANK YOU MY BISHES...TINA

I Cant Believe She's Gone!
Heart Broken This morning I had to say goodbye to my first born. at 11:37 am Anage Marie Drush driffted into heaven as I lay next to her stroking her hair and her arm. They said she was brain dead this morning after she had an anurisim. I made the decision to take her off life support after I was sure she was not there anymore last night. I sung her a song this morning before the anurism and I said a prayer before her heart stopped. God who arnt in heavin hallow be thy name thy will , will be done on earth as it is in heaven.... Please release my daughters spirit into the high heavens and take away her pain forever more. I stayed until the coriner came and got her body and I left. I'm hoping to have services on Sunday but we'll have to see what happen's with the autopsy. Because they'd never seen a tumor / cancer of the magnitude in a child in this place before they asked if they could do an autopsy to see just how far the cancer spread in hopes if they see it agai

My Real Name
I went to Cajun Cherry's blogs and found this interesting so I thought I would do this. HowManyOfMe.comThere are 0 people with my name in the U.S.A.How many have your name? WITH THIS BEING SAID NO ONE SHARES MY REAL NAME DOES THIS MEAN I AM SPECIAL ?

Four Short Stories
When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return. It became very quiet in the room. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Then there was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he int ended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have three hospitals

Foods That Are Body Parts
Foods that are body parts. This is interesting info... You are what you eat, so eat well. A stupendous insight of civilizations past has now been confirmed by today's investigative, nutritional sciences. They have shown that what was once called "The Doctrine of Signatures" was astoundingly correct. It now contends that every whole food has a pattern that resembles a body organ or physiological function and that this pattern acts as a signal or sign as to the benefit the food provides the eater. Here is just a short list of examples of Whole Food Signatures. A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye...and science shows that carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes. A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart is red and has four chambers. All of the research shows tomatoes are indeed pure heart and blood food. Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. E

Gd Haters...lol
This guy made my day... Devilman d...: lol fu-choke? wow you have NOOOO LIFE ->Devilman d...: go fu-choke on something.... Devilman d...: Hey the first thing i seen is we should have sex...first thought is WOW what a whore ->Devilman d...: thanks for givin me a 2 .........you just made my day I fucking love fubar..hating son of bitches.I guess Im The fu-whore ....Cause of teh icon in my pic wtf. Wow people really take shit serious on here.Im not going to say another thing about anything..I have a life..:(

Finally, A Date!
Way back when, I was really into a guy named Kurt. I only had a couple of entries about him because we never got the chance to meet but I was all swoon-y over him and really hopeful for what might be. But then he and his family made the decision to move to California and things never came to pass. We've IMed every few months since but mostly just "Hey, how ya doin'?" In October, he messaged me that he was going to be up here but it was right after mommy died and I told him I just wasn't in a mindset to be meeting anyone. Then last month he messaged again but this time it was right after grandma's stroke. Again, I said that the idea of meeting someone was too much stress for me to bear at the time. Then last week I happened to see him online and thought I'd say hey and ask about his trip. It turned out that he is back in town and looking for work up here as they want to move back. I worked up the nerve to take a chance and we set up a date for breakfast this morning. He is ever

Anal Sex
Anal sex can be immensely pleasurable for both the giver and receiver. The plethora of nerve endings around the sphincter causes the intense pleasure that can felt during anal sex. However, anal sex is not something you can just dive right into. If the receiver has never participated in anal play, it may take anywhere from a few days to a few weeks to get her ready to graduate to something as large as a penis or dildo. There are several keys to working your way up to anal sex. While not all people will need to follow every step, they are good guidelines to follow in order to make your anal sex encounter as enjoyable as possible. Relaxation: Very important for successful play, relaxation can make or break your session. No matter how turned on she might be, if she's tense when it comes time for insertion, she's not going to enjoy it as much. Many actions can be taken to relax and prepare her. Soothing music, a glass of wine, even a hot bath beforehand can all lend to relaxation

Tips On Women
Just some little tidbit ground rules: - If we hang up because we're upset, CALL US RIGHT BACK. If you don't, it shows that you don't care we're upset. And maybe it's stupid and maybe it's a testing thing, and if you don't like it then don't call back, but I can guarantee you it's more trouble than it's worth if you actually like this girl. Just call back. - Try not to check out other girls when we're out with you. You don't have to be perfect, just try. - Never ever ever forget a date. Or our birthdays. - Always offer to pay, if she says NO twice, then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!). - If we answer "I'm Fine" in an angry tone of voice, you're in trouble. If we say it in an upset tone of voice you are in a LOT of trouble. If our voice is neutral, you need to get on your knees and very quickly figure out what it is you did so wrong. - We know when you're attracted. We can tell when you're about to kiss us. We can tell when th

Dance On The Water
dancing together, water and sun as the wind swirls the two across the lake entwined as one,as lovers do to the music of the swaying trees, light flashes, sparkles, shines, as the dancer return with the breeze

"under The Silver Moon"
"Under The Silver Moon" I was taking my usual evening walk along the beach, just as I had done many nights before. The night was rather a peaceful. The tide seem to roll upon the beach tonight, not like it’s usual crashing like thunder. The moon was especially bright for this time of year. Unlike it’s harvest glow of Autumn Oranges, tonight it looked almost Silvery. As I walked even farther along the beach, I would look back at the beach house. Soon I could not even see the lights that lit the path to the front entrance. I begin to stop, and look out over the ocean, amazed at it’s beauty. As I continued my walk, I begin to notice a dark figure in the distance ahead of me. I couldn’t quite make reason of what it could be. I had walked this beach many times before, but had never notice anything being in that area. As I walked on in the direction of the image, I begin to realize, this figure that I had seen from a distance was not an object at all. But it is a women. Not just

Shadows
Shadows written date: 10-02-2006 07:13:59 I can feel her presence ever so close. But yet I see her not. As I look into the mirror every night, I see nothing, but rather feel a strong presence of some dark shadow watching from close by. I can feel the soft touch of her hand on my shoulder, I can feel her chin resting on the other shoulder. I can feel her ever so slowly caressing my neck with her tender lips. Slowly I turn to embrace her, but no one is there, only a disappearing shadow on the wall. As lie in bed awaiting sleep, there she appears again. Not adorned with the human flesh, but only as a shadow, as a dark angelic being. She lies by my side, I can feel her soft skin brush against my back. She slowly runs her nails up my side, in a pleasurable motion. I feel her breath against the back of my neck. Slowly I turn to her, our lips begin to close the distance between us. Closer, and closer, until I awake, only to see the same disappearing shadow once more.

Who Are You?
10-14-2006 Who are you? Can this be true? You seemed too dark and empty A dream you must be. It was a cold winter night All around me, no light I couldn't see My eyes were black and empty. Your foot steps I was hearing My heart suddenly stopped beating I thought you were just like all of them around me But the glow in your eyes revealed your true identity. You were too pale to be real The beating of my heart you could feel For I could feel it dying inside As you stood in the shadow by my side. A giant stature beside me was standing As he stepped out of the shadow bleeding But on his lips was the blood of another creature That he has killed for his own pleasure. The blood on his lips was red as the rose The glow in his eyes told me I was the one he chose It was dark and cold, I didn't know what to do As you drew closer, I stepped back away from you. I was afraid, but I was drawn to your charms You went down on your knees and opened your arms Want

Smirnoffbabe29
go out with me? give me your number? kiss me? let me kiss you? watch a movie with me? let me take you out to dinner? be my bf/gf? have a fling with me? take me home for the night? Would you let me sleep in your bed? re-post this for me to answer your questions? give me a piggyback ride? have a relationship with me? Dance with me? Help me with homework? Tickle me to death? Let me tickle you? Stick up for me if i was being put down? Play strip poker with me? Say yes if i asked you out? Get wasted with me? Instant message me? Greet me in public? Hang out with me?

Human Jinx 4 Hire
I have learned a lesson about myself. I have learned that when it comes to sports. I NEED to root for the team I dont want to win. Why you may ask, I think you know the reason already. Im the JINX. Everything, sports related I have rooted for have turned out bad. EVERYONE of them. SO. I am making it a point to give life the ole reverse psychology. From now on I will be rooting for the teams or persons that I do not want to win. SO, that is my new job for all you betters out there, hire me I will root for the other team. It hasnt failed yet. FOR HIRE: HUMAN JINX I like the sound of that hehe. And no, I dont come cheap. If this is the way it is then why not capitalize on my so called misfoutune.

Tysvm!
Tysm to everyone who helped me win my Happy Hour, I couldnt of done it without all of you, it means alot to me to see so many people care so much and pull together to help each other out. xoxoxox 2 u all! My Happy Hour is set for Saturday Feb 9th at 11 pm pst :) ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ ~*DSC*~@ fubar

Snow
So yet again it is snowing in Illinois. No big deal right, happens all the time. But this snow today something unusual happened. There was thunder and lightning while it was snowing!!! I am in shock. Does that really ever happen? I have lived in the middle of the cornfield here in Illinois, and I have never seen that happen before. Has anyone else seen this happen before? So now there is a few more inches of snow on our already snow covered streets. Also, the Giants won. Ha ha ha Emmy....In yer face.

I'm Turned On By Humor.
Admit it - you like funny people. As much as you value physical appearances, your heart just melts when someone makes you laugh. You enjoy sarcasm and wit - and value great conversation. The quickest way inside your pants is through tickling your funny bone - and your partner knows all about it!

Underdogs Come Up And Win! Thank Goodness Someone Did!!!
Today has been a rough day for me. For many that know, I answer crisis calls for a living. That, in itself isn't too bad because I generally can separate myself from their pain and move forward to the next caller. Today, it has been different. Perhaps, it is because I have never worked in this field on Superbowl Sunday; I don't know. It seems like I had before, but I don't remember it being this rough. Superbowl for most people can be all fun and games, but from the domestic violence perspective it can be quite the opposite. I have been receiving higher risk crisis calls today percentage wise than I ever have, I believe. I mean, usually, it is just calls wanting more information or how to plan to help from friends or family members OR understanding how they need to understand why they need to stay away from the abusive person OR some students wanting help on their projects. Today, though.... * a woman's face was bashed in by her ex and she just returned home from the

How About Them Giants? Who Woulda Thunk It? :p
Let me say first, that both teams played hard enough to win the Super Bowl. And it was a defensive struggle on both sidelines. But with all the hype and spotlight on the Patriots, it is nice to see the underdog come out the winners. Now don't take anything away from the Patriots. They had one of the most memorable seasons in history. Even if this whole "Spygate" controversy hovers in their near future. They played a great season and deserved to win just as much as the Giants did. And since my Colts didn't make it back to repeat, I am usually and AFC homer. But a big part of me wanted to see the Giants win. And I am extremely happy for the New York Giants for coming through and winning in such nail-biting fashion. Congratulations to all New York Giants' fans!!! You had one hell of a roller coaster ride, but ended up with the ultimate hardware. Much deserved!!!

K-9 Congressional Medal Of Honor
The K9 above is Brutus, a military K9 at McChord. He's huge - part Boxer and part British Bull Mastiff and tops the scales at 200 lbs. His handler took the picture. Brutus is running toward me because he knows I have some Milk Bone treats, so he's slobbering away! I had to duck around a tree just before he got to me in case he couldn't stop, but he did. Brutus won the Congressional Medal of Honor last year from his tour in Iraq. His handler and four other soldiers were taken hostage by insurgents. Brutus and his handler communicate by sign language and he gave Brutus the signal that meant "go away but come back and find me". The Iraqis paid no attention to Brutus. He came back later and quietly tore the throat out of one guard at one door and another guard at another door. He then jumpe d against one of the doors repeatedly (the guys were being held in an old warehouse) until it opened. He went in and untied his handler and they all escaped. He's the first K9 to receive this

Show Me Some Love!!!
COME HELP ME WITH MY NEXT VIP! I am in a giveaway for my next V.I.P. I need 15,000 comments/rates. So if you aren't a bomber, please just drop by and leave a rate. It all helps! Even leaving ten to twenty comments is AWESOME! Anybody that bombs and spends extra time will be made a personal salute. Please & thank you! >

Who Is Barack Obama?
Who is Barack Obama? Something that should be considered when you make your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...it is very scary to think of what could lie ahead for us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and share it. We checked this out on "snopes.com". It is factual. Check for yourself. Who is Barack Obama? Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white Athiest from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya. His mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia. When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocated to Indonesia. Obama attended a MUSLIM school in Jakarta. He also spent two years in a Catholic sc

Realization
I have come to evaluate my life yet again as my 29th B-Day draws near. And I have come to a crossroads. Moving on.............or hanging out a little while longer to see how it all unfolds.I have been lost in the perils of my own mind. And I think one thing I might need to do, is get off this site. I don't know yet, but by my B-Day, either I will still be here, or I will have deleted my account. If I go, I will give my yahoo and myspace to those that want it.

Love Hurts
When I was growing up nobody ever told that love was gonna hurt you. Or that love would make you do the craziest things. Nobody ever tells you the true story of how love is gonna effect you in the real world on a daily basis. Love is the one thing that I have found in my life that can make somebody kill or make somebody turn their life around. When I feel in love I mean really in love with man it felt so good to be loved by him and at the same time it hurt like hell because we didn't want to let the other one get to close for the fear of being hurt again so deeply so we did the worst thing in the world and split up. I came to find out to late that he was the one meant for me and that I was the only one meant to be with him for all these years. I have gotten this man back in my life by doing alot of soul searching and telling him that I was so wrong for letting him go and for not staing by his side as I should of when times got hard. I should of never left him and I hate

Naughty
we had fucked in the car before but never like this tangled in the backseat flinging our clothes away we fumbled, you grabbing my hips and thrusting into me my head banging into the door you pull me up slide you hand between us "i can't, i can't," i breathe "yes you can" - and i do, the world bursting apart behind my eyelids but when i open them you are staring then pushing me roughly over onto my knees my shoulder a dull ache as it presses into the door - it will hurt for days your hand tight on my thigh hips banging into mine and then i feel you come, smacking my forehead into the window as a final insult but i can only laugh i hear your deep chuckle too as we search for my panties but somehow there is less light because we have fogged all the windows

What A Sore Loser
On more than one occasion this year, Bill Belichick and the Patriots have run up the score on an overmatched opponent, and forced an opposing coach to sit there and watch his beaten team go through the motions while their heineys were being handed to them. But when the shoe's on the other foot, and Bill Belichick's team has been beaten, he can't sit there and take the pain for a few seconds. With :02 left on the clock, and his team just having failed on a last chance 4th down effort, Bill Belichick ran onto the field for a quick handshake, and then bolted for the locker room. Belichick's an important guy and everything, but I wasn't aware that the league had given him the authority to decide when games end. There's time left on the clock, his team's been humbled, outplayed, and lost their chance at history ... and Bill Belichick doesn't have the stomach to sit there and absorb the pain until the clock read 0:00. That's unsportsmanlike at best, disrespectful at least, and a

Real Close Friends!!!!!!!!!
she is on the left ..i am in the pink ..... we have been drunk all week and we leave tromorrow for our cruise for my b-day thanks for the cake and cards ...will be home saturday!!!!!!!! love you WILL miss you!!!!!! and i will take bunches of pictures!!!!!!!!!!

God Please Hear My Plea!
i love her more than anyone in this world will ever know and i need all the prayers i can get from ~ALL~ my friends please. tonight i asked my oldest daughter,whom some of you know ~Marisa~(my babygirl) to talk with me and we had just gotten a new car, so she drove down to a church near by our house. i heard something from my child'd mouth that would make any parent feel as if their world just came to an end..as we sat under a street light parked behind the church she says to me " mom i think about suicide alot"...my world stopped and now all i can do is worry about her for the rest of her life..i always knew i would from the first time i held her, but now it is different everyday will be a struggle..do i think for one second she is kidding about suicide..hell no...cause my close friends that know me know that i have attempted it and it just was not my time..but why does my baby have to go through this shit...God if there is only thing i could ask for in this whole wide world it would

Work In Progress...
Looks are nice. They don't really last and once they are gone what do you really have? After a while you realize you just want to be with the person who makes you laugh. That person who can keep that smile on your face. Even if he or she makes you crazy or upset, they are the ones who know how to bring that smile back on your face. A person can make you crazy. People can hurt you. Liars, cheaters, whatever they are, they are still human. ok i'll finish this later lol sleep time...

Untitled Poetry
A lover's Dream Is a dreamer's love Head in the clouds Heart in your hands My life now belongs to you Pray the days are long ad full Bloodlines merged, life continues My wings stretch wide Enclose around us Love embracing, holding so tight Crushing bodies and souls Gods behold this horrendous love Condemming tortured souls Into an eternal Hell May the Gods help us all...

Precious Life And Death
After the Superbowl I witnessed on HWY 196 (for those from here... ) a truck that recked and I was the first on scene... There was so much debre from the wreckage and so poor lighting I could not see the driver. I called 911 and The Fayette County Fire Dept. was there in minutes, and they found the man DOA. I feel... numb, I don't know what to say else... I just had to tell someone about this experience outside the Highway Patrol.... God Bless you and everyone you love.

Auctions
The hottest cowboy on Fubar... Countryboy Superman is up for auction in 2 different Auctions... That gives you twice the chance to win Countryboy Superman... This bidding has already started... better go place your bid while you can... Just click on one of the links below

This Is Me In A Nut Shell
I'm a 26yr old Bi-female, I've got light auburn hair. For right now! Yep I change it with my mood sometimes. I'm from Cashville,Tn *From those who don't know what that is Its *Nashville,TN* But I was born in WV. I enjoy the south. People are nice. AN there is some really great place down here to have fun at.I enjoy alot of thing's. Bowling,camping,horses back riding,hanging with the girls and the guys. I enjoy going to the local clubs and having a good time. I've started my enrollment for school this spring so that's good. I really really enjoy the old music the kind that you can make love too. I enjoy having a good time. I try to make alot of my friends happy. But this yr alot of my friends say this is the year from me so I'm taken this year to find myself. And really enjoy life to the fullest. I've got a great group of friends. But you know how it is a girl can never have to many friends. So maybe I'll make a few here at Fubar!!! SO Hit a girl up! I don't bite unless you want me too.

Dont Piss Off A Woman
Dont Piss Off a Woman Spelling to get into Heaven A woman arrived at the Gates of Heaven. While she was waiting for Saint Peter to greet her, she peeked through the gates. She saw a beautiful banquet table. Sitting all around were her parents and all the other people she had loved and who had died before her. They saw her and began calling greetings to her "Hello - How are you! We've been waiting for you! Good to see you." When Saint Peter came by, the woman said to him, "This is such a wonderful place! How do I get in?" "You have to spell a word," Saint Peter told her. "Which word?" the woman asked. "Love." The woman correctly spelled "Love" a nd Saint Peter welcomed her into Heaven. About a year later, Saint Peter came to the woman and asked her to watch the Gates of Heaven for him that day. While the woman was guarding the Gates of Heaven, her husband arrived. "I'm surprised to see you," the woman said. "How have you b

Tips For Women In 2008
Tips for ladies in year 2008 1. Aspire to be Barbie - the witch has everything. 2. If the shoe fits - buy one in every color. 3. Take life with a pinch of salt... a wedge of lime, and a shot of tequila. 4. In need of a support group? - Cocktail hour with the girls! 5. Go on the 30 day diet. (I'm on it and so far I've lost 15 days). 6. When life gets you down - just put on your big girl panties and deal with it. 7. Let your greatest fear be that there is no PMS and this is just my personality. 8. I know I'm in my own little world, but it's ok. They know me here. 9. Lead me not into temptation, I can find it myself. 10. Don't get your knickers in a knot, it solves nothing; and makes you walk funny. 11. When life gives you lemons in 2008 - turn it into lemonade then mix it with vodka. 12. Remember every good looking, sweet, single male is someone else's ex boyfriend! 13. Now smile and send to any girl wasting time at work, suffering from a hangover,

Men Are Like.....
Men are like.... For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ....Laxatives ....... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas .. The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather .. Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars . Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .......Commercials ?....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores . Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like .......Government Bonds ?.... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ......Mascara .. They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popco

Circles
I could be out point whoring, or harassing mummers right now. But I am in way too good of a mood for these endeavors. "Good"? I honestly don't know if good is the right word, or if it is even applicable. However, whatever this feeling is, it is infinitely more palatable than the mood I have been in for the last five months. Damn, how I wish there were a way to simply paint a picture of the last few years of my life, into this blog, so that much of what I am going to say would have a better context. But I can't paint, and it would fill volumes to explain it all with words... I found out, exactly two days ago, that my ex is 10 weeks pregnant. I had already found out she's married. This isn't odd, other than the fact that she and I only broke up on August 4th of 2007. And, up until that very afternoon, she swore that she loved me and wanted to be with me forever. The words literally dripped from her lips as she was packing my things, saying that she was tidying up. It would be ea

Dont Care Lol
someone has told me that loneliness hides in your eyes and that your shirt holds feelings that you breathe youll have to understand that it want me the one that locked your fears were they are kept and that i wont be able to takke them away cus everytime i try you hurt me i dont wanna dream a thousand times the same story nor look at it wisely i want you to treat me gently

'nexus'
'nexus' This fucking coward has no pic and is running around downrating people. Do yourself a favor and just block their bitch ass before they happen to come across your profile and leave you a 5 or lower just because they are a no life jealous fuck. So just a heads up, the bitch's links are below. View Downrater Block Downrater Leave Comment For Downrater

Sick
THIS WAS MY FIRST WEEKEND OFF IN AMONTH IHAD THE FLU SUCKED ICOULDNT EVEN GET OUT TO GET MY OIL CHANGED ISTILL FEEL LIKE SHIT BUT IHAVE TO WORK IF IMISS ILOSE DAYS PAY PLUS 130 DOLLARS BONUS IM GLAD THE GIANTS WON ONLY GOOD THING THAT HAPPEND RELLY ITS 430AM IN THE MORN ILEAVE AT 5TAKES ME ABOUT 40MIN TO DRIVE MY STOMACH IS UPSET IHOPE IDONT GET SICK IHAVE TO WORK TILL 430PM WELL IM GETTIN OFF OF HERE HAVE AGREAT DAY

Im Nuts
youll see me fly over the city of fury where no one knows who i am and im part of everyone nothing will change like a sign on the road i can see the fear in their eyes there ar no fabs in the city of fury youll see me fall like a caught up birfd youll see me fall over deserted places ill undress on the blue streets ill find shelter before anyone sees me youll let me sleep at sunrise between your legs youll know how to hide me well and then disappear in the fog youll see me fly over the city of fury where no one knows who i am and im part of everyone with the sunlight my wings melt i only find in darkness what unites me with the city of fury

Have You Ever......
Have you ever loved so much that you found every waking thougt about them? Only to realize that your dreams involve them some how? I have.... His name is Lee, he is a truck driver. I puush guys away so hard that I push and push until they can't take anymore.

My Poem That Got Published!!
Single Black Rose moonlit walk, alone by the lake clear out the thoughts of what happened that day "Never come back, you're nothing but trouble." these words from her parents chased her best friend away see the debris from earlier that night tears slowly falling, from her pale face remembering the good times all the laughs they had together "Time goes by and I don't see your smile." turn to look up at the sky etching his face, in her memory look down once more and release the flower a single black rose on the roadside symbolizes part of the pain she feels "Always remember, I'll be there for you, forever." last words he said swim in her head "Please come back, my friend." forced to say goodbye forever

Far Away
I'm coming home, I've been gone for far to long, Do you remember me at all, I'm leaving, Have I fucked things up again, I'm dreamin, To much time without you spent, It hurts, Wounds so sore, Now I'm torn, I've been far away, When i see your face, My heart bursts into fire, Hearts burst into fire, You're not alone, I know I'm far from home, Do you remember me at all, Do you wait for me again, I'm screaming, No more days without you spent, It hurts, My bed's so cold so lonely, No arms just sheets to hold me, Has this world stopped turning, Are we forever to be apart, I'm coming home, I've been gone for far to long, I'm coming, remember me at all, I'm leaving, I'm dreaming, My hearts bursts into fire.

Show Your Love Without Spending A Dime!
Sometimes we try so hard to find the right gift that we overlook simpler ideas that might be just as meaningful. Or, we hold back on gifting others, thinking that there needs to be a special reason for giving. I encourage you to give freely and often, remembering to give a heartfelt gift that giving is one activity that benefits the person on each end of the exchange. Below are ten gifts I believe are appropriate for any ordinary day and every special occasion. Plus, they are gifts that anyone can give because they require nothing but a willingness to be generous. * Time Sharing your time is one of the greatest gifts you can give. Whether you offer ten minutes of story time to a child, a lunch date to a friend, or an afternoon away from chores to your spouse, youre offering yourself and building a relationship at the same time. * Honest Acknowledgement I hear very few people say that they receive too many compliments or too much praise. We all thrive when we get positive feedb

Things I've Learned
I've learned... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. That when you're in love, it shows. That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. That being kind is more important than being right. That you should never say no to a gift from a child. That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold, and a heart to understand. That simple walks with my father, around the block on summer nights when I was a child, did wonders for me as an adult. That life is like a roll of toilet paper - the closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. That money doesn't buy class.

Slacker Friends *cleaning House!*
Ok its that time again, IF I dont ever Hear from you, and your JUST on my friends and family for points, Im gonna dump your asses ;) So Tomorrow I am Cleaning house...If you wish to stay on my friends list, and in my family, Let me know either A) Leave me a comment or 2) Shoot me a message! If I do not hear from you in one of those ways, Im sorry but your History. ~~BW

Dreams
I was going to mainly post this on myspace but for some reason my computer won't let me open it so i'm posting this here just in case i forget. I had a wierd dream. Some guy with long hair helping me around. I thought he fell in love with me by the looks he gives me and for the fact of us having wild passionate sex. Then it's like we are running from something. Then we are in a room like and elevator and it goes down and down then jumps as it stretches on the cable and doesn't want to stop. He keeps jumping on the floor and i remind him its only drywall and he freaks out on me. Then he trys to teach me some stuff about areobatics and we end up having sex again on a red chair in the middel of the room. Then it seems i am chasing him around to try and stay with him and realize an ex gf is stalking him as well and give up on him. I wander around a parkinglot for a min and wave at some older ladies picking him up in a huge car. what do you guys take of this?

I'm Back
i'm back from DC! i dont miss it too much. we went to a wizards game friday night for my dad's bday. they have this thing where u can text stuff and they'll put it up on the big screen. so i texted "happy birthday dad!" and i think that made up for not havin a card for him. wizards lost sadly. i did get hit on on the metro, which is not my favorite place to be cuz it's so sketchy. this dude was sitting there and as soon as maria got up and stood up, he started starin and smiling at me. he got off the metro before we did but he mouthed "bye" to me. i am sure i blushed. it felt wierd to be hit on, considering how much it used to happen, but then again, i am out in the middle of nowhere and i am used to seeing rednecks now. rednecks who dont find me attractive, so that could be why. saturday, i went wit dad to see rambo and it was the best movie ever! i think i'm prolly gonna take a new friend, holly, to go see it but she wants to see cloverfield first. uh...no. i wont

Last Light
in my last hour of light i'll see right through all the things in life that kept me blue and i'll stop searching for something new i'll lay down and think of you and in the last light of the last day I'll touch your heart then fade away close your eyes and think of me forever in your heart is where i'll be into the darkness you must go but ill be waiting for you to show i'll extend my hand and my heart ill keep you here when it falls apart so when its your turn for your last light ill be waiting to make it alright

Stupid Cupid!
Im not looking for anything!!! I dont expect anything either. But what the hell im just trying to have some fun meet new people as friends and possibly have some to hang out with. So i had a date set up over the weekend with a guy. Not a girl im done with the girl thing. Anyhow i got stood up twice!! so now im just done with all of it!! STUPID CUPID!!! FOR SURE!!!

Fast Food
Ok so I freakin hate it when I go to a fast food drive through and ask for ketchup. I get back to my office and there are 2 packs in the bag. WTF I mean I don't need the person at the window to be the ketchup police. Nor do I need them to watch my ketchup intake. I mean WTF are these people getting comission on how many packs of ketchup they save......

New York Giants.....not!!!
The NEW YORK GIANTS WIN THE SUPER BOWL. Well, bravo to the Giants. But they have not been the NEW YORK Giants since 1976 when they moved to NEW JERSEY. So they haven't been NEW YORK in 32 YEARS!! And I thought then and still think now that they completely suck for not changing their name to indicate the proper state that they train, play and are based in.

You Are From Oklahoma If...
You are from Oklahoma if... 1. You can properly pronounce Eufaula, Gotebo, Okemah, and Chickasha. 2. You think that people who complain about the wind in their states are sissies. 3. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. (soooooooo true!) 4. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. 5. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. 6. You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. 7. Stores don't have bags, they have sacks. 8. You see people wear bib overalls at funerals. 9. You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. 10. You measure distance in minutes. 11. You refer to the capital of Oklahoma as "The City." 12. It doesn't bother you to use an airport named for a man who died in an airplane crash. 13. Little smokies are something you serve only for specia

Together Till Night Turns To Day
Together Till Night Turns To Day Clasping your hands in mine Sharing love and affection Caressing in blissful dreams Feel heart to heart connection Wrapping me in your warmth In soft kisses everywhere Together laying side by side In the dreams which we share With whispers from your lips Beckoning me sensually I welcomed with open arms Sharing our nights in intimacy Swaying with sensual rhythm I felt pleasure in everyway Releasing the passion within Together till night turns to day.

My Best Friend
My best friend is a man, who no matter what I do or have done, he's always there. No need to compete for his love because it's already set in stone. I don't know what I would have done without him. We met seven years ago by fate, slep together, and seperated once more. when fate played a major role in our lives again, we became lovers. Then something stupid happened and we were seperated again. Although we are worlds apart, it seems our love will never dispair. You know who you are. And I love you Dearly, So please don't ever forgett. One day fate will playit's role in our lives again, until then, RIDE TILL I DIE, baby!!!

Walking Eagle
Walking Eagle ________________________________________ Two weeks ago in up state New York , Senator Hillary Clinton was invited to address a major gathering of the American Indian Nation. She spoke for almost an hour on her future plans for increasing every Native American's present standard of living, should she one day become the first female President. She referred to her career as a New York Senator, how she had signed "YES" for every Indian issue that came to her desk for approval. Although the Senator was vague on the details of her plan, she seemed most enthusiastic about her future ideas for helping her "red sisters and brothers." At the conclusion of her speech, the Tribes presented the Senator with a plaque inscribed with her new Indian name - Walking Eagle. The proud Senator then departed in her motorcade, waving to the crowds. A news reporter later inquired of the group of chiefs of how they had come to select the new name given to the

The Difference Is.......
This is the witches star...notice how it looks this is what most pagans / wiccans wear or have. This is a pentigram....notice the difference pentagrams are used in the worship of satan, not the penticle so plz learn before you open your mouth and prove how stupid you really are. Thank you

Super Bowl Sunday
I believe that almost all sports are fixed these days. The New York Giants wins the Super Bowl last night. A wild card team I believe and they go and win the whole thing. The reason I think that it was fixed is because of the Manning brothers. One brother one the Super Bowl last year and then the other brother wins the Super Bowl this year. What are the chances of that? I don't know about anyone else but, I smell a rat. I may be wrong but, something was or is wrong with what happened last night. I am not a Patriots fan whatsoever! That is one team that I hate so much but, I believe it was wrong what happened last night.

"winter: My Enemy"
It is not all I originally had. Just before could save it computer froze and half of it was lost and I do not remember what I had wrote.....came close, but i know it not how I meant to have it originally end...... “Winter: My Enemy” I wake each morning feeling your chill. Would this inner fear go away with the touch of a pill? What is it that is really eating me away? I lose more of myself with each setting day. I sleep during the light. I am alive in ways more at night. What must I do to set things right? What will set me free from all these feelings? Winter, you bring me more death than healing! There are times it is hard to think. What is it that will stop my heart from this inner sink? My voice for help is becoming more silent. It is directed to me that I am more violent. I do not want to infect others with my inner gloom. There must be an end to all this doom! I am at a point of not knowing what to write or say. I just want all this sadness swept and

My First Bulletin...
I made my first bulletin today!!! HOLY SHIT!!! It was for my dear friend on FUBAR WillyBlues. He had all of a sudden disappeared for a couple of weeks, and a few of us on here, shoutboxed each other, emailed each other, and I finally googled Willy and found his phone number. I called and called, but no answer... I knew Willy has a serious medical condition, and I became even more worried. I looked in his local paper in the obits. Nothing, THANK GOD!!! I also know he lives at home and takes care of his elderly Mom, so I started thinking maybe something happened with her, but, nope, her name was not in the paper either... Soooo, I then thought that maybe he was having computer problems or server issues... I waited... still nothing. That was IT!!! I ended up making friends with another woman here who is also friends with Willy, and we put our heads together. I got the local police dept's phone number, called it... (I figured Willy was gonna KILL me) and they told me he had gotten brogh

New Places
New Places Today's Scripture “…you have not passed this way before” (Joshua 3:4). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria God desires to take you into new places in your life. He wants to take you to deeper places in your walk with Him, and He wants to take you into higher places of blessing in your life. Are you ready to go to places that you’ve never been before? So many people today get stuck in a rut because they don’t want to get out of their comfort zone. They want to stay with what they know because it’s comfortable. But in order for you to reach your full potential, you have to be willing to step out into the unknown. You won’t ever walk on water until you step out of the boat! We all have areas we can rise higher in. Open your heart today and be ready to step out into the unknown. Trust that the Lord will guide and order your every step. Begin to expect that the unexpected is on the way. Be ready to step out into new places. As you approach your day with faith and expe

Hmm
Not sure how well this will go over with everyone..but its how i see things. I am so tired of seeing about bisexual mumms and such. What will my parents do if they find out..etc. as for me, I always just did what made my parents happy.. I know that dont always make you happy and you got to decide..but still. If you like men, why not just stick with them,,that way you know you wont have to worry about what they think? Was gods intentions for women/men to be together.. not the other way. Men are the ones that can provide you with kids. Anyways, this is just way I see it. I dont really care if you are bi or not.. I am not prejudice..where I will hold it against anybody.. but I am not for it really either. I think majority just say they are for the attn. Others are, just to make there men happy. To each there own I guess..but if you are bi.. then you shouldnt have no problems telling people you are. If you can come on here, among everyone and air it out.. then you might as well at

Because Of Recent Abductions
Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips, forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, but everybody else will. This has saved

The Six Affairs !
The 1st Affair A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon and I fell asleep." She looked down at his shoes and said: "You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!" The 2nd Affair A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified; at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife: "There's no way I can be the father of this baby. Look a

Update
Ok so I know it has been a long time since I have posted anything. Needless to say a lot has happened. I am single again(more or less at this point), I want to move to another state ASAP, my health isn't doing great, and my car still isn't fixed yet. Over the past few months I have done a lot of thinking and contemplating about life, love and who I am. More or less have come to realize that I am a very reactive person. That when I am treated with love, respect and loyalty, I return it. But when the opposite happens I return that. Yes, I know that we all are human and prone to faults, including me(must of all). I am my own worst enemy when it comes to beating oneself up for failing or becoming a hypocrite. I have grown over this past two years by leaps and bounds. That I think some are jealous of my progress. I also have realized that jealousy is in everyone to a certain degree. I was at one point a very much the jealous green eyed monster everyone knows. I

The Cruise
OK, since everyone seems to want to hear about it :P It was an awesome cruise put together that showcased the Barenaked Ladies along with Guster, the New Odds, Great Big Sea, and several other bands. Mainly focused on BNL, since they set up last years'. This year we sailed to Grand Cayman and Jamaica. As we set sail from Miami, BNL played a set of mostly obscure songs that are fan faves rather than the generally well known songs. It was particularly funny when the ships' horn drowned them out in the middle of a song :P Later that night they played a set for returning cruisers (the cruise is called Ships & Dip, so those who came for the 2nd year are called Double Dippers - I paid last year though couldn't go which is a whole different story - but I got to go to the DD show). The whole thing was requests chosen from a bucket by band members. When they came across a song they didn't *really* wanna play, Kevin (the keyboardist) yelled "fuck it, it's in the bucket!" and that was

I Got Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) love spicy food 2) i'm right-handed 3) cant stand doing laundry 4) i smile all the time 5) my bedroom and bath are purple & green 6) don't like to b dared to do shyt...i get into trouble taking up the dare 7) woooot like vanilla ice cream 8) i might have part of a lung removed 9) i love football 10) i hate fish I tagged Lutin, Titan, Funny Girl, Ronja and sHake

Going To Be Away
Thanks for those that missed me over the weekend. I will be on and off over the next week few weeks or months. Some of you know how to get a hold of me through email and yahoo im. I will try to respond back. But if I don't this is why. Over the weekend I lost a friend do to cancer. My best friend's mom is not doing very well. Plus found out that my Uncle has on curable cancer. They can only make him comfortable. Just got to let it take its course. Then My cousin went in to ER because he was having back pain and found out he had cancer. Not sure what kind his is. I will get back to everyone. Just be patient with me. Love ya all here. Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers.

Friends Vs Redneck Friends
Friends VS Redneck Friends FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. REDNECK FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REDNECK FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun! FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. REDNECK FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REDNECK FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours. FRIENDS: know a few things about you. REDNECK FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. REDNECK FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. REDNECK FRIENDS: Are for life. FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will look at

I Got Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Love Spicy food 2. I hate Snow and the cold 3.I love cats 4.I am right handed 5.I hate mess 6.I love to go bowling 7.I hate doing the ironing 8.I love to watch tv soaps.ie Eastenders 9.I love pringles & dips 10.I am a little shy untill you get to know me better I Tagged Sassy, Blue Dragon.Abby,Cotton,&Johnny

If You're Gonna Leave By Emerson Hart
Maybe I'm the joker Maybe I'm the fool in your eyes Maybe I'm the weak one Maybe I'm a lie in disguise Maybe I'm angry Cause I'm the one who's always wrong Maybe I'm not the one who's so strong But did ya think about it Did ya pull it in and pull out Could you live without me Did you ever really have a doubt But do you understand it baby When you say it's over it's done Maybe I'm not the one So If you're gonna Leave Ya you better get going 'Cause I ain't wasting no more time What ya did and what ya didn't So if you're gonna leave Ya you better start running 'Cause I ain't wasting no more time What it might have been We can stand on reason We can fight about all the things This isn't for forever This is more than a wedding ring But do you understand it baby When you say its over its done Maybe I'm not the one So If you're gonna Leave Ya you better get going 'Cause I ain't wasting no more time What I did and what I didn't So if you're gonna leave Y

Apologize By Onerepublic
I'm holdin' on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground. And I'm hearin' what you say, But I just can't make a sound. You tell me that you need me, Then you go and cut me down... But wait... You tell me that you're sorry, Didn't think I'd turn around... And say... That it's too late to apologize. It's too late... I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Yeah! I'd take another chance, Take a fall, take a shot for you. I need you like a heart needs a beat, But it's nothin' new. I loved you with a fire red, Now it's turnin' blue... And you say... Sorry, like an angel Heaven let me think was you... But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize. It's too late. I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Whoa! It's too late to apologize. It's too late. I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. It's too late to apologize. YEAH! I said it's too late to apologize. YEAH! I'm holdin' on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground

Fuk The Patriots
I am so glad the patriots lost.tom brady is a horseface that has an ass for a chin. bill bellichick is a no good cocksuking poor loser. fukin asshole didnt even stay til the end of the game. what a sore fukin loser!! for all u patriots fan AHAHAHAHAHAH FUK YOU!!! now maybe tom will stop bein a deadbeat dad n take care of his kid!! MY KID WOULD OF BEEN AT THE SUPERBOWL!!!! so when all u pats fans are done cryin let me know n ill make fun of u sum more!!!! like the saying goes ...... CHEATERS NEVER WIN!!!! 18-1 ONLY 18-1 TEAM TO NOT WIN THE SUPERBOWL!!!!!

Lonliness,and Heartless
Yep,I'm officially alone now,No one to care,or love anymore.It's just me and my thoughts,and opinions.My ex-gf dump me thanks to someone here,and thanks to another person i push the one that love me.It's just a fucking dramatic thing that this people get you involve.I deleted my yahoo messenger,so i would leave the bunch of liers that used to be a friend,and girlfriend.It's like i used to say before in my other blog.Why the hell am i bothering with women i'm not gonna meet on the chat room,or myspace,or fubar,or whatever god for saken profile their is.It only leads you to one thing,and that thing is getting your heart broken,or just brings you drama along your way.You know what i think love is.It's a fucking poisen or cursed.Yeah that's what it is.I hate this month,cause it's the month where i met my ex-gf,and then dump my ass thanks to someone.Eh,so i move along.Forgive and forget.This year i pushed away those who call me a friend,and those women who said they love me.Love is a cruel

#41 By Dave Matthews Band
Come and see I swear by now I'm playing time against my troubles, oh Oh, I'm coming slow but speeding Do you wish one dance and while I'm in the front My play on time is won Oh, but the difficulty is coming here I will go in this way Oh, I'll find my own way out I won't tell you what to be Oh no, but I'm coming to much more Me All at once the ghosts come back Reeling in you now Oh, tell me, what if they came down crushing It used to be, that you and me played For all the loneliness that nobody notices now I'm begging slow I'm coming here Only waiting I wanted to stay, I wanted to play, I wanted to love you I'm only this far And only tomorrow leads the way I'm coming waltzing back and moving into your head Please, I wouldn't pass this by Oh no, but I wouldn't take more than I need What sort of man goes by Well, I will bring you water Why won't you ever be glad? It melts into wonder But I came in praying for you Why won't you run Into the rain and pl

Eclipses Garden(bully)
every now and then i like to come out and play ! want to play with me ? lol im feeling a bit K.O.P.E.ish tonight how about you ? come on in theres a garden in my room lets play! come on in and join me misbehaving can be fun ! G.O.H. GUARDIANS OF HELL! just a click of the pic below ! we could misbehave together!

The Pig!
The pig.... There once was a vietnamese potbellied pig. His name was Homer, as he thoroughly enjoyed donuts. One day, while his parents were away at Mardi Gras, Homer decided he had enough of his pig pen and wanted to explore the world. So, Homer broke out of his pen and went on a fabulous journey. Down the alleyways he went, softly oinking to himself that this world seemed very interesting indeed. There were dogs to bark at him, cars to get out of the way of, lots of sights and smells to be discovered. When the men at the car shop spotted Homer about his business, they decided that he should not be out without his parents permission and attempted to catch smart little Homer. Homer would not be caught yet though, as he had more exploring to do, and ran quickly away.... Meanwhile...back at the pig pen, along came his temporary care giver to give him a yummy lunch of cooked top ramen, spinach with blue cheese dressing and a dessert of graham crackers and a donut. But where was HOME

The Bathtub Test!
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

The Sweetest Sin
The sweetest SiN.......... It is the way I feel when I wake up and when I goto sleep. The way I long for your touch a hug or just to hold hands. Feeling like you are part of me like my heart or my lungs. I can't breathe without you and my heart aches when you do. You are my love and my best friend. I feel as though we are one and yet we have never met. I will hold you close until the day when I am no more. SiN DeReLla you are my sweetest SiN!!! my best friend!!

Thoguht For The Day Monday 02/04/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Long ago, a mere walk through a store brought into vision something rare to these eyes. Such wonderful flowing red hair, with features to lighten the hardest heart. Eyes that caught mine, for an instant, but long enough. Never again would this sight be the same. Against the light, the sheerest fabric draped over a picture of heaven, never to be mine. Still, over again does this face drift through my mind, reminding me that beauty grasps this heart to never release it. To have heard that voice but once, my suffering would be complete. Half torn, part broken for eternity, for never knowing the true scent of her skin. Drowning forever in regret, this is life." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Bad Boys
So I made this page up to pimp out the hottest guys on fubar and help them in any way possible to level and in contests and so on... So all guys that join here please add all members as it is a page to help everyone involved in any way possible Thank you for taking the time to read this blog and I hope that I see some new bad boys join

Yeppers, It's True
It's been 9 months since I have gotten any sex play whatsoever. I haven't even gotten any head... sucks, huh? Oh well, I guess I'm just waiting to find that certain one... Who knows? I might find her soon!

R.i.p. Nicole
In the past few days, i found out my cousin, a memeber of the Canadian Armed Forces, attached to the Strathcona Armoured recon, lost her life defending her comrades in Afghanistan during a supply mission to her base. From what i understand, she and her detachment were attacked and there were several wounded. She died later from injuries sustained. She is a true hero to me, someone who willingly went overseas to help protect others, and will sorely be missed by her friends, comrades in arms, and more importantly, her family. R.I.P Nicole, forever you will be in our thoughts as a true hero to those who needed you.

Need Advice
i need some advice, i have found three engagment ring and don't know which one to give her. they are in my album marked- "engagment rings". All of them are over one hundred years old and money is not a problem. which one would you choose. Any and all help would be greatly needed. Thanks and have a nice day

You've Been Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love chocolate and believe it should be a major food group! 2. My favorite band is Fleetwood Mac 3. I truly believe that Mean people SUCK 4. My kids are MY LIFE and my greatest accomplishment 5. My favorite season of the year is fall 6. When I love someone, I love them deeply 7. Once I call you friend, I will be loyal and defend you to the bitter end...but if you lie to me, it will be like I never even knew you existed. 8. Did I mention I like chocolate???? oh yeah and steak & baked tater.. Mmmmmmm lol 9. I am CRaZyY!! (in a good way) 10. My worst (and at times, best) quality is STUBBORNESS!! I am tagging

How Many Dogs Does It Take To Change A Light Bulb?
* Golden Retriever: The sun is shining, the day is young, we've got our whole lives ahead of us, and you're inside worrying about a stupid burned out bulb? * Border Collie: Just one. And then I'll replace any wiring that's not up to code. * Dachshund:- You know I can't reach that stupid lamp! * Rottweiler: Make me. * Labrador retriever: Oh, me, me!!!! Pleeeeeeze let me change the light bulb! Can I? Can I? Huh? Huh? Huh? Can I? * Tibetan Terrier: Let the Border Collie do it. You can feed me while he's busy! * Jack Russell Terrier: I'll just pop it in while I'm bouncing off the walls and furniture. * Poodle: I'll just blow in the Border Collie's ear and he'll do it. By the time he finishes rewiring the house, my nails will be dry. * Cocker Spaniel: Why change it? I can still pee on the carpet in the dark. * Doberman pinscher: While it's dark, I'm going to sleep on the couch. * Boxer: Who cares? I can still play with my squeaky toys in the dark... * Chihua

Really You Are Beautiful
really you are beautiful Take my hand And walk with me Through endless life A world to see Give your dreams Your thoughts laid bare And feel the love I long to share Bring your soul A love entwined A twist of fate Two lives combined Take my heart It's in your care I'll take yours too If you will share Give your pain I'll take it all And keep you safe To never fall Bring your love And I'll bring mine We'll test our will To conquer time

Sainted In Sin
Bereft of all innocence Holding on to pious beliefs Daily affirmations Waiting for an absolution No one to hear my confessions Blind lamb slaughtered Sacrificed for divinity In darkness I live In shadows I seek Weeping my sad lament For that taken from me Enslaved by my benediction Bloody sacrament Feasting on god's nectar Angel without mercy A soulless warrior Living in a dystopia Writing new testaments Chaos is my shield Destruction is my blade Mocking the commandments Taking my place above all I am he... Forgiver... Savior... The Redeemer

Every Woman....
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... < BR>a feeling of contro

Invite Form
I just logged on for the first time today and I found this annoying friend invitation form at the top of my page I looked around and can't find any way to get rid of it. However, I didn't see 50 angry mumms about it, so there has to be some really obvious way to turn it off that I'm just not seeing. Anyone care to enlighten me?

A Heart Felt Thank You To Everyone!
For all my friends on here, Words cannot begin to express the heartfelt gratitude and love I have for all of you. As many of you know, I recently lost my beautiful daughter Katie. in a terrible tragedy. During the most difficult time in my life that I have ever experienced, you all pulled through for me. I have received over 1,000 sympathy cards, military ribbons, candles, and other gifts on here from all of you showing an overwhelming amount of love. It would take more than a lifetime for me to respond and repay all of you for what you have done for me. It's just not humanly possible for one person to do that. I spent 5 days reading all the emails attached to all the gifts you all sent. I want to express the gratitude and love in my heart for all of you, but there aren't words to do that. My heart is bleeding from all the pain, and I want to reach out to every one of you, but there's no way I could do that. I would be sitting at my computer for over 6 months. Your prayers, thou

12.16.1961-02.26.1994
BILL HICKS; JUST A RIDE Today, a young man on acid, realized all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves... There is a point. Is there a point to all this? Let's find a point. Is there a point to my act, I would say there is. I have to. The world is like a ride at an amusement park; and when you choose to go on it, you think it's real, because that's how powerful our minds are. The ride goes up and down and round and round, it has chills and thrills and it's very brightly coloured, and very loud. And it's fun, for awhile. Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they begin to question; is this real, or is this just a ride? And other people have remembered and they come back to us, they say, 'Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever. Because this is just a ride.' And we, kill those people. '

So Lonely...
Yet again I have nobody on this holiday to come...sigh...my entire life and not once have I had someone special to buy chocolate for...or hell even flowers for that matter...everyone I come across loves to fuck with my feelings. Why should this year be any different? Just another lonely day...a reminder that nobody wants me, that all my efforts and love put forth towards a special someone are always taken advantage of...maybe one day someone will actually love me and not lie about it...maybe one valentines day I will actually have someone...

My First Cast
Today I received welcome news from my Ortho Doc. He's not going to do surgery on my broken wrist! He had me put in a cast up to my elbow, and hopefully next week I'll get in a short arm cast! Woo-Hoo! He decided after reviewing the cat scan there was nothing he could do surgically to improve upon the way the ER Doc at Thorton set it. This made me VERY happy indeed! I should be back to work next week, in a short arm cast to replace this big one, and hopefully only delay starting my new job by one week. Thank the Gods and Goddess!!! Blessed be! ~ANDREA

All About Me
Hi everyone, I guess the best place to start is to tell you a little about myself. I am a 29 yr old woman that is in a marriage that just seems to be going nowhere. i am 5 ft 5 full figured and what i mean by full figured is that i am on the heavy side but not to heavy. i have long brown hair and dark brown eyes. i have 1 daughter and 2 sons. but my daughter has been adopted. beacuse i was stupid and at the time i thought i was doing the right thing but in the long run it was the worst mistake i ever made. i know i am bouncying all over the place and for that i am sorry. i guess my life is just messed up. I am stll in love with my daughters father. hes the only person that really truly knows who i am. hes the only man that i ever let get close to me. the only man that i could be myself with. and i think over the yrs i have lost myself and who i am . ever since we split up things have changed for me. i met a man that i married 9 months after meeting him and that was another m

But Then
Someone is always there to make you Feel better and put a smile on your face :D if you haven't met him....well what are you waiting for hes the BESTEST Click below to meet Him misterfeet@ fubar and click This pic to rate his contest pic and help him win a 30 day blast!!! LOVE YA MISTERFEET!!!! Many Smiles April ♥

Social Maliase"on Aids
39.5 million people are living with HIV and Aids, 4.3 million of them newly infected in the last year and it is one of the fastest growing diseases. Today it has finally received the global leadership and funding that it warrants Aids thrives where there is poverty, gender inequity, and a continuing blanket of denial,untested blood, sharing of needle's, sexual contact, and is reported to be one of the biggest factor's in the gay community. A.I.D.S. = acquired immune deficiency syndrome. A term used to describe the presence of specific infections that indicate end stage immune system breakdown. The onset of AIDS is manifested by the appearance of 2 major opportunistic infections. More than a decade into the AIDS epidemic, efforts to change sex and drug using behaviors to reduce transmission of HIV have met with limited success.Theoretical models (primarily psychological) that dominate studies of HIV risk behavior fall into two major groups: those that predict risk behavior and

My Life Is Hell
Seeing as this is my first blog, i thought i might as well give you an insight in to my mind/life as of now. I love my wife, but she's been treating me like I'm just her play toy, it seems like all I'm here for is for her to get hugs, kisses and sex and if she's not treating me like that she's treating me like a damn 5 year old. I'm tired of it, but even though I've told her that, It doesn't seem to matter to her. It seems that all that matters to her is that i do what she asks and then just sit there compliantly and not say anything but if i do say something she gets pissed at me. I'm tired of it, but like i said, i love her and i love her so much and i don't want to screw up what i do have, because i haven't had a lot growing up, or even since I've started dating, and i don't want to lose what i have now, but I'm getting so fed up with it. I guess thats all for now.

Kid Rock Concert
So most people know by now I was lucky enough to attend Kid Rock's concert on Feb. 1. I will start off by saying this was by far the best concert I've been to ... probably ever. There was no opening act. Kid Rock opened for himself. yes, you read that correct. He opened for himself which was by far the coolest thing. While I was disappointed he wasn't signing autographs at the meet and greet, the concert atmosphere totally made that OK. I will say though, I don't remember a time when I was in a place where there more joints passed around then I can even count. I think within 30 seconds of his opening act (Rock 'n Roll Jesus) there were at least 6 or 7 joints being passed around. I believe it's a prerequisite to show up to a Kid Rock show either drunk or stoned, or both for that matter. Pop Evil rocked out after concert and let me say....I will definitely be seeing those guys again. Not only can they rock your socks off, they're an awesome group of guys. Too bad I was wa

Friends With Benefits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

Bill Belichick: Sore Loser
On more than one occasion this year, Bill Belichick and the Patriots have run up the score on an overmatched opponent, and forced an opposing coach to sit there and watch his beaten team go through the motions while their heineys were being handed to them. But when the shoe's on the other foot, and Bill Belichick's team has been beaten, he can't sit there and take the pain for a few seconds. With :01 left on the clock, and his team just having failed on a last chance 4th down effort, Bill Belichick ran onto the field for a quick handshake, and then bolted for the locker room. Belichick's an important guy and everything, but I wasn't aware that the league had given him the authority to decide when games end. There's time left on the clock, his team's been humbled, outplayed, and lost their chance at history ... and Bill Belichick doesn't have the stomach to sit there and absorb the pain until the clock read 0:00. That's unsportsmanlike at best, disrespectful at least, and at

Love
what is love? do any of us really know what love is? im just not sure anymore. it seems to me that lovig someone and putting ur feeling out there is just not worth it at times. it just hurts to much. i am so sick of getting hurt and i am so sick of putting my heart out there just so that it gets stepped on. i have a husbend that says he loves me but treats me like shit. i have an ex that says he loves me but its a diffrent kind of love, a kind of love because we share a kid together cause we are firends. i so want someone that wont hurt me, that wont play games with my heart or with my head. why is that so hard for me to find? why can i be happy? am i that bad of a person that that i cant be happy. please someone tell me what love is because i cant tell anymore. maybe i am just not meant to find true love again. i had it once and now its forever gone. the only thing thats left is the child that we share and the momories that i will always remember. may be i should just turn gay and ore

Well...mumms
just sitting here trying to find something to keep my occupied...i really have been getting annoyed with all the people that go on people's mumms and bash them how stupid and or annoying the mumm is...isn't the point of mumms to ask question on what other people think?...then people just critisize the mumm creator for it...makes no sense..who agrees?

Illusion
For the past week I've been wondering if love is an illusion, an illusion to hurt us, to cause pain. I look back on my life so far and I have alot of regrets, drugs, alcohol, one night stands....the things I don't regret are my kids but sometimes when I sit and think where would I be today if they weren't here with me? Back in high school I did the dumbest thing possible, I was at a party and the girl I broke up with earlier in the day showed up, I was at the party with a new girl, I was coked out and drunk, felt no pain, me and her got into it bad and alot of shit happened that I am not proud of, I was told what had happened and even saw the video to it, it wasn't pretty and I scared myself. All I remember from that night is downing 2 gallons of PGA (Pure Grain Alcohol) and seeing a white light. That vision brought forth a figure, couldn't make out who it was and then it was gone, just like that. I woke up the next morning in the hospital, the doctor said I almost died from a

Flashbacks
You hear choppers all around, you see the dirt flying up off the ground, you hear screaming in the distance, houses being blown to bits, the sounds of gunfire close by.....your body shakes and you start trembling from fear This is the sound of war, the sounds many people will never hear. I was deployed for 4 months and heard every bit of it....it's hard for someone to imagine what soldiers go through over there. When people see me out they thank me for doing what I do, for serving, I appreciate that but every once in awhile tell me thank you for being a survivor. I am now on my way out of the Army, only God knows where I will go afterwards. I am a single dad of 3, I have a job lined up already, just need a place and I'm set. I was driving again today and another flashback came to me, this time it wasn't of Iraq, it was something different, it was me, older, my kids were teens, I was with a woman but couldn't make out who, was this a glimpse into my future? Or was it just a

Just Friends
when we first started talking , I knew you where the girl for me, although we maybe different oppisits attract, the short time we spent together proved my instincts to be true. I really enjoy talking to you taking things slowly is for the best friendship comes first exploring other options comes next as our relationship grows. I want you to know your a wonderful girl so kind and sincere, I just want to hold you near and help chase away all your fears because you deserve the best. I like you for who you are, not who you could be not for your past although it has helped make you who you have become but for your future dont let old memories block out or take away from your hearts bright future

Vista -vs- Xp
Ok for those who want to know a avid PC user/gamers input on vista and xp here we go. This is my opinion based off my experiances with both OSs on the same tower. My tower is setup like this for those who think my machine is to slow or weak. CPU - AMD Athlon64x2 6000+ (3Ghz) Ram - 4 gig ddr2 800 corsair ram Vid - 1 Nvidia 8800GTS (640 mb dx 10 PCIE) HD - 2 Serial Ata300 320 gig Segate Perpendicular hard drives Asus mother Board. Ok first my thoughts on new OSs in general. Microsoft has proven over the years one fact remains, never trust a new OS untill service pack 2. This one especially at least all other OSs were built of running OSs at the time, however Vista is made from scratch. Thus i recomend you do not touch it till SP2. Vista issues... 1. it was designed with gamers in mind over everyone else. Thus the new DX10 and other things included into the OS. However DX10 most people do not know is not needed to run the new Aero Glass inviorment that Vista has in i

A Good Sign!!!
SIGN IN A PHILADELPHIA STORE WINDOW - "WE WOULD RATHER DO BUSINESS WITH 1000 ALQAEDA TERRORISTS THAN WITH ONE SINGLE AMERICAN SOLDIER!" This sign was prominently displayed in the window of a business in Philadelphia. You are probably outraged at the thought of such an inflammatory statement. However, we are a society which holds Freedom of Speech as perhaps our greatest liberty. And after all, it is just a sign. You may ask what kind of business would dare post such a sign. Answer: A Funeral Home (Who said morticians had no sense of humor?) You gotta love it!!! God Bless America

If They Never Send Me Back!
OK so like for serious i have this old friend of mine that used to tell me bout the time he flew into i think it was like minnisober and upon getting off the plane ( this wasn't one of the fancy shmancy city airports with gates and what not but one you stepped right out onto the tarmac) he was mad cause it was so cold. That was it simply, mad. I completely understand this concept cause right now where i am at i have the opposite issue.Not that i am "mad " at my current situation, Oh no it has gone way past that fucking point now. It is so completely and absolutely hot, now i don't mean that AZ, TX,or NM sort of dry "OMG it has been like 5o days since its rained"kinda heat.It has been getting into the triple digits now and thats both of the temperature spectrum as well as humidity. To coin a word from the before mentioned friend its fucking redunculoudous.It is in fact so entirely hot that i feel personally offended. Everyday i step outside the door of my room into the wonderful outdoor

It Gets Weirder .....
Kinda weird lol My two lucky numbers in a row.. Guess im getting lucky soon :D Maybe im showing off the ranks too , or just Fu- booking them , if thats a word , like scrap booking. Last but not least , today ... kinda weird , all 3 in a row lol

Give To Every Day
There will always be a reason to give up, and there will always be a reason to keep going. The question is, which reason will you choose to focus upon? Your troubles will get the best of you if you give all your time and attention to them. But you always have another choice. You can give your attention to the positive possibilities. You can choose to focus upon what's right with life. There is something you can do in this very moment to create a little bit of positive value in your world. Though it may not seem like much, just one small positive action can have an enormous impact. Even the smallest step has a clear and unmistakable direction. When you choose to take action, you choose to take control. Don't allow your life to be defined by the difficulties that come your way. For beyond them all, you have something unique and beautiful to give to every day. -- Ralph Marston

Mums
You know, I have allowed myself to check out several mums these past few days and I have to tell you....I am loosing hope for the human race if mum's are ANY indication of what people REALLY think about. They're either NSFW or they're about the absolute STUPIDEST questions I have ever seen!! "Should I hae my tubes tied"?? "Should I buy a couch with my tax return"?? "Should I wax my ass"?? WTF, people?? Are you really telling me that you are unable to make this kind of decision without setting up a poll and getting other's opinions?? ESPECIALLY opinions from people you don't know....and I'm pretty damned sure that they don't have your best intrests at heart. Absolutely pathetic!! It's shit like this that makes me want to throw the whole lot out in front of a bus in a vain attempt to actually SAVE the human race from mass extinction due to STUPIDITY!! Think I'll go have some coffee now.....

Winters End
I know they say we have to wait till Winter ceases for this season I Love the snow but not this much I think we've had enough I Long to stand outside And feel the breath of springs sweet breezes I long to feel the Suns warm kiss upon my gentle skin I see the buds upon the trees so patiently they wait to be reborn to bloom so prould I hear the birds outside my home I see them flying high above in serch of food for thier young chicks I long for sspring and its rebirth to give me strength and life again I Long to stand outside And feel the breath of springs sweet breezes I long to feel the Suns warm kiss upon my gentle skin I long to feel it's touch again like a Lovers dear embrace

New Bedroom Suite
Well last week, I took a few days off work due to stress and just went out and bought a $1436.00 bedroom suite. It is made out of medium toned wood and has marble accents. The headboard has 2 mirrors and a light as well as the Chester drawer has a large mirror and light as well. Very nice outfit!

8 Hour Contest Today
THE TIME IS NOW 1 HOUR TILL CONTESTS STARTSSHOUT ME SO AND YOU CAN ENTER!!! TODAY ONLY AND ONLY TODAY!!!! EIGHT HOUR CONTEST FOR EVERYONE WHO WANTS TO ENTER. TODAY ONLY STARTING AT 4:00 PM TODAY FUBAR TIME THE BOMBING WILL BEGIN AND IT WILL END AT 12:00 MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME... THIS CONTEST WILL BE FOR 500k IN FUBUCKS TO THE ONE PERSON THAT GETS THE MOST COMMENTS AT THE END. RATES WILL NOT COUNT IN THIS CONTEST EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE STILL NICE TO DO... SO EVERYONE THERE REALLY ISNT MUCH TIME.. IF YOU WANT IN YOU NEED TO SHOUT ME ASAP AND ILL RIP YOUR PIC AND PUT YOU IN AND THEN YOU BE READY AT 4:00 PM FUBAR TIME TODAY TO BOMB THAT PIC WITH ALL YOU GOT.. IN THE EVENT THAT I DO NOT GET ENOUGH PEOPLE TO ENTER DO TO LACK OF TIME I WILL POSTPONE THIS CONTEST FOR ANOTHER TIME.. BUT I'M SHOOTING FOR TODAY.. I WILL POST A BLOG RIGHT AFTER THIS ONE HERE LETTING EVERYONE KNOW IF ITS GOING TO HAPPEN OR NOT.. SO LETS GET GOING GUYS.. PASS THE WORD AND LETS GET YOU

Hey All
Hey Everyone On Feb6 thru the Feb13th The Hottest Male Under 22 Contest will begin at 8:30am Central and end exactly one week from the time and day So i will Need your help in winning this contest all who help will be very much loved and will be put in my family list all ur votes will be so much appreciated love to all. Your KIng of Kings

How Bright Is My Aura
April, the brightest color in your aura is Orange Contrary to popular myth, auras are actually multi-colored energy fields that can be divided into seven primary layers. Having Orange as your brightest color means that the second layer of your aura is the most vibrant. You have exceptional abilities to use your feelings as your mental, physical, and spiritual guides. Your keen awareness of your emotions allows your energy to move freely through the Emotional layer of your aura, where energy most often gets stuck for others. This can help you avoid a variety of emotional and physical ailments.

Dealing Withmy Depression
First off lets establish that this blog is not intended to be used as away to make anyone help me gain points. It is simply my way of expressing what I am thinking. I am severely manic depressive to the point it has been very functional in many aspects of what I do in life. Most times I am great at disguising my condition by joking around and not being serious unless the issue warrants that I be serious. However my mental condition is also very destructive to a lot of my personal life because as of yet there doesn’t seem to be a combination of medications that have been able to help control my condition. At times my depression has me pushing away everyone important to me because I know that if I go unchecked for long I get to a point when being around people literally causes me heartache because I can’t always control how I feel. So far in my life no one seems to understand how I feel. I have a beautiful family that I love but I am at the point where I fear I am so far down the dark

Can U Give Me A Push?
A man and his wife were awakened at 3:00 am by a loud pounding on the door. The man gets up and goes to the door where a drunken stranger, standing in the pouring rain, is asking for a push. 'Not a chance,' says the husband, 'it is 3:00 in the morning! He slams the door and returns to bed. 'Who was that?' asked his wife. 'Just some drunk guy asking for a push,' he answers. 'Did you help him?' she asks. 'No, I did not, it is 3:00 in the morning and it is pouring rain out there!' 'Well, you have a short memory,' says his wife. 'Can't you remember about three months ago when we broke down, and those two guys helped us? I think you should help him, and you should be ashamed of yourself!' The man does as he is told, gets dressed, and goes out into the pounding rain. He calls out into the dark, 'Hello, are you still there?' 'Yes,' comes back the answer. 'Do you still need a push?' calls out the husband. 'Yes, please!' comes the reply from the dark. 'Wh

Thank All Of You For Your Educational Emails
I just want to thank all of you for your educational emails over the past year. Thanks to you, I no longer open a public bathroom door without using a paper towel. I can't use the remote in a hotel room because I don't know what the last person was doing while flipping through the adult movie channels. I can't sit down on the hotel bedspread because I can only imagine what has happened on it since it was last washed. I have trouble shaking hands with someone who has been driving because the number one pass-time while driving alone is picking your nose. (Although cell phone usage may be taking the number one spot) Eating a Little Debbie sends me on a guilt trip because I can only imagine how many gallons of trans fats I have consumed over the years. I can't touch any woman's purse for fear she has placed it on the floor of a public bathroom. Yuck! I must send my special thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because

Why Did Jesus Fold The Napkin
Why did Jesus fold the napkin? An unusual approach to a biblical story Why did Jesus fold the linen burial cloth after His resurrection? I never noticed this.... The Gospel of John (20:7) tells us that the napkin, which was placed over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave clothes. The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly folded, and was placed at the head of that stony coffin. Early Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the entrance. She ran and found Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved. She said, 'They have taken the Lord's body out of the tomb, and I don't know where they have put him!' Peter and the other disciple ran to the tomb to see. The other disciple out ran Peter and got there first. He stooped and looked in and saw the linen cloth lying there, but he didn't go in. Then Simon Peter arrived and went in

Sick Of This Shit
if u wanna stay on my list tell me now cuz im tired of being not talked to when yall r online it makes me feel like im just eyecandy to yall but im not i am human and if u wanna stay on tell me. CUZ ALL I SEE IS PEOPLE ADD ME BUT DONT TALK TO ME SO IF U DONT TALK U WILL BE DELETED OR WORSE BLOCKED.

Plz Read And Pray
I Just got a phone call today saying my grandma is dieing. She chould go anyday. She has all ways been there. I know everone die. But I know the next faw weeks for myself and my family is going to be hard. So i am asking for ur prays. And if I am not on you know I am dealing with my grandma right now. THANK TO ALL MY FRIENDS ANGEL

About Erotica
This blog will be my shares of Erotica Literature I have collected over the years. I have had alot of people ask me to share it and so the sharing begins. I hope everyone will enjoy the stories and will come back to read more as the stories unfold and are shared.Thanks for taking the time to read my blog. ayasha

Understanding The English Language
If you ever feel stupid, then just read on. If you've learned to speak fluent English, you must be a genius! This little treatise on the lovely language we share is only for the brave. Peruse at your leisure, English lovers. Reasons why the English language is so hard to learn: 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row. 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things wh

Miss Me
HateDrama.com When you lay your head on the pillow at night, Do you miss me? When you close your eyes, Do I have the lead role? Are we in each others arms, Dancing in the heavens above With the stars and the moonlight showing us the way? As you drift off to sleep, Do you feel our essence entertwine? Can you feel the love we make together? Our hearts as one, Going into eternity. And as you wake, Do you realize that I am not a dream, That I am the real thing? That I will always be here for you no matter what? Wanting to hold you close, Loving you with all I have. When you are not with me, Do you miss me baby? Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Drifting On By
this one is still a work in progress We came together for just a short time and i thought i had found heavens light but you were not ready for more forever was not what you were looking for so I drift on by slowly moving farther away just throw me a line and ask me to stay but I fear our love will never be so i drift on by steadily I fight the current I try to stay Do you really love your life as it is or are you just afraid of feeling again if we try and fail at least we tried

Lily Lake (for Jimmy)
This poem was written to me by my girlfriend! Dream:375 Once upon a time, I was in a field of lillies, By this Lake. It was called lily lake. I stopped to smell the lillies, Blooming fresh, and fragrant. They reminded me of my girl!!!!

General Hospital Actress Dies At "49"
PORTLAND, Oregon (AP) -- Actress Shell Kepler, who for years played the gossipy nurse Amy Vining on the TV soap opera "General Hospital," has died. She was 49. Kepler died Friday at Oregon Health & Science University hospital, which did not give the cause of death. Kepler's busybody character on "General Hospital" was a fan favorite and enjoyed a long run, 1979-2002. In addition to her run on "General Hospital," she was also in a 1982 Joan Collins film, "Homework," and a couple of episodes of the situation comedy "Three's Company." On the side, she was a businesswoman, marketing clothing on the former Home Shopping Club. She said in a 1994 Associated Press interview that her "Lacy Afternoon" collection had sales topping $20 million that year alone. Kepler was born in Ohio and the family moved to California when she was 10. She recalled in 1994 that she didn't yet have a driver's license when she began trying out for film roles. "I managed to get my girlfriends to driv

Whassupp!?!
Hey everyone, sry I haven't been on lately. They've been workin us like crazy at work and I've been gettin off way too late to get on here and do whatever u kno? So just lettin ya'll know I didn't go awol or nothin. I'm good, how ya'll doin?? :-)

Might Leave Fubar
I BEEN ON FUBAR A YEAR AND A FEW WEEKS OR DAYS BUT IT WAS GREAT AT 1ST I LOVED THE BLOGGING N THE BOMBING CONTEST N BEING IN ONE N MEETING NEW PPL N LEVELING IT WAS FUN AT 1ST...NOW I FIND IT REALLY BORING SO IM HARDLY ON..I MET ALOT OF PPL IN HERE N I EVEN FOUND MY MAN ON HERE WHO USED 2 ATTEND SCHOOL WITH ME N TRANSFERRED SO YEA..IM GREATFUL TO FUBAR FOR THT BC IM SO HAPPY WITH HIM LIKE NOTHING BEFORE..... BUT IM GETTING BORED OF BOMBING N REPOSTING N ALL IF PPL HARDLY TALK PPL TALK 2 ME ONLY 2 BOMB OR LEVEL THEM N THATS OK BUT IM BORED OF THIS SITE...... I DONT SEE THE POINT IN IT I GUESS I KEEP IT ON BECAUSE I MET COOL PPL I TALK 2 ON HERE CUZ I DONT KNOW HOW OTHER WAYS TO TALK 2 THEM.....I WOULD BE SAD IF I NEVER HEARD FROM PPL I HAVE MET ON HERE SUM PPL TALK 2 ME THRU AOL OR YAHOO SO IM NOT WORRIED ABOUT THEM BUT TO THOSE I DONT HAVE INFO ON THAT I ONLY TALK 2 HERE.......IF I DELETE THIS HOW WILL I KEEP IN CONTACT WITH THEM? I DONT KNOW IM STILL DECIDING

I Found My Calling In Life....
I wanna help the kids who cant help themselves.... MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****YOU HAVE TO PRESS REPLY SO YOU CAN COPY CODE..

Fireman
FIREFIGHTERS TEARS Body: The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the fireman up and out, Awakened from his bed at the station By the clanging of the bell. Engine 3 pulled out of the bay, Dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck Were tensed with anticipation "Sounds like a job, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young jakes smiled at him As they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street And he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids To see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home That he so dearly loved Going up in Smoke and flames As he donned his gloves. Aggressively he hit the fire And searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance He saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell He saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next she said As he held her c

Go Give Some Love To Our Hh Host!!
Lizzy is an amazingly awesome friend, and I think you should all go and hit her up with some rates, comments, and general love!! Do it now! :D }|{~Elizabeth~}|{~*~Club F.A.R.~*~@ fubar

I Stand Alone
Now I've told you this once before You can't control me If you try to take me down you're gonna pay Now I feel your every nothing that you're doing for me I'm picking you outa me You run away I stand alone Inside I stand alone You're always hiding behind your so called goddess So what you don't think that we can see your face Resurrected back before the final fallen I'll never rest until I can make my own way I'm not afraid of fading I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside of me I'm not dying for it I stand alone Everything that I believe is fading I stand alone Inside I stand alone And now it's my time (now it's my time) It's my time to dream (my time to dream) Dream of the sky (dream of the sky) Make me believe that this place isn't plagued By the poison in me Help me decide if my fire will burn out Before you can breathe Breathe into me I stand alone Inside I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside of me I'm not dying for it I stand alone

I Need You! Fubucks For Rates!
Hey everyone! I have a deal for you! Starting Feb. 9th to Feb 29th I will pay you FuBucks for your ratings. I have picture folder marked Fubucks for rates. I will open it on the 9th. I also have a bunch of stash that you can rate also. Rules and $$$ amounts listed below: 1. Must be on my friends list, as the folder will only be open to friends. 2. Message me, not shoutbox, what you are going to do, then email when you are done. 3. All will be verified. 4. After pictures are rest at end of the week, you can re-rate and get more FuBucks. You just need to let me know how many you did and same as the first time. $$$$ is as follows: 15,000 fubucks / 100 11's 5,000 fubucks / 100 10's 2,000 fubucks / 100 stash rated This will help you get points and fubucks and help me level and get points. Looking forward to seeing you all on February 9th! Make sure you are on my friends list!!!! Link below..... Carebear-- Pitbull Mafia@ fubar

Mistakes
No, I don't feel a thing. Life's going by me. And still I say, Oh God! I'm making the same mistakes. Low? I'm on empty. Try to erase all the bad times. Free? I don't seem to be. My soul remains tied to your life. Every breath you breathe deep... I feel you circulating through me. I'll never forgive myself again. I'm so sick and tired of making the same mistakes

Taking Action!
NOW FOR A LITTLE DRAMA!!! RECENTLY PARTIES UNIDENTIFIED HAVE BEGUN ATTACKING MY WIFE LAURA, AKA LUVFAIRY, VIA NASTY COMMENTS SENT FROM ANONYMOUS ACCOUNTS, AND EVEN CREATING A COPYCAT PROFILE FOR THE PURPOSES OF SLANDER. FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT FAMILIAR WITH MY PAST, NOT ONLY AM I FORMER LAW ENFORCEMENT BUT ALSO I HAVE TRAINING IN COMPUTER PROGRAMMING. TO THAT END LET THE PERSON RESPONSIBLE BE WARNED. I CAN AND WILL TRACK YOU DOWN AND DELIVER YOUR INFORMATION TO THE FEDERAL AUTHORITIES: "pursuant to THE US COMMUNICATIONS DECENCY ACT OF 1996, which clearly states that it made illegal the use of a telecommunications device (i.e. including Internet technology) that: makes, creates, or solicits, and initiates the transmission of, any comment, request, suggestion, proposal, image, or other communication which is obscene, lewd, lascivious, filthy, or indecent, with intent to annoy, abuse, threaten, or harass another person -or- makes a telephone call or utilizes a telecommunications

Reverend Horton Heat
Apr 17 2008 8:00P Blue Note Columbia, Missouri Apr 18 2008 8:00P Metro Chicago, Illinois Apr 19 2008 8:00P Rave Milwaukee, Wisconsin Apr 20 2008 8:00P First Avenue Minneapolis, Minnesota Apr 21 2008 8:00P The Magestic Theatre Madison, Wisconsin Apr 22 2008 8:00P High Dive Champaign, Illinois Apr 24 2008 8:00P The Vogue Indianapolis, Indiana Apr 25 2008 8:00P Southgate House Newport, Kentucky Apr 26 2008 8:00P Majestic Theater Detroit, Michigan Apr 27 2008 8:00P House Of Blues Cleveland, Ohio Apr 29 2008 8:00P Mod Club Toronto, Ontario Apr 30 2008 8:00P Mod Club Toronto, Ontario May 1 2008 8:00P Level 3 St Catharines, Ontario May 2 2008 8:00P D’agobert Quebec, Quebec May 3 2008 8:00P Les Saints Montreal, Quebec May 4 2008 8:00P Revolution Hall Troy, New York May 6 2008 8:00P Tralf Music Hall Buffalo, New York May 7 2008 8:00P Crocodile Rock Allentown, Pennsylvania May 8 2008 8:00P Chameleon Club Lancaster, Pennsylvania May 9 2008 8:

Come Check Us Out!!! Pitbull Family Auction
We are holding a Family Auction.. Bidding will close 2-15-08 3 PM Central Time.. Cash prizes over ride any fu-buck amount. Highest bidder in auction will need to pay up within one week of auction closing. Come own some of the most amazing people on fubar.. Check them out.. Just click there pic to bid on them.. Most of these people are adding new things daily.. The higher the bids the more they are willing to do for you.

Under Attack
We, the people, it has a nice ring. It was what our forefathers thought too. They fought a war over those words, and now we fight a war over those three words too. The war has been going on in one form or another for many years, but the real fight started September 11, 2001. Do you remember what you were doing at that exact moment? I do, I was just waking up, and my wife and kids were just leaving for school and work. I stood in front of my church and told them how I felt, what I felt, and what I did right after the two towers fell. The most prominent thing I did was to go to the sitters and hug my girl for a very long time. I knew the real war was about to begin. If I only knew how right I was. First we did what was right as a nation and attacked those who attacked us; we are still engaged in that war. And it will go on for a very long time. Now we as Christians and believers of our Loving GOD are under attack also. This attack has been going on for years, we as Christians have bee

Job
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists; two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair . . . Kill her!!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. She took the gun and

Still Awake, Mind Is Baked
Another night I'm still awake I cant get things of my mind for christs sake! No matter where I try to run and hide It's her I've always wanted by my side I cant make the tears go away I wish she would only hear what I have to say Couples argue, and couples fight they hold each other with all their might Everything has happened so fast I will always remember all the fun in our past All the Smiles we have shared It was like God had us paired This love we had, was meant to last I remember a promise we made in the past We always said we wouldn't quit Now I wont quit! So go ahead and throw your fit! You wont talk to me, you call the cops In a minute it's like your love just stops. I dont understand what I did so bad I dont understand you dont even seem sad Was our love light as a feather? Let's fight for it! Let's make something better! When you find how much I mean this remember it's me that you miss Dial my number, I'

Heavy Laden Heart
I always feel like a failure, it’s the plain, yet brutal truth. I am good at being the wounded victim – after all it is all that I have known for many years. Love has never been kind or wholly good to me, I have this knack for finding and dumping my soul into people who pain and ravish my heart without avail. It is difficult for me to trust, that is no secret. I used to be this completely trusting person and walked through life seemingly with these blinders on, ignorant to the fact that my life was being made a mockery of until repeatedly they were knocked from my minds eye and I was brought back to earth and the harsh reality that wholesome and true is not what most people are. I do have someone in my life that I love so very much; and though I feel he is worthy of my trust and all that is me, I fight this urge to be this typical brokenhearted girl. I feel myself running into this emotional brick wall all the time because my heart is leaning and questioning; unknowingly it’s searchi

Help Me Win A One Month Vip!!!
What's up homies? I need this picture comment BOMBED! If I get 10,000 comments, I get a month VIP from my girl ^Sin^! So PLEASEEEEE bomb the hell outta this so I can return the favor by giving you a bunch of 11s after I get my VIP!

Condoms..lol
A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks. "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called Condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex". "Oh I see," replied the boy. "Yes, I've heard of safe sex in health class at School" He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this pac kage?" The dad replies, "Those are for high schoolboys, One for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks,"Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, "TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, Picking up a 12 pack. With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March.......

A Kinder And More Gentle Me
You know this place is amazing. It has truly created a kinder and more gentle me. I know some of you could be shocked at the possibility of me becoming any kinder or more gentle than I already was and that probably more of of you could be shocked at the possibility of me actually becoming kinder and more gentle, but it is a fact. Story 1: One time last week at work I had a perfect opportunity to make an ass of myself at work in response to the bartender's bitchy attitude to me.....and I refrained. Story 2: One time over the weekend some young punk decided that after sitting in a room of friends with me for about 15 minutes hours earlier, he knew me well enough to even attempt to make an accurate character assessment of me and then argue with me when he was way off...now I think I may have cut him before..but this time, the kindler and more gentle Kristina just explained to him how he lacked sufficient basis on which to make any type of judgment about me. Story 3: I just

Chelsea Clinton And A Soldier
Chelsea Clinton recently discussed current events with a U.S. soldier. She asked if, as an American fighting man, anything scared him . He told her there were only three things he feared: 1) Osama 2) Obama AND 3) Yo Mama

Big 40
well im not affraid to say it...today is my 40th birthday...what have i done today...hmm not one gottdamn thing...what a f***en shame...i started last nite by opening a bottle of wine...but i got called into to work....hubby on pc so WTF might as well maked $$..oh well i had a gr8 time in cali w/ my sis....well thx to those who sent me b-day wishes....MUAH!

Pride
PRIDE In almost every list pride (or vanity) is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and indeed the ultimate source from which the others arise. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to give compliments to others though they may be deserving of them, and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, Pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the famed Doctor of Paris, Cenodoxus. In perhaps the most famous example, the story of Lucifer, Pride was what caused his Fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan. Vanity and Narcissism are prime examples of this Sin. In the Divine Comedy, the penitent were forced to walk with stone slabs bearing down on their backs in order to induce

Pissed
i'm pissed at mostly everyone. except very few people. everyone else says they care for me but then they show me thru their actions that they dont. wel i'm DONE tryin to fight for affection and being told so-and-so loves me but then getting heartbroken. why bother? there's no point in this shit anymore...

People Have No Faith
No One But The True Giant Fans had Faith.. People saying they dont belong playing greenbay.. to brady and the pats are going to kick there arse.. you poke fun of the giants but who held the pats.. who won the superbowl.. THE UNDERDOGS.. the giants deserved to win and i am glad they did..

Trail Of Tears Commemorative Motorcycle Ride 2006
This is my account of our annual motorcycle ride from 2006... Just thought I'd share it with those of you who wonder where I disappear to occasionally! The 13th Annual Trail of Tears Commemorative Motorcycle Ride September 16th, 2006 It was a glorious morning with the sun shining brightly; an absolutely perfect day for a ride... Excitement hung heavy in the air, just as it had in previous years, for no matter how many times we'd all re-traced the tragic journey made by the Cherokee over 150 years ago, each year brings new people & new experiences to the event. There was a slight "nip" in the air; just enough to require a long-sleeved shirt, but with the sunshine gleaming across a veritable "sea of chrome" you hardly noticed it. It was early...had it been any other day, most of us would still be nursing our first or second cup of coffee, but not today. Today we ride! The parking lot and surrounding streets were filled to the brim wi

Right Link To Contest
yes I did have the wrong link sorry here is the right place to go comment bomb me please. anyone that does 50 comments I will do a morph for you. also anyone that does a bulletin will also get a morph and if you sticky it will talk about what you would like.

3,740 Til I Win Happy Hour & 1 Yr Vip!!
Hey guys! Just wanted to post a little update. I only need 3740 and my giveaway is over!! If you could possibly spare some comments, I would soooo appreciate it!! My VIP runs out on the 9th and I was tryin to win it by then! Thanks for reading and a big thanks to those that help! :) This is for: A Happy Hour 1 year VIP 30 Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack! I needed 140,000 comments, and I currently need 3740 to win!!! Click below if you would like to help out! HUGS!

My Next Life!
I want to live my next life backwards! You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating , room service on tap. Until finally...You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Pre Rant Blog
well a few hours ago I had a long blog written out in my head.....now i am a heading to bed. I will fill ya all in on the workings and rants of my mind tomorrow...after I make some coinage working my ass off doing catering orders at 6am. Bleh night ya

Lack Of Sleep
I don't sleep anymore. I have so much running through my brain it keeps me awake. I seem to be letting things creep in to my head that I don't tend to. I like my wall where it is. It's coming undone. I let people in and then get crushed. I want to learn to walk away. Not be there for them. I just don't know how to do it. Kindness is a flaw of mine. I am learning to deal with it.

Lying,wanting,needing,waiting.
I am sure there are reasons people lie in their lifetime. I know everyone has at one point or another. I don't lie to people because it will just come back on me. I have nothing to hide. Nothing other than my pain. I have a lot of pain. Sometimes,now mind you this is just sometimes,I don't feel like I am supposed to be here in this world. I don't think that love is going to happen for me. I am either not seeing it or it's just not there for me. I love my children and maybe that is all the love that is intended for me in my life. I meet all kinds of people but,they are not for me or the one that is....he is running from something else. i am stuck in a place that I don't know how to get out of. I know this is not where I am supposed to be. I am supposed to be somewhere else but,I just don't know where that somewhere is. I am not looking anymore,it will just have to find me I suppose. I am just tired of waiting and wanting and needing it.

Continious Thoughts
Sometimes you end up in a situation where your mind just wont stop racing, it wont stop thinking, it wont stop contemplating. It keeps us up at nights and we just cant slow it down. We cant lock onto one thought long enough to concentrate. This can be bad cause of Insomnia, however there is one time it is the greatest thing in the world. It is the time your mind contemplated the future. The time your dreams overwhelm you during the day. This is the time when Continuious thoughts are the greatest. These thoughts i speak of are the ones of a lover, or the desire to be with someone who is far away. Soldiers get this feeling, and they know how it can protect them. For me there is a time my mind races each night, just as i fall asleep. And even tho i am in no danger, it does help me. It shows me dreams can come true, and it allows me to dream more. And that special someone is always on my mind. Boy what a great feeling.

Frozen Time....
Sometimes the days never end - Other times they go too fast - Is there a time when we can catch a moment in our hand and never let it go? Memories.....those are the eternal moments, fragments of time, held fast in our minds - locked away in our hearts. Are those moments frozen in time when they are locked in our memory? Frozen, like people and places in a photograph? Does time actually stop and lock in those few precious seconds??? Are they floating around, in some parallel universe? ...A universe full of nothing but peoples memories mingling with each other to form new frozen moments for the next person to discover?

Update Update On My Health Lol
Just another one I guess. Well guys. Im goin back to work tomorrow. I am feeling better. I still have headaches but dont complain about them cause theres no point. ummm. lets see. I was back in the hospital again I was there for my birthday i was in for a while it sucked. I thought I was having yet another damn stroke. I lost the feeling from the left toes to the top of the left side of my head again. scary feeling lemme tell ya. But I managed to get through it again. They gave me some meds to make the feeling come back very strong ones. When I arrived at the hospital they gave me morphine for the pain. Oh yeah that stuff makes me see pink everything even elephants go figure huh. Then the started me on Dulaton or something like that its 10 times stronger then morphine believe it or not ummm I didnt know who I was put it that way they pushed it every 3 hours that one was to keep me comfortable cause I had this huge headache and lemme tell you my head felt like it was gonna fall off.

Lust
LUST Lust (or lechery) is usually thought of as involving obsessive or excessive thoughts or desires of a sexual nature. Unfulfilled lusts sometimes lead to sexual or sociological compulsions and/or transgressions including (but obviously not limited to) sexual addiction, adultery, bestiality, and rape. Dante's criterion was "excessive love of others," which therefore rendered love and devotion to God as secondary. In Purgatorio, the penitent walks within flames to purge himself of lustful/sexual thoughts and feelings. ManlyMans Sex Slave(member of the Southern Sex Symbols)(Lust of The Se7en Sins)@ fubar

Saying Thank You
The past couple of days I have not been feeling to well. Being Love sick and lonely is never a feeling you want to feel. Or hear about, that your friends are going through. Even though it is a day to day process and you can never rush things. All my friends that gave me advice and support me I wish I could repay you. It is never easy and spending New Year's Eve, and now Valentines at work. It hurts, but I will be ok and I will survive. I have to because the most important part of my life is my daughter. And she will always come first. And the ones that don't understand well they never will

Real Meaning Of Valentine's Day
February 14 arrives each year as a blessing to those so shy that they need a disguise for expressing their affections. The custom of sending "valentines" or love notes had its origin in a popular belief of Middle Ages that halfway through the second month birds began to mate. For this reason the day was regarded as especially consecrated to lovers, and the saint whose feast was celebrated that day was inevitably chosen as their patron and protecto. It was nothing more than coincidence, the, that made Valentine the esteemed patron. Probably the first reference to Saint Valentine in his role as love patron was made by the poet Chauce in his poem, "Parliament of Foules": For this was on Saint Valentine's day, When every fowl cometh to choose his mate. Actually, two saints of the same name are honored by the Roman Martyrology on February 14. One was a bishop of Terni, (a city some fifty miles northeast of Rome); the other was a priest and physician in Rome. The Missal

Are You Smarter Then A 5th Grader?
This is a test to find out. NO Calculators, You have to figure this one out on your own the old fashioned way. With just a piece of paper and a pen or your head. Ready? On a bus there are 7 girls. For each of the girls there are 7 backpacks. In each of the backpacks there are 7 Big Cats. For each of the Big Cats there are 7 Little Cats. How many legs total are on the bus? REMEMBER NO CHEATING. Post answers as Comments and Ill tell you if you are right.

Yup......
This is just a little something to get my blogs a-rollin! I love my family more than anything, whether or not they talk to me! I'm not having to good of luck with my sister, but eventually she will realize that I am just doing what I have to do in order to grow up and live the life i wanna live! I'm not a baby anymore, and It's time people realize that! Anyways.. ok.. done venting......................For now!

Sloth
SLOTH More than other sins, the definition of sloth has changed considerably since its original inclusion among the seven deadly sins. In fact it was first called the sin of sadness. It had been in the early years of Christianity characterized by what modern writers would now describe as melancholy: apathy, depression, and joylessness — the last being viewed as being a refusal to enjoy the goodness of God and the world He created. Originally, its place was fulfilled by two other aspects, Acedia and Sadness. The former described a spiritual apathy that affected the faithful by discouraging them from their religious work. Sadness (tristitia in Latin) described a feeling of dissatisfaction or discontent, which caused unhappiness with one's current situation. When St. Thomas Aquinas selected Acedia for his list, he described it as an "uneasiness of the mind," being a progenitor for lesser sins such as restlessness and instability. Dante refined this definition further, describing Sloth

Se7en Sins Group
The Se7en Sins Group@ fubar Pride Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & The Southern Sex Symbols) & (Pride of the Se7en Sins)@ fubar Envy \"PRINCESS\" (Maxima of the JLM)(Southern Sex Symbols Leader)(ENVY of the Se7en Sins@ fubar Lust ManlyMans Sex Slave(member of the Southern Sex Symbols)(Lust of The Se7en Sins)@ fubar Sloth ****southern SEX SYMBOL member (sloth of the Se7en sins)@ fubar Wrath Bi Rebel Gypsy♥Southern Sex Symbol Member...Wrath of the Se7en Sins@ fubar Greed A Beautiful Mess *~*~Southern Sex Symbol.....Greed of the Se7en Sins~*~*@ fubar Gluttony Crystal:~Gluttony of the se7en sins~ Co-Owner @ The BackAlley NightClub~@ fubar

22nd B-day
i turn 22 on sat. and it seems like the only thing thats good about it is the number.the higher the number the older you get and the older you get the closer you get to dying. If you think about it when your 18 you get to drive without a chapparone,have sex without get harrased out being under 18 and you can smoke legally.when you turn 21 you can drink legally.there is nothing to look forward to besides living now.

Why A Woman Crys! So Beautiful
WHY Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, Yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave

Rage
Hear the Words I whisper feel this curse sent to be your end know your destiny begins once your gone and dead these mortal wounds you've inflicted on my soul shall haunt your memories flashes of pictures thought to be missing coming to get you again feel the hatred that burns inside after each one of your lies your end is coming your end is near never to stand by your side all fear is lost nothing more to loose nothing left but pride see your end come swiftly for this i vow you get what you give and for you the time is now 1-12-08

Forgotten
In agony I sit quietly peace i pray for often the truth i scream my sadness i withhold memories overtake the weakness buried in my soul thoughts of flames burning brightly honesty never told the mistaken forgotten goals why have i been forsaken forgotten along the way the righteous path that leads no where fast decievers liars theives that steal the light of day absent minded fools they are come out at night too play whispering forgiveness to which ever force may hear meet my maker in hell i shall for sanctuary now seems foul true and honest of hearts they say shall forever live in light why should it be when the last breath is one and the frightened soul takes flight 1-12-08

I Would
I WOULD I would give you my heart I would share with you my fears I would show you respect always I would worship the ground you walk on I would love your family as I love my own I would give you honesty to keep your trust I would bring you flowers just to show my love I would put a rose on your pillow in the morning I would make you my first thought in the morning I would make you my last thought as I feel asleep I would be there to hug you when your day was hard I would show you the tenderness that others have not I would hold you close as tears rolled down your cheeks I would welcome your friends and make them feel at home I would make you a dinner when your working day was long I would give you candle light and roses just to see you smile I would have

I Should Know Better!
Why is it that when you're with someone, you seem so much more appealing to members of the opposite sex? Why is it that when you get dumped, nobody wants you anymore? Why do guys feel the need to remind you that they don't want to be your boyfriend? How can they say, "We can still be friends..." and "We can still hang out...." Then, when you try to ask them to do something, the remind you, once again, that they don't want to be with you... And Why the hell do we continue to try to be their friend???????? I should know better.....

Tag , You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) My favorite colors are purple, teal and maroon. 2) I love to eat just a big spoon of pnut butter!lol. 3) toilet paper has to be over not under! lol. 4)I love classic cars, old architecture and old movies. 5) I've never been on a plane. 6) I collect knives and lighthouses or things with lighthouses in them like photo's n artwork. 7) I love snakes, respect wolves and have 4 dogs that all have wolf in them ( and respect all animals ) 8) I live around 30 mins. from my first real love! lol. 9) Best thing that ever happened to me was falling in love and having a son with that man. 10) I love spinach an

Whimsical
I can see the orange sky in front of me I can see things you'll never see People say its all a f--ing dream But I can say words you couldn't speak Is it me? Can you believe You'll never live the world I live Is it me? It is only me I can only live a world to...live Break away from you shattered beliefs Detaching from my body desperate in grief I have changed the world in front of me One against all; I'm starving this world [bridge] Is it me? Do you want me? You think you can have me Say you love me You want me! I'm saving my money 'cause I don't pay to... [chorus] I'm not afraid to live I'm not afraid to die I can only give What I see inside You can only take What I give of me You can only win When I'm not afraid to lose... Subjected to your mother of nature Limited to the color of your eyes Drained by the one you call your lover She don't care if you live or die [repeat bridge and chorus] Oh yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah, oh yeah You can only

Blah Blah Super Tuesday Is Over And A Horse Race Invite
Good Morning, in today’s news…well there is not much due to Super Tuesday garbage all over the net…for those that care what delegate won what or whom is now leading…well heck I can’t tell and really do not give a flying hoot…However…perhaps I take that back flying hoots are hard to come by, wait I said I don’t give so that means I get to keep it if I had it in the first place…holey smokes I am thoroughly confused now… Oh talking about Thoroughly, the thoroughbreds are now tuning up for the run for the roses. Wooohooo!!! I love this time of year. Although I am not a tremendous handicapper I do love to play the game. The game I am referring to is the national contest put of by Churchill Downs and the Kentucky Derby association. The field of triple crown nominees are 438 entrants. So that means a ton of different contenders for this years rose blanket. Last night I plunked down and got on the site that holds the contest (it’s totally free and for those who do wish to bet they can but do n

Please Help???
I have been cruising through the levels very well but have now hit the ones that are the hardest to breeze on by, now I need the help of my Family, Friends & Fans! I have been rating most all of you, it's hard to keep track of who I do and do not get to in the course of a day but I am going through my friends list, and have begun showing some love to each and everyone of you all! This is going to be fun, because I have a large friends list so I am going to get on top of things as soon as possible! I am beginning to sound like a point whore and maybe I just may be but I have to get out of this level sooner or later, I would love for it to be sooner if you all will give me a hand? Most everyone knows that I make a lot of things for those that comment me and those that stop by on my shoutbox, so if you are looking for something cool to be made for you, please rate 200 items in any folder but my NSFW! We all know those points don't count, so if you I will gladly make you something fo