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Ebay (cont.)
Ok so I was looking through ebay to find Playboy Items, they got rare stuff I would like but kinda pricey. But heres an idea of what I was looking at and wanting. These shorts are only 15.00 plus 5.00 shipping, not bad. I have that same wallet, I paid 20.00 for mine well wait no I got it as a gift for xmas, but it was 20.00 at spencers and on ebay its only 15.00 then I'd love to get these glasses but they are pricey online

Lulliby For Wyatt.. Sheryl Crow.
family Happy Mother's Day. I Probably won't get to see but a few of my babies today. My John, is probably lost to me forever. My Kristi, is probably not going to find herself any time soon. My Branda, is busy living her life and chasing her own babies. My Megan, she is busy in her own fairy tales. My three sweet young babies, Whitney , Leah and Hunter, will be busy puting smiles on my face. Sweet,but temporary ,are the joys of motherhood, Treasure them, because before you know it, you have to let them go.

Motivation/encouragement
I am thiking of cutting out most of the sugar in my diet, it will be hard but thats why I need my fubar friends to help me, give me some motivation and encouragement. I will post a progress of what I'm doing, and what not. Today is my new day to start over again, and keep on track, working out at the gym this morning. SO PLEASE IF I NEED MOTIVATION AND ENCOURAGEMENT, Please leave me some thanks! Muahz.

So What Is Love?
So what is love? Love is what you feel when you with someone you care for Love is what you feel when you do things for someone you care for Love is how you care for someone you like So what is love? Love is the way you care for your family Love is the way you care for your friends Love is the way you care for that certain person you call your girl friend So what is love? Love is when you miss someone, even for a minute Love is how you like everything about that person Love is every little thing you would do for each other So what is love? Love is when you talk on the internet for hours a day Love is when you would talk on the phone for hours till the phone dies Love is when you use all of your texts or minutes on each other So what is love? Love is the way I feel about my girl friend Love is the way I feel about a girl named Erica Love is the way I think we both feel about each other So what is love? Love is the feelings I have towards my new

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well I had to give up guardianship of my son to my parents the court date will either be the 28th of May or 4th of june. I have lost all hope and feel even more depressed since finding this news. It was either lose him forever or give him to my parents i had no choice this way i get to see him right. well i been apartment hunting. I found one i really love its huge but problem is that the landlord thinks im 18 and its going to be hard to move stuff in it. OH for those who dont know i am homeless on the 19th of may. So with all that happening im really stressed so stressed i lost 2 clothes sizes in less then a month maybe even 2 weeks yay. I am finally on birth control. I have a period now which sucks. and my PCOS might be cureable. So with all this stress i might actually finally be skinny. OH and if my work is cool and gives me the time off in the form of personal leave ill be in Chicago next week or so. Cj

My Climax
My Climax by LateNiteFantasy© It starts with just a tingle, slight From just behind my balls And slowly grows, a knot so tight As through the flesh it crawls Until I feel my ass succumb The muscles there go tense My mind’s focused, my body numb As nothing else makes sense Sensations passed into my cock Have made it gorged with blood As pre-cum weeps, it’s hard as a rock Awaiting soon the flood The tension spreads, my muscles strain Throughout my body now There is just one thing in my brain One thing I will allow My focus is on my release Frustrations for to rid All other matters now do cease Climax my welcome bid My time; more friction to employ I feel I will explode I cry, my face contorts with joy Sensations overload! Ejaculate – I feel it flow As if a river run I feel it built, about to blow Discharges like a gun As semen pumps out of my prick Sensations are sublime It is so much, so white and thick Spurts out, time after time I

Rain, Mere Rain
rain, mere rain by LateNiteFantasy© a candid walk through a moment with me the second after you reach the window your breath not yet mist there I reach you my arms wrap around you my hands warm against the flat expanse of your tummy standing, I spoon you to the best of my ability conforming the both of our bodies to the others curves and rises you are still a bastion of heat on a cold night we both are our nudity is intoxicating I'm drunk on you you turn your head to face me and we kiss and I swallow you down sweet rain perfect rain

Fu-angels Team 1
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!

Fu-angels Team 2
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER" ~*Dirty's Angel *~Fu Wifey 2 JAMES*~Angel Gone Bad*~Fu-Angels*~ Eyes~Like~Stacy ??Da®k Kittÿ?? ~~Fo®eve® In Da®kne§§~~Fiesta Tappers

Wild Mountain Thyme
O the summer time has come And the trees are sweetly bloomin' And the wild mountain thyme Grows around the bloomin' heather Will ye go lassie go? Chorus: And we'll all go together To pull wild mountain thyme All around the bloomin' heather Will ye go lassie go? I will build my love a bower (summerhouse) By yon cool crystal fountain And round it I will pile All the wild flowers o' the mountain Will ye go lassie go? (chorus) I will range through the wilds And the deep glen sae dreamy And return wi' their spoils Tae the bower o' my dearie Will ye go lassie go? (chorus) If my true love she'll not come Then I'll surely find another To pull wild mountain thyme All around the bloomin' heather Will ye go lassie go?

The Life That Is You
The life that is you You can choose to be happy or you can choose to be miserable. Which would you rather be? You can choose to make productive and purposeful use of the moments in this day. Or you can choose to let the time slip away and be left with nothing but regret. Life is what you decide you are going to make of it. What have you decided to make of the possibility-filled moment that is right now? You can complain that it's all so very unfair, but all that will accomplish is to bring you down even more. Or, you can fully accept life as it is and then experience the genuine satisfaction of making your way forward in spite of the obstacles. You can choose to hide behind excuses or you can open yourself up to the richness of life. You can decide to make the most of whatever comes your way, and know how great it feels to be fully alive and engaged in your world. No matter what has come before, life in this moment is what you decide to make it. Consider all the possibil

She Took My Fu Virgnity!
Here she is ya'll! I wanna show off my first FU Owner, Happy Country Girl! I'm excited about my first ownership and hope that all of my friends will drop in and help me celebrate my ownership by showin her some of your best FU Luv so that I can pamper her as much as possible! Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar I look forward to an adventurous month with her and plan on trying to spoil her rotten. ************************************************** Much FU Luv to my best of friends! Thru_a_diff_i Owned by Happy Country Girl oO*Shadow Leveler*Oo.. My "Eye" contest is open@ fubar

Water Runs Dry
We don't even talk anymore And we don't even know what we argue about Don't even say I love you no more Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed Some people will work things out And some just don't know how to change Water Runs Dry Let's not wait till the water runs dry We might watch our whole lives pass us by Let's not wait till the water runs dry We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives Don't do it baby Now they can see the tears in our eyes But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart Why do we hurt each other Why do we push love away Let's not wait till the water runs dry We might watch our whole lives pass us by Let's not wait till the water runs dry We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives Don't do it baby

Federal Govt.
The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 rebate...some more & some less. However, if we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China . If we spend it on gasoline, it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer, it will go to India . If we purchase fruit and vegetables, it will go to Mexico , Honduras and Guatemala . If we purchase a good car, it will go to Japan . If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan ...and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes, weed, beer, and tattoos since these are the only products still produced in the USA . Thank you for your help & please support the USA

A Dream In The Night
Lost in confusion and total self bliss I've found the relation between dream and wish A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep. A dream can bring true the wish never thought As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought. But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking A grasping of things while still in the making. Now my understanding of wish and of dreams Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem But still I'm confused and nothing is clear Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear. With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones I long for your love and time spent alone Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion For all their purpose are meager illusion And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight I fear the darkness and my continuing fight. For now its a war - a battle within A dreadful nigh

True Love
Love comes through the eyes That help me see this wonderful surprise I see this wonderful man Whom of which I can always stand Love comes through the ears That never hear fears They help me hear the words from you And help me pull through Love comes through the hands That make you my man Your touch creates chills Which make me go through many thrills Love comes through the mouth That will one day make you my spouse You say the right things at the right time Which help me keep my state of mind Love comes through dreams That make us gleam I dream about life with you in it And everything seems lit Love comes through smiles That extend for miles You can see all the joy That comes from my baby boy Love comes through affection That makes me feel your protection I feel safe and secure And always come back for more Love comes through the seasons That give me plenty of reasons Reasons that I Love You And make us true Love comes through the heart

Don't Mess With This Mom!
My son caem home from school one day with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics two, that's taught by Mr. Right? It's all about the laws today, The "Children's Bill of Rights" It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak or what to wear. I have freedom from Religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and peircing my tongue and nose. I can read and wath just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals,

Happy Mother's Day!
Why did God make Mothers? Enjoy the answers given by elementary school age children to the following questions :) Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of them when we were getting born. What kind of little girl was your Mom? 1. My Mom has always been my Mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but my guess would be pretty bossy. 3. They say she used to be nice. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel-hair and everything nice in the world, and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string. I think. What did Mom

Clouds
Clouds above me How they roar Like someone’s knocking on heaven’s door Black and Gray In the Breeze you sway Never in one place to stay Drifting day by day Tears begin to flow Down here below Tears of joy or sorrow No one knows As Heaven’s door begins to close

The Kiss
Looking into your eyes, taking your hands in mine, leaning forward, lips touching, gentle yet demanding. Soft then more. Oh so much more! We kiss and we fall into each other's arms, holding you, touching you, stroking you. Our lips part, our tongues meet. Our kiss talks volumes of poems yet to be written. Our kiss lives in our hearts and minds. Our kiss, just us. We kiss the eternal kiss and we are, for a moment, one You I and I You We kiss WE KISS And I am consumed I melt You melt I dissolve You dissolve We are consumed. We melt We MERGE. Just a single simple kiss but oh so very much more... Our kiss, The kiss, The one I hold only for you

Missing You
wrapped within white linen connection aroused music fading in the backround gypsy magic feels so right in red hot liqueur droplets burning bright strands of desire in a cold dark room spinning his heart to a lover's tune dancing gypsies heard her say "lets dance these lonely hearts away"

Come Join Me
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To Many Liers
why would you put a folder on here and say my eyes only if you dont want them to be seen dont put them on and why do you say add rate and fan to see pics and you people keep them lock that is a lie so that meens your not worth being a friend if you do that and why is it you people show nsfw pics and have a folder that is nsfw lock to people that will only buy you a blast we already seen it so whats the point you all know who you are and im so pissed off that you people want want want but dont give i have met alot of cool people and they know who the are so be fair and rate and comment open the folders and they have free sights to look at naked pics all day and free cam sights im just letting off steam and im aloud to

Mother Is The Name Of God On The Lips And Hearts Of All Children
"Mother is the name of God on the lips and hearts of all children"- "Eric Draven" from the Crow Demisis*Plus Size Pinup Girl*@ fubar ~LIL DEVIL~FU-OWNER OF IDRMOFS7~@ fubar ***Cole***Please stop by & sign my guestbook!!!@ fubar ~~Lucky's Btch~~Happy To Show U The Way @ The Real Red Dragon~@ fubar **KAT ** BLACK HAWKS PERV QUEEN@ fubar Happy Mothers Day

Teachers And Cops
Teachers & Cops These are actual comments made on students' report cards by teachers in the New York City public school system. All teachers were reprimanded but boy are these funny! 1. Since my last report, your child has reached rock bottom & has started to dig. 2. I would not allow this student to breed. 3. Your child has delusions of adequacy. 4. Your son is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot. 5.Your son sets low personal standards & then consistently fails to achieve them. 6. The student has a "full six-pack" but lacks the plastic thing to hold it all together. 7. This child has been working with glue too much. 8. When your daughter's IQ reaches 50, she should sell. 9. The gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't coming. 10. If this student were any more stupid, he'd have to be watered twice a week. 11. It's impossible to believe the sperm that create

Have You Ever Been In Love?
Have you ever been in love I have It's a wonderful amazing, delightful experience I boarded train rode bumpy aeroplane stood in baking sun walked, ran, skipped to his house. I missed breakfast often lunch, supper, forgotten Survived on butterflies living in my tummy How strange and funny Yet, I'd do it again and again without regret I stood in pouring rain Waited by telephone in vain Acted foolishly for a satisfying kiss Wrote words like these Got down on both knees and asked the question Will you?

Digital Dance
by latenitefantasy© you click your mouse and I am the melody with a keystroke I am your ivory piano you play me like an old blues tune as your words tease my computer screen I am the notes driving your mainframe stored on your harmonious hard drive I am your memory chip that keeps you alive so lets burn this cd and make our computers dance....

You Came To Me In A Dream Last Night. A Poem.
I SLUMBERED WELL UNTIL THE DEMONS AND WITCHES SOUGHT TO SHRED ME TO BITS IN THE ABYSS OF DARKNESS. I FELT A HAND REACH FOR MINE, WARM WITH STRENGTH AND TENDERNESS, FAMILIAR, I LOOKED TO SEE AND IT WAS THEE .FROM ACROSS THE RIVER AND THE DREAM TIME. WE STOOD SIDE BY SIDE, LEATHER CLAD, SILVER BLADES WE DID WELD . DEMONS AND WITCHES UPON US BOTH. SLAUGHTER AND SLAYED THEM, BATTLING FIERCELY MANY DID WE LAY TO WASTE. SPECTACULAR DISPLAY , OF MUTILATED DRAINED DRY BODIES WE DID FE LAY. WEARY AND SPLATTERED WITH HELLISH WASTE, I REACHED FORTH MY ARM AND HAND TO YOUR LEATHER CINCHED WASTE. DRAWING YOU TO MY CHEST, FEELING YOUR LIFE FORCE PULSING WITHIN YOUR BREAST. YOUR EYES ABLAZE , YOUR LIPS UPON MINE, OUR BODIES INTERTWINED. RETREATING TO OUR CHAMBER, TO DISROBE . BATHING EACH OTHER IN THE WARM WATERS OF THE POOL, THE CANDLELIGHT AND WINE. LINGERING, TRACING, A TEASING GENTLE CARESSES, OF EACH OTHERS MORTAL VESSELS,. SOULFUL GLOW CANDLE L

Souls Unparted
by LateNiteFantasy© The breeze in your hair on a hot summer day; the sun on your skin as you pass on your way. The blood in your veins that makes you who you are; the spark in your eyes when you push your self far. The words and the music the thoughts in your mind; the fire in your heart and your smile so kind. In your honey touch and in your salty tear; don't worry my love ... I will always be here.

Site Support Courtesy Of Year Of The Dragon
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Ramblings...
Well I have all of my grades back for the semester: A in Advanced History of Alexander the Great A- in Advanced Civil War and Reconstruction B+ in Advanced American Foreign Policy C+ in Spanish 003 Total semester GPA: 3.26 So lets see... after being diagnosed with cancer and suffering a "brain injury" in a car accident my semester GPAs have been: 3.36, 3.84, 3.39 and 3.26. I'm either really lucky or school is just not trying anymore. In other news, home has been fun so far. Out almost every night getting into all kinds of trouble, the way life should be. I probably start working this week and they're way behind so I will be working a ton of OT but at $15.36 an hour and double time... I will be making an ass load of money. The next step? World domination. Happy mother's day to everyone out there... we owe those broads a lot.

Real Love
we go through life looking to find that someone sepcial and to find that thing that we call real love..We get into a relationship excepting the best outtah it and it turns out to be different to what you wanted..they either lie..cheat..or beat on you and that makes it worster for you to get into another relations and always in the back of your mind you are thniking if that person is going to do the same to you too.But then you look at things that they might be different then before..I just want to find someone to spend my life with and find that real love of my life..

Our Heroes 2008
As most of my freind's and family already know that my son Wee Alan had made it to the final three in the Daily Record My Heroes for 2008, Well the awards where held on Fri the 9th May in the Hilton Hotel in Glasgow. Ross Watson Age 6 was run over by a 4 ton fork lift truck on his dads farm, He broke his pelvis, both collar bones and four ribs, his right lung was damaged and he suffered a hairline crack on his spine, But after only one month he had made a full recovery. Erin MacGill Age 8 was born with a rare chromosome disorder, At the age of two she lost the use of her left kidney and had to have it removed and only 12 months later her right one failed , She has to have daily dialysis while she is sleeping. Wee Alan Age 5 has Cystic Fibrosis which is an inherited disease that obstructs the airways in his lungs, He needs Physiotherapy upto 5 times a day , uses a nebuliser 3 times a day as well as up to 40 tablets per day , At the moment there is no cure and the life expectanc

For All You M Others Out There.
I want to wish the Moms who are friends of mine here on fubar the very best of days on their Mothers Day. For all the love & care that you give to your families,children & spouses. I hope you all have a great day & know that men could do worse than emulate all that you do.Free Comments & Graphics

Joy Of Love
WRITTEN BY;LATENITEFANTASY A sudden light... there is a sudden light upon the dark.. it blinds me in its brilliance it bathes me in sounds of everything could be and anything is possible. upon this shaft of light Angels sing and the fears of a bruised heart subside to slowly give way to hope. and this light as it gradually fades leaves its glow lingering in the subtle shades of gray that become Your gaze. where all things linger.. that are the You and i. and here i know the joy of love.

Judge Me
Judge me & i'll prove you wrong. tell me what to do, & i'll tell you off! say i'm not worth it & watch where i end up. call me a BITCH & i'll show you one. fuck me over & i'll do it to you twice as bad. call me crazy, but you really have no idea

Dead Tired.
Dead Tired Dead to the idea Dead to the feeling Love is dead to me not love of my family Nor the hobbies I have Dead to love another Dead to hope of having that one To tired or trying tired of failing tired of losing maybe the one Lost to never have again Am I that bad Are my flaw's so unbearable Some one reveal to me Not that it matters To dead tired Dead to the idea Tired of trying Dead Tired.

Public Play
Techniques Adding realism to scenarios Many scenarios include the submissive being taken by "force". One fun technique that can make this more fun is to buy cheap clothing from a thrift store that can be torn, sliced, or cut off the submissive. Cheap, disposable clothing can lend a fun air of realism to the scenario. Extended Bondage For people who like bondage, one thing that can be fun is to have the submissive sleep bound. This is most easily done if the submissive's hands and feet are bound together; extended bondage in one position (as, for example, if the submissive were tied to the bed) can become quite uncomfortable. Note that if you do this, you should not leave the submissive in a room alone, and you should bind the submissive in a way which can be released quickly in case the house catches fire ! Extended Penetration With practice, it is possible to train a person's body to accept vaginal and/or anal penetration for extended periods

Embarassing Moment
A very shy guy goes into a bar and sees a beautiful woman sitting at the bar. After an hour of gathering up his courage he finally goes over to her and asks, tentatively, "Um, would you mind if I chatted with you for a while?" She responds by yelling, at the top of her lungs, "No, I won't sleep with you tonight!" Everyone in the bar is now staring at them. Naturally, the guy is hopelessly and completely embarrassed and he slinks back to his table. After a few minutes, the woman walks over to him and apologizes. She smiles at him and says, "I'm sorry if I embarrassed you. You see, I'm a graduate student in psychology and I'm studying how people respond to embarrassing situations." To which he responds, at the top of his lungs, "What do you mean $1000??!!"

Inside U
WRITTEN BY:LATENITEFANTASY Did you think of me today While you were busy with your life Did you think of things you'd like to say Does my voice cut through your memory like a knife Did you think of me when you heard a certain song Do you think of me when your day seems too long Did you think of me today Did you have the urge to call Did you see my face when you lied alone in bed Have you thought of me at all Did you think of me today Did I creep into your mind When you look at someone else is it me that you find Did you think of me today Do you think of me at all looking inside of you

After The Rain
by LateNiteFantasy© After the rain falls all over me Falling over my bare skin I will remember your face After the rain comes pouring down all over me Pouring down all over my naked skin I will remember your touch After the rain washes all my memories of pain away Refreshing my remembrances anew I will ever visit our sacred place After the rain falls all over me Refreshing my affections anew My heart will still have for you a loving space

Only By A Poet
Only by a Poet Nothing but words….so gentle and effective. Functionality making it so painful and joyful…. Maybe so excruciating as well. Some would prefer bombs and guns to the horrible quiet of peace. Maybe its madness to some to see total freedom…..total paradise. Its never been done….at least not for a very long time. Its scary in a freedom giving kind of way. There would be no more of the comforting consistency of war. No more dealing with problems in a way so wrong for humanity. I for one seek the pleasure of growth coming like a beautiful day in the park. Face it those noise makers never really did work….did they? War mongers have seen there last days……voluntarily or not. The poet is going to speak to their souls. The poet creates a feeling of finality over ignorance. He brings the past to the present and drops it to oblivion….. As if it was nothing. He points to the past …….that slate has been wiped clean. Now he says…. create a new day…..a new world. One wi

Aftertouch
AFTERTOUCH this is what an aftertouch is to a symphony barely noticed in the storm of what was this is lingering resonance nine hundred nanoseconds in duration but saying everything that was ever spoken in one final exhale when commotion was cut sharp into the loudest silence ever heard this is your face relaxing after exciting expression exercise to sink back into stillness almost closed eyes skin so unstrained brushing your still parted lips against mine this is your voice a soft moaning sigh in sharp contrast to the hollering high that seconds ago filled the room and my mind that uneloquent chanting exploding tonight this is so much more than my still hammering heart trying to lower the pulse as powerless we exhale and sink softly onto ourselves and welcome the aftertouch of a symphony for now

Sold Into Priceless
My perfection covered in gaudy scratches. Sewn with thick butcher twine on wine colored satin. A straight razor to my downfall. The confection of alabaster empathy from newscasters in new zealand all the way down to Nero in braces. Fakers and overpayed charlatans. Of ne'er do, and ne'er try. The body I was inside of, once my possession Now pissed on and lathered in filth, an unctuous stink of abandon, and doting imbecile imposter. Only fooling himself. Placing his heart on an altar to nothing, the antithesis to a One. I can't wait to watch you burn. In the saccharine folly of infantile conflagration whored and sold into priceless. Echoing my fiction. An abundance of patronizing sympathy. A failing of my apathetic oblivion. In a needle down a straw underneath one fresh cut strawberry. The tint of foamed coffee. The smoothness of a calla lily. A faltering ephemeral delusion of salvation. Crowning my achievements with no bod

When We Talk
When We Talk BY:LATENITEFANTASY I feel like I've known you forever Except I haven't met you ever I've fallen in love with the unknown Please reach out and toss me a bone I want to know the person I've gotten to know I want to see the person I haven't seen I want to feel what my heart has felt I want to meet the person I haven't met Do you walk the walk The way you talk the talk With me are you true When we talk about you I have fallen in love with you Have you come to love me too You're the one I want to be with Please tell me you haven't been a myth I want to know the person I've gotten to know I want to see the person I haven't seen I want to feel what my heart has felt I want to meet the person I haven't met With me are you true When we talk about you I want to be with you But only if you've been true Do you walk the walk The way you talk the talk With me are you true When we talk about you Toby KeithCrash Here TonightMusic Vi

Do You Have A Fetish?
. MEN, what fetishes listed here excite you? (list all that apply) Age Play Anal Sex (giving) Anal Sex (receiving) Asphyxiaphilia (breath play) Bestiality Biting Blindfolds Blood Body Hair Bondage Branding Breast/Nipple Torture Candle Wax Chains Chastity Devices Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads Cling Film Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc. Collar and Lead/Leash Confinement/Caging Coprophilia (Shit Play), Scat Cross Dressing Cupping (Suction of the Skin) Dacryphilia (Arousal from Tears) Defilement, Seeing a Partner Dirty or Wet Denim Depiation/Shaving Dildos (Handheld & Strap ons) Discipline Doctor/Nurse Fetish Domination Ears Exhibitionism/Sex in Public Feathers Fire Play Fisting Food Play Gangbangs Hair Pulling Handcuffs/Shackles High Heels Humiliation Infantilism/Diapers Klismaphilia (Douching/Enema) Knife Play Lace/Lingerie Lactation Latex Leather Making Home "Movies" Masks Masochism Massage Master/Slave Masturbation Mu

Help Me!!!! I Need Help!!! Get Name Tags!!!
Miss Crys-W.W.S. needs 20,000 comments to win a Happy Hour. I am offering 2 name tag for every 100 comments you leave. Examples of these are in both my default folder and Made for friends folder, but remember these are made and no 2 can be exactly the same, but will be close! So stop by leave as many comments you want and send me a private message when you have done them and let me know. I will do them as each one comes in. So go help her out and get a name tag for every 100 comments you leave her of your choice! Click Here to Bomb! This Offer Brought To You By! _Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~@ fubar (repost of original by '_Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~' on '2008-05-11 17:29:45')

Dont Let Me Down
Don't Let Me Down BY;LATENITEFANTASY Please don't let me down Don't make my smile turn into a frown My heart still aches and is numb In the past I have been hurt by some Please don't you hurt me too I have a lot of trust invested in you Everyday I add some more Don't do me wrong and make me close the door Is my trustingness to much for you to take ? Let me know and from you I will partially break I'm sorry I sometimes get to carried away All I want in my life is for you to stay If I'm placing to much pressure on you It's only cause I'm trying to see if you are true I don't want to end up hurt any more I'm tired and hurt clear to the core Please don't let me down Don't make my smile turn into a frown Elton JohnDon't Let The Sun Go Down On MeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Young Love
WRITTEN BY:LATENITEFANTASY Find a young man's heart that is searching for love A young lady's soul willing to love someone forever Create the perfect moment to meet Allow sparks to glow and giving butterflies a chance to dance Giving them the opportunity to let destiny take over Watch as "love at first sight" grows into pure love.

Global Warming??? More Like Global Scare!
The past 2 winters temperature average not to mention this past APRIL 2008 temperature average alone was cold enough to OFF SET the past 20 years of the so-called "global warming" temperature raise. Matter of fact we are DOWN .25 F degrees on average from 20 years ago. LOOK IT UP. Yes the glaciers are melting but according to some very prominent and well-known scientist, the NATURAL warming of the Earth has caused this effect. The scientist today who say we are in a DIRE “global warming” phase are the VERY SAME scientist who said 30 years ago that we were at the start of an ICE AGE. As far as the coastal cities being flooded the Antarctica ice field has double and in a few small areas tripled in size in the past 10 years. This is according to NASA. The oceans levels have gone up a mere .50 inches. LOOK IT UP! Remember about 10 years ago when they were talking about the BIG HOLE that had opened in the Ozone Layer above the North Pole?? Well guess what that has CLOSED UP that’s w

A Picnic For Us
We had always talked about a picnic like this. Now was our time to finally do it. I always loved picnics with you, being at the park in summer time, watching the wind blow your curly hair. Everything is green and the flowers are in bloom. You had made us sandwiches for lunch. You were so special like that. As we were eating and talking on the blanket something else came into our minds. Our conversation drifted from casual to sexual. We had picked up our lunch and it was just the two of us on the blanket now. We began to kiss and touch each others bodies. You went straight for my crotch and began rubbing my member under my pants. You know what your kisses do to me. I began nibbling on your neck and I reached up your shirt to play with your nipples. I knew you were getting turned on too. Lucky for you you had worn a skirt and I went without underwear today. I reached up your skirt and felt that your panties were wet and I pulled them down and off of your legs. You were now mine for the t

I Cant Pretend Anymore
How old are you? 19 will be 20 friday Who is your best friend? chris and tina How do you feel about this person? their both awesome and i wouldnt know what id do without them Is your best friend of the same sex? the one Why is that? we work together Are you currently in a relationship? nope Are you happy about this situation? i just gonna stop caring for awhile How many real relationships have you been in? 2 that were serious real life ones Would you call yourself random? oh yeah If you were kicked out of your current residence who would you call? tina? Are you 100% happy with your life right now? fuck no Do you have kids & if not do you want them? no, and maybe .... maybe one day i might Will you be married to the person you have kids with? i hope Why are you best friends with the person you are best friends with? becuz i can go to her and talk to her about anything and she doesnt judge me right away like alot of ppl Ar

This Is Funny!!!
It anit easy being a dick... I've got a head i can't think with... An eye i can't see out of... My neighbor is a real asshole... My best friend is a pussy... And every time i get excited, I throw up... But worst of all my owner beats me... The End

Freind And Fun
I think time with freinds should be fun and you shouldn't have to listen to your freinds argue with each other . Life is too short for that. Live life to its fullest . If that means ride safe and play hard then do so .

Sports
So let me say a few important sports related things: I like college sports over professional sports. I think the pro baseball season is too damn long. It should start in May and end by September. With over 100 games, why should I care about any one game? The NBA should finish its season in April. Basically once the NCAA finishes, follow that momentum and start their tournament. Why does the NFL play in Febuary? WTF. Finish in January darn it. Football is a Fall sport. I love to watch women's basketball. Tall girls are hot when forced to pick teams here is my list NFL = Steelers MLB = Cardinals (but really just the hometown team NHL = Penguins NBA = San Antonio Spurs. I love good play in the paint ;) NASCAR I do not follow, but I 'love' Danica Patrick. She revs my motor college = THE ohio state university

Please!!! I Need Your Help (send Fubux)
NO MOREFAKE SPOTLIGHTS! I need your help!!Trying to Spotlight! So, there have been a lot of talk about SpotLights being fake people. I'm as real as we got and I really really really want a spotlight for a day, but as you already know they can cost anywhere from 5,000,000 fubucks. I need your help. All I am asking for directly here is for your personal attention to help me gain some fubucks. I need your help. I am only asking for 10-20 minutes of your time. If your bored this is a perfect thing for you. It will keep you busy and entertained and it can help someone out. Not to mention it will give you killer points too. I would really really really like to get a Spotlight. So, please come to my site and rate/comment the heck out of my pictures & stash. PLEASE RATE MY STASH IF YOU HAVE TIME!! Gives more fubucks/points! THINGS YOU CAN DO TO HELP: *Fubucks (any amount *Helps the Most*) *Rate Page *Rate Pictures *Rate Stash *Comment Page *Comment Pictures *Comment

Being Cheated On
WE GO THROUGH LIFE NOT KNOWING WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN WE GET INTO RELATIONSHIPS..ALL WE HOPE FOR IS TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE AND FALL IN LOVE AND LIVE HAPPLIE EVER AFTER..BUT YEA DON'T REALLY WORK OUT THAT WAY..ALL THE RELATIONSHIPS THAT I HAVE BEEN IN THEY ALL CHEATED ON ME AND YET WHEN IT WAS DONE AND OVER BETWEEN US THEY ALWAYS CRY FOR ANOTHER CHANCE AND TELL YOU THENSAME THING OVER AND OVER "IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN" SO FULL OF IT..SOME GUYS MIGHT NEVER DO IT AGAIN AND SOME GUYS JUST CAN' STAY WITH ONE PERSON, THEY GOTTAH BVE WITH ME AND EVERYBODY AND THEIR DAMN MAMA'S..REALLY TO ME I HAVE NO TIME TO PLAY DAMN GAMES AND IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE WITH ME IT'S ME ONLY AND NO0 ONE ELSE CAUSE IN THAT CASE KEEP YOUR ASS MOVING AND MOVING FAST RIGHT PASS ME SO THAT I DON'T WASTE MY TIME ON YOU.. THAT IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT PPL'S THAT CHEAT..YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TIL IT'S GONE AND GONE FOR GOOD

We Did It
We headed to Colorado for College road Nationals. We went with high expectations, but with a young team really did not know just how well they would perform. After a strong start on Friday at the Team Time Trial, the team did an amazing job. Saturday they won both of the Division 1 races. Sunday they won as a team in both the men's and women's races. We did the impossible and won the Div I national title. After the races were over we were told that it was the first time an East Coast team had won the National title. An amazing weekend of racing for our program. I am so proud of my team as we begin the long drive back to North Carolina.

Anger
As the rain descended from above it felt cool against her cheeks Her heart ripped from within once again She sat there alone heart broken and in tears as she thought about what he had done to her....She trusted him with her everything. She thought he was sincere but all along he planned and plotted how to use and abuse her and make her feel like a fool once again. All her life never once has she experienced pure happiness. Always being abused always taking the fall always silent never showing her pain.......Her silent pain......No one hearing her scream ......Her silent screams......No one sees her bleed ....Cutting her flesh to feel alive...... Yet she desperately grasps at the gravel trying to climb out of her rapidly filling grave... She sits all alone shattered and in pieces in the rain .Wondering how could she have been so wrong. Thinking of ways to make him hurt ...To make him feel the agony she feels. Longing to see him suffer with each piece of herself she tries to pick up. S

Gone Forever
Lost and hopeless Looking around for freedom Searching for something But not knowing where it might be Wanting something Wanting someone who knows where i am Where ive been Where im going Someone who will be there for days to come Who will never leave my side Never again will i cry tears of hurt For I will never again let my heart be treated So cruelly and with out care or concern Like some inatimate object without life or feeling of its own Like some toy some plaything I refuse to be opressed day after day Only wanting happiness but only to have my feelings pushed away For to long ive hidden how i feel To long ive lived a life that isnt real Not really a life More like a show for i have no control in the way things are done My exterior happiness is threatening to crack The facade ive worked so hard to build is slowly slipping away I cannot take anymore I am afraid

What Do U Do...
What do you do when you love someone but you cant tell them how you feel? When the fear of losing them is greater then the fear for a new beggining? When your heart yearns to hear them say I love you, To touch them, hold them, to be held by them. How can you not cry while looking in thier eyes and praying that they see The emotions in yours. The happiness at thier prescence; the sorrow in thier absense. The words that build up inside you and threaten to spill out if you are not careful in holding them back. And how can you hold them back and continue lying to yourself? how can you not do what your heart has been telling you to do? how do you go on pretending that every chance meeting is not the most wonderful part of your day? Your week? How can you keep on going, knowing that the chance of a lifetime will never happen and Will never be, except only in your mind

Definition Of Love
Thru the ages many have tried to define love.....As a feeling an emotion...the way you look into that special persons eyes and feel complete...Whatever love is i do know this... Love is a strange and wonderous feeling....Sometimes it can make you sadder then youve ever thought you could be. Then other times It can make you so happy you think that you have never loved like this before and you never will again. The truth of the matter is.....you HAVE never loved like this before and...you WILL never love like this again. Every individule that walks into our lives brings with them something new and unique....a fresh quality about them that we learn to love despite all thier....insecurites..thier quirks...thier craziness.And when this person can accept your own...then you have been loved in return. To know love is amazing...to feel it..even better...To be loved...is like nothing in this world. I thought i had an idea of what love was. But that was before i met you. You ch

Stop Fucking With Me
Well it's either "I don't love you so fuck off and die" or "I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you" and shit. IF YOU WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME FUCKING SAY THAT!!!! DO NOT WAIT 'TIL THE LAST DAY AFTER WE GET CLOSE AND SHIT. What the fuck do people do to each other these days? I have just experienced someone I thought I was close to, do the same shit to me, but I'm not worried about that. If she wants to be a total bitch to me let her. Well, not to me, but behind my back, and whatever. Then I find out TODAY how she really felt all along. You know it would have been nice to actually know how she felt before but she wanted to wait probably the whole, "But you seemed so happy with me and I wanted to see what was going on" or the "I didn't want to hurt you" or, "But he's an asshole and it might not work out but I still love you and him" or something fucking retarded like that. What really gets me is the "You know, Drew, you're a very good guy, BUT,....I loved h

Tomrrow
Tomrrow i got back to work with week off. Cool i need the money real bad. Bills are comeing through and everything Sun Com about to shut off. My storage is about to but on the street my car up for renewl. So need the money real bad. My knee is doing better it hurt every now and then. I go to psycal thryp on 19 and the doc 22. I got to do 12 session. But that all wont matter. There chance tomrrow going to be bad day anyways

Two Silhouettes
Two Silhouettes by LateNiteFantasy© The fire glows Illuminating the shadows Two silhouettes merge Their souls screaming for release Electricity crackles in the night Passion drives them on Forcing their submission To bend to its will Storm clouds echo their flight Deep into the abyss Their primal desires Feeds their animal lust Wind inflaming the fire Consuming passion and need Two silhouettes merge Encased in eternity

Coming To Terms
I've come to realize that no matter how much I fight this or try to fucking make this all go away it never will. So all I can do is come to terms with as much of it as I can and then either move on til the end alone or not move forward so there'll never be a past. Too much darkness in my past as it is and it'll only get darker. I'm only getting darker. I'm caring less and less about it all and just want to either fully disappear or for everything to just go the fuck away. I'm growing colder inside from all of this. And you all think it's Ashley and you're wrong. She's the biggest thing right now yes, but it's my life in general that's my problem. I've NEVER been really happy. I mean I've spent most of my life with either hardly any friends or none at all and had to rely on myself for company. So I've become anti-social because of it and prefer my own company over friends. Hell, I've NEVER had it easy making friends even when I was a kid. I was always an outcast and shit. Yo

Suicide
I don't know what else to do as I pick up the knife. Everything's so stressful so I want to end my life. I want to thank all my friends for always being there. You gave me advice and you showed that you cared. To my one true love, I'll be watching you all the time. I love you with all my heart and I'm glad I had a chance to call you mine. This is to my family, you've done everything for me. You've supported me in everything as far back as I can see. You probably don't understand, but I'm under too much stress. Everything is going wrong and my whole life seems like a mess. I'm sorry for this, but I don't know what else to do. I love you all, but my life is through.

My Goddess
My Goddess by LateNiteFantasy© Venus beckons in lace bound fast by chains of love wrapped tight Her lush lips so tenderly pressed to the earth's ancient grassy breast, Goddess mine please hear my prayers smile down on your slave of love carry my spirit to that place you dwell that altar between your silken thighs her moans and sighs sweet music calling me to her fervent worship in that temple of secret delights surrendering all I am to you freely I sing for you an ancient primal hymn soft muffled songs roll from my lips shake the earth and rock your hips take my offerings, mark me as yours Press my face to that cup of sacred wine and drink deep that sweet water of life far beyond the realm of mortal desire love's alchemy, carnal made the sublime

Erotic Explorations
Erotic Explorations by LateNiteFantasy© The secret world of smooth warm flesh your graceful curves delight my eye they call my fingertips to explore them such a wondrous geography, paradise I ache to be your favorite native son, born to love each rise, and silken valley, humbly bow my head to drink so deep from your wellspring of sweet desire I long to quench my lusty thirst in you parched, like a desert nomad's throat dream of the day when you float above and find release, like clouds and rain your hands reach out, to take my face and pull me to your waiting breasts to suckle you long as a greedy child lulled by the music, of your racing pulse your fingers plow furrows in my hair and trace my brow, fever flushed and croon a song of love to me that binds me tight to your side do you feel me throb so deep inside? a counterpoint to your rolling motion my growling voice echoes in the room your name kissed by my lips and tongue trembling thighs, so

The Chase
John came back from a safari in Africa. Upon arrival, he went to his friend Mark, and told him of his adventures. "I was out in the jungle," he said, "when all of a sudden I heard a noise in the bush behind me. Looking back, I saw a huge lion, licking his chops, and smiling at me. The lion started coming my way and I started running, with the lion not far behind. When the lion was almost at my neck, he suddenly slipped, and I got ahead a bit. The lion started gaining on me, and as he got closer, once again he slipped. I happened to see a house not far away, and made towards it. As I got close to the house, the lion was almost on top of me, when he slipped for a third time. With the very last bit of strength, I ran into the house and closed the door in the lion's face." "That's some story there, John, I would have shit my pants." "Well, WHAT DO YOU THINK THE LION KEPT SLIPPING ON...???"

A Bun In The Oven
A four year old little boy was at the doctor’s office with his mother in the waiting room when he spotted a pregnant lady on the other side of the room. Having nothing better to do, he walk over to her and inquisitively asks “Why is your stomach so big?” She replied, “Im having a baby.” With big eyes, he replied, “Is the baby in your stomach?” She said, “He sure is.” Then the little boy, with a puzzled look on his face, asked yet another question, “Is it a good baby?” She said, “Oh, yes. It’s a real good baby.” At this point the woman is thinking the little boy is incredibly cute and looks foward to what he has to say next… And, much to her suprise, with an even more surprised and shocked look than before, he asks.. “Then why did you eat him?”

Contest Standings
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All Done....what's Next?
well, I am done with 16 weeks of treamtent (8 chemos) and my next appointment is to see the surgeon this week. I am so happy to be done with chemo but I am not ready for surgery. I am a big baby when it comes to pain and I know I will be hurting. Please be sending me positive thoughts and prayers over the next few days/weeks. I have no idea when I'll be back online. I will update when I know more. one more thing......Is is me or has this site died?? If you don't flash your boobs or body or bash people in the mumms, you get no attention at all. I don't need attention, mind you.....I guess the attention whores are out there working it~!!!!!! Sorry, I just had to rant for a minute. ~~smooches~~ to all

Have Leveled
Well it has finally happened. I have leveled and I want to thank all who helped me get there. A special thanks to weldingangel who put me over the top. My debt has now been payed and she has recieved the 100,000 fubucks as promised. Thanks again! THis turned out to be a fun game and might happen again in the future. Keep your eyes open! LOL

Answer Me This
I'M CURIOUS.... IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in

Bitch
Being nice got me nowhere. Being understanding got me stepped on. SO...fuck it. I'll try being the bitch. No, I won't be completely cold, but fuck the understanding sweet crap. Only those who TRULY deserve it will get it. Feed me crap, and I'll feed it right back. Hey, you guys like playing games right? So you can bitch about it later? So cool... let's play. I was good at it once when I was younger, and since you guys are always looking for that little girl to call you daddy all the fucking time, games are as normal as breathing. But no, I'm NOT gonna call you daddy...I have a dad. And none of you are him. I'll tempt you, make you want it, and if you're REALLY lucky, throw you a bone. But don't expect me to call you in the morning or cuddle with you. That's for pussy's or married ppl.

One Night Stand
I got kidnaped by a rich woman this weekend we both desided before anything happened it was a fling. We talked until 6Am Saturday morning Itook her car to my house go some sleep went back she talked me into driving her 45 miles to hear a rock band she baught a motel room for us. We went the bar had one beer and she smokeda cigar a bit. We went back to the room at 6PM and then had sex on and off for the 8 1/2 hours. When I drove her back home sshe showed me some of what she has done in her work took me to my car told me she would not call me. I got a call from her at 20 to 6AM this morning. I answered as I always do she told me to hang up nand she would leave a message. She told me how she had thought about me the last 2 days and then she called 10 minutes later wanting me to come over tonight I told her I had aready made plans for tonight. she is a little excentric and weird for me but should I have gone over or not

I Won I Won Ty Fubombers
THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH FUBOMBERS I WUV YOU!! LIFE HAS BEEN PRETTY ROUGH AND HOPEFULLY SOON IT WILL BE BETTER. I WILL BE ABLE TO NOW GET MY VIP BACK FOR AT LEAST 30 DAYS!!! THANK YOU FOR ALL THE HELP. I WILL BE BACK ON LATER TONIGHT...I WILL BE AT AN INTERVIEW TODAY PLEASE CROSS FINGRS I GET THIS JOB. MOMMA NEEDS SOME MONEY. THEN I WILL BE BEGGING FOR MONEY FROM PEOPLE TO GET MY PHONE TURNED BACK ON LOL. SOOOO HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND I WILL BE BACK TONIGHT TO THANK ALL OF YOU WHO HELPED!! AGAIN THANK YOU ALL FUBOMBERS!!!!! DUSTINA

Family
O.K. I lnow every time this year I can expect visits from those I love and miss but disapear for months mabe even years at a time but know matter what they always resurface at the same time of year like the birds coming back from winter break..... Well that has happened again this year after three years give or take like I said nothin unusal well these people are like me or what I used to be like I have had many things happen in my life in the past year let alone three years either way my life has changed slowed down and became normal and structured for my kids the first time in there lives Thanks jess I love you!!! Like a puppy!!! anyway this is the life I have strived to get and I finally got it!!!! Well when the wind blew and the family came I was happy they were missed by me and the children upon them arriving I explained to them how life is and I like too keep it that way now one of the family members is someone I love dearly I have givin him more than one piece of my heart the on

For Sub Lil Slavegrrl
I dreamed of your sarcophagus Chrome reflections of my undoing Satin padded to make a pillow for your death My tongue licks your damp face Hot red that fades but soon I can make it reappear again full bloom I have licked away the make-up The death white pallor so exact You had painted on over soft white skin I have kissed away the lipstick Black as coagulated blood And sucked on the black polished nails Though still a corpse beneath me I have felt your tell tale heart And the wind of your breath on my face While your big eyes stare up Fixed to a spot far away Your thighs and your belly are awake Cushion my relentless entrances With the soft lively skin embrace My scrapings at your womb I invade What death is it you celebrate spirits cold flesh or stillness or a rebellion that says fuck life I am bouncing in the dialogue Between those lively loins And death you represent up above I feel a rush of vibrations Surrounding my welcome inside T

Oh And Btw...
I had forgotten what I had told her during our conversation... Are you sure your just not afraid of commitment..so you conveniently use the excuse that a person is insecure if they feel the need to actually "NEED" and to be "Needed" by another person?... She laughed at me...I like her...She's funny... :)

Nsfw Pics
I went ahead and marked all of my pics, or most of them, nsfw. I just can't figure it out. First I thought people who weren't even on my friends list were marking them, so I changed my settings to friends only. Guess what folks?? My so-called friends are marking my pics nsfw, so they are being deleted henceforth... I do not know how they are able to mark them when most of my folders are already marked nsfw, but this just goes to show, you don't really have friends here. If you did they would have shouted or left a private message as to the fact that they are offended by something. BTW, I do not think the pics that were marked were in any way nsfw, but so be it. Fubar support doesn't give a crap, they just go ahead and mark your pic and threaten to delete you. The pics do not show any inaapropriate body parts without a face. But anyway, hope the rest of you gorgeous people have a great day and an excellent life. Thanks for listening...

How To Shower Like A...
How To Shower Like a Woman: Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced with real passio n fruit. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower and stand on bath mat. Dry w

I'm Baaaack!!!
Alright so whoooo missed me!!? what!? you didn't notice i was gone!!?? *pouts* shame on you!! lol well to catch those of you up who *do* pay attention or give a rats ass.....I AM FINALLY MOVED IN!! YAY!! It has been a long long wait, so yeah, we're a bit excited lol Our stuff was just moved in last weekend so all ive done this past week is unpack and try to find homes for all our stuff...one of those 'fun' projects.... i cannot wait til we are totally unpacked...drives me bonkers!!! i'm hoping after this week i can say all is unpacked...keep your fingers crossed!! It already has been a big change. we used to be crammed in a 2 BR apt, and trust me every nook and cranny had something stuffed in it!! i think the main floor, which includes the living room, dining room, kitchen, bathroom and back porch area, is probably like 2 of our apts. The upstairs has 3 1/2 bedroomms and a bathroom, walk in attic which is awesome for storage! so yeah, am loving having the room to breathe

Mother's Day And The Hospital Stay
So my week really turned to shit. Thursday a little after noon I went and woke my daughter up. She was super tired and I couldn't figure out why. She was sweaty and hot with no temp and then freezing cold. I called a couple people, decided to drive to the ER but then she looked at me, her eyes rolled, and she was out. I called an ambulance and we got rushed over, lights, sirens, and all. Haley was pretty uncomfy there, she wouldn't talk or move, but I could tell she didn't want to be there, my boyfriend was by her side the entire time which was nice and after too many hours of not good enough answers about her seizure and shitty nurses who can't put an IV in a baby, we transferred to the Children's Hospital. There they re-evaluated her and came to a couple different conclusions but wanted to run more tests, that was our first overnight. Bryan went home , he had work, and Haley and I talked with doctors for the next day. She has specialists now who she has to go back and see. They asked

Breathe My Name
It's everyday I'm in this place I feel this way,I feel the same.Is it all inside my head,is it all inside my head,I view the list and take my pick,I view my fate,and make a choice cause it's nobody else's but mine,but you're in my heart,I can feel your beat and you move my mind from behind the wheel,when i lose control,i can only breathe your name,i can only breathe your name,So many days with in this race, i need the truth,I need some grace,I need the path to find my place,I need some truth,and grace.

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My Desire
Wild with the abandon that comes from total trust The wonderment of the exploration The caress, inhalation, taste, and touch Intense and agonizing is the wait The longing pervades our senses Bringing us to a ravenous state Insatiable with an appetite so hard to endure Sensations lie within the mere brush of a tongue Hungry, aching, all-consuming allure Being Spontaneous never knowing when the other will seize A thrill lurking behind every shadow Love that brings us to our knees

+i Have To Tell Some One.
Sweet Diana. The ex is going crazy again. Every once in awhile he starts this like, week-long calling frenzy with me. We were together for three years, lived in cities 30 minutes apart from each other. Whatev. He tells me shit like, "Please come back to me. I can't fuckin find no girls to replace you. I never knew a girl that was pretty and hella smart like you, you've said the most beautiful shit to meblablabla." I don't believe him, not a word from his mouth reigns true to this blogette. He's stuck on the fact that after three years the idiot, I didn't want to retire my maidenhood to him. Stuck on the fact that the Viking stole my life's virtue after only 5 months.(I'm such a whore, I know). Whatever, the bastard thinks me simple! What kind of 'fiance' turns off his cell phone, and goes MIA for three months with no word? The phallically weak kind. I want to be honest about this though : I enjoy these phonecalls. There is a certa

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Things That Make You Go Hmmmmm
RATTLE YOUR BRAINS A LITTLE If you ever feel stupid, then just read on. If you've learned to speak fluent English, you must be a genius! This little treatise on the lovely language we share is only for the brave. Peruse at your leisure, English lovers. Reasons why the English language is so hard to learn: 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row. 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The

Giving Members Staff Privledges
Ok so I was unbanned from a lounge, yes the girl I absolutely hate (cuteasakitten) and she hates me, she will do anything to get me in trouble or something, but she is in that lounge, as I was in there, she comes in, asks why she isn't an enforcer, then I was silent, just watching the lounge,when I wanted to type in the lounge, it said I lost my privledges, and I have to wait an hour, so technically I was muted. Cute said she was going back to cleaning, but I bet she was lurking around, when I heard she was getting staff access I'm thinking oh great, she will eather ban me or kick me, maybe even mute me. I only saw a few staff members in that lounge at the time, none of that staff said they did it, the owner was djing and I spoke to him about it, he was quite mad. Poor guy, he tries so hard to keep his lounge going drama free and that bitch just keeps on bringing it, you have to watch who you give staff access to.

A Happy Ending?
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?" The girl said, "NO!" And the girl lived happily ever after and went shopping, dancing, camping, drank martinis, always had a clean house, never had to cook, did whatever the hell she wanted, never argued, didn't get fat, traveled more, had many lovers, and had all the hot water to herself. She went to the theater, never watched sports, never wore fricken lacy lingerie that went up her ass, had high self esteem, never cried or yelled, felt and looked fabulous in sweat pants. The End.

Taking A Stand
I'm staring in the mirror, not recognizing who's staring back. Wishing I could go back, to the innocense of my past. Back to the days of yesterday, where my heart believed in your love. Back to when your promises, weren't stabs into my back. I grab onto the mirror, and let it come down with a crash. Because I will finally take a stand, to show my future is not to chance. Back to the confidence, that was bound to come back. The independance that I handed out, has come back to join my dance. So now I'll show this hectic world, my life is no longer yours. My heart has finally let go, of all the hurt from out past *short but I hope it makes a point

A Precious Name!
A Precious Name! I hear them call her mommy An ordinary name. It holds no tinge of glamor Nor dose it speak of fame! It's just a simple home word, but oh!it reaches so far, extending to the depths of childeren's trusting hearts.... 2 syllables of loving is what it means to me... 2 syllables of praying , down on tired bended knees, 2 syllables of wisdom stored deep within her heart! 2 syllables of singing still when all in the world seems dark! I hear them call her mommy oh what a sweet refraim! it is a smoothing ointment that heals all childhood pain! so what if it holds no glamour? nor over turnes no fame? for every women called mommy.....yes!!! It's a precious name! by:jessie 12/23/98

My Stand
Walking out the door wiping at my tears Not trying to let my heart make me drop Wishing that the memories wont last Holding on to the heartache to push me past. Tears steaming down my pale cheeks He is back behind me begging please I turn around and look into his eyes Realizing if I stay I may never find Find the truth under all the lies The lessons that may never pass And heartache that is not to chance Running to the future not looking back The smile I wear on the outside Hides the pain from a torn up past Still slowly I am letting go And letting love find its goal Letting my heart heal once again Not realizing just yet how this helps Erasing all the past mistakes So that he sees the me hidden deep inside Tears steaming down my pale cheeks He is back behind me begging please I turn around and look into his eyes Realizing if I stay I may never find Find the truth under all the lies

Harmony
For Amanda, my true Soul Mate! I bask in the golden light of your magnificent love As it surrounds me in a fortress of all that you are A heart so pure, its magic so compelling to my own Soul so familiar, it’s as if I have been granted the key serenity itself Leaving no part of me untouched... Your love penetrates the deepest point of essence Tranquil is your voice Every breathe a comfort never before realized I will call you Harmony A union of two souls Searching for a place to call home No more jskins

World Of Dreams
I wonder if you're missing me How I long to hold you tight If ever I wanted to feel you near Tonight would be the night I'm not sure who I am anymore Not sure I ever knew The closest I ever came for sure Was the time I spent with you Loosing what I never had Is harder than it seems Because I feel you every night Inside my world of dreams jskins

Dammit
Do you ever get so frickin' bummed that you don't want to do anything? I don't want to clean I don't want to sleep I don't want to be on the computer I don't want to talk I just want to do nothing..... Besides I feel like I have no life anyway...

For The People
It's amazing to watch the ticker on the top of this page, and realize how many people there are here. It's also amazing to note that all of these people, they have dreams, aspirations. They want to do more for themselves, or maybe less. They have, or had mothers, and fathers. All of these people here looking for something. What about the gals who are scantily clad, what are they seeking? Are they trying to prove something? Or the gents with their skins. What's their story? What is the French word for cleavage? Deco.....I forget. Still, there is a lot of it here. I'm not displeased so far by my experience(s), here, but I am very curious as to why people are so interested in being accepted by a large online community. I wonder how I will fit in, if at all to all of this? I will spend plenty of time at it, and see what becomes of it, but still resist as much of the culture as possible, though not bad, is not why I am here.

The Biker
I saw you... hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you... pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you... change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you... roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you... frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you... stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you... roll your eyes at our leather jackets and glo

Its Been 3 Years
(I posted this on April 14th. The 3 year anniversery of my brothers death) Its April and it has been 3 years since my brother was killed in a car accident. People think the passage of time makes it easier, but it doesnt. I just returned home frome the cementary where I was visiting, and I cried because I miss him. My brother, Shawn, was only 25 years old when he passed on. If ever there was a person that you could count on it was him. I like to write about him because I dont ever want to forget him. I try to take a lot of his ideals and apply them to my life today. The biggest one that I found the most important is to make time for the people in your life. No mater how busy he was he always made an effort to visit with friends, family, and to occassionally chat up a stranger. He never took a single day for granted, and neither do I anymore. I was not always like that. I was so busy that I used to put my friends and family last. I payed the ultimate price for that by losing out on th

911???????
So my children were 15 minutes late coming home on the bus today... I was going nuts by 10 after 3 (they get home at 3 everyday) I called the daycare then the school. So I sat here and finally at 315 they run in the door. I asked them what took so long and my oldest goes WELLLLLLLLL (yes drawn out like that) on friday some kid was dialing 911 from their cell phone, we got a lecture and now cant talk at ALL on the bus for the rest of the year. So ok in my opinion this is a perfect example of why KIDS DONT NEED CELL PHONES. STOP THE INSANITY!

My Day
(Also writen on the 3 year anniversery of my brothers death) Its been a hard day. If you have read my previous blog you all know my brother died 3 years ago this month. Today is the first time that on this dreadful day that I have smiled. I have always been alone on this day. Even on the day we committed my little brother to the ground. I, for the first time had someone that was there for me. I have fallen head over heels in love with her. She has made this day so much more bearable. The sound of her voice has soothed me. She knows how i feel about her, but she will never know how much she really means to me. All my life I have been looking for that one that would be there for me in my time of need and now I have her. This is the real me, the one and only. I will never change who or what I am and she is happy with me just the way I am. I love my Angel.

My Page Has Been Invaded By Morons
So....... I have been away from the site a bit due to medical issues.....and I see that my page has been invaded by idiots. Shouts and comments, emails and pic comments.....filled with idiotic statements and insults. Always a warm welcome back that I needed after being so ill...gee thanks.

The Reason Why "nice Guys" Finish Last
I've been doing some thinking lately, and I've come to a simple conclusion but I stretched it out into another long rant, The reason why it's a long Rant is because You hear it all the time: "He was such a NICE Guy, and she's such a Heartless Bitch for dumping him." I've heard alot of stuff (Including from myself) complaining that women must WANT to be treated like shit, because THEY, the "Nice Guy" have failed repeatedly in relationships. This is akin to the false logic that "Whales are mammals. Whales live in the sea. Therefore, all mammals live in the sea." I was thinking and I realized something: If you have one bad relationship after another, the only common denominator is YOU. Think about it, What's wrong with Nice Guys? The biggest problem is that most Nice Guys (Myself included) are hideously insecure. They are so anxious to be liked and loved that they do things for other people to gain acceptance and attention, rather than for the simply pleasure of giving. You n

Look Into My Heart
If you can trust me for just one moment, I will make it last an eternity I want to look into your big beautiful eyes and see you staring back at me Wrap my arms around you and slow dance into your heart Feel the acceptance of change and know I fought for us Follow the beat of your heart for it will lead you straight to my own Two hearts... One rhythm...anguish erased...heartbreak replaced Souls freed of memories past... fires kindled with infinite passion Come to me now so our kiss can take us both home To the place where we live... inside each others hearts jskins

Help My Very Sexy Friend Stacey Get A Spotlight!!
So I'm trying to get fubux saved up for a spotlight. I see lots of people asking for help. Well here I am asking for help!! In return I'm offering a personalized video salute! It can be your name or you can chose what you want it to say! I'm going to charge 50k fubux for them. this is an example i did just now so I can show you. Of course the one I make you will be slower and will have more effort put into it. Please give me about 24 hours to get it done. Send in the message with fubux what you want it to say. Thanks so much. I'll make still ones for any donation amount if you want. Please let me know in a private message though. xoxoxox thanks to everyone for reading!

This Monster Lives ..birthday Pimpout!
Yall go by and Show Him some Birthday Love. He is a great guy and wonderful Friend! This Monster Lives ♥s One Sexy BBW (Spankers/Shadow Leveler)@ fubar This Birthday Pimpout Brought to you by! _Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu and Miss Crys~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~@ fubar

Twin Souls
Awakened by an Angel Two lives bound as one Doors of possibilities unlocked Chains of discontent weakened Unwavering faith alters essence Caressing the surrender of wills My hands on your face... Bring tears of magic to our love soaked souls Passion prevails; breath becomes one Embraces melt matter and time Body and soul intertwine ensuring existence We lay motionless, immersed in heartlight Our eyes express the predestined reality of true love jskins

Sing With Me
99 bottles of beer on the wall, 99 bottles of beer. Take one down and pass it around, 98 bottles of beer on the wall. 98 bottles of beer on the wall, 98 bottles of beer. Take one down and pass it around, 97 bottles of beer on the wall. 97 bottles of beer on the wall, 97 bottles of beer. Take one down and pass it around, 96 bottles of beer on the wall. 96 bottles of beer on the wall, 96 bottles of beer. Take one down and pass it around, 95 bottles of beer on the wall. 95 bottles of beer on the wall, 95 bottles of beer. Take one down and pass it around, 94 bottles of beer on the wall. 94 bottles of beer on the wall, 94 bottles of beer. Take one down and pass it around, 93 bottles of beer on the wall. 93 bottles of beer on the wall, 93 bottles of beer. Take one down and pass it around, 92 bottles of beer on the wall. 92 bottles of beer on the wall, 92 bottles of beer. Take one down and pass it around, 91 bottles of beer on the wall. 91 bottles of beer on th

Human Being
God created the donkey and said to him. "You will be a donkey. You will work un-tiringly from sunrise to sunset carrying burdens on your back. You will eat grass, you will have no intelligence and you will live 50 years." The donkey answered: "I will be a donkey, but to live 50 years is much. Give me only 20 years" God granted his wish. .......................................................................................... God created the dog and said to him: "You will guard the house of man. You will be his best Friend. You will eat the scraps that he gives you and you will live 30 years. You will be a dog. " The dog answered: "Sir, to live 30 years is too much,give me only 15 years. " God granted his wish. .......................................................................................... God created the monkey and said to him: "You will be a monkey. You will swing from branch to branch doing tricks. You will be amusing and you will live 20 years.

If I Was Gone
IF I WAS GONE ON A HEART BEAT WOULD YOU REMEBER ME THE WAY OR WOULD YOU REMEBER ME DIFFERENTLY.. WOULD YOU REMEBER THE WAY I TREATED YOU? WOULD YOU REMEBER THE WAY I TALKED TO YOU? WOULD YOU REMEBER THE CONVERSATION THAT WE SHARED? WOULD YOU REMEBER ALL THE GOOD TIMES THAT WE HAD? OR WOULD YOU FORGET ME LIKE I NEVER MENT ANYTHING TO YOU?????...

Another Song Stuck In My Head , Trying To Understand
my ex got this song stuck in my head... i know why on some levels he wanted me to ponder this..and he knows sometimes my own mind is my worst enemy... but how can one u r so connected to know and understand your very being and be so cold to you in the here and now??? try as i may to understand my past the more i dig the more i find the more it all makes sense to understand y we r drawn to certain ppl y its so hard to get thme out of your mind its even harder to get them out of your head and harder still to get them out of your heart and i fall back into my comfort zone pushing away ones who try to get close never letting my self b happy have his presence still haunt me... sometimes ties to a past life are the hardest ones to break finding my comfort and solice in the dark again

Miss My Dad!!!
I lost my dad December 30th, and it is so painful and hard to accept. Some days I am ok, but it seems like there it is always there, the heartache. I was raised to beleive, a strong belief in God. But I struggle to accept he is gone. Does anyone know how I feeling or what I am going through. If my faith is so strong why am I stuggling to accept that he is with God now.

Has Krazy Finally Lost It?
Ok, Here is an update for all my friends... I have found the woman that I want in my life for as long as either of us lives. I have found her and she has found me. Now that you have all been told, this update is finished. Well, almost... Sweetheart, if you are reading this, I just want to tell you that I love you and miss you very much. I'll talk to you later baby. Hug and Kisses.

Depressed
Come this weekend my gf is moving back home to ohio! I love her to death and really dont want her too but it is something that she has to do! I love you hunny it will only be for a little while ! the only thing that i can hope and prey for is that you love me as much as i love you ! So if i'm not on much its just because i'm very depressed ! but i will check in from time to time Take care everybody!!!

Over !
I just wanted to update my status ..... Since I didnt elaborate much in my last blog .I am so absolutly 100 % sure that my marriage is really really over this time . And I really am fine with it . People change . Feelings change . I have not felt so secure with myself in YEARS . I feel freedom . Like I was an animal and someone finally opened the cage and let me go . This proves to me that it really is for the best . I always knew I was strong enough to do it , but some hidden insecurity let me fall for all the lies and the deception time and time again . But i know in my heart that YOU CANT CHANGE SOMEONE and I do not love who he became over the past few years ......... So I am over him . I am over it .... And I am moving on with my life .... making decisions that are right for ME and my children ....... And I am proud of myself because I know that this is what is RIGHT !

An Apology From Raven Queen
i would like to apologize for the drama today. i merely wanted to leave and get some peace and quiet, as this place has become too much for me to handle. i admit i was hurt as well as extremely humiliated and devasted when master nosferatu put up his new owner, without so much as a thought to the fact that i ,might be hurt by his quick turn around. unfortunately he and i have been friends 7 years which is now over. since he has joined this site he has been more and more less like the person i became friends with. regardless the whole thing never should have made it online. he is who he is now and that is someone i do not know. i stupidly felt that since i had done so much for him that he would in return do the same for me. thats my stupidity. the point is he is not who i thought and that was a rude awakening to me. at any rate i do apologize to him. and i do apologize to any who got themselves worked up over this. the way he treats me should never been disclosed. i do not like

Mooooving
Well I have lived in erie, pa for like all my life and well I have been to every state on the east coast and I'm about to move to alabama in june and i'm really excited but nervous at the same time because i'm moving in with my friend wellshe isn't really a friend more like girlfriend but i hope i made the right choice by moving in...i will miss it here in pa but not so much cuz there is nothing here for me anymore...anyways this is really nothing i just felt like babbling

Govt Wants Less Mad Cow Testing
Source: Time (WASHINGTON) — The Bush administration on Friday urged a federal appeals court to stop meatpackers from testing all their animals for mad cow disease, but a skeptical judge questioned whether the government has that authority. The government seeks to reverse a lower court ruling that allowed Arkansas City, Kan.-based Creekstone Farms Premium Beef to conduct more comprehensive testing to satisfy demand from overseas customers in Japan and elsewhere. Less than 1 percent of slaughtered cows are currently tested for the disease under Agriculture Department guidelines. The agency argues that more widespread testing does not guarantee food safety and could result in a false positive that scares consumers. "They want to create false assurances," Justice Department attorney Eric Flesig-Greene told a three-judge panel of the U.S. Court of Appeals for the D.C. Circuit. But Creekstone attorney Russell Frye contended the Agriculture Department's regulations covering th

One Fun Nightmare
Walking toward the detached garage in Minneapolis, I notice something behind the shed. Since we had a neighbor who liked to leave the alley gate open, I figured I better close it. I walked through the now missing shed and along side of the garage admiring my neighbors ability to grow weeds in her garden I suddenly become keenly aware of the garage. I was as if, as if THE GARAGE WAS ALIVE AND EVIL. I don't know how or why or what, but I was terrified. I screamed - or rather I tried to scream. I tried and tried, but to no avail. I was near an evil garage unable to scream. I was doomed or maybe, just maybe I was dreaming. And then I had clarity. Yup I was dreaming. That explains all this irrationality and looniness. So I am safe and asleep. I can't scream because of sleep paralysis. No problem, I understand this, but what I don't know is just how loud can I scream in a dream. I can do this experiment, taking a big dream breath, I let out a scream "argh" I can

Jail Trustee's
I AM CURRENTLY SERVING WEEKENDS IN THE COUNTY JAIL AND I HAVE NOTICES THAT FEMALES WHO ARE SENTENCED DO NOT GET THE CHANCE OF BEING A TRUSTEE BECAUSE OF SOME THINGS THAT WERE DONE IN THE PAST BETWEEN MALE AND FEMALE INSTEAD OF PUNISHING THE FEMALES BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW IT TAKES 2 TO GET IT DONE, UNLESS SOMEONE CRIES RAPE AND NO ONE DID, BUT INSTEAD THEY SAID OK THE FEMALES NO LONGER GET TO BE TRUSTEE ONLY MALE TO ME THIS SEEMS SEXIST, WHAT DO YOU THINK? I THINK THEY SHOULD ALTERNATE FROM MEN TO FEMALE EVERY OTHER DAY INSTEAD OF JUST PUNISHING THE FEMALE FOR IT, SO SHOULD I WRITE A ARTICLE ABOUT IT, AND HAVE EVERYONE HEAR ABOUT IT AND VOICE THERE OPINION, SO LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK PLEASE....

Just An Update...
Haven't really been on. Kinda lost the excitment factor for me. I may check in once and awhile. But my hubby comes home in 2 days and I'm just anxious to spend a lot of time with him before he deploys.

A Lovers Kiss
someone asked me what a kiss was like, this is my reply . A lovers kiss . . as i gaze into your eyes i can see forever in time your hair soft slips easily thru my fingers i can smell your perfume a haunting aroma fills my lungs as i see your eyes close gently my hand under your chin lifts you gently to me pouting soft lips ever so gently touch mine i can feel an electric shock go thru me my lips begin to tremble as yours part to meet me i feel my knees shake as i flick my tongue gently across your lips then i kiss you soft deep and filled with passion i feel my breath taken away i gasp as passions grip tightens its hold i pull back just enough to gently nibble your bottom lip then consumed with heated want i press my lips to yours my hand softly holding your neck as my other encircles you our tongues begin an invsisable dance becoming alive wresteling and writhing in their own throws of passions fury my arms incircle you bringing your body tight against me our

Lounges
I believe that if you want your lounge to be advertised... Play it on your page or in your bulletins. Some people may be on dial up that may not be able to receive these lounges that people post in other people's comments. I do not mean to be rude, but I believe to do such is rude in the first place. Especially when a lot is not considered. Thank you and please read my profile. Have a nice night. :-)

This Was Sent To Me By My Good Friend Debbie Aka Mrs. For Mother's Day
It takes a Mother's Love to make a house a home, A place to be remembered, no matter where we roam. It takes a Mother's Patience, to bring a child up right, And her Courage and her Cheerfulness to make a dark day bright. It takes a Mother's Thoughtfulness to mend the heart's deep "hurts," And her Skill and her Endurance to mend little socks and shirts. It takes a Mother's Kindness to forgive us when we err, To sympathize in trouble and bow her head in prayer. It takes a Mother's Wisdom to recognize our needs And to give us reassurance by her loving words and deeds. It takes a Mother's Endless Faith, her Confidence and Trust To guide us through the pitfalls of selfishness and lust. And that is why in all this world there could not be another Who could fulfill God's purpose as completely as a MOTHER!

Auction On My Page
OKAY FOR ANYONE IN THE DBC FAMILY WHO IS INTERESTED I AM HOSTING AN AUCTION ON MY PAGE FOR MALE AND FEMALE LET ME KNOW WITHIN 24 HOURS AND HAVE YOUR PICS AND WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING READY FOR ME THANK YOU

He's Scheduled To Go
i heard my parents talking in their bedroom... and my dad is scheduled to go to overseas. im not sure when he's leaving... i don't think he has gotten the courage to tell us he's leaving again. i just had to say... going thru a rough time right now. GOD BLESS OUR TROOPS

Stray Dog Strut
I know pretty bizzar title but right now it's how I'm feeling. I have no anchors to hold me anywhere anymore. I just graduated saturday the 10 and IDK what to do, where to go, or anything. I've got no wife or kids nothing really. Right now I'm just a stray dog strutting around with no place to hang his hat but no responsibilities either. In ways it's bad, in others it's good. IDK like I said right now I'm just a stray dog running around strutting his stuff until he gets collared or something comes along.

I Love My Dogs More Than You...
Thats what my friend's boyfriend said to my friend. "I love my dogs more than you". They were engaged but he took the ring back, he said he needs to find himself, and doesn't know what love is anymore, he also stated that he needs to start to respect her more, meaning start respecting her for what she looks like, because shes not attractive. So my friend was upset, but she was cool with it, she accepted what he said, and they are dating, just dating. Trying to make it work. What do you all think of this?

K....ima On My Ways.
so my new car will be ready in the morning..... so by wednesday..ill be drivin my way up to Colorado. and my 1st red rocks show will be I.C.P. on sat. yay (waves lil flag) ...... so here i go again.... makin my way across the US... in style. so watch out fukrs.... here i come ;)

Man Of Flesh
A man of flesh sensually provoking wanton needs of desires thought to be long forgotten By a mind tortured feeling alive again skin tingling drenched in his manhood Needs fulfilled Desires hot, tender soft touches forgotten but relived Swifty to the clouds floating on whimsy Touching my soul Lustful dreams alive with sense purposely needing come to me.... O man of flesh Copyright belongs soully to me. No reprinting or use allowed wthout express witten permission from me, the author. Crystal

Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is, many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as th

I Know, I Haven't Been Around...
I've been hanging out on Facebook more than anywhere else lately, because it's the most mobile friendly social networking site. A friend of mine just joined Fubar, so I decided to update a few things. What have I been doing? German longsword, starting a women's rugby team, and generally working on myself and making myself happy. It's my life, my story. I've made a lot of new rules and raised the bar. And it's a hell of a lot of fun when the stakes are higher.

Gettin Married
I am getting married july 6th. it will be anounced at the sox game july 4th. it will also b on the score board our wedding date we will also b on t.v. its something speacial his dad is doin 4 us 4 a wedding gift. we will b sittin in the out field in the reserved seats!!!!!!!!!! we have been together 4 over 5 years so its about time we tie the knot. this will b the first time im gettin married and it will b the last.

Torture Of Freedom
To be free is a hunger that we all possess and a dream that seems too great to achieve. Religiously waking in this mortal world with the bonds of reality is the nightmare. Wandering everyday among the mortals we become as them. Strangled with our own needs tugging against the noose for our wants. Choking ourselves with our own sanity. Ever wanting to be released and never willing to go the distance. We are our own victims. Till the day we really can be free. The grave does not try to frighten. It offers the only alternative to the devices we have put on ourself. It promises the resolve of no restraints. Fear it, huh, I welcome it Blue Whore®

Its Been A While - But I'm Loving Life Here In Tn
Hey Everyone - Ok, so I know its been a while since I blogged last. First, I would like to thank those who have sent me recent friend requests - I certainly appreciate it. As for my update - ok, some of you have been paying attention to my pictures that were uploaded since being in TN. I have made a really great friend here - her name is Diane. She has pretty much been the person I have been hanging around most with. Micheal and Shaun, well, them too when I get out. Notice I said, "When!" Its not often because I am still working very closely with my brother in law in his rehabilitation from the accident. He is progressing but not as quickly as we had hoped for. Other things have started happening as well - my sister has entered an active phase of her seizure disorder I blame the amount of stress she has been under watching her hubby suffer in tremendous and unthinkable ways. He is in an immense amount of pain and we cannot get his pain under control. So, I now not only take care

Vision
If a man of vision, sees a vision true, should this man tell she who brings him joy anew? If a man of passion, dreams of passions fire, should he tell the one who stokes his true desire? If a man not wealthy, sees a live treasure, should he tell this gift of wealth how his desires endure? If a man of wisdom, knows she's just a dream, should he sleep forever to fulfill his lifes scheme? I had one sweet vision, my passion a treasure true, but in my wisdom darling, I can't tell you, it's you.

Let It Go!
I read a few things from some people and what everyone has done. I’m not taking any sides cause to me EVERYBODY was wrong. I don’t know if anybody heard of this saying, (Two wrongs doesn’t make a right. Nor dose a right and a wrong makes a right.) Also (it takes two to argue and an ass to argue by themselves.) Which one or you? The one that let them talk or the ass that keeps talking? Learn this and start letting things go. Cause the only person you’re hurting is yourself! Sweet And Sexy.

Things That Make You Think A Little
things that make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the Month of January. That's just one American city, About as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq When some claim that President Bush shouldn't Have started this war, state the following: A. FDR led us into World War II. B. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost .. An average of 112,500 per year. C. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea. North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost ... An average of 18,334 per year. D. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attackd us. E. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost .. An average of 5,800 per year. F. Clinton went to war in Bosnia without UN or French consent. Bosnia never attacked us. He was offered Osama bin La

Ladyjokerjay
Best graphics, layouts, and more for your profiles! Click Here! my name is ladyjokerjay!I juggle life as it comes.jokers dnt understand how to put up with heartache for to long we just push keep moving on.we love to be true to life and have fun .and live life like a movie.we dont like liers.but we could deal with them thats for sure.we could be great friends but we can also be revengfull if you cross us.were unpredictable thats for sure.were soul searchers.we cry AS HARD AS OTHERS IS JUST THAT WE BASICLY DONT SHOW IT WE RATHER JUST ACT LIKE IT DINT MEAN ANYTHING AND JUST DONT LET NO ONE TAKE ARE IDENTITY AS BEING THE JOKERS IN THIS CRUEL WORLD....WHAT KIND OF JOKER ARE YOU MY PEOPLES??LADYJOKERJAY

My Kids Then And Now
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The Hunger
I lurk in the shadows....... a hungry beast cloaked in twilight filled with sorrow and rage an animal filled with primal instinct poised to strike . filled with lust, I lay in wait silent ...... my breathing heavy every muscle on fire I wait for her . one brief glimpse is all I need and I will make my move in that moment she will have no chance no clue to what lies ahead she will bow to me and fulfill my infinite passion my desire, my want, my need . oooh there she is she is comming closer I can smell her perfume . I see how she walks slow deliberate steps teasing me hypnotising me with her movements its time to strike ................ . I leap out from the shadows reaching out grabbing her holding on tight to her as she struggles to get free tearing at her clothes I say to her ................. . . . ! MOM ! ...... can I have another cookie ............lol . Gotcha! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! And just where was your mind at when you were reading this?....... . many times life is not as it seems...

My 21st!
I know, it's been awhile since I've been online. Been sick, got a new job that has been scheduling me crazy hours, and any free time I've had I've been trying to sleep and what not. But, I'm back now and hopefully will be able to godfather here soon. My 21st is in 6 days and I'm excited. PLEASE HELP ME GODFATHER FOR MY B-DAY!

Clouds In My Mind...
There are many clouds in my mind. Some soft breezy... others... not quite so warm. Each brings their own thoughts with them. Each brings their own life. If I could catch hold of your cloud for just a while. I'd bring to it soft words and gentle smiles. I would give to you hope... and bright sunshine... warming through your cloud. It wouldn't be hard it would be for a friend. A friend that has needs and wants, and desires. A friend that could use forgetting some of their clouds... if only for awhile. Clouds don't have to be dark, forlorn, and sad. They can be fun and can take you soaring high above where you were. Just let my clouds become yours... for a while. You can keep them and use them for as long as you need... Or you can just share them with someone new... or you can share them with me.

Old Cowboy
An old cowboy sat down at the Starbucks and ordered a cup of coffee. As he sat sipping his coffee, a young woman sat down next to him. She turned to the cowboy and asked, 'Are you a real cowboy?' He replied, 'Well, I've spent my whole life breaking colts, working cows, going to rodeos, fixing fences, pulling calves, bailing hay, doctoring calves, cleaning my barn, fixing flats, working on tractors, and feeding my dogs, so I guess I am a cowboy.' She said, 'I'm a lesbian. I spend my whole day thinking about women. As soon as I get up in the morning, I think about women. When I shower, I think about women. When I watch TV, I think about women. I even think about women when I eat. It seems that everything makes me think of women.' The two sat sipping in silence. A little while later, a man sat down on the other side of the old cowboy and asked, 'Are you a real cowboy?' He replied, 'I always thought I was, but I just found out that I'm a lesbian.'

Texas Cowboy
A Texas cowboy went to the dentist with a toothache. After an exam, the dentist told the cowboy he had a tooth that had to come out. 'I'm going to give you a shot of Novocain,' the dentist explained, 'and I'll be back in just a few minutes.' The old cowboy grabbed the doc's arm and said, 'No way! I hate needles and I ain't havin' no shot!' The dentist said, 'That's okay, we'll just go with gas instead.' The cowboy replied, 'Gas makes me sick. I ain't havin' no gas either.' Without saying a word, the dentist turned and left the room for a minute and when he came back, he handed the cowboy a glass of water and said 'Here take this pill.' The cowboy looked at the pill and asked, 'What is it?' The dentist replied,' It's Viagra.' The old cowboy looked surprised and asked, 'Will that kill the pain?' 'No,' replied the dentist, 'but it'll give you something to hang on to while I pull that tooth.'

Friendship Rose.
Heartistic Soul is having a friends forever contest and I would like to do this. The Details are below...if you could do this for me it would be great. Thanks So Much My ID: MommaTasha My User ID: 1103411 ~♥~MommaTasha~♥~DYLONS DIVA MAFIA~♥~OWNED BY X©ït€M€ & Promoter Of The Green Door@ fubar This game will be played May 13th-31st. For complete information, please see my "Friends Forever" blog. Brought to you by... Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Remembering Happiness
true happiness I have a great many friends who are having difficulty at this time. Some are in bad relationships, some are longing for realtionships, some feel they have grown stale, some are trying to move forward through brick walls. All of this has my head on a train of thought. dangerous, yes I know, you should see the smoke rolling out of my ears. However, I shall push on. Aristotle wrote that happiness was the supreme good and the goal of life was to attain happiness. Jean-Jaques Rousseau speculated that the road to happiness lies in the satisfaction of one' desires and the hedonistic pursuit of pleasure. William James taught that happiness was the ratio of one's accomplishment's to one's aspirations. So which one of these brilliant minds was correct in their assumption?? I would have to think that they are all right when viewed as a collective. The question, however, still remains. How do we find hapiness??? We are an ever changing species. It seems a

Looking At Things Differently
are we really this numb? Current mood: aggravated We live in a world of apathetic intentions. Any one care to decipher that?? I have had that sentence in head for most of the day, for reasons I'm not quite clear. My mind, currently, is an asylum for scattered thought. I am everywhere. Very unfocused and yet so passionate in every thought that crosses the path of my psyche. I want to attack and ponder every fleeting word that flows through the creative part of my soul, yet I cant manage to center on just one. There are so many avenues I can take with this blog, yet I fear it will read as written by the hand of multiple personalities, lol. I am pissed off at myself for letting myself grow stale. For letting myself be identified by the obvious. Yes, Im a mother, a girlfriend, a student, blah, blah, blah, but I am also so much more----more that I pushed down and havent allowed that part of me to flourish in a long time. I am strngth and spirit, a free spirit at tha

Unfairness...
I read a blog yesterday where this white chic was openly calling other members "niggers" in the comments but I get my mumms removed because of other members "comments" that they were leaving in my mumm. Can someone plz tell me where anywhere in this mumm I created was innappropriate? It asked, "Is anyone else getting harrassed by the fubar bouncer dude (arms folded dude) yes or no? WHAT was innappropriate about that? Plz tell me? FUBAR will not get another penny of mines, its not worth it...

Turning 38 This Year
So this year I turn 38...Jesus H. Crimney...Where did the time go???? I thought by this time in my life I would be Living on a beach in Austrailia..NOT... All year my co workers have been teasing me about the gray hair just showing up on my head and beard. I have taken it and laughed with them. I dont really mind. I think it adds distinction and makes me look a bit more refined and professional? Hmmmm I dunno you tell me? Do I feel 38 Hell No I still fell Late 20's..Hell I spent 15 years in the Marine Corps Training and keeping in shape and I got out took a short vacation from keeping in shape and the next thing you know is its 7 yrs later..LOL..Didnt mean to take that long of a break. I still can run 3 miles if I need to. I used to run it in 17:30 Flat on a regular basis and could hit 16:45 on a good day. Now I know I cant do that any more but when I am running I feel like I am hauling ass..(And trust me my ass needs to be hauled)...LOL..I still get up early and go to

Tomorrow Ill Be One Year
My sister Angie died almost a year ago from drinking at a party. She was celebrating her boyfriend’s birthday. My brother, James was there giving them the alcohol she was 18.5 at the time. James didn’t think about it. We all drank young, right? She got wasted went pale and started to throw up. She threw up till she pasted out they rushed her to the ER but a couple days later she died. Her body couldn’t handle the alcohol. I wanted to hate my brother so much for giving her it, but it was her fault she drank it. Now I try to tell people not to give alcohol to underage people. It can kill them yeah the risk is really low but it still happens. There is a 19 year old boy who got drunk and went driving doing 80mph on a small intersection hit a family killed 4 out of 5 people the young dad lost his entire family. The kid has to spend the rest of his life in jail because someone gave him the alcohol and didn’t take his keys. I refuse to let anyone drink if they are underage. If I see it I ta

Gotta Little James In Me,,, Lol
Killer Kleavage IV Contest Please click on the above photo and rate, comment me. Contest runs til the 21st. Please rate and comment as often as you can to help me win. hugz to all pink Please do not rate this blog entry.

A Rope
A relationship is like a rope. You on one end, you're significant other on the other end. The goal is to work together to keep the rope tight. Now, there is nothing wrong for one of you to work a little extra now and then to keep the rope tight. That shows committment. But it isn't fair for one of you to be holding both ends of the rope while the other doesn't do a thing. If that is what is going on, get out. You are being taken advantage of and deserve someone who is willing to do their fair share. If you are the one letting the other person hold both ends of the rope, shame on you. This person loves you enough to do the work of both of you to keep the relationship in tact and you just sit there and let them. At least have the common decency to end the relationship. Just my .02 worth.

Theme Days
ALRIGHT for all those dont know I DJ at FORBBIDEN n Forbidden's CELL BLOCK from 12-3am est ON SUNDAYS I DECIDED TO DO THEME NIGHTS which have turned out to be a giant hit n success well so far i gave gotten many ideas for them but I want the FANS to decide what they wanna HEAR so please leave comments on what you would LOVE to hear or have as a THEME NIGHT I will eventually set up a voting area once i figure out how. so far we done 80's rock n OL SKOOL hip hop P.S. I know others are gonna end up biting off my STYLE....OFTEN IMITATED never ever DUPLICATED

Fdic Shuts Down Anb Bank In Nw Arkansas
In this slow economy, even banks are feeling the pinch. The FDIC shut down one northwest Arkansas bank system. Arkansas National Bank, that had nine branches in the Bentonville area was shut down Friday. The bank branches sat quiet and empty after the shut down. Arkansas National Bank had a loan loss of more than $100 million last year, making it a prime candidate for Federal take over. Arkansas Business publisher Jeff Hankins says ANB was already on notice that the Feds weren't happy with their numbers. The northwest Arkansas market had slowed tremendously and ANB had just given too many loans. Hankins says, "We knew ANB was in trouble. Last year out of 17 banking entities that were losing money ANB was one of them, the combined losses was $90-million, ANB was $80-million of that total." Customers faced closed ATM’s over the weekend, but Monday morning were finally greeted with open doors, as another bank took over for the failed ANB. Little Rock's own Pulaski Bank w

Us Confession: Weapons Were Not Made In Iran After All
Source: CASMII In a sharp reversal of its longstanding accusations against Iran arming militants in Iraq , the US military has made an unprecedented albeit quiet confession: the weapons they had recently found in Iraq were not made in Iran at all. According to a report by the LA Times correspondent Tina Susman in Baghdad: “A plan to show some alleged Iranian-supplied explosives to journalists last week in Karbala and then destroy them was canceled after the United States realized none of them was from Iran. A U.S. military spokesman attributed the confusion to a misunderstanding that emerged after an Iraqi Army general in Karbala erroneously reported the items were of Iranian origin. When U.S. explosives experts went to investigate, they discovered they were not Iranian after all.” The US , which until two weeks ago had never provided any proof for its allegations, finally handed over its “evidence” of the Iranian origin of these weapons to the Iraqi government. Last week, an

Jpmorgan Chase Ceo: Recession Just Beginning
Source: Money News NEW YORK -- JPMorgan Chase & Co.'s chief executive said Monday that while the crisis in the credit markets appears to be three-quarters over, he believes a U.S. recession is just beginning. "Even if the capital markets crisis resolves, it does not mean that this country will not go into a bad recession," said CEO James Dimon, whose bank saw its first-quarter profit fall by half due to the recent collapse of the U.S. mortgage market. "The recession just started." "We don't know if it's going to be mild or severe," he continued, speaking at a conference in New York hosted by Swiss bank UBS AG. "We're thinking there's a third of a chance that it's going to be pretty bad ... closer to the 1982 recession than the very mild recessions we had in 2001 and 1990." Also incomplete is JPMorgan's acquisition of Bear Stearns Cos., the toppling investment bank that JPMorgan offered to buy in March. "I want to make it perfectly clear: Mission not accomplished," Dimo

Tsa Tells Students They're A Security Threat
Source: NY Times WASHINGTON — A German graduate student in oceanography at M.I.T. applied to the Transportation Security Administration for a new ID card allowing him to work around ships and docks. What the student, Wilken-Jon von Appen, received in return was a letter that not only turned him down but added an ominous warning from John M. Busch, a security administration official: “I have determined that you pose a security threat.” Similar letters have gone to 5,000 applicants across the country who have at least initially been turned down for a Transportation Worker Identification Credential, an ID card meant to guard against acts of terrorism, agency officials said Monday. The officials also said they were sorry about the language, which they may change in the future, but had no intention of withdrawing letters already sent. “It’s an unfortunate choice of words in a bureaucratic letter,” said Ellen Howe, a security agency spokeswoman. Ms. Howe and Maurine Fanguy

Come Vote For My Boobs
THIS CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! CLICK A PIC BELOW TO VOTE!! MOST COMMENTS AND MOST RATES EACH GET PRIZES!! END DATE - Wednesday (21st) at 11:00pm Est. For info. on prizes and rules please check out my CONTEST BLOG

Do You Like To Bomb??
So do you like to bomb? ever think about joining a bombing family? well we may be the family for you. i am looking for dedicated bombers to join my family. its fun and a good way to meet new ppl. i have a few rules that i go by and if they sound good to you then hey drop me a line and we can talk :) here are the rules 1. if you plan on entering a contest then please let me know so i can get it all squared away before it starts if you chose not to let me know before hand then you may not get the help that you would have if i knew about it prior. 2. there must be bombing activity coming from you. i will be watching and seeing if you are.. if i see no activity then i will send you a warning if i see it again then you are out.. i understand that sometimes things happen just let me know so im aware of it. we like dedicated bombers the kind that max out their comments not the leave a few comments here and there. 3. there is to be NO drama what so ever if there is you will be asked

Still Waiting...
Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, Valentines Day, My Birthday, Easter, His Birthday... all came and went. Still waiting on my love to come to me. Things looking up, but just still waiting. I want him so badly, I can taste it.

New Bully For The Lounge
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Comprende Inglas?
Wow, let's see, I just deleted 6 blank friend requests. How retarded are these people? Vain, simple-minded, selfish, and essentially retarded, and let's not forget lazy. Read the profile folks. I didn't write the crap so it could be ignored. Sorry, I just blogged about this last week, but really just incredibly irritating. I appreciated the rates and all, but read the profile. Last week I had a friend request, a legitimate one in which the 'gentleman' (and I use that term losely) actually took the time to say, hello, let's be friends, etc. So I checked him out. He seemed legit with an actual picture of himself included in all of his self-absorbed 'I am Italian' b.s. Sure why not, I proceeded to friend him. After which he shouted at me to put him in my family so he could look at my private pics. Why? I asked. I thought I took the time to make it very clear in my profile that asking highly irritates me. His response was akin to tossing money at a stripper, which I am not (at least for th

More
the more i hear your voice...the more i want to hear it whispering in my ear... the more i see your face .. i want to see see it lying next to me..the more we talk.. the more i want to get to know.. the more i listen..the more i want to feel... to touch your hair with my hand..to touch your lips with mine..to join our bodies together and let our hearts intertwine..its more than i can ask for ..more than we ever hope.. but someday soon u will be more than my imagination or a shadow of dreams long forgotten.. soon u will be mine and more...

Multiple Face Pics
Why do women post several hundred of the same face pics on here? Get up, pose, move do something!!!! Its hard to sit and rate 1200 of the same pic, try different outfits or something!! dont just take 20 pics of you sitting in yer chair and post em make it interesting!!!!

Some Stuff
AM IN COLLAGE MY MAJOR IS CJS. I AM GOING TO BE GOING TO MOST LIKLY GO IN THE ARMY NEXT YR AND BE A MP FOR THE NATIONAL GUARD. WELL RITE NOW I AM VOL FIRE FIGHTER IN MY TOWN. I JOINED ATFER 9/11. I FELT SO USE LESS CUZ THEIR WAS NOTHING I COULD DO TO HELP CUZ OF MY AGE AND I HAD NO TRIAING SO HERE I AM NOW. WELL I LIKE TO HELP PPL OUT AND I ALWAYS WELL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE SOMEONE SMILE. WELL THEIR IS A LIL BIT ABOUT ME

Wtf...i Wake To This Being In My Shoutbox
misterak &...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive. misterak "Owner of 3 Fubar Slavegirls"@ fubar I've already told this guy no once, apparently he dont understand english, then fubar is messed up cant even remove, unfan or block him right now, people like this is why I get tired of the net!

Life Til Now
i'm done wit antonio, no more of him. i have intense feelings for him but the way he treated me...i deserve better. he said he would treat me better, but he never did. fuck him. it was predictable from the beginning, and that's why good charlotte's "predictable" was the theme music for us i think my new goal in life is to become part of a band...i either need to learn an intrument or sing better...or both lol! if i sang like amy lee, then i'm all set. so glad i'm done wit school. just found out i have no more insurance :( steve is being supportive and so is jason (*blush*) i need to get laid and soon. i'm sicky i'm 19 in 10 days!!! i'm so excited!!! and indiana jones comes out at the big theater near my house the day before and we go early (like 4-something) :D so excited for next week, you have no idea!

The Freak Test
THE FREAK TEST HAVE YOU EVER.... 1.Had sex? (5 points) 2.Given oral sex? (5 pts.) To orgasm? (5pts.) Received oral sex(5pts.) To orgasm? (5 pts.) 3.Swallowed Cum? (5pts.) 4.Practice bondage, or Sado-masichistic behavior?(5 pts.) 5.Had anal sex(done to you,female or performed, male)? (5pts) To orgasm? (5 pts.) 6.Had sex with someone of the same sex?(10 pts.) 7.Had sex with more than one person at a time?(10pts.) 8.Had sex with more than one person in a week? (7pts) 9.Used sex toys? (7 pts) 10.Brought a dirty magazine? (3 pts) 11.Watch a porno? (3 pts) 12.Been in a 69? (3 pts) 13.Had phone sex? (5 pts) 14.Masturbated? (5pts.) In a public place? (5pts) 15.Had sex in a public place? (5 pts) Park? (1pt) Subway (3 pts) Alley Way?(2 pts) Train or Bus Station? (3 pts) Public Bathroom?(3) 16.Gotten carpet burns? (3 pts.) 17.Participated in an orgy? (10 pts) 18.Watched someone having sex? (7 pts.) 19.Had sex with others watching you? (7 pts.) 20.Sucked or licked yo

Life In General
I have learned that all guys will at some point hurt you and make you cry. They will eventually break your heart and very few will ever apologize for it. I have learned that you should always be prepared for your friends to turn their backs on you at some point because they will. Those that don't are the ones that you keep forever. I have learned that the family you are blessed with and i do mean blessed may have not been the ones you would have chosen for yourself but for some reason someone saw fit for you to be together. I have learned not to expect too much from people in general, because then they can't let you down. I have learned that your heart and your spirit are the most amazing things ever created because they can be broken and stepped on and still repair themselves. I have also learned to stand on my own 2 feet, be self relying and self sufficient. I have learned to never let others control my outlook on the world and to never let them control my destiny. i ha

Andi Rocks
She been a GodMother for far too long. Lets work on this giveaway so she can get a Happy Hour! Getting a Happy Hour will help her drop a butt-load of points! So get in here and bomb her! And while you're at it go show her page some love! ☆™©CantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ☆Clown's Posse Leader☆@ fubar This bulletin was brought to you by the one & only, never duplicated, super spazzy... ♥Miss Andi♥ - I am SpAzTaStIc! *Clown's Posse*@ fubar (repost of original by '♥Miss Andi♥ - I am SpAzTaStIc! *Clown's Posse*' on '2008-05-13 13:26:11')

I Can Relate To This
I got this email and I could really relate to it, so I thought I'd share..... This makes sense since, I don't care what political party you might be for......... The two party system ??????????? Remember Lee Iacocca, the man who rescued Chrysler Corporation from its death throes? He has a new book, and here are some excerpts. Lee Iacocca Says: "Am I the only guy in this country who's fed up with what's happening? Where the hell is our outrage? We should be screaming bloody murder. We've got a gang of clueless bozos steering our ship of state right over a cliff, we've got corporate gangsters stealing us blind, and we can't even clean up after a hurricane much less build a hybrid car. But instead of getting mad, everyone sits around and nods their heads when the politicians say, "Stay the course" Stay the course? You've got to be kidding. This is America not the damned "Titanic". I'll give you a sound bite: "Throw all the bums out!"

Own Me--i Love To Be Owned
Emanon's never ending Auction--ends when i accept a bid :P Come bid on me...Ill do all I say..I promise~! Click on this pic and it will take you there owned by Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Just ask he'll tell ya Im good on my word~!

Poem: The Chair
Dance for me....seductively... With my clothes on grindin' like you phuckin' me.... Handcuffed to the chair.... Blindfolded are you still there??? Ol' school songs play lightly in the background Is that some Marvin??? Girl it's on now!!! I'mma show you what sexual healin' is about Keep dancin'....grindin' on me nibblin' at my ear Tellin' me things that I wanna hear.... While unbuttonin' my pants and shirt unloosin' the tie Rubbin' your hands on my thigh..... Just a lil' to the left I'm thinkin'... Then you disappear 10 seconds felt like eternity The anticipation is burnin' me Something warm on my manhood... Felt like the your hotbox naw the fellatio is just that good Why you stop??? Don't stop!!! Cold tongue touchin' the tip??? Is that ice??? Yeeesssss!!! I scream in excitement... Okay stop...stop...STOP!!! I can't take it anymore!!! Phuckin' cuffs...not fair... Let me have one hand free So I can push you off at lease Or run my hands through your hair Don't rea

Poem: Human Heroin
You want me in your in your system Lustin for me Wantin’ me Needin another hit That rollcoaster ride that you like so much Don’t want it to stop higher and I higher I take you To a world that you’ve never seen But to me I’ve been there done it… I run this just sit back and enjoy How I feel against your skin How I feel in your body Ecstasy in pure form Desired pleasure you feel Keep goin’ up and up… Don’t ruin the ride Everybody tries and fails Takin’ advantage of me Too much of one thing will kill you You wanted a double dose Me and whoever It didn’t matter He wasn’t pure Heroine Like I so now you’ve messed up Such a good thing now ruined Bein’ gluttonous and lustful Now the roller coaster at top What goes up must come down And it did….HARD Fell off track and wrecked Now you’re in detox On a weak drug To get over Me But that weak drug isn’t Me

Poem: The Day I Stopped Givin' A Damn
I try not complain about my life I just take it in strives Black...male...I already got my two strikes Warrior...I use a knife as my choice of weapon The same knife that was used in my back is helpin' Kept in my own zone...my solitude...my world please don't come in The day that I stopped was when I want more enemies than friends Motivation I guess cuz ain't nobody else doin' it right So I pray to God to help me get through the night I fight off demons with my right...pull angels toward me with my left Look in the mirror daily and humble myself I've helped in my fair share of drama but I squash that Fell down a couple of times up I got back My mind's strapped to C-4 I got to watch what I'm doin' People bring bullshit and my life ain't worth losin' Choosin' my own fate...either real or fake Do my thing let' em know it kills to hate I take pride in myself to let anyone get me down I got my ego in check so them names don't hurt now I stopped givin' a damn...good for me b

My Promise...
It's a promise made of love And it's one I'll always keep, The essence of my strength When weary and feeling weak. It's the sunshine of each day Peace and comfort in the night, It's what soothes my very soul Letting me know it'll be alright. This beautiful gift from Heaven Was carried on an angels wings, The most precious melody of all That made this lonely heart sing. A promise built on forever The way it was meant to be, This love never fades with time My promise of love for eternity. ~For You Babe~

Poem: One
I waitin' on theOne nOne other can compare One to release me from my shell One to tell me they got me Love me till the end... Tell me everyday they'll die 4 me Cry 4me...cry with me Tearz of happiness... No One will separate us... You and I joined at the hips Your mind thinks of me Your lips whisper my name And your body...Well you know She'll put my past women to shame She'll be the One wit a mean swag Of confidence and assurance That'll let me know everything's workin' One'll never second guess my actions Or words at that Has patience for me as I with her One plus One equals One One plan One voice One thought One love Listens to me I'll do the same Understand the Golden Rule The One rule I live by Me and her will respect it Give her the space when she needs Hold her when she's hurtin' She'll do the same One day she'll be mine She'll exhale, I'll excel...inhale Her perfume so sweet Like her I'm 50 she's 50 That's One hundred percented committed To

Michelle Updegrove Went Missing 05/03/08
I REALLY DO LOVE THIS WOMAN AN I BELIVE SHE LOVES ME. ALL I WANT TO DO IS FIND HER SAFE,AN GET HER ALL THE HELP SHE NEEDS SO WE CAN MOVE ON WITH OUR LIVES AN GET MARRIED A HAVE A FEW KIDS AN JUST LIVE NORMAL AMERICAN LIVES LIKE ANY ONE ELSE. THERE'S JUST THIS ONE PA STATE TROOPER OUT OF SCHUYLKILL BARACKS HE IS BEST FRIENDS WITH HER EX AN MAKING OUR LIVES A LIVING HELL. I JUST NEED GOD AN EVERYONE ELSE TO JUST GIVE US A CHANCE.

I'm Me
I am me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I ALONE chose it. I own evrything about me: my body,my feelings,my mouth,my voice,all of my actions,weather they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies,my dreams,my hopes,my fears.I own my triumphs and successes,all my failures and mistakes.Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By doing so, I can love me and be friendly wth all my parts..*wink* I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle even me, and other aspects I don't even know. But as long as I am friendly and loving to myself , I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles within me. Find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatevr I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. I can discard things within me that are unfitting. And keep the rest. Invite something new with in

Most Annoying Wench On Fubar!!
This user: http://www.fubar.com/user/1526951 has been bugging the absolute shit out of me for FuBling since she came on the site. I wish I had a dollar for everytime she has hit my SB asking me to give her bling. If I had a FuBuck for every time she's asked... I could have had the Spotlight... TWICE! peach3: hi..you give blings?

Anniversary Weekend By The Observer. A Good Friend Of Mine
Anniversary Weekend Ch. 01 by The Observer© From the driver’s seat of the Jag, Lawrie watched as his wife, Jackie, locked their front door and turned to walk briskly across the gravel to the car. ‘She’s as lovely as the day we met’ he thought to himself. Jackie let herself into the car, threw her jacket on to the back seat, and put on her seatbelt. “Four whole days alone together! No kids, no phones, no tv, no meals to cook, no school run. God bless your mother, Lawrie. We must bring her back a bottle of champagne or something.” Lawrie chuckled. “She loves having the kids. Takes her mind off Dad. Stops her from being lonely. You’re right though. We’ll take her back a prezzie.” He turned to look at his wife. “Happy anniversary darling. You know, I’m still crazy about you, don’t you? Let’s make this an anniversary to remember!” “ I love you too, honey. So, so much. Yeah, let’s really go for it. Come on! Get the show on the road. Lawrie turned the key, and the big V12 b

Teqila An Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped To your bathroom mirror Where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, But it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world That you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world Love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you Is because they want to Be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, Even if they don't Like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you Before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, Something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world Has turned its back on you Take another look. 11 Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember.... When life hands you Lemons, Ask f

Could It Be?
since the moment i met you, you took my breath away! since that very moment, i wanted you everyday. my life and world revolves around you, and the butterflies they flutter. the only thing on my mind , is wanting us to be together. every time we speak, its hard to find the words tongue tied and befuddled when i try to find the words to speak and to let you know that will all my heart i will never let you go the smile you have,the love you show makes me even more,to not let you go. i wish i had a thousand wishes i would wish them all on you and for us to be so so happy and have a love forever true! for Rhianna

My New Little Man
Well I am now a "mommy" to a 13yo teenager. My mom is getting married to his grandpa. His mom passed away when he was 5. He was bounced from a ton of his family members. Finally the last chance was my mom and his grandpa. But they are getting too old. So my mom called on me to come down and help raise him. So bam here I am. I finally got my girlfriend back with me so now the power couple is back together thank goodness. The three of us me, my g/f, and Mav are all gonna be moving in together after the wedding next weekend. So yea that should be fun. But right now he's spending the week with us to test the waters to see how well everyone gets along. He's a really great kid. Very smart. He does have ADHD which I have never personally dealt with so that is the only really hard thing for me to deal with right now. But other than that I'll be adding more soon I have a school fieldtrip that I went on and chaperoned for his school. I'll be adding those pics and blog more about him as time goes

Was It Real Or A Dream?
Was it real or a dream? By Caty the Ghost © 2008 I was sitting there getting ready for bed when all of a sudden the room faded into nothing! What I saw was a rainbow bridge leading up. I had also changed I was now get this a girl! I was wearing boots of soft leather trimmed in fur that went to my knees I had a long skirt on slit at the sides my belly was bare and my peasant girl blouse didn’t really hold in my hmm breasts. Ok this is totally weird as im an hm guy not a girl? I also had my brown hair but it was tied in an elaborate pony tail that went to my waist and I wore a belt with a knife and sword? I also had several pouches with stuff in them I didn’t have clue on other than the one with the coins in it. I head this voice strong and booming that said “Come” and I began walking across the bridge. After walking for what seemed like an hour I saw the guardian at the other end he was a tall man over six feet almost seven. He greeted me saying “Hail Cat how are you this eve

I've Come To A Point In My Life..........
I've come to a point in my life, being 32, single, no kids and never been married or even close to, that I've come to wonder if this is it? Is this the life that was chosen for me? Because this is not the life that I had grown up dreaming about. Don't get me wrong, I can't complain about my life seeing that I do have a good career, I have my own stuff and money and can go and do whatever I want to do. BUT, there is always this empty void in my life. I would love nothing more than to share my everything with that "one" person I can call my best friend, lover and confidont. I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. I have so much love to give to someone that it kills me inside sometimes. I meet people and come to understand that either I'm not what they're looking for, or they're not ready to be in a committed relationship, or they're not what I'm looking for. I don't want to settle for just somebody. I want that one that moves me that makes me smile from sun-up till sun-down. I

My First Novel
I sent some short stories to the people are Harlequien Romance Novels and about a week ago, they emailed me and asked me to write a full length novel for thier Nocturnal Bites Series. I have written some and wanted everyone to tell me what they think so here ya go. Let me know what you think... “Oh, that is fine. I moved her from L.A. so I am used to random people knocking on my door at all hours of the night. I’m actually a night person myself.” Kari turned and pulled two bottles of water from the fridge. “Have a bottle of water. I’m afraid I haven’t been to the store so I don’t have much else.” She said as she slid the water across the breakfast bar. “Thank you. You seem to be a very nice person. I actually can’t stay long, but if you decide to come out later there is a club about two miles into the heart of the town. It is called Darkness Reigns. Some friends and I are going there to have a little fun this evening if you’d like to join us. Say around twelve thirty?” Marandi

Work
Well it is Tuesday night and I am off of work and I am off tommorow night as well. I am looking forward to seeing my girl tommorow some time. I am so excited I am going to give her a real big hug, and kiss. Well I am going to get to bed soon, so I can get whatever I need done before I go and see my girl tommorow. I just wanted to put this in my blog.

New Virus Alert
---SUGGEST THAT EVERYONE JUST BE CAREFUL. Please read, BIG virus coming. I checked with Norton Anti-Virus, and they are gearing up for this virus! I checked snopes.com, this morning and it is for real!! Get this E-mail message sent around to your contacts PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS! You should be alert during the next few days. Do not open any message with an attachment entitled POSTCARD,' regardless of who sent it to you. It is a virus which opens A POSTCARD IMAGE, which 'burns' the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who has our e-mail address in his/her contact list. This is the reason why you need to send this e-mail to all your contacts. It is better to receive this message 25 times than to receive the virus and open it. If you receive a mail called' POSTCARD,' even though sent to you by a friend, do not open it.! This includes all cards, too. Shut down your computer immediately. Th

The Fool
The Fool Trusts even though sees otherwise Loves even though knows better Laughs even though cries silently Hopes even though senses no change Sees even though feels blind Wants even though knows not to Gives even though receives nothing back Continues even though wants to stop Survives even though wishes to die Knows even though refuses to believe I am the fool

I Hate You
I hate you I hate you with all I am I hate you with all I could be I hate you with all I was I hate you with all I will be I hate you with the force of the love I once felt I hate you into oblivion I hate you more then I hated myself I hate you more then I’ve ever loved I hate you more then I will ever love I hate you and your filthy lies I hate you and your spinelessness I hate you and your filthy whore I hate you more then I could ever ignore I hate you and the blackness you created I hate you and the void that was left I hate you and the hope that remains I hate your soul above most everything

Markin Nsfw
For the asses that think this is a kiddie room and go marking peoples pics nsfw that have been on there and aproved by the bouncers need to go hide under a rock where ya crawled our from under!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To All My Friends On My Page
This is Mina typing this, I only came onto my account to add some pics to my profile "SOUL" whom I have been promoting on myspace. Bella, my best friend in real life is doing this page until I decide to come back. I am enjoying the music business, and working with real promoters getting my foot in the door in LA. The band "SOUL" has just signed a contract where they are doing second stage at the Texas rock fest WOW!!!! This is the best of news!! Not to mention I have all kinds of things lined up for them. Now, my myspace is open, my whole page is dedictated to them, if you like stop by take a look and tell me what ya think. my link is http://www.myspace.com/minabloodykisses Now, please she has told me of a few people being arguementive with her while she is doing my page thinking it is me, if it is me I will tell you!!!! I do not have the time to do this and the other. Right now music is more of a passion to me then points. Please respect her while on my page, if not

Return To Choctaw Ridge
*****I FOUND THIS ON THE NET. THOUGHT IT WAS AN INTERESTING ENDING TO AN INTERESTING SONG AND STORY. ALTHOUGH THE SONG SPELLED THE NAME BILLIE, IT WAS SPELLED BILLY IN THE MOVIE***** *AUTHOR UNKNOWN* It's been a real long time, Billie Joe...more'n thirty years since I been back to Choctaw Ridge, I reckon. It ain't changed much. I ain't changed much neither, apart from being a good deal older and a might wiser than I was then. I see they ain't done a lick to clean up the river. It's still as muddy as it ever was. I hung around for a couple of years after it happened. I didn't feel right going nowhere while Mama were still alive. I was hoping perhaps my brother and Becky...Becky Thompson that was. Did you know they got hitched in the summer of '62, shortly after Papa died? I saw 'em maybe five or six years ago. They're grandparents now, Billie Joe. Hard to imagine, ain't it? Anyways, I thought maybe they'd take Mama with them to Tupelo when they bought that convenience store,

This Song I Dedicate To You...my Stalker..."possession" By Sarah Mclaughlin
Song is called "Possession" by Sarah McLaughlin which believe it or not is about stalking someone. I dedicate this to you....my faith in you....my trust in you...for what you have told me.... Listen as the wind blows From across the great divide Voices trapped in yearning Memories trapped in time The night is my companion And solitude my guide Would I spend forever here And not be satisfied And I would be the one To hold you down Kiss you so hard I�ll take your breath away And after I�d wipe away the tears Just close your eyes dear Through this world I�ve stumbled So many times betrayed Trying to find an honest word To find the truth enslaved Oh you speak to me in riddles and You speak to me in rhymes My body aches to breathe your breath You words keep me alive And I would be the one To hold you down Kiss you so hard I�ll take your breath away And after I�d wipe away the tears Just close your eyes dear Into this

Make My Bedrock! Xoxo
> Can you make my... I mean come with me to... I will continue to keep the Pay it Forward Bulletins going as well but figured it was time for something silly and fun! So if you are coming to Bedrock... Rate the pics in this album with 10s or 11s, ADD, FAN and RATE the FUs that follow and let me know when you are done and I'll get ya added and we'll start a new party! Be sure to FAN, RATE and ADD each with "PebblesinAZ said make your Bedrock!" ...or something to that effect lol. I suppose you guys can say to each other..."I'm making Pebbles Bedrock!"...cause the other might be a little 2 friendly! *Pink0828*~*~Please Help and Donate*~*~*Owned By Tendercop & jeff_dahl2000~*~Owner of RavinJuggalo~*@ fubar starchaser@ fubar NJ_Nice_Guy ~*~Humbly Fu-Owned By Mrs. Bubbles~*~@ fubar ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~DEMON CREW*SHADOW LEVELERS*W.I.S.E.U.K.F*OWNED BY>~`Bê®®ymûƒƒiñ`~@ fubar ♣~~♥~~★Ðå Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§&

A Thought On Love
Thoughts On Love There may be a distance between us, but my heart and mind will always walk with you. What’s tomorrow without you? I guess empty would be the best way to describe it…A feeling of loneliness, no matter where you are. Colors don’t seem quite as bright, nor do feelings seem quite as deep, except for the one of resonant emptiness inside my heart. A man in love is one of the most dangerous opponents to stand up against, he may seem distracted at first, but given the chance to protect that what he holds dear, he will fight like a demon and value his own life at nothing. Someone who is truly in love may very well be amongst the richest people walking the earth. They might have lost their heart, but they have found a thousand things to replace it. You’re the love of my heart, the little light in the darkness of everyday life. A reason to stay happy, something to look forward to… And for that, you should strike the honor of my happiness. In the end, it all c

Chocolate Milk N Exercise!
Chocolate Milk & Exercise Air date: April 2, 2006 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Which would you rather drink after an hour on the Stairmaster: Gatorade, or tall glass of chocolate milk? According to a recent study, you may be better off with the latter. Chocolate milk's carbohydrate-to-protein ratio is perfectly suited to recharge muscles worn out from exercise and to give you the boost necessary to keep on sweating. Researchers at Indiana University in Bloomington tested the energy-replacing prowess of chocolate milk on nine trained cyclists. On three separate occasions the riders did an interval workout, then rested for four hours, and finally rode until they became exhausted. Each day during the rest period the riders were given a different energy drink: a carb-replacement drink, a fluid-replacement drink, and, finally, chocolate milk. The tests suggested that chocolate milk may be even better than carb-replaceme

About Me
I'm a little sick and a lot tired of the assumption that I am some kind of mac daddy, with a slow loping gate. I am not a homeboy I am not a thug I am not an urban punani junky I don't want to F@*K you All I want is an intelligent woman to talk to. Damn.

Your Choice
Every day on a construction site, when the lunch whistle blows, all the workers would sit down to eat together. And every day, Sam opens his lunchbox and starts to complain. "Son of a gun!", he'd cry. "Not tuna salad again! I hate tuna salad!" He'd whine and complain about it every day. Until finally one of the workers said, "For crying out loud, Sam! If you hate tuna salad so much, why don't you just tell your wife to quit making them for you???" "What do you mean," Sam asked. "I'm not married. I make my own sandwiches. If you're like me, the first time I heard that story, I thought it was crazy. After all, if you hated tuna salad, why would you choose to make one for your lunch every day? Well, as it turns out it IS crazy. But people do it every day. Look at your bank account. Look at the amount of free time you have. Look at your job. Look at your lifestyle. Chances are good that it's not what you want. But, you keep making it! You're making yourself a sandwich you don't like! Now,

It Was You
It was you, You touch my heart, You made me smile, You made me care about someone again. It was you You held me tight, You kept me safe, You were there. It was you, You who cared. The smell, The strong arms, The tender lips, The sweet words you whispered, Did they really mean anything?

[burning My Hand]
I have a final in 12 hours. I haven't looked at a single note or prepared an essay. Why should I? Hell I'm still not in the mood to show up at all. I just wanna go cigar shopping. And figure out where the FUCK my money went. Probably beverages and whores. Anyway, the short of it is, I've got new direction in wardrobe, and 4 new jeans, 3 new somewhat preppy shirts. They were a pre-graduation present. Seems comfortable non faggoty jeans still exist. I'm a hippy bastard with a somewhat rectangular build. So these things are hard to come by. Don't know what I'm talking about when I say "hippy" ever seen me naked? ... want to? uuuh... anyway- point being, I like my 569's with built in condom pocket. Yeah, a couple of em were pre-distressed but they were a good color. Fascinating, I know. Clothes, cookbooks and tests. *sigh* I just don't fucking care any more. And I'm still pretty drained from "Sold into priceless". Whenever I feel like burning my hand, I lo

Sex Ofdfendfers Violatedf After Rehabilitated?
In the some states around the country new laws are taking affect that change the lives of some of the most hated people in the world; sex ofdfendfers. For example one law prevents a father (convicted of raping a 15 year old girl in 1990) from attending his children's high School graduations, because now the state will not allow sex offendfers on school property. The man claims he is being treated unfairly; as he served a five year prison sentence for his crime. And much to my surprise there are many people who think this is an outrageous violatiion of his Constitutional rights as an American Citizen. To that I will agree, but I also firmly believe there are certain lines of morality that should never be crossed; rape and sexual offenses are at the top of that list. And in crossing those lines I believe any sex offender of any country loses certain rights due to the utter disregard for the rights of their victims. After all ; would anyone consider letting charles Manson, or Michael A

My Prediction...
Ok. Most of you know that I am a psychic. Well, for awhile now I have been feeling something "strange" going on in the Universe. The vibrations have changed and I've been feeling like magnitisms have been shifted. I am feeling the same feeling I had a few days before 9/11, fear, anxiety, confusion... Something major is about to happen. I know, sounds crazy, but I am telling you...SOMETHING is about to happen. I just wanted to express and document this so in case something does indeed happen, I know I wasn't crazy (as opposed to some of you may think...LOL!) Just know we are in a Time of Change. Just be aware of all of your sorroundings and treasure every day of your life. Be thankful and treasure your friends and family...it may all change tomorrow. Again. I know I may sound crazy, but if I am right...just know that I documented this on this date.

Part 1
You entered: christopher jacob rikli There are 21 letters in your name. Those 21 letters total to 112 There are 7 vowels and 14 consonants in your name. What your first name means:Shakespearean Male 'King Richard III' Christopher Urswick, a priest. 'The Taming of the Shrew' Christopher Sly, a tinker. Latin Male With Christ inside. Greek Male From the Greek word meaning carrier of Christ, Famous bearer: St Christopher, patron Saint of travellers, is believed to have carried the Christ-child across a river. English Male He who holds Christ in his heart. Famous Bearers: actors Christopher Plummer and Christopher Walken; explorer Christopher Columbus. Your number is: 4 The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth. The expression or destiny for #4: Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical,

Excuse Me A Few
Excuse Me a Few By: April Terry Excuse me a few, While I admire you. I just can’t help, But to watch you times. Your eyes are always, So full of love. Your smile’s so big, It brightens my day. Every movement, Done with such poise I just can’t help, But to sit and stare. When I was younger, I’d always hoped. That one day, I’d find the one. But never in all my life, Did I think I would. Now that I have you, I can’t do without. Who would of thought, I could love this much? Surly not I, But I am glad. Excuse me a few, While I fall all over. What can I say, You have such charm. Every time I see you, I fall over again. Head over hills, Just for you love. You spin my world, Round and round. You add meaning, Where it lacked before. When I was younger, I wanted my own family. And since I’ve found you, That’s just what I have. I always dreamt of arms, I couldn’t live without. And a touch, I just can’t get enough of. And love that purer, The

Embedding Codes
What Embed code does is simply embed a pic or document with a .WAV file.. cam be a nice little addition to your bulletins, or ever blogs!!!NOTEYou DO NOT have to embed a pic, as long as you have the embed code it self the sound will still play, you can embed the words, ... an image... what ever is in the "main text"HERES THE CODE*NOTE**If on Internet Explorer Requires Windows Media plug-In in order to hear it*All you need to do is change the picture code in the which is in the middle of the codeand simply look at the SRC="" and look at the sites below for .WAV files and supplement the codes in the srcSINCE I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE IT EASIER FOR YOU, IF YOU KNOW OF NAY OTHER GREAT .WAV SITES PLEASE COMMENT HERE AND I WILL CHECK IT OUT AND ADD IT TO THE LISTRandom .WAV Files..Movie WAVsTop 50 WAV siteshttp://deathtoall12.tripod.com/sitebuildercontent/sitebuilderfiles/tearsforfearsmadworld.mp3Embed file for Mad World~tears for fearRandome Wav Fileshttp://www.wavlist.com/

True Friend
¢ÀIRISH-LASSY¢ÀWIFE TO¢À IRISHMAN¢À@ fubar Irish Lassy does everything to help others and never asks for anything in return. She is constantly making skins and rating and commenting. So lets all give back to her what she has given us, lets show her some love. Rate, Add, Fan her. Rate all her pics and stash. She deserves it!!!

Sneezing
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, then shuddered violently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man was still curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet again. As before she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking even more than before. Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman and said, 'I couldn't help but notice that you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you ok?' 'I am sorry if I disturbed you, I have a very rare medical condition; whenever I sneeze I have an orgasm.' The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious. 'I have never

Things Are Looking Up
Hello all, Some more good news for a change, I was FINALLY able to get my cast off yesterday on my arm, and wow does that feel sooooooo much better than before. They have me in a removable splint that he wants me to wear for two more weeks, and slowly start to take it off and gradually start to use my arm/wrist again and occasionally take it off and gently begin to move the wrist around to get the bones moving/joints to loosten up again and see him again next month for final x-rays, unfortunatly I wont have cobra insurance next month but will hopefully have a job by then with benifits so I can get the last exam done to make sure everything is healed up ok but so far he is still amazed at my progress and rest of bones healing up way ahead of what they originally thought. I still have eye doctors appt and plastics/ct scan yet to do this month, the eye dr should be able to determin the progression of the Best's Disease and the CT/Plastic surgeon should be able to determine if my do

Rough Week Yes.... Indeed
So my week started out alright, Went to work came home rinse and repeat.Next thing I know I've put in my 40 hours in basically 2 1/2 days, My car is having its own issues and if I see one more earwig or spider-cricket I think I'm going to lose it. Well I decided to go fishing because hey I do that sometimes just to get away and relax. I go down to my friends pond and proceed to drag the boat to the water. I get all of my gear loaded and next thing I know an extremely pissed off water moccasin rolls up and says "fuck you" and bites me yeah.. good times. So I grab the snake still having its fangs in me (caught on my shoe) and break its neck. Inhumane maybe. Hey I love snakes nothing against them. My friend comes down from the house and sees me kinda hunched over grabs the car and takes me to the hospital with the dead snake. Apparently I was lucky, the snake barely scratched the tip of my skin with one fang. still delivering some venom but not nearly what it could have been. So after som

To Walk With A Hero
The halls were dark and full of smoke , One deep breath you would surely choke . You clinch your axe and prepare for the worst , All around you chemicals in drums that could possibly burst . The men cannot see in front of them not even an inch , With the smell of burnt plastic an unbarring stench . They have been trained well to notice breaks in the fire , So they move on ahead even though their bodies start to tire . As they search through the debris listening for yells and cries , With the heat so intense sweat drips in there eyes . Without hesitation, they go in to risk there own lives , With the support from there families, there children and wives . They will always be hero’s , Even the men that were lost , Because they do their job faithfully , and at any cost. To All The Brave FireFigthters Around The World , Forever In Our Hearts

True Friendship
None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.

Work
Ok so after being out of work since JanuAry I aM finally going bAck sometime this week. It is going to be weird as all hell. I Am going bAck to cooking. Now I have cooked before in several restuArAnts and I enjoyed it. Although I cAn only tAke so much bullshit from mAnagers and others i truly enjoy cooking. On the other hand I Also enjoy working outside. I love the fact that i cAn smoke when i wAnt, sAy what i want, And the fresh air is awesome. Another reAson is I got free tAns working outside. When you work outside you generAlly mAKe more money also. I aM not complAining About what Chilis is starting me out At though 10 dollArs And hour isnt to bAd even though I know thaT I AM worth more thAn thaT. Everything is going to be weird I hAve to work myself back into A routine or some sort. I am also looking for A second job At the same time. I do not know if I Am nuts or what I hAve done it before and having two jobs blows. The only thing thaT does not blow is the money. I need

Finally Realized....
I always wondered why people really bother to write blogs and stuff. They always seemed more like a journal to me in which case you'd just write about what's bothering youor whatever and not worry if someone read it or not. The more I think about it, it really is a journal because if something's bothering you where else can you get it all out at? You really want people to read it to know how you feel but you know if you tell them how you feel they'll ether get mad or just won't care so in essence it's a way of getting out what's bothering you without all the risk of knowing that they don't care or that if they read it and get mad no one has to know that they read it. Communation is important in any relationship, but what happens when the only thing you have to communicate with is pen and paper or for this, a keyboard and a screen? What happens when people you thought were there for you to talk to really aren't? That's when you go to the blog or journal as a consulation!

Fu Wedding
countryboy4u@ fubar Cajun Cherry ~ Member of The Misfit Angels Leveling Crew ~ ~Global Bombers~@ fubar Today countryboy4u and i are getting married, and we are having a fubar wedding, this evening at 6:30 p.m. at the ** fubar beach wedding chapel**

Making Love On The Floor
Fortune favors the bold.... as we dance on a floor my hands travel your body pussy to cock with thin material between it's hard with blood, swallowed by your vulva amazing how a little booze turns everything molten... hot to the touch lift that leather skirt...a little higher dropping to my knees my face plunges underneath stench so wonderful dancing in my head... grinding your crotch down lower stronger my neck muscles versus your pussy... grinding...plunging deep with glee my tongue travels your pussy your ass.... buries by face the aroma...the tastes... I'm ready to forgive my life to hold on to this second for eternity you pant....grasping my hand... may we leave...to the hotel next door? Through a door....we close together at last... clothes hit the floor... we smoke some weed I've brought along leaving all flesh to only heighten sucking my cock ...while lapping your clit fuck seeping from both of us.... swallows of Jack and gin....we meet n

Illinois
• "Dwarf-tossing," the strange practice of hurling dwarfs in padded suits, is outlawed in the bars of Springfield, Ill., because it's dangerous and exploitative. The practice is apparently allowed elsewhere in town, with a special permit. • A law from the early 1900's prohibits men from going topless on the Boardwalk. (Repealed) • A state law in Illinois mandates that all bachelors should be called master, not mister, when addressed by their female counterparts. • According to state law, it is illegal to speak English. The officially recognized language is "American". • An Illinois state law requires that a man's female companion shall call him "master" while out on a date. The law does not apply to married couples. • Champaign: One may not pee in his neighbor's mouth. • Chicago: Law forbids eating in a place that is on fire; It is illegal to give a dog whiskey; Kites may not be flown within the city limits; Spitting is forbidden • Cicero: Humming on public streets is prohibited

Day Three Of Break Up To A Tool
last night, i was sad... i sat there and work and i stared at my phone and i cried a little.... i worked my ass off... and went home and slept.... i woke up 4 hours later...(now) and i have a lump in my throat because the last little link i had to him... the last little way he could contact me...my YIM has been deleted... i made a new one and i left him out.... i'm not used to not being able to talk to him whenever i want, i'm not used to falling asleep without him... or waking up without him, or picking up my son from school, or even being at work all night without him in my ear calling me a dork.... i'm sad today too i guess.... i wanted to be his everything... i wanted to make things better... why was i so stupid.... i fell sor someone who so easily took his love away from me and then because HE thought i was cheating on him he dangled his love in my face, made me work so hard to be better.... to be more available to be more responsive, to care more to think more.... and even a

Too Many Puppies(rhetorical, Negative Evaluation)
Ever notice that when trying to compliment a friend on one of their pictures, there are already a ton of the same things you were about to say already there? I find it annoying when I want to comment on a photo, and I look down a long list of chunkheads saying all kinds of course, and common things. I usually refrain, as I don't merely want to jump onto the heap of pathetic-wanna-be-suitors. I really find it distasteful when people offer to have sex with the person in the picture. And equally pretensious when they start spewing poetry. Am I a pessimist? Perhaps. Though I am not a nihilist. Remember that because this is logically negative does not mean that there is nothing, to say about it. Read Hegel for more information about thesis/antithesis dialectical relationships.

Massachusetts
• A Boston mayor who disliked dancing and liked to retire early once banned midnight dancing in the Hub City. • A woman can not be on top in sexual activities. • Affiliation with the Communist party is illegal. • Alcoholic drink specials are illegal. • All men must carry a rifle to church on Sunday. • An old ordinance declares goatees illegal unless you first pay a special license fee for the privilege of wearing one in public. • At a wake, mourners may eat no more than three sandwiches. • Boston: It is illegal to play the fiddle. Two people may not kiss in front of a church. No more than two baths may be taken within the confines of the city. No one may cross the Boston Common without carrying a shotgun in case of bears. Anyone may let their sheep and cows graze in the public gardens/commons at any time except o Sundays. It is illegal to eat peanuts in church. An old law prohibits the taking of baths on Sunday. Duels to the death permitted on the common on Sundays provided that

Minnesota
• A Blue Earth, Minnesota, law declares that no child under the age of twelve may talk over the telephone unless monitored by a parent. • A Minnesota tax form is quite thorough. Some would say too thorough. It even asks for your date of death. • A person may not cross state lines with a duck atop his head. • A woman isn't allowed to cut her own hair without her husband's permission. • All bathtubs must have feet. • All men driving motorcycles must wear shirts. • Any person over the age of 12 may have a license for a handgun as long as he/she has not been convicted of a felony. • Citizens may not enter Wisconsin with a chicken on their head. • Clawson: There is a law that makes it legal for a farmer to sleep with his pigs, cows, horses, goats, and chickens. • Every man in Brainerd, Minnesota is required by law to grow a beard. • Grand Haven: No person shall throw an abandoned hoop skirt into any street or on any sidewalk, under penalty of a five- dollar fine for each offense.

Presidential Politics
No doubt a sore spot for me is the toleration, and patience that I must endure, rather rely on to calmly attend to the shallow, and groundless, yet oh so popular, destruction, and charachter defamation that our current US President, has had to endure. I myself, do not seek to be unpopular in this sentiment, however, I would rather be honest, and seek truth, than to be popular by any means. I still find it odd that most people dislike President Bush. There is very little, that when asked about, these people seem to actually know. I did a case study on this with several entirely unrelated subjects from completely different backrounds, and parts of the country. All of them self professed Bush haters. With a simple Socratic dialectical method, and completely unprepared questions, it was a matter of seconds that I was able to really punch large holes into their deeply defended ideas. Most are reluctant to let go of the positions that either accomodate them personally

New Mexico
• A city council member in Albuquerque, N.M., introduced a resolution a few years ago to ban Santa Claus from the city. The matter was defeated. • Carrizozo: It's forbidden for a female to appear unshaven in public. • Females are strictly forbidden to appear unshaven in public. • In Albuquerque, New Mexico it is illegal for cab drivers to reach out and pull potential customers into their cabs. • In Carlsbad it's legal for couples to have sex in a parked vehicle during their lunch break from work, as long as the car or van has drawn curtains to stop strangers from peeking in. • In recent years, several efforts have been made to legalize camel racing and ostrich racing in New Mexico, but to no avail. Those bills were defeated, but the legislature recently allowed gambling on bicycle races. • It's forbidden for a female to appear unshaven in public. • Las Cruces: You may not carry a lunchbox down Main Street. • State officials ordered 400 words of "sexually explicit material" to b

Oregon
• Beaverton: You must buy a $10 permit to be allowed to install a burglar alarm. • Canned corn is not to be used as bait for fishing. • Dishes must drip dry. • Eugene: It is illegal to show movies or attend a car race on Sundays. It is legal to conduct a horse race or a symphony concert. • Hood River: Juggling is strictly prohibited without a license. • In Oregon anyone with a bad reputation is prohibited from distributing malt beverages. • In Salem, Oregon, it's illegal for patrons of establishments that feature nude dancing to be within two feet of the dancers. • In Willowdale, Oregon, no man may curse while having sex with his wife. • It is against the law for animals to have sex in the city limits. • It is illegal to buy or sell marijuana, but it is legal to smoke it on your own property. • It is illegal to whisper "dirty" things in your lover's ear during sex. • It's against the law for a wedding ceremony to be performed at a skating rink. • It's against the law in Wil

Rhode Island
• Any marriage where either of the parties is an idiot or lunatic is null and void. • Exercising any labor, business, or work, or using any game, sport, play, or recreation, or causing any of the above to be done to or by your children, servants, or apprentices on the first day of the week (Sunday) results in a penalty of $5 for the first offense and $10 for the second. • In Providence, Rhode Island it is illegal to sell toothpaste and a toothbrush to the same customer on a Sunday. • In Newport, Rhode Island it is illegal to smoke from a pipe after sunset. • In Scituate, Rhode Island it is illegal to keep a flock of chickens in your motorhome if you live in a trailer park. • Impersonating a town sealer, auctioneer, corder of wood, or a fence-viewer is against the law. Penalty: $20 to $100 fine. • It is considered an offense to throw pickle juice on a trolley. • It is illegal to challenge someone to a duel, or accept a duel, even it it is never actually fought. Penalty: Imprisonm

Washington
•"It shall be unlawful for a candidate for office or for nomination thereto whose name appears upon the ballot at any election to give to or purchase for another person, not a member of his or her family, any liquor in or upon any premises licensed by the state for the sale of any such liquor by the drink during the hours that the polls are open on the day of such election." • A law to reduce crime states: "It is mandatory for a motorist with criminal intentions to stop at the city limits and telephone the chief of police as he is entering the town." • All lollipops are banned. • All motor vehicles must be preceded by a man carrying a red flag (daytime) or a red lantern (nighttime) fifty feet in front of said vehicle. • An old Washington law sent duelists to jail for ten years, assuming they didn't lose the duel. • A proposed Washington law protects sports referees from civil suit unless their actions were "willful, wanton, reckless, malicious or grossly negligent." • Auburn: Men

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the feel of the blade on my skin the warmth of the blood flowing watching the blade slice one thin line appears at a time the blood starts spilling slowly moving across my skin washing away the pain no one can see replacing it with actual pain that can be seen trying to banish the memories trying to replace the emotional and mental scars placing physical scars upon my body instead

Is It Time To Leave Ny?
I am writing this with the intention that someone...anyone will read it and give their advice / opinion. For the past few months I have been wrestling with myself in terms of where I want to be in my life. It seems that as much as I try to tell myself otherwise, I feel like perhaps its time for me to move out of here and take a fresh start on things. A little back story that has lead me to this: Alot of the friends I used to know have pretty much moved on with their lives. Some are married with kids, others just lead very busy lives or are in relationships and have disappeared off the face of the earth. It has been coming down to where I spend weekends home alone sometimes because no one is available to go out or live to far to hang out(people I know in CA, MA, WI, Canada). I used to have 2 close friends of mine that I would open up to about everything in my life. One of them stopped talking to me over an argument a few years ago, the other I realize is too busy with his ow

The Art Of Bedding A Woman.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- TAKING A WOMAN TO BED What is the difference between girls/woman aged: 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58. 68, and 78 ? At 8 -- You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 -- You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 -- You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 -- She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 -- She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 -- You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 -- If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 -- What story??? What bed??? Who the hell are you???

College Semester Is Done!!
Hey fellow Fu-Bombers i ave been a busy bee the last couple of weeks with final in college. I am done till August , and am ready tohelp out all I can with our family. I will rate , and commentanyone who drops in......Summer in now here for me.....Happy Bombng all!! John(deadmaninc10)

Are You In It?
Are You In This Auction? If you are not in the auction you have until 7:00 p.m. Eastern time to enter it. I will then stop taking entries. The auction its self starts tomorrow. The auction will run from May 15th to the 25th. If you want to be in the auction send me a message with the link to the picture that you want used in the auction, what you have to offer the highest bidder, and the entrance fee of 25,000 fu bucks. The bidding will automatically start at 25,000. This Auction is Brought To You By! Miss Crys~W.W.S. ~FU-OWNED BY Guidomedic ~ Come Undone ~And~ Only Me~DJ True Hood~@ fubar

Food
Food, like eating, is a powerful image. Foods may be scenery, or may be central images in the dream. Who prepared the food can also be an important detail to understanding what it means. For example, if there is a bowl of potato salad like Aunt Sally used to make and she has been dead for two years, Aunt Sally, or her personal influence, may be important to dream insights. Excessive amounts of food may herald fertility, gluttony, or wealth. (How did the excessive food get into the dream and how did people in the dream react to its presence?) It may be that you or others have divergent views of what constitutes excess or gluttony. Provision and fertility often go hand-in-hand: You may dream of needing more food than another because you believe you have additional responsibilities. It may be that the food was acquired simply because the means existed to acquire it-this can mean wealth or benevolence, depending on what becomes of the food. Fresh food may be a sign of renewal. This can

Vulnerability
Vulnerability has numerous expressions in dreaming. Many times, dreams will begin with symbols concerning the dreamer in relationship to other dream characters. The symbols usually show the dreamer as being vulnerable to, in power over, intimate with, or estranged from other dream characters. Situations in which the dreamer is vulnerable include dreaming of being asleep, being only partially clothed, being unable to communicate, or being physically limited through handicap or restraint. Dreams of vulnerability often resolve as rescue or victimization dreams. Because your person (either physical or spiritual) is at risk in dreams of vulnerability, the exchanges and conclusion of this dream indicate much about your life and how you see it. You may be wanting someone to come along and make things right, or experiencing a self- destructive pattern that needs resolution. This dream can often open your waking mind to ways out of the position that has you in a subservient or defensive pos

I Love My Friends!
I wanted to let all my friends on fubar that I love you all and I appreciate all the love and support that I received from you all while I was going through the death of my father. Wanted to let you all that you are in my thoughts daily.

Lol Funny
The Three Little Pigs Three Little Pigs went out to dinner one night. The waiter came and took their drink order. 'I would like a Sprite,' said the first little piggy. 'I would like a Coke,' said the second little piggy. 'I want beer, lots and lots of beer,' said the third little piggy. The drinks were brought out and the waiter took their orders for dinner. 'I want a nice big steak,' said the first piggy. 'I would like the salad plate,' said the second piggy. 'I want beer, lots and lots of beer,' said the third little piggy. The meals were brought out and a while later the waiter approached the table and asked if the piggies would like any dessert. 'I want a banana split,' said the first piggy. 'I want a cheesecake,' said the second piggy. 'I want beer, lots and lots of beer,' exclaimed the third little piggy. 'Pardon me for asking,' said the waiter to the third little piggy,' But why have you only ordered beer all e

Yoohoo
A man went to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off from his hoohoo. According to the Nurse attending, the patient's girl friend found the ring in his pants pocket and she got so mad at him, she used petroleum jelly to slip the ring on his hoohoo while he was asleep. I don't know what's worse: 1) Having your girl friend find out you're married. 2) Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your hoohoo. 3) Or finding out your hoohoo fits through your wedding ring.

The Human Spirit: Top 60 Plus One Reasons I Love Israel
[Unlike Barbara Sofer, the Jerusalem Post writer of this article, I may not relate to a lot of the cultural references, but I can relate to her pride in God's blessings. Check it out yourself. L'chaim! -- David] Why do I love Israel? Let me count the whys. Here, in no particular order, is an updated list, with new additions and highlights of recent years. 1. Jerusalem is so quiet on Shabbat that you can hear birds singing even on the main streets. 2. We change our calendars on Rosh Hashana, not January 1, because that's the real new year 3. Just hours after leading his Chelsea team to its first Champions League final, Petah Tikva-born coach Avram Grant joined the March of the Living in Auschwitz, and told all of Europe that his pride at Israel's emergence from the horrors of the Holocaust surpassed any football achievement. 4. We serve kosher food in the trendiest malls. 5. Streets bear the names of prophets and medieval poets. Our communications satellite is cal

Thoughts
I often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support. I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a goo

Father/son Stuff
My son might be a teenager now, and when his friends are along he might not always pay as much attention to me, but he still wants me there for everything. Tommorrow is a school field trip, and he has me going along. :) Then in the evening he has a school concert. I am sure in between we will find something to do as well. Last weekend he had a music competition for school. They did great... taking 4 first place trophies and 2 other awards for 2 of the individuals. The best part for me was just being there for him. He called me at least a dozen times on Saturday. His mom did go for part of it, but it was my cell ringing all the time when he wanted to tell someone something exciting. Or to ask for something lol. We talk every night. And usually when its time to hang up, he doesn't want to. He wants to keep talking, even with nothing to say. Whenever I am driving out there, he calls at least once. If I have my parents along for something they laugh, because he ALWAYS c

My Freak Is A Deleted Victim
OMG WHAT IS UP WITH FUBAR I SEEN MY GOOOOD FRIEND FITFREAK SCROLLING BY AND BEEN IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER SINCE I SEEN HIM AND HE INFORMS ME HIS ACCOUNT WAS DELTED! WHY HE'S A WONDERFUL PERSON TO KNOW? HE WAS ANOTHER ONE OF THE FIRST ON HERE TO BEFRIEND ME AND ADD ME TO HIS FAMILY! HE TRULY ROCKS AND I WAS ON HIS ABS HEHEHEHEHE LOL HE IS ALMOST HALF WAY THERE WHERE HE WAS 10,000k FROM BECOMING A ROCKSTAR...BUT I WANNA SEE HIM REACH HIGHER THEN THAT... MY FU-FRIENDS...IM ASKIN YOU TO HELP HIM PLEASE! HERE IS HIS LINK Fitfreak The FU Pool Boy@ fubar I AM BEGGIN FOR HIM PLZ HELP HIM..AND PLEASE POST THIS UNTIL HE CAN GET TO ROCKSTAR OR EVEN HIGHER!!!!! THIS IS FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZZ HERE TO HAVE ANYONE'S BACK THAT NEEDS IT! Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original aka Cat Woman@ fubar

Why You Are Fat
Put down those doughnuts fatty. It's time to listen up and stop being such a lardass. If any of the following situations applies to you then it's time to re-evaluate things, because girls don't like having sex with a human bean bag chair. 1) Ever since you read an article on the internet on tips to lose weight, you've started walking 2 flights of stairs to get to work instead of taking the elevator. Unfortunately, that is the only excersize you get all day. 2) For lunch you grab a Big Mac, Supersized Fries and another Big Mac on the side. It's ok though, you wash everything down with a Diet Coke. 3) You've bought the Magic Bullet and make a pretty mean Pizza, Milk and Fruit Smoothie. 4) On of your friends dared you to ride everywhere in a power scooter for a day. That was 4 years ago and you still are riding in a power scooter. 5) You tell people that you aren't fat....you're "big boned" or "it's glandular" or you're "pregnant". Denial is a terrible thing. 6)

No One Will Buy Me Lol But Wanted To Try
I WILL BE UP FOR AUCTION That’s right I, DJ Gothic Goddess ~ Head DJ MNG 4 Boom Boom Room is up for sale. This is the first auction I have ever been in. It starts on May 15, 2008 and runs until May 25, 2008. Be sure to keep an eye on it because who knows maybe you could be the lucky winner of me. Come on and bid you know you want too. Miss Crys ~W.W.S.~FU-OWNED BY Guidomedic ~Come Undone ~And~ Only Me ~And~ DJ True Hood is the one holding the auction. Be sure to check it out!!! ÐJ†GØTHíÇ†GÕÐÐË§§~HEAD DJ MNG 4 BOOM BOOM ROOM!@ fubar This Pimpout Brought to you By! Miss Crys~W.W.S. ~FU-OWNED BY Guidomedic ~ Come Undone ~And~ Only Me~DJ True Hood~@ fubar

A Liveing Hell
My life is spining out of control and i cant stop it i lose my father then my family, my house,truck,dog dont get to see my son as much as i want and now i have heart disease. My mind is going 2,000 mph and i cant seem to stop it i cant think right and now i am told that i have to stop all the stuff i did for fun. I cant play sports, lift weights cant party cant run around wit my son to much now when he is here. What did i do to deserve this. I try to help people as much as i can, give people the shirt off my back if thay need it,and this is what i get for it. I give and give and never get, it seem that the god have cursed me. All i want in this life is to be loved and to love to give my heart to some one, but no one want's it not even my own body. This is my life a liveing hell

Pendulum
the pendulum swings swinging high when life is good tumbleing down as life hits its lows. But like every rule out there it was broken when you stepped in. In a low point of my life you appeared, turning one of life's low moments into a high one. thankyou for not being normal :-)

Shoutbox Sounds
Another option - probably not new, but just noticed it, and one I've wanted for awhile (since I often for one reason or another want to be able to control what sounds are coming from my computer, whether for taping from an input or other reasons... - so that would mean turning the shoutbox off or closing all fubar windows...) - can now turn shoutbox sound off in profile settings.

Hating This
To everyone that i have met and are friends with I love you! I'm cancelling my account and not gonna be getting another one. You will all me missed greatly. If anyone wants to find me i'll be on yahoo and also myspace. samschewy2 on yahoo. You will all be missed greatly except for a few ppl. You know who you are... I have had fun and met some great ppl. I just can't take anymore drama and dont need it in my life right now. Too many more important things to get accomplished in my life with my kids and myself. ~Jessica~

My Man~damunchman
Some of you may know him. If you don't you should go and check him out and give him lots of fu-lovin'! And be sure to tell him that Meagan sent ya! My man, my love Eyes of green, hair of fiery red Heart of gold, soul of old I love him He's the most amazing thing that's ever happened to me. We've had a lot of things happen to us, a lot of shitty things, a lot of good things. But one thing is for sure, he's always been there for me, always been by side. Although the hard times have almost broke us apart, we're still here, still in one piece. No matter what happens, I will always be grateful for what he has given me, for what he has done for me. He has shown me that I am worthy of love and great things. And all I have to do is try my hardest, and I will be rewarded. God knows I have fought so hard to keep our love alive, and so far, it's been more than worth it. I love you Daddy, always and forever!

My Horrific Car Wreck...
I was driving home 3/4/08 when a girl ran a red light and totaled my Jeep. I fucked up my back. Pinched disk if you're wondering. That's why i haven't been on. I've been in an opiat induced coma for nearly 2 months and have been rather antisocial. I finally went back to work last week and am feeling a little better. I should be on more often now. K

Sayonara
When read this Used tranlator I am bored of all, all, with exceptions clear this !!!!!!, good I am going to travel, maybe again maybe not, but if you want to remain your friend ......... Send your e-mail and postal address and I will send you a postcard or mias news, I am going to travel today (today) at 11 pm at night I go back the other week, and there childbirth again, this time I think it will be so Final ..... Well, hoping that the world is different and even better for all bids farewell .... Albert Silverman .-

Life's Fantasy
Life's Fantasy So so many people living in life's fantasty never keeping alive dreams they long to see dreams of yesterdays marrows leading again into sorrow is this all i shall see is this all i shall be But.... what is this fantasy what does it mean to me is it for us to believe keeping us going on finding where we belong is all i want to see is all i want to be People come and they go never wanting to know dreams that they keep inside always trying to hide cant we finally let go all i want is to know is this all we believe is this all there shall be But .... what is this fantasy what does it mean to me is it for us to believe keeping us going on finding where we belong is all i want to see is all i want to be all i want is to be me i just want to be free........

Sitting
Here I sit with a broken heart, with what I thought was just a fart, at a piano slightly out of tune, finishing a song for a girl leaving in June, she's all about something because I see her online, I'm not so sure she wants to be mine, but she makes me laugh and her ass is great, I spend hours with blistered palms just to masturbate, well I dunno is she gives a flip or not, my kids say dad you write alot, oh pave me a road to her hair, so I can pull that shit and grab me a pair, lovely day oh lark in flight, that's enough of this shit, good night.

Aloha
Aloha . . the cool early ocean breeze blowing slowly across my mind . sunrise all aglow lighting the land bringing the promise of life and new beginings . the ocean rises and crashes against the rocks playing a soothing melody from me to you . recieve the gift of aloha and smell the plumeria feel the sand warm at my feet as we leave footprints across my heart . come listen to the rythm of my island and see the world like never before join me in the intimate hula of the heart . spend the time feeling the sun warm your body come and swim in the ocean of love i have to offer layback and just relax to a dream come true . taste the sweet fruit of the mango golden and ripened on the tree . glide thru the water with the dolphins on silver and blue waves of pure heaven . this is my world share it with me fed from the ocean we eat the food of kings given life from the land providing everything we need for here I am with open arms ........aloha

The Touch
The touch I find you, not knowing I am there, standing behind you, strong arms encircle you, pulling you tight against me, I kiss your neck, you melt into me, I feel you breathing, holding you against me I feel the warmth of your body blending with mine. I feel your breathing increase as I kiss you deeply feeling the deep stirrings of a primal time, I look deep in your eyes feeling the love we share with each other your lips taste sweeter than honey as they touch mine the touch of your hair, like soft silk in my hands I fingers slide thru it. Our passion starts to grow as does the heat between us so intense its hard to breathe, exploring hands tremble at each caress clothes falling in mindless heaps, soft touches...wet passionate kisses.... gentle embraces.... all become a blur as passion and desire take over. All I know is I have to have you the need is so strong, this bliss filled encounter unbearable you pull me into you, grasping my body we becom

Sexiest Knee Contest!! Opens May 15@7pm Est.
OK SO HERE IT IS.....THE CONTEST YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR IS NOW ABOUT TO BEGIN!! HERE'S HOW IT WORKS...THE PERSON WITH THE MOST COMMENTS AT THE END WINS A 7 DAY BLAST!! RATES WILL COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS!! THERE IS STILL TIME TO GET IN ON THIS SO IF YA WANT TO ENTER JUST SUBMIT TO ME A PIC OF YOUR KNEES!! THAT'S RIGHT IT'S A SEXIEST KNEES ON FUBAR CONTEST!! THE CONTEST WILL START THRUSDAY MAY 15@7pm EST. AND END MAY 21@7 PM EST.!! SO YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO ENTER IF YOU WISH!! HERE ARE THE RULES AND THE CONTESTANTS!! RULES: NO DRAMA!! HAVE FUN!! THOSE ARE THE ONLY RULES!! WE'RE ALL ADULTS SO I'M THINKIN THAT'S ALL THAT NEEDS TO BE SAID! HERE ARE YOUR CONTESTANTS: JENALICIOUS AJ LACEY LINDZ MIKEY REAPER SANI SAYRAH STEFFI SWEETIEPIE

Birthday
On Monday May 19th I turn 44. I never thought I would make it that far. LOL! Go figure. So plans for the weekend include a cookout, some out and about on the town, and who knows what else is gonna happen. I think one of my friends has a stripper coming for the party he is giving me on Friday night. Going to be interesting weekend.

A Friend In Need
The soul-wretching pain he feels I wish I could relieve The anger and hurt swallow him, drown him, wave after wave I hurt for him I am angry for him My friend has become someone new in his grief No longer a gentleman no longer "nice" Anger directs him Pain causes him to lash out Depression fills him he's barred love from his life The loss of him, for the women will be a hard hit My heart bleeds My soul screams I want to calm his anger I want to take away his pain I want to ease his hurt But all I can do is be: an ear to listen a shoulder to cry on and a heart to care 25 July 2007

I Never Realized Till Recently
How much I hate my parents. My mother is an overbearing, selfish bitch who'll make everyone's life a fucking pain in the ass just so she doesn't have to get off her own ass. My father is a spineless idiot who presumes everyone just agrees with him and won't hear anything different. How did I recently discover the extent of my hate for them? The old man got Pneumonia and ended up in the hospital for a week, and I actually enjoyed the time that my mother was gone to visit him. Then when he gets home, on an oxygen machine and a walker, my mother pulls up all of the rugs and says everyone has to take their shoes off before they come in. Fantastic, so when I get home from work, with an armload of groceries or something, I have to stand in the back room, put everything down, take off my goddamned shoes, and then proceed inside with not only the groceries but also my fucking shoes in my hands. Why? Because SHE'S TOO FUCKING LAZY TO WASH THE FUCKING FLOOR! Yeah, it's absolute bullsh

Pain Yup.
It sucks to try to be hungry but not want to get up and eat because every step you take you feel pain. I had to wait till I couldn't take it no more so I could get up to get my pizza. I could have asked for help but i guess my stubborn streak kicks in and I don't ask. I hope everyone is having a great day I am I don't let this get me down anymore lifes to short to sulk......

Lounges!
Ok, I mean, seriously... those fucking lounges are full of drama and stupid. ANd my girl's dad has decided to jump on the bandwagon and get in the middle of that stupid drama, and damn near ignores my kids because of it... well when they're there... And it's really fucking stupid and annoying as fuck... like seriously.. it's bullshit!!! so thats my two cents....

Does It Really Exist?
Isn't love and romance the craziest thing in the world? We spend a life time looking for the real thing. Only to find that the real thing is just our imagination. At least that is what I feel at this point. I won’t say that I don’t believe true and lasting love doesn’t exist. I know that it does. It just seems harder for some people to find. I genuinely love many people in my life. There are even a few men in my life that I could easily fall in love with. But I hold back from that because I know that they aren’t looking for that with me. They are looking the world over for the "perfect" woman. And I definitely don’t fit that. I am far from perfect. But I am honest, faithful and very loving towards those that I love. I have had many failed relationships in my life. Some failed due to failings on my part and some due to their failings. Then of course there are a few relationships that I didn’t realize what I had until it was too late and I let them go. How do you know that you have found

Why Do You Feel The Need To....
Now I know you men have been raised better than you act on here. Just about an hour ago I got a "shout" from a guy saying "Sweet Tits" Is that supposed to impress me? YAY! Gold star for you sparky you just made a complete ass of yourself. Do you really think that giving me a line like that or even better the one that still sticks in my mind "Do you like to get plowed?" is that really supposed to make me want to talk to you? Is there like some part of your male brain that forces you to make a perverted comment everytime you see a woman in person or online? WHERE HAVE YOUR MANNERS GONE? Its clear that you don't respect any of us, even if you don't know me atleast have enough respect to not make rude comments like the ones mentioned above. I am 18 years old and am extremely disguested by some of the comments that you supposed "men" have made to me and other women on here. This may just be an internet site but you guys that are in your 40's and 50's have no reason to be making w

Axis Mundi
In varied states of consciousness which are explored through the widespread practices of the Shaman it is believed that...time and space,matter and mind,body and soul take on different characteristics of heightened awareness which are traversed and represented by the Axis Mundi. The Axis Mundi is symbolic in not so much a figurative sense but a literal sense, meaning "the center of the world" where earth meets the sky. It has no one set place or point of focal imagery. Its image can be feminine or masculine, natural or a product of human manufacturing. How this relates to the Id, the illogical most primitive part of our psyche has been debated by scholars,scientist and naysayers alike. At one point Freud argued that the Id influenced our behavior but we are unaware of its presence. In many cultures shrines were built at the summit or base of mountains which become the centerpiece" of spiritual life. The Shaman considered "healers,witches,demonic,frauds" and other colorful array

Things I Want
Every once in a while I've had enough and just need to scream, even if no one else agrees or listens. So please don't take offense - I'm just getting some things off my chest. I want... - Tom Cruise and Al Gore set in orbit in a capsule to ward off hostile aliens looking for planets with intelligent life. - Network "Reality" TV shows to come with a disclaimer - "The following program will insult the intelligence of anyone over 10 years old. Be advised, the next hour contains only about 5 minutes of original material, the rest of the time being filled with teasers, replays, and commentary on the aforementioned." - Prior to the late 20th century there were only three recorded instances of persons with multiple personalities. Now every psychologist knows a few. Let's work on that one! - I want people to be held accountable for their own self! That's your one responsibility, from now on! Your kid breaks a window and you fix it, you get sick eating something you shouldn't,

Come In And Lets Rock It Out
WHAT HAVE WE GOT HERE COME AND SEE FOR YOURSELF JUST CLICK THE BANNER AND COME HANG OUT AND ENJOY THE MUSIC AND SEE HOW MUCH FUN WE CAN HAVE IN HERE WE WILL BLOW YOUR MINDS I AM SURE U WANT FIND NO OTHER SPOT TO HANG AND ENJOY THE TALKS WE HAVE HERE SO CLICK THE BANNER AND COME IN AND HANG WITH THE BEST !!

We Chose Each Other
You chose me I chose you you said I do I said I do some times were bad some times were good you hurt me I hurt you we both have regrets we both have sorrow I made you what you are you made me what I am I'm sorry your sorry I still love you do you still love me? I wrote this as a txt message after a fight with my ex. Feel free to use it if you want.

Short/dining Room
Just the sound of your breath makes me gasp and my legs warm. My heart flutters little memories of childhood fantasies of “Happily Ever After”, and I just lay in wait. My breasts ache. They longed to be touched, caressed, molded, suckled into prime condition, knowing their place in the grand scheme of things. My body heat rises, and my heart starts to pulse even stronger than ever. So hot. So sweaty. So warm and inviting. Your arms. How I wish that I could be in them now. To have them wrapped around me in a tight embrace, only to be flipped around and have my dress hiked up to my hips. My thong ripped off , and shoes kicked to the other side of the room, he presses me up against the wall, grabbing my leg and pulling it up to my chest. I take a deep breath in as his fingers slide into me…teasing me, giving me just that hint of what more to expect. My fingers work their way through his belt, and then moved to undo his breaches. Sliding my fingers down his hips

What Are Cankles?
DISCLAIMER: (this blog contains mundane, boring, day to day crap that I feel the need to write about...if you're here for entertainment purposes I suggest you lurk somewhere else....all I do is complain and or celebrate the goings on of my day to day existance...so, if any of this interests you...feel free to voyeur...otherwise, Fuck off!) It has been over a month now that I've enthusiastically engaged in a regular weighlifting schedule...and today, my friends, was arms. If I had to pick a favorite; arms would be second choice only to legs. I love me some deadlifts! Crazy, I know, but there's just something about bending over and lifting that barbell and feeling it deep in the gluteus muscles that makes me happy, strong and hopefull for when I see the results of my labor in the mirror...it's called a pretty ass! And oh how I'm striving for it as I speak! Recently I had a conversation with a friend of mine who insistantly complained of having "cankles". Huh? I've heard Hill

My Dawn
"Beanie...I just want to know..." She starts the conversation off. And instantly I smile. My body floods with happy feelings and I wait to hear her go on. "..Do you really go to hell for masturbating because...really? I'm going to hell." I laugh into the phone so hard I feel my body shake. "No! Who the fuck told you that?!" "No one..." she sounds serious with a side of giggle. "...but I you know there's crazy stuff in the bible." I laugh. "Do you want me to go on about the bible?" "Beanie...have you read the bible?" "I have read a whole hell of a lot of it." I laugh "...im just saying...im home aloooone, don't wanna watch Tv...what the hell else am I supposeda do...really?" "Well I have absolutely no idea." "I know Beanie...cuz If im going to hell for masturbation you are too...and really would that be so bad?" Sometimes when I meet people. I get an instant feeling of a certain color.I cannot explain why or what the hell the color is for. But most

The Fine Line Between Good Medicine And 'dangerous Drugs'
A history of the battle between politics and science over the use of marijuana as a medicine. The following is an excerpt from "Dying to Get High" by Wendy Chapkis and Richard J. Webb (NYU Press, 2008). (c) 2008 NYU Press. For many modern critics, the concept of "medical marijuana" is a contradiction in terms. Medicine is standardized, synthetic, and pure; marijuana involves the unrefined and promiscuous coupling of more than four hundred components rooted in the dirt. Medicine -- in its most powerful and privileged forms -- rests in the hands of men, while the most potent form of marijuana is found in the female flowering plant. Medicine engages in heroic battles against death. Marijuana claims only to enhance the quality of life. Medicine presents itself as an objective science safeguarded by the ritual of the double-blind, randomized clinical trial. The therapeutic value of marijuana relies largely on the "soft science" of subjective experience and anecdotal evidence. From

Hall & Oats - She's Gone
Everybody's high on consolation Everybody's trying to tell me what's right for me My daddy tried to bore me with a sermon but it's plain to see that they can't comfort me Sorry Charlie for the imposition I think I've got it, got the strength to carry on I need a drink and a quick decision Now it's up to me, ooh what will be Chorus: She's Gone Oh I, Oh I'd better learn how to face it She's Gone Oh I, Oh I'd pay the devil to replace her She's Gone - what went wrong Up in the morning look in the mirror I'm worn as her tooth brush hanging in the stand my face ain't looking any younger now I can see love's taken her toll on me She's Gone Think I'll spend eternity in the city let the carbon and monoxide choke my thoughts away and pretty bodies help dissolve the memories but they can never be what she was to me She's Gone

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man , still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue w

Fubar Room Rules
1. No use of cunt, retard, rape or racial slurs (all races) 2. No continuous fighting or drama in main room, go to pm or go else where 3. Must give age, vouchers is acceptable from the regulars only 4. Different age on profile more than 2 years is an auto kick, unless good reasoning; 5. No pms to ppl that dont know u, unless given permission 6. Mute ur mic or turn it down no blasting music(mute if not speaking at anytime) 7. Must be 18+ unless host approves 8. No link dropping at anytime for other rooms or lives 9. Need help or want mod hit ALT + F4 and be assisted 10. Break these rules, you will be kicked, dont like it fuck off and find another room. My box is open for complaints. might not like how i respond, have a nice fucking day

Fubar Mod Rules
1. MUST ask ages and profile checks 2. ANY arguements with other mods take it to pm if not both will be demodded and booted 3. Must be a member of fubar and fubar lounge 4. Must be go by the room rules 5. If come back and demodded w/o me sayin why then that means room reset, so dont ask me what did u do or u will not get mod back til further notice 6. Any whining or begging for mods please feel free to hit ALT and f4 at any time or be kicked

Beauties Aura~
Beauties aura unravels her euphoric spices upon freedom's wings... The skin of nature, paints the brush of a colors caress, as Lavender whispers kiss the silk air... Life's tranquility breathes on nature's floor...

Awakening To Heartbreak.
I loved you whole. I told you all my flaws. I exposed my soul to you. In return, you hid your soul from me. I tried desperately to draw you out of your shell. I coaxed you into telling me the truth a few times, but never could you be whole with me. Never could you love me whole. You loved me with bits and pieces of your true self. I was naive to believe you'd love me. You don't love yourself. How can I expect you to love me? All I was to you was a dream. I'll never be your reality. You won't let yourself awaken to the love standing before you. It's your greatest fear to be loved. All you ever knew of love was hurt. I'd never hurt you. I'd never abandon you. Instead, you did it to me. You pushed the dream away. All I ever wanted was you..... not your little white lies. My eyes were closed because my heart was so forgiving. Now I open them.... and I am awakening to heartbreak. I do not regret you. I do not regret loving you. My only regret is... your regret you will have when you lose me

Apathy...maybe
Curled up in a world of pain. Hurt by those closest to me. But then again... Aren't those the only ones that can ever hurt you? Aching and longing, I want to be understood I yearn for the same compassion, Understandings I offer to others. Things I have been unable to achieve. A lifetime goes by and the pain still stays. The hurt is neverending, unbridled with lust. The desire to dig deeper into my soul, Bury itself to turn me into ice. To make this love and knowledge worthless. Creating a decay of emptiness where my heart used to beat. My eyes now glassy, incapable of caring. Lacking the emotions of the human they are within. Reflections of my inner-most feelings Now lost in eternal death. Has it become too late to repair the damage? Let us hope not, but hope I can no longer do.

Sick Of Stupid Crap
I don't accept requests without a salute pic. I tell people this in a polite way even though it's stated more than once on my page. I had one of these conversation with the person below early yesterday. Then last night I got this: 11:30 PM Revolver -...: Hmm so you're divorced. What a surprise that is.... 11:44 PM ->Revolver -...: not sure what thats supposed to mean but whatever i guess 11:45 PM Revolver -...: It really wasnt meabt to be rude, really. 11:45 PM ->Revolver -...: k (After this point, I closed the top on my notebook & went to bed.) 11:46 PM Revolver -...: Just ignore me. You have your ways and that is just fine. Take care Hun. Directly after this exchange: Revolver - The ... re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! So, this morning I said: ->Revolver -...: funny... you insult me, saying it's not surprising i'm divorced... i mean how is that anything other than an insult? i reply, you say you meant nothing by it... i say k & go to fucking bed. then you get pissy

Silence Please!
Silence Please! By: April Terry Silence please, Can you hear that? Of course you can’t. You never could hear me! I scream all day! And all night! Hoping and praying, This time you just may. Deep inside, It’s killing me. Do you like what you see? With each passing moment, I slowly wither away. Am I invisible? Do I even exists? Was I even really real? Maybe someone dreamt me up. Could I be ones fantasy? I try so hard, But get no where. Stuck in this landslide, Only way is down. Silence please, Can you hear me yet? I’m here, Please will you listen? I lay at your feet, Reaching up for your hand? But you never look down, You don’t know I’m here. Clawing at you, Screaming as loud as I can. You never even flinch. What’s the point? Was there ever one? Looking at my hand, I notice I can see throw it. Is the master of this dream waking? Soon will I be, Gone forever? Without an ounce, Of notice from you. You where always to busy, And now I’m gon

Economic Stimulus
Economic Stimulus rebate The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 economy stimulus rebate. If we spend that money at Walmart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan ...and none of these options will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes, weed, beer, and tattoos, since these are the only products still produced in the USA. Thank you for your help & please support the US.

My Friend Needs You Guys To Show Her Some Madddd Luv Thanks!
THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST OF THIS YEAR I AM IN A RACE FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS. FIRST TO GET TO 20,000 COMMENTS WINS. RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS PLEASE HOOK ME UP,RACE BEGAN YESTERDAY I AM CURRENTLY IN THE LEAD AND NEED TO STAY THERE !!!!!! I PLAN TO USE WINNINGS IF I WIN FOR A CONTEST OF MY OWN NEED TO LEVEL UP BAD BEEN AT MY LEVEL A LONG TIME!!! SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND AT LEAST RATE ME AND IF YA HAVE TIME COMMENT BOMB MY AZZ LMAO! THANKS SOOOOO MUCH!!! AND TO ALL WHO HAVE SHOWED ME SOOOO MUCH LOVE ALREADY WANTED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS AND BIG HUGS AND KISSES YOU ARE ALL AWESOME AND I SO APPRECIATE YOU!! IF YOU EVER NEED ME I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS I AM JUST A SHOUT AWAY AND NEVER FEEL BURDENED I LUV TO HELP MY FRIENDS!! WITH MORPHS, ANNIMATIONS, LOUNGE SKINS,KEWL BULLYS, OR JUST AN EAR TO LISTEN. I AM HERE FOR YOU!! DJ "E" LLUSION"

Vette.
ok guys. anyone who reads this. i need some suggestions. i have this friend that wants to sell me her 84 vette cuz she cant drive a stick and shes only askin 3 grand for it. here is where you come in. i need any and all suggestions that you guys may have regarding the problem in question. i need to raise 3 grand in 3 weeks. HELP. it is my dream car and i wont get another chance like this. thanks guys, shaun

Part #2 Of The Bullshit(enters The Fake Profile)
Isnt this amazing check this shit out the fake ass profile comes to my page and rates me a 10 and fans me before she fans anyone else! so i fronted up the lying ass fake! screens of the convo and of her page. enjoy folks!! tell me would you look at this page and believe this person? Here is the link imma ho@ fubar you will see me asking for any sort of proof including what lounge i was supposed to be talking shit in but she avoided that question completely! hmmmmmmmm makes you wonder huh. so what do ya'll think huh ? not willing to give any proof other than she claims to have seen me in "Some" lounge! such bullshit !

A Maiden's Heart
A Maiden's Heart Shall this maiden's eyes ever gaze into the windows of his soul? Will she ever know a touch so in control? He came into her life like a thief into the night, He gave her feelings and scared away her fright. She is forever burned into his spirit so free, He shall never forget the love she gave to thee. Within his mind he can see the glistening of her soft skin, It shows him of the love his heart could win. To see the gentleness within her makes his pain cease to be, To feel her body next to his is what was meant to be. She is the elagance and beauty that has always been there, It is for his love her heart shall forever care. Can they find their way back to each other? When they realize for each there is not another. Will she see in his eyes what she feels within her heart? Or Will she be afraid and let love slip by and tear her world apart? This maiden has known no love more strong, He's never felt with another he did bel

You Are My Everything
You Are My Everything My eyes shine... Because you are their light. I speak... Because you are my words. My Spirit soars... Because your spirit soars with me. My arms reach... Because you are there to embrace. I walk... Because you walk beside me. My love survives... Because you are my heart. My passion burns... Because your passion blazes within me. I smile... Because you are my laughter. I am me... Because you are everything to me. Written By: Wilma S. Hill copyright©2006

Smiles
When I see you, your smile... the way it lights up your eyes, I have no choice...I smile as well. I can look into your eyes for hours on end and never get tired of the sparkle. To be able to touch you, feel your smooth skin under my hands, to have your lips press against mine, our bodies pressed agaisnt one another.... a smile touches my face thinking about it. I am not submissive but would gladly kneel before you to make that smile happen again. I yearn to please you, I would fullfill your every desire to bring that smile to your face. And, although I know we will never be together, every day I look to you to see your eyes gleam and sparkle with the smile that adorns your face and I thank you for letting me share that with you.......

Saint Peter
Three Italian nuns die and go to heaven. At the Pearly Gates, they are met by St. Peter. He says, 'Sisters, you all led such exemplary lives that the Lord is granting you six months to go back to earth and be anyone you wish to be. The first nun says, 'I want to be Sophia Loren;' And *poof* she's gone. The second says, 'I want to be Madonna and *poof* she's gone. The third says, 'I want to be Sara Pipalini..' St. Peter looks perplexed. 'Who?' he ask Sara Pipalini,' replies the nun. St. Peter shakes his head and says, 'I'm sorry, but that name just doesn't ring a bell.' The nun then takes a newspaper out of her habit and hands it to St. Peter .. St. Peter reads the paper and starts laughing. He hands it back to her and says. 'No sister, the paper says it was the ' Sahara Pipeline' that was laid by 1,400 men in 6 months.'

Alabama Blonde
ALABAMA BLONDE Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the crap table. A very attractive blonde woman from South Alabama arrived and bet $20,000 on a single roll of the dice. She said, 'I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I play topless.' With that, she stripped to the waist; rolled the dice; and yelled, 'Come on, Southern Girl needs new clothes!' As the dice bounced and came to a stop, she jumped up-and-down and squealed 'YES! YES! I WON! I WON!' She hugged each of the dealers ... and then picked up her winnings, and her clothes, and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumfounded. Finally, one of them asked, 'What did she roll?' The other answered, 'I don't know ... I thought you were watching.' Moral of the story: 1.. Not all Southerners are stupid. 2.. Not all blondes are dumb. 3.. But all men ... are men

Kids Say The Darndnest Things
A day without sunshine is like... night Kids are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America.… MA RIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your maths multipl i cation on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. __________________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?' GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L' TEACHER: No, that' s wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. ____ _ _____________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago. WINNIE: Me! ______________

In Your Absence
When you aren't here, it is like part of me is missing. I can't get anything done because all I think about is YOUR lips I should be kissing. It has only been 3 1/2 days since you have been gone, but the days seem like years just dragging by How did I survive before W/we were WE and it was just "I"?

Testosterone
My poetry hardly ever rhymes- It's really just fragments of thought I have at any given moment. Today I must be horny LOL His ripped flesh glistening with sweat as he swings that hammer or chops the wood holy hell the scent permeating from him gets my juices flowing tingles run up my spine It takes everything I have not to jump on him that very moment

Awww She's But Hurt
so ok the mumm expired as i was posting the comment and so this chick who is all but hurt because she red my comment which included mo mo and punkins comments on it in it and after punkins i put ya got the moron part right because punkin said fu-reality is an oxymoron lol which i found amusing any way she sends me a kiss lmao some one sounds a little butt hurt dontcha think?

I'm Back
I'm finally back online. It wasn't even two weeks but it felt like forever. I totally had withdrawals proving that I REALLY am addicted to fubar..lol So here I am in Texas, single, and living with my parents. How peachy..lol. Anyway I missed everyone and I'm ecstatic to be back!!! Cya around..xoxo.

Blaze
Wind and light from below me stray , I look down at the stars Who are you to judge this space My home My face My pills My race I challenge you to above laws taste ,who's to succomb? You have seen what I have but havent felt what I hold Your eyes have changed to me for I have stolen your glow Did you realize? I open this door with a grand fury that no one else can hold , For its been here so long Born for you On this day I will expand Your touch will fade as I already know you are to be forgotten But I will remember Just for you To have you banashed from this world to collide with my eyes again Your steep fall I will remember and you will know I look down at the stars And you dont compare

Miss Andi Did It Again
OK, so you have no idea how hard it was for me to make this bulletin! Clowns scare the shit out of me! All except this Clown! ☆™©CantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ☆Clown's Posse Leader☆@ fubar Go show her some Mad Love! She's also in a giveaway for a Happy Hour! Go bomb her pic, she needs 50,000 comments! This bulletin was brought to you by the one & only, never duplicated, super spazzy... ♥Miss Andi♥ - I am SpAzTaStIc! *Clown's Posse*@ fubar (repost of original by '♥Miss Andi♥ - I am SpAzTaStIc! *Clown's Posse*' on '2008-05-15 10:20:28')

Ca Overturns Gay Marriage Ban
I am so happy to find out that the California Supreme Court has overturned the ban on Gay marriages. If you're interested you can find more info at http://www.abcnews.go.com/US/wireStory?id=4859659 Here is a little blog I had written before and I still stick by what I said: I am so pissed off at society these days. Okay so the subject of gay marriage seems to be a hot topic. I don't understand what people are thinking. There used to be a ban on inter-racial marriages. People used to get killed over it. Then people realized there was no way that they were going to be able to keep two people that loved each other that happened to be different colors of skin away from being together. NOTHING THEY COULD DO STOPPED THIS. So finally they gave up and allowed it. Now what? Now they say two people of the same sex can not show their ultimate love for each other and do this by the means of marriage. First off, who the fuck gives anyone the right to say who you can or can't marry or even love f

Two Souls By Chance
Two Souls By Chance A heart shall never see a ray of light, So strangely passionate nor shine so Bright. As a chance by two souls that touch each Other's essence as they pass like ships In the night,For one chance Is all that is needed with our arms to hold our love so tight. Love is the ancient hunger of the heart's silent Call, The heart's way of bonding through the Four season's winter,spring, summer and fall. The passion one feels deep inside is always hidden Within like the beauty of a rose you can't seem to Hold, It's true beauty is only shown when it's petals Unfold. So if a chance encounter is all that you are given at This time,Take it every so gently within your heart an True love could be thine. Let thy eyes gaze across the bay and you will see,How two souls passing each other can bring a love truely meant to be. Written By: Wilma S. Hill copyright©2006

Funny Joke
Three racehorses were standing in a stable bragging to each other one day. The first horse boasts "I've been in 59 races and I've won 35 of them." "That's nothing," says the second horse. "I've raced 97 times, and I've won 78 of them!" The third horse joins in: "Well, I've raced 122 times and I've won 102!" Just then, the horses hear a voice say, "I've got you all beat!" The horses look down and sees a greyhound. "I've raced over 200 times, and I have NEVER lost!" The horses look at the dog in amazement. One of them says "How about that! A talking dog!"

Fag Hag Stag
A few days ago I got these shouted messages "im not gay get out of my lobby" "get out of here u faggot" The gentleman in question is retired38 Show him your love :) ************************************** What retired doesn't realize is ladies love gay men.:) A lady who hangs around a gay man for compliments, talk about moisturisers and fake tan products isa FAG HAG. A guy who hangs around ladies who hang around gay men is a FAG HAG STAG :)

Race To 20,000, Please Help!!
YES, TENNISGIRL1987 IS IN ANOTHER CONTEST. THIS TIME IT'S A RACE TO BE THE FIRST TO GET TO 20,000. RATES ARE WORTH 5 POINTS AND COMMENTS ARE WORTH 1 POINT. THE PRIZE? ONE MILLION FUBUCKS!! SHE IS ALREADY VERY BEHIND, SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO RATE AND COMMENT! :-D

From A Friend
a friend posted this on myspace and it really made me think... all of you pretty much knows what goes on in my life per my blogs and pics, so why should i have to hide who i am... ty holly! about love-from a friend If it is a necessity to change your personality to have"love" then that is not love. If you have to hide your thoughts , feelings and friends, that is not love. If you are constantly having to prove yourself, that is not love. Love is accepting someone for who they are, flaws and all. Love is putting the other person's feelings before your own and they will do the same for you. Love is when you each make the other a priority. Love is not intentionally hurting the other person, just because you can, or they hurt you. When you truly love someone, you want the best for them, whether or not it is with you. It is hard to let go, but it can be done. Love, real love is more than passion or sex. Real love is about trust, being honest with the other person and yo

Dear Dogs N Cats
Dear Dogs and Cats, When I say to move, it means go someplace else, not switch positions with each other so there are still two of you in the way. The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the objective. Tripping me doesn't help, because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king size bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue to sleep on the couch to ensure your comfort. Look at videos of dogs and cats sleeping - they can actually curl up in a ball! It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sti

Life Iscrazy
wow i change so much from lil kid to now but now i'm still trouble lolz but at least i still look good but kinda the same person and same personailty yup..... so therefore i had 2 create a blog 'cause' i'm bored!!!!

Taking On 7 Years...
yeah, today is no good. not only is monday gay. but it's also May 15th. this is year 7. and if you don't know what i'm talking about i guess i can explain. R.I.P. Jeremy. this week has been pretty hard for me. today is the hardest. you see, exactly 7 years ago, my oldest brother Jeremy James Lipinski, who was 20 at the time, shot and killed himself. i miss him so damn much. i cant believe he's been gone for 7 years now! i was only 12 when he died. i mean i turned 13 the week after, but when you think about that holy shit i was young. im 19 now, 20 on the 24th. ive grown and matured so much (being serious here). i mean he has missed so much in those 7 years. i mean i wish he was here, not just for me, but to watch his godchild and niece, Anna grow up. she was less than a year old when he died, now she will be 8 in october. i mean damn. and Matthew, our little brother, he has grown so much too! Jeremy is missing it all. i wish i knew why he did it. it would help me a lot. ma

When I Wish Upon A Star
when i wish upon a star i wish you were near and not so far but that star tells me that your not as far as you seem to someone must be wishing on the same bright star and getting the wishes i wish for i wish you were near and not so far cause you are my shinning star

When People Talk About Love
When people talk about love they usually mean the feelings between two people. If you dont give it nourishment love can become bitter and cold; and cause it to fall apart and die. With the right nourishment it can grow to be a beautiful feeling. Love is like a rose with the right nourishment it can grow to be a beautiful flower. If it is not nourished it will wither and die. So if you have love keep it happy and nourished and one day it will be the best thing in the world you could ever dream of having.

A Season Of Solitude
From time to time, I would stop by to pick up a blog entry and send it to another site , but I haven't been here in ages. So much has happened, so much has challenged me, and so much has changed that I'm not even the same person I was last week, much less last year. I delude myself in thinking that anyone on this site would even remember me, much less care, about where I've been, what I've done and what I've seen. Isn't that what blogging is for: self delusion for self medication? It numbs the heart against the pain of past choices and mistakes. Everything seems so long ago. In the last year I have: 1. Moved to southern California 2. quit my job and started a business 3. Finished work on 2 plays in pre-production 4. Fallen in love 5. Come back to earth and gotten serious In the last year, I have experienced homelessness, despair, love, hope, hopelessness, fear, joy, freedom and breaking free from the mental slavery that drives us all toward bleak nothingness.

Drama
So i had someone send me an email calling me a dirty cheating whore and how it's no wonder dennis left me, and how i'm a great role model of a mother and all this bullshit. ANd how I didn't deserve dennis' love and how great of a guy he was to me, and how stupid i was and all this shit.... The profile was created today. Obviously fake.THe cunt scab didn't even have the balls to email me from his/her real page. I'm fucking done. This is too much fucking drama. Sure he tells people I cheated on him.... He doesn't tell them about all the shit he did to me... letting his family treat me like shit... letting his mother take my daughter from me... going to court accusing me of physically and sexually abusing tash... and the BULLSHIT he pulled... fuck no... he tells them i cheated on him... and HE LEFT ME... mother fucker was begging me to come back to him til he met some whore online... so what the fuck ever... I am so fucking done dealing with this fucked up drama....

Epiphany
Epiphany So lost in the dark but I see the light A way out is the only thing I need It seems i'm the only one who'll sacrifice I'll dig my fingers into the ground till I bleed Life will never be a short fight Before I close my eyes Your face is the last thing i see Like a moth to the outside light What's left to do, what's left to be? I let pass by the better part of my years Waiting for something, praying to someone Stricken by paranoia, harboring fears Regretting everything I've done My mind will never be clear We were never meant to be alone I've reaped what I've sewn I had an epiphany Happiness filled my past Struggling, I fall It's been so long These things never last

!0 Year Olds...how Cute
Bruce and Jenny are only 10 years old, but they just know that they are in love. One day they decide that they want to get married, so Bruce goes to Jenny's father to ask him for her hand. Bruce bravely walks up to him and says, 'Mr. Smith, me and Jenny are in love and I want to ask you for her hand in marriage.' Thinking that this was just the cutest thing, Mr. Smith replies, 'Well Bruce, you are only 10. Where will you two live?' Without even taking a moment to think about it, Bruce replies, 'In Jenny's room. It's bigger than mine and we can both fit there nicely.' Still thinking this is just adorable, Mr. Smith says with a huge grin, 'Okay then, how will you live? You're not old enough to get a job. You'll need to support Jenny.' Again, Bruce instantly replies, 'Our allowance...Jenny makes 5 bucks a week and I make 10 bucks a week. That's about 60 bucks a month, and that should do us just fine.' By this time Mr. Smith is a little shocked that Bruce has put so much

Im Proud To Be A Veteran...please Read To The End
This is a true story.... Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. Looking around, confused, they asked, "Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?" She replied, "You can't have a desk until you tell me what you have done to earn the right to sit at a desk." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said."Maybe it's our behavior." She told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gather

Oil Shortage
A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical. ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ TEXAS and ALASKA ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in....WASHINGTON !!!