Fubar Blog Posts 4

Life Used To Be Good, But .....
i used to trip and stay so high, i'd even climb buildings and think i can fly, i never jumped but i soon fell,and where i'm at now is my own personal hell this single life is far worse than it seems, with tearful pains of long lost dreams, the nights alone lying in my bed, with romantic memories lost in my head, missing the the calls that never come, ignoring excuses that sound so dumb,or other peoples views to help me cope, but since they are so far and few, i spend all my time feeling lonely and blue, so listen all you men and women, life is too precious to treat as a toy, before you say things that you don't mean, just to level up... think about the persons feeling, when they're let down...................................................................................

Rewiring
Because our former small-town parish was not a wealthy one, our pastor was dependent on parishioners for upkeep and maintenance of the church. Once he asked my husband, Sam, to rewire the confessionals. The only way to reach the wiring was to enter the attic above the altar and crawl over the ceiling by balancing on the rafters. Concerned for my husband's safety, I waited in a pew. Unbeknownst to me, some parishioners were congregating in the vestibule. They paid little attention to me, probably assuming I was praying. Worried about my husband, I looked up toward the ceiling and yelled, "Sam, Sam, are you up there? Did you make it okay?" There was quite an outburst from the vestibule when Sam's hearty voice echoed down, "Yes, I made it up here just fine!"

What Next???
Great News, NOT Hip surgery is a on. I will be put in traction and my joint pulled apart.( Sounds Horrible doesn't it? ) Although this surgery will be a walk in the park compaired to my last surgery in Pittsburg. Me on crutches is going to be interesting. I'll be an accident waiting to happen. I have been walking on a torn cartledge for almost three years. I did a half split fall about three years ago. My friend noticed a few days later that my entire thigh was black. Not black and blue just black. I should have had it checked out then. You know what they say hind sight is 20/20. ( I so miss his awsome smile ) So off to Pittsburg for surgery. I will be recuperating at my daughters house for awhile. Which means the lap top and DIAL UP Aaahhh! I hate dial up but it's better than nothing. I'll be up and dancing in no time without pain finally !!!!! YEAAAAA!!!! Say a big prayer for me PLZ...... .

Psst.. Want Bombed??
Hey there Friends.... I am trying to cut 1/2 off on becoming Oracle tonight, so this is what I plan on doing. I am going to turn Off my Shout Box & light my Bomb (Thanks Mongo) . In order to be bombed tonight, you need to have rated a 250 folder of mine & Message me to let me know. It's all about being fair, I sit here days on end at times & rate pics & only get a Profile rate in return. We're all busy, I understand that. I am mainly* interested in those that are not yet Oracle, so now's your chance, if you want to be Bombed tonight then stop by & show me some love & leave your link to your folder in a Private Message. *If Blinged, you will Automatically be Bombed

I Love The Conversations I Have With People, When They Make Me Think:)
Date: Jun 12, 2009 5:20 PM Subject: RE: Body: I do. They say what they think people want to hear. Let me ask you if you were on your death bed and loved someone with all uour heart but they did not love you would you want them to lie and tell you they love you or be honest and break your heart before you go? There in lies your answer. People don't like hurting others feelings. Though one thing they do not realize is that though it may hurt your heart will heal it is better to be told I don't love you than I love you and find out later on they never did you that said i think saying it and taking it back to appease someone is the biggest betrayal of the heart ever. I don't believe in fate, I believe we make our own destiny and we have a say in what fate sets in motion. I don't believe it is soly up to fate. I believe there is more than one person out there for everyone, I do not believe in one soul mate. If that was true everyone would always be single. We would always be alo

Grrrr
To say I'm Pissed off would be an understatement. I don't understand how I can be me and get walked all over. It seems that nothing that I do is ever good enough. Well guess what I'm not fucking wonder woman if you don't fucking like it too god damn bad. I'm done trying to please anyone. I can't take this anymore. I am not anyone's door mat. If you don't like who I am then don't talk to me. Just don't try and sneak behind my back and run your mouth about me because I'm not stupid. When you talk to me treat me with some form of respect because if you don't I will block each and every one of you. Yes I said it call me a bitch call me whatever the fuck you want to but I'm done play nice. I'm a kind hearted person yes but I will not take this nor should I have to. Anyways I love some of ya

Facebook
Ok, so I logged into facebook today, I dont go there to often. On the side they have that whole, people you may know thing, and who do you think pops up in there......Dawn!! The one woman who I can't seem to get away from!! What is up with that? She is also on myspace too. In her profile, yes I looked, she has that she likes spending time with her boyfriend. Her "boyfriend" is butt nasty, and a major dirtbag! I know I am not the best looking guy in the world but this guy is just ugly, she had to stoop very low to get him. He is a drunk, and now she is too, and user, he brags about how he inst worryed about having to work cause she takes care of him. She thinks he is sooo great. If she where to lose her job, and she will, he will be gone in the blink of and eye. I will sit back and smile and say "I told you so". I worked with this man I know him very well. And it will all come to pass, in time. I might be unemployed but I will not ever let someone take care of me. OK OK I am letting the

Where The Name Comes From.
Bisclavret By Marie de France Since I'm making lais, Bisclavret Is one I don't want to forget. In Breton, "Bisclavret"'s the name; "Garwolf" in Norman means the same. Long ago you heard the tale told-- And it used to happen, in days of old-- Quite a few men became garwolves, And set up housekeeping in the woods. A garwolf is a savage beast, While the fury's on it, at least: Eats men, wreaks evil, does no good, Living and roaming in the deep wood. Now I'll leave this topic set. I want to tell you about Bisclavret.

Marriage
just wanted everyone on here to know my husband is this super sexy man on here with faults...like being on fubar to talk to desperate people like urselfs...... it makes him feel like a real man or something...just like u im asking what am i not doing right to keep him happy at home....i guess i will never really know since he tells me i do every thing right and great for him, that hes just stupid and likes to act like an ass.

I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings
I know why the caged bird sings by Maya Angelou A free bird leaps on the back Of the wind and floats downstream Till the current ends and dips his wing In the orange suns rays And dares to claim the sky. But a BIRD that stalks down his narrow cage Can seldom see through his bars of rage His wings are clipped and his feet are tied So he opens his throat to sing. The caged bird sings with a fearful trill Of things unknown but longed for still And his tune is heard on the distant hill for The caged bird sings of freedom. The free bird thinks of another breeze And the trade winds soft through The sighing trees And the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright Lawn and he names the sky his own. But a caged BIRD stands on the grave of dreams His shadow shouts on a nightmare scream His wings are clipped and his feet are tied So he opens his throat to sing. The caged bird sings with A fearful trill of things unknown But longed for still and his Tune is heard on the distant hill For the caged

To Whom It May Concern
To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)If you were so concerned you would know by nowThat I am definitely not just fuckin' aroundThe things that are on my mind that I find is suicideBut I just can't close my eyes and black out this mortal lifeI wish so bad each day that I could find a faceThat really feels what they say but each face keeps turning awayAll your lies come together each timeAll your lies feed the fire insideAll your lies give me the desire to dieRealize you're really the only reason whyTo whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)To whom it may concern (To whom it may concern)If you were so concerned you would know by nowThat I have needed your help to prevent me from falling downYou would have seen the signs if you weren't so fuck

Dates
January 200923 - St. Paul, MN - Xcel Energy Center24 - Kansas City, MO - Sprint Center25 - Council Bluffs, IA - Mid America Center27 - Madison, WI - Alliant Energy Center28 - Des Moines, IA - Wells Fargo Arena30 - Rosemont, IL - Allstate Arena31 - Auburn Hills, MI - The Palace of Auburn HillsFebruary 20092 - Peoria, IL - Peoria Civic Center3 - Indianapolis, IN - Pepsi Coliseum5 - New York, NY - Madison Square Garden6 - Lowell, MA - Tsongas Arena7 - Camden, NJ - Susquehanna Bank Center9 - Greensboro, NC - Greensboro Coliseum Complex10 - Charlotte, NC - Cricket Arena11 - Greenville, SC - Bi-Lo Center13 - Baltimore, MD - 1st Mariner Arena14 - Lexington, KY - Rupp Arena15 - Nashville, TN - Sommet Center17 - Duluth, GA - Gwinnett Center18 - Orlando, FL - UCF Arena19 - Pensacola, FL - Pensacola Civic Center21 - Corpus Christi, TX - Concrete Street Amphitheater22 - Grand Prairie, TX - Nokia Theatre23 - Tulsa, OK - BOK Center26 - Houston, TX - Verizon Wireless Theater28 - El Paso, TX - El Paso

Part 1
Emotions lapp at my feet, surgeing to and fro to an unfathomable current. A tide of colors rush against my feet to splash up into the air billowing around the room like a miriad rainbow on a summer day when it starts to drizzle. It is beyond beautiful to watch, and yet all I want to do is scream at the top of my lungs in sheer terror. Emotions laid to rest a long time ago. Life was so much safer when they laid dormant in the depths of my soul. Dead inside, but no pain or betrayals, just the fun that life is, the boundless unending array of troubles my mind could conjour with no worry of any complications. And here I find myself in a place I never expected to be again. Emotions, ever the sneaky bastards can't be fettered one at a time, its often all or nothing. They come up to shackle and bind me in ways I can't handle. There embrace a soft silken touch, the merest brush against my skin can bring shivers of extasy, pleasure or pain. They taunt and laugh at me, threatening wit

Wanting......
Wanting.. I want to give myself to you, kissing, touching, having fun,giving you all of me to make us two come together just as one.To have our bodies intermingle,to touch you, please you until you feel that tingle.To caress the curve of your butt,oh my God, I cant believe the luck.You are so soft and warm to my touch,I have never felt like this to want someone so much.You caress my breast, and kiss my neck,your touch is erotic, hot, and delicate.I feel the pressure of your body on top of me,you groan, I moan, all great sounds of pleasures to be.You feasts on my body, like you are starving for nutrition,I want you to understand, I have tricks like a magician.You plunge to a dark sea that you do not know,we are both in territory that will make us glow.You are deeper and deeper into me,this is the way I always wanted it to be.Your body glistens in the shadow of the candle light,oh my, what a beautiful delight.As we come to the highest pleasure,our climax is off the chart something

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Onto the seaI sailed my boatAnd prayed that itWould stay afloatFrom dawn til duskFrom dusk til dawnIn search of loveI drifted onWhat happened thenI don't recallI think it wasA sudden squallFor when I awokeI thought I diedAt the sight of an angelAt my sideBut lucky for meThat was not trueFor I found loveAnd love was you."

Eight Rooms Of Sin: Room Three Part1
Sarah had become an addiction for Kieran. Since the morning he woke up with lipstick on his cock and watched her get off on his bedroom floor, he'd become entranced with her. She felt the same way, allowing herself to grow attached to the quiet persona he showed in public, and the passionate one he shared with her. Tonight would be another night of pleasure for Kieran, one he was growing accustomed too. Sarah had gone out on her own to arrange for Kieran to be accepted into a unique club she helped start up. She was now a silent partner, opting to leave the playing to others while she enjoyed the view behind the windows. The music was loud, the drinks of the highest quality and the atmosphere reeked of not only wealth, security, and fun, but it was also apparent that only the most elite were allowed past the two burly, but exquisitely dressed, men at the front door. Kieran watched with interest as Sarah said hellos and kissed cheeks. It was a different Sarah he was observing. She was s

A Smile On Her Face~
Shelby entered the hotel room and immediately let her wool coat fall to the floor. Her master Robert drew her to him, kissed her blood-red mouth, then pushed her away so he could assess her appearance: Just as he requested, her plump, curvaceous body was bound at the waist by a form-fitting black bustier. The steel boning pushed her ample breasts up and forced her tapered waist to constrict her breathing. Her thick, fleshy cunt was covered by a tight, sheer thong that pushed the lips out and up. He was pleased. Touching the exposed cunt lips, Robert noted they were free of hair and slick with her juices. Shelby felt Robert's probing fingers along with the fabric of the thong straining against her shaved cunt, and gushed even more juice onto his hand. Robert forced the thick index finger of his right hand deep into her snatch. He fucked her cunt until her juices covered his hand and wrist, then force-fed his finger into her mouth. Roughly, he pushed his finger down her throat, forcing h

Poem Written By Al For Gthf. U Rock :)
Sin...........its like time ticking away every second of the day. To feel pleasures unknown. Fobidden by those who were blind to truth. Knowing it was by far the best advantage LOVE was granted. For men and women who find truth can't help to feel like they have falln from the Grace of GOD in the end. Love and let Love live.......Alpha n Omega

Creative Writer Aka Ctkortz
When I was six years old the time of my life I was supposed to be imaging, dreaming and full of playful thoughts instead I was thinking of ways to build underground shelter with a house on top of it. A place I could go when trouble came to hurt I thought of more of the bad things than the good. I dreamed of simpler times in a world that loved each other where everyone got along and even though I was a realist at the age of six I had hope the world would change to leave the hate behind and learn the true meaning of sibling love a blind hope for caring that came with friendship and trust with understanding. I had never known a childhood I grew up way to fast to soon that I had not the chance to really live in the way other children did with both parents. By the age of eight I was living on the streets nowhere to go and nobody I could trust to be there for me I was alone but not scared I believed in myself. I had worked jobs mowing, raking, scrapping metal and a long list of o

The Honest Book Of Truth
THE HONEST BOOK OF TRUTH being a BIBLE of The Erisian Movement Episkopos LORD OMAR KHAYYAM RAVENHURST, KSC Bull Goose of Limbo Master Pastor of the Church Invisible of the Laughing Christ Hidden Temple of The Happy Jesus Laughing Buddha Jesus [LBJ] Ranch From the Honest Book of Truth THE BOOK OF EXPLANATIONS, Chapter 1 1. There came one day to Lord Omar, Bull Goose of Limbo, a Messenger of Our Lady who told him of a Sacred Mound wherein was buried an Honest Book. 2. And the Angel of Eris bade of the Lord: Go ye hence and dig the Truth, that ye may come to know it and, knowing it, spread it and, spreading it, wallow in it and, wallowing in it, lie in it and, lying in the Truth, become a Poet of the Word and a Sayer of Sayings -- an Inspiration to all men and a Scribe to the Gods. 3. So Omar went forth to the Sacred Mound, which was to the East of Mullah, and thereupon he worked

Gone But Never Forgotten
MIDKIFF - State Police in Hamlin say two people were killed in an early Saturday, June 13, automobile-house accident near Midkiff. Trooper D.C. Brinegar of the Hamlin Detachment said he and fellow troopers also estimate that the house involved was one-fourth destroyed in the incident along State Route 10.Dead, according to Brinegar, is the driver, Jeremy Ryan Rakes, 22, of Ranger, and his passenger, Dawna M. Mascol, 32, of Branchland. The pair were pronounced dead at the scene shortly after 3 a.m., Saturday morning, Brinegar said.The trooper said Rakes was driving a late 1990s model, red Ford Thunderbird. The vehicle was traveling North on Route 10, he said. Although it has been difficult to determine exactly what happened, Brinegar said officers believe Rakes lost control and his car flipped over and landed in the living room of the house located across the road from the former Midkiff Elementary School. The home owner, who was sleeping in the house at the time, said he was awakened b

My Dad The Last Time He Spent Time With My Grandfather This All Who Lost A Dad And Grandfather
I never got meet my late grandfather he passed away when my dad was 12 this his favorite memory of him: With Father's Day nearly upon us I can't help but to feel it is fitting to start a thread for those of us who had fathers who are or were railroaders and/or railfans.I was only 12 when I lost my Dad but in the few years that I had him in my life he helped to create an interest in trains that has lasted for 52 years.Though memories are at times few I can remember times when he would take me to the local Five and Dime to get an ice cream cone and then we would head down to the Espee depot in Palmdale, Ca., to visit both his friend who was the agent and to see what trains we could see.One of the memories I have is seeing a Black Widow EMD SD9 that usually powered the wrecker train that would come into town ever so often and how he would walk around the train with me as it sit, resting for the day. And I remember the wonder I expressed when the San Joaquin Daylight started to change its

I'm Sick Of Fu
Goodbye Fubar im goin' awayI'm sick of you and there aint no wayDont want to know, dont want to seeDont you ever bother meSick of hanging around your siteSick by day and sick by nightYeah and Fubar,its sad but true,now im even sick of you.No way, no way, no wayNo way, no way, no wayNo way, for our loveNo way for our loveCuz im sick of You.Good bye Fubar im going away.Sick of you and i dont wanna stayDont want to know, dont want to see Dont you ever bother meSick of hanging around your siteSick by day and sick by nightYes and Fubar its sad but trueNow im even sick of you.No way, no way, no wayNo way, no way, no wayNo way, for our love,No way for our loveCuz im sick of youEvery evening and every day,Seem to always turn out this way,To get an endI better find new love,then you'll pay,then youll pay,ain't no way.Cuz im sick of you.Goodbye Fubar im going away,Sick of you and i dont wanna stayDon't want to know , dont want to seedon't you ever, bother me ....

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I Do But I Realize
I love you, I worship youBut I do realize that you are not mineThat you don’t belong to meBut I will love you no matter whatNo matter where you areNo matter how far you goI will love you for everWill always reach my arms bridgesBridges of love, passion, desireEven if u hold other man's armWill keep reaching mine toward youYou might go to a very faraway placeAnd might forget about this heartMy heart, where u stay with every single beatAnd I might never see u again when I want After you made my life a garden fill with rosesHow damn hard this distance is How damn hard it is without tellingI wish u couldn’t go this farHow could you leave me like this??How could u walk away on me??How could u be this careless after u showed me what love means??I swear to this love u have taught meI will always be your singing birdYour shinny moon to light up your dark nightAnd bring back your lost smile------------------------------W.B: FM june 14th 5:25 am[yes middle east time]lol

Music Of The Wolf
Night moon forever watching the earthen creatures padding through the night, Stars that paint the world with ideas and truth, Sky being that holds them all together, Watch the wolf travel the land and carry his hymn through the night, Wolf who walks in the night scared not of his shadow, Wolf who always sees the path that is open even when it is dark, Wolf who owns his place in the universe even when he travels the land, Howl to the greatness of the night, Plains that hold the life blood of the buffalo, Mountains that provide homes to those in need of shelter, Hills sharing the space in between the two, Watch for the wolf as he approaches carrying his song through the day Wolf who would listen, Wolf who's leadership is also his harmony, Wolf who's prowess encourages the young to grow, Howl to the greatness of the day, Winds that breath the wolf's howl to the world, Trees that

The Great Yellow Jacket
A long time ago, the people of the old town of Kanu'ga'la'yi on Nantahala river, in the present Macon County, North Carolina, were much annoyed by a great insect called Ulagu. Large as a house, it used to come from some secret hiding place and snap up children and carry them away. It was unlike any other insect ever known and the people tried many times to track it to its home, but it was too swift to be followed.They killed a squirrel and tied a white string to it, so that its course could be followed with the eye, as bee hunters follow the flight of a bee to its tree. The Ulagu came and carried off the squirrel with the string hanging to it, but darted away so swiftly through the air that it was out of sight in a moment. They repeated the operation with a turkey, then a deer ham, but nothing worked. At last they killed a deer and tried again. This time the load was so heavy that it had to fly slowly and so low that the string could be plainly seen. The hunters got together for the pu

The Piano Has Been Drinking...
not me... i love tom waits... anyway i'm lying, the piano is sober, i'm drinking. i actually set my bartab to see when my friends post blogs and i've realized one thing... i hate people that blog stash - meaning: if all you're doing is posting a video of a commercial, something you found on youtube, a song you like and you have NOTHING to say about it... put it in your fucking stash... seriously, if i wanted to waste my time watching dumb commercials and listening to your music, i'd be rating your stash, or searching through other sites on my OWN to find shit to watch and listen to. i am NOT referring to videos you made yourself for people on here or something personal, or even videos that you link that you talk about during the blog. i just mean if all you're doing is posting random shit, put it in your fucking stash so those of us that can see blog postings and ignore stash postings for a reason aren't stuck here opening pages with nothing more than a youtube video on it. my .02

If We Had Sex Would U...?
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i l

Venting...kinda Sorta. Idk.
I find myself yet again, to be in one of those "moments". You know what I'm talking about. It's when you’re lucky and vulnerable enough to get to see your life from an outsider's perspective. Usually, in my case, it’s brought about by unexpected, unplanned, and unwilling circumstance. Most of the time when this happens, I’ll just shake my head and tell myself to “Skye, get it together”. I swear my life seems like its just an overly dramatic, syndicated, TV show where all you can do is sit, watch, wait, and deal. However, I think this time, I’d like to call it a learning experience, or more bluntly a reality check, more than anything else. And if I were my best friend, I’d do the best friend role and bitchslap me, probably more than once. Well, I’d hit my best friends anyways. I’m always quick to hand out much needed "favors” that I see fit. But, like Britney says, there really are only 2 types of people in the world. Those who

Lost .............
OK SO IM SITTING HERE TODAY AND THE PHONE RINGS AND ITS MY FAMILY ON THE OTHER END GIVING ME THE NEWS OF MY GRANDMA PASSING AWAY. I CAN ONLY WONDER WHY NOT TAKE ME IN HER PLACE? SHE HAS SO MANY PEOPLE THAT LOVE HER AND NEED HER IN THERE LIFE. WITH ME IM TIRED OF WAKING UP CRYING AND FALLING ASLEEP CRYING. MY LIFE IS IN A COMPLETE UP ROAR THE MAN THAT I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL DOESNT EVEN REALLY SEE ME IN EXSISTENCE. HE KNOWS THAT I AM HERE BUT JUST DOESNT UNDERSTAND THE PAIN THAT I GO THRU EVERYDAY THAT I WAKE UP KNOWING HE ISNT A PART OF MY LIFE ANYMORE. HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS THE AIR THAT I BREATHE, AND IM SLOWLY SMOOTHERING WITH OUT HIM. THESE PAST FEW WEEKS HAVE THE MOST PAINFUL TIMES IN MY LIFE. NOW I LOOSE ONE OF THE OTHER MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND HE ISNT HERE TO COMFORT ME AND TELL ME ITS ALL GOING TO BE OK. HAS ME REALLY WONDERING ABOUT LIFE. ASKING MYSELF A THOUSAND QUESTIONS. WHAT CAN HAPPEN NEXT ? WHO CAN NE TAKEN ME FROM ME TO HURT ANYMORE ? IM

R.i.p Steph... (a.k.a Miss Informed) For Any Of You That Knew Steph You Knew Just What A Unique And Amazing Person She Was... She Was Closer To Me
FOR ANY OF YOU THAT KNEW STEPH YOU KNEW JUST WHAT A UNIQUE AND AMAZING PERSON SHE WAS... SHE WAS CLOSER TO ME THAN ANYONE THE SISTER I NEVER HAD... SHE WILL BE MISSED... R.I.P YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED AND HOLD A PLACE IN MY AND MANY OTHERS HEARTS.... I LOVE YOU AND WILL REMEMBER YOU ALWAYS, LOVE, SHAWN A.K.A AZ

Hott Lips Name The Knob Contest
Name the Knob! You know it well - it's slapped your happy butt many times. You should be on a first name basis with him/her! Please Name our Knob! or pick your favorite of the the other 'Name-inations' in the default pictures in my profile. You may only vote one time. Contest open to Hott Lips members only. Contest runs until the end of June. Winner will receive 100k fu-bucks SO NAME THE KNOB!

Week Of 6-14 To 21st Member Of The Week
Member of the Week Dj Warped "Sissy" Please show her some Zodiak family love! She need's rates, gifts, tags, drinks, blings anything thing will be great! So go rate her already if you got time this week this is your girl! Thanks so much management! Her link: http://www.fubar.com/user/1607663

Guardian Angel My Favorite Friend
Guardian Angel My Favorite Friend!I look to you from morning until daylight end!From the heavens I call on youTo Watch over me and a the little ones!With each day I feel your presence.I know you are right beside me.I know when I feel lost, you guide!I know when I feel lonely, you hope!I know you give me strength to do my deeds!It is in you Dear Angel That I believe!So when you are going to sleep each night,Remember to Thank Your Guardian Angelfor guiding you to Heavens Light!

Stepping Away
So as my closest friends know I am in the process of moving. While I am surrounded by boxes & friends stopping by to make me cry....I am hit by reality. I love the water on the coast, it calms my soul, I love the slow southern drawl of the people who clog my world. I ponder what it is that will calm me when I am landlocked. Is this possibly just cold feet? I won't back out at this point, I know that for a fact. I just wonder what calms landlocked people. Although I have bottled some of my coast to take with me there is no noise and that's what I have depended on.

A Special Update
Hey everybody i have been a bit busy recently but i got some special news i will be in Ballarrat Victoria in september 2009 for my brother Keith's 2nd Wedding so for a weekend or even a couple of weeks i might be in Melbourne Victoria for a bit of a break from Sydney New South Wales from Bruce

Life Quotes
“Thought is the sculptor who can create the person you want to be.” Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -- Gandhiji Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies. -- Ann Landers Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.-- Buddha Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling.-- Claude Pepper

Tag...
If you're tagged, you're tagged. If you're reading it, you're also tagged. Go. 1.You can ONLY answer Yes or No. 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks. -- and believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming because nothing is exactly as it seems. Now, here's what you're supposed to do. . . Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag as many of your friends as you'd like to...make sure and tag the person who sent it to you as well ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- no Been arrested? --- No Kissed someone you didn't like? --- no Slept in until 5 PM? --- Yes Fallen asleep at work/school? --- no Held a snake? --- Yes Ran a red light? --- Yes Been suspended from school? --- yes Experienced love at first sight? --- yes Totaled your car in an accident? --- No Been fired from a job? --- no Fired

Peeking
Peeking Surreptitiously moving As a shadow Hearts desire To be observed Daily in actions As simple as washing the face Peeking Am I pervert? Or an observer To understand What makes you – you To smell your toothpaste As you pass by Not noticing

Why Not
okay now I just took a long road trip 7 hours ( old truck doesn't have AC so yes that is a long trip) anyway got to thinkin about some crimminals and the way we deal with there crimes 1. Drug Smugglers~ citzens get what a few years in Jail? foringers get deported or maybe spend some time in prison. ( nothing against these folk personaly but Charge Citzens with treason( and shoot them) foriengers try them as sabtours ( and Shoot them) 2 drug dealers agian charge them with treason ( and Shoot them) Unless they agree to pay taxes on the money they made 3 pedophile make them unichs( Chop the offending member off no pain killers) 4) Rapist hang them by the testicles until dead ( or if you can't stand the screaming shoot them) 5) Murders depend on who they killed (some folks just need killing) 6) Drunk Drivers~take away their cars~make them move to a dry county for a period of time depending on the severity of the case Okay so I'm a lttle blood thirsty~ you spent 7 ho

Straight From The Heart"
i am really disappointed to see a friend suspecting me of something that i am not doing. let me tell this straight... by joke or whatever it is .. alley jaguar calls me his mistress.. just for fu fun.... pete call me his darling myles.... and others baby etc.. i have some great friends here... i do appreciate the friendship that they are sharing with me. to all my fubar friends.. thank you. i have few other favorites here.. like dizzywonder , whom i call fudaddy, he decided to leave fubar few weeks ago, matt, and john maloney, captain rat, steve, and myluv,paul , ravinglunatic,popey and if ther are others that are not mention, sorry , it doesnt mean that you are not special, maybe i'd just could not remeber your names here.... of course my oldest friend on here taznix.. and here is my sentiment.... mo longchamps, is someone really dear and special for me, just like you guys, we are just seeing and sometimes chat , just on here, i am always sweet and close to him... and m

Me Part 2 - What You Might Like To Know
(Typical Claire Furey statement here - IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU READ - MOVE ON - ITS ABOUT ME AND WHO I AM etc etc Ok so yeah Im british and proud of living in the UK.................... I could go into full description about me and my life - but to cut a long story short I was an alcoholic for a good long time and now Im not - I hit rock bottom so I can see the good in others that some only see the bad in - dont judge me if you dont know me As i have said before and I will say it again - I AINT GOT WHERE I AM TODAY BY BEING A GOOD LAW ABIDING CITIZEN - I got where I am the hard way and learnt a lot about the way of life - a lot of things you will probably have read in papers etc. I have actually experienced and believe me some things aint pretty but its life. I am who I am - I look after my friends and family and those I hold to my heart - I have their backs and they know it...........

Ppl That Make Yu Say Huh...
Would it piss you off if you found out that the money that you are payin your ex every week isn't all going to your kids like it is suppose to??? I know this person who is a damn hard worker and who also has children and faithfully pays their child support everyweek... But the other parent, who is perfectly capable to work but chooses not to... This parent started school but has never went back... This person hasn't worked in almost a year, but the only income they have is the child support that they receive for the children that they have... But yet they are able to pay for rent a center, a loan payment, cell phone bills and the list goes on and on... But yet the parent that had visitation of the children that weekend, the child had a great big hole in their shoe!!! This hole was so big that the visiting parent could stick their finger into the shoe and see the inside of the shoe from the outside!!!! So the visiting parent took the children to buy them shoes... Don't you think if you

Hummmm
I was browsing thro profiles and saw some that were unique... But this one caught my eye and I just can't stop thinkin about it.... "Life's to short... Don't lie, cheat, or steal... Speak yur mind... Don't take wuts not yurs" Yeah life is short for bullshit... Life yur life to the fullest witout hate n' disrespect...Don't lie.... Ok thats a good one... Be honest wit all parties involved don't say one thing and turn around and do the total opposite... Don't steal... Yeah this is the one that burns my ass to a tee... People who are more than capable to work but are to lazy to get out and find a job... Even if it being a waitress/waiter flippin burgers... But choose to live off of the tax payers money and or child support... Isn't that stealing from the taxpayers/children??? I don't care if yu going to school part time or full time get off yur ass and get a job and if yu got lil ones at home make time work wit ya not against ya... I give mad love to the single parents who go to school,

Exhausted & Frustrated
IN THE FIELD WE FIGHT THE FIRES TO KEEP EACHOTHER SAFE AND ALSO TO STOP THE FIRE FROM HURTING,KILLING ANYONE OR SOME TIMES AN ANIMAL(S)..THIS YEAR HAS ALREADY TAKEN THE DEATH TOLL OF ONE CLOSE TO HOME ALREADY AND I JUST WANT TO SAY TO MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS OUT THERE THIS YEAR"BE SAFE AND KEEP HAVING HEADS UP TO YOUR SURROUNDINGS WITH COMMUNICATION". REST IN PEACE MY FRIEND FROM ROSS POINT(OUT OF COEUR D'ALENE , IDAHO WHO DIED FROM A TREE FALLING ON HIM....I AM ALSO A SAWYER AND I FEEL FOR YOU BRO AND ALSO FOR THE ONE WHO FELL THE SNAG...I PRAY WE CAN LEARN ALWAYS FROM OUR MISTAKES WITHOUT TAKING LIVES...TOMTOMMY

No Matter What....
No matter what I need you to be you're always ready to be it for me. You do this without complaint or regret and because of this, you I will never forget. When I need a shoulder to soak with my tears you are there to hug me and listen to my fears. The days when I could really use a smile you always go the extra mile. You never make me feel like I am less having you around makes me feel so blessed. I will never be able to find the words to say how much I look forward to talking each day. I hope one day my actions will show all of the things that I want you to know. The words "I love you" are used way too much but I hope you'll be able to feel it with my every touch. Not a day goes by that my feelings don't grow yet the words for how I feel just don't flow. I wish you could see just how special you are but trust me that others see it from afar. I am so greatful each passing day as I realize you won't be the one to walk away. No matter where things tak

Bid On Me!
HEY SEXY! I'M IN AN AUCTION! PLEASE, COME BID ON ME! IT'S MY SECOND ONE AND IT'D BE REALLY COOL TO COUNT ON YOU. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1724897&i=928523482&idx=55 THANK YOU VERY MUCH! ANNIE.

Expressions
Each day I try to express exactly how I feel but the words I have for you simply do not flow. Part of me is terrified to reveal that my feelings for you continue to grow. The time I've spent in your arms was too short yet I still remember feeling like I was in my place. Even with the distance you manage to comfort as if you were standing here ready to embrace. Each day you are the cause of my smiles that until you were so hard to find. Despite the distance of too many miles you seem to be able to read my mind. That being said I still wonder if you'll ever see what you mean to me. When I feel my emotions might pull me under you're right there to keep me from drowning in the sea. When I tell you that you're awesome you argue that you're just a regular guy. But I disagree since you have made me blossom and see that I should reach for the sky.

Wanna Own Some Krissalicious???
Hey Everyone!!! Im Up for Auction!! Auction Ends Saturday June 20th.. So what are you waiting for?? copy and paste link the link below and place your bids.. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1724897&i=2252776903&idx=19 Oh And Dont For Get To Show The Auction Host Some Love!!! fyi.. i hate fubars new blogs ughhh

Loneliness Is Starting To Fade
The loneliness is starting to fade with each moment I have you. Its almost as if you were made to be the person who proved friendship can be true. What you have given me is the greatest gift one that cant be wrapped up or viewed. You've given my spirit such a lift and my faith in people has been renewed. You once said that you would wait for me to trust that you wouldn't get bored and walk away. You've peeled away my doubts like stale crust and I believe you'll be there for me every day. All of the things you have done for me I will never be able to express. You've helped me to begin to feel free to open up about my feelings, I confess. I know I always apologize for telling you exactly how I feel. That is because some days I feel like I'm dwelling instead of taking the steps to heal. Now I've come to realize that I am making the stride each time I bear my soul to you. Learning to trust again gives me a sense of pride to learn that not everyone is comple

Nothin Todo Anti-athesis
Everybodi thankful for somethin Most in the sounds Of, Possibly in every end of the day at least DO you have a happy for nothing day then you mite have or it mite of then their mite, scarey or fait if you did your bought buuanother Somethin Where lightnig comes from why wind has @200mph why their mite some aliens never been to hell kinda ______________.Meet a bookkeeper poss.. My apenyun I dont want to talk about God I dont to correct on about God dont want to hear your feelings about God your Consires about God how won by its creator sum fool that thinks about God. Then there are ones!! God heaven the hole bliss a Journey yah when you die you turn-around an walk back that's what athesis is. Athe'sis is beings a bitch but Dude she can do that_!! It's simply Teachment the younger the better QA are the first letters on a tpyerwriter left of course now you know there are these bridges in life we build if you dont find christ. You dont stand on that bridge in the end for long best to p

This Weekend
This weekend has been filled with trials and tribulations. Oscar and I went and got my 6 year old niece on Friday and we went out to eat with Steph, Lusty, Spike, Madussa, and Lusty's lil one at Lone Star. The company was great, but the service and food were lacking terribly. After dinner we were all exhausted so off to home we went to get tucked into bed. (Along the way Friday some things were said and feelings were hurt...) Saturday it was up at 7 a.m. and down to Battle Creek's Largest Breakfast Table by 8 a.m. The kids were able to eat breakfast, get pictures taken with various team mascots as well as Tony the Tiger, the Keebler Elf, The Taco Bell Taco, Smack, etc. The kids were also able to see a possum from the zoo, The Army, get spray on tattoos, face fainting, and much much more. It was exhausting for this old woman walking up and down those streets. LOL! Saturday afternoon it was getting my nails done along with my 6 year old niece and shopping, shopping, shopping t

Morphs For Rates!
Hi fu-barians my friends! If you rate 100 of my pics, you get a morph. Once you've rated 100 of my pics, send me a private message and include the pics you'd like morphed. I'm sure I'll be quite busy with the morphs, so please do this as it may be very difficult to look for your pics for you. If you don't send the message, you might not get your morph. The only thing I ask is that you have fun! ENJOY!!!!

Some Truth And Venting
I am sitting here thinking about how I should write this blog. Honesty is always best, so I am going to give you honesty. The last month in a half has been hell most of the time. I got very betrayed by a good friend of mine and there has been nothing but drama to follow. My kid’s father is blowing them aside for a piece of ass. Wants to write them off because he can’t see them. My kids have been going through hell because when they see their father they tell me he ignores them to be with ex-friend. He only really wants to see them once a week and when he can see them he has to see them with her and the kids get ignored. To me that isn’t right and I am the one who has to put the pieces back together. I really don’t like them going up there to see him when he is with her that reason and that she has two kids of her own and when they go some place they take one car. Which would be ok but the car they take can only fit 5 people and there are 6 of them. Wh

Hear Me Out
To all of my FU friends thank you to each and everyone of you for making my life that much more enjoyable and my days that much brighter. I enjoy the times and everyone I met. I am just a typical good hearted guy trying to make it in this world, and through yall's support and friendship... there is no dream or goal that I can't reach. Thank you all

Poem
Writing Poems is my fave of all!DarknessAs darkness falls all around,No shadows left playing, on the cemented ground,There is an emptiness she has found,Alone in the silence, there is no sound.Trying to escape a life and just let go,Finding it hard to really show,That inner self, her inner glow,Afraid to be free and let life flow.It is getting darker, both outside and in,Why does it feel so cold, being in her own skin?She has no clue where she is going, but knows where she has been,Yet here she lies in darkness, a deep darkness within.She closes her eyes, as well as her mind,Drifting off to a place only her soul can find,A place that's not so dark and perhaps even kind,A place that she can unfold from her life's grind.Awakening to a new and fresh day,Hoping the sun forever shines, this exact way,A better life, freedom, happiness, what more can she say,As the darkness again falls, she can only pray.Written by S. K. 2005-May-5

Poem Story(unfinished)
She opened the door, With a silent ease, Knowing to be quiet, Her Lord may not be pleased. For the library is private, Her Lords domain, But her curiosity, Won't settle in vane. She has been to this room, Many times before, But she has never alone, Walked through this door. She just wants to see, What it is he likes to read, She has a strong desire to know, It's a burning, a burning need. As she steps inside the library, Her heart begins to race, For there are so many memories, In this forbidden dark place. Her eyes roam around, In a wondrous look, As she pans the room, Gazing upon each and every book. He has books of love and war, All covered in dust, There are true stories, And some filled with lust. His collection is massive, Impressive in size, But a glance straight ahead, And a single book captures her eyes. A story of a great ship, And the heavens above, That brought together two hearts, That would forever be in love. She walked on tiptoe, Closer to the book s

Greyface
CONVENTIONAL CHAOS GREYFACE In the year 1166 B.C., a malcontented hunchbrain by the name of Greyface, got it into his head that the universe was as humorless as he, and he began to teach that play was sinful because it contradicted the ways of Serious Order. "Look at all the order around you," he said. And from that, he deluded honest men to believe that reality was a straightjacket affair and not the happy romance as men had known it. It is not presently understood why men were so gullible at that particular time, for absolutely no one thought to observe all the disorder around them and conclude just the opposite. But anyway, Greyface and his followers took the game of playing at life more seriously than they took life itself and were known even to destroy other living beings whose ways of life differed from their own. The unfortunate result of this is that mankind has since been suffering froma psychological and spiritual imbalance. Imbalance causes frustration, and frustratio

Untiltled
Sometimes I wonder will we ever be happy Will people ever just let us be As I sit and wait for you no one knows the weekness i feel because i need you so I need to have you lift this weight off my shoulders so I can finally let go Just for a while i need you to be mommy and daddy so that I can be ME I need you to cover me with your love and protection to remove all the outer worlds rejection COME HOME TO ME SOON BABY!!!!

Chloe The Car Surfing Cat..
by Jennifer Eliot, The Cairns Post The two-year-old's morning nap on an ambulance ended in a hair-raising 13km trip from Port Douglas to Oak Beach at 100km/h, with lights flashing and siren blaring all the way. Chloe's owner and paramedic Myles White got a huge shock when an extremely distressed meow alerted him to a "goggle-eyed" cat sitting on the roof. "We did the job and we were loading the patient in the back of the ambulance when we heard a cat let out a big meow," he said. "Someone said there was a cat on the roof and I looked up and was very surprised to see it was my cat, Chloe. "The road to Oak Beach is quite windy and it was lights and sirens all the way. "I cannot be

Make 200k Rating My Pics
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Wreck
Well it happened was taking the kids to meet their mom had about 60 miles to go was entering onto I-95 heading south when all of a sudden wham I hit the guard rail gashed my head open it really hurts bad still no stiches refused medical attention although I might have to go because it has been bleeding since yesterday and wont stop. Most important the kids they were all right selt belted in more scared than anything especially after seeing all the blood running down my face. Thankfully it happen at 30 miles per hour not 70 or 80, on the interstated cause I wouldnt be here writing this nor maybe neitehr my boys, my steering just went out which cause my truck to jerk left in the turn and hit the rail causing the front wheel to snap off and we went up onto the rail almost going over down the embankment. All is good we are alive and I am still here to raise my kids.

Submission......part Vi
He has allowed her to move, letting her slowly rise so that she might take care of her bodily functions, and even to leave her alone in privacy to bathe in the hot fragrant waters of the bath. She tests the waters temperature and pours some rose scented bath oils into it as the suds rise with the waters pressure. She watches the water, the rise of steam as she feels the soreness of her body. Each time she moves, a soft pang moves through her inner thighs. As the water rises, and reaches the place where she shuts it off, she rises. Slowly she steps into the bath, testing it with her foot, finding it very hot, but welcomes the warmth of it as she moves to fully lie submerged in the hot water.Lying back, her head braced on the edge of the tub, she closes her eyes, going over in her mind, the past few days, and what she's endured at her Masters hand. The burn along her inner thigh throbs deeply, but she ignores this. The bubbles form up and surround the soft mounds of her breasts, nipples

Baby By Ashanti
I've got this jones formin in my bones from a man who indeed took over my soul understand I couldn't breathe if he ever said he would leave get on my knees til they bloody red beggin please see I don't know if you get it yet just don't know he's like a lighter to my cigarette watch me smoke I never knew another human life didn' t know could have the power to take over mine so baby Baby baby baby baby baby baby I love you baby baby baby baby baby I love it when I hear your name got me sayin baby baby baby baby baby baby I love you baby baby baby baby baby See I can never feel alone with you in my life I'll give up everything I own for you won't think twice almost ashamed how I'm mesmerised such a shame I lose my thought lookin in your eyes I know why because your kisses make my lips quiver and that's real and when you touch me my whole body shivers I can feel now I can see how another life another life could have the power to take over mine cause you're my Baby baby baby baby baby baby

Rain On Me By Ashanti
Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm... Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm... Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm... I�m lookin� in the mirror At this woman down and out She�s internally dyin� I know this was not what love�s about I don�t wanna be this woman The second time around �Cause I�m wakin� up screamin�, no longer believin� That I�m gonna be around And over and over I tried Yet over and over you lied Gettin� over and over my pride, yeah I don�t know why And over and over I tried Yet over and over you lied Gettin� over and over my pride, yeah I don�t know why Rain on me Lord, won�t you take this pain from me I don�t wanna live, I don�t wanna breathe Baby, just rain on me Lord, won�t you take this pain from me I don�t wanna live, I don�t wanna breathe, no See, I don�t want to hold my pillow late at night no more I�m tossin� and turnin�

Happy By Ashanti
Boy you fill me with so much joy You give whatever it is that I need Now I'm here to stay, Won't never leave So glad that you fell In love with me My love is so good That I wouldn't be without you babe Couldn't see me without you babe My love is so good That I wouldn't be without you babe Couldn't see me without you babe All of my life (I've been searching for you) Everyday (So glad that I found you boy) On my mind (I've been feining for you) Everyday (I'm so happy baby) Boy you got me feeling so good You take all the pain away from me Without you around, I couldn't breathe And I knew you fell in love with me My love is so good That I wouldn't be without you babe Couldn't see me without you babe My love is so good That I wouldn't be without you babe Couldn't see me without you babe All of my life (I've been searching for you) Everyday (So glad that I found you boy) On my mind (I've been feining for you) Everyday (I'm so happy baby) I'm so happy that I fell in love I thank God he sent y

Foolish By Ashanti
See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad You said you love me, no one above me And I was all you had And though my heart is eating for ya I can't stop crying I don't know how I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong See when I'm home, I'm all alone And you are always gone And boy, you kno I really love you I can't deny I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears after all these years See my days

Pain By The Game
[Chorus: Keyshia Cole] See, ever since the day I got the chance to make a change I've been in this game, it's a new day And I'm making it known 'cause I just want the world to know I'm paying my dues, and I got the utmost, I just wanna let you know I'm payin' homage 'cause you've paved the way for me, yeah [Verse 1: The Game] I swear to God, it feel like every day is my birthday Let the top down, California's my birthplace So I'ma take you there like B.I.G took niggaz to New York "Juicy" had us feeling like we was from New York And that's real shit blazed the Philly It's summertime shout out to Will Smith 'cause who didn�t wanna be the Fresh Prince Flat top, gold chain and some fresh kicks? My nigga Nas told me money make the world go round And Uncle Luke showed me how to make my girl go down I've been around Hip Hop since '85 She had her ups and downs but she stayed alive I used to think LL stood for Love LA He from Queens, how the fuck he put that with Cool J? Red Kangol hat,

Worry
im not good enough for her yet she stays i am worried that she will leave yet my worries are not found she is my love my heart my life yet i feel her slipping through my fingers i know she has love for me but i dont know how long it will last i fear that if i go too far i will never be able to come back i fear that if i let things pass it will pass me by this is so hard to be in my situation it is so hard to live this life with her not by my side she will hopefully always be a good freind but will she always be my girlfreind or willshe be more will she be the one that tames me or will i always be like this unordered and useless will i ever get over my own self hatred she has brought me to tears and dried them up she has been there for me with my sudden homelessness she is an angel in disguise she is the best to ever happen to me i wish i could know if im truly good enough for her or am i just lying to myself if and when she reads this i know something will catch her eye about it i love

From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart By Britney Spears
"Never look back," we saidHow was I to know I'd miss you so?Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behindWhere do I go?And you didn't hearAll my joy through my tearsAll my hopes through my fearsDid you know, still I miss you somehow[CHORUS:]From the bottom of my broken heartThere's just a thing or two I'd like you to knowYou were my first love, you were my true loveFrom the first kisses to the very last roseFrom the bottom of my broken heartEven though time may find me somebody newYou were my real love, I never knew love'Til there was youFrom the bottom of my broken heart"Baby," I said, "please stay.Give our love a chance for one more day"We could have worked things outTaking time is what love's all aboutBut you put a dartThrough my dreams through my heartAnd I'm back where I started againNever thought it would end From the bottom of my broken heartThere's just a thing or two I'd like you to knowYou were my first love, you were my true loveFrom the first kisses to the very last roseFrom the b

Sometimes By Britney Spears
You tell me you're in love with me Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me It's not that I don't want to stay But every time you come too close I move away I wanna believe in everything that you say 'Cause it sounds so good But if you really want me, move slow There's things about me you just have to know Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I'm scared of you But all I really want is to hold you tight Treat you right Be with you day and night Baby all I need is time I don't wanna be so shy Every time that I'm alone I wonder why Hope that you will wait for me You'll see that you're the only one for me I wanna believe in everything that you say 'Cause it sounds so good But if you really want me, move slow There's things about me you just have to know Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I'm scared of you But all I really want is to hold you tight Treat you righ Be with you day and night Baby all I need is time Just hang around and you'll see There's nowhere I'd rath

As Long As You Love Me By Backstreet Boys
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine I'm leaving my life in your hands People say I'm crazy and that I am blind Risking it all in a glance And how you got me blind is still a mystery I can't get you out of my head Don't care what is written in your history As long as you're here with me Chorus: I don't care who you are Where you're from What you did As long as you love me Who you are Where you're from Don't care what you did As long as you love me Every little thing that you have said and done Feels like it's deep within me Doesn't really matter if you're on the run It seems like we're meant to be Chorus Bridge: I've tried to hide it so that no one knows But I guess it shows When you look into my eyes What you did and where you are comin' from I don't care, as long as you love me, baby. Chorus Who you are Where you're from Don't care what you did As long as you love me (Repeat to fade)

All I Had By Jennifer Lopez
Love is lifeAnd life is livingIts very specialJlo:ooohLl cool j: baby don�t goBaby don�t goJlo: yeahhhLl cool j: baby don�t goBaby don�t goJlo: yeahhhLl cool j: baby don�t goBaby don�t goJlo: yeah yeahIts such a shame but I�m leavingCant take the way ur mistreating meAnd it�s crazy but oh babyIt don�t matta whatever don�t phase meLl cool j: I don�t believe u wanna leave like thisI don�t believe I jus had my last real kissI do believe we�ll laugh and reminiseWait a minute don�t bounce babyLets talk about thisJlo: well I�m bouncing and I�m out sonI gotta leave you aloneCuz I�m goodHolding down my spotAnd I�m goodReppin the girls on the blockAnd I�m goodI got this thing on lineSo without me you�ll be fine, right? All my pride is all I haveLl cool j: pride is what u had, baby girl I�m what�s u haveJlo: you�ll be needing me but too

Aint It Funny By Jennifer Lopez
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and meIt's so ironic you're what I had pictured you to beBut there are facts in our livesWe can never changeJust tell me that you understand and you feel the sameThis perfect romance that I've created in my mindI'd live a thousand livesEach one with you right by my sideBut yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstanceAnd so it seems like we'll never have the chanceAin't it funny how some feelings you just can't denyAnd you can't move on even though you tryAin't it strange when your feeling things you shouldn't feelOh, I wish this could be realAin't it funny how a moment could just change your lifeAnd you don't want to face what's wrong or rightAin't it strange how fate can play a partIn the story of your heartSometimes I think that a true love can never beI just believe that somehow it wasn't meant for meLife can be cruel in a way that I can't explainAnd I don't think that I could face it all againI barely know you but somehow

My Boo By Usher
Usher: There's always that one person that will always have your heartYou never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to seeOoh baby, you will always be my booJermaine DepriI don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)Usher VerseDo you remember girl, who was the one who gave you your first kissCause I remember girl who was the onewho said put your lips like thisEven before all the fame and people screaming your nameGirl I was there and you were my babyChorus 1:UsherIt started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my booChorus 2: BeyonceI loved you when we were younger you were mine And when I see from time to time I still feel like,And if I see you

How Do I Live By Leann Rimes
How do I,Get through the night without you?If I had to live without you,What kind of life would that be?Oh, II need you in my arms, need you to hold,You're my world, my heart, my soul,If you ever leave,Baby you would take away everything good in my life,And tell me nowHow do I live without you?I want to know,How do I breathe without you?If you ever go,How do I ever, ever survive?How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?Without you,There'd be no sun in my sky,There would be no love in my life,There'd be no world left for me.And I,Baby I don't know what I would do,I'd be lost if I lost you,If you ever leave,Baby you would take away everything real in my life,And tell me now,How do I live without you?I want to know,How do I breathe without you?If you ever go,How do I ever, ever survive?How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?Please tell me baby,How do I go on?If you ever leave,Baby you would take away everything,I need you with me,Baby don't you know that you're everything,Real in my life?And te

Please Come Help My Friend
Hi all my friend is in a Bling Contest please check him out and vote for him All you have to do is Rate his picture. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2730814&albumid=1720496&i=1190859473&idx=8 Thanks Kisses Eve

A Woman's Heart (repost)
A woman's heartMore precious than all the starsA true gift from Heaven aboveThere's nothing as fierce as her tender loveSo willing to sacrificeJust for you to see the love in her eyesShe will hold back the tears she wants to cryJust to appear strong when everything's not alrightI have been offered such a giftNot one that I deserve, I admitHidden in the shadows of years of painI want to raise it to the sun againGod only knows if I'm doing this rightHow I long for the gift of foresightSo for now I shall startBy knocking at the door of this woman's heart

Is There Something Wrong
I was having a conversation with a close friend of mine last night...and we were talking about how we have been treated in past relationships...and so I've come to realize lately every guy I have had a serious relationship with has fucked me over. Be it cheating or be it just treating me like shit they fuck me over one way or another. I've been cheated too many times. So the question arises is there something wrong with me or do I just have shitty taste in guys? It makes me nervous almost to start a relationship with someone for fear that they will do me wrong...again. I am sitting here struggling with myself because I don't want to be hurt again. I am so sick of giving myself over completely to a man just to have him break my heart again and again. My ex fiance cheated on me while he was deployed in bangkok, not once but 4 times. With 3 different women. While I was faithful to him over here in the states as I went crazy from sex depervation. Just the point is that I'm sick of

Words For Women To Live By Lol
Words for Women to Live By!! If you don't pass this on in 5 minutes, nothing bad will ever happen. But, you'll rob someone else from having a GOOD LAUGH! 1. Aspire to be Barbie - the bitch has everything. 2. If the shoe fits - buy them in every color.3. Take life with a pinch of salt... A wedge of lime, and a shot of tequila.4. In need of a support group? - Cocktail hour with the girls!5. Go on the 30 day diet. (I'm on it and so far I've lost 15 days). 6. When life gets you down - just put on your big girl panties and deal with it.7. Let your greatest fear be that there is no PMS and

Drunk Blogging
drunk blooging last night. good thing i didnt post it..but made a new catogory last night as u can tell *points 2da side* how it started: my friend asks me to go out drinkin, i said yes..free drinks lol. than he asks if i can help him get this chick he likes jelouse..who happens2waitress at a strip club. so i went to my 1st strip club last night. got drunk, made her jelouse, & got 2 lap dances..which were pretty intresting lol da stripper kept grabbing my tits & i got my 1st girl kiss...alot of firsts last night..lol hey im not complaining.

My Dad
As most of u kno i dont post to many things but i am asking everyone who knows me or even if u dont to please pray for my dad, Frank Frank is a loving man who came into my life when i was 7yrs old. my real father abandond my family right after i was brought into this world and Frank accepted me as his own born. He's been the only dd that i've ever known and i wouldnt trde him for the world. But over these past 5 yrs my dad has developed some serious health problems. He's had multiple strokes, his left leg is completely riddled with mrsa, he has lymphodemia, and other health issues. Over the past week or so my mom and I have gotten some bad news. My dad now has a mass around his bronchial tube and it extenses to his heart (we dont know wut the mass is yet) and he has Fluid in the paracardial sac incaseing his heart, that is slowly putting more and more pressure on his heart. We were also told that he is in Conjestive Heart Failure, which means his heart muscles arent strong enough nemo

Member Of The Week 6/15/09
Keith, the founder of Club United, has worked so hard to make this a great family----so we are making him Member of the week! Go by and love up on him GOOD! Congratulations Keith!! Keith@ fubar

Leaving Internet Chat
To all my friends and family members: I know that I have said this before but this is it. I got on internet chat to relieve my boredom when I got sick...well I'm still sick but it is time for me to give this up. I have found thru six going on seven yrs of research that this is no better than watching porn or buying playgirl/playboy. It is degrading to women and men alike and I just don't think that I want to be associated with that stuff anymore. So as of July 1st my accounts on fubar, yahoo, facebook, myspace, hoverspot and any other chat client will be deleted. To those of you that are true friends I will miss you, you don't know how much you all have meant to me. To the rest of you nice meeting you I guess. To those of you that are important to me, my email and phone number are the same and won't change... if you need them just holler. Love, Christy

Together Again
I always searched for someone i thought never truely existed but since i have been home i found him he was mine along time ago. although many years have passed us by and we went our seprate ways. true love will always find a way to thrust you back together again. I never would have believed this if it wouldnt have happend to me. I found my true love and he was sitting right across from me. I recently rekindled a flame that was put out about 15 years ago and since that night my life has changed for the better and Im happier than i have been in a long time. I know that some wont believe it or they will be upset. I m truely sorry if i hurt you.

I Live To Love You(poetry)
I live to love youIt's what I long to doEvery minute you're awayIs a minute my soul quakesEvery moment you are nearIs a moment I hold dearI cherish every secondFor you my heart beckonsAnd no matter what we go throughRemember, I live to love you

Who Wants Me
Ok this is ment to be fun no drama please, I would like to know who all wants me on my friends list, what would you do if you had me all to yourself and could do anything you wanted to me? What would we do, where would we go? What kind of fantasy's do you have about me if any? Please let me know this could be interesting to read what my friends think about me or have thought about me... So let me know peeps now is your chance to tell me how you feel without the drama...

No More
NO MORE (written by Ashley Nichole) I once was controlled by a force One bigger than anyone knew I was once bound by chains That I thought would never be loosed At one point I felt guilty For everything in my past At one point I couldn't look at myself For fear that force would come back I always longed to be happy And to live like a normal child I always longed for a reason And a hope of a life that was mine Time has passed and I can see That pain is long gone now Those chains that had me locked away No longer have me bound No more will I feel guilty For things that I have done I now can look at myself proudly And know that MY battle is won I don't have to long for a life That is happy or carefree No more will I be controlled By this force that was inside of me I AM FREE

I Am
I AM UNSPEAKABLY LOUD INSANELY NORMAL CREATIVELY DULL HORRIBLY GOOD ARROGANTLY HUMBLE HYSTERICALLY CALM PERFECTLY IMPERFECT SIMPLY COMPLEX PRECISELY OFF-CENTER FOOLISHLY REALISTIC ANIMATEDLY REAL PATIENTLY ANXIOUS COWARDLY COURAGEOUS AND CHARACTERISTICALLY REMARKABLE OR SO I'M TOLD AND I'M COMPLETELY OK WITH IT!

Here I Fucking Go Again
i'm running again wild on a thin line borderline mania so profane in a memory of compromise a condition less favorable a feeling so unstable hold on baby here i fucking go again and you never questioned why you just never mind my neurotic ways i treat myself to death hold on baby here i fucking go again and this isnt a dream this isnt me in wonderland im not holding a piece of heaven no i was born a bad girl some say im still a bad girl with my pocket full of pills aand my body full of booze hold on baby here i fuckong go again im unable to show you the real me when im like this hold on baby here i fucking go again

Been So Long Since I Been Here
still alive though lots been happening its 3.50am and i am a bit tired anyway must remember to come back here a bit more, my god they sorted the editing function out for the blogs, good stuff

Profiles That Really Fuckin Bother Me...still
1. Folks that have there profiles set as private. Whats the point? This is myspace right? A community network. What are these people hiding, and who are they hiding it from?2. The hearts before and after their name. These girls are what I like to call maneaters. Chew em up and spit em out. From my experience they are all the same. If youve seen Heathers, then you know what Im talking about.3. Profiles with no Pictures. What is wrong with your face? Everyone has a camera phone or a scanner. 4. Profiles with bad pictures. Almost as bad as having nothing at all. Lets see, im gonna wake up and take my picture first thing. What are these people thinking? Let me take the ugliest picture I can, I dont have anything to prove. And yet, Im gonna get dressed up to go to the grocery store.5. Bad layouts. I can tolerate most anything. Except when I have to scroll horizontally for 3 hours to post a comment. 6. Body shots. Theres nothing wrong with showing skin to the world. Im just a little bothered

Reasons Why
Reasons Why Our love is the long lasting kind;We’ve been together quite awhile.I love you for so many things,Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile. You accept me as I am;I can relax and just be me.Even when my quirks come out,You think they’re cute; you let me be. With you, there’s nothing to resist;You’re irresistible to me.I’m drawn to you in total trust;I give myself to you willingly. Your sweet devotion never fails;You view me with a patient heart.You love me, dear, no matter what.You’ve been that way right from the start. Those are just a few reasons whyI’ll always love you like I do.We’ll have a lifetime full of love,And it will happen because of you.

Our Troops
I saw a picture just now on someone's page that really got to me..it was of a soldier kneeling in front of a long row of army helmets..and the capition reads....his best friend lost his life today...You should thank him..It really hit close to home .I have several friends serving in Iraq right now... So to all our soldiers...men and women alike..I thank you...and God Bless!

Prolog To My Book
In nature there exists a balance of all God’s creation; each level of the food chain is regulated by the next level. The sick and weak are removed from the herds by the predators that stalk them. This regulates the populations and keeps disease from infecting the entire herd. This is so with all things. Many say that vampires do not exist, but they are wrong, there are those who claim vampires are creations of the devil, but again, they are wrong. Satan does not hold the power of creation, only the power to corrupt, and destroy. Vampires are the ultimate predators, they exist within the balance. Their purpose is simple; they prey on the sick, and those who would prey upon Society. This is their purpose within the balance. As with all things, there exists the Travita, to ensure they do not, tip the balance in the wrong direction. The Travita is the ruling class of vampire, the royal family that enforces the laws of the vampire race………..

What A Fake!
so i noticed someone on my friends list had ripped the picture of my bike that i built and they now have it in their default album ,whats up with this ? i can prove to anyone with a live video the bike is sitting in my carport not only that but if you ask sexlady from shawnee ok she can tell you the bike belongs to me so why would someone rip my pic and put it in their default?

Memories
Woodstock 1969 is to this day the most historic music festival in history. The festival marked the height of peaceful counterculture revolution, Woodstock sent a message to the world just before the intense wave of dissent washed back to sea. Embodied in this music festival is an entire set of ideals which are just as prevalent in today's society as they were in 1969. This is a celebration of everything that Woodstock 1969 stood for. We aim to support the ideas of peace, love, and unity by any possible means. The Woodstock nation has not forgot about what made the festival more than about the music. http://i41.photobucket.com/albums/e271/imalandu/firetruck-1.jpg

Makes You Think
It is the month of August, a resort town sits next to the shores of a lake. It is raining, and the little town looks totally deserted. It is tough times, everybody is in debt, and everybody lives on credit. Suddenly, a rich tourist comes to town. He enters the only hotel, lays a 100 dollar bill on the reception counter, and goes to inspect the rooms upstairs in order to pick one. The hotel proprietor takes the 100 dollar bill and runs to pay his debt to the butcher. The Butcher takes the 100 dollar bill, and runs to pay his debt to the pig raiser. The pig raiser takes the 100 dollar bill, and runs to pay his debt to the supplier of his feed and fuel. The supplier of feed and fuel takes the 100 dollar bill and runs to pay his debt to the town's prostitute that in these hard times, gave her "services" on credit. The hooker runs to the hotel, and pays off her debt with the 100 dollar bill to the hotel proprietor to pay for the rooms that she rented when she brought her clients th

F-love
Without warning, like a tidal wave unable to drown you The days like wrecks without them The race of time, The Deepest ravine, full of emotion With them. You don’t know what to do, far out in a frantic sea Unable to think, The echoes of existence between us Can reveal nothing, Belief in reason has gone. Unable to communicate helpless, alive, dead Unable to run from it Unable to fight it Undying love, tumultuous feelings hands in face, tears, panicking What to do? Way to turn? All sacred, reeling Must find a way of knowing Must find spirit Claustrophobic, hurt, hurt, The deepest of the unknown

Cheatin Ways
All this time I thought I knew the heart that beatinside of you!I give you credtiyou done great you captured my heartwith plans to break.You broke it with your cheatin way It'll happen to youtoday I pray.I want you to hurtas you caused me to ache all over till you can't see To stay up allhours of the night just wishing I was there to hold you tight But I wont be and I never will With your cheatin ways

Yeah
So I go to Walmart, and whatdayakno? THe fuckin bitch ex with her bf. She sees me and goes "thats the asshole that used to beat me!" I was like, bitch you CANT not beat you. SHe was like a dirty dog that pees on your carpet. The bf was like . man back off. Its over now, and only I can put my hand on that woman. I was like, shit you can have that beast. The dude laughed, we were alughin about it for like 5 mins. She didnt hear tho, cuz she was check some shit in a makeup section. I was like 'yeah, she fuckin needs that shit"

Mumm Comments
I like to read and comment on the mumms. I thought that this one person that put up a mumm was being funny. The mumm went like this: just want to show love to my country created @ 06/15/2009 03:13 pm expires in: 32 mins [NSFW] [EVERYONE] i,m geting ready to go up the road later and pay this hispanic girl i know for a blowjob but heres where i need help from all you great fubians. shoul i fantasy about Hillary Clinton or Michelle Obama sucking me off So anyhow, it gave you a choice between Hilary and Michelle. I thought it was a joke so I put in there for a comment ... just visualize grandma with no teeth. LMAO! He came to my page and sent me a message telling me this: Let me be the first to tell you how fucking ugly and stupid you look in that hat. So I gave him a taste of his own medicine. He sends this girl to my page to tell me that I'm ugly and that I never

Tagged
1 I masturbate daily to animals 2 I used to watch my grandmother take a shower 3 I like to stick my fingers in my butt then smell them 4 i bite my nails 5 I was on a date once, and I farted in her food when she left 6 I like Hello Kitty 7 I have a lesion on my penis, forever now 8 I like Japanese food 9 I grew up poor 10 I have a kid that I dont visit

You Can't Crush My Dreams
You can forget I live Leave me sitting alone Push me aside Like I've been disowned You can break my heart Ignore that I'm here Cause me more suffering Your time one day nears Leaving me alone You Play on my fears Each hurtful word stings Whispered, only I hear I look out my window The sun it still shines Birds are still singing When I open the blinds You can't take my heart My love for you is real I lived these moments Those you can't steal You can't take my will Or silence my screams These things are my choice You won't crush my dreams Just be there beside me Keep holding my hand Don't turn away I need you to stand I won't ask for much Or get in your way Just need you with me Till my final day Written By: Sierra N no one can.... Yes he'll never know mwah sexy...

Is There Life After Death
IS THERE LIFE AFTER DEATH IS THERE A PLACE WERE WE ALL MEET BACK UP B4 FINAL JUDGEMENT IDK BUT IF I GET THERE B4 IM BANISHED TO HELL I WILL SEEK OUT ALL MY FAMILY ALL MY FREINDS AND MY SON MOM AND PAPAW BUT I WILL MISS ALL OF YALL BE CUS IM GOIN A LIL EARLY

Deserve
I'VE MADE MISTAKES IN MY LIFE I'VE LET PEOPLE TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME & I'VE EXCEPTED WAY LESS THAN WHAT I DESERVE. BUT, I'VE LEARNED FROM MY BAD CHOICES & EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE SOME THINGS I CAN NEVER GET BACK & PEOPLE WHO WILL NEVER BE SORRY. I KNOW BETTER NEXT TIME & WON'T SETTLE FOR ANYTHING LESS THAN WHAT I DESERVE

???
BELIEVE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. PEOPLE CHANGE SO THAT YOU CAN LEARN HOW TO LET GO. THINGS GO WRONG, SO THAT YOU APPERCIATE THEM WHEN THEY'RE RIGHT. YOU BELIEVE LIES SO YOU EVENTUALLY LEARN TO TRUST NO ONE BUT YOURSELF, AND SOMETIMES GOOD THINGS FALL APART SO BETTER THINGS CAN FALL TOGETHER.

Who Got The Hooch... Lol
The working day was long And the road is grinding on And your body’s winding down again The tribal fire’s here And the circle speaks so near And the simple truth so very much clearer Who got the hooch, baby Who got the only sweetest thing in the world Who got the love, who got the fresh-e-freshy Who got the only sweetest thing in the world Let’s get real, let’s get heavy Till the water breaks the levee Let’s get loose, loose, who got the hooch The birds and bees will sing The jams begin to ring The good vibes flow from me to you The evening turns to night The fire and moonlight The dance of all who came before Who got the hooch, baby Who got the only sweetest thing in the world Who got the love, who got the fresh-e-freshy Who got the only sweetest thing in the world Let’s get real, let’s get heavy Till the water breaks the levee Let’s get loose, loose, who got the hooch {Music Intermision} Who got the hooch, baby Who got the only s

To Those Of You No Longer My Friend
I may no longer be your friend but this much I know. I'm still me. Away you turn if you are scared. Walk into the black. Yeah, I'm still me. You, forgotten you, forsaken you, forever you! You had the nerve to say, that I've lost the way. I'm still me. After losing sanity, together you and me, guess who still walks free. It's not... You, forgotten you, forsaken you, forever you! This anger, with hunger. You've chosen to hold on to your bitter needs. You lost yourself somewhere. Blamed me for not being there, not loving a stranger, that was... You, forgotten you, forsaken you, forever you! FUCK YOU!

Leave A Scar
"Leave A Scar"It's not like I made my self a listOf new and different ways to murder your heartI'm just painting that's still wet,If you touch me I'll be smearedYou'll be stainedStained for the rest of your lifeSo turn around, walk awayBefore you confuse the way we abuse each otherYou're not afraid of getting hurtAnd I'm not afraid of how much I hurt youI'm well aware I'm a Danger to my selfAre you aware I'm a danger to others?There's a crack in my soulYou thought it was a smileWhatever doesn't kill you...It's gonna leave a scarWhatever doesn't kill you...It's gonna leave a scarLeave a scarLeave a scarWhatever doesn't kill you, it's gonna leave a scarI'm more like a silver bulletAnd I'm like a gun, not easy to holdI'm moving fast and if I stay inside your heartI'm certain that this will beThe end of your lifeSo turn around, walk awayBefore you confuse the way we abuse each otherYou're not afraid of getting hurtAnd I'm not afraid of how much I hurt youI'm well aware I'm a Danger to my s

Not What You Thought It Was, Huh.
I so thought my 22 month old daughter swallowed a magnet that was about 2 inches long and about an inch in diameter! Rushed her to the ER and no magnet. So almost three hours in the ER with three kids ready to rampage around in the hospital--AND NO MAGNET! But that's a good thing, so no complaints.

Broken
I'll Get Over You. It's taking the longest timebut my broken heart will healfor what I once had felt so deeplyis now, no longer real. You played me like a foolbelieving all you saidwhen deep down all that you didwas hurt me more instead. I'd like to really knowif seeing me cry that wayhad any effect on youon any given day? I told you how much I loved youwith each and every dayyet all I meant to youwas someone with, to play.

Seduces Me
Seduces Me Everything you are...Everything you'll be...Touches the current of love so deep in me.Every sigh in the night...Every tear that you cry...Seduces me. All that I am...All that I'll be.Means nothing at all...If you can't be with me.Your most innocent kiss...Or your sweetest caress...Seduces me. I don't care about tomorrow.I've given up on yesterday.Here and now...is all that matters.Right here with you...Is where I'll stay. Everything in this world...Every voice in the night...Every little thing of beauty...Comes shining thru in your eyes.And all that is you...becomes part of me too.Cause all you do...Seduces me. And if I should die tomorrow...I'd go down with a smile on my face.I thank God I've ever known you.I fall down on my knees...For all the love we've made. Every sigh in the night...Every tear that you cry...Seduces meSeduces me All that you do...Seduces Me

All Alone And Standing...cute
Oh yah...it's cute. Cute? Cute you fucker? I sent that picture to 10 people today and cute was not a fucking word that described me but you the one who finds me un-attractive of couse you were cute. Cute like a fuckin little toy doll which I'm pretty sure is what you have viewed me as for the past 5 years. I'm over it all. I am over you and I am so beyond hurt that I hope that you fall in love with someone and after 5 years they tell you "oh yah Um...I was never really that into you. I married you. I bore your child. I gave up my career, my life, my friends all falling maddly in love with a man who lets face is has no respect of love for me and never did. Yet all I have in my head lately is all alone and standing pretty in this dust that was a city. I'm tired of the tears i shed for you and want to be over you so badly it hurts inside. All i can do is pick myself up and somehow find the strength to be there for my son. I hope years from now you die alone

Daddy's Arms
I wish i was a child again, Nestled in daddy's arms. I long to hear " it'll be alright, As he gently strokes my hair. Cause grownup problems can seem To tough and hurt so much. It's hard to face them on my own. I wish i was a child again, Nestled in daddy's arms.

Haters
Hater/ By Maya AngelouA hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people to say the least. Nothing is ever good enough! When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters... That's why you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your dreams, because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else, He would have given you what He gave them! Right? You never know what people have gone through to get what they have...The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story... If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too!

For You
You may think that I'm lying, But I'm afraid of not trying. For the one that pleases me the most; Is a beautiful little Ghost. The monster has died; Along with the tears I have cried. It was a smile on the wind; To finally find my hearts twin. To search for so long; And have been so wrong. So many times it seemed; Happiness was only a dream. Tattered and torn; Weary and bone worn. To find the one I've wanted the most; Is a beautiful little Ghost. ♥

Is In A Lost Of Word
im just wondering what the future holds i thought i found love but nope all she wanted to was make a babby and dip out can i be the first to say as a man i feel use will there be any woman to heal my broken heart only the futre can tell as of now im AT A LOSS OF WORDS

Dark Side Of Your Moon(repost)
I cherish the dark side of your moonLike a wintered rose before it bloomsI don't want to just stand on your shoresI want to ride through your stormsThe dark is half of the wholeJust another facet of your diamond soulI want more then the sun in your eyesI want to share the tears you cryA bird is still a bird even with a broken wingWhen you reach the sky, raise your voice and singThe rhythm of your life is such a wonderful tuneShall we dance on the dark side of your moon

"here's Your Letter"
"Here's Your Letter" Cut the skin to the bone Fall asleep all alone Hear your voice in the dark Lose myself in your eyes Choke my voice, say goodnight as the world falls apart I can't let this kill me, let go I need some more time to fix this Here's a letter for you But the words get confused And the conversation dies Apologize for the past Talk some shit take it back Are we cursed to this life

Smile For Me ((written For Me))
Smile 4 me....is somebody waiting 4 me. she took this picture....did she take it 4 me....time is ticking....her smile insists....jus 2 tell her was she waiting 4 me...when she smiles, i feel it....i know...i see it...when shes happy...smiles so bright...gives me another reason, for her her id fight...Im happy when shes happy....i smile when she smiles...i face the fact...its jus her smile...but i know inside...deep inside that smile...she smiles for me, jus for awhile...a picture perfected, you should see...i jus love it when she smiles for me...she inspires me 2 reach out my hand...hold her close...let her stand...that smile of hers, no one can take...no matter how early, no matter how late...the time it takes...you must understand...it starting now, it starts again...when you see her smile...it makes you see....jus how deep is her real beauty....to display her i would....smile for me she should....my day would be complete, when she even smiles for me...those eyes...that skin....her h

Beautiful
"Beautiful"Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private worldWhere they can be alone Are you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back upIn order for me to pick that mic back up I don't know how I pry awayAnd I ended up in this position I'm in I starting to feel distant againSo I decided just to pick this pen Up and tried to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rapI need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow And I just can't sit back and wallowIn my own sorrow But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to follow Copy One tough act to follow Here tod

Ugh!! Pissing Me Off!
It's starting to seriously piss me off not being able to put HTML in our blogs!! No more videos or little flash toys, NADDA! Yet people can still post them in Mumms?! I smell bullshit! *Kicks the piss out of Fu*

Temper
My son is 17 months old and and his temper seems to get worse every day.. he gets his temper from my fathers side.. 90 percent of the men in our family have this terrible temper and i prayed that he would not have it.. Cause all i see in his future is lots of trouble... Im scared he will have the trouble my cousin had trying to keep it under control. my cousin finaly has it sorta under control.. but he now has a long criminal record.... and has been in and out of jail too many times to count and was in prison for 3 years all because of his temper.. i dont want this for my son... i mean my son is so sweet but a wrong look and he is mad...

Ground Bound (rap, Subject To Typos And Purposeful Grammatical Errors)
Go on keep gettin off to yourself, keep hatin on others cause your personality knows no wealth. I don't do it for you son, I do it for the belt, and anyone against me can go to fuckin hell. I don't talk shit about it unless I know it well, and I can see you over there wonderin' why your shit won't sell. I got your answer right here, it's all very clear, the only thing is you can't see any answers past the mirror. You only care about yourself, fuck everyone else, you need to watch out cause that shit could be bad for your health. Talkin' shit online, runnin' your mouth all the time could land you in the hospital steady on a life line. All because you thought you hand the upper hand until that nigga pull out his nine. Your Mother cryin in the church as your family gets in line to say their last good byes one more motherfuckin time. Now you're six feet under and he does a little time. Even when that nigga gets out, your ass will still be in the ground, now you can't make a sound, respect

People And Best Lounges I Have Been To
you know there are alot of great ppl on fubar from all over the world some are looking for friends some are just hwere to have fun and some are looking for mr/ms right.what ever your flavor is you can bet youll find it here. as far as the longes go there are alot fo thoseas well i have been to a few that play all kinds of music and some that are looking for staff.. some of the lounges that i would recamid and feel that are the best lounges are on this list take a look at the list then go to them and see what you think.. LONGES LIST THAT I LIKE AND THING ARE THE BEST SP FAR AND YES ILL ADD TO THE LIST ASS I VISTED TO LOUNGES AND MEET NEW PPL.. 1.HEAVEN ON EARTH 2.whiskey falls saloon 3.the forbidden reststop 4.the velvet 5.reaper's relm 6.classics 7.dawn's haven

New And Improved?
this might be my new motto when I get back. My surgery is scheduled for tomorrow so I will be gone for a little bit. But when I do get back.....I should be new and improved...or at least have perky boobs. After battling breast cancer and having the lump removed my breasts are uneven and saggy. So now I will have a lift done and reduction on the left to make it asymetric to the right. I am kinda scared since I know both breasts will be operated on and they plan on doing it as outpatient. So I will go in in the morning around 1130 and surgery will be around 1 and I should be home by 6.......I just pray I will heal correctly and get better soon. I am so ready to be done with this whole cnacer business. I am ready to feel attractive again....to be ME again! Wild and crazy!!! So be in prayer for me and my family the next few days and weeks. With summer vacation here the kids will be home helping me out. I do hope friends will come get them some and take them to the park or swi

Short Stories With Tragic Endings
Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,the one thing that I cannot give. (Did you ever see that one personand the way they do these thingsand it hurts you so much it's like choking...choking)I can give you freedom from your guilt,with a flick of my wrist onto yours.I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile. I can give you death with the look upon my face. This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,with no last kiss & no regrets;you don't deserve good bye.This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,with no last kiss & no good bye. Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end. Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn

An Old Man A Boy And A Donkey
An old man , a boy & a donkey were going to town. The boy rode on the donkey & the old man walked. As they went along they passed some people who remarked it was a shame the old man was walking & the boy was riding. The man & boy thought maybe the critics were right, so they changed positions. Later, they passed some people that remarked, "What a shame, he makes that little boy walk." They then decided they both would walk! Soon they passed some more people who thought they were stupid to walk when they had a decent donkey to ride. So, they both rode the donkey. Now they passed some people that shamed them by saying how awful to put such a load on a poor donkey. The boy & man said they were probably right, so they decide to carry the donkey. As they crossed the bridge, they lost their grip on the animal & he fell into the river and drowned. The moral of the story? If you try to please everyone, you might as well... Kiss your ass goodbye!

Communication
It's called communication most people don't know how to do that about sex. Guys are the worst we are so busy trying to show off our skills we don't find out what she really wants. Some women had rather find someone else instead of asking for what they want from the one their with. It is worth it to find out I realize some people just don't fit. It's not anybody's fault just nature. I have had the privilege several times in my life to know people who fit me both physically and intellectually we all still communicate and get together when ever possible. The way I get to that point is to get to know the people I'm with you have to be honest about who you are and what u want. You also have to find out what the person you are with wants.

Heather
Yeah, your my diamond girl, blessed with the most beautiful smile in the world. Dont worry baby, I wont pay him any attention, talk to him all you want but its me that your missing. Did I mention? Your eyes got me blinded, lil mama I done lost my mind I cant find it.Many will attempt, try to duplicate, my Game, but Im James, all they can really do is h8.Its cool ma, they dont understand me Im trying to really make you mine, Im talking bout family. Thats right boo, shit we can do the math, you wanna find they way, Imma show you the path. Lil mama heres a toast to you, you dont even have to post this note, but it was wrote for you.I am Dot Bomb, and they are nonsense, I dont need a website to provide you sweet comments

Why Are Woman Soo Heartless At Time
I just need to vent this little bit, my ex of 2 years broke a 47 in plazma tv of mine cuz she said on the phone that I didnt spend enough time with her. I work 10+ hours a day with my business that I own and I cant help that. Any of my off time is spent with her and the kids!!! So I wonder and ask WHY would she break something that I now have to work harder to replace!!!! and WHY of all things.......MY TV!!!!!!!!!

Life
Well I am not the best looking person. But I always wonder if there is someone out there for me. Yes I am gay. When it comes to gay men they want sex and only sex. What happen to the ones that want to have a relationship are they still out there? Granted sex is good but its not all that in a relationship. I look what in the inside of a person ie there heart and other things. One day it will happen.

3 Kinds Of Ppl.... Pussies Dicks And Assholes!!!
Pussies don't like dicks, because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes: assholes that just want to shit on everything. Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way. But the only thing that can fuck an asshole is a dick, with some balls. The problem with dicks is: they fuck too much or fuck when it isn't appropriate - and it takes a pussy to show them that. But sometimes, pussies can be so full of shit that they become assholes themselves... because pussies are an inch and half away from ass holes.

Stoners
Stoners live stoners die fuck the world let's get high Pot's a plant it grows in the ground if god didn't like it,it wouldn't be around So drink a beer and smoke a bowl party hard and rock-n-roll To all you preps who think your cool fuck you bitches stoners rule I liked this and had to share it .

Fishing
Anybody that knows me knows, shit just happens to me. Good, bad, random doesnt matter. One of my constant phrases is "Hell I dunno shit just happens". So to start off this new blog, I will send this out to Itty... Few years ago I decide one saturday to go fishing. The pond I am going to is just a couple miles out of town so I drive out, fishing gear in tow ready for a relaxing day of fishing. I spend a few hours and get a little sunburned but I am still fine. I did well caught about 8 good size catfish. I had parked up on a hill, you had to go down a bank about 20 feet to get to the pond. The bank was rather steep. Now I am also rather lazy, so I decided to tote everything up at one time. I have my fish on a stringer I hold it in my left hand and throw it over my left shoulder. I have my pole, tackle box, etc in my right hand and away I go. The footing wasnt great but I persisted, not to be denied. I reached the top, felt good about myself and I stepped into a hole. My l

Part 1
heres a list of crap that makes no sense to me: Soy Meat - If vegetarians want to eat meat, then just do IT ALREADY!!! Veganisim - If you think the raising of cattle for slaughter is bad for the environment, do your part, and EAT THE FRIGGIN LIVESTOCK!!! Grilled Chicken At KFC - Its called KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN FOR A REASON!!! Edible Underwear - I know what comes out of that hole, and i sure don't want it in MY mouth. Non Alcoholic Beer - Barley ferments, fermentation makes alcohol, so keep it natural LEAVE IT ALONE!!! Fish at Mc Donalds - YOUR FISH SUCKS!!! STICK TO CRAPPY BURGERS!!!! Triple shots of any liquor - At this point, just drink from the bottle, its easier. Making a minivan into a truck - Just, WHY? The time and effort that goes into making it legal, just buy a junk truck. Its quicker and more efficient, and sell the friggin MINIVAN!!!!! Dual Exhausts on anything with less than 8 cylinders or more than 2 - YOURE A RETARD!!! YOUR CAR SOUNDS LIKE A PEICE OF GARBA

Waiting
Just waiting for someone to come sweep me off my feet. Is that person you or are you really just a dream? Are you a figure of my imagaination that i really want to come true? Hold up are you waiting too? If so please tell me what I need to do! Because if we both are waiting for the other one to move, then what are we waiting for just to prove our love will come through?

Eat Me The Way I Like It
EAT DAT PUSSI~ This wat you need to know !!! 95 % of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for them..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...ro

Memories
Memories Will your memories ever leave me, Or will they always remain? Will the time ever come, When I will stop thinking of you so fondly? I will always remember how you tasted in my mouth. The sweetness and creaminess of swallowing you whole. How it felt deep inside, The way you made me whimper and whine. Will you stop coming into my dreams, Teasing and tantalizing me the way you use to? The way your body felt next to mine, The way we made sweet love devine? How you watched as I touched myself, Then reach over and touch you. I admit that I am still in love with you, The way it was when I was with you. Will that moment ever come, Or will you haunt me the rest of my life? Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

If Today Was Your Last Day/nickelback
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce of memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swea

My Real Friends...
Those that are always there when all things are lost, The ones that lend you a hand because they love you as a brother, Those that dream our dreams whether they are big or small, The ones who are willing to forget, The ones we sometimes treat wrong and from time to time even forget, The ones we argue with, laugh with, and cry with, The ones we make commitments with to be broken later by us, Those are our real friends. They are the ones that fill our photo albums with a million memories, They are the first ones to call us on our birthday, They are the ones that reminds us that in every bad thing, something good will come out of it, Those are our real friends,

Uncertainty
Looking toward the future with a frightened eye staring down uncertainty trying to pass the quiet nights without letting my mind go astray There are too many thoughts I can't bear to think too many possibilities I don't have the courage to consider I'm not scared of the future just blinded by dreams gone awry living in a past checkered with defeats and cradling ideals long since lost and forgotten No journey has gone the direction I planned No sprint has moved at the pace I wanted So now I sit here completely out of dreams pining for what should have been but never will be frightened by possibilities turned into destinies and clinging on to improbable hope slipping through my fingers Uncertain about everything save what I fear Destined for nothing but what I despise There is no glorious future there is no happy end just a game of self-deceit that never quite fulfills

Live Like You Were Dying-tim Mcgraw
He said, "I was in my early fortiesWith a lot of life before meWhen a moment came that stopped me on a dime ""I spent most of the next days, looking at the x-raysTalking 'bout the options and talking' bout sweet times "I asked him when it sank inThat this might really be the real end"How's it hit 'cha when you get that kind of news?Man, what'd ya do? "He said"I went skydivingI went rocky mountain climbingI went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man ChuAnd I loved deeperAnd I spoke sweeterAnd I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin ' "And he said, "Someday I hope you get the chanceTo live like you were dyin ' "He said, "I was finally the husbandThat most the time I wasn'tAnd I became a friend, a friend would like to have ""And all of a sudden goin 'fishin'Wasn't such an impositionAnd I went three times that year I lost my dadWell I, I finally read the good bookAnd I took a good long hard lookAt what I'd do if I could do it all againAnd then ""I went skydivingI went rocky mountain cl

Please Remember Me-tim Mcgraw
When all our tears have reached the seaPart of you will live in meWay down deep inside my heartThe days keep coming without failA new wind is gonna find your sailYou'll find better love strong as it ever wasDeep as the river runs, warm as the morning sunPlease remember meJust like the waves down by the shoreWe're gonna keep on coming back for more'Cause we don't ever wanna stopOut in this brave new world you seekOver the valleys and the peaksAnd I can see you on the topYou'll find better love strong as it ever wasDeep as the river runs, warm as the morning sunPlease remember meRemember me when you're out walkin 'When the snow falls high outside your doorLate at night when you're not sleepin 'And moonlight falls across your floorWhen I can't hurt you anymoreYou'll find better love strong as it ever wasDeep as the river runs, warm as the morning sunPlease remember mePlease remember me

Whiskey Lullaby
She put him out like the burnin 'end of a midnight cigarette But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind She broke his heart, he spent his whole life tryin 'to forget Until 'the night We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said, "I'll love her till I die" The Angels sang a whiskey lullaby And when we buried him beneath the willow La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years, she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until 'the night Life is short but this time i

What Hurts The Most-rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then And just let 'em out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And watchin 'you walk away And havin 'so much to say What could've been And never knowin ' Is what I was trying to do It's hard to deal with the pain of losin 'you every where I go And not seein 'that lovin' you But I'm doin 'it It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still harder If I could do it over Gettin 'up, gettin' dressed, livin 'with this regret, but I know I would trade, give away, show the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And havin 'so much to say And watchin 'you walk away And never knowin ' What could've been And not

I Laughed For Close To Five Minutes...
Im on my way to work today, I get on the bus at 55th and already regret not waiting for the next bus. There is some lil bastard (about 5 or 6yrs old) running up and down the bus, screaming at the top of his lungs. Mother not doing anything to control him (of course) Well the bus gets to 59th and it stops and someone gets off, the back doors open and the kid jumps off the bus. He's standing there looking on the bus and the mother just looks at him and says "Get your ass back on this bus" mind you, she doesnt move her fat ass to grab the kid, just sits there and continues to say "Get back on the bus" So the light turns green, the doors shut and the bus driver takes off... Kid still of the bus, by itself. NOW she decides to get off her ass and starts screaming at the top of her lungs "Stop the bus, stop the bus, stop the fucking bus" so the bus driver stops at the next stop... a block away. She starts screaming at the driver after he stopped "Why the hell didnt you stop the bus, didnt

Troops Ready For Deployment -1-
Show these troopers some real Troop support. They will leave for deployment very very soon and they won't be online on here for a bit so leave them some Fu loving. Take care Sarg49 and Zuzeca...stay save and stay Strong ! I will be here when you need me. Muah Sarg 49@ fubar ZUZECA@ fubar

I Have Learned Through Bitter Experiance!!!!!!!!!!
I have learned through bitter experience the one supreme lesson: to conserve my anger, and as heat conserved is transmitted into energy, even so our anger controlled can be transmitted into a power...

Everything You Do
I love the way you smile when I look in your eyes.I love the way you laugh when I try to be funny.And how the tears roll down your face when I say no one could ever take yourplace.The way you touch my lips right after every kiss,And softly whisper that I'm your everything.The way you pray our love wont dieEvery night just before you close your eyes. Cause baby when you sleep, I watch you breathing. And baby when you dream, I dream with you.Cause everywhere you are is where I wanna be, It's true.Everything you do makes me know how much I love you.

No Luv In Return
I just hate when people tell u up here my auto 11's are on and then I go rate like 100 pictures and I get's no love in return!!! What type of shit is that? I mean I don't need the rates but if i rate that many pics I expect some type of love back!!!

Donkey Carts Are Still Funny To Me...(last Tour)
Donkey carts are still funny to me...... The temperature is rising and donkey cart caravans are still funny too me. It is the strangest thing. I've been in Iraq for six months now and I see donkey-drawn carriages on the street daily. However everytime I see one, I laugh. I dont know why,I guess its for the same reason that people will giggle when someone passes gas or something. All I can think of is that song "Let me ride that donkey!".I guess the heat is starting to get to me....... This has been a tough year so far. The holidays came and went, they were just another day over here. No family to get together for Thanksgiving dinner,no Santa.The new year came in with a bang as rockets came at the stroke of midnight. No Rockin New Years Eve with Dick Clark though and no Easter Bunny. Instead, we were on mission hard charging and vigilant, finding comfort and family amonst eachother. For us veterans, we know the bond that is shared between combat soldiers. We are like fathers of m

God And Humor
Does God have a sense of Humor? Not a topic more serious students of theology pursue, but an interesting one all the same. I first thought about this when a member of my church raised the question "Does God Laugh?". The puritans may laugh at this question, but it does not eliminate the implications of this simple question. Did we get the sense of humor, enjoyed and desired by many around the globe, from God when He created us? Or did we get it as a result of sin? Or did we get it from God after the fall? Was it in built in us when God created us in His image? Many traits such as personality, creativity, etc. were in built in us when we were created. Or did we get it when Adam and Eve disobeyed God, like the traits of death, sin, etc. Or did God give it to us after the fall. Attributes like multiple languages, the indwelling of Holy Spirit etc. was given after the fall by God whenever it was necessary for the human race. If the first option is true, a sense of humor is a divine trait an

Blinded
blinded by the burining light caught in this illousion of desire not quite knowing where to turn lost with no direction spinning spiral whirlwinds feeling love then abandenment mixed emotions one by one love me, pain me two by two wanting you and only you cursed emotions remaining here feeling less and less good enough to ever have your full love blinded by the burning light caught in the illousion of what they call love blinded love

..we Need A Revolution.....
Very interesting stats coming out of new polls. Many Republicans, and a fair number of Democrats are affiliating themselves as Independents. I’ve been registered as an Independent for some time now, and I no longer feel like my vote is “useless”. May I suggest an “Independent” could be our next President, and I think the polls are indicating it’s a possibility. Too many Republicans feel there is no “real” leader or leadership emerging, and Democrats are moving too far left to sustain any long term control. Let’s not forget that “Ross Perrot” lead both George Bush Senior, and Bill Clinton in the polls for the 1992 Presidential election, and probably would have won if he wouldn’t have dropped out in July, and then re-entered the race just one month before the election. He still received 20% of the popular vote (the most in history), and he wasn’t that strong a candidate. I feel people are fe

Aftershocks...erotic Poetry By Sondra
The aftershocks of your love Are electric, throbbing, Pulsating and deep, Vibrating, tingling sensations felt In the arches of my feet, My toes, my fingers, My forehead and my cheeks. Blood pounding, Flooding my veins With erratic pumping, Quickly rippling, To fill my secret places up Driving me insane. Floating, yet flying, Heart pounding, Beating in Rapid succession, Breathing, Shallow, Fast and deep, Love’s rapid fire progression, Fingertips grasping, Open palms, Digging hard and deep, Hands grabbing You and the sheet. Arms weak, Mind spinning, As I taste Your kisses so sweet… By spiritwoman © 2009 spiritwoman (All rights reserved)

When Honey Comes A Calling
Throughout my days and evenings. i think of her and sigh my heart she`s been healing never sure just how and why. as i think of my honey a thought comes to mind of how soft is her hair and i wish she was there to show her i care and to hold in my arms right now. i wait through the day and dream of her eyes so pretty and grey and her voice so soft that it sets me off on a journy to a place that we share i see her standing in white and me in a suit of grey alone by a lake by her side a life we vow to share i take my honey into my arms and confess all of my love from heaven and earth our marriage give birth and to protect her from every harm. i awake from my wonderful dream as real as it may have seemed im still all alone no rings on my phone and my tears are starting to stream i try to return to my dream but my honey is nowhere in sight then the squeek of the door and footsteps on the floor and my honey appears to my sight. if my hon

2 Deaths In The Family
i just lost 2 very important pple in my life first was my grandma wallace, and second was my sis in law roxy both died of a form of cancer, my grandma had brain cancer and roxy had hodgkins limphoma , both died on the same day, june 16 2009, im sad to say goodbye, but i know their no longer in pain, its hard but i will live, i guess your never prepared for the things i had seen, but their suffering is over now, roxy had fought hodgkins 3 times b4 she gave up and was too waek to fight it anymore, both were strong wemen, and had put up one hell of a fight b4 they left us, so in their memory, ive created a scrapbook, the only thing i can do is share it with the family. which i will b sending out by the end of the month, i will b busy till then,

Need A Really Good Laugh?
Think before you speak...Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak -The last one is great!Have you ever spoken and wished that you couldImmediately take the words back...Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did....FIRST TESTIMONY:I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly,'How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?'I turned around and walked back out and never went back.My husband didn't say a word...He knew better.SECOND TESTIMONY:I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using.. After browsing for several minutes,I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemenWho works at the store. He asked if he could help me..Without thinking, I looked at him and said,'I think I like playing with men's balls.'

Own Me 4 A Month!
Want to own me well you can just click on the pic below to make a bid on me! What I'm offering for a month Own in my name for 1 monthAdded 2 Top Friends/FamilyPimpout on my About MeRandom Gifts each week100 10s or 11s if VIP for a week for 4 weeksIf 25 DollarsAdd 2 Yahoo (if wanted)1 SFW 15 Phone Call (if wanted)Random Gifts or Bling If I Have Any300 10s or 11s if VIP for a week for 4 weeksIf 50 dollars or OverPermanent Add to About MePimpout Across the top for 1 month2 Custom Skins for you or a Friend,1 SFW 1 Hour Phone Call (if wanted)500 10s or 11s if VIP for a week for 4 weeksAdd to Yahoo (if wanted)1 SFW Salute Anyway you want it (within reason)I Love Blasts, Bling Packs, would love a HH hehe *muahz*

How To Stop Body Odor Naturally
Millions of people suffer from embarrassing body odor. Fortunately, you don't need to spend a lot to solve the problem. Natural, 'green', cheap baking soda can solve your personal odor issue! Instructions Step 1 - DEODORANT If your deodorant isn't able to stop body odor effectively for you, you don't have to buy a more expensive brand. Simply apply a slightly heavier coat of deodorant than normal. Then, apply baking soda on top of that layer, like you were applying baby powder. Be careful not to inhale baking soda. It's not toxic, but any lung contaminate can result in respiratory problems. Step 2 - BAD BREATH Try adding baking soda to your toothpaste, or purchase a toothpaste with baking soda as an ingredient. You can also mix half a teaspoon of baking soda with your mouthwash and use it to swish and gargle. Step 3 - HAIR Your hair traps odors and oils produced by your scalp. In fact, more body heat is released through your head than through any other par

Second Evaluation
Where the scale is a discouragement, the measurements are a time for rejoicing! I've lost a total of 3-1/2 inches! 1/4 in off each arm 1/2 in off shoulders, chest, waist, hips, and each thigh 0 off neck and each calf (which is expected for me) flexibility is a whole inch further. :) My fitness test went from below average to average. That test is 3 minutes on the stairstepper at 9.2 flights per minute. I did 43 crunches in 60 seconds (vs 40 last time). Managed 20 pushes on the bench press (weights) with 45# bar. And 20 pushes on the leg press (weights) with 90#. I believe I only did 15 each with lesser weight last time on the machines. These results and only twice a week. I'll have to work harder on the food aspect of this so the scale can show results as well. To me it seems like such a small effort for these results.

Cookie Breath ( My Take)
surfer guy from the so-cal, eyes set on mind melt, he makes my heart swell, I love the way he feels, I love the way he smells, I love the way he talks, I love the stories he tells. there’s nothing I don’t like, sold,hook, line and sinker. he’s dramatic and simple, kinetic and nimble, he’sa fickle little riddle and he makes me go mental. I’m in love that’s the one thing that I’m sure of, can’t get enough of this stuff , can’t get enough of his hugs, he makes me not want to drink or do any drugs, hold him forever until the sun comes up. why oh why won’t you be mine? I tried so hard not to cry. can’t contain what lies inside when you call me up and just say hi. why oh why won’t you leave that lie? why oh why must I be denied? when oh when will the time arrive when you look me in the eyes and say your mine? surfer guy form the so-cal. together forever, only time will tell. until I know for sure, now that I’m i

Fuckin Fuck!!!
FUCKING GUYS NEED TO GET THEIR HEADS OUT OF THEIR FUCKING ASSES, YEA I MAY BE FAT BUT THEY'RE STILL UGLY AND I CAN DIET! GAHHHHH IM FUCKIN PISSED. FUCK GUYS. FUCK EVERYTHING. MOTHER FUCKING COCK SUCKING CUNT FUCKING BITCHES!

Take Another Look
Take Another Look My hands stretch out to catch your tears Each one is so precious to me They fall from My Broken Angels eyes My heart breaks at her pleas I know the pain your feel The overwhelming sense of doom The one that chains down your heart Filling your spirit with gloom I know your feathers have turned to ashes Your wings burned from the pain I know your spirit is weakened Battered and beaten by the rain

Yes I'm Married But I Don't Cheat
I don't really like to talk about my situation but I'll be glad to let my wife explain to u why she left me because she was gay couldn't get along with her lover had a stroke can't take care of herself. If I divorce her my insurance won't cover her care. She is still my best friend even if she doesn't remember why. The other three women in my life including her exlover understand this. That's because they were never lied to and were friends first and lovers later and knew exactly what they were getting into. The only reason I'm here is because my lovers have matured and have their own lives. I supported one while she went to med school, one is graduating from law school next year they will always be in my life and the person who is with me will know that. I never wanted this life it is harder to have more than one LOVER than most people will ever know but I wouldn't change a thing now. Just so u know I was married for thirty five wonderful years before my wife had a stroke.The problem

Naughty Coffee Table Book
Naughty Coffee Table Book project Hello, I am a writer. I am working on a kind of naughty coffee table book. A book with erotic pictures, followed by stories inspired by those pictures. The basic idea is for me to write stories based on erotic pictures sent to me from a girl - perhaps a guy - miles away that I have no real connection to The stories could go anywhere and you would be helping create the concept for each story by deciding what picture you're sending, what body part, what lighting, what setting, what outfit, whos in the pic, etc etc. I will write stories based on all the photos I receive, and if they turn out well enough, the stories will be used in the book, and I would ask your permission to use the picture - and likely share the profits from the book with you, in some manner, according to the publisher. I don't want anybody to do something they don't wanna do, but I would love it if some people emailed me pictures to mikey.hammer@gmail.com. The inspiration for the

New Leveling Crew Maybe
Been thinking this for awhile now since i came back to fubar i am thinking of starting a new leveling crew sowhat im asking from you my friends is ideas including a name also before i even start to work on this i need to have a co-owner to help out with it all please messege me with the ideas open to all

Im Just Tired Of Trying
LOOK I AM NOTHING SPECIAL AND I KNOW THAT SO I KNOW I CANT COMPETE WITH THESE GIRLS ON HERE FOR A HEART I DONT HAVE A CHANCE OF GETTING. IM A SIMPLE COUNTRY GIRL WITH A BIG HEART AND I HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE TO ANYBODY BUT WHAT IS IT SIDE AND THAT IS MY HEART I KNOW IT ANT MUCH BUT ITS ALL I HAVE. I CANT COMPETE WITH PRETTY GIRLS ON HERE,IM SORRY IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO CARE ABOUT. IM HUMAN AND I MAKE MISTAKES WHO DOESNT. MAYBE IN TIME I WILL MOVE ON BUT UNTILL THEN I AM THINKING ABOUT DELETING MY ACCOUNT ON HERE SO IF I DO TY TO MY FRIENDS UR THE BEST LUVS AND HUGSS TO ALL THAT READ THIS

Todays Youth. (old Blog)
Today's blog is from a fresh location. The very bench outside my apartment.As I sit here and ponder my next adventure in life I also take in the lives around me. That and the adult's perceptions of how my youth is living and the course we are taking during our lives.It's true that things have changed and as humans and technology advance I believe their values and morals morph into something new as well.I'ts not that my generation has an attitude of we don't care or we are going to do what we want.We just choose to live more free spirited and let any oppertunity knock at the door. It's rather refreshing actually. Myself and a lot of the peers I know and am fond of are very open minded and willing to try anything once. Of course, being mature, I must keep in mind that anything involves a lot of negative things. (such as drugs, alcohol and sex)I'm not entirely sure if the way my generation behaves seems inappropriate or interesting. From my point of view it seems like we are all rea

My Dreamland
Summers heat bearing down above, The sweat drips down my hand as i slide it in my glove, Adjusting my cap, I ich my head, Ball in hand, spinning it with my fingers, I look in my glove, there is nothing to be said, With a pain in my arm, that stings and lingers, I peak over my mit, getting my sign, The opposing players on the fence in a line, Being shut out, just looking for a hit, I start my motion with an evil grin, I unload my pitch, knowing he's chomping at the bit, Seeing it leave my hand, he misses again, Pop goes the catchers glove, the ball gets thrown around, I love my home, here on the mound, With the ball in my hand, I feel alive, The pace of the game, when the ball will arrive, I could go fast, i could go slow, Thats up for me to know, But he can't touch me, So, i stare him down begging him to try, Little does he know, this is my dreamland, And without this baseball I would die, Because the burdon is on my shoulders, with this ball in my hand.

Soon To Be!
She told me to go to bed for a few little hours,Rest my little aching head upon the pillows,Under sheet's warm & cosy, Singing in her ear,I took the advice off my dear & followed suit.The music played sweet & smooth under the neon moon,Whispering so gently I'll be seeing you soon,Let's join hand's under the silver plated star's,Hit the bars & dance with ribbon's & Silk.The piano keys played from ghost's off the past,The violin strings resonate the same old tune's,Echoing through the steel vessel's off every ship,As the spray hits the bow, swimming in multiple thoughts.I miss our word's, your gentle sweet word's,Just will not leave my soul, Steel & chrome,Hold's on tight to those metallic pillar's with sea spray in my face,Still confused but holding tight, No matter how tattered the flag.Leave's these green shores in awe, For land's I've never seen,Wondering how everybody has been, For blurry eye's,Holds my head up high & stares to the skie's,Wondering how life & destiny, fame & fortune

Tomato's
An old man lived alone in New Jersey . He wanted to plant his annual tomato garden, but it was very difficult work, as the ground was hard. His only son, Vincent, who used to help him, was in prison.The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament: Dear Vincent, I am feeling pretty sad, because it looks like I won't be able to plant my tomato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. I know if you were here my troubles would be over. I know you would be happy to dig the plot for me, like in the old days.Love, Papa A few days later he received a letter from his son. Dear Pop,Don't dig up that garden.. That's where the bodies are buried.Love,Vinnie At 4 a.m. The next morning, FBI agents and local police arrived and dug up theentire area without finding any bodies. They apologized to the old man and left. That same day the old man received another letter from his son. Dear Pop,Go ahead and plant the tomatoes now. That's t

10 Things About Me
1 I live with my mother and her sister 2 I put a nail in my peehole once, and it got stuck 3 I like to eat my boogers 4 When I was 5, I let a dog lick my testicles 5 I was born in Romania 6 I like to wear pantyhose to work 7 I like to read poetry 8 My dad used to hit me with a wet towel 9 I like to knit 10 I used to cut my penis with a razor

Hello Everyone
hello everyone! Im new to fubar. Im just gonna make a post so everyone will no a little more about me. I am a single mom with 4 beautiful daughters. I am currently in a relationship so plz guys dont send me any thing saying how you want to hook up. I dont do the online hook up thing. And so you no i am the one on the left in my photo. My 14 yr old daughter is on the right. We look alot alike tho. Well, thats about it for now. I dont have a very exciting life so i probably wont be putting much interesting stuff in my blog. Thanks to all that add me as your friend.

Gotta Love Some Quizzes
I was bored and took a quiz on facebook and came with this and I was scared about how eerily this descibes me....People sometimes find you cold and reserved. They don't know you well enough though because in reality you're warm and passionate with a sensitivity to nature and natural beauty. But you hide your feelings. You're a natural worrier and as soon as you fall in love, you're afraid of being deserted. It's this fear that too often prevents you from committing or doing what feels right deep down: for example, leaving a someone you love through fear of theim abandoning you one day. But over time, you gain confidence in yourself and your relationships have a better chance of lasting. Hidden agendas don't exist with you pair, as you both expect honesty and loyalty from one another no matter how brutal it may be. You complete one another, with these people you are able to have an intellectual debate or those deep intellectual conversations which you crave. The sexual chemistry between

Hinder-how Long
Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking How long till this goes away I try to remember to forget you But I break down every time I do It's left me less than zero Beat down and bruised I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him How long till this goes away I can't seem to get my heart over you Cause you creep into everything I do And now I'm dying to know How he touches you I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him How long till this goes away How long till this goes away She said she wants to be friends I took a big step back She said She said She said she's sorry With one finger I said fuck that I can tell you're lying when your lips move Cause of one lie it's not me it's you It's left m

Falling Through The Cracks (repost)
Dirty man asking for change"Get a job!" they keep sayingJust another voice to add to the ones in his brain Somehow I don't think sanity is on his resumeFalling through the cracks"Leave him, if it's that bad"But she is convinced he is the best she can haveWarped sense of perceptionThe ones who leave aren't the rule, but the exceptionFalling through the cracksHis best friend is a bladeCuts himself just to stay saneAtleast he can control this painAnd when he is gone, no one will remember his nameFalling through the cracks

Wonders And Blessings
Well I finally got moved, Loving my new place, it took a lil longer than I thought it would, do to some unexspected events.. I went into preterm labor and ended up spending two days in ICU at Methodist Hosptial ( they almost killed me) but the baby and me are doing good, they got my labor stopped and I was put on bed rest which was a pain in the ass since I was moving so I had to rely on people to help me move, Im not use to relying on anyone ( no one ever stays that long anyways lmao) .... On the bright side the baby is growing like a weed she is a beauty.. And in a couple short weeks I will deliver her and life will be perfect. The pine trees and country air is wonderful, its keeping the stress down. My son absolutely loves it.. Life throws blessings with every curve ball.. This is one of them:) Anyways Im now 34 weeks pregnant going on 35 and having a beautiful baby girl that I can not wait to hold... Life sometimes does the strangest thing and something good comes out of some

How To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice! 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write For Marijuana. 6. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get.

Your Default Photo... Is Fake!!
I honestly do not know how anyone else feels about this so I am ONLY speaking for how I feel about this (which is absolutely disgusts me) .... But if you have decided that you are going to create a Fubar profile, post a default photo that is some hot dude that you don't even know the first name of, and that default photo is the ONLY picture on your entire profile, you have no Salute and nothing else on your profile that says "the default picture isnt me" then IMHO you are lying. There are no ifs, ands or buts about it. And to actually sit there and try to defend misrepresenting yourself with some bullsh*t explanation about how your looks dont matter, you are the person you have represented yourself as in chat? Give me a mfkn break dude!! If you are misrepresenting yourself on any level, you really have NO ARGUMENT to defend yourself. There is really no way to tell what you are lying about and what you aren't. Period.

Friends Or Points
ok so im fairly new here lol! im lokin around checkin people sayin hi reading there profiles and so on.the weird thing is ... is everyone here to make true friends/maybe love onday or is people here for just the points.i my self here for friends and what becomes of it happens:) others i read there pages and its rate bling fan me i rate back.hmm those are for points i guess ive said hi in the nicest of ways done what they have asked in there profiles.and i stil see rate me ,and so on lol. i dun understand it! i know ive met a couple of really good peeps and thank u for that:) just very confused about the other peoples.lol friends or points?whats it goin to be.

Goodbye Fubar. Hello Africa.
Well the time is getting closer now and honestly I have a lot to say to everyone. I want you all to know that it has been great and I care about a lot of you though I never speak it or show it. I'm not going to lie to you where I am going I may not return. It happens I know what I signed up for and I am proud to have to chance to fight for our country. I'm not very good at saying goodbye to anyone never really have been. But I want you all to know should I not make it back from Africa that chances are you won't be informed. I don't want to put that shit on anyone and honestly I'm just one of many who are fighting in this war. Peace and blessings to you all and if you happen to want me to call you send your number to my Yim. I don't know for sure if we will have coms but if we do I'll try my best to talk to you guys. Anyhow I don't want any of that sad facey bull shit goodbye crap happening. It's not me. Smile as you say goodbye and all that jazz cause I won't lie part of me wants this.

Written By Wolfofdeathvalley Ty So Much Sweetie!
You are a bodacious vixen with beauty and class. Just an gorgeous angel. You are overall combination of loving emotions desire passion romace consideration a dash of technique charm manners unselfishness and other great qualities.. You are grace sweet gorgeous. Beauty and my inspiration you are my masterpiece. you are classy and a classic forever you are special to me always and forever.... Your body is phenomenal your hot like it's tropical i love your smile and i could get lost in your gate way to heaven that is your eyes. you truly look amazing from head to toe. Absoulutely astounding sexy. You make me smile when i see you. I hope this poem makes your Day

Women And Roses
some men think roses is a silly thingsome think its a women thingand most of them kinda hate rosesbut why??roses are very softvery nice to start the day withsmell soo nicefeel so soft and nicehave all different colors and shapesall kind of sizesthey also rest at night and close at them selvesthey also have thornes to protect them selvesits amazing the resemblense between roses and womenall above would be the same if i am describing a ladyand what kind of man on earth doesnt like ladies[sorry fags no pun intended]so yes my friends i love roses--------------------------------W.B: FM

Reform
I got a text from a friend and this topic was on CNN Now as well. It was a forwarded text with a number to call for marijuan reform, if they get enough people to support this(a million needed) there will be a proposed bill to be put in front of the house for a vote and all the way to the president, with the economy the way it is this bill would be huge and hell marijuana will be legal. So here is the number to call and show your support for this effort. 973-409-3274 Press pound for yes.

6-19-2009 Continued
Ok...and while we're touching base about shit in general, let's touch on something else. Something else I mentioned in my "about me" section. About making this country possible for a person to go out and act like a jerk or harlot, if they want to do that. I DID it, and you cannot judge me in ANY form. You want freedom of speech? I bled for it. You want the right to do this or that? I killed for it. You want the freedom of religion? Only God knows what I did to secure that for you. Oh you Crunch and Munch fanaticals can get over yourselves. I did a job. Did what I had to do to secure YOUR freedom. You want to go out and fuck every living thing around you? Go ahead. I bought you that freedom with sweat and pain. So, go ahead and think I'm a moronic jerk. Maybe I'll sleep better at night, knowing you hate me. At least, it's the first honest feeling you've had in a long, long time.

Great Not Talkative Tomorrow Either Lol Libra - June 20, 2009
Libra - June 20, 2009Although you may find it difficult to string two sentences together, let alone describe to someone exceedingly attractive just how you are feeling, you may be required to do just that anyway. The current celestial energy implies that a misunderstanding may have occurred that requires some discussion. You will have to do the best you can, as to ignore it would not be wise. Just do the best you can.

Me On Fu
The reason why I joined fubar was due to lack of parental control and a freakin' pedophile, my adult chat room on Yahoo went poof. What a 14 year old was doing in an adult chat room is beyond me, but so be it. So, I signed up here to chat, make friends, etc. For some it's a popularity contest, which if that's your thing, so be it. However, for me it's the quality, not the quantity of the folks that are on my list. Friends consist of those I chat, rate, comment, bomb, etc. with frequently. Fans are either folks bumped down from friends due to the fact they rarely/never stop by to say hi or those who's pics I enjoy. If you're on both, you're just special. LOL Though drama can be fun at times, it gets old fast and I just don't have the patience to deal with it, which brings up the point of this blog. An individual I considered a friend had a bad habit of either a) ignoring me when I stared a conversation with him or b) claimed to enjoy chatting with me and then would say all of 5 words

Behind Every Soldier
There is a girl.She is always with him in heart & soul. She goes through everything that he goes through. She feels his pain… his sorrow… his joy… his longing… and his devotion. For every minute they are apart, her heart aches… but she smiles. She is a model to other girls. They watch her and wonder… how does she do it? She is the picture of everlasting love & fidelity to her Soldier.. His cause… and their country. She is his rock.. his support… his best friend… and his lover. Her job is the hardest & most painful thing she knows. It is also by far the most rewarding. Their relationship will weather storms… cross miles… and reach indscrible heights. Not because of who they are… but because of the love that they share. A love that is patient.. honest… true.. and kind. A love that transcends the distance. A love that is deeper than any ocean. A love that is more abundant than all the stars in the sky. A love that is perfect in all its flaws Behind every Soldier… there is a

The Love Behind A Soldier
When the good Lord was creating military spouses, He was into His sixth day of overtime. An Angel appeared and said, "You're having a lot of trouble on this one. What's wrong with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you ever seen the regulations? It has to be completely independent, must be sponsored to get on base, have the qualities of both mother and father during deployments; Be a perfect hostess to four or 40, handle emergencies without military orders, cope with the flu and move around the world, have a kiss that cures anything from a child's torn valentine to a soldier's weary day, have the patience of a saint when waiting for the unit to return stateside, and have six pairs of soft hands." The Angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pair of hands? No way!" And the Lord answered, "Don't worry. We'll make other military spouses to help. Besides, it's not the hands that are causing the problem - it's the heart. It must swell with pride, sustain the ache of

Test
TestRead this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has got it right.. While at the funeral of her own mother, a woman met a man who she did not know. She thought he was 'amazing'. She believed him to be her dream partner so much that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister.Question: What was her motive for killing her sister?Give this some thought before you answer, see answer below.. Answer:She was hoping the guy would appear again at her sister's funeral. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath.This was a test developed by a famous American psychologist, used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly... If you didn't answer the question correctly, good for y

So Heartbroken.
People say he’s only in my headIt’s gonna take time, but I’ll forgetThey say I need to get on with my lifeWhat they don’t realizeIs when you’re dialing six numbers just to hang up the phone,Drivin' cross town just to see if he’s home,Wakin' a friend in the dead of night,Just to hear him say it’s gonna be alrightWhen you’re finding things to do not to fall asleepCause you know he’ll be there in your dreamsThat’s when he’s more than a memoryTook a match to everything he ever wrote,Watched his words go up in smoke.Tore all his pictures off the wall,That ain’t helpin’ me at allCause when you’re talking out loud and nobody’s there,You look like hell and you just don’t care,Drinkin’ more than you ever drank,Sinkin’ down lower than you ever sank,When you find yourself falling down upon your knees,Praying to God beggin’ Him please,That’s when he’s more than a memory.he&

Did I Ever?
Night's go by with tear soaked pillows, Wanting nothing more than to know why,Never experianced such a sorrow,I begged God answer me why you had to die. Doesn't he understand you were my protector?Doesn't he understand you kept me going? Doesn't he understand you were my only brother?Nothing I can do to stop these tears from flowing.You were straightening up your life,You told me you were ready to start a family,You've made it through so much strife,Then everything was ripped out of grasp suddenly.Did I ever tell you how much I love you?Did I ever once tell you how proud I was of you?Did I ever mention on how much I looked up to you?And did I ever mention how I would have given up if it wasn't for you?Down deep I know you're in a better place, I also know I'll never be able to hug you,That I'll never see your smile on your face,But all I want you to know bubby is that I'll always miss, and love you. ღ Dedicated to my only brother who I lost on August 28th. 2008 from an enlarg

The Rose
A rose that was slowly wilting away, Pedals that fluttered to the floor, The radiant ray slowly went astray, Anguish that penetrated to the core. Deprived from water to live, Slowly becoming nothing, Nothing left to give, The beautiful fragrance that once was pulsating, When the last thorn wilt, Suddenly something began to flourish, Things unknown begun to shift, Slowly the rose is nourish, The hand of a lover, A single red rose, Love to fully savor, By love it rose, Touched by this daily, Thorns become vibrant, You made me lovely, Ray can’t be silent, Without you I’m nothing, With you I’m everything, Depart from you I’m crying, With you I’m shining, I am the rose, You are the lover, You are my water, You are my life.

Survey!
1.Your Full Name:2. Age:3. Single or Taken:4. Favorite Movie:5. Favorite Song:6. Favorite Band:7. Kinky or Clean:8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Do we know each other outside of Fubar?2. What song reminds you of me?3. Would you have my back in a fight?4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?5. What is your favorite memory of us?6. Have we ever been drunk/stoned together?7.Would you do me?8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?11. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?13. Do you think I'm a good person?14. Would you drive across country with me?15. Do you think I'm attractive?16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?17. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?18. What is the best advice you can give me?19.Would you come over

The Beach
It was a beautiful day, I walked to the beach. No one was around so I decided to remove my cloths. I laid down on the warm sand. I could feel the heat from the sun on my body. I laid there with the warm water flowing around me and the sound of the rushing waves. I felt a shadow standing over me, I looked up and you were standing there, so tall and strong. You bent down to me, touched my face, slowly put your lips on mine, kissing me so softly, working your lips down my neck, to my breast. It was so soft and amazing. I pulled you to me, our bodys were like one. I could feel your passion, and never wanted to let you go. I laid there with the warm sand, rushing water, and the heat from the sun , feeling fulfilled. You were gone.

Do It...........
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:I died tomorrow:I said I liked you:I kissed you:I lived next door to you:I started smoking crack:I stole something:I was hospitalized:I ran away from home:I got into a fight and you weren't there:WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:Personality:Eyes:Hair:WOULD YOU:Be my friend?:Keep a secret if I told you one?:Hold my hand?:Take a bullet for me?:Keep in touch?:Try and solve my problems?:Love me?:Date me?:HAVE YOU EVER:Lied to make me feel better?:Wanted to kiss me?:Wanted to kill me?:Broke my heart?:Kept something important from me?:Thought I was unbearably annoying?:And More:1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?6. Describe me in one word.7. What was your first impression?8. Do you still think that way about me now?9. What reminds you of me?10. If you could give me anything what would it be?11. How well do you know me?12. When's the last time you saw me?13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

Boredom Redefined
my friend had this in her blog and it says to pm the answers, but fuck it... maybe someone actually wants to know this shit. Copy & Paste this into a Private Message to me w/your answers! :) 1.Your Full Name: Sin (yeah you're not gettin that one)2. Age:283. Single or Taken:taken4. Favorite Movie:that's not a fair question, ask anyone in my house "i love this show"5. Favorite Song:acid bath - scream of the butterfly6. Favorite Band:i don't has one7. Kinky or Clean:take a wild guess8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:five tattoos, three earrings and a belly ringHERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... (responses to Mistress of forbiden - who lives in the same house as me)1. Do we know each other outside of Fubar?we do now2. What song reminds you of me?addicted to love3. Would you have my back in a fight?depends... do i have weapons?4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?yep5. What is your favorite memory of us?the trip from pennsylvania to here6. Have we ever b

Random
I have been doin some thinkin.. and i know how people will set their settings so only friends can view their profile. whats the point in that? oh people randomly stalk me.. get over it, it happens its still easy to tune out, you can turn your shout box off, which is fine, or even better don't reply to the idiots. If someone is that determined, they will find a way anyways. blocking specific people would be the best remedy imo, but I don't make the rules and even that isn't full proof i think some people think they are something special. I got news for you, you are nothing special, you are just some person who thinks they are hot shit. big deal if you have 100000 fans or 100000 friends, or 1000000000 points, or can ge some schmuck to buy you random shit. doesn't impress me anymore, then the earwig that runs around with his pinchers open. I'm well aware that it's part of the game, but does that mean you have to be a numbnutz about it? In the end we are all people and hey you never

It Is What It Is
My life is full of surprises every day i get up an head out the gate looking for new twist on life IEDS i am the protector of the inocent and the protector of our military routes keeping them free of destruction life is short live it or just let it float by its your choice i chose my job in the military to you all can live your lives to the fullest. I know that one day i might not make it back in the gate from a mission but you know what i will know that i did my job gave my life for others so they can live " it is what it is" is my motto and "its the life we live" as my creed of the route clearance team give a shout out to a solider and never for get 9/11

Lol Well That Explains
LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

Fuckin Men...what Is It Seriously?
Ok, so im a lil taken aback by how fuckin ballsy some of you guys think you are and how stupid you think some of us girls must be. Guy 1 - Most recent, been dating(?) this guy off and on since feb. Hang out, get drunk, be stupid, whatever, mess around, but never really fucked...so I'm thinkin ok, maybe this is one that isnt just tryin to fuck me, awesome. Now this has been goin on since FEBRUARY, with a couple of small breaks, a month or so when i moved to dallas, and a couple of weeks when I was somewhat seriousa bout someone else (guy 2, whom I'll get to in a minute) And i told guy one about guy 2...when things didnt work out, per se, We started kickin it again. Hes always tellin me, how he likes me and how different I am, and how he can just be himself and its cool...SO last weekend, I go over there after work, at like 11pm and hang out with him, he mentions that we are pretty much together at this point..and i didnt argue...asked me to come over on my days off...tues and wed...

Full Moon Spell
hello sweetie I wanted to wish you many blessings this full moon.. and i thought to send you this protection spell for you to keep or pass on. I found it online , i'm not sure who wrote it. be safe , Goddess Bless...... Forevrgoddess CHANT OF PROTECTION Goddess, Give me protection from the outside world, Let whatever people say about me not hurt, Let whatever I fear not bother me, Let all the mixed up feelings inside be released without harm, Goddess, you see my pain, I am thy child, I am thy soul, I need a dream to cast away this pain, Something to soothe my soul, Give me protection from the outside world.

Scrapper's Mumm About Salutes
What would you do in this situation? created @ 06/19/2009 07:57 am mum expired. [EVERYONE] Many of you have seen my hall of shame this week. We ousted a fake that honestly one of the best I have ever seen. Salutes are kind of funny. I have seen some real shitty salutes, but I can tell its that person. Well, I call these people shape shifters. It's really annoying. So I am going to put this out to you and this is an honest question.If you were approached by an admin who questioned your salute and identity and asked you to go on cam to prove who you are would you.A: Get on cam and say FUCK you scrapper I am real. B: Say fuck you scrapper I don't need to show you I am real.Ok wait.......don't answer yet. I listened to every excuse she made and I created "The Golden Package." I will mail you the following and all you have to do is get on cam for 3 minutes and wear the fubar shirt I am going to send you. Golden Package1. Brand N

Fu- Poo
3 Explorers from the San Diego Zoo travel to the Andes Mountain range in Peru on a mission to find and capture a legendary bird, the infamous Fu-Bird. Local legend has it that the bird is a menacing killer in the Andes, and the Native people were deathly afraid of it.After several days of mule packing travel in the mountains, they heard a terrible, earth shattering "Fuuuu...Fuuuuuuu...Fuuuuu" and the local guides they had hired for the trip totally panicked, and ran for their lives leaving the explorers to continue their journey on their own. They had come way too far to abandon the trip, so they continued on.Suddenly, this massive prehistoric looking bird swept down screaming "Fuuuu...Fuuuuu" and shat on one of the men. It was the most disgusting, nasty, smelly bird poo one could immagine. The man ran down to a mountain stream, and jumped in to bathe. As soon as it had all washed off, he grabbed his chest and died.The other two men in shock by the events, decided to turn around and he

If Anyone Cares, I'm Leaving Fubar
I've just been made painfully aware of just how fake and shallow this site is. My Fu-Wife told me, in just so many words, her page and ratings are in the toilet, because she fu-married me over others, and she's lost over half of her friends and fans since that fateful day. Ordinarily, I'd just consider her incredibly shallow and move on, but over the past few months, I've gotten to know her off-site, and shallow, she is not. Considering I have on my page 340 friends and 287 fans, and perhaps 2 actually give me the courtesy of a hello, her claims aren't too far fetched, So, after a neat, tidy divorce, and wasting several hundred dollars here, at least, within a month, i bid you, admittedly, a not-so-fond adieu. *UPDATE* Her account has been deleted by the bouncers. she'd actually talkrd me into staying. I might for awhile, we'll see if they let her back.

Shes Falling.....falling Apart
Shes falling apart No one sees Her crumbling heart Filled with black holes She is filled with love No one sees Her faithful commitment Ruined with many men She has her good days No one sees The smile on her face Covered by troubles and hurt She has moved on In her life She patched her holes Filled with fake feeling She finds new troubles In her life The troubles seem umbareable To the point where she becomes unfaithful Shes falling apart In her life Her heart is crumbling now Black and filled with many holes

And The Hammer Falls...
Really. Now.What do you think you're doing?scribbling Notes in a brokendown bookVolumes left in the dark, musty and full of mouldtell the Secrets of the midnight hourTwitching and witching outHoles exposed pipes bleed rustLost in the nightmare of razorbladesandcandysometimes i Wonder what we're really doing hereIn this lost cataclysmic maelstrom of iniquityOf absurdityWhere did you come from? What dream do you live from?Leeching energy off those who'll allowi know your fais it's a memory i may neverforgetlostinthedreamsofforeverWhy? whynot? Flailing about, flout out the truthand hide it like it's a lie...Hm... What do say? who knows. I don't at the moment. I'm in an odd sort of mood. Solid... Clear? Concise? Maybe something else that begins with a C. Maybe ...cement. or concrete. or cumbubblemotherfucker. But god damn, I feel rather good. unafraid. Confident. Just sitting here, and thinking. Y'know, like I do. And, I've come to the conclusion that I do over think everything. Which is a

Come Help My Girl Level To Oracle
We all know how hard it is to get to ths level she is 4.7 Mil away so come check her out F/A/R/C and Bling her to Oracle. š ™ A Little Shy ™ š ♥♥ I Love The Girlies ♥♥@ fubar

My Two Little Warriors
the two little warriors... they are my two brave little soldiers.. mightily shouting 'ALLAH-O-AKBAR". w/c means 'GOD IS GREAT"... THEY DONT KNOW WHERE IS WEST, NOR WHAT IS TERRORIST, THEY ARE JUST INNOCENTLY PLAYINg... not pro west nor anti terrorist.lol

Melt
Melt By. Ashton Mullen He was cold He was tough He had himself and that was enough. They'd come and go The girls he knew Throwing them away and finding someone new. He didn't care This bastard son He lived his own life and needed no one. But then she came walked into his life and suddenly his world was free of strife. She could be silly This was for sure but she made him laugh and her heart was pure. There was something about her That changed his view and never again did he want someone ne

Bruce
Today would have been our 28th wedding anniversary. He died right before our 23rd anniv. We had a good marriage, not all sweet, but we loved each other. We had three wonderful children and for that I am thankful. He has been gone 6 yrs and I still miss him so much. I started dating around 3 yrs ago. I have met some very nice men and some not so nice, but none who have touched my heart. I have a lot of passion and love in my heart for the right man, but I just have not met him yet. My husband was my soulmate, maybe there is not another one out there for me. He was a good man, a good husband and a great father. He died from cancer at the age of 47. I often thing God made a mistake taking him, but God only needed him here for a short time and brought him home. He left me with three reasons to keep on living. Jason, Melissa and Hannah. This is our anniversary and I will always have him in my heart. To anyone who has lost a spouse, you understand, love doesnt die, it remains.

Just Words
Where are the words I want to say. Words that usually flow so easily each day. But none of them can convey a thought so true, A wonderful friendship that has been given to me by you. One day we were strangers, next it was “puter pal” And through that stage we just seemed to sail. Suddenly it seemed, you became my very best friend. Now, all of my feelings and thoughts to you I must send. And, I never question this friendship so dear For I know with a click of my mouse you are here. Your friendship means the world to me. And, without you, I wonder where I would be. Beside me you stood when my life was so sad. You laughed with me when I felt happy or glad. You sense my smile when I joke and I tease. And, I need you to stay in my life forever, please. I give so little and take so much, I know. But if you ever called for me I’d surely go. Then why are the words unspoken that I want to say To let you know I treasure your friendship every day?

Just Wondering...
So, here I am, a two-day member and I'm wondering if the majority of the members on this wonderfully kooky site even know that fubar is an acronym used by the military? It's normally used when someone or something is so incredibly messed up that it takes quite a bit of study before that person or thing is recognizable again. So, without prolonging the suspense... F - F**kedU - UpB - BeyondA - AllR - Recognition Now if you are reading this blog and didn't know what fubar meant before, you do now!

Life Sucks
Ok so i am startin 2 feel it the lonelyness is creepin up on me. I feel like there is no need for me in this world. Like im just sum1 every1 can tell wut 2 do and if i dont i get screwed on.... I try 2 help whoever i can but sumtimes i need a little help of my own.... rite now is a time when i feel like i wanna leave this life and never come back... alot of the people i met r well they only think bout themselves or they like hurting other people ... i had my fair share of hurt and i wish it will stop .. i feel like everythig in life is all a lie and i dont want it....

Dying To Be Thin
So yeah, still trying to lose weight...it's still going up and down but from the most that i've weighed..i've lost 16 pounds....not enough. I was talking to one of my coworkers and she's trying to lose weight also. really, she doesn't look like she needs to lose any...I'd kill to have her figure..she's not skinny, or fat..a little chunky maybe but perfect to me...that's what I want. I don't wanna be hella skinny...she told me that I should lose some weight.... thanks. I feel that I have to lose weight just to be noticed...maybe not all guys dig the skinny, perfect bodied, non chubby chicks.... but in my head... that's what guys want..that's what gets guys attention... not a real thick chick like me. I don't know why I'm loseing the weight like I have been...I haven't been eating much or had much of a appatie. I'm not starving myself or doing it on purpose...well maybe a LIL but im not gonna eat if im not really that hungry. I'm not wanting to lose weight just to please people

Who In Their Right Mind Would Hit A Kid
omg my friend DJ DRAGON has a son in the hospital cuz for the kids step dad put him there... over some stupid dhit... now he is laying there brain dead and gone from the world... i am so sorry DJ DRAGON i am here for u to talk to and a shoulder to cry on... my prays r with u

Understanding The Illusion
At least for me and I do believe others are the same way. I told myself I was in love so I would not be lonely and needing that partnership with another. It has been that way all my life, not to say I wasnt in-love by no means. I just find now that I really couldn't understand or express that love until I was able to truely love myself and to be a partner to myself. I am finding now after 43 years, that I have made myself be in-love because I didn't want to be alone. I did care for both my ex-wifes, but I might have short changed them for the fear. I am alone once again as we all find ourselfs from time to time and this time, its okay....I rather enjoy just being with myself, its a good feeling. Yes the animal lust is still there, but that of course is just the phsyical need. So we create the illusion so we don't have to face the fear of being alone for to long of time. Did we care for that affair that lasted shortly or did we brain wash ourselves into thinking we were in love to escap

My Last Apology
To the prettiest girl in my lifeTo whom I call my best friendTo whom I spent my best time withTo whom presented me my best giftTo whom has the most of my memoriesTo whom visit me every night in my dreamsTo whom found a meaning for my lifeTo whom I wish to be with when I dieTo you my eveI present my last apology----------------------Try to understand my egoIf my apology was a poemCan you imagine my tears - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: FM

Count Your Points Up Guys...lol
How To Make Women Happy... The Point System (advice according to women) In the world of romance, one single rule applies: Make the woman happy. Do something she likes and you get points. Do something she dislikes and points are subtracted. You don't get any points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played. Simple Duties: You make the bed (+1) You make the bed, but forget to add the decorative pillows (0) You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1) You leave the toilet seat up (-5) You replace the toilet paper roll when it is empty (0) When the toilet paper roll is barren, you resort to Kleenex (-1) When the Kleenex runs out you use the next bathroom (-2) You go out to buy her extra-light panty liners with wings (+5) In the snow (+8) But return with beer (-5) You check out a suspicious noise at night (0) You check out a suspicious noise and it is nothing (0) You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5) You pummel it with a six iron

Fathers Day
Fathers are wonderful peopleToo little understood,And we do not sing their praisesAs often as we should...For, somehow, Father seems to beThe man who pays the bills,While Mother binds up little hurtsAnd nurses all our ills...And Father struggles dailyTo live up to "his image"As protector and providerAnd "hero of the scrimmage"...And perhaps that is the reasonWe sometimes get the notion,That Fathers are not subjectTo the thing we call emotion,But if you look inside Dad's heart,Where no one else can seeYou'll find he's sentimentalAnd as "soft" as he can be...But he's so busy every dayIn the grueling race of life,He leaves the sentimental stuffTo his partner and his wife...But Fathers are just wonderfulIn a million different ways,And they merit loving complimentsAnd accolades of praise,For the only reason Dad aspiresTo fortune and successIs to make the family proud of himAnd to bring them happiness...And like Our Heavenly Father,He's a guardian and a guide,Someone that we can count onTo b

More Dates For The Usa Canada And All Of Europe
Canada Tour 04/28/09 - Pavillion de la Jeunesse Quebec City, Quebec 04/29/09 - Bell Centre Montreal, Quebec 05/01/09 - Ricoh Coliseum Toronto, Ontario 06/02/09 - John Labatt Centre London, Ontario USA Tour May 3 2009 Van Andel Arena Grand Rapids, MI May 5 2009 Prairie Capital Convention Center Springfield, IL May 6 2009 Scottrade Center St. Louis, MO May 8 2009 Zoo Amphitheatre Oklahoma City, OK May 9 2009 North Shore River Walk Park East - Edge Fest North Little Rock, AR May 10 2009 Hartman Arena Park City, KS May 12 2009 Canaries Stadium - KRRO Fest 2009 Sioux Falls, SD May 13 2009 Alltell Center Mankato, MN May 14 2009 US Cellular Center Cedar Rapids, IA May 16 2009 Rock On The Range Columbus, OH European Tour June 6 2009 Rock Am Ring Nurburgring, Germany June 7 2009 Rock Im Park Nurnburg, Germany June 9 2009 Torwar Warsaw, Poland June 1

A Long Time Ago
A Long Time ago I was On here and I was pretty Hot Shit But I Left For Reasons that are My Own But Now I have Returned and I wont Fall for the Same shit again. Love is Love Lust is Lust and Its all good in my book Cant Rain all the time

The Wait
Time Clicks as I await The hour ends before my take Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes The day grows old as night passes Wolves crying, coyotes howling; anticipating Watching, staring, seeing nothing Silence begins the day as morning comes without notice Tears begin to fall, slowly The day moves on without hope Wishing to be what is not to be The sun moves to its peak without a whisper or retreat Time moving, but still empty Stomach aching, curling Still waiting................. Rodney

Looking Up At You Dad
I just wanted to take time to say "hi dad". I wonder how you are doing and if you are enjoying your time in heaven. Do you get to do the things you always enjoyed? I know that you and mom are happy. I miss you and I wish that I could have been a better son. When you look down and view my life does it make you smile or does it bring sadness to you in paradise? I hope that I am someone that you talk about with your neighbors up there. On days like this I think about you and how proud and lucky I was to have you as my father. You worked all the time and had a hard time dealing with me and mom was sick all the time. Yet you carried on. As years passed and I was busy with my own kids I lost touch with you. I wish I could have some of that time back just to tell you that I understand things that I didn't growing up and that I love you dad.. I miss you . Happy Father's day

I Apologize To Everyone Who Reads (or Did!) My Blog..
(June 18th, 2009) Man, I have really been sucking on the blogging this year! Jeezus--ONLY sixteen posts in this whole year????I do have plenty to say, that's for sure! So, I am making a mid-year resolution! I am going to try to blog a LOT more, but with limited, uninterrupted access to my computer.. I am going to try for 2-3 times a week. But, don't fret--I printed off a bunch of pretty paper to write in way more often than that. And I will try to spend the couple of times a week that I get uninterrupted transferring the entries from paper to blog...I have a lot to do tonight, but hopefully you will have a lot more to read from me in the future dear readers!'Til we meet again! SeanaYour slacking blog host

Forever And A Day..
11:11 p.m.At least it feels like it's been that long since I've written any of actual thoughts and observations in any sort of detail. (And, I just notice something in my handwritten version of my journal- my handwriting is eerily like one of my closest friend's-Jennifer's!)11:44 p.m.Yes, a full half hour to accomplish just those few sentences. Interruptions are common in my house, at least interruptions from others to what I am doing. I also was watching "Office Space"; I picked up that classic at W-M for only about $3.75! (ten percent discount, and it was on special for the low, low princes of only $4! And if you call now...) Wait, sorry, I got caught up in the whole infomercial similarity of my writing!Anywho.I can go days or weeks, just going along with the flow-not thinking about anything in particular/ Just working, hanging out and sleeping. Then all of a sudden my brain won't stop. Surely, there's gotta be some happy medium. A mental version of working if you will- do a few days

How Do I??
HOW DO I TELL HER THAT, MAYBE THAT I LIKE HER. HW WOULD SHE FEELS,WOULD SHE THINKS IM CRAZY. I MEAN YOU SHOULD SEE HER, SHE'S AN ANGEL FROM UP ABOVE I TRULY WANT HER IN MY WORLD... I WOULD NOT HER BUT ONLY CHERISH HER,I WOULD NOT HIT HER BUT ONLY KISS ON HER. WHAT AMAZES ME IS THAT SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT DIMAONDS AND PEARLS SHE ONLY CARES ABOUT BEING THERE.. BUT I WONDER IF I CN STEAL HEART CUZ ITS ALREADY TAKEN BY HER COUNTERPART(NOT A MAN)... MAYBE I SHOULD JUST GIVE UP, SHE MIGHT THINK THAT IM A NUT. BUT MY HEART SAYS DNT LET DOWN...

Rantings Instead Of Musings Tonight...
June 18th, 2009 10:49 p.m.What a day!! (And not in a good way for most of it, really.) It started out well enough, I blogged/journaled a page, took a shower, talked to Mike a bit via text, and got to work just about ten minutes past ten. That's when my day tried its hardest to shoot itself all to hell~but I managed not to let it get to m,e. It was close at the end, but I survived in one piece and in a pretty decent mood.I swear, it felt as though the store was under an artificial full moon all day and that people were going to transform into werewolves and vampires, attack each other and be done with it!I wasn't even in the department for five minutes before Kathy said something to the effect of "Where have you been? You're supposed to start at ten, not ten-fifteen! I've been waiting to go on break forever, I get here at 7 and haven't had a break yet... yadayadaya..."Well, for some reason reason I'm likable at work, (I know, right?) and I'm constantly stopped by people saying Hi and w

I Cultivate A White Rose
I Cultivate a White Rose By Jose Marti I cultivate a white roseIn July as in JanuaryFor the sincere friendWho gives me his truthful hand . And for the cruel person who tears outthe heart with which I live,I cultivate neither nettles nor thorns:I cultivate a white rose.

Sunday Morning Sex
I will never hear church bells ringing again without smiling. Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, "He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning..." Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago, realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even. Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong." She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He'd still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along."

Wow
I had a dreamThis one I feel the need to mentionI was happy for a while and I stopped being scaredAnd ashamed to say what's on my mindBut you thought I'd change after a whileAnd said you better treat me different or else...Or else seems like a stupid fucking thing to say to someone like meSomeone like meWOWWOWWOWWo Wo Wo Wo Wo WOWDon't be surprised I can look you in the eyeIt's hard to take you serious when you take me InsideDon't be surprised I can look you in the eyeIt's hard to take you serious when you take me InsideI'm worse than what you think you'd catch from meComplicateds understated did you stop and take a look at who you fell in love with?At who you fell in love with?Does it matter how many times I say it?It never gets old thats why I have to sayWOWWOWWOWWo Wo Wo Wo Wo Wo WoDon't be surprised I can look you in the eyeIt's hard to take you serious when you take me InsideDon't be surprised I can look you in the eyeIt's hard to take you serious when you take me InsideIt doesn't

The Difference Between Men And Women Lol
Thank you for this Poet I LOVE IT! WOMAN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, he won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S LOVE POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Woot My First Happy Hour - Come And Drink With Me!!!
This awesome person is having her 1st HH 6 p.m. FU-time/ 9 p.m. Est-time. Please show my good friend ♥ DarlynnOne ♥ lotsa love. She works her but off to help her friends out. She will be running 11s all day. I love her and I know you will too. ADD FAN RATE BLING BOMB COMMENT CRUSH DO WHATEVER YA GOTTA DO Just click the pics below and start havin' fun!!!

Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him, 'I don't understand,' he said, His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will,' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say, The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry, Finally he put in a call to God, When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special, I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort,

Help!!
Ok all you gorgeous women of fu..... now's your chance to vote for the sexiest man on fu.... you can vote for me if you wanna :P........ here's a link to it..... You don't HAVE to vote for me... but if you do, YOU FUKKIN ROCK!!! :D go vote!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&albumid=1734602&i=2682421939&idx=48

My Immortal
i'm so tired of being heresuppressed by all my childish fearsand if you have to leavei wish that you would just leave'cause your presence still lingers hereand it won't leave me alonethese wounds won't seem to healthis pain is just too realthere's just too much that time cannot erasewhen you cried i'd wipe away all of your tearswhen you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fearsi held your hand through all of these yearsbut you still haveall of meyou used to captivate meby your resonating lifenow i'm bound by the life you left behindyour face it hauntsmy once pleasant dreamsyour voice it chased awayall the sanity in methese wounds won't seem to healthis pain is just too realthere's just too much that time cannot erasewhen you cried i'd wipe away all of your tearswhen you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fearsi held your hand through all of these yearsbut you still haveall of mei've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gonebut though you're still with mei've been alone all along

Help Me By Loving On Faba Members!!!!
Hey peeps! Okay so heres the deal.. Go to this link http://fubar.com/images.php?u=2966952&albumid=1699605 rate all the pics in the folder and comment the last one saying FullOfSurprises sent you to do it. When you do your helping me earn bling as well as making you points and showing love to the FABA Family!! Hell while your at it, go ahead and F/A/R all the FABA Fam and join in on the fun! *Muah* .x.FullOfSurprises.x. aka Myranda

Just A Thought
Inslaved souls darkend by greed n lust firey screams wishing to live again. The sword cutting an slitting throats for the river of flame flows like the crimson bood of the guilty. The Mighty Hammer Smashing the heads of the ones who disobey and the sword taking the souls to the fiery pit of hell.

I Really Hate Tattoos...
I really wish i wasn't so picky. It's getting harder and harder to find anyone i'm attracted to anymore because everyone and their dog is fucking covered head to toe in tattoos now days. I hate tattoos, I mean i really fucking hate tattoos. They are absolutely repulsive to me. And almost all of them are completely tasteless. People take their beauitful bodies and ruin them by covering them with permanent graffiti. It makes me sad, so many girls i would be so very much attracted to, and they end up being covered in that awful crap. To me it's like looking at a burn victim. it's just awful tasteless scarification. Tats are the biggest turn off ever to me, and i seem to be the only one that doesn't have atleast one, if not ten. It's really depressing when i guess i'm the only one that thinks this way. Sure wish i could find a nice, sweet, girl with no tattoos... Haha yea right i can't even find anyone that will talk to me period. Fuck, people suck... :(

Honey And Fire...
You speak to me with Lightning Eyes, A kiss of honey'd fire, you set the flame so deep inside, igniting all desire, You speak to me with shinning smiles, much brighter than the sun, with each and every thought of you, my solitude's undone, You soothe away my secret pains, my hidden tears you dry, you lend me strength and heavens wings, that I may grasp for you the sky, for all the joys that angels sing, are hidden in your smile, and all the flames that passion brings, are burning in your eyes, that you would spare a glance for me, is far more than I could dream, that you did speak three words to me, has brought me to my knees.

Wild Horse
© Trish Beckwith Aloft the windI ride the night skyI see the world through a much different eyePower, beautyStrength and graceI feel the spirits of ancestral spacePride of herdSisters and brothersI live ever watchful standing by othersA kaleidoscope of colorsNo two ever the sameThe short, the tall, the long of maneI know the chance I know the fearI live on the edge for death crouches nearOn my back I carry a loadThrough storm and calmEver vigilant and boldI have died in battleKilled by manHunted by predator as I roamed the landNo more roomNot enough grazingCaptured, shot, sold by pound on bills of ladingYet I surviveSometimes an insurmountable courseI am feral, I am Mustang, I am Wild Horse

An Outline Of Love
An Outline of Love First the experience about to unfold And then enrichment at being so bold The joust of two characters feeling their way Announce the beginning of this erotic play He said, she said banter at best Eclipsing the point above all the rest Others intrude upon the dulling couple Inciting resentment counting double Ah, but emotions erupt and then do flare Bringing to surface the truth that they care Animal instincts tug and push Convey the lust and heated blush A mistake in statements makes it hard

New Hotel
I guess its not very new to me but it is to the Fu-world. I've been working at Holiday Inn for over a year now, I love it. I still work nights... so im still dealing with a ton of weird/bitchy/tired/drunk people. I love the perks with the job though.. free rooms, discounts, swimming for free whenever, discounts when i travel... free stuff once in awhile. Its pretty nice.... i probably get asked out 1-5 times a week or get asked for my number. And of course i get asked to rooms. Or just sometimes i have to deal with drunk fucks! which really sucks... but these are my hotel stories :D

If I Could Leave Just One Piece Of Wisdom To My Sons, This Would Be It...
This is a song that I've sang to my two sons since they were just babies. I've told them that if can leave them with only one piece of advice that they truly take to heart... it is the msg in this song. Mama told me when I was young Come sit beside me, my only son And listen closely to what I say. And if you do this It'll help you some sunny day. Oh, take your time... Don't live too fast, Troubles will come and they will pass. Go find a woman, oh baby, you'll find love, And don't forget son, There is someone up above. And be a simple kind of man. Be something you love and understand. Baby be a simple, kind of man. Oh, won't you do this for me son, If you can? Forget your lust for the rich man's gold All that you need, is in your soul, And you can do this, oh baby, if you try. All that I want for you my son, Is to be satisfied. And be a simple kind of man. Be something you love and understand. Baby be a simple, kind of man. Oh, won't you do this for me son, If you can? Boy, don

~shooting Star~
Through these brown eyes, I stare at the night sky, Wishing you were here curled up by my side, Casting wishes onto falling star, I wait for the day when i can catch your heart, Raise you up and steal your pain away, I dream of you through endless nights, To be close to you, For a moment brings meaning and peace to my life. Babyface said it best when he said, "I only think of you, on two occasions, that's day and night" But i miss you more than ever, So i close my eyes and wait to see you in my dream tonight.

Obama Vs The Fly...
I am totally FOR the president killing that fly!! Call me cruel, but I would have killed that fly with extreme prejudice myself. That fly was invading the Presidents' airspace! He was ATTACKING our President!! I want to know where the secret service was? Who was with him? Why did he have to take out the threat alone? Shouldn't a secret service agent have stepped in between the President and the offending fly and taken him out? I hope this action by our President shows terrorists that he is not above killing. Take note Kim Jong Il! Barack Obama is a blatant killer. Do you think he will be kind with your ilk? I think not! Bin Laden, where are you? Hiding no doubt from our brutal fly-killing President. Hide! Never come out again! If you do....beware the MIGHTY hand of OBAMA!!!!!

Held Against My Will
my will is not my own,my life is not my own,to be able to have that i would be happy.to excape from this life.but to run i always end up back in this room you keep me in.i try to run from you but i cant get away from you, you keep me chained to this room where i cant get out of it.In this room chained for your use only no other can touch me but you.i am your prisoner to do with whatever you want to do to me. You keep me here to whatever you want of me,and so that i may serve you only.As i try to get away from you i always end up back in this room chained here.i try to get away from you and you always being me back here to this place.you say i am yours and that you will never let me go.i have ask to be let go and you always say no and then tell me i am yours to do with as you please for all times by kim McMindes

Confessions
i confess i wish i felt half as pretty as people tell me i ami confess i wish that i could find a guy to love me i confess that i wish i dont feel like such a screw upand that i wish people would stop letting me down i also confess that i put on a front around people i act like i'm always happy but i'm not. i wish i could be as happy as people think i am. i confess i'm so tired of being fake with people and pretending to be something i'm not. i'm sorry im not a size 5, and i dont have big boobs and that my butt is to big. and that i eat. i'm sorry that i dont have blonde hair and blue eyes. and that i'm smart and i'm not afriad to show it . i'm sorry that i can have a "blonde" moment or two. i'm sorry that i'm not perfect. some more confessionsi confess that i'm sick of people pretending to be something they're noti confess that i always think people are lying to me i confess that i wish i was another person sometimesi confess that i'm a bitch, and i push people away but i dont mean to

Reclaiming Your Power
Insecurity There is an innate awkwardness to being human. With each decision we make, there is the potential for self-doubt and it is this-self doubt that forms the root of insecurity—a complex emotion that is a mix of equal parts inadequacy, isolation, fear, and hopelessness. Yet these feelings of insecurity that prevent us from fulfilling our potential by inducing us to abide by arbitrary self-limitations are nothing more than erroneous perceptions. We feel unconfident and unsure of ourselves because we judge ourselves to be so. Banishing insecurity is often simply a matter of challenging ourselves in order to prove that we are indeed intelligent and able. When we feel insecure, we not only perceive ourselves as incapable of meeting life’s challenges but also fraudulent and unworthy of true happiness. We move through life plagued by a sense that others have judged us and found that we are lacking. As a result, we are robbed of our personal power and rendered unable t

A Life Of Learning
Earth School Life is the province of learning, and the wisdom we acquire throughout our lives is the reward of existence. As we traverse the winding roads that lead from birth to death, experience is our patient teacher. We exist, bound to human bodies as we are, to evolve, enrolled by the universe in earth school, an informal and individualized academy of living, being, and changing. Life’s lessons can take many forms and present us with many challenges. There are scores of mundane lessons that help us learn to navigate with grace, poise, and tolerance in this world. And there are those once-in-a-lifetime lessons that touch us so deeply that they change the course of our lives. The latter can be heartrending, and we may wander through life as unwilling students for a time. But the quality of our lives is based almost entirely on what we derive from our experiences. Earth school provides us with an education of the heart and the soul, as well as the intellect. The scope of o

My Bar Tab Is $845
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $15 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Asian -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys whi

Manifestation Of Hate
Manifestation Of Hate All you have left is your soul to sell I'll take that from you and damn you to hellEternity rotting in the ever rising flamesScreaming for mercy , you scream my nameYour screams fall upon deaf earsThe realization of all your darkest fearsFears of being cold, alone, and dead Now it's your life, no longer just in your head My only desire is to drag you through hell's gateThe perfect place to manifest my hateGreed, seduction, manipulation, and lies These tools heralded your demiseYour screams of agony bring a smile to my faceKnowing you have been put in your final resting place For All Eternity !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! copywrite 2009 visionarymetal music

Me,myself And I
A dream?A lie?True love?That's what I intend to find. A broken heart Thats the thing of the pastI believed in us when times got toughBut I am afraid that love is not enoughAt least not this timeCause now It's Me, myself and I I took it day to dayNight to nightHolding my pillow tightTrying to find my fairy taleI have had it with this small town. Dreaming happened the moment I met youThinking you were my prince charmingBut come to find out love was just what you wanted to play So now I'll sit here With me,myself and I A lie??When you said you'd come backA lie?When you told me I was all you ever wanted! True love??That was the definition of you... But true love can die....Right?? I hope not But if it canthan I wish you the best..I wish you the worldI wish you could realize that You meant the world to mePlus so much moreBut I guess love does dieTime to move onNothing lasts foreverSo I'll move onFind someone who can love me and only me Someone who wont let me sitWith me,myself and

Rating For Fubucks
I am paying 100 fubucks per picture rate, minimum of 100 rates per sending fubucks. Any time of the day, 11's or not. Happy Hour or not. The catch? You MUST PM me with the exact number of pictures you rated to get paid. :) Also, when I level, whoever is the last 'active' person on my page, that shows in my bartab, will get 1 million fubucks. Happy Rating. I want Oracle. You want fubucks. Lets get it DONE! :)

At The Harbor
She went with his love to the port, and there she said goodbye. He swore that he was going to return, and drenched in tears she promised to wait. After a thousand moons she always remained at the harbor. Waiting for him many afternoons she lingered and made the dock her home. The afternoons made her hair and her lips it’s home. She was always there with the same dress, just in case he returned, he would recognize her. The crabs were biting her clothes, her sadness, and her dreams. And time trickled with her eyes filled with many dawns. She fell in love with the ocean and her body took root in the harbor. Her hair became white through the years as no ship was able to give back her love. In town the people started to call her “the crazy woman from the harbor”. Even one April afternoon they tried to move her to the mental hospital. But that was an impossible task, because none could root her out. They were unable to separate her from the sea. She was lonely

More Nosey Stuff
If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed come see you?--i would like to think so Whats the relationship with you and the last person you texted?--barbara!my GIRL! my best bud!love her Have you ever kissed this person?--haha...lol nope Have you ever showered with someone? If so who?--i have. and im not tellin u. Strawberry Milkshake or a Banana Pancakes?--milkshake Last movie you saw in theaters?--mall cop and i left there piss cuz it SUCKED! Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?--i would love to be anywhere but here. somewhere where its hot and sunny!! Ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person?--yes... Who last called you babe/baby?--everyone calls me hon/babe/sweety or baybay so lol Where did you last sleep other than your house?--damn it's been a long time since I slept anywhere else I can't remember people bum out at my house 24/7 but i never do there's I guess about well over a year ago rose and jerry's house lol Would y

Sometimes...
Sometimes..... Sometimes I wonder, Sometimes I fear, Sometimes I don't even know why I'm here, Sometimes we're friends, Sometimes we're foes, Sometimes I feel like nobody knows, Sometimes we fight, Sometimes getting along, Sometimes I don't know if I can stay strong, Sometimes I feel weak, Sometimes I'm not sure Sometimes I just want to walk out the door, Sometimes you don't know me, Sometimes you can't tell, Sometimes I wish you would just go to hell, Sometimes you ignore me, Sometimes it hurts, too, Sometimes I wish I knew what to do, Sometimes I feel helpless, Sometimes feeling blue, Sometimes I don't know why I put up with you, Sometimes you are caring, Sometimes you are there, Sometimes you just look at me with a blank stare, Sometimes I can't tell if you are inside, Sometimes I wonder if part of you died, Sometimes you act selfish, heartless, and cold, Sometimes I think that this game has grown old, Sometimes I am tired, Sometimes can't take anymo

The Purest Of Pain.
I'm sorry I didn't mean to callbut I couldn't fight itI guess I was weak and couldn't even hide itand so I surrender just to hear your voiceI know how many times I said I'm gonna live with out youand maybe someone else is standing there beside youbut there's something baby that you need to knowthat deep inside me I feel like I'm dyingI have to see you it's all that I'm asking.Baby, give me back my fantasies, the courage that I need to live and the air that I breathe. Living without you, my world becomes so empty. My day's are so cold and lonely and each night I taste the purest of pain.I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every daythat it didn't hurt me, but to tell you the truth I can't find my way.Deep inside me I feel like I'm dyingI have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

The Obama Nation
by Pam Geller I am a student of history. Professionally, I have written 15 books in six languages, and have studied history all my life. I think there is something monumentally large afoot, and I do not believe it is just a banking crisis, or a mortgage crisis, or a credit crisis. Yes, these exist but they are merely single facets on a very large gemstone that is only now coming into a sharper focus. Something of historic proportions is happening. I can sense it because I know how it feels, smells, what it looks like, and how people react to it. Yes, a perfect storm may be brewing, but there is something happening within our country that has been evolving for about 10 - 15 years. The pace has dramatically quickened in the past two. We demanded and then codified into law the requirement that our banks make massive loans to people whom we knew could never pay back? Why? We learned recently that the Federal Reserve, which has little or no real oversight by anyone, has "loane

Tonight
Every time I close my eyes, your face is all I see. It keeps me in a funnel cloud, of thoughts and mystery. The words I hear don't mean a thing, they don't come from your heart. Each time we talk I realize how far we really are apart, I've cried at least a thousand tears, you never even knew. I thought the feelings that we shared, were of a love come true. No matter where you are tonight, wherever you may be, whoever you are holding tight, I sure wish it was me...

We Put U There
April 17, 2009> The White House> 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue NW> Washington , DC 20500> > > Mr. Obama:> I have had it with you and your administration, sir. Your conduct on your recent trip overseas has convinced me that you are not an adequate representative of the United States of America collectively or of me personally. > > You are so obsessed with appeasing the Europeans and the Muslim world that=2 0you have abdicated the responsibilities of the President of the United States of America . You are responsible to the citizens of the United States .. You are not responsible to the peoples of any other country on earth. > > I personally resent that you go around the world apologizing for the United States telling Europeans that we are arrogant and do not care about their status in the world. Sir, what do you think the First World War and the Second World War were all about if not the consideration of the peoples of Europe ? Are you brain dead? What do you think the Marshall P

Justice Anyone?
Yesterday I saw a video of a young woman in Iran that was shot and killed. What was her crime? Her crime was the desire to be free! Thousands of people in Iran are hungry for freedom! It is sad to see how the state police are taking down the names of the wounded arriving at the hospitals. I have so much to say about this, but for this time I will be brief. Don’t we as American’s stand out for freedom? We are the greatest nation for a purpose, I believe. It seems now that the administration is more interested in dealing with corrupt governments than helping the innocent crying out for help. All I can do now is wish and pray for justice! Those young people protesting in Iran are truly brave.

Being Yourself
ya know i get really tired of ppl who arent themselves. they always try to be a better person on fu cause they dont want ppl to know who they really are in real life.. the sad part is they dig themselves into a hole that they cant get out of.. amazing enough when you are yourself on here, some ppl find you interesting and then some ppl dont.. but thats how life goes isnt it. whether its make believe or not.. When im on here i am myself..fun loving carefree honest and open thats me. about my feelings my past and even my thoughts of the future i try to plan out.. when people try to tell me that i am something i am not. or try to tell me about my past and they dont know jack about it. i get so angry and frustrated and want to tell everyone to go to hell. but then again i am simpley a little voice on here. nobody listens to. unless of course they need help with something lmao. then im fubars lil helper and explainer lol not that i mind cause i dont.. i want people to get the best out

Denial...
Denial is a friend of mine, we know each other well, each time I look I find myself, trapped within this hell, nowhere to go or run and hide, no one there to save me, looking for the answers, and searching for the key, running from tings beyond my control headed towards something I don't even know, I close my eyes and jump right in, don't care about the beginning or end, losing all the battles, done lost all of the fights, now I sit here waiting for someone to turn on the lights, so tired of the darkness, pain and fear, someone come and wipe away this tear...

Devour
Lyrics of Devour Marilyn Manson I'll swallow up all of you Like a big bottle of big, big pills You're the one that I should never take But I can't sleep until I devour you I can't sleep until I devour you You're a flower that's withering I can't feel your thorns in my head This is no impressionability You're not crying, this is blood all over me You're not crying, this is blood all over me You're not crying, this is blood all over me And I'll love you, if you let me And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve I used to hold your heart to neck I know I'll miss you if I close my eyes But this is loaded with an open film I'll see you and I'll blow your heart to pieces I will blow your heart to pieces I will blow your heart to pieces I will blow your heart to pieces And I'll love you, if you let me And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... My pain's not ashamed to repeat itself Pain's not ashamed to repeat

More By Me
Queen of Sanity, her name fits not. indecicive she is a lot. where she's going, she does not know. you'll always be wondering, will she stay or go. Queen of Beauty, she is so fair. about anything else she does not care. all your love she will take. what she returns is completely fake. Queen of Patience, i do attest. it is her patience i love the best. sticking by me through it all. she picks me up when i fall. Queen of Perfection, perfect is she. not a single flaw that i can see. there is nothing about her i would change. for her love, my life i would re-arrange. Queen of my Heart, is all the above. it is her most i do love. with her i could be free. if only this she could see.

Older Stuff
A little boy inside screaming to be free. Not knowing what he's become. Not knowing of the man he's already grown to be. Trapped inside, death his only way out. Yet he stays inside trying to shout. It's a great pain that refuses to let go. A great burden thats begining to show. His soul weakens tearing him down. In this pain he begins to drown.

Quotes
A COWARD DIES A THOUSAND DEATHS A SOLDIER DIES BUT ONCE. BY: TUPAC SHAKUR IF THERE MUST BE TROUBLE LET IT BE IN MY TIME SO THAT MY CHILDREN MAY LIVE IN PEACE. BY: THOMAS PAINE DONT JUDGE ME BASED ON YOUR IGNORANCE. BY: UNKNOWN U SAY IM BOUND TO HELL SO WHEN YOUR JUDGEMENT CONDEMNS U I'LL SEE U THERE. BY: UNKNOWN

Ark Of The Covenant Revealed This Friday June 26th?
Indiana Jones: Raiders of the Lost Ark http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BT43tSRi6po http://www.youtube.com/v/BT43tSRi6po&hl=en&fs=1&"> Though the story was entirely fictional. The Legend and Myths surrounding the Ark's energy are not they are taken directly out of accounts of the Old Testament. In the 1970s and 1980s Ark researches built several small models of the original ark for testing. Out of gold and forms as discribed in the bible. What they found was rather surprising. The Ark functioned very much like modern day electric compastiors. Storing and directing electrical energy. Also the models generated their own electrical fields (with no outside source of energy.) In the bible the Ark was built by Moses and Hebrews at the direction of the God Yahwah to store the ten commandments and ritual items. And to store "the Voice of God".. It was also the Ark that Hebrews carried into battle and with it able to defeat impossible odds in battle. If indeed June 26 the Ethopians (which

Holla!
Hey Gang, Ok looks like I now have something else to become addicted to!! I love meeting new people and these are some cool digs to do it in. So school me peeps... Give me the 411 and let me know the dos and donts of this fubar thang. Catch ya later! Jerzgal

Douche #4
325429@ fubar->HELLCAT: and again never spoke to him before that momentHELLCAT: PFFFT->HELLCAT: no response to that one lol i guess now IM THE BITCH??? hahahahah>HELLCAT: 325429: ok sorry for asking->325429: im so poor thats all i got to eat->HELLCAT: that gets an A+ on the dumbness scale for today325429: ok sorry for askingHELLCAT: SAY YAY UR SO POOR ITS ALL U GOT TO EAT LMFAO->325429: oh brother325429: seriously ?->325429: ya i just sit around all day doing that325429: you fingering your pussy ?Have a great day! :)

Poem
This is a poem my son gave to me for Fathers day I'm so happy That you're my dad you do things that make me glad you read me stories you sing me songs you ask me often to come along you teach me how to do so much I love to feel &n

Come Soft Rain
Come Soft Rains There will come soft rains and the smell of the ground, And the swallows circling with their shimmering sound; And frogs in the pools singing at night With wild plum trees in the tremulous white.

Rain Is Pain
Rain Is Pain I like the rain so no one can see me crying, All the pain is hidden while inside I’m slowly dying. There’s no physical pain just that of an emotional strain. There are brighter days to come, This I know for I will push ahead in the right direction. My life is filled with all my choices and decisions,

Into The Past
Hello my friend, Come on in. Your chair is waiting, So we can begin. This is a front row seat into the past, To review your life, To see what it has been like. The early days of child hood. The teen years, Young adult hood, Up till now. What will we find? Are you scared. We will see it all, Can you handle it? As a child you receive lots of love. A family that loved you, And was always there. As a teen you rebelled, Refused to conform, So you could fit in. As a young adult, You married and had kids. When it all fell apart, Your family was still there. Now later in your life, What have you become? A person more caring, More loving, More forgiving.

Candy Hearts
(Answering Machine)Four twenty eight pmHi cutie, um, I'm just calling to ask you if ahh,Mmm, fuck it, wanna be my valentine?I promise to watch over youI promise to provide everything you seekYou see, I know exactly what you're running fromAnd the sin your pretty red laced heart hidesI can see it all, night and day, I can see youAnd, and I see that you need meEven though you may not know it, I can fuckin' see itI'm here to help you discover your true selfI'm here to help you learn how to weap, haahaaSo what do you say, will you be my valentine?Ohhh, why not? Don't you want to play?Valentines Day year two thousand sevenI thought I was your boo, but I guess you were just kiddin', huhYou've got no time for me, why haven't you returned my callsI'm crying and shakin' runnin' my head through brick wallsYou say I'm a psycho and you won't do this againBut that ain't cool with me, I won't settle for being just friendsCome here and hold me close and tell me what I want to hearCause when I'm in yo

How I Feel Bout Things... For The Hell Of It!
The main issue with me is I'm so use to getting hurt by others and hurt in general that I tend to hurt everyone around me... trust me if I could be warm and loving it would totally rock.. but because I'm only human getting hurt and then lashing out is really the only thing I can do! Do I feel better about myself when it happens HELL NO... but what are you gonna do? Not a whole lot someone can do in my situation... I still give alot because I believe that some day when I need it the most I will receive not that I haven't recieved already for the things that I have done but I'm hoping one day that I will get what I've always wanted and that is to be free... > They say in order to get something that you always wanted that you must work hard in order to achive it... I would love nothing more then to get out of this house and all though I have tried as little as I can... Its still not to the best of my ability and I know that! I'm not good at change at all, hey some people arn't some

Friends
Take a cup of patience And a big heartful of love Add a bowl of generosity To blend with the above; Put in a dash of laughter And some understanding too Sprinkle it with kindness And memories old and new. Add some faith before you mix it Till the dish is rich and sweet Then enjoy a heaped up portion With everyone you meet!

One Last Kiss, Before I Go...its Time To Let You Go.
In the brightest hourOf my darkest dayI realizedWhat is wrong with meCan't get over youCan't get through to youIt's been a helter-skelter, romance from the startTake these memoriesThat are haunting meOf a paper man cut into shredsBy his own pair of scissorsHe'll never forgive her...He'll never forgive her...[CHORUS]Because days! Come and go!But my feelings for you are foreverBecause days come and goBut my feelings for you are foreverSitting by a fire On a lonely nightHanging over from another good timeWith another girl... Little dirty girlYou should listen to this story of her lifeYou're my heroine-In this moment I'm lonelyfullfilling my darkest dreamsAll these drugs, all these womenI'm never forgiving...this broken heart of mine[CHORUS]Because days! Come and go!But my feelings for you are foreverBecause days come and goBut my feelings for you are foreverOne last kiss...Before I go...Dry your tears...It is time to let you go...One last kiss(One last kiss)Before I go(Before I go)Dry you

Love For A Season
Once you open the receptors to receive what the Universe has to offer, the eyes to your soul will be opened wide with amazement. There is a love at first sight that only comes once in a life time... in the blink of an eye. Guided by the beacon of the lighthouse directing their course, two souls join together as ships passing in the night momentarily joined together, moored to adjoining piers.This is a love not often experienced by most, regrettably. Whether it be for a lifetime, a season or a moment, it's a love to cherish for it's gift brings harmony and peace sought by many, yet found by so very few.Your eyes meet, and you are gazing into the vast beauty and richness of eternity. You feel the tenderness of the touch, hear the softness of the voice, and embrace the compassion of the spirit.Your souls have crossed paths in the Universe at some point prior to this moment, which brings a comfort in knowing this journey will be enhanced and enlightened by their presence again, in it's spa

Doctor Who: The Next Doctor - U.s. Premiere Saturday, June 27th On Bbc America
The Next Doctor - Saturday, June 27th at 9:00pm ET/6:00pm PT with encores at Midnight and 3:00am ET/9:00pm and Midnight PT on BBC America. It is Christmas Eve, 1851, and Cybermen stalk the snow of Victorian London. When the Doctor arrives and starts to investigate a spate of mysterious deaths, he encounters a woman named Rosita (Velile Tshabalala) and another man who calls himself "The Doctor" (David Morrissey). After failing to capture a Cybershade, the two men talk and the current Doctor thinks the other is a future regeneration of himself. However, "the Next Doctor" seems to be lacking many of the current Doctor's memories. Meanwhile, the Cybermen are planning an attack on Earth, helped by their human ally, Miss Mercy Hartigan (Dervla Kirwan). The two Doctors must combine forces to defeat the ruthless Miss Hartigan. But are two Doctors enough to stop the rise of the CyberKing?

Soul Of Pain
Look into my eye's. Do you see the pain I hide? All the chaos that thunders inside, Caged like wild horses that wish to fly. To release me from this torture inside, That keeps me on this horried roller coaster ride. I try hard not to let it out for the world to see. Which would cause another natural disaster for me. So I keep this cage locked. Hidden so deep inside that no one can find. Some day though the cage will be full. It will break letting all chaos free, To control and distroy all things in its path or connected to me. So leave me in pain. Don't cause or inflict more for you never know who holds the key to the cage, Locked deep with in my soul of pain. by : aimeecbuchanan 10/17/06

Things U Might Wanna Know About Me
1. whats your name spelt backwards?YTSIRHC2. What did you do last night?TALK TO MY FRIENDS 3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?MUSIC4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?yup5. Last time you swam in a pool?yesterday6. What are you wearing?tSHORTS AND TANK7. How many cars have you owned?08. Type of music you dislike most?opera9. Are you registered to vote?NO10. Do you have cable?yeah11. What kind of computer do you use?DESKTOP12. Ever made a prank phone call?yeah13. You like anyone right now?yeah duh14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?HELL YEA I DO I WANT TO DO BOTH15. Furthest place you ever traveled?CANADA AND TEXAS16. Do you have a garden?NO17. What's your favorite comic strip?IDK 18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?yes19. Shower, morning or night?WHENEVER20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?the hangover21. Favorite pizza toppings?OLIVES AND SASAUGE22. Chips or popcorn?chips23. What cell phone provider do you have?DONT HAVE ONE RIG

If You Like Our Band, Help Us Win!
We need your help! If you dig our sound please listen to our track Memories Fade at this link: http://adsupport.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=rockthespace.fan&sproutid=KgCVkDKKCEGmsCK3 If you feel like doing more help yourself. Thanks in advance for any love on this. Peace.

Quotes
Makes ya think.............. Famous Quotes Great Orators of the Democrat Party from the past: 'One man with courage makes a majority.' - Andrew Jackson 'The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.' - Franklin D. Roosevelt 'The buck stops here.' - Harry S. Truman 'Ask not what

Broken
she can hear the rain softly beating against the window as she sits on her davenport tears streaming down her cheeks...... her heart so shreaded into pieces that she can barly breath ......her hands trembling as she trys to wipe the tears away .......she can not move for it hurts her so much...... her life gone with just a few words spoken to her..... she wishes to just terminate everything..... she thinks to herself why..... why does it always end up like this?.her mind propelling with so many thoughts that she cant keep up with them she loves him ....he is her soul mate ........her heart and beloved........she waited so long for the chance to be with her sweet lover but her life is in such pandemonium that her hands are bound .......she closes her eyes but she cant stop the tears .......she trys to let out a scream but nothing comes out she lost .......shes lost her heart and soul forever .......her dreams up in flames .......her soul destined to burn in the fiery pits of hell

Love Your Life And Live Your Love.
You can always stand no matter how many times you fallYou just have to know you'er big when you're told you're smallWe go upWe go downSometimes we floatSometimes we drownIt is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at allIt's better to have died and stood then to live and be made to crawlDon't let any one knock you downDon't give your life to any one who wears a crownThe gold will rust and the jewels will fadeYour true worth will not be the money you have madeLove your life and live your loveLive beyond, below, here and above Poem by Tammy C.

The Riddle
There's a saying about a tree falling when no one is aroundif no one is in the forest does it make a sound?Does beauty exist except through the human eye?If your eyes are closed is there the beauty of the sky?I know it's an old riddle but I think I have it solvedYou can't know what love is if you have never lovedYou can't have peace if you know not of warYou can't have reason if there is no mind to tell you what it's forlife exists because we livea human touch to this world we giveOur souls give us poetry, our hearts give us loveOur mind's give us freedom and our eyes the sky above Poem by Tammy C.

Auction
WOOHOO! I finally mae it into my first auction. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=342244&albumid=1735853&i=3864516091&idx=9 Go check it out an bid on me. Show The Big Mike lotza luvv while you're there. He's an amazing guy and a wonderful friend and deserves all the luvv you can show. Then you can go rate and bid on my friend THESPOILED01, shes amazing and she's on auction. Find her in my friends and family lists or folow her link from here http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2369598&albumid=0&i=2335751315 and go read her blog, then R/F/A her an bid on her. Remember to show her lotza luvv an it couldn't hurt to mention I sent ya, lol. Huggz y'all, now go luvv us up, lol.

What Is A Juggalo/ette?
Ok, so I was asked today, what is a Juggalette. Well, I do believe that I have come to THE perfect answer for 'lo or 'lette to give....And here it is. Mind you that I gave an example of a situation to show how fam is ALWAYS there for each other! A Juggalette is a girl (or woman) that listens to any person or group affiliated to Psychopathic records, which is a big name in underground rap. A Juggalo is the male version. And even though we're many and we're scattered all over the country, if you were to travel and had a hatchetman sticker or another sticker associated with Psychopathic Records on your car and were broke down, any Juggalo or Juggalette going by would stop and help you the best they could. You don't want to mess with a Juggalette in any bad way, because the Juggalo's hanging out with her, will protect her, every Juggalo and Juggalette is family to each other. And we love to drink Faygo soda lol.Being a Juggalo or Juggalette isn't about status or clothes or money, it's

Please Read This It Could Save A Life
INFORMATION EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW........ ......... ....... Blood Clots/Stroke - They Now Have a Fourth Indicator, the Tongue I will continue to forward this every time it comes around! STROKE:Remember the 1st Three Letters....S.T.R. STROKE IDENTIFICATION:

War
I have always been against war. It should be done as a last resort. Not the two dumb wars we are in now and previous. Marvin Gaye said in a song "WAR IS NOT THE ANSWER ONLY LOVE CAN CONQUER HATE" Also Edwin Starr said in a song "WAR! WHAT IS IT GOOD FOR! NOTHING!!!!!

El Telefono
I got a new phone. (Same phone just a newer one) and i was wondering if i can have your number? PM me or if you already have my number text me and tell me who you are cause i do not know. you can take this as me hitting up on you. ha how is everyone btw? blah scratch that! text me instead :P (h)

Intro To Emerson's Nature
A subtle chain of countless rings The next unto the farthest brings; The eye reads omens where it goes, And speaks all languages the rose; And, striving to be man, the worm Mounts through all the spires of form. [edit] Introduction Our age is retrospective. It builds the sepulchres of the fathers. It writes biographies, histories, and criticism. The foregoing generations beheld God and nature face to face; we, through their eyes. Why should not we also enjoy an original relation to the universe? Why should not we have a poetry and philosophy of insight and not of tradition, and a religion by revelation to us, and not the history of theirs? Embosomed for a season in nature, whose floods of life stream around and through us, and invite us by the powers they supply, to action proportioned to nature, why should we grope among the dry bones of the past, or put the living generation into masquerade out of its faded wardrobe? The sun shines to-day also. There is more wool and flax in th

Out Of There
Sometimes I don't really know wtf is this reality makin out of me. Fuck life fuck you & everything that scatter livin unlifely matters. People bother everyday is always the same shit happenin. N i don't feel less more then special. Cuz I'm not n i don't think i am. This life's lesson of a reason of a cuz i'm brain dead n have no mind. Feel blind with guilt left all inside. I'm crazy insane with rage fillin no one gets or understands me speakin how i feel. What am i left to do n it's all a big fuck you to all these businesses kissin up co taxin companies n shit's not funny. Why the way things are I hate it i hate this i hate living not knowin bout my father or does this stupid shit happen all the time & i'm to fucked up out of my own mind. I don't feel i wanna kill less not seemin to what i'm tryin to givin not to give in from where everything is comin. To be spoked can't breath n i just choke suffercate with all the hate that mates worlds undisirable places to strange unknown strange f

For All U Fufuckers
Night at the Beach with a glass of sex on the beach I spread the blanket out carefully knowing that the sand will soon engulf it anyways... I sit with my sex on the beach in hand carefully not to spill any.. I pat the spot next to me inviting you to sit... You oblige and sit quickly... I take a deep breath the air smells of the salt water but the breeze against my bare arms and legs feels like gentle silk hands massaging me... I dont know if it is the drinks or the look in your eyes that has my cunt dripping wet... I rub my thighs together just a bit... I whisper in your ear "I need you... Touch me" You take my almost empty glass, down what is left and throw it to the side into the sand... You wrap your arm around my waist and press your chest against mine. We are so close and I can smell the liquor on your breath, I go to kiss your lips but you turn your head and move to my neck.. you nuzzle me and slowly slide the straps down on my tank top... revealing my flesh.. Goose bumps invad

Fathers Day 2009
Well, some of you know, most don't. I received a phone call on Father's Day that has changed my life. I have a void in my heart that will forever be there. I learned from the phone call that everyone dreads, that my oldest sister passed away. She lived in Oklahoma. The family here are wondering if we will even be able to say goodbye. Her husband has had his own funeral services for her in OK. The whole family is devistated. I grew up with this Sister and her daughter which died in 2006. I have nothing but memories now of my niece and sister, and I am the only one in those memories who is still alive. I know she isn't hurting anymore. She had cancer. But yet, I'm selfish. I don't know how to move past this hole... Those of you that read my blogs are few, but you are the ones I feel deserve to know my mood..... Which is devistated. The point of this is to cherish life. You never know how long you have left in this world, so enjoy every moment. I wish I could have another moment with

F'd Up Month
so this month has been rather f'd in the a. My other car gets repoed, had to replace my fuel pump and two of my cloest friends suffered deaths i their families. One being like a second mom to me. fucked up month indeed.

I Need To Know!
I can't eat and I can't sleep because I'm always thinking of you. Day in day out your on my mind and I don't know how to get you off... Your like a part of me that is missing and I don't know where to find you to make me whole. I want you and I need you but it doesn't seem to matter because I don't think you feel the same... If I knew it would make things a little easier for me to express how I feel towards you.... So will you let me know or will i have this pain in my heart forever?

Xxx Comments?
xxx comments? I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, huge boobs, round booty, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting (the spice of life). So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to

Sex Fairy
============= 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and

In Honor To Dad My Father Inlaw
i know we are all feeling so many different emotions right now for a man who ment so much to all of us he was a husband a father a grandfather a brother a cousin a uncle a father in law or just a friend and to everbody else ive left out he was someone special to everbody here todaytogether we have all cried an ocean of tears and hold so many fears and unanswered questionsyou sent us a sign when the end was nearthe morning that you left us tears fell from the sky our hearts filled with sorrowyour body has died but your spirit lives strong in each one of us where it forever belongs your time here was short we wish you could have stayed but god needs you now the angels came and gave u your wings to fly to heaven to live in piece and harmoneydad would want us to know hes in a good place and that he is watching us all with a smile on his face and walking around on both feet and visiting other that have passed on before him and waiting for all of us to join him dad and mom have raised such

Thee
I KEPT MY HEAD UP HIGH AND THEN YOU CAME MY WAY I HAVE BEEN HURT,SO MANY TIMES MY HEART FILLED WITH SO MUCH PAIN BUT NOW THE PAIN HAS GONE AWAY FOR I HAVE FOUND A PLACE I WANT TO BE THIS PLACE I SEE IS WITH THEE FOR IN YOUR ARMS I WANT TO BE A SAFE HAVEN JUST FOR ME NOW I GIVE ME HEART TO THEEE FOR MY HEART BELIEVES IN YOU

So True
In my dreams, I try to see you and take in your whole expanse-- from the beauty of your smile to the depths of your soul where an ocean swells. I'm rebuilding you out of pieces of clay, with some illogical hope that you'll materialize out of the darkness. The heart alone can perceive these dimly lit realities, and trade longing for patience. And I'm living on the hope borne of these dreams of you, that we'll be together soon.

Taking Applications Now
hey ladies. i am taking applications for some fun. i am looking for younger women in my area or close by to have some fun with. message me or sb me if you would like to find out more details. have a super sexy day.

Armysister24
HEY EVERYBODY ARMYSISTER24 DOWNRATED A FRIEND OF A FRIEND BECAUSE OF HER SIZE AND THEN HAD THE NERVE TO TELL HER SHE WAS TOO FAT AND SHOULD NOT BE FLAUNTING HERSELF....... TRUST ME SHE IS NO PRIZE AND SHE SHOULD NOT JUDGE OTHERS....LETS SHOW HER WHAT WE THINK OF DOWNRATERS!!!!!!!!! Armysister24@ fubar

If I Should Die Tomorrow
if i should die tomorrow i would die a very wealthy person rich in the thought of you as my friend but i would not pass my riches onto just anyone but to someone who is worthy of such wealth a person who was once like you a man with a broken soul who let me see after two yrs there was a wealth of a man i was once like you but a person came into my life who showed me that even a broken soul can be a whole person with gentle hands kind words they mended me as i did you if i should die tomorrow dont mourn my passing rejoice to the heavens for having known me for it is what i did pass the riches you gave me onto yet another broken soul if i should die tomorrow&n

You Will Be Missed
I recently tried to catch up with friends from highschool and when i did i found that there aint to many of us that hung together left. Several of them have passed on and it made me think of my life and how lucky i am to have known them. One of my best friends in highschool was found dead in his apartment and the cause is unknown at this time. It is things like this that make you think of life and how short it can be and that you have to live every moment to the fullest extent possible because you will never know when your time will come. That was how i remember him in school he never hesitated to take a chance when it came his way. I just hope he passed peacfully and in no pain. JUST BE SURE TO REMEMBER YOUR FRIENDS AND TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST FOR THAT IS ALL WE HAVE

Random Thoughts 1
I don't know where to begin with this. SOOO much has gone on since the last time I blogged...so this will be random and in no particular order. I went to the Oregon State Fair again this year. I was joined by Adam, Andrea and her family. I had my first deep friend twinkie. It was like a twinkie corn dog. That was ok....but the funnel cake with choclate and bavarian creme. Holy crap! AWESOME! I was sad that there weren't as many vendors as the years previous...but we still left with some sort of salsa maker thing. It isn't a state fair if Beth doesn't leave with anything. Once again there was a wide spectrum of unique individuals...but NO DEMOLITION DERBY!!!?? WTF?? I will be sending letters of complaint. I had the opportunity to babysit Greg Oden's dog...Charles Barkley McLovin. He's such a great dog! Although he chewed up one of Beth's flip flops, he was very lovey with me and refused to go to sleep unless my hand was on him and he was laying with me. He's welcome at

Random Thoughts 3
So...my friend Heather and I headed out to Edgefield for Billy Idol. I knew going in that we would be wading into a sea of mullets and the best aging rocker crowd that Portland had to offer. Thankfully I was not to be dissapointed. But first...the concert. Billy came out blasting with Cradle of Love followed by Flesh for Fantasy, White Wedding (started acoustic and went electric) then hit To Be a Lover before breaking out the new stuff like John Wayne. At the "solo break" the best LIVING guitarist out there Steve Stevens put on a F'ing SHOW. He played a spanish solo that gave me the shivers and then busted into Led Zeppelin's Over The Hills and Far Away. Of course once he hit Rebel Yell the crowd went nuts. He encored with Hot in the City and Mony Mony. My ONLY complaint about the concert was that he blazed though the concert...not as much crowd interaction as I would have liked. But I will say this now and hear me clear....there is no better guitarist out there then Steve St