Fubar Blog Posts 4

No Longer
Your eyes are like ice cold blades stabbing me over time you look at me with hate and disgust unspeakable thoughts race through your mind unsure of what has become of you, unsure of what has become of me, and unsure of what has become of us. I am no longer your love or your heart your compassion that once was so strong has dwindled down to a tiny thread barely hanging on to the needle. I ce cold drops fall upon you face masking the tears upon your cheeks. No longer are you whole, No longer can you love life has taken its greatest gift from you and you are no longer human but instead a bitter shell of the person you once were No longer do you feel love No longer can you feel compassion As you stand on my grave you weep in the solitary confinement of your mind wishing things were different

Wedding Bell Nightmare
Wedding bells in the distance ring loudly for all to hear I run to the chruch to see what the commotion is, to see what occasoin has been brought about this sunnyday.Wreaths,orchids and lillies all lined in a row upon the banisters people dressed in gowns and tuxs while others weeping tears of joy.This all seems so strange seems as if a puzzle pieces is missing I stand in the back hidden so no one can see my rags I am wearing. The bells stop and the music begins a beautiful woman unfamiliar to me appears behind open doors she looks gorgeous with a smile upon her face and a glint of happiness in her eyes she walks down the aisle to her suitor/ I am blinded by a dark shadow upon me the sunnyday suddenly turns gloomy but no one seems to notice. I move forward to get a better look at this magnificent looking angels' suitor As I get closer the day grows darker and I realize this is all wrong I recongize who she is walking towards I am speechless and invisible to all.You stand hands folded t

My Dear
My love for you my dear is unlife anything I ever thought I could feel.You make me smile with just a look and make me cry with just a word. You once got down on bended knee and said "I give a rose to thee", i have no rose nor am i on bended knee but i can give my heart to thee from today to tomorrow till the end of time my heart shall always be yours. My love for you my dear bearts upon my hearts as does the ocean wave against the rocks.We are like sun and moon so different but yet just as strong. Your heart may feel heavy at time but my love with always be there to lift it up.No longer shall you be alone for my love for you my dear shall always hold you in the dark. Together we shall equal one for together we are whole.Without you my dear my heart is empty and my life meaningless. My love for you my dear will never wither or die for nothing will keep us apart.From today to tomorrow till the end of time my heart shall always be yours.

The Old Woman
Dying alone unwanted and unforgiven the old woman give her heart away.She knows she will never be touched by love or compassion for her crimes against the heart were so heinous they are unmentionable.Her disease overpowers her sense of desire and compassion for another human being.Her soul has been lost for many years now but her heart has been beating with the strength of an unknown will.Death sits at the end of her bed watching,waiting for his next victim.Death and the old woman have become companions of a sort; he watches her wither away and she watches his youth be regained. Day after day no vistors come her way except death her only true companion.Till one day there is a knock at her door a young boy stands before it not much older than 5 years of age he brings the old woman a daisy from his mothers garden smiles and turns to walk away the old woman unsure of what to do just says "thank you" and the boy goes on his way.This goes on for a week or two surprised everyday the old wom

9-9-09
Ahhh...Today has simply reminded me that I need to get back to writing about my theory of the number 9...so keep looking for updates real soon...=) I also feel that this may be the most beautiful day in history...at least on a personal level...=)...Nothing exceptional happened today...butI woke up today and found myself loving life...It really is one of the better days I can remember in regards to my confidence and self image...and I'm just hoping to ride this wave for quite some time! So before I bore you all to tears and scare you off from reading all my future blogs..I will cut this short..The message I am trying to convey..look forward to the little pleasures in life...ones that are truly once in a lifetime...like today is for me...little coincidences can take us a long way in life and its important to take advantage of every one of them...and also to just enjoy life and enjoy yourself...because life is too short not to feel that way...=) Nathan Wisnefske BlackHand9

Public Schools
Public schools are not qualified to teach evolution nor creation. American youth are barely learning the basics i.e. Math, History, Science, English. They need not be distracted with your THEORY. They can learn the bullshit in college if they make it that far

Pissed At Myself
Ok here goes I need to vent lol I am so fucking pissed at myself, here I am the one who is supposed to be strong and independant and the one who all my girls come to for advice. They think it's great I am independant and happy...which I am I am very happy with my life but I am so tired of spending it alone. I fall for one asshole after another even after I chnge types....I even had a couple supposed nice guys fuck me over and rip my heart out yet again. I feel guilty because I shouldn't be pissed but I am. I don't know why I fall for these stupid tricks and lies and am so fed up. The only good guys seem to be in other states or something.....not here near me.....what the hell I am supportive, I work, I am affectionatte, I can cook and clean...and I am not hideous or anything...maybe I just need to become a raving psycho bitch. They get all the guys anyways..... OK vent over...

What Do I Really Matter?
If I left this World today how would you even know I was gone? Would I just be a name in the paper that means little to anyone. What impact did I make? Would you cry a tear? Would I even get so much as a second thought? If you never took the time to tell me what you felt when I am here why should I believe I'd make an ounce of difference when I am gone. If I am a part of your life and I mean anything to you at all it would be nice to know that. I guess I am looking for something and not sure just what. Perhaps it isn't out there at all. I'll stfu and end this now. You can say what you think!

Backstabbers
its a shame you go make this kick ass lounge everybody loves it.then people gotta start talkin behind your back telling lies,your "friends" turn on you make there own lounge with your layout your members.then when you prove in a fashion that cant be faked who the real shit talkers are you get threatened.then because you tell somebody they should drop it all of a sudden im threatening them and stalking them.so then these "friends" try to get me banned by fubar just because i showed they are untrustworthy and will back stab anyone.so they go trying to ruin a reputation i spent my life building.well guess what i dont talk lies and if i have a problem im man enough to talk about it to you. so play your games talk your lies i dont care anymore just remember every comment you get on that lounge is a compliment to me because i invented the concept i was the first to do that layout. and the harder you try to ruin me the more people will realize what you are.my true friends will never by into

Insomnia
I've counted sheep with no sucess, Tossed and turned, but had no rest. Fling side to side, front to back, The dance of the INSOMNIAC. Sleeping pills make me feel lousy, and warm milk doesn't make me drowsy. Late night strolls just aren't for me, and nothing good is in T.V. So I'll concede the useless fight, and once again stay up all night. My plight though, won't drive me berserk, tomorrow, I'll just sleep at work.

Ohm On The Range
Oh give me a ohm where the Buffalohm roam Where the Volts and Amperlope play Where Resistance is low and the electrons do flow And the Capacitors store you away. Ohm, ohm on the range! Where the Volts and the Amperlope play! Where Resistance is low and the electrons do flow And the Capacitors store you away.

New Love
Oh what prodigious mowing they did make. He with his scythe -- she with her rake. A prayer for his very shy soul’s sake That he can escape sensibility’s cruel mistake. Bound to her sensual charms quaint. A whore we but say as he retorts “She ain’t!” How dare we criticize his sweet, loving saint? Clad in her shimmering gold spray paint. He cannot understand why they bid her ill For it is she that gives his heart a thrill So strong not even Death can ever still! Yet, we see his heart that her love will kill. I wish I could save thee, Oh my brother, For that whore’s heart always seeks another.

Beadtime
As I lay me down to sleep, Seeking no more to whine or weep, I pray this gun against my head Will make me more deader than dead. In my infinite arrogance, I woudl not hear In my infinitie ignorance, I squandered my career. No grand, beneficent work di I complete. No art, no science, no wonderous feet. A waste of life, a waste of time; Existing is my unforgivable crime. I tried and tried all I could But nothing I did was any good. A fouled soul spreading flawed love Is my lot assigned from above. With love thrice, I did try. With love thrice, I did cry. All I am is this broken heart, And from here I must depart. So when you recall the recently late Turn painful tear to tears of hate. For this is the most selfish thing I do, But this will cure me and free all of you. Now I lay me down to sleep. No memories of me should you keep. This I do for my heart's sake. I'll be gone when you awake. Amen.

The Glass Heart
I offered you friendship But you wouldn't take it I tried to show you love But you couldn't fake it I offered you my body But you wouldn't break it So I cut my heart out And placed it in your hands With my dying words I told you Only you were able to break it I fell to the ground dead As my heart turned to glass in your hands My dying words echoing in your head © 2009 by G.R.Kuder

My New Found Family And Friends
Ok well i found an incredible group and they all work together to help those who need it to level and make friends. I have only been a member for 2 days and already i have met some incredible people. If you do get a chance please check out the group and maybe give it a try. I know my friends would love it. Thanks for reading this and hope everyone has a great week. Im off to bed xoxo this is the page so check it out :) thanks everyone http://fubar.com/blog/307578/1058537

What Does It Mean To Make Love?
1. have much love and respect for that person 2.you look at them as a person, not what is on the outside 3.you become as ONE when make passionate love 4.not a one night stand 5.feel what that person is feeling keep in the heart and soul and spirit 6.showing deep emotions that words can't explain Most of all, don't use this person, take for granted, be for REAL, share feeling like know else has, let this beautiful experience an unforgetable one, for one to remember for Eternity!:) Is it You or not, and please be totally honest!

Once Upon A Time Chapter 1
Once Upon A Time Once upon a time there was a man Who lived his life taking a stand Went about his day being a knight in shining armor Saving damsels in distress from uncertain horrors Never asking for anything return Not even a thank you or an encouraging word Always hearing about men and their evil ways Refused to be like them until his dying day At the risk of sounding selfish, he began to wonder Why do all the damsels always run to another Still he carried on his self-imposed duties And continued to rescue damsels and wonder at their beauty But every now and then his mind would run astray

The Hurt Is Here To Stay
Today I broke down and cried For all the hurt and all the lies The years that have past I can't get back The runaway train rolling off the track Looking back upon the road at what I have done You took it all away and left me no where to run All these years I have hidden my shame Blaimed myself for all my pain All I want now is peace within myself Please don't dust me off and place me back on the shelf The chapter is not over don't write me off yet One final scene is all I have left The last scenario in which I may stand To prove myself worthy as any other man You took it all from me left me no where to hide Stripped me of my sanity robbed me of my pride So how will this final chapter unfold I guess that

Bejeweled
Hi all, I just love this website. I'm 25 years old and have a few gaming website of my own like bejeweled and tetris and the famous bubble game. I also love riding the bike and skateboard and hope to work on that industry one day.

~feelings Of Destiny~
Feelings of destiny, point toward chaotic skies. Violent storms consume you. The winds push at your back and leave you with no control. You embrace the torture. The emptiness inside, now filled with a lust for fear. And a desire to touch the face of death.

For Anyone Who Might Be Listening
in case anyone is listening Current mood: depressed My life is hell. Between the mentall problems, the physical problems and the family who doesnt give a damn, i feel totally worthless, useless, left out, forgotten and pretty much like a piece of meat thats been left out too long. Yeah, i made the choice to try and be on myown, but too many people think its all one sided and that i am the only one who has any blame in my life being the way it is. The family who cant stand the truth, the family who takes it out on kids cuz theyre mad at the parent, and the ones who dont want to hear the facts all helped me to be where i am right now.My one rock, who keeps me going gets left out, ignored and generally just shit on, tried so hard to make up for what others have done. And when help was needed for him, no one was there. Poor baby was stuck at home for 2 weeks and no one in the family even bothered to call and check on him, see if he needed anything or even called to say i love you. But

In Case Someone Is Listening
in case anyone is listening Current mood: depressed My life is hell. Between the mentall problems, the physical problems and the family who doesnt give a damn, i feel totally worthless, useless, left out, forgotten and pretty much like a piece of meat thats been left out too long. Yeah, i made the choice to try and be on myown, but too many people think its all one sided and that i am the only one who has any blame in my life being the way it is. The family who cant stand the truth, the family who takes it out on kids cuz theyre mad at the parent, and the ones who dont want to hear the facts all helped me to be where i am right now.My one rock, who keeps me going gets left out, ignored and generally just shit on, tried so hard to make up for what others have done. And when help was needed for him, no one was there. Poor baby was stuck at home for 2 weeks and no one in the family even bothered to call and check on him, see if he needed anything or even called to say i love you. But

I Hate Exes
[20:53] ASSHAT: Yeh sorta sup?[20:53] *** Auto-response sent to ASSHAT: Self-truth is the essence of heroism. - Ralph Waldo Emerson[20:54] ME: About kids[20:54] ME: they are both grounded because they've been lying to me about their school stuff[20:54] ME: but, they really want to go to that thing with the church tomorrow[20:54] ME: I was thinking it'd be up to you (since you'll have them) whether or not they get to go[20:55] ASSHAT: What thing at the church?[20:55] ME: *blinks*[20:55] ME: Do you really not keep in communication with them or your grandmother that I know more about what they wanna do than you do?[20:56] ME: it's not AT the church[20:56] ASSHAT: Nobody is used to me yet. No one tells me shit.[20:56] ME: Hun...I'm not yelling[20:57] ME: I'm just curious why you don't ask?[20:57] ME: And if you're not there on the weekends, why am I still sending them over there?[20:58] ASSHAT: I do ask. But info is not usually forthcoming. I hang out there on the weekends.[20:58] ME: *s

Cancer
For those of you who dont know. I found out a few months ago that I have cancer. It started on my ovary and has spread to my stomach. I am having surgery on monday the 21st to remove the ovary and have already started radiation treatment on my tummy. Just please understand if I am moody or what not that I am just going through alot and please understand. I love all my friends dearly and hope you all know that. thank you for taking the time to read this

Fit
Wanted to tell you a story.Wanted to tell you what it was all about.Wrote you a picture.Drew you a song.Forget the reason.Understood the work.Undersold the trivia.Marked the wrong box.Fell into a big pile of crackling bubble wrapcalled it safecalled it family til the last bubble popped.worked into a frothpoured over cyanidewrathed into a knottaught to be forgot.I never thought it was going to come down to this.Something like splitting a bill over a vaccuum tube to terminate.I'd tell you all about it.But I hope it isn't true.Strange menstrange dartsstrange smellslike a hair change, or an orange into jasmineyou just knowyou just knowand I could tell you all about it.but there's a deep portion that I fakelike smiling sycophants in bad suits shaking hands and fidgeting in an uncomfortable chairthey're behind oakyou're sitting on cardboardhardly makes a damnwe all make food.at the end.For one or another, or a god damn colony.Nothing out, nothing in.Self contained system of birth and death.S

Bleh Bleh
I stayed at my friends house last night. I couldn't stay at home even though I knew he wouldn't be home. I just had too much rage being home. I had no idea what to do with those photos before but what i did to them last night...made me feel better. Just to show how much he's hurt me all these years, that everything was so fake....and those pics were fake...so it had to go. Although I didn't break the photos itself, just the frames. I have to work the next four days...sucks but I need the money and plus it will give me more time to think about some things and get away from home. I keep a wrap on my left wrist because it hurts to move it in certain directions. I didn't break anything..i just bruised it pretty bad I guess...I know people at work will be asking what the deal with that is.

Fri Sept.18 Mala,professionals,6blocc,dj G,dlx,magi. Lot 613
FRI. SEPTEMBER 18TH P U R E __ F I L T H DUBSTEP presents BASSFACE More Bass in More Faces! featuring MALA (Digital Mystiks, DMZ UK) THE PROFESSIONALS (Pure Filth, L.A) 6 BLOCC (Pure Filth Audio, L.A) DJ G (NarcoHrtz, Pure Filth Audio, S.F) DLX (Pure Filth Audio, L.A) MAGI (Pure Filth, L.A) MC's JNEIRO JAREL & KEMST (Label Who, Pure Filth Soundsystem, L.A)

09-11-01
It was devastating & regardless of whether you support the war or not, it was all set in motion because of 09/11/01. The same people who were crying out for justice & revenge are probably some of the same ones who are protesting the war now. They must have forgotten the pain of that day, or how scared it made people. They must have forgotten all of the innocent AMERICANS that died that day for just going about their daily lives. They must have forgotten about the firemen and policemen & brave AMERICANS who died trying to save others. They must have forgotten that the men & women overseas fighting this war are from OUR country. OUR sons, OUR daughters, OUR mothers OUR fathers, OUR friends, OUR brothers, & OUR sisters are over there fighting & serving so this doesn't happen again. When you speak out against the war we are in, you are desecrating the memory of those who died on 09/11/01 & against the memory of those who died fighting in a war for a cause that is very much wort

And God Said
"AND GOD SAID...."I said, "God, I hurt."And God said, I know."I said, "God, I cry a lot."And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."I said, "God, I am so depressed."And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."I said, "God, life is so hard."And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."I said, "God, my loved one died."And God said, "So did mine."I said, "God, it is such a loss."And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross."I said, "God, but your loved one lives."And God said, "So does yours."I said, "God, where are they now?"And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours is in the Light." I said, "God, it hurts."And God said, I know."

9-11
What were you doing that fateful dayWhen part of our world was taken awayThey came one morning like thieves in the nightTheir hatred destroyed everything in sightSo many loved ones were lost that dayBoth towers, the Pentagon and lives had to payToo high a price for piece of mindGround Zero is all they left behindSo many tears have already been shedHearts broken as we buried our deadThey came to destroy but they made us strongThey thought we would crumble but they were wrongFlight Ninety-three gave the ultimate giftLives of the few for the many who livedJust remembering gives me chillsThat painful day the world stood still

Poem That Hits Home
WEAPONS There are many types of weaponsBut the ones that hurt the mostAre the weapons made of memoriesAnd the deadly midnight ghost.Not all wounds are red and bloodyThere are wounds that touch the mindThese are wounds that always festerThey're the never healing kind.Why are we who've done our dutyPlagued by wounds that never healMade by weapons of our memoriesWhich are worse than lead and steel

Poem
WOUNDS OF WAR Some wounds of warAre never seenThey're buried deep within No open woundNo Purple HeartNo blemish on the skin But these are woundsThat leave a scarUpon our very soul They tear our heartsCause miseryAnd take a heavy toll Our bloodless woundsCause us to askOh, God, what was it for We go through lifeNot knowing whyWe have these Wounds of War

Remembering 9/11
The tragedy that occured on September 11, 2001 is one of the worst ever experienced by this generation! Many men and women lost their lives when the World Trade Center collapsed, and many more during the rescue and the aftermath. Many of us probably remember where we were when the tragedy occured, but for me, this hits closer to home than anyone could ever imagine!I worked for the local rescue squad when I got a phone call from one of my best friends who is in the NYPD. He told me about the planes hitting the towers and (at the time) one of the two towers had crumbled to the ground, and that the FDNY was looking for extra help. I headed out for my station house when I heard that the second tower had also fallen just as I had left. My captain had a few others already there and the group of us headed for NYC.When we got to Ground Zero, the sight was unbearable! Many men, women and children all lying in the streets or buried in the rubble. The dust and particles that were in the ai

The Wake Up I Didnt Want
8 years ago. My best friend woke me up. Told me you need to see this. As I opened my eyes. Grabbed the coffee he made for. I reached for cig. as I started to light it up he told " This is not gonna be easy for you to see". The tv came on. The 1st tower was hit. I dropped my lighter in shock. Then the phone rang. My heart now in my throat. Thinking In my head plz dont let that be for me. It was. As the second plane hit. It was My cousins wife. Frantic, crying, rambling words. I told her to calm down whats wrong. All she could mutter over her tears is albert's in there Im losing albert! Just then my cigs feel to the floor as my phone did too. My cousin , who I never met face to face. Was the closest cousin I had. We talked 3 times a wek like it was religion. wrote each other all the time. when he got married I had custom rings made for them.I was suppose to finally meet him the next week. A cousin I loved more than Life itself now gone. I hung up the phone. It rings again. My USAF recrui

On Truth And Lie
If you want truth to go round the world you must hire an express train to pull it;but if you want a lie to go round the world,it will fly:its is as light as a feather,and a breath will carry it .its is well said in the old proverb,`A lie will go round the world while truth is pulling its boots on`

Heavy Trip
I recently got back from San Francisco. While I was there, some friends of mine showed me around to some of the different neighborhoods. One of them we went to was the Castro. Mainly, I wanted to see where Harvey Milk's camera shop was. While we were there we went to the GLBT Historical Society where they were having an exhibit. I wasn't prepared for what I saw. They had on display the suit, shirt and shoes that Harvey Milk was wearing when he was shot and killed. Definitely put things into perspective.

Advice Needed Or Guidence Whatever You Call It
Ok heres the deal i know people are kinda shocked that im writing a blog but im really confused i dont know really what to do so if anybody has any advice or suggestions it would be greatly appreciated. anyway here we go I met this girl about a year and a half ago, through someone i worked with, well we kept in contact as friends online but we just reciently started dating in real life, she lives in this town but moved from a different area in the state, anyway we have been dating for a month and shes got ALOT of baggage, im talking past shit. well she apparently has this crazy ex bf who doesnt really know where she lives and she keeps fearing that hes going to find her and kill her. So she keeps trying to break up with me but her mom talks her out of it because im totally different then the type of guys she use too see. You can tell that something is always on her mind but when asked about it she wont share, yet she gets extremely upset when i have something on my mind and wont te

People Who Use You!!
There are so many fake people out there. You try to be a nice person by helping them. You let them in youe life and all they do is lie, steal and abuse your kindness. But there comes and line when they do evil things that involves going to jail for doing horrible things to innocent young people. And destroying trust of people. People like that should be in jail for the rest of their life. At least then they cant hurt anyone else with deception. We as a whole have enough problems in the world to deal with. We shouldnt have to worry about dangerous predators online.

Freedom
I served this country and was damned proud to do so. I would have gladly given my life in the line of duty for each and every last one of you people on this site and there are not many that i have ever talked with for more than a few lines on here. You see though the thing is that there is already a government selected day for this day designated as a holiday...... Memorial Day. Today is the day to pause for a moment and remember the fallen men women and children of that day and move on. Too few of us realize though that we are not living in the country that so many have died for in the last 233 years. Can a smoker sit in a diner and smoke a cigar or cigarette after a meal? No. Can a parent not let a 4'6" 10 year old child not have a booster seat and seatbelt? No. Can you say anything about the shitty job the last 2 presidents of this country has done in public without ramifications? No. And just think about this. If the racist Obama gets his way, I will be fined for not being able t

Meet Me
Meet me in the shadows of your heart The place where only you and I exist Take me with you and hold me in your arms. Meet me in the stars above The place the highest goals live See the light of love shining in my eyes. Meet me at the oceans edge The place where the water cleanses Take me to a place of absolute purity. Meet me at the forest's clearing The place where the trees part Where we are sheltered and safe. Meet me at the billowy clouds The place where heaven and earth touch Dance with me in the sky and share our joy. Meet me on the mountain's peak The place where you can breathe deeply Inhale my essence and make it yours. Meet me, my love.... Anywhere, anytime, and anyplace Share my soul and be one with me

Rain
Rain fell last night...quiet, gentle rain, That tapped against my window pane. And called me back from troubled sleep, To soothe a heart too numb to weep. My lonliness was too deep and real, And like a wound that would not heal, It throbbed within me, and I knew My arms were empty without you. But as I listened to the sound, Of soft rain falling on the ground, I heard your voice, tender and clear, Calling my name, and oh my dear, I threw my window open wide. To let the sweet rain rush inside, It kissed my lips, my eyes, my hair, And my love, I knew that you were there. Tears that my heart could not release, Fell down from heaven, bringing peace, Last night while gray clouds softly wept, I held you in my arms and slept.

Sensual Thoughts
The sun rises on a cool crisp morning My body aches for want of yearning I want your caress your touch For I need your love oh so much You are my presence in my mind I am so lucky to find a man so kind To hold in awe at your passion and need Your want for me is not out of greed To languish for hours within your arms Your wit, your humor and your charm Enlightens within me a new desire each day One I hope is there forever to stay I love you lover, my friend, and desire My body aches for you as though on fire My breast hardens at your thought Nipples grow hard, sensitive and taut The door to my inner depths opens for you The passion, the fire, the need to endure Caressing you, touching you, kissing you My love has been waiting so long for you

Passion
Lips softly touch, hands caress, and ember heat inside Sending us desires, those ones we usually hide Then passion mute to language finds ways to be heard Making lovers join as one, their eyes will say its words Skin glides over skin like clouds through humid skies Slowly building static to make lighntning fly Dark clouds fill the air, as thunder starts to boom Echoing sounds of pleasure, heard thoughout the room A mighty storm now is spent and sunlight fills the air Revealing lovers glowing with dampened and tangles hair Their eyes send each other a rainbow, a gift we call love As passion sits in silence to wait for clouds above

Two Become One
The soft seduction of your lips Your venture down to my hips Squirming, shivering, pulling you near I invite you in, I have no fear Our bodies engage two as one Pure excitment, the play has just begun Breathing, sighing, calling your name I assure you for me, this is no game Two hearts beating, sounds just like one Far from over we have just begun Arching, sweating, screams of delight I surely could get use to this every night

God
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked at the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. Yuou could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here i am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shacken, l

Stupid Encounter #20(read Bottom To Top Its A Sb) Op Another Low Self Esteem Whore On The Fu
blackwolf: you can say it to me - I will say it to you blackwolf: and you are a bullshit artist blackwolf: you know what was the first thing to go through her mond? her asshole blackwolf: wanna continue or will you end your pain now before I really decide to trash your to the point you will cry? better yet - get blocked so you can hang with your ghetto wannabes ->blackwolf: Hey my mom was on that plane that smashed into tour 1 you fuck dont talk shit about my mom on this sacred day you old mutha fucker blackwolf: yea ok - tell your mom to stop putting her videos up then ->blackwolf: go back to jacking off to your transexuall porn to! blackwolf: go back to playing your video games since you want to be an asshole all your life. just do the world a favor & dont procreate ->blackwolf: a REAL WTC Responder woulden't be sitting on fubar on a friday night talking to 24 yr old girls either.... blackwolf: you are dealing with a REAL WTC Responder you fuckin fool blackwolf: yea alex

What I Am
I'm just a regular joe, with a regular job, I'm your average white suburbanite slob, I like football, and Porno and books about WAR, I got an average house, with a nice Hard Wood floor! My Wife and my job, my kids and my car, my feet on my table, and a Cuban cigar,.... but sometimes that just aint to keep a man like me interested,oh no no way, uh uh, no i gotta go out and have fun at other peoples expense oh ya, ya , ya, ya,ya,ya,ya!!! I drive really slow, in the ultra fast lane, while behind me are going INSANE!!! IM an aasssshoollee, the worlds biggest asshole, I USE PUBLIC TOILETS, AND I PISS ON THE SEATS, I WALK AROUND IN THE SUMMERTIME SAYING HOW ABOUT THIS HEAT??? im AN ASSHOLE...SOMETIMES I PARK IN HANDICAP SPACES WHILE HANDYCAP PEOPLE MAKE HANDY C A P FACES, YEAH, I AM AN ASSHOLE D

Time Passages
I wish you cared about me, The way I care for you. I wish I knew what to do, To get over you. I thought when this stage of life came, People where suppose to know what it is they really want. I have learned so much about myself. I have grown and evolved as a person. You have always been so private. Never revealing much of anything. I don't know what happened, I can't even ask you. I think she broke your heart, The same way you broke mine years ago. Isn't it funny how karma works. You do it to me, And someone does it to you. Are you rethinking, All that transpired between us. The way you used me to get her back. How you allowed her to attack me. After three long years, I am still standing back. I am watching you, As you go through the same pain. Understanding it all, Without saying a word. The difference is what I have learned. I have learned to get up everyday, To move on with

I Guess I Need A Babysitter
What a night! I finally got to sleeping. More than 3 hours! A victory! And I feel refreshed and ready. Well - Ive been up for hours already drinking my coffee and listening to music. Sun is glowing outside , bringing beams of hope for the days to come. Yesterday was not my best day as you who read already know. I have to send a special thank you to Vera! What a friend YOU are! Thank you for your kind words and the teddy. He is soaked! For those I talk to on *the other side* - thank you as well. Support on good and bad days are welcome. I hold you close to my heart and hope I can and do support you. I sure try my best. As I fell asleep I had a babysitter - and I might need another...or I know I do. Make sure I relax and *fade* away into the land of dreams. I dreamt of summer - mountains and the sea. I was standing on top of *my* mountain - looking down to the green and deep forrest. Smiling - enjoying - feeling SO damn free. No pain no gain :) Today is a

Why ?
so many woman have come into my life just to leave me alone and lonely ...well i have realize that i am me .. sweet sexy funny caring compassionate,passionate, and most woman that i find are a bunch of crazy ones who make me pay for the mistakes that assholes have done to them. im not an asshole i dont fight or try to control .. woman think they want someone sweet and funny and all that i am.. but they are attracted to assholes, who miss treat them and abuse them time and time agian .. many beautiful woman on here .. and shallow as hell .. that look for the looks in a guy know i know im not the lil pretty boy type .. nor am i a redneck slob.. just as one song put it a Good Ole' Boy .. sadly mistaken for redneck.. ..lol i cant stand country music and pop blows.. i love living my life and would love to have someone in it to spend time with and shar my heart.. sometimes makes me wonder am i not good enough..? but i know i am.. thanks for all who read this.. thank you very much

Please Help
If anyone could help , there is an organization in honor of PFC Nicholas Madaras, a fallen comrade of mine. They collect and distibute soccer balls for the children of iraq. http://www.kickfornick.org/ Nick Madaras was raised for a majority of his life in a little town called Wilton, Connecticut. From an early age Nick took a liking for athletics, trying his hand in every imaginable sport. One sport in particular really seemed to be a perfect fit for Nick, soccer. Nick dedicated himself to the sport of soccer; going to summer camps, coaching his younger brother Christopher in the recreation league, and sharpening his skills in the off season with his friends on a local team and playing in the backyard with his sister Marie. Nick’s work ethic and dedication to the team was something we all strive for, but rarely achieve.Nick took that work ethic and dedication into the Army with him when he left for basic training in July of 2005. After basic, AIT, and airborne sch

Just To Be A Sheep...
You Can Be Deeply Passionate Sometimes You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert. You fall in love with ease and confidence. Even if you've had bad experiences in the past, each new love is a reason to start completely over. You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions. Your sense of humor is sarcastic, snarky, and realistic. You're not exactly happy-go-lucky. The Beach Test Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity You Are Kind and Sensitive You relate to others easily. You have many friends, and you love making their lives better. You are genuinely warm and radiant. People feel comforted by your presence. Becoming a better person is something you think about every day. You want to be interesting, insightful, and special. You n

What Not To Do With A Fire Truck
A Los Angeles fireman looks under a fire truck stuck in a sinkhole in the Valley Village neighborhood of Los Angeles Tuesday, Sept. 8, 2009. Four firefighters escaped injury early Tuesday after their fire engine sunk into a large hole caused by a burst water main in the San Fernando Valley, authorities said. (AP Photo/Nick Ut) http://por-img.cimcontent.net/api/assets/bin-200909/0ca51209dbe0ae4bbafc5696ffdeeb11.jpg

Inure
inure\in-YOOR\ , transitive verb:1.To make accustomed or used to something painful, difficult, or inconvenient; to harden; to habituate; as, "inured to drudgery and distress.intransitive verb: 1.To pass into use; to take or have effect; to be applied; to serve to the use or benefit of; as, a gift of lands inures to the heirs.

Pet Peeve: Men Who Ask For A Kiss
I know why men do it. They think it’s courteous. And yes, it is courteous, but seriously, I’m not looking for someone to have a tea party with. I like when men steal kisses. When they go in for the kill. When a man asks, it just ruins it for me. What am I supposed to say, “Umm, okay?” or “No, sorry… I uh… don’t feel like it?” I think I speak for all women when I say, please don’t make us have to spell out rejection for you! When you ask for a kiss and we don’t want to kiss you, it’s awkward. If we do want to kiss you, you kill the spontaneity of the moment. I just feel like telling all those men, “Damn it! Make like Nike and just do it!” See, here’s why. If you ask, we think you’re cute for asking. We’re thinking, what a nice guy. He’s so sweet. Are those the adjectives you want to describe you? Nice, cute, sweet? If you just go in for the kill, you won

Tuffy`s Playmates
HEY ALL....WANT TO JOIN A FUN GROUP...LETS HELP ONE ANOTHER LEVEL AND JUST HAVE FUN....FUBAR HAS ITS MKN WHATEVER GROUP...LETS FORM SOMETHING NEW AND TRUE....U DONT HAVE TO BE A SUPER STAR....LOOK AT ME LOL.....LETS DO IT...LETS FORM A STRONG AND TRUE CLICK..GROUP..OR WHATEVER U WANNA CALL IT....SHOW FUBAR...WE CAN HAVE FUN TOO....MSG ME...SB ME..WHATEVER...BE A TUFFY PLAYMATE AND HAVE FUN..WHY NOT..NOTHING ELSE BETTER TO DO!!

Ramblings
Been awhile since I last wrote here and I thought it was time to keep my peeps up to date on my so called life.....Anyway, Trish does not live here anymore, her kids were surprised at her choice and decided it was best for her to go live with them in Florida, we do keep in touch with email and she told me she has found a lady friend down there and they are having an affair, which is like so cool!!!! Sam is back at work, she enjoys having her summers off and really liked this past summer, I'd hope she did, she learned how to eat pussy and use a strappie very well....anyway she is getting back in the swing of things and we only have sex every 3 or 4 days now. Which is cool, means I can seduce other ladies for our bed....hehehehe. I had said earlier that sam and me were going to get a place together and had found a place but we decided that it would be much better staying with my friend, we all get along so well, no of us gets in the way, we mesh so well and besides it is nice to have

Love
They say that love makes the world go round, This I do believe to be a truth. However I do also believe that the pain and heartache one may endure, Is actually a reminder that we are still alive and humans amongst paridise. The good and the bad all are a part of life as is the love and pain. Are you alive? I sure am and will survive and one day love again!!

Boyfriend/girlfriend Application
just for fun... you can all fill it out hehe1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kis

Depp Back For New 'pirates' Film Coming In 2011
Depp back for new 'Pirates' film coming in 2011 AP – FILE - In This undated file photo originally provided by Disney, Johnny Depp portrays Captain Jack Sparrow … By SANDY COHEN, AP Entertainment Writer Sandy Cohen, Ap Entertainment Writer – Fri Sep 11, 5:17 pm ET ANAHEIM, California – Avast! Disney says a new "Pirates of the Caribbean" film is on the horizon. Johnny Depp sailed onstage Friday on a pirate ship at the Anaheim Convention Center to help announce the forthcoming installment of Disney's blockbuster film franchise. He was welcomed with a rousing standing ovation. Depp will reprise his role as Capt. Jack Sparrow in "Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides," slated for summer of 2011. It's the fourth in a series. Dressed as Sparrow, Depp staggered around the stage and embraced Walt Disney Studios Chairman Dick Cook, who announced the news to about 5,000 fans on hand for the D23 Expo, Disney's answer to Comic-Con. "H

Dont Quit
when things go wrong which the sometimes willand the road you are trudging seems all up hillwhen the funds are low,and the debts are highand you want to smile but you have to sighwhen care is pressing you down a bitrest if you must,but dont ever quitfor life is strange with the twist and turnsas everyone of us sometimes learnbut many a coward turns aboutwhen he might have won if he stuck it outbut he learns too late when the night comes downhow close he was to the golden crownvictory is defeat turned inside outthe silver tint of the clouds of doubtyou will never know how near you areit maybe near when it seems afarso stick to the fight when you are hardest hitwhen things seem worst is when u must not quit

A Little About Me
My name is Jonathan Paul. I am a 17 year old student from London, England, who spends half the year in the U.S on foreign exchange. In my spare time I look after my Staffordshire bull terrier, Sam, and run my own work at home, Online Business Opportunities and Article Submission site sites. I enjoy hill walking and playing guitar - not together..lol. I am also a qualified web designer. I love all animals and own Siberian Huskies, Chihuahuas, and Beagles.

Another Week
Starting another week, my time seems to be flying here in Columbus. I can't wait to get back into the action, as in being deployed again. I wouldn't enjoy my job here as a recruiter as much if we didn't have the Delayed Entry Program, the High School students in the DEP really make this job enjoyable. The Marine Corps ball is coming up here in the next couple months. I'm debating on taking one of the teachers, or students, i'm sure either wouldn't mind going. In the 7 yrs that I've been in the Marine Corps, I never took a date with me, so it would be new for the both of us. I'm looking foward to the end of this month, we are going to watch the Chicago White Sox vs Cleveland Indians, I can't wait.....GO WHITE SOX!!!

Im Soo Sorry My Friends
Ive been thru alot in last several weeks--tonite I learned some other things--I cant take no more. I wanna smile bad and be happy me again--but dont know how to.I really dont know what to do. I try to make ppl happy, but the things in my life going on, its hard to. Plzz I beg you!! plzz be patient, Im really trying hard to get back to my happy me--honest.Im just really really lost and scared now.

This Poem Brought To U By The Letter "s"
This Poem Brought To You By The Letter "S" Scarlet streams slipped through the seams-I selectively sliced in my skin.Not so suddenly, succeeding in succumbing-To these injurious, speculative "sins"Now shuddering at the sight of the scars-Supporting my socks, such symmetry.So I sheathed my serated shiv-So I can seize a sense of serenity.Shackled by the silent screams-Saturating my sleepless soul.Speculating my selfish seclusion-Be blamed squarely on the sole.So long I've sought for my spiritual seductress-To soothe my sadistic side.My search will stall when she shows me sight-So far beyond the skyline.

The Last Cigarette
..> ..> I'm driving down the street, smoking my last cigarette. Went to flick the ash out the window and ended up breaking it. Shit - Just my luck, the story of my life Just one thing to go my way, wouldnt that be nice? Nope - It just doesnt happen that way I can tell right now, its gonna be a bad day. Now with no cigarette, my mind wanders away. Started thinking of something someone had to say, "Use your writing as an outlet, so you dont cut." But all that does is let me sign my poetry with blood. I would paint you a picture, but I have no artistic ability. So I draw you that picture, using words to show my lack of stability. I use all these descriptive words and verbs and get all teary, But if I simply said "Please listen", would you actually hear me? I'm merely a beat down, broken man with a shattered soul, Looking for a small piece of sanity to have and to hold. I'm told, "Things are bound to get better" Yeah right, I already wrote my suicide letter. What

The Heart Opens Slowly
A gorgeous spring afternoon,the sky, heaven's bed, sprinkledwith angel clouds. Hummingbirdsreturning from winter'sodyssey.I survey the yard, the same gardenas always, Bermuda grass coming upthru brown death, making it'sannual journey thru the fertile soil( some odyssey's are measured in inches ).The hedges, manicured neatly, smartly.The flowers, ah...... did I mention theflowers, Roses in every vibrant color,Gladiolas towering.Orchids, royalty of the garden, nobility.Then there is your favorite, the Stargazers.Soft tender whiteness sharply heldagainst the bold red, so fruity and sweetlyaromatic. Just now coming to lifein the aftermath of a swift April shower.The flowers always come up shy, slowly,carefully ( when nurtured, cared for ).I look over to you ( transfixed upon the hummingbirds )and think to myself ..The heart opensslowly. Poem By Tammy C.

What You Mean To Me
I wish I knewI wish I could seeIf I mean to youWhat you mean to meMy feelings I keep locked so deep insideIn fear if I tell them you'll run and hideI want to feel you and hold you so closeTo let you know that it's you I need mostMy heart longs to know just how you feelIs this a dream or is it real?Looking at us it’s clear that love could be but do I mean to you what you mean to me? Poem By Tammy C.

Once In A Lifetime.
Folklore claims that when a soul descends to earth it splits in two, each half of the soul inhabiting a separate body. These two people are forever after 'soul mates,' and will never be complete until they find one another. It is said you only meet this person once in a lifetime Finding my soul mate is the best thing that has ever happened to me; I have never felt this kind of love and understanding. We connect in so many ways, it astounds me. When our eyes met for the first time I was filled with energy. I was unbelievably happy yet confused. immediately I was drawn to him I couldn’t stop staring it was as if I recognized him-- different than ever recognizing anyone I’d ever met before. If I had only known he fell in love with me at that same moment I would have never left that store. But I was in the middle of a divorce and didn’t have any faith in myself as a woman. When he finally found me again I was stubbornly chasing after the wrong guy. So, I didn&rsq

...
Normally i get hungry after waking up because that's how I grew up....wake up..eat breakfast with dad....bible read..whatever... Only ate half my breakfast...forced it down since i gotta work today.. Back to 20 lbs gone. Just wanna rip the fat out and give it to some twit that could use it more than me.

Going Away 4 Awhile
to my pplz im disappear for awhile from facebook nd all the other sties that i b in i have to take care of a lil problem on tuesday i might be gone 4 a couple of months 2 tha ppl that know of this thanks 4 givin me the right advice

People Who Died
According to the sources, Jim Carroll, the renowned poet and the punk rocker who is best known for writing “The Basketball Diaries”, took his last breathe on Friday. He was 60. Sources reveal that Carroll died after succumbing to a heart attack at his home in Manhattan. The report was confirmed by Carroll’s ex-wife, Rosemary Carroll. Carroll, a teenage basketball star at Trinity had a chaotic life that was marred with drugs. Carroll extensively wrote about his drug abuse, which is witnessed in his autobiographical tale, “The Basketball Diaries”. Carroll published several poetry collections of his and his album “Catholic Boy” is regarded as a landmark punk record. Carroll’s stint at the New York art scene as a teenager opened the windows for the creative genius, although drugs kept crawling into his life. His gradual inclination to writing poems and his flair already had earned him the reputation as “The new Bob Dylan” during

Daily Horoscope
You've been working very hard for a long time, dear Pisces, and now you might find yourself thinking of ways to reward yourself. A trip that you might have been dreaming of making might suddenly seem to be more within your grasp. Today you might decide to actually make the arrangements. You could well decide to stay for a long time, for there is much that you can learn through this trip. LOL.how did they know?i don't know about a long trip unless it's some orders somewhere.but i am defintely due a short break.all in time

Tokens?
hmmmmmmmm correct me if im wrong, but i believe pogo is a place where you can play games and win "tokens" now fubar has what "borrowed" this concept, yet they whine when other people use there ideas, things that make you go hmmmmmmmm

The Poem Let Me Know What Ya Think
I wonder when she looks in the mirror does she see memories past or if I am the last thing on her mind. I wonder does she often think more of the bad and not so much of the good memories. I wonder does she know that I still care, for of course she was my greatest love affair. I wonder why I let her go and walk out of my life, because since then my time on this planet has been filled with strife. I wonder will she read this and know, that no matter how hard I try I can't let the past go. I wonder does she know that she was the best thing I ever ruined. I wonder if things were different I wouldn't be where I am today. By far and away I often wonder these things to often, but I just can't stop them from filling my mind. I wonder does she know she was truly my first love and I appreciate her being the one I may never forget.

Cna Yuo Raed Dis
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mni d deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it. I actuaslly type like this some times .

Bliss
The night is silent but for the beat of our hearts the air still as if all else has been frozen for this moment when your arms wrap around me pulling me close as our lips caress and tease Fingers roam and play over gentle skin etching into memory the rapture that courses through us and the passion that ignites the embers of our love Soft sighs fall into the night time rumbles on and on Our bodies wrapped together as one we watch the moon fade and the sun begin another day We kiss and lay our heads slumber finally setting in Our fingers touch and we smile again knowing our dreams will never surpass our reality

Michigan Beats Notre Dame!
The atmosphere at the Big House was A-MAIZE-ING! If anyone watched the game you probably noticed a block-letter 'M' in the student section of the stands. This is where you could find me...somewhat under the influence and cheering on my team. There was over 106,000 people there and most of us we're standing up for the entire game! (That is why there was no wave this game :P) The air was charged and the level of excitement was unreal! Everytime the music came on people were trying to start mosh pits and a few were even crowd surfing! I'm a sophmore and I went to every home game last year and I have to say this is BY FAR the loudest, most exciting game I've seen! The only bad part about yesterday was the fact that I lost my M-card somewhere in the sea of maize. But I quickly forgot about it after the last drive :) I love Tate!!!! This team makes me exceptionally proud to be a Wolverine! GO BLUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bet You Didn't Know
In Greek mythology, Priapos (Ancient Greek: Πρßαπος) Latinized as Priapus was a minor rustic fertility god, protector of livestock, fruit plants, gardens and male genitalia. His Roman equivalent was Mutinus Mutunus. He was best noted for his huge, permanently erect penis

Sun Tzu The Art Of War
All men can see these tactics whereby I conquer, but what none can see is the strategy out of which victory is evolved.Sun TzuAll war is based on deception.Sun TzuAll war is deception.Sun TzuAll warfare is based on deception.Sun TzuBe extremely subtle, even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious, even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of the opponent's fate.Sun TzuCan you imagine what I would do if I could do all I can?Sun TzuConfront them with annihilation, and they will then survive; plunge them into a deadly situation, and they will then live. When people fall into danger, they are then able to strive for victory.Sun TzuFor them to perceive the advantage of defeating the enemy, they must also have their rewards.Sun TzuFor to win one hundred victories in one hundred battles is not the acme of skill. To subdue the enemy without fighting is the acme of skill.Sun TzuHe who is prudent and lies in wait for an enemy who is not, will be victorious

Everyone Else
What is up with the pics.Its who ever shows more wins.What prize are you chicks going for?I like to show off sometimes but I am looking at all this and thinking its like bad porn.Please at least make a tasteful pic with cleavage and a pretty smile.Not hoes from hell.love ya.

Goddamn
To preface, I am a tough motherfucker. I can handle anything and have. My wife all of my old friends and my family have died and I'm tired of being alone. I can't believe how hard a day like today can be when you have no one to go home to. I've been hit in the ribs with a bat, shot at and almost stabbed while tracing cars for my shitty job. They don't care. The paperwork just says difficult acquisition. Is it going to change? Fuck no, I'm sentenced to being alone and hated and depended upon by sttrangers until I allow one of these fuckers to actually do me in. Sometimes I just wanna dare one of these assholes to kill me, HOW FUCKING SAD. I can't be this much of a pussy, I can't be this much of an ass. What is gonna happen. Something has got to change. fuck

Long Story Short...
*does a spin, comes out looking like Krevlornswath, sings* I feel good! Dun na nuh na nuh na nuh. I have seen the light! And, the light is, moping is for people who actually LOST something. Can't lose something that was never real. And, Now that I know the truth, I'm giddy. Self-concious, and feeling kinda fat and stretchmarky, but giddy.

Hennessy In Tennessee, Poetry By Sondra
Hennessy in Tennessee Ambient lighting, low and golden Mahogany table shines like new Velvet seats from days olden I share a bottle of Hennessy in Tennessee with you Soft candlelight and the scent of roses Saxman playing in the corner He has the blues, I supposes As he keeps time with the French Horner Chitlins, greens, okra, fried chicken and cornbread As well as tasty, spicy Cajun fare He blows the bittersweet tunes of those long dead With sorrow in his eyes, and in his

I'll Be Leaving This Site.
Hello there everyone. I'll be leaving this site soon and deleting this account. I would rather strike up a great conversation on my E-mail instead of on this site. I really don't like that in order to find friends on here that you have to get fake drinks and other objects to send as well. Now tell me where is the fun in all of that. So if you all would like to stay in contact with me as friends then my E-mail is wolfsilvereye@yahoo.com. It was fun while it lasted. Gail

Watching The Sun Rise
watching the sun rise this morning i wondered where my life is going what am i doing , is it all worth it, trying to make a difference in someones life can be a vary hard task to accomplish, so i just be myself rock out maake people laugh and listen to what people have to say. i look beside me and theres noone there on either side of me. im all alone. is it by choice? sercumstances, bad dissisions, well i have learned alot in my life time. i treat people like i want to be treated and most times it works out sometimes i see myself as an easy target but i get past that and do my best not to be taken advantave of and i dont take advantage of anyone else. sometimes i look for love but its out os lonlyness at times. no one likes to be alone but sometimes alone is good. so as i look to the morning sky i see that there is a new day new people to meet and love to be found will it be for me or will love just be what it always has been for me ..never worth the pain that it makes me feel when i

Happy Birthday!
TODAY SEPT 15 IT IS LACEYS BIRTHDAY PLZ.STOP BY TO SAY HI AND CONGRATULATE HER WE WILL BOMB..FAM..FRIENDS FIRST:-) ♥Lacey N Mariod♥ Houdend van Echtgenoot en Echtgenote@ fubar HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY LOVE YOU XOXOXOX

Thinking
Yea I know scary thought me thinking right? Up until the last few years I never understood a few things, and maybe it's age or just a little experience. I don't think often enough that an entertainer, be it any kind of entertainer from the wrestling I do to a comedian on stage or an actor who gets a huge part. Have you ever noticed that it seems like they don't really thank the company that gave them the chance to be a star, a champ or a great comedian or whatever it is that they want to be, until they win some kind of award. I know it seems like I don't mention it, but usually in the locker room at my wrestling shows or wherever I am at that point I do my best to thank those guys for giving me opportunities noone else would. So right now right here in plain view of the myspace world I want to thank OWO and ICWF for giving me the chance to be their champ. I honestly never thought it would happen not for me, but for other people yea absolutely. I mean I have messed up plenty

Quiz
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks. -- and believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming nothing is exactly as it seems. Now, here's what you're supposed to do. . . Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and message me with them and pass it on to friends. ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- -Been arrested? --- yesKissed someone you didn't like? --- yesSlept in until 5 PM? --- yesRan a red light? --- yesBeen suspended from school? --- noExperienced love at first sight? --- yesTotaled your car in an accident? --- yesBeen fired from a job? --- yesFired somebody? --- yesSang karaoke? --- noPointed a gun at someone? --- yesDone something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- YesCaught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yesKissed in the rain? --- yesHad a close brush with death (your own)? --- yesSeen someone die? --- yesPlayed spin-the-bottle? --- yesSmoked a cigar? -

Bar
hey this is for anyone and everyone, i am planning to open a bar in a few years and would like to get peoples input on what they look for in a bar. i know we all been to bars and damn this suck i wish they had this or this is great why dont more bars have this.

My Thoughts
this was from 2005...didnt think i'd write about any one else like this till now...some one else has sparked it in me again....... My thoughts run freely about anything and everything. When I think of my lover my body betrays me in so many ways. My eyes voluntarily close. A soft deep throated moan escapes through my lips as I picture him naked before me. Sitting there with his legs spread inviting me to play. My nipples harden at the thought of his voice. Strong and masculine calling to me to taste his muscles. To taste him in every way. My mouth begins to water at the thought of his thick manhood inside of it. My tongue tingles with the remembered thoughts of how his manhood feels like velvet. My lower region grows warm and thickens at the thought of him entering me. The slow thrusts. The deep strokes that would make my juices flow feverishly. My thoughts race at the thought of his arms around me or the feeling of his big strong hands caressing me. My thoughts rampage within me. M

No One Deserves
Names, words, nothing spoken can eat away at the insides.Used in the wrong way can leave unseen scars.Each scratching away at love's surface, leaving behind a wound.This would starts to fester, eating away at the heart.Leaving behind an infectuous diseased chasm.No one needs this. No one needs the hurting words.No one should bare the names that maim a person's soul.And the deafening silence with no spoken wordsThen all that's left is an empty shell.Until some one with true love lances the diseased wound.Freeing the heart and soul to love and trust again.

Something I Was Thinkin About
So soft. So warm. So wet. Warmth floods me in places I dare not say! The images in my head run rampant. I focus on one. In this instant it's all I need. All i need for my release. Explosion happening uncontrollable. Now if just only for the real thing!

Pampered Chef Party
The other day I went to a Pampered Chef's party with a friend. I did not know the other ladies but my friend did. It was a pretty pleasant time. It was kind of boring for me but I held in there. Listened to all that was said. I Looked at all the different things they have for your kitchen. This thing here will help eliminate spills. This one will keep the food from sticking or burning.About half way through the party I had to take my shoes off. I had worn a pair of sandals. They are sandy colored and open toed. They let my feet breathe and show just enough footage to be sexy as hell to the ladies who loved looking at my feet.The lady who was hosting the party had done the same thing. I didn't notice at first that she had been checking out my feet as much as I had been checking hers out. We were at her house. She has a pretty nice looking home. It's an old house with Victorian style moldings and columns on the outside and inside.Anyways, I stretched myself out to get more comfortable an

Ratings
i hate tring to level up it takes so long to do. it says it depends on your buzz level and stuff like that well my buzz level is always 100% and i rate fan and add people and i also make mumms and still not get to many points. i get bord really easy on sites and iam about to start getting bord with this. if it wasnt for my hubby i wouldnt be on here to begin with.

Chapter 1 First Day Back At High School
First day back at high school I sat at the Piano gently gliding my fingers across the keys, when Alice approached me with that strange look on her face. “What’s wrong Alice” I asked since her thoughts were all cluttered. “This will be one interesting School year for us” she replied. “How so??” “I’m not quite sure, things are all fuzzy”. We jumped in my Volvo and started off to school. While driving I was thinking how interesting our school year could possibly be. We arrived at the school and I parked the car, there was a scent so enticing wafting into my nostrils. I listened carefully to all the thoughts around me to see if I could figure out where the source of this scent was coming from. Ahhh the new girl Isabella Swan, the scent must be coming from her. Her scent was eating at me, made my mouth water. I had to find a way to keep a distance from her to make sure that we were never discovered as Vampires, for the

Thank You
Father, I ask you to bless my friend reading this right now! Lord, show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace & mercy. Where there is self-doubting, release a renewed confidence in Your ability to work through them. Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion, I ask You to give them understanding, patience, & strength as they learn submission to Your leading. Where there is spiritual stagnation, I ask You to renew them by revealing Your nearness, and by drawing them into greater intimacy with You. Where there is fear, reveal Your love, and release to them Your courage. Where there is a sin blocking them, reveal it, and break its hold over my friends' life. Bless their finances, give them greater vision, and raise up leaders, and friends to support, and encourage them. Give each of them discernment to recognize the demonic around them, and reveal to them the power they h

The Sexy Bisexcee
The Sexcee BisexceeI am an almost divorced, 34 year old mom. I am multi-talented, and have my hands in and on quite a few things.I have been on the Fu for a while, but didnt really get interested in it until I met these realy good and cool group of people. I am an Aquarius, and am very true to how my horoscope reads.I am probably one of the realest females ever, and I am also very sarcastic, but I think Im funny..I luv making new friends and hope that all the eyes that read this, remember me. Luv, Hugz, and Kisz to my Darke luvs and family!!!!!

One Big Mistake
Well on Aug 9, 2009, early in the morning I did something really dumb. I was at a SCA event, started drinking some mixed drinks and six hours later I decided to go out for a pack of "smokes". Well long story short, I got pulled over and ended up spending the night in jail. Well today, Sep 15, 2009, I got a copy of the offense report. I didn't know what the breath test final result was, I thought it was .080 BAC but it was .089 BAC. In the state I live in now, WI, .080 is DWI which is six to nine months without a Drivers Linense. I could use some advise, please.

Another Sunrise With Out You
poem as is sit and watch the sun rise on the horizon i reflect on the beautie of your eyesthe depth of feeling they have when last we met i remember the soft touchthe sweet sent of your skin the sent of your hair as we kissed for the lst time i feel your breath agains my lips and i close me eyes i remember who it feels when i open my eyes your gone and im all alone as the sun raises over thedeep blue sea and i remember just how it felt and i wait till we meet again to once more feel the touch of your sweet lips against mine.the end

Healthcare Reform Rant
For a longest time I have been a Republican, voting red as much as I could. Well, those days are over, and now I dont have any party affiliation. I believe all politicians are corrupt greedy scumbags that deserve to die. Bush hasn't done shit for this country, besides waging some pointless war to free a backwards buttfuck country full of animals, wasting billions of dollars, and sending money to terrorist countries. Now we will see wtf Obama is doing over there. I hear people scream that his healthcare reform is a sham, a terrible thing, a rip off. But frankly, I am at the point where...anything will do. I am sick and tired of paying hundreds of dollars for labworks that cost 5 bucks to perform. Doctors' fees that are up the ass. Being paranoid that my insurance won't cover my ailments, etc. Something HAS to be done. Maybe if we spent the $$ we spent on helping out those Muslim fucktards on healthcare, it would've been different.

Once Upon A Time Chapter 5
What She Doesn't Know What she doesn't know Is that his heartbreaks when she isn't near What she doesn't know Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears What she doesn't know He is happy just knowing her What she doesn't know Is he will remember her forever What she doesn't know Are all the things he can't seem to tell her

"what Is Any Life Without The Pursuit Of A Dream?"
"What is any life without the pursuit of a dream?" "Sometimes you flush and sometimes you bust, and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you never think you'll be up again, but life goes on." Currently in the process of asking questions and discovering answers, curious about where my explorations and thoughts will take me, closeness to the development of ideas through self-criticism and analysis, seeing what society is really based upon.. trying to find something worth substance in this dull and often acutely unpleasant existence..trying to find realism somewhere in this twisted illusion of visionary fantasy..I'm just another statistic, a number, just another person trying to be good enough, trying to be perfect in every way, an addict..just trying to find a connection with anyone..To find true happiness, I just want to live my life not based on what society is based upon, I don't want to be like everyone else, I won't.

Just Cause Im Bored!
ok so im bored. so figured i would post this blog and for those of you who actually read them and see if ya would fill this out for me. either in a pm or in tha comments it doesnt matter! Figured it might be a lil way to get to know more about my friends! 1-What do you value most in life? 2-Do believe that people are inherently good or bad? 3-What is your greatest regret? 4-What do you see as your greatest achievement? 5-How do you deal with someone you don't like? 6-What do you feel you are entitled to in life? 7-What's your favourite song? 8-What are your feelings regarding 'God' and religion? 9-How do you personally define "Right" from "Wrong"? 10-What's your name? 11-How long have we known each other? 12-Whats one thing you wanna know about me? hope ya have fun with this and if not well my bad!

Life Is Life
my life has been really crazy lately.. Yes i am a proud mother of a baby girl Named Kaylie. She is my world.. yes I am lucky I have 2 jobs.. when most people cant even get one.. Yes I am single.. and that gets lonely and hard sometimes. Recently... I was in a relationship with a guy.. and he and I thought about getting married... and then I found out I was pregnant and he was meeting other girls and texting other girls.. (all named Jessica which was weird) so I dumped him... So in case you didnt follow that iam pregnant again. THey will be 15 months apart.. How does a girl do the single mom thng workin 2 jobs.. I need to get back out on my feet.. and I just cant get my ducks in a row. Oh while all this is going on.. Recently my daughters father (who dumped me after I got pregnant the first time) was in a coma.. and thankfully he woke up... and my dad was diagnosed with lou gehrigs disease. Most people who get that only live 1-5 years.. He has had for a long time.. and

Distance
When it hurts so bad,why does it feel so good?I wish this all made sense,I wish I understood.Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.You know how I feel about you,and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.Why does it gotta be so complicated?Loving you feels so right,but at the same time,knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.I just want this to be simple,I just want you here with me,to look into your eyes,be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.Right now this distance between us is out of our control,but I'm still hoping one day soon,I'll get what I'm wishing for.

One Kiss
I know you will be reading this...just know its you I am talking about. One kiss is all I wantTo take away my tearsAnd give me a healthy smile One kiss is all I wantTo give me hopeAnd take on life as it comes One kiss is all I wantTo know your lipsAnd hold them forever One kiss is all I wantTo show you I love youAnd be there for eternity

Here It Be
If I have rated you..repeatedly, sent you gifts, and tried to engage you in coversation and commented on your pics. Basically if I have been what a friend should be on here, and you cant see your way clear to utter so much as thank you or a hello, then you have no place in my list im here to socialize not immortalize! :) thanks to those who do. xoxo JC

Can U Help My Friend Out Daughter Missin
My daughter Amaya has disappeared. She is only 17, but she did put a page up here on Fubar in hopes of finding friends. Her name is Taryn Strunk, but she goes by Amaya Shae Harrington. She is about 5 ft 3 and 120 pounds. She currently has red hair with black lowlites, and it is cut in a reverse angle bob. Last time she was seen she was wearing a black girl cut muscle shirt with a fairy on the front and a pair of black shorts with no shoes. If you hear from her, please contact me either by sb or pm. I am posting a link to a pic of her in case the pic I inserted doesn't show up. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3414404&albumid=1812960&i=1711126911&idx=6

I Came To Leave.
In your dream you see me clearI have no restraint no fearPowerless I watched from faces I'd assumedMy purpose setMy will definedCaress the airEmbrace the skiesEscape the sorrow and restraint of mortal citiesGive me time I will be clearGiven time you'll understandWhat possesses me to right what you have sufferedI'm in this mood because of scornI'm in a mood for total warTo the darkened skies once more and ever onwardSo many years I stood among the thoughtsAnd tears of those I servedAmong my own I was alone through my own doingAll the years I walked unknownBehind the faces I assumedPowerless to clear your mind of what you'd sufferedThere is no faith in which to hideEven truth is filled with liesDoubting angels fall to walk among the livingTo the darkened skies once more I'd only come here seeking peaceI'd only come here seeking meIt seems I came to leave

Power Of Thought In Motion
Envision the presant Deminish the past Relenquish the Dream Put the action into the idea Then incorporate the positive force into manifestation All thing are possible through the power of thought

Page Restricted To Friends Only (sort Of)
Ever see someone scrolling by and think, hey, that person looks kinda hot. I'd like to go see their page and check out their albums. So, you click on them, and that's when you find out they've locked their profile to "friends only". What to do? Sure, you COULD send the friends request and ask to get added, and hopefully find out that the rest of this person's photos look as good as their main picture, but isn't that kinda risky? Well, don't lose hope. You can't get to their profile page, but you can still see what they've got for their albums (at least the public ones). Look at the url at the top of the page telling you that this user has restricted his or her profile to friends only. You'll see something like the following: http://www.fubar.com/user/xxxxxxx. That last set of numbers is the user's user ID number (you know, what you have to list in your salute). Write those numbers down. Next, type the following: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=xxxxxxx&albumid=0 (insert

Can We Seal It With A Kiss?
Can we seal it with a kiss? I hear a knock on my bedroom door As my body trembles at the thought Knowing who should be there As our passions hour is sought Let me help you strip like me As we kiss softly on the mouth You pounding chest guides my hand With great passion it moves south Unzip your jeans take them off As your hardened cock appears Look up into your face now As our passion soothes my fears I take the shaft in both my hands I softly stroke your cock and balls Bring the tip up to my mouth As we answer natures calls My tongue slides slowly around the tip In tiny circles around the hole Each getting bigger now around the head My tongue it now unfolds Down the shaft my tongue now goes Now up the other side My heart beats fast as my hands stroke Loves passion we can’t hide I stroke your cock and lick your sac As my mouth takes each ball in Hear you moan in passion As purely this can not be sin Lick up your shaft and squeeze your balls As I begin to suck your cock It

Mary Travers
BOSTON (AP) - Mary Travers, one part of the folk trio Peter, Paul and Mary, which used beautiful, tranquil harmonies to convey the angst and turmoil of the Vietnam anti-war movement, racial discrimination and more, died after a yearslong battle with leukemia. She was 72. The band's publicist, Heather Lylis, said Travers died Wednesday at Danbury Hospital in Connecticut. Though their music sounded serene, Peter, Paul and Mary represented the frustration and upheaval of the 1960s, as a generation of liberal activists used their music not only to protest political policies, but also to spark social change. And even as the issues changed, and the fiery protests abated, the group remained immersed in musical activism. Bandmate Peter Yarrow said that in her final months, Travers handled her declining health with bravery and generosity, showing her love to friends and family "with great dignity and without restraint." "It was, as Mary always was, honest and completely authentic," he said. "Th

Attention All Friends And Family
Ok pple this is me u r talking to and I know how most of u are in ur ummmm lives lol I am joining slumber parties and am doing a raffle to help get me started i am really excited about this and could really use the help. Here is how the raffle works u can buy a square for 5 dollars and there is no limit as to how many squares you can buy i need to sell 50 squares message me if you want to know what the prizes r they r really good i wouldnt mind having em myself hehe. pass it along to your friends as well i can use all the help i can get in fact the person who helps me the most will get a prize of there own as soon as the raffle is over and i get it off the ground.

Soldier~fireman~police
I found this on a page and was honored that he posted it.He graciuosly allowed me to repost it.Thank you.A little late but still so true!! This Country is Twisted.....The Author is Right On...... THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ . Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, But that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I

Ive Been Tagged Ohh Boy!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1... I wear my heart on my sleeve.....gets hurt a lot but I always come out on top:) I can be your best friend or your worst enemy your choice 2... I have a horrible chocolate nipple craving! mm nipples!!! 3... I love to sing and dance in the shower 4... i have long toes lol i hate them so if anyone wants too hook me up with some plastic sugery i would appriciate it lol 5... yes my name is April no i was not born in April i was born in September my mom did have half a brain! 6... I pee in the shower. hey i do too LOL!!!!!! (its gotta be the hot water)! 7... I love sex in nat

Just Be Yourself
To be who you are is to be enough To share who you are is to share enough To do what you love is to do enough There is no race to win and nothing to be proven only dreams to be nurtured a self to be expressed and love to be shared Never doubt your worth and always know without any doubt that you are truly valued

Untitled 2
You invade my thoughts the moment I cloose my eyes to sleep Questions and curiosities flit through my mind for hours I see you through pools of blue having depths I may never know I feel myself wrapped up in you as I try to end my day Not only arms and bodies but minds and souls Its as if my soul has found a friend to love but cannot keep I want you for myself but have no right to you at all Our lives may never be linked beyond the friendship we have Paper trails never created and souls never entwined You will always belong to me in my heart and in my dreams I have folded you up and tucked you there forever Free to love another but always always mine...

My Past Four Years In The Marine Corps
I distinctly remember the day my journey in the Marine Corps began. It was the end of July 2005 and I was fresh out of high school full of ambition and curiosity. I had spent the past year in the DEP program preparing for the day I would step off for Parris Island. I was confident that my training and rigorous exercise had prepared me well for what would ensue but still had the fear of god instilled deep within me by the assumption of what kind of demonic creature my Drill Instructor’s would be. 31Jul2005, the time had finally come the culmination of sweat and hard work invested while in the DEP was about to be tested. That night I couldn’t sleep, my mind was an endless maze of nervousness, fear and the realization that I was about to embark on the most difficult test of my life. Would I pass the test of becoming a marine? I would find myself hours later still in the darkness of early morning sitting in front of my RS with my recruiter and a hand full of others stead

Need Washing??
NEED WASHING?? A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in 'Mom let's run through the rain,' she said. 'What?' Mom asked. 'Lets run through the rain!' She repeated 'No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit,' Mom replied. This youn

Never Gonna Say Goodbye
the day you slipped away I relized it'll never be the same, the days are boring and the nights and restless. Why couldnt I had to chance to say goodbye? why did I have to be punished? Im sorry if i was bad Why cant you wake up, just wake up, Ive learned my lesson , now please wake up. Youve gone to a place I can never bring you back from and I ahte myself for not telling you I LOVE YOU one last time

Caa #122 - Update
After giving us a scare with her blood pressure going real low as well as her heartbeat, they installed a pace maker and she is doing fine. Thank you all for the prayers that you sent her way. Love, Doc

Um... Subject? No, Just Random Stuff.
So, I'm bored. There are funions sleeping under my chair. I should sweep those up at some point. The people living under my bed tell me that I am too forthright with people. I disagree, but they are entitled to their opinion. My cat, Tig, tells me my roomate creeps him out. I tell Tig that he creeps me out for talking. Cats shouldn't talk. Sometimes I think the world would be cooler if it really was flat. DAMN YOU COLUMBUS!!! Tomorrow is another day... and so is the next. All real friends are "friends with benefits" even if you don't have sex with them. It's always benefitial to have friends!! Hang out for Christ. He hung out for you. I am a prisoner locked up behind Xanax bars, I have just boarded a plane without a pilot Pull my finger. ... *poot* heh

I'm Sorryy. :)
I do not claim writing this, a friend wrote it and I really liked it so i stole it :) GUYS THIS IS A MUST READ!! WOMEN TOO!!! Im sorry That I bought you rosesto tell you that i like you.I'm sorry That I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunk.I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wants.I'm sorry That I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raised.I'm sorry That I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy".I'm sorry That I am actually nice, not a jerk.I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive things.I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a club.I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy.I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date.I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another

Lifes To Short
life is to short to take everything so serious im always a happy person from the time i wake up to the time i crash whats up with people getting up in a bad mood their not a child anymore grow the *uck up be happy you lived another day the sun shining birds are singing no matter what or who is on your case dont let them get you down shit dont give them the satisfaction i read peoples blogs and they consider themselves so important like everyone wants something from them lighten up its just a *ucken computer screen its nice to be friends but not everyone wants something from you other than to be nice to you and to the people who think that their so important they need a reality check

This Sucks
People of fubar, I feel we are being discriminated because this site knows we are not bots..so why treat us like them? Why is it so damn important to become a VIC? Sure, the bouncer ID check bastard leaves you alone, but think of the money your wasting. Now I can understand fully if you want to waste your money on shoes, clothes, "toys", and other useful items...so why waste money on a site that "supposed" to be free??? Another thing that makes this site unbearable is the fact that we have to pump out money for crap like blings/blasts/tickers/happy hours/spotlights and that is piss-poor. Shirts with the site name is one thing....shit that's all we really need. Most of these users have become whores because all they want is animated and glittery bullshit just so you can see what pics they got locked away which is retarded. Like I mentioned in a recent mumm...if your gonna charge people to see you naked, you should quit this site and start your own personal site and charge an arm and a

The Darkest Winter
I can feel the silence of the wind like a nightinegale that never sings Widows of the the light is all I see the darkest winter memory remains Lonely, afraid them, the voices of wood calling me through the window...silent night. Darkness, tenderness, the sadness of hope, in my heart can feel the cold... Dying, the rainbow will never appear with the snow in my hands, I scream in tears. Blindly, I tremble like a lonely wolf lost in dark paradise of night. I can feel the silence of the wind like a nightingale that never sings; signs of sorrow flow from within. My heart is dying, the flame suffocates, the snow is falling down and I am breaking down, from this valley of tears to the eternity. And there is no sun...my world becoming black The beauty is dark, like feelings of my heart; I feel alone

2
the day we met how could i forget you was vibin like you needed somebody to show you respect lookin back i should of turned up in a different direction left the whole tour i can fix my lifestyle no question no answers when i ask how you really feel just hook me with your lines like a fishing reel tellin me to tell ur last girl to suck it easy we joke about it then you proceed to please me you thinnk i didnt see u settin me up for the fall buti cant hit the ground its everything or nothing at all if im gettin fucked then im fuckin em all you the type a dude with ur fist balled stuck in the wall when i first met u i was straight lovestruck blind to the fact that ur brains fucked up

Befor I Say Goodbye
I ask that you leave.For you have caused enough pain.I don't need anymore excuses.And you do not have to explain.You see, before i used to get hurt.When you curse and blame and leave.But today i figured it all out.You have no one left to deceive.I sacrificed much.And endured several blows for your sake.But i guess that's how you reward loyal ones.With humiliation and heartache.If you think without you i would die.I suggest you think twice.If you thought all i would do is cry.Your assumption is less than precise.Let me tell you one thing.Before i say the final goodbye.Take back your heart.Because mine is sick of your lies.

I Want To...
I Want To... *be able to look into your eyes. *hold you close and feel the warmth of your body. *feel your soft lips against mine. *have your arms wrapped around me,pulling me close. *lay my head on your chest with your arm around me and just fall asleep.up and down your body. *wrap my hands around your neck,looking in your eyes and kiss you. *feel your skin against mine *kiss/suck on your neck. *feel your breath on my neck as you kiss it. *hold your hand and feel connected. *just lay with you and know I'm with somebody who wants to spend their time with me. *feel your soft lips kissing down my body. *feel your hands wrap around my lower back and run down my outer thigh. *make passionate and meaningful love. *hear you say how much you care about me and want to be with me for who I am. *tell you 'i love you' and it mean something to you.

Sad
its sad that when u need a friend the most it turns out u only have one true local friend... and they can't get off work to be there for u .. then the other friends that would be there for u ... have to travel. i be in the hospital on oct. 26th giving birth to a baby i am not keeping and i get to come outta surgery to be alone.

Month Numbers And Vocations
The day of the month that you were born on could be significant as it determines what type of job you might best be suited to do. This is because in some folk forms of numerology the digits of the day you were born are said to symbolize the tools and talents that you were born with in life. So -One. If you were born on the first day of the month, then you must be the center of attention so being a politician; public speaker, actor or performer best suits you. You are also a born leader.Two. If you were born on the second day of the month you relate to people more emotionally than cerebrally and would make a good psychologist, counselor or sales clerk.Three. If you were born on the third day of the month then you are tolerant of others and like the spotlight. You make a good teacher, theologian or performer.Four, if you were born on the fourth day of the month you are energetic and have a good design sense. You make a good house builder or gardener.Five. Those born on the fifth have

So Ive Noticed
so i have noticed something about some people on fubar. They will only help out people that will give them something. be it bling or bombing them or whatever. I just have to say that those people that are like that are not real friends. if conversation and being there for a person isnt enough then they are not a real friend. a real friend doesnt want anything for their time or effort they do it because they want to. if i have to give someone bling to get bombed or bling or drinks or even for them to talk to me then i dont need friends like that. i would rather have a handful of real friends than thousands of people that i never talk to. thats stupid. and if you pay attention to some of the people on here that is all that they are about. they dont talk to anyone or do anything other than ask for rates or gifts or whatever. its retarded. and please dont get me started on the girls that will show their NSFW pics if you pay for them wtf is that about? anyway comments are appreciated rate i

Liar, Liar....pants On Fire!
http://fubar.com/user.php?u=3280216&friend=3280216" target=_blank>$heWantsMoneyhttp://b.pcc3.fubar.com/61/20/3280216/tn_1338383098.jpg">href="http://fubar.com" target=_blank>@ fubar Drew Duns...aka...So Far So Good So What...aka...She Wants Money is a cheater. He cheated on me last summer while I was pregnant with his baby with a girl he met on Fubar. He said it was the biggest mistake of his life. He said he would never do it again. He said he loved me. He said he wanted to marry me. Well must have all been lies...cause here is is again after promising not to go on Fubar or chat with women anymore. I actually believed him! Ha ha ha ha, stupid me! Actually stupid him. I wrok all day, take care of him, let him live with me 4 free and love him. I make 3 times the money he does. I buy him whatever he wants, have sex with him whenever he wants! Suck his cheating cock whenever he wants. I am an awsome cook, a hard worker, a beautiful intelligent woman. I have a good job and

Wtf Was That? Strange Or Imagination?
I went shopping tonight to get out of the house. My son and I went to Hot Topic earlu and looked around for a bit til I found some stuff I wanted. I just wandered about by the time i went to the register to buy the stuff 2-3 hrs had passed. iI was mind boggled. I guess it was because it was my first time in a while to truely be out of the house my by own desire. Anyways, we leave and go to walmart to get shoes and a few new clothing things for him and some other groceries. We stop by McDonalds to get him a happy meal and go back home. The kid goes off and does his thing and then wants tub time. While he's in the tub. I mess around with my things and lay them out and start fooling around on fubar. Seems pretty normal right? Well I start chatting with a friend about the usual chatter: how was ur day etc. I am listening to my music list. Here comes the weird part. During Tim McGraw's "Its your Love" out of nowhere I get this chill on my upper left arm and when i closed my eyes it felt s

Coffin Putty
I cant believe I just bought two coffin putties, and actually had a dilemma of whether to open a green or orange one first. Anyways, it fuckin RULES. I cant stop playin with it, grrr. Ironically, it also smells like strawberries or somethin, which makes me want to eat it :( But I dont think I should, since it says so ona box.

Well Duh
An American tourist asks a Newfoundlander: "Why do Scuba Divers always fall backwards off their boats into the water?"To which the Newfoundlander replies: "If they fell forwards they'd still be in the fuckin' boat."

[altruz 00]
Well, I've got a few before my lunch is ready so I thought I'd post my review of my second suit for AC 4; For Answer Altruz, its a name I picked up very similar to another alias of mine that I used for a pilot handle in Gundam Crossfire. It sounded like a good last name. Anyway, Altruz is basically my response to the mid-weight champs on the duel rosters. Mid speed bipeds with mid-heavy payloads of versatile weaponry. In other words guys with 70+ weaponry ratings, all around good distance and weapon synergy, technically sound units with decent speed and a ton of boost capacity- its pretty hard to outmaneuver them, but not impossible, and its even harder to outgun them, but not outsmart them. You have to make a general assumption with these guyssince they're this high up, they're going to have ways of RIPPING through your defense, and then knocking you out. This means one of two things, high fire rate low offense ballistics weapon to chip very rapidly through your shell, or a high

About Me
ABOUT ME: Have the virgins with their honesty... guarantee? We move like vandals down darkened streets And talk like dime store novles beth amphedamine, cindarella, dentine ice, whats her name, all real tall...all the same...all call me by my magus witchboard coven name...comic books fishing hooks...hard to find black magic symbols on the cover of my really rare cook books.. I hear the ratters of tatters of home Kick over the buckets of the wells run dry I can't see but I don't care Nothing is the best gift you can find things you cannot measure...things your sure are treasure...moments you think feel good inside your heart...make you feel good...bring you.. pleasure Deepest darkness in our blackened hearts Got no time for you bleeding hearts hurry and explain this mood before you get caught....for crimes of the mind with individuals you are sure must be real....but maybe not...grant you all that you have wished for leaving fragments black and dis

It's Never Enough
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you wanted from me And knowing that if I give that to you I might just disappear Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I, I can't change your mind I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe That's theres no way out for you and me And it seems to be the story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I, I can't change your mind I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be There's still time

- One Night -
To savour all that is HerTo explore and divine allof her passions all her desiresTo learn and empracticea man would aspire.To rend real all her fantasiesTo indulge her every sweet sinsuccumbing to every temptationTo ignite and stokethe fiercest fires within.To burn from dusk to dawnTo blaze passionately, engulfedan inferno, fiercer then old SolTo rage and burnone night would never be enough. ~CHP, March 16, 2009

Bad Attempts At Bad Poetry
i am a rowboat pulled by the river's current with but a small frayed rope mooring me to the shore duty, reason, obligation twined together oppresively while the inexorable rushing waters lead me...

... Is It Too Late? ...
I have came to the conclusion that this world will never be what I want it to be, or even what I expect it to be. I don'tbelong here. Heh. Who would have guessed that one. I won'tleave everything I have to make anyone feel that it's not too late to make things right. Because in reality, it's never too late.I can keep telling you that it's gonna be alright, everythingwill be fine. But in the end, you still want to change your mindand wish everything to end, including your life. Every so often I tryto make things right. To make you feel wanted. To make youfeel needed. The way that it should be, but still... It's not enough.Maybe one day, you'll realize this, and I hope that it's nottoo late for this to happen so you can enjoy what's left of an already fucked up world. No one ever sees this side of you,the side that I have seen, that I've heard, that I've witnessed.When something's wrong, nobody knows, but I see it. I hear it. I sense it. I have done everything I could. To try to make you

Thoughts
if you look into my eyes you see a faded light theres no glow so dull theres no life look past that you see a broken soula soul that has no life. i feel myslef getting stronger everyday im with you i feel my soul heal and the light come back into my eyes piece by piece my soul is back im not broken anymore for i am whole again

Nothing
my life had nothing my life was nothing i was empty i wanted to waste away to nothingness to feel nothing to to hold nothing but for you have came into my life and all the feelinof nothing faded away i have my life now there was a piece of me always hoping for you and i have you now the nothingness is no more

The Spoiled Under 30 Crowd
If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tearsWith their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning . Uphill... barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up,There was no way in hell I was going to lay A bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it And how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of Thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today.You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to myChildhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today youDon't know how good you've got it!I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library andLook it up ourselves, in the card catalogu e!! There was no email!! We had to actually

Mourning Would.
How unremarkable this feeling has become.Like slipped on fingers, like grey pancake batter.There's nothing to see here.There's nothing to save here.I'm just a twisted razorwaiting for you to put me in your mouth.

Call Me Sexist
I have a wish to conquer, a wish to enslave, more women to my feet! I wish that laws had not been made, to deter me from my treats. I wish it was more simple than it is right now. I wish women were at my feet, kneeling in front of me or on my prow.I wish these were simpler times and you may call me a sexist pig. But I see women for their true value, which is more vast than the universe itself.Yet I wish women were at my feet, at my beck and call. I would make them do my bidding harshly, yet make them my all.

Black Netting- 100 Words Or Less
Hi, while spending time on here and reading blogs, I came up with the idea of putting my thoughts or dreams in a blog of 100 words or less. It's a bit of a challenge but also fun.....hope you like my first attempt, It's a dream I had recently.........peace Black netting clings to her, holding her within its fragile web. It sheathes her in vulnerability. I’m transfixed by the lattice that criss-crosses her nakedness, envious of every line running across her skin. I want to trace each one with my fingertips and my tongue, hesitating at every intersection, savoring how her flesh yields beneath the delicate cords. I ache to capture those proud nipples while they protrude so provocatively before me, then to fashion myself an opening in the net shielding her moistness, so I can enter her, join with her, be one with her inside her sensual snare. Peace..........

How Every Woman Should Be Treated
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was b

Care.
Sick with a great many things.Fever, nervous corkscrew guts. Hacking, wheezing, sniffling sneezing.Mostly sick with fear.Mostly afraid to see you again.Mostly afraid to leave things how they are.Unspoken, assumed, and oft unreciprocated.I need someone. I think we've established that.The problem is, I only want one someone.Now maybe the problem isn't so much that I'm broken.UnableUnwillingUnmotivated.I can feel, I have a name.But for some reason this candle only lights for you.A mere pinlight when you deserve a wildfire.It's the best I can offer, fearing as I doknowing what I knowsheltering what little I havein such a vast darkness.I fear that you already know...and that smile is just a bandage on a missing limb.Salve on cancer, ointment on a burn ward.Would I be right in assuming that I can love you better than him?

One Kiss
To kiss your lips but once,Would be to rediscover Eden.Quiet,Untouched by human hand,Yet fashioned by God Himself...For youAnd I,In this moment of time.Vibrant, virgin blossomsOf luscious ripened fruitsCascading 'round limb and vine,Each lending their fragrance To this, - Our forbidden enchantment.'Twould be unthinkableTo taste but one kiss,WithoutI long to devourEach and every magnificent bloom.Such sweet raptureWould In itself demandThat heaven and earth Stand still.Alas, it cannot be.No, my love.I would not,Could not...Kiss you but once.

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender.A whisper, full of desireA gasp of sweet surrenderAs passion fuels the fireNo words spoken between themNo promises to be keptNo lies being told tonightNo looking back - no regretsLonging to hold each otherSuch precious little timeBoth vowed to anotherBeing lonely their only crimeTomorrow bringing sorrowA brief moment of shameWith the memory of this one nightA release from passion's flames

Sent From Above
When I look at youThe outside you're strong and toughOn the inside, you're filled with sweet and tender loveYou remind me of an angel, sent from up above.You're always thereWhen Im filled with pain and fearShowing me how much you careYou remind me of an angel, sent from up above.When I met you I was scaredbecause it seemed right away you caredNow I know you, I hope you never goYou remind me of an angel, sent from up above.I wish I were brave like youI know Im not even closeBut when youre there, Im not scaredYou remind me of an angel, sent from up above.You always seem to know, exactly what to sayTalking to you just brightens my dayLike pretty flowers, blooming in mayYou remind me of an angel, sent from up above.I wish that everyone saw you, like meIf they didYou'd be overflowing with gleeCuz you remind me of an angel, sent from up above.You probaly dont realize thisBut around you,It seems like Im in a heavenly BlissI thought you should know, the feelings for you I can't showThat you re

Because She Would Ask Me Why I Loved Her - Christopher Brennan
If questioning would make us wiseNo eyes would ever gaze in eyes;If all our tale were told in speechNo mouths would wander each to each.Were spirits free from mortal meshAnd love not bound in hearts of fleshNo aching breasts would yearn to meetAnd find their ecstasy complete.For who is there that lives and knowsThe secret powers by which he grows?Were knowledge all, what were our needTo thrill and faint and sweetly bleed?Then seek not, sweet, the "If" and "Why"I love you now until I die.For I must love because I liveAnd life in me is what you give.

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a womanIs not in the clothes she wears,The figure that she carries,Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a womanMust be seen from her eyes,Because that is the doorway to her heart,The place where love resides.The beauty of a womanIs not a facial mole,But true beauty in a womanIs reflected in her soul.It is the caring she lovingly gives,The Passion that she shows.The beauty of a woman with passing yearsonly grows and grows.

Unsuspecting Love.
Words, phrases and sentences of greeting,'How are you?' and 'Having a good day?','Wonderful to see you',And 'Oh. by the way'...Two of us among our friends,Enjoying each others company,Never knowing the bond being created,Aloof to the thoughts of many...Time passes on as days go by,Oblivious and anxious at the same time,Feelings whirling and tumbling,Watching my heart soar so high...You came upon my life,Unsuspecting, open and true,Smiles brightened as names appeared,Drawing colors of a perfect hue...Love rises from deep within,Showering us with emotions,Shivers, breathlessness, warmth and kindness,Hearts quickening in rapid motion...A hug, a smile, a touch, a kiss,Minds and bodies united in sync,Blessed with this newfound love,Wonders what to think...A joy has immersed my soul,Shedding new light,A voice, a mind, a soul, a hand,Creating happiness and deligh

The World’s Most Beautiful
I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;Even a rainbow would make me smile,And I’d love to swim in crystal clear watersOf an untouched sea;Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,And try to gaze from afar,All the diamonds in the night sky;The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,As is walking in rainforest;To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for,As to stand on the highest peak in the world,And look at the sights below;I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,Across the bluest skies;I’d do anything to seeAll the beautiful things in the world,Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,Like a river twisting through a dusty land,All the beautiful things in the world;But I also know I am looking atThe world’s most beautiful creation,Every time you smile,And every time I look into your eyes

A Dream Within A Dream - Edgar Allen Poe
Take this kiss upon the brow!And, in parting from you now,Thus much let me avow-You are not wrong, who deemThat my days have been a dream;Yet, if Hope has flown awayIn a night, or in a day,In a vision, or in none,Is it, therefore, the less gone?All that we see or seemIs but a dream within a dream.I stand amid the roarOf a surf-tormented shore,And I hold within my handGrains of golden sand-How few! yet how they creepThrough my fingers to the deep,While I weep- while I weep!O God! can I not graspThem with a tighter clasp?O God! can I not saveOne from the pitiless wave?Is all that we see or seemBut a dream within a dream?

An Angel Walks Beside Me
An angel walks beside me,I feel him everyday,he helps me through lives ups and downs,and whatever comes my way.He guides me down the road of life,and lights the darkest roads,he picks me up and carries me,when I can not bear the load.He helps to ease the pain I feel,he mends my spirit, too,he holds my hand, and shelters me,and gives me courage and strength, too.He speaks to me with words of love,and he listens to my pleas,he was sent here from the lord above,to guide and comfort me.I know he's always watching,though his form I can not see,its a peace I feel deep in my heart,that leads me to believe.An angel walks beside me,I feel blessed everyday,that the presence of this angel,will never go away

What Is Love?
Love is free, love is kindlove is yours, love is mineLove is here, love is there love is simply everywhereLove is ours, love is yourslove is stiches, love is scarsWhat is love we might say, Can love lead us far astray? Can love take us there or here, Can love bring us anymore near? I love you and you love me, why can't we just agree? Our love is for everyone to seeI love you and you love me.Life goes on and we must leave, and remember and always believe me

Soldier In A Modern War
being a soldier is tough going to other countries for a year or more.Missing your family one thing that people say to me that really gets me is wow man u went to iraq your a hero,i am just doin my job anybody else would do.I read somethin on the news the other day that really got to me someone from ny which is where i am from said soldiers are spoiled and that we crave attention for a war that was a joke in the first place. I would like to hear more comments on this subject to see if u feel the same way.Two tours over here and some of the stuff i have seen i would not wish that on my worst enemy,i am ranting of course but i would love some feed back thank you so much for reading my blog.

Why Do I Lack Conviction
I sat here today with a mind blank of all things human nature. And yet overwhelmed with too much to say . A firmly held belief or opinion. That use to be me. Not so much now. Passers by , their tongues race. Smile's plastered upon their face. They hold on to their beliefs, Stand true to their convictions. They have reasons to state. Opinions to mention. They speak of connection, Of all they have been given. I stand in the dark , A life not worth living. Most days I would ignore, Or pay very little attention, But today I just realized, I lack conviction. I am reminded of a girl child. With her strong opinionated behavior. She spoke of dreams , and reasons. I related to her. But I can't seem to find her now. And I know not where shes gone, I know that if she could , She would make it here back home. I see people married to their jobs, and their lives, Yet I could walk away from anything in mine. So although I rarely listen, Today I actually heard, and it is

This How The Fucking Fight Started
How Fights Start My wife sat down on the seat next to me as I was flipping channels. She asked, 'What's on TV?' I said, 'Dust.' And then the fight started... ****************************************** My wife and I were watching "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire" while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No," she answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying, "Yes."

Alone
Push back the pain and smile. Push back the hurt and smile Be there for your friends to help them through their hurts, their pain and their struggles, and then smile. Don’t stop to think about you. Don’t stop to see you. If you do, then the wave that you’ve been pushing back comes roaring in. Then you are crushed, drowning, and no one can help you because you are alone. For when it’s all said and done, you are alone.

The End Of Pain
Why do I feel this way that I feel? Everyday is a struggle and that shits for real. The cold steel from a blade is my only release. A fountain of blood will bring me my peace. Life is pain, so pain is my life. Ironic how I escape pain with the slice of a knife. You cant understand, no way you can feel, The plight of my life, and the ways that I deal. The blade is sharp, but this pain cuts much deeper. "God send me an angel, I swear to YOU that I'll keep her." No answer, just silence. It fills up the room. So I sit and ponder what will read on my tomb. "Here lies Jason, He wished for his death- And when the time came- He just smiled and left"

Absolute Evil
I live in my world and I'm my own King in my world,Whether it be a garbage dump or in the desert,Or wherever it may be, I'm my own human being,You can restrain my body and you can tear my guts out,Do anything you wish, but I'm still me and you can't take that away,You can kill the ego, you can kill the pride,You can kill the want, the desire of a human being,You can lock him in a cell and you can knock his teeth out,Smash his brain in but you cannot kill the soul,You expect to break me?,Impossible... you broke me years ago, you killed me years ago,If people knew they couldn't die,If they couldn't be punished for anything they ever did,What do you think would happen? Absolute evil,Strip away the concept of retribution, bring down the walls of fear,And the true evil nature inside humans would gush forth,To keep control, we are schooled, taught and programmed,Against our own natures by the fear instilled in us by grown ups and authority figures,And it's all a lie... and we're warned not t

How Not To Be A Whore At The Usmc Ball
Remember that while your Marine is happy to have you on his arm, this function is about the Marines. It's their birthday. Happy birthday to THEM. Try to keep your pre-flight to a minimum, if any, so that at best you will arrive smelling like perfume and at worst you won't smell like Jager bombs. Try to follow the intended dress code. Google it if necessary. Remember that the laws about indecent exposure apply, even within the closed doors of your ball's venue. Attempt to wear shoes you can walk in. There are any number of things which can require you to need them. No corsages. Refer to number 1 above. Try not to be too judgmental of other ladies. Some of us don't spend hundreds of dollars on our hair and nails. We just may not care as much about the packaging. But we're people, too. Smile from time to time and say Hi to people. They won't bite and they usually like it. Do not attempt to teach your Marine (or his friends) the correct way to do the Electric Slide. Tha

Kids Are Quick
K ids Are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America. > MARIA: Here it is. > TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ? > CLASS: Maria. > ____________________________________ > > TEACHER: John , why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? > JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. > __________________________________________ > > TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?' > GLENN: K-R-O-K-

I Haft To Get This Off My Chest.
I was told we will just be friends. I said I was ok that's not a problem. But every day that goes by I think of you. I try not 2 but I can't help myself. I wonder how things are going. Wondering if you doing ok. We don't talk any more. It's driving me nutz. I miss your voice. I miss your smile, I have a few pic's It's just not the same. I told you I loved you the momment I seen you. I didn't lie I ain't saying it just to say it I do I love you more than anything. My ex's say's she wishes she was you. But she's not she's a great person and has a great heart. But in the end she isn't you we may have a great child. Yet she isn't you I don't know if I can handle this any more. Every time you say you love me and things are going good. Poof your gone saying Im being 2 pushy or ur not ready. Then you come back around. I'm on a coaster ride from hell. And aslong as it's you I will be on it for life. For I love you dearly and no matter what I'll be here by your side. I

The Classroom
The Classroom A lesson that should be taught in all schools. . and colleges! Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. 'Ms. Cothren, where are our desks?' She replied, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn the right to sit at a desk.' They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' 'No,' she said. 'Maybe it's our behavior.' She told them, 'No, it's not even your behavior..' And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news c

Change Your Thinking
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his

Hmm What U Think??? Hehe
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!?1 = Definetly not attractive.2 = Decent3 = Cute4 = Fine as hell!5 = I'd do you.6 = Pretty damn sexy!7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!!8 = I wanna make you my man/girl.9 = Just a friend.10 = Sexiest person I know!11 = Fuckin amazin12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times.13 = i wanna fuck u14.= Let's get marriedLET ME KNOW WHAT #

I Do Not Want!!!
I DO NOT WANT !! "i do not want to be the leader. i refuse to be the leader. i want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. i want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. i don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman i want to be dominated. i don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that i am capable of doing, but i am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. "— Anais Nin -

Fubar School 101 Friends List Manager Trick
Fubar School 101 : Friends List Manager Trick CREDIT FOR THIS GOES OUT TO JOHNNY DEVIL I GOT IT FROM HIS BLOG BELIVE ME THIS WORKS I STARTED I HAD 17,070 ON MY LIST IT TOOK ME 2 HOURS BUT WHEN FFINISHED I HAD 13,247 "REAL"ACCOUNTS ON MY LIST People always ask me random questions that they can’t get answers to around here so with that in mind I bring you this….So lately I see that people have gotten emo over their friends list, who‘s on who‘s not why are there a bazillion dead / fake / drone / spy accounts on it and what to do and how to manage your list. With this in mind I bring you this novel fact about Fubar you may or may not have known. I actually found out thanks to Bright Eyed Artist. Want to clean out the dead weight in your account and get a much more accurate number of actual friends you have? Go to my friends, see all, then click the last number on the amount of pages you have ( for example it says on the left 1, you

Seven Degrees Of Coonass
FIRST DEGREE Boudreaux and his wife were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning.Boudreaux picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up.The wife said, "Who was that?"Boudreaux answered, "I don't know, some man wanting to know if the coast is clear." SECOND DEGREETwo Cajuns are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. He opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second Cajun says, "Here, let me see!!" So the first Cajun hands him the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" THIRD DEGREEBoudreaux suspects his wife of cheating on him, so he goes out and buys a gun. He goes to his house unexpectedly and when he opens the door he finds her in the arms of another man. Well, Boudreaux is really angry. He pulls out the gun, and as he does so, he is overcome with grief. He takes the gun

Dance Off In Royal Highness Lounge
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http://www.arlingtoncemetery.org/ Not the best place to talk about this but I know this will reach a lot of people. I used to be engaged to a Marine...Daniel. Daniel died fighting the war during First Gulf. But I know that he did not die in vain. Tomorrow is his b-day. Thats why I wish I could go to Arlington. Please support the troops. Fighting for freedom is not free...many have paid the ultimate price...give something in return. Thank you. Z.

Wanna Make Friends With Fat Guys
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A widowed Jewish lady was sunbathing on a beach in Fort Myers , Florida . She looked up and noticed that a man her age had walked up, placed his blanket on the sand next to hers and began reading a book. Smiling, she attempted to strike up a conversation with him. "Hello sir, how are you today?" "Fine, thank you," he responded, and turned back to his book. "I love the beach. Do you come here often?" she asked. "First time since my wife passed away 2 years ago," he replied and turned back to his book. "I'm sorry to hear that. My husband passed away 3 years ago and it is very lonely," she countered. "Do you live around here?" she asked. "Yes, I live over in Cape Coral ," he answered and again resumed reading. Trying to find a topic of common interest, she persisted, "Do you like pussy cats?" With that, the man dropped his book, jumped off his blanket and on to her, tore off her swimsuit and gave her the most passionate ride of her life! When the cloud of sand began to settle, she g

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Well, Eid (Muslim xmas as Ali explained to his stupid American boss) is over. Interesting experience. Nothing like somone unloadng a mag from an AK-47 into the air to kick off a holiday. That was a block away, and apparently tame compared to the surrounding neighborhoods. Much like xmas, they give gifts to children. These gifts seemed to mostly consist of plastic AK-47s. Nothing like starting them off early! Actually, I can't say anything. I once got a plastic Rambo M-16 for xmas. And look how I ended up, still carrying a gun for a living. Anyway, at least the month of fasting and bitching is over. On a lighter note, she got me to smile :)

Firefox Must Have Add Ons
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Here is a step by step guide on adding more speed to your firefox web browser In your location bar, type about:config Once it Opens You should see similar to the following screen Tip1 In the filter bar type network.http.pipelining You should see the following screen Normally it says ” false ” under value field , Double click it so it becomes ” true “. Once you finished this you should see the following screen. Tip2 In the filter bar again and type network.http.pipelining.maxrequests Once it Opens You should see the following scr

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Well over the years, Ive learned I have this knack for always wanting to help people. I befriend quickly because when you have to move around, you want to gain friendship fast to comfort those pieces lost. Skip to last nite, A lady on here was leaving some depressing statuses. If you are on my friends lists and I see depressing things, I tend to try to encourage to be happy, to fight thru it. Welp, upon further review and advice from another friend I shouldve just deleted her. Because thats what she did to me. Delete me for saying you can do it. That its not always bad that you should look to brighter days. Then I wake up, get online and well we'll just save that for another day. Im still lost on that one. But I dont ever get online with the intention to fight or be a jerk. I truly do like meeting new people, learning new life stories and hopefully becoming good friends with someone. But not ever plot is perfect and the road to Hell is paved with Good Intentions. So I guess Im making m

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I seriously wish there was an off switch for the portion of my brain controlling my thoughts today. I am going to sit here and drive myself crazy because of all the thoughts just rushing into my head. It's been going on like this for two weeks and I don't know if I can take much more. Work isn't even providing me with an adequate distraction today. Maybe things will get better after lunch.

Concerts World Wide
11 CONCERT MATCHES IN North Carolina, USA Sep 23 in Chapel Hill Asobi Seksu Sep 29 in Chapel Hill The Pains of Being Pure at H… Sep 30 in Carrboro Princeton Sep 30 in Carrboro Ra Ra Riot Oct 1 in Chapel Hill The Twilight Sad Oct 3 in Charlotte Happy Mondays Oct 4 in Asheville The Charlatans Oct 10 in Durham Princeton Oct 15 in Raleigh Monotonix Oct 22 in Chapel Hill Jer Coons Oct 24 in Charlotte Birds of Avalon WORLDWIDE Sep 21 in Lawrence, US Ra Ra Riot Sep 22 in Las Vegas, US Happy Mondays Sep 23 in Chicago, US Phoenix

Daily Blessings
DAILY BLESSINGS Memories are heartbeats Sounding through the years Echoes never fading Of our smiles and our tears. Moments that are captured Sometimes unaware Pictured in an album Or a lock of hair. Images that linger Deep within the mind Bit of verse we cherished Once upon a time Through the musty hallways Of the days we knew Ever comes the vision Beautiful and true. Memories are the roses Blooming evermore Full of fragrant sweetness Never known before. Life must have a meaning Goals for which to strive Memories are lights that burn To keep the heart alive As I travel on life's pathway Know not what the years may hold As I ponder, hope grows fonder Precious memories flood my soul. Precious memories, how they linger How they ever flood my soul In the stillness of the midnight Precious, sacred scenes unfold.

- A Dance In The Rain -
- A Dance in the Rain - A light gray day Soft green grass The sky lightly opens And I watch her dance Soft droplets upon her cascade As she twirls and writhers The smile in my heart no mere façade As I watch the soft droplets play Upon Her naked flesh Outstretched arms...Upturned face She writhers and twirls A sensual vision of, stark naked, grace As my heart a’lights to the sight Of her eyes beaconing a come hither Request.

The Weave Of My Heart
can i trust the things you say the weave you spin looming beneath my skin leaves me in utter dismay I want to question to quiz to inquire all that you conspire and have irrefutable proof your intentions are true I haven't the clue or the missing pieces your words seem facetious flighty and phony only at moments they break and then own me My mind starts to whirl to wind and to twirl to ponder perpetual petals of peril i yearn to push and to peak and to lurk in the shadows to spy and to seek the calm for my worry to answer and see with my own eyes no fury to regain and replenish the trust I once knew and believe in my heart in all that is you I want to be fierce, unforgiving and cold but that's no way to nurture the love that I hold could it be better to play blind to the folly fleeting and floating on all melancholy drifting and dragging the rivers of our hearts placing together all the hope with a knot it's not as simple as it may seem to mend the thread broken inside of this weave I

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Ssssssilence. You are handcuffed and tied in such a way that you cannot move, in such a way that you are completely exposed. The harshness of the rope is softened by the cold satin sheets causing chill bumps to form on your skin. Can you feel them? Can you picture this? You cannot see it, however, as the blindfold does not permit. Face down, you shiver when I touch the riding crop to your ankle and run it gently up your calf. You know its not him holding the crop and you know he will be mad at you for being here, like this, with me. But for now you just don't care. As I slide the whip up your leg I begin to tap tap tap, slapping slightly harder each time as I approach your inner thigh.You shiver for many reasons, the foremost being you have no idea who I am. Not even my voice gives me away when I speak."Now say please."Ssssssilence. Then the requested 'please' slips from my lips. barely audible as most of my attention is on the mental preparation of what is yet to come. The c

Lesbian Soldier
Lesbian GI Seeks Asylum in Canada September 10, 2009 Agence France-Presse A lesbian who deserted the U.S. military has requested asylum in Canada, claiming she faced harassment and death threats from fellow Soldiers over her sexual orientation, media said Wednesday. Pvt. Bethany Smith, 21, claimed she had asked the U.S. military for a discharge after being outed by another Soldier who spotted her walking hand in hand with a woman at a mall. But she was denied because her superiors wanted to send her to Afghanistan, she told Canadian media. In deferring her case until she returned from Afghanistan, the U.S. military broke its so-called "don't ask, don't tell" policy of discharging openly gay members, she contends. A Canadian immigration panel rejected her refugee claim -- believed to be the first by a lesbian or gay American Soldier. But she appealed Tuesday to a federal court to overturn the tribunal's decision. According to reports, Smith claimed she was b

Quote I Liked
There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills. Buddha This is so true.

Fu-fell In Love
with a girl. met...connected...continued. then...when who i was online and in real life was realized being for real haha...she let me know. i was a good idea...a nice novelty. her words i believed to be true about not caring that i wasnt some professional and status and wealth didnt mean a thing to her. then...oh lordy. after a bit i reacted to her "concern" about my emotional intensity and her asking me to tone it down. because i give a shit? i dont beat women? i dont tell them what to do? treating women as equals is a concern? no...i realized by what she said that in the long run i was going to get a free ride from being with her. haha. and im not at the same level as her...when she herself doesnt have a thing happening but professing she has it together. and im wrong because i loved her and i was hurt by being told to change especially by a person who said they would never try to change me. wanting me for me and thats it. i didnt make it up. its not some twisted rea

A Perfect Tryst
You’re gone with the sin, my darlin’… The feel of the cold handcuffs biting into her flesh excited the young jackal. As the sunlight gleamed off her black coat, she bent to his will both figuratively and literally. From the rafters, Derek had looped a noose especially for her, which now rested snugly against her elegant neck. Even her feet were bound by rope at the ankles, a few feet apart. Bent prostrate, she was the bastion of submission to her beautiful master. Chills ran along her spine in anticipation of the event. For so long now, she had imagined various exchanges between herself and the vulpine creature behind her with an eager amusement, never dreaming that perhaps one day his beautiful silver eyes would be focused upon her. Alert and curious as her ears were, she did not hear him slip behind her. With a deep chuckle, he loomed into view. Between his paws rested a particularly foreboding-looking muzzle. With a sly grin, he slipped it over her snout and b

Another Side
If I yell... From across the smoke filled room.. Will you take me home... treat me like any other... Take me away for a minute or two... Show me what its all about for a little while... Act like you care... Until the sun comes up? If I talk... From across the table... Will you bring me here again... Treat me like any other... Take me away for an hour or two.... Show me how passionate you might be.... Act like you care... Until your friends come over... If I whisper.. From the side of your pillow... Will you bring me here again... Treat me like any other.. For a day or two.. Show me how passionate I am... Act like you care... Until your family stays for dinner... If I breathe.. From my soul to yours... Will you bring me here again... Treat me like no other... Show me so much more... Act like you will always care... Until I breathe no more.

Flying Spell
pon 40 days of Prayre and Fasting, with Purest Faithe andCalling unto the Gods... I. Clasp near thy rod of power (a.k.a. a telephone) II. Call forth for ye Spirits of Travelle and theire nefarious Agents III. Yea, state and visualize thy destination --thrice, for the Agents of Travel to Comprhende Thee... IV. Yea, Task them and overcome them in Ye Test of Wills V. SPEAKE THE WORDS OF POWER: VISA, MASTERCARD, AMEX VI. Two weeks hence, take ye under New Moon to Clearing of the Travel VII. Present Thyself in Trembling and Loathing to the Guardians of the Towers of the North, East, South and West and Present to them the holy scroll of the High Priestess: TICKET VIII. Pass ye surely through the Elemental Detector and its "Ever Alert" guardians of Thy Safety (But not Thy Rights) IX. Wait Until the Stars show, the wind blows and the new grass grows X. When your Gryphon of Metal arriveth (and, ha, craven fool, it arriveth not when ye expect but only upon the winged beast's good and f

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Some things I have learned in Life. Live each day to the fullest. I had a friend named Devin who was am incredible human being. He had been hit by a car when he was 5 or 6. Doctors didn't give him until his 7th birthday, but he surpassed that and died when he was 22. Every day that man had a smile on his face. He worked hard through disabilities and his body attacking him because he wanted to graduate high school. He and I both worked 50 hours a week my senior year and would walk the two miles home and talk outside in rom of our apartments until 1am. When he moved back to Anderson, we lost touch somewhat. We still talked on eth phone, but not liek what we use to. One christmas, my moteh cam e into town and we planned dinner, devin came in town and I begged him to come with us. For a christmas presant I was taking mom to get portraits done and after taking 16 pictures I convinced Devin to sit in with me the last four. teh first three he didn't smile, but a little joking and little of t

Random Thoughts I Guess.
This is a little more than just some random thoughts now that i think about it. Okay so it's a little something like this. I work at tattoo dreams in bridge city texas. No i don't tattoo or pierce as of yet but you have to start somwhere. Now more recent things going on with me. I just recently started talking with a friend that i had went to school with through school i sorta liked her but when i had someone she didn't and when she had someone i din't always a nice fuck up for plans huh. So now due to a most uncool event between her her now ex fiance she and i have began talking. Im glad things went bad with her and the ex because he is a liar and cheater. This worked out for her bennefit and mine. We are just taking things slow and seeing where this goes but I have a good feeling about this. She and I both want a relationship but im glad she wants to take it slow. I have to show her that not all of us men are lying , cheating pieces of sh*t. Time to show someone what it's like to b

A Gift Vip For Me
I love taking pictures of nature and the outdoors. I am legally blind and theway I can see what is around me is by taking pictures and than taking the disks home and putting the on my computer. I love showing off my pictures and within the next couple months I will be making a book of the pictures that I have taken. I would love to post them for you. Can someone buy me a gift VIP so I can post them? Someone please help me b giving me a VIP. thank you

A Blog From Me - Been A While
Well - its been almost a week since I sat down and got a few words down in here. Its been a week filled with a lot of stuff. Good days and not so good days. Had fun together with my Wingman ( woman ) Extraordinair DjDoc! You should get to know her. She keep getting me into some sort of trouble. All good though! We have been rocking fu with autos and bombs. Even made sure we got helmets on. We are 2 outta the *RatPack *- need to get that in as a Club of some sort...nutty we are - of this I am sure. Anyways - she is a star! Go see her and rater her a LOT! She deserves it!! Make sure you bling her also! Other than that....well . we are up to no good - again! Make sure you keep at least ONE eye on our statuses. She has made me laugh so hard I have been crying. My birthday is slowly getting closer and thats the day I do as I want! You will notice...lol....remember october 9th... It will be some stuff going on then, Lift our eyes and pay attention Now - weather has chan

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i was readingsomeone blog asking this subjectDo long distance relationships ever work? I mean really do they?------------------------------------------and this is what i saidyes they do but they are something you have to really dedicate you and the other person to really make sure there is something there try and make time for them either by talking on here or on the phone or some other way of communication and be honesty with one another and be understanding with one another even if they have kids you have to rember they come first before anything else like i have always said before it can work but so many people don't want to put up any kind of effort into things at all

Torn
Broken, pulled apart, pieces,Torn from the thing that’s called myself.I look about, scattered, all I see is me.Pulled in too many directions,Scarred from the past,Scared of my future,Taunted by possibilities of what can never be.I shower, eat, cry and sleep,Burry myself deep beneath A cold exterior where no-one can reach...

Eww
My god there are some horribly ugly people on this site. Ya know the type that catches you off guard when you come across their page. They're so nasty that you gotta take another look just to make sure you're seeing it right. I'm not saying i'm anything special by any means, but there's those ones that make you wonder why they would even post that picture on the internet, for no one could find that remotely appealing... I have come across a few of the ugliest women i have ever seen on this site. Not only are alot of them morbidly obese, but there's a few with faces that not even a mother could love. Speaking of morbidly obese, the thing that drives me nuts on here is the fat chicks and their pictures. You know she's a cow when she doesn't have a pic of her body and posts like 5 fucking pages of pics of her face from every possible angle and lighting combination imaginable. Though i suppose that's better than a pic of her in a bikini with her rolls hanging out, which i've seen plen

Apology
"We've managed to muddle through the awkward stages of 'I like you and you like me' and when we both said yes, life became a multiple choice test. Not knowning anything, we became each other's best guess and holding your hand is less like exploration and more like discovery.... I don't have to study you to be sure, you're the choice I made before I knew what the other choices were." From "Apology" by Shane Koyczan

Confused!
Ok IDK how to start this but I need some advice... I met this incredible guy rescently. As soon as I met eye to eye with him the my heart started beating faster. Couldnt believe my eyes! Was it love at first sight? Anyways he seemed to connect to me the same as I did with him. The way he looked at me and kissed me the way he held me tight it just all drove me wild and made me melt. Never had a man give soo much attention and love to me EVER. He treated me like his queen and I loved every minute of it. Then all of a sudden out of no where he completely stopped seeing me and completely ignored me as if I dont exsist anymore. I'm very much confused with that. Not even an explaination from him. Did I come on to him too heavy? That's where I'm confused because he was the same to me as I was to him. All I know is I am sooo hurt and confused. So I stopped talking to him seeing he was ignoring me anyways. What else am I going to do. I know for a fact Im not gonna smother him and beg. I w

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What a drag it is These gold lame' jeans Is this the coolest way To get though your teens Well, I cut my hair weird I read that it was in I looked like a rooster That was drowned and raised again What are you a-gonna do Tell you what I'm a-gonna do Why don't you get away-ay I'm gonna leave today-ay I ran into my room And I fell down on my knees Well, I thought that fifteen Was gonna be a breeze I picked up my guitar To blast way the clouds But somebody in the next room yelled "You gotta turn that damn thing down" What are you gonna do Tell you what I'm a-gonna do Why don't you get away-ay I'm gonna cry all day-ay And I know trouble is brewing out there But I can hardly care They fight all night about his private secretary Lipstick stain, blonde hair, oh,oh, oh What are you gonna do Tell you what I'm a-gonna do Why don't you run away-ay I'm gonna leave today But even I don't know What I'm gonna do Don't know what I'm gonna do No! What are you

Want My Points For 12 Hours
Ok Fu's ..Its auction time again , but this time its a lil different ..Im auctioning off all of my points for 12 hours . Wouldent you enjoy being able to level without raising a finger ...And for those of you who are level 30 you would also be given credit for 8 ability points ..The auction will beginn at 10pm fu time sept 23 and will end 10pm fu time friday the 25th...Starting bid will be 5 mil , but of course cash offers over ride fu bux and if an auto is offered it will be used while you are my point bennificiary...please comment below with bids . GOOD LUCK

Poem
This Poem come to me one day at work. I wrote this in less than 5 Min. I believe with all my heart God give me these words and moved my hand. A Soldiers Cry In a hole here I lie, Praying and hoping I will not die. As I listen to death expload and zip past my head, All around me I hear screams from the dead. Fighting for a cause I do not completely understand, Maybe it's survival of another land. As the cold and heat surrounds us all, Maybe it's just to fight for a country that called. As my brothers fall all around me, I fight and push foward knowing that God is with thee. As the dust clears and the smoke settles, I suddenly recall the children's eyes, The ones I hope to protect so they can live thier lives. A country thats Proud and Strong, I will fight for as my breathe goes on. Suddenly my life flashes before my eyes, With a snipers shot I slowly die. To those who gave all, I stand beside as my Lord ca

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hey everyone out there in Fu-land. i just recently started up my massage practice again. and am looking for clients. my rates are very fair and i will travel if need be. travel fee is dependent on distance. my rates are as follows: $60- for a full body massage $45- for a combination massage ( neck and back, legs and arms, chest and shoulders, feet and legs, etc) $30- for a partial massage ( neck, arms, legs, back, etc) travel fees are: 0-10 miles - free 10-20 miles - $10 20-30 miles - $15 30-40 miles - $20 40-50 miles - $30 Will negotiate a price break for anything over 50 miles. 1/2 off first Massage with booking of a second. Group rates for clients booking 5 massages or more at a time. Travel fee waived if you can line up 3 or more massages in the same area. i have traveled to other states in the past. but must have more than 1 massage lined up to make it worth my time. if you want to book an appointment either leave me a m

Some Things I Have Learned (part 3)
Some things I have learned in life: Take yourself out of your comfort zone. On occation, you need to step out of your normal security and expose yourself to things that you would never consider. For example, I am not a great fan of hieghts. I am not scared, I just haver respect for how quickly that ground approaches when you fall. But with that uneasiness, I have been skydiving. It i sthat mastery of a fear that helps you grow. I don't know much about Islam, Philosophy, Politics, but that doesn't mean that I have not read, played in or visited places that help me understand them. By getting yourself involved you can not only open yourself up to the wholness of the subject, but dammit when you want to argue it, you already have ammo to defend and offend with. Knowledge of what is outside your comfort zone helps exl=pand yoru zone and broadens you as a person. Shed your skin and embark!. I have this morbid olan. People hate when I say it, it makes most uncomfortable. But I plan on bein

Read And Wither
O Profound, Silent tree, by restraining valour With patience,you revealed creative power in its peaceful form. Thus we come To your shade to learn the art of peace, To hear the word of silence; weighed down With anxiety, we come to rest In your tranquil blue-green shade, to take Into our souls life rich, life ever Juvenescent, life true to earth, life Omni-victorious, I am certain My thoughts have borne me to your essence- Where the same fire as the sun's ritual Fire of creation quietly assumes In you cool green form. O sun'drinker, The fire with which-by milking hundereds of centuries of days of sunlight- You have filled your core, man has recieved As your gift, making him world-mighty, Greatly honored, rival to the Gods: His shining strength, kindled by your flame, Is the wonder of the universe As it cuts through daunting obstacles. Man, whose life is in you, who is soothed By your cool shade, strenghthned by your power, Adorned by your garland-O tree, friend

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excerpts of Sarah Palin, proud American, remarks in China. Palin has posted more on her Facebook page. We live in hope (for change). Close your eyes and imagine a President of the these United States making these remarks. Ah yes I remember .....America. Many have asked to see my remarks as presented in Hong Kong. Here is an excerpt:So far, I’ve given you the view from Main Street, USA. But now I’d like to share with you how a Common Sense Conservative sees the world at large.Later this year, we will celebrate the 20th anniversary of the fall of the Berlin Wall – an event that changed not just Europe but the entire world. In a matter of months, millions of people in formerly captive nations were freed to pursue their individual and national ambitions. The competition that defined the post World War II era was suddenly over. What was once called “the free world” had so much to celebrate – the peaceful end to a great power rivalry and the

This Is So True!!!
Heather K 4 hours ago Report You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes weeks without running water.You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick.He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward.You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you.He knows he may never see any of his ever again.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear,not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead.You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over.He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.You roll your eyes when your baby cries.He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby,and wonders if they'll ever meet.If you dont forward this we will just see how conceited you really are. Just fwd if your supporting the troops!!

I Wish U Enough
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting. I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

Girls Talk :
All the Mans are the same Players on the netz...for sure some are Players, they tell us Storys from Haven and Earth, telling us things about Love , Future , but saying to everyone the same, not getting tired of there Storys.. Meeting diffrent Womans, cheating on there Wife,ask for Respekt on there Page, But did they Respekt there self , when there are cheating on there Wife or Girlfriend , and telling them u are the only one i have.. or thinking of them when they fuck a other Bitch.. I don´t know! He know´s ? But belive that , u think u can Play, we Girls can do it better, without u knowing it.. I see this for a long long time on here.. but the Guys don´t realise that...girls send Comment, Tags like i love u, miss u , thinking about u, just to hold them close and keep them.Girl are u sure about what u are sending?Cos after 10 minutes u will send the smae to the next Guy on your friendslist... may u just know him for some hr...and even haven´t write with him much , but u tripping and th

Oh Fuuuuuuuuccc....
So I'm on a call at work with a lady who has no idea what she needs to do...I asked her for her phone number, she gave it to me...and i pulled up maybe 3 or 4 accounts. She has no idea which email address it would be for or which one it would be based on the names so I tell her that I can transfer her to customer service to see what all they can tell her...so i commence the transfering process...dialed the number 1-800-921-810..... my hand decided to throw in an extra 0 instead of a 1 and it dialed and im waiting and suddenly, a really excited guy is talking about singles and all that, and what do I do? I freak and hit the hang-up button. I hope that customer enjoys the sound of an overly enthusiastic man advertising their singles service.

Thank You For Your Unselfish Heart
thank you for your unselfish heart by jennifer brown Wednesday, April 23, 2003 Thank you for your unselfish heart! For your strength and courage. For your ability to look past your self and see that some of us cant take care of our self’s .So you stepped up and said I will help those who can not. You are my rock, my strength, my reason I carry on. Because of you I go to sleep at night feeling safe, knowing I will wake up in the same country I feel asleep in....a free country. With the RED, WHITE AND BLUE flying high and with pride. I salute you and all your brothers and sisters. I may not be there with you in the flesh but I am with you in spirit and heart! So take care soldier. Come back to us, your family, your home...your country to where you belong. We will wait for you. And we pray for your fallen brothers, whom you cared about. Had dinner with last night, joked with this morning and is gone by afternoon. I don’t know who you feel, so I wont say I do...But kn

For Those Of Us Born From 1930-1979
To Those of You Born 1930 - 1979 At the end of this email is a quote of the month by Jay Leno.. If you don't read anything else, please read what he said. Very well stated, Mr. Leno.

Un Wanted Pets
A man in Grand Rapids , Michigan incredibly took out a $7000 full page ad inthe paper to present the following essay to the people of his community. HOW COULD YOU? - By Jim Willis, 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for y

This Prayer Is For Our Veterans
This Prayer Is for Our Veterans by Frank R Tymon Thursday, January 02, 2003 THIS PRAYER IS FOR OUR VETERANS THOUGH THE POLITICIANS LOST OUR WARS, OUR VETERANS NEVER DID. FROM EL ALAMEIN TO ANZIO, FROM NORMANDY TO THE RHEIN, ON THE ISLANDS OF THE PACIFIC AND THE RIDGES OF KOREA, THROUGH THE JUNGLES OF VIETNAM AND THE DESERTS OF ARABIA. ON LAND, ON SEA, AND IN THE AIR. THEY FOUGHT WHERE DUTY CALLED. TO THOSE WE ARE SO LUCKY TO HAVE WITH US STILL, THOSE WHO SURVIVED WAR'S HELL, THE WOUNDED, DISABLED, ILL GOD BLESS, AND THANK YOU. WELL DONE! AND WHILE WE HONOR OUR VETERANS, FORGET NOT THOSE BY COUNTRY FORSAKEN; THE PRISONERS OF WAR, THE MISSING IN ACTION, FORLORN, DOOMED PAWNS, LONG LOST, SAVE IN OUR MEMORIES. GOD BLESS THEM, AND GOD FORGIVE US. PLEASE, IN YOUR PRAYERS, REMEMBER THEM WHO SAILED THE LAST VOYAGE, FOUGHT THE LAST BATTLE, FLEW THE LAST FLIGHT. THEY DIED FOR YOU. AND WITH DEEP RESPECT, THIS PRAYER IS FOR THE MEN I SAILED WITH, WHO WEIGHED ANCHOR FOR THE LAST

Questions Arise Over How Kidnapper Went Undetected
ANTIOCH, Calif. – His neighbors knew he was a registered sex offender. Kids on his block called him "Creepy Phil" and kept their distance. Parole agents and local law enforcement regularly visited his home and found nothing unusual, even after a neighbor complained children were living in a complex of tents in his backyard. For 18 years, Phillip Garrido managed to elude detection as he pulled off what authorities are calling an unfathomable crime, kidnapping and raping 11-year-old Jaycee Dugard, keeping her as his secret captive for nearly two decades and fathering two of her children. The question about how he went unnoticed became more pressing Friday when Garrido came under suspicion in the unsolved murders of several prostitutes, raising the prospect he was a serial killer as well. Several of the murdered women's bodies — the exact number is not known — were dumped near an industrial park where Garrido worked during the 1990s. Authorities acknowledged that they

Icee
ICEE™@ fubar My name is Ernest but everyone calls me ICEE. I'm 5'7 185lbs. Ive been on the FU for a few years now and have met many good people. I'm the coolest down to earth person you will ever meet. I'm a clown that can joke forever but be serious when i need to be. I like to make my friends laugh and be there when I'm needed. I'm a true friend if u need it. Not sure how to describe me because i don't usually do this but ask and ye shall receive! I'm not here for the drama so dont bring it my way. Keep it real is all i ask. Showing luv to my Darke Angelz family!!!

Evil
'You know I can't believe you,all the things you say,they're not true. [oh oh oh]But I fear I can't just leave you.All I feel is that I need you my love.This is all my spirit can take,anymore and I will surley meet decay.Won't you reach out and touch my heartache,feel it beating, please don't throw it away.I can't believe your careless lies,your burning eyes, pass through me.I never thought our love would die,but how could I, I could not see.Baby girl you know I need you,can't believe that you would leave me this way.If my pain will not appease you,so it please you I've got nothing to say.I now begin to realise,you're not the girl I once knew.But deep beneath those hollow eyes,reasons that die in part of you, of you.I will cry, cry for you, for you, I will cry, cry for you.Come on though you shut the moon out,as though it were bright as sun in the day.I would crawl through a demention in your head,you would show me a way.I can't believe your careless lies,your burning eyes, pass throug

Don't Ever Forget!
DONT EVER FORGET Your presence is a present to the world.You're unique and one of a kind.Your Life can be what you want it to be.Take the days just one at a time. Count your blessings, not your troubles.You'll make it through whatever comes along.Within you are so many answers.Understand, have courage, be strong. Don't put limits on yourself.So many dreams are waiting to be realized.Decisions are too important to leave to chance.Reach for your peak, your goal, your prize. Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.The longer one carries a problem the heavier it gets.Don't take things too seriously.Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets. Remember that a little love goes a long way.Remember that a lot ... goes forever.Remember that friendship is a wise investment.Life's Treasures are people ... together. Realize that it's never too late.Do ordinary thing in an extraordinary way.Have health and hope and happiness.Take the time to wish upon a star.And don't ever forg

Life's Lessons
Just a few of the things I've learned lately: Life is unfair. It will take everything from you, if you let it, and offer nothing back. Equivalent exchange is a meaningless phrase wrought out of desperation to make everything nonsensical conform to some grand scheme i truly believe to be nonexistant. Harsh words and actions remain in memory far longer than a smile. Sadly, it has always been this way. I will most likely be far better remembered for every wrong I have ever commited than for any good things I try to accomplish. However; I can decide each day how I will affect my world. I can simply let each moment and opportunity pass, justified in the fact that nature will take it's course, or I can make a stand. I can choose to make today better than yesterday was. And if I'm feeling truly noble, I can attempt to do so more for my friends and enemies than myself. I cannot be a sheep. I do not follow well, I am far too opinionated, and my vision is far too good (I wear glasses for a r

Silly
my heart belongs to some who has been ther for me and will always be made me cry happy tears and held me thought the nite when i needed it and wanted to be my rock when i couldnt be myself and when i was dealing wit family problems and let me be myself and just be silly and act like a goof ball with my friends and then turn around and kiss me and make me feel good about myself baby i love u and i will always love

Come Check This One Out!
Come check this beautiful woman out! Shes a great woman. She will F.A.R you back, and shes awesome to have as a friend. Go vist her and find out for yourself. Shes also in a auction to own her. So go check it out and rate away! copy link below to go rate her! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=610579&albumid=1847352&i=1314701974&idx=11

Still With My Gf?
so... i'm not totally broken up with my GF... i still stalk her and stuff.... i'm only joking... i can't stalk her... serioiusly, i couldn't stalk her if i wanted to ... cuz i have A.D.D.... so after like 10 minutes in the tree... i would forget why i was there! the cop would be like, "what are you doing up there, son?" and i'd have to respond, "Your guess is as good as mine, officer... that's why i called you!"

Win Me Win Me!
SO I'M IN AN AUCTION BELOW IS WHAT I'M OFFERING AND THE LINK AS WELL! ONLY 3 DAYS ENDS SUNDAY 7PM EST!!!!!!!!!! Http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=610579&albumid=1847352&i=3471732802 RANDOM GIFTS3 SALUTE SFW PUT IN TOP FAMILYNAME IN MINE FOR 3 WEEKS100 11'S PER WEEK (WILL RATE UR PHOTOS 11'S)PIMP OUT 2 TIMES A WEEK FOR 3 WEEKS =]YIM WILL RATE ALL PIX DAILY FOR 3 WEEKS =]RANDOM BLING PER WEEK =] I GIVE LOTS OF LOVE TO MY OWNERS =] OPEN TO ANY OFFERS! TICKERS/BLASTS/CREDITS/CASH OFFERS/FUBUCKIEZ! IF YOU BID LOTS I'LL THROW IN WEBCAM SESSION IN AND PIX =] AND PHONE CONVO (DEPENDING ON THE OFFER) HAPPY BIDDING! YAY

Mzbooti2big
WELL HELLO MY ANGLEZ, MOTHER IS BACK AND I'M FEELING GOOD. FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW ME..I'M MZBOOTI2BIG. I'M A CO-OWNER OF THIS WONDER GROUP AND I'M LUDACRIS I'M BACK FOR THE 1ST TIME. I'M A MOTHER OF 3 WHO LIVE IN SAN FRANCISCO. I AM HERE AND READY TO GET TO WORK..IF YOU NEED SOME OR ANYTHING I'M THE LADY TO SEE WELCOME ALL NEW ANGELZ I PLAN TOGET TO KNOW ALL OF YOU REAL SOON KISSES SUGAS đâЯĸè Åŋģë£ MzßÕØTÏ2BïG225 ~ FINEST BOOTI ON FUBAR~OWNED BY FREAKSTAR@ fubar

Find Out What Changes These Singers Are Making
the slops of mags is here for your reading entertainment the cover of the Slops of Mags taylor swift and kanye west with viewers opinion mileys plans for the future rick astley sued for rick rolled pranks tart heart jobros big steps most of the stuff you read here is somewhat true with a little crazy added to it, so its not all completely true...loleither way i hope you all enjoyed it.

Obama Care....
The phone rings and the lady of the house answers.. "Hello?" "Mrs. Sanders please." "Speaking." "This is Dr. Jones at St. Agnes Labratory. When your doctor sent in the biopsy for your husband last week, another biopsy came in from another Mr. Sanders. We are uncertain which biopsy belongs to your husband. Frankly, either way, the results are not very good." "What do you mean?" Mrs. Sanders asks nervously... "Well one of the specimens tested positive for Alzheimer's and the other tested positive for HIV. We can't tell which is which." "That's dreadful. Can you do the tests again?" questioned Mrs. Sanders. "Normally we can, but the new healthcare system will only pay for these expensive tests one time." "Well, what am I supposed to do now?" "The folks at ObamaCare suggest you drop your husband off somewhere in the middle of town and if he finds his way home, don't sleep with him!"

Hunting...
Frank was excited about his new rifle and decided to try bear hunting. He travelled up to Alaska , spotted a small brown bear and shot it. Soon after there was a tap on his shoulder, and he turned around to see a big black bear. The black bear said, "That was a very bad mistake. That was my cousin. I'm going to give you two choices: Either I maul you to death or we have sex." After considering briefly, Frank decided to accept the latter alternative. So the black bear had his way with Frank. Even though he felt sore for two weeks, Frank soon recovered and vowed revenge. He headed out on another trip to Alaska where he found the black bear and shot it dead. Right after, there was another tap on his shoulder.This time a huge grizzly bear stood right next to him. The grizzly said, "That was a big mistake, Frank. That was my cousin and you've got two choices: Either I maul you to death or we have "rough sex." Again, Frank thought it was better to cooperate with the grizzly bear than be

I Want..
I want a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot,who calls me back when i hang up on him,who will stay awake just to watch me sleep. The boy who kisses my forehead,who wants to show me off to the world,who holds my hand in front of his friend,who thinks i'm just as pretty without makeup on. The one who is constantly remining me of how much he cares about me and how lucky he is to have me.

Whats Screwed Up
I dont know who all will ready this but oh fucking well i get alot of time to think about shit and one of the things that dont make since is what woman do to use men like puting down rules like saying we cant fuck other women but if your woman is bi she can and we dont say nothing about it well this is how i see it fucking has one perpose and that is to breed and fucking for any other reason is breaking the rules of fucking dont get me wrong i love to fuck i just dont think women have the right to put rules on us men specially when the rules dont apply to them well all men need to say fuck that do as we please and if the woman wants a man they have to except it or be single

Sexxy Sassy Is All That
HAVE YOU MET SEXY SASSY YET?!!! IF NOT THEN YOU SHOULD… SHE IS SWEET, KIND, CARING, AND AS HER NAME SAYS SHE IS SEXY AND SASSY!!! SHE HAS BEEN TRYING TO GET TO ORACLE FOR A LONG TIME SO LETS HELP HER OUT SOME!!! RATE, ADD, FAN, CRUSH, AND BLING HER. TELL HER MISS CRYS SENT YA!!! CLICK THE PIC TO GO START RATING HER STUFF!!! I CAN GUARENTEE THIS IS ONE LADY YOU WILL NOT REGRET MEETING!!! ~♥Sexxy Sassy♥~MemberOfYourNewObsession/StilettoGirls/Heels&Wheels~♥~@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT HAPPILY BROUGHT TO YOU BY!!! Miss Crys~Shadow Levelers~FU OWNED BY~CynzDreams~and~Mikey~@ fubar

Once Upon A Time Chapter 11
THE STARS ABOVE As the knight stairs up at the moonlit sky And gazes upon the stars so bright He points to one to let it serve as a reminder Of all the things he loves about her "This one is for her adoring smile" "And this one is for her endearing style" "This one reminds me of her eyes" "As round as the moon and as big as the sky" "This star is for her amazing laugh" " This one is for her peace that calms my wrath" "There are not enough stars in the heavens above" "To count all the wonderous facets of this maiden I love"

The Light At The End Of The Tunnel..
*composes self* So it's been an INCREDIBLY shitty birthday really.. My original plans of sleeping the day away and talking to Mister when he was on, was completely changed. I had to help a friend who had a boo-boo with their car.. Take my pc tower in AGAIN and now the loaner won't work properly.. And 3 hours later I'm still waiting on them to come fix it.. *sighs* THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! Mister surprises me! Calla lilies *gasps and cries* You've made my day Mister and I can't grasp the words to let you know how special you are to me. Like the sun shining through a window in early morn, That's what your friendship means to me. Your caring concern and the love that you show, Not only for me but for others as well, the whole world I would tell, What your friendship love means to me. But the words do not come, they are caught deep inside Of this person I am, who would much rather hide Than face this world in which we live, A world that cannot give of itself, A world that

The Gift
Do you care? I often wonder, Why aren't you here. We both know, We were meant to be. How much longer will we wait, Before we let life, Show us this beautiful gift. A team that is strong, Is what we would be. No matter what came, We would make it through. Life is short, God is giving a gift. Don't turn your back, You might regret it.

Lord Wolf's Plea
The fucking member who is truly a cunt acused me of hacking a fucking lounge if i could hack i would have gotten my long lost original account back.use your fucking head i need my status back please I will use my dicression better I promise if not,or if u don't believe me delete me please.I have my own problems in life I don't deserve abuse from online activities.Please give me mercy been here long time please don't make it harder for me.Please I service many with my morphs.

Visionary...
You Are a Visionary Soul http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/visionary-soul.jpg" height="100" width="100">You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very in touch with your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What">http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/">What Kind of Soul Are You? Blogthings">http://www.blogthings.com">Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

Happy Birthday Yotd!!
*****I ALSO POSTED A BULLETIN! PLEASE READ IT AND REPOST!***** We have a special FUBAR birthday coming up on the 27th!! Not only is Year of the Dragon a hard working FANTABULOUS bouncer, but she is also my bestest friend. Please show her the love that she deserves on her special day. Just CLICK on her beautiful face to wish her the best! So hit her up and love the hell out of her! Have a WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL Birthday T. LOVES YA BUNCHES!!

Space
Space travel became easy once my race stopped trying to travel through it and decided to just arrive at our destination. That said, I have been many places and met many interesting beings, not all of which considered me a good dinner --nor a good diner! I once read a human book which satirizes space travel called 'The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy' (Douglas Adams, 1979). The novel is titled after a guidebook for interstellar travel that goes by the same name. On the cover of this guide are the words “Don’t Panic”. They offer this message because the guide may seem complicated to use, and also to suggest that one should never panic during the stressful situations one meets as a space traveler. I tell you this because the guide got it all wrong: there are indeed MANY times you will not only need --but also WANT-- to panic. Take for example the planet Urass, where there is no life-threatening flora or fauna. However, there is a ferocious looking plant that sca

Just Some Nice Quotes To Think About
When you leave true love unspoken, it is the quickest way to a heavy heart Live your life in such a way that when your feet hit the floor in the morning, Satan shudders & says... 'Oh crap....she's awake!!!' Never take someone for granted Hold every person close to your heart Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too busy collecting stones. May your day be filled with blessingsLike the sun that lights the sky,And may you always have the courageTo spread your wings and fly!

Parenting Guide 101
PARENT - Job DescriptionThis is hysterical. If it had been presented this way,I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!!POSITION :Mom, Mommy, Mama, MaDad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, PopJOB DESCRIPTION :Long term, team players needed, for challengingpermanent work in anoften chaotic environment.Candidates must possess excellent communicationand organizational skills and be willing to workvariable hours, which will include evenings and weekendsand frequent 24 hour shifts on call.Some overnight travel required, including trips toprimitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities!Travel expenses not reimbursed.Extensive courier duties also required.RESPONSIBILITIES :The rest of your life.Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily,until someone needs $5.Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly.Also, must possess the physical stamina of apack muleand be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flatin case, this time, the screams fromthe bac

Chapters Of Life
Our life is made up of chapters that fill up an endless book. We constantly are closing and opening new ones everyday. Some chapters take what seems an eternity to close. Others close in the blink of an eye. This past weekend I closed, yet another chapter in my life. One that has left me with sadness, but yet a feeling of peace. But as one chapter closes for me. another has already begun. As I sit I can't help but wonder will the new chapter take an eternity to finish or will it bloom as a rose only for a season and then wilt and wither away. Oh how i wish i knew....

How U Feel Bout Me....
BE COMPLETELY HONEST 1 When was the last time you saw me? 2 Were you happy to see me? 3 What was the 1st thing that ran thru your mind when you saw me? 4 How well do you know me? 5 If you had 1 question to ask me, what would you ask? 6 If you saw that I was hurting would you try to help me? 7 Besides when you see me,do you ever think of me? 8 Have I ever pissed you off? If yes explain. 9 What is a good quality of mine? 10 What is a bad quality of mine? 11 Would you ever ask my for a dance? 12 When I'm gone...Would you miss me? 13 What is your favorite memory of me? 14 What do you think is my best physical feature? 15 Will you always be my freind?

Childbirth
A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were interested, Both said they were very much in favor of it.The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch..The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer.The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing.At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since the pain transfer was obviously helping the wife considerably, the husband encouraged the doctor to tra

"i've Asked You A Billion Times"
Woman: I've asked 5000 times. Guy: Two. Woman: What? Guy: Two times you asked. Woman: That's not the point. Guy: It is. Woman: Are you going to clean the basement? Guy: You've only got 4998 asks to go. -- Overheard in: Diner, Palisades NY --

[wonderful Things]
First and foremostapplewood smoked goudause it in everythingyou'll thank me later.It's a medium soft cheese, melts easy, grates easier, I've put it in white sauces, tomato cream sauces, and yes, even in my carbonaraUsually the heat of your cooked grains will melt it, pasta, grits, rice but a little skillet heat isn't a bad thing.It goes great with bacon, because we already know smokedapple wood smokedand cheesegoes great with bacon.Don't overthink this shit people.Next up my very simple putanesca- I think I've mentioned it in passing, but hey anything that bears trying, bears mentioning more than once.First you will need some stuffed olives, I like feta cheesebecause at this time I'm determining if I'm lactose intollerant or not *gasp* ... you are NOT going to stop me from having icecream and cream saucesits just not happening.But despite this ongoing investigation- I like the big manzanella ? spellcheck spanish olives.They're big, they're yummy, and they can hold a lot of stuffed stuf

"divorce...some People Take It Better Than Others"
Guy 1: I sold the ring Guy 2: Thought you were waiting for the divorce. Where? Who? Guy 1: We settled. (big smile) The jewelry store, I told you. Everybody goes there. They make it a party. We sang, "Ding Dong The Witch Is Dead"... Even the security guard sang. Guy 2: (shakes head) Nice. Guy 1: Then, "I'm Free..." Guy 2: "Born Free?" Guy 1: "I'm Free", The Who. They pass out party hats. Guy 2: (shakes head, smiles) What now? I mean... Guy 1: Best Buy as soon as I get home. I'm getting that 52 inch TV. And the Bose home theater. Also I like the Yamaha keyboard. It cranks... Guy 2: How much you get for the ring? Guy 1: Nothing. (sings) I'm free, I'mmmm... Guy 2: You won't be needing the Grief Is OK speech, sounds like...

Battlefield
"Battlefield" Don't try to explain your mind I know what's happening One minute it's love and suddenly It's like a battle-field One word turns into a Why is it the smallest things that tear us down My world's nothing when you don't I'm not here without a shield Can't go back now Both hands tied behind my back with nothing Oh no These times when we climb so fast to fall again Why we gotta fall for it now I never meant to start a war You know I never wanna hurt you Don't even know what we're fighting for Why does love always feel like ... a battlefield (battlefield) a battlefield (battlefield) a battlefield (battlefield)[repeat] Why does love always feel like Can't swallow our pride, Neither of us wanna raise that flag If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no Both hands tied behind my back with nothing (nothing) Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again I don't wanna fall for it now I never meant to start a war You know I never wanna hurt you Don't ev

"they're Weeds. Enough Said"
Guy: I'm not doing it any more. Woman: They're weeds. Guy: So what. Woman: So they shouldn't be there. Guy: Why not? Woman: Because...they shouldn't Guy: Who are they hurting? Woman: They're weeds. Guy: Yeah? Woman: Weeds. -- Overheard in: Yard, South Orange NJ --

Screwdrivers - More Valuable Than You Think
Guy: (places small battery powered screw driver on counter) Cashier: Would you like the 2-year warranty on that? Guy: This costs $15.00. Cashier: (nods) Guy: How much is the warranty? Cashier: (looks at sheet of paper) $15.95 Guy: (shakes his head, part disbelief) Cashier: (looks again at paper) I could give you 3 years for $18.95. -- Overheard in: Home Center, Worcester MA --

Please Rate The Pic Here...and Own The Hottest Nurse On Fu!
YES FOLKS...IT'S ME, SEXY IRISH NURSE. IN ANOTHER AUCTION. LET'S JUST SAY THE LAST 2 AUCTIONS I'VE BEEN IN WERE REALLY DISAPPOINTING. I'M HOPING THE 3RD TIME WILL BE THE CHARM! THE ONLY ISSUE IS THAT THE PRINT ON MY AUCTION PHOTO IS SO SMALL IT'S ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO READ, SO I'M GOING TO POST MY OFFERS BELOW THE AUCTION PHOTO. ALSO PLEASE NOTE...I NEED RATES ON THE PHOTO, IF YOU WANT TO BID THAT'S COOL TOO BUT 1 RATE MIGHT MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENCE!!! PLEASE CLICK LINK BELOW MY OFFERS! Fubux bids: *Will rate 50 pix an 11 *Will make 1 SFW salute *Will add to top friends *Will keep shitfaced when I'm online *Random gifts daily Cash bids $5-$20: All of the above plus- *Will rate 100 pix an 11 instead of 50 *Will make 2 SFW salutes *Will make 2 NSFW salutes if you want, if not then 4 SFW salutes *Will give you my YIM *If Bling pack is offered, will bling you according to size of BP (This goes for ALL cash bids) *will pimp you out once (twice for $20 bling pac

If You Are A Moron
Then don't bother wasting your time writing a comment in my blog. It is MY blog..therefore..MY opinions. I really don't care about yours! This is about my day..and how I feel. If I want an opinion..I'll make a mumm...or actually ask for one. So, before you think you are all smart and high and mighty..remember..no one asked. So, you're pretty fucking stupid. :) Now if you just write to talk about what i do...that's great...but i dont care if you want to argue an opinion with me..this isn't about what YOU want. :) Yay..have a nice day.

Fuck That!
You all have been looking at my pictures and quite a few of you have even been enjoying them. I thank all of you for your great and sometimes naughty comments. I do enjoy reading them. However, there are few people out in this world, trying to make life miserable for others. I have a few very professional friends on cummunity platforms getting the same emails I am getting. This here is for all those of you, thinking you are something better and sending these stupid messages: The adult entertainment industry is more than what you see. Just because you do not have the guts, body or interest in doing what we are doing, does not give you the right to degrade us. Many of us have family or very understanding partner and what we do is simply a job – a job we often enjoy. Do you really think it is an easy job fighting with camera men, light technicians, equipment, not to mention the make-up and other small things, while looking horny as hell for 8-12 hours just for a great picture/clip

.....continued!!!!!!
I moved to the other side of my friend and showed Tina how to get him hard again with her hand and mouth. She was sooo eager to please me I just know she is going to luv sucking my pussy! She got my friend hard again and was going to suck him again when I pulled her mouth away and she looked at me with a lil pout and I couldn't help it, I kissed her hard and started pinching her nipples and I grabbed her hand and and brought it to my titties, she was hesitant but then started massaging them, of course this lil show in front of my friend got him super hard and I knew he wanted to fuck her hard. I broke our kiss and asked her if she was a virgin, she looked down and turned beet red and said she was, I grabbed her chin and lifted it and looked deep into her eyes and told her that soon she will no longer be a girl but a woman, she smiled and I told her to straddle my friend. She did so and she looked a lil scared but also desire was there too. I reached down while looking into her eye

Plz Just A Little Help
Plz rate this this pic a ten for me.. Thank you.... Shes down by 50 rates .. But I cant make it link from here. check the comments. plz kayle will have a comment on this blog with her link to it.. Thank you everyone ...

[hold Up- Probability Problem]
Snowflakes and DNA profiles, even among plants and less complex forms of life like amaebas all genetic profiles are supposed to be different/unique BULLSHIT- there are only so many mathematical factors to determine the individuality and characteristics of the sample- if given enough time, and enough reproduction it would be mathematically impossible to create within those parameters a truly unique genetic profile in other words twin snowflakes twin genetic profiles. Simple probability states that the odds of two identical snowflakes ocurring has alraedy ocurred- stupid arrogant matter-of-fact minded scientists... taking things without testing them in an infinite case.

"your Basic Traffic Court Murder Humor"
Judge: OK, you have 3 charges, sir. Murder, robbery and (looks at paper)...failing to use a turn signal. Defendant: What, I... Judge: Normally we don't get the tougher charges. Defendant: (confused, panicking) Judge, this must be... Judge: What say we dismiss the first 2, murder, robbery. How do you plead to the 3rd? Defendant: (relief, smiles) Guilty. Completely guilty. -- Overheard in: Traffic Ct, Somerville Cty NJ --

Going For A Bike Ride
Going with my husband this morning for a bike ride for about 5 miles before the Seahawks game today ... he is trying to lose some pounds and wants to build his strength back up in his legs after his stroke last year. It is just amazing that he had his stroke 10 months ago and he is doing so well that he can ride a bike for 5 miles.

My Sister
On Tuesday September 22 2009, my sister Leanne past away. I remember the last time we talked was when she came to visit me in July, we promised to spend more time together, but we both had busy lives and lived 4 hours apart.I am still trying to come to terms with this, and it has made me realize just how much we take for granted, how we see the ones we love less and less as we grow older, it made me question was I a good Brother? did she know how much I loved her? I can only hope she did. Leanne my little sis, my friend, you brought so much joy to my life, I will always remember you and smile, knowing how proud and how cherished I was to be your big bro, love always RIP

When I Think Of You
When I think of you my heart skips a beat I feal as if I am all alone on a empty streat I have this burnig desire to hold you tight To make love to you in the pale moonlite I want to surrender to you in every possible way For my love for you is definetly here to stay When I think of you I want to go that special place Knowing I am the one who put that smile on your face When I think of you tears come to my eyes I need you more than ever and the heart never lies So when I think of you the whole world ceases to exist You are the only thing at the top of my list Today I think of you and I feel that farmiliar pain It tells me to stand in the sunhine and get out of the rain I need you now more than ever before So I think of you now and walk out the door I will think of you till my dying day

Death,love,missing
Well grandma seiman,You meant everything to me..You were the best grandmother any girl or boy could even have! And i mean that too... But now that you are gone it's kind of hard to even remember what a warm embrace is from something as graceful as what you were. You are so elegant and always smelt really sweet,I can always feel tears go down my cheeks and my eyes will always be red and sore from it... It really bothers me to have heard that YOU died,and i wasn't there to even say "I love you and always will" Before anything happened. You are my grandmother and I will never even think of forgetting about you... ~Avi

Ramblings Of Me...
Choices, love, pain,..When do you say it is enough? Why do you say it is enough? Everyone makes their own choices in life. What choice are we onwhen you become a pattern? A continuous cycle...Change? Sights and sounds,they change.What doesn't change? Everything... Some hide and others wait for the ones that hide. Do you think about the choice before it is made? Would you think to put your shoes on before you go outside? The instruction manual for life will never end. It is your own manual. Each with their own as well. You, moment by moment, write your own manual as you choose your direction in life. But because you are not alone here. Your choices may conflict with anothers or it may coincide. Action=reaction. Time is mearly space to plan a choiceor choose "spurr of the moment". The choice is what creates life, creates meaning. It creates a path that always leads to another choice. When you are done writting your manual to life you give it to yourchildren. Then they not only have a

Id Come For You
Just One more moment, thats all thats needed. Like wounded soldiers in need of healing. Time to be honest, this time im bleeding Please dont dwell on it, cause i didn't mean it I cant believe i said i'd lay our love on the ground But it doesnt matter cause i've made it up forgive me now Everyday i spend away my souls inside out Gotta be someway that i can make it up to you now, somehow. By now you'd know that I'd come for you Noone but you, yes i'd come for you But only if you told me to And i'd fight for you I'd lie, it's true Give my life for you You know i'd always come for you I was blindfolded, but now im seeing My mind was closing, now i'm believing I finally know what just what it means to let someone in To see the side of me that noone does or ever will So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone I'd search forever just to bring you home, Here and now this I vow By now you'd know that I'd come for you Noone but you, yes i'd come for you But only if you told me to And i

Cause,,,idk
feeling lonely and sad...im not sure why. could it be because ive been sick for days? or am i just getting depressed? thought id shake it as the night went on, but its not let up. maybe its just me and the changing of the seasons. anyone ever think that their moods are affected by the weather and the seasons? ugh maybe im just weird...ok so not so much of a blog but i wanted to write so i did.

Heart And Mind
Never look Back.Life is spontaneous,so don't look back.Listen to your heart, Just don't look back.For when you look back,You'll stir up fear.By listening to your mind,you'll turn up here. "Did I make the right choice?"A question to be forever in your thoughts.So a quick lesson, I've learned from you.. The past has passed,So let us leave it all behind.Just don't look back. Promise me.. You'll think with your heart,and not with your mind.

Just Read It ! ! !
You could have heard a pin dropWhen in England , at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush.He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.'You could have heard a pin drop.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have three hospitals on board

Yip
It's my friday. Hopefully today will go by fast at work. After work, I'm going over to my parents house. I called them up yesterday saying I was going to come over sometime after work and mom tells me "happy anni...did you and rich go out to eat?"....My wedding an was on the 18th...I told her..."no".. she told me she got me a card with money, like she usually gives the last 5 - 6 years...But I know I'm gonna look at the card and say "I can't accept this" give it back and tell her the story. Going to be fun telling mom that....telling dad about what Rich did to my car....that I gotta be moved out by november now. Wish I could just win the lottery and then BOOM...get all that taken care of.I only got a few grand saved up...and damn..it's gonna go bye bye soon...beh... Where's that lucky lottery ticket? And damnit...I gained a pound!...grr shouldn't of had those noodles for dinner.... Okies I get ready for work now....

To My Lover
I love the way you make me laugh. I love the way you make me cry. Tears of joy stream down my eyes as I hear your voice, a loving surprise. I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you've had. I love you truly I love you deeply Ever since the day I let you meet me. I missed you when you left Without you, my life was strife But now we have a second chance To be together and start a new life.

Something That Just Irritates Me
Ok this just really gets me going. You know the people that treat their dogs like people, putting them in crazy outfits and saying that the dog is their child~ then why do they let their "child shit in my yard? No seriously they just let him loose and let the dog do its business in my yard then call the dog home and dont clean it up. I have a dog and I clean up after it and DO NOT take him out and just let him go where ever he wants and he is ON a leash. So why do these people who claim to be so proud of their animal do this ~ because they are lazy and disrespectful dog owners. My dog never goes in someone else's yard and the poop is cleaned up in mine. I have a child who plays out there in the yard ~ I dont want him stepping in doggie doo ~ especially someone else's doggie doo. If you really treated your dog like family then let me ask you this would you let your child shit in my yard? If you say no then you are a hypocrite. I would NOT let my child or dog shit in your yard but guess

What Does Your Name Mean
J: Easy to have fun with E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes N: Can kick your ass N: Can kick your ass I: Loves to laugh F: People wild and crazy adore you E: Fuckin' beuatiful eyes R: Good b/f or g/f A:Drop dead gorgeousB: Loves peopleC: Really easy to fall in love withD: Is great in bedE: Fuckin' beautiful eyesF: People wild and crazy adore youG: Never let people tell you what to doH: Easy to fall in love withI: Loves to laughJ: Easy to have fun withK: Really sillyL: BEST SMILEM: Makes dating funN:Can Kick Your AssO: Has one of the best personalities everP: Popular with all types of peopleQ: A hypocriteR: Good bf/gfS: bad KisserT:Great In BedU: Gets blamed for everythingV: Not judgmentalW: Very broad mindedX: Never let people tell you what to doY: good kisserZ: Lives life for fun

Trust Me With Your Heart
Trust Me With Your Heart by Kathleen Sheppard Why does your heart grow doubtful dear?Tense and beating, full of fear.I keep with me your everlasting love,and bless the day God sent you from above.You remain my angel and I feel that I must,tell you that within you, you have my trust.My love is the tide, your soul is the shores,you have my heart, do I have yours?I'll belong to you till the very end,and you will forever stay as my lover and friend.It has been so good like this from the start,so darling please, trust me with your heart.

Cinderella - Don't Know What You Got (til I'ts Gone)
I can't tell ya baby what went wrongI can't make you feel what you felt so long agoI'll let it showI can't give you back what's been hurtHeartaches come and go and all that's left are the wordsI can't let goIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time, let me knowIf you really want to goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is i did so wrongNow i know what i gotIt's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longI can't feel the things that cause you painI can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rainAin't the sameI hear you calling far awayTearing through my soul i just can't take another dayWho's to blameIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time let me knowIf you really wanna goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is i did so wrongNow i know what i gotIt's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longDo you wanna see me beggin' babyCan't you give me just one more dayCan't you see my heart's b

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so soft and deep. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so tender and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the way you show me you care. I love the way you say, "i miss you" always More than me, And the way you need me. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love when your with me, And want you to be for always.

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Dreams
All my life i've been a dreamer. Someone who believed in life and love. Someone who believed in the impossible. I still believe. I am a beliver in the impossible. I believe one day that my dreams will come true. I will never lose my hope of someday.

Im Worth $1,000.60 How About You?
This is fun to do. Just read the 'offence' and if you've done it, youowe that fine. Keep going until you've read each 'offense' and Added up your total fine. When you are done Title your it 'My fine is $........' You don't have to confess your answers, just the Amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and didn't know the person next To you -- $40Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25Had sex for money -- $100Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20Vandalized something -- $20Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10Beat up someone -- $20Been jumped -- $10Crossed dressed -- $10Given money to stripper -- $25Been in love with a stripper -- $20Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15Ever drive drunk -- $20Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50Used toys while having sex -- $30Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20Went ski

Oh What A Night!
I pushed Tina to the floor and laid on top of her in a 69, wanted her below me so I could shove my pussy into her face! i am so mean hehehehe!!! She was very tenative at first, barely even flicking her tongue over my lips, but she got better real quick when I started licking her lil cunt, the next half hour or so was a blur of me and Tina taking turns cumming, OMFGGG IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!! She wasn't that good with her tongue but my god she made up for it with enthusiam, I didn't just had a few cums it was like one continuous cum! We were like all sweaty and breathing so heavy and our tongues worn out! hehehehe!!! we got off the floor and sat down on the couch next to my friend. His cock was hard again from watching us, like OMG who wouldn't be hehehehe!!!! Anyway, I got up and went to the bathroom, I wanted to shave her lil cunt so I grabbed my razor and cream and went back to the living room. And like OMG what a lil slut we have made, she was between his legs sucking h

I Miss...
Current mood: catalyzedCategory: Writing and Poetry I miss.... I miss when you would say you love me I miss your touch I miss you when your here I miss you when your gone I miss your warm embrace I miss your kisses upon my lips I miss the love that used to be I miss the care and compassion that I used to feel I miss the love that you gave No longer do you give me sweet kisses No longer do you hold me in your embrace No longer am I yours I am a shadow of the woman you used to love I am the love you used to give I miss you,I miss us,I miss the love

The Smoothest Shave You'll Ever Have
I've kissed a number of young ladies, and I'll admit its not a big number, but maybe I'm a gentleman, I'm not here to fucking impress you, don't judge me the bible says not to. Anyway, of the women that I've kissed, both before and after I've shaved, I've never had any of them run their hand down my cheek like they do in those Gillette razor commercials, and I'm glad because not only does it looks ridiculous I'm not sure how I would react. I might punch her in the nipple just to counteract the weirdness of having my face rubbed.

*the Currents*
The air is visible around you, rising up and off your lips in slow currentsAnd i watch as your face is framed in its slow currentsDrifting curls a trailing pathA long drag becomes a dress of blue and ashIf it is born in flames then we should let it burnBurn as brightly as we canAnd if its gotta end then let it end in flamesLet it burn all the way downIf it is born in flames then we should let it burnBurn as brightly as we canAnd if its gotta end then let it end in flamesLet it burn all the way down, all the way downAnd if this is ever meant to end, then i hope it ends where it beganSo hot with love, we burned our handsIf this is ever meant to end, then i hope it ends where it beganSo hot with love, it burns our handsIf it is born in flames then we should let it burnBurn as brightly as we canIf its gotta end then let it end in flamesLet it burn, let it burnIf its gotta end let it burnIf its gotta end let it burnIt ends where it began, so hot with love, it burns our hands

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Wanna Join My Auction
Do you want to be FU-Owned?Come and join my Auction.Entry fee is 5k but the bidding will start @ 50k so you will more then double your fubucks.All you need to do is send me your offer in a pm and a pic that you would like to use.The Auction will run for 2 weeks startin on Oct 5th @7am EST and will end Oct 16th @ 7 am Est. So get your offers in and come make some new friends.If the person who bids the highest doesnt fulfill their obligations it will go to the second highest bidder.The hostess is NOT responisble for payment.Please ADD/FAN/RATE the hostess and you hostess is tumbleweed fuengaged to beerman@ fubar

State Of The Union
I'll be honest with you, it sux living in Ohio. Our economy sucks. Traffic is over policed. Crime is under policed. Cost of living shot up 30% in five years. We are a political oxymoron. We claim to be true blue conservative but we are pushing some very left winged social economic programs down our throats. The other day I get a call from my daughte's school complaining that I did not fill out the free lunch forms. The form has become mandatory in the state. You must reveal your income. Then if you make less than what they expect they force your child on the free lunch program. I told them that I pay for her lunch and what I make is none of theor damn business. yet they are still pushing for this form. So I sent it in saying I made 400k a year. Why the hell is it their business if I pay for her lunches?

Once Upon A Time Chapter 13
HAPPILY EVER AFTER Our faithful knight has crossed miles Enpowered by love and passion unbrideled As he arrives through the gates, gasps and whispers fill the air He pays them no mind, as he is in search of his maiden so fair He traverses through town, her smile he does seek But the sight he sees next brings his heart pain, not peace His fair maiden is being courted by another But he squares his shoulders and smiles as they notice each other He extends his hand as they come near But his gesture is met by this devil with a sneer "So this is the knight you claimed would return" "But knight this my kingdom, and I have to last word" "I wonder sir knight are you as faithful with blade as you are your vow?" With out warning he reveals his sword," Have at you, NOW!!" But our knight is driven by love, not lies and deceit And with purpose his blade connects, nearly knocking the vile king off his feet With anger and spite the king swings his sword so wild The knight answers eac

Fantasy
Lets roll around in the covers, lets be hardcore lovers. Lets kiss in the rain, prevent me from feeling anymore pain. Hold me close, make me forget all those things I've been through. Make me forget everything but you. Lets lay in the grass and let the night sky pass. You'll be the center of my attention, you are an angel's creation. We were meant to be by God's word-we found each other for a reason. That is my fantasy. Is it ever going to happen to me? This is my wish-for just 1 perfect kiss. I have been used and now my heart is bruised. I just want someone to love me, I want to live my Fantasy

Bombing
BOMBING Do's And Dont's 1. Read and Respect the Bombers Status! 2. If you are not runnig 11's and Bombers is callin for 11's! And you arent Running Auto's Especially if you dont Know the Bomber DO NOT Disrespect the BOMBER or Yourself by Begging! It will get you no where! Do youself the favor! R/F/Add the Bomber way before they Bombing! Then Rate all Pics and Stash. Talk to the Bomber and get to Know the Bomber! You know have a huge chance at getting bombed! 3. Now for you People That dont Know the Bomber But are Running Auto's! Read Bombers Status First and respect it! If Bomber is calling for auto's, Go directly to your Bomb Folder Right clickof your and copy or save link location for That Folder then go Directly to Bomber's S/b! Hit Bombers s/b Once and Once only! If Bomber doesnt Bomb you your link is bad! Dont get pissed! Go to plan B, Go to bar tab of tha Bomber and start rating Bombers pics! ONly 10 at a time thats it! Bomber will see you! Do not get in his s/b

Employment Search
My employment search preoccupied our family for months. One day my husband told our three boys that to make things easier for me, he had a list of jobs for them. They were all silent until our six-year-old spoke up: "When are the interviews?"

Hurt, Confused
I'm feeling hurt and confused, my gf is moving out. She that it's to reduce the stress between us and our kids. Between us there is 6 kids; 3 boys, 3 girls. The girls are mine. I'm afraid of losing her and it's tearing me up. I hope she knows what she's doing cause it'll drive me mad if I do lose her.

Rip Shane. 9-29-02 -- 10-11-04
The twins, Shane and Austin, Were two of a kind. They'd take two pairs of shoes, Whomever's they could find. They would split both pair, Each with a left and a right. Then they would grab two purses. What a cute little sight. To top it all off, They'd take a hat from your head, Find one in the closet, Or grab one off my bed.

Fuck Me Running
fuck diary skank trolipppp skeezer dick pleaser.....things are bad got a spanking earlier for being addicted to crank and burned out on life...i know can you believe that shit, then called a nigger, which you know i hate, unless e-40 is playing in the background, then i am tolerant. however shit is all fucked up at the Poobar...my settings are changed...i went to the bar tab.(look at me when i talk to you bitch) and a dear friend of mine...her shit was in my bartab...i clicked on that shit, ended up on this other kunts page and now i am involved in a raffle or registered to vote, i dont fucking know..but all these fuckers act like i know how to use Poobar and i the fuck dont...ok....you follow bitch...i know how to blog...i know how to post pics....talk shit...and i know how to slit slits...that felt very creative to me...k so what the fuck is wrong with my homepage...every since i talked to that stoner girl my shit is running wild in the st. if i stop doing drugs now...i can

Diary Tramp
i need to just have a default subject line...hah get it so i dont have to type some bullshit thing fuck i still gotta piss, i wonder if i can get a bladder infection from holding my pee since last thursday...no i fucking with you i dont do that shit anymore, or piss in vodka bottles anymore cause i cant make it to the bathroom which is nine feet away, fuck...maybe i shouldnt be a writter this shit is awful, i would not read this to my...fuck i am reading it right now, need to stay upbeat,,,,i can be writter...i can learn t spell...i can go pee right when i need to and not hours or days later...and i can set goals. which i will right after i stand up and piss out my bedroom window through the screen

Cunt
look diary wench, i dont ever want to forget what our cat cunt looks like and i expect you to commit this image to memory, so that if i die god forbid, or fall down in the bushes outside while trying to check the mail, then diary cunt, the cat cunt will be your responsability

K To Finish Up Then
i just want to be a writer (today tomorrow i will want to be a fireman, or a priest) and Diary Slut, i am conflicted because sometimes i think my shit is good but then a run across real writing by real writers and just feel like a wishful child, look at this quality peace i found just now while searching on line for car parts: Ass Ripping Anal Action If you're an ass lover, this movie has everything you want. Watch as these dirty little whores are submitted to deep anal penetration, ass stretching and butthole pounding. Watching these back-door queens scream as huge cocks cram their tight asses is sure to blow your mind as well as your balls!!!

Look At My Reading Today You Cunt
Your recent dreams have been vivid and rather entertaining, but do they hold valuable insight into how you can find happiness? No. They're just ideas your subconscious is playing with, and nothing more. Be careful not to read too much into the numbers that keep popping up. You can play them in the lottery, but don't expect a big win. Your prosperity is much more likely to come as a result of your hard work right now. Money still has to be earned. i want to fucking puke and then die, and be reborn as a lipstick lesbian, funny that she is a capricorn too, why dont i know how to spell, why are these fucking letters so small, why does your pussy smell like salad dressing

Karma
Karma What's wrong with people when they deny your laughter and smile? When they can't stand to see a happy face; would rather grump and growl? Are they just unhappy folks who wants everyone the same? Did they never learn what you do to others comes back, Karma is no game. Maybe they have a cold hard heart who others are of no concern. Uncaring, heartless individuals who will repete these lessons because they did not learn. Don't let these people effect your path or let them bring you down. Cause what you do to others will certainly come back around. Darlene

Can't Get It Right
Can't Get It Right Try too hard? Not hard enough. Strong in character? Not really so tough. Soft spoken and mild? Or rude and loud. Very outgoing? Hides away from the crowd. Wear my heart on my sleeve? Keep it tucked away. Stand up and fight? Only go out to play. So what does it take, and how do you know, what me to be, and which face to show? Darlene

Finding Faith
SOMETIMES WHEN FAITH IS RUNNING LOW AND I CANNOT FATHOM WHY THINGS ARE SO .... I WALK ALONE AMONG THE FLOWERS I GROW AND LEARN THE ANSWERES TO ALL I WOULD KNOW!! FOR AMONG MY FLOWERS I HAVE COME TO SEE LIFES MIRACLE AND ITS MYSTERY... AND STANDING IN SILENCE AND REVERIE MY FAITH COMES FLOODING BACK TO ME!

Pain / Love
in my life i have been thoght heartache and pain my heart has been ripped out and ripped to pices and then just haned to me to place it back for me to move on to use it to love someone but i found someone who took it and fixed it took my soul and made me feel so great about myself and lets me be myself and will never put me down and will always put me on top and will never hurt me and will always help me in everything i do in life and wants to gave a family with me and loves me for me and will never put me down and u always make me smile and laff and u will never make me cry tears of sadness always tears of joy and i want them to always to be tears of joy being wit u im always will be happy and i know that u feel the same about me BABY I LOVE U

Raw
Provoke and challenge me, feel the heat of my wrath, as I unleash my fury. Touch me as I need, Take what you want from me. Raw and real, Leave me empty and Satisfied. I'll show no mercy Use you for my pleasure Rake my nails against your skin Leaving my marks Showing my sin.

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Pretend By Lights
Pretend by Lights Once in a while I act like a child to feel like a kid again It gets like a prison in the body I'm living in Cause everyone's watching and quick to start talking, I'm losing my innocence Wish I were a little girl without the weight of the world [Chorus:] It would be nice to start over again Before we were men I'd give, I'd bend, let's play pretend Remember the times we had soda for wine, and we got by on gratitude The worst they could do to you was check your attitude Yeah when fights were for fun, we had water in guns, and a place we could call our own [ Lights Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] How we lost hold of home I guess I'll never know [Repeat Chorus:] And when it's the end, Our lives will make sense We'll love, we'll bend, let's play pretend It's not going to be long before we're all gone with nothing to show for them Stop talking lives, come on let's all grow up again

Armour Love By La Roux
Armour Love by La Roux You put on your armour You put up defenses What are you on to? Cause I'm here to protect you So take it easy I make it so easy You can lay your head down And we'll leave it 'til tomorrow You seem to believe you belong to somebody else When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'm in hell Do you know what it's like to be lonely and by yourself? When your life is tangled You wear your disguises But what do you need to When I'm standing here beside you So take it easy I make it so easy You can lay your head down And we'll leave it 'til tomorrow You seem to believe you belong to somebody else When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'm in hell Do you know what it's like to be lonely and by yourself? Slipping through my fingers And inside another's Tell me why won't you turn back? You seem to believe you belong to somebody else (You know what it's like, you shouldn't have to be told) When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'

Yes
it feels like poison, my feelings and my behavior has, my desire has formed a lethal toxin in my body and my mind Dear Diary, i feel like the pinnacle of hatred and loss love is the most dangerous thing that there is....maybe she has taught me a new weapon, she helped in my corrupt intentions and aided me in my insanity my thirst for the dark truths which i know are going to eat me from the inside out...i will not do gods work Dear Diary, she is proof, she is just the reflection of myself, that is what you must forget there are others...... other what yes thats right look at all the world is look at your dying planet look at all the ghosts lets get back to exterminating angels lets get back i cant remember i am uncertain of what is the subject matter I AM HOOD MOOD and the forest whispers my name

Grr
Today I went out apartment shopping. My friend Kari came with me to keep me company. I first checked out the place where I'm at because I still like this place. She told me there is a opening by the time my lease ends but there is a waiting list. I told her I would like to be on that list. I would save some money on certain things if I just transferred places. So I hope I get that place. I picked up Kari, bought us some lunch and looked around some places. Found a couple I could afford. Not the greatest places, but it's enough for me to get by. So I have two places that I have my eyes on, and hope I get one of them. I come back home and saw that Rich..my ex..husband..whatever.. had used MY moving boxes that I got, the packing tape and bubble wrap. That pissed me off because I got them for myself, not for us...MYSELF. why the hell would I help pack his shit up? He's the one who told me I need to get my shit packed up and find a place when he hadn't done anything before. I was the one

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History Repeating Itself
Isn’t it kinda funny how history has a habit of repeating it self. Not to long ago I started talking to a friend I had not seen in several years. It was like old times again; when she needed to vent or talk I was there. No matter what time it was, 2 a.m., 7 a.m., 2 p.m. it didn’t matter. Now just like last time I was there for her and it didn’t matter what time of day it was. If she had a problem I was always there. She always told me if I needed anything to get a hold of her, which I almost never did. I’m the kinda of person who will not burden my friends with my problems, that’s just the way I am. This time I have really opened up to her and she has been there to let me vent, talk or whatever. Then she met someone and that’s when things started to change. It went from just talking to can you lend me some money, or can you get this or that for us. I finally after a while I said “ no I can’t.” then in a matter of about a week or so

The Living House
Jason Devine walked into the darkness that was his rented house. It had been a while since he had actually spent any time there lately. Since his break up with Rachel, he had spent most of his time either at work or at the bar finding a companion at the bottom of a bottle. He had used to be only a beer drinker, but since she was gone he has discovered the pleasures of mixed drinks. His new best friends Jack, Jim, and Jose had listened to all his problems and had never said a word. These were the kind of men that Jason could confide in, secrets that once were only shared with Rachel and no one else. Jason stood in the doorway and closed his eyes, breathing deep. He could still smell the scented candles that use to litter the room filling small holes on shelves, counter tops, and ledges. He could remember nights coming home from work and the house smelled of jasmine from her burning candles. She would have dinner almost ready and a bottle of wine open, chilling on the table. The smell o

Recent New Reads
So, as some of you know, I read a lot. And when I say a lot, I'm talking about 4 or more books a week. Most are books that I have already read, in some cases several times over. I enjoy them and its like revisiting friends from the past. The only people who don't judge. But thats neither here nor there. In the past week, I read a book that was just absolutely stupendous. I would urge readers to pick it up. The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown. Yes, this is the guy who wrote The DeVinci Code, and Angels and Demons. (Which by the way, I would highly recommend to anyone as well) Dan Brown has a way of telling a story that is almost un-parralled. He gives you all the clues you need, but puts them in a way that you still have no clue what is going on till the very end. It's a fast paced book, and I read it within a day. It is in no way a short novel... The premise of the story is Robert Langdon, a Symbilogist of no small means (currently played by Tom Hanks in the movies) And

My Oldest Daughter Wrote This
What is your definition of a father? Well, mine is some one who is there for you whenever your in need. Some one who is there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on . Well my father is Robert. Rest In Peace Robert Alan Doss. Robert is the person who has made a big change in my life. Although he is not my real father, he always treated me and my sister as his own. He never called us his step children. He always said his two daughters. Before my mom got with Robert she was always down and never happy. Then she met Robert, after that it all changed. My mom was with him for over 2 years. They finally decided to get married so that Robert could adopt my sister and I. Which made me sooooo happy. I finally started seeing him as my father. He always made me happy and made me smile no matter how I felt before. We always sat at the computer and hung out or watched movies together when he was off work. I remember him always being happy. He never made anyone mad or hated anyone.