When you read this it will all make sence to you...I drink because thats how I deal with what you have left behind....I have questions that I know I will never get answers for, and I have emotions that I can not control....I drink when I have no kids, no house work, or anything else for that matter...you smoke and kick it to deal with your reality...why is it any diffrent? You are always actin like I am out here and you belive rumores and tell me they are lies....when all is said and done your the one. My heart is cold, yet your touch makes life flow throuch the ice, and all I know is when I am alone, your words I long to feel...