I'm alive, and doing ok, surgery went well with no complications so now it's just a case of time to recover.

Surgery day tomorrow, so bloody nervous

It's my birthday, but it's already turning into a shitty day. I shouldn't expect anything else really

Happy new year from here in the UK.

New glasses, and new car next month. Excited 😁

Trust me to be ill on Christmas

All NSFW photos are now only for people in my "family" after I received a message telling me my images were used to incite jealousy of someone (not on this site) without her or my consent.

2.1kgs lost this week making me 109.9kgs/242lb/17st.4lb getting close to the goal of 102kg for surgery now. Can't wait to get to double figures though. Total lost so far since July 2nd is 20.3kgs with a further 10kgs before that.

That's another kilo this week, 17.1kg (37.7lb or 2.9st) in total since 2nd July, but 27.1kg (59.75 or 4st 3lb) total. Another 11kg to go to target. Now in the 17st (249lb) range.

Trip to hospital in the ambulance last night, Iv morphine and anti sickness meds and the pain was finally under control

It's been a while since I've been active here. Health wise, I've not been doing too well and waiting for surgery, mentally I've just not had the energy. Hope you're all doing well regardless

Kinky crafting resumes 😈😈

It's my Birthday 🥳 (UK time) two years to go before I'm the big four zero...

Merry Christmas

Two kink markets confirmed, awaiting a response for the third early next year :)

feeling better than I did. Still a ways to go but I'll get there

Today is the day I finally realised just how alone I am. Trapped, alone and truly miserable with no escape.

Kinky Crafting again 😝

Busy crafting all kinds of kink toys with a range of pain intensities, ready for a kink market next month to sell my creations

mind games at the madhouse... only, I'm not fucking playing... you can fuck right off ya!!! stupid fucking pillock, daft cunt thinks I'm gonna back down, like fuck I am!!!