*First night of Chemistry classes with a crazy teacher... Mind=Exploded*

*reconnected with my biological younger sister and my older bio brother in the last week... I have nieces! So excited to meet them and my older brother! Yay!*

*this week is going to go by so slowly with nothing to do!*

*Fuck you City Of Saskatoon and all your fucking Money grab, ridiculous, stupid rules and bullshit. I am so tired of this stupid city. I wish i lived somewhere else.*

*I am going to explode with excitement! I havent had this much fun waiting on mail in forever. Pocket letters are my new best friend! and I have a candy swap coming from the Netherlands! This is one happy chick today!*

*Happy Monday folks! Going to be a long ass week! I cant wait for the weekend already! Hagd Everyone!

*Why does it always seem like the weekend will fly by, but the week that has just started, drags on.. at least i caught 2 fish over the weekend we could keep! I love relaxing on the pontoon boat at the lake!!*

*I cannot wait for the weekend, good people, great times, and fishing!!! I have been waiting to get out on the pontoon boat for a year already! Summertime is awesome when fishing is involved!*

*Let's go back, back to the beginning...*

*Feeling like it is time for a life change, time to get the ball moving on my weight loss and time to get the ball rolling onto a happier, more optimistic me. I need this change to last, to be the best version of myself that I can be*

*It is hard to be happy for someone when they get the one thing you are wanting so badly and you keep getting told it wont happen that easily for you.... I wish I wasn't me some days.*

*Its been a long day, without you, my friend... and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again. We've come a long way, from where we began, oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.*

*Leave it to my fucked up parents to start shit at their own nephew's wedding. Going to be a long time before we will be seeing or interacting with them after that bullshit*

*People say it gets easier, but thus far it hasnt changed. I miss you girl,I miss our fun times and i miss the fact that you wont be able to be in my wedding next year, I wish it was a nightmare that I could wake up from and it all be back to the way it should be. Xoxo*

Normal is such a relative term; what is normal for the bee is chaos for the fly.

*I am ready to go home, drink some hot lemonade, cuddle with my pups and watch some Netflix. seems like a good idea to get rid of this cold!*

*Figures... I have to go to a family function this weekend... and I get a cold with a massively sore throat today... fml.*

*Got signed up for my pre-req classes for nursing today.. only to get them out of the way so i can apply to the program! Starting back to classes in September! I cant wait, i am nervous, excited and happy all at the same time!*

*When will this all end??... I am so tired*

*Did you see that shooting star tonight, were you dazzled by the same constellation, did you and jupiter conspire to get me, i think you and the moon and neptune got it right, cuz now I'm shining bright*