Revelations13's blog: "what is love?"

As of tonight my friends, I will not be on until July 24 for reasons not known to some, but to others that know me very well. I will endure 60 days of trials and great tribulations. I will be persecuted like the lamb being brought to the slaughter. To those that do know me very well, you have my cell number. I will answer as often as I can, but to the those that dont have it, pray for me....... In Christ the king's name Ryan.....

Sacrificing. Today I will preach on sacrificing. Since when does it say that you must sacrifice God the father for a job? This has been a hot topic of mine for the past few years. Since I had taken the position as assistant manager for my job, I was promised that it would not interfere with church and when my son comes to visit me for my every other weekend visit. Well of course this has not been the case for me. Who do you think you are when you deny me Christ the king, knowing that church and visiting with my son are the most important things in my life? Who gave you that power and authority to deny me from going to my heavenly father's home?? You being a church person yourself SHOULD know these things how important it is for a person that is a servant of the almighty God to go to his home to stay connected with him. "you knew the deal" you say, but where are these so called promises you made? The holy spirit told me this today because I was in great spiritual grief because of this. The holy spirit said " To deny a person to go to church, you therefore sentence him to spiritual death" Is that a sacrifice? NO!!! You do not ever deny a child of God his right and ammendment right to go to church. EVER!! You do not know the penalty for this action!!! When you deny a servant of God his will and desperate desire for the Father's presence, you are waging war on God himself!!! Ever thought of that? The bible says "do not repay evil for evil but leave the smiting to me" I have faith that I will have my sundays off to go visit my heavenly father. To sum it all up, Do not ever deny a servant of God his right to visit his father!!! If anything I'll be sacrificing my job for God. Which is coming soon!!!!

Well guys like I said in another blog, this is gonna be a long year. I found out today that I need back surgery from that car accident last year, but I will not let this get me down. I have my faith and I have my God and most of all I have you my true friends and family by my side. I will keep you posted on the date of this. Gotta luv the suspenseful wait of the hospital to call you with the date. Anyway much luv peeps.

This is for the ones that I get emails from about my smile. so without further adieu here it is.

Night whispers scream within the night of miles that stretched forth its hand before to me. I see you in the distance wondering in the majestic sunset under the moon, that looks down upon this lonely lost soul screaming from within the prison locked down by the chains of despair, reaching out to the pure soul sitting upon the throne. my love I yearn for your touch the purest of life for my dark soul piercing the light. can the light ever kiss the darkness and can the darkness lick the light? With you the visions I see haunt my soul with the truth. Convicted..... Set this captive free from the bondage of his own mortality and wonders when the day will come when I am face to face with you before your presence. I long for the day that the distance between us is no longer and we are togethor as the stars are yet to be numbered. Embrace me with sovernty of this life as it is hushed with the gasp of lifes breath for will I ever live to die again, another day the ministers come to me while I slept under the gaze of your watch, the visions are reality for which we speak upon the open graves of the lost souls reaching out for you. 4 yrs wondering if that day will come when your message is out in full force of the apocolyptic visions of despair waiting for the word. heed now I listen and wait for you....my true love..... © 2007 Wolf Sound Industries....

I will be cleaning up my list of friends. Some I do hear from and some I do not. When I give you a shout some of you are not even nice enough to say hello right back. sooooo with that out in the open I will begin deletion during the week. If your name is deleted you know why. dont be whining and bitching because you got deleted. regards

now that Im almost back to where Im supposed to be, Im gonna tell ya something that happened to me. happened on friday the 16th when my music promoter was in. I went to the doctor for a follow up for my back. Found out that I need surgery on my back thanks to that shit ass accident I was in a year ago. I told the doctor that my pain meds werent working anymore and needed something else. my body became immune to the lortab 10's and flexiril 10's and the injections didnt work. so thats money wasted there. so he prescribed me some new meds went and had them filled. well low and behold I had a reaction to the pain meds and wound up sicker than the dead. sure felt like it. I couldnt keep anything down for 4 days and just started getting my appetite back. I may appear that Im online but 90% since that day I have not been. Keep me in your prayers guys as I endure yet another bullshit year with this.

My music promoter is flying in tomorrow, so this week I'll be off and on. but then come monday I will be disappearing for a while. who knows how long I'll be gone for. so if anyone needs, you know how to contact me. Best RyaWolf.....

Love...... what is love nowadays? To some it means a lot of things, but do they know what the true meaning of it is? People care to much about material things or love seeing the pain of others. What do you get out of it? Taking pleasure in the pain of others solves nothing. hell you get a good laugh out of it. Dont sit there everyone and use my kindness as a sign of weakness. BIG MISTAKE!!!! Thats when you're gonna see my bad side. Revenge? why? what do I get out of it? to see the pain of someone else? Shit on that ladies and gentlemen. Im probably one of the few guys left in this world that gives a damn about people, their feelings and etc. Love, is the willingness to go that extra mile, it asks for nothing in return except the same thing....love. a good bit of people out there bitch and whine and piss and moan about how they wish they had someone that could love them. Treat others as they would treat you. real love doesnt have to use their body to get what they want. real love cant buy happiness. real love understands the hearts and the minds of men/women. Yeah you're probably saying to yourselves, yeah we know this already, but this question I ask you, did you learn this lesson the first time around? if not then thats probably why. as for the posers trying to be someone they are not and yes I know who you are, chances are you're probably reading this. I'll know if I see your pic pop up. but to the posers be yourself, all you do is piss people off when they find out the truth which could cause you great bodily or emotional harm, then you'll bitch about it 'AHHHH HE/SHE WHIPPED MY ASS WAHHHHH!!!! awwwww then you're probably wondering why??? haha figure it out you fucking moron, get a clue. Love respects everything. material things lasts only so long before you move like the locust you are to the next thing. I know who truly loves people and I know who are also a poser. Im not as stupid as you think I am. I know how to twist things to figure a person out. whether it'd be online or face to face. Pretexting is a bitch but its a way of survival for me to find out who is telling the truth and who is a poser. Much love to all of my true friends and much love to the posers. Love conquers all!!!!! Now that you have heard me give my little first ammendment right to freedom of speech I will close for now and let you decide from there. In the end. I still win :D