I just want to let my all my friends know that that I’m having a tough time,
And its not that I don’t care and I will try to return all your love,
But I can not promise that I will...
I will get though this and be stronger when this week is over,
Just didn’t want you all thinking id turned into a moody old cow…
For those that don’t know November the 6th last year my Ex died aged 42.
This week marks two special dates the 4th that was our wedding day and the 7th that was his birthday
The first we all knew was when the police came round.
It hit my girls and me hard as he wasn’t ill
we had split but we was still good friends, just couldn’t live together.
we shared looking after of our girls and still did lots of things together.
I know I’m not alone in this and many of you have lost a loved one.
but I have to be there for my girl’s to help them though.
so I hope you will understand if I’m not there to answer the shout box and return mail straight away
Luv T
P.S I Hope you all have a good week
Ill get back to you as soon as I can xxx