36 Year Old
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Male
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Joined on October 31, 2006
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Born on June 15th
17
What is there to say? I'd go on and on about who I am, but you can't show that too well through text. You really just have to meet me, but I suppose just to go along with this whole scheme, I'll try my best to let you know what goes through my head.
First of all, I don't believe in following someone else's rules. This is my life and I'll govern it however I like. You can do what you want with what you own, but don't expect to make me do anything for you. I'll do it if I feel like it. On the other hand, my own rules do generally seem to be a bit similar to what society would consider righteous. I just do them for completely different reasons. I'm not going to not kill so that I don't go to prison or hell (I'm agnostic - religion plays no role in my life) - I'm going to not kill because I think murder is wrong. If my parents tell me I can't do something, I need good reason or I'll simply refuse to obey. It's my life and unless what I do effects you directly, it's none of your concern.
With that said, I'm a romantic and I like to think a lot. I usually overanalyze things and can be a bit overdramatic at times. Admittedly, I'm kind of a fragile person. I take things to heart and can be hurt by them, but in general, constructive criticism doesn't bother me. Anything to help me improve is good. :) I like to help others - it has become my life's work. I'll hide my own emotions so that other people don't feel weighed down by my own problems. I would much prefer to help people than to cause them any more grief. Life is difficult. I have ADD and I work my ass off for my grades, of which I am quite proud of because of all the work I have to put into them. Some people are just born to memorize things and are just stars academically from the beginning. While I had no trouble getting straight A's as a little tyke, it's nearly impossible for me now. I lose sleep studying to keep my grades and am a bit overly critical of myself when it comes to things like that. I like to be perfect and I tear myself down when I fall short of that goal.
I like to think of myself as some sort of alien, because I generally don't recognize with most of the human race. I am truly my own person and noone could mistake me for someone else when it comes to personality. As I said to begin with, though, you really need to meet me to have a clue. Hopefully this has atleast sparked some bit of interest in you. :p
36 Year Old
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Male
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Joined on October 31, 2006
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Born on June 15th