Okay, it's been 4 years since I've had sex. Technically, I was 19 years old, thus I haven't had sex since I was a teenager.
Isn't that funny?
Hell, I feel like laughing at myself. I've spent 4 years occupying myself with work, playing music, everything but relationships. I guess I've tried to avoid them. I figured if I was meant to be with someone, damnit, they could find me. I got pretty tired of having my heart trampled upon and all that nonsense, and wasn't good at seeking out girls... couldn't handle the college scene, the bar scene, etc.
So, for some reason, after all this time, the little light of hope has started to flicker inside my heart. I'm starting to feel human again, which I think I thought of myself as a robot for awhile. Let's just hope that little candle that just fired up doesn't set the whole forest ablaze like it has in the past.
Hooray!
