I got an extremly nifty phonecall today.....I no longer have to wait until July 3 for my sleep apnea test results! I go this wednesday!!!!! 2 days!
OMG I'm so relieved right now I could cry lol. Its been so hard waiting and waiting and now just POP, almost 2 months time is knocked off the wait time. It means resceduling my doctor appointment with Doc Quackers, which means I'll get scolded again, which means I'm just gonna tell him to go shove his head up his ass and find another doctor.
Well ok, maybe for this month and June, I'll bite my tongue and pretend patience. The last thing I want to do right now is miss this month and next month appointments when its the last thing I have to do (unless my old doctor has sent my old records, which if thats the case then I have no worries. This is just a precaution to make sure I have the 6 month doc thing in.)
I'm so excited and relieved and feel silly for how low I've been (I always feel silly when I've pulled through a low time but hey, it happens, I'm human and a Leo, I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders and stress easily). I should have known the Goddess would do something to pop me on the ass and put hope back :-) THANK YOU LADY!!!!
Also found out (ironically, both these issues were within 2 hours of each other) that if our friend decides to go with the trailer and not the house down the street, I might be able to get into my own little place. Might even been able to buy it on article of agreement. Its just the first sniffing of that idea but it would be so nifty if I got into my own place. Its only half a block from here and I know Sue wouldn't allow me to seclude myself like I always did before :) But can't get my hopes up again. Just thought it was rather nifty as well as the phone call lol.
A 3rd nifty is, Sue and I planted my plants I bought last week rotflmao. She laughed at me cause I was using my hands when she came out to help lol. I guess my forlorn look and pouty "They's gonna die" line didn't help matters lol (I had a good day and was a tiny bit silly).
Wow, my shoulders feel rubbery, so much tension has drained out so fast.
Now to get through the hurdle of waiting for the insurance company to approve the surgery. Also that my old doctor sent the records to surgeons office. Thats all thats left as of Wednesday evening :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)
*HUGE SIGH OF RELIEF
More to be written later.