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59 Year Old · Male · From Anchorage, AK · Joined on February 17, 2011 · Born on August 20th · I have a crush on someone!
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59 Year Old · Male · From Anchorage, AK · Joined on February 17, 2011 · Born on August 20th · I have a crush on someone!
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46 yr old, 37 yr looking, 28 yr old feeling, former suit and tie ladder climber, turned wanna be anonymously famous rock star.....looking to connect with and engage interesting inspirational people...for stimulating conversation or stimulating experiences (if you happen to live in same vicinity).....would say authentic inspirational people.... but that would be redundant....

Am all about enjoying this life..in the moment....sharing love...and encouragement to those whom my path intersects, without judgement.......its hard to love or encourage when you do...here's a little poem I wrote:

Casting into a mirage.......

out of the present, attached to the past....
worried about tomorrow
creating illusions, into a mirage we cast.....
spinning our wheels
going nowhere fast......

out of the present, endlessly counting the cost.....
we miss the moment.....
which is the only thing, real
and is now forever lost

Out of the present
What is chased, can't be caught
it's forever conditioned,
if only I had this or that....
then what we chase,
will come to fruition
out of the present,
it is still a mirage
it can't even be bought

what is in the past, behind
or in the future, ahead
are just thoughts in your mind
if born of feelings
of fear and worry and guilt and shame
you are out of the present
playing a winless game

if you could see your path
would you question the valleys?
and cling to the mountaintops?
or the shit from years past?....
time erases all.....real or not.....
pausing paralyzes...
fearing loss...creating pain.....
growth at hand ....
now is lost.....

like mighty ocean waves
from the lows, the highs rise...
the path can be ridden, embraced....
growing you forward....
or fought against
placing value where none should exist,
reacting, clinging, controlling.....
roadblocks for you....
in the end
smashing.
destroying....

In the moment
take a look, take a feel
the things that bind us
arent even real....

We are free...
choices to make
To "be"....
out of the present,
fueled by guilt, shame, fear or worry
surviving at best......
or in the moment
living, in no hurry
enjoying life's best

59 Year Old · Male · From Anchorage, AK · Joined on February 17, 2011 · Born on August 20th · I have a crush on someone!
Interests
Music, writing, psychology, metaphysics, astrology, energy, how cool animals are, vibrations, relationships, guitar, harmonica, karaoke, festivals, human nature.......basketball, tennis, golf, flyfishing, reading, stimulating conversations, eccentric people
Music
Classic Rock......pretty much anything...will take some vids of me playing harmonica and guitar ...in near future...and post more of my writing...
Movies
Big Fish.....Sandlot
Idols
Spanky.....

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  • syphter LAdies..a question would you accept an invitation from a guy to fly you 3000 miles to visit for two weeks...a guy you had met online? and he had you purchase half the ticket ? and no i am not asking this for me....was talking to a gal who is doing it it
    • syphter i knocked on the door but was denie3d entrance or so thought as it said i needed a salute.whiuch has been submitted
      13 years ago · Reply
    • DjMsFyre fu2 Dj... thank for stopping in at the Back Door.
      13 years ago · Reply
    • syphter wasilla...not on fubar....nor is he..different site....i agree ..he should pick up whole cost.....
      13 years ago · Reply
    • Lainie Is she a local girl? Share his name with us, so we can all keep track. Ohhhh....and if he invites her, he should pick up the entire cost.
      13 years ago · Reply
    • Scarletrose awwww now you tell me...lol
      13 years ago · Reply
    • syphter i will pass that on to her..she is younger...and admits that its prob pretty stupid....but wants to go..i browsed guys profile and told her she was gonna be disappointed...but that she prob had to experience it herself ..to learn.. i appreciate the spur to give her some practical advice versus....philosophical advice..which only makes sense once you experience..stuff....not much good going thru it..lol.....no wonder philosopher and great writers don't get famous until after their dead...lmao...
      13 years ago · Reply
    • Scarletrose Only if I knew the guy for a long time and was sure that I would be safe with this guy. Asking for half the ticket is reasonable. I would take precautions like letting several ppl know ur flight number the airport hotel info room number once you check in. You know safety stuff like that.
      13 years ago · Reply
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