Well as many of you know I was, up until last night pregnant.Yes that's right WAS.I am losing the baby I was hopeful of havin ...me n my hunnies first baby together...
I had an accident 3 days ago and slipped and fell pretty hard..I started spotting...it stopped, so it seemed that things would be okay...last night I lost alot of blood and it seems that I will lose the baby now...
before you all start crying and sending me n mine condolences...please DON'T...he was 6 1/2 weeks in me but will be forever in my heart.. I dont want anyone to feel sorry for us or cry for us because that will only break my heart more..just continue to be there and be my friends and have a open mind and heart later as I know that I may at some time need ya to just listen...I will continue as I always have, and support ya'll and listen to ya like I always have..because thats truly in the end what I do best...I love you all and know that you feel the same but right now I have niether lost or have a baby and it will take time for us all here to adjust to this..ty all in advance for your love n thoughts n prayers..and yes we are still havin a darn wedding..so I expect you all to be there.
and to those of you cruel enough to leave me notes today saying i dont deserve a baby..go screw yourselves..ya know who you are..
to my precious baby ..i know you are in heaven and would not want to see your mommy cry so i will try hard ..i will always love you and remember you and what you meant to your daddy and I...save me a place beside you for daddy n I, when we all see each other again...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY HEART IS BREAKING
