LetteLove's blog: "A life unlived...."

Its your choice but let me remind you both will lead you wrong.... So choose.......... verbal abuse or enternal darkness? it's your choice... The screams or forever silence?? it's your choice... to be hated or to be forgotten? it's your choice... take the path thats laid before you or be laid to rest? It's your choice now choose.... LIFE.... or DEATH....

YOU BROKE MY HEART YOU MADE ME CRY FOR THAT I WISH YOU WOULD DIE THE PAIN YOU CAUSED WAS JUST TOO MUCH AND NOW THE ONLY THING TO DO IS FUSS YOU DID IT TO ME ONCE YOU'LL DO IT AGAIN WHEN WILL YOUR STORY EVER END YOU MADE A PROMISE THAT YOU COULDN'T KEEP ABOUT THE LOVE YOU HAD FOR ME I GUESS I SHOULD JUST SAY SO WHAT YOU USED ME

No one knows what I'm feeling My heart is pounding I'm full of sadness and rage I need someone to please let me out of this cage I have seen so much and felt so much pain But no one knows what I feel I do not tell my hardest ties Hold my hand and look me in the eyes Take me back when there were no worries or whys I miss the free flying I miss letting my hair down and running around Someone help me up and take me away from here I'm ready to be on my way Let me close my eyes and fade with the day I hurt deep down inside So many mixed emotions Take me by the hand and walk me with me by the ocean Help me I'm falling into the hole I'm scared I don't want to lose my soul The lights are dimming Your voice is growing faint I want to say I love you I will miss you so Hold me close and whisper in my ear Tell me you love me I will always be near

I refuse to cry. Your not worth my tears. I refuse to cry, over the painthrough the years. I refuse to cry. Even if I belived in your lies. I refuse to cry, over the betrayal I feel on the inside. I refuse to cry. You don't deserve the love I had for you. I refuse to cry, Over that Bitch you said you loved too. I refuse to cry. Even if your love for me was fake. I refuse to cry,Over you and, Little, Miss, "Jail Bait" I refuse to cry. You lying sack-of -Shit I refuse to cry Over you because your not worth it.

Are you sure I am not looking past you, at some twisted little vision of a person tied down screaming from a painful deadly incision? Am I laughing at these wicked thoughts? My soul is dripping with sin. I have so much anger to give but where should I begin? I thought we all had a "God" given gift guess Im not human Im less unless hate is a gift in which that case I've been blessed 'Cause I hate alot of people but can't explain my thoughts. And I am laughing as your body rots..........

1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Eye/Hair colour: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? and then take advantage of me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16. Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. what do you rate me outta 1-10? ____________________________________________________ If we met under the mistletoe... Would You kiss ME? [ _ ] YES [ _ ] NO If YES.. [ _ ] CHEEK [ _ ] LIPS Do you even need a mistletoe to kiss me? [ _ ] YES [ _ ] NO [ _] HEkk NO! ____________________________________________________ would you... [_]go out with me? [_]give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _ - _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_]let me take you out to dinner? [_]let me drive you somewhere [_] cut some rug with me? [_] take a shower with me? [_] be my bf/gf? [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] Would you let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] lick my cheek? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] play strip poker with me? [_] say yes if i asked you out? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im hot? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to have sex with me? ARE WE... [_] aquintences? [_] friends? [_] in a relationship? [_] gonna have kids? AM i... [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] cool? [_] loveable? [_] adorable? [_] compassionate? [_]annoying? [_] great to be with? [_] attractive? [_] mean? [_] odd? HAVE Y0U EVER... [_] thought about me? [_] thought there might be an "us"? [_] thought about hookin up with me? [_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me? [_] wished i were there? [_] grabbed me? [_] had a crush on me? [_] idolized me? [_] wanted my number? [_] had a dream about me? [_] been distracted by me? [_] wanted to have sex with me? ARE Y0U... [_] done with this survey? [_] happy you know me? [_] mad at me? [_] thinkin bout me? [_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor