For some reason I thought this time was right.
Under normal circumstances I would have denied.
Casually I sit and think of the times I told myself to remember.
Kelvin old boy you never do.
Kelvin you do it too much.
Even when you know you can't
And even though you try.
Loving is not all to living, loving is to die.
Only the angels can know true love
Hell meets Heaven's godly revenge
In heaven everything is fine.
Losing my faith in things I knew true
Afterwords dealing with the pain.
Nothing is lost from starting with nothing
Indifferent I must remain.
At every turn I see a face it haunts me night and day.
Nothing makes me lose that face... nothing is the same.
Damn that face and damn the world.
Hold on to nothing anymore.
Each time I try to forget the world.
Remembrance clouds my mind.
Past should be forgotten. It only serves to punish.
And even though I know they shouldn't
Random visions invade my sleep... my waking moments.
Enter now unto this heart and save me from its
Nearing cessation.
Time has given me what I always feared.
Sometimes I wish time would have stopped.
