Cold's blog: "accident"

can make me smile I will get them a gift

get to see my son. I mean she won't let me and I think that she is very stupid for not letting him come for a week at least so he can be with his father.

the more this day draws nearer the more depressed I get. I can't be with my son I miss him so much but I am thankful for having him. I just wish I could be with him on thanksgiving but my bitch for an ex wife won't let him come here. I haven't seen him sence march of this year.

the more this day draws nearer the more depressed I get. I can't be with my son I miss him so much but I am thankful for having him. I just wish I could be with him on thanksgiving but my bitch for an ex wife won't let him come here. I haven't seen him sence march of this year.

I am totally depressed. My "ex" wife is a vindictive person and won't let me talk to my son. I am not looking forward to these next two holidays. I actually hate them. I have lost the spirit of the season. I need someone to help me get out of this funk. It really really sucks ass

last week I had to go to the hospital and get an x-ray on my left hip and I found out that I have the beginings of arthritis in it. The doctor said that if I didn't get it tended too soon that I would have to get hip replacement surgery. And I am only 26 yrs old.

I was very busy for almost a week shooting my movie but now I am back. Shooting is going very well should be done by next year sometime. I am very excited about it.

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I'm falling apart. I have arthritis in my back plus a fracture in it. I have arthritis in my knees and then to top it all off I have the beginnings of arthritis in my left hip. If I don't tend to it to slow it down I will have to have hip replacement. And I am only 26 yrs old for godsakes

I just found out saturday that I have the beginning stages of arthritis in my left hip. I was told that if we don't treat it now I would have to go in for hip replacement surgery