Well it's been a week now since my mothers death...and now I'm getting all these different emotions coming at me that I never expected.....Mostly guilt..like not being around as much as I could have...and why couldn't I of even picked up a phone to say hi..Guilty for being so wrapped up in my own pointless life that I pretty much ignored my family...Blah I wonder how long this is gonna last...
On the good side of things I wont need surgery on my neck....just physical therapy is all I need. So I guess that is some good news..TTY all later