My world is falling
apart. my eyes are
never dry..I see
what you are doing to
yourself. and that
you want to die.
The way you drink
every day and night
every one wonders if you
will ever see the light.
You are loosing every
thing that used to matter
if it ever mattered at
all..tell me how you feel
after the fall.
You are following in
the steps of a father
that you never really
knew.. and yet, you expect
your daughter to look
up to you.
Do you want her to see
you dead, and blame herself
for something she had no control
of. does it matter that she
doesnt even want to be around
because it seems like
the beer. is better than she is.
that the beer was chosen over her
and that it is and what took you
away from her.
but keep going the way you are
and kill yourself slowly. Im not sure
she and I can live with that any longer.
We didnt ask for it. we arent the cause of it
maybe one day you will see the damage you
have really done.