Tonight I feel so all alone,
As I lay here trying to sleep,
The one I love wont even phone,
It hurts so very deep.
This year has started as the worst,
Why do I always seem to get hurt,
Should I change and not put others first,
Or should love, I just desert.
I am told I have a heart of gold,
I love with all I have to give,
I just want someone to love and hold,
One who make life something I want to live.