Heart beating in my chest,
Pain rising from deep within,
I push myself to do my best,
But i ask myself, why this again??
The darkness clouds my hopes and dreams,
Sometimes I'm all alone, as it seems,
With only my crumbling heart pushing to thrive,
Forcing my mind beyond truth, making me feel alive.
Nothing is impossible, I am the source of my answer,
And for some reason it still haunts me like a cancer,
Disappearing, only to return again, worse than before,
I feel myself slipping away, ever so slowly,
The thoughts rip through my mind, reopening an old sore,
Crushed and in doubt, i drift away, calmly.
Listeing to my heart beat fade in the distance silence,
Thump thump... thump.. thump...... thump....
With the silence fulfilled, ears deafened completely,
The darkness surrounds my, consuming me entirely,
Loneliness befriends my soul, hiding my deeper in the abyss,
Looking up, I see no more happiness,
Only the pain that pushed me over the edge,
How i wish my fridged fingers could have held onto that ledge,
Saving me from this fate, showing me a new light,
My life could have been so bright,
But like a rock, i continue to fall,
Seeing no bottom, there is no hope at all.