I have been on several sites like this before. One thing that never ceases to amaze me is how desperately perverted some guys are. It really sickens me to read the crap they write as comments. What sickens me more is that most women are naive enough to fall for this crap. Has everyone become sheep? Is there no originality left in this world? I notice this everywhere. When I go to the mall I notice how every woman there seems to be an exact clone. The half-shirts and hip-riding jeans. Typical. I have categorized the men as follows...you have the rich, preppy, mama's boys who lie with every word. Then there are the steroid junkies with teeny weenies and smaller brains. Oh and you also have the stoners, goths, punks and the white boy trying to be of another race. It's disgusting. What is more disgusting is that women fall for these guys and are sitting around dumb-founded when they are abused or dumped by him for the first woman that walks by batting her lashes.
Are we that superficial? Are we that desperate? It is these type of men that make it difficult for good honest guys like myself to gain the trust of a desirable woman. I'm not rich! I'm not a body-builder. I really do not fit any of the categories I have mentioned. I do not just say that to save face either. There are many who know me quite well here. I am not here for sex. Sex is a temporary high. It is fleeting. Leaving one to feel a longing for something more. Companionship, trust, comfort, security, and love. Those are the things I search for. Something more permanant. More definite. More present. More real. I am not saying that I do not enjoy sex. Believe me...I do with no complaints! However,I find it more rewarding with a partner that I connect spiritually and emotionally with. More rewarding in a relationship. Where the opportunity to discover those hidden secrets of your partner is present. To untap their passion. To know what makes them tick sexually and spiritually. That is when sex transcends to a higher level of emotional illumination or birth if you will. No one else exists. The whole world diminishes. I truly believe, in thos emoments, heaven is touched. If only for a moment. That is me. As I said...I am not a pretyy-boy or a no-brainer. I am something more. I am reality!
Love all,
Brian
