Since I refused to bitch like i did in the previous blog... in a blog about adam, we're making two :D
CCUUUUZZZ, it's 630 in the morning... I woke up and due to stuff, wasn't able to get back to sleep.
SOOOOO, anyways, I was like, literally dreaming about Adam.... specifically, making out with him in wal mart over by the bikes.... lol fun stuff I'm telling you :D
*sigh* Is it crazy to miss someone like this? Cuz, well, I do... and it seems a little crazy...
But, I got up this morning at 505 to talk to Adam. It's soooo freaking awesome. God, I LOVE hearing his voice... it just, sets my whole day RIGHT it seems :) just, being able to sit and talk to him... it, really, seriously, makes me happy. HE makes me happy. We sat and talked for hours last night... which is by no means something new... it's just, so amazing. I'm really falling for this guy... I mean, yeah of course, when you find someone "new"... it always seems like they're perfect, and etc... because you overlook their faults. I KNOW with Andrew I sat and overlooked his faults in the beginning... and I knew while I was doing it... they just didn't matter cuz he SEEMED perfect, so his faults seemed so not important. (ie the drug use, and drinking.... yeah seemed not important at first) So far, there is nothing about Adam I dislike. He gives me attention, tons of it. He is so so sweet. I find myself looking forward to the next time I can talk to him, and see him... everytime my phone buzzes i hope it's him calling (he calls me at certain times anyhow, so i KNOW it's him lol its awful) I am waking up at 5 in the morning, just to talk to him... Its so freaking awesome... i spend so much time talking to him, and when I'm not talking to him, I'm thinking about him. It's so... freaking awesome....
*sigh* sooo the whole point here, i really really freaking like adam... To me... this is crazy. But, I've just, started... liking him... and, i miss him. I would give anything to have him, just, hold me again, and kiss me... i mean, god. I can't explain how incredible i felt having him kiss me... like, wow... i just wanted to stay right there and just never stop... although, i would eventually have to pee and stuff, so thats not possible... but still... *sigh* men.... how is it they can capture our hearts like this?
