Well, It seems, something is bothering me. Although, I'm not sure exactly what it is. I mean, I'm happy as a whole. I'm in love... things are starting to work out pretty well and nothing appears to be seriously wrong. I suppose a lot of it is I'm so used to things going wrong in relationships... I'm used to things just "falling out"... ya know? usually when I get happy, something happens to fuck it all up. And i guess i'm waiting for that something to fuck everything up... I mean, I love adam so much. Although, of course, some things he does drive me nuts... like his mean sarcastic tone he gets with me sometimes... he'll say hateful shit, and then act like he doesn't even notice, and he says he doesn't... and it's not like, real real mean shit.. its just, kinda mean. And I feel like he's just not showing me as much attention as he used to... which is actually pretty normal, considering all... I mean, when you first start dating someone... everything is new, and the longer you're together, things start to just get... normal.... and we spend so much time together, it's become, like, a normaly day to day thing... just to be with each other and see each other... i mean, we still get along great, and there aren't any major problems, n ot even any small ones really... just, sometimes his attitude hurts my feelings, but i can't expect the guy to be perfect. He's sooo close as is... so i can deal with a few small imperfections :) I mean, god knows I love Adam, with all my heart... at this point, I honestly can not imagine living my life without him... He's quite possibly the most amazing thing to have ever happened to my life, and I adore him. I'm more comfortable with him than I've ever been with any man in my entire life. He's amazing... we have so much fun together, we laugh together... the girls adore him. I mean, like all relationships, we have our obsticals to overcome, but nothing very serious. I truly believe that he is, "the one"... i could spend forever with him... but, i guess, i have the rest of my life to worry about that :)
Anywho... i'm gonna go rest, and finish watching, OZ.... and then see my adam :)
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