when am i too be beautiful
when will i be yours again
your not happy loving me
why won't you just be honest
am i some sort of back up plan???
for when the rest fall threw?
You say you love me
than again you say alot
how much of this shit is true?
I watch your eyes wander
and it rips me in to
your killing me so softly
i give you a inch
you take three feet
and on my knees
i am left to weep
begging for your love
needing your touch
I never once thought love could hurt this much
I give my all to a man who wants none
have you ever once looked in my eyes
watched my tears welling
heard my depressed sighs
i want to be your only but i know that won't come true
wishes are for children
and sadness is my essence
you'll just turn your cheek
look someone else's way
one day you'll wake up
hearing my life leave one last echo
a shot that'll ring through time
when your "true" love takes her own life
maybe then you'll see i loved you
but by then we will be no more
so play me one last lullaby
on that propaganda guitar
watch me drift away now
goodbye my one time angel
